whats wrong with me?

[velvet pollen]

tw mentions of self harm
i feel like its getting worse again...
but whenever i reach out for help i feel like an attention seeker
and i feel like a dramatic person if i vent abt the same thing
and i cant ever seem to ask for help

[rugged kite]

Have you ever reached out to someone / vented to someone before and they've reacted poorly?

[rapid fossil]

🫂

If you ever need to talk about anything even if it’s the same thing it’s alright I don’t mind listening cause tbh its the first time probably hearing this. 🙃

[velvet pollen]

yes

[rugged kite]

Well while I don't know the exact reaction they had? Please don't let the bad experience of that effect you in the future, and what in trying to say is that bad reaction is all you know as far as I'm aware so it makes sense why you would never want to open up to anyone again. But realize that while yes if you do open up to someone again they could react negatively, what if they react positively? If I where you I would suggest getting a therapist, and if you have any trouble with getting one I can provide some knowledge I know

[velvet pollen]

im a minor

i have to tell my parents

[rugged kite]

well would your parents have a problem with you seeing a theripist, even if it was school provided?

[cold sphinx]

school provided counselors arent the best just from experience

[velvet pollen]

my school doesnt have a school therapist

[rugged kite]

oh no im not talking about counsulars, depends on your state and where your from but your county (maybe school but i doubt it) can provide a therapist for you

[velvet pollen]

im from india

and reacently

my friends told me ive become my sh

and i cant help but accept that