hello, I started drawing 11 days ago and I was watching a ton of tutorials and step by steps but I felt like I couldn't apply what I learned on paper, my drawings looked completely off even though I followed step by step of what was shown in the tutorial, the last couple of days I have been drawing from reference and I feel like I'm improving bit by bit, is this sense of accomplishment false? since I'm essentially copying what I'm seeing or could I apply the things I draw from reference to my original work? this is the first time I ever tried sketching more than just the head and I feel like it turned out fine imo but I also feel like it's kind of cheating.
how should I learn going forward and is this practice healthy for me to improve as an artist? I would appreciate any help and insights on this matter.