#I want to know if there are other people who feel this way.

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zealous spruce
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I've been having the weirdest/creepiest/most disgusting thoughts in my head. It tells me that I'm that kind of person. If I did something that my thoughts don't want me to do it makes me feel like I'll be the cause of something bad that might happen next. I sometimes have to follow rules made by the thoughts in my head, so that I won't feel like I'm the cause of everything bad that happens. Opening up is a huge no too, but I really want to know if any other people are like this .

sterile ocean
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Not me, but I think you may have a form of OCD where you have these intrusive thoughts that make you anxious. By following these strict rules made up by your head, you feel less anxious.

I can tell you that you are not alone; there are many people who suffer from OCD in one form or another. I urge you to please seek a professional diagnosis.

zealous spruce
zealous spruce
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‼️** Mention of sewer side **‼️ I feel like I'm trapped in a never-ending path. I want to start crying and sometimes it'll go as far as thinking about ||suicide||. I feel sad, angry, annoyed, disgusted, and miserable. These thoughts had been in my head for over a year and so far they had been ruining everything. These disgusting thoughts make me want to smash every piece of furniture I see. It makes me want to yell at the top of my lungs. This is how the thoughts make me feel.

compact zodiac
zealous spruce
compact zodiac
compact zodiac
zealous spruce
compact zodiac
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or we can find something more effective

sterile ocean
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Like, say, professional help.

zealous spruce
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Thank you for the advice i'll try.