#Re:Revenge Hyperbolix
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i care
do it or i will obliterate you
I want to say
Do your documentation
But I never did in my last job either
Now it's another team's problem 
hell yeah
But I'm also not in IT originally
So nobody expected me to do shit 
nadgpt write the documentation for my api with all request params headers and responses please
read the code
give me the work I'll fix your docu but you gotta pay me
i knew i was right

if i could pay you i would pay myself instead
pay these nuts
also lawson chicken is becoming a staple part of my diet now
also wtf is bro yapping abt
what kind of documentation you need?
im handling backend
yea and?
need to lay out what the requests and responses look like
i mean it's not hard im just lazy
and what each endpoint is for
what documentation you need for back end anyway? Just make a DFD and PD since you're handling back end
or ERD if you have db
ERDeez balls
after making the diagrams just put a figure descriptor worded in a way that's like you're explaining to a 5th grader but with fancy words
is that for thesis?
why tf are you putting source code in documentation in that way? is that a format given by prof?

you can't just give them the whole source code and make em read it?
or your SC doesn't have comment separators 
i did already
this convo is too noob for me to follow
genuinely no idea what the problem is here
i didnt say there was a problem
.
the only problem is Sierra is lazy, we are just talking about normal shii
you're graduating this year right sier?
next
im really swaggering it rn
swagging
swagballing
come to think of it in projects we deployed (me and friends) we never had to do docus for the devs 
they just look at code, look at figma and cook
well this sem im doing a
idk how to say it in english
kursus
outside of campus
cause uni mandated it for some reaason
anyway
immersion?
not doing it with usual uni peeps
and the frontend guy messaged me last week like "hey, hows it going can we get started"
and i was like "yeah cool"
and there's been nothing
he started jorking
so i've been setting up db and api since last night
and shared the repo and stuff this morning
yeah cause for 5th and 6th sem the uni is mandating outside of campus activities
for engineering the mandatory one is internship, which i've already done
and this sem i'm doing independent study
only got a month left for my internship
soon I'm free from unpaid labor
oh and we get credits still
for edu people, the mandatory one is teaching at local schools
and setting up a small business for economics people i think
after my finals this Saturday I'm pretty much done just need to complete the hours for internship I have left 
after internship I'll just lock myself at home and just play
iine
also from the internship last sem and this course this sem i feel like im actually improving
even though my internship started with
"do you know how to do this thing?"
"no, i don't"
"okay well you're gonna do this thing so learn this and that"

then proceeding to bang my head into the wall for 5 hours trying to spot a dumb mistake i made during setup
fr ong
5 hours is pretty quick all things considered
Also, how many months are they getting free labor from you goddamn
the beauty of restriction...you might as well be together...but you can't because circumstances...you wouldn't want to be a burden to each in these fragile moment....but you wouldn't also want to be apart...so it's just arms reach at the moment....
im sending this to waku
they got 4 months from me

repeat that like 2/3 times a week
i think i mentioned that one time i reset my docker setup and lost like 2/3 days of work

i dont ever wanna deal with docker again
mono you better pay attention to this channel tomorrow im gonna be dropping the latest news
oh it's already tomorrow
i-i-i'm but just a fan of the works....tis just a trivial remark...i no need to be an inherent factor of this dramaturgy...
Fake cinematic universe
Everyone know it's waksier
4 months
bruh am I actually watching Embiid try to win a crucial play off game
this shit lit
lets gooo
@proper cosmos 76ers won holy shit
It's the same thing she's been saying to me and the same thing I've been saying here for the past like half a year
Had 2 almost accident in just 3 mins
From the same type of drivers
1 who drives a fortuner
1 who drives an everest
Both who tried going out their lanes without even looking nor signaling
Is that the pH version of a BMW driver
Didn't know she was scared for Gale
Probably, almost all who use this kind of stupid ass vehicle are deranged
Or a corrupt politician
Holy rice is so expensive now
@ mono I'm gonna pick up waku at her place feel free to cook up a fic in the meantime

Hey, at least you won't need to buy another
I mean i can relate to that
When i prepared some snacks to watch something
And it's usually half gone before i even started

2026 and Sierra still doesn't wear shoes?
oi...why you singling me out....
96
Ph version of BMW drivers are just BMW drivers, except way worse.
Movie is done, we are now shopping at the grocery store
Crazy promos here for ice cream
Oh, there's random ass ppl in front of my house trying to take a picture of their bike in front of the house across mine
That's how many times this year

