#Thanks

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finite spire
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Hey what’s wrong?

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Don’t give up just yet.

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What’s the thing you love?

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You haven’t put all of this effort in for nothing.

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Don’t let those negative thoughts catch up with you

supple fiber
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No. You. Don't.

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You were so positive this morning about your boat and sailing, I am not happy that you are making this choice. We have created such a strong bond, and losing you would be like losing a sister. You need to reconsider this, Smelly. I know I don't know you well, but please. This is my justice to you to keep fighting.

finite spire
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Please listen to us Smelly.

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You have people here that care about you

supple fiber
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We have connected in ways that I haven't ever any other. You and I both have something in common, this makes us unique and incredible. Death is not the answer, Smelly. You have a long life ahead of you, an incredible one at that. Please reconsider things that make you happy, and work from there.

finite spire
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Carti is right. You do have a long life ahead.

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Why not?

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You should

supple fiber
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Yes, you do. Stop telling yourself you don't

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What got you to this point?

finite spire
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Can you please reconsider?

supple fiber
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School is temporary. Your family, they need to reconsider their actions. Your brain, distract it with hobbies

finite spire
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It’s because it is temporary.

austere gulch
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why exactly do you hate school

finite spire
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Eventually you won’t have to do it anymore

supple fiber
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Everyone is under the same circumstance, Smelly. I go to school for the same amount of hours, you aren't the only one. You need to be nicer to yourself. These types of things are only temporary since school isn't forever. If you continue, you will proceed with your sailing career. Something you have always loved.

finite spire
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You don’t have to change to fit in.

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I never changed.

austere gulch
supple fiber
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Bullies, once again, are temporary. Bullies are there because they want what you have. A solid personality, a love for sailing and amazing swimming techniques. Your personality is what makes you humane. I understand that everything is tiring, and you are exhausted. Try and get some rest when you can, Smelly. Having a personality like yours is awesome, everyone seems to love interacting with you on this server, so please reconsider this decision of yours

austere gulch
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finite spire
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supple fiber
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See? That is something to look forward too. Your passion for boats.

finite spire
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Look smelly, I have to go, but please reconsider.

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You’ve got this.

supple fiber
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It is insulting, I agree. Having a disability isn't easy, trust me. Your bullies can go stuff themselves, honestly. You are stronger than you imagine. They choose you because you are an easy target, you don't talk back or stand up for yourself and that is hard. You need to build the basics of doing that and biting back. Your teachers, also are dumb. Not acknowledging someone has a hearing disability is just stupid. You are unique and amazing in your way. I would recommend you go on your way or talk to a teacher you trust about this situation, since to me, it is getting out of hand. Also, I would recommend finding new friends. People who like you for who you are, not some snobs that don't understand how much we go through in order to listen and cooperate with people. Once again, your personality is what makes you humane. Who cares if you show it off, that is just you.

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brb

finite spire
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You shouldn’t beat yourself up about something minor.

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Hey, we are human, we all forget sometimes.

supple fiber
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I'll respond in a minute, just making a smoothie

finite spire
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Is there a reason for your forgetfulness?

supple fiber
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It's a build up of stress and yea

finite spire
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Whatever you do, you shouldn’t put yourself down over minor things.

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You shouldn’t ever give up though. You can do this.

supple fiber
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Well, focus on them. I would reconsider talking to a teacher you can trust about this situation. Your father doesn't deserve the love that you provide to him. Take a break, whether you like it or not. Your body will thank you for it as well. Please write down your thoughts when you have them, so each time they reflect onto your brain, you can know it is a thought. We all make mistakes as well, we are all humane, and these mistakes make us grow and learn from our mistakes. Your family probably won't accept you since they don't know how to relate to you and your disability. However, some communities can help you adapt to your uniqueness. I would utilise it if you could

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You're welcome, Smelly. Also, I get tired too wearing my hearing aids. However, it helps me to hear. I am insecure about it, yes. But I'm telling more and more people about it as I go. Trust me, life will get easier. I can reassure you now 8_catyarn

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Get some rest, please. Take an early night

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Oh, I agree with that. They do irritate but at the end of the day, you get to take them off and not listen to a single thing

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I'll send through some sleeping mechanisms

finite spire
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It seems like they care. Let them help you.

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Please let them help you

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They will be worried more if you do this

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Then stay alive for them, be there for them.

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Please get some sleep

supple fiber
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Your life matters too, yk

finite spire
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Everybody matters

finite spire
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Maybe that's just another reason not to.

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He wouldn't want to see you like this.

