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left inlet Mar 24, 2021, 6:55 AM

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Me badtameez awara
Izzat da lachara
Jinu ummeed dhundhe besahara
Mai siya tere naal
Yaad kithu aunu
Tere kol reh ke vi
Pyaar na kar paya tennu

quiet marlin Mar 24, 2021, 2:51 PM

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इंसानों से दूर
सच्चाई बस्ती हो जहां।

वहा बैठ कर सोचेंगे
की सच था जो सच में हुआ
या सच ही झूठा था?

जो झूठ कहा गया,
या जो सच सुनाया
भूल जाना है मुझे हर सच को जो 
उन झूटो ने कहा।

भूलना है हर शक्स को 
जो कभी हमसे मिला था यहां,

हर रब्त को, हर वक्त को,
भूल ना है वो सब -जो कभी 
किसीको याद रहा।```

valid yarrow Mar 24, 2021, 3:13 PM

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Aaj jane ki zid na karo is a song which hits you hard when you're loved by someone after decades, and you don't know when and how it started, but you feel so good and hurting at the same time. You ask questions to god that how did it happen? How circumstances changed suddenly? Now he loves you more than anything and you too are keeping your foot forward but cautiously, you're afraid to get hurt again and also afraid of unintentionally hurting someone.
But you couldn't help, and accept the circumstances and the fact that you can also be loved.

So when they sometimes talk about going or just when they can't talk, this song plays in your head ; Yun hi pehlu me baithe raho, aaj jane ki zid na karo.. because you still think that how life could be so favourable? How did you find love? How everything changed just in one blink? But the fact is that you didn't find love, love found you.

Haaye marr jayenge, hum to lutt jayenge,
Aisi baatein kiya na karo..

And on this point you being so tired of heartbreaks, want this love to stay. But even if it doesn't, you're never going to blame anyone you did became so good at accepting everything.

But still you go with the flow thinking that everything will turn out well, So after magnetically collecting all your love, you starts to love again.. and this line plays in your head:

Tum hi socho zara kyun na roke tumhe?
Jaan jaati hai jab uth ke jaate ho tum
Tumko apni kasam janeja..
Baat itni meri maan lo
Aaj jane ki zid na karo..

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And you can literally feel these lines by heart because you've witnessed this in your hearts decade, and you know if they'll go, you'll never be able to give love again.. And because you know how it's going to feel again.
So you try harder to make him stay..
Waqt ki qaid me zindagi hai magar chand ghariyan yahi hain jo aazad hai, inko kho kar meri jaaneja umr bhar na taraste raho..

Aaj jane ki zid na karo..
Perfectly explains how our daily routine is going in circles bounded by time. In this human race we would have to make time for love and loved ones if we don't, then we might regret for these precious moments later. So why not enjoy the fruit while you still have it?
So..

Yunhi pehlu me baithe raho..
Aaj jane ki zid na karo..❤️

ember dove Mar 24, 2021, 7:17 PM

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Sleeping together is easy but staying up together is difficult.

Talking together is easy but listening to each other is difficult.

Eating together is easy but cooking together is difficult.

Promising together is easy but keeping those promises together is difficult.

Going together is easy but going together to the end is difficult.

signal sage Mar 24, 2021, 8:08 PM

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Zindagi hai ek paheli
Ya hai ek safar
Pata nahi hai mujhe
Nahi hai koi khabar.

Kabhi manai khushi
Jhele hai dukh kabhi
Is zindagi ke dard kaise
Seekhe hai hum abhi.

Aati hai mushkile
Aate hai gum
Par Jaante hai kese sahe
Ye sab taklifee hum.

bleak flame Mar 24, 2021, 10:21 PM

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Gumnaam cheeze -
Iss raat ke andhere mei, dil ko teri khamoshi saathane lagi, akhir kyu tumhari yaad aane lagi...
Tooh, Kaisi ho tum...
Kyu?
mere se naraz ho tum?..
Kyu?
mujhpe has rahii ho tum?..

Tumhare binna roo raha hu..
Kyu apna sukh chain khoo raha hu..

Log bhula diya, Jeena bhi bhula diya..
Khushi khushi tumhare harr nirnaayee ko
Sir aankho pe sawar liya...
Unhe naa chahte hue bhi dil mei bahar liya...

Soch na sakha kbhi tum itni girr jaungi..
Ki humse itni durr hoo jaungi..
Humesa humesa ke liye ruth jaoungi...

Kucch logo ke liyee tum haseen ho kucch logo ke liye tum kharabh...

Yeh shristi ka niyaam hai tum kahii sahii bann jaati hoo toh kabhi masum..
Log khete hai tum kbhii galat nhi banti..juth khete hai woh,

Woh jeena sikh chukke hai hum nhii...
Abh, Tumhare na sudharne ka gum nhii....

Bas jaisi bhi ho tum vaisi rhena e "zindagi" tum humesa savarrti rhena..

quiet marlin Mar 25, 2021, 4:20 PM

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_Winds
Envoys of nature
Kisses me the way nature wants,

Sprinkle the showers
Which once dwell around Bays of
The continent,
All these to nurture me!

But my facade doesn't embrace
Its love,
as these drops of water
for me,
are just a mere thing._

-A dried leaf_

sonic meadow Mar 25, 2021, 5:35 PM

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Aaj fir ek daffa mann kia khud ko jaan lu
toh awaaz lagaayi rubaru hone ko mere khauf se..

Doob chuka hu apne hi dukh ki gehraayi mei
ki na chaahte hue bhi vo pukaar takraayi kaano mei meri maut ke...

Vo Maut toh Kabse thi Utaavli aur saji baithi mere kamre ki Chaukhat pe,
Dastak diye bina ghusi aur, aankho mei aankh daalkar boli..
"Aaj Pehli baar Jeena sikhaayegi tujhe teri Maut ab dekh".

Mai Insaano pe karta nahi vishvaas pr na jaane kyu maan lia tha uski baat ko,
"Itna aasaan nahi Hoga teri Khushi ko paana" keh chuki thi saaf vo...

Fir bhi baith ke bistar pe maine suni uski har bataayi tarkeeb,
prr sunn pad chuke the hath jab boli meri maut ki
"Doori banaa apno se aur dobara na jaana tu unke nazdeek"

Ab Pad chuka hu ek Gehri kashmakash mei,
chunu mai dagar konsi...
khud ki khushi ke khaatir tod du sab vaaste...
ya jeeyu vohi aansu mei doobi Zindagi jeeta aaya hu mai jonsi..

Gehri awaaz mei boli maut,
"Bol zor se konsi raah Chuna tu"
Mai bola ki Khushi ko meri Samet lunga khud mei apno ke sahaare se,
bhale teri nazron mei kar Raha mai gunah hu..

Bss Ye kehte vo Maut ab dikhi na aage aankh ke,
Awaaz goonjti mere kaan mei
ki samaaa chuki hu mai Teri jaan mej..
Ab Dekhna chaahti hai vo ki kaise Haasil karta hu Khushi ko lekin anjaan mai,
iss baat se ki agar hua asafal toh milenge hum ab dobara jab Jalta dekhunga khudi ko mai Shamshaan mei...

Kaafir

manic sail Mar 27, 2021, 10:12 PM

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Ek roz vo aayegi saari fursate lekar
Ek roz hum kahenge ab zrurat nahi hai

quiet marlin Mar 28, 2021, 6:41 AM

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//सवेरा//

इस काली रात की काली मशाले
सुबह को देख बुज रही,
उस मोड़ पर उसी याद की परछाई 
अपना सवाल मुझसे  पूछ रही
की यू जो अब तुम गुमनाम रहते हो , 
तो क्या झूट था वो मंजर जिसका नाज़ीर तुमने हमें बनाया?
या तुम्हारे पास अब दिखाने  को कुछ नहीं? 
मैने कहा परछाई से 
अदब में ,सच्चाई से,
की अब तेरी फरियादो में दम कहा?
ये मेहेज आवाजे है,
जो सिर्फ और सिर्फ गूंज रही।```

compact junco Mar 28, 2021, 7:16 AM

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May this festival reveal the true colors of the people you know. Happy Holi - Abrix

thorn sedge Mar 29, 2021, 4:19 AM

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_Holi is a time to reach out with the colours of joy. It is the time to love and forgive. It is the time that expresses the happiness of being loved and to be loved through colours. May God gift you all the colours of life, colours of joy, colours of happiness, colours of friendship, colours of love and all other colours you want to paint in your life. Let the colours of Holi spread the message of peace and happiness. _

A Very Happy Holi to you and your Loved ones wholesome inlove

bleak flame Mar 29, 2021, 3:07 PM

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Imagine walking into a room with the same guys whom you met there for the first time, where you share happy as well as sad memories. You've laughed together, learned together and acknowledged the power of unity among yourselves. Be it right or wrong, you stand for each other. You made fun of them, roasted them, even got roasted yourself, but never took it seriously. You never got offended. You've been together to many adventurous trips. Even had fights. But that all did not last long. Today, we're all separated. Busy. Busy in creating a perfect life.
We forgot about the past and started to think about our future without even considering our pacts of never breaking this friendship. Few of us never referred to this special bond among us as friendship, they thought of it as brotherhood. Brotherhood among men who, at a certain time were complete strangers. Today, we all hope to continue this journey with the same enthusiasm but are just not able to. Just not able to.

forest fractal Mar 30, 2021, 2:58 AM

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A little explosion of the wretch reality is enough to consider how lost we are... smile

quiet marlin Mar 30, 2021, 6:47 AM

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गर कहदो तो लिख दू सिलसिला तन्हाई का।

ये तो फिज़ाओं का चिलमन है ज़ालिम
किस मुंह से तर्क देते हो अपनी सफाई का।

बाशिंड हूं पर मर्धुद भी हूं तुम्हारी मेफिलो में
दू या ना दू मेरा हिस्सा अर्ज़-ए-फरमाई का।

सिर्फ उलफत ही नहीं पनपती है जहां में
क्यू देते हो इस दुश्मनी को नाम बेवफाई का।```

bleak flame Mar 30, 2021, 10:02 PM

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Ayyenge kahhi padhav toh yu hi haatho mei haath diiye baithe rahonge?
Yeh duniya kisi bahano se nahi rukti na kisi ke afsane sunti hai.

leaden agate Mar 30, 2021, 10:03 PM

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Amazing work guys ❤️

stuck zodiac Mar 31, 2021, 12:59 AM

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leaden agate Amazing work guys ❤️

regal temple Apr 1, 2021, 2:45 AM

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bitter ether Apr 1, 2021, 7:45 AM

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KUCH PANNE ZINDAGI KE

Zindagi ke uljhe panno ko
Apni khamoshi se padh rhi hu

Lafz kho chuki hu saare
Fir bhi pannon ko ulat rahi hu

Tum kaho toh kehdu lekin
Khali pannon pe ashq bhar rahi hu

Hn zindgi ko padhte padhte
Mai khud ka kissa bhul rhi hu

Chal rhi hu in anjaani raahon pe
Kahaniyaon ko pannon pe samet rhi hu

Lag rha hai ek pnne mai kaid hu mai
Khudko Azad karne ka panna dhund rhi hu

Zindagi ke uljhe pannon ko
Apni khamoshi se padh rhi hu

©Seetal J. Olim

thorn sedge Apr 3, 2021, 5:31 AM

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The Perfect Song

Standing in the rain, feeling drenched with pain

I wonder what went wrong.

Standing in an empty road, realizing the heart ain't taking any more load.

I ask myself where I went wrong.

I loved you more than anything.

That's where, I guess, things started to mean nothing.

It was always about you, never me.

Maybe that's why you never really cared how I feel.

But now I know where I went wrong.

Loving you more than everything wasn't just the perfect song.

The song had a missing part,

Maybe about the missing self love in my heart.

Seeing you walk away,

I realized, I cared too much to love myself in that way.

But now I know the meaning of this word.

It is the most important thing in this mad world.

Standing in the rain, feeling the drops of joy on me.

I wonder, is this how I was supposed to feel?

Standing in an empty road, dancing like a mad woman, because I know no one can see,

And even if they do, I don't care, because I love me.

subtle dome Apr 5, 2021, 12:34 PM

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Ulajh kar ke teri julfon me main yu aabad ho jau...
Jese LUCKNOW ki mei AMINABAAD ho jau...
Me YAMUNA ki tarah tanhaa niharu TAJ ko kb tk...
Koi GANGA mile to mei ALLAHABAD ho jau...
Gazal kahne lgi hu mei zra sa muskura toh do...
Yhi toh chahate the tum mei barbaad ho jau...!

quiet marlin Apr 5, 2021, 12:38 PM

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Embedded in heart
Quilled in my brain
The memories which resides,
The memories so mundane.
Past with some cruel fate
The future nothing but an oblivious prophesied
Tough,
Still my heart is under your sway
Still Is my life , and so life is messed !
These are my pieces all around
loved, eternal but an absolute Vain
Why It's love for you & poetry for world?
Why for me it's a stain ?

sonic meadow Apr 5, 2021, 1:51 PM

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Har Raat Wajah Alag, Pr Ashq wahi hai..
Har Raat Galti alag, Pr Shaqs wahi hai..
Har Raat Dard alag, Pr Nafz wahi hai....
Har Raat Dukh Alag, Pr Lavz wahi hai...

Kaafir

safe steppe Apr 5, 2021, 3:40 PM

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To my long distance friend,

It's been a while
Since I wrote to you
I miss being together
And hate the distance that grew

I remember the day we met
I remember all the time we spent
The tears shed, the laughter shared
The reassuring hand that really cared

You were the sky that gave me hope
You held me tight on a slippery slope
I looked at you through my locked cage
You gently held my hand to turn the page

All this when we are oceans apart
Writing our own stories with all our heart
Does distance affect friendships too?
Not if you hold on and promise to get through

It doesn't matter if we're far or close
Because you are the family I chose
No matter who we meet as we grow old
You'll always have my hand to hold

So, my long distance friend,
It's been long
Since I wrote to you
But just know one thing
You'll always have a friend to turn to

frosty orchid Apr 5, 2021, 6:02 PM

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SHE IS WORTHY OF ALL!

She is flawed
And she is still worthy
Worthy of all...
...Of all the love and care
Her voice wobbled
After all the pains and stains
She sat under the sky
With the stars and it rains...
...it rains heavily her heart
She is in the pink and feels blue
Her broken smile will fade away
She is tough...
...tough and enough
Enough to give love to the world...
...to the world which is against her
She is a warrior
Not afraid of anything
But the world is bleary
Cannot see it clearly her heart...
...Her heart is filled with gold dust
She is pure
She is flawed
And she is still worthy
Worthy of all...
...Of all the love and care
-NIRMATRI CHITRANSH
INSTA : _nirmatri_26
by @sturdy token

subtle dome Apr 5, 2021, 9:57 PM

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Jo galat hai use galat hi rehne do,
Kehkar sach use sudharo mat,
Mushkil se chada hai jaam uske jaane ke baad pehli dafa,
Yaad dila ke uski, ye nasha mera utaro mat....🍁

quiet marlin Apr 6, 2021, 2:01 PM

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देखता हूं चारो ओर
क्यों लगे अब ये वो नहीं ।
पर वहीं बादल, वहीं मिट्टी-
उसमे वहीं बूंदे है गिर रही
वहीं बारिशों के खेल से
वही कुशबू चेहक रही।
अगर सब वही
तो क्या है बदला?
और क्या बदला है नहीं?
वो जो हुआ करता था पहले
शयाद अब वो में नहीं।

subtle dome Apr 6, 2021, 6:57 PM

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Ki jaha duniya jaana chahti hai mai wha pr hokr aayi hu, (×2)
Or ishq mt krna dosto mai TABAH hokr aayi hu....🌼

humble hill Apr 7, 2021, 9:45 PM

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Kuch chittiyaan usne padhi nahi,
Thode se kagaj khaali bhi the,
Khaton me apna haal likha kam tha,
Siyahi ke bol kuch swaali bhi the,
Kalam ne ab chalna bhi band kr dia,
Shayad Uske kuch armaan jaali bhi the...

subtle dome Apr 8, 2021, 8:02 AM

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Ijazat to di thi maine har shararat ki tumhe,
Par tumne jo toda h wo 'DIL' tha mera....💔

outer forum Apr 8, 2021, 8:22 AM

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Mere alfaz zaban se nhi dil se nikle the tumhare khatir ,
Mere alfaz zaban se nhi dil se nikle the tumhare khatir,
Or tumhare bap ko pta na chalta to tum b niklte na ghar se hmare khatir

quiet marlin Apr 8, 2021, 12:21 PM

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Now we are far apart
But I have some confessions to make,
You always played with the chords of my heart
Fate was against my will
And so did our fortune compart,
Till that time, the time turned still,
By Sowing seeds for new spring to start.
But does this make any sense now?
Coz,
Now we are far apart.

celest oar Apr 8, 2021, 7:53 PM

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hollow, empty and numb
when will this end
the misery, the suffering
where is the day
when I won't have to pretend

big smiles I wear
warm hug to give
yet feeling so much pain
please make it end

I try
harder than I think I can
to come out
it's circle
I push through
and somebody throws me back

I keep silent
I let things be
this world's sour like the sea
I'm just another sinking ship
I wish it'd let me be

-Yellow Curtains

gray current Apr 8, 2021, 9:47 PM

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One message removed from a suspended account.

quiet marlin Apr 9, 2021, 2:22 PM

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The end of it Never Exists,
It's your hate Or your love,

you write
A bit more this time.
And
A little more
than Previous.

There's a Thing deep,
Inside Poets head,
Pen is pen, not a magic wand!
But it may create some magic
When in poets hand.

An Ink is spill for a reason,
And a poetry is born
for a cause.

subtle dome Apr 9, 2021, 9:45 PM

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Mupht mein nii seekha udaasi mein muskuraane ka hunar ,
Badle mein zindagi ki har khushi tabaah ki hai humne....🌼

subtle dome Apr 10, 2021, 11:04 AM

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Andhere mei beeta rahi hu zindagi, (×2)
Uski zindagi mei to ujaala hai...
Itni mannate maangi tb bii naa mila, (×2)
RAKEEB to kismat wala hai..... :-))

gleaming veldt Apr 10, 2021, 1:03 PM

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जिंदगी मे कुछ खो दो तो गम ना रखना उपर वाले ने कुछ सोच समझ कर ही किया होगा क्योंकि अंत मे वो खोई हुई चीज से बेहतर चीज़ ही तुमको देगा।❤️

quiet marlin Apr 10, 2021, 5:16 PM

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_Guzishta baato se ranj tumhe najane q hai
jaankr haqikat,tumse ye dil-lagi najane q hai.

Jhoote ho tum jo kaho pyaar nahi humse
AGr sacchi ho to aakho me ye nami najane q hai.

Mefilo me tamam hai hum pr lutne waale
Sb kuch hokr bhi ye kami najane q hai .

Wo kehte hai aasman me ishq numayan hai
Bekar hai ye baate , lazmi najane q hai ._

stuck zodiac Apr 10, 2021, 6:20 PM

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वक़्त कि गुञारीश

हाल हमारा कुछ एसा है,
ना हम कुछ बोल पाते है
ना कुछ समझ पाते है,
बस मन ही मन खुश हो जाते है|

इंतज़ार उस पल का है,
जब हम तुम साथ मे वक़्त गुञारे,
तभी तो घडी भी ख़ामोशी से मुझे देखती है,
और तुम्हारे आने की आस दिलाती है|

अगर तुम्हारी आहट भी आए तो,
दिल खुशी से नाच उठता है,
कभी हम खुद को आईने मे देखते है,
तो कभी तुम्हारी तस्वीर को देख कर इतराते है|

कुछ तो बात है तुम मे जो खिचे चले आते है,
वक़्त को भी पीछे छोड़ आते है,
कहीं जो साथ मे वक़्त बिताते है,
बस फिर वो मीठी यादें बनकर रेहजाती है|

इसी लिए तो हाल हमारा कछ एस ह....
न हम कछ बल पत ह न कछ समझ पत ह.......
:- @thorn sedge

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The Sunrise with no Sun

I can't say a word,
I have got no way
to express it to the world;
It seems stupid to think,
So I just simply wink,
Saying dude it's all gonna be fine,
See the sun is about to shine;
But
This room
This room is only where
I can stay I can be here
All the day
But i can't, I can't scream
I can't scream out my pain here;
This room is being my shelter
on one hand,
And treating me like a jailer, the other;
hamstringing me,
not letting me escape,
escape out of this world,
escape out of this world..
which isn't even mine,
not letting me escape to that world,
That world, which maybe mine..
Maybe there I feel fine?
I don't know what is it,
so much tearing me up apart,
I may know what it is exactly,
Bt i don't know who will give it a hear,
Carefully.
I have a tape on these small lips,
I have a chain holding tight my kind heart,
I know. I know its imaginary,
I know its just in the brain,
Alas
Busy in thinking all this,
I forgot There the sun is,
I can't still see the sunrise completely,
But i can feel the warmness,
I can see the sky turning blue easily,
As I can't see the sun,
Cause all these buildings,
Hiding the sight of my dawn,
Taking some deep breathe
I accept i can't change this fate,
Right now, But I'm sure
One day.. one day I'll cure. @thorn sedge

stuck zodiac Apr 11, 2021, 6:56 AM

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सायद तुम भूल गयी ,
जब सबने तुमसे मुह मोड लीया था ,
जब अकेला फील कर रही थी,
तब किसी अजनबी आके तुम्हारा अकेलापन दूर किया ।।
सायद तुम भूल गयी,
जब अकेले अकेले किसी रूम के कोने मै बैठ के रोया करती थी,
तब किसी अजनबी ने आके तुम्हे हँसना सिखाया, तुम्हे होस्ला दिया ।।
तुम उस अजनबी को कैसे भूल गयी?,
अब वो अकेला फील कर रहा है,
जब उसे सबसे ज्यादा जरूरत है तुम्हारे साथ कि ,
तो तुमने अपना मुह मोड लिया ।।
क्यूँ उसे बीच रास्तें पे अकेला छोड़ दिया,
उस अजनबी को अपना बनानेकी जगह अंजाना बना दिया ।।

सायद तुम भूल गयी ,

और अब वो अजनबी भी भूल गया तुम्हे !!

~ek अजनबी ~ @queen tinsel

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if we ever meet, again...
can u promise
we will be like always
if we ever meet, again...
can u promise me
we will be happy like old days.

my heart always thinks,
should i clear
all the past things...
my brain says,
if she want to
do the same or not...

i don't have the courage
to message you...again,
i think our bond will be stronger,
if we ever meet...again,
please don't leave me,
if we ever meet..again!

~shauryasri7 @glacial aspen

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2)there is a letter in my drafts
that i crafted long ago,
there is a letter in my drafts
that i drafted long ago.

mostly it has cofessions,
there are some sorries too,
you can also find
a bunch of complications,
with a very sweet i love you.

idk if it will always be drafted,
idk if the reason will perish
why it was crafted.
just want you to know
if i never send this,
you were the only
person i missed.
-shaurya @glacial aspen

subtle dome Apr 11, 2021, 12:35 PM

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Woh mujhse baatein chuapaya karta tha,
Haste Haste Mujhko Rulaya Karta tha, (×2)
Kamra mai sawaarti thi or woh,
Gairo ko bistar par sulaya karta tha...
Mai maatha chumkr uska ghar se nikalti thi,
Woh jism chumne ke lie use bulaaya karta tha....

thorn sedge Apr 12, 2021, 12:22 PM

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On days when I miss your presence the most, I walk down through the lane of memories, those moments which I have cherished and hidden in as a treasure.

|[Jaan waleya tu tadpaya, laut ke phir tu kade na aaya, ankhaan de naal dil nu rulaya, bada sataya tu //

You were my reason to live with you my happiness and peace is lost. Tormented, despair and in vain I keep flipping the pages of our story trying to find the lost pieces in it. With every tear rolling down my eyes, my heart aches and my soul burns for you to come back. Your memories keep on haunting me as I keep on tossing trying to sleep. The pillow still smells of your fragrance your jhumkas are laying there on the dressing table. The mirror reflects how you used to groom yourself everytime we went to dinner. They say pain and love go hand in hand but how am I supposed to forget all those vows which we made together? The agony of separation has taken over my body, it is as if I am burning down while walking through this path,lost and broken. The clouds of sufferings and gloomy days are destined to be my part of life. Loneliness has become my fate and while I keep looking through the window asking myself that will this ever end and to my dismay no answer exists to this question.

//Ik teri khair mangdi, main manga na kuch hor Ik teri khair mangdi, na toote dil ki dor //

They say hope is only stronger than fear, with this one can overcome any sorrows and anguishment. As I lay down on the mat praying for your well being and safety, with a wish of getting a glimpse of you one day. With holding faith in one hand and my longing love for you in another may the strings of our heart never break. Separation glorifies love and with each day passing by, our love will grow stronger and when the trail is finished we will be together forever till death parts us.

subtle dome Apr 12, 2021, 9:35 PM

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Jeete-ji jaan se maar diya usne, (×2)
Jo meri cigarette cheen kar bujhaaya karta tha...🚬🖤

gleaming veldt Apr 13, 2021, 8:49 AM

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Aaj kl to raaton mai nind bhi ni aati ye soch soch kr ki kumbhakth humse kya galti hui jo tum humsai khafa ho gye.

thorn sedge Apr 13, 2021, 2:37 PM

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The silent night of summers
Felt like a reflection of life,in mirror
The air around seemingly silent forever
Hiding the storm,lurking around the corner.

Like that seemingly calm face
That hid away all that disgrace
And locked away in a case
The case in which lay the sorrows, interlaced.

Behind the calm face,lay a storm
The storm which it was running from.

That silent night of summer
Felt like a reflection of life,in mirror
The trees around seemingly still forever
The leaves dry but the trunk still warmer

Still, as if a life without grace
Left without the will, to get up and race
Nothing astounding left,for the mind to graze
The mind lay still as if,hit with a mace.

Behind the dried up will of ambition,maybe the soul lay warm
That decided to rise up the drill, and break the norm.

The silent night of summer
Felt like a reflection of life,in mirror
The sky to some was just darkness forever
To some it appeared full of golden endavours.

Dark,like an alone mind in bad phase
Stuck in this loop, as if a rat race.
But deep down it had that spark to ace
It just needed to rise and embrace.

Deep down it knew the world was a lawn
In its hands lay the key to shape it through yearn
Acoording to its endavour before being unborn.
(dead)

sonic meadow Apr 13, 2021, 3:15 PM

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Dedicate this to your Loved One. I don't have one. Maybe yours will feel special

Ab Joothi Hassi lekar Chalne ki zaroorat nahi mujhe,
Khokhle seene mei jaan bhar aayi hai..
Ab Deewaron se baatein Karne ki zaroorat nahi mujhe,
Meri Bhatakti aarzoo jo wapis ghar aayi hai..

Khud ki Parchaayi se darne ki aadat chhod di hai maine,
Kyuki khud pe hone laga hai naaz mujhe,
Kahani meri Sangeet si jaha kirdaar mera boli ka,
ab lage aisa ki mil chuka mera saaz mujhe..

Tu Haqiqat hai ya Khwaab..? prr hai bada khoobsurat,
Sar na jhukaau pathar aage.. mere liye khuda ka tu roob ab..
Jaan niklne ka naam le mere shareer se ,
jo mehez pal bhar ke liye ho jaaye mujhse tumhari door surat..

-Kaafir

karmic bison Apr 14, 2021, 4:22 AM

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aaj jaane aanjaane chalte chalte uski gali aa gai.
naino mai mere thodi narmi si cha gai.
aakhiri baar jab mili thi uss se mere zehen mai uski khushboo reh gai thi, aaj fir wahi Khushboo dubara yaad aa gai.
dil ki dhadkan teez ho gai, aankhe uske darwaze pe ruk gai, gala kuch sookh sa gya
par aaj fir se muje vo aakhri mulaakaat yaad aa gai.

delicate notch Apr 14, 2021, 7:03 AM

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Waqt rehte zindagi mai jo chale aate hamare,
To aaj zinda hone ki kya hi baat hoti.

Bistar ke uss taraf na sahi, jo sapno mai bhi sath hote hamare,
To aaj akele sone ki kya hi baat hoti.

Aur chhod gayi hame uska gumm nahi magar, jo laut aake ki umeed dilate zara si bhi dil ko hamare,
To aaj takiye se lipat rone ki kya hi baat hoti.
💙💙

celest oar Apr 14, 2021, 7:17 AM

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pulling me apart
strand by strand
another directionless ship
Hoping too see the land

take me to the shore
rescue me
before I sink
and there's nothing left of me

just take and take
I'll still have to give
got no choice
cause when I say I'm done
nobody believes

all my struggle
don't call it a hollow cry
I think I see a hint of land
I'm not hallucinating
please don't feed me lies

-Yellow Curtains

thorn sedge Apr 14, 2021, 2:41 PM

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अनकाहां - अनजानासा
तुम्हारे खयालौं में खो जाते हैं,
तुम्हारे बारे में ही सोच कर मुस्कुराते हैं,
अस्तित्व है तुम्हारा, यही सोच कर संभल जाते हे..

एक अनकहा अंजाना सा रिश्ता ,
जो तुमहे देखे बिना ही बंध गया,
ना जाने कैसे इस दिल ने खुद को समज़ा लिया,
के, तुम हो!! कहीं तो हो.... कहीं तो हो...

ये ख़ामोश मुहोब्बत है! जनाब..
ना समज में आती हें, ना ही किसी को अपना बनाती हें,
सिर्फ खयालौं में ही ज़न्नत घुम आती हें...

फिर ये बेक़रार दिल सोच कर खुश हो जाता है,
शायद, कोई हमारे लिये भी कछ महसस कर रह हग,
पत नह य एहसस इतन पयर कय ह...
इस लय मन 💕 कहत ह.. कह त ह.... कह त ह.... 💕

karmic bison Apr 14, 2021, 7:26 PM

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• yaha har koi sar ko jhukaye aankho ko baand kiye apne swallon mai khoya hua hai.Dhund raha hai jawab.Na jaane kis msnzil ye jawab milege,na jaane jb iss dil ko aaram milega.
jb hum baache the jb hamesha sochte the ki baade kb hoge or aaj jb baade ho gye ab jb kuch samaj mai aane lga hai jb har ek baat ka ehsaas hone lga hai ab jb har ek chote se lamhe ko mehsus krne lge hai toh lgta hai ki vo bachpan hi theek tha naadan se, jab kisi cheez ki fikr nhi thi.

gleaming veldt Apr 15, 2021, 1:27 PM

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Worst feeling is when you are not able to find the right words to describe what's exactly going in your head.

somber gale Apr 16, 2021, 2:25 AM

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Mere chahne se kya hota ... uski chahat hi koi or thi,
Mera pyar usko nazar nahi aaya... Shayad uski nazar hi kahi or thi,

Us Kambhakht ko malum bhi na hoga aapne Aashiq k bera me... Shayad uski aashiqii hi kahi or thi,
M to dil de batha tha usko phli hi mulakat me
Shayad uski Dillagi hi kahi or thi,

Mujh me koi buri aadat nahi h sivaye tere magar... Shayad Teri buri aadat hi koi or thi....

--panshul

thorn sedge Apr 16, 2021, 9:42 AM

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Maanav ki maanvta ko hum jitni gehrai se dekhein.. utni vichitra cheezein hume dekhne ko milengi.. kisi manushya ke jeewan ka atoot satya kabhi bhi uski zubaan par purn tareeke se nahi aa pata.. kyunki weh jaanta hai ki jis tarah veh khud apne aap par bharosa nahi kar sakta toh kisi dusre manushya par kaise kar sakta hai.. weh bhaybheet rehta hai ki uske bhookaal ka uske bhavishya par koi asar naa pade isiliye.. weh apne bhootkaal ke sandarbh mein kisi kareebi se bhi khul kar baat nahi kar paata. Yadi weh kuchh baatein batata bhi hai.. to zaroori nahi veh sab sach ho.
Maanav ki khoj
Maanav se shuru hoti hai
Aur aasamaapey hai

humble hill Apr 16, 2021, 3:11 PM

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Teri kahani me mera koi hissa hi na rha ,
Yaaro ko batane wala koi kissa hi na rha,
Dundta firta rha mai apna wajood teri bahon me,
Lekin teri haaton se mera koi rishta bhi naa rha,
Jala tha mai bhi lapto me kuch martabaa,
Ab tum kuch jala sako aisa kuch bacha bhi na rahaa...

valid yarrow Apr 19, 2021, 7:12 PM

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I cry.
Until the dawn take over.
Until it totally wrenches my heart.
I cry.
Until I feel short of breath.

Even though I know why I'm crying.
And how to stop it.
How to motivate myself,
How to feel less burdens,
But,I won't.

I keep on scratching the wounds in mind until it totally hurts me.
I keep rethinking those words which has penetrated my heart badly.

All those deeds, which I did.
And all those people, whom I admired.
And then I cry more.

I sob putting my face upside down to the pillow.
By biting that it or by pressing my face on it.
I cry.
So nobody could hear it.

I cry,
because I know,
Those words will no longer draw strokes on my heart.
The pain that make my chest heavy, will no longer hurt me.
I no longer will be affected by my own expectations.

And I know,
If I cry today
I will be stronger by tomorrow, to handle same burdens.
I cry,
Because I know I'll be the same person who I was.
And the same thing will not hurt me anymore. 🥀

outer forum Apr 20, 2021, 12:12 AM

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Uski nazar kuch is trh mujhko dekh rhi thi ,
Na jane meri trf kuch ishare wo fek rhi thi ,(×2)
Nasha sa kuch u cha gaya tha hawa me
Jab wo apne balon ko dhup se sek rhi thi

compact junco Apr 20, 2021, 6:30 AM

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Wish I could scream so loud
So that I lose my voice
Wish I could let it all out
So that I can't hear this noise

Wish I could paint it red
So that you can clearly see
Wish I could kill myself
So that I will be finally free

....

Abrix

shut shoalBOT Apr 20, 2021, 4:52 PM

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jasraj singh#3912 has been warned

Reason: Posted a link

left inlet Apr 20, 2021, 5:28 PM

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Aj kal hum logo se nahi
Tasviro se baatein karte hain

Roj bari zindagi me
Kisi ki madad karne se pehle
Use record zarur karta hai

Kise kahani nahi sunai
Jaati aj kal
Mobile ya speaker
Me bajai jati hai loriya
Aj kal

Kisse kahani parde par
Sath delki jati thi
Aj kal to akele me
Durbhashi dekhi jati hai

Pooja path saaf man se kiye jaata hai
Aur desh sache dil se chalaya jata hai
Magar

Juth ka hai bol baala
sach to aaj hai kaala

humble hill Apr 20, 2021, 6:37 PM

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Ab baras bhi jane de mujhe uski baahon me,
Mujhe thaam kud me beh jaane de,
Shaam ki madhim roshni me uski julfo me,
Unglion se uski tasweer bnane de,
Uski khusboo jo reh jaegi libaas pr,
Kuch aise mujhe usme ghul jaane de,

Wo jo rakib ki duaa ka hisaa ho gai hai,
Rafta rafta mujhe us se door jaane de,
Ab mai uski narm hanton ki lakeer me jaa rha,
Meri tasweer ka tukda ab use kud bnane de,
Ab baras bhi jane de mujhe uski bahoon me,
Mujhe thaam kud me beh jaane de....

swift rose Apr 20, 2021, 6:53 PM

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Band hun main kahin
Na koi dikhe yaha,
Lagta hai koi rehta nahi,
Hai sab dhuan dhuan.

Ek diwaar zimmedari ki,
Ek diwar padhai ki,
Sabhi diwaaron pe zakhma jaisi dararien,
Na kisine iski safai ki.

Ek diwar zamane ki,
Ek diwar tanhai ki,
Khwahishon ki khidki band hai
Na kisi ne uski gawahi li.

Chatt bana hai apmaan ka,
Zameen sulagh rahi hai,
Ek almari hai yaadon ki,
Aur kitabien sachai ugal rahi hai.

Ghutan ho rahi hai yaha,
Mahaul bhi kaafi udas hai,
Chikhen bhi sunai de rahi hai,
Ye Zindagi naam ka karawas (jail) hai.

buoyant tangle Apr 21, 2021, 6:38 AM

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Sacchai ab sabse nazre churati hai
Jhuthi baatein to khule aam bik jaati hai ✨

silent grail Apr 21, 2021, 11:11 AM

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Just have a tour wattpad: Winged Chaos

silent grail Apr 21, 2021, 2:00 PM

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silent grail Just have a tour wattpad: Winged Chaos

stoic horizon Apr 21, 2021, 7:55 PM

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Mile sirff ishare hi nhi
Mile saboot bhi hai kai ,

HASHR-E-INSAA kitna Dardnaak ho sakta hai

SUKOON itna NAZDEKIYO se nahi milta
jittna kisi ke BICHADNE se kho sakta hai

sau wafa krke bhi jab koi AITBAAR na kre
kya use haqq hai? kyaa vo ro sakta hai??

SHEHD si meethi ZUBAAN thi jo kabhi ,
kse un hotho se koi ZEHREELE TEER chod sakta hai

BROWN
(ANKIT)

humble hill Apr 22, 2021, 7:02 PM

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Koi tumsa acha nahi lagta ,
Kyuki tumse koi acha nahi lagta,
Tum lga lo dil rajib se jao,
Par bta doon is dil ko acha nahi lagta,
Simat jata hu teri yaadon me,
Jab jindgi ka haal acha nahi lagta,
Majaar se uth baithunga mar ke bhi,
Tere ankon me nami dekh kar acha nahi lagta....

outer forum Apr 23, 2021, 2:09 AM

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We fight different battles in our life ,
And we can't win them all ,
So it's good to realise it,
And choose our battles and win them to make ourselves successful

subtle dome Apr 23, 2021, 7:34 PM

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Kisi Ko Aati Hai Kisi Ki Yaad Aaj Bhi
Koi Aaj Bhi Raat Bhar Soya Nhi,
Kaise Maan Lu Usko Bhi Thi Mujhse Mohabbat
HIJR Ki Raat Thi Aur Woh Roya Nhi,
Aisa Koi Bhi Toh Nhi Hai Yaha Jisne
Tujhko Paa Toh Liya Par Khoya Nhi...🖤

compact junco Apr 23, 2021, 7:53 PM

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Wo Alfaz Thi, Chu Gyi
Main Jazbaat Tha, Bikhar Gya.

stuck zodiac Apr 24, 2021, 6:29 AM

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EK SAVERA :
De raha h dastak, phir ek naya savera
naa jaane phir kyo, rhgya h kuch andhera?

uth chala hu aaj phir, lekar umeedo ka saagar
aankhon mein jhalakte khaab hote ujaagar
hai musalsal labbo pr mere, aaj bhi ibaadat
sunle shaayad aaj, khuda meri bhi chaahat

sawaalo ki badi lambi h kataar
manzil se bhi h faasle hazaar
khooya hu apne hi khayaalo mein
aas dil mein phir bhi h barqaraar

jee bhar kr jeena chahta hu abki baar
har pal muskuraana chahta hu, jeet mile ya haar
aazaad hu har dukh dard se magar
sukoon ki khooj mein phir kyo hu beqaraar

dhal gya din kahi, haasil hua kuch nahi
socch raha phir yahi, raah milegi ya nahi
koi ittefaaq hai ya kismat ki lakeer
aa pahoncha h daur wahi

palakon pr h neendh nahi
sogya sochta phir wahi
kab aaega wo ek savera
hongi jab hasratein sahi

De raha h dastak, phir ek naya savera
naa jaane phir kyo, rhgya h kuch andhera?
-: @thorn sedge

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——————————————————————Message from the lost one

I've been sailing from the
shore of'envision.
The sailar that's soo worthy.
The sailor that's soo praised.
And I've been tryna exploring that's soo unknown,
The treasure that's soo unbound.
So that I could start a voyage ,
Showing all up on my braveheart

And I've been tryna gather all those courage's
and, saying good to the good bye's
To the one's that soo weeped eyed .
To the one's that soo cried ...

They knew he's gonna make it,
They believe his cognition, will be his toolkit.
Starting with a peice of land,
Sailing till the horizons end.

Then I tried to survive the tied,
That came along soo high.
I Shrouded myself by the blessings, I blessed with.
May be I was right, with 'agile is my biscuit'

Hard life, Going through a tough time.
Boat ride, Drowning in the deep dive.
Left the shore, Can't look back a quench to know more...
Short flight,
Crashing in the dark side ....

Peers had a strength, to strengthen the Life.
But realised , that it didn't work for the lost one,
It will be turning up me with exhaustion. Being ready with my ambition,
Fighting with the odds, with a clear Vision.

I asked for help from the friends, on board
I perceived, that My boat is not alone..
I looked at all arround no one has a status,
Now we're all praying, where our fate will take us .

Off side,
Expecting the unexpected
Here it arrives the verse of destructed.
Been tried to grab the life boat,
That went too far,
too close to corsair host.

I tried , my screams to escape out.
No one replied to make me sprout.
Now, I'm Floating alone in the ocean .
With my griefs, as my breath.
And my hopes all alive, till the death of my wrath...

I lost ! ! !
SOS
:- @thorn sedge

thorn sedge Apr 24, 2021, 9:47 AM

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GUROOR
Wo guroor hi to tha mera
Jo tode na toot sakta tha
Wo guroor hi to tha mera
Jo sabko mujhse niche maapa karta tha
Uss guroor mein na jaane kitne galat faisle liye honge maine
Na jaane kitno ka dil dukhaya hoga maine
Par na jane kyu uss anjaan ke ke aane se wo guroor kahin kho sa gaya ..
Uss anjaan mein na jaane kaisa jaadu tha
Jo mere ghamand ko choor choor kar raha tha
Jo na jaane kaise mere mann mein sneh bhar raha tha
Lagta hai mera guroor bhi uski baaton se behek chuka hai
Tabhi to Uska naa koi ataa hai Aur naa hi koi pata hai
Wo anjaan to ab nahi raha
Aur ek guroor hi to tha mera apna
Ab wo bhi ghum ho chuka hai....

stuck zodiac Apr 24, 2021, 11:30 AM

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I'm not asking you to meet everyday
I could try & bare
When you are away
All I need is just some care

All I need is not to feel so much alone
All I need is a tender heart not hard as stone
All I need is to hear your voice on the phone

All I need is to know that you're fine
All I need is to know that you're mine
All I need is to know that I'm in your heart
Even If we are going to stay for so long apart

I'm not asking you to count every dropp of water in the rain!
All I need is to stop making me feel this pain
I'm not asking you to count every particle of sand on the shore!
All I need is to know that you Love me from your very inner core
All I need is to know that I'm the only one that you adore
-: @charred totem

compact junco Apr 24, 2021, 7:09 PM

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thorn sedge Apr 24, 2021, 11:22 PM

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Dekha jo pehli baar rukh-e-zeba-e-sanam
Dill kay dareechon may phayl gaye hain
Rung-e-falak kay neel gooon saye

Kia tareef likhoon dill daad rukh kee
Roshan jabeen, narm-o-gadaaz rukhsaar
lab hain shabeeh-e-pankhRRi-e-gulaab
Till sjaye betha hay jin pr chndd khoobsoorat khuaab
Ankhain damakti hain manind-e-rukh-e-khurshid
Gaysoo hain bais-e-grehn-e-mahtaab
(tuna)

thorn sedge Apr 25, 2021, 1:21 PM

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aaj arooj-e-joban-e-mahtaab hay
gumaan hay, gaysoo-e-sanam samayt die kisi nay

humble hill Apr 25, 2021, 7:38 PM

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Ki bht hua ruhani ishq abke to milna hai tumse,
Tumhara hath pakad kar tumhe paas khichna hai ,
Ye jan na hai ki tumko har cheez me acchai kaise dikh jati hai,
Aur ye itne lambe kisse tum kis se chura kar lati ho,
Aur jab laton se tumhara chehra dhak jae to apni ungli se hatana hai,
Us khusboo ko kud me kaid karna hai jo tumse aati hai,
Tumhe lajate hue dekhna hai aur ho ske to gusse me bhi,
Nai mujhe aur koi khwahish nahi hai mujhe,
Siway tumhare aur bas tumhare,
Par abke to bht hua ruhani ishq ,
Ab to milna hai tumse

swift rose Apr 25, 2021, 9:54 PM

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Kahani ke 2 pehlu,
Ek meri ek tumhari,
Na main sahi na tum galat,
Na main zameen na tum falak,
Na marz main na tum dard,
Na main hawa na tum sard.

Baaton ke 2 rang,
Ek meri ek tumhari,
Na main rutha na tum khush,
Na main bola na tum shush,
Na main roya na tum hasi,
Na maine pucha na tum razi.

Isharon ke 2 matlab,
Ek meri ek tumhari,
Na main samjha na tumne jataya,
Na maine socha na tumne bataya,
Na main hua tang na tumne sataya,
Na main jeeta na tumne haraya.

Khamoshi ke 2 karan,
Ek meri ek tumhari,
Na main hun band na tu malang,
Na main shaitan na tu satsang.
Na mujhe hosh na tu sharab,
Ha main khamosh par na tu kharab.

somber gale Apr 26, 2021, 2:30 AM

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parvaton sa unchaa or ,nadiyo sa behta ishq h mera
raahon me inke patthar or badal aajate h.......
lekin ishq mera tumse anjaan h , izhaar krne ko bechain h , chalo aaj hum tumhe yahi btate h.....
kese baiyaan kru m mere guzarte din ....har roz tere hi tasveere or saaye saame aajate h......

chilly locust Apr 26, 2021, 4:04 AM

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Words, well. These are just such powerful revolvers. Doesn't matter the extent of the feel of them, but they do affect you or anyone in this world who claims them to be a human. Cause that's what humans do, they feel. And someone could shoot you with too much sweetness or just stab you with a jeweled dagger of hurtful things to say. And what the other person doesn't realise is that, when you stab someone, that might eventually kill them, but when you do that with words, it is just another week of suicidal thoughts, days of existential crisis and more days of questioning why do I exist. And it seems fun to people, to just crack jokes like that, but words, at the end, are words. And they will matter and harm you, make you, break you, just practically shake you, and these are such loaded and deadly revolvers, when sniped at you, there's no escape. They've the power to make you escape from your best escapes ever, and solace becomes your only friend. And that's when you decide to live through it. To live with the pain and every possible thing that words can do to you. Cause at the end, words are going to be words. :)

stoic horizon Apr 26, 2021, 7:40 AM

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Kaale libaas mei liptaa chaand dekha hai
Mne harr ladke ka hu ba hu armaan dekha hai ,

Kisi laali powder ka mohtaaj nhi vo .
Surkh laal hotho pe , mand si muskaan ko dekha hai ,

Sau charaago ka noor ik kaach ki botal mei band ,
Mei ye kse maan lu ki koi insaan dekha hai ,

Yun to dekhe hai bhut se haseen chehre meine
Magar aaj dil mei utr jane vala eemaaan dekha hai

Dedicated to a deer friend

Ankit
(BROWN)

versed blade Apr 26, 2021, 11:03 AM

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Phool kitnaa bhi khoobsurat ho, Tum khushbu mehekne do..Aasmaan kitna bhi pyaara ho, Tum taate chamakne do..Yeh jo mehfil-e-ishq hain pyaare, yehi laakhon dilo ki uljhan hain...Yeh kyu ho raha hain ye mat poochho. Tum bass apna dil dhadakne do !!! ❤️

sterile moth Apr 26, 2021, 1:21 PM

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verse 1*
Trying my best to keep going
The tide takes me , I keep flowing
Its deep in me , why is it not showing
Keep my head high , turning hot-red glowing
Dont mess with me , I'm playin' with fire
Guarding my territory 'sharp like barbed wire
I'm your majesty , you can be a squire
I've got this magic stick now , Dumbledore can retire
You think you are bright but I'm a quasar
U think you are the moon ' have my own star
You've got theories , I've got lazar
Try your best to stay under my radar

chorus
It's not that hard , u get that ?
We can go too far , u get that ?
I've got the bars , u get that ?
You've grown up my man , look at that...(×2)

verse 2
Started writing as game , the ladder to the top is hard to climb
Inspired by eminem , didn't need to get into no crime
I had to buy time to get into my prime Writing bars like divine , fire like a carbine
Melody so sublime , it belongs in it's own shrine
You think I'll have decline but I age like red wine
I'd make the headline I'm shooting star I'm here to shine
Play my guitar I'm like Hendrix and Clapton combined
Just wanna go hard , _ words in the last verse rhymed
Imma end this verse now , thank you guys that's been my time

Chorus
It's not that hard , u get that ?
We can go too far , u get that ?
I've got the bars , u get that ?
You've grown up my man , look at that...(×2)

versed blade Apr 26, 2021, 2:51 PM

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Pyar kiya toh bol dena chahiye... Dil ka gehra raaz khol dena chahiye... Aise dar dar ke jeene mein kya maza hain... Ek dusre ke dil mein pyar ka basera basaa dena chahiye !!!❤️ *

subtle dome Apr 26, 2021, 10:04 PM

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Kuch Adhura Tha Jo Pura Hua Hi Nhi,
Koi Tha Mera Jo Mera Hua Hi Nhi...🥀

sterile moth Apr 27, 2021, 6:33 AM

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One Last Dance

verse 1
It started when I first saw you
I was in the front and u were across the room
We felt the same thing when we saw each other
But now I know that it doesn't last forever

pre chorus
I just wanna know how did we end up here
When I need you , you disappear
I was always waitin' for you , but you never showed up
Is there something that I dont know of

chorus
I'd say that I was wrong but it wasn't me
I can show that I'm telling the truth if u care to see
I know you trust him more but gimme a chance
If not , can we have one last dance ?

verse 2
Now things have changed we are complete strangers
It's funny how even our love couldn't save us
But all I have left with me now is memories
Waiting for you with all of my melodies

pre chorus
I just wanna know how did we end up here
When I need you , you disappear
I was always waitin' for you , but you never showed up
Is there something that I dont know of

chorus
I'd say that I was wrong but it wasn't me
I can show that I'm telling the truth if u care to see
I know you trust him more but gimme a chance
If not , can we have one last dance ?

sonic meadow Apr 27, 2021, 8:08 AM

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Haalaat

Ek Taraf janam leti kisi ki Aulaad,
toh dooji taraf aulaad kho deti apna baap hai..

Ek Taraf koi bhaage dar badar bachaane ko jaan,
toh dooji taraf koi kadar na kare jo mili usse jaan hai..

Ek taraf Kisi ko mila koi dil lagaane ko,
toh dooji taraf kisi ko apne toote dil ke tukdo ki Talaash hai..

Ek Taraf kisi ke haath mei ek nanhi jaan
toh dooji taraf kisi ke hath mei uske apno ki laash hai..

Kaafir

quiet marlin Apr 28, 2021, 2:59 PM

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_Jb jb meri yaad sataye
Bas tu yaad krlena ,
Wahi rahuga Tere khawabo me teri raah dekhte,
Humari beete lamho ki dhoop me apni thanhai sekhte,
Pr Bas tu yaad kr lena

mene guzishta waqt me tujse
Ranj tamaam kiye hai
Pr raat din ka vikyo me bina harz,
Hr misre ki kafiyo ke hr harf
tere hi naam kiye hai

Maana ki aadat h mujhe Apne kaamo k samundar me doobe rehene ki.
Pr hr shaam teri baaton k Nadi kinare Apne an-kahe kisse bone ki adadt, Ek Wo bhi h.

Chalo ye Bhi maan Liya ki aadat h mujhe apni gumnami k andhero me kaayam rehene ki.
Pr Tere mohabbat k jugnu-o me chamak Uthne ki adaat Ek Wo bhi to h.

Shayad teri baaton ki nadi ab fir na bahe
Pr mere an-kahe piroe kisse bn hakikat ekdin leherayege

Mana Wo jhugnu fir kabhi na dikhe
Pr mehez meri mohabbat roshan reh jaye.

Me rahu ya na rahu tu
Bas yaad krlena,

Wahi rahuga Tere khwabo
me teri rah dekhte
Hamari beete lamho ki dhup me
apni thanhai sekhte
Bas tu yaad krlena..._

humble hill Apr 28, 2021, 6:21 PM

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Sunsaan si sadko pr guzarte hue,
Bht si cheezo ko dekha hai maine,
Meri tarh bht kuch adura bacha reh gya hai,
Ek street light jo din me bhi bhujta sa jalta rha,
Ek majdoor jo bht door se ghar ko chalta rha,
Ek khat jo maine kbhi likhi nahi,
Ek shirt jiske jeb me wo pen chut gya,
Wo shaam bhi tanha rhi mere bina,
Rha mai bhi kaam me mashgool mere bina,

bitter ether Apr 28, 2021, 6:29 PM

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Me: "What does FAILURE means to you?"

My Diary: " When you have a lot of unspoken words eating you up , eyes speaks yet mouth numb, a lot to express yet fall short of words and when you are screaming in silence yet fail to take the pen and engrave your pain, fears and rants on me."

©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret

subtle dome Apr 28, 2021, 10:13 PM

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Kuch Pal Ke Liye Mujhe Apni Bahon Mei Sulaa Lena,
Agar Aankh Khule To Utha Dena Aur Na Khule Toh Dafna Dena...⚰️🖤

thorn sedge Apr 29, 2021, 1:52 AM

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Yeh jo balon ko qaid o bnd say azaad kr rkha hay
Kia kasoor hay mahtaab ka? jo uss pr grehn-e-musalsal laga rekha hay

Kashmakash may hay aftaab amal-e-fajr anjaam dene ko
samayt lo ghata-e-zulf ko, kio iss sitaray ko bayja taRRpa rakha hay?

hoon gay zehmat tmharay lie yeh gaysoo
humnay to iss zulf-e-siyyah ko honton say laga rkha hay

yeh madham madham chandi kee chamak zulfon may jo nazr ati hay
Gumaan hota hay, koyelay kee kaan may heeron ko chupa rkha hay.
(tuna)

charred totem Apr 29, 2021, 3:47 AM

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What is that thing that is called love?
Some people believe it is a gift from above

Others say it brings nothing but pain
Maybe it is a one way train
When you take your path
You could never go back again

It may take you to the happiness door
Or maybe make you taste life's sore!

Maybe love is just like the rain
You never know how hard it would be
Or how long it would last
Love could come so fast
I mean love from the first sight
Or it could take so long time
to be meant to be.. to be so right
Love could put you into darkness
And could bring you the brightest light!

Love is like the fire
Such a mysterious desire
But weather it is going to warm your heart
Or burn your home
You can never forsee it from the start
You can never tell
If It is going to lead you to heavens
Or is it going to lead you to hell!

Love is
Telling, listening, understanding,
Respecting the truth and never pretending
True love does NOT have a happy ending!
True love does NOT have an ending!

Love.. some say it is blind
But I say
Love gives you a third eye
To make it easy for you to find
Who is worthy!

tiny ginkgo Apr 29, 2021, 4:05 AM

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I have broken dreams
And recurring thoughts
That won't go.

I have shattered feelings
And inevitable agony
I don't show.

The storms are perilous
The banks are deceptive
I shall row.

I play with flames
Like a corpse in joy
I shall glow.

burnt coral Apr 29, 2021, 6:29 AM

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*Ki gairo ki bheed main shamil hokar bhi ham kuch yun kamal hua karte hai

Ki gairo ki bheed main shamil hokar bhi ham kuch yun kamal hua karte hai

Jo hua so hua khush raho tum bhi

Ki yeh ham bhagwaan se filhaal dua karte hai*

tiny ginkgo Apr 29, 2021, 8:43 AM

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Death is inevitable, so life is,
Let's hold hands till horizon meets.
Let's embrace our flaws and fights,
Kiss me deep and hug me tight.

You're the best thing happened to me,
Before you came I often used to flee.
Away from happiness, away from life,
Contradicting me, facing the inner strife.

You love me the way no one ever did,
You transformed me from a curious kid.
I can lease my life for the love you show,
Seeing you loving me is the reason I grow.

I didn't believe in God or his power,
But I saw you loving like a bee loves flower.

keen nebula Apr 29, 2021, 9:58 AM

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I ruminate at times...
What keeps me driving?!
In the hunt of that one thing,
Which gets me vibin'
What am I living for?
Apparently, in search of gold!
Yet, could never understand what's my goal!
Is the cash and the car am I striving for?
Or the love and and the solace I'm thriving for?!
The price tag or the smile, what's worth more?
Or are these unsolicited mysteries, which supposedly are to be explored!

versed blade Apr 29, 2021, 9:50 PM

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Tere naam pe kuch yuu likha tha maine mera dil ... jaise chaand chaandni pe ho jata haii fidaa ek din! Thaa yakeen humko ki milega Tu ek roz.. par kyaa karein ae khudaa naa aya meri zindagi mein wo din! Teri wafaa ki aas mein bitaayi hai zindagi maine.. kahega ek waqt Tu jee na paya main bhi tere bin! Kahe agar ye khuda mujhe...ki bhool jaau tujhe ek din... saanson pe likh diyaa hai ab naam tera... kahunga main us khudaa se har din !!!! ❤️

subtle dome Apr 29, 2021, 10:21 PM

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Teri Khaai Hui Mere Sar Ki Jhooti Kasme,
Mujhe Aksar Bimaar Rakhti Hain....🍂

humble hill Apr 30, 2021, 6:30 AM

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subtle dome Teri Khaai Hui Mere Sar Ki Jhooti Kasme, Mujhe Aksar Bimaar Rakhti Hain....🍂

Haan wo dur hai mujhse kahi,
Pr mere sare haal ka samachar rakhti hai....

versed blade Apr 30, 2021, 11:01 AM

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Meri khaamoshiyon mein bhi fasaana dhoondh leti hain..
Badi shaatir hain ye duniya,
Mazaa lene ka bahaana dhoondh leti hai !!!

burnt coral Apr 30, 2021, 12:27 PM

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*Kabhi yaadon mai kisi ke yun ham bhi roya karte hai...

Ki vakt ne dil ko suljhana sikhadiya....

aur dil ne vakt rehte muskurana sikhadiya!!*🦋

somber gale Apr 30, 2021, 2:13 PM

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ek adhoori si unkahi khwaish rakhte h , tumse milne ki
zara or nazdeek se theher k or tassalli se jaannne ki.
mujhe nahi intezaar suraj dhalne ka , chand ki roshni aane ki
ik izzazat chahiye tumse. ...... izzazat bas tumse pyaar krne ki

strong knoll Apr 30, 2021, 2:27 PM

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Ek kissa tha khoobsurat sa meri zindagi ka ,
Main ab usee kabhi mitana nahin chahti..
Pehli Mohabbat hain wo meri ,
Haan shayad main usse ab kabhi bhulana nahin chahti🍃

humble hill Apr 30, 2021, 6:33 PM

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Kabhi panno pr kabhi patto pr tera naam likhata hoon,
Tujh tak jo naa pahuche jane aise kitne anginat paigaam likhta hoon,
Meri chhahton ko tu aashiqui kaa nam naa dena,
Jo tere liye mehsoos hua whi aaj kal saare aam likhta hoon...

strong knoll Apr 30, 2021, 9:26 PM

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KHAT 📜

🌻Suno tum mujhe khat likha karo
Kuch mere aur kuch tumhare alfaz likha karo
suno
tum mujhe ,khat likha karo
Jab tum pareshan hote ho toh
Siyaahi se apne gam ko mere sath baata karo
Suno tum mujhe khat likha karo
Ha shayad sath nhi rhskte hum ab
Kuch majboori si hi hain
Par suno tum mujhe apne dil ka hal likh bheja karo
Suno tum mujhe khat likha karo
Tumhari hasi tumhari khushi
Aur vo chote chote lamhe jo tumhe pasand hain
Tum mujhe bhi toh btaya karo
Suno tum mujhe khat likha karo
Tumhari yaad toh aati hain mujhe
Par door rehna kismat thi shyd
Toh suno tumhe yaad hu main
Iss baat ko uss khat mein bayan karo
Tum mujhe khat likha karo
Humara rishta jo tuta sa hai ab khi usse tum uss khat mein gulzar karo
Tum mujhe khat likha karo
Baatein tumhari psnd hain mujhe
Awaz toh geet si hain tumhari , mere liye
Aur tumhare bchpne se toh ishq hain mujhe
Toh likhte likhte suno zara apne bachpno ko bayaan krne wali vo kuch hrktein bhi likh kro
Suno tum mujhe khat likha kro
Tadap si rhi hu tumhare saayein ke liye
Tumhari shirt ki vo kuch silwte bhi yaad hain mujhe
Tumhari khusbu toh maano mere pasandeda ittr si hain jisko ptani kabse dhoodh rhi hu mein
Toh suno khat ke sath
Bagh se tod , apne hothon se choom ek gulab ka phool bhi apne ehsaas ke sath mujhe bheja karo
Suno , suno na
tum mujhe khat likha karo
Aur khat pasand hain mujhe jaante ho tum
Ha jaante ho tum
Toh suno na,
Ishq ko humaree uss khat mein aabaad kiya karo
Tum mujhe khat likha karo🌻

versed blade Apr 30, 2021, 9:38 PM

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Rishton ki fikar karnaa chhod do...
Jise jitna saath dena hain, wo utna hé nibhayega !

subtle dome Apr 30, 2021, 10:48 PM

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Yeh Kis Andaaz Se Tumne Mohabbat Ka SAUDA Kiya,
Naa Dusre Ke Layak Chorda
Naa KHUD Ka Hone Diya... 🤎

somber gale May 1, 2021, 3:33 AM

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Yaadein aati h ....yaadoon me aati rahogi
sapno me aati ho.... Haqeeqat me kab aaogi?

somber gale May 1, 2021, 6:54 AM

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कोई मुझसे प्यार के बारे में पूछे तो सिर्फ तू याद आती है
जब कोई मुझसे तन्हाई के बारे में पूछे तो सिर्फ तू याद आती है
मै लिखना नहीं चाहता तेरे बारे में न ही तुझे याद करना चाहता हुं
लेकिन जो भी काम करता हुं सिर्फ तू ही याद आती है
लोग कहते है की अक्सर यादें मिट जाती है समय के साथ
लेकिन तुझमें क्या नशा है की हर वक्त बस तू ही तू याद आती है।

Koi mujh se pyaar k baare me puche , to sirf wo yaad aati h...
Jab koi mujhe tanhai k bare me puche, to sirf wo yaad aati h...
M shyarii likhna nahi chata , m aashiq bnna nahi chahta ,jo bhi kam krta hu , bas sirf tu yaad aati h ...
Log kehte hai ki aksar yaade kam ho jaati h samay k sath , lekin tujhme kya nasha h ki har waqt bas tu hi tu yaad aati h...

humble hill May 1, 2021, 3:23 PM

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कतार लंबी है,हमें भी याद करना,
खड़े हम भी हैं, हमें भी याद करना।

glacial aspen May 1, 2021, 5:41 PM

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kaise samjhoge , sahi nahi tha usko manana!
thik hi rehta agar tym se aa jata nahi bolna!

kaise samjhaoge, ki nahi ! galtiyaan saari uski thi!
bs khud unhe man jaana tumhari ek galti thi!

mana toh loge usko ko , behla fusla ke...
kabhi socha hai , dil ko kaise samjhaoge...
-shauryasri7

versed blade May 1, 2021, 9:44 PM

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Zubaan pe sabke taale lagne lage... Jab khaamoshi ne chillaaya, toh sabko taane lagne lage !
Jo kuch apne the saare begaane lagne lage... Mehfil mein jab Baithe hum gum baatne, Sab apnaa he dukhdaa sunaane lage !
Kuchh ne mazaak Udaaya Toh kuchh, man he man muskuraane lage... Hum bhi chehre pe jhoothi muskaan liye, Andar he andar gum chhupane lage !!!

somber gale May 2, 2021, 2:10 PM

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wo kehte h sapne dekhoge to ek na ek din manzil tumhe mil jaayegi
mene tujhko chaha h ..tujhe hi maanga....kya tum ye rishta nibha paaogi
log mujhe kehte h ....zindagi uske bina guzar jaayegi...
unko kon btaaye tere bina ek raat nahi guzarti...ye zindagi kese guzar jaayegi

keen nebula May 2, 2021, 9:31 PM

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When the light goes dim
Not that of the room
But of the soul

Eyes go silent
But mind whines within
The face seems dead
And there's chaos, in quietude

There's hope, but with pinch of salt
And the world seems to fall apart
When the devour is for death
And the life feels suffering

In a seek of a messiah
While there's none
Bearing the beats
Sadly, with no place to run

thorn sedge May 2, 2021, 11:11 PM

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कहते हो हँसाना जानते हो
फिर क्यों रुला दिया करते हो?
छोटी छोटी बातों का असर होता है मुझे
यह जानते हुए भी
तुम क्यों मेरा दिल दुखा दिया करते हो?

subtle dome May 3, 2021, 12:19 AM

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Fir Kisi Mod Par Mil Jau Toh Muh Fer Lena,
Purana Ishq Hai Fir Ubhra Toh Qayamat Aa Jayegi...🤍

thorn sedge May 3, 2021, 8:15 AM

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Chehre ki us muskurahat ke peeche
Kitni pareshani chupaye rkhte ho..
Kyu Papa?
Aap hum sabko apne aap se pehle kyu rkhte ho?