I lost count
your house is cool bro
Not mine, the one across

My house looks pretty empty in the front
Actually, just the other day there's someone asking if this house is for sale
Lol
Okay @sleek cobalt i have a treat for you
I basically picked her up like this
https://x.com/i/status/2050113338395508842
Anyways
I hope all sierwak enjoyers are satisfied with today's episode
Oh yeah and of course we ended the day with shopping together
Huh
I'm making the source material to base my fics off of
Send pic of the house across
Sier nobody else is going to want a literal hobgoblin like her so just do it
This is such a weird thing
No
Coward
The thing is I might actually consider it if I didn't have to deal with her family
I think I've talked about it here before where I had to talk to her mom the first time we met
So when did you two become official
And yeah, not the type of family I'm willing to deal with
I mean yea she just wanted to know what kind of person i was and that i wasn't gonna shank her daughter
But her mom is quite protective
In not a good way
Sier 100% would shank her
True
I mean you can fix her I guess?
her mom?
Yea
true
I'm not smug
Yea cause if you were you woulda done so already and argued with us here
True
Wonder how he's doing
He posted a pic with his work buddies yesterday
But sier
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When you two became official
Sierra this could be you and wak
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Sierra this could be you
Dressing up as a cutie
Damn poorbitch
That could be you
Get a R1250GS
I tapped her knee when we were on the bike and i tapped her head a couple times does that count
I mean that type of bike is the staple here
Yea hence he should get an expensive bmw bike
To flex on the shitters
He should get away from the country 1st fr
Even in id? Jfc
I'm guessing it's also common in th
I mean small bikes is literally the most sold type of bike everywhere
India makes and sells like 10 million small bikes a year alone
Get nmax for even bigger compartment
The only reason china doesn't contribute another 10 million small ones is cause china went electric
Too big
Pcx superior
Speaking of electric
It's getting pretty popular here recently too

damn, sierra can't handle big ones
Look man
is there even a difference between the 2?
legit don't know
if I bought one it'd be based on what service is closer 
BYD and CATL mindcontrolled trump and big bibi to crater 20% of the worlds oil supply so they can sell more battery powered vehicles and batteries
Pcx is Honda nmax is Yamaha
Otherwise basically the same
it's common in every developing country 
BEVs and Solar and BESS boomed after trump and bibi started shitting around
It's Chinese mind control
5000 years of Chinese martial arts based mind control
gale buy me pcx
In the not so far future maybe we'll start riding flying swords like in these wuxia ig

yeah figured
literally just looks a little different, but essentially the same thing
easier to get honda parts and people who know how to work honda bikes here tho
and then here I am with a kawasaki....
It's so empty cause they just removed a bed
Buy me one first and I'll buy you one
oh yeah that's a double room 
literally just changed the beds
didn't even bother putting in a table to fill the space
Offdate with someone?
I'd go PCX just for Honda if HK da is easier to service n shit around you
And if parts are cheaper
Honda makes boring ass shit nowadays for the most part
But they make reliable boring shit
bitch you already have lot of them
give me one
They have no idea how to do electronic shit tho
Ok gale adv or pcx?
None of them are pcx
Depends
Are you getting groceries or trying to also go places kinda far ish
completely different use cases lmao
Groceries pcx
if you don't travel much then the pcx yeah
Xadv to flex on the poors and go kinda far ish places maybe
and this is coming from someone with a trail bike
To me I'd treat it as one and go woth adv
Flex on the poors
The benefit of a pcx is that you also won't really give a shit about it eventually
Damn
So when it gets dinged up with city use it's whatever
both have comfy seats i'll give it that
Plus there's a bajillion PCXs made
Adv is just not as comfy as pcx
no room to hold stuff
can't even carry a second helmet
hell, pcx even come with fucking chargers now
All Dih Vehicle
and there are plenty of people who do long travel with pcx
although of course it's not as comfy as adv
also Star rail concert happening now and man Hoyo Music is always peak
It's still comfy and it has some degree of torque and power
So it's comfier at higher speeds at least
So many bike riders here 
Riot and Hoyo
good music >> better games content
everyone in SEA is a bike rider kuma 
Brother they are SEAsians
It's all bikes
Cars are nice till you have road rage issues

i don't own a bike last bike i owned as back in elementary
I prefer that too
I haven’t driven much the past 3 months tbh

