If you were a university, would you take me in?

[edgy pasture]

Hi! im Wimiyen, i completed my o levels in the last mj session with pretty average results. Im currently preparing for my As this m/j session. I am a private candidate. i don't really have any talents, no internship or jobs or academic achievements that matter, im just a regular guy except i am on the poorer side, hence why i had to leave school and continue with coachings. However i have big ambitions and dreams to get a better life fo my family. I wish i knew earier how important my cv and ecas are, if ur still young, in g9, 10, i suggest u try your best to get achievements in life that are honoured and respected. My mom (almost)got family visa to usa because of my uncle and that probably means the universe is giving me a chance to leave the third world country i live in for a better life. but even if i could, rn i definitely cant afford it. id need a really really good scolarship. I feel overwhelmed with how undeprepared i am to write any applications to unis even if my as results are good, cus heck, what did i even do in life..some advice on how i should spend the next 6 months would really be appreciated, when should i apply, and are gap years even worth it cus i feel pretty old to waste a year..Anyway here are my o level results: English Language: 82, CS: 89, Bengali: 81, Physics: 90, Biology:91, Maths D: 94, Chemistry: 95, Add maths: 85.
In a levels, i took physics, chemistry, math and further math..
So the question is, would you take me in your university? be brutally honest, for i have yet to face what rejection feels like!

[fathom heart]

hell no

What the hell

Average results in o level

and poor

pick a struggle university is a business for your information so people like you who are not unique and are broke ain't getting in

Just do your own research on getting the scholarship

to start make sure you know what you want to do in uni

do research on that and finish in 1 weeks time

This should be the general field doesn't have to be specific

then start researching on how to get scholarships for the courses you'd be wanting in uni

But ngl do your own research because no one here is getting paid to help you so not a lot of effort into caring enough is taken into consideration when typing

And the way you structured your writing is already deterring people from responding apply english here