Aap yeh unconditional aur selfless pyaar kahan se laate ho?
Blind trust ki definition bhi hume aap hi sikhate ho..

Kyu Papa?
Aap hum sabko apne aap se pehle kyu rkhte ho?

lost sequoia May 3, 2021, 9:45 AM

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इस दुनिया में आदमी की जान से बड़ा
कुछ भी नहीं है
न ईश्वर
न ज्ञान
न चुनाव
कागज पर लिखी कोई भी इबारत
फाड़ी जा सकती है
और जमीन की सात परतों के भीतर
गाड़ी जा सकती है।

जो विवेक
खड़ा हो लाशों को टेक
वह अंधा है
जो शासन
चल रहा हो बंदूक की नली से
हत्यारों का धंधा है
यदि तुम यह नहीं मानते
तो मुझे
अब एक क्षण भी
तुम्हें नहीं सहना है।

humble hill May 3, 2021, 5:04 PM

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अकेला चल रहा हूँ राहो में तन्हा,
साथ निभाने का सुरूर हो तो बात करना।

उजालों में तो साया भी साथ होता है सबके,
अंधेरो में हाथ थाम सको तो बात करना।

versed blade May 3, 2021, 5:51 PM

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Meri zubaan par har waqt mere dost ka he naam aaya...
Lekinn mere bure waqt mein he us dost ne mera saath na nibhaaya !

quiet marlin May 3, 2021, 6:08 PM

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// Poetry //

You need,

emotions not words,
Ink not pen,
And
A space that can hold both.

No togetherness nor comparts
No heartbreaks but a heart.

A heart (no need to be in love)
A Mind in high but grounded not above,
And
A hand who knows how pen is hold:)

Then you start of with rhymes in phrases blend,
No need to make sense! Here senseless is also a sense!

(To all the poet's reading "No offence')

Then write out your love,pain,fun,joy& cringe
There are no rules it's your poem you can write anything,

(Ironically you have to follow rules written in this piece)

burnt coral May 4, 2021, 4:38 AM

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*Ya samay bhi guzar jayga apno Ka Sath...

Ak Naya savera ayega Corona ant Ka baad...

Uss bhor Ka jashn Ka sabhi ko intezar Hoga...

Shayad Kuch apno Ka sath na hoga ...

Humari laparwahi Ka hi ya anjam Hoga...*

STAY HOME STAY SAFE

thorn sedge May 4, 2021, 10:16 PM

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sharm, dehshat, jhijhak, pareshani
naaz say kaam kion nahin leti?

aap, wo, ji, magar, yeh sb kia hain?
tum mera naam kyun nahi leti?
(eliya)

wary onyx May 5, 2021, 5:49 AM

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Hum Bheekh Maang Rahe Hai Oxygen Ki
Woh Bheekh Maang Rahe Hai Voton Ki
Dono Khoj Me Paidal Hi Nikal Pade Hai
Mera Desh Ab Badal Rha Hai...
Mera Desh Ab Jal Rha Hai…

Hum Bheekh Maang Rahe Hai Bistar Ki
Woh Bheekh Maang Rahe Hai Gaddi Ki
Kichad Me Is Tarah Woh Phool Khil Rha Hai
Mera Desh Ab Badal Rha Hai
Mera Desh Ab Jal Rha Hai

Hum Cheekh Rahe Apno Ki Jaan Ke Khatir
Woh Bech Rahe Hai Zindagi Dugne Daam Me Kaafir
Is Qadar Hawa Or Dawa Ka Suada Chal Raha Hai
Mera Desh Ab Badal Rha Hai
Mera Desh Ab Jal Rha Hai

lost sequoia May 5, 2021, 6:53 AM

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Unkahe chehre,

Jo noor e muskurahat humre chehre se chalak ta,
Jara wo parda e mukhda tum utha kar to dekho.

Yu haste haste jo hum tumhari galiyo se guzar te hai,
Kabhi inn kato ke raste aakar to dekho.

Kya bebasi hai iss jaan ki,
Tumhe chah kar bhi tumhe chah nahi sakti,
Kabhi asie bachain muqaddar ki zindagi jeeya kar to dekho.

Malum nahi kya sama hai, kya fana hai,
Tum mujhse mohobbat to karte ho per iqraar e ishq nahi karte.
Kabhi ye dard e dil jata kar to dekho.

Ye Raika per Ali teri rehmat hai,
Sare jahan ki daulat o rutbo ki itrat hai,
Per kabhi mere sath raat 2 baje,
Nayan baha kar to dekho.

Kon hai wo jisko manzur humari kahani na hogi,
Kise ye Dillagi ikhlaas na hogi,
Kis kitaab me ye mohabbat manzur e khuda na hogi,
Jara uss saye se hume ikhtela kara kar to dekho.

Na to tum Haidar ke dukare, na tum Ganga ke laadle, ki kisi se kiye waide per tum mukarrar ho,
Akhir kis wachan se tum hume tadpa rahe ho,
Jara hume bhed bta karto dekho.

Jo hai wo guzar jata hai,
Waqt ho ya insan,
To kis kamyabi ki hasrat tum paal rahe ho,
Hune tum apna bana kar to dekho.

Konsi aadalat se kare hum zulm ki fariyad,
Sarkar bhi zalim apni banai baithe ho,
Zulm bhi humper huva hai saza bhi humehi,
Ye farebi dafa kyu lagai baithe ho,
Hume apni takrir bta kar to dekho.

Yu to muh pher lete ho humse,
Phir khud hi akele me ja aasu baha dete ho,
Apne zakhamo per malham lagakar to dekho.

Log mohobbat me chand lane tak ki kasame khate hai,
Me to tumse sif dil mangti hu,
Humse dilo ka vyapar bana kar to dekho.

Ajab afsana hai ye jahan ka,
Kahi dil to kahi insan jaal rehe.

Apne aap me khus the hum,
Achanak rishto ke roop badal baithe hum,
Tumse kareeb to bachpan se the,
Magar abhi abhi loh e mohobbat jalai baithe hum

Ae duniya bna ne wale,
Kya tere dil me sama aai,
Raika Apne ashko se ye sunheri raat ye fasana likh rahi,
Asie kyu ek tarfa Pyar ki ye imarat banai.

humble hill May 5, 2021, 7:57 AM

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Na soch samaj kar baat karni hai unse ,
Na kuch jatana hai,
Wo samaj jaae aankon ki bhasa ko,
Hume aankon se sab batana hai

keen nebula May 5, 2021, 4:11 PM

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On the shady roads
I walked on
Towards an abyss
Fear instilled, and feets trembling

Pondering 1000 thoughts
A cynic soul on the way
Uncertainties skying high
All ghoul, on a sunny day

Loss &Win
Lies ahead
And so does the judgement
Dilemma consuming me
However, I seek a 'vent'

There could be enlightenment
Or a scare to face
Quandary all over
Yet, I chose the shady way

humble hill May 5, 2021, 4:17 PM

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Rha logon ke beech bhi gumnaam mai,
Shayad khi chor aaya hu pehchaan mai,
Umid ki tastari me khwabon ka diya hai,
Kai martba mitaa baitha jakhm ke nishan mai,
Kal meri deh bhi kamoshi ka daman tham legi,
Reh jaunga shyad jindgi se bhi anjaan mai...

somber gale May 5, 2021, 7:31 PM

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Dard bhari zindagi h ...ik din kat jaani h
wo mile na mile....wo sirf ik kahaani h

subtle dome May 6, 2021, 2:09 AM

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Ishq jab ishq se lada hoga
haadisa woh bahut bada hoga,

Aaj phir aap milne aaye hai
phir koi kaam aa pada hoga,

Kon dekhega phir mere janib
jab mere paas woh khada hoga,

Aap ne minnaten bhi ki hongi
vo magar zid pe hi ada hoga,

Jitna asaan samajh rahe ho tum
imtihaan utna hi bada hoga,

Aap ne jo diya tha taj-mahal
dekhta hoon kahin pada hoga,

'Mehrbaan' tum agar jo ho jaao
mujh pe ehsan ye bada hoga....🌼🖤

burnt coral May 6, 2021, 8:14 AM

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*Chidiyo ki awaaz suni hai kabhi,

Ujaale se pehle uthke ,

Bss vaisa lagta hai usse baat krkee!!!*🥀

glacial aspen May 6, 2021, 3:56 PM

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before anyone, i have been rude at,
i am more , sorry to my diary...
i might have lost my temper with you,
but i am more sorry for forgetting it entirely...

i am so sorry for the promises i made,
i will write everyday , it was all a charade!
in the hope of finding someone i can talk to everyday,
this diary is my best friend , it became a cliche...

amidst all of this i have made a friend, new
and yes i admire her as much as i admired you...

i might have left you (diary),
but i promise i will never leave her...
i am writing this letter,
to persist everything i said, FOREVER....!

finite notch May 6, 2021, 6:31 PM

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Dard hota hai dil me mere
Mai dikha nahi paata hu
Pata hai koi dekh raha hoga
Unki sochke bayan nahi kar pata hu

Mata pita ke bojh ne kandhe bhaari kardiye
Unki taraf se bojh nahi par apne andar hi rota hu mai
Is bojh ne mere andar ghum ke armaan paeda kar diye
Par shakal pe dikhane se darta hu mai
Kahi wo naa dekh lein ye aasha karta hu mai

Rone ka to mera bhi man boht karta hai
Par aage se koi dekh naa le isse mera man darta hai
Is bojh ko jhelna to hissa hai zindagi ka
Par is aasha me ki dard na dikhe mera
Haske saamna karna padhta hai har chunauti ka

keen nebula May 6, 2021, 6:43 PM

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I peek within my hollowness
An uncanny unrest lies
An ambition in build?
Or a boiled up vex?!

I ear my voice,
Lie down and ponder
It says!
Doing so,
Finding or Losing my way

Lights dim, bed set
With wide open eyes
And a ruminating mind
I suffer within,
I cherish within,
In the metrics of
Smile and tears!

In the seek of solace
The solitude ate me up
Chained within the walls
In seek of a leeway or an end up!

subtle dome May 6, 2021, 11:59 PM

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Dekha Hai Maine Iss Duniya Ka Riwaaj-E-Ishq,
Jahan Aam Se Khaas Ho Jaate Hai,
Phir Khaas Se Khaaq...🥀

tiny ginkgo May 7, 2021, 2:58 AM

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यही हमारी कहानी थी, मिया पहले बोहोत पहले,
वो लड़की जान् हमारी थी, मिया पहले बोहोत पहले,
रकीब् आकर बताते हैं, यहाँ तिल है, वहाँ तिल है, ।
ये हमको जानकारी थी, मिया पहले बोहोत पहले ।

(रकीब :-two lovers of a same person. )

versed blade May 7, 2021, 10:32 AM

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Aksar Tanhaayii mein
Dil ke sabhi gum likhti huu...
Kabhi hasiii toh kabhi
Aankhein ye apni Nam likhtii hu !
Fursat nahiii hain mujhe jara bhi
Fursaton se,
Alfaaz sabhi Dil ke
Isliye aksar Kam likhtii huu !! ❤️

left inlet May 7, 2021, 1:55 PM

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Ishq ki Baatein karne chala
Jo khud ko hi samajh na saka

Mila ek naya Chehra
Ankho me thi aisi ronak
Jo chand me nahi taaro me nahi
Bas uske hi pas ho

Taswir sa chehra
Dimag me yu bas sa gaya hain
Koi kambakth ise nikal do
Is zakham pe tum wapis
Chot na mar do

Ye panne ho chuke hai maile
Likh diya tune inme juth
Pata hai mujhe
Ki ye ishq nahi
Bas hai
Ek mard ki pyas
Jo har kisi me base

Pata nahi
Aj wapis mujhe ishq hua hai
Ya bas jism ka akrshan
Ne mujhe ishq ka
Kala patta pehnaya hai

humble hill May 7, 2021, 4:53 PM

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Mai ek hindu ka ladka tha,
Wo ek Christian ki ladki thi,
Mai use geeta sunaya krta tha,
Wo mujhe bible padhaya karti thi,
Mai use mandir pe bulata tha,
Wo mujhe church ke niche milti thi,
Mai use bht sataya karta tha,
Wo mujhe bht rulaya karti thi,
Pr ek din humari baatein band ho gai,
Wo sham ko hone wali mulakatein band ho gai,
Ab mai church ke niche rukta tha,
Jab wo mandir ke pas se guzarti thi,
Ab arsa ho gya us se baatein nai hui,
Meri Shaam ki uske baad Raatein nahi hui,
Ab mai sunday ko fast rakhta tha,
Wo Monday ko church jaati thi,
Mai ek hindu ka ladka tha,
Wo ek Christian ki ladki thi.

subtle dome May 7, 2021, 6:18 PM

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Apne haathon se likhkar maine Mohabbat ki kahaani chordi, (×2)
Zaalim gaya meri zindagi se toh maine khushiyan manani chord di...

Sunaa hai kisi ko usse ab koi gilaa naa raha, (×2)
Bewafa bezubaan hogya usne ab woh mu-zabaani chordi...

Shikwa karu bhi toh kya mai ab apne naseeb se, (×2)
Unhone aashiq naye dhoond liye Chaahat puraani chord di...🖤

lost sequoia May 8, 2021, 2:14 AM

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Hum waqt ko mhequm kya kahe, Duniya ne humara Rishta jhutla diya.

Hum duniya ko mhequm kya kahe, Unhone waqt ke sath hume jhutla diya.

subtle dome May 8, 2021, 5:26 PM

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I Miss How Interested You Were In Me...🥀 sadcat

humble hill May 8, 2021, 5:36 PM

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उसने आँसुओं ने बहा दी सच्चाई मेरी,
बेवफ़ा को पसंद न आई वफ़ाई मेरी।

subtle dome May 8, 2021, 10:13 PM

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Sar Jhukaoge Toh Pathar Devta Ho Jayega,
Itna Mat Chaho Use Woh Bewafa Ho Jayega...🙂

versed blade May 9, 2021, 6:23 AM

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Chaahat se bhariii ek soch dekhii hain
Maine Maa ke duaaon mein Asar dekhi hain...
Bhale rukhsat jamaana ho jaye par
Maa ke dil mein sirf ibaadat dekhi hainn...
Mamtaa ka niraala roop jo
Rab ki chhavi bass ek maa mein dekhi hain...
Bin bole jo samajh le jazbaato ko
Maa ki un aankhon mein fikar beshumaar dekhii hain...
Namm aankho se bhi humesha muskuraati he mili
Aisi mohabbat ka aaina sirf maa he hotii hain !!!
#MothersDaySpecial -Manvaa❤️

compact junco May 9, 2021, 9:46 AM

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Start Over

All it takes is one glance
And I am taken back
I am under a spell
Every time that you are near me

I tried not to give in
And let myself fall again
But I'm under a trance
And I can't deny this feeling

If I could just go back
And hold your hand falling fast
And never let it go
'Cause I won't deny this feeling

Watching all the people all around me finding truth
I can't help but wonder do you wonder too
Were we meant for each other but it just fell apart
Could we last forever if we start over

Laura Brehm

Could we?

acoustic charm May 9, 2021, 11:33 AM

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The enlightenment era after this pandemic is what I am waiting for, I will be thinking of improving my lexicon and also keep reading more books and publish books of mine that will pave the way for Indian Enlightenment and cultural renaissance
Cultural Renaissance thus will be met with orthodox hesitancy but will be overpowered by the enlightenment people, the right and the left will dissolve and scientific enterprise will get more power
Then you will see the uprising of science, removal of dogmas, increase in critical thinking, rise of philosophical framework, death of cringe in humanities, the sophistication of masses and all that with the cultural renaissance giving an identity to all
Hence will give rise to what I call as "India"
Oh, and also the rise of sophisticated music, we will shed our T-series bollywood average cringe music and we might have our own beethoven, mozart who knows

All this is a "stream of consciousness" format writing which is not really a format but just writing whatever comes in the mind, its something that is a drafty articulation without any planning or structuralizing the thoughts aforementioned

humble hill May 9, 2021, 11:44 AM

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Tere ishq me kuch yun mashgool rha,
Bhool gya tha hu mai kuch bhool rha...

versed blade May 9, 2021, 3:32 PM

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Maa, Kaise bataau tumhein kitnaa chaahti hu main
Chand lafzo mein ye sab na keh paati hu main
Tumhaari kahii baatein agar bhull bhii jaau
Par tumhare pyar ko naa Bhulaa paati hu main

Maa, Kbhi tumse kehtii nahii huuu
Par apnii yaadon ke har kone mein tujhe paati huu main
Gusse mein chaahe do baatein bol bhii duu main tumhein
Par tumhein kabhi tadpaana chaahti huu main

Maa, chaahe tumse roz baatein naa karuu main
Par humeshaa tumhe apne andar paati huu main
Kabhi auroo se zyaada aur tum se kam baat karke
Tumhein dukhii nahii karnaa chaahti hu main

Maa, tumse baatein isliye kam hotii hain merii
Kyunkii bin kahe merii baatein smjhtii ho tum
Isliye tumse mera rishtaa hain nhi koi saadha
Aur hain is duniyaa se pure nauu mahine zyaada !!!

#HappyMothersDay❤️

white aurora May 9, 2021, 4:45 PM

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THE DAY I BREATHE FOR THE LAST TIME

I want you to call me yours , even after I lose my charm with time...
And I want the privilege to call you mine , till the day I breathe for the last time.

I wish to spend every moment with you , till I meet my death...
I hope I can host you , till the day I breathe for the last time.

Circumstances may get tough , but I won't ever let you suffer alone.
Just remember me when you need to smile , till the day I breathe for the last time.

Everyone has to go , and so will I do...
But I wish I can lie in your arms ,
On the day I breathe for the last time.

frosty orchid May 9, 2021, 5:17 PM

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Matlab kya hota Matlabi ka,
Batata jahaan bhi Matlabi sa
- @sonic meadow

acoustic charm May 9, 2021, 6:17 PM

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It is not mother's day, it is birthing people's day

thorn sedge May 9, 2021, 9:16 PM

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Oh man, why I feel empty inside?
I wanna go far away and hide
Clean and swept away from my troubled mind
And the peace I hope I can surely find.

Oh, daer life why are you so difficult?
Why I feel like this is all my fault?
I wanna escape the tormented past I had
That keep keep taunting me and it really makes me mad.

My mind is so messy, I just want to lay
Keep my eyes close and sleep all day
Thinking it is just a dream or a fantasy
Put it in my mind that is not a reality.

But, no matter how many times I lie to myself
I ended up realising it is real and not imaginary
My messy world actually exists
and, my fantasy is no more in help.

keen nebula May 9, 2021, 9:24 PM

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There's assurance,
There shall be a rejoice!
Could be all gloom all around
But sun shall rise!
There's assurance,
A life of your choice!

You need not swim,
But merely sink through,
You'd be on your feets again
Thou shall survive,
To see the day, new!

Amidst of absurdities,
Or the grievances, even worse
And your eyes gleam to the grave
Gaze towards the sky
Inject the hope and remind
There's assurance....

humble hill May 10, 2021, 8:56 AM

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acoustic charm May 10, 2021, 12:33 PM

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The repressed piled up emotions induced by lockdown that many people are not able to express or vent can lead the people to go through the process of catharsis, the the rise of renaissance, new philosophy, music, literature and then will be followed by the enlightenment era - thus the sophistication of masses, critical thinking at large and one of them will be me, yes me, taking part in this holy process of change that will bring a change in society. This will happen and happen mostly among non urban areas, anecdotals are coming, mass sophistication is not far enough

versed blade May 10, 2021, 3:29 PM

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Samandar saa hain kehne ko,
Par sirf tinkaa bhar hé keh paati hu...
Agar sochuu tere baare mein,
Toh bass sochtiii he reh jaati hu...
Khayaal, Ishq sab Tu he haiin mera,
Isliye tujhe dekhuu toh shikaayatein bhii bhool jaati huu ! ❤️

compact junco May 10, 2021, 6:24 PM

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Kya hi kahe ab, jo kehna tha keh chuke
Saath mein they par, bahut dur jaa chuke
Na tera na mera, jo tha wo kho gaya
Tu na mera hua, mera guroor tut gaya

Abrix

versed blade May 10, 2021, 9:06 PM

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Iss tarah usne mere gunaahon ko maaf kar Diya,
Mere saamne se guzraa aur Mera hona he nazarandaaz kar diya!!

subtle dome May 10, 2021, 10:28 PM

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Bhatakte Hue Jo Aaj Pahuche Hai Barbaadi Tak,
Galti Ye Huyi Ke Raasta Kisi Apne Se Puch Baithe...🖤

tiny ginkgo May 11, 2021, 3:26 AM

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Paheli zindgi ki kab tu ae naadaan samjhega,
Bohot dushwariyan hongi agar aasan samjhega.

lost sequoia May 11, 2021, 3:47 AM

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Jaruri nahi har rishte ko naam diya jaye,
har Ibadat ko Rab diya jaye.

Mai nahi jaanta ek duje ke kon hai hum,
Akhir kyu iss benaam jazbaat ko koi afsana diya jaye.

Ibrate ashk sari raat alfazo ki tasbi karta raha,
Akhir lafzo ko kya roop diya jaye.

strong knoll May 11, 2021, 8:31 AM

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Kulhad si chai hain dilli
Khwabon mein dooba makaan hain dilli

humble hill May 11, 2021, 10:59 AM

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कुछ सम्मान सा दफ़न कर के चला हूँ कुछ मुझसे ही जरूरी काम था,
मैं तो खुद गुनहगार हूँ खुद का मुझपे अपने ही क़त्ल का इल्ज़ाम था।

versed blade May 11, 2021, 11:13 AM

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Zindagii mein rishteinn ek kitaab ki tarah hote hainn,
Aurr galati ek panne ki tarah hoti hainn...
Kabhii galatii ho jaaye toh ek Panna faad Lena,
Parr uss panne ke chakkar mein purii kitaab naa khoo dena !!❤️

glacial aspen May 11, 2021, 5:22 PM

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As the days are passing,
it's getting difficult...

Difficult to comprehend,
More difficult to still depend
More and more difficult to always pretend
More and more and more....
For the big waves to take me
I am still waiting on the sea shore!!!

As the days are passing,
it's getting late...

Late...for me to make it all possible,
What i have always dreamt...
Late...for me to be
filled with remorse and repent...
It is too late for me to question ," always me! why?"
It is too late for someone to bid me goodbye!!!

As all these day are passing,
I feel a little reposed...

Relieved of my duty to feel sad,
Now that i can stop feeling bad!
Now the life continues apace
for i have found my solace!!!

-shauryasri7

versed blade May 11, 2021, 6:39 PM

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Merii hasrateinn,
aur teri yaadein,
Ye milaap kaisa hain?

Main bhii chup huu,
Tum bhii chup hoo,
Magar fir ye shor kaisa hain?

Waise toh mujhe terii yaad aur meri tanhaayi dono he tang kartii hain...
Fir bhiii jo har Dam terii mohabbat mein choor rehtii hu main,
Mujhpe tera Nashaa kuch aisa hain !!

subtle dome May 11, 2021, 11:28 PM

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Ye hoga ya woh hoga na jaane aage kya hoga, (×2)
Or tujhse Judaai dekhli maine isse jyda aur kya hoga...🙂

lost sequoia May 12, 2021, 3:14 AM

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Sari umr beet jaigai,
Apna khalk talashte talashte.

Gar tumhari zindagi me badlav na ho to samjlo,
Sare sapne tumhare jumle hai.
Aur tum shera ki reet ke bhati sif yaha se waha khudko dhund rahe ho.

humble hill May 12, 2021, 4:32 AM

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आँखों में अब बस सारे टूटे हुए सपनें थे,
कुछ तो गैरो ने तोड़ा पर कुछ अपने थे।

compact junco May 12, 2021, 6:08 AM

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Wish i could scream so loud
So that i lose my voice
Wish i could let it all out
So that i can't hear this noise

Wish i could paint it red
So that you can clearly see
Wish i could kill myself
So that i will be finally free

Wish i could break the promises
So that I can take the fall
Wish i could hold onto something
So that i won't lose it all

Wish i could be the one
That you always want me to be
Wish i could see beyond
So that it won't come to this

Wish i could be like you
So that i can't feel a thing
Wish i could let you go
The way you tore everything

Abrix

versed blade May 12, 2021, 5:32 PM

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Ye Zamaana agar humko pagal samajhta hain,
Toh keh do iss zamaane se...
Naa kisi chehre se magar,
Humein ishq huaa hainn inn paimaano se,
Humaari pyar ki kashtii nahii pohoch paayi kinaarepar toh koi gum nahii...
Kyunkii yeh zamaana khud humse hain,
Naa ki Hum iss bewafaa zamaane se !!!

humble hill May 12, 2021, 6:04 PM

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मेरे टूटे सपनो की बस एक शाक बाकी थी,
जल कर भी थोड़ी सी मुझमें राख बाकी थी।

versed blade May 12, 2021, 11:41 PM

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Teri yaad mein aur Tujh mein khoye rehnaa ...
Toh Ab is Dil ki aadat si ho gayi hai...
Tumse baateinn is qadar achi lagti hai ab ...
Ke is Dil Ko aapse Mohabbat si ho gayi hai ! -Manvaa❤️

gray current May 13, 2021, 8:06 AM

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One message removed from a suspended account.

versed blade May 13, 2021, 3:13 PM

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Tere kandhe par sir rakhkar,
Maine khwaab hazaaro dekhe hain...
Teri chhat par chadhkar raaton ko,
Taare hazaaron dekhe hain...
Ek tu hainn uss chaand ki tarah Jiskaa koi mol nhii,
Warnaa humne iss duniyaa mein jugnuuu hazaaro dekhein hain !!❤️

humble hill May 13, 2021, 3:22 PM

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कुछ आसमा से तारे अपने भी टूटे थे,
कुछ दोस्त राहो पर अपने भी छूटे थे।

burnt coral May 13, 2021, 8:49 PM

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School days were really good,
bass litmus paper hi rang badla karte thein tab

versed blade May 13, 2021, 10:41 PM

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Tum aise mile ho,
Jaise pichhle janam ka,
kuch udhaar hain !
Teriii harkaton se,
Merii harkaton ka mil jaana,
Bhii ek sawaaal hain !
Yuuu toh hum ek dooje se,
Kabhi mile nahii magar...
Fir bhi tujhe paane ko,
Yeh dil bekaraar hain..
Maano pichhle janam ka humaraa,
kaafi saara pyaar udhaar hain !!!❤️

bitter ether May 14, 2021, 6:54 PM

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When you wants to be alone yet loneliness hurts, when you smile to the fullest yet its just a curve, when you are all excited to finish things off yet struggle to do daily routine, when you wants to walk a bit more yet stays tired all the while, when you feel everything at ones its like you are numb.

©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret

subtle dome May 14, 2021, 7:41 PM

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Mai Tujhe Ek Nazar Dekhna Chahti Hoon, (×2)
Isse Pehle Ki Farishtey Jaan Le Jaaye....💫

keen nebula May 14, 2021, 10:30 PM

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Could sense the chaos
In the silence
As wind gushing by the
Emptiness and Vacuum

Could sense the scare
In the serene
As waves past by the
Depth and the shallow

Could sense the burn
In the warmth
As flames rise high
In the furnace and beneath

Could sense the intricacy
In the mere
With the world residing by
As a virtual simulator

Could sense the anti
In the every thesis
As facts are turned by
In the wisdom and the skepticism

compact junco May 15, 2021, 6:57 AM

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'Cause I'm tired of the fear that I can't control this
I'm tired of feeling like every next step's hopeless
I'm tired of being scared what I build might break apart
I don't want to know the end, all I want is a place to start

Mike Shinoda

humble hill May 15, 2021, 7:03 AM

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उमीदों पर आसमान है मेरी आंखों में थकान है मेरी,
अभी थोड़े पँख बाकी हैं, ये हक़ की उड़ान है मेरी ।

gray current May 15, 2021, 10:16 PM

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One message removed from a suspended account.

subtle dome May 16, 2021, 12:23 AM

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Ishq Utna Hi Karo Jitna Bhula Sako, (×2)
Kyuki Agar Yaad Reh Gaya na,
Toh Zindagi TabaH Kar Dega....🥀

green kernel May 16, 2021, 3:42 AM

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Hi,
I'm a wildflower,
Secluded from the central world,
Goes unnoticed by mostly everyone,
But neither do I ask for someone's attention.
I bloom everyday with grace,
I dance with the wind and smile under the sun,
I don't care what those majestic trees or those exotic flowers think of me.
I'm happy in my place.
I'm happy with my fellowmate.
I'm happy with what I am.

~Skye

thorn sedge May 16, 2021, 12:00 PM

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There will be days when something from the past or something related to that knocks down your doors and step inbetween your healing and you. But know, it's okay.
Somethings always hurt and it's totally normal. Let it hurt, you're not stepping backwards. Healing is a long process, it will happen.
Let your old wound hurt, bleed, scream, be gentle, shower it with love and have patience and then switch it with love.
It will heal, nd u will keep moving forward. Happy healing )

Vanshika

lament forum May 16, 2021, 3:20 PM

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सिर्फ जिस्म ही नहीं रूह छू सको तो इश्क करना
कपड़े उतारना ही इश्क का सबूत नहीं
सर ढक सको तो इश्क करना
वह मेरी है मेरी है का शोर नहीं करना
मैं उसका हूं कह सको तो इश्क करना

thorn sedge May 16, 2021, 5:38 PM

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strong knoll May 16, 2021, 7:08 PM

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Tumhe chand agar kisi din tumhare naam se pukare toh tum hairaan mat hona
Haan main hi yaad kar rahi hoon tumhe
Toh hickiyaan aayein toh tum preshaan mat hona :full_moon_with_face: ♥️

thorn sedge May 16, 2021, 7:59 PM

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शरीरों से बिछड़ना भी कोई बिछड़ना होता है...
दिलों से बिछड़ कर दिखाओ तो यकीन माने..❤️

humble hill May 16, 2021, 8:54 PM

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Jab tum aao chingari lete aana,
Bht si yaadein ikkati ho gai hain...

keen nebula May 16, 2021, 9:38 PM

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Hey dark times,
Yo bud, long stay, eh?! So long that my memory ceases to the point where you came along with me, all the times I remember, I'd you aside. Not a fond of goodbyes, but just for once? A favour for your long time companion, por favor amigo! What a time we had though, the stress, anxieties, dilemmas and tears at times, a lot to cherish, isn't it?
The times you made me a helpless freak or the occassions when you stole the most precious beings and how do I forget those heartwrenching failures, I owe it to all you, mate! Nevertheless, you were the best teacher all through it, you gotta be in some ivy league man, the amount of lessons you gave, always grateful! Had you not there, how would I've seen my mental health deteriorate to the least, or my true self dying within, well you were great all the time but...
But for one last time, leave me alone, and let me have the solitude for once, I'd enough of your terrors and I'm done bearing you anymore. I usually hate saying it, but please take the leave for fucks sake and dare not return again.
Muchas Gracias

thorn sedge May 17, 2021, 10:23 AM

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I will never be good enough! Will I?

This is a part of my life where
I silently remove myself from anyone
who hurts me more than they love me,
Drains me more than they replenish me, brings me more stress than they do peace, and ties to stunt my growth rather than clap for it. I think that I've done more than enough talking And trying to make things works with certain people in my life, and still this is not enough. Than I'm done.

~ Vanshika

lament forum May 17, 2021, 2:14 PM

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कोइ कितना भी कहे
इंसान सुनेगा सबकी
पर करेगा अपने मन की

quiet marlin May 17, 2021, 5:08 PM

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Kashmkash se zindagi
ka dariya beheta hai
Raat ki karvato me hardum
ek silsila reheta hai
Ki q fizaon me ranj chaya ?
Najane hawaon me kiski
ruswai ka ramz aaya ?
Dil me kuch baate hai
abhi bhi dabi si
Muskura dete hai aur hai bebasi bhi
Ek pal massarat k khatir
puri zindagi gawa dete hai
Jisne ki ho hasil massarat
jaante hai q gawa dete hai
2 pal sukoon k liye har pal
sehema sa guzarta hai
Zindagi ki door me uljhe hai sb
Kisi ko kudh pr kaabu na reheta hai

subtle dome May 17, 2021, 6:16 PM

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Kisi Aur Ki Kahani Se Nahi Hoti!
Muqammal Gazlein,
Miya Yaha Likhna Padta Hai Apni Haqeeqat...🌙

thorn sedge May 17, 2021, 7:36 PM

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Bahut satati hai yeh raatein...
Jab saath mei hoti hai sirrf yaadein...! :pleading_face:

glossy sleet May 18, 2021, 12:24 PM

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#अभी बाकी है!

लड़ा था रेत का हथियार मुठ्ठी में दबा कर मैं,,
पता नही जालिम मरा या अभी बाकी है,,
चला था लड़खड़ा कर एक वक्त मै भी,,
पता नही इल्जाम मिटा या अभी बाकी है,,,

#इनायत-ए-कलम

stoic horizon May 18, 2021, 12:30 PM

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Kisi ko oon kisi ko ruaaa nazar aata hai ,
Kisi badal to kisi ko dhua nazar aata hai ,

Yun to registaan ke kisi miraaj sa ahi vo,
Vo to pyaase hum hai , tabhi kuaa nazar aata ahi ,

BROWN
(ANKIT)

lament forum May 18, 2021, 2:38 PM

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लोग सूरत की बात करते है
मुझे तो उसकी आवाज़ से भी प्यार है ❤️

grave tendon May 18, 2021, 3:30 PM

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A day with you

People want the heights of the sky
All i want is a day with you

People want the depth of the ocean
All i want is a day with you

People want the glory of wining
All i want is a day with you

People want the shine of the moonlight
All I want is a day with you

People want the endless wisdom
All I want is a day with you

People want the love of their life
But all i want is a day with YOU

gaunt void May 18, 2021, 3:52 PM

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Let the pain out
When this heart speaks
All the anguish that
Could not deliver through your lips
Hope we heal ourselves one day
That’s the only way and the only wish

rose herald May 18, 2021, 4:29 PM

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अलविदा

ये महज़ एक शब्द होता है,
लेकिन इसे व्यक्त करना मुश्किल,
वक़्त थम सा जाता है,
पर आंखों के सामने झलकते है बीते हुए पल,
सारे लफ्ज़ लबों पर आ जाते है,
जो बरसों से थे अनकहे,
उस समय सारी गलतियां माफ़ कर देते है,
वो चाहे मैंने कि हो या तुमने,
जरुरी नहीं कि हर अलविदा के पिछे वापस मिलने कि चाहत होती है,
ये आख़री अलविदा तुम्हें उम्र भर के लिए।

Neel Gudhka
Ig: _the_silent_writer

thorn sedge May 18, 2021, 9:28 PM

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I looked deep within,
Not knowing where to begin,
Looking outside of me,
Finding what I could not see.

I asked for true love,
A wish I dreamed of,
A girl for this boy,

Not understanding my feeling,
My confusion needed healing.

My search was endless,
Finding nothing but loneliness,
Stopping at nothing,
As my heart felt like I was dropping.

Now I can see,
My love in me,
No need to look out,
I have been abundant throughout.

I just want you to know,
I never let me go,
Now I have what I search for from the beginning,
I am unconditional love and healing.

compact junco May 19, 2021, 6:21 AM

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Uski baat aati hai to sharma jata hoon main
Kabhi jeeta hoon to kabhi mar jata hoon main

Abrix

lost sequoia May 19, 2021, 6:46 AM

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Meri har aarzu ko ye duniya nakaarti rahi,
Meri maut per bhi sarkare apni uplabdhi batti rahi,
Kya karta, me sif ek katra tha qabrastaano ke aakde ka.

Mujhe paane ke liye iss duniya ne insaniyat bhuladi,
Mujhper shasan ke liye har aabru jaladi,
Kya karta, iss mhequm duniya ke doo mulko ki sarhad ka, me sif ek katra tha.

Mujhe kyu hitkara gaya, mera kya wasta mehlo ki ranio se, amrici sansado se ya delhi ke sultano se,
Metho chalte Majdoor ki haddi ka, sif ek katra tha.

Mere naam se kai beghar huve,
Kahio ko khuda ka waida yaad aya,
Jo yaad kisi ko nahi aya wo, ek bimar ki lash ka, sif ek katra tha.

near pebble May 19, 2021, 10:54 AM

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Mann me itne sawal ho chuke hai, kaash yeh sawal hi kahi bas jaye.
Baat kaash ki hi hai toh, kaash hum dard me bhi has paaye. -v.

grave tendon May 19, 2021, 4:58 PM

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Maybe it was never about owning you.
Maybe you weren't meant to be mine
Maybe, just maybe, you are a star and I am meant to appreciate your beauty
From afar.....

glacial aspen May 19, 2021, 8:42 PM

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mai khaali nahi hu utna ,
ki tumhare khaali hone par tum mujhe yaad karo....!
agar aisa hi samajhte ho is rishte ko,
dil se dua karunga , zindagi bhar tum mera intezaar karo...!
-shaurya

thorn sedge May 20, 2021, 4:59 AM

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Badlte toh roz hi hai..
Mere aas paas ke log..
Kabhi ache toh kabhi bure bnte hai
Mere aas paas ke log..

Lekin tumhara bdlna najaane kyu khalta hai..
Mujhe itna fark kyu pdta hai?...

sonic meadow May 20, 2021, 3:14 PM

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Tarasti Rooh

Ye Rooh meri Kabhi Tarasti hai ek sache sath ke liye,
agle pal khud mei ghutne ki iccha jataati h..

Ye Rooh kabhi Tarasti hai khush rehne ko,
agle pal sirf dukh mei apna waqt bitaati hai..

Ye rooh kabhi tarse sirf sukoon ke liye,
agle waqt khunnas ke jungle mei kho jana chahti hai..

ye rooh kabhi.. na tarasne ko tarasti hai,
lekin ant mei khud mei gum rehne ki icha jataati hai..

ye rooh sirf Tarasna jaanti hai..

Kaafir

grave tendon May 20, 2021, 5:08 PM

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Tu nadi hai
m sagar sa
aa sma ja

Tu mehman hai
m athithy sa
aa thhr ja

Tu toofan hai
m ghr sa
aa kehrr dha

Tu shayar hai
m shroota sa
aa kh bhi ja

humble hill May 20, 2021, 5:50 PM

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Agar mar jau to sawal na karna,
Rona dhona par bawaal na karna.

thorn sedge May 20, 2021, 6:38 PM

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Chale gye ho zindagi se
Yun muh mod liyaa...
Khel tha kya
Jo yun mera dil tod diyaa?
Wafa ke waade kiye the tumne...
Mann bhar gya kya?
Jo yun chd diya... 💔

subtle dome May 20, 2021, 7:42 PM

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Kaash Tu Meri Aankhon Ka Aansu Ban Jaye,
Main Rona Chord Dun Tujhe Khone Ke Darr Se... :-)

blazing hare May 20, 2021, 8:09 PM

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You expect ,but I don't;
Say you love me,then why zoned?

You drag your insecurities which poisons you
You say you deal with all the things I do ,
You say you don't judge me but time shows your hue,

Your love for me is just out of the blue...

humble hill May 21, 2021, 12:29 PM

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Haan kar baitha hoon mohabbt tumse,
Ab aur kya karu shikayat tumse,
Mai to bewajh badnaam hoon...
Gairo ki bht hai chahat tumse....

grave tendon May 21, 2021, 7:22 PM

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Ye rat shant kyu h?
Mera mn ashant kyu h?
Logo se ghira hua hu m
Fir bhi itna ikant kyu h?

keen nebula May 21, 2021, 7:48 PM

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In the wild abyss
Lies the beginning and the being
The vexing curiosity
Asks me to peak within

I wonder for a reason
Or existence mean nothing?
Is something defined
Or waitin' for us to find

Truths are hilarious,
so are lies
Oscillating into binaries
Cheers, laughs and cries

Grander we look for
And the grandeur we hope
Bluffin', there lies a system
And reasonability is the joke

There's no defined, no finite
It's all the game around us,.
Believing into a preacher
While it's us!

ionic shale May 22, 2021, 1:22 AM

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Bachpan ki Nadaniya muskurahat de jaye,
Woh Maa ki dant wapas rula jaye,
Kash yah waqt wo pal lauta jaye,

Dosto ka Yaraana ankho me nami de jaye,
Yeh Yaari Mushkilo me ladna sikha jaye,
Kash yeh waqt zimedariya kam kar jaye,

Jitne bhi gile shikwe the sath le jaye,
bachpan ki pyari yade ko taza kar jaye,
Kash yeh waqt zindagi ka rukh mod jaye,

Sari purani galtiyo ko maaf kar jaye,
Matlabi zamane ki hamdardi bhula jaye,
Kash yeh waqt apne sath inko le jaye,

Sabhi khawahisho ko mukamal kar jaye,
Dil me dabbi har arzoo ko nibha jaye,
Kash yeh waqt zindagi ko pura kar jaye,

Wafa karne ki galti maaf kar jaye,
Tute dil ke dard ko dafan kar jaye,
Kash ye waqt hame wapas zinda kar jaye,

subtle dome May 22, 2021, 3:04 AM

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Na Jaane Kisko Pasand Aa Gayi Hai Meri Aankhon Ki Nami,
Main Hasna Bhi Chahun Toh Palkein Bheeg Jaati Hain...🙂

humble hill May 22, 2021, 1:51 PM

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Sabko mohabbat naseeb nahi hoti,
Chahat ho jiski wo aksar kareeb nahi hoti.

ionic shale May 22, 2021, 5:07 PM

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Unhe pyar karna nahi aata
Hame unhe pyar karne ke Alava nahi aata,
Duniya me jine ke liye do chizo Ki zarurat hai,
Ek unhe nahi aata and ek hame nahi.

grave tendon May 22, 2021, 5:29 PM

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Would you love me for the last time :-

I wanna cry holding you
So I don't feel so dead
But I can't, cause when
we would Be together I won't feel sad

All the faces would be crossed out
All the lights would be dimmed out

Would you make me feel alive?
Would you look at me
with those golden eyes?
Would you rest you head on my chest?
And finally our time will be timeless

For a moment will you be mine?
Would you love me for the last time?

We would be sitting in my room
Whole world will be in fumes
Void will be filled, we would float
Would you tell me you miss me a lot?

Take me back when
you were obsessed with me
Take me back when
I was all you wanted
Take me back when
You dreamed of me

Hold me in your arms, kiss me like you never kissed before
Will you be my ocean? And I will be your shore

For a moment will you be mine?
Would you love me for the last time?

(This poem I just wrote
Is super close to my heart)
@harideepkaushik

gray current May 22, 2021, 10:58 PM

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One message removed from a suspended account.

subtle dome May 23, 2021, 12:13 AM

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Kaash fir woh subah ho,
Jiski azaan pe tum saath ho....🌙💗

compact junco May 23, 2021, 12:16 AM

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subtle dome Kaash fir woh subah ho, Jiski azaan pe tum saath ho....🌙💗

Tere haathon mein mera haath ho
Ek lamhe mein puri qayanat ho

wraith valve May 23, 2021, 3:16 AM

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Dissonant strings-

I woke up to the strings of a lonely guitar
Screeching to find a voice within,
Tuned to the folklore of a lesser known god
And obnoxious ocean of treachery there-in

Not too far laid those metals resonating
The chains of my mundane continuance,
Worried about a melodic persistence, and
Dreadful to the dreams were my only foiled offense

Then to begin with a day worth discordant
A clinch of dramatic rage engraved,
To the heart that endured pain-
And to the cliché of harmonic theft

But this wrecked day, as a rusty guitar
Wasn’t the shrivelled life for which I’d come afar… .

-$

lucid iris May 23, 2021, 5:34 AM

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It's like a tiny drop of substance
In a sea of nothingness
It's like living without hope
But acknowledging that there could still be a glimmer of it
It's like reading entire sentences
Only as a string of syllables, meaningless
While knowing that the words make sense
It's like swimming right next to the shore
But never touching it

What could it be?

near pebble May 23, 2021, 3:08 PM

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Itni pyaari surat hai tumhari,
Taare toot rahe hai waha sharma ke.
Seerat pe dil kaise naa aaye,
Mai sharma raha hu yaha toot'te taaro ko sab bata ke. -v.🌻

neon phoenix May 23, 2021, 4:04 PM

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Look at the sky today,
Orange colour of these clouds reminds me of warmth your hugs.
Pink colour reminds me of all the kisses that you gave me from your lips.
Blue reminds me of the colour of your shirt which you wore on our first date.
Grey reminds of all the ashes of the cigrettes that touches your lips.
All these colours in the sky resembles you. Whenever I look at the sky, it makes me feel that you are smilling looking at me.
I want to feel you around me all the time just like cold wind.
I can see you in stars and moon every night.
I feel guilty in absence of your sorrow.
May be we will meet soon and stargaze all night.

grave tendon May 23, 2021, 4:48 PM

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Fall in love with a writer :-

Fall in love with a writer
He will make you see a world
you never seen before
You will fly a little more higher
You will feel a little more lighter

You won't die even when you are dead
To get high you won't need anymore meds
His love and writing will be enough to feel
He will make you a goddess and kneel
world will feel a little more lighter
Fall in love with a writer

I know his expectation would be high
He will expect your love and not a lie

Your presence and your soul will remain in words they poured their love into
Every love is unique and impossible to recreate but that specific love which writer hold for you, will never be born again

That irreplaceable feeling will be captured in words
Why are you so pure and unique?
every reader could observe
They would find the words which weren't there before

You and your love will be forever preserved
You and your love will be in his imagination
You and your love will forever be his inspiration

So Fall in love with a writer
Maybe even in a lie
Just so you know
What true love looks like

@harideepkaushik

humble hill May 23, 2021, 7:56 PM

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lament forum May 23, 2021, 10:26 PM

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हस्ते दिलों में गम भी है
मुस्कुराती आखें नम भी है
दुआ करते है आपकी हसी कभी ना रूखे
क्योंकि आपकी मुस्कुराहट के दीवाने हम भी है

subtle dome May 23, 2021, 11:31 PM

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Meri aankhein bii ab mujhse sawaal krne lgi h ki kyy h uss shaks mei aisa,
Jiski wjh se tum mujhe roj bheega deti ho...🖤

compact junco May 24, 2021, 12:07 AM

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I'm not the one you'd
I'm the one you've lost.

Abrix

wraith valve May 24, 2021, 7:11 AM

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Garm dastaano me mujhe tu mehsoos hota hai,
Ke teri garmi- band kafan me bhi mere saaath the,
Maangne par tune saara jahaan de diya
Kabhi bin maange mere haatho me apni bhi haath de

-$

humble hill May 24, 2021, 7:27 AM

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Rakib, jab tera dil bhi us se ja laga hoga,
Seene se wo bhi tere aa laga hoga,
Par bewafa se kya kabhi wafa hoga,
Tu bhi roega meri tarah jab tujhse bhi daga hoga....

grave tendon May 24, 2021, 10:30 AM

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हम कुछ इस क़दर तुम्हारा जिक्र करेंगे
तुम्हारी बात नहीं करेंगे पर तुम्हारी बात भी करेंगे

forest fractal May 24, 2021, 11:59 AM

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Here i am
A piece of flesh
A body with a heart
A body with a mind
but a body with no soul at all
Like a flower in a garden standing alone
Full of nectar but no scent at all
Here i am
Here i am
A spark of thunder
A bit of flame with heat
A bit of flame with blaze
But a bit of flame in a bubble of water
Like a blue parrot born to be forever alone
Full of beauty but no cast at all
Here i am
Here i am
Living a lie, pretending to be myself
But what am i
A dream of others?
An aim of my lovers?
Or just a handful of thoughts in a shell of mortal
Like a canary in a cage of despair
Full of ways but no will at all
Here i am
Here i am

lament forum May 24, 2021, 4:04 PM

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Mohabbat
kya hai ye ?
Kahi jeena ki vajah hai mohabbat
Toh kahi haar pal saja hai mohabbat
Pal pal maut ka ehsas hai mohabbat
Fir bhi dil ko khas hai mohabbat
Kahi zindagi ka name hai mohabbat
Toh kabhi maut ka paigam hai mohabbat
Kahi jeet ma bhi haar hai mohabbat
Toh kahi pyar ma bhi mohabbat
Kahi zindagi ka sath hai mohabbat
Toh kahi majburi ma barbad hai mohabbat
Lekin zindagi ma bhot zaruri hai mohabbat ✍️❤️

grave tendon May 24, 2021, 4:47 PM

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Batte h kafi lekin wqt ki kmi hai
In ankhon ke piche hi toh fsse sbhi hai

Tu hakikat ya koi maya hai
Tujhe na koi Smjh paya hai
Kaisa ye khr ab tune mujpe Dhaya hai
Mitthi Batto me ghol ke
zehr ye Pilaya hai

Aisi ek dunia tujhe ab dikhayenge
Tujhe ab hum udna sikhayenge

Ha janta hu bat mene ye khi h
Jutha ho lekin pyar sahi h
Sach bolta hu bhul nhi paoge
Meri hi batto me tum dubkiyan lgaoge

Lekhak se pyar kbhi kr liya kro
Dil diya kro
Unki chattiyan pdh liya kro
Meri Sun liya kro

Teri kahani ye m sbko sunaunga
Kyu h tu devi? Ab sbko dikhaunga
Janta hu lekhk ki ummed kafi zyada hai
Kyunki Sacha pyar hai
na ki koi jutha wada hai

Teri sb Batte ab shbdo me utarenge
Tere mrne k bad bhi Tujhe zinda kra denge

Batte ye mene sari sach jo khi h
Dekho hum aaj fir se whi hai
Mano na Mano hume pyar kafi zyada hai
Ab zindgi bhr Tujhpe hi
likhne ka ye irada hai

Wqt hai zyada pr tumhari hi kmi hai
Kb smjhoge Ki Sacha pyar toh yhi hai
Kehna hai kafi lekin wqt ki kmi hai
Batte toh sarri Teri bhi shi hai

Unnkahi Batte meri sun liya kro
Lekhak se pyar kbhi kr liya kro

@harideepkaushik

thorn sedge May 24, 2021, 8:25 PM

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mene to bde he kareeb se dekha hea tumhe
batao zara uska kya haal hea
usne to chua hoga tumhe
lekin mene mehsus kiya hea
mere to kal me thum the
uske kal ka pata
abb tum uski dhaddkn ki awaaz ho
orr jo paa ke tod diya mera vo tum khwaab ho
hum dono ke beech me jo abb yea orr lagta hea
uska raaz mujhe batao naa
jo ved kehte ho khud ko
to tumhe bhoolna kaise hea uski dava likh ke jao naa
kabhi milne aate ho nhi
khi milne bulate ho nhi
tum hamesha se he itne dilchusp ho yaa hamara isme koi haath hea
tum pehele se he uske the yaa hamare chodne se yea halaat hea...

compact junco May 25, 2021, 6:34 AM

#

See my dp, you'll see what you wanted
Read my status, you'll feel what you desire

Abrix

wraith valve May 25, 2021, 7:42 AM

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I question your smile,
With my insecurities, and now I know

Now I know why
The drops of wine dripping down your lips
Were mere reflection
Of the tears falling off my cheeks, for you!

Now I know why
There’s ME in wholesome,
And I’ve never seen YOU
Crouching towards me, inside our cosy pillow castle

Now I know why
I was choked by those red hearts you were spamming,
Why
Because I was trapped in your heart,
The very chambers of your heart where I bled to death

Now I know why
Our vacations were vacant
With the absence of your presence
The other side of the table was cold, empty!

But I don’t know why
They call it walking a million mile
Together in love, hand in hand
When I was the only one walking those miles
Bare foot, to reach to you, but I couldn’t

The stairs to you are beyond my vision
And the lifts I couldn’t afford.

-$

thorn sedge May 25, 2021, 3:55 PM

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humble hill May 25, 2021, 4:22 PM

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Phir aaj shringaar ka bhog lgaa kar kya jataa rhi ho,
yun to hum pehle se hain tumhare pr ab kise bna rhi ho....

signal grove May 25, 2021, 4:50 PM

#

I am at the field of punishments
I can't see anything but all I feel is soul wrenching pain
Agony which makes me want to tear my skin apart
But alas I don't have a material body, I am long dead
All I can hear is the cry of all those souls who are experiencing cruel but just punishments for their crimes
From here, all I have is a urge to set myself free
But the sheer helplessness of my unworthy soul asks a question
"If given a chance how would you re-live your life?"

wraith valve May 25, 2021, 4:51 PM

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Mai likhta tha tere naam ki kavitayein
Mai gaata tha who geet jisme sargam thi teri
Maine tujhe un kahaniyon me kirdaar diye
Jinme jasbaat bhale na hoe, magar wafadari thi gehri.

-$

subtle dome May 25, 2021, 8:26 PM

#

Kaisi Taveez De Raha Hai
Iss Aalim Se Kaho
Mujhe Kudrat Ne Nhi,
ISHQ Ne Barbaad Kiya Hai...🙂

Aalim :- Gyaani (Scholar)

compact junco May 26, 2021, 3:24 AM

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Raat ko main so nahi pata, teri yaad aa jati hai
Din mein chain se reh nahi pata, teri yaad satati hai
Kya hua mujhe nahi pata, tune duri banai hai
Kya hoon main tujhe hai pata, phir kaisi yeh nadani hai

Tu hai meri main hoon tera, itna nahi kya kaafi hai
Jo mujhe chodke chali gayi tu, itni bhi kya majburi hai
Dekh jal raha hoon main pal pal, mil gyi tujhe shanti yeh
Tadpane mein aa raha hai tujhe maza, zinda nahi mujhme ab kuch baki hai

Mera dil hai tu, meri jaan hai tu
Yeh armaan hai tu, ek ehsaas hai tu
Meri jaan hai tu, meri shaan hai tu
Meri ardas bhi tu, meri namaz bhi tu
Mere din mein hai tu, meri raaton mein tu
Mere jazabaat mein tu, mere andaaz mein tu
Mera saath hai tu, Mere paas hai tu
Fir kyun nahi mere saath mein tu?

Tu nahi saath to kya hua, tera aks mere paas hi hai
Tu nahi meri to kya hua, teri saans to mere saath hi hai
Tu bhul gyi sab to kya hua, mujhe yaad to pal pal baat ki hai
Tu nhi paas to kya hua, teri ruh soti mere saath hi hai

Abrix

signal grove May 26, 2021, 3:56 AM

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When the calm night sky revolts
The sleep of comfort is disturbed
The earth shatters and spews out ash
And the skies rain out smoke

When the whole world is shaken
And skies ablaze
We will be left with no places to hide but just the cavern of death.

grave tendon May 26, 2021, 9:58 AM

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तीर तरकश में बचाके रखना
अक्सर बह्रमास्त्र अपनों पर ही चलाना पड़ता है

@harideepkaushik

humble hill May 26, 2021, 2:42 PM

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Kaisi ho Firoz,
Mai yaad hoon na,
Acha choro,
Sab kahiriyat hai na,
Us gali ka chaand ab niklata hai kya,
Wo churahe par khulfi milti hai na,
Batao na Firoz,
Acha tumhari chunri ka kinara sil gya kya,
Kya tum ab bhi wo tooti payal pehnti ho,
Achaa aur wo tumhare julfo se bhini si khusboo aati hai na,
Kaho na Firoz..
Kaisi ho...

grave tendon May 26, 2021, 4:57 PM

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Moksh :-

Kha hai mera mnn?
Kha hai meri sansse?
Kha hai mera dil?
Kha hai meri ratte?

Kaisi dil me aag hai tune funki
Ki Sab kuch jll rha hai
Sab Jall rha hai
Ye kaisi dhull hai tune jhonki
Ki Sab mujhe dikh rha hai
Mujhe dikh rha hai

Kuch pane ke liye hmehsa kuch karna pdta hai
Kyunki Swarg dekhne ke liye bhi toh marna pdta hai

Mujhe moksh dila do
Mujhe Rahh dikha do
Mujhe aag lga do
koi aag lga do
Mujhe moksh dila do
Mujhe rakh bna do

Tere hath me mera hath hai
Sallo se lmbi ek rat hai
Janne konsi awaj hai
Unkhi si koi bat hai

Kaisi Ye hwaiyen hai tune Chlayi
Ki Sab kuch udd rha hai
Sab kuch udd rha hai
Ye kaisi duniya hai tune dikhayi
Ki Sab kuch mitt rha hai
Sab kuch mitt rha hai

Nikal denge Ye Jeevan tere sath chlte chlte
Log mrne se itna drte, Ki jeena hi nhi shuru krte

Mujhe moksh dila do
Mujhe Rahh dikha do
Mujhe aag lga do
koi aag lga do
Mujhe moksh dila do
Mujhe rakh bna do

@harideepkaushik

signal grove May 26, 2021, 7:30 PM

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When the corpses are lit
And breathless finally find peace
The government rattles and churns up its own defeat

In the murky politics played by the demons
The innocent are sucked within

While every soul escapes
Away from this dirty plane of existence
Virtue takes a bigger hit

All these murders will be marked
And played at the trial
Against the illusional beings
For they will be prosecuted and shamed for eternity

The sinners ride the high wave
But soon the draught will hit
While the only thing left are their eternal sins

subtle dome May 26, 2021, 9:03 PM

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Ishq Asaan Tha Phir Bhi Naa Ho Sakaa Tumse,
Hijr Mushkil Thi Magar Khoob Nibhayi Tumne...🥀

compact junco May 27, 2021, 12:11 AM

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Dekh teri yaad mein, aaj bhi tadap raha hoon main
Dekh teri aas mein, aaj bhi bhatak raha hoon main
Jab nahi karna tha pyar, to kyun kareeb aai tu
Jab sab hi tha bekar, to paas mere kyun aai tu

Dekh ho raha main pareshan, bikhar raha hoon main
Dar dar ke ghut ghut ke, pal pal mar raha hoon main
Tere saath ka intezaar aaj bhi kar raha hoon main
Tere se kiya hua waada, aaj bhi nibha raha hoon main

Abrix

sonic trail May 27, 2021, 6:39 AM

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the sky is endless
as endless as the sea
most beautiful things in the world
are merely unseen
or rather untouched, unfathomed

a person can be anything
and he is my poetry
when I wake up the next morning
the first thought he is going to be
I can only hear him
and in his voice lies every beauty

he is a song, a timeless song
just like the one you hear on repeat
and smile at the lyrics because you can relate to everything

his voice is known to heal wounds
flowers bloom everywhere when he laughs
even at the arid places

his laugh is melodious
known to cure every pain
and when he laughs
my heart is cleaned with purity

I've seen rainbows in darkness
when he takes my name
his voice is the warmth of a cold night
or the greenery after rain

whoever he may be
he is more than a poetry
healer of broken hearts
peaceful and serene

he is unnamed, unknown and unseen.

And even today if you ask me
if there's something
that's the most beautiful
I've ever known,

It's his voice I've heard
and it will always be

@wordsofaaliya

wraith valve May 27, 2021, 6:45 AM

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It's a crime scene, my body
Blood all over the place,
Bones flesh, burns flash
Astounding disgrace!

-$ouvik

pseudo thistle May 27, 2021, 1:04 PM

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Freezing seductive breeze,
healing the ailing night.
Neurons are firing within while
the blunt; flirting with hormomes,
letting the soul reach tranquility.
Moon & stars vibing along, and
showering rays of ecstasy.
Time is relative, you never know,
when it's gonna be paced and slow.
And I ponder,
does the place care about my presence?
Silence is the only answer here.
Trying hard to spit out words,
express it all; the stored wrath & agony
but the mouth is mute & dumb.
There are answers or may be just
the direction to so many questions
which were locked inside and
nobody would know, where the key is!
Seems like the mind is traveling for good,
while sipping beer from the bottle,
lost in some manipulative psychedelic trance.
Or is it Lysergic acid diethylamide?

Suvam

thorn sedge May 27, 2021, 3:49 PM

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Mann hoga pareshan to meri paas aana

sab chale jaye phir bhi mujhe yaad karna;

logo ne bola dosti ki misal dene ko

ittefaq se bana dost aaj mera intezar kar raha.

velvet portal May 27, 2021, 4:25 PM

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The lockdown was first announced on 24th of march,
to the nearest grocery store of our house we charged.
Picked up everything that came in our sight,
didn't even think that someone might not get anything, whatever i'm doing is this even right?
Got my family a week's supply,
at night used to hear the nature's and families cry.
Some lost their job, some lost a friend, some lost a family member,
Everyone was equally affected, there was no discrimination on the basis of religion or gender.
Everything was under control the government pretended,
The lockdown..? yes it extended.
It's may and we still don't have a sturdy way.
To fight the pandemic who took our normal lives,
made us helpless and hide in our houses like a mice.
But being a mice isn't wrong bec that's what's needed at the moment or you're gone.
There's lack of oxygen and shortage of beds,
there's no place left to bury or burn the dead.
Can't believe people out there are still taking advantage in these tough times,
you have no idea how hard i'm trying to make this poem rhyme.
But let's not complain cause that won't help,
All i need from you is a simple thing
Go ask your neighbours if they're fine, ask them if they need smthn or just your time.
They prolly would say they'll manage on their own,
But it would make them believe one thing for sure that humanity is still alive it isn't gone.

haritaannsh

grave tendon May 27, 2021, 4:52 PM

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Devil in disguise :-

I feel I need defending
And I feel like reinventing
And in the world is ending
I'm the middle of the cause
So listen to the words
It started when I was young

I can't hear my own breathing
I know that they are judging
I just can't wait to be leaving
I just know there will be beatings
I'm helpless in the evening
Where would I go into the leafing?
I'm a boy in need of grieving
People feel so needy
But it's my life that's bleedin

I hope to take my life
And today's the night I die
You fricked up my own vibe
And broke me with your lies
I was lost into your eyes
Is it a lake, ocean or skies

I see your priorities
Don't worry, I changed mine
Maybe we'll do better
But there won't be next time
I was hoping for your hand
To enter in my life
Or maybe
That's a lie
You stabbed my heart at night
And made me compromise
I thought you were goddess
But you're just the devil in disguise

@harideepkaushik

wraith valve May 27, 2021, 5:11 PM

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A poem with words only starting with B-

Oh blimey!
Of bliss,
Beauty and
Beyond
My bird, borne
Bewitching,
All bright, but benevolent!

Beloved and blessed
With better business, or best
But bluffed away
Beneath a brisk of bloody barns

Never believed,
Blinded, blamed
Betrayed and busted

But been better
Brave and bountiful
Been beckoning
With breakthrough
Bravo! Bravo!

And brief
But bold, my bird
Brought brilliance
And bloomy bundle of benefits
Bit by bit, became big

Not blue, my blonde bird
Blending into black,
blazingly

My baby bird, hits a badass bull’s-eye!

-$ouvik

compact junco May 27, 2021, 6:06 PM

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Even after all these years,
All I've is YOU,
All you've is ME,
All we've is US,
All we cherish is eternity, not forever.

Abrix

signal grove May 27, 2021, 6:23 PM

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Hazy eyes peering through your brown dusky hair
I don't see myself in your eyes; because it would ruin the world that I see through them
When I speak my words bend towards you
When I try and sing the meaning tends towards you
You aren't the sunshine, you are the comfortable shade
You are the glistening brook to my arid shore
You are the time that I always like revisiting
But unlike time, you are always by my side
If you are not the Ms "right"
Then I don't know what's right.
Because you are the only one whome I marvel.

humble hill May 27, 2021, 7:10 PM

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thorn sedge May 27, 2021, 9:22 PM

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Jiska hak hai
usse hi milega
ishq hai chai nahin
jo sabko pila di jaye.

teri gali mein khade hai hum chai lekar
le ja apni chai mera dil dekar .