Unless my wife is heading out too I don’t drive
Also i mostly just walk since i don't usually go to far places
it's safer to walk than bike even if my school back then was just 15 minutes walk away
So eh
bike is just more convenient in SEA
I just bike everywhere these days
But when it’s summer I’m gonna stop
Don’t wanna die from the heat
this is what peak jakarta looks like
of course everyone can ride 
you can even pay the police to give you a license

Can adv help me get away if i shift the government?
Ya
yeah that's the norm
thank god manila doesn't look like that yet 
Welcome to SEA
in most developing country
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come listen to peak music, disregard the game 
get APC
We're lucky we don't look like this yet (because everyone has a car and now byd)
nah bro everyone not taking their cars out
Yea it's just SEAsian shit
It's so bad to the point that bikes are going through the sidewalk sometimes
Fucking hell

because gas still hasn't completely recovered 
Common
More people have cars in china now and public transport is gooder now
But it's also a fuckton of ebikes everywhere still
And glorified gold carts
will help you get away from them
it's cyrene song right now
weak humans
Electric chargers are so rare in Malaysia, it is definitely a death sentence 
use your legs
Man i wish with water canons
Electric mopeds, not electric bicycles
Hit pedestrians silently

i would rather you hti them violently
Literally need to do dark souls dodge roll everytime in china lmao
so their body parts dont make it here
ebikes mostly old people use it in my area or people who can't buy motorcycles
they just get cleaned up on site instead
The only reason Japan isn't flooded with electric mopeds is because japanese makers suck ass at batteries and don't wanna let Chinese ones in lmao
This is the problem with these ebikes tbh
There's too much accident that happened because they don't have fucking common sense and slow down in a corner
bro if SEA isnt as hot as the deepest hell for most of the time,i would like to use bicycle lol

real
japan sucks

i would just walk from house to office or halfway at least
im the biggest jp anti here
Spoony is built different
Move to Alaska
but as soon as i walk 5m i'm already melting
Become american
Man's biking in the heat
Penguins 

i mean most of people hate their own country lmao
tbf that was an exaggerated pic
this is closer to what it's like if there isn't a traffic jam
idk how you guys even live with that weather all year round
this is everyone except americans 
whats an american
Everyone except americans ya

eh i get called fake jp online tho

Lmao
because japan is beautiful
insert whatever copy pasta here
Place, Japan
The glorious nippon couldn't possibly have a bad side bro wdym
A bunch of japanese people definitely think Japan is the best place in the world
if only visual treats make life better
oh wait
I mean every country has it's diehard fanatic blind patriots

it's just like i am a poor person that gets called anti poor 
You're not poor tho
dont get me started 
youre not poor bitch
Tf
ciel
poor
i am, middle class is more poor than poor people here
Middle class 
y'all should watch some video essays 
You're literally going to Japan later this year
Ayan hahaha napagtulungan ka tuloy
How poor are you,man
do you understand what poor is
That's not a poor person thing
Damn, rich


might cancel if i want to buy somethign else 
go back to school
In fact you just called yourself middle class
honestly, I think ebikes are popular because
A. People are lazy
B. Mountain bikes aren't convent for shopping runs
if they sell normal bikes with a ton of storage I'm sure those would be popular
Thats by definition not poor
sadya tlga HAHAHAHAHA
Also i think here they don't need driving license to ride it?
Do ebikes require license?

n0
that's why we have more idiots on ebikes because it doesn't require a license to drive
Mf here thinks ebike is an easy way to drive a vehicle without any licenses and use it on public roads
no but nobody asks for a license when you're on a motorcycle either
there are elementary school kids riding in front of the police bro 
who gives a fuck
Ya
lol wtf
before yes they were on main roads
Fuckers are also using those a tuktuks
you mean e bicycles right
now they're banned
Man y'all need to reroll braincells sometimes

and not the emopeds gale mentioned
What if we get an even worst result
they shld ban them everywhere 
do you think having a license will make them less idiot
We got a 0.1% poor larping again
At least sphere doesn't povertylarp
Sphere knows he's wealthy enough to send killers for all of us
do i need to /s
Sphere would do it too
so no, e bikes aren't popular here because they don't need a license
cause you don't need a license for motorcycles either
in fact, my bike license has been expired for almost a year now 
God i wish 
Sphere has the strongest Thai assassin's in his back pocket
below sphere
call cops
i'm poor if you look at the economic standing 
im nothing compared to your family business
Yea but I don't call myself poor
i dont either
Two best hitmen across thailand?
I call myself dumb
grandparents and mom just knows how to handle money

lapring as poor
Now that i think about it
Does the license even matter
Most of the license test here is just bribe fes tbh

i lost count on how many i almost got to accident because retards forgot to use turn signal
What does that mean

