I am so sorry you had to go through that. I lost my father a few years ago do to an accident, it takes a long time to get over it but just know he loved you, and all he wanted to do was guide you through life. You may not be able to make further memories with him, but you still have certain memories of him, I wish you the best of luck, and if you ever need someone to talk to at any time DM me
#My father killed himself
molten tundra
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I understand the feeling of guilt you have. And it's okay to miss him.
But you need to focus on taking care of yourself.
You will always have the memories you created, don't forget those.
molten tundra
But you need to focus on taking care of yourself.
Indeed, I am very very sorry for your loss @molten tundra but self care is important as well. Only remember the good things about your father, and what you loved about him. Try not to think abt the situation, as that can make you deeply depressed, which can change you completely, who you are as a person, what your like, what you look like, how you talk to people and more.
I am very sorry about your father though, this is something no person should have to go through.
molten tundra
It’s not a problem. And it’s good to not be alone.