#Something is missing

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brave flax
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i would honestly seek out a professional to see if you need anything to manage your moods 🙂

versed flicker
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was that sarcastic ?

little plume
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Do you have trouble experiencing positive emotion? That could lead to depression/anhedonia and explain the emptiness. Do you have a traumatic past or do you repress your emotions a lot? That could lead to the mood swings, or you could have bipolar or many other things.

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Check out a professional or provide us with more info.

brave flax
versed flicker
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as far as i can tell i have my emotions locked up in a part of my brain and im mostly blank and serious (not my choice)

little plume
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If you consciously/habitually repress negative emotions then of course r gonna have unexpected mood swings.

versed flicker
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sometimes i just wanna beat the hell out of someone so i could just release whats inside of me like all the stress, anger etc

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and nobody knows whats wrong with me

little plume
brave flax
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it sounds like it would be good to learn to manage this anger too

versed flicker
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i mean i wanna feel happy and sometimes mess around but im serious most of the time and wont even laugh at a joke

little plume
brave flax
little plume
versed flicker
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not really

little plume
# versed flicker not really

If r habitually serious/repress r emotion of course it has to be casually connected, but of course you can be blind to it

versed flicker
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i tried keeping myself happy by self care or organizing things for myself but its only for a day or 2 and after that im back to my normal self

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i am so confused with what i want

little plume
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just visit a psychologist, r so disorganized to the point where logical advice will not properly help you

brave flax
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like what i statwed before but it was dismissed as sarcasm for some reason

little plume
brave flax
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then im too old to know that lol, to me a smile is a smile

versed flicker
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i actually can't.. i don't tell this anyone not even to the people closest to me.. I have to fake myself and appear normal so that they dont think something is wrong with me

brave flax
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why do you have to fake it?

little plume
versed flicker
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A lot of people are dependent on me and if i somehow messed up, they will not be able to handle it

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whenever i blink for more than second there is always a tear there