#๐ฌ๐งฑ Wall
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We're all going to die
Of course I could enjoy life
But I don't care
I could just die right now
It would be as if nothing happened
Sure a bunch of chemicals would be in someone else's head for a while
They'd call me selfish for doing it
I'd still want them to have the best life
Take deep breaths
I can't control myself
Count back from 200 in your 7x tables
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that's not right I must've messed up somewhere
It's ok
It's ok that I messed up
Wew
That actually calmed me down
everything's fine
I'm fine
I'm a functional human being
I don't really want to be here though
But that's okay
Someone wanted me to exist
But they didn't actually
They only had me because their peers were peer pressuring them to have a child
Why did it have to be me
Why can't it have been one of the other sperms
๐ฌ๐งฑ Wall
So easily sent into autopilot
Why am I so sensitive
Why can I make myself cry in a matter of seconds
I cried because I couldn't answer a question in class
I distract myself from my everyday problems so I don't have to deal with them
My solution to problems is ignorance and hoping that they'll go away
I know I should face my problems
I can't bring myself to it
You're reflecting upon your emotions
You can tell yourself something over and over but there's no point in it if you don't take action
it's a solution that isn't permanent
you'd never see her again
you'd never see the greatness of life
you'd never be able to count backwards with dates again
um
you'd never be able to have those pointless conversations of relatability
I get it
but I wouldn't care
because I wouldn't have any thoughts
everything would be nothing
don't you want to see orcas?
don't you like being able to think?
Think about all those millions of years you haven't been able to think
I might've been another life form
But hey
If I get buried in a coffin, I'll have some more years of not being reborn as another animal
What if life was inevitable
Cause all of those years that I weren't alive, they passed by super quick
When I die, time will pass by like so fast
You can't think when you're dead
Thinking isn't all that bad
Really
I've been not thinking for ages
Then when I think, my emotions come back to me
Why do I care
Why do I care about
this
Why do I care about everything
Probably just chemicals in my brain
Look
So many emojis
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Someone had spent time designing these emojis
can I stop
please
I don't want to do this anymore
Don't
Yeah I wanna see them more than once
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i wish
sorry
I shouldn't be talking about this in a counting server
anyway have a clean wall to talk about other stuff
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-66-7 is not -72
-73
-80
-87
-94
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I'm fine
Everything's fine
I can sort my life out
what if I can't though
I can sort it out
What if you can't
I can sort it out
Shut up
I don't want to hear another word out of you
fuuuuck me
WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY EMOTIONS
a simple "ok" gave me flashbacks
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and
I
can't
I DON'T CARE
why do I continue
why
why
stop wasting your fucking life
I can't
I CAN
Why
Am
I
So
Emotional
In both happy and sad
GOD
I'VE BEEN CRYING
AND NOW IM HAPPY
AND THEN I'M SAD
AND THEN I'M ANGRY
THEN
I'm sad
Then I'm stressed
Then I feel hopeless
Then I feel motivated
Then I'm wondering what I'm feeling at all
I feel everything
I feel nothing
I don't understand it
I'm going to put it in my diary instead of a counting server
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I don't need to count
Even if it's xx:00 or xx:30
Come on I can do this
not good lol
my speed decreased so much
but 1 finesse fault - pretty good
let me regain my focus like this
come on not today
please not today
please
I beg you body
is it normal to call your body body
like when it's inflicting pain on you do you say body
omg thank god
it's not what I thought it was
this is so unhealthy
even though I said no counting I'm still clicking
stop clicking
okay
i made it move
is there a strategy to it
done
it's better than my last one
I kinda just spam up and left at the beginning with occasional rights
Then as I get further, I slow down some but do mostly the same thing to build up the numbers
oo I see'
it's 20:00 and i can't do anything
ew3thjb5eryuyughierjihy5ghjkrtsuhkjlytkhj
BACK TO NORMAL
Yay
My recommendations are fucked
Youtube reccomendations are fucked anyway
Youtube sometimes gives me good stuff but mostly out of range stuff
mmm I love beans and toast
same
did you know closing your eyes makes you taste better
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what is wrong with meeeeee
why did i spend time making this
i need
to
stop
finding ways
of distracting myself
if you hate something, change it
only for things in your control
but there are things in my control that don't seem in my control
IT DOESN'T MATTER how much motivation you get to destroy procrastination
It doesn't matter how many tutorials you make on how to overcome procrastination
The only person who can stop this is you
No one else can hold you accountable
You are the only one who can do that
You can do it
You have to do it
True
I hate waking up at 6 therefore I stop waking up at 6 then life gets better
I disagree with the very last part
If I wake up at an awkward time (6 am) I don't get up because if I get up then my brain would associate that time with waking up
Actually, not getting up when waking up at 6 is one of the steps I took to reduce bad awakenings
It makes my inner circadian rhythm think that it's still ridiculously early time to wake up so naturally it'll wake up at later times
Oh I mean like, don't stay in bed awake
Well I immediately get up when waking up at a good time but
When I wake up at a bad time I try my best to not be awake
That's good
Yeah
I hope the day when I wake up at 6 will never come again
Maybe maybe not
Even though I may not have much time left
I will use my last 3 minutes wisely
Ok I should also get to bed
I don't need to check
You can really tell where my mind's at just with a few messages
This is good
I can progress
I'm happy I can do work after school now
Omg
Even in work, I get so distracted
I was supposed to be doing homework for organic revision
Not researching homolytic fission
ugh
best thing about ai is that you can ask it stupid questions and it doesn't judge you
i need better self control
it's so bad
i gave myself the illusion of control
grrr
ok, bed
"it's ok to take a break sometimes"
me: takes a break every 5 minutes
also taking a break from procrastinating??
