#trying to write lately, lmk if they're any good

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twilit summit
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Now i want it all back
You're my only love but you're the one i most hate
I would've quit after 16 i lived just for your sake
It won't ever be the same now don't hold back

See your text, 3'o clock i won't call back
Negativity, destructivity, insecurity it's all that
Both Creativity or effectivity i don't got that
We're toxic, obnoxious and nauseas we're so sad

It's okay don't cry go to sleep girl it's so late
You know that i know we'll change up our own fate
We're lost souls lost cause we're not soulmates
You don't need to worry bout me girl I'm okay

Leave our lives leave our home take a new route
Take my hand, leave this town, it'll work out
Together we'll be good I don't know how
We saw the dark and the dawn, now the sun's out

We're stuck in the cycle of loving and hate
We're stuck in a Loop of being destined to fail
I'm done and you're tired we're close to the gates
You're my heaven I'm ur hell nah i don't complain

Remember you were there when i needed a shoulder to cry on
Now i just sit in my room with some music and mic on
Typing these words, they're making me hurt
They feel like stab on the wounds of your words
Forgot my place now i live in a hearse
Waiting for breathing to stop it's a curse

I want it all back

crisp jolt
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i could hear sadboyprolific on it

twilit summit
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Thank you lmao

twilit summit
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Tired of the way I've been going
Tired of the things I've been chasing
Tired of feeling dead everyday/on my bed
I'm tired of each day that I've risen

Sick of trusting all these people
Sick of losing all my faith
Sick of having friends by side
I'm sick of getting played again

Scared of the fact that I'm nothing
Scared of the fact I'll be alone
Scared of loving anyone now
Scared of being a failure at these songs

I'm humming up melodies
Listening to beats
I'm searching up some remedies
To never fall asleep
I'm tired of the way I've been
Things will always be the same
I'm getting tired of this curse
I don't think I'll write again

twilit summit
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I wanna love again
Can't even look in my eyes i wanna trust again
I've been trynna make some boundaries I'm circlin
Trynna build up walls or else i know it'll hurt again
Forgot how to be lyrical I'm mumbling
Listen beats and writing lines is where my purpose is
It's such a stress I'm such a mess I'm puzzling
If I keep on like i am I'll be worth nothing
Bury all my memories, 6 feet, shoveling
Faced alot of hardships and misjudging
My health constantly worsening
I am the one I'm up against
When i pick up my pen i will erupt again
I know I've got smthn within which I'm limitin
There's alot of surfaces I'm hidden in
In my head, all this pain, Flooded in
6 months ago was my first attempt
Since six years I've been struggling
Accepting what i am is the furthest thing
From what i am able to do I learnt nothing
Struggling
I'll never learn my lesson; it occured again
It's her again
Whom
I wanna love again

surreal wadi
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geeez

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noah ur lyrics are really nice wtf

twilit summit
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Thank you lmao

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If there's anything i should change in em or any tips lmk

surreal wadi
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not the person to ask lol

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i like it the way it is tho

twilit summit
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Lmao fair enough

twilit summit
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That's good then fs

twilit summit
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Running up the road
I've been running out of soul
I've been feeling so alone
Express myself with these songs

Forget to eat I'm nauseous,
Forgot the purpose of all this,,
Feeling like quitting I'm so shit,,
Started and ended with August,
If I'm singing I'm unconscious
Failing at making a chorus

I'm stranded by sorrow
Can't stand up I'm hollow
I can't be discarded no no more
I'll pick up the pace and I'll follow

I'll follow the rhythm and success
I'll hop on the beat and I'll confess
Won't stop writing these lines up unless
I drown in the ocean like sunset

I'm upset

Sick of the lies and the fakes
I've been in the war with no aid
There's noone I could've saved
Evolving myself with my hate
Typing these words and it's late
Put up my songs with my fate
Put up a fight and i failed
I'm rotting in my mind like it's jail

twilit summit
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Leaving some tears on the porch of my home
I'll never be back now i won't be alone
I've got my shadow and I've got my pills
Climb up the mountains, drop off the hill
Burden my soul with the urges i have
Burning my soul's the way i relax
Bottom of ocean, the bottom of bottle
Dropping my guard, picking the axe
I Cut off my pieces and cut all the ties
Cut off my wrist with the bluntest of knives
I can't feel till i rip out my flesh
I can't deal with all of this stress
My heart and my mind and my life is a mess
Sins set in the stones every night i confess
Begging forgiveness I'll never get
I don't deserve to be so deserving
Shedding the mask now I'm dropping this act

twilit summit
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Blood's sinking down the drain
But now my wrists are numb from pain
I'm losing sight of your face
Tell me to put down the blades

I know you tried, stayed up too late
Calling me close by my name
Every moment yea i pained you
Few minute felt like days

Now the rain's pouring down
On the wounds that'll never heal
I was too selfish and eccentric
I should've known how to deal

With the stress and with the mess
That i had made up in my head
And I'm sorry that I told.you
how i really fucking felt
I was all alone in the dark
You're the only that ever cared

