#lyrics, opinion?

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sterile nest
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i started writing again and gonna post lyrics here, opinions are welcomed

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urging for the blades oh wait I've seen this before
slitting some more skin so i can bleed out some more
staring out the window never get out the door
scream out when I'm lonely till my vocals got soar

and i ignore all the gray between the choices thats made
be angelic or accept that we were made just for hell
i don't see much truth in people like we just all are insane
as if hope is just a concept that was destined to fail

living our own truths filled with so many lies
when ill pick up the knife I'm sure I'll go through it this time
cherish that fucking moment with no tear in my eyes
bloodied up with blood of ones who were never alive

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no time to grieve so honestly all I have to say is on beats
I'm an untitled called entitled they hating me i don't speak
weeks go by and the months pass when I don't know time I can't feel
my thought process' ambiguous for fuck's sake i can't breath
try to cope w mental scars all day at night i just bleed
i tried to find some hope inside, my inside is just mes
some in agonising pain, some lost within fake peace
some look at me with hatred coz all i brought was misery

dim egret
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i like this alot, reminds me of i hate waking up but "bloodied up with blood" NOPERS

sterile nest
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kinda made sense to me but guess I'll rewrite that part

dim egret
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its like saying "im the best good carpenter" or wtv

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or "greatest good"

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actuslly its more "great good"

sterile nest
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I'll replace it w Drenched then

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drenched in the blood of ones who were never alive

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sounds Kinda cringe now that I say it

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reading own lyrics is like looking at your selfies, you try to see if you look good and you start hating it eventually coz you stared too much

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that's why i decided to start posting here

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anyways this is what I wrote recently

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I'm writing letter to self shits not perfect
need me some love but I do not deserve it
all of my plans and my dreams turning worthless
I'm writing shit daily still im unheard of

words not enough for the shit that i deal with
don't wanna love what i cannot believe in
fighting myself always end up defeated
i cannot want smth if I don't need it

i cannot find smth I've buried deep in
why can't you breath bitch your buried me deep in
not seeking pain I'm just seeking some feeling
blade changing colors it's still so appealing

i do not feel God or devil or demons
it's not gonna end soon you better believe it
i took my meds not awake and not sleeping
vision of blood splashed on wall and oh ceiling
ears getting numb to the echo of screaming
feeling the memories fade while I'm bleeding
hold onto hate that I can't even deal with
held onto you and I then saw you leaving
and now I'm leaving away all I had
all of the love within fights full of hate
whatever I'll have what i have what I had
nothing keeping me safe, got no help
spiral in the sorrow, regret and the hate
still stuck on times of our walk by the lake
now I'm barely getting myself out of bed
shit I'm still bleeding I'm gonna be late

sterile nest
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I couldn't finish this one but I'll just put it here. lmk if yall have any opinion or feedback pls

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I'm running on needs
I don't want nothing at all
need you to call
need you to be there for me
so I don't fall
gave me your minimum
I give you my all
i gave you the reasons
your excuses are more
im waking up
screaming in more pain
you say I'm unstable it's so lame
I'm never gonna stick to my own lane
I will never get over you goddamn
do i sell my soul for a soulmate
do i lie to you say that I'm okay
do you lie to me too, is it too late
the love I hold onto isn't two wayed
every week passing by feel like roulette
my soap's running out every two days
I'm waking up with two face, every new day every new day

im feeling lost
I'm feeling guilty
working walking towards of my cause
waking up breathing and eating and speaking and sleeping
living a life, feels like a job
Is it just me or the food feels like rocks
what do I do I'm killing my gods
I got a beat, hit it on four
I'm feeling distant from me you took my soul
Im empty of adam and devil and lord

lyric spear
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Pretty bad