#i’m relapsing:/

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Want to tell me what your relapsed in?

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sh and ed mostly

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What is that if I can ask?

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A drug?

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||self harm and eating disorder|| mb

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Oh sorry you are struggling with that. Why do you feel you are engaged in that? Trauma?

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so much trauma, i’ve been addicted for a while now

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Well firstly, you need to understand that it’s not your fault you were victimized, it doesn’t speak to who you are

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Secondly, you should know that we all have demons and tendencies that developed for various reasons, you’re not broken. Love yourself, and work logically to create a system around you

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A system that can weed out the root cause, and help avoid it.

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Have you considered professional help?

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There’s a stigma but it can do wonders

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weak hearth
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Okay, understood. Let me ask

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Do you feel loved or unloved?

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well i feel a little love from someone as of today… but besides that i’ve felt unloved since i lost them all

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Who is the person you feel love from

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A class mate or parent?

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somebody online, i have nobody irl

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Are you in a small town or big city?

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small

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Okay makes sense, do you have negative or positive thoughts generally?

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pretty negative usually

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Are you in school? Level?

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high school, year two(turning 17)

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Okay so no friends at school?

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not anymore

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Tell me about it, what happened?

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Are people jealous of you?

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one ||killed|| herself after her father ||died||, the other did the same after she left. i doubt it

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Oh sorry to hear that, did you start sh after that?

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yeah

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How long has it been?

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months

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Okay, as a grown adult, I promise you life has ups and downs, the ups are great and worth waiting for

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There’s a million people out there, billions, you will make new friends

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Are you worried you can’t make new friends? Do people like you or not?

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well idk if i want new people, i feel they should jus stay away from me

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How come?

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Do you think your toxic or a bad influence?

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i feel i’ll just bring everyone down with me

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Before your friends left, were you generally a happy person?

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yes, they made me the best i could be

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Okay, how long have you had the ed, only after they left too?

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i’ve had it for a couple years now, the problem is that she would help me so much with it, she would take care of me, now i can’t

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Do you have an issue keeping calories inside you or too much calories?

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too less

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Okay I’ve known someone with this