Bina badnami ke
nasha kiya karte hai
hum masum log
chai piya karte hai.

subtle dome May 27, 2021, 11:12 PM

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Mujhe Aksar Pade Milte Hai Tere Jhoot Raaston Par,
Kabhi Jab Khud Ke Pairon Mei Chubhe To Gaur Kar Lena...🌼

thorn sedge May 28, 2021, 2:58 AM

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Zaroori kaam karne log humse milne bhot aate hai,
Humse milne aate hai jo log vo hume baadlon se tumhara chehra bnate pate hai...

thorn sedge May 28, 2021, 4:02 AM

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thorn sedge May 28, 2021, 4:19 AM

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When you choose to be mine
my breathe goes undermine
please stay beneath my hand
lying down in my shadow

Your eye give me that vibe
time stops for me when i dive
our bond never gets older and
rejoyce sitting with you in an alphenglow.

humble hill May 28, 2021, 6:52 AM

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Uski baatein sabko acchi nahi lagti,
Wo baachi hai par bacchi nahi lagti,
Maine pucha tha unko chai ke liye,
Pagal ne keh dia mujhe chai acchi nahi lagti....

wraith valve May 28, 2021, 7:18 AM

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Mere kalam ki boli hai tu

Mere maathe par tere naaz ki sartaaj,

Tu wo kali jiske khusboo se

Mere sapno ke galiyon me bas tere he mohtaaj

sonic trail May 28, 2021, 7:23 AM

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after me
you'll meet people
whom you're going to love
more than anything
you have loved
before

after you
I'm going to meet people
whom I'll tell about you
how you have lived in my heart
longer than anything
that has lived
before

@wordsofaaliya

burnt coral May 28, 2021, 10:34 AM

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Kab tak daroge andhero se
Jab roshni tumhare andar hai
Ek baar ye sach to jaan lo
Fir kya aasman aur kya samndar hai💜

thorn sedge May 28, 2021, 11:12 AM

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Lafzoan ka khena ruk jana
bhool gaye hum palak jhapkana

dil taras raha hai dhadakne ko
bol raha hai teri haath mangne ko

waise to bol dete tumko,rukjaoona
ekbar humko dekhke bhi muskuraoona

Aankein khuli to yaad aya,mai to tha
teri yaadon ki nashe mein khoya hua.

grave tendon May 28, 2021, 11:12 AM

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Janne anjane me bat jo kh jati ho
Janno ye janno na, bs khti rho

Kabu Kho Jane do
Battein bhh Jane do

Mnn ho toh snng mere chl liya kro
Unkhi Batte meri Sunn liya kro

@harideepkaushik

signal grove May 28, 2021, 12:13 PM

#

The heavens rained golden ichor
And the deepest bowels of hell spewed out heinous ash
For the worst crime known to humanity was committed
Someone hung by the ceiling and took their own life.

trim crow May 28, 2021, 12:15 PM

#

Some of my best friends never say a word
I have never seen them
Yet I hear their voices in my head
They know all about me without saying
They just appear as dark pictures in my dreams but I can feel them even with my eyes open.
They often take over my conscience
Make me think over topics and I end up feeling vulnerable
Make me push people even when I don't wanna loose them
Make me do things I wouldn't do in my right state of mind
But still I call them my best friends cause they never left me
They stayed in my mind when no one was there
They indirectly gave me the strength to fight.

wraith valve May 28, 2021, 12:34 PM

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A short note!

Everyone in this world is seeking happiness, but none secures consummate and lasting happiness. Life comes to an end in the pursuit of happiness, which recedes farther and farther.

We are in no way better than a goat engaged in feeding on grass and shortly going to fall a victim to the butcher’s knife. Employed as we are at the present moment, eating and drinking, looking after our children, maintaining our family, preserving and promoting our wealth and domination, elevating our authority, securing our exaltation, we are not finding time to examine our existence even for a moment.

What you have to accomplish in this life is to get rid of this ignorance, to cross the obnoxious ocean of mundane existence. Take it for certain that you are not the material and transient body, you are the spirit consisting of truth, consciousness and bliss. Gratify all and be happy.

-$ouvik

grave tendon May 28, 2021, 3:53 PM

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काँटों से डर नहीं लगता अब
मैने फ़ूलो से झख्म खाए है

signal grove May 28, 2021, 5:17 PM

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Adhure pyaar Kai Kate har kadam chunbte
Har rath bas usikai sapnai
Har gujarta samay bas usi ki yaad dilata
Aur dil yeh sawal puchta
Ki kya hota agar mai uskai sath hota

regal cargo May 28, 2021, 5:45 PM

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"Pars magna bonitatis est velle fieri bonum."
-Lucius Annaeus Seneca

The above phrase translates to ‘Much of goodness consists in wanting to be good’, and as elementary a thought it may seem to be at first glance, I believe that it is the toughest path to take- so much so, that I have only met a handful of people who dare to tread here. One of these stalwart people once told me that the world needs more kindness, and that got me to thinking- what is it that prevents mankind from being kind? We all know, and are aware, of the concept of righteousness, yet we ignore terrible things that happen around us every single day. We are all guilty of this. Basic human rights have been outright slaughtered in front of our eyes, and what most of us do are walk by- pretending that nothing happened. We acknowledge that these issues exist- but unfortunately have stopped right here. Is this because among the struggles of everyday life, we have lost the will or interest of being good? As much as my hope in mankind refuses to believe this, each day a new boulder is tossed towards this wall of hope, and I’m not sure how long it will be able to hold up. I don’t intend to question the goodwill of mankind, there are people who are putting their blood and sweat together to build the utopia we all dream and talk about. What I intend to do is to urge people to start- no matter how minimal the concern may be. It is only by the act of being kind that one can realise that there is much more to life than appears to be. A conglomerate of benevolent deeds done meticulously will bring to us what joy is all about- goodness.

fickle drum May 28, 2021, 7:06 PM

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Dear You,

“I don’t want to give you hopes”, you said this casually before parting ways with me. Hope is a mistake; if you can’t fix what’s broken, you will go insane. I am afraid I won’t be able to get over you. When I looked into your eyes, I knew I was home. I am not okay and I don’t think I will be eventually too. Love approached me at an unexpected moment, pretending to be something ordinary. We shared a great and probably more than friendship but guess you just kept your guards a little high, perhaps my love and affection couldn’t penetrate it. I fell in love with you two seconds after I saw you. You have the most beautiful eyes, the kind to get lost in and guess I even did. I try not to look at you too much or I won’t be able to take my eyes off you at all. My love was so big, so strong, it never died, never faded; Love I would fight for. It is a fact and we both know that no matter what you do, I would still love you. There doesn’t passes by a time when I don’t miss your smile, your eyes & your voice. The heavens open every time you smile. They say time heals all wounds but broken hearts aren’t that simple. I am happy but only till everyone else goes home. Maybe all this waiting for one-true-love stuff gets you nowhere. I want you to know that there will be a piece of you in me, always. There aren’t a lot of good things around. For me, you’re my first and only love. I am not very good. Alone and not knowing what to do next. I am not lonely because you walked away. I am because, watching my world fall apart and all I can do is stare blankly. It hurts, maybe why they call it crushes. It wasn’t over. It still isn’t over. - Utkarsh

subtle dome May 28, 2021, 10:45 PM

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Jaise Do Mulkon Ko
Ek Sarhad Alag Karti Hui,

Waqt Ne Khat Aisa Khincha
Mere Uss Ke Darmiyaan....🖤

thorn sedge May 29, 2021, 1:02 AM

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Ke khusiyon ki saari batti bhujakr tumhare yadon ke jugnuo se sara ghar apna ujagar kardu,
Raat raat bhar nind naa aye or sara bistar bhigakr saagar kardu...

thorn sedge May 29, 2021, 3:31 AM

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Cycle bhi pehechanti thi
mohabbat ki rahein
chain uttarti thi toh
usi ke mohalle mein

kya haseen ittefak tha
teri gali mein aane ka
kisi kaam se aaye the
aur kisi kaam ke nahi rahe.

uski yaad ayi hai
saanse zara aahista chalo
dhadkano ko bhi ibadat mein
khalal padhta hai.

lucid iris May 29, 2021, 9:41 AM

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"It is life that comes with an expiry date, not love" - said someone with a broken heart

stoic horizon May 29, 2021, 10:40 AM

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Aao ik baar lot chale ,
Us bachpan ki khani mei

Kashti apni chalti thi
Galiyo mei behte paani mei

Barsat mei dil khil jaata tha
Chhato se na koi naata tha

Badal se boond tapakti thi
Mei aaaa kr ke pee jaata yha ,

Peti mei apne khoob khilone
Toote to lage rone dhone,

Hm maasoom se muskaate the
Pr shaunk se natkhat khate the ,

Papa jab biscut laate the ,
Chutki mei khammm mr jaate the

Or shaktimaan jab aata tha ,
Hum fatt se ghar ko aate the,

Sunkr hm jo so jaate the
Khaani sunai vo naani ne

Or kashti apni chalti thi
Galiyo mei behte paani mei ,

grave tendon May 29, 2021, 7:12 PM

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Jo tasvir tune kichi thi
Wo tasvir ab muje kichti h

lament forum May 29, 2021, 9:06 PM

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Haste raha kro chahe kitna hi gaam kyu na ho
Kyuki log khilta hua gulab apnate hai murjha hua thukra dete hai

thorn sedge May 30, 2021, 5:53 AM

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..DESIRE..
You are the source of fire
Trust me I am not a liar
Just give me a chance by saying YES
I want to be your DESIRE...

I wanna see you smiling
Even when I am dying
Assuming you in a happy place
I want to be your DESIRE...

Always sit beside me
I want you to be my diary
Together we face all ups and downs
I want to be your DESIRE...

We both will touch the end
Which no human has imagined yet
We will shout and yell aloud
To break the serious silence around

I know that I have lost you
several times I fought with you
cause I was a stupid then
but now I badly want you back as you are my DESIRE..

grave tendon May 30, 2021, 9:05 AM

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Apne razz ko mujse Chipa de
Kya kya chipaya h ye toh Dikha de

wraith valve May 30, 2021, 12:05 PM

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बेजुबान से हम, कहीं दूर खड़े थे
और मेरे फ़िक्र-ए-आंगन में तेरी ज़िक्र के नूर बडे थे
भीगी जुल्फें उनकी, मेरे रग में इश्क-ए-बहार लाती थी
पीछे के दरवाजे से इतराकर जब वो बहार आती थी

लौट आ वापस, तुझमे मेरे गुररूर अड़े थे
बेजुबान से हम, कहीं दूर खड़े थे

-$ouvik

fickle drum May 30, 2021, 12:08 PM

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Spread me apart, Lick me with your tongue, Grab my sides, and Eat mah cream - OREO cookie

grave tendon May 30, 2021, 4:10 PM

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Chahat, fikar, sadgi, wafa,
Ab toh sb hai tumse khfa

thorn sedge May 30, 2021, 5:04 PM

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Hosh rehene tak
saans chalne tak
tumko hi chahunga
yaadon mein aaunga

Dil ki khuaish
tu karle aazmaish
hum tumhare sanam
nirantar 7 Janam.

dawn mortar May 30, 2021, 5:58 PM

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The nights we spent
and the mornings we slept
this is the moment
I've treasured and kept

I dreamt of us
holding hands
yet, the reality showed me
you held of someone else

Soon I'll be replaced
soon I'll be forgotten
still I wish
memories with you
wont turn rotten

As days have passed
you've got things good and new
As days will pass
I'll be like morning dew
shall be forgotten in days or few

I cried in front of you
cuz it was you who I wanted
you took it as a joke
and I was taken for granted

The bond we had was the spring I wished
would stay
Yet the autumn had to come
and beauty had to fade away

For you I was like a play
I realized, when you left me
in middle of the bay
I wont come back
cuz I know
you don't want me to stay.
I'll leave for the best
as now my heart needs
to heal and rest .😌

thorn sedge May 31, 2021, 1:58 AM

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Jindegi ha naadan sa
hamare liya anjaan sa

har avsar ka upyog karna
har parisththi ka ahubhab milna

har taraf khushiyan failana
mann mein sabke phool khilana

bhavnao ka mishran hona
majboori mein khushiyan tyaagna

aakrosh mein shant rehna
dukhoon mein dil behelana

prakriti ka samman karna
hawao se baatein karna

mrityu ke baad, nazara kisne jaana
ek hi toh hai zindegi,dilse hai jeena.

-Seoul33

grave tendon May 31, 2021, 3:47 AM

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Kahani bdal rhi hai meri
Ye sajish teri hogi

thorn sedge May 31, 2021, 4:51 AM

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Mea dil lagaye rehta hu mea dillon se door bda rehta hu,
Bahar mere savera hai khaa rha mujhe andr he andr teri yaadon ka andhera hai,
Jll rhi abb bhi ik umeed ki joti hai sbr rakh aa rha hu mai tu kyu itna roti hai,
Teri awaazon ko awaazon se badal rha hu mai tune thokr mari abb bhi smbhal rha hu mai,
Me dil lagaye rehta hu mea dillo se dur bda rehta hu,
(One of many incomplete pieces)

wraith valve May 31, 2021, 8:31 AM

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U felt like a beautiful ornament
That may have never suited me

U felt like a pearl necklace
That choked me nearly to death

U felt like a diamond ring
Beaten to death again inside the boxing ring

U felt like a marble floor
Slipped my way and broken ribs

U felt a million stars above
Far fetched and never to be reached

U felt like expensive champagne
But never been cheered for a victory

U felt like all these above
And u felt like tragedy,
Weary of thoughts
That made me do this parody.

-$ouvik

grave tendon May 31, 2021, 12:05 PM

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Tum wapis yha aaye ho kuch Rh gya hoga
Jo tumne ye naya mkan bnaya tha woh bhi Dhh gya hoga
Meri hi trah woh bhi ye gumm Sh gya hoga
Woh tumse kuch Kh gya hoga
Ya fir meri hi trah chup rh gya hoga

lament forum May 31, 2021, 12:30 PM

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मोहब्बत कब होजाए क्या पता
हादसे पूछ कर नही हुआ करते

thorn sedge May 31, 2021, 1:40 PM

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Dhund toh lete apne pyaar ko hum
shehar mein bheed itni bhi na thi
lekin rok di talash humne
kiyuki woh khoye nahin,badal gaye the.

band kar diye hai
humne toh darwaje ishq ke
par kambakth teri yaadein toh
Daraaron se bhi chali aati hai.

likhna toh tha khush hu
tere bager bhi
aansu magar kalam pe
pehele hi gir gaya.

-seoul33

grave tendon May 31, 2021, 8:29 PM

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Roya nhi jnaze pe toh.. katil
Hsa nhi bchkano pe toh ..zahil
Kese uljhaya h tune ...shatir
Kis kis se uljha m tere ..khatir

Tu or teri sb chije yad hai
Dekh isliye hi toh hum barbad hai

Tujse na milkar bhi tera khyal rkhta hu
Mere jehen me bhot sare swal rkhta hu

thorn sedge May 31, 2021, 8:42 PM

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Am sisyphus of the modern city,
In a loud world, where silence is pretty,
Filled with hardship and sarcastic witty,
Alone I walk in this tainted city.

Every rain made me so raw,
'tis so onerous to stare in abyss,
More I unravel, distanced I grow,
'tis so petrifying to be gazed by abyss.

So scared I am of upcoming torture,
So tired I am of existing fortune;
Long I walk to the hill of deads,
Loosing hopes, all that was left.

On the very cliff of dying morrow,
My father told me to have no sorrow,
"If only you find the light of God,"
"All your suffering won't be broad."

I see, all my anxiety bowing almighty,
I see, the light of God clearing my odds,
Now that I believe my father's words,
Even in abyss I fly free as blue birds.

Though, am sisyphus of this tainted city,
Though cursed it is, so cruelly grey, this city,
But light of God will brighten me,
Brighten me to make it pretty,
Because 'Am sisyphus of the modern city.

july in april

sonic trail Jun 1, 2021, 8:29 AM

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𝘶𝘴𝘬𝘪 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘶𝘬𝘩𝘪 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘪
𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘪
𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘪 𝘴𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘪 𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘮𝘦
𝘶𝘴𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢 𝘫𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘪
𝘱𝘢𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘩 𝘬𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘫𝘩𝘴𝘦
𝘸𝘰𝘩 𝘬𝘪𝘵𝘯𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘪
𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘯𝘦 𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘦-𝘳𝘦𝘩𝘮𝘪 𝘴𝘦
𝘥𝘪𝘭 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘯𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘬𝘩𝘢𝘺𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘪
𝘶𝘴𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘭 𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘳
𝘴𝘢𝘣 𝘬𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘣𝘪𝘬𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘢 𝘨𝘢𝘺𝘢
𝘱𝘺𝘢𝘢𝘳 𝘣𝘩𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘭 𝘶𝘴𝘴𝘦
𝘦𝘬 𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘧𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘢 𝘨𝘢𝘺𝘢...

@wordsofaaliya

valid yarrow Jun 1, 2021, 3:37 PM

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_गलती जिसकी भी हो,
सर अपना झुकाएगा कौन ?
तुम रूठों, मै भी रूठ जाऊं,
तो फिर मनाएगा कौन ?

माना थोड़ी बोहत गलतियां होती हैं जिंदगी में,
पर यूंही भूलते जाओगे तो याद दिलाएगा कौन?

किस बंधन में उलझ रहे हो ये बतलाएगा कौन ?
तुम नही सुलझाओगे तो सुलझाएगा कौन?

थोड़ा मुश्किल है चलना यहां,
पर अब इन ऊंच नीच से भी घबराओगे तो आगे बढ़ाएगा कौन ?

राहों में मिले मुसाफिरों से, साथ चलना सीख गए
जब निकले आगे उनसे, तो मुड़ कर देखना भूल गए,

यूं धुन में चलते जाओगे तो रास्ता दिखायेगा कौन ?
तुम नहीं जताओगे तो प्यार जताएग कन ?_

grave tendon Jun 1, 2021, 4:35 PM

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Bs ek hi bat yad rkhiye
Bs apni niyat saf rkhiye

signal grove Jun 1, 2021, 5:19 PM

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Pain flaring form the defeated bodies
Their blood; now part of the earth
The wasted life of several sprawled across the battlefield
War and time gifting the present with destruction
And tainting the future with blood and sorrow
So row and reap the benefits of war because there are none
The wars won't stop until the bodies pile, until the dead outnumber the living
And then the truth will dawn upon humanity
No wars it had ever won
It only wove a trap to its defeat.

lament forum Jun 1, 2021, 7:46 PM

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तेरी ही बनाई हुई दुनिया में

कोई तुझसा क्यों नही मिलता

fickle drum Jun 1, 2021, 9:27 PM

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My mother once told me love was dying for that person over and over again and still feeling your heart race at the sight of their smile.
But it isn’t. Not my love.
Love was feeling your presence around me and feeling my entire body radiate warmth. It was running late at night trying to disappear when I realized how in love with you I truly was. Love was needing you to hold me when I thought that the blood in my veins would spill over from feeling too much all at once. Love was getting high in the pouring rain with you next to me and still feeling sunshine pour over me. Love was seeing you in tears and feeling my entire body naturally comfort you with no hesitation. Love was peaceful.
I know love in a past tense. Love was all of you running through me like a marathon. I don’t have too many details about something so inexplicable.
But heartbreak. Heartbreak is present tense.
Heartbreak is looking at the ocean no longer admiring it’s beauty but thinking about jumping in. Never coming back up. Heartbreak is hearing your name and my whole body breaking- each bone slowly breaking with how much pain radiating through me. Heartbreak was loving you. Heartbreak is you constantly coming back and hurting me over and over again. Heartbreak is me dying for you slowly and you stepping over me like I was just concrete.

Untill next time!

thorn sedge Jun 2, 2021, 6:50 AM

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Today, while i was taking a stroll at my terrace,lightning struck just ten metres away from me in the next building.I didnt feel it totally since i was watching something on youtube but i remeber the whole sky above my head turned to a metallic whitish color,and an extremely loud thud that shook my entire body.

At the moment when it happened, i didnt really think much about it since i was busy watching the video,just a thought of "i was lucky today" passed by.

Now,before i go further I'd like to tell about my perception of death.Death has been something that i have been fearful about since long.,in fact it is at the top if my list of greatest fears.It has some part to do with the pain of dying but mostly its because of a fear of missing out the amazing things (i assume) that the future could have and partly also because i dont believe in the concept of afterlife and so the thought of something alive with consciousness just vanishing from existence in an instant seems extremely unsettling to me.

#

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After a few minutes when i came back home i thought about the what i had planned in a long time the things about if death came to me sometimes just to pass time mostly.I had thought that if i was to die the next moment i would flash all the best memories that i could gather in my mind all at once and maybe think once about all the people who value to me.I had also planned of writing some things that i wouldve wanted to say to people but couldn't in a diary so that people could read them mostly to giv emyself a sense of closure.

Obviously,i had thought about all these previously very lightly mostly its just that now i thought deeper about it.I also thought about what if i wasnt lucky today and i died.Surprisingly to me,it didn't fill me with much fear as I would've thought but seemed more hysterical to me.I found it hysterical because all those things i had planned for hours were all just in vain and it wouldve been the most unexpected death to me.All of it over in a flash while i was laughing out loud watching a youtube video.When i thought about it,death didn't seem as bad as i thought of it previously.I mean theres the misery my loved ones wouldve been in.But that wasnt the reason for my fear of death i feared it for selfish reasons.

And now it seemed as if my mind itself was lying to me all this time.It felt as if i was lying to myself about the fear.Something i was so sure about myself was false? It put me into a dilemma.Death just seemed as natural as life at that moment but how could i be so wrong about my own fears.Well,they say lightning doesn't strike the same place twice so i guess i have ample amount of time to solve the dilemma and then update my list of greatest fears..

grave tendon Jun 2, 2021, 9:16 AM

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Millions upon Millions of cells compete to create life for generations after generations until finally your mother meet your father ...a man she had every reason to hate and out of that contradiction against unfathomable odds ....its you ..only ....you ...that emerged to distill so specific a form from all that chaos is like turning air into gold ....a miracle...which can be only performed by a supernova ...so rare yet happening right in front of me ....I could never want someone as much as I want you ...even if you break my heart that will be a privilege for me to get my heart broken by you ....I want you every ticking minute .....you and I met against all odds even if it was a random I dont wanna belive it was ...cause I need you as much as I need oxygen for living ...beacuse I am just in....I......I love......I love you

(Something I never got to say to you)

@harideepkaushik

lament forum Jun 2, 2021, 12:01 PM

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लड़कियों को माल कहने की जगह
लड़कियों को मान दीजिए
लड़कियों को सामान कहने की जगह
लड़कियों को सम्मान दीजिए

silent grail Jun 2, 2021, 12:37 PM

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I call you beautiful
you blush.
Not seeing the beauty i see, blood rushes to your cheeks
bursting misplaced flattery hidden intentions
and the fact that an emotionally abusing mother embedded in your brain.

There's nothing extraordinary about you, got this message from her mother
now she's treating you the same
So you blush
and you ask me what it is i see in you?
If i could wish for one thing, it would be to learn that cool eye gouging move you see in those "Kill bill" movies
so i can take my own eye out and place it in your hands, so you can truly see
past the gory to the glory that is you.
and you's totally freak out and say "OH MY GOD BABY, you just totally took out your own eye!!"

And i replied with a goofy smile, it's okey
god saw fit to bless me with two, i have a spare.
i would kiss your lips as if your skin were made of braille, i don't wanna feel you up
let me fill you out
breathing joy in form of helium into your lungs
let you tongue be a broken barometer spinning fast judging how high we can float
on past skylines we'd hang and coat the night with our shine
omitting a light so bright meme mortals would look up and call you VENUS
i call you Aphrodite, my north star
when i get lost in traffic jam labyrinth look into your eyes and heaven's not to far.

you ask me what it is i see in you
i reply besides all the things i just feel inside, you are by far the first women on the face of this earth that has the ability to make this black-man* blush.

compact junco Jun 2, 2021, 4:21 PM

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आगे आगे तू… पीछे मैं रहूँ, मेरी बाहें थाम ले,
जैसा चाहे तू वैसा मैं बनूं, तुझसा बना मुझे||

Unknown

grave tendon Jun 2, 2021, 4:52 PM

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Blood on my white tee :-

Escape is a lie
Please don't be so shy
You and your eye
Are always nearby
I tried to deny
But I was always so high
I said I won't cry
But It's time to say goodbye

"Please let me go"
Go ahead and scream
"This ain't reality"
Baby it's a dream

If I am wrong, then come Right me
Ain't seeing truth, then come Fight me

Cloths of the royal
Blood on my white tee
Soaked in the oil
Can somebody light me

Time flowing like a river
You were my pebble
But no matter how hard I try
The current doesn't change
Time is deadly, it's a fever
I am empty vessel
It's boiling oil, making me fry
Time is like a maze

I know all your secrets
I know all your lies
I know all your games
I see your disguise

Oh I am not real or I might be
Not a vampire but go ahead and bite me

Blood on my white tee
I am a liar
Can somebody light me
On a fire

Dark energy excites me
Blood on my white tee

@harideepkaushik

subtle dome Jun 3, 2021, 12:27 AM

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Gale se phir bhi lgana magar juda rehna
Kisi se kuch bhi na kehna lekin khafa rehna,

Koi yakeen nahi hai gulaab jaison ka
Ishq iss baar jo karna toh Bewafa rehna....🖤

hollow trellis Jun 3, 2021, 6:14 AM

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Ajj bhi khidki par baithkar tujhe yaad karta hu,
Shaamko chai ke sath tumhari tasveer dekhta hu,
Kon kambhakt kehta hai ki yeh pyaar dhoka hai,
Isne ab tak mujhe durr rehne se roka hai

Galti nahi vishwas kiya mene,
Pyaar ke sath dosti bhi nibhaii mene,
Ab jab tumne usse chun hi liya hai,
Lauta de vo saare lamhe jo mene tujhe diye hai...

thorn sedge Jun 3, 2021, 12:49 PM

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Alfaz bhi kam parenge kehene mein
koshishien bhi kam parenge samjhane mein

ye dosti hai ya nasha hai dekho bhai
chai tu peeta hai aur taazgi mujhe mil jaye.

pareshaaniyo ko sambhalna sikhana
khushi aur dukh mein nirantar sath rehna

teri dosti bhar deta hai kaleje mein thandak
mehefil badal jaye,nibhayenge aankhri saans tak.

-Seoul33

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Dilemma everywhere, dilemma everywhere
Life is stucked somewhere

Lot's of opinion to hear lot's of things to say
But still I am not finding my way

Everything looks a bit blurred and unclear
Life is so dilemmatic, there is nothing to cheer

What to do and what not to do it's not explicit
I want my fortune to lead me on new path but it should be licit

Many unturned pages of life are still to be revealed
Let's see where my destiny takes me in a battlefield.

grave tendon Jun 3, 2021, 3:52 PM

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What if :-

What if we never went on our separate ways
Will we have a world of our own?

What if the world ends today
Will you step into my doors?

What if I send you my writings
Will you write me back?

What if I played your last voice note
Will it play the tune of our love?

What if I called you today
Will you pick up my call?

What if I dance in your rain
Will you dance in my flames?

What if the night never ends
Will you stay by my side?

What if I hug you tight
Will you find a world in my arms?

What if ....what if...

What if you are meant to be mine
Will you give me all of your time?

@harideepkaushik

lament forum Jun 3, 2021, 4:12 PM

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आज कल के निब्बा निब्बी
खुदको तो संभाल नही पा रहे है
और बच्चे संभालने की बात करते है

thorn sedge Jun 3, 2021, 9:35 PM

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Mutual Admiration

You are a part
Of this great mutual admiration phenomenon.
You look up to the stars.
And the stars look up to you.

Whenever you feel lonely,
You look at them for company,
And they gracefully gaze back.

Whenever you seek that little assurance,
You give them a questioning glance,
and they twinkle in approval.

When no one listens to you,
they lend you their generous ears,
And when no one loves at your lame jokes,
One of them falls in polite acknowledgement.

regal temple Jun 3, 2021, 11:38 PM

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Aaj fir teri yaadein savere se pareshan karne lagi, dhuye ka badal fir mandra gya aur inn aankhon me ek nami si aa gayi.
Lafz kam pad rhe hai aur jazbaat umad rahe hai.
Aaj fir sham nashe me hogi aur nasha tu hogi. Bas neend uska koi pta nahi, lagta hai tum unhe le ke kahi ojhal ho gayi ho. Logon ko lagta hai ye aankhen nashe me laal hai, ab ye nasha hai, neend hai ya aansu, Pta nahi...

thorn sedge Jun 4, 2021, 1:39 AM

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padhke alfaaz mere
wo keheti hai acha likhte ho
lekin usko kon bataye ke
likhne ka karan bhi tum hi ho.

Neend ko toh aaj bhi
shikwa hai meri aakhon se
maine aane nhi diya usko
teri yaad se pehele.

grave tendon Jun 4, 2021, 3:46 AM

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Fisal gyi hoti, toh utha bhi leta
Nazzron se gir gyi thi, kya hi karta

hollow trellis Jun 4, 2021, 7:46 AM

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Best Friends

Not how bad we always fight,
Not the words we say we always mean,
Time is the one that always heals,
I'll call in the evening let's meet.

Its a year of mess, there's still togetherness,
Memories are real so are the roasts,
Those were the nights with beer and ghosts.

Sitting on the window with the photograph so dusty,
Missing you my all time junkie,
We aren't friends but family.

humble hill Jun 4, 2021, 9:34 AM

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Mai likhna bhool gya tujhe likhte hue,
Tere naam ka aakhri shabd bhi fanna ho gya,
Roz chai pe milte to ho mujhe,
Pr ab tum gair se lagte ho tumhe ye kya ho gya....

lunar stirrup Jun 4, 2021, 4:49 PM

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Time Will Heal Everything

To the minds with anxiety in it,
it's time to figure out lightning within.
You have shine that lights the whole world,
It's time to find out difference in between,
your true self and the mask you wear,
to finally wipe away your hidden tears,
to set alight your passion and desires,
open the gates to the wonderful journey, my dear.
You've got that flare in your eyes,
now you just have to find the true guise
of thy self to love the eternal universe
now you just have to endure and rise.

valid yarrow Jun 4, 2021, 4:51 PM

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_One heart feels the same like another?
And.. when I woke up,
It wasn't 3 o'clock yet.
Rainy clouds shaded my eyes,
The longing is not good for us;

They say,
One heart feels the same like another,
So have you ever felt?
When the moon left the night
How the night must feel?

Loneliness is inside us.
And doesn't leave us for a while.
If the hearts feels the same,
Have you become alone as me?_

grave tendon Jun 4, 2021, 5:52 PM

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My funeral :-

I want to scream
I want to cry
I want to live
I want to die

If I behaved the way you behaved
Would you love me?
If I treated you the way treated me
You would hate me?

Evil in me, I feel so addicted
like the same thought I predicted

Walking up these dark stairs
All I have are nightmares
You are coming out of a lair
And I am going nowhere

Thought you would get away with it?
Thought I would never come to this?

I will be at my funeral

Now that I know better
It's all that matters

I burned him
I buried him
I drilled him
I killed him

And I will be dead and alive
At the same time
I will be all mine
In my deep ocean I will dive

Don't need saving from you
I need saving from me
Please come and help
No wait just let me be

I will be at my funeral

Now that I know better
It's all that matters

I won't need anymore of your med
And finally nobody would kill me
Cause I would already be dead

@harideepkaushik

sonic meadow Jun 4, 2021, 5:55 PM

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Tapti in aankhon mei se
aansu ki aag tapte
pathrili raahon pr se ghaav paeron mei saaf chhalke
Sach ki Deewarein dekh hum sab kyu udaas lagte?
kya humko haq ni KHUSHIYAAN lene ki udhaar sabse..?

kya Shartein tab bhi laagu jab sauda ho saanson ka,
kehne ko kehdu kya mai hu moorat bss raazon ka,
jo sakta Dekh sab kehne mei prr dikkatein bhot
aur bolu jo agar toh kya khuda mujhse naraaz hoga??

issi soch mei doob ke
khada ekaaant mei
shaant sa mai
aur bekaar mei lakh baar mai
dekhta Mai , nakaam mai

Kaafir

hollow trellis Jun 4, 2021, 8:01 PM

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Vo din tha jab tu mere sath tha,
Kya scene ka call tha,
Tu kaha hai dhundh raha hu mei,
Tara ban hume kyu ched raha hai

Teri hasi pe humari jaan kurbaan thi,
Aur yeh dosti par sab kurbaan hai,
Jaane tu kaha chale gaya,
Tara ban hume chedne aagaya

Tu akela nahi tha bhai mere,
Sath hai hum sab dost tere,
Vo din nahi lautenge saare,
Aur tu tara ban hume ched mat re.

Tu wapas humare sath ayega,
Zindagi hume phirse ek banayega,
Upar bhi apna bhai machayega,
Par kyu tu tara ban hume ched raha

Bass yaad aati hai sabko teri gandu

Friendship is the strongest bond that never dies and can never be forgotten. Love all your friends. Cheers

thorn sedge Jun 5, 2021, 4:28 AM

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Please stay with me
let the bird's wings free

watching the meadow
together in one shadow.

is it so easy to leave
is it so hard to forgive

think it one more time
don't leave,making me undermine.

grown with you
dreams are few

one of them is you
left with drizzle and dew.

signal grove Jun 5, 2021, 7:36 AM

#

Through the thick crowds of ghouls and witches
Through the trenches of dilapidated cities
Through the caves and mountains of unrest
I run to find peace
But the storm marching rampant within me incites resent and anger
Now I am fleeing away from myself into unknown lands of horror
The defiant roar of defeat is all I hear
The prospect of death is all I fear
But lamenting won't bear me sweet fruit
Because everything that life demands is a bitter truth

thorn sedge Jun 5, 2021, 10:31 AM

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Planting trees plenty
Making air healthy

Remove soil erotion
avoid pesticide deposition

the natural world
air,water and land

where everyone live
Is our environment.

Happy World Environment Day.
Seoul33

grave tendon Jun 5, 2021, 10:45 AM

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Antariksh :-

Thoda sa pyar mujhe tu bhi Karle
Aake mere pas mujhe bahon me bharle

Fir baho me Sulana... wahiii
Mujhkoo jgaanaa... naahiiii
Mrne lgu agar m
Toh mujhko bachana ....naahiiii

Duri hokr bhi kitni najdiki hai
Pas hokr bhi kitni duri hai
Tere juth ne ki
Kaisi Ye majburi hai

Na Janne kyu mujhe tujse pyar hai
Teerr sare tere, mere sine ke par hai

Antariksh badhta ja rha hai
Kya tu sb sach sun pa rha hai?
Wada jo kiya tha mujhse
Tod diya na usse

Tu Aisi toh nhi thi
Fir aisa kyu kr gyi?
Shyd kafi Aisi Batte thi
Jo tune na khi
Chlo Fir bhi, koi nhi
Jo bhi hua whi shi
Agr puri krni ho Batte
Toh m milunga yhi

Ab humare bich woh Batte nhi rhi
Chl antariksh me Kho jate hai khi

Agli dunia me jb milenge
Mujhe yu chod ke jana nhi
Kuch khenge, kuch sunege
Batte woh bhi sun lena jo rh gyi unkhi

Tujse milne roj antariksh me jata hu
Teri yaddon me m wha Kho jata hu
Chup chap dravne spno me so jata hu
Iss trh m hr roj antariksh me Kho jata hu

@harideepkaushik

lunar stirrup Jun 5, 2021, 1:03 PM

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We bind ourselves to the ardour
we find the light lurking from the shadows
we demolish the fear, the timidity
whenever me meet, whenever we greet
the kisses we did, the promises we made
how we know, never going to accomplish
yet we muster
burning fires inside our spirits
lightening the sham world
pushing each other to the limits!

thorn sedge Jun 5, 2021, 2:31 PM

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In the shadow of sunset
We stood at the docks,wild and wet

Our hearts crashing with the waves
For it's losing what it craves

The hands locked with passion
Wishing for every movement of traction

I pray for our memories to be lost as the feel of today I love the most

I remember the promise of our Paradise
What you were living for the voice
You know the cost but I paid the price
Now I sleep with a thousand knives

For the moment we kissed
I wish that you'll stay
For in the silence that I witnessed
I think I heard you pray

With eyes and sighs
and trembling smiles
That you wish the same
But you played the Wiser game

For when the sun soaked my cries
We live on and away with the lies..

grave tendon Jun 6, 2021, 3:46 AM

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Ab usko fark nhi padta
M sou ya jagu
M pas aau ya bhagu
M Hsu ya M rou
M milu ya khou
Ab usse fark nhi padta

burnt coral Jun 6, 2021, 7:58 AM

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Koi aisa dhoondo jo bura waqt
aane par haath chhode nahi,
Haath aur kas kar pakad le🍂

signal grove Jun 6, 2021, 5:05 PM

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To the delighted dawn break
To the slow to rise sun
To the chirping birds
Witness the beauty of my love
To the beautiful valleys
To the silent brook flowing ever so softly
Witness the miracle that I call love

thorn sedge Jun 6, 2021, 5:54 PM

#

Our pride

She has been discriminated since times,
To survive here she has to face a lot of crimes

You misguide her,you play with her
You mess with her identity,you timid betrayer

To humiliate her you never leave a chance to miss
But remember she has ability to turn you into piece

She has ability to hide all of the pain and to heal
But at the same time she can force you to sit on kneel

She always feel difficulty and hate
But she is your single key to open the future gate

Yes she is the woman and our pride
So let's respect her and make our society more beautified....

forest fractal Jun 7, 2021, 3:53 AM

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Fortress of Sorrow

*In the Fortress of Sorrow
on the uppermost floor
in the centermost suite
with the heavy bronze door,

There’s a hatch in the ceiling
to a dark, drafty room
where a black metal box
is concealed in the gloom.

and in that black box,
when the latch is undone
and the locks are released
to the very last one,

there’s a grey, beating mass
made of flesh and of stone
that’s so rotting and ugly
and deeply alone.*

hollow trellis Jun 7, 2021, 10:22 AM

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Kudrat

Kudrat ne jo niyam banaye hai,
Kya tumne kabhi unhe nibhaye hai,
Barbaadi tho ab hogyi kya ab dehshat ayega,
Yeh insaan kab duniya chodh jayega.

Karishma tho kudrat khud karega,
Par usse kabhi poora insaan hone nahi dega,
Tumne ped apne liye kaat diya,
Kya tumhe kabhi socha ki usne sirf tumhare liye hi jiya.

Sawal tho bohot ayenge kab aur kaise,
Tumhe bhi pata hai akele se kuch nahi hoga vaise,
Sab mil karenge tho jee sakenge suk se.

Jis din qayamat ayega,
Kya tu sachai ka samna kar payega,
Tab tujhe koi dusra nahi,
Kudrat hi bachayega.

lunar stirrup Jun 8, 2021, 8:26 AM

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Despondent

1. there she is, right in front of you, she looks winsome as always with her hair string tickling on her fair face and warming her cheeks just like your fingers used to once.
2. you reach to her to confess the love, the thunderstorm of feelings, but as you go close you see tears rolling down her same red rose cheeks.
3. you couldn't help but just to think that how much you both want to be together but destiny's never going to let you and it's just sad.

signal grove Jun 8, 2021, 5:22 PM

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While the ghosts of the departed stare
As I go on to remember them
They whisper in my ears
The sorrow of the river cocytus pouring down with weight of their words
As I forget who I was, while I listen to their mourns
I've become one of them
A ghost

wraith valve Jun 8, 2021, 9:47 PM

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A mannequin-

I've seen the land of the dead
Before the lives of our own beginnin'
An emerald casket of sorrow lies
In dead relics of a tailored mannequin

Tears frozen inside, outside was boiling sweat
Had there been memories, never lived to tell,
Corpse as old as time can remember
Only a memory of its weeping farewell

Alive, not quite living, deadly, not quite dead
Where noises were quiet, language was misled

Eyes spewed spikes, and teeth worn wampished
And felt like a family from farms afar of further west

A dead carcass of rats amongst the sailing grave,
Surfing the tides of sufferings
Into the array of shallow gestures, pretending to be brave

Heart felt the very stage of a ritual morgue
Seeking for tracks of the train left behind
Pale and ghastly, a rhythm in sight
Like a doll weaves comfort to a sweet little child

And thus was a description
Around the silence of the sea
Suppressed and supposed
To be an uneventful museum gallery.

-$ouvik

lament forum Jun 8, 2021, 10:54 PM

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Ashiq ka janaja kabr ma padha hai
Ashiq ka janaja kabr ma padha hai
Bhosdiwale ki hadiya toh gaal gyi hai
Lekin l**d abhi tak khada hai

subtle dome Jun 9, 2021, 12:09 AM

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Tu Naya Hai Toh Dikha Subah Nayi - Shaam Nayi,
Warna Inn Aankhon Ne Dekhe Hai Naye Saal Kayiii..... 🖤

burnt coral Jun 9, 2021, 9:45 AM

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Kab tak daroge andhero se
Jab roshni tumhare andar hai
Ek baar ye sach to jaan lo
Fir kya aasman aur kya samndar hai🌸

chilly locust Jun 9, 2021, 4:54 PM

#

How is it today? Today seems a clumsy wednesday in middle of june where the weather seems to pour every emotion of warmth and coziness in it's drops. The hustle in the streets irrespective of a global pandemic proves indian mentality still alive. The drool over my face says I haven't had a good nap in so long and the bags under my eyes are the only place I can contain my emotional possessions; but they still seem to be uncapable of its commitment. I'd want to complete more incomplete books, read more or finish up some work while the weather doesn't allow for it. My stomach groans to fulfilment. A happy one. A notification buzzes, saying a 647 more are awaiting. The world can wait, as I listen to low cozy romantic music. This is where my comfort lies. In poetry, music, pending work, but solace in heart. Where the beauty of solitude seems peculiar. Where snuggling up in blanket with coffee and netflix seems more productive than covering up assignments could ever. Where there is a distant calm throughout the city and the clouds rejoice every bit of it. As if the monsoon declared it's affection towards this plain like juveniles would admit love to their new companion. The calm after confessing someone love, the bitter shyness, but the ever so beautiful warmth. It seems a little cold outside but my heart warms with pondering over poetry. I wish I'd more to ask for, but if not anything, I'll count my stars. For this harmony. This is my happy place. ✨

glossy sleet Jun 9, 2021, 7:37 PM

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अपेक्षाओं में प्रेम कहां,,
जररूत है,,, ये तो थोपना हुआ
स्वछंद पंछी है प्रेम आसमां का
उड़ने दे उड़ने दे और बढेगा,,,

तू ऐसा क्यों है ऐसे हो जा
किंचित मात्र ये प्रेम नही
प्रेम पतंग है बंधी हुई निश्चल डोरी से
उड़ने दे उड़ने दे और बढ़ेगा

पहली सीढ़ी विश्वास यहाँ पर
नाजुक है शिद्दत से पलने दे
प्रेम इंद्रधनुष के रंगों सा है
उड़ने दे उड़ने दे और बढ़ेगा

परिस्थितियों का नाम मात्र भी
प्रेम बेड़ियों का गुलाम नही
प्रेम वाष्पित होता जल है
उड़ने दे उड़ने दे और बढ़ेगा

@इनायत-ए-कलम

subtle dome Jun 10, 2021, 2:22 AM

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Tum Ishq Karo Aur Dard Na Ho,
Matlab 'December' Ki Raat Aur 'Thand' Na Ho? 👀

sonic meadow Jun 10, 2021, 5:23 AM

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Haal puchne ko toh bhot hai,
Filhaal Hamara baatne ka mann nahi..

Raatein aati toh bhot hai,
Tumhare bina kaatne ka mann nahi..

Tum tabaah kar chuki ho humein,
fir bhi tumse door bhaagne ka mann nahi..

Bhot haath aate hai khai se kheechne ko,
pr tumhare siva aur kisi Ka haath thaamne ka mann nahi..

Roz rubaru hota hu naye chehro se,
Jab unme tum Nahi toh unhe jaan ne ka mann nahi..

Hum toh iss aas mei hai ki tum hi aake humein maardogi,
iss khaatir hamara khud ko maarne ka mann nahi..

Kaafir

glossy sleet Jun 10, 2021, 7:16 PM

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अभी बाकी है!

बड़ी शिद्दत से मैंने वक़्त लिखा था,,,
पता नही निकल गया या अभी बाकी है,,
बड़ी शिद्दत से मैंने ख्वाब बुना था,,
पता नही जल गया या अभी बाकी है,,

जिंदगी की कशमशक की नदी बड़ी थी,,
पता नही बह गया वजूद या अभी बाकी है,,,
यू ही जगाया था सोये परिंदों को मैंने कभी,,
पता नही जग गया मुक्कदर या अभी बाकी है ,,

हर झोंके से हवा की गुफ़्तुगू की थी मैंने,,
पता नही बिखरे अरमानों को उड़ा दिया या अभी बाकी है,,
हर मुस्कान की कीमत अदा की थी मैंने,,,
पता नही एहसानों को रुला दिया या अभी बाकी है,,,

लड़ा था रेत का हथियर मठठ म दब कर म,,
पत नह जलम मर य अभ बक ह,,
चल थ लड़खड़ कर एक वकत म भ,,
पत नह इलजम मट य अभ बक ह,,,

wraith valve Jun 11, 2021, 4:30 AM

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अगर औरते कमज़ोर है तो कमज़ोर वो कागज़ भी है जिनमे लिखे शब्द आज इंसानियत को अपने कांधे पर उठा कर आगे ले जा रहा है, रोशनी की और, उन्नति की और।

-$ouvik

signal grove Jun 11, 2021, 4:55 PM

#

The anxiety river crashes upon my calm shores
The world turns upside down
Submerged in self doubt and frown
The once confident personality now searches shadows to blend
The once cheerful face now a blend of sorrow and disgust
I flee in the books of excuses and strangle every interaction
And now alone in my room I ponder
Where it all went wrong.

thorn sedge Jun 12, 2021, 12:58 AM

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Teri in yaadon ki udasiyaan leke
ek bar hum peeche murke bhi dekhe

bheegi aakhoon ka palak na jhapakna
achanak hawaoon ka tez ho jana

bhatakte hue ab kin rahoon pe chalu
kiski chaya ki ab mai panaah lu

Woh pyaar bhare lamhein yaad aayenge
lekin shaq hai,
kya hum is manazar ko par kar payenge?

grave tendon Jun 12, 2021, 4:58 AM

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Sun Lo na :-

Battein dilo ki sun Lo na
Battein dilo ki khh do na

Alfaaz sarre mit se gye
Jo tum nahi ho yha
Phool sb khilte rhe
Jb tum the.. yha

Yaddon me teri
Dil mene Ye Kho diya
Sanso me meri
Bs teri hi hai ek dastan

Dil ki dhadkno ko meri
sun Lo na
MN ki awaj ko meri
Tum sun Lo na

Batton ko teri
Smbhal ke mene rakha
Tu muskrati rhe
Yehi bs ek dua

Awazon ko teri
Mene kuch bhi na hone diya
Tu Pagal si rhe
Or m bhi Pagal sa hua

Chup rhne ko mere
Samjh Lo na
Kuch na khne par bhi mere
Tum sun Lo na

@harideepkaushik

lost sequoia Jun 12, 2021, 6:23 AM

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Bepanah,

Har zarre me tumhe khojti hu,
Tumhe na paa kar apne ap per rooti hu.
Faisla e Rab mujhe manzur nahi, me sunwai apni tumper chodti hu.

Jaise ek darya, pani se bewafa nahi ho sakta.
Jaise ek badal hawa se ruth nahi sakta.
Gar takdeer me humari judai hi hai, to unn sitaro me tumhara chehra nahi ho sakta.

Wo pal jo kuda ka wada hai aaiga.
Phir ek baar sitaro ki baarish hogi, jiske niche humari khamoshi hogi.
Tumhare jhut ki tasbi me, meri wafa ki ek doour hogi.
Hum zaar zaar humare iqbal per royenge.
Humari mohabbat ko jin kitabo ne thukraya, unn har khuda ko hum nakarenge.
Phir tumhara haat apne haat me le hum ek wada karenge,
Wo wada uss har wade se bada hoga jo Khuda ne Ibrahim se, jo Shabbir ne Nabi se, jo Bhishma ne Ganga se kiya tha aur jo Ishu ne Maryam se kiya tha.

Uss pal ke baad koi waqt na hoga, kuch sahi aur galat na hoga inn sab se bohot dhur ek maidan hoga, jaha humari Jannat hogi, Humari mohabbat ki akhri manzil hogi. Wo din jaroor aaiga.

lost sequoia Jun 12, 2021, 4:41 PM

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Ek lafz,

Ha, har baat ki mujhe aazadi thi,
Lakin mere lafz bandhe rahe.
Ha har waqt per mera shasan tha, Lakin phir bhi meri ummr guzarti rahi.

Mere lafz hai unn mazloom ke bhati, jo tapte sehra me bhi ladhte rahe,
Mere lafz hai unn mehboob ke bhati, jinki mohabbat ko kitabe thukrati rahi.

Me unn mohabbat me nahi manta jo alfazo se mit jaye,
Me unn kitabo me nahi manta, Jiske lafzon se haq wa insaniyat mit jaye,
Me unn qazio ko nahi manta, jo hakimo ke lafzon se bik jaye.

Pani aur lafzon me sif ek shirk nazar aata hai mujhe,
Pani ke bina har chiz murda hai,
Aur alfaze jeete ji he, maar dete hai.

wraith valve Jun 13, 2021, 5:11 AM

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I’m just sad. Sad people tend to be under the impression that they’ve been possessed by wise greek gods and suddenly know the gruesome secrets of the universe through a few lines of poetry. It's really sad. It feels like a balloon floating above the vastness of the silent ocean. I can't help it. Someday, though, it'll get better. And I hope I found the shores I've been trying to reach. Till then, way to go.

signal grove Jun 13, 2021, 7:51 AM

#

The thought of ending my misery crossed my path quite often
But being a coward I was not able to push myself over the edge
The thought of being erased and gone from this plane of existence frightened me
But the worries and my problems tugged me towards death back again, they had my fascination and now my attention
But the simple things in life kept getting me back to the prospect of a happy life.
And now between a war where my body struggles for survival and my brain plans its own demise I lay still, until one comes victorious and decides the fate of a restless life.

eternal shale Jun 13, 2021, 6:06 PM

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Dafnaye waqt ne the mere shauk

Or ilzaam zimmedariyon par tha

Aaj zimmedariyan be-kasoor hai

To waqt kasoor-vaar hogya

wraith valve Jun 14, 2021, 7:33 AM

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I think I heard a train
Running back through the trails of my past
The veins were its tracks, and
My heart's the junction of traps

Inside, was a lady, travelling to nowhere
Her gesture prevailing obscurely of voids
Her body, like a wound,
Barely held by shaggy stitches
One measly hair strand struck into the wound
Would split open- exposing
Viable organs to sell into the black market

Her eyes, dark and humid
Slapped with some nonsensical grief
that has no relevance over her aura,
Her mind, like a liver,
Maroon and old-fashioned.

Her posture, that of a vulture
Gawky and long bendy neck
Truly, gruesome and vigilant
Always picks up the smallest mistakes!

Yeah, I think I heard a train
And this
Was
Not
Mine
To aboard.

@PERK

sonic meadow Jun 15, 2021, 5:41 AM

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The only thing I'm good at is,
Hurting somebody...
The only thing I'm Bad at is,
Loving somebody...
The only thing I'm good at is,
letting my mates down,
The only thing I'm Bad at is,
making them feel proud...

The only thing I know Good things aren't intentional..
I only got one thing to give and that's
emmence love.

Kaafir

grave tendon Jun 16, 2021, 4:50 PM

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Bhegge bheege hum :-

Ek din kuch aisa chamtkar ho
Tu or m ek dusre ke pas ho

Ek din Hum mil jaye aise
Lekin raste humare tkrayenge kaise
Hum dono akele rh jaye jaise
Hoga Ya nhi ye mujhe pta nhi waise
Lekin ek din hum mil jaye aise

Or Baras rha ho aasman
Roshni ho kafi kum
Ha kafi kum
Or ho bhege bhege hum
Bhege bhege hum

Barish ki bunde hume kre tang
Najdikiyan bdh jaye
kuch Iss trah ka ho Dhang
Kushiyon bass jaye
Jaise jeet li ho humne koi Jangg
Ye suraj dhal jaye
Aisa Ishq ka lg jaye hume koi rangg
Ki sb kuch mitt jaye

Ankhein na ho num
Koi bhi na ho gum

Or Baras rha ho aasman
Roshni ho kafi kum
Ha kafi kum
Or ho bhege bhege hum
Bhege bhege hum

@harideepkaushik

brittle perch Jun 16, 2021, 6:24 PM

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कभी यूं मोहब्बत नहीं लुटाई हमने,
इक तेरा नजरें मिलाना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

कभी यूं बेवजह नहीं मुस्कुराए हम,
इक तेरा ख्यालों में आना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

कभी यूं खुद को नहीं संवारा हमने,
इक तेरा देख के मुस्कुराना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

कभी यूं बेखबर नहीं हुए हम,
इक तेरा करीब आना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

कभी यूं रखी नहीं ख्वाइशें हमने,
इक तेरा गले लगाना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

कभी यूं बेवजह नहीं रूठे हम,
इक तेरा मनाना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

कभी यूं बांटा नहीं खुद को हमने,
इक तेरा हक़ जताना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

कभी यूं गए नहीं मयकदे हम,
इक तेरा बेवजह चले जाना आदत ख़राब कर गया।

lunar stirrup Jun 16, 2021, 7:40 PM

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*For what I hold peace in heart?
You.
When I try to write about you, my words collapse.
In my heart, I know that my world is better off you.
But my soul keeps on searching for you.

When the darkness pour over,
I'll become the nyctophile to your night.
Hold me tight when the sun dies,
So I can be yours, for life.

For what I heard, you found someone new.
Someone with better eyes yet her soul's still hidden to you.
My baby, I'm naked for you.
Not only the body but the spirit and the truth.

Hopes are drowning, yet, heart's still beating.
And I'm waiting, for the night of our final meeting.
Your warmth is all I've ever needed.
Come back darling!!
Dawn's coming and I'm again weakening.*

sterile moth Jun 17, 2021, 2:40 AM

#

The special one is hard to recognize
But I can see the glow in your eyes
You know love is hard to find
All I want is you to be mine

quiet marlin Jun 17, 2021, 4:55 AM

#

_Yu Kayi dilo se na hue nadani hoti
Kayi misale hoti kayi kahani hoti

Bohot azeez hai hume massarat-e-zindagi
Tum bhi hoti agr massarat humari hoti

Mausami baharo ki agr hoti khabar
Zindagi yu na intezaar me guzari hoti

Agr de dete ek mauhlat maafi k badle
Dushmani k jagha tumse wafadari hoti_

turbid tusk Jun 17, 2021, 8:51 AM

#

Aaj ankhein jo kholu mujhe dikhe na kuch,
bs karte ye log jo kali krtut.
Main rhta is desh mein jo tole na jurm,
khte h ye ki main papi hun dusht.
Inhe na pta main roz jhlu kitne dukh.

Raato ko main roota hun, sochta hun, baalon ko yun nochta hun,
kheta hun khudko ki khi kr baithu na jurm.
I turn my radio on to listen some news,
was playing a song of pandemic, child abouse, and society pushes someone jisne aaj krdiya apna khoon.

ab tum btao is mausam mein main kaise apne spne kr lu purn.
mujhe h yaaken meri kala pe, main chla jaunga sbse dur.
But i fear these people na jaane ye fir pkde mujhe kyu?
They are like poison,
their words are infectious,
& now i sit in the corner, mere sare spne chkna chur.

baatein hai ye meri,
hai mere bhavnaon ke sur,
dekhu jo desh idhr ho rahe h khoon,
soche ye apne ko ek raja ke smaan,
fir na jaane chale kyu bhed bakri vli chal.

logo ka kya inko hai koi kaam nhi,
khali dimag h shetan ka ghr nhi,
isme bhre tu smjhta jo sahi.
soch h teri kali, deta tu uske jwab nhi,
kali krtute teri, puche toh bole bnaya mujhe smajh ne yahi.
smajh bole toh sb kuch pr dekha na kya sach kya juth,
dikhate h tasveer pr kalakaar nhi jo siche sbke sukh.

compact junco Jun 17, 2021, 7:16 PM

#

Suna hai mohabbat ki taqdeer mein, Likhe hain andhere ghane
Tabhi aaj sitare sabhi, zara sa hi roshan huye
Mere haath ki in lakeeron mein likhe abhi aur kitne sitam
Khafa ho gyi hai khushi waqt se ho rhe meharban gham

KK

turbid tusk Jun 18, 2021, 2:52 AM

#

You are like music in my life,
Rhythms and blue of my soul,
I want to dance with you,
On the songs that we hold.
————
-dummyy

wraith valve Jun 18, 2021, 4:47 PM

#

आते तो कई होंगे, मेरे दिल-o-जहाँ के इन बिखरे पन्नो को पढ़ने..
ऐतराज़ उन अनपढ़ लोगों पर आता है जो आज भी मुझे ख़ुशनसीब समझते हैं

-$ouvik

thorn sedge Jun 19, 2021, 4:20 AM

#

Aaj shamshaan saara suna pda hai,
Phoche teri chokhat pe to dekha,
Ashiq tere dar pe aaj duja khada hai...

brisk linden Jun 19, 2021, 10:19 AM

#

its been a long time .
i have grown alot with you
all this while you kept loving me
affectionately, truly, endlessly.
the more i am able to make you smile,
the more achieved i feel in life
i want to stand beside you every dark night
hold your hand tight make you mine.
i am being wooed by you
and here i declare this as my golden time.

compact junco Jun 19, 2021, 8:33 PM

#

thorn sedge Jun 20, 2021, 5:09 AM

#

Bohot Yaad aa raha hai wo,
Ishq ki Baat kar, Sayad Fir se
Jhoothi Qasmein khaa raha hai wo.....

🤎 -priyaM

trim crow Jun 20, 2021, 7:08 AM

#

Wake me up
When the sun is no more the light of hopes
And the moon is admired for it's beauty
Until then please let me sleep
In my emotions.

turbid tusk Jun 20, 2021, 2:19 PM

#

And in the storm,
we ride.
In the arms of almighty thor,
we rise.
From the battle we gain,
and eliminate.
For the cause we play,
this dangerous game.
The way we brawl,
and in the grave we lost.
Making our way to Valhalla,
to enjoy among the deity.
We will fight and drink ale,
and live for eternity.

grave tendon Jun 20, 2021, 3:24 PM

#

Anxiety :-

A mere glimpse of my shadow
Gives me an unsettling vibe
All of the gripes I've kept inside
Has swept me
The things inside me
Are holding me down like gravity
Didn't know that it had so much capacity

I don't know how I start losing it
Digging inside me to find the root of it
The anger I can't contain
It goes straight to my brain

Pass that knife, slash a gash in my face
Visions rearranged, moving at fast pace
Schism in my mind, making me insane
Nightmares are like wildfire in my veins

As i got older, the heat in me faded away
Life got colder and the pain is here to stay
New neighbor wouldn't let the boy sleep
Till the late AM, spents hours counting sheep

My soul is feeling so mangled
Strings of my heart are tangled
Twisted sensation eating me alive silently
And this is how it feels like in anxiety

@harideepkaushik

thorn sedge Jun 20, 2021, 6:05 PM

#

जो आज मैं 'सह' रहा हूं,
ये सब उस 'रब का इंतजाम' है

शायद....

आज 'दर्द' को भी मुझसे कोई 'काम' है ।

-priyaM

slate zodiac Jun 20, 2021, 8:40 PM

#

A black dot in a world of white
Just this line, and you already know
Things ain't gonna be right
Because that's how the world has become
Biased on color, race, even height
Lost have we, of good things sight
Employers harass their employees
Girls have become akin to toys
Even boys aren't safe, from the dreadful word called rape
Every person, can be a predator in disguise
Black or white, they won't even mind
For when it comes to desires carnal
Things like that are just abysmal
All that matters is that you are a body
Sometimes even dead or alive, doesn't matter
As long as you are useful, they can make your world shatter
Shatters along with it a lot of worlds too
My heart breaks Everytime I read
Another person did the unthinkable
Raped, killed, pillaged, abused, or died by suicide.
For the world wasn't ever portrayed as such a dystopia in any fairy tale i heard as a kid
I was just hoping to grow up fast, and help the utopia build
What I faced was entirely different
A world with hunger, poverty and strife
Where you Plunge a knife in the others heart, if you want to survive.
Is there an utopia hidden somewhere, where the fairy tales come true??
If so.. I beg you Take me there with you..
#sw

thorn sedge Jun 21, 2021, 5:12 AM

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Never felt this lonely in life
I am not sure what this is
But it’s make my heart ache
And my brain scream
Changing me everyday to a person
Who even I don’t know
They say come and talk
They say let it all out
“We are here for you” they say
“Listen...” I said believing in them
But the only thing that I saw was their turning backs..
“No You dont want anyone” I say but
Everyday feels empty..
No one to talk to
No one to share my feelings with
No one here to calm me down
To see me smile
To see me cry
I guess it’s better when you don’t expect
But this stupid heart makes you want them!
It’s okay. When they weren’t there for me I was
if you think I have changed
Then its just me starting to love my loneliness and myself♥️
I guess this what self love is.
The maturity to realise that You have to be there for you no matter what..

grave tendon Jun 21, 2021, 6:46 AM

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Pawn :-

If power is justice
Is being weak a crime?
If time is busted
Is timelessness still time?
If God is rusted
Is he still divine?

If we throw away our freedom
To protect our freedom
Then what is our freedom?
If everything is unpredictable
Then aren't we all just random?
Not in line, but aren't we all tandem?

We are mere pawn
Of this game
Circus full of clown
We have no name

Stadium full of people you ever met
Still you won't find faces you want to get
If you had the power, would you reset?
Not standing in rain, then how are we wet

This unknowing pain, makes us Upset
Only part of us that remain, is in a debt
We all are trapped in chain of regret
Things that make us drain, is the real threat

I might be just a pawn
But I will bring a new dawn
I might be a clown
But this time I won't drown

turbid tusk Jun 21, 2021, 8:32 AM

#

I don't need the sunshine anymore,
i have been close to sun already,
i am already burnt,
Now i need is the darkness,
A place where i could go blind,
An endless night,
So I can be put down.

In the graveyard,
i want to get lost,
For i can enjoy among the ghosts,
which i buried a long time ago,
In this dark mind,
i have all these thoughts,
And here now i dig a hole,
So i can be put down.

Around me there is fog,
a dust i want to get rid of,
A smoke which i inhale,
to foget what i saw,
Unable to see the terror,
which my soul hold,
Bursting my inside out,
So i can be put down.

thorn sedge Jun 21, 2021, 11:30 PM

#

खुद को 'बदनाम' करके आया हूं,

लेकिन
उसके हर एक आशिक की
कोशिशें 'नाकाम' करके आया हूं,

मालूम है
उसके दिल में मेरी जगह नहीं

पर अपने 'इश्क़' को
'सर-ए-आम' करके आया हूं।

💌-priyaM

(सर-ए-आम - in Public)

brittle perch Jun 22, 2021, 5:34 AM

#

क्यों रहे? ये खामोशी
हमारे दरमियां, ऐ दोस्त,

मुझे हमारे बीच
कोई तीसरा गवारा नहीं।

thorn sedge Jun 22, 2021, 5:52 AM

#

Dil mein jo hai bus woh keh do
Na daro kisi se,na sharmao
Iss dil mein jo hai bus keh dalo
Aksar log hass jate hai
Aksar mukar jate hai
Par tum ruko nahi
Na karo sharam
Iss dil ki sari takleef
Ajj tum keh dalo
Aksar akhon mein aasu hai tumhare
Par muh mein lavs nahi
Iss muh ko khol do tum
Aur dil ke sari batein tum khul ke bol do
Nah ghutan mein raho
Nah akela pan saho
Dil mein jo bhi kuch hai bus keh dalo
Aksar log yeh kahenge
Par samjhega koi nahi
Jab dil ki bateen kehne aao
Toh rehta koi nahi
Dil ki sari baatein nikalne chale the
Laut aye hum toh dil par aur bhoj leke ke
Abh log kehte bhi hai
Par nikalta nhi yeh baat dil se
Abh toh Aadat ho gayi hai
Dil ki baaton ko dil se laga rakhne ki
Aadat ho gyi hai akele rehne ki..

slate zodiac Jun 22, 2021, 4:07 PM

#

Another rap type something

If you think you are important
Then think again, because i could easily drop you down and move ahead
If you think i am stuck at you
Then think again, because baby i am the unstoppable train
You're just mud, whilst i am the rain
I live on morphine baby, you're just pain
I fly high baby, just look at my gains
I can buy another like you, with just the gold in my chain
I am a star baby, I won't say it again
You're worth shit to me, so if you think you are something..
Then think again!!
#sw

turbid tusk Jun 22, 2021, 4:28 PM

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A sweet night,
within a scary land.
A bright child,
seeking a dark sight.
The pit lashes up in the sky,
child scream for a helping eye.
No-one to look,
big lie to speak.
He never shared his voice after this dream.