Oh side note
are you in the context of your own country tho
yes
Aomori and Akita people suck at driving lmao

they suck
especially akita
if you consider it since my wayward father is an absent father really i basically live in a single income household since my mom is the only one working 
Why are they so scared of everything
thats what i asked whenever i saw idiots on the road
What is you, afraid you too wide
I feel like ciel needs to finally graduate and hold a job first before claiming she's poor 
Fuckin idiots
I mean she's slave labor rn
true
She's not even poor
i got a month left on this slavery
She's no class
yeah but she doesn't pay rent

To be poor you need to have money ish
Ciel no money
Ciel no human rights as a result
how do you even knw what class you fall under anyway
middle class is p broad isnt it

live in cardboard box
Middle class is broad and is vanishing worldwide
Do you pay taxes
why would i pay rent when i live in family home
that's why i'm never leaving unless told to leave 
Soon there will only be rich and poor
If not, don't talk to me
it's pretty easy to see from lifestyle no?
are you gale
then you are not middle class
thats true

Oh yea another thing
hell nah 
Everyone in aomori and Akita seems to be fans of two things
Jesus Christ and the holy bible
And takaichi lmao
I'm passing by random lil towns
whjat do you have against christians
the bible
fk you
Hallelujah
Houses with takaichi posters
is that why they're bad drivers? they wanna meet their oshi fast?
Praise the lord
And houses that say Christ will be reborn soon and judgement will fall upon us
someone post that oshikatsu 
when the rapture comes will you be saved gale
Your expected political far right rural area, like texas
what branch of christianity are those lol.
they're letting jesus take the wheel 
Also the grave of Christ is up north
Kirisuto no Haka (Japanese: キリストの墓) (lit. 'Tomb of Christ') is a tomb claimed to be that of Jesus in Shingō, Aomori Prefecture, Japan.
Kiyomaro Takeuchi claimed that he discovered the tomb in 1935 while he was surveying the village of Herai (current village of Shingō). In the Takeuchi documents, which is believed to be a hoax, cl...
Passed by a sign for it
didnt you post this before inyui
Idk
Not the video
is japanese christ shredded
sounds more like a cult
I can't post the entire thing


didnt know jesus pay a visit to japan
theres so many fking cults here

Does he bath a sauna with Buddha
we have chinese jesus
we have japanese jesus
surely there's a south korean jesus
the only religion i follow
you're a cat
Jesus in boyband
Feet?
this is a VC conversation not text chat level of rabbithole 
@boreal jewel gonna say some derogatory shit abt taht 
Jakarta Jesus
lets partake in the blood of christ (creatine)
and the body of christ (whey)
the yeti
It's probably cat-holic
you think winter place jesus is all bundled up?
not enough
are you like zyz
Avatar Kuruk type shit?


idgi

what?
you gotta practice your cuck chair technique gale

American politics is comedy that kills people
I was clean from American politics like a few days ago, plz don't remind me again
We got cuckmaxxing politicians
Get cuckmogged

You should see indonesian politics
Just treat it like a sitcom like big bang theory except you can feel the detrimental effects in our lives
bazinga
did you end up getting that new bike gale?
What new bike
I got the Ducati already
If you mean the CFMoto I liked it but I wouldn't buy it full price new
didnt you mention wanting to get a new bike last week or smething here
Oh I always want to

i miss swarm
Starcraft zerg gameplay be like
interceptors
I've just finished reading Sierra fanfic material. Wait, what? Waksier is a real thing all this time??? (I'm sorry I never took it seriously all this time and just thought it was a gag)
If it's true I'm glad, if it's not well ok

