Quickly skimming the text, I would suggest something like
"This God dies with me" or something in that style. Have not had time to read all of it, sadly.
#I havent thought of a title yet, so feel free to give me one. heh.
tawdry fjord
thick flare
Your voice is strong. You know what you're doing. Or just turning your diary entries into a book, that works too, honestly. It's the kind of work that unless you've at least glimpsed those feelings up close, you won't know what phrases or words will hit. Yours do. If you're really having these dark thoughts about suicide, please speak up. We're here for you. Otherwise, A+ for creativity hahah
solemn plank
Your voice is strong. You know what you're doing. Or just turning your diary ent...
i take inspiration from real things at times :3
the adbandonment of personal items before kicking a bucket is a real phenomenon
thick flare
Just keep writing it's a good outlet not to mention it gives your language life without the fancy metaphors hahaha
solemn plank
working on redoing the first 2/3rd of the story