New night come,
day seems out of his reach.
Sky turn red, red the sea.
Child scream,
but no-one to see.
Big eyes, dim lights,
he woke up from his dream.
Terrified,
yet no another soul he speak.

Another night,
no day for him to put under his feet.
He shouts & cry in his dream,
yet none to pinch him green.

The dark-yellow face he had with many sleepless night,
yet no day for him to breathe.
A tired child, without the sleep,
no-night no-night all he speak.

The dark he seek,
caught him clean.
All night in his life he feels.
Darker the night,
darker the sky,
darken his sea.
Darker the land,
darker the wind,
darken his meat.

Now,
A dark child,
He don't scream.

-G.K

compact junco Jun 22, 2021, 10:56 PM

#

Waqt ki kami thi, sambhal nahi paaye
Pata tha sabkuch, kuch kar nahi paaye
Rishte jo adhure they, adhure reh gaye
Jo saath they kal, ab paraye ho gaye

Kareeb they phir bhi, dur ho gaye
Na jane wo kyun majboor ho gaye
Ek pal mein kuch aise badal gaye
Janke bhi anjaan bane reh gaye

Aaj bhi uske intezaar mein hi reh gaye
Aaj bhi uski yaadein tadpa gaye
Aaj bhi woh lamhe muskura diye
Aaj bhi ek pal ke liye hi sahi, hum jee gaye..

Abrix

trim crow Jun 23, 2021, 8:00 AM

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जो लोग कहते हैं बहुत खुश लगते है हम
अब उनसे हम क्या कहें
कोई पूछे तो हमसे
हमारे दिल में क्या रखा है
हम भी हटाना चाहते हैं बोझ
जो ज़ेहन में दबा रखा है
बस एक पूछने वाला चाहिए
और रही बात खुश रहने की
तो इस मुस्कुराहट का भी जनाब
हमने काफी रियाज़ कर रखा है।

thorn sedge Jun 23, 2021, 12:53 PM

#

In the beauty of sunsets, I found my peace for it was the thrill for the calm I pleased every bit of my soul, which you kissed as a shadow to make whole again, I lost every pain

All my sins and my sorrow,
For you stood at the horizon tomorrow, glowing like an ancient treasure I wished to seek, instead found your smile's pleasure.

The words of your thoughts are the flowers in my heart,
And their aroma keeps me alive, buzzing like a hive to harvest your wonder,
And to surrender my eyes into you wise world,
To stay and whirl you in my arms,to share the gifts of far and sorrow,
HOPING TO HOLD YOU AT THE SUNSET IN MY SHADOW..

wraith valve Jun 23, 2021, 2:52 PM

#

A spider-

An eight-legged limbo,
Sprouting eyes, a crispy node
How tender,
How frivolous must he be
Ineffective elegant webs, like roots of his scars
Cabling flesh on a ledge-
And lips like frosts of old-time
A swing may sway his limbs apart

And foreign in terms, in ways of mind
How scary, yet so curious
Yet so marvellous
How indifferent,
How so much- like me
Throbbing and rippling

-$ouvik

left inlet Jun 24, 2021, 9:37 AM

#

Be-intehan mohabat kya hain

Jisme ishq hua ho
Jisme ye galib mara ho
Kabhi kise ko izzat se na dekha ho
Ya sirf pyaar ka dikhawa kara ho

Na hoti hain mohabbat humse
Na hota hain ye ishq baya
Na kar ye gurish humse
Hum to hain murda khade insaan

Agar tujhe pana hota
To dil me ek khouf hota
Ye pyaar ke diye na bujhte
Ye savere andhere na hote

Be-intehan mohabbat karne chale the
Kya pata tha is galib duniya se
Hi nikal padenge

Ya khuda bata deta tu
Kuch likh aata main uske bare me
Chitthi (letter) to chod atha
Uske darwaze pe

khidki par khadi mere bare me sochti hain
In taaro me mujhe ginti hain
Pata nahi tha mujhe
Galat samajh baitha hu

Ek moka dede mujhe
Ek moka dede mujhe

Main Be-intehan mohabbat karke dikha dunga
Uske paas rehkar use gale se laga lunga
Na jane dunga use dur
Kar dunga izhar
Is bar one side nahi
Double side hi hoga pyaar
Double side hi hoga pyaar

thorn sedge Jun 24, 2021, 6:28 PM

#

'तकल्लुफ' से 'तबाही' तक का 'सैर' किया है,

जिन अपनों को ,खुद से भी ज्यादा अपना माना था..

आज उन्ही अपनों ने 'गैर' किया है ।

💌-priyaM

(तकल्लुफ- दिखावा)

signal grove Jun 24, 2021, 6:34 PM

#

After a long time, maybe just for a while
I don't hear a soul wrenching melancholy
I hear a peaceful rift resonating in my head
I can breath in; not the toxic fumes created by anger, power and lust but the faint scent of earth after the first tempest.

turbid tusk Jun 24, 2021, 6:44 PM

#

So now,
My heart ache,
Voice break,
And i think a lot.
As i close my eyes,
A darkness follow,
Waiting to open my red door,
Behind which i saw the memories I buried a long time ago.
All the guilt i ignore,
Or wish to go,
Now make me hollow.

And i am,
Standing at the top of a hill,
Below is the ocean flow.
A thought come,
To jump and be gone.
With these people,
Still i cry alone.
Spreading this love,
Yet no one to mourn.

-G.K

grave tendon Jun 24, 2021, 10:06 PM

#

I wish ...
I wish to disappear
I wish to never appear
I wish to go beyond life
I wish to cut myself with knife

I wish to hide
I wish to find
I wish I wasn't controlled by my mind
I wish all people become kind

I wish to feel alive
I wish to never die
I wish to scream and cry
I wish to be dead
I wish to fly
I wish I wasn't born
I wish I knew where I am from

my wishes won't come true
But I can still wish so I wish to disappear

manic sail Jun 25, 2021, 1:59 AM

#

“Main waqif hun chaar din ki mohabbat se,
Main bhi reh chuka hun azeez kisi ka.”

turbid tusk Jun 25, 2021, 12:21 PM

#

Everytime i open my mouth shout your name,
everyday my mind come across your face,
i close my eyes your dreams come my way,
and in thoughts of you i go insane.
wishing,
screaming,
acheing,
my heart says, remind me of the time when
she says ‘I love you to the moon & back'.
: to the point.
now i know, the distance is not too far.

-G.K

static falcon Jun 25, 2021, 2:17 PM

#

The Journey of a Thousand Lifetimes

The Winds of change, making me stumble
Vehement thunder suffocating my cries
Darkness my robe and Solitude my crown
I trudge along the path of fate

The cold shattering my will of glass
My tears indiscernible from the heavy rain
My feet on the verge of giving up
But I move along the same

The tides of time may wash me ashore
Clouds of adversity may block the sun
But the golden rays of hope still graze my skin
As I start to swim again.

-An_amateur_wordsmith

thorn sedge Jun 25, 2021, 8:06 PM

#

The only thing I wish I learned was
To never expect something
I wish I knew how to survive alone
How to stay happy
And not how to mess it up
They say it’s all about mental state
But never did they say that heart is responsible for it as well
When they both team up
They makes you feel
Half dead
Half alive but dead
They makes you realise
That the people who you thought were close
Are actually poles apart..
It teaches you how to hide pain
And how to look completely fine
While being dead inside
You don’t know what’s next waiting for you
But it surely makes you feel like
You are in a deep dark hole
With no ropes
It’s dark outside
People walk by without noticing
You try your best to get out of it
But in the end you sit there
Trying to give yourself the hope
That someday you will be out in the sun...
With every day that passes
You fall in love with that place
It separates you from the rest of the world
And now
You love that darkness
And you know it’s a toxic relationship when you
are aware of the fact that one day you are going to die starving in that hole
But that death will be far more peaceful to you than being mentally dead...

thorn sedge Jun 25, 2021, 9:56 PM

#

मेरे हिस्से की हंसी तू हंस लेना,
तेरे हिस्से के आंसू मुझे दे देना,

ख्वाहिश बस इतनी है मेरी,
अपनी दुआओं में..
कुछ लफ्ज़ मेरे नाम कर देना।

💌 -priyaM

turbid tusk Jun 26, 2021, 2:17 PM

#

Today i met a soul, it sounded like mine,
one without a sight of darkness, a pure light.

To be true, it felt like a part of me,
a hope i hold for me,
passing now into the night.

Falling just like these autumn leaves,
gold and red with holes of my dreams.

A tree losing all his voice,
a beauty he was proud of.

Now i hide from me, a shadow, without a reflection,
Alone trapped with this mirror, neglecting to see what it wants to show.

quiet marlin Jun 26, 2021, 4:24 PM

#

//khawaab//

Barpa hai mohabbat ka selab aaj kuch iss tarah
Jese peheli baar chaand se kafya mila ho
Koi Shayar ki nazm ka silsila ho
Jese,
Isi pal k liye guzare the guzishta lamhe humne
Isi waqt ka intzaar tha
Jis vasl k dekhe the sapne humne
Jis din dil ki baato ka hoton pe Izhar tha

Kuch raat ke kaale saaye me
Uski malboos ki mehak si hawaye hai
Jisme ghul gye hai ranj sabhi

Ab jo na raha uska gum nahi
Jo na mila uska pata nahi
Yu aese mile jo hum abhi
Lage jaha me ulfat k saaye hai
Ye uffak k taare,
Saket ped nadi kinare
Sabhi lage kush-numaye se

Peheli baar na uthe ye selab hai
Ek pal me sab hai kaid
jis pal me sab bebak hai
Maano ye kafya zindagi se kabhi mila na ho
Tumhara aur mera koi silsila na ho
Kahi ye zindagi ka koi naqab to nahi?
Darr lagta hai kahi ye khawaab to nahi?

brittle wren Jun 26, 2021, 8:39 PM

#

The ink from the nib spill,
A story of life leaked
The fog around make the door sad,
Each letters begin to react
The mic wears the t-shirt of lie,
The quill quick the girdle tight
The mind was out of world,
Sentences curled
Tear shook hands with smile,
Heart was fragile
Weighing machine mismatched
the tik-tok of the wall clock,
Fingers blocked
The music was slowly caressing the radio,
The soul was alone
Fascination was wrapped around,
Hands were tied in a rope
Words screaming from the bars,
The bars, who caught the rainbow
Paper boat made eyes were swollen,
Wet from the heavy rain
The newspaper get blanked,
The flowerpot breathless
Drawers pulled in,
Room filled with emptiness
A skeletal's heart beat,
Smile peeked
Ink from the nib spill,
A story of life leaked... ❤️

turbid tusk Jun 27, 2021, 8:17 AM

#

Wishing from the skies to rain down this sunshine,
Make my day a little brighter now.
Play that melody of mine to dance my heart out,
And a lullaby for my tears to join the ground.
Remind me the memory of mine and freeze me in that time,
Let me enjoy there for a while.

humble hill Jun 27, 2021, 4:50 PM

#

dusty trout Jun 27, 2021, 9:13 PM

#

You see
This world full of people
Nobody same and equal
This world has a lot to give and take
From us to bake a cake
Anxiety issues exams tension career stress and many more
Try to take away our peace
To fight for our lives
In return we try our best to stay contained
To retain our peace to live our lives
I see many people giving up
I see many people trying best
I see people getting frustrated
I see people losing hope
I know guys its difficult
But there is nothing we cannot handle.
We cope we fight
In this world to survive
But this game is not just for survival
But also, to collect the peace that we aspire.
Not now so when?
Me writing this poem is just an example
Of people trying to fight the world
To aspire each other and live-in harmony
To celebrate the sustain of peace ceremony
It feels like we cannot do nothing
But believe me we can do everything
we can do the impossible in spite of all the failures
cause failures are the learning steps of a ladder
put your love in what you do
and see the peace coming to you
I am not lying
Writing this poem
Brought me home
The place I love under all the chaos
Where I forget all the anxiety and tension
And lay on the bed of relaxation
Hugging the warmth in the atmosphere
I sleep like a baby under the sparkling chandelier.

  - prachi

turbid tusk Jun 28, 2021, 4:51 AM

#

How i describe someone,
that i want to pen me down on my self pad,
i used to pen myself on the rough pad.
I screamed at my ink, to make a flow so i can show.
Now look my hands won't stop, i pen down my verse, and they go flawless on this road.
I am no author to write such arrogant or to introduce someone as my below,
just a lover of my pen and this blessed ink i got.
I got a mind who is tied with my soul,
and a heart who think differently to whom i bow,
which provides rhymes towards my astro.
.
Astro- celestial body, something related to the star.
I am no one,
but when i was a kid, i pray to the shooting star,
pray for a dream,
dream about i remember nothing,
And now i see the empty sky.

-G.K

strong panther Jun 28, 2021, 5:43 AM

#

Its been a long time our lives are stuck in this online world and we aren't actually meeting people but we are . During this we have met many people , got attached might have fallen in love too , some friendships died and some survived !!
In each case we got a reason to smile...... zz_heart

reason to smile
Two very different souls were broken
Almost same reasons,
Promised themselves never to love someone again
Until...

They spotted each other,
In a group of random people
Trolling each other
They never knew what happened
An unknown name became a reason to smile

That casual flirting,
Cute little arguments,
Sweet giggles,
No one noticed but they.... love_heart

thorn sedge Jun 28, 2021, 11:53 AM

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**आंखों में नमी,
सिर्फ मेरे नसीब में क्यों?

वक्त ऐसा आए,
हमें भी वो याद करें,

फिर से भूल जाने की,
रब से फरियाद करें ।

🎭-priyaM**

thorn sedge Jun 28, 2021, 2:53 PM

#

You know I’d never write dark poetry,
But what else can I anymore
Because the fragrance of these flowers
That lie beside your grave
They smell as fake as the perfume you gifted
Saying we’d have an eternity of love
That wouldn’t fade away
You always knew I loved you,
I loved you in a manner
That it consumed me
But you left anyone
And now
Now I’m scared
Scared to stay inside my own body
It’s frightening
To feel my heartbeat
This fear
It rushes down my blood
When I hear the word “love”
I feel pain when I blink my eye,
So I run and run
I run far away
But how can I run from myself
How can I not pick up the glass piece and not think of cutting my vein
To reunite with your soul
But
But you’re not even dead.

You left me so miserable
I had to build you a grave
Tell myself you died
So that I didn’t have to live with this pain
Because I just didn’t merely love you
I loved you in a crazy way
In a way
That it consumed me

So look, I brought you some flowers
To keep them beside your grave
And
I’d say I’m not hallucinating
But would it be right anyway?
.
I hate that my diary says,
“Everyone falls in love
Then why is mine considered a sin
Do I deserve this diary
Because I can’t live through this pain?”
.
4:19// Kunal:)

dusty trout Jun 28, 2021, 6:13 PM

#

BLACK AND WHITE KEYS

I see the black and white keys
Sitting along a chair with ease
Waiting for someone to sit
And make the room lit.

A girl entered
With a short silhouette and a big smile
Her hair flowing smoothly along her back
Making her way to the set
She sits calmly
Feeling the keys
The keys which wanted a touch of amity
To create a beautiful melody.

The girl with closed eyes
Placed her hands on the keys
She reminisces the song she loves
And starts to make the keys swirl
I have never heard of the melody she played
Felt like a memory lane in my brain
I felt each note and joy of the black and white keys
Which longed for touch with such peace

The girl saved the piano from desiccating
Making sure it felt the touch of reminiscing

Prachi

turbid tusk Jun 29, 2021, 1:50 PM

#

In these times of winter,
I was on my way back home.
saw a man sitting,
he seemed to be a sad fellow.
I went and stood in front of him asking if I may help,
"there is nothing you can do" he answers.
He took a luger out of his coat pocket,
Put it’s muzzle in his mouth.
before I can utter a word,
I see the blood splattered all around.

In these times of winter,
I was on my way back home.
Saw a woman standing on the edge of a cliff,
I went and stood beside her.
asking if she's enjoying the view,
"yes" she whispered
saying, "the view of the afterlife"
before I can utter a word,
I hear the wind,
and see an empty end.

In these times of winter,
I was on my way back home.
saw a boy on the top of a bar smoking a cigarette,
I went and sat beside him.
asking if he has a lighter,
he passed one to me.
before I can thank him,
I see nothing next to me
but a loud scream, maybe of his name.

In these times of winter,
I was on my way back home.
saw many deaths with these naked eyes,
darkness swinging in my mind.
barely making through the day,
let alone this entire life.
this is void, an endless terror, a pure blackness, the hollow,
or the reality we live in.

People are sad and alone,
make terrible choices,
leaving regrets for the ones left behind.
————

G.K

dusty trout Jun 29, 2021, 4:01 PM

#

Stop telling me you are okay
Stop telling me everything is fine
I can see I can feel
What’s going on inside
Tell me the truth
And let me embrace you in the amour.
Tell me what’s hurting you
Tell me what’s breaking you
I don’t want to know just your happy days
But your bad days too
I don’t want to know what makes you happy
But what makes you sad too
I want to know everything
Tell me how dark rooms scare you
How the thought of leaving home breaks you
Tell me how afraid you are of love
how broken hearted you are in love
how not getting the dream job broke you
how you cried when your dog left you
I want to know every inch of you
So, I can know what you went through
I can understand it can be difficult to trust
But believe me I have been broken too
It will be difficult to hold my hand
But I will never leave you
A promise that the journey would be worth it
If you hold my hand for eternity

neon_heart

Prachi

slate zodiac Jun 29, 2021, 5:25 PM

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Me cheekhta raha, mera gala beth gaya
Usne meri ek na suni, wo kisi pare ki god me sir rakh kr let gaya
Mujhe guzare do din bhi hue na the zaanib
Aise kaise uske dil me, koi doosra Beth gaya?
Kya sach me itni siyasi hoti hai mohabbat??
Ki tum uthe nahi, or tumhari kursi pr koi doosra Beth gaya?
#sw

turbid tusk Jun 30, 2021, 12:44 PM

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I repent myself in the arms of yours,
For what we did is not a sin,
It's a curse.

Pleasing you is my administration,
Taken away by this world.
For them it's irrelevant,
For us, it's the reason of our existence.

As i breathe,
They take what we believe.

For my mortality, I said,
Kindly leave us to our doom,
Let the fate decide
for what we have been mistaken for.

Cruelty, I suppose
is what they have for us,
and what's in their devilish mind.

Either end this creation between us
or to be prepared for the nirvana they say.

As they set their mighty swords on our head,
Waiting for our last say.

Heed my words,
Mark this remarkable event my friends and my foes,
For us we haven’t sinned,
We just lived.

We are the creation of the almighty creator made to feel his warmth,
Which I pay in my blood.

I lived my life,
Soon I shall pass the big hall.
For which I am not afraid,
For you to cease my love,
We get to live for eternity.

Set an example of us for now,
For the curse we brought,
And the blessing we have,
For the sinned you say,
That your prayers behold.

thorn sedge Jun 30, 2021, 3:51 PM

#

Tanhaai: A Short Poem

Andheri raat mein besahaara tadapti rahi rooh meri,
Mein iss kadar bikhra na hota,
Agar tanhaai na hoti taqdeer meri.🖤🖤

dusty trout Jun 30, 2021, 4:40 PM

#

Death is such a deadly thing
We are afraid of it
Yet so blind to see it
Death is always sudden. Even when it isn’t.

We always say we have time
We try to procrastinate our lives
But count every breath you take
Don’t know when will it terminate
Live your life, don’t procrastinate
Maybe you see the last sunset on the easter day.

We say we are afraid to die
Some say they aren’t afraid to die
In both the cases one needs to live the life
So, live happily
Complete your bucket list
Because
Death is always sudden. Even when it isn’t.

prachi

thorn sedge Jun 30, 2021, 4:45 PM

#

अकसर पूछते हैं लोग,
आपको लिखने का शौक़ है?

क्या बताएं जनाब,

जिनसे हुई थी मोहब्बत..
वो पढ़ने के शौकीन थे ।

💌-priyaM

compact junco Jun 30, 2021, 6:35 PM

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We used to talk like crazy as if there is no tomorrow.
About every laughter of joy and tear drops of sorrow.

Your head on my shoulder and fingers between mine,
Everything fitting in pieces impeccably perfectly fine.

Your cute look on face by those constant falling of curl,
Which used to make you the prettiest girl of this world.

As you are gone all those memories are fading away,
Colorful pages of our book turning into dark gray.

Remembering you is like those old books on my shelf,
Which I can preserve and dust but can't read myself.

But I do feel lucky for sharing our paths for a while,
As the sweet short journey of ours makes me smile.

By "Aman 290"

jaunty raft Jun 30, 2021, 7:01 PM

#

" Can you see? It won't mean a thing to me, I've been doing this too long baby girl i've felt it all. So watch out if you try to play your luck, cause ain't nobody gonna care enough to catch you fall "

thorn sedge Jun 30, 2021, 8:41 PM

#

No,I am not okay!
Just ask me once
And I would breakdown
I can promise I won’t cry
But Today just hear me out
Take out time for me
And sort out all my problems
Because this has turned into a burden
And you not being here
Is making it spread
Turning me into a person
With numbness
I can feel you ignoring me
I can see you not being interested in me
It’s growing like a virus
With you being the vaccine
It’s getting darker and darker
With you being the light
I can’t see anyone
I am all alone
You know I fear darkness
For the one last time
Be the light for me..
Just come to me once
And ask
“Are you okay?”
And I would breakdown
I would tell you everything
Just care for me once
I promise to exit your life
But with you being gone
I would loose myself.
With time trust me
I would be okay, but
For once just hear me out
And ask “are you okay?”

turbid tusk Jul 1, 2021, 3:27 AM

#

My death,
maybe is the beginning of something new,
Something beautiful.
A start I always wanted,
The beginning of my new life.
Because elders once said,
Everything shall end for the new beginnings,
So does my life.

compact junco Jul 1, 2021, 4:56 AM

#

thorn sedge Jul 1, 2021, 5:40 AM

#

लोगों की कहानियां सुन सुनकर किताब हो चुका हूं,
खुद की कहानी लिखने को बेताब हो चुका हूं।

💌 -priyaM

turbid tusk Jul 1, 2021, 2:38 PM

#

I don’t know why people pray for heaven,
They live their life all alone and unhappily,
Trying not to make a sin.

And I often ask myself what they are waiting for,
Imagining going to a place if existed,
Falling their existence,
Being unhappy to enjoy their afterlife.

More they missing the very heaven which is here on earth,
Forgetting there’s hell.

Maybe not doing any sin,
Might be the biggest sin,
Being perfect is a nothing but a gorgeous lie,
Forgetting heaven and hell co-exists.

They think more of afterlife than the life they had in their hands.

white aurora Jul 1, 2021, 3:48 PM

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मत कर परख किसी की , किसी और के संग उसे देख कर
शायद तू सच्चाई देख ना पाए ,
जो तेरी कहानी में शैतान लगे तुझे...
क्या पता वो किसी और की कहानी में फूल सजाए?

तू बस पसंद , नापसंद कर , नफरत - प्यार बड़ी बात है...
जो दूर है उसे चाहने से बेहतर , चाह उसे जो तेरे पास है!

valid yarrow Jul 1, 2021, 7:00 PM

#

_Muffled the sheet of joy again, whilst the heart is calm
The silence on her lips predicting a maze, unaware of harm.
And then you came, with a pitty charm.
Those tired eyes stared at you,
Keeping the cold outside, hid the glance through,
With your shores of surf, afraid to lose that glare

So why would you feign to admire that pain
Or why would you choose to pat it in vain?
With no hopes of spring, in the dark winter,
Muffling the sheets again to less the tremble;

Dry & Cold Winters._

slate zodiac Jul 1, 2021, 7:24 PM

#

I paint myself the way I want to be seen
Not because I am that person, but because you want to see me that way
I paint myself in all colours, even when inside i am all black
Because I don't want you to see the darkness within me
I paint a smile on my lips and a gentle look in my eyes
For i dont want you to see my gloomy face and ask me why
For i am afraid, to tell you why..
I am afraid of letting my insecurities out
I am afraid that if you see the real me, you will want to run
I don't want to burden you with the lack of colors in my life
I don't want your shine, to be dimmed by my darkness
Hence I will keep putting on a rainbow of happy emotions
Even if I lose my actual self beneath all the paint..
For you, are much more important to me, than I am.. To myself
#sw

neon phoenix Jul 2, 2021, 12:30 PM

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Keep smiling, always.

I still remember that night when I met you for the very first time when everything around us was looking pretty and lights all around us, and then we sat outside our canteen and talked for about an hour or so. I remember your smiling face. I loved how honest you were but things turned out way too ugly after some time, it changed me and so it did to your smiling face.

But I met you last time, I saw that same smiling face when I saw you for the first time ever, it made me believe that you always had that same smile whenever you met me in all that time even when we were fighting and avoiding each other. I want to see that smile on your face, always. That is all I want now.

thorn sedge Jul 2, 2021, 12:50 PM

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**शायद हमारी बातें ज्यादा हो गईं,
या फिर तुम्हारी यादें ताज़ा हो गई??

ज़रूरी नहीं हर वक्त बात की जाए....
किस्मत में हुआ,
तो शायद हमारी बेवक्त मुलाक़ात हो जाए ।

यूं ऐसे तो तुम्हें ज़ाया छोड़ेंगे नहीं,
दोस्ती वादा किया है दोस्त....
बीच रास्ते औरों की तरह मुंह मोड़ेंगे नहीं।

बात अगर दिल में आए तो यकीन कर लेना,
वरना यादें तो ताज़ा हो ही चुकी हैं,
आज की रात, उसी से हसीन कर लेना । 🌃 💗**

🌁©-priyaM

dusty trout Jul 2, 2021, 3:12 PM

#

Kiss me 👉 👈 💕

Laying on the bed, eyes closed
I remember how I glared at you
You were sitting all alone
Like waiting for someone to call you
Your sparkling eyes met with mine
A smile appeared on both of our faces in no time
Cute face with dazzling smile
I fell for you in no time
You moved aside making space for me
And I also hopped on the seat
We talked and laughed
Cried though laughter the whole hour
Felt nothing less than a movie to me
When you leaned in to kiss me.

prachi

turbid tusk Jul 2, 2021, 5:26 PM

#

You took my lover from me,
When i lost all my hopes from humanity she brought me back to this people life,
And what you filthy humans did with her.

She was a woman of science,
The one from you were generations behind.
When you were unable to understand it,
You called her crazy,
'A woman with the dark side,
With the devil’s mind'.

You called her a witch one to be scared of,
And took her in the town’s square hall,
Place her in the middle of a burning stake.
As burning she shouts my name,
Appealing not to kill these worms,
'For they don’t know what they were doing,
For the sin they are committing in their lords name' she said.
They were pleased to see her die, watching with there naked eyes.

The little fire which was left behind,
I emerge in that fire,
Warning them for the year to come,
''Leave the town now or prepare to get burned in the ground,
I will unleash hell’s fire on your town.
As Punishment for the sin you all committed,
To call upon my fellow friend Devil,
Will end this humanity from the face of earth for sure''.

I may reunite with my lover in hell,
But the humans she protect will not be left,
Gonna make this place my hell, on the surface and below,
End one creation, to make a new species born.

mighty whale Jul 3, 2021, 3:31 AM

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Untitled Love

The day when your lips rest upon mine,
My hands around you and your shiny eyes.
In the long, narrow lane of your backbone, my fingers took a pace.

In a moment, we were breathless,
Love was in play, that game was so sacred.

Behind your paced breathing, is the fault of my naked palm, skimming across your crescent waist.
Not wanting to leave the stay,
Can we kiss forever? -- I said.

-Aiman

turbid tusk Jul 3, 2021, 12:30 PM

#

I wake up terrified in a sweat
a tear in my eye
telling myself a lie
whispering a buzzing noise
broken by the clouds
been challenged by the sun
taken down by the rain.

I wake up terrified in a sweat
a darkness behind
telling myself a lie
watching a red sign
intends to move on
stuck in my life.

I wake up terrified in a sweat
an emptiness inside
telling myself a lie
being sad or happy
i say myself alive
but this rule does not apply.

I wake up terrified in a sweat
a tear in my eye
telling myself a lie
listening to a humming noise
shattered by the reality
overpowered by the time
caught in this zoogeography.

thorn sedge Jul 3, 2021, 5:39 PM

#

To my Dearest one,

*I still remember the time it's was three - twenty four A.M, when you said.. you were giving up and you couldn't take and handle things anymore.

I still remember the haze the blur of tears in my eyes as you told me you were sorry and told me Goodbye.

Trying to remember you is like carrying water in my hands a long distance across sand.

And I wish I could see you one more time, come walking through the door.
But I know this is impossible I will hear your voice no more, I know you can feel my tears and I also know you don't want me to cry, yet my heart is broken because I can't understand why someone so precious had to die.*

- Suicide is not an option for you to choose when you feel down, not even when you feel you have no where else to turn. You mean alot to so many even when it seems that you don't, Don't give up in your battle yet. :)

-Vanshika

turbid tusk Jul 3, 2021, 7:44 PM

#

We make our own destiny,
without knowing our destination.
We often set a goal,
but forget the way we started from.
We open our mind,
but take what we want.
Listen to the people voice,
and get demotivated by their beautiful voice.
We make wall for ourselves,
and never brought a hammer,
just if we had one,
never get enough courage to break it.
We had some of many to guide us,
but remove them for our other greed.
Think as being alone,
which is our own fault.
Still
many from one stayed,
and you call it love.
But
what if it is other's desire,
not your fate.
You enjoy with your love,
and get your heartbreak,
say it as a destiny,
which is our own work.

amber forge Jul 3, 2021, 8:18 PM

#

What is Love?

People often wonder, what is Love?
Is it a beautiful sunset? Or is it the soft coo-oo of a dove?
Ask people, they have a million explanantions.
And why should they not, each story born out of a billion more situations.

Ask a scientist, they will say we got 11 dimentions.
They forgot, however, love is the most important of the emotions.
To me, human dimensions are only 3 and its quite easy.
Love, joy and warmth are them, yes, I'm real cheesy.

Love is a mother feeling proud for her child,
Love is the warm touch of the sunrays making you blind.
Love is the emotion of a teacher towards her student,
Love is also the variety of feelings present in an animal mind.

Ask me to define Love?
On a clear night sky, I suggest you look above.
See the thousands of stars shining?
Love is like them, with as many definitions,
And burning until the time, we exist.

valid yarrow Jul 4, 2021, 2:47 AM

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_Will they ever know I'm dead ; until i die ?
A big question to ask others, & confusing to self.

A big guilt, is yet to be done.
A big move, yet to be taken.
A big transition, yet to happen.
A scary sound, is yet to be mourned.
Phases of misery is on head.
Peeking through windows and in motion on my doors.
How far can I run, from this sea shore?
How many Islands of life do I cross?
How many merchants are there in my boat?
What do they have with them?
Any regression or pain ?
Are they happy? or in, guilt?
Like me;
Cause what I have here, is just a hole in my boat.
A boat with terrible hopes of healing & happiness.
But, hope is a mistake.
This merchant knows, my boat ain't survive a day or two.
Whilst my heart knows, it will sink before the boat.

All this while, death is playing games.

Mostly games, are played by us.
Until death, joins us.
Death is a participant, waiting for its chance from decades.
Decades of,
Experience. Traumas, and all those emotions,
All this, manipulate us from death.
While death is the new beginning.
And only death can save you from drowning in sea.
My heart tells me, don't sink in. Die..
Should I ?_

strong panther Jul 4, 2021, 4:56 AM

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dad Titli_KSM

I love him...
The way he cherish me in public,
hold my hand in crowd
direct me to good decisions,
support in bad

I have heard stories
How he used to skip work days for me,
Play with me like a child,
Fulfil everything I spoke of,
Dreamt of

I wish to relive every second
Seize the life 15 years back
And never grow up...

I want to hug him every night,
wake up with his morning kiss

Only he can pamper me,
love me,
Afterall...
i m his daughter heart heart

cedar marsh Jul 5, 2021, 4:44 PM

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वो झूठी कहानियां

जो सच मान बैठे थे, उनकी कहानियां
क्या आज भी याद करते हो?

इश्क़ सच्चा था तेरा...
अब किरदार नये आ चूके हैं

तुम्हें पता नहीं, बेवफ़ा की कहानियों में
तुम उनपर आज भी मरते हो ।

🥀-priyaM ( @thorn sedge )

signal grove Jul 5, 2021, 5:58 PM

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Through the shadows of gloom and sorrow
I follow hope into a shallow vessel of despair
Through the murky waters of eternal shame
I drown in my own failures
In my mind rings the bell of revival
A constant reminder of my once happy self
Reaching towards a happy life, I grab it
Only to realise my treasure was a hollow lifeless dream

Burying the truth
Putting up a fake smile
Building a dam of pretentious emotions
This is how I live
A way to forget my dead dreams
I live on in the memory of a life I could've had

turbid tusk Jul 6, 2021, 3:36 AM

#

Look
I have lost people who are not genuine
But
I have lost friends
Lost family
Lost love
And truly somewhere between losing them I lost myself too.

dawn mortar Jul 6, 2021, 9:14 AM

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Kitna sahi ho ta na
agar kuch sawalon ke jawaab bin puche mil jaate
Kitna sahi hota na
agar kuch sawaal kabhi khade hi nahi hote
kitna sahi hota na
agar ye dil aur dimaag kabhi ladte nahi
aur dil ki har dhadkan hamesha sach bolti

ye kaise uljhane hain
jisse baar baar har baar suljhane par bhi
vhi dhaage ke gaanth jesi bann jaati hain
jisse halka sa keechne par tut jaaneka khauf satata hain

ye kesi kashmakash hain
jahan dil ko harr baat pta hain
aur dimaag har cheez unsunaa karke
bas apni hi manmani karta hain

kuch baatien samjhi jaati hain
kuch baatien bhulai jaati hai
ye baat toh mann mera bhi jaanta ha
aur hakkikat toh sheeshe si hain
sab kuch aankhon ke saamne hain
bus is dimmagi kohre ne
cheeze kuch dhundhli si kar di hain... heartbroken

thorn sedge Jul 7, 2021, 8:17 AM

#

Eyes full of tears
Smile on the face
Mind full of thoughts
With music on her earphones
Standing on the terrace
Watching the birds
Freely flying in the sky
Wishing the same freedom in life
With every cold breeze that
Crosses her
She feels free
Free from all the burden
Free from all the stress
From all the loneliness
With every fresh breath
She feels peaceful
She feels happier
She feels herself
She feels ALIVE
Seeing the buds getting carried away
By the winds
Makes her believe that she is not the only one
As the clouds slowly changes it’s colour
She realises that this is not going to last
With every change in the shade
She sees how she has been living in the dark
She realises that this happiness is not everlasting
She is dejected
She is sad again
Thinking about her emotions
Her loneliness
Her behaviour
Her life
Her future
It all comes to an end
When she wakes up to the reality
And waits for the next day
So that she can come back
And experience this short term happiness again..

burnt coral Jul 7, 2021, 12:15 PM

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From ek raat me ek chapter khatam
To ek raat me ek season khatam
I have ruined my lyf 🎭

brittle perch Jul 7, 2021, 12:44 PM

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->Mirza Ghalib

Sharab peene de..masjid me baithkar
Ya aisi jagah bata, jaha khuda nahi..

->Alama Iqbal

Masjid Khuda ka ghar hai, sharab peene ki jagah nahi
Qafir ke ghar me jaa, waha khuda nahi

->Ahmad Faraz

Kafir ke ghar se aaya hu mai ye dekhkar
Khuda maujood hai waha, par use pta nahi

->Wahi Shah

Khuda to maujood duniya me harr jagah hai
To Jannat me jaa, waha peena mana nahi

->Saqi Farooqi

Peeta hu gam-e-duniya bhulane ke liye Saqi
Jannat me kaunsa gam hai, isiliye waha peene me maza nhi.

->Meer Taqi

Ham peete hain mze ke liye,bewajah badnaam gam hai
Puri botal pikar dekho, fir ye duniya kya jannat se kam hai?

->Inam Ul-Haq

Sharab sharab karte ho, fir peene se kyu darte ho?
Gar khouf khuda hai dil me, fir zikr hi kyu karte ho?

grave tendon Jul 7, 2021, 12:54 PM

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My act :-

I act all sober up
I act up all fine
Cause world won't understand
How broke down am I

I am loaded with pain
There are things I can't say
Twisted Thoughts that I can't contain
Room is my prison, bed is my chain

I don't belong in this earth
I don't know why I was birthed
I am scared to live, ready to die
Why I gotta survive?, when all I do is cry?

I put on a act
My face is blacked

I put up a courage face
I put up a fake smile
Can the world just make
me disappear for a while?

In depths of my room
Everything seems to be on loop
In depths of my soul
I am always in a stoop

But I am fine
Things gonna take some time
Road will shine
And I will be all mine

So I put on a act
Cause this is my only tact

@harideepkaushik

fresh stream Jul 7, 2021, 4:23 PM

#

Perfidy

The moon is calling your name
Wherever she is
She sighs every time she thinks of you again
In her most intimate moments
She lies to the one that loves her
And comes back running to you
Shining on your face
Till the dark night fades away
And in her busiest of times
She looks into the sky
Hoping to see you coming her way
And save her from herself
Stuck in the arms of space
She deals one sliver a day
Hoping to see her lover in exchange
Longing, holding her heart in dismay
"One of these days," she'd say

-Affy

turbid tusk Jul 7, 2021, 4:55 PM

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Jiske pass the hum
voh humare khass ni
jiske sath the hum
humse dur voh abhi
jo khilaf the humare
dardo mein shamil vhi.

Aaj socha dard nikal du in khali pano pe
bhul sa gya tha ke dil mein hai dard shamil nhi
pii gya tha kal use apni raaton mein khi.

Dil roya hai takleef mein
na zuban ko di koi takleefien
baaki ye andha dimag smjhata bhi kise
socha bs dub jao apni sanson ki nadi mein.

Jaaga main raaton mein
dekhe nhi din kabhi
bhul sa gya main roshni
tumhari bahon se nikal ke.

Ab sunata bhi kaise main kisi ko
dard bataun to miljaate char nai khani ke sar
dikatein hai hazar
sirf mujhme nhi
ya tujhme
hai sb ka vhi haal
toh kiya muh bnd apna
or gussa nikal diya
mere shabdon ke anusar.

eager hinge Jul 7, 2021, 5:08 PM

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till that day ill be choked
till that day my haunts will provoke
any day i might end the pain
following which none of my paranoia will mock

the d-day?
to end this inevitable pain
to end this haunting smile
to end this heavenly strain
to end this bare foot mile
ill try to keep loving you
or might..
..

signal grove Jul 8, 2021, 4:47 AM

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The goddess of death walking the land of living
Now weary of her work she lets time do her bidding
Tired of being an unwanted but necessary end to the cycle of life
Tired of seeing misery and sorrow ignite
Nevertheless she carries on
Provides shoulder to the dying
And solace to the diseased
In her company many mourn
She is the guest that requires no hospitality
She gifts bitter truth to the dilusional
And She is the inevitable truth we all face

wraith valve Jul 8, 2021, 1:17 PM

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You weren't entirely wrong
When you explained how roads connect-
Cities like cobwebs, enchanting an exalted frame
For folks to thoughtfully peddle the skimmed
Milk of life, just only you disregard to cite
The part where the road detaches two lovers,
Two clumsy towns- happily married
For years one couldn't even imagine

You weren't entirely wrong
That it's certainly a credible cause to stimulate
Free will- "certainly", you exclaimed
Just you were unfamiliar to the evident savagery-
That vindictive freedom only reinforce the uncertainty

You weren't entirely wrong,
The other day, when I challenged my prayers,
And you mumbled- we don't question the divine makers
You told me to trust them, and later
Drove home, shouted on, and argued with your dad
Your maker, if not divine, and provoked his indigent heart to question the ultimate artisan above

You weren't entirely wrong
When you stopped me from aiding that poor girl
When she spewed out hopes, crying for forlorn help
And you assured she'll be alright on her own
That poverty will heal them already
Almost like it mended scars of capital elitism on its own

You weren't entirely wrong, you asserted-
Grabbing a secure office job gets us a fortunate life
True- that our cubicles would bring forth elation, but-
You didn't observe, the house I can hardly afford now
Are smaller than those cubicles assigned to me

And this to the cost of letting my dreams away,
But you reassured me again- "I didn't have dreams"
Look, I cannot follow what I don't see,
Which doesn't mean, "I do not crave it"

You weren't yet wrong
When you called me a slut
For wearing clothes that exposed your psyche
More than it exposed my body
But you were WRONG, alas
When the world called me a murderer-
The instant I scoured your flesh and mended
A cape for myself, a cape of disservice
For being held a prisoner of your intentions,
A symbol for the weak
The unarmed race, overshadowed by your deeds

The Quintus Caepio Brutus of our tale,
All
This
Time!

-$ouvik

next whale Jul 8, 2021, 4:56 PM

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Me

"I am young and I am broken,
From the words that have been spoken,
The future is not what televised,
So it's all lies in the headlines,
Truth be told I have no place,
Just a pretty face,
No one knows the storm inside,
I keep it tucked away so I protect my pride,
Dying slowly while i walk with a smile on my face,
Keeping the truth hidden
Trying to hide what's forbidden"

turbid tusk Jul 8, 2021, 5:02 PM

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Now i repent myself in total blackness ,
For now light is so bright that it blinds my way,
I needing this darkness to show me the way.

thorn sedge Jul 8, 2021, 5:06 PM

#

Looking at me,
you smile sometime
It seems like
you want some more time
With me, you don't pretend
You know, I'll tell you the truth
I am not a liar
evenif i am in my youth..

Looking at me,
you talk sometime
It seems like
you want to be a friend of mine
You keep on sharing things with me
without any fears
From your smallest criticism to your darkest secret,
you tell me everything and i am all ears..

Looking at me,
you scream sometime
It seems like
somebody did touch that nerve
but no worries, I am here
to help you get all that anger out
Shout at me and tell me
what is this all about?

Looking at me,
you cry sometime
It seems like
you're not at all fine
You need someone to console you
and never leave your side
Oh wait, here i am
hanging on your wall with pride..

Looking at me,
you praise me sometime
It seems like
you're happy to spend time
You appreciate me
And tell me I am beautiful
But darling,
I would rather say that you are so graceful..!

P.S. I am your mirror and I am happy to be just yours❤️

compact junco Jul 8, 2021, 10:03 PM

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Tu nahi saath to kya hua, tera aks mere paas hi hai
Tu nahi meri to kya hua, teri saans to mere saath hi hai
Tu bhul gyi sab to kya hua, mujhe yaad to pal pal baat ki hai
Tu nhi paas to kya hua, teri ruh to soti mere saath hi hai

Abrix

eager hinge Jul 9, 2021, 4:30 AM

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i entered
they gasped
we sighed, you laughed.
we talked, they stared
i grinned, feelings besmeared.
i boasted, they envied
we rejoiced, sean oh indeed.
we continued, they judged.
you smiled, i forgot.
he knew, she didn’t
its lustrous, the radiance i meant.
its skeptical, a smile disguised
you are happiness, i realized.

next whale Jul 9, 2021, 5:08 AM

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Water

Some say its medicine,
Mother natures cure,
But in reality it's just like me,
Polluted,
You can never find where its fresh Its inhabitants slowly wither away without anyone battling an eye,
Like me, my minds polluted,
Try so hard to find its cleanest spots,
My emotions like inhabitants slowly fade away,
No more happiness No more sadness,
Just numb to the pain,
That's what happens when you withdraw,
You wallow in self pity,
Fighting your own battles alone,
True be told you cant do anything alone,
Like water, it need everyone to keep it clean,
Like me, when I'm sad that when I need you the most.

slender salmon Jul 9, 2021, 6:33 PM

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Wo tere naam ki saari Badnaamiyaan Qubool hain mujhe,
Bas Tujhe Mujhko Bhool jaana nahin..
Wo teri saari Kahaniyaan Yaad hain mujhe,
Bas tujhse Bichhad jaana nahin..

💌 -priyaM

thorn sedge Jul 10, 2021, 2:38 PM

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If only I could go back in time
And see my mistake
I would rectify it
And make you mine again
You and I were meant to be
You might have moved on
But I still go to our place
Where it all began
Your feelings seem to be faded away
But mine still stays
You were my bestfriend
Whom I couldn’t even share
Now I couldn’t even cross your lane
Looking at those windows remind me of us
From Laughing and playing stupid games
To binge watching shows together
But seeing the window sealed
Makes me realise that you are no longer a part of me
With you being gone
All I am left with is your memories
And with you uploading her pictures
All I am left with is the our picture
Which I couldn’t even delete
But now you have made me suffer enough
I might not even be alive to say you this directly
All I can say now is that
you ruined my life
And the only thing I am thankful to you
Is for
Showing me your real side
And teaching me betrayal in life..

ornate tartan Jul 11, 2021, 7:34 AM

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turbid tusk Jul 12, 2021, 3:06 AM

#

Under the night sky,
Star gazing,
You by my side.
Lets hold hands,
Make love,
Till the morning shines.

Later that night,
When the raven arrives.
Hold me tight,
For those humble nights.
Let's prepare our love,
Or it soon become a lie.
I hate to tell,
But i know we'll survive.

copper cobalt Jul 12, 2021, 11:04 AM

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My best companion? they asked;
I searched for one in school,
Was it someone I danced with?
Or, was it one of my classmates
The search went on for a decade
But no one was found!
Could I ever meet a "Best companion"
I ventured into unknown places
Reached a new city,
Started a new life ,
A new chapter.
I had gone through much!
I was crying , crying alone,
No one to pacify me ,
No shoulder to put my weight on
Then I met him,
My best Companion
He swallowed my pain
Brought out my smile
Little did I know I had him all along
He had been with me since the day I was born
He is me

turbid tusk Jul 12, 2021, 4:44 PM

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the beauty of colour grey,
is it what you say?

i believe in the pure colours,
the two basic blur,
white and black all i say.

the first colour to be seen in different ways,
one say it is meant to be the light,
other is opposite in sight.

black is a horror to be afraid of,
white is peace that one holds.

for i, who thinks in a lost way,
wanted to peek in these scary waves.

holding on to my sober self,
to take a glance at this dark place.
an endless bottom is all i see,
the one that's maybe calling upon me.

listening to that humming voice,
i went in that horrible state,
i explored it on and on, on one certain day,
looking for an exit's way,
i found none in this empty space.

having my time alone with this shade,
i got to know about it's name,
running far and wide like a child's play,
thinking why people think in other way.

i found my sober self shinning so bright again,
thinking i may exit that plane site,
much of it there is this darkness quiet, coexisting with this ethical light.

where i get to meet the colour grey.

static falcon Jul 13, 2021, 12:14 AM

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The world is full of deceit
Backstabbing, a common trope
There's bound to be animosity
As all eyes yearn for the same throne

Morality crushed by feral ambition
Etiquette ceasing to exist
Unfocused turmoil plaguing the country
As a reluctant youth persists

Corners cut as often as wages
Closer to a dystopia, every day
Voices silenced by cut-throat competition
As censorship rules the stage

We are slaves to our own cause
Feet chained by tremendous expectations
A stained conscience, we all hold
Clearly oblivious to the pandemonium around.

lost sequoia Jul 13, 2021, 4:22 AM

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Water and human, life is unfair with both. Not letting either of them to settle peacefully once. It's the beauty, it's the beast and it's the life. When you see a shell on sea shore remember a kid waiting to be compared. When you see lodged water around you, remember a man waiting to be judged. When you see fishes pleasent and beautiful, remember a woman waiting to be compromised. Life has many hussle and bussle for everyone. But what matters in the end is a smile or a flowing river reaching it's destination, perhaps having so many troubles.

turbid tusk Jul 13, 2021, 8:46 AM

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The darkness is a sign of evil they said, we should leave it behind.

So i listened and try to make a distance,
yet wherever i go it follows,
In the world of light, which everyone cherish,
i was chased by the shadows.

One to be taught to hate the dark, was chained by the colour black,
Tangled up struggling with so called evil.
A dark cloud come, place me under a sleeping spell.

I woke up next morning, thinking it was a bad dream,
to be loved by the black shade in this white land.

Later in this life..

Chased by the dark, in this place,
i became a person, from who people were afraid,
landowners see me as a person with the dark soul,

Been alone, with the shadow of my own,
which grew darker, just like my soul.

Just like every year,
A dark clould come, place me under a sleeping spell,
For the first time i smile, while it was putting me under a sleeping night,
Lowly i know of it, It place me in with my darker slef,
saying to bid it a goodbye, or welcome your so called light,
To go again in the people life, you don't get the beauty of a night.

Listening to it,
I think of it everytime, what is the beauty of night,
Is it something that we failed to recognise?

brittle perch Jul 13, 2021, 11:07 AM

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Tum Hi Batao, Kyun Na Jale Aaftab,
Inaayat Uski Aur Mashhoor Chand Hai.

grave tendon Jul 15, 2021, 8:15 AM

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Let me die slowly:-

I should have get in line
I should have be like everybody else
Push a crowbar through my face
Let's end this endless race
Every living proof of me, will be erased
Body will be intact, soul will be replaced

Maybe in another life
Just surviving to live
Won't be my crime
Don't worry I will be fine

I am killing myself so fast
I don't know how long I will last

Trying to not act like
How I feel
But everytime it gets
Harder to breathe

I know pain closely
Let me die slowly
Whoever it is
Please don't control me
Surrounded by crowds
Still it gets so lonely
I know I am not worthy
But Have some mercy

I am sorry my life
Sorry for wasting you on my soul
I am sorry guys
Sorry for not being whole

I am a mere human only
So let me die slowly

@harideepkaushik

fresh stream Jul 15, 2021, 11:00 PM

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Mashkoor hoon tu paas nahi
Saje khwaab bhi jale hain mere
Mere zehen me tu hai toh
Par ab iss dil ko teri aas nahi.

-Affy

Mashkoor: grateful
Zehen: mind
Aas: expectation

eager hinge Jul 16, 2021, 10:15 AM

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with absolute solace, i plead thee
against all odd setting all casualties free

its been hours of solitude
dark enough to rupture my even parts as well
it got my wound stranding, decay
along with me to sway

sway like there was no end there
there at the end wherein
was sitting the time himself
with his dearest friend we call 'hope',"oh seen"

the hope that pleases humans well
even tried to make me freely dwell
with a statement, "i forfeit,
i have no life left, so please, let me?","oh well"

grave tendon Jul 16, 2021, 10:22 AM

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Dancing in flames:-

I am dark
Patchy soul
Filled with holes
Who is in control?
My soul is on the fire
Sensation is getting me so higher
Do you hurt me on purpose?
My world is moving in circles
This weird place where I am at
I have been here before
I don't need you to touch me
Your words hits the right spot

Don't call me with my name
I am not a part of your game
I am not someone you can tame
I am just Dancing, Dancing in flames

Different level to this game
Leveled up, but something seems same
We were rolling like a train
Now I just want to jump from a plane
My t-shirt got my blood stains
I still can't figure out my name
Why am I setting everything on fire?
Am I not me anymore, am I insane?
Clouds are dry, it never rains
Everything around me seems so plain
Am I drowning, am I sinking?
Am I just being pushed down into drain?

Don't call me with my name
I am not a part of your game
I am not someone you can tame
I am just Dancing, Dancing in flames

@harideepkaushik

sterile moth Jul 16, 2021, 10:51 AM

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Miscellaneous verse

Shit is gettin mental demons in my head livin free no rental mind poisoned like lead pencils cant be fabricrated like a stencil shittin is gettin mental been copin with benzos i lost all my friends tho so lately lifes been a mess tho and lately i been mental

left inlet Jul 16, 2021, 5:23 PM

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Dekho tumse milne ko
Tumhare liye marne ko
Tumse kahi sari baate aur
sath rehne ko
mai betab hu
Magar Jaldi nahi hai

Ishq ki boonde
Apne aap me chanchal hai
ya sirf ye tumhari wajah se
na kahi ruk jana tum
Log nazar laga denge
Magar humse ishq karne
me dar na lagana tum

Mai betab hu
Magar jaldi nahi hai

Yu to dor hamari na tutegi
Or isme ghate na hogi
Magar kuchh gusse ki
Or pyaar ki baate zarur hogi
Mai in palo ko
Sath lekar jaunga
Or khuda se
Agle janam
Yahi Cassette apne janam me lagunga
Ha tum jaldi kaho

Mai betab hu
Magar jaldi nahi hai

brittle perch Jul 17, 2021, 5:25 AM

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Din Ki Uljhane Khatam Hui,
Ab Raat Suljhana Baki Hai,
Chal Maykade Ko Chal Saki,
Ik Jaam Chalkana Baki Hai.

grave tendon Jul 17, 2021, 9:58 AM

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This and that :-

I've been wrong, I've been right
I could be both tonight
I've been hurt, I've been healed
But this time I've been killed
I've been scared, I've been brave
Pain is what my body crave
I've been high, I've been low
I've been high when I was low
I've been lost, I've been found
I've been both when you're around

I've been this, I've been that
I don't know how long will i last
I've been this, I've been that
I don't know where I am at

I've been awake, I've been sleep
I am so high when I am so deep
I've been God, I've been devil
I've been an empty vessel
I've been villain, I've been hero
Turned out I am just a zero
I've been holy, I've been unholy
But in the end it still so lonely
I've been good, I've been bad
I would better be dead

But I've never been enough
I've never been full
Breathing is so tough
And I am always a fool

I've been this, I've been that
I don't know how long will i last
I've been this, I've been that
I don't know where I am at

@harideepkaushik

fresh portal Jul 17, 2021, 12:09 PM

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Ham wo hain jinhe paida hote hi umeedon se laad diya jaata hai
Aur thoda bade hote hi kitabon ka bhoj daal diya jaata hai

Bade laad se rakha jaata hai, Bada pyaar kiya jaata hai.
Kabhi-kabhi galtiyon par daat bhi diya jaata hai
To kabhi-kabhi shararaton par maar bhi diya jaata hai

Hamare rone par puchkar diya jaata hai
Bade pyaar se samjha diya jaata hai
Humare aasuon ko humhari aankhon mein kaid kar diya jaata hai
Humari bhavnaon ko humhare dilon mein baandh diya jaata hai

Kuch aur bada hote hi, Engineer banne ka sapna dikhaya jaata hai
IIT ko bhagwan karaar diya jaata hai
Padhai ka pressure bada diya jata hai
Khel-kud ko varjit kar diya jaata hai
Aur is tarah hamara bachpan chheen liya jaata hai
Ham pagal hote nhi hai, is tarah pagal bana diya jaata hai

Kaabiliyat hamare marks se judge ki jaati hai
Aur kapde dekh kar hi aukat bata di jaati hai
Mann ki sunne par pabandi lag jati hai
Aur is jeevan ki andhi dod mein bhaga diya jaata hai

Sapne sapne reh jaate hain
Zindagi bhaagne lagti hai
Magar ab bahut der ho chuki hoti hai
Pachhtawe ke alawa, kuch nhi hota hai

Phir bas mann mein yehi khyal aata hai
Kash bachpan mein thodi himmat karli hoti
Apne sapnon ki or kadam rakh liya hota
To kam-se kam aj santushti toh hoti

Ho sakta hai ki main kamyab na hota
Par hota toh apne dam par hota
Aur nakamyabi bhi khalti nhi
Kyunki jo paaya, apne dam par paaya
Duniya se alag chal kar paaya
Risk uthake paaya
Aur apne dam par paaya.

Yeh hai us zindagi ka saar
Jise jeete(live) toh sab hai
Lekin usme jeette(win) sirf wo hain
Jo karte apne man ki hain.
Jo sunte apne dil ki hain.

Toh suno mere yaar
suno apne man ki
Ek hi zindagi ha
karlo apne dil ki

quick umbra Jul 17, 2021, 6:59 PM

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Samajh Saka Na Tujhe Kabhi Bhi ,
Teri Baatein Galat Aur Lage Sahi Bhi ,
Raatein Bitaayi Hai Teri Yaadon Mein ,
Khushi Dhund Lete Hum Teri Baaton Mein ,
Jaadu Si Hai Tu , Hai Akho Ka Dhoka ,
Par Dil Hai Paagal , Ise Kisne Tha Roka ?
Majboori Hai Kuch Esi , Tujhe Bata Na Sake ,
Akhe Bandd Kar Bhi Hum Raaton Ko Jage ,
Tere Saamne Hona Sapna Sa Kyu Lage ?
Kehne Ko Baatein Aur Bhi Hoti Shayad ,
Par Humne Khud Ko Na Maana Uss Laayak ,
Manzil Ke Pas Jaana To Chahte Hai ,
Tumse Door Ho Kar Bhi Pas Rehna Chahte Hai,
Akho Se Akhein Milana To Chahte Hai ,
Par Khud Ko Tujhse Chipana Bhi Chahte Hai ,
Subha Ki Kiran Bhi Lagti Ab Jaise Raatein Hai ,
Zindagi Mein Gum Aur Khushi Hai Aati ,
Kaash Zindagi Tumse Bhi Milati …

turbid tusk Jul 18, 2021, 1:24 AM

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Just a random thought.

Yesterday i searched an answer for a question, most people want.
I had a glimpse of a road, the one had the answer i need.
I took the road without thinking twice.
The road was a mess. The one i never saw.
Just something i am now walking on.
As i move forward, the forest start, dense, mess, leaves all scattered.
Forward i go, denser the forest, darker the road.
After the long walk, i get to see a moment of light.
And i thought just a little more to see the answer i needed for long.
But after struggling for long, i get out of forest and towards the light, but the answer i need was no where to find in this light.
To per say, it was somewhere in between.
To the end in my times of dark end of the forest, I went searching their, where i get what i want.
Answer for the question,

How you break a broken heart?

And i really want everyone to think of a question and write an Answer for it. If you do it would be really wonderful. Thankyou.

thorn sedge Jul 18, 2021, 8:57 AM

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I sat in the backseat
Gazing at the passing clouds
And hills
Mind flowing with thoughts
Probably time for me to look through myself
The car was full of people
But I was zoned out
Thinking about
The rocks I crossed,
The lake I crossed,
The clouds that I crossed;
Seemed kind of similar to life
The dark clouds and white clouds
All in one sky
The short plants and tall trees
All in one area
Subtly connecting me to them
My dark thoughts and my clean thoughts
All in my mind
Seeing the endless roads
Reminded me of my endless thoughts
Seeing the wet ground along with sand in one corner
Reminded me of all my right doings and wrong doings
All I realised today was that
The wall that separated them
The wall that we build for ourselves
And let people see what we want them to see
Hiding all the dark clouds,
All the rocks
All the wet grounds
All the unbuilt roads
And make it seem as if
We are all happy in life
With no one
To look right through that wall
And see the real you
Quietly hiding there in one corner.

quiet marlin Jul 18, 2021, 4:19 PM

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मंजिले हासिल कर के वो ठीक है ना,
जो सफर से ता उम्र गुजरे वो ठीक है ना?

तुमको मुझसे रूठने का हक है,
में जो रूठ जाऊ तुमसे वो ठीक है ना?

जो झूठ दिखाया तुमने हमे परवा नहीं
मगर जो सच छुपाया खुद में वो ठीक है ना?

रोज हारता हू खुद से एक जंग नई,
जो हारता है मुझसे वो ठीक है ना।

grave tendon Jul 18, 2021, 5:42 PM

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Shayari :-

Ye rat khtm kyu nhi ho rhi?
Ye dhdhkne km kyu nhi ho rhi?
Kyu bs sense ki km ho rhi hai?
Kyu bs mein hi khtm ho rha hu?

Khoyi hui ruhh meri
usne mujse milwa di
Chlte chalte phir muddi
phir dekh k muskura di

Ye rat shant kyu h?
Mera mn ashant kyu h?
Logo se ghira hua hu m
Fir bhi itna ikant kyu h?

Roya nhi jnaze pe toh katil
Hsa nhi bchkano pe toh zahil
Kese uljhaya h tune shatir
Kis kis se uljha m tere khatir
Tujse na milkar bhi tera khyal rkhta hu
Mere jehen me bhot sare swal rkhta hu

Mere andr kayi aadmi or h
Tum toh bahr wale ko hi dekhkar dar gye

uska nasha kuch iss kdarr
seer pe chdha tha
muje fasanne k liye
Usne Kirdaar acha ghda tha

@harideepkaushik

plucky kite Jul 18, 2021, 6:01 PM

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Ab sirf teri yaadon ka sahara haii,
iss dil ko sirf tera hi intazaar haii…

Na jaane konsa junoon mujhe haii chhada,
aksar bekhudii mei tera hi naam leta…

Iss khamoshii ki chadar mei soya rehta hu,
bas terii hii yaadon mei khoya rehta hu…

Aaj uski aakhein dil mei bas chuki hai,
uskii baatein zuban par chad chuki hai,
aansuo mei bhi unke hi khwaab hai,
hum doo sirf ek hi too hai…

Shayad aisa ho ki mai sapna dekh raha hu,
par ab yahi apna lagta haii…

fervent bramble Jul 19, 2021, 1:48 AM

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Her velvet fingers
as they caress by skin,
Tales of woes
now they no longer bleed;
Draped in chaos
grapples my mind with misery,
I now estate her soul,
her intimacy as an outlet to vent;

secret mixed memories
mends broken wings,
lopsided smiles
heals scars few frowns left,
East side rises
extends into your meaty curves,
a kiss away we burn
the dreams beset with grief.

title: a kiss away

quiet marlin Jul 19, 2021, 3:30 PM

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ना जाने यार से विसाल कब होगा
खतम जिंदगी का सवाल कब होगा।

ना फन रहा, ना रही आरजू कोई
जिस ने किया उसका ये हाल कब होगा।

हम आज भी तहजीब के मारे रह गए
ना जाने गुंहेगार को मलाल कब होगा।

जिन गलियों मे ना रहे जुगनू कोई
उन गलियों में फिर से बवाल कब होगा।

उसकी आस में रहना लाजमी है? गर नही,
तो दिल–ए–तिश्नग का काल कब होगा।

fervent bramble Jul 20, 2021, 5:17 PM

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She is a fire
strong enough to burn you into soot,
soft enough to cover your body
In warmth of love and save you .

lost sequoia Jul 21, 2021, 7:02 PM

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Wafa:
Wo saher jo hum sathe the,
Humre muqaddar ne wafa nahi ki.
Wo raate jo hum kabhi south mumbai ki sadko per sath the,
Unn hasin raato ne wafa nahi ki.

Rishte ko vyapar me naaptol na humari itrat me na hai,
Nahi to pehle tum bewafa na hote.

Pyasa pani se bewafa nahi hota,
Aasman sitaro se bewafa nahi hota,
Gardish e Zamana gar takdeer se wafa hojata,
Humari kahani per bewafai ka daag nahi hota.

Kya dil me tha tumhare jo tum iqraar na kiye,
Kya mazloom the hum kya fitrat hai humari,
Hum khudai se wafa kar baithe.
Kya mohabbat thi tumari,
Tum wafadaro se dhokebaazi kar baithe.

stoic horizon Jul 21, 2021, 7:41 PM

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Chahte aksarr takliff ka sila deti hai
Yaade insaan ko andr se hila deti hai ,

Maut aa jaye to kubool hai , koi gila nhi ,
Bin yaar ke beeti raate , ashko se bhiga deti hai ,

Vo jo humsafar tha mera , kabile tareef tha
Vo mere jeene ki thi ik aakhri wajh ,

Ek baat meri , Mere yaar yaad rakhna
Toot jaata hai insaan , bewafai is qadar dil dukha deti hai

ANKIT
( BROWN )

sturdy swift Jul 21, 2021, 7:59 PM

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In the world of smart phones, home delivery of food and stuffs, web series, gaming, and so on....
We have everything that we need but we still don 't appreciate our life, what we have and how fortunate we are.
We can go to school and colleges, we can have full stomach meal thrice a day, we have countless dresses in our wardrobe, we are safe, we have a roof over our head and we have someone to take care of us. But we choose to complain.

Someone out there doesn't even dare to dream of all these things.