like what
I haven't even done any work what am I exhausted of
Real
I do that way too much
I'm glad I'm not the only one
Iโm sure many others also do the same thing
true
YESSSS
DISCORD FIXED THE ISSUE OF WHEN I PRESS FORUM DISCUSSIONS I'M NOT IN I DONT HAVE TO ROTATE MY PHONE TO GET IN
aaa but it's so slow
my thighs are soooo warm
Omg why am I so bad at self control
It's too accessible
too convenient for me to pick
stop touching it
please
bro stop now im imagining a submissive allele
think about the dominant allele instead
Why am I here
Damn I was about to say that I'm really proud of myself for getting 51 like mmore often but now I see 56 i'm less excited about it
I'm still so mad over not being able to have a consistent schedule
I literally have no control over it
Like
It's not even a self control issue anymore
real.
We eat food at 17:08 and my whole day is ruined now
I got so frustrated with myself and then now I'm worrying about everyone I love and I talk to dying
You too
I don't want you to die
Fuck off emotions
I hate my emotions
Everyone is going to die and I can't do anything about it
and I'm caring about such a useless thing like not being able to sleep when I want
And the fact everyone's going to die
Why do I even live
What's the point
Everyone's going to die
I don't get it
Getting so frustrated over the tiniest of things
Yesterday I was literally over the moon
The happiest I've ever been
I swear I'm a rollercoaster
I'm like a fucking sine graph
Everything's ok
what no i wont anytime soon dwww
No like everyone is going to die no matter what
igs but not soon here i hope
if i die i die
Yeah but it's different to people who you've actually had a meaningful conversation with
bipolar?
oh ok
Nah 24h is worth 1 day
Underestimating the value of time means you're not spending your time well
Goodnight
coping mechanism
Looks more like a mechanism to not value your time
yeah I should value it more I waste a lot of time on it
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247 reaction time
Holy shit that's horrible
358ms
I just had sugar
My reaction time stays the same
However I move so much faster
i should go to bed though
holy shit I'm tireds
how can I can only 34 on the arithmetic test
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NO
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uhhh no
No
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The Feeling โข Twelve Stops And Home (Deluxe)
Nice
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Lol.
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i'm not listening
i'm not looking
not even reading your messages
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i can survive a number on a forum
nuh uh
you should probably quit forum-addiction
only if you quit too
i physically cant
you can.
turn forum discussion into gallery mode
it makes it super annoying to scroll through
that's the point
if you want to quit an addiction you make it as unappealing as possible
oh right
Same goes for count o clock addiction
Did you quit that already
I quitted it
Nice
ikr
stop making yourself look bad
flip your bitch around
now her legs point to the ceiling
call me john cena
cause bitch im BING CHILLING
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You have picked 9 ๐.
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the chalk was better
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Awww external apps are not allowed
I should use the wall again
nah
I need to catch up SO BADLY
I don't even want to play tetris
This is horrible
My motivation is 0
ZERO
0
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action โ motivation
let's reluctantly do 6 minutes or one more
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Up vs down is such a stupid forum
What pleasure do you get from counting the same numbers over and over and over again
This doesn't even feel like a reward to count there why am I doing it
No wonder I banned myself
@devout karma !!!!
Hi
Ffs I have to do voltage-gated ion channes next