Now I can legally drink should I try beer
Beer kinda sucks
What's nice but still accessible in Indo 
Since Muslims can't drink it's hard to find alcohol unless I'm at my tribe party or smth which I don't like
Beer I think is mostly enjoyed because it's a very default social drink that will get you drink, taste wise some are better and some are worse imo but if you are new to drinking I would say it probably wouldn't taste amazing
Easy things to start trying is cocktails that are lighter and sweeter
Or things like umeshu (on ice, or with soda water) or stuff like apple cider or honey mead (mead is stronger but usually a bit sweeter)
If you like milkier things you can try kahlua or baileys
Which are cream liquers that can go well with stuff like coffee or even hot chocolate
Sorry Kahlua isn't cream liquer
But you can pair it with creamy things and it usually is
Things like whiskey and rum and bourbon and whatever are kinda hard to like at the start
Shochu and soju are also a bit sharp usually
Dawg, how did i met a rando that used my usual nickname
I was confused why didn't my avatar move, then i remember i didn't use my usual name in this game
There are some rice wines that are uh
Riceier? And hence more mellow and soft that are easier to drink
For cocktails you can try like
A mojito
Strawberry daiquiri
Pina colada
Cosmopolitan
I'm not sure where to find cocktails here in Indo outside the club, I think I can only find mocktails everywhere
Name sounds nice, I want
Try umeshu
Do you like coconuts
Usually quite sweet and not very strong, pair it with soda water and it's just an alcoholic juice tbh
I'm ok with coconut water taste
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All credit to Rupert Holmes and anyone associated with ownership.
No copyright infringement is intended.
It's coconut cream, white rum, and pineapple juice
Quite tropical
Also wines suck
But cold white wines suck less for a beginner imo
Hoo now that's news, I thought it's tasty since it's considered fancy
re listening to this song after all these years and I realize that its 2 people who wanted to cheat on each other and instead end up matching in what was the equivalent of a dating app.
wild song
Meet up and coco NUT
Whiskey and bourbon are super fancy too
Baijiu is also quite fancy in china
They all kinda taste like shit
My seatmate in hs love soju before
I think it's like a fun drink while playing gathering with family or smth like that

Prob
I think because the culture hype too it's more accessible than other types of alcohol here
we can hit up some bars in blok m

did you know cygames held an official event at a bar
i do but mint isnt talking about that
what fandom do you write in anyway
you can find out on x the everything app formerly twitter
I hate Jakarta lol
Gimana ya, I think I'm just too used to how rural Jogja feels when I went to Jakarta twice last year I felt so overwhelmed
also mint im sure jogja has bars lol
If it's possible to not go to Jakarta I don't think I want to go there anymore
Yeah there's a lot
Last time I went to bars was for wotagei event too wwww

But... I don't really like the vibe there 
Will sounds kinda funny but, I want to try alcohol just because Oshi Chan (tsuchan) likes alcohol so much
I want to understand Uuchan's feelings in some way (?) Idk I'm not planning to take any surgery or other habits she has though
motherfucker pinged me.....i wanted the thrill when i missed something....and a sudden change...and the need of back read...
anyways...cute episode...
this is like a shitty slowburn that doesn't feel exciting nor look rewarding in the future 
you're a storytelling masochist got it
will keep that in mind
i like slowburn and SoL....so it's very much in my taste...
though still makes me mad when over 200 chapters and they are still not dating....like you already have over 5 arcs that explicitly hints you are something already....
see man this has been going on for years already
this is like Eiichiro Oda tryna make a shoujo manga 
maybe the waksier was the friends we made along the way....
Is this what you sent Mint
Well I didn't send it to her specifically but yes that is what she is talking about
I miss the days when I was the only one that could understand wakulish
I mean that's still true but I don't get to use that knowledge very often now
If you guys wait a little longer i might go from carrying her like this to a princess carry
Probably not
She's quite chill with me putting my arm around her shoulder and stuff
If she let me lift her like that it's practically no hurdle to go to a princess carry
Theoretically at least
See this is why I got confused
I thought it was a gag all this time, or is it? Or no?
I thought it was a gag until you told me you met her mom, now that's wtf
impregnating oomfie as a gag
nad...
Did you guys know her mom follows me on Instagram
Nah your opinion today just opens a new perspective for everyone
The fact that you said you consider but no because her parents just make me confused I can't tell anymore if it's (waksier) like real things or not

Well
If you want me to put it into words
I don't think she'd want me?
Certainly haven't felt that way myself
And I'm fine with that
And also I would consider it doesn't necessarily mean I'd actually go and do it
There's a lot of things to consider
mint why you must make sierra say this harsh words from himself....
First there's the discussion about boundaries and expectations about the relationship
Mono ship is shattering but really I'm just confused I'm sorry to make you put it into words
It's ok I still like waksier content
But okay this is drifting away from the point
The important thing is
Friends can be kinda flirty and have some kinda physical intimacy between them and I think it's beautiful
I for one am quite glad to have her around