Be grateful for the little things you have in your life and you'll see yourself growing intellectually, emotionally and spiritually. Enjoy life with whatever you have, because someone out there is dying to even get a life like yours!

wraith valve Jul 22, 2021, 12:52 PM

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Yun toh har subha tere janaazay par
Ho jata hoon khada,
Karb ki piaali me thaamein- ubalti, fiki chai liye
Wo dawaa-e-qatra is raakh ne tere hont abtak chuye bhi nhi the-
Magar jaane kyu inme tune- mere khushiyon ke baqiye bikher diye the

Zaahir tha kya mera, tere fitrati janaazay me ana
Zaahir tha kya mera, tere qabr me is darmiyaan kho jana
Haan! Zaahir toh tha
Zaahir toh tha is ghazal se tera roobaroo ho jaana

quick umbra Jul 22, 2021, 9:58 PM

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Kehta Mai Rone Do , Khone Do ,
Kismat Meri Ko Jo Sone Ko ,
Fursat Hi Fursat , Kehta Mai Kehta
Jo Main Hu Kehta Hi , Sehta Mai
Dard Bhi Pyar Ka Pyar Se …
Bas Yuhi Paani Sa Behta …

Mor Jo Nache Dikhata Kismat Ko ,
Barish Ki Boondo Mein Dabe Hai Aasu Jo ,
Kaam Tha Laakh Ka Mile ( ₹100 )
Gum Mitane Ko Paani Hi Peene Ko …

Duniya Ko Kehta Mujhe Tum Jeene Do ,
Fati Udhdi Si Kismat Ko Seene Do …

turbid tusk Jul 23, 2021, 12:51 AM

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I sketch a scenery
the deep sky
the rainy clouds
the black sea.

I around nowhere
surrounded by the massive three.
A place to hide in my smile
and this dark ink.

Tears hold on the mountain peak
calling a name
bellow my death i see.

With the god grace
i cross the flee
but one graveyard
i see in front of me.

Loud voices
in my head
scaring my heart beat
yet unable to scream.

My mouth shut
a poisonous layer
my skin excrete
which now i breathe.

And now my soul is left
with nothing
but the lost scenery.

next whale Jul 23, 2021, 4:17 AM

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*** Water***
Some say its medicine,
Mother natures cure,
But in reality it's just like me,
Polluted,
You can never find where its fresh Its inhabitants slowly wither away without anyone battling an eye,
Like me, my minds polluted,
Try so hard to find its cleanest spots,
My emotions like inhabitants slowly fade away,
No more happiness No more sadness,
Just numb to the pain,
That's what happens when you withdraw,
You wallow in self pity,
Fighting your own battles alone,
True be told you cant do anything alone,
Like water, it need everyone to keep it clean,
Like me, when I'm sad that when I need you the most

glossy sleet Jul 23, 2021, 7:02 AM

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आओ लौट चलें वहां को
जहां मिट्टी में सपने सजते थे
सुबह उठते ही सर्द हवाओं मे
हम मिट्टी में खेला करते थे

लिए हाथ जतोला मिट्टी का
हम हौसलों को तोला करते थे
ख़ुशबू महका करती थी अपनेपन की
मिलकर खुशियां घोला करते थे

उन लम्हो का शायद कोई मोल नही
जिनमे हर कोई हँसता था
एक जगह एक छत के नीचे
दीपावली का दिया जलता था

हमारी दीपावली से कइयों के घर में
दीपावली की खुशियां आती थी
सजता था घर मिट्टी के दियों से
मिट्टी के गणपति और माता आती थी

पर प्रश्न बड़ा उठता है मन मे
क्या मिट्टी पत्थर में गयी बदल
या मिट्टी की ख़ुशब फक पड़कर
लइट क चकचध म गय मल

कय हम अपन घर क चज़ स दर हए
कय मनमहक छट क भल गए
कय वह दवल फर स आएग
य हम आधनकत क झल म झल गय

grave tendon Jul 24, 2021, 1:13 PM

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Not her :-

You said "try to forget her
You will find somebody better
That won't make you cry
And won't make your heart scatter
All of your dreams, she won't shatter
Maybe it's me, you never know
Maybe you already met her"
But the thing is baby
I don't care and it doesn't matter

I want her
I need her
She is my phenom
She is my melatonin shot
She is my venom
And she is my antidote

I don't wanna find somebody and I won't
Cause only she can calm my inner cyclone

I see you trying hard for attention
I see you working on some stuff
I see you invading my dimension
But baby you are not her

You tell me you will give me endless love
You tell me you will give all the pleasure
"I will give you what you truly deserve"
But baby, baby you are not her

@harideepkaushik

cunning aspen Jul 24, 2021, 6:08 PM

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Perspective of someone constantly thinking about what others think of them.

Each and everyone of us is constantly learning and growing beyond the barriers of our own projections. I am not the person i was yesterday and neither are you. However, some of us nurture a deep rooted desire to have our new self be recognized. If others fail to realize our growth, then we experience a strange sense of unfulfillment. But what most of us fail to realize is that our growth is stunted by our expectations of its acknowledgement.

lost sequoia Jul 24, 2021, 7:26 PM

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Zindagi pani aur reth ke manind hai.
Kabhi waqt nadi sa fisalta hai,
Kabhi yaade reth si chubhti hai.
Beshak maut haq hai lakin,
Shak to hume zindagi per bhi hai,
Jise hum jeeyenge. Aur asia Jeeyenge ki muqaddar e alam gulab e iter sa mehak jaiga.

compact junco Jul 25, 2021, 5:03 AM

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Aaj bhi tujhe dekhta hoon, to kho jata hoon
Aaj bhi tujhe sunta hoon, to madhosh ho jata hoon
Aaj bhi tujhe likhta hoon, to rok nahi pata hoon*
Aaj bhi tujhe chuta hoon, to jee uthta hoon

Abrix

dawn mortar Jul 25, 2021, 10:33 AM

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Jab Nazdikyaan badhti hain
Toh dil todne ka haq kisi ek ko kyun jaata hain
aur uske zhakham zindagi bhar liye bethna
dusre ke naseeb kyun hota hain

Vo Zakham bhi aise
jahan pe marham bhi
ghaav se zyada dard de
aur inhe khula chhoda jaay
toh koi aur aake gehra kar jaata hain

aasan hain kya
ek pal me dil behlana
shaam dhalte paraya karna
aur ek nayi subah ke saath
us rishte ko naya naam dena

vo rishta jo kabhi sukoon deta tha
aaj toh bas dard de rha hain
vo jisne kabhi saath na chodne ka vadaa kiya tha
vo khud mujhse durr jaa rha hain

Raaton ko us umeed me jage rehna
ki vo goodnight tak toh bolegaa
fir khudko baar baar samjhana
ki vo toh haal tak na puchega

Pal bhar me duniya badal jaati hain, sunaa tha
pal bhar me rishte bikhar jaate hain, dekhaa tha
pal me vaade bhi tutt te hain, ptaa tha
par kisi bhi pal tumse ye umeed nahi kiya tha

Ab toh darr lagta hain
palak jhabkte koi aur durr ho jaayega
aur shayad kisi ko dil de diya
toh vo bhi tanha kar jaaeyga... Dedsec_glow_pink_heart

sonic meadow Jul 25, 2021, 5:02 PM

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Mai Raaton mei jaagu paane ko kaamiyaabi,
Mili badi hai duwayein par vo ek bhi kaam ni aati..
Mujhe samajh mei ni aati kyu mai band hu in deewaron mei,
Bina ruke,
chalu par manzil nazar mei ni aati..

Kabar mei ni aati,
Nafrat,
ya Pyaar ki pukaar
Dekar sukoon bacha kucha ye lein hassi udhaar..
Par khumaar,
Mera jisse vo
Aaj bhi barkraar aur rahega vaisa hi
Jab tak bachi mere mei jaan

Mere nishaan aaj bhi hai kaayam
Na mai koi samasya na koi Vinayak
Na Mai koi shayar na mai koi gayak
Bss aisi shaqsiyat jo na banna chaahe kayar..

Jo mere hai paraay ab.. unka bhi chaahu bhala ab
Jo galti ki pehle Karu dobara kyu bhala ab
Iss duniya se jo seekh li toh mai na hu bhala ab
Sapne the savaarne pr ban chuka bala ab
Mere liye mai...

Karne chalu kuch bhi sahi toh vo hota galat
Aur hai dukh ki vo galat nahi deta sabak
Maeli toh sabki Zindagi kyu Kahu khud ko alag
Bss itna hai farak ..ke mai na fooka charas

Maine suni ek kahavat
"Insaan se ijaazat leke
Aane jaane wali ni hai raahat..."
Ye kahavat sunaane wala mujhe mai khud
Kyuki mere aap mei milega mera sukh.

Locked In Kaafir

fervent bramble Jul 25, 2021, 6:54 PM

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metamorphosis

The misery you have been pitching on yourself that is necessary for the growth and evolution of you into the person you were meant to be so cry now, all the accidental alignment of mishaps, the world of darkness built around you presenting menacing cerebral paradigms dripping despair for every breathe for sure will eventually exit. Until then- embrace it, let it trigger forgotten functions in your body and feelings beyond comprehension. Rest now, respect the misery, and let the bright radiance warm your bones once again.

compact junco Jul 26, 2021, 6:37 AM

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Wish I could slide a dm (to girls), and tell them lies
Wish I could simp on them, and become a playboy
Wish I could talk to them without filter, and abuse them like hell
Wish I could open up to them, without clothes
Wish I could be a part of a group, and later be a madman
Wish I could win an arguement, by raising my voice
Wish I could abuse, so that I look cool
Wish I could lie, so that I look cool dawg
Wish I could be savage, so that they won't be a problem
Wish I could be dank, because they like it don't they

But All I have, is music
Through which i propagate, communicate
To places which are impossible to reach
Exploring behind the mask they wear
Beyond anything.

Abrix

lost sequoia Jul 26, 2021, 8:34 AM

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Zindagi pani aur reth ke manind hai.
Kabhi waqt nadi sa fisalta hai,
Kabhi yaade reth si chubhti hai.
Beshak maut haq hai lakin,
Shak to hume zindagi per bhi hai,
Jise hum jeeyenge. Aur asia Jeeyenge ki muqaddar e alam gulab e iter sa mehak jaiga.

lost sequoia Jul 26, 2021, 8:06 PM

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Wafa:
Wo saher jo hum sathe the,
Humre muqaddar ne wafa nahi ki.
Wo raate jo hum kabhi south mumbai ki sadko pr humare hatho me hath the,
Unn hasin raato ne wafa nahi ki.

Rishte ko vyapar me naaptol na humari itrat me na hai,
Nahi to pehle tum bewafa na hote.

Pyasa pani se bewafa nahi hota,
Aasman sitaro se bewafa nahi hota,
Gardish e Zamana gar takdeer se wafa hojata,
Humari kahani per bewafai ka daag na hota.

Kya dil me tha tumhare jo tum iqraar na kiye,
Kya mazloom the hum ajab fitrat thi humari,
Hum khudai se bewafai na kiye.
Kya mohabbat thi tumari,
Jisne wafadaro se wafadari na ki.

Inn bewafao ki mehfil me hum konsi haj per jaaye,
Unhe diye waido ko akhir kis tarha jhutlaye.
Afsana e Zamana inn bewafao ki zulmat dekh,
Meri rooh kahe kyuna hum bhi bewafa ho jaye.

drifting musk Jul 27, 2021, 3:19 AM

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Unhone pucha, thik ho tum?
Ab unhe kaun bataaye mareez-e-dard hai hum

plucky kite Jul 27, 2021, 12:45 PM

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Tu haar maat maan,
Ek dil hi too toota hai,
Kya hua yaar ,
Ek sapna hi too toota hai,
Aise hazaroo sapne baki hai,
Jo wade tune kal kiye the woo aaj bhi zinda hai;
Jo chala gaya wo to lautega nai,
Yeh sabhi jante hai;
Jo hua sahi hua – yeh sabhi mante hai
Zindagi itni buri bhi nai hai,
Maana yaad ayegi, lekin usse yaad karna bhi to sahi nahi..
Thooda time de, chizze apne aap shulajne lagengi,
Andhera hai? To abhi rehne de, ek din subah bhi to hogi;
Kisne kaha saare raaste poore hote hai,
Tu akela nai hai,
Yeh zindagi ka safar hai,
Yaha kuch na kuch zarur tuta hai;
Hoona to wahi hota hai jo hona hota hai;
Yaad rakhna yeh safar bas ek hai…

dusty trout Jul 27, 2021, 2:56 PM

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You broke me like a glass window
Smashed with a rod
So many broken pieces of me
That I could see different reflections of me
Sitting on floor I called out myself
You are better than this
You don’t deserve to be broken
You deserve to be loved and give love
I gathered all the broken pieces
Held them together in a box
And put that on fire
To let my past go
And create a new self
to restart the chaos

lost sequoia Jul 27, 2021, 11:22 PM

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Sleepless Nights:
E dard e dil hume kyu tadpa rahe ho, rato ki nind ko kyu jhutla rahe ho.
Mehboob e bewafa ki yaade kyu ojhal nahi hoti, humari ninde kyu haram se halaal nahi hoti.

Kyuna apni kismat pe thoda shak kiya jaaye, jo kahani aadhuri hai kyuna usko aadhura hi chhod diya jaaye.

Me waqt ki parwah kya karu, mehfil e sitaro me nind ki hasrat kya karu. Ho jane do waqt e saher, andhero se aman ki ummid kya karu.

Ek ranjish to hume hoti hai, jo sawal banke humari aabru se puchti hai. Akhir kyu na ek pal hi sahi, iss jism ko sukun diya jaai. Aur akhir me do pal gaflat ki nind lijaye.

compact junco Jul 28, 2021, 6:37 AM

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Hata Diye [Read It]

Hata diye deewaron se tere mere chehre
Jala diye woh saare khat daraazon se mile

Kuch parche jagahon ke, Mulakaton ke the gawah
Rehne ko jis ghar mai hum the chale, Woh khaali hua is tarah

Armaan mohabbat ke tumse chale,
Dil me lekar ke hum bhi kabhi
Dil ki zaroorat the tum aur tumhari zaroorat ko thi dillagi

Gulab ke wo phool sab kitabon mai rahe
Mile jo tere haath se woh tauhfe jal gaye

Kuch hisse gunahon ke, Jo milke the humne kiye
Tum to sahoolat bari ho gaye, Saare ilzaam humne sahe

Pehle pehal toh humein bhi laga waqt ke hi rahe sab sitam
Gairon ki bahon mai jaane ki aisi kya jaldi rahi ae sanam

Jo hum ko apna kehte the, Humare na rahe
Rahe to apne haath mai, Bahane reh gaye
Din doobe khayalon me, Sawalon me hafte gaye

Ab jaake dil ko samajh aa gaya
Isko behlake tum the gaye

Hata diye deewaron se tere mere chehre
Jala diye woh saare khat daraazon se mile
Kuch parche jagahon ke
Mulakaton ke the gawah
Rehne ko jis ghar mai hum the chale
Woh khaali hua is tarah...

Dream Note

lost sequoia Jul 28, 2021, 7:30 AM

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Ye zamana insaf kya karega,
Biki huvi sarkar aur bikee huve akbhar hai. Nyay kon karega.
Mere katil mere musif hai, batao mera faisla kon karega.

brisk linden Jul 28, 2021, 5:47 PM

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I'm that song that you used to much and now you are bored and annoyed with just a little sound of it .

lost sequoia Jul 28, 2021, 6:19 PM

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I'm Standing Alone on sea shore, thinking the lies I told.
I'm Standing Alone on mountain top, thinking the truth I told.
I'm Standing Alone in church, confessing the betrayals I bestowed.
I'm Standing Alone in library, proud in the love I given.
I don't have much to say, by my side to the court.
I'm Standing Alone in this ruthless world, just working over an hour.

My soul is lifeless, just as destiny showers it's fortuner.
Optimistic of my knowledge, I'll be go on forever.
I could have code my life, like a god's programmer.

Sitting in front of screen, same as mountain and a river.
Man may come and man may go, but I go on forever.

grave tendon Jul 29, 2021, 3:01 AM

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Wo purane raste
Wo khulti zulfe
Wo gheri do ankhe
Ab gayb hai
Aage nikal chuka hu m
Ye khna bhi tera
Ab jayaz hai

brittle perch Jul 29, 2021, 6:46 PM

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In the era of memes,
be someone's poetry.

steady pagoda Jul 30, 2021, 4:02 AM

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Ankhen jooth , nazara jhooth
Yaani jo hai saara jhooth
hame jo aaj phir kaho apna
Bolo aaj dobara jhooth

quiet marlin Jul 30, 2021, 12:44 PM

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नाजाने इस बे–चैन दिल का हाल है क्या?
हाल पूछना अब बस सवाल है क्या?

बरसती नही बारिशे अब कुरबतो की
बादलो को हमारे बिछड़ने का मलाल है क्या?

मैं यहां रातों को सुबह कर देता हु
वहा भी तेरी शामें बेहाल है क्या ?

मेफूज है सब अब सभी से बिछड़ के
बोहोत करीब इस जहा का इंतकाल है क्या?

thorn sedge Jul 30, 2021, 1:33 PM

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It was her first time
Sitting on the terrace at night
She hid the terrace keys
And snuck herself there
While everyone thought that she’s asleep
She sat in the open night
Counting the endless stars
And her endless thoughts
Making new patterns with them
Putting all her creativity in a sky
Now the night sky was full of
weird animals
weird items
Musical chords
Now She had her whole army ready
To fight with her thoughts
She was filled with happiness
On seeing the sky
She felt content
And alive
She sat there
And started talking to her army
She ranted about her emotions
Her problems
And kept taking suggestions from them
This whole conversation went on for three hours
Until she realised that
Soon her army is going to disappear
She will have no one to fight for her
Her pretty little animals
Her weird usefull items
And peaceful musical chords
Now everything seemed vague
She sat there thinking about the dawn
And it’s consequences
Now she knew that all these weren’t real
It was just a bunch of stars
She was sad
She was disturbed by the fact that
Her army wasn’t real
And her thoughts were still there
Which she has to fight herself
She felt heavy
But her love for her army
Made her take the decision
To change herself
With the rise to the dawn
She was different
She was changed
Now she had friends
Which weren’t real
But to her they were the one..
In front of them
She was herself
She was peaceful....

thorn sedge Jul 30, 2021, 8:38 PM

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They say believe what you see,
They say believe in what you hear,
But little do they see their pain,
Little do they hear that little voice screeching through their hearts screaming their story."

Little did we know the story of the Palestinians. Little did we see their pain, little did we hear about their
sufferings but we sure were quick with our judgements. The very place where 'The Christ' was born was declared
non-existent. Just because we had never heard about that place, neither had we seen it on the news, nor at the social
platform we called their home as a 'non-existent reverie fantasy'. We ignored their pleas all these years until their issue
reached the United Nations Parliamentary Assembly. Every story has two sides, just like every coin has two sides.
We should try to see from both the perspectives in order to catch the depth of any circumstance arising in the
future. It might seem unrealistic to say so, but one can always try. I try to look at all the possible reasons of why a person
might react so in any particular event. Every person no matter how great can get triggered to a particular stimuli be it
external or internal and might desire to show their emotions which most don't seem to understand. Its all what's in the
mind. A person can fear and show reluctance to getting wet or watching rain and when wet might feel his skin bleeding,
displeasure to flowers or even creatures beautiful to us like a butterfly and when in contact may feel as if thorn pricking
their skin. So can a person to a particular situation. A person may seem rude, distant or arrogant
but in reality that person can just be an introvert due to some past event where he was hurt by the other party. A person
who seems cold, aloof and pompous all of a sudden might just be shielding themselves from a particular situation/ group
of people as it might remind them of some past event which wasn't joyous or pleasant. Rather than judging them we can
lend our shoulder to such people struggling with their emotions. As emotion is not as easy as the word sounds to us. Its
rather a very difficult thing to control and this is what we need to understand in order to see the multiple sides of any
situation. Analysing and Interpreting a human's emotion is all we need to do to understand their story.
As all we hear, see or feel might not be true.

lost sequoia Jul 31, 2021, 11:58 AM

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Ahelewafa,

Yaad hai hume wo school tumhare sath jana, wo resses ke waqt cafeteria ki sabse akhri seat per sath tumhre, jale huve aloo khana.

Yaad hai hume wo jr. clg me ek sath ek banch per baithna. Aur tumhri baato ke lafdo me sara lecture miss karjana.

Yaad hai hume wo sham ka waqt South Mumbai ki sadko per cycle ki race lagana. Wo puncher hone per ghar pco se call lagana.

Kya falsafa tha uss jamane ka jisme humari ulfat thi.
Kya humara azim rishta tha, jis se iss zamane ko nafrat thi.

Kahi tum bhul to nahi gaye, wo wada jo sansar ko humme kiye the.
Kya tum bhul gaye wo raah, jispe sath hum chale the.
Agar nahi to apna lo mujhe.
Zamana thukraye to koi gum nahi.
Gar mohabbat sacchi hai humari, to kisi khuda me hume juda karne ka dum nahi.

Daulate, shorate, izzate aur rhemate sab kuch hai iss kismat me, bss ek itrat per umr khatam hojaye kuch yu humari chahat hai. E mehboob tum ek baar mere ho jao, bss waqt e alaam tamaam hojaye, Mehshar ka din ho aur humara sath hisab hojaye.

Me ek bda sa khander hu, usee tum mehel bna do.
Meri takdeer ek barbaad sultanate hai, usee tum abaad bna do.
E khuda me nahi manta kisi Mandiri, Masjid ya dargah me, mere mehboob ko bss mera khuda bna do. Bss khuda bna do.

grave tendon Jul 31, 2021, 6:07 PM

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Kingdom :-

There was a kingdom
Where I used to rule
Now I am homeless
And people call me a fool

I commanded an golden army
I wielded a Golden sword
Whole empire sang the songs for me
Followed my order and called me the lord

My own counsel betrayed me
My own ministers stabbed my back
My own people played me
My own queen snapped my neck

But I found something sinister
I no longer want to be a prisoner

I dont need crown to be a king
I won't serve as a puppet
If you see a dead body
Just know that I am the culprit

I burned down the whole castle
I burned down the new king
I killed all the minster and councel
And I hanged the old queen

I sat on the Throne
The whole kingdom turned black
My white vanished away
My Demon army is ready to attack
This new kingdom is mine
Join me and leave freedom behind

Now I command a dark army
And I wear a burnt mark
Now people fear me
And call me the king of the dark

@harideepkaushik

strong panther Jul 31, 2021, 7:33 PM

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remember the time,
when the world was dying , we were depressed
lying on the bed all sad and distressed
away from friends ,
losing lives and ourselves

unknowningly , we met
quite frustrated and directionless
cribing to strangers about our lives ,
here we are sharing our life

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY GF_teddy_heart

brittle perch Aug 1, 2021, 4:45 AM

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मेरी जान मैं अस्ल हूं और खुद में जीता हूं,
मैं मोहब्बत के मामले में तुम्हें फरेबी लगूंगा,

मैं सामने तो न रहूंगा पर करीबी लगूंगा,
मेरे शेरो का हुनर है के मैं जरूरी लगूंगा,

करने को कर दूं मैं भी समझदारी बयान,
यकीं मानो फिर मैं भी किताबी लगूंगा,

गले मिल कर माफ़ कर रहा हूं दुश्मनो को,
शायद इस लहजे से उन्हें जवाबी लगूंगा,

मेरी जान मैं अस्ल हूं और खुद में जीता हूं,
मैं मोहब्बत के मामले में तुम्हें फरेबी लगूंगा।

plucky kite Aug 1, 2021, 6:50 AM

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Yeh Mausam haii suhana,
Yeh din haii ek suhana saraf sa…

Yeh yaadon ka safar haii suhana,
Kitna rangeen haii yeh Ujala,
Kitna suhana haii yeh safar saa...

Mushkile hazaro aa bhii jaye hoslo se sawari haii,
Yahii terii merii yaarii haii,
Saara jagg janta haii,
Hum kitne chamatkarii haii..

Wada haii ab tumse,
Jaan jaye par yeh yaarii naa jaye…
Happy Friendship Day... zz_heart1 zz_heart2 zz_heart4

gritty vessel Aug 1, 2021, 10:51 AM

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Log kehte hain kisi bhi cheez ki lat buri hoti, Unse pucho kabhi discord ka nasha karke dekha hain.
Discord sach mein bhut addictive hain, par iska reason kya hain,
Koi bolega XP reward, Koi bolega casino,
Par mere liye discord ke addiction ka reason hain, yaha ke loge
General Chat mein lafda karke entertain karte hain
VC baate kam, bully jyada karte hain
Among us mein ek dusre ko dokha dete hain,
Codename mein ek dusre ke utna hi madat karte hain
Kuch bhi kaho inke saath mazza bahut atta hain
Happy Friendship day all, Thank you for making last 2 months for this much fun.

delicate notch Aug 1, 2021, 5:33 PM

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Jo Jee(Dil) bhar jaye tumhara humse,
To hum fir zindagi ko aur jee kar bhi kya karenge,
Aur yaadien bhi uski jo bhula na sake sharab,
To hum fir sharab ko aur pee kar bhi kya karenge. heart

steady pagoda Aug 2, 2021, 5:30 AM

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Na Jaane Kyun Subah se Shaam hoti hai,
Na Jaane Kyun Behki Behki si Raat Hoti hai,
Samaj Nahi Aata ki kya kahoon use,
Usko Yaad karke Dil ki dhadkane Tez si hoti hai ❤️

lost sequoia Aug 2, 2021, 11:56 AM

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Jaruri nahi har rishte ko naam diya jaye,
har Ibadat ko Rab diya jaye.

Mai nahi jaanta ek duje ke kon hai hum,
Akhir kyu iss benaam jazbaat ko koi afsana diya jaye.

Ibrate ashk sari raat alfazo ki tasbi karta raha,
Akhir lafzo ko kya roop diya jaye.

sonic meadow Aug 2, 2021, 1:20 PM

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Waqt ko Worth kar
na ki
Waqt ko Vyart Kar

Kaafir

smoky cargo Aug 2, 2021, 6:12 PM

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Meri har dua mein kabhi shamil the tum,
Khuda se badhkar jise mana vhi the tum.
Ab bss yehi guzarish hai ki kabhi nazar mein mat ana,
Kyuki duaon par se jisne mera vishawaas uthaya vhi ho tum.

chilly locust Aug 2, 2021, 9:16 PM

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You're the feeling
you're like the feeling when I walk on grass barefoot
like the cold breeze which makes me cheerful
you're the voice that makes me chirpy
you're all the little things that bring a wistful smile to my face

Lately, you've been the essence of my life
you're the honey I am the cheese
the sweet nectar that I please
you are the radiant sunshine that makes me glow
I'm the dark and gloomy cloud that cries
when we talk, colors burst like a rainbow
On these nights, you light up the sky like fireflies

You're like the waves that hit the shore
sparkling and zestful leaves me craving for more
you're like the waters I swim in
you're like a sparrow, desperate to fly high and break free
and I'm dormant like a tree
your melody is what I've been hymning

you're all the little things I cannot do without

lost sequoia Aug 3, 2021, 4:37 AM

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grave tendon Kingdom :- There was a kingdom Where I used to rule Now I am homeless And pe...

Kingdom 2,

I'm sinful and I'm evil,
I'm all and one devil.

They say someone will born with the task of deeds.
To take my breath and end my grief,
I know he'll be my own prince.

Golden prince came with poison platter,
but wouldn't let me eat.
So I react with glare, what's the matter?

Golden prince sobs,
throwing away the poison drink.
Which is made only for this evil king.
He wants to make kingdom a better place,
but he is too good to see this king dead.

Saw a ray of hope, an golden ink.
Got me thinking that I didn't even blink.
How there is Good in Bad and Bad in Good,
he Made me saw through his poisonous food.

My burnt mark was gift of my choices,
I never choose to forgive in crises.
My grif will end and My life will stand
against this unending corpus silence.

Revenge is sweet at first, but it fades away.
What if my golden sword is still awake?

I've forgiven all of my culprit and my killers,
Looking at dead ants in the thriller.
I thought of my nights screaming
and got the lightment of gods chanting.

I stopped my uncontrolled hate which tore my heart in,
I once again have my golden skin.
I am no longer king of the dark,
cause I am the golden king.

This is the epic of a fantacy called life.
Where you are the king with a ongoing high.
Kingdom is all good and bad,
It's upon the king what he wants for that.

Written by @grave tendon and @lost sequoia

chilly locust Aug 3, 2021, 7:04 AM

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My Multi-Genre Affair
I am currently dating music
It has been quite a romantic journey
It give me my peace and solace even if I am with it all the time
To the smile it brings to my face on low days to cheering me up with energy with it's allegro melodies
Melodies well, I love how it starts from a clef and ends into my heart
It gives me my motivation to do things right on times when it gets too hard to
And I guess that's what a perfect partner sounds like
It gives me so much, and all I return to it is gratitude, it feels like a toxic relationship but that's what we are
kinder people to some and toxic to others
I love it's cadenza company and I hope it does too
But it seems to me that I have been cheating off lately
As much as I love to enjoy harmonies and lyrics of a Mehndi Hassan ghazal, I have also been liking what Anuv Jain cries about or what Ed Sheeran boasts about
I love the grooves which hip hop gives me, the tickles that old school bollywood gives me, the tears that rush into my eyes when I hear A R Rahman or Mohit Chauhan but I also enjoy the little dance I do after hearing Amit Trivedi
I enjoy music I listen to, but I love the feels of a Kishore Kumar song and the energy of Siddhu Moosewala
Does that mean I am cheating, I could possibly be the worst partner to be with but I guess I love a lot more bits of it than I could ever imagine
And as a fact, I am cheating with the others when I only listen to Conan Gray for a week maybe
But I guess that's what I am, cheating with one part of music with another
And all I know is I am madly in love with all of it
After all there's no humanly figure that can do what it does
So for now, let's call it a toxic relationship
A toxic relationship with my multi-genre affairs ;))

wet pebble Aug 3, 2021, 4:44 PM

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Strolling as my childhood enlightens my vision,
A saunter in the storm is a coagulation of my system,
It tells me to believe as if I’ve never heard those words,
Recreational in itself, leaving no scope for recovery…

A pull to this order, almost copacetic in this plight,
My momentary sadness wraps itself around my neck,
This comes yodelling back, poetic and impenitent,
I fade away, as the warmth from the blankets is taken away…

My life is shaded with black, colours of prison decorated,
As beguile and simplicity are confiscated from me,
Attempts to evade grotesque, no longer have importance,
As you mistake grotesque for picturesque, my tears have an out…

lost sequoia Aug 3, 2021, 5:14 PM

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Sometimes peace is also very important part of War.

grave tendon Aug 3, 2021, 6:34 PM

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War with me :-

You're my never ending thought,
Can't count how many 'me' I have fought,
Just another boy, but you're an angel,
I look for you in all these strangers,

It wasn't the end of the world,
But something inside me died,
Slowly My whole world turned,
Slowly it killed me inside.

I'm at a war with me.
It's getting so hard to see.
Who in the hell is forcing me?
My mind is informing me,
That I am at a war with me.
A war with me.

Walls are closing in on me,
Slowly it's getting hard to breathe,
Why am I turning against me?
Why can't I just set myself free?

They say just make a peace with me,
But this peace isn't easy,
It will end with killing my conscious,
And peace was never an option.

I asked myself, how do you plea?
Boy, I found you guilty
It's like a treason,
How you treated me.
My mind is informing me,
That I am at a war with me.

@harideepkaushik

fresh stream Aug 4, 2021, 1:39 PM

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Ek raaz bhi nahi jo mera apna ho
In doobti kashtiyo ki naavik na mai
Bas itna hai ki logo se rishta hai
Mera manzar dekhne khade apne hi
Par ho chuki hai kuch der bhi shayad
Mere dino me bhi ab andhera hai
Kuch doobti si mai bhi
Isi samander me
Jisme sab tairte se dikhte hain
Aur kuch gehrayi me
Ek patthar hai ya chattaan hai koi
Pairo se hai bandhi mere jo
Mujhe kheechti si
Meri hi maut ke andar hai

-Affy

thorn sedge Aug 5, 2021, 11:30 AM

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Life is a struggle,let's make it worthwhile
Sometimes you are stressed, sometimes you smile

Life is all about facing hurdles and then again emerge from it
Without struggle our life will never be gladsome and it will be like shit

In this phase of life sometimes we are left with hard choice
Remember all the sacrifices and hardwork you did to enjoy the feeling of rejoice

Our life is balance with pleasure and pain
Sometimes we get success sometimes the efforts goes into vain

Life always allow us to set our goals high
Now it is in our hand to make a life colourless or filled it with colourful dye

To grasp what lessons life has in store
Your might be eager to open each door

LIFE IS STRUGGLE LET'S MAKE IT WORTHWHILE
SOMETIMES YOU ARE STRESSED SOMETIMES YOU SMILE

steady pagoda Aug 6, 2021, 5:39 AM

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Bahut Chaha Usko Jise Hum Pa Na Sake,
Khayalon Me Kisi Aur Ko La Na Sake.
Usko Dekh Ke Aansoo To Ponchh Liye,
Lekin Kisi Auor Ko Dekh Ke Muskura Na Sake.

Ishq Sabhi Ko Jena Sikha Deta Hai,
Wafa Ke Naam Par Marna Sikha Deta Hai,
Ishq Nahi Kiya To Karke Dekho,
Zalim Har Dard Sehna Sikha Deta Hai 🥀

smoky cargo Aug 6, 2021, 8:13 AM

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Back In Time
I always wanted to grow up,
Never thought its gonna be so tough.
Adult life always fantasised me,
I thought it’ll make me entirely free.
But thats where i was wrong,
With all the problems, its so hard to still stay strong.
Life’s getting harder day by day,
Pushing my valuables away.
Those memories of childhood,
Still preserved in that old scarpbook.
I wish time just stops right here,
Again those little shoes I wanna wear.
Just wanna be free from this anxiety,
Wanna forget all this maturity.
I wanna go back to that time when I couldn’t look up those kitchen shelves,
I wish I could again be twelve.

grave tendon Aug 6, 2021, 5:52 PM

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Struggling :-

Heart doesn't even want to beat anymore,
I won this battle but I've lost the war.
Been so done,
I've crossed my boundaries.
Got trust issues,
Don't want no one around me.

I hear the rain dropping on the ceiling.
Can somebody take away this feeling?
I say I'm fine but my mind is screaming.
Body is dead so how can I be breathing?

I'm struggling to hide how damaged I am.
I'm puzzling to find any bandaid for me.

I'm tripping, heart sinking,
Thoughts running too fast.
Mind flooded, Time wasted,
Now I'm feeling somewhat sad.
Not in my circle, my problems come last,
Steady chasing, a bond I never had.

Off my feet, high temperature,
Reminiscing, selling feelings full of bag.
I'm Feeling some heat,
Too dark here, cause I'm in a body bag.

I'm struggling to hide how damaged I am.
I'm puzzling to find any bandaid for me.
Can somebody take away this feeling?

@harideepkaushik

strong panther Aug 6, 2021, 7:19 PM

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remember what fairy tales were about,
angel in the pumpkin cart,
prince with the glass shoe
grew up narrating beauty and the beast
imagining ourselves in those stories
dreaming about our fairy tale

recalling romantic movies
leaving house for love of life,
becoming IPS officer for loved ones
grew up admiring kaol and shah rukh
jamming on kahin toh hogi vo
imagining ourselves in the arms of our superstar
dancing on every song

in reality,
we r still waiting for that angel,
prince with glass shoe
realising kajol and shah rukh were acting
scripts influenced us
imaginations made us.....

steady pagoda Aug 7, 2021, 11:08 AM

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Dosti Se Qeemti Koi Jageer Nahi,
Dosti Se Khubsoorat Koi Tasveer Nahi,
Dosti To sirf Ek Kaccha Dhaga Hai,
Dhage Se Majboot Koi Janjeer Nahi.

thorn sedge Aug 7, 2021, 3:44 PM

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Na jaane kaun ho tum jiska chehra kabhi na dekha
Najane kya h ishq jisse mehsus karke maine itna kuch likha....Na hi koi khusboo h na hi koi pehchan
Na koi awaaz h na hi koi naam....kuch h jo bass doondhla sa dikhta h 🤍

odd wharf Aug 7, 2021, 7:09 PM

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Jaha koi aata nhi, waha khud ko pata hu mai
Sayad kahi na kahi kho gaya hu mai..

Pata nahi ye raasta kanha ka hai, kiska hissa hu mai
Sayad kahi na kahi kho gaya hu mai..

Pagalo ki tarah kuch dhund raha hu , pata nahi kisliye itna bhatka hu mai
Sayad kahi na kahi kho gaya hu mai...

turbid tusk Aug 7, 2021, 7:36 PM

#

Mind at peace sometimes can be haunted

thorn sedge Aug 8, 2021, 6:59 AM

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Two unknown souls,
Broken by circumstance....

Devilish at mind but kind at heart,
Tryin to find peace so they went apart.....

To them the world seem to be an illusiontic part,
From which they wished to depart...

People thought they had no heart,
But no they were broken at heart.....

Unknowingly they met by chance,
Maybe the universe had some fatalistic plans....

They weren't aware what gonna happen next,
But let's just hope for the best...🤍👀

@Naira🖤

turbid tusk Aug 8, 2021, 7:53 AM

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The night is young
my heart just burst
the tears are falling
in the face of earth
I cry with the millions
snatch the blood
rip the clothes i wear
make the sky wet
place my hand on my heart
shows a broken one
the view is different
i choose the half for another one
to take care of it
who knows
it parted in three
distributed it with the smarter one
i am greedy
now i hunt
i am hurt
now i hurt
to make the sky red
i say the word
i love
i love
i love someone
one i kill is just for fun
i play this ache
feelings i pleasure
is one you scared
i took a bullet
and place a gun
on my head
now it just burn.

ebon plinth Aug 8, 2021, 8:13 AM

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Dark Sadness

Here I am,
thinking about what I've been through.
Ain't life rough?
Sitting in the darkside of a lonely room,
which is now a friend.

Looks like this lonely place,
is the only place where I belong.
Filled with tears and dark sadness.
That's left alone for years.
Therefore got dusty,
just like you left me,
ruined my mascara,
which made me dirty and dusty.

Dust is the 'tears' and dark is the 'sadness'.
So, don't I belong to this lonely place?
It makes me feel better
that I am not alone to be alone.
You promised to never leave me.
This place also got promised,
to be never left,
But now it's left and cries out the dust.

This sweet friend shared many things with me.
I breathe, the air,
and get the smell of loneliness.
When it shares, its tears fade away,
a little.
Will I ever remove this dark sadness?
Only you can do that,
with the lights you've got,
that shine all the time.

By
Priya Asthana (@ebon plinth)

odd wharf Aug 8, 2021, 8:34 AM

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Paise bohot paas mere , magar nind aaj bhi sath nahi

Nind ki goliyan kam pad rahi , sar pe dene wala koi hath nahi

compact junco Aug 8, 2021, 6:56 PM

#

thorn sedge Aug 9, 2021, 7:27 AM

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It all started in 4th grade
When you became my knight in the shining armour
Never realised that the bench parter I hated
Would fight against everyone he knew
Then you became my best friend
We realised that we lived in the same colony
From being school friends to becoming actual friends
You giggling on my lame jokes
You making fun of me
Forcing to watch football
Without me having a single clue,
Teaching me how to play fifa
To me finally winning against you
Me forcing you to have skincare days
To me choosing your clothes for your dates
You learning everything about periods to
You leaving everything and bringing chocolates on my periods
From getting disgusted
When people shipped us
To slightly wishing for it in our hearts
We came a long way
We grew together
Then came the little jealousy I had
Seeing your perfect new girlfriend
From there to confessing each other’s feelings
It was a long way
From talking shit
To suddenly getting romantic
We grew closer
From sharing our firsts
To sharing all our problems
You became a part of my life
With all this fading away
My life stopped
With us getting toxic day by day
I realised that we weren’t the same anymore
From you saving me from the bullies to you leaving the town and forgetting us
It all ended
We broke apart
My sweet little dream ended
And that was the time when I realised
We were never meant to be together…

thorn sedge Aug 9, 2021, 11:13 AM

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It's absolutely Okay to be "Not Okay".......

I know sometimes in some phases of life,
You feel that something is "Not Okay".......

But trust me "It's absolutely Okay to be Not Okay".

Facing rejections, failures, heartbreaks, downfalls and regressions,
When you feel like your life has come to a standstill.......

You literally lose trust in people
Lose a lot of friends,and sometimes if you are lucky enough you find new ones as well.....

But in this process of losing and gaining.....
You get into a state of stupefaction.

You might feel like ending it all or maybe,
just ending Yourself isn't?

You might feel like why why only Me?
Why is it "Not Okay",

But trust me "It's absolutely Okay to be "Not Okay"

At that very moment when you go through this whole phase
Just close you eyes, take a deep breath and say......,

"It's absolutely Okay to be Not Okay"
And it'll all be fine soon......🖤🙂🌺

@thorn sedge 🌺🤍

odd wharf Aug 9, 2021, 12:16 PM

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1st day tha tuition ka ,pheli nazar mai usse dil pe baitha ke rakh diya tha
Kash mai usi din uss se dosti ka haath badha diya hota

Late si ati thi thodi , uski wait karte karte mai pareshan ho jata tha
Kash yeh pareshani uss se share kar diya hota

Jab sare attentive hote the , mera bas usse dekhte dekhte tuition khatam ho jata tha
Kash yeh baatein usse kisi v tarah pata chal gaya hota

Uski attention keliye answer aye na aye bas chila chila ke deta tha
Kash yeh feelings usse chupke se keh diya hota

Kabhi kabhi wo aise ishare deti thi aisa lagta tha ea saari baatein usko pata chal gaya tha
Kash wo smile dete wakt ,mai thodi si himmat dikha ke smile back de diya hota

Dheree dheree dur rehte rehte mai uss se kahi dur chala gaya tha
Kash us wakt itni kashomei se ek v kash poora kardiya hota

grave tendon Aug 9, 2021, 1:35 PM

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When she left, she told me
Her heart has gone cold
And she doesn't love me anymore
All her blood love is frozen white
But when I stabbed her heart open
I saw all the lies
Her blood was warm and red
Too bad that now you are dead

@harideepkaushik

eager ledge Aug 9, 2021, 6:56 PM

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•Emptiness•
The lane was empty that evening,
Rain pelting on the windows.
Insects leaving for their furrows.
As I stood there, apart in the balcony,
With a mystic smile for lord almighty.
I grumbled within myself that day
For I hadn't experienced such nostalgia, I dare say;
The phone felt hard in my hand,
A notification buzz wasn't in its span.
True to my word, I would say
Sociality had become my obsession.
Rain didn't seem alluring,
Neither did the sweet soil.
Messages became my only constant.
Hollowness never seemed to end,
Leave alone worthlessness, which was also a friend.
While trying to find peace within cookie gallows,
I realised the real shallows;
They soothed some, but never healed.
At last, I hit those pillows,
Definitely sleep was the cure.
It was something only my pen and sheets felt.
The exhaustion never came to an end.
Creeping up till the edge, it held me
Till I slept.
Realising tears would have been a better option,
If only they were a bit open.

copper cobalt Aug 9, 2021, 7:58 PM

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I wished she turned back one last time....

Was I that harsh on you?
Or was it him who was more affectionate?
Were all those promises a farce?
Please let by gones be bygones
I don't want to miss you
I want you to see my future with me
While we live through your future with you
Turn back and you'll find me standing here
Right here I'll be forever waiting for you.
For all my promises were meant to be true.
I love you.

thorn sedge Aug 10, 2021, 2:25 AM

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So I am stretched on your grave
And I'll lie here forever
If your hands were in mine
I'd be sure they would not sever

So I am dreaded by the devil
And I'll fight it, be it my last breath still
Just one thing to ensure
That I have you by my side
And I can win over any evil

I don't even want any words
Just answer me with a smile
It surely may take a while
I am sure this is not absurd
That with your eyes on me
I can win over the world
And even die with a smile

steady pagoda Aug 10, 2021, 4:32 AM

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Wo Nadaan Hai Baatein Samajhte Nahi,
Yeh Din Yeh Raatein Samjahte Nahi,
Main Paas Bhi Jaun To Darr Jaate Hain,
Main Dard Nahi Dawa Hun Samajhte Nahi..

Dil Se Roye Magar Honto Se Muskura Beithe,
Yunhi Hum Kisi Se Wafa Nibha Beithe,
Wo Hame Ek Lamha Na De Paye Apne Pyar Ka,
Aur Hum Unke Liye Apni Zindagi Gawa Beithe. 🥀

lunar igloo Aug 10, 2021, 9:38 AM

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"goodbye"

Nobody ever says goodbye anymore . (She also didn't say goodbye) . Everyone seems to just disappear silently right when you need them . They drift away quitely into distance . They never even give you an explanation to why you guys don't talk anymore . They just leave you hanging there with all these questions in your mind .

They don't even have the decency to talk u in front of you anymore . And it hurts the most because there are the goodbyes that were never said . Nobody ever says goodbye anymore . People just like to leave you with noo warning .

"Don't trust Everything you see
Even salt looks like sugar "

sonic meadow Aug 10, 2021, 12:24 PM

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Bech di umeed, mili koi Raseed nahi
Hai toh vo mere paas fir bhi kyu kareeb nahi,
Vo thehri bewafa aur dost the raqeeb bhi
Adalat mei paap ki, gunhegaar mai waqeel bhi

Kaafir

turbid tusk Aug 10, 2021, 5:44 PM

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I poured so much love in me
so much happiness
so much optimism
but
to tonight i think
i think of the stars
from where it all start.
The beginning of the end
end of my heart
a golden might
heart
a blackish night
heart
with the thirst i bite.
People say i am fine
the world pronounce me
say just tonight
i move with my hungery apatite
these words are quite
like my emotions
hard to understand in this life
i may end the world tonight
for me it's just afterlife
i am fine, not suicidal
just my thoughts are hard to put in sight.

chilly locust Aug 10, 2021, 6:05 PM

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There are things I don't tell you
There are things I hide, maybe the moisture in my eyes when I watch the moon alone embracing it's ominous beauty, when I miss you.
Or is it the little hurtful things people say behind you just to not see you getting hurt.
I hide the tiny surprises I plan for you which you've no clue about just to see that one smile, ever charming.
Most of all, I hide my love for you. You do know that I do but the volumes and the enormity of it is still uncertain. But I feel it is a little too much.
And I hide it.
Is it just me or you too get butterflies when someone takes your name out of no where in a conversation and i feel that thing in the stomach
Am I the only one who craves the touch of your flirtatious words, how they make my mind sway into a little dance.
The mention of every memory we share makes me rebellious. Rebellious for wanting more, to relive that journey again.
How just singing kuhad's verses made you spam me with warmth, through texts although. But it felt everything.
How reading poetries to you made you so happy, made you love me.
I miss stargazing. I miss your presence.
And I feel like, there are things I don't tell you
I don't tell you how I miss you.

drifting musk Aug 10, 2021, 9:49 PM

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Ulfat mein teri hum humari fitrat bhul gaye,
Inn sahiraana aankhon ka raaz kya hai?

eternal plaza Aug 10, 2021, 11:51 PM

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Aankhein namm khoob thi manlia
Gehri bhi khoob thi khaiyan
Kya panno ne rangat badal li?
Ya maili ye saari safaiyan?

thorn sedge Aug 11, 2021, 2:22 PM

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Those eyes dwell my heart
Those eyes looks like art
They are pure and beautiful
They are blissful
Just want to drown in them
Because they trap me in their magic
They fit the whole universe in them
Just want to gaze in them
While my hand rest in yours

eternal plaza Aug 12, 2021, 12:20 AM

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Panne ye sapno se bharke bhene du aansu ki kar k hifazat
Siyahi ko marham bana ke likhayi se zakhm kii kardu sajawat
Rab ne kari hai banawat jo teri tu firse bikhar ke bana hai
Lagti jo hai aanch hothon pe
Sehle ke tujhko sikhar chumna hai

steady pagoda Aug 12, 2021, 6:29 AM

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When you say, that you are fine, but you are not really fine because you can't get into it because they would never understand

thorn sedge Aug 12, 2021, 1:13 PM

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If I die cause I gambled on love,
It will be a worthy death

signal grove Aug 12, 2021, 3:04 PM

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Symphony of the night sky

Through vast distances of time and space
The night sky brings us a story to tell
The story of Orion and his enemy
Or the beauty of Venus and her glory

Between the calm dreams and comforting sleep
The night sky sings its symphony

Different colors of her symphony are known to many
The thundering tempest and the comforting company
The lovers build a warm hearth in her canopy
And the lonesome wait, for there is yet another story

And so the night sky;
Between chaos and peace and the nightmare that dwell beneath
The restless sea and it's peaceful shore
All await for her symphony

sturdy swift Aug 12, 2021, 5:02 PM

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Kal Khel Mein Hum Ho Na Ho,
Gardish Mein Taare Rahenge Sada.
Bhoolenge Hum Bhoologe Tum,
Par Hum Tumhare Rahenge Sada...

dusty trout Aug 13, 2021, 4:27 PM

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HOPE

Our lives can never be perfect in any sense,
Neither we can stay every time in our sense.

We go through ups downs every now and then
And through the downs we can be lost in life.
Doesn’t mean we can’t be happy anymore
But aren’t capable of it anymore.
We wish to reset our life
In hope to never face the plights
But we will get lost,
Feel sad
Or maybe even angry
But there is only one thing which can keep us going
That is hope
The hope to live our dreams
The hope to be happy
The hope to be something.

prachi

lunar igloo Aug 13, 2021, 8:36 PM

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"Memories "

They tell me life is a journey
That will take many years ,
Some days are filled with laughter and some days are fill with tears ,
Some days I turn and look for u with the thoughts I like to share with you .

Some days I just can't
Understand why can't we talk like earlier we used to do
Some days i close my eyes bec our memory's are so clear
Some days I think abt why memories are never forgettable

🐦🐦

odd wharf Aug 14, 2021, 9:52 AM

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"Ek khass Dost"

Koi hai jisko ab mai thoda jaan ne laga hu
Uski choti choti baaton pr usko pehchan ne laga hu

Dil ki toh bohot hi achi hai
Gussa kare toh lagti bachi hai

Meme se karti hai bahut pyaar
Isliye pyaar mile usse beshumar

Apni maan ki saari feelings bata deti hai saf saf
Isliye mere liye hai wo meri other half

Mujhse hosiyar toh wo kaafi jyada hai
Isliye kuch hone se phele deti wo kandha hai

Meri chat list mai rehti h uski dp sabse upar
Kaash hamari ea dosti bane rahe saari umar

odd wharf Aug 14, 2021, 6:43 PM

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Ea azaad mulk to janna jata hai Hindustan se
Per edhar to sare baate hue hai hindu aur musalman ke naam se

Es swadhinata dibas per leni hogi hame sapath
Bina ladhaike ke ek sath rehene ka chunenge ham path

"Happy independence day" guyss 🇮🇳

steady pagoda Aug 14, 2021, 6:57 PM

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आज मुझे फिर इस बात का गुमान हो
मस्जिद में भजन मंदिरों में अज़ान हो
खून का रंग फिर एक जैसा हो
तुम मनाओ दिवाली मेरे घर रमजान हो

स्वतंत्रता दिवस की हार्दिक शुभकामनाये INDIA

dawn mortar Aug 15, 2021, 11:54 AM

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Aaj sir uthakar dekha toh
tiranga lehrate dikha
ya fir yun kahun ki
uss tirange ko lehrata dekh
mera sir fakr se uccha uth gaya

Is desh ke liye kya likhu
iske liye naa lafz koi
jitna pyaar is desh se hain
meri har ek saans uski gulaam rahi

Mein khushkismatt hun
ki bharat meri maa hain
Tu dekh toh zaraa maa
aaj teri betiyon ne kitna naam kamaya hain
Teri beti ab rasoi mein nhi
aasmaan mein milti hain
Apne sapno ki udaan ko
har roz bharti hain

Aankhein bhar aai thi jab
teri salaamati ke liye
kai shaheed hue
Tab seena chauda ho gaya tha
jab aise farishtein
mere desh ke liye kuch kar gaye

Mein shukrguzaar hun,
Uss maa ka jisne
apne kaleje ke tukde ko
humare liya khudse dur kiya
Uss pita ka jisne badi sakti se
apne bete ke harr ghaav par garv jataya

Mera desh kaafi anokha hain
Jahan mushkil ghadi me bhi
khudgarz na ho kar,
kisika haath na chodda hain
Jahan kisi anjaan ki jaan bachane ke liye
kisi anjaan ne din raat ek kiya hain
Haan, mera desh sabse nirala hain

Sarhad jaa kar lahoo toh naa kurbaan kar pau
par is sihaai se tere liye kuch kar jaaungi
Agar mere shabdo se teri shaan badhe
toh marte dum bhi tera naam bol jaaungi..
Jai hind!!🇮🇳

chilly locust Aug 15, 2021, 6:34 PM

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har masle mein tu mera jawaab ho
har masle mein tum mera jawaab ho
tum meri nafs ka aaram ho
zawaal-e-waqt mein aane waala wo khoobsuurat khwaab ho
meri muskuraahat mein taqseem kiya koi raaz ho
meri riwaayat kya jaanu, shaayad tum hi ab meri aayat ho
shikaayat tumse shaayad bas yahi hai ki...
...ki kya tum waqai ho?

dense bobcat Aug 15, 2021, 8:15 PM

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Mehfil me tumhari yaad aana lazmi tha..
Unn kaliyo ka gun-gunana lazmi tha..
Tum chahe kitni hi pass thi magar..
Is dil ka tumhe bhool jana hi lazmi tha..❤️

strong knoll Aug 16, 2021, 12:14 AM

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बनारसी घाट से लगते हो तुम मुझे
इसलिये सुकून से बैठ कुछ लम्हे तुम्हारे साथ बिता भी लिया करती हूँ
मेरी कविताऍं पढ कोई खोज तुम्हे ,
कोई इश्क़ ना कर बैठे तुमसे
इसलिये तुम्हे हजारों दफा लिख
अक्सर मिटा भी दिया करती हूँ |

thorn sedge Aug 16, 2021, 3:37 AM

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Agar mohabbat ki kimat poochi jaye
Humko dekhke bas ek bar muskurayiye

pyaar ki farmaish ko do lafz kaise samjhaye
hum toh puri kayanat aapke kadmo mein le aye.

seoul33.

lone fable Aug 16, 2021, 5:09 AM

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~jhutaa fasana~

Mei tujpe likhta gaya tera mul hi kuch aur tha
Tere zikr par panne aur jazbaat gire pyaar mei
Meri chaahat thi zyada, tera na hi koi jawaab tha
Tu ladki thi yaa fasana ye mei jaanu na

dense bobcat Aug 16, 2021, 5:49 AM

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कल रात चांद तुम्हारा पैगाम लाया था,
उन बातों, उन यादों का आसमान आया था,
वैसे मेरे खत जला दिए थे तुमने पर,
कल एक और खत लिखने का अरमान आया था..❤️

grave tendon Aug 16, 2021, 6:15 PM

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Love is a dagger:-

I mastered all the tricks
I mastered all the lies
I mastered all the magics
I mastered all the crimes

But I couldn't master love
That's the only thing I couldn't be free of

A dagger that can even defeat a hammer
Other weapons don't matter
Everyone is bad but I am badder
Love is a dagger, it's a dagger

A weapon to be wielded
From far away or up close
You can see yourself in it
It's beautiful, until it makes you bleed
But ultimately when you reach for it
It's hurtful and you will be buried
It isn't real, an imaginary dagger
Love is a dagger, imaginary dagger

Warm and red are dead to me
Not a peace, this is an Armageddon
Other feelings are toy to me
My sorcery exceeds any weapon

love is a dagger
Terrible metaphor..

Inspired from LOKI'S famous dialogue

@harideepkaushik

thorn sedge Aug 16, 2021, 6:37 PM

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You are a free spirit,
Let your fears inhibit,
Courageously dream your vision every bit,
Sky is the limit.

Nothing can be done till you are it,
And once you are in it ,
Sky is the limit.

Life is not what you desire for,
Life is what you work for,
Dream your vision every minute ,
Sky is the limit.

Leaders are not born in the maternity world,
Leaders are born by choices they make!

Dedicated to our undaunted leaders who led us to the bright paths of freedom
Happy Independance day ❤️ 🇮🇳
Sry for being late

true cradle Aug 16, 2021, 8:08 PM

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***I always wanted to grow up,
Never thought it's gonna be so tough.

Adult life always fascinated me,
I thought it’ll make me entirely free.

But that's where I was so wrong,
With all the problems, it's so hard to stay strong.

I always wanted to grow up,
Never thought it would kill the child in me.

Life’s getting harder day by day,
Pushing my valuables away.

Those memories of childhood,
Still preserved in that old scrapbook.

I always wanted to grow up,
Never thought what it would actually be like.

I wish time just stops right here,
Again those little shoes I wanna wear.

Just wanna be free from this anxiety,
Wanna forget all this maturity.***

~Grish Majethiya

lone fable Aug 17, 2021, 4:35 AM

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~Toota Aayna - A Poem~

Toota hua aayna hu mei
Muje utha kar dekhoge to shayd mujmei bhi khud ko dekh pao
Utha kar dekha toh tum bhi the tute hue
Thoda sa bikhra mei thode se bikhre tum
Mei toh vo aayna hu jispe padkar toh roshni bhi apna rasta badal leti hai
Jis din mei jud gya tumhe achhe se dikh paaunga
Jis din mei jud gya inhe unka asli chehra dikhaunga

thorn sedge Aug 17, 2021, 4:59 AM

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Wings are essential for
Everything to fly
But when I see you
Be it in dreams or
Walking in front of me
My heart goes flying
My soul leaves for moments
And
It is blissful
To have someone to look at
And feel
That yes heaven is real
Cause I see it daily
And it's a part of my life
You are like the time
Of my dreams
Which I know isn't real
But it also doesn't seem less than real
Cause you make everything pure
For me
You make everything pleasant
Be it the day, be it my nights
Be it my sleep, or my day dreams
You make me so content
That I know you are only one
That I need
I maybe called crazy
For loving so hard
But whatever is hard stays longer

@this_is_apoorva

ruby sigil Aug 17, 2021, 6:52 AM

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Its easy to feel but difficult to spell,
I think that I shall never know
why I am thus, and I am so.
and I'm stuck between these walls  just because I lost it all.
what am I supposed to do  when my inspiration was you?
Between these pages I'm stuck.
Now let's just wait for some god damn luck.
I know i cry a lot,
and for many things, like sad movies or your warmth,
abandoned dreams and songs that remind me of the past .
Stupid things too, like you, and the all problems I’ve created for myself in my head.
But lately, what I’ve been crying about is
myself.
The person i used to be and lost
and the person in the present
with no clue about future.
@ruby sigil

compact junco Aug 17, 2021, 3:01 PM

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Kareeb to aaj bhi dil ke hai tu
Dur hoke bhi kaise paas hai tu
Tera saath nahi hai ab yahan
Phir sanson mein kyun mehakti hai tu

Samshan bana hua hai dil mein
Raakh pade hain tere mere pyaar ke
Jala rahi hai aaj bhi wo yaadein
Wo lamhe tere mere khumaar ke

Aaj bhi tere ehsas ko tarasta hoon
Har lamhe mein tujhe yaad karta hoon
Pal pal tujhe paane ko marta hoon
Zinda hoon, par jee nahi paata hoon

Thukra ke tu gyi kuch iss tarah
Kya thi khata meri bta de zara
Tadpa ke mil gyi kya shanti tujhe?
Khun ke aansu rulane ki kya thi wajah?

Dekh, aaj bhi wahi khada hun, tere intezaar mein
Dekh, aaj bhi tadap raha hoon, tere pyaar mein

Abrix

thorn sedge Aug 17, 2021, 6:22 PM

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Wo pal bhi kya the pyaar ke
kya woh sab yaadein bhula chuke

aapki gali mein aane kaa khumar
aapki ek mulaqat ka intezar

ruhaniyar toh aapki mehsoos karte
bas ekbar aap murke toh dekhte

bewafa toh bol dete aapko magar
zillat ko bhi aapse mohabbat ho jaye.

-seoul33

lone fable Aug 18, 2021, 6:45 AM

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***Bistar par leta hua soch rha tha tere hi baarein mei
Meri chaahat ke aage saare lagte ab jhuthe afsanay hai
Dil ka makaan hai ab khali hum teri baazi jo haarein hai

Maine dhundha nahi par mila muje rasta tha
Tere bina uss raste pe khada bus kaanp rha tha
Fir laga ki koi aaya farishta
Mei piche muda to dekha tune tha mera haath thama

Tu dil ke kareeb mere mushkilon mei bhi tujse hasi chehre pe
Bus tu baat toh karle, hum fir khamoshiyan bhi seh lenge
Khamoshiyon ki bhi alag hi baat hai, hum bolte nahi fir bhi aankho se baatein keh dete
Ye geet nahi jazbaat hai... Ab inhe behne de*** zz_heartpop zz_heart4 zz_heart2 zz_heart1

quiet marlin Aug 18, 2021, 2:54 PM

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जब ना हो तेरा तो वो नाम केसा है
बिन तेरे जो है वो गुमान केसा है।

दूर हु दुनिया की सारी रिवायतो से
जो आज आया वो फरमान केसा है।

हजार गुजरते है तन्हा एक रेहगुजार से
हो जाए आसान तो इश्क काम केसा है।

sonic meadow Aug 19, 2021, 1:39 AM

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Mai bss banaawti dilaason mei,
chhantu jeene ke tareeke khaas taur pe jo aam ho,
Mitti se sani hai har kisi ki khaal toh,
Registaan mei pyaar ke jaari sabhi ki bhaag daud

Kaafir

grave tendon Aug 19, 2021, 7:28 PM

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Fall in love with yourself :-

I hope, Coffee tastes like magic,
Your playlist makes you dance,
Strangers makes you smile,
And you play like a child.

The night sky touches your soul,
You pursue your every goal,
You Vibe to feeling like a human,
And I hope that makes you whole.

I hope you fall in love with you,
The secret to being alive is within you.

I hope, breathing doesn't hurt,
And you never be your worst,
I hope, you sleep like a baby,
And you won't be stuck on maybe.

I hope you feel alive again.
I hope you be yourself.
I hope you find your one,
And I hope you have all the fun.

I hope you fall in love with you,
Secrets to being alive is within you,
I hope you fall in love with you.

@harideepkaushik

drifting musk Aug 19, 2021, 9:16 PM

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Wanderlust of Thoughts

From afar across the table,
I see his shiny little eyes,
Stuck on a painting,
That's green, orange, red and blue.
He stare at the bird for hours,
Sitting freely on branch,
And thinking if it would fly away,
And disappear from the painting.
He wonders where'd it go to,
And he turns to me and ask,
"If I keep staring at it, will it fly away?"
I tell him that it's just a reflection of our imagination.
I chuckle and ask him back,
"Why do you keep looking at the painting?"
But before I could get an answer,
He adrifts in deep thoughts.
I wonder what's on his mind,
Of how when I look at him,
I see him filled with curiosity,
Yet too busy making his own imagination,
As real as the reality but the better version.
I watch from across the table,
A kid so innocent,
Wanderlusting in thoughts,
And living in the moment.

-MistyAce

compact junco Aug 20, 2021, 1:03 AM

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I'm not the one, who walked away
I'm the one who actually stay

I'm not the one, jisne waada tod diya
I'm the one, jisne sab yaad rakha

I'm not the one, jo tere jism ka bhuka tha
I'm the one, jo tere saath ka pyasa tha

I'm not the one, jo akela chod gya
I'm the one, jo intezaar kar raha

I'm not the one, jisne sab kuch bhula dia
I'm the one, jo kuch nhi bhula paya

I'm not the one, who played with you at all
I'm the one who got played in the end

I'm not the one you'd
I'm the one you've lost

Abrix

sullen island Aug 20, 2021, 8:23 AM

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Hey <@&774172459338563605>s, we have a special Poetry Open Mic this weekend and we would love to see you perform some of your best works there !!
Contact @stuck zodiac , @brisk hinge , @south vapor , @foggy niche & @sullen island if you'd like to perform.

Even if you don't perform, i'm sure you'll get to hear some amazing poetry, so be there!!