Now i really really miss you but can't say "wish you would come home"
You're better off without me
And I'm better off alone

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Wrote this at the bus stop and stopped coz the bus arrived and lost focus so prolly not gonna complete it

lethal bluff
lethal bluff
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Were at the beach, I feel salt water and hot sand in my toes
You make me wanna be here all day , time will never go slow
The trees are rockin as we cruise down vineyard road
No one to stop me on my journey, here I go

Sometimes I’m lazy, more so crazy
Act like I don’t care
But if you ever tried to hurt me
I would be so aware
The trees are rockin as we cruise down vineyard road
The seagulls fly higher than my naive ego

Hard times won’t always stay hard times
I’m greatful and thankful for my life
Look back on every wasted cry
For moments that fall out of your mind
The rain will always go away
So why do you think the pain would stay
Stuck in these 4 blue walls are lame
So let’s go see the waves today

Were at the beach I feel salt water and hot sand in my toes
You make me wanna be here all day, time will never go slow
The trees are rockin as we cruise down vine yard road
No one to stop me on my journey, here I go

Sometimes I overthink, I wanna drink
Let’s go to the bar
I take one sip, let’s skinny dip
My best friend thinks I’m from mars
And once the sun goes down, we gaze up at the stars
I feel so empty but still find hope in my heart

lethal bluff
lethal bluff
lethal bluff
twilit summit
twilit summit
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Anxiety inside my brain is just another part of me
Overdosing, I'm not coping, losing noah, um would you pardon me
Look within my eyes oh there's no light, look inside of me
You're in way too deep could you burn down all the memories

We all are to be forgiven, that belief; it's a fallacy
World's burnin everyday, pain and agony is all i see
Everything's a fucking lie, even love isn't so heavenly
Dreaming every night of being as great as i will never be

Locked up in my mental, never could see through the lies
Disbelieving in my notions, got an eclipse in my mind
Nothing left to see man i got nothing left to hide
It don't seem to get better, now's the time that i decide
Death or life..death or life

lethal bluff
twilit summit
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Lmao damn

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I'm okay dw man

twilit summit
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Internet check

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It's working cool

twilit summit
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My life it's upside down
And my memories are too loud
All the dreams i dreamt as child
I'm like- what the fuck was that about
Coz i know
I will never get out of my league
I put up a fight then i get pushed down
This process kills my dreams
I write some more everyday, play another beat
Everything to hide the fear of what's ahead of me
Waiting for defeat, I'll wait for you to leave
Then I'll kill my hopes and faith so that forever i can sleep
With no worries of the world
With no self inflicted hurt
Just six feet deep, knowing
No hopes will emerge- now
That i won't be running out luck now
And i won't have to be another curse now

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It's on another version of rxseboy's Upside Down beat

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I wrote the second verse like- 3 times, differently, but it feels a bit off so i think I'm still gonna work on it

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Hopefully I'd start songs by the end of this year

lethal bluff
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U have a good rythm

twilit summit
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Thankss

lost hornet
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i cant just read it n not vibe as a rap....too gud man loved all of them

twilit summit
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Dayumm thank you

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That's really good to hear ngl

twilit summit
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didn't know when this got back, gonna spam all I wrote here iguess

zinc elk
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THIS IS SO GOOD

twilit summit
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autrioly uploaded a beat called "Noah" so i just Had to write smth on it and i rushed on it a little

twilit summit
twilit summit
# twilit summit autrioly uploaded a beat called "Noah" so i just Had to write smth on it and i r...

Couldn't save what i seek
Couldn't see what i need
All the bruises never heal
And in my lungs, couldn't breath
All my scars looks so fresh
But there's no blood in my flesh
There's no beat in my chest
Stop my breath in a sec
Breath a sigh pick a blade
Clean myself from the slate
Now it's new so I drew
All the shit that is fake
Like my dreams and a smile
And the feel of this life
Little sad on the side
And no blood on the knife
Still no life in my eyes
Still no hoping for life
Still I'm soaked in my mind
So i know it's a lie
So i wipe out the blood
From my wrist, was a flood
Of everything i couldn't love
Can't describe with my words
I'm just hurt i'm just hurt
Am destroying my world
When i bled on my bed
Not a thought did occur
Then i saw all the souls i didn't think i would hurt
Then i heard all the cries on my life and the words
Coming out of my mouth never heard by others
Didn't make any sense, now I'm burdened with blame
Of the cry and the hurt and the tears and the pain

twilit summit
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the line of death, the line of life
I see the line of my demise
I see the end is getting close
I see the blue inside my eyes

but there's no tears, am i insane?
there's no fear, there is no pain
look at my songs as evidence
that i won't try to stand again

I'm wanted by the depths of sea
a night of sleep is what I need
but I'm losing hope and dreading dreams
just humming same old melodies
my brain is letting all my thoughts go free
and holding every word I'd speak
yeah no I'm good, just incomplete
if i die then who will comfort me
I would try if i could fkin breathe
I'm standing here a nobody
but nevermind coz all i need
is just one cut to never heal

twilit summit
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this is soo dead but I've got nowhere else to post and i wanna post so