#Something is missing
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was that sarcastic ?
Do you have trouble experiencing positive emotion? That could lead to depression/anhedonia and explain the emptiness. Do you have a traumatic past or do you repress your emotions a lot? That could lead to the mood swings, or you could have bipolar or many other things.
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why would that be sarcasm?
as far as i can tell i have my emotions locked up in a part of my brain and im mostly blank and serious (not my choice)
If you consciously/habitually repress negative emotions then of course r gonna have unexpected mood swings.
sometimes i just wanna beat the hell out of someone so i could just release whats inside of me like all the stress, anger etc
and nobody knows whats wrong with me
Why do you say it "isnt r choice"?
it sounds like it would be good to learn to manage this anger too
i mean i wanna feel happy and sometimes mess around but im serious most of the time and wont even laugh at a joke
anger is a symptom not a cause sayante
im aware?
Why do you have this attitude? is it related to your past?
not really
If r habitually serious/repress r emotion of course it has to be casually connected, but of course you can be blind to it
i tried keeping myself happy by self care or organizing things for myself but its only for a day or 2 and after that im back to my normal self
i am so confused with what i want
just visit a psychologist, r so disorganized to the point where logical advice will not properly help you
like what i statwed before but it was dismissed as sarcasm for some reason
smile emoji can be interpreted in a toxic way easily
then im too old to know that lol, to me a smile is a smile
i actually can't.. i don't tell this anyone not even to the people closest to me.. I have to fake myself and appear normal so that they dont think something is wrong with me
why do you have to fake it?
if youre gonna continue your life in an inauthentic manner its just gonna get worse bro