Won't catch me saying this in front of her though
Labels and categorization can be quite detrimental
If you're glad pls teach her to communicate properly please wkwkw, she sometimes gets mad at me just because she wants to get mad lol (absolutely no reason)

So I implore you to enjoy whatever this is that we have going on between us
Oh that's a tough nut to crack
Time to ss and send it to her DM
She doesn't communicate properly no matter what I tell her

Which I can sympathize with because of her confidence issues
I don't think it's something you can really tell someone to do better
Kinda have to pick it up themselves
On serious note
I do have some ppl that i act like this around too, just some old friends
Yes see
And I quite like having these sort of blurred lines of gender norms with her
And I would like to think she does too but I can't say for sure
Mint just take this as a character study
You could make a paper out of this
Waiting in suspense as you guys all type your sentences
Feminism and gender studies are actually 2 literature topics I hate the most sadly, it's too dangerous to speak up about it imo. But gender studies are related to almost every literature study that I really consider taking linguistic focus just to run away from it
I'm typing while walking pincang kepleset pas event lol

okay...imma say my piece on this bullshittery of a status quo....first and foremost....do you want to be something else....excluding what the status quo gives you....the feeling of relief on this established relationship...in the audience side....we can see that you already think of her as someone special....someone you are glad to have around like you said....are you ok if you see her doing the same thing to another person?...can you stomach the thought of you the one not being in her side instead?
i on the other hand is doing IS in AK...
Of course, you draw your own line of what you're comfortable with
Mono imma type up a whole paragraph for you sit tight okay
But for me, gender, cultural, and social norms (especially Indonesia's more traditionalist and conservative stance) is something I've been struggling against for pretty much my whole life
I can't say that I've been doing a good job of it
But this relationship has made me feel comfortable in a way no other relationship has
And by relationship i mean the literal relation/connection you have with people, not strictly romantic relationship
My struggle would be the usual, ppl's expectations
Since i came from the most influential lineage around here
And at this point i'm just actively trying to destroy their expectations after the not so good shit i've experienced in the past because of these
Do I want to be something else? First and foremost the one thing I value most is maintaining our current relationship, making sure we're both comfortable and continue to be comfortable with each other in the future
I do think of her as someone special and I'm glad to be around her but she's not an object for me to control and I would never wish for her to be beholden to my thoughts or feelings. She's free to decide what she wants for herself
If she decides to get with someone else, good for her! I know it won't be easy for her since she's not the most confident person but if she's found the courage and she truly thinks that person is better for her then so be it
I can only hope she doesn't do anything stupid