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You should tell him

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He would care.

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You need help.

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It's not too late to start now.

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Your not invisible to me.

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Your not.

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They would care enough to help you.

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Difficult situations create resilient people. And I believe you can stop this.

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I want you to keep going.

supple fiber
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You matter and I’m sure there is some resilience between you and your parents. I’m sure they care a little —- because of your boat and things

finite spire
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Call him and say bye

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Say something to him over the phone.

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Ok. But at least call him at one point.

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Ok good.

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Also please stop biting your nails.

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Yes you should.

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Please tell him.

supple fiber
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You have too, he is the only person that would care

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You need this, Smelly

finite spire
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^

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Why not. I'm pretty sure he would turn around in a heartbeat for you.

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What is he going for?

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If he had to choose between you and that, he would choose you.

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You are more important to him than his dreams.

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That's not true and you know it.

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Then don't go. You shouldn't go at all.

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You say that his dreams are more important than your life, but if you do it, then there's the chance he won't chase his dreams, and that he will be too busy grieving.

finite spire
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Terrified of what?

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Hey don't be. You need it.

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You know he might not listen to that right?

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You should still tell him though

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Ok

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So he is going to come back?

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I hope he comes back sooner.. For your sake.

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Maybe you shouldn't do anything stupid.

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You should stay until he gets back.

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That way he can still achieve his goals, but you don't have to die over it.

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He will be broken if he loses you.

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It's hard to heal from loss.

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Some people never heal fully.

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You should focus on the reasons why you should stay.

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You still have those friends though.

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Maybe ask them again?

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Ok. You too.

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I'm here if you need me

supple fiber
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that’s cute. i’m glad your friends are looking out for you 💗

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i’m super happy to hear this!

finite spire
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Thank you for reconsidering Smelly @finite spire

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That’s what you should be thinking of, your future.

supple fiber
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it isn’t, they are doing it because they care

finite spire
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You shouldn’t be terrified of help

finite spire
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Cmon smelly I know you can

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Hey hey don’t say that. You can do it.

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Stick it out until your brother gets back.

finite spire
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please

finite spire
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Let him help you Smelly

burnt canopy
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Don't forget we have very strong self preservation instinct. All of those who chose to take their life had a regret in doing so moments before death. Don't you think that's scary?

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You better not corner yourself into this.

finite spire
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You don’t want regret before death smelly.

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Because that will be the last thing you feel

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Please hold on. You can make it through this. Hold on for your brother. Hold on for your family.

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Hold on for your friends

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You will only hurt them all if you choose to do this.

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There’s still hope left

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There’s still time to change your decision.

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Promise me that.

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I need you to hold your self accountable to that.

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Okay. I am here if you need anything else. And so is @supple fiber

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We’re both here.

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Typo sorry

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I trust you to not do it tomorrow.

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You need to trust yourself.

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Don’t break the promise you made.

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If I don’t see a message, then I’m gonna assume the worst, but please don’t do it.

finite spire
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||is there a possibility of leaving a note for your family if you do decide to go through with this?||

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||Not like I want you to go through with it though, but just for worst case here.||

finite spire
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no..

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goddamnit

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f-ck

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f-cl f-ck f-ck

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May god have mercy on your soul

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.... @supple fiber And I'm sorry

supple fiber
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what's up?

finite spire
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just wish we could have stopped this.

supple fiber
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what happened? i'm confused

finite spire
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Smelly is gone.

supple fiber
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oh damn

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she was having the time of her life today

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she'll be okay

finite spire
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If you say so, but i feel so sorry for you

supple fiber
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if she loves me, she'll be back

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people can't fandom when it comes to that

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if she is gone, then that's depressing

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but life moves on sadly. however, i have a feeling she'll be back

finite spire
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you better be right with that feeling

supple fiber
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if not, then

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we tried

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she's strong, bullet

finite spire
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because all I can feel is guilt right now

supple fiber
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it's okay

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it was a mistake

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but next time

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don't say that, alright?

finite spire
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say what?

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okay..

supple fiber
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anything triggering

finite spire
finite spire
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And one more thing my friend, my heart goes out to you, even though you probably won’t see this.

devout oriole
finite spire
finite spire
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jesus.... you worried me

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Well at least carti was right.

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Good for you.

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I'm gonna be honest. I thought you were dead.

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And I was not alright.

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But I'm very relieved now.

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I try my best, and thank you.

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Hey look, it's alright. I'm just glad your still here.

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But your right. I should take a break.

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Thank you.

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That's amazing. Continue to be yourself, you are an inspiring individual.