See you Saturday, 9 pm blackHearts

dense bobcat Aug 20, 2021, 4:06 PM

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What if the sky full of rainbows never turn grey
What if the gold in the sunlight never gets stolen at the end of the day
What if the waves kiss the eager sands and never turn away
What if broken hearted guy never shed a tear and pray
What if under the black clouds, moon never fades away
What if there were no 'what ifs'
Would it be enough to make you stay?

dusty trout Aug 20, 2021, 7:09 PM

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Sab kuch hone k baad bhi
Soona sa lgta h kabhi kabhi
Mann krta h ek patang ki tarah
Udd jaau or wapas na aau kabhi
Bas us aasaman mein rahu
Or wahi mar jau sab se dur ek din

fervent bramble Aug 21, 2021, 12:26 PM

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Our storm ended in minutes
gold now seems grey
sky appears dark mauve
flowers but still left for us
holding all the memories intact;

An hour as we loose
this soul that you bruised
crying its eyes out all the pain,
now and then you choose
heartbreaks that set us to cleave
ravaged is your mind
a space that I never fitted in.

h.a

marsh ingot Aug 21, 2021, 5:50 PM

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Raat vo jagah hai
Jahan khwaab mehfooz hote hain
Aur yaadein... Nilaam

compact junco Aug 21, 2021, 6:32 PM

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dusty trout Aug 21, 2021, 7:14 PM

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DEAR SISTER

Dear sister we fight every other day
try to make each other laugh every day
I annoy you by pulling your hair or eating from plate
Not to see you leave me one day.
I wish to annoy you less and love you more
With my heart I wait for you to come abode
I promise to bring chocolates you love
And still take a bite of it with love.
I miss your life advice you used give
To make sure my life was precise.
You basting me down for no reason
Now I understand the amity behind.
Even after what I did with you
You always took care when I needed you.
From covering up for me in front of mom and dad
To helping me walk with a broken leg.
I wish you were here on rakshabandhan
And tied the rakhi like every year
I still promise to protect you from any evil
Just comeback as soon as possible.

(Ps - from a brother’s pov)

compact junco Aug 22, 2021, 5:17 AM

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thorn sedge Aug 22, 2021, 4:51 PM

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WHISPER A WISH

In a distant land, far and wide
When I was drained in sorrow
It was you who made me hide
the fears of tomorrow
and hence I've prayed,and prayed for long
to whisper a prayer for you,
my fair lady

I'll whisper a wish to your gentle eyes
I ask them to shine for me
to see the past and help my life
when I sail across the sea

I'll whisper a wish to your soothing smile
I ask it to never get lost
To feel and fight and weak the pains,
that take birth in my thoughts.

I'll whisper a wish to your loving arms
I ask them for a warm embrace
To empty my heart and my feels
When I crave for a peaceful solace.

I'll whisper a wish to your kind heart
I ask it to keep praying for my sake
to keep me safe and sound
when I'm standing on too high of stakes.

And you'll whisper a song in my sleep
with a maiden's voice so sweet
In a gentle night you'll shower your love
when I'm sailing through waters deep
and I'll feel your care inside my heart
when I'm wading through waters alone
and your voice will whisper your love for you are forever my own..

thorn sedge Aug 23, 2021, 12:55 AM

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Jindegi ha naadan sa
hamare liya anjaan sa

har avsar ka upyog karna
har parisththi ka ahubhab milna

har taraf khushiyan failana
mann mein sabke phool khilana

bhavnao ka mishran hona
majboori mein khushiyan tyaagna

aakrosh mein shant rehna
dukhoon mein dil behelana

prakriti ka samman karna
hawao se baatein karna

mrityu ke baad, nazara kisne jaana
ek hi toh hai zindegi,dilse hai jeena.

-Seoul33

compact junco Aug 23, 2021, 12:36 PM

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indigo compass Aug 23, 2021, 1:01 PM

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♤

odd wharf Aug 23, 2021, 2:58 PM

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Some people are just cap of a pen whether they stay or not, it doesn't matter

( schl mai pen ki cap khone wale relate kar payenge )

lime sun Aug 23, 2021, 3:13 PM

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Random Sad Poem

i'd be crying alone in lonely nights
i'd be dying a lone wolf all these times
ive been trying so hard struggling to stay alive
ive been lying everytime whenever i say i am fine,
i am dead inside,
i need a life.
while thinking about it,
i question myself,
i strive the excellence,
but still helpless,
i cry being breathless,
i never expect,
just failed to understand,
and now i regret

fallen flume Aug 23, 2021, 4:34 PM

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चुप क्यों है तू बोल ना
राज़ ये अपने दिल के खोल ना ।
में जानता हूँ ना कुछ कर पाऊँगा,
पर गम में तेरी हिम्मत बन जाऊँगा ।

thorn sedge Aug 23, 2021, 7:28 PM

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ACCEPTANCE

A weird thing you know.
A major pain you feel.
Without accepting the truth,
I go on betraying my own self,
I stopped trusting my intuitions.
After accepting the truth,
Why still tears don't stop rolling?
Why I feel this physical
pain in my heart?
It's always,
right or wrong, True or false,
stay or leave, Truth or lie,
but this acceptance is weird.
It's somewhere in between
It doesn't stop you to feel bad,
Neither always Satisfies you.
Acceptance has actually no value
without time or mindset.
Acceptance with time and peace
Is only something.

~ vini

dense bobcat Aug 23, 2021, 8:32 PM

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कसम तुम्हे हवाओ की, यह जुल्फे मत लहरा देना
कसम तुम्हे गुलाबो की, ना इत्र कोई लगा देना
जन्नत में चर्च खूब उठे है तुम्हारे इन होठों के आज़
कसम तुम्हे अप्सराओं की, यह चेहरा मत दिखा देना ❤️

lone fable Aug 24, 2021, 4:18 AM

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We've been dancing for so long under the stars
I feel like the grass would cut through my skin
Walking on the streets holding hands
My whole life showed in your one smile
I would be alone and incomplete without you
But Eventually I'll have to let you go someday

steady pagoda Aug 24, 2021, 4:25 AM

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Saza hume ye kaisi mili dil lagane ki
Ro rahe magar tamnna thi muskurane ki
Apna dard kise dikhau aye dost
Dard bhi usi ne diya jo wajah thi muskurane ki

fallen flume Aug 24, 2021, 8:46 AM

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गलती तेरी नहीं... गलती तां मेरी सी क्योकीं तू नहीं, मैं तेनु प्यार कित्ता सी....

dusty trout Aug 24, 2021, 5:41 PM

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Feeling low right now
Can someone please hug me?
Hug me till my tears are dry
So, it makes place for me to cry.
Can’t handle myself now
Can someone please feel me?
Feel how lonely I am
Suffering the pain, I have.
I don’t know what do now
Can someone please guide me?
Guide me through the melancholy
To see the rise of amity.
It will be difficult to hug me,
I don’t like to be touched.
It will be worse to feel,
I hate when I’m vulnerable.
It will be worst to guide,
I hate to take advice.
I wish to be a simple person
But that’s too difficult seeing my situation.
I know you have to be there for yourself
But how when you are fighting your own self?

Prachi

stray drum Aug 24, 2021, 6:07 PM

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Kal meri maut ki baat par roo rahe the log jo
Aaj kisi aur ke saath fir pyaar ka vyapaar kar rahe hai,
Aur jo kehte the ki doobne nahi denge kabhi aap ko
Aaj wahi kua khod kar khud usme paani bhar rahe hai!

fervent bramble Aug 24, 2021, 8:12 PM

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TITLE: SOUL ETCHED OF ME

Her lips never to be disturbed
like a statue of clay left to dry
Kiss her in the warmth of love
and bring them back to life.
As you fumble with the candles
let our souls dance in between,
naked and as we touch amorously
forever we wanted it to proceed,
a whole night of wild awake
cigarette lights and coffee sips,
fetish of all kinds best pleased.

putting on the robe we both woke,
woke up to the ideal dirty marks,
felt ideal pain all over the body.
as you tried to push me back
I fell right back in your hands,
sun kissed we both stayed in bed
cuddling like its never again
reeked of love and never wanna leave.
every touch of you now remembered
is a souvenir that you left for me
every thing I do, I do it for you
says your soul etched of me.

h.a

shadow sentinel Aug 24, 2021, 8:33 PM

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in ankho sai dekhu mai beeta samay man ko farmaisho sai fursat nahi

dense bobcat Aug 25, 2021, 10:26 AM

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तेरी हर एक आहट से मेरी हर एक मुस्कुराहट है
तेरी हर एक चाहत पूरी करने में ही मेरे दिल को राहत है
तेरे चेहरे को देखता रहूं ये मेरे दिल की इबादत है
इसमें मेरा कसूर नहीं, इससे ही मेरी हिफाजत है
तेरी आंखों में मैं खुद को ढूंढ लू ये मेरी आदत है
तेरी हर एक आहट से मेरी हर एक मुस्कुराहट है 💞

sturdy swift Aug 25, 2021, 3:22 PM

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Sweet as grapes,
You sweeten the temper.
Your deeds, soaked in honey,
And your eyes stop the room;
Hauling you to my mind.

Sour as grapes,
You sadden me with a tint of clashes.
Assuredly, a spark of empathy will restore us.

Green as grapes,
You utter envy.
I'll not relinquish you,
I'll cage you in my poetry,
Though the world may call me greedy.

indigo compass Aug 26, 2021, 5:10 AM

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compact junco Aug 26, 2021, 5:27 AM

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I love the way you remove my mask, and place it beside.
I love the way you remove yours, and keep it next to mine.

All clothed yet naked
That's how I feel next to you.

compact junco Aug 26, 2021, 6:27 PM

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The more i try to forget, the more I remember.
Your marks are still fresh on my skin.

Abrix

sonic meadow Aug 26, 2021, 6:28 PM

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**Jis Raat maut meri dehleez pe hogi,
uss raat mai Sach kahunga..
Jis Raat mujhse mera sab kuch chhoot jaayega,
uss raat mai Sach kahunga..
Jis raat mera pyaar door hoga mujhse,
uss raat mai sach kahunga..
Jis raat mera rakht mere aansuon sa bahega,
uss raat mai sach kahunga..

Sach kahunga mai apne aap se,
ki kaayar nahi tha mai shuruaat se,
bss kuch panno se zindagi ke haadse,
palat ke aaye the meri aankhon ke saamne..

palat kar unhe unki jagah bhejne ki himmat nahi thi mujhme,
Galti kisi aur ki... khamiyaan maine maan li thi mujhme..

Tarasti har ek boond hai ab mere ashq ki,
ajeeb dastoor ye...
Hasaaye jo zamaane ko,
Vo khud thehra ek toota shaqs hi..**

Kaafir

steady pagoda Aug 27, 2021, 5:16 AM

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Pata hai jab log kehte hai ki
kuch waqt ke baad sab kuch thik ho jayega
Asal main sab kuch thik nai hota
hame dard ke sath jeene ki adat paad jati hai 🥀

dusty trout Aug 28, 2021, 2:20 AM

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What is childhood really?
I don’t remember mine at all
I always hear people saying they miss their childhood
But I don’t know what to miss in childhood

They say playing with friends and family
The treats and trips to parks
The sweet time of no worries
When you slept longer than hours

But if I get honest with myself
I don’t and can’t feel or talk about it
Because I have never been so carefree
The matured kid in family I was

Lost the child, now buried deep
Try to escape in a relationship
To feel the love a kid craved
But world too corrupt that it stays graved

rapid tree Aug 28, 2021, 4:28 AM

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Kisi ne puch kaise chipa lete ho dard itna ...
Maine bola mai barish rota hu,
Kisi ke chutkule pe hasta hu ,,
Koi puch le glti se hal mera ,
Mai bus theek thak kehta hu !!!!!

thorn sedge Aug 28, 2021, 6:59 AM

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Hosh rehene tak
saans chalne tak
tumko hi chahunga
yaadon mein aaunga

Dil ki khuaish
tu karle aazmaish
hum tumhare sanam
nirantar 7 Janam.

-seoul33

lone fable Aug 28, 2021, 8:01 AM

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We used to star gaze but my heart prayed it was everlasting
Friends for talk sakes but my heart said it was never about it
It was toxic and I was never proud of it
All these poems for heartbreak and I'm all about it🌺🌻🌹🌷

gaunt radish Aug 28, 2021, 10:57 AM

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fresh portal Aug 28, 2021, 11:48 AM

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Na hai koi tension, na hi koi fiqar,
This is the emotion, when I consume liquor.

fresh stream Aug 28, 2021, 3:30 PM

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Beraag hai mere sur bhi ab
Dhun bhi ab dhadakti nahi
Tere paas hona na hona, baraabar
Geet tere lab par mere rajte nahi

rapid tree Aug 28, 2021, 6:31 PM

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arctic forge Aug 29, 2021, 12:15 AM

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Tu hai to aur kya chahiye iss duniya mein
Teri khushi se mera poora din ban jaye
Tu ek khilti phool hai iss sansaar mein
Tere bina merese jeeya nhi jaaye

Teri khushi mein main apni khushi dhundu
Tere pyaar mein doob chuke hum

Par

Ek din aise khabar mili
Dil poora tut gya mera

Tujhe dekhne ke liye bhaaga aa rha tha main
Teri awaaz sunne ke liye tadap rha tha main

Tera dard dekha to andar se tut gya
Khoon mera aisa khola ke aag bangya

Par tujhe bacha na saka

Roya,Boht Roya main ussdin
Uss darinde ko marna chahata tha
Jisne yeh kiya tere saath

Kaash vo Jail ki jagah hota mere samne
Main usko maarke Terko chod dena chahta tha

Yaad hai mujhe vo pal
Jo tere saath bitaaye the
kabhi bhoolunga nhi
Ye vada tujhe deta hu

Han aaj bhi teri boht yaad aati hai
Tujhe gale se lgane ka mann krrta hai
Teri yaado mein ko apne mann mein samnbhal ke rakha hai
Lagta hai tu aaj bhi yehi hai😔

STOP RAPES.WE CAN'T WE EVEN IMAGINE HOW DOES IT FEEL....

gaunt radish Aug 29, 2021, 12:17 AM

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thorn sedge Aug 29, 2021, 12:24 AM

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thorn sedge Aug 29, 2021, 11:19 AM

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I WISH
I wish I was the sky
So I could watch you pass by

I wish I was a cloud
So I could weep to stop your cry

I wish I was the soul you thrive when you feel gloomy
So I could ask you why

I wish I was the reason of you being high
So we would dance all day, night and walk around the park nearby

In the end I hope you remember the time spent together and make a call
Before the day I die

~A

thorn sedge Aug 29, 2021, 5:16 PM

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compact junco Aug 30, 2021, 3:18 AM

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Aaj main hoon yahan, par tu nahi
Tu nahi hoke bhi hai paas kahi
Meri zindagi mein jabse tu aai thi
Ek khumaar si chayi thi
Par ab groovy tu hai nhi
Par wo lamhe wo yaadien
Rehegi hamesha dil mein

Tu bhi, main bhi, hai gamzada, bahut dukhi
Bas itna kahunga ki, I'll miss you groovy

#RIP @chrome cradle

steady pagoda Aug 30, 2021, 6:33 AM

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हर शाम हर किसी के लिए सुहानी नहीं होती
हर प्यार के पीछे कोई कहानी नहीं होती
कुछ तो असर होता हैं दो आत्मा के मेल का
वरना गोरी राधा, सांवले कृष्णा की दीवानी ना होती HeartLove

indigo compass Aug 30, 2021, 12:43 PM

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thorn sedge Aug 31, 2021, 9:44 AM

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The smiling face, trying it’s best
To hide the dark thoughts,
The constant fear of future,
Unknown to the circumstances,
The continuous dark thoughts
Making you feel like a knot..
The failure in day to day life
Trying your best to not face it..
Running away from problems
Not even trying to find the solution
The ceaseless anxiety,
Making you feel like you are on the edge..
All these feelings
The helplessness
The restlessness
All these thoughts
The exhaustion of the past
The relentless present
The fear of future
The ticking of clock
Making you feel like
“You should stop”
The uncertainty of life
Making you question yourself
With a strive.
The efforts for not trying to think
All going in vain
thinking about it 24/7
Is making you feel the pain.
The ceasing of these thoughts
Makes you feel like you are caught in the dark.
With no emotions at all,
All you feel now around yourself is like a
Deceased person buried in the ground.

arctic forge Aug 31, 2021, 3:36 PM

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Yeh itni badi duniya
Ismein itne saare log
Rozz jaaye hazaro log
To aaye lakho log

Kuch thode mein hai khush
To kuch zyada mein bhi dukhi
Kuch dhunde sacha pyaar
To kuch dhunde sirf ____

Boht ache log aaye aur gaye
Kuch hai abhi bhi zinda
To intezaar kiska kr rhe ho mere dost
Jaake thamo unka haath jiyo befikarr

Dosti karo to ache logo se
Jinpe kar sakhte ho vishwas
Vishwas rakho to aisa rakho
Jaise tum ho teer aur vo hai kamaan

Aise log mile to mile kaha
Duniya to madarchod hai
Log bhaage paiso ke liye yaha waha

Kuch log tutte hue dil ko abhi bhi jode
Kuch todke bhi jashan manaye
Kuch apna poora din andhere mein manaye
To kuch Ujale mein bhi dekh na paaye💯

BE HAPPY IF YOU FOUND "GOOD" FRIENDS ON DISCORD!

glacial aspen Aug 31, 2021, 8:49 PM

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It's okay I know I have a good nature,
But can I be a good lover?

I don't want to deserve better,
I want to have you for a lifetime.
I know I have liked a girl or two,
But you were always there on the hindsight.

I promise to be better,
We both will, eventually.
I can be a good promisor,
do you want to be my promisee?

🌸

compact junco Sep 2, 2021, 8:02 AM

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Long time ago...

crimson prism Sep 2, 2021, 1:01 PM

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This is story of a boy
Who was a gift of god
Everyone loved him but idk
He felt something was bit odd
He grew a bit old
now lived 2 years of life
Working hard to make his doll alive His mother was still young but his father died
everything became empty they all were crying
But he was there still trying to make his doll alive
Another marriage was done far away from world
His identity was changed and everything became blur
His became a nerd and shy guy but still was trying to make the doll alive
Life become fast
when he grew nobody knows
He was a scholar but still there were many flaws
Everyone changed everyone grew up
but the only thing that was still there was his doll
It was when he was in 10th he started exploring
Learnt some bad words and life seems free flowing
He seems happy from outside but was still he was trying to make the doll alive.
He started reading books and learning about life
He tried to be a better human
it took him two years
To come out of social fear
He is writing this poem with his doll inside his soul
And she is giving life by filling that empty hole.
Trying but not rhyming 😅

dusty trout Sep 2, 2021, 5:04 PM

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“I AM FINE.” – the lie

People always ask how are you
And the common answer is “I am fine.”
Do people mean what they really ask?
The answer to it is always a lie.
Many people ask me throughout day
How are you?
And if I honestly go on about how I am,
You will probably never want to talk to me again.
Things aren’t always fine
Sometimes or maybe every time I whine.
I know maybe way less than others
But my sorrow is mine and not others to define.
I have been mistreated my whole life
Not by strangers but by my lifelines.
And nothing hurts more than that
The sorrow can’t be defined as well.
Today also I was mistreated by my close friend,
And I have no place to escape to my dear reader.
I always try to write motivational poems
But this time I failed to my reader.
Not because of one incident
But many more that has happened in the meantime.

prachi

thorn sedge Sep 2, 2021, 5:21 PM

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A Fascination

You feel like a hallucination
A reality unbelievable
A dream and a fascination
A hope of a certain kind

I feel the beyond calling me
To let everything be
And leave at once
For nothing here is worth the wait
But you are the string holding me
You are the one and only bait

The truth you embrace is glorious
All the lies are no more precious
I just listen to that lips speak
I just stare in those eyes peek
Doesn't it all feel like a movie for once
Well what more can be anticipated
From a hopeless lover
Who hasn't received much
But still has been giver
I live for someone, I love someone
I write for someone, I laugh for someone
And I just want to be with someone
With whom the hopeless is vanished
And only the romantic is based.

Apoorva

peak mirage Sep 3, 2021, 10:26 AM

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Zindagi ki kashmakash se pareshan bohut hai,
Dil ko na uljhao ye naadan bahut hai,
Yu samne aa jane par katra ke gujarna,
Wade se mukar jana use aasan bahut hai.

Yade bhi hai, aur hai mohabbat,
Tune jo diya dard ka saman bahut hai,
Ashk kabhi, lahu kabhi, aankh se barse,
Bedag mohabbat ka ye anjam bahut hai.

turbid tusk Sep 3, 2021, 10:23 PM

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I don't know if the emptiness drives me or the darkness

ripe peak Sep 4, 2021, 3:20 PM

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खुद को हमेशा खास समझना चाहिए,
दूर भले वो हैं पर उन्हें पास समझना चाहिए,
अरे वो फुर्सत में याद किए तो क्या हुआ,
आपको वक़्त नहीं बल्कि एहसास समझना चाहिए ।।

-gourav

dusty trout Sep 4, 2021, 6:45 PM

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THANK YOU TEACHER

Clueless me, always come to you
You always help me through your clues.
I always annoy you with same questions
But you help me while keeping your calm.
You guide me through everyday queries
Supporting me in my worries.
If not you, my teachers
I wouldn’t have been able to make this far.
You work hard to educate us
So we live a better life at last.
No appreciation is enough to justify your sacrifices
The time and efforts you put will be shining.
The knowledge you give,
Will stay with me forever
I am thankful to every teacher
With your help I became a humble person.

turbid tusk Sep 5, 2021, 6:59 AM

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Haan thi voh ek shaam ki baat
dekha tha jb use apne plko ke samne
maano dekh liya koi hoor apne samne
thi voh noor is ujaad mein
ek hi swapan jo dekha hr raat mein
khwaish thi ki ye kohinoor ho mere hath mein
pr in hazoron ki bhed mein har gya bina koi aas ke
maano tuta koi swapan nhi tut gya apne hi hath se
ab jb sochu main raaton mein
toh bhr deta hun ye pnhe hazaar in afsaano se

arctic forge Sep 5, 2021, 7:09 AM

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Logo se sunoge toh
Hume bura hii paoge!
Hamse miloge!
To muskarate hue jaoge!💯

stuck zodiac Sep 5, 2021, 1:05 PM

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Wish I Could Sleep Too

I had a sister, She died.
Do I mourn?
No, literally not, I am happy for her.
Atleast she isn't in a family,
Where own respect in society,
Is given more priority than loved ones.
A society which is full of lust, greed but,
Asks her to remain holy.

Wish they had rights too,
Like in reality, and not on papers.

Wish they could choose what they want,
Their career, their life, their partners.

Wish the consent(intercourse) that mattered,
was their own, And not of their family.

Wish things, rituals, culture, and religion,
were not forced on them.

Wish those privileged women,
could look down,
On the ones who are in dark.
And not show the world,
That light, justice and rights reach everyone

Wish the country had only one gender.
Wish I could write rules, not these notes.
Wish I never knew a few who are in dark,
And they never had a part of me.
WIsh they never cried on calls.
:- @sly carbon (mohit) ❤️

sonic meadow Sep 5, 2021, 5:40 PM

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Silvatein maathe ki Darshaati hai tanaav mere,
Mai khaali zyakti sahu, kyu na mai du jawaab?
Dukh ke mele lagenge roz aage mere,
Aur unme dhundhe laga mai hassi ki dukaan

Kaafir

steady pagoda Sep 6, 2021, 4:27 PM

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Shayad Phir Se Woh Takdeer Mil Jaye,
Zindgi Ke Woh Haseen Pal Mil Jayein,
Chal Phir Se Baithhe Class Ki Last Bench Par,
Shayad Wapas Woh Purane Dost Mil Jayein 🥀 🫂

dusty trout Sep 6, 2021, 6:14 PM

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HEAVEN

After a tired day out,
I came back home.
Sat on my favorite chair,
Hugging me with warmth.
Rested my arms,
And eyes closed.
Thinking about my day,
How hectic it went.
I relaxed to be in home,
As I felt safe.
I went to kitchen,
To make some tea.
The cup was dancing,
Just at the look of me.
The steam from the kettle,
came wheezing through the hole.
The hot cup of it,
Made me feel in heaven.
I can’t find anywhere better,
This house is not just a place.
But heaven to live,
And never leave.

Prachi

thorn sedge Sep 8, 2021, 1:49 AM

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lone fable Sep 8, 2021, 4:40 AM

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No we ain't got a road ahead of us
Yeah we gotta make it on our own
I am right at the cusp of a purge
Kyuki tutne waala sapna mera jo

glacial aspen Sep 8, 2021, 10:22 AM

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Anjaan si is bheed mein,
Agyaat sa ek apnapan hai.
Anjaan se kuch rishton mein
Agyaat sa ek rishta hum hai.

glacial aspen Sep 8, 2021, 9:01 PM

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Pyaar ka izhaar , kavitaon se kiya hai maine.
Agar tum nahi smjh paye, tumse pyaar hi nahi kiya hai maine...!

sonic meadow Sep 9, 2021, 2:10 PM

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**जिस्म बचाने की खातिर यहाँ जिस्म बिकने लगे है,
"आखिर ऐसा क्या लिखें?" इसी पर आज कवि लिखने लगे है,
जिनकी नज़रों से हम् सालों साल भागते रहे आज वो हमारी नज़रों मेे दिखने लगे है,
जिस्म बचाने की खातिर यहाँ जिस्म बिकने लगे है।।

दिल जलता है उन्हें किसी और के पास देख,
इस दिल के चूल्हे पर हमारे आंसू सिकने लगे है,
जिन कंधो पर उनका सर टिकता था अब वहां उनके तानो के भोज टिकने लगे है,
तनाव मेे बहे लहू के सब निशान इन दीवारों से मिटने लगे है,
जिस्म बचाने की खातिर यहाँ जिस्म बिकने लगे है।।
-काफ़िर**

compact junco Sep 9, 2021, 4:03 PM

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true cradle Sep 10, 2021, 4:15 AM

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To Be Alone

My thoughts turned to lines of fire but you're the spark that rained under down
And the more I thought about it now the more my heart began to crumble
I saw you on TV and the lines of fire began to blur
Now I'm not the man they're hoping he will be for a while
Yes I think I'll write a letter and wish you would go away
I'm not such a man to have your way

Now I think this is the only way that I'll ever know
I'm not such a man to have your way
Oh if only I would come home
Or at least try

Now that I've found a way no matter how hard
Somebody else spends his days
And nobody needs you
And nobody needs you

Now I think this is the only way that I'll ever know
I'm not such a man to have your way
Oh if only I would come home
Or at least try

sturdy swift Sep 11, 2021, 7:32 PM

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YOU

When it comes to love, it's you
When it comes to loyalty, it's you
When it comes to keeping promises, it's you
When it comes to cuteness, it's you
When it comes to smartness, it's you
When it comes to elegance, it's you
When it comes to politeness, it's you
When it comes to kindness, it's you
When it comes to anything a person can ever imagine, it's always you,
Because you capture each and every moment with your lively nature and personality,
Your heart and emotions resides over even the cruelest of all,
You are magical, and you make everyone around you yours,
Always be this happy and jolly, and never let anything ever let you down,
Because YOU will always be YOU,
There is nobody who can ever be like YOU,
YOU are the very best,
YOU are my ❤️ !!!

~Mayank

indigo compass Sep 12, 2021, 6:48 AM

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You live to die
Death is inevitable,
And life leads the way to death.

A beautiful journey from being born,
To growing old until your fingers start to rust.
It’s time to take a break from everything,
Work, Fun, Family, Friends and mistakes.

It’s time to give your soul up to the sky
You’ve lived as much as you could.
Now it’s time for you to die and give up all your life to the almighty universe,
Because you live to die.

lone fable Sep 13, 2021, 6:06 AM

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~does she know~

*Tu jaanti nahi ki tuje milna chahata tha mei kitne waqt se
Tu jaanti nahi ki kitni dua kari hai teri liye rab se
Kya tu jaanti hai ki tu hi mere dimaag mei ghumti hai koi jhuth si
Kya tu jaanti hai tuje chahta hu mei kabse

Tu jaanti nahi ki pyar mera bhi gehra thoda
Tu jaanti nahi ku tere saath jab hota hu toh maine dukh sehna chhoda
Kya tu jaanti hai ki sach kya hai?
Kya tu jaanti hai dil mei mere rahega hamesha vo kisi ka na lekin buss tera kona*

lime sun Sep 13, 2021, 7:08 AM

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tumhare intezaar me hamne apni raahe mod li,
tumhare checks se bachte bachte hamne apni queen tumhare havale chod di,
ek vakt aisa aaya jab hamne apni nigaahen mod li,
but jaise hi mate in one aaya, tumne maat chod di cry_br

arctic forge Sep 13, 2021, 4:43 PM

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Abhi to aayi thi vo iss duniya mein
Kya bigada tha usne tumhara
Ache se abhi jeena bhi shuru nhi kiya
Tumne uss nanhe se parinde ko maar dala

Kya biti hogi uss bichari par
Kya hua hoga uska haal
Kitna chilayi hogi vo
Par kisine nhi suni uski awaaz

Usse kya pta hoga
Yeh duniya darindo se bhari hai
Ek chote se chocolate ka lalach
Le lega uss ki jaan

Uss shaitan ne usse kata usse mara usse khatam krrdiya.

Rona ata yeh baatein sunke
Cheekein sunyi deti hai uski
Uss masum ki tadapne ki awaazi
Gunjti hai kaano mein

Kabb. Akhir kabb khaulega hamara khoon
Kabb milega usse Insaaf

Par insaaf milke bhi vo vapis nhi aayegi😔

Kya usse jeene ka hakk nhi tha?
Kya usse aage badhne ka hakk nhi tha?
Kya vo apne sapne pura nhi krrna chahti thi?

Kyu insaan shaitaan ban jata hai
Kyu usse sharam nhi hai
Kyu wo haiwaan ban jaata hai
KYUUUUU?

compact junco Sep 15, 2021, 7:59 PM

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Dil mein mere, tu hi raha
Akela tanha, tuta hua
Kaise btaun, tujhe kis tarah
Ki tu hai mera

Yaadon mein tujhse milta raha
Haath thame chalta raha
Kaise btaun, tune kis tarah
Dil ko chua

Aisa kyun, tune kia
Ki zinda hoke bhi mar sa gaya
Kaise bhulaun, teri wo batein
Jo meri thi sada

Tu hai dil ki dawa..

(To be continued...)

Inspired from NIKHIL SWAROOP - NAYAB

Abrix

brittle perch Sep 16, 2021, 6:30 AM

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Baicheni Palko Par Deti Hai Pehra, Neend Jagne Nahi Deti,
Uspar "Mai" Ki Deewarein Mujhe Khud Me Jhakne Nahi Deti,

Tang Aakar Sochta Hun Bhaag Jau Is Duniyaa Se Kahin,
Zindagi Masumiyat Se Dekhti Hai Mujhe, Bhagne Nahi Deti.

indigo compass Sep 17, 2021, 11:44 AM

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thorn sedge Sep 17, 2021, 5:03 PM

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Na aj ka hai gum ,
Na kal se umeed .
Aj do wqt ki roti,
Na hr kisi ko naseeb.
Kch dur huye khud se,
Kch sab ke ajeez.
Ye rab ki hai krni,
Ya hmare boye beej.
Kyu roye ye insan,
Ye chli kaisi reet.
Na aj ka hai gum,
Na kal se umeed.

thorn sedge Sep 19, 2021, 2:06 PM

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Kch rat ajnabi h ,
Or spna ajeeb.
Kch khyal apne se ,
Ku tu lgta ajeez .
Na sth chl mere,
m khoya hua musafir hu.
Khi tjhe bhi na le chlu ,
Mera to kya ek kafir hu.
Na dkha h tjhko ,
Pr tu lge kreeb.
Hokr ajnabi bhi ,
Tu hai ajeez
Tu hai ajeez😇❤

compact junco Sep 19, 2021, 3:57 PM

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Pinch me with your love, rather than with your agony.
I've been burned and now these ashes, are a part of me.

lone fable Sep 20, 2021, 7:08 AM

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Na jaanu mei kaise pahucha hu yaha
Na jaanu mei sach kya hai jhuth har jagah
Mei tujmei hi khoya hu kaise
Ye sawal toh khudse hi pucha hai
Ansu se shabd hai ye behte
Kalam bhi mujse kyu khafa hai
Na jaanu mei Tu dikhe kyu muje har jagah

sonic meadow Sep 22, 2021, 6:30 AM

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**Hamaari Kabiliyat hai ki hum Khud ko Nakaabil samajhte hai,

Sab khone ke bawajood bhi hum sab haasil samajhte hai**

Kaafir

dusty trout Sep 22, 2021, 7:34 PM

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I want you to imagine
A night sky at twelve am
Black canvas with lights dim
You see stars and moon
The milky cloud with loads of shine
With your close ones
You point out constellations
Make animals and laugh
That time you were capturing
Not just the stars or planets
But the moment you’ve been sharing
With the most important person
Each moment of that night is
Dwelled deep in your memory
Holding the telescope you wished for
And marking the brightest star of all
Not just that but traffic signals of stars
Red and green shining in the dark
The bigger planets appeared so small
Just you and me star gazing till dawn.

prachi

brittle perch Sep 23, 2021, 4:11 PM

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उसके घर का रास्ता अब भी याद है मुझे,
लेकिन उस गली अब जाता नहीं मैं,

ख्वाब अब भी देखता हूं मैं उसके,
लेकिन ये बात उसे अब बताता नहीं मैं,

कहती है हक अब भी है मेरा उस पर,
लेकिन हक उस पर अब जताता नहीं मैं,

हर होली और ईद पर मिलती है वो मुझे,
लेकिन रंग हो या गले उसे अब लगाता नहीं मैं,

कहती है यक़ी करो मुझ पर अब भी तुम्हारी हूँ,
लेकिन लहजे से उसके यक़ी अब कर पाता नहीं मैं।

remote latch Sep 24, 2021, 10:25 AM

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Mother, I'm Home.

I've come through thick and thin,
I had a life to mourn,
Which had seen the face of the guillotine,
But now Mother, I'm home.

I'm finally by your side,
Amongst the winds, strutting languorously about
Amidst the fields of grass, green with tulips, marigolds en masse.
Spring's in the surreptitious tide,
with the wisdom of the Crone,
Mother, I'm home.

Sing me your sweet lullaby,
A consonance of chirping canaries,
Crumbling clouds, blowing winds, rustling leaves,
Sing me your sweet lullaby, the answers are known,
Because Mother, I'm home.

-DKB

thin radish Sep 24, 2021, 4:38 PM

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Those days are back. When it's darkness everywhere.
When all you feel is lonely and lost
When you lose control of yourself
And your loved ones have to pay the cost.

Those dark never ending nights are back
When there is no peace, no sleep
When you think of the worst
And the entire night you weep.

Those harsh and painful moments are back
When you feel way too many emotions
When nothing seems right and everything seems wrong
And you feel to this problem, there is no solution.

Those awkward silences are back
When you want to talk but also don't want to
When your silence is screaming
And there is no one to hear you.

Those dreadful thoughts are back
When the world seems to be turned upside down
When you start losing yourself bit by bit
And in your own misery you drown.

Those unbearable days are back
When you keep thinking about having a better tomorrow
When you are breaking down a little each day
And all you are left with is grief and sorrow.

~Shivani 🌻

turbid tusk Sep 25, 2021, 2:25 AM

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When you say to come by and sit next to me
and i sat down to put your hand in mine
just watching the stars
the way you smile.
Your beautiful eyes
sparkling more than the star
and twinkling more than the glitter
filled my life with the golden light .
Have me tested or drug me fine
i am not mad will shout you are mine.
Darling i need my life
a crazy sight
one i can put my name
and sometimes i can bite
my world to be precise
all i want is you and your love tonight.

turbid tusk Sep 25, 2021, 2:02 PM

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A person asked:
What is misery and sorrow for you ?
-Nothing the same what is love and affection for you.
What is darkness and light?
-Its just precipitation of our mind.
What is grief?
-Just the love we want to carry hopelessly.
.....
A letter come by asking for a reply,
How a misery and love is in the same line?
-What is misery? if not the love which is denied. And sorrow, if not the affection you long for in your life.

Do tell me about the darkness and light?

How it a concept of mind? Simply you have to see the different life, observe and be quite, maybe someone can keep you in darkness and yet can bring the light. Mind is a weapon and a peace sign, yet we use to bring the power to destruct the fellow life.

And before you ask about greif?
-What is grief ? if not love persevering.

dusty trout Sep 25, 2021, 5:26 PM

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TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION

DO YOU REMEMBER MOTHER?

Do you remember mother,
When I was all alone in the class
With new faces around?
Do you remember mother,
In just a little time
I switched two schools?

Do you remember mother
How outgoing and cheerful I was
And then became that silent girl
The girl who never spoke again in front of other people?

I guess you don’t.
You don’t remember, you were always busy
Busy with work or house chores.

Do you remember mother,
How all the frustration you vented on me,
Like I was a punchbag machine?
Till date you do the same thing.

Do you remember mother,
How I became hyper aggressive,
I couldn’t control my emotions,
I became depressed, mother?

Do you remember that
I used to share everything with you
And then suddenly I stopped?
I guess you don’t.

Do you remember mother,
How I used to play around the house
And then spent all the day in my room
And night crying in bed?

Do you remember mother,
I came to you and told you everything that was hurting me
And in the end, you said that the fault was in me?
No, you don’t.
you don’t remember the impact those words made.

You never listened to me
I craved your hug the most
And you pushed me away and I lost
I lost and you won.
You won mother,
You came first in your job
And I came first too in class
But the cost of it was too high
I lost myself in the world’s high.

signal grove Sep 26, 2021, 5:26 PM

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Apocalyptic lullaby

The conquered mountains
And valley slopes all inclined in our favour
While we disrupt and spread chaos
Nature conjures a prophecy so feared
'The storms dance and fire swallow
The rain drowns a ship so hollow
The earth shakes of violent riffs
And fumes erupt from the drifting cliffs
While the ocean marches into the forbidden lands
A bright future is tainted by poisonous hands'

stoic horizon Sep 26, 2021, 9:46 PM

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Waqt badalta hai , tezi se chalta hai ,
Haath mei aata nhi , afsos se bhrta hai ,
Jo iski nazaakt samjhe , duniya kadmo mei rakhta hai ,
Jo leta hai halke mei , uski soch badalta hai

Waqt koi ghadiyo ka kaata nhi hai ,
Isne gareebo ameero ko baata nhi hai,
Jo qadr kre iski, use raajaa hi samjho ,
Asaani se kisi ke haath aata nhi hai ,

Brown
(Ankit)

wraith valve Sep 27, 2021, 10:02 AM

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Haa, mana, wo ab bhi razai ke niche se rengte huye aati hai aur mujhe zor se gale laga leti hai, magar fir bhul jaati hai ki mai kon hu, like i havent been existed at all.

haa, mana, mai aaj bhi har subha uske liye chai coffee bana liya karta hu. It is a test, and I have passed.

Kabhi kabhi mai haskar teri badhti umar pe mazak kar liya karta hu, magar tu pyaar se unhe inkaarti hai, kisi ikrar ki tarah izhaarti hai, mai haarta hu, dubte suraj ki shikast me.

thorn sedge Sep 27, 2021, 2:47 PM

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dusty trout Sep 27, 2021, 7:53 PM

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On a rainy day,
A rose was blooming in dark,
Shining like a star.

Prachi 🌹🧿

compact junco Sep 28, 2021, 4:33 AM

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Gham mein doobe hain, doob jane do
Muh se iss zehar ko, zara lagane do
Phir zinda rahe to acchi kismat hai hamari
Warna jeete ji unki baahon mein hame, mar jane do.

Abrix

wraith valve Sep 28, 2021, 4:57 AM

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Hala-e-shafqat inn nayab khayalon me chaska unka laga hai
Suno, chalte chalte khud gire ho, ya dhakka laga hai?

stoic horizon Sep 28, 2021, 6:57 PM

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Nigah - e - mast saaki ka salaam aaya to kya hogaa,

Nazaare aam aakho ko dikhaa paaya to kya hoga ,

Bandgii mei azaadi ka ehsaas aaya to kya hoga ,

Nigah - e - mast saaki ka salaam aaya to kya hogaa,

Suratt ke panchiyo ke hisse , aasmaa aaya to kya hoga ,

Deewaane naino mei mahhobat ka khwaab aaya to kya hoga ,,

Musafir ke jo kadmo mei ,mukaam aaya to kya hoga

Nigah - e - mast saaki ka salaam aaya to kya hogaa,

Vo hoga noor be-parda , tere sudh bhud bhulane se

Riha ho jaaye ga ik din , bandha jo tu zamaane se

Murid ho jayega ,sirf ik dfa hi dil lgaane se

Juda jo khud khuda se tu bhla nuksaan kya hoga

Nigah - e - mast saaki ka salaam aaya to kya hogaa,

-Brown
(Ankit)

compact junco Sep 29, 2021, 10:48 PM

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Wo kareeb aati hai to usse aane do
Seene se tumhe lagati hai to lagane do
Wo haath thame to mana na karna
Wo aankhon mein jhanke to jhankne do

Wo khoye tumhari baton mein to kho jaane do
Dil lagaye tumse to lagane do
Fikr na karo ki anjam kya hoga
Wo palkon mein basaye to bas jane do

Wo apna banaye tumhe, to ban jane do
Hothon se hoth lagaye, to lag jane do
Pyaar ke naam pe sab bewafa karte hai
Wo agar saath rahe, to bas reh jane do

Abrix
(Dedicated --_--)

cold flume Oct 1, 2021, 4:43 AM

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aar raat dekhun sapne tere, kyunki dekh tujhe na paau
tere har vichar ko apna maan, usse aur sajana chahu
dil mai bhara hai be-intaha pyaar, irshad kar na paau
kehna toh tujhse bohot kuch par, sehem jata keh na paau

yaad karta hu abhi bhi woh pal, jab baat hui thi pehli baar
tabse hogaya tha ahsaans, tu banegi meri sacchi yaar
bharosa hamesha tha tujhpe, tere bin mai kyun bana lachaar
aankh nam hojati hai aab toh , karte tera intazaar

dimag se na nikal paaye mere, tera chehra
naram hojata dil, wakt bhi dekho kaise thehra
dooriyan tu chahti, tere dil se aati awaz
kaan mai gunjta hai aab, baanna chahu behra
sunai deta sirf mujhko, kyunki mai na , par tu mere dil ke paas

jaana hai toh chalija, tere pairo mai na bandhi beediya
bass ek dor pakdayi thi, jisme tha mere dil ka zariya
dor na chodi tune, par kheench ke ukhaad pheki
dil toonta, afsos manau, dikhane ko na bahau me nadiya

dil ka taaj tere sir pe jachega, soch maine saja diya
aankh bandh kar tujhpe hamesha se bharosa kiya
aankho pe patti bandhke tujhe saupa tha kamaan
agar na saupta toh teer andar tak na ghusta piya

tere aanson pe dukhi aur hasi pe the haste
piya tha hamne bhi zeher tere khusiyon ke wastee
kyunki meri tunti futi nauka thi beech samandar
aur panha di thi tumne , apne dil ke jahaz pe

kaccha reh gaya rishta, laut aao phir pakayenge
jitna bhi khured lo, dil se aapko na utaar payenge
aaj najane bhar diye kyun dukh mai hamne kagaz ye
log kehte hai sarfira, jo dooba rehta teri yaadon me
pariyon ka naam toh suna thab bass kisse aur kahaniyo me
par vishwaas hua tha jab jalak padi thi netro me
basaa rakha tumko dil ke sab kshetro me

roz mai jodne ki koshis karu, mere dil ke tukde
aab dooriya na sahi jaati, dil toonta hai roz jud ke
tere khayalon mai pagal mai, mana na kar paau
bhale hi haar baar dil tu tod de

lone fable Oct 1, 2021, 4:47 AM

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Khud hi likha maine khudko ye paigam
Mei ghista raha kaagaz lekin jaanu na anjaam
They tell me to love myself first
Wo kaise jab mei thehra khudse hi anjan

Mere kaan bandh haath numb paap ke saath saaf tan
Saath gum leke chala aakhri mei aankh nam
Pass sab baat kum kar tu mere saath chal
7 dum tode maine tab jaake gyi raat tham

grave tendon Oct 1, 2021, 7:32 AM

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Do you wanna know? :-

Cold water running out,
Come close to me, I need the heat,
When you're close, there is no doubt,
Baby that you make me complete,

You have no idea what I think,
You ask me how I feel,
But my words don't link,
Listen to me now,cause I'm gonna reveal,
Cause these secrets I can't keep,
From the first day that we meet,

You make me fall asleep.

Do you wanna know?
I'm hoping you will stay.
Do you wanna know?
That I wanna rip out your clothes.
Do you wanna know?
Those things which I couldn't say that day,

Your eyes and youuu,
Makes me feel higher than sky's blue,
I can't control the urges too,
Cause I'm falling too.

That night and your dream,
I'm sorry to not go wild,
And leaving you behind,
Feelings that I hold are so extreme,

You have no idea what I think,
When I'm with you,
All I do is wanna kiss you,
Yes, I want us together,
Cause baby I want you,
If you want me too, come hold me close,

And let these feelings flow.

Do you wanna know?
I'm hoping you will stay.
Do you wanna know?
That I wanna rip out your clothes.
Do you wanna know?
Those things which I couldn't say that day,

Only you makes me feel that way,
And I want you with me everyday,
I stopped lying to myself,
Cause I'm under your spell,

And I'm falling too.

-Harideep kaushik

rotund flax Oct 1, 2021, 6:30 PM

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अब उस कहानी के अंजाम से रूबरू होने को दिल करता है। जिस कहानी में अपनी रात के ख्वाबों से डर लगने लगा था मुझे। मैं कतरा कतरा अपने तरीकों को झुठलाने लगा था, दुनिया का दस्तूर ही ऐसा है शायद जिसे मेरी मोहब्बत की शिद्दत समझ ना आ पाए। मै अपने आसमान में अब्र के नज़रों में खुद को अकेला देख पा रहा था। तुम एक खूबसूरत रंग की तरह मेरे आसमान पर मुझे मोहब्बत का एहसास दिलाती हो। मेरी बातें तुम तक जा कर अपना अंजाम पाने लगी हैं। मै कतरा कतरा खुद को वापस पाने लगा हूं। मेरी रातों के ख्वाब अब तुम्हारे एहसास से अपने वजूद पाने लग ह। म दनय क दसतर स अनजन थ शयद कयक मन अपन दनय क अब तक अपन बह म महसस नह कय थ। अब उस कहन क अजम स रबर हन क दल करत ह। जस कहन म मर दनय मर बह क घर म समट कर मझ यकन दलत ह क दनय क दसतर वकई खबसरत ह। मझ अपन तरक क झठलन क दल नह करत।

Matrick

crisp pawn Oct 1, 2021, 8:42 PM

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shareef honaa bhi ab gunah ho gayaa
hame dhokhaa milaa ye bhi hamara gunah ho gayaa
ab kisko dosh de hamre ghamon kaaa yaaron
unkaa ghadaa bhi hamare sar jo phodaa gayaa

compact junco Oct 2, 2021, 5:46 PM

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Teri aah ko tarasta hai yeh dil,
Teri yaad mein tadapta hai yeh dil,
Aaja paas mere tu zara,
Teri baat hi karta rehta hai yeh dil

Abrix.
(Dedicated)

brittle wren Oct 3, 2021, 12:26 PM

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Ek muskurahat aa gayi aaj
Khud ki tasveer dekh kr
Aankhe bhar aayi,
Gale lg jaane ko jee chaha
Nahi, bhavuk nhi hui mai
Ghanto usey nihaarne ka mann tha
Dil me ek ajeeb sa bhaav panpanaa raha tha

Khushi ki lehre jaise,
Aankhon me chamak jaise
Iss rangeen duniya se vo
berang duniya kitni sukhdayi maloom padti h
Baat hai ki,
Uss tasveer ke waqt meri duniya rangeen thi
Aur mai khush thi,
Aaj jab mujhe yeh duniya berang dikhti hai
Toh lgta jaise,
meri tasveer mujhe pukaar rhi hai
Aao, thoda muskura lo

Aaj kal khayalon se aazadi mili hai
Tasveeron me meri bichdi zindagi mili hai
Jaise uss kitaab ki saundhi mehek rehti hai
Apni kahani sunate-sunate ab budhi ho rhi h
Phir bhi,
Phir bhi kitni santusht rehti hai,
Uss tasveer ki tarah
Maano voh annt jaanti ho
Phir bhi padhne aur sunaane ka junoon rakhti ho

Meri tasveer bolti nhi,
Pr na jaane kitni baatein samjh jaati hu mai
Kitne hi raaz aankhon se bayaan krti hu mai
Gulab si komal
Aankhon me falak
Zulfon ki chaanv
Aur hothon pe talab
Voh sirf mujhse nahi,
Pr kehti hai sabse,
Janab, dukhon se ab saanjha kar lo
Zindagi hai choti si, khul kr muskura lo...❤️

-URVI

minor silo Oct 3, 2021, 5:02 PM

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Mein heer hu, tu Ranjha mera
Mein radha hu , tu shyam mera
Aree mein deedar hu, tu ishq mera

-Namichan

odd wharf Oct 4, 2021, 5:03 PM

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I'm one bottle down
Peelo mere sath mein

Insta ,wp , fb down
G**nd marwate hai sab sath mein
🙂

grave tendon Oct 5, 2021, 11:44 AM

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Gunehghar :-

Lgne lga tha mohabaat se dar
Chahne lgi thi mujhe woh Iss kadar
Talash mein teri bathkta rha har nagar
Tu khol ke dekh toh le mera jigar

M kissi or ko janta nahi
Tere alawa kissi or ko manta nahi

Waise toh kafi sakhiyan mili hai
Par tum si mili kafi kum
Ha kafi kum
Kafi kum

Apa apna Kho rha hu kyu?
Mujhe bhi na pata
M khud ko bhi Kosta rha hu
Tujse phle kyu na mil ska?

Guftgoon mein karta chalu apne ap se
Prem rog mujhe chdha srre aam re
Kaise btau ki tujhme bsi hai meri jaan re
Tujse pyar krna gunah toh ha gunehghar m

M tera guneghar hu
M hi toh iska zimmedar hu

@harideep kaushik

compact junco Oct 5, 2021, 11:56 AM

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Tod de mere armano ko, tere khwab pure kar jaunga
Tu jitna dur karegi mujhe, utna tere kareeb aaunga
Dil ke tukde kar de tu, baha de khun ki nadiya
Mar ke bhi main tere andar reh jaunga

Abrix

wraith valve Oct 5, 2021, 12:25 PM

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4:53 AM
Confessions of a nocturnal being

Certainly, my life's a two-seater horror-comedy
Why else would my grudges have an audience- laughing
My scars, scoring a scary sarcasm,
Sorry for its own sake- a theatrical proposition.

My anxiety- a sceptic satire,
My dumb eyes, bathing in tears- an irony to comedy
An empty wallet growling at a low budget feature film,
Paged with a hogwash script, and cobwebs, and wit
Prolonged jump scares hides into a punchline
And panic attacks are ever so pleasing to humour me,

Dictionary's my Ouija, but my spirit's not lifting
Because they can only do so much. Pity
My life is a bucket of jokes, alright-

But honey,
It. Isn't. Funny.

daring vigilBOT Oct 5, 2021, 8:20 PM

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Ashay#2559 has been warned

Reason: Bad word usage

compact junco Oct 6, 2021, 8:39 AM

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Burned by my own flames,
Broken by my own trust,
Pained by my heart the most,
Dying like old rust.

Abrix

wraith valve Oct 6, 2021, 12:50 PM

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वह बेबाक़ तो नहीं जिसके तालो को लगाम दिए गए
चाहे जितना भी चाबियों की खंकार से प्यार हो
वो बेबाक़ तो नहीं जिसके तस्वीरो को नीलाम किये गए
चाहे जितना भी बड़ा नेता, या उसकी ख़रीदी अख़बार हो

क्या फायदा ऐसी कलम का जिससे लिखे शब्द तुमसे ही ना हुए काबू
पत्रकारिता के नाम पे फिर क्यों कहते रहे, I am sorry babu.

lime sun Oct 6, 2021, 3:59 PM

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I opened up with d4.
She responded with d5.
I took the next step and went for c4.
She calmly played e6 and said 'queen's gambit declined' crying_inside

stoic horizon Oct 6, 2021, 11:02 PM

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Mann mei gussa ho to saza hai lafaz
Umadd aaye prem to maza hai lafaz

Kisi ko deewana bnaana bhi hai khel lafzo ka
Door jo hona chaho to qaza hai lafzz

brown
(Ankit)

compact junco Oct 7, 2021, 5:07 AM

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Tujhko Bana Doon Main Apna Khuda
Aur Sajde Tere Kar Sakoon
Maangun Dua Sath Hone Ki Tere
Kandhe Pe Sar Rakh Sakoon

Dhaga Ik Bandhoon Tujhko Mannat Bana Loon
Kagaz Pe Dil Ke Teri Surat Bana Loon
Chute Kabhi Na Woh Aaadat Bana Loon
Aa Shiddat Bana Loon Tujhe

Kismat Bana Loon Meri Chahat Bana Loon
Dil Se Main Maangun Ibadat Bana Loon
Chute Kabhi Na Wo Aadat Bana Loon
Aa Shiddat Bana Loon Tujhe

Kyon Ye Hadhein Hai Ye Kyun Sarhade Hai
Itne Hai Kyun Faslein
Manzil Teri Meri Jab Ek Hai Toh
Kyun Hai Alag Raste

Ishq Ki Aisi Kahawat Bana Loon
Paani Pe Likh Doon Likhawat Bana Loon
Goonje Sadaa Wo Aahat Bana Loon
Aa Shiddat Bana Loon Tujhe

Dil Ki Main Tujhko Sajawat Bana Loon
Kuch Bhi Na Bolun Muskurahat Bana Loon
Barse Khuda Ki Woh Barkat Bana Loon
Aa Shiddat Bana Loon Tujhe

Kismat Bana Loon Meri Chahat Bana Loon
Dil Se Main Maangun Ibadat Bana Loon
Chute Kabhi Na Wo Aadat Bana Loon
Aa Shiddat Bana Loon Tujhe

Ye Khara Samandar Mera Gawah Hai
Ishq Hai Mera Ya Mera Gunah Hai
Tujhko Sazaa Aur Adalat Bana Loon
Aa Shiddat Bana Loon Tujhe

Manan Bhardwaj

dawn mortar Oct 7, 2021, 8:49 AM

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Vo chehra jo har pal khilkhilata tha, aaj kyun hataash hain
Vo kalam jo pyaar ke nagme sunati thi, aaj kyun shaant hain

Haan teri nirasha tujhe jo mili maat hain
par teri kaabiliyat kaa sabko ehsaas hain
Kismat ki lakirein humne dekhi kahan
par ye toh khudaa gawah
tune jo chahaan vo asaaani se tujhe mila kahan

Teri mehnat ka tujhe andaaza hain
Auro ke dilaase ke liye kyun tujhe jeena hain

Jo khud pe kar bharosa tu, chahee toh jeet legi aasmaan bhi
Jo tuta tera hosla kabhi, kaise tu duniya se lad paayegi
Tere jazbaat ko dekh, tujhpe bediyaa lagg jaayegi
jo tujhme ho taakat, ye bediyaan phoolon ki maala bann jaayegi

Teri kalam ki siyaai ne likhee kisse hazzar hain,
par teri haar isse bhi naa swikaar hain

Milenge tujhe kai, jo hoge kaabil tujhse badhkar bhi
maat de jaayege tujhe, teri jeeti hui baazi mein bhi
Par yaad rakh ek baat meri,
Teri har haar main, seekh hain teri
aur teri vahi seekh har baar jeet hain teri gifland_kalp

lone fable Oct 7, 2021, 4:15 PM

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Khud se hi baatein mei karta andhere mei sunta nai koi
Sune bus shaitan mere dil ke andar jo khoye
Baichini si andar vo raatein thi beetein jab hum na the soye
Mei khada hua hu gum ke taalab mei kalam ka sheesh duboye

rotund flax Oct 7, 2021, 6:14 PM

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Stains are visible. Gathered the courage of standing in front of a mirror that i was born in the same room with. It's dirty now. It was like a flightless bird, caged. No fair chance of a planned escape. What would you use a mirror for? Or would you actually use it if it has structured stains that didn't really do anything to prevail. Dirty initiations, without a frame of thoughts. Stains are audible. They scream out to undertone the clear view that the mirror was set out for. Is this mirror even yours? Stains tell you to skip the clear view, a gradient beauty captured inside a rectangular reflection. Why would stains hold such power? Stains are loud. Would you believe them? You can happily reflect yourself on a mirror full of stains. Would it be alright? The room i was born in has grown in perspective. It has dirty mirrors all around. Would you be best friends with doubt, people do that in my room. Come-on, you rule out stains for a clear view, a clear view? Won't you miss the blurry layer hiding the reality that you hold within you? Makes you think. Stains are strong. I wanna wipe them off someday, but is that mirror really mine? I am too tired of stains now, i guess I'll stop looking at the mirror that i was born with. It got dirty, and i watched it from a distance.

dusty trout Oct 8, 2021, 6:20 AM

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Cherries

I still remember the fragrance
You wore everyday
The angelic cherries essence
Leading to happy days.

A hug from you
And My heart skips a beat
A day without you
And I feel incomplete.

You left your fragrance
In the corridor of my house
For me to remember
Your presence in the house.

Whenever I feel your fragrance
I reminisce the time
When we were still together
With hopes in our life.

Your fragrance is still here
In my memories
And in the closet I have a cloth
Which smells like cherries.
I drive away hopelessness
With the fragrance of cloth
Because for me
You will always be my hope.
I wish to see you again
And hug you and the essence
Hope to see you again
In the heaven.

Prachi

rotund flax Oct 8, 2021, 2:09 PM

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फूलों में रंगों की कमी,
आसमान में सितारों की खालिश पर ध्यान रहा करता था मेरा।
तुम्हारे आने से मंज़र कुछ यूं बदला,
मानो सतरंगी के रंगों में मेरे नज़रों में रंग की मौजूदगी का एहसास दिलाया हो।

shadow sentinel Oct 8, 2021, 8:48 PM

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Jaaye jaan ye jachte raaste dheeme dheeme

indigo compass Oct 8, 2021, 11:24 PM

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Stay or Run?

Bask of the sun
poke my heart,
It holds my rib cage,
and makes me want to stay still
rather than rush away

That diaphragm below my lung,
makes me catch my breath,
following the footsteps
of my skin held together so fine
like grains of sand in a bag
like space endless land

Death atones for me,
but for my pride,
life is set aside,
and I split and defy
only in myself I confide
and I move closer for the ride
of time endless span

-PALZZ

signal grove Oct 9, 2021, 2:57 AM

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Silent cry

Amidst the pillars of judgement and trial a soul wretches
It's silent cry echoing the hollow minds of the faithless
The revolt of her sheer presence numbs the minds of the strongest
We all stand accused in her court of justice; we beg and plead
Cry and shriek
Asking for a second to spare
While she remains amused with every tear that is shead.

shadow sentinel Oct 9, 2021, 7:08 PM

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Na khamiyaa mujhmai
na kamayab bas mai
Nau sikhiyaa ham na
Na samjh aaye ham hai

stoic horizon Oct 9, 2021, 7:26 PM

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Beeti raat or subh nasha utarte dekha
Mne sacchaiyon ko fir jhooth mei bikharte dekha ,

Dekhe farebiyo ke haste chehre meine
Gale lagne jo bole uske haath mei khanjar dekha ,

Brown
(Ankit)

glacial aspen Oct 10, 2021, 1:58 PM

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Aaj aur kal ko chorke,
Thoda aaj mein jeeke dekhte hai🥺.

minor silo Oct 10, 2021, 5:12 PM

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Kadak chai mein adarak sa tikhapan hai...
Mishri ke ghol si meethi baatein hai...
Aur mera sukoon hai...ek bus woh...aur ye chai ki pyaali

crisp pawn Oct 10, 2021, 5:23 PM

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compact junco Teri aah ko tarasta hai yeh dil, Teri yaad mein tadapta hai yeh dil, Aaja paas...

ae khudaa kyaa milaa ye acchaai kaa chogaa udha ke
jab kabhi museebaton ki sardiyo me kisiko sahare kaa kambal udhayaa eenaam me tanhai ki thand mili
jab kabhi gham ke daldal me doobte ko saath kaa hath badhayaa usi haath pe dank bhi khayaa
jo kisiko baarisho me bheegte dekhaa toh apne saath kaa chata pakda diyaa badlan mujhe akelepan aur ghamo ki baarishein mili
bataa naa kyaa milaa mujhe ye chogaa udhaa ke
jab kabhi ye choga utaarnaa chahaa har baar kisine fuslaa ke rok diyaa
jab us choge ke andar aake kisine apnana chahaa tune use cheen liyaa
btaaa naa kyaa milaa mujhe ye acchaai kaa choga udhaa ke

odd wharf Oct 11, 2021, 2:40 PM

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Daan se bada koi dharm nhi hota

Mummy mausi se baat kar rhi h ese bada koi bhram nhi hota Respect

thorn sedge Oct 11, 2021, 6:17 PM

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Skies above all the heads
Filled with a lone moon
And the scattered stars
People printing their feet on the roads
Hoping to cover the distance
That is between their minds and the hearts
Lying in the bed, with eyes wide open
Trying to shut the thoughts
So that the eyes would also close
Gazing at the beauty of the world
Hoping that you were with the stars
And not like the lonely moon
But even those floating objects know
How together yet alone they are
How alone yet praised they are
All the day's feelings are bottled up
And as the night takes over
Every thought and feelings just flow
Some nights are as cold as death
And even your breath is overwhelmed
To be with you
And on those nights
Everything just feels breaking down
All you can do
Is squeeze your head in the pillow
And just hope that the coldness hasn't taken over
And you are yet to live
Another lonely night with yourself

brittle wren Oct 11, 2021, 7:07 PM

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Ye zindagi akeli raah hai
Ek khaali makaan hai
Muskurahaton ki chhat hai
Andar barsaat hai

Pat jhad ke mausam me
yaadon ki numaaish hai
Kaju katli ke zamaane mein
Ganne ki chuskiyaan hain
Kyu khoj rhi hoon mai har roz vahi
Jahaan bheed ki guftagu nahi
Bs ek manzil jaati uss or hai
Jahaan falak me akela chaand
Aur zameen pr ek akeli raah hai

Gubbare mutthiyon me kaid hain
Aur phoolon ki bahaar hai
Ek kashti gumraah hai
Bezubaan ishq ka khumaar hai
Nahi jaan saki mai tumhe to kya
Iss Sangeet ko pehchaanana mushqil hai
Ye kaagaz jhund hai shabdon ka
Ye kitaab magar, akeli raah hai
Dhundhu kahaan ab mai tumhe
Qki ye zindagi ek akeli raah hai

Khamoshiyon ka shor hai
Andher ko aur andher kr rha hai
Aaftaab ka kirdaar hai ab
toh nibhaayega vo
Prr bichade pal lauta na paega toh
Kisi narm kambal ko odh
Ab har sard raat aur thithurti thand bitaungi
Qki vo jo tha khwab sa
Usey Haqeeqat bana na paungi
Mai phir nikli thi sitaron ki khoj mein
Chaand gavaah hai
Lekin zara rukk kr dekho toh
Yeh manzil, yeh manzil akeli raah hai

Shaam ke aagosh me
Din talak bojh me
Bhor hai ye ya hai mrigtrishna
Raat chamchamati aur Subah hai krishna
Intezaar hai ab barsaat ka
Pr barsaat bhi kahaan akele aati hai
Thithurti thand ki hawaaon mein
Chai ki chuskiyon ke saath
Apna paigaam sunaati hai
Kho jaati hu mai kahin kisi andekhe
khwab mein
Aur uthkar phir nikal padti hu uss chatri ki chaanv mein
Uss akeli raah pe
Jahaan dukaan ko bht hai
Pr makaan ek hai
Jahaan kashti to bht hai
Pr naav ek hai
Jahaan raste to bht hai
Pr Zindagi akeli raah hai

-URVI :)

dense bobcat Oct 12, 2021, 4:02 AM

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Muddato baad maine khuda se kuch khaas manga hai,
Khamoshi ne mere geeto ka har Alfaaz manga hai,
Aaj tumhare wafao ke nagme yaad kar hasta hu,
Maine tumhe nahi,
bas tumhare sath hone ka ehsaas manga hai

stoic horizon Oct 12, 2021, 8:36 PM

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Shamiyane mei tha guzra kabhi ,
Aaj sikhr dopehr aaya hu ,

Beeta tha jo humpr kabhi ,
Bhulaa ke tera vo kehr aaya hu,

Shiddat vaali mahhobat ki
Qadr chaahta hu thodii

Jazbaato mei hoslaa bharke
Muddato baad , tere shehr aaya hu

   Ankit

(Brown)

compact junco Oct 13, 2021, 6:55 PM

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Tere hothon ne sirf labon ko hi nahi, meri ruh ko chua hai.
Tere ehsas ne mere dil ko nhi, dhadkan ko mehsoos kia hai.

