We both actually lost someone very dear to our hearts that the pain was too deep. But we both realized that it shouldn't be the reason we should keep mulling over and just play "objectives" instead. If hutao was real I would do everything in my power to thank her because she might be just the reason why i'm here today. How i survived pandemic online classes and how I met or kept my friends long term. Lot's of things to thank about but I'll cut it short- She is quite literally me in terms of my will and humor:
"Why do people need to fear death?" = "See it as a limiter to our boundless capabilities as humans"
"Buy 1 Take 1 Coffin!" = "Why not just pay full amount and you get 2? (forced sale + good deal, am i right?)"
"We need to be positive at all times!" - "No point in crying about the past, let's carpe diem this so we can focus towards the future"
"Her dark bitter past did hurt alot, a million broken fragments of her heart yet she chose to collect it all and assemble them again." That is why hutao, is love. Why we both value our life.