I'm reading while playing this song: https://youtu.be/3aCw9sUGa_w?si=308ALOAwHw0vN6LN
Lirik lagu Bahasa Indonesia atau Bahasa Inggris.
Judul: Harus Terpisah
Penyanyi: Cakra Khan
Download and Stream: https://youtu.be/dFdV0OTQg3Q
Lyrics:
Sendiri.. Sendiri Ku Diam
Diam Dan Merenung
Merenungkan Jalan Yang Kan Membawaku Pergi
Pergi 'tuk Menjauh
Menjauh Darimu
Darimu Yang Mulai Berhenti
Berhenti Mencoba
Mencoba Bertahan
B...
I know for a fact that if waku sees this she's gonna spend 5 seconds scanning the first two sentences of this discussion then say "what the fuck is wrong with you guys" and leave to go on with her day
Queen shit right there go slay girl
It's been 7 hours of afk, I wish I could turn off my CSP by now (I'm still outside)
What are you doing outside at this hour
amai!!!....you fucking low grade bottom dwelling human!!!....if you already worry about it...that's already
....and it's not about objecting her or controlling her....its more about wanting to cherish her as who she is....that person you care...the person that make this comfortable relationship as you speak of...if you want to be the one beside her.....
Makan yum yum yum
if she gonna cry...if she gonna laugh...if she gonna experience this things......wouldn't it be great....wouldn't you be happy if it's with you she done it with....
The value that I cherish most is the freedom to be able to control one's own life. Letting her be herself and enjoy things to the fullest extent IS my way of cherishing her
If she enjoys my presence as much as I do hers then yay. If not, then I at least hope I'm not making her uncomfortable
Of course I'd be happy, but she doesn't need me to be there to be happy
Atp mono will go to their weddings if one day it happens and will cry more than their parents do lol
And that's a good thing
Being dependent on one person, and with me of all people is a really bad idea
BAKAYARO!!!!
who the fuck do you think you are....deciding that for her....
is this a fact???
I can have 5 meaningful relationships with 5 different people and it doesn't make any one of those relationships any less meaningful if I went on to have 10 more meaningful relationships with 10 more different people
I don't know if it is, and because I don't know, I would rather not assume
Well, actually there might be some evidence that points to that
We haven't been as close for the past year or so
I know she has a different friend group online and another friend group irl
And that's a good thing
She actually has a somewhat functioning social life
Wak is actually too busy lately she can barely socialize online humu
She's not joining the daily valo session she often joins anymore
I was gonna pop up to complain about having to go to work in the morning but got sucked into reading WakSier updates
Love you guys so much
I'm sorry gang
She join, just not in discord vc
Off with his head
But vis ingame
I like the idea of you slaving away at work and using sierwak updates for motivation
I miss Waku
Wait is it WakSier or SierWak
The dynamic is important c'mon Sierra
Waksier obv
Don't fall for the propaganda
Give me a propaganda right now
The roles aren't important, what's important is the dynamic and that we respect each other as mutual human beings with dignity
and why do you think so?.....because maintaining the status quo right?...this is fine right?...this kind of stability is still good right?....this is just one of many of my meaningful relationship right?....BOKENASU!!!!....you're just afraid that things might not go well when you push it....you don't want it to change because your satisfied with the things are?...but you worry that things might fade away....these are consistent and will pester you away...even posting here just to reaffirm to us...if your relationship is still okay....affirmations...i maybe wrong but you want something concrete....something real....hanging out...physical distance....physical touch...tis marks a want more than a need...
Excellent answer the position of shipnames only matters with fictional characters, with real people it's filled with nuanced and personal feeling and at most importance, it's 2 real people with real emotions
That's why you're the goat
Can i get an amen
Ah see
Now we're getting to the meat
I can't believe I'm getting read like a book like this but okay
Sierra you're gonna make me stay up through the night with these updates I got work in 7 hours
Do keep going tho I'll hang you by the nuts if you stop typing
Yes, I do desire physical and emotional intimacy but not at the cost of anyone's comfort. I don't know how she feels and I fear that if I explain how I feel and say the things I've said here to her, that she might distance herself from me
But even so, I feel that the way things are is enough to satisfy my emotional needs for now while I struggle to figure out the complicated mess that is life
I gotta go to campus in the morning too gg
Not for anything important, just to hog the wifi and update my games lmao
AND ALSO
I worry that even if she did accept, even if she also wants the same thing, that I won't be able to fulfill those expectations or that she wouldn't be able to fulfill mine and thus we end up breaking each other's hearts
Oh you lover boy you
They explained this stuff in evangelion you know
Wthell, kata wak tidak join
Ok bisa aja aku salah paham
what in the relationship drama am I witnessing rn
I hope you don't think I'm crazy
Omg hello melo
hello 
I'm gonna take a piss this is too much emotional outpour for one sitting
I am very behind on this story
I have background music, my food, and full attention
i....i was just a lurker back then...tis not on my repertoire...
also don’t worry I don’t think you’re crazy
Now I have arrived home but I still can't reach my room on the 2nd floor, my feet still hurt so badly
Why are you awake 
Sierra you're asking people who use discord why are they up late
3am, but yes, struggling to sleep rn so I’m watching Saiki play horror games 
Nobody use discord and go to sleep at normal hours
Now now now it's worse for us sier (12 AM)
You can catch up on today's episode from here
#1066911414943502437 message
And scrolling slightly above are the shopping pics
12AM for me too SEA gang
I see I see
So true oomfie
Okay one more thing to add to this
I'm actively changing my alarm to 6:30 am (was 5:30)
For someone who is so adamant about personal freedom, I am unfortunately not very great at managing my expectations towards people I am attracted to
I might expect this and that, and then get disappointed when it's not fulfilled, even though I built them all on my own without prior discussion
It's a difficult thing to work through and I personally do not want to subject anyone to that suffering
Anyways this all has roots in my confidence and self loathing issues but that's a topic for another day
And probably one I shouldn't blab about without professional therapy
Well okay those are the deeper roots but the shallower roots are my inexperience with romantic relationships and intimacy in general
I was about to say that I hope no mods are looking at this but wolf was just here so I think i just have to resign myself that my foundational being is going to be kept in the public record here
SEKAI NO OWARI「Habit」
映画『ホリック xxxHOLiC』主題歌
Director:池田大
Choreographer:パワーパフボーイズ
先行配信&シングルの予約はこちらから→ https://sekainoowari.lnk.to/habitID
ニューシングル
「Habit」
2022年6月22日(水)発売
【形態】
■初回限定:フォトブック...
壊して見せろよ その bad habit
There is a line from my favorite fanfic that I'd like to reference here
“I already know you're compassionate. You'd hate to hear that, but it's too late. I already know you’d bend over backwards before letting on that you're hurt, because you feel so guilty when anyone worries for you. Well, it's too late for that too. I already know you’re afraid of letting others care for you in return, because you fear you won't be able to give them what you think they want from you. It's also too late for that, for the record. Far too late.”
Mono I'd like you to try and guess again which subject I'm projecting myself onto in that passage
You know connecting what I just said about myself to this fic is making me rethink my opinion about these characters
I will have to examine this with a clearer mind
Of which I do not have right now
this fucking seishun fleeting love that i will fondly reminisce when i'm older and more mature....
Anyways I'm getting drowsy so I would like to end tonight's discussion
I hope that I have shed some light on our dynamic and my personal motivations surrounding it
And to gale and nad, yes I know I need professional help, and no, I probably won't be getting it soon
Sweet dreams and remember to treat things and people with an open mind