Abrix

thorn sedge Oct 14, 2021, 1:31 PM

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Aksr logo se unke khwab puche jate h
Pure ho jate h to khushi pr adhure rhne pr vivad puche jate h
Unse unke rehne Or jeene ke andaz puche jate h
Ksa lgta h sangeet Or unke priya saaz puche jate h
Khub pucha to jata h unki zindagi ke bare me
pr bht km unki zindgi ke raaz puche jate h

turbid tusk Oct 14, 2021, 4:39 PM

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I heard from a side
having dream is just for the night
you can't become, happily after tonight
complete what you see, get what you need
just to put a smile for a while.
I never heard that side
just lost in my lines
picked you up in my nights
and when the day rise
i see you still in my mind
want to be yours every time
say yes, say yes
and be mine.
I get what i asked for
now i don't know what to see in my heart and mind cold war.
I smiled for a certain day
I never knew any other pain
now even the thought makes me ache
my body tremble with your name
Not you what make me cry
just the memories and feeling that you provide
hurt is just a state of mind
but what if its only you in my mind?
what if hurt never do come just you in my mind?
what if i turn the tides and tell you i still want you in my life?
And i wait for all if's, if you come and say goodnight.

humble hill Oct 15, 2021, 5:10 PM

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Aankhon me apne kya raaz chupae baithe ho,
Tum baaton me kitne hi andaaj chupae baithe ho,
Log kehte hai tum me kuch hunar hai kuch najakat,
Btao na kise pta hai ya batane ka mijaaj chupae baithe ho....

brisk linden Oct 18, 2021, 4:59 PM

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TERA SATH

teri saath mei mujhe ghar hai mila,
woh teri muskano se hai bhara.

tujhe mei hai woh baat,
tere sath bitani hai mujhe chand ke niche ek raat.

meri kismaat ne mere saath bohot hai khela,
par teri saath ne sab hai theek kiya.

teri saath mei mujhe preet ka milap hua,
sokha sa maan yeh mera par ab tujhe hai fida.

yeh tere saath jo safar hai prem nagar mei,
haar din mujhe yeh jeene ki chah de rahi.

tu jo banega mera roz,
tab saari khushiyan rahengi humare close.

sugandh sa yeh saath tera,
mujhpe mehkta rahe sada.

mera hamesha tu saath dena,
kabhi na mujhe chodke jaana,
oo mere aashiq rehna.

-Parth Hanchate

sonic meadow Oct 18, 2021, 8:56 PM

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Vo ishq ke sabhi lifaafe,
Aaj bhi teri hi raah ko taake,
Nazmein likhu jo tere pe
Mere ye haath ni kaanpte,
Kyuki jaante.
Kashmakash bhi tere saamne,
Sar jhukaake
Mujhme jaan de.
Ek insaan se nek insaan mei
Badle tum Jo meri saansein.

Chalne deti aaj bhi,
Hai tum hi mei aisi vo saadagi,
Zaroori mujhko aise jaise
Iss lekhak ko saaz ki.
Labon pe tu mithaas si,
Lamhon mei tu ni paas thi,
Ye khaamiyan hi meri jo bana gayi deewar si.
Kuch cheezeon mei apna tha haath ni,
Jinki khataa thi toh unhe parwaa nahi
Jitno se mila mila koi dhang ka nahi
Aur tere siva Dil mera koi samjha nahi..
Kaha gaadu dil mila koi shamshaan nahi,
Ab nata mera kisi se bhi koi banta nahi ,
Joothi kahani toh mai bunta nahi,
Aur Bunta mai jonsi vo koi sunta nahi...

Kaafir

compact junco Oct 20, 2021, 8:06 AM

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Jo kareeb aa jate hain mere, unke chehre lagata hoon
Jo kho jate hain mujhme, unko apna banata hoon
Na naam btata hoon, na chehra dikhata hoon
Anjaan hoke bhi dil mein unke bas jaata hoon.

(Dedicated)

Abrix

lone fable Oct 21, 2021, 5:14 AM

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~PLEASE COME BACK~

Talking even after we say our goodbyes
Our friends playing, while we're sitting and talking on the sides
But now you're far away from me
I think of you whenever I look at the sky
I think of you whenever I look at the sky

compact junco Oct 22, 2021, 1:04 AM

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Uske zakhmon ke nishan liye firta hoon
Uske diya hua pyaar liye firta hoon
Kaise keh dun usko bewafa yaaron
Uske chehre ko apni pehchan banaye firta hoon

Abrix

dense bobcat Oct 22, 2021, 12:00 PM

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हम क्या है, आप क्या है, ये न बताईए
इस खुशदिल से दोस्ती आप यू निभाइये
दिन बड़ा उदास ही बताया है मैने
आप आए है तो ज़रा मुस्कुराइए!

signal sage Oct 23, 2021, 11:09 PM

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Ki tere tasveer ko seene se laga ke ro leta hu
Apni aankho ko tere khwabo ka lalach dekar so leta hu
Aur log poochte hai mere bewajah khush hone ki wajah
Vo khush mere bagair bhi hai yahi sochke khush ho jata hu

stoic horizon Oct 24, 2021, 10:36 AM

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Usko ab shadi ke liye pucha jaata hai ,
Uski khwahishon ki kisi ko parwah nhi ,

Uski marzi ke khilaaf use chuaa jaata hai,
Or mujrim ko milti kabhi sazaa hi nhi,

Ham samjhte hai ki hum tarakki ki raah pe hai ,
Magar badhti khudgarzi ki fiqar nhi kisi ko

Mujrim hai azaad liye bail ke kaagzaat ,
Or vo sadme ki giraft se hui rihaa hi nhi

 Ankit

(Brown)

compact junco Oct 25, 2021, 12:51 PM

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Aaj bhi puchte hai mujhse, tum itne khush kaise rehte ho
Pyar pe beintehaan, kyun vishwas karte ho
Main keh deta unhe, ki pyaar to mere samne rehti hai
Kabhi bahon mein marti hai, to kabhi gale laga leti hai

Abrix

dusty trout Oct 25, 2021, 7:17 PM

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QUEEN

You broke me like a glass window
Smashed with a rod
So many broken pieces of me
That I could see different reflections of broken me.
Sitting on floor I called out myself
You are better than this.
You don’t deserve to be broken,
You deserve to be loved and give love.
I gathered all the broken pieces,
Held them together in a box
And put that on fire
To let my past go
And create a new self
to restart leaving the chaos.
Burning them and forgetting them
Wasn’t easy but worth it.
Now, as I live my life,
I focused on my dreams
And conquered the past
Like a queen.

Prachi

cedar marsh Oct 25, 2021, 9:04 PM

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Do you crave for sympathy?
Do your emotions run wild?
Sometimes just being a fly on the wall seems comforting, in other instances you crave for a flicker of attention, is that too much to ask for?
Sometimes saying goodbye kills you on the inside, in other instances it provides a sense of relief
But the overthinking cloud never bursts and its exhausting
Your thoughts control you, they consume you
But the real question persists, do you give into your insecurities or can you rise above them?

SOS

signal grove Oct 26, 2021, 3:32 PM

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The hostile resist
And the courageous triumph
The neutral persist
And the extremes perish

The delusional are happy
And the ones anchored to reality are at peace

Death a consequence of life, burdened by the inevitability of time
Destiny a fools errand
And sorrow expressed by a mime

chilly locust Oct 27, 2021, 4:34 PM

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//conversations are underrated

They find it so uncool to not talk about the details of a song you recently heard, or rather a book you once read which is so dear to your heart. The thought about lizards you had in your mind today in the loo? That was so funny tell me about it. Or perhaps how the thought of your career makes you so anxious at nights. Is it the way how she was talking made you laugh so much? Or was it her funnily coloured hair and strange attire that made it worse. That is something so fun to talk about. They say it is so much effort to tell someone about how some random instagram reel made their day today or some piece of art was so amazingly made that you feel so worthless. I mean how much effort does it take to brag about what perfect amount of shampoo you used today to have that perfect good hair day. Or how difficult is it to tell someone about how utterly beautiful is this new album you heard last week, how it still makes you teary every time you listen to it. But tell me if not talking and vibing to your most favourite guilty pleasure makes you so happy, or speaking about your food cravings or how lazy have you been the past one week to not have the liberty to change sheets in your room. Yes tell me how you saw a grown man tumble down stairs and how beautiful your visit was to the cafe you went the other day. Isn't it super fun to just tell someone how hyped you are to visit this one concert you wanted to go for years. And about the grin on your face when you bitch about the most popular restaurant in town which has such expensive drinks. I don't realise how people these days have just forgotten about the joy we had discussing strange television shows back in school. And how it is just made uncool to have longer texts and beautiful conversations about things you die to talk about. How much I miss the time when having different opinions was not a debate, when writing longer sentences was not cringe and when conversations were so so in fashion.

thin radish Oct 28, 2021, 9:55 AM

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I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For the mountains to get higher than ever
For the lovely birds to stop singing never.

I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For the homeless to have a home to live
For the orphans to not be deprived.

I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For the women to walk with their head held high
For the youth to work hard and touch the sky.

I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For love to win between love and war
For the discrimination to not be anymore.

I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For the world to be a happy place
For the life to not be a race.

I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For there to be no more fights
For everyone to have equal rights.

I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For people to not commit suicide
For their loved ones to be by their side.

I wish and wish it every day.
For everything to be okay.
For the people to realize that they are wrong
For the people to unite and stand strong.

I wish and wish it every day
For everything to be okay.
For the humans to be more humane
For the world to not sit back and complain.

~Shivani

brittle wren Oct 29, 2021, 12:17 PM

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_
Yeh tera mera kaisa rishta hai
Jo rooh se bhi gehra hai
Jaane kis andekhe khwab si lgti hoon mai
Shaayad voh aankhein, tera chehra hai

Gumaan hai mujhe iss kismat pr
Haq jo tera hai mujh pr
Dhalti shaam ke agosh me magn hu mai
Teri yaadein, meri aankhon ka pehra hai

Taqdeer hai ye mohabbat ki
Ya hai vishwas khuda ko bhi
Halke-halke rangon ki anubhuti hu mai
Teri parchaaiyon ka rang sunehra hai

Waqt bejaan hai
Mausam me sirf ikraar hai
Kisi chiraag si jalti khamoshi hoon mai
Iss ujaale me bhi tera Ishq gehra hai

Shikayaton ka dhuaan udd chuka hai
Lehron ki sargam me bahar cha gaya hai
Ab tumhare izhaar ke intezaar me hu mai
Dekho na, ye talab bhi ab muskurata hai

Hothon pe tere milan ki aas hai
Choti si aankhon me samudra ki pyas hai
Aa lag jaa gale se mere
Inn dooriyon se ab dil ghabrata hai
Tujhse door, ab yeh dil ghabrata hai
_
-URVI

turbid tusk Oct 29, 2021, 6:31 PM

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After so long i wrote something, just a random write up.

tujhe kisne kaha tha mere se dur jaane ko
kya yaad nhi kaise khota tha tumhari aankho mein
kaise soota tha tumhari bahoo mein
ab uni baaton ki nami h meri aankhon mein.
soote hue kyu roota hun
mujhe pta dard itna bda nhi
pr eh dil ye mera kisi ki sunta bhi ni.
hsta h toh char guna dukh ho jaata h usi raat mein
maano dukh ne bsa liya ghr meri palko ke samne.
ab rou bhi kitna jb uski vapisi ki umeed nhi
baitha hun main kis umeed mein
saari raat meri nasho mein khooi hui.
agr pucho maine dekha h ye hi dukh ?
toh main boolunga pta hai mujhe sirf 1 dukh
kya hota h apno ko khone ka gum.
bhula deta h waqt
bhr deta h sare jkham
pr yaadein jo dil mein bs jaaye
use bnd kr deta h us jkham ke sang.
bhula na paaya main kisi ko bhi
bs boolta hun jo gozra voh tha mere khone ka waqt
pr ab sochu toh kyu paaya h maine agr khona h sb kuch.

dawn mortar Oct 30, 2021, 7:31 PM

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Khayaal hazaar hain par lafz nahi hain
Bayaan karna hain par baatne ka zariya nahi hain ♥️

dusty trout Oct 31, 2021, 8:49 PM

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Aaj achaanak hi ek khayal aya
Kyu hum kisi se itni mohabbat krte hai?

Kyu kisi ko apna dil is kadar de beth te hai ?
Ki us dil ki hifazat krna bhul jaate hai
Deewanapan is kadar chaa jata hai
Ki hum khudko bhula kr bas uski khushi chahne lgte hain

Us shaks ko apna banakar
Usi mein khone ki chaah rkhte h
Or us insaan ke kho jaane pr
Usi dukh m jaan dene ki baat krte h

Kyu Hum kisi se itni mohabbat krte h?

🤍✨

Prachi

compact junco Nov 1, 2021, 6:42 AM

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Rehti thi meri bahon mein, par haath thama kisi aur ka tha
Sawal puchti thi mujhse, par khyal kisi aur ka tha
Na jaane kab, paas aake bhi dur huye aise
Beh raha tha lahu mera, par zakhm kisi aur ka tha

Abrix

lone fable Nov 1, 2021, 8:41 AM

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I'm falling deep inside in my mind thinkin about you
Jo bhi hona hone de mei na jaanu
Tu dur jo ho gai hai ab fir kyu
Mei abhi bhi khud mei tujko dhundhu
Kitni raatein beetein jab Tu mere
Khayalo mei thi ghum na sone de mujko

Chera wo tera hi aata hai saamne
Jab koi khada ho dil ke darwaaze pe
Teri hasi bus dekhi thi khwaab mei
Meri wo hasi hai padi tehkhaane mei

Kaanpte ye haath mere jab dekhu teri hi tasveer mei
Aaj to chal toh rha hu shaan se Lekin Tu nahi hai naseeb mei
Kaash wo pal maine betaye hote qareeb se
Raat mei sapne wo dikhate hai mujko ajeeb se aage ki sochu aur mei jee rha ateet mei

Saanse thi rukti jab gaata tere liye
Likhari yaha dewaaana tere liye
Hasna toh theek sharmana tere liye
Aankhon mei durr kho jaana tere liye
Baatein banana tere liye
Wo waadein nibhana tere liye
Dukh mei hasta tha tere liye
Sukh maine pala tere liye

crisp pawn Nov 2, 2021, 7:25 PM

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naachne do naa......
arrey bhai naachne do naa
ab tak doosro ke liye thirki hu,
ab khud ke liye thirakne do naaa
zamane ne ghungroo pehnaayaa
toh kabhi kaanton pe nachaaya
kabhi kisiko khush rakhne nachi hu
toh kabhi khud ko dukh se bachane naachi hu
zamaanaa ho gayaa khush hoke naache
bohot nachi doosro ke liye
kabhi meraa bhi toh man hai khud ke liye nache ?
bohot huaaa
ab tak doosro ke liye thirki hu
ab khud ke liye thirakne do naa
kyu rokte ho,
mujhe apni sharton pe naachne do naa

wraith valve Nov 4, 2021, 4:49 AM

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Lots of pranks in a park, I see
Lost my way, where the parking lots be?

Parks parks everywhere, not a lot to park my horn
Rented a flat norm, to rant on a platform

daring vigilBOT Nov 4, 2021, 2:55 PM

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kavi#0503 has been warned

Reason: Bad word usage

gleaming basalt Nov 6, 2021, 6:00 PM

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@iron night

humble hill Nov 6, 2021, 7:24 PM

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Lagi ho koi baat dil se.. batana jara..
Ye julfen aagayi hai chehre par..hatana jara

turbid tusk Nov 6, 2021, 8:10 PM

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i see the difference now in the world
the way it changes according to the people
but still the advancement never stop
it's growth is immortal
or till the humans figure a way to stop or create a new life form
who knows we are what
created by the small cells and evolve with the time
or a creation of a higher creator
but since we all are cheater
we want to cheat life so the hospitals are organised
yet the people suffocate just to pay its price
and reason live painful short life
some live for a century
some die within 5 second they are announced alive
death work is mystified
biased towards some
and favourite who know how to make others smile
this is a place i been living for more then two decades and is tired of life
Don't want to end mine but increase the time
where i see no one dead
or where i see the peace of humans and reapers enjoying
where i see no place like hell or heaven just every human live peacefully for a century
if passed, go happily to afterlife.

stoic horizon Nov 8, 2021, 5:49 PM

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Ajab sa mera mann hai ,
Kabhi kisi pe na thehra ,

Thehra jin dosto ke sang ,
Rha na vo rishta gehra,

Har koi bhut tez dodta hai ,
Ya fir mei hu kuch apahij sa,

Hod lgi hai yha nye dost bnaane ki ,
Purane se ranj hui to , pal mei badla chehra,,

-Ankit
(BROWN)

compact junco Nov 9, 2021, 4:54 AM

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Be the constant, in the world of variables. - Abrix

thin radish Nov 9, 2021, 11:05 PM

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Why is she so lost?
So lost in the sea of thoughts.
So many things are going on in her my mind
But she just can't connect the dots.

Sometimes it feels like too much
Other times it feels like a drought.
She has been trying, and trying and trying for so long
But will she ever succeed? She thought.

In a flash of moment she felt so much
Along with it so many memories it brought.
These thoughts, these voices resonate within her
Creating chaos, in which she is caught.

7 years ago, was a little girl, crying yet trying
So many mistakes made, so many lessons learnt and taught.
7 years later, she is still the same yet very different
All these years, peace and love is all she sought.
She lived a warrior, will die a fighter
Because with her own demons, battles she fought.
~Shivani

stoic horizon Nov 10, 2021, 6:29 AM

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Us hi ne , Dushmano ko ba-khabar rkha hua hai,
Ye tune jisko Apna keh ke Ghar rakha hua hai,

Mere kaandhe pe sar rehne nhi dega kisi din,
Yahii, jisne mere kaandhe pe sar rakha hua hai,

Mei Pagal to nhi, ki us se mei Tankhwah mangu,
Yahi Kaafi hai , usne kaam par rakha hua hai,

Ye kisne di hai mujhe haar jaane par tassallii,,
Ye kisne haath mere haath pr rakha hua hai,,

Tehzib Hafi

sturdy swift Nov 11, 2021, 7:25 PM

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Happy Birthday @thorn sedge wholesomeskulls

compact junco Nov 12, 2021, 6:05 AM

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Jo aate hain, unhe aane do
Jo jaate hain, unko jaane do
Nahi rokna ab kisiko mujhe
Jo hona hai, ab hojane do

Jo rukte hain, wo tumhare hain
Jo nahi rukte, wo tumhare they hi nahi
Jhooth ki duniya mein, kya galat hai kya sahi
Bas ab mujhe, kisko rokna nahi

Abrix

dawn mortar Nov 12, 2021, 9:18 AM

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Happy Birthday @thorn sedge hehe teddyheart

dusty trout Nov 12, 2021, 3:59 PM

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Dancing thoughts

Thoughts dance in our minds

Some are soft and others are wild.

They control our behavior outside

We decide whether it's an angel or a devil which resides.

Thoughts which are wild and loud

Tries to manipulate the devil inside

While the thoughts which are soft

Tend to bring the angel outside.

It then comes to us to decide

To stay calm or run wild.

The calm path leads to truth
And the wild path is nothing but the lies.

We need to control the dancing thoughts
Which are more loud and wild

Because they destroy the soul
And kills the angel residing inside.

• Prachi Gupta

chilly locust Nov 13, 2021, 3:10 PM

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//distanced amity
It's funny how the past two years have made us realise how strongly can you bond with people who stay miles and miles away from you. It's like someone drizzling honey over your pancake and making it so much more better but being just so away from it. You watch the same sky, the clouds, the sunsets but of different approaches, different angles.
But the beauty of it never fails to die. Just like the bond that you share.
It's like someone caressing your anxiety without actually ever touching you.
The thing is, you love them.
you open your phone and see the delicious red of a notification badge
and your mouth waters because you think it might be
them.
you crave the flavor of their words,
unsigned,
unsealed,
boxed up and shipped to you without protection.
sitting proudly in your inbox
waiting to be devoured.
And just the uncertainty of you ever meeting is so vividly always there
But how fun it is to endlessly pass days of thinking how beautiful will be your first meeting
Deciding over every minute details of that simple but profound day, how that keeps you going forever.
But how fun is it to talk to a person 18 hours a day and yet never have them around
Not like having your internet down is the biggest problem you have in life then
Imagine having the friend of your dreams, sharing such similar thoughts and ideas
someone who you vibe with to bounds you might have never with someone you know in person
how you always are happy around them but the guilt of never actually seeing them breaks you down
but it is equally easy to just let go of that friendship and forget that it ever happened
And how easy it is to just give up on a relation with means of mere features like blocking
It is crazy how you can even miss someone you have never met.
Because sharing time with them told me even internet friendships can be some best friendships you can have in your life ever.

thorn sedge Nov 13, 2021, 4:33 PM

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I just kept writing until it was enough for me to drown in it.
Now surviving by holding on to the person who was the topic in it.

(Just a random thought ,please give your opinions(rectification are appreciated) in DMs)
Thanking you for reading this ❤️

lone fable Nov 13, 2021, 6:34 PM

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Khona tha tujko toh hui kyu meri
Hona tha woh ho chuka par ab teri
Zarurat nahi hai iss dil ko

Bus ja muj mei saare sukh aur dukh hum baat lenge
Badal jhaake niche jab hum ek saath mei the
Mushkil ghadi bhi hum ek saath kaat lenge
Khudko na jaanu bus khoya tere ehsaas mei ay

Hum kitne paas the ay ab doori zyada lagti
Mei Tera gham lena chahu lekin tu na samjti
Your flaws make you perfect lekin tu maanti nai
Shayd galti meri agar tu ab pehchanti nai

compact junco Nov 15, 2021, 8:30 AM

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Apno ke chehre lagata hoon
Apno ki baate sunata hoon
Jiske sapne dekhte hain log
Unko haqeqat banata hoon

Khud ke andar chupi khubsurti se milwata hoon
Chupe huye darr ko dheere se hatata hoon
Mere ho jate hain jo milte hain mujhse
Dheere dheere unki ruh mein bas jata hoon

Apno ke chehre lagata hoon

Dedicated (donkey)

Abrix

turbid tusk Nov 16, 2021, 2:22 AM

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I am that devil one always fear,
As empty as void, as evil as pain,
To touch me you need to be insane,
Better not a god person if you need to stay.

I’ll make your bed in my emptiness,
And dreams in this vacuum space.

To see the endless night,
Wait for my play.

It’s a game for a day, a bet on your animation,
Which i shall carry back to my dark place.

brittle wren Nov 16, 2021, 10:17 AM

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_
I want to write
I want to fight
I have to win tonight

I told you
I told my pen and paper
I want to be a sailor
Flowing ink out of my pen
I want to be a creator

I told the boy
I'll paint his words,
I told that girl
I'll knead it in girdles

I promise the old man
I'll write his chronicle,
I promise his wife
To make her immortal

I told the world
I'll take their heavy hearts
Be a bridge while falling apart
Will not cage them in world of lie
But convince them to fly

I want to write
Out of bars of lie
I won't let my words cry
Or the ink ever be dry
Thoughts too low or high
But I'm downcast,
As this whole poem is a lie

Still I want to write
I told you
I want to complete myself
With each piece I'm divided
For my pillow to not carry heaviness
For the nights not getting depressed

Without leaving the fun behind
Stabbing the death inside
I want write
I want to bleed from my mind
To the heart of pine
I want to lie
I want to write
_
-URVI

lost sequoia Nov 17, 2021, 10:51 AM

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How do I say,
Ek andhera tha, sif kuch pal ka sawera tha.
Unn sard raato me, sapno ka ashiyana tha.
How do I say, kuch pal ka hi Sawera tha.
Un sayo ko koi dekh na paya, unn rishto ko koi samaj na paya, unn takriro ko koi sunn na paya,
How do I say, kuch pal ka hi zamana tha.
Waqt e sahar kab sham ban gayi, kab manzuri e khuda kisi ki qurbani ban gayi,
How do I say, kuch pal hi takdeer ka afsana tha.
Akbhar e alam se har kisi ne padha hai, mamluk ki qabar per kyu ye sara fasana jala hai,
How do I say, kuch pal hi sarkare sarkar bani thi.

I come from an India where greater accountability is demanded from a comedian and none from an elected minister whose son mowed down protestors.

thorn sedge Nov 17, 2021, 4:11 PM

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Me, Myself and I

I should have seen it coming.
I really should have been on my guard.
I say this to myself a lot.
There’s a lot in life none of us see coming.
No matter how much you hold your guard up,
It just doesn’t work.
Your face, your eyes, your words, they haunt me.
I know feelings pass but,
I don’t think my memories of you will.
In the end, it’s just me, myself and I.
I should have seen it coming.
You’re so far away,
And I’m so far away.
I’m such a fool.
For thinking you ever loved me.
I know that someone will love me,
But sometimes it doesn’ t feel like that.
I always joked that I would die alone.
I didn’t think I was manifesting that.
Writing in the middle of a heartbreak.
Worst idea I’ve had.
But it feels liberating.
I knew this would hurt.
I knew I would cry.
Sigh.
I should have seen this coming.
You’re a good person.
So am I.
It’s just not gonna work.
The problem isn’t me.
It’s not you either.
Circumstance is.
Fate is the problem.
I’ve decided I need more time.
Just me, myself and I.
I was right this whole time.
Love is a very foolish thing.
It hurts more to imagine being with you,
Even when I know I can’t.
You were there for me.
I was there for you.
But now,
If you ask me if I’m okay, I don’t know.
I haven't a clue.
I don’t know what is happening to me anymore.
There’s no neat ending, that’s just life.

compact junco Nov 18, 2021, 12:22 PM

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Wo Bhi Yahi Kehti Thi V1

Kabhi paas aana, Kabhi dur jaana
Kabhi gungunana, To kabhi naach gaana
Gulab ki khusbu si mehakti thi
"Mere Ho Tum" Wo bhi yahi kehti thi

Subah uthke, dheere se khuspusana
Phir chupchap aake paas baith jaana
Lal rang mein badi haseen lagti thi
"I missed you babe" Wo bhi yahi kehti thi

Raat ko jagna, phir so jaana
Mere aankhon mein khudko niharna
Muskurahat uski badi zareen lagti thi
"I'm All Yours" Wo bhi yahi kehti thi

(To be continued)

Abrix

brittle wren Nov 21, 2021, 9:43 PM

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Pebbles arranged sequencly in a wonderous way,
Trees dancing, making us happy and gay...
Butterflies playing together,
Shade of trees,
Waving breez...
It just enter through my ears, touches my heart and eradicated into my soul...
Water sound of canals healing my inner wounds,
Those red flowers and leaves,
Fragranting my inner soul...
Yellow greenish shades on trees,
Standing, lost in moment that was freez...
Whole nature bringing peace with their noise,
It looks like painting through my eyes...
Stars twinkling like they have the end of the ribbon to my heart...
Sun smiling just like that innocent sketch of a 3 year old kid...
My smile was just overjoyed,
As it matched with the glorious crescent moon...
The shine on the the large lake was simply adjusted in my lil' globe,
Inside the deep forest covered with both dry and greeny trees, there was a clear road...
Dried canals were waiting for rain,
Like was desperate to recite his,
Poem written in days of its memories,
Went in pain...
It creates the landscape of the soul,
The bestest art, from the heaven to the world of whole...❤️

-URVI

trail harness Nov 22, 2021, 4:51 PM

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When do you know you’re in love?

There is an uncanny attachment with someone which cannot be explained, but you still know.

Like you usually care. But suddenly there’s more caring than usual for reasons you can’t explain?

Like you usually talk, but suddenly there’s more meaning in the talk, for reasons you can’t explain?

You take them seriously, but every word starts making sense and matters somehow, at some point?

When you stop finding reasons for your actions towards someone, that is love.

compact junco Nov 25, 2021, 3:10 AM

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Maana Dur Hai Wo Kahi Ghabrai Si
Uski Kami Bhi Ishq Karne Aai Thi

Deepak Rathore Project (DRP)

dense bobcat Nov 25, 2021, 5:57 AM

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बेजुबान जुल्फें उनकी मेरी उंगलियों को कह रहीं हैं,
लबों पर मुस्कान थी जो फिज़ा के संग में बह रहीं हैं,
उनका हाथ मेरे गाल को छूकर बस निकल गया,
तभी से खामोश ये रातें मेरे दिल का दर्द यूं सह रही हैं.. ❤️

thorn sedge Nov 25, 2021, 6:53 AM

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The one whom you aspire,
leaving comfort and desire;

Hunting for the destiny,
pertain till dusk solemnly.

~Seoul33

quiet marlin Nov 26, 2021, 9:51 AM

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Ek alag dastan jeene ka khayal q hai,
marasim hai sahi sb ,to ye sawal q hai.

Na-kaamyabi k hai kisse bohot, gr-
manzil bass me nahi to tumhe malal q hai.

behethi hawao ko dekha to jaana humne,
baadlo ka ek chat pr rehena muhaal q hai.

Darj hai mere zehan me har ruswai teri, pr-
Zikr aane pe tera mera haal behaal q hai.

ebon plinth Nov 26, 2021, 10:21 AM

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It is so sad to think that you will never be as close as you were to some people. ~me

thin radish Nov 26, 2021, 4:33 PM

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You can count on me like 1 2 3 and I'll be there.
I counted till 2748728034878946378 no one was there
sad

lost sequoia Nov 27, 2021, 4:44 PM

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Ek lamha,
Jab sitare gardish me ho,
Sara jahan kisi sajish ho,
Wo ek waqt ka therao aata hai,
Per wo ek lamha bhi guzar jata hai.

Jab aaftab e mukaddar garj e zulm me ho,
Ek shamma aati hai, wo bhi ek lamhe baad phir andherao me dhe jati hai.

Thukraye dil, thukraye rishte, thukraye chehre, har zamane me inkalaab late hai,
Ek lamhe baad phir se sab new normal baan jate hai.

Waqt ki zulmat me ek sukun ki hawa chalti hai,
Ek lamhe me hi wo sard raat bewafa khlea jati hai.

minor kernel Nov 27, 2021, 6:20 PM

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कमाल का ताना दिया आज किसी ने
अगर वो तेरा है तो तेरे पास क्यों नही।।

ruby sigil Nov 28, 2021, 3:13 PM

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"Your chess is insane." Hikaru said, as he slipped his feminine hand into Magnus's pants and smirked. "Are you trying to mate me?" protests Magnus, as Hikaru blushes, the boyish figure undressed before Magnus. "Weak tempo play, Hikaru." The two kissed, deeply and passionately, and afterwards Magnus places his Rook into Hikarus open line.
UncleLaugh

minor kernel Nov 28, 2021, 8:28 PM

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उस गली मैं है घर तुम्हारा वहा दिल आने को है
सावन काटना था तेरे इंतेज़ार मै अब सर्दी आने को है
जल्दी करलो ना फैसला अब मोड़ आने को है।।।

thin radish Nov 29, 2021, 10:29 AM

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Aaj mein likhungi
Bohot dino baad likhungi
Itne dino se dil mein jo dard chupa ke rakha tha
Vo sab likhungi

Kitni raatein beet gayi
Mein chain se soyi hi nahi
Kitna kuch ho gaya
Lekin mein royi hi nahi

Kitna dard haste muskurate mein sehti gayi
Tumse baat karti toh thi har roz
Kehne ki koshish bhi kari meine
Lekin tum kuch samjhe hi nahi hai iss baat ka afsos

Sab kuch dekha, sabko dekha
Bas mein kuch kehti nahi
Mehsoos mujhe bhi sab hota hai
Chahe meri ankhon se aasu behte nahi

Dosti-yaari, dost-yaar
Ab koi bacha hi kahan
Kisi ne pucha "Tum kaisi ho?"
"Ek dum badia" meine bola, kyuki tumne dil se pucha hi kahan

Sapne toh kabke toot gaye the
Ab ummeed bhi toot rahi hai
Sab ki kahi vo har ek baat
Aaj bhi seene mein sui si chubh rahi hai

Bas ab roz mein aur meri tanhai sath baith te hain
Thode gaane sun liye, thoda kaam kar liya
Tere hisse mein khushiyan deke
Saara dard apne naam kar liya

Koshish toh har roz karti thi
Ki mein bhi tum mein se ek ban jau
Sabke sath baithu, hasu, masti karu
Aur jo aaj tak na kaha vo sab keh pau

Mein bhi wahin thi tumhare sath
Shayad tumhe dikhi hi nahi
Aur ye kaisi dosti thi
Jo do pal se zyada tiki hi nahi

Toot toh mein chuki hi hoon
Ab bas iss baat ka hai darr ki ho na jau choora
Chalo maan liya koshish dono ne kari
Lekin phir bhi reh hi gaya ye sath adhoora

Aaj meine likh diya
Bohot dino baad likh hi diya
Itne dino se dil mein jo dard chupa ke rakha tha
Vo sab likh hi diya
~Shivani

minor kernel Nov 29, 2021, 7:25 PM

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Ye teri julfon ki chav
Or wo teri khushbu
Jab hue the hum rubaru
Bs yahi do wajah h mere ise mehfill m rehne ki !!

minor kernel Nov 30, 2021, 12:29 PM

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Jhakm h pr chara-shazo k diye hue
Ab inpar dard nhi hota !!!
Mohbbat mein skhiba h to karo
Mohbbat mein farz nahi hota!!!

compact junco Dec 1, 2021, 1:36 AM

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compact junco **Wo Bhi Yahi Kehti Thi V1** Kabhi paas aana, Kabhi dur jaana Kabhi gungunana, ...

Wo Bhi Yahi Kehti Thi V2

Baarish mein mere saath bheeg jati thi
Sardi hoti mujhe to maa wo ban jati thi
Meri aankhon pe iss kadar marti thi
"Mere paas aao na", Wo bhi yahi kehti thi

Mere liye sabse lad-jhagarti thi
Par do pappi gaal pe, bade pyar se deti thi
Mujhe akele kahan wo rehne deti thi
"Thoda aur kareeb baitho", Wo bhi yahi kehti thi

Aankhon se aansu, nahi aane deti thi
Meri parchai banke, hamesha saath rehti thi
Ek ajnabee si thi, par apno se jyada lagti thi
"Abru, you're the best", Wo bhi yahi kehti thi.

(To Be Continued...)

Abrix

humble hill Dec 3, 2021, 5:23 PM

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coral minnow Dec 4, 2021, 8:32 PM

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Duniya boht matlabi hai
Saath koi kyu dega

Muft ka to yahan kafan bhi nhi milta
Phir bina gam ke pyaar koi kyu dega

turbid tusk Dec 4, 2021, 11:00 PM

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In the arm of late night
I was remembering my past life
let's say it was a mess
a cyclone in grassland
few nights in this life I'll cherish
few i throw in my dark mind.
but let go of past, face the present, think of future
experience life,
how can i without sunshine?
black night, mind, eyes. what should i say,
how i can ask without a smile
will they understand the state of my mind?
I'm happy in my life, but for tonight i have thoughts you won't like
I change my mind, point of view, thinking style
what will i get back? nothing just an empty sign
window closed, no entry door.
who shall enter, exit, I don't know
i won't know.
find me
or soon you won't know
either my heart beat
or my blood is cold.

compact junco Dec 5, 2021, 3:35 AM

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compact junco **Wo Bhi Yahi Kehti Thi V2** Baarish mein mere saath bheeg jati thi Sardi hoti ...

Ab na wo raahon mein dikhti hai
Ab na wo baahon mein rehti hai
Uski yaad aaj bhi tadpati hai
"Alvida, Mere Jaan" Wo bhi yahi kehti hai

Yeh silsila chahe khatam ho jaye
Chahe hum kitne hi dur ho jaye
Tera aks rahega mujhme sada
"Tum ho saath mere hamesha yahan"

cry_br pepearrive

Abrix

lost sequoia Dec 5, 2021, 11:03 AM

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Art isn't about the creation, but rather how it's created. Not about perfections but more about the idealistic ideas that bring the art pieces together. And this is the definition of art that started as an idea and ended as ideal. Ideal to society, ideal to revolutions and ideal to human cognizant. All the businesspersons in world, all content creators doesn't display their creations but the story. The story that how they've made something unique. Unique in style that among 1.3 billions of people around can never thought of. All the great artists and their supporters portrait as revolutionaries, that they can change. They can change the ideals (hypocrisy) of human so-called modernized and globalised standards.

acoustic charm Dec 6, 2021, 6:54 PM

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Almost a year and still describes reality. Surely, it is the incompetence of myself and not the environment around me. Becoming sensitive to surroundings and slave to your senses surely leads to a position of powerlessness. Power becomes evident when a person starts organizing their surroundings and themselves when they control themself and the surrounding. While rights are important for social welfare, which is in relation to the nation-state. But as an individual, always remember that it is your duty to survive, hence take responsibility for your actions, become a human and act in ways that lead to upliftment of your mental and physical health . Acceptance of current reality will give you the power to face the realities only which can improve the probability of your success as an organism

indigo compass Dec 7, 2021, 4:13 AM

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I’m looking at myself, complaining
I’m thinking things won’t be changing
People being called, basic
But somehow you can feel like you’re in a crowd, and there’s no people
It doesn’t make sense how we vow, to what we feel
Yet I feel like I need to rob what I want, and what I have
But there’s nothing gone, it’s just garbage I grab
I didn’t feel normal, I feel like I need to push, until I learn my lesson
But I feel like I’m chasing an end that I won’t receive, and I fumble, until I tumble
But I’m not safe with hate until it’s integrated, get it out of my mind, I can’t handle it
But until I reach my goal, I won’t receive this ribbon,
It might get a bit inappropriate the way I write,
it’s so lame
it might even be called the bedroom.

manic sail Dec 7, 2021, 11:57 PM

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"I loved you, with all I had, with all I could drain out of myself. I squeezed every inch of me to feed you, so much that I lost myself way back, that I ended up emptying myself. I cried, I begged, what did I not do to make you stay?"

To the one who made me fall in hate with love,

By the time this letter would reach you, you'd have moved on way too far and I doubt if you have bothered to remember me, how would you? No one likes remembering their sins.

You wronged me, and it took me months to put this forth after endless nights of drowning under self-doubt and questioning myself, I can say this straight, it was never me, it was you. It was you who manipulated me to trust you after you stabbed me on my back time and time again.

I loved you, with all I had, with all I could drain out of myself. I squeezed every inch of me to feed you, so much that I lost myself way back, that I ended up emptying myself.

I cried, I begged, what did I not do to make you stay? Every time you make me believe that you are not going anywhere. How foolish was I thanking God again and again that you stayed for me!

You've hurt me and I know you don't consider it a crime, because emotional and mental scars aren't visible to give their testimony. You made me scared of love and now that I can never ever dare to to fall in love again ofc for few years or maybe my whole life, how do I not hate you?

You see all my emotions still revolve around you, first, your love and now, your betrayal. I hate love and I hope that one day when karma hits you hard, I stand there in front of you and maybe then, you'd know what it was like to be in my shoes, maybe then, you'd know there's no crime bigger than a broken heart and maybe then, I'll get my long due closure.
Until then,
The one you tore apart.
By - @manic sail ✨✨

odd wharf Dec 8, 2021, 4:25 PM

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Some relations I'm keeping are too fake. i just want to end those.

I'm too tired....

acoustic charm Dec 8, 2021, 4:48 PM

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Is the individual a result of society? Does that individual further influence other individuals in society? And when the maths add up, society influences society. So are the morals, values of society a reflection of individuals living in the society? Or that the individual has their own views but for the sake of public acceptance is ready to follow what the society says. Where does the source for morality come from? What legitimizes it? God? Constitution? We the humans? Is there objectivity? Or is that objectivity arrived after intense subjectivity of defining concepts, words, and terms which is again subject to change as per the circumstances and human cognition wherein every human interprets every definition or words or language in their own way. Thus could we say that objectivity is clouded under subjectivity and thus the world does not really have any objective moral standards independent of the human mind? It can be said that just because the objectivity is under the cloud of subjectivity, it doesn't make the objectivity bad or something to not follow, rather objectivity is needed for social constructivism so that all the individuals and thus the society at large reproduces and passes on their genetic material to the next generation. But there should be acceptance of the fact that universal objectivity that humans have made up is still a subjective understanding of humans, that recognition of fact in itself helps us to remember to always change with changing circumstances for purposes of reproduction and passing the genetic material to the next generation. Thus, individuals may be a result of the society but subject to the individual human and their biological thus psychological nature, thus we could say that what we see as a society is just probably the commonality between all. There is much more than commonality as every individual is unique. Thus meta-narrative might be needed to progress, but reality at the moment cant be explained at the metaphysical level

thorn sedge Dec 10, 2021, 12:16 AM

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📎 message.txt

signal grove Dec 16, 2021, 11:25 PM

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I was standing in the rain, the obvious nature of my predicament pouring upon me. Without realising much and hoping for nothing i walk, in the rain towards nothing. My own prejudice hell bent on taking me down...down through the drains of self pity. And this morbid fear of loosing a part of myself making me succumb to caution, because thats whats left of me. The walk of shame quickens with the raging tempest, the guilt and the rush of sorrow makes me shiver, the chills spreading all through a weak body.
A life with lost meaning and purpose, it doesn't come with a shallow shell of empty emotions, guilt becomes a day to day affair and eventually it softens and the guilt stops. Guilt is a social animal, it has friends they go by the name 'self doubt' and 'fear', nasty company guilt likes to keep!

turbid tusk Dec 17, 2021, 5:17 AM

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I have no thought of what i want,
what i need?
just a few memories i tend not to bleed
my scares are brown almost gone
but the bleeding, it still won't stop.
I'm scared,
No not for my future
but
for my past
history repeat itself and I'm in dark
how will i face it? it's god damn hard.
Some say switch it off
or find someone
Introduce yourself with some love
make your life red & blue.
Do they think black is only what i knew?
I know what love is
you say it can heal
i am familiar with a thing,
if it's a cure, a remedy
why it put me in a constant hate, constant hurt
I do know its come in different way, different state
but in the end it leaves just pain.
not today, not tomorrow
but just on some other day
it is a constant......

constant reminder how happy you can be, wanna be,
will not be.

brittle wren Dec 18, 2021, 3:28 PM

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Tumse ishq kal bhi tha
aaj bhi hai,
Aur har aane wale kal mein
har Aaj hoga...
Tasveeron mein naa sahi,
Yaadon mein tumhara saath hoga...
Rooh aazad hone ke baad bhi
jaise voh mujhme kahi samaa gaya ho,
Tumhe kho dene ka darr jaise
aaj bhi mujhe sataa rha ho...

Jab bhi mai baith-ti hu,
Tumhara sir apne aap
godd mein mehsoos hota h...
Ke tumhare n hone pr bhi
Tumse pyar badhta hi chala jaata h...

Pareshaan ho thak jaati hu,
tb humesha tmhara kandha
sirhaane milta hai...
Jab bhi mai aaine mein nihaaru,
tumhara hi aks dikhaayi padta h...

Palkon pe tere sapne saja kr,
har subah meri hoti hai...
Khuda bhi ro rha hoga tujhe
mujhse juda krke,
warna iss mausam mein
baarish kahaan hoti hai...

Ret pe tumhare pairon ke nishaan
dikhte hain,
Aur lehron ko usse mitaate
waqt nhi lagte hain...
Prr tumhare kadamo ke chhap
jo mann mein hai
ussey toh aansuein bhi nhi mita paenge,
Tumhari na-maujudgi ka
dukh jo hua hai
usse muskurahaton se bhi
chipa na paaenge...

Din bhar ke kaam-kaaz se,
ek-ghanta tumhari yaadon
ke liye nikal liya hai...
Maine har subah se uss na
aane wali raat ka intezaar kiya hai...

Tumhare ab paas n hone ka
gumm nhi mujhe,
Tumhari chavi ka jazb meri
aankhon mein chamkta h...
Tum kitne bhi mukhaute kyu n pehen lo,
aaj bhi tumhare dil ke jazbaat
mere dil se juda hua h...

Jab bhi tumhara mann pasandida
khana khati hu,
Tum meri thaali mein saath
khaate nazar aate ho...
Jb bhi khud ko tanha
mehsoos krti hoon,
Tum mujhe apni baahon
ke aangan mein gherte nazar
aate ho...

Har raat tum meri palkon par
baith, Lori gungunaate ho,
Mujhe raat mein jag takleef naa ho,
Tum khwabon mein aakr
milne ka waada krte ho...
Pal-pal bs ghadi ki
tik-tik sunn guzaarti hu,
Mere honth sukhte chale jaa rhe hain
Tumhare aane ki aas mein,
Tumse milne ki talab mein khoti
chali jaa rhi hoon...
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-URVI

brisk hinge Dec 18, 2021, 7:10 PM

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You can follow @thorn sedge on instagram to check out her poetries🥰:

Main-
https://www.instagram.com/firstrayofsunn_/

for poetries-
https://www.instagram.com/ashisbraindump/

craggy furnace Dec 19, 2021, 5:09 AM

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Her voice rushing down my skin
She was warm like a sunshine in rain
So I captured that view
With the ink inside my pen.
My tears are welling up
Coz she treated me like her patient.

-Benji

craggy furnace Dec 19, 2021, 12:27 PM

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Saw tears in her tiffinbox
Her silence had something to speak
Evil in her eyes
She cursed my name
Fight with science
The sky turned grey
So I put a sad song on
Hoping she still loves me when I'm gone.

-Benji

thorn sedge Dec 19, 2021, 1:01 PM

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not everyone comes into her dreams and not does she remember her every dream
but you did
and she remembered
Love
but what is love
all she learns
the dream in which
you sat right next to her on that bus
And when she turned her head away cause she was too afraid to look into your eyes
You took your hand to her heart and listened to the fast beating as if it was calling your name for years
she kept her hand over yours and you felt her heart sinking like she was dying with your every touch
The rest of the journey was you both holding hands tight
and you making her chuckle as no one have ever had
Until the dream broke at 4 am and she woke up with a vivid smile.

compact junco Dec 19, 2021, 8:23 PM

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"Reach for the stars, if you fall, you'll be on top of the world, dale." - Pitbull

craggy furnace Dec 21, 2021, 3:11 AM

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Your untidy homework°

"Staying up till sunrise
I wrote those lines
Hoping they will reach into future
Trapped in the sand of time
You tried to erase it
Framing my emotions
As a untidy homework"

compact junco Dec 21, 2021, 6:45 AM

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Likhne ka mann hai, par likhta nahi main
Kisise ab kuch kehta nahi main
Sab matlabi dhokebaaz farebi
Kisiko ab paas rakhta nahi main

Kehne ko to sab hain apne yahan pe
Par asliyat mein saare dur hi dur hain
Dikhawati duniya dikhawati log
Chehre pe chehron ke chehre yahi hain

Kehne ko to sab aate hain kareeb
Par jyada der wo tikte nahi hain
Kimat hain inki boli lagao
100 rupaye(Rs) mein bikte yahin hain

Shakal dekhke kehte hain waah
Par mann ki baat karte nahi hain
Inse raho tum bahut savdhaan
Kyunki yeh matlabi kisike hote nahi hain

Abrix

minor kernel Dec 21, 2021, 9:59 AM

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काश दिल के टुकड़े हज़ार ना होते
हम सरे बाजार बदनाम ना होते
पहले कह देते हाल ए दिल अपना
तो रात भर यूँ छुप छुप के ना रोते ..।।

thorn sedge Dec 21, 2021, 5:42 PM

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Kaash rab ne ye ishq bnaya hi na hota☺
Jb bn hi gya tha to itna azmaya na hota 😊
Ab ho hi gya h to shikayat ku kre 😌
Gila to tb hota agar hmne nibhaya na hota🌸🌼

craggy furnace Dec 22, 2021, 1:50 PM

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Dreaming on strangers bed°

Are you a poision that my lips are supposed to taste?
Laying beside your clothes and,
Getting high on your sweat.
Shawty, I'm right here,
At 11:13 dreaming on your bed.

lost sequoia Dec 23, 2021, 2:55 PM

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Insan Jab apne oz per hota hai,
Gurur or apaar takat ke mauj me hota hai.
Daman karta hai wo uss har chiz ka, jo uske vash me na ho.
Uske liye wo khud hi haq aur insaf ka mole hota hai.
Takat se palta deta hai wo har kanoon, jisme usko saza hai.
Zidd se buland kar deta hai wo har awaaz jisme uski baqa hai.
Uske pyade se wazir tak sab gate uske guun gaan hai, koi sahi mahshora kareto uske liye wo badnaam hai.
Zamana usko lagta mazak ye kaisa abhiman hai, aare kis pagalpan ye aaj ka sultan hai.

Andha hai iss duniya ka wo har insan jise apni daulat, rutbe aur takat per naaz ho.
Gunga hai wo har insan, jo nainsafi ke sath ho.

craggy furnace Dec 24, 2021, 8:12 AM

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Just last night I called her up to take some steps, I said " We got issues I think we should try to fix it.
It's been weeks and I still don't know what you like to eat?"

She said "Listen I am pissed can you close the door and leave,
What you did to me was cold enough to cheat"

So I wrote a blog to tell ' I miss her and I plead. I'll take responsibility of the words I need to speak'

Wish I could mend this divide,
So lemme cry and scream to show you what tears mean.

-Benji

thin radish Dec 24, 2021, 6:09 PM

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Yaadein toh yaadein hoti hain, chahe achhi ho ya buri
Vaadein toh vaadein hote hain, chahe pure ho ya adhure
Apne toh apne hote hain, chahe pass ho ya door
Koshish toh koshish hoti hai, chahe dil se kare ya kare hoke majboor
~Shivani

dawn mortar Dec 25, 2021, 5:14 AM

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Tu galtiyaan dohraata raha,
Vo phir bhi tera haath thaamne khadi rahi
Duniya ko ansunaa kar apne vaado pe adi rahi
Tu kitna usko rulata, vo khudkoo kitna sambhalti
Tu phir bhi galtiyan dohrata raha
Aakhir Vo muh modd kar chali gayi

craggy furnace Dec 25, 2021, 3:27 PM

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I changed myself for you°

" My eyes are filling with regret,
I changed myself for you.
Thought I'll write the saddest blog,
In a gloomy room with my dirty socks.
Your hand on my chest,
Left stitches in my heart.
I don't know from where to start,
Coz I lost myself for you."

thorn sedge Dec 25, 2021, 8:30 PM

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I love the way you smell sweetheart
Sweeter than any rose ever found
I love the way you dress sweetheart
Disappearing all my stress around

But I love you for your inner beauty
Hey my cutie
I love you for your inner self

I don't got fake love, fake love
I am not saying anything guff
I mean what I say
You know me Very well
That's what made me fall for you
You are just incredible
You talk what's sensible
You are indescribable
I got love which is indestructible
I don't got fake love

The red Lipstick shade of yours
Often makes me drop dead
I love the way you taste sweetheart
Sweeter than honey

But I love you for your inner beauty
Hey my cutie
I love you for your inner self

I don't got fake love, fake love
I am not saying anything guff
I mean what I say
You know me Very well
That's what made me fall for you
You are just incredible
You talk what's sensible
You are indescribable
I got love which is indestructible
I don't got fake love

I try a lot to forget you
But when I do this
There's flash back of the memories been through
I have been obsessed with you in my mind
All the time
I don't got fake love, fake love
I am not saying anything guff
I mean what I say

near zephyr Dec 26, 2021, 4:40 PM

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Social anxiety

I can't knock on a door
Or see on someone's eyes
I can't call you and ask how you are
I can't raise my hand without the fear of being wrong
I can't talk with new people
I can't live my life
It's like being in a cage that's unlocked
I can get out but I have trapped myself
It's like suffocating but you're still breathing
It's like the oxygen has escaped my lungs
It's not a way to live
It's a way to die ).

brittle wren Dec 26, 2021, 9:27 PM

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_
I
Yes I
My nerves kept kissing
my skin
I hate socializing
And I'm not giving my opinion
Nether asks for yours
This is the natural decision,
I was born with no cure

One, two, three
Counting goes lower to high
And abruptly decreases down
Until my foot gets digged
My spirit get pissed
My friend list getting shorter
Like the mercury keeps rising and falling
In the thermometer

My mind is jabbed with knives
Of worries
Clear in my eyes
I won't let you pinch my heart
It's already dead
And I'm falling apart

But I love my loneliness
I enjoy the silence around
The shore of my body parts
Sing the chores of a song
Untitled
I've rejected myself
For feeling dejected
But I live
To break a vacation
My throat is the instrumentation
Of all the feelings laid to rest
C'mon dude!
I've deadlocked making friends

This S.O.C.I.A.L Life
is out of my syllabus
Locked in a book
Which I want to read,
But can't
My genre is chuckling
And buckling up the soul
of love and fear
But never to upbear
The state I don't want
The thing I don't like
Like, Wtf!
This is my life,
And I know
How to be alive!!!
_
-URVI

turbid tusk Dec 28, 2021, 2:22 PM

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Me:
I am really scared
if i can exit from this plain site i will
They keep on coming at night
scare me in my dark mind
tell me the problems i have no solution for,
the things i don't want to listen
kill me i beg
kill me i beg
no reply, they just keep on coming
i cry - they laugh
i scream - they hoot
make my mind a mess
mess that live on
my demons are alive more than i
my dreams are dead because they smile
kill me i beg
kill me i beg.
Stop...

Demons:
How i kill you
when i am the one keeping you alive
you say i scare you? when your angel sitting to take you high
i laugh - cause you weak
i hoot - so my music can make you peak into
the life you have
is because of me
you crushed your dreams
i smile and provide you with the purpose to live.
years back
let me remind of the night you beg
to kill you so you can see the heavenly site
i picked you in your mind
gave you something to scream at night
rise next morning
for my mercy
how i kill you
when i am the reason you are alive.

stoic horizon Dec 28, 2021, 5:48 PM

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This is dedicated to my friend @lunar flame

Vo halke se muskaai to hawa chali sanan sanan ,
Uski dhunn mei jhoomte hai panchi bhi magan magan ,
Vo sardiyo mei aag ki tarh suhaye sabko ,
Vo lagti jaise barisho mei dhoop ki kiran kiran,

Vo mastiyoo ka jaam hai,
Adaao ko salaam hai,
Likha jo khali panne pe
Vo pyaar ka paigaam hai,

Us pyaar ke paigam ka chadha hai sab pe rang rang
Vo lagti jaise barisho mei dhoop ki kiran kiran,

wodafuk

Brown
(Ankit)

thorn sedge Dec 29, 2021, 1:37 AM

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//Lessons from a teabag//

Just like a teabag is made to be put in hot water, we go through harsh circumstances in life. The teabag reminds us to sit with it, the pain, the uneasiness. It is all part of the experience.
The teabag firstly floats in the hot water, but soon enough it starts to absorb it and sink deeper, until all of it is immersed. This teaches us to not dive in straight into the unfamiliar but rather test the waters first and then slowly move forward.
The teabag presents all its magic. It slowly changes the plain water to something extraordinary by adding color and flavor. Just like the teabag, we have our own talents, our own magic. And everytime we are put into situations where we have to prove ourselves, we should put our best foot forward.
The longer it lingers, the stronger it becomes. Just like a teabag, the longer we spend time doing something, the more it amplifies. This can be good or bad, so make wise choices.
Finally, once we're satisfied we remove the teabag from the cup and enjoy the magic it created. Similarly, in us lies the power to transform situations. So everytime you find yourself in any given situation, try to leave a positive and lasting impact.

~ @suraya_writes

plucky kite Dec 29, 2021, 11:12 AM

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Akhir tum kyu itne dil ke pass aaye,
Koi toh vajah zarur thi, jo tum itne khaas the…

Gum ke sagar mei dub raha hu,
Manzil ke boht door jaa raha hu…

Ae dost kyu muje chhod gaya tu,
Kyu mera dil tod gaya tu…

Door reh kar bhii tum pass rakhte the,
Ab kyu door chale gaye tum…

Aur lafz nahii mere pas,
Bas itna kahunga,
Kabhi bhul naa jaana hume,
Kabhi bhul naa jaana….

compact junco Dec 31, 2021, 7:44 PM

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Mili thi mujhe wo, yahi kahi
Par ab wo mujhe, kahi dikhti nahi
Baate karti thi raato ko, Din mein bhi rehti thi
Kitni sahi thi wo, Us waqt wo sirf meri thi

Aai thi mere kareeb, aankhon mein dekhti thi
Meri baate karti thi, kahi khoyi si rehti thi
Pata nahi kya chahti thi, bas chupchap rehti thi
Mera haath thamke kehti "you're the best baby"

Na jaane kya hua, wo dur jaane lagi
Pehle kiss karti thi, ab hi bhi nahi kehti
Pucha usse jitne baar, sab thik hi kehti thi
Par dil mein mere, ek darr si rehti thi

Phir wohi hua, jiska darr tha mujhe
Alvida abrix, keh dia usne
Wajah pucha usse, to call kaat diya
Bahut manane ki koshish ki, par kuch nahi hua

Uss din main, roya bahut tha
Usko khud se, alag nahi kar paya tha
Par usne to kabka, mujhe alag kar dia tha
Ek pal mein hi, sabkuch le liya tha

Jo hua, usko hona hi tha
Chahe kitni bhi koshish kar lun, nahi rok paata
Wo ab badal chuki thi, to kaise kareeb jaata
Jo ladti thi sabse mere liye, usne hi thukra diya

Naye saal aane se pehle, christmas ka tohfa de dia
Rota raha main raatbhar, na khaya na soya
Kaash wo dekh paati, usne kya kho dia
Par ab maine bhi usko, keh diya hai alvida

Abrix

quiet marlin Jan 1, 2022, 4:40 AM

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Bye 2
Bye 3
Bye again'
Bye bye Dhoom Dhoom
Bye Dhoom tananana
Oh bye zra dekh k chalo
Bye remains
Bye's fall
Bye excavated
Bye here to stay.

compact junco Jan 2, 2022, 4:57 AM

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I've lost everything I'd,
I've just you,
and you,
is all I need,
is all I care,
is all I love,
is all I can truly call mine.

Abrix

lost sequoia Jan 2, 2022, 2:21 PM

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Me, ek ajnabi se ahsaas me ghum raha,
Ae dil tu meri kis khwahisho pr ro raha.
Takdeer meri ye me hi tera ghunegar,
Iss zamane ko kya pta mera Inteaaannnn.

Me, ek ajnabi se ahsaas me ghum rahaa.

Kaisi ye zindagi ki sazishe,
Kaisi ye waqt ki baazie,
Kaisi ye kismato ki marziya
Dil ke andhero me khojta hu roshniya.

Ajnabi si ye duniya,
Ajnabi se ye log yaha,
Ajnabi si saari kasme hai,
Ajnabi se jhuthe wade hai,
Ajnabi si dilo ki dastan,
Ajnabi sa mai ghum rahaa.

Me, ek ajnabi se ahsaas me ghum raha.
Sukun ki galiyo ko na chakar bhi me dhund rahaaaa.

Song by @lost sequoia

thorn sedge Jan 3, 2022, 4:52 AM

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Your heart is like a flower I stole from the lawn.
it was never inscribed that it is not allowed to pluck
and taking it with me made me feel good
and it is with me presently and it looks pretty to me, very pretty on the mirror I look at daily
but one day, one-day petals will start falling and it won't be there, you won't be there.

will try to keep it safe in an old book

compact junco Jan 6, 2022, 7:03 AM

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sonic meadow Jan 6, 2022, 10:41 AM

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This goes to all my Musician Mates

You Gotta Take a lotta hits,
To Give a lotta Hits.

turbid tusk Jan 6, 2022, 11:39 AM

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Some memories you tend to forget, yet they just stuck in the back of your mind
giving you shivering pain.
make you mad,
disturb your present.
I dream big for my future but my scars of past kill them before i see the light.
I wish i could just sleep without any memory in my mind.
The past i say
the past i say
It never ends, it never rests
just makes me lost in the pain
i fear to relive it
i fear, i fear
I fear my demons, i fear my brain
i fear, i fear my thoughts
i fear for my life.
I suppose i am weak
I imagine my present is in greed
greedy of love, greedy of my blood
freedom i need,
freedom for me to sleep.

daring vigilBOT Jan 6, 2022, 2:37 PM

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the rock#3209 has been warned

Reason: Posted a link

compact junco Jan 6, 2022, 5:27 PM

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steady pagoda Jan 6, 2022, 7:20 PM

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Bohot ajeeb hain ye bandishen mohabbat ki ,
Na usne qayd mein rakha, na hum faraar huve 🥀

compact junco Jan 7, 2022, 6:14 AM

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dense bobcat Jan 7, 2022, 7:06 PM

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'It's between moon and me'

Unable to doze off, i rose up one night
Beheld the moon, which shone so bright.

Brooded over the identity the moon owns in disguise,
It's the rays from the sun, that's all you plagiarise.

Praising it's eight phases, it's moon who we cite,
And if same goes for us, we're termed as hypocrite.

The moon has countless flaws, yet it's always adored?
Ah, i am downright jealous, i ought to act bored.

I flung the curtains off, out of all disgust,
Ranting and raving the moon, hoping it shall rust.

No wonder this didn't help, so I put my thoughts to rest.
Realising my nitpicking, it's myself who i began to detest.

"I acknowledge more the darker side, is my kindness too low?
I shall reflect at their positives, but will reap as I saw?"

World is jammed with sadists, too tough to bring a change.
I wish I could cast a spell, but oh no, I'm no mage.

Hence I realised the futility, and called it a day.
Keeping the thoughts is my head at bay.

compact junco Jan 8, 2022, 5:35 AM

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compact junco Jan 9, 2022, 7:28 AM

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steady pagoda Jan 9, 2022, 10:24 AM

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Vishwas Ki Ek Dor Hai Dosti,
Betaab Dil Ki Majboori Hai Dosti,
Na Maano To Kuchh Nahi Hai Dosti,
Maano To Khuda Ki Bhi Kamjori Hai Dosti. ♥️

compact junco Jan 9, 2022, 4:02 PM

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compact junco Jan 9, 2022, 10:24 PM

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compact junco Jan 10, 2022, 5:55 AM

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compact junco Jan 10, 2022, 3:22 PM

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Bin Baat Chhod To Gye,
Yeh Batao Sukoon Mila Ki Nahi?

Unknown

plucky kite Jan 10, 2022, 6:01 PM

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Bas ek pal hi to hai,
Sab gawa dene ke liye..

Wo dikhe too aisa lagta,
Jaise wo pal laut aaya ho..

Bas ek paal hi to haii,
Khud ko khoo dene ke liye..

Tute dil ne aisa pukara,
Jaise wo khud ko sambhal lega..

Ek tarfa hi sahi,
Par unke dil mei hamari jagah bani to sahi!

Masoomiyat bhi aisi,
Jo auro se chiipi rahi..

Baatein bhi itni,
Jo kabhi khatm hoti hi nahi!

**(Not a poem, just a sarcastic happening) **

craggy furnace Jan 10, 2022, 6:59 PM

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Found her heart in graveyard°

Some lit a candle in front of a grave,
for the love dug into the dust.
Some fought battles for castles and seas,
or murdered somebody for lust.
Some wrote thesus which turned into tales,
and some fell in love on the street.
So I woke up this morning to write On,
the grave of the young girl where she died On.

-Benji

compact junco Jan 11, 2022, 4:03 AM

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Kabhi kabhi kuch cheeze ek se jyada logo pe apply hoti hai #truestory

compact junco Jan 11, 2022, 5:14 PM

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Sukoon mein isliye hoon kyunki
Dhoka sirf khaya hai, kisi ko dia nahi hai

Unknown

#truestory

compact junco Jan 12, 2022, 6:00 AM

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Neend Na Aaye, Tere Bina x2
Dil Ghabraye, Tere Bina Re
Chain Na Aaye, Tere Bina

Kaise Wo Din They Ki Tu Na Jab Paas Thi?
Lekin Wo Din They Judaai Jab Raas Thi

Haan, Ab Kyun Satati Hai Har Pal Hamein
Yeh Khusboo Teri
Gunjti Hai Kyun Hasi, Har Su Teri

Neend Na Aaye, Tere Bina x2

Fuzon : Neend Na Aaaye

thorn sedge Jan 13, 2022, 9:26 AM

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A BURNING CANDLE

In a room full of darkness
A burning Candle we were,
The growing power of the sconce;
Subtly subdued the gloom.
Fighting through the evils
The flame roared and bloomed.

