#life makes me want to kms

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flint prism
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School kills me

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No

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I already tried

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And I love my parents

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They dont give a shit about my suicidal problems

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I misswrited sorry

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Yes, bc otherwise they love me

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I told them once, ever since I dont talk to them about it

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I cant understand ur question sry

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I dont know

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Helping ur kids with everything they Tell u...

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I dont talk to them about it bc I did a few months ago and I got no help except yelling

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Yes

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In my opininon

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Im honest

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Is sh worth doing?

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Or shall I stop?

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My life doesnt matters ngl

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Except My family nobody would give a sh if I would disappear

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I hope u get what im saying like im nobodys first choice

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Sorry for wasting ur time

brisk vine
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dont sh please

flint prism
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life makes me kms

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What shall I do then to remind me that im worthless?

odd python
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Maybe think about what u have to live for. Weigh out the pros and cons of ||killing urself||. I’m sure a lot of ppl want u to live, but it’s ok if you are feeling overwhelmed. I would suggest talking to a school counsellor if u can’t talk to ur parents. Maybe also journalling/writing about it could help? Idk but if u wanna talk more later you can dm me < 3

flint prism
odd python
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❤️❤️

slate briar
flint barn
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shall i be honest?

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OK.

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in my opinion having suicidal thoughts make you "weak".

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i think you need to construct a better mental mind

flint barn
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have you seen a therapist?

fast hollow
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Hey Perx! I've had similar thoughts when I was younger, and it is sad to see that someone like you can go through such a terrible time like this. Also, suicidal thoughts do NOT make you weak. They are thoughts many people have and struggle with, and it's something so many people go through in life. I want to remind you that you are so brave and strong for still standing despite 2 years of really bad trauma. You should honestly feel proud. You're doing amazing still standing even if you feel as if you're not. First things first, to clear that mentality that you're useless. A razor blade can't chop a tree down, and an ax can't shave your beard well. Just because you may feel useless in some subjects or areas, doesn't mean you are useless all together. You can still be amazing at one thing, and one thing is better than no thing. Find a hobby you truly enjoy like sports, writing, music, building, studying, reading, whatever it may be. Since you are 13, you are sort of limited, but don't let that stop you. I also recommend getting more physical daily, like maybe working out or running and jogging every now and then. More importantly, work on yourself. It doesn't matter what your bullies say, in 5 years when you graduate, they are nothing but terrible memories. You've already lasted 2, I can believe you can do 5 more. Don't fall into a "villain" arc either. Be stronger than them. Not to satisfy an ego or show them up, but for yourself. Be the kindest person you can, and a truly strong human is someone who's empathy can face the torment of a hundred men. I believe you can do it, don't give up. If you feel as if you're slipping, please reach out to me, anyone on the server, or simply call your countries suicide hotline. The way your parents are treating you is wrong, but you can always find caring friends at school or maybe even on the internet. Stay strong buddy, you got this!

flint prism
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life makes me want to kms

fast hollow
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No problem! You can do this, put some more faith in yourself. Don't let your spirit be so conquerable. You're strong, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

fast hollow
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You don't have to repay me, I just wanted to help :)

slate briar
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I think it takes a lot of strength to say you have these thoughts. You're not weak to me, no matter what others may say.

odd python
glad sigil
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i love you gangy

glad sigil
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