🫂 good night Sierra....
Insane backlog 
But it's ok to keep the relationship as satellites, may you two enjoy life, when change comes, may you two know what to do
This is a weird cope
You're the soyboy cuck jp mc who waits 14 years after the manga finishes and goes into epilogue chapter
I didn't read any of that shit
You guys just kinda wanna date but are afraid of doing so
Not unheard of
原曲
https://youtu.be/ykc7Rx7cggE
campus労働
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnjEE-wkw8k
ニコニコ動画
https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm46244637
#学マス #学園アイドルマスター #音mad
Updated
what if she read this though
and damn i thought they're official now

The way you put it
there are plenty of wines you can get.
There's a chain for it if you live near a big city but I forgot the name
some higher end restaurants also sell cocktails
but yes, the selection is limited outside of Jakarta and Bandung
especially in Jogja I imagine
I'm afraid of doing so, I dunno how she feels cause I haven't asked
https://redandwhiteshops.com/
You can find this attached to a bunch of supermarkets/restaurants
now you feel what those romance MC felt 
wants to be held
yearns to be held
I'm a yearner that's so true
I keep grabbing this fuckasa earphones case instead of my mouse because it's the same size 
She won't, she hasn't opened this server in ages
This is sier
will he get the newest haircut
@ wak
nah even if you tag her 100 times she will not open this server lol
im going to stream in her dm. the nijicord server
Yea mf that's what I said
Tha family shit don't even matter really
And it's fine to be scared since it's change but
It is being scared in the end
Ok nad
Not true she was back for Lulu's comeback stream
Bro they didn't even triple check. the doc I made and they said just send it off for sign offs 
they trust their acoustic ahh inter too much

Fuko did you get to work on time
I was contemplating whether to teach them not to trust strangers/interns but I would hate to have to redo shit again 
Just move on, blame them for not checking 
Even better I was early
The 2nd earliest in my office to be precise
gg

me and my two-bit braincell working...read too many manga to be infuriated in this kind of shit....
well tbf, that person I'm talking to on teams is my senior by 3 years from school and we're friends since we used to work in org together (I was his assistant) that's prolly why he's so confident to just send me off like that 
mofo knows I won't pass shitty ahh doc 
welp that's 1 deadline for this week done
Ciel
that's just how white collar work is 
I once fucked up product shipment from Asia to Europe
and it was only noticed because another engineer checked on their spare time
and my order "supposedly" went through 4 approvals
nobody checks anything
but I'm an intern 
prolly because I asked for checking last week too and just adjusted it based on their comments 
same shit
even more so tbh
if the work isn't important enough I can give it to an intern
I don't see why people would check it
unless I'm being nice and check it so I can teach you stuff
I almost got sideswiped by a yaris
efficient slave 
yeah no, I don't see why anyone would check it again after this 
that thing was definitely modified
it's always either fancy cars or old ass drivers man
right?