Light from blaze resembled the north star
Continuously shining brightly in pitch-dark.
A table for two, we sat facing each other;
And there stood the burning candle
in between us, creating a blissful home
With an unbeatable mystic vibe around.

The power that together we held
Made the candle shine like a constellation
Filling the entire room with a wakening light.
Our hands collided making the entire world
Fear the strength of the growing candlelight
Slowly dissolving in it’s manifested sunshine.

The demons eagerly waiting around
trying their best to create a wound
Together we battled them to their demise,
An invincible team we devised.
Crept in between the insecurities,
Debilitating the existing solidarities.

Arguments we held in anger
Sputtered the burning wick
Rendering the once shining star,
Into thousands of tiny pearls of wax
Tears of culpability to each other
made in captivity, stood the candle burning.

Different this time the warmth it felt;
Making the candle uncontrollably melt.
The rising walls between us made
the once magnificent chandelier, fall down.
Solidifying our love we held for each other,
The candle gratifyingly died with it’s last “booming light”.
~Kriti

karmic hemlock Jan 13, 2022, 11:31 AM

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They think I'm a writer
I write up the mess my soul had faced
They think I'm a narrator
I narrate up the screams my hollowness had made
They think I'm a believer
I believe this pain is eternal can't see through an aid
They think the time heals
Sshhs I silence up my wounds as it'll broke them faith

dense bobcat Jan 13, 2022, 2:27 PM

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To the Moon and Sun

I remember, when I was a little child
I would gaze at the sun and smile
This giant ball held it all together
Around it revolved the days and the weather
Showcasing various shades from dusk till dawn,
More majestic a beauty had never been born
The sun? The reason for all our torment?
It's scorching heat renders our days dormant
Little by little it will cause our doom
Just like it wilts our flower's bloom
I kept mum

Little did i know about wrong and right
For though, the world revolved around the mighty sun,
Mine revolved around the delight.

So as the days passed, i grew closer to the moon
The darkest nights brought it as a boon
Waxed and wanedz but always reappeared
Like a loyal servant, it was well reared
"Oh dear, this low you bargain!
No air, no water, mare rugged terrain!
Those scars and craters are no beauty
And showing you the right path is my duty"
I clearly picture those condescending eyes
But after all, their despise was my despise
Even when that meant,
preaching my heart a bundle of lies.

stiff veldt Jan 13, 2022, 5:48 PM

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compact junco Jan 13, 2022, 10:12 PM

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#truestory

fair isle Jan 14, 2022, 6:33 AM

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Why do we love mirrors,
Never to look under the skin.
It may always lie to our eyes,
But we would still let it win.
Everyone wants to be beautiful
Only stupid people want to be wise
But we would need them in future
Mirrors wouldn't listen to our cries
We don't need virtue in conversations
We need outer charm and nice pics
Some might get peace from this
Without realising it's a temporary fix
Find your brains and some stupids
Love your heart not the mirror
Listening to the reflections is fine
Trusting what it tells is an error.

wide escarp Jan 14, 2022, 7:12 AM

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?unban 708166777690914856

plucky kite Jan 14, 2022, 8:53 AM

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Woh din jab ghar ka tala khulta nhi,
Woh din jab hum saare mil kar bole,
Kaii Po Che…

Jab haar ek khushi ki dor(manjha),
Patango se jud jaati;
Aur jab yeh dor katt jaye?
Hum ek nayi dor jod lete!

Dil hai bechain aur bebas sa,
Kyu na udda paye hum patang iss saal..

Yaad aate hai wo pal,
Jab hum patang udane ke baad garba khelte;
Raatko kabhi apne ghar too kabhi dosto ke..!

Woh manjhe se ungli ka katna,
Manjhe ka rang haatho par lagna;
Aur maa ka pyaar bhare haatho se khaana khilana…

Yaad aata hai woh din,
Jab hum pyaar ki dor sirf ek patang se jod dete!

Happy MakarSankrantii! wholesomeskulls jaanhotum

fair isle Jan 14, 2022, 1:15 PM

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Uske sath dikkat ke pal wese kewal kuch the
Par hum kuch the sabke saamne
or Akele mai kuch the
Par Shyad sach thi wo baat dil ki
"Uske saare sach hi jhoot hai"
Par tab bhnk na thi mujhe
Ki ye rishta bewajood hai
Or shayad mai hi bewakoof tha jo
Murde ko zinda krne ki kr raha tha koshish
Is aapda ka sanket na tha or na hi mai koi jyotish

compact junco Jan 14, 2022, 4:07 PM

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"It's just a phase of life" #truestory

compact junco Jan 15, 2022, 4:27 PM

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Kaash tujhe meri zarurat ho meri tarah,
Aur main tujhe nazarandaaz kar dun teri tarah

Unknown

compact junco Jan 16, 2022, 6:53 AM

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"Alag hi insaan hai tu"

wet pebble Jan 16, 2022, 7:12 AM

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Majorly it is anguish, furtive distress gravelized,
It’s a beautiful, playful wish, bonded in sacrifice,
Rolled in rave, unholy and uncaged,
Dresses of red in a lewd and weary state,
That unveils like the tapestry, which never unveiled,
As it shares the cries of a baby, unsettled in its place,
The playful conversations, the twisted nectar words,
Categories of catharsis, on a napkin, in a purse,
The practice of soliloquy, takes place in a padded, dark room,
As the product unboxes itself, like a bride sees her groom,
In a heath of broken glass, I walk with diamond shoes,
My demons chase me forwards, as it showers its troops,
As I simply fly, fly and fly, with the ticket of a picturesque lie,
My mind won’t take a screaming second, to let me sanctify,
Every page, every letter, every sentence that makes it better,
To consecrate the weather, in which the shelter has a sector,
Tilting hearts with confessions, grabbing hold of regressions,
Never letting them go, for a world with vituperation,
As the wise men share the load, and the truth unfolds,
You all have to dig the mines, which don’t all produce gold,
Jeweled in pain and regret, grinded hard for all the vinaigrette,
Bolstered nothing but a sawn off shotgun, that aims at my head,
This piece pockets an awful ending, a state of cantankerous and resenting,
As the poet dies with an unfilled page, with the words in his mind, resting and mending…

craggy furnace Jan 16, 2022, 5:40 PM

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Baspan ka pyaar•

"Hiding behind memories, when she was young
With her laces untied and a pack of gum
Wearing something that frames her smile
I met a good girl when I was nine.
I know it is unnatural to read her mind
So I laughed on every little thing that made her smile."

-Benji

compact junco Jan 16, 2022, 9:21 PM

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Feelings ki kadar to thi nahi usse
Kya ghanta pyaar karegi
2 mahine wali janab
Kahan zindagi bhar tikegi

#truestory

Abrix

wet pebble Jan 17, 2022, 5:38 AM

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The legs which kicked me when I was down,
Are the ones which run behind when I flaunt my crown,
Everyone's egregious ego crumbled down to the last atom,
Each vein I possess, tries to edify the filthiest problem,
But the problem never was my motivation,
It was the pleasure y'all derived from my devastation,
You're contrived now to put your finger on your woeful lip,
Achieved betterment by breaking my hands, shoulders and knees,
The knees which went down, when torment went beyond plausible,
Now I sit on my own, while y'all try to make yourselves audible...

Shardul Deshpande

compact junco Jan 17, 2022, 9:24 AM

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Gairon ke bahon mein dekho
Milegi wo tumhe wohi kahi
Jisne chuma tha mere hothon ko
Apne hothon se hi

#truestory

Abrix

compact junco Jan 17, 2022, 4:51 PM

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Pata hi nahi chala, kaise waqt beet gaya
Tera mera yeh pyaar, kaise tham gaya
Na tujhe kareeb aane de sakta hun main
Na hi tere paas jaa sakta hoon main

Pairon mein hai dono ke bediyan
Shayad isliye banani padi hai duriyan
Taqdeer ko kuch aur hi manzoor tha
Shayad teri thi kuch majburiyan

Tujhse baat na karke, roz ghutke marta hoon main
Tere pyaar ke ek katre ko tarasta hoon main
Tu bhi bechain rehti hai raaton ko
Tere saath ko har pal mehsoos karta hoon main

Abrix

compact junco Jan 18, 2022, 9:27 AM

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Ek arse baad tujhe yaad kiya hai
Dekh aaj tera hi chehra lagaya hai
Tere diye sitam bhi ab fike ho gaye
Aaj tere saye ko phirse gale lagaya hai

Abrix

#truestory

fair isle Jan 18, 2022, 12:30 PM

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Did she know he was a mistake.
She was in love before it all started to shake.
And did she know this soul of hers,will pay for loving as a curse. And what did she think before acting so brave, To loose the sleep, to dream with eyes awake. It's not about the clouds which cried Nor about Wind which murmured.
It's about the choices she made herself take.

hazy mountain Jan 18, 2022, 1:54 PM

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“Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe.”

compact junco Jan 20, 2022, 6:02 AM

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Teri baahon mein sama le mujhko
Kar de mujhe khudse juda
Yun hi teri parchai banke
Tujhme rahunga sada

Tu hai ibadat meri
Tu hi hai shukrana
Tere bina main kuch bhi nahi
Tujhme ho gya hoon fida

CC - @analog crag

Abrix

wet pebble Jan 20, 2022, 6:28 PM

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I saw the highs from the weary grounds,
I'm having trouble seeing justice around,
Slowed sanguine injecting the red truculence,
Ghouls rinse the stinking smell of livingness,
And tales were told of the failing males,
As it would pry the pale doors of wailing,
And lessons are taught with fire burning,
Pink is putrid, pink is morbid, and has no motive,
Yet the pink sky gets a photographic price,
As the stars shine with their pseudo smiles,
And names are stated on the brilliant minds,
The love perspiring for a million times,
Wallow waves around like a zephyr with no string,
Leaving laughter on banal birds with one wing,
No trains get filled to travel, they fill to get moving,
Everyone's the same, beggars can't be choosing,
And everyone’s losing money and their minds,
Animosity can make you sour like limes,
Impressions never slow the change and races,
It’s all about who tastes their teardrops and brace it,
They say to find beauty, in hedonism and pain,
Pleading for pretend and send honey-laid messages,
Sprained my tongue, telling stories of my well-being,
As the plants and trees, turn lesser and lesser green,
It’s all belligerence, that evil’s a team and good’s alone,
Hailing the helpless, won’t let them live in a home...

Shardul Deshpande

turbid tusk Jan 20, 2022, 7:14 PM

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is it okay if i say my head has dark thoughts
is it okay if i say my mind just does not stop
Idk i feel like i just have one thing to say, and i know its not okay
my mind has scares
i am wounded
but i don't bleed
i just try to say sane
or maybe try to behave i am insane
just me me me and me
maybe i am angry
angry on myself
maybe my life
or every night.
my head hurt
sometimes with the thoughts
sometimes just with emptiness.
Is it okay be angry on people you love?
or is it okay just to be polite with them?
i have questions
and i do have all the answers
just like i know my life problems
and i do know all the solutions
but maybe i am fine
i am fine with my Chaos
i have embraced it
or i say.
maybe i hate it
maybe i love.
maybe i hate myself
maybe i love.
i make no difference, i won't
i am diffrent or i say so.
truely
maybe i am hurt
or maybe i was
or maybe i am
or maybe i am not.
i just know i have some dark thoughts
i just know my mind is hurting and i can't stop.

compact junco Jan 20, 2022, 11:18 PM

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Kuch udhar baaki reh gaya tha,
Wo chuka raha hoon,
Na jaane kis galti ki,
Khudko saza de raha hoon,

Na raat ko neend nahi aati
Na din ko sukoon milta hai
Dhundo to sirf zillat
Janab wafa kaha milta hai

Kehne ko to khush hai magar
Andar se tute pade hain
Ek taraf mera guroor
Charon taraf bikhre pade hain

Aaina ab mujhpe hansne laga hai
Chupchap aajkal muh ferne laga hai
Dekhun khudko to kehta hai ki
Badan pe haseen zakhm kisne dia hai

Bas pyaar ki keemat chuka rahe hain
Kishton mein, raatein diye jaa rahe hain

Xirba

thorn sedge Jan 21, 2022, 2:11 AM

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Ik khubsurat rat deewani si
Phaadi jhrno se girte pani si
Jse rut ho koi suhani si
Mjhe yad h Tu jse ik kahani si ✨✨

brittle perch Jan 21, 2022, 7:08 AM

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Kehte Ho Hum Apna Saara
Hisaab Barabar Rakhte Hain

To Phir Us Shaam Ka Kya Jo
Abhi Tak Tum Par Udhaar Hai.

wet pebble Jan 22, 2022, 6:43 AM

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Digging diaries of my dear memories,
The brief coruscations of electricity, and the gateway of conversations,
Opened up like an obligation,
Fearless fraternity of my love took over,
Remembrance of your eyes, and the burning cigarette,
Laying by my side are the never recited elegies,
That were made for you, serenaded by me,
Designated with innocence, perfumed by cologne,
That mellifluous derpy aid, and the voice that stayed,
Still grace this waning brain, and gravelizes my throat,
And not because you smiled on his witty jokes,
But I never could paint you, my throat choked,
The strokes of your colorful, clever care,
I could never think I would've matched your flair,
And still texts get sent, but my lips remain sealed,
Coz' you have all the billow you want, while my brain gets healed,
As I yell and I scream in my head, coz it seems,
The more I try to forget, your countenance arrives in my dreams…

Shardul Deshpande

craggy furnace Jan 22, 2022, 7:32 PM

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"Coming out of the Mercedes Benz,
Tying scarf and a gun in her hand
She went to the ice-cream man
Punched his mouth and hold the collar
Pulled the cheeks and stole the dollar."

compact junco Jan 22, 2022, 10:43 PM

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Kya ye tu hai? jo mere andar ab tak aise,
Kundli maarke chupke baithi hai,
Ab kya chahiye tujhe?
Jo mere paas tha,
Wo almost sab kuch toh tu le gayi hai,

I can’t believe that abhi tak pagli,
Tu mere andar aise zinda hai,
Is game ka saala koi refree hai,
Jo hum dono ke point gin raha hai,

Tujhe zara sa bhi idea hai,
Meri life kaise upside down badal gayi hai,
Kabhi lagta hai that I lost my mind,
Samajh ni aata kya galat kya sahi hai,

Do din mein tune mujhe bhula diya,
You piece of wood,
Tere andar kya koi dil nahi hai?
Tujhe unconditionally maine pyaar kiya hai,
Shaayad itni si meri galti hai,

Ye hone ka bhi shayd koi kaaran hi hoga,
Is mein bhi shayad unki koi marzi hai,
Kyunki na toh mere chahne se tu aayi thi baby,
Aur tu na mere chahne se gayi hai,

Shayad yeh sab sirf ek attraction tha,
Shayd maine hi thi ye sab stories pakayi,
Shayad you never love me,
And I was just another fuckin guy in your life,

Bhot jalad main dekhna tujhe bhula doonga,
Aur meri life koi aur ladki aayegi,
Main duniya ki usse saari khushiyan dunga,
Aur wohi hogi meri sabse pehli priority.

Dino James

thorn sedge Jan 23, 2022, 6:53 AM

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Nostalgia has held me in its grip lately. It's quite impossible to stay in the present moment or be hopeful about the future when the next day isn't promised. Seeing the state of the world has made me embrace my mortality.
The problem with nostalgia is that it's always a romanticized retelling of occurrences which we keep going back to in hopes of reliving the feelings we had in those moments.
And for me, remembering the good old days is a safe space to be in when everything around me is too overwhelming to deal with.

misty ermine Jan 23, 2022, 6:42 PM

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Many many happy returns of the day @thorn sedge ❤️
Godi aajao inlove nottykid

hallow matrix Jan 24, 2022, 6:55 AM

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Apna zameer bech kar
Kyun ab mujhko Yun dekhte ho
Kyun uss viran zameen par fasal ke sapne sochte ho
Kitno k zammer toda hai tumne
Kyunn koi aur nhi mila....
Joh ab humpar daana feinkte ho

Try kiya hai Pata nhi kaisi likhi hai mujhe pasand hai isiliye daal rha hun <3

gray current Jan 24, 2022, 4:01 PM

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One message removed from a suspended account.

blazing hare Jan 25, 2022, 3:19 AM

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Not playing with your heart but playing with your soul,
Handcuffs of affinity wasn't meant to cut the bole,
Was in a delusion of love, lust and bewilderment;
Couldn't fix a thing had disagreement,
Loving to lose you,
what an abominable accident!

🖤

thin radish Jan 25, 2022, 8:03 AM

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Aisa karungi jaadu tona
Gayab ho jayenge sabke babu shona
My valentine's day plans

craggy furnace Jan 25, 2022, 1:30 PM

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Put pills inside her pocket,
She was walking through some shops.
Finding sections of chocolates,
She was running out of love.
Walk over her footsteps,
I added seconds to her breath.
So here comes a new life,
Everytime she yearn for death.

-Benji

compact junco Jan 25, 2022, 3:08 PM

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Bahut dino baad khudko akela paa raha hoon
Teri kami ko har ek saans mein mehsoos kar raha hoon
Maine hi to tujhe khudse dur rakha hai
Shayad issi baat ki saza bhugat raha hoon

Socha na tha kabhi ki kuch aisa ho jayega
Haan, ek din mujh jaise ko bhi pyaar ho jayega
Darta tha dusron ke tute dilon ko dekhkar
Kya pata tha, ek din mera bhi wohi haal ho jayega

Par phir bhi...

CC - @analog crag

Abrix

compact junco Jan 26, 2022, 6:04 AM

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Face stained in the ceiling
Why does it keep saying
I don't have to see you right now
I don't have to see you right now

Digging like you can bury
Something that cannot die
Or we could wash the dirt of our hands now
Keep it from living underground

I don't have to see you right now
I don't have to see you right now

Local Natives

thin radish Jan 26, 2022, 2:31 PM

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Yu dil ki baat zubaan pe na laya karo
Sharmake nazare aapki jhukti hain
Lekin saasein humari ruk jati hain
-Shivani

compact junco Jan 26, 2022, 9:32 PM

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compact junco Bahut dino baad khudko akela paa raha hoon Teri kami ko har ek saans mein mehsoo...

Jab bhi tujhe dil se yaad karta hoon
Tu mere saamne aa jati hai
Ek pal ke liye waqt thehar jaata hai
Aur tu seene se lag jaati hai

Kaise kahu tujhse ab
Galti bhi to shayad meri hai
Bahut pyaar karta hoon re
Ab bhi tu kahi na kahi meri hai

CC - @analog crag

Abrix

compact junco Jan 27, 2022, 4:56 AM

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ज़माना आ गया रुसवा‌इयों तक तुम नहीं आये
जवानी आ ग‌ई तन्हा‌इयों तक तुम नहीं आये

धरा पर थम ग‌ई आँधी, गगन में काँपती बिजली
घटा‌एँ आ ग‌यी अमरा‌इयों तक तुम नहीं आये

नदी के हाथ निर्झर को मिली पाती समंदर को
सतह भी आ ग‌ई गहरा‌इयों तक तुम नहीं आये

किसी को देखते ही आपका आभास होता है
निगाहें आ ग‌यीं परछा‌इयों तक तुम नहीं आये

समापन हो गया नभ में सितारों की सभा‌ओं का
उदासी आ ग‌ई अंगड़ा‌इयों तक तुम नहीं आये

न शमादा हैं न परवाने ये क्या 'रंग' है महफ़िल
कि मातम आ गया शहना‌इयों तक तुम नहीं आये

बलबीर सिंह रंग

thin radish Jan 27, 2022, 6:11 PM

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Sab karte hain rhyme
Bohot hota idhar crime
Sab rehte bohot busy
Khudke liye hi nahi hota time
Tere future hai dark
Mera future kare shineee
Ab itna likha hi diya
Toh laa dede mujhe wine

compact junco Jan 27, 2022, 8:13 PM

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I can see you there waiting for me, extending your arms as wide as you could do.

I can see your love vibrating through my veins, changing me bit by bit.

I can see your care is conquering my fears, still i do envy darkness.

I can see your faith is making me believe in you, not in whole but in parts.

I can see your eyes is undressing me, yeah stop staring me lol.

I can see your soul is healing my pain, it feels good so don't stop.

I can see you in me, yeah now i started reading books as well.

I can see your light is illuminating my inner self, yeah this feels awesome.

I can see we don't exist in separate bodies, maybe you don't want to stay there anymore.

I can see YOU
I can see US

Do you?

Abrix

wet pebble Jan 28, 2022, 5:09 AM

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Messages wrapped in golden envelopes,
Words in similar wavelengths, phrasing my sanguine,
Spinning back to the nuisance, I once established,
Changing nightdresses to find me lying on the bed,
Unrested with pain, sucked in small proportions,
Heating inside with the colour of a marigold,
Roses die out, mellifluous for the verse,
Of an aged melancholic melody, and a glass of rum..

Walking on pebbles with my bare-foot,
Lewd and on display, like a mole on the truth,
Pain is like river water, never stale,
And filling ashtrays never made a male complacent,
Leaving me feeling your gracious skin,
Always shaping my tumescence...

sturdy swift Jan 28, 2022, 8:54 AM

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Happiest Birthday @dawn mortar wholesomeskulls

hallow matrix Jan 29, 2022, 6:29 AM

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Meri shayri ka jitna apmaan hua hai
Suna tha koshish karne waalo par hi khuda mehrbaan hua hai
Jis kadar fut ke roya tha main
Suna hai bahut saalon baad aisa Hal-e-aasman hua hai
Ki Tujhse duur jaun aaj tak yeh tera yeh Farman pada hai
Pagal pan kuch iss kadar se badh gya hai kiMeri har ek shayri mein tera naam chipa hai

wet pebble Jan 29, 2022, 7:53 AM

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Have you ever seen the diamonds used to cut glass?
Devastation in progress, of the miraculous sensitivity,
That was holding me against you, and in the captivity of your perfume,
The socks you threw away when you were felt against my warmth,
The sweatshirt that drove you closer to my body, to compensate for all the distance,
Now I have held siege against emotions and shown my resistance,
To feel you, to see you, to grief for the pain-stricken mess I made you,
I had my hands wrapped around your waist, but I gave you away, only to lose you,
My troubles shackle me in neverland and black is thrown on me,
As my memories make me cantankerous, pain grows on me,
Devotion for persistence, irony chintzy and spectacular,
As wallows are dressed in gold, and monetized and sold,
Unstable portions of purple paints my melancholy darker,
I’m unable to show gallantry in these times which turn harder….

Shardul Deshpande

brittle wren Jan 29, 2022, 6:33 PM

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The emotions rove in the imagery galaxies of all the secrets
You kept concealing your philosophy every instant
The burnt sentiment's scent fragranced into the inflexible bone of my little heart
The camouflage of your chaotic dreams
unhurriedly turning into an art
Shall I compare thee to the winter's breeze?
The vast bag, full of blemish remain unrevealed
These holy lips get silence sealed
If you ever lie
The vanishing sketchy thoughts struck in your mind
The deep faith in loving you will remind you of how you bled
The torn beauty will last longing crave inside my chest
Do you hide your actuality in your shadows?
You seem like a herdsman with no buffalos
You came upon with a smile on
And allowed history to snatch away your momentary upon
So, borrowing a tomorrow
I slipped into a jar of hopeless home
But the hope inside me was not alone
It perched and sing in a mellifluous tone
The words never entered my soul
I pushed to the limit a thousand times to untangle the mystery of your lie
Or it's your feelings you hide?
Once, twice, thrice
How many times will you thrive the lie
I know further than you think I know
I only want you to speak the truth
A gentle ray of fondness needs to lace up your heart sunken into the trench
Don't get concerned at all
If we'll be the paired wings of a skull-less essence
No hurdles will ever try the truth to clench.
-URVI

thorn sedge Jan 30, 2022, 7:43 AM

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Dear Anxiety,
After all those sleepless nights
With countless fights
Trembly sweaty legs and hands
With dreadly eyes figuring out
how not to cry and continuously smile
While trying to scream yet,I live unheard.

With no one beside
I try to stand upfront for life,
Ends always melancholically
Which my best I try to hide,
The reason and the victim being the same,
the paranoia still strikes at night.

Makes fear me no longer
Rather I wish to come along
just hug you tight
And say that “It’s alright!”
But with you being irresistible
I might cry like a shy.

A part of me, you are
Attached to the core
I am trying my best
To separate us both, while
I sit right back like a loser
trying not to give up.

Until then,
I promise you to
Fight like a knight,I would
With you all night
And pretend the next day
That everything’s absolutely fine
Just like a sunflower shining
Brightly in the sunshine.
~Kriti

edgy citrus Jan 30, 2022, 6:08 PM

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Waqt badalta hai , insaan badalta hai ,
Insaan waqt waqt bhagwaan badalta hai,

Kabhi daulat ke wazan se dabkr ho jaaye mitti ,
Koi beprwaah panchi ban kr aasmaan choomta hai,

Kabhi padhta kaale akshar mei koi baat pate ki,
Koi pee kr cigrette maano ki shamshaan dhundta hai,

Koi patthar mei dhunde hai rab ko , kho kr khud ko
Koi khud mei khokr khud ik pehchaan dhundta hai,

BROWN
(ANKIT)

bleak flame Jan 30, 2022, 9:33 PM

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If you ask me; is melancholy a bad thing to live with.

I would suggest, its like living with love letters unsent

you don't hate the feelings you've put into words...

You don't resent the love you carried on them.

Yet with all good wishes theres still a spot aching.

Cause they were unsent.

But honestly, it's were love stays the best, In the papers, folded and kept inside some book or maybe near your heart in your chest pocket forever.
― Subham Gope

compact junco Jan 31, 2022, 9:56 AM

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Ek ladki ka diya hua gham,
Sirf ek ladki hi mita sakti hai

(That goes both ways)

#truestory

@analog crag

fair isle Jan 31, 2022, 4:17 PM

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I hoped that they will sink
These thoughts here and there,
Most of them had you in it
Trespassing is never fair.
Every time they strike inside
I try to fight them in vain.
Wanting to stay in the heart,
When did you hijack my brain?
U could be great teacher
Just clear some of my doubts
This looks like a devil's deal
But i don't want to get out
want to appreciate u all
Whoever gave this a read
I write super simple or may be its deep.
No matter how much I hate u
It's Your smile that is helping me sleep.

compact junco Feb 1, 2022, 11:29 AM

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You can stay away from me..
But how will you stay away from my heart..?

You can hate me all you want...
But how will you hate my love..?

Meow

wet pebble Feb 2, 2022, 10:38 AM

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I tried everything to be the one, but I am like a piano in the rain,
My words were devastating, and my horrisonant self instigated pain,
I’m pale from within to accept your love, my body shivers when I think,
Of the elegies you wrote to me, the stature of your riveting writing,
I couldn’t even close my eyes, to feel your words from within,
And for that I am sorry, I couldn’t be the golden you were searching,
You were always bringing roses to my feet, but I’m sorry I couldn’t see the hints,
Now I’m battered and bruised with self-loathing, but you made me feel like a king,
Now the chairs beside me seem empty, because nobody wants your place,
I wrapped a chain around my neck, to shut me out when I talk with haste,
Another day, another night, with your gifted letters scattered beside,
Will you ever return to be my friend? Will you grace me with your delight?

Shardul Deshpande

compact junco Feb 2, 2022, 5:46 PM

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Khwabo mein tere udne laga hu
Kuch khwaab khud ke bunne laga hu
Yun dur tujhse rehte huye ab
Dil ki nasihat sunane laga hu

Har lafz se katate huye
Har yaad se mitate huye
Yeh faasle yeh raaste
Yeh duriya ab hai har jagah
Dekhu jidhar tu nahi hai waha
Kuch bhi nahi ab darmiya

Faasle by Anand Bhaskar (Slightly Modified)

compact junco Feb 4, 2022, 12:10 AM

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So many mental traumas
And my heart too running so fast
I just want to not think so much
Not of the future, not of the past

My mind isn't working like it used to
My thoughts aren't aware like before
I just want to feel light
I can't carry these heavy bags anymore

My eyes are filled with incomplete sleep
My lashes are holding a lifetime rain
I just want to sleep and close my eyes
Not to wake up again

How should I explain my inner chunk
How should I let things go
I just want to keep myself on a foremost side
Its too much to go with the flow

My social media looks so happy
Ah! I am tired of pretending
I just want to cry out loud
Where is my ending, where is my ending

My body isn't working like earlier
My soul is wanting an escape
I just want to rest for sometime
I am done being a hero without a cape

I've been running constantly
I've been acting so strong
I just need a break
Its been a whole life now its been so long its been so long

Palak Jatwani

craggy furnace Feb 4, 2022, 5:22 PM

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"Considering darkness as a perfect light, she can't believe what she has become.
Staying up till hours of sunset, her heart felt the feeling of her every breath.
Stepped into her room with her house so empty, her tears were pushed to every corner of the bed . With cold breeze freezing on the other side of window.
Lost in her thoughts she was screaming from inside, so accordingly she tangled her tounge with a pin. Hiding how sad she felt within."

-benji (ik this blog isn't worth posting but still I did. Thanks for reading)

compact junco Feb 4, 2022, 6:33 PM

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Ab kya kahe, jo kehna tha keh chuke
Jo nahi dekha tha kabhi wo bhi dekh chuke

Jis discord server mein jao, ek hi chalti hai kahani
Ladki dekhi nahi, ki machal jati hai jawani

Kabhi mods ki zabardasti to kabhi admin ki bebasi
Kabhi singers ki masti to kabhi simps ki dillagi

Roles ke liye bande kuch bhi kar jaate hain
Apni bhi yeh khol khol ke marwate hain

Hum bulaye to staff bahane banate hain
Par ladki ke bulane par, phat se pahunch jaate hain

To Be Continued

Abrix

fair isle Feb 5, 2022, 1:33 AM

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So honestly
pls keep
that
between u and me
Hn!! Between u and me?
that i can
spit those bars
Even,Soo fluently
I mean Fluently?
Okay here it's just ironical
But,Why?Everybody here thinks
"He wants to steal my girl"
Steal my girl
Wo soche ke wo zayn malik
u look like something ohh!!
its just my **** bro

nd U sound like anu malik with a sore throat
So u better get ur pcr done
But u can't get the virus
Cause u are already one
I don't care,if u got demon
I'm Syrus,god on my side
am i stable?
Cause I don't know
what happens When i write
Well,another line got used
What should rhyme next
Bitch! I am so confused
But i know i can rhyme stuff
Even in confusion
Those Pens feel like my body
Hell yeah!we got a fussion...

It took me an hour so please don't judge

compact junco Feb 5, 2022, 4:51 PM

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#truestory #frvr

cerulean breach Feb 5, 2022, 7:31 PM

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how do i display
these three words
that sound ever so effortless to give someone

should i type it out at 3:47 A.M.
and hit send
with butterflies swarming
in my belly and grinning wide

or is it the kind of love
that i plead and wail for
the kind that cannot be
put across in three words

or should i deliver a letter
and use the old fashioned
superfluously excessive vocabulary
you’d tell me you don’t recognise

should i buy you a keychain
inscribed with an overrated quote
that you wouldn’t read deep into

or should i get you a bouquet
of roses simply to be cliché
and drop them at your doorstep
after ringing the doorbell

or should i not even bother
because my sweet roses
cannot make up for their thorns
that are sharper than of the rest?

and how do i find the courage
to put it into words to let you know
that i hold not just love, but also regret
and that i don’t forget.

compact junco Feb 6, 2022, 10:35 PM

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#truestory

wet pebble Feb 8, 2022, 11:24 AM

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Supposing a second to be my supplementary,
Supporting and posing for my succours,
A furtive reason, for a spite with my virtues,
To whom could I yell to? Whom could I tell to?
These pretty touches are the aid to my scars,
Laid like a dandelion, which mellows down its colour,
An element called my soul, fills the space in my ravine,
A casual winter breeze, praises my sorrow with relief…

Shardul Deshpande

thin radish Feb 9, 2022, 3:46 PM

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Ab toh aadat si ho gayi hai
Khud hi khudko sambhalne ki
Kyuki aaj kal toh
Apne bhi haal nahi puchte
~Shivani

lapis vigil Feb 12, 2022, 12:22 AM

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क्या उसका इश्क़ झूठा था?

अगर वो किसी 'बहाने' से जाती,
तो मैं मान लेता ।
मगर उसने 'आंसुओं' के साथ 'अलविदा' कहा था .....

अगर वो मुझसे 'नज़रें' चुरा लेती,
तो मैं मान लेता ।
मगर उसने "फुरकत" के वक्त भी
"जान" कहा था ।

-priyaM

(फुरकत - जुदाई/separation)

lapis vigil Feb 12, 2022, 11:33 PM

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ख़बर तो जरूर होगी, उन्हें मेरी...
इश्क़ के अख़बार में हमने कई इश्तहार छपवाए हैं।

📨 -priyaM

wraith valve Feb 13, 2022, 7:57 AM

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thorn sedge Feb 14, 2022, 2:48 AM

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thorn sedge Feb 14, 2022, 6:11 AM

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dusty trout Feb 14, 2022, 10:28 AM

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worldly wing Feb 14, 2022, 2:43 PM

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Nonsensical
I wish you were something I could do to other people,
to let them know why I tear stains wherever I go,
or how my eyes burn,
as if those innocent drops were acid,
and those circles under my eyes,
so arid.

deep down I know that everytime I cry,
a piece of me,
of my heart,
breaks and shatters,
i hear the noise sometimes,
i ignore it though,
because at the end of the day you love me,
and to me,
it is all that matters.

because i wanted to love you,
I desired of you to consume me,
demanded of you to be my drug,
but in that longing,
i let you break me,
fibre by fibre,
sense by sense,
until my skin evaporates,
to be left with nothing but bones.

remember that perfume I wore,
or the candle that burnt,
vanilla and lavender,
on the day we met?
or the petrichor that prevaded around us,
it became my favourite flashback to go to,
now somehow it seems to fade away,
the mist now standing between those memories and I.

it feels so senseless,
to be hurt over and over again,
yet watching what you do to me,
listening to my soul cry,
i forget all,
because tasting your lips,
smelling you on my bedsheets,
touching you,
is all i can make sense of.

@theovernightrush on instagram :))

eager hinge Feb 14, 2022, 6:36 PM

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melancholy
the glistening in the sky
the early dawn's solitude
the late dusk's sigh
i was pondering
humming about a few
one of them were you all
one of them was you
my compelling crystals rolled
all the way till my piercings stretched
every strand of nerve i damaged
every form of rage
looking at you
you, who i never was
every scar i sketched
every skin i torn far.

fresh stream Feb 15, 2022, 6:36 AM

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Ab doobna hi to reh gaya hai,
par kahan duboon?
Unki aankhon me?
Unki baaton me?
Haseen khwabon me?
Phir waqt mile to apne jazbaaton me.

compact junco Feb 16, 2022, 12:07 PM

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Kya hi saath paya tha, kya hi pyaar paya tha
Tere aks mein maine, kya hi khwab paya tha
Sapne dekhta tha main, pure karti thi wo
Uss pari mein maine (apna) sara jahan paya tha

CC - @analog crag

Abrix

compact junco Feb 18, 2022, 7:37 AM

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compact junco *Kya hi saath paya tha, kya hi pyaar paya tha* *Tere aks mein maine, kya hi khwa...

arctic forge Feb 18, 2022, 5:42 PM

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If somebody forgot to tell you today
BE HAPPY!
Yes I know something is not right
I know alot is going in your mind
I know that you have alot of pressure
I know you're not feeling Good
I know you have taken alot from this fake world
I know you want to rise and be successful
I know you have your problems
But hey hey hey
You're not alone in this fight right?
ALOT alot of people are struggling to get a better life.
You've been so hard on yourself
I know those High Standards you have
But those High Standards are perfection.
It will take time.Try setting small goals.
Achieve them!💯

compact junco Feb 19, 2022, 10:46 AM

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Jo bhi kaha tha usne
Aise hi maan lia
Manne ko to kuch bhi maan lun
Par ab manne ko kuch bacha nahi hai

Jo bhi dikhaya tha usne
Aise hi dekh lia
Dekhne ko to kuch bhi dekh lun
Par ab dekhne ko kuch bacha nahi hai

Sochta hoon, shayad likh hi dun kuch
Par ab likhne ko kuch bacha nahi hai
Kehne ko to kuch bhi keh dun
Par ab kehne ko kuch bacha nahi hai

Abrix

thorn sedge Feb 20, 2022, 7:53 AM

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NIGHT

It is always the nights
Which feels like a fight for life
Every breath hitches behind
The flight I made from the guilt,
Which my best, I try to hide
Like the moon in broad daylight.

The dread silence around
Makes the thoughts grow wild
With every second I sit upright.
The sounds unleash it’s fiend
Being the uncanny, it strangles
the left breath out of mind.

I try to sit right back up
And not look fragile
While demons curls beyond my fright
Pushing them apart, running for life
Stood the suppressed hatred, I thought
I buried them under my delight.

The sight being weirdly gibberish,
Clenching it’s fist the faceless hatred
Leaps towards the bright side,
The hollow trembling vessel
down pours the beads of sweat,
As the faceless hatred strides.

Begging the approaching demons
The void body regrets all its decisions
Worthlessness strikes over, making it
a painful experience worth living for.
The desire subdues the fear of life,
Urging to punish itself over and over.

Catching the glimpse of the incubus,
the whole feeling strips aside.
A voice too similar to leave behind,
Mirror it seems like, greeting the itself devil.
The numbness strikes, making it
feel like a buried deceased wight,
“The nights makes the whole world rest right?”

Kriti

turbid tusk Feb 20, 2022, 6:52 PM

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Let the night sky, follow us tonight
Let the stars fall, we wish our love stay all time
My love, my magic, my lady, my queen.
You are a dream, i living in real life
An endless sleep i like, but with you i see just the light
I love you and there is nothing out of it that i can lie
How do i love thee? by Elizabeth Browning on i rely.
The magical love aura comes by
wherever is you & I.
let's love each other tonight,
and leave rest for the time
And repeat this everytime, all the day we'll spend
love in the moment and live the life?
Yes, i know you are mine
the love i can say mine
someone i wish for eternity of life.

wet pebble Feb 22, 2022, 12:09 PM

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I scattered little pieces of my heart as I strolled many places,
The zephyrs of these roads had your voice sprinkled like maces,
It came onto me strong that your presence tied me up like laces,
I found you in the earth, the red of the soil, like you were leaving traces….

The realization of my life slowly becoming a pantomime,
Hit me harder than your eccentricity, it pictured in my mind,
You were leaving me with chagrin, your smell was one of its kind,
Maybe your pellucid nature brewed vexation, your perfect crime….

Devoting days of dreariness driving depressions till date,
Watching my frivolous intrinsics bidding farewell to its mate,
Left of me was the image of me being ravenously wicked,
Tossing my eloquence, loquaciousness up in the air….

Shardul Deshpande

thin radish Feb 22, 2022, 5:55 PM

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You can't see
But I'm still bleeding
I thought I'm getting better
But I ain't healing

There is pain, there is hurt
There are scars
There are memories that were ours
But I ain't feeling

I'm screaming
I'm crying
Each day a little bit
From the inside I'm dying
But you ain't hearing

For days I have been trying
Giving you hints
Showing you signs
But you ain't caring

Now it feels
Like everything has become
Too much to take
Maybe it's time for me
To finally take a permanent break

~Shivani

craggy furnace Feb 24, 2022, 7:46 PM

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Finding love after sex•

' Start with the floor and crawl,
We took our last step by leaning against the wall.
Tying myself to her lips, I pulled her in
Sucking the tears that's flowing down her chin.
To leave an impression of a perfect night, I put my lap under her head and saw our reflection through each others eyes.
Listening to our fav songs,
I held her close, inhaling her scent in my nose.'

~Benji

compact junco Feb 25, 2022, 9:33 AM

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Kehne Ko V1

Kehne ko to aarzoo hai wo,
Par uski ruh kisi aur ke saath hai

Kehne ko to khusbu hai wo,
Par uski mehak kisi aur ke pass hai

Kehne ko to ibadat hai meri,
Par uski dua mein koi aur hai

Kehne ko to wo humsafar hai meri,
Par uska humnava to ab koi aur hai

Abrix

compact junco Feb 26, 2022, 6:03 AM

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compact junco **Kehne Ko V1** Kehne ko to aarzoo hai wo, Par uski ruh kisi aur ke saath hai ...

Kehne Ko V2

Kehne ko to aankhon mein basa le tumhe,
Par tumhari aankho mein koi aur basa hua hai

Kehne ko to sapno mein bula le tumhe,
Par tumhari sapno mein koi aur aaya hua hai

Kehne ko to tumhe apne seene se laga le,
Par tumne kisi aur ko seene se laga rakha hai

Kehne ko to tumhe apni bahon mein le le,
Par tum kisi aur ki baahon mein tute pade ho

Abrix

craggy furnace Feb 26, 2022, 3:31 PM

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I wonder if she ever showed up wearing red,
I'd go down on my knees and ask for her hand.

~Benji

compact junco Feb 26, 2022, 11:23 PM

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compact junco **Kehne Ko V2** Kehne ko to aankhon mein basa le tumhe, Par tumhari aankho mei...

Kehne Ko V3

Kehne ko to tumhe apna bana le,
Par tumne kisi aur ko apna maal lia hai

Kehne ko to tu meri manzil hai,
Par tune kisi aur ko apna rasta chun lia hai

Kehne ko to tera haath tham ke rakh lun,
Par tune kisi aur ka haath tham rakha hai

Kehne ko to teri aankhon mein jhank lun,
Par teri nazre kisi aur ko nihar rhi hai

Kehne ko to tere kareeb hoon,
Par tu kisi aur ke bahut kareeb aa chuki hai

Kehne ko to tera sab kuch mera hai,
Par tune kisi aur ko sabkuch de diya hai

Kehne ko to wo hai mera rab,
Par uska khuda ab koi aur hai

Abrix

compact junco Feb 27, 2022, 7:01 PM

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Talaash puri ho gayi neend ki
Ab raat ka intezaar rahega nahi
Na ruh mein saans rahegi
Na saans mein teri khushbu
Apni raaton se kishte
Chuka di hai udhar ki
Ab chain se sone ki tayaarri
Kar chuka hoon aakhri saans ki
Tadap bhi ho to manzoor hai ab
Bas aankhen band karu to neend aa jaye
Falak mile ya mile dohzak
Bas yeh neend ab na tutne paaye

Abrix

arctic forge Feb 27, 2022, 10:45 PM

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Dekhu tujhe kabhi idhar,To kabhi udhar
Hu ek chota sa musafir mile na teri jaisi koi kidhar

Vo teri hassi
Vo tere saath beet rhe pal
Vo choti choti khushiyan.

Kabhi socha bhi nhi tha
Ke mile gi aise zindagi,
Aata hai rona
Hota nhi vishwas ke
Aaj hmari jodi kr rhi
Hum sabb ke dilo pe raaj.

Samjhne wale to boht
Par tere jaisa na koi,
Vo tera unn baato pe gala lga lena
kr deta mere dil ko shaant.

Kr rha hai mann ke bass saari zindagi tere saath bitalu,
Ke iss duniya se jaane se pehle bhi tera naam lu.

Aaja thaam le mera haath
Shuru kre iss zindagi ke safar ko
Jaise koi bhi na kr paaye humei alag.

Agya vo din
Muskurate gaate gya vo din
Itni khushi hui na kabhi,
Jo kabhi socha tha aaj hogya
Itne saalo baad hmara khwaab poora hogya.❤️

compact junco Mar 1, 2022, 2:52 PM

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Shayad

Shayad uski yaad ke kohre se ghira hua hoon
Shayad uski baato mein ab bhi khoya hua hoon
Shayad uska haath thame ab bhi ruka hua hoon
Shayad uski aankhon mein gum ho gaya hoon

Shayad uski nazaron se main nikhar gaya hoon
Shayad uski baahon mein fir samet gaya hoon
Shayad uski pyaar mein fir se doob gaya hoon
Shayad uski aks mein ab bhi main dikhta hoon

Shayad uske sapno mein kahi so chuka hoon
Shayad uski kami mein rehne laga hoon
Shayad uski hasi mein firse behne laga hoon

Shayad uski mehak aa rhi hai ab bhi mere jism se
Shayad aaj bhi kahi rehti hai wo mujhme

Abrix

lost sequoia Mar 1, 2022, 4:31 PM

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Ek din ye nafrate mit jayigi,
Ek din ye banduke hat jayigi,
Ek din phir mhedood e khuda sari masnade jalai jayigi.
E mere mehboob, shayad tum khodo mujhe. Pr meri yaad me lakho loh jalai jayigi.
Netae ek dusre se haath milainge, kagazo pr mitti ke tukde kiye jainge.
Shanti ke dastakhat hoge,
Pr jinke ishq guzar gaye wo lautke na wapas aaynge.

Takhto Taj sajai jainge, Gulamo ki saf me shaho ko pesh kiye unke dil jalaye,
Ek nayi Goroor ki niv rakhke kuch wade muqarrar kiye jayenge.

Elan honge, sare shahi dastavejome sabhi mehlo ke tajdaar apni fathe apne logo ko bhelange.
Haarenge to sif wo mehboob, wo maa, wo bacche jinke dilruba ke janaze pr jhande rope jayenge.

Kuch din tak ye sare gum manayenge,
Phirse ye sab akhbaro ke doglepan me doobtey rhe jaynge.
Ek aur baar mehlo ke log inke tute dilke kagazo ko jalay apni satta ko noor karenge.
Ek aur baar wo mamluk unke huzur ke liye kisi kalpanik dushman se nafrat karte jaynge.

Ye Amrici Sansad ka guman ya Rusi samrajya ka wistarwad, Ye kisi 56 inch ki chaati ya kisi shazade ka farman, Sare Akbaro ki kimmat lagakar, Amiro ke kar maaf kiye jayenge.
Haarenge to woh jo sare sapne sich kar pankhe pe latak jaynge. Unhe bhi deshdrohi ke huruf nawaze jaynge.

merry cliff Mar 1, 2022, 9:39 PM

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Vo kehta rehgya usey mera ese dekhna achcha nhi lgta
Mai bhi ishq mai apni intiha paar krne lga

wet pebble Mar 3, 2022, 4:26 PM

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I wanna share my cold hand, with her warmth against me,
I wanna hold her pretty grin and make her laugh,
I wanna photograph her smile, when I kiss her hand,
I wanna kiss her pretty lips when she pulls herself against me,
I wanna hold her lovely waist when she dances to Quincy,
I wanna feel her breath on me, and rest my head on her lap,
I wanna rub her hands against mine, and share a blanket in a wrap,
I wanna be her solitude, when she spills her words to me,
I wanna make myself her muse, when I kiss her with ease,
I wanna write my poetry, with her face in my head,
I wanna see her wrapped in me, when I'm fearlessly dead,
I wanna be hers all along, not just a block of memory,
I wanna make her feel special, not a single derisory,
I wanna be the line of the song, she'll be singing in her sleep,

Shardul Deshpande

turbid tusk Mar 4, 2022, 1:20 PM

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As the night get deeper
thought of you became brighter
if only i can tell you,
someone,
to my own mouth,
the words never forms
the world i want to live in,
never born.
The memories, once was my elixir
works mischief-my poison
yet i drink, and hurt my inner,
only if i can't smile on surface
some might come to check on me
Only if i hadn't distant
the life i had before thee.
Still i think to come say you night
But can I ?
I believe one day, other night
you'll be in my sight.
And i shall ask you
how was the travel
just as lonely as i ?
Was it worth the while?
tonight tell me you'll be mine.
or i had to miss you, keep missing you
in the night till the morning shines.

worldly wing Mar 5, 2022, 7:58 AM

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Loved again, hurt again;

Too many XOs left to forget
Just to move a step ahead,
From what we are now
And what we've been
Lovers to enemies?
The story begins;

doesn't feel right
moving on,
but what option do you have
you rip those pages apart
and burn them,
what do you see is left?
those ashes of mistakes;

regret takes over your body
that 'if only' phrase,
you're left with
clouded cigarette smoke
that'll put your soul on fire
and those dried rose petals,
on the floor?
say a lot about desire;

it's a loop
that i can't put an end,
miraculous when it starts
natural when it ends,
it's a circle,
to love again;
and hurt again.

brittle wren Mar 5, 2022, 1:34 PM

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_
** Kaash ye dil se dil ki bandhi dor
Hume dikhaayi deti
Toh pyar ke ehsaas se hum dono waakif hote
Ye bewajah muskaan jo chehre pe
Bedhadak chaa jaati hai
Uski wajah tumhe bhi maloom hoti

Jab raat taare dekh tumhari yaadon ke saaye mein kho jau mai
Tab Sharma ke neend bhi aasmaan ke agosh mein chhip jaati hai
Jebein tatolkar dekhna tum
Kahin mere khwab, tumse sab keh to nahi jaati hain

Parchhaiyon mein tum kho na jana
Apne aankhon ki talab sunna
Vo dil ke kone mein jo chitthi maun baithi hai
Tumhare lafzon mein jo pyar lazmi hai
Usey kehna, aur samjhna
Bs yun hi
Tum ateet ke jhoothe mukhaute hata
Agli dopahar khud ko aazad krna

Apno ki bheed mein
Tum mujhe bhi chun'na
Mai khaali ghar hu,
Har manzil pr khadi
Tumhare naam ki dehleez
dastak ke intezar mein hai khadi

Tumhare bina bhi, mai sthaayi hu
Vahin hoon
Jab thokarein tumhari bhi
tumhe panaah na de
Aa jaana tum bejhijhak yahaan
Mai yahin hoon
Tumhare dil ki dor se bandhi
Humesha
Tumhare liye thehri.
**
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thorn sedge Mar 6, 2022, 7:25 AM

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Itne meethe lehze se pukara usne
bhari mehfil main 'Kabeer'

Mujhe pehli martaba apna
naam itna pasand aaya

dapper pond Mar 8, 2022, 9:35 AM

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08/03/2022
Tuesday
2:25PM

It’s okay to still miss you, right?

It's okay to still miss you, right?
Being strong isn’t equal to stop missing you, is it?
I love you
And I loved you
But I still lost you.
Is this how it’s supposed to feel? Missing you; Every dawn tastes sunless.

Yesterday, I was so tired.
But that’s how it’s been for me lately- tiring.
I walk along the earth with my bare feet to the ground, trying to feel connected to something; anything.
But I remain untethered.
I don’t know if I have a body anymore.
And even if I do, it for sure doesn’t belong to me.
I wish someone had warned me that when you look into the eyes of a ghost you are left with the feeling of being haunted.
You took so much from me that I don’t even have any of myself left.

Yesterday, I dreamt of you.
I was reading and I dozed off.
There you were, beautiful as ever.
With that breath-taking smile of yours.
And even in my dream all I could think of was how much I miss you.
How much I miss your voice.
I miss how it sounded when you told your stories; our stories.
And when you said I love you.
And when you said “I’ve waited for you half my life, I’ll wait till the end of it. I’ll take you home to meet mom & dad.”
I miss your eyes; those eyes which have always had more stars in them than the universe itself.

Not just my dreams. I still see you in glimpses. I see you in my arms. I see you in my future (as my future).
I still have all your pictures. I still have the voice notes you sent me. What could be sweeter than this?
In beers and lonely nights, in dull afternoons; I miss you.
I miss you in ways you cannot imagine.
I miss you so much it hurts.
It tears off pieces of my flesh and I am willing to let it because I am not ready to give up the feeling of missing you.

I promised to never let you feel cold again.
But I no longer know how to fulfil it from this far apart.
I never wanted you to leave, because without you I’m lost.
Since the moment you’ve gone it feels like an outstretched eternity.
But you know I’ve always been greedy when it came to you.
So,
I will love you from afar.
I will love you like a flower in its full bloom even when seasons start to change.
I will hold you in my memories for as long as I can, not one less second, not one less heartbeat.
That even if I am only standing still without saying a word and the world around me is turning, I will be satisfied with my silence (your silence because you’re no longer here to tell me your stories; our stories).

worldly wing Mar 11, 2022, 7:11 PM

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Dil ki iss kashmakash mei yun padh gaye
Ki dimag kuch ghum-sum hogaya
Phir jab tak dil thaka
Dimag shaant rehna seekh gaya
Toh ab chal rahe hai yun hi
bina soche bina samjhe
andar ki in gehraiyon se bhaag ke
duniya ki gehraiyon mei doobne

delicate umbra Mar 11, 2022, 9:39 PM

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Why I feel like this?
Like it's just beginning of the end
Everything is just gonna blow apart

It might seem to be calm nd smooth from top
But underneath it's just Mess
Just like a setting sun the colors in the sky of life are changing
Slowly but it changing
Nd I know it's gonna end up all dark
But will there be any stars to my moon ?
Lol I think not

I all the steps of the Strom coming my way
I just don't know how to hide from it
Is it going to destroy every dream I ever cared about or it will end all the hopes I can ever think about
Is it going to set me free?
Or is it just too late for me to do that

They say there is a new day for eveynight so why can't i feel one ?
Why are my anxieties taking over me again?
Why all of sudden
It all feels to be changing so fast?

Someone once told me that they are here to stay nd bond we have is gonna be eternal

So I just sit whole night with just one question in my head is it end of eternal?
Is it end of forever?

All these questions make my heart ache
Nd everyone just tell me I'm going through a phase.....

stuck zodiac Mar 11, 2022, 11:41 PM

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worldly wing Loved again, hurt again; Too many XOs left to forget Just to move a step ahead...

Hey loved this one!!♥️

green kernel Mar 12, 2022, 6:46 AM

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New Day.

It's that time of the day when the sky is changing it's color
and the little moon is peeking from behind the clouds
while the stars are slowly fading away.
Dogs giving their morning greetings to you
by wiggling their tail. You could hear birds singing
in harmony and the clicking sound of beetles.
The settled frost on the leaves seems like sparkling
little crystals and despite this gloomy weather the flowers
bloom once again and give a fresh start to the day.
The fallen leaves had made a carpet for you to walk on
while you make fog with every breath you take.
As some time goes by, you could see the shining tips
of the mountains and feel the vibrant sun rays
touching your face. Freezing fingers, red nose and dancing trees,
just have a look and feel all these.

Now the question is, who cannot be happy by seeing such a blissful site ?

~Skye

dapper pond Mar 12, 2022, 11:04 AM

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12/03/2022
3:55 PM
Saturday

You’ve moved on and I’ve plummeted into the abyss

Bhule se
Khwaabon ko
Tumse mili thi zindagi

He always did exactly what his heart desired,
always took what he wanted without spending a single second considering the wreckage he might leave behind.
He wanted me, once and for that fleeting moment:
he became a figment of my fairy tales and I was the most breath-taking being he'd ever set his eyes on.
In that fleeting moment: His heart was as soft as mine.
When he wanted me, I was lost at sea, but in him; I found my lighthouse. Someone to guide me home.

Kaise main kehti tumhe
Jaana na, jao na, jeena nahin hai tere bina
Jaana na, jao na, kaise jeeyenge tere bina

When he’d become sick of me, he picked a new altar to bow before
Everything changed, everything stopped.
My hero became a vicious villain, his heart hardened; covered every gap convinced me that it’d never show any softness like before.
I was left at sea mid-voyage, without a lighthouse; yet again.
I saw his fleeting affection as fate and tried to love him enough just for the both of us.
I handed over my heart to him thinking he’d hold it.
I turned every text of his into a love letter.
How foolish of me to write poems about the eyes that looked right through me.
I wrote us a love story he never wanted to be in and after he left, I never stopped reading it back.
I miss him, I want him; any part of him back.
His smile, his eyes or his sweet-talk or his hands in my hair.
I honestly don’t know how to go on without him.
It's such a persistent ache, an endless loop of hurt.
It’s like putting my heart on a ledge only to fall into emptiness again, over and over; every day.

Aankhon mein le-ke ruthe khwaab
Tum keh gaye khush raho
Main tanha hoon aaj bhi...hoon yahin

I’ve never ached for closure like this, ever.
Like hoping for an open door instead of a blocked account.
For just one more chance to hear your voice, to touch your skin, to see you smile, to run my hands through your hair, to cup your beautiful face maybe to even get a goodbye kiss?
If I called you, would you turn up at my doorstep?
Would kiss me like you did for the first time-where you just couldn’t wait to get my lips on yours.
Would you give us another try? If I asked nicely?
Would you stay, this time at least?
I guess this is all to say that I am right where you left me.
I still don’t understand why you ran away from me, from us.
I’m still just a text away. Only if you change your mind.
But the truth is: You’ve moved on and I’ve plummeted into the abyss.

delicate umbra Mar 12, 2022, 8:53 PM

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With every ounce of pain in me
I picked up my pen nd started ....
Started to do what I began to do a few years back
Just to let something out
What is it? Depression?, Sadness ?, Or something IDK
What is it? That I'm writing about
Coz my writing have nothing..!!!

They aren't beautiful as you
No matter how much I do
At end of the day
It's just bundle of words
Mixed together
To act like catalyst to make up for the damages
That can't be fixed nor can be told
Just can be felt

Felt with a broken feeling
To meet someone
Or get someone back

Felt with feeling of emptyness
Nd filled with memories ...
Memories of you 💕✨

worldly wing Mar 13, 2022, 10:49 AM

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Falling in love at 2 a.m.

you're not in your mind,
right?
you already have this void inside,
that you avoid all day,
right?
you don't sleep at night,
nightmares,
right?
escape the reality
fuck the labyrinth,
your mind.

you find them,
why?
you pour your heart out,
to a stranger?
why?
they console you,
pity,
why?
you're too broken,
they want to fix it,
they listen,
why?
to escape their reality,
fuck the labyrinth,
their mind.

talking to them feels great,
right?
listening to music together,
flirting a little,
feels so fresh,
right?
the void,
it fills up with rhythm,
of your conversations,
right?
you wait for them,
but they're just an escape,
never your reality,
right?
'cause the labyrinth
is just a dark place
and falling in love at
2 a.m.?
a trance,
right?

thorn sedge Mar 13, 2022, 4:11 PM

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Uski Zulfe jaise makhmali dhaage , jinme ulajh gaya ye muhabbat ka sabse suljha hua ladka!

Uski aankhein jheel si nasheeli jinme tairne ka man to karta hai per kambakht tairna nahi aata!

Uske hoth itne laal jaise gulab ki Do Patti rakhi ho !

Uske gaalo per laali aur kaano me baali ,
Yaar vo cheej hi hai muhabbat karne wali!

delicate umbra Mar 14, 2022, 2:46 AM

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What should i write anymore ?
I just don't get ..

Am I just an empty vessel with nothing but just voice of emptiness in it ?

Or

A vessel full of boiling sadness , Life pressure with a led of writing these to cover myself in fear of being judged by someone?

Is my ink of sadness has run out so my pen isn't working nd writing anything

Or

is it too much full of ink that every word I write with it is just a black mark of ink on a white paper .

Do I even have anything to care about now so I can write about

Or

Anything or everything *everyone I used to care about is just gone forever ...

✨Or I just don't care anymore ✨

So am I now just a man who is broken nd fallen

Or

a man who can't be moved?

Am I the one who just attempts to cover his negativeness under cloak Of "being practical"

Or

Am I just really bad at showing my emotions

Am I only one feeling to much pain

Or

Everyone else is just very good at hiding it .

thorn sedge Mar 14, 2022, 3:23 PM

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Kab tak jeeyega akele oo galib
Kandhe to arthi ko bhi chaar lgte hai

dapper pond Mar 14, 2022, 7:51 PM

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15/03/2022
12:45AM
Tuesday

The cuts that you left still bleed

Ve changa nahion keeta beeba
Dil mera tod ke
Ve bada pachhtaiyaan akhaan
Naal tere jod ke

There wasn’t a single moment in my life that you didn’t know of
I was scared that I had let you in,
that I had given you all of my control and let you past the invisible walls.
You penetrated into an impregnable fortress; did it even make you feel special?
Did it make you realize about the power you had over me?
I was rendered defenseless, I was vulnerable.
You had all the power,
the power to hurt me, the power to rip me into countless pieces.
But instead, you made me believe that love exists, and without it we are nothing.
You made me believe that you loved me, but did you though?

I was to you like that one abandoned bench in the secluded area of the park.
The one bench on which only you’d sit on and tell all your secrets to.
I was scared honestly, that I knew too much about you.
But at the same time, I was happy, that you let your guard down for me.
I was speechless, trying to put together everything you told me about yourself.
It felt like I had known you since forever.
But it was a lie, for you abandoned me.
Somewhere in my heart I knew you’d do that sooner or later, just like everyone did.

I was to you like that flower in one of your many books,
the one which was close to your heart but never close enough.
I was scared since day one that I’ll be forgotten just like the book lying in the corner.
That you’ll have another flower that you’ll replace me with.
I have rejoiced every healing of yours and absorbed every tear and shed some alongside you.
I have held more of you than anyone will ever do, but I was still replaced.

I was to you like that one life you get
the one you live even though you hate it with all that you have.
I was scared that you’d leave me to receive salvation.
That I’ll be just another one of your many regrets.
I was terrified, I was so close to telling you to love me, to cherish me, to live with me.
I was there to witness the worst alongside with you
and I was there to laugh with you in your joy and smiles
I needed you as much as you needed me at one point, even though you never said it.

I was scared that you didn’t enjoy my presence.
And I was right.
You left me as soon as your eyes saw the sunlight, you forgot me.
I have loved you, your heart and your hardships
and I have followed you in the dark, blindly.
But I know that, I’ll never be your last wish.

I’ve lived a whole life since you left you know,
Became a new person, grew a new skin.
I think if your heart saw mine on the street, it might not recognize me.
Yet, the wounds feel brand new when I see your eyes,
Suddenly I’m seventeen, falling for you.
My heart in your hands, your teeth on my neck.
I see your face and there I am cursing your name into the dashboard.
There I am, losing my faith in love.
There I am, shattering into oblivion.
And there you are again - my price charming turned dragon.
All your promises melting away in your mouth.
The pedestal I built for you crashing to the ground and taking everything with it.
The cuts you left still bleed, I’ll never again be the girl I was before I fell for you and I’m still trying to be okay with that.

idle owl Mar 15, 2022, 4:51 PM

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FUCKIN' world full of morons,
FUCKIN' life full of cruelty,

FUCKIN' breaths, full of dreadful throat,

FUCKIN' voices without loyalty,

FUCKIN' death some by daring steps, some by terrific stabbing.

Fuck, now that's something which makes sense to this fuckin' world.

Still there is a ray of eternity,

Which gives us reason to stay in life,

Just to see how frightening it can be.

delicate umbra Mar 15, 2022, 8:19 PM

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Yes i don't know how to forget you
But i do know how to move while holding your love like my favourite stuff toy ..like I did in my childhood

However i still dont know how to manage my sadness and anxieties
But i know how to pour myself back from cup of emotions filled with memories as sugar to cattle of life

I don't know how to colour the darkness of my heart
but somehow ,
i know to paint the wall of my loneliness with your memories
Yes i dont know how to express my emotions
But i know how to read your emotions before you utter any words
I don’t know how to overcome from nightmares with a broken heart
But I know how to make hell feel like home

Yes , maybe
Yes i dont know how to show love
But i know how to go on with that love which is not mine till date
Because someone once told , I can still love you and let you go at same time

idle owl Mar 16, 2022, 3:22 AM

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maybe all the problems lies within ourself
Maybe this is right
Maybe we don't exist anymore
Even if we does
Nobody cares
.
Maybe it all was a lie
Maybe it's time to say goodbye
Maybe this is the farewell
Maybe we should dig a grave
Beneath the tree
And lie there
Until we're free

delicate umbra Mar 16, 2022, 6:11 PM

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From outside I laugh
Some even say my smile is so bright
But not even my closed ones knows how shattered I am from inside

All day I act so strong
I act like I'm alright
But at night when my darkest memories hit I just want to hug someone and scream till I'm really all fine

But nor do I got that hug neither I'm really fine
All I had my pen and all I could do was write
Write about my dreams
Write about my deeds
Write about my greeds

I wrote it all
I wrote my griefs
I wrote my days I wrote my nights
I wrote about ones whom are no more in my life
I wrote about my heart it achea Everytime
But this time I'm just too broke to write

I don't know what's it
But there is something inside my chest which just don't feel right
Sometimes i can even hear my pen say
'i am too broke to write'

fallow fjord Mar 17, 2022, 6:47 PM

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Echo of Memory

I won’t forget you Walking on the winding road
With the newly born sun And yellow sand crossing a dream
I can never return To the days we tickled each other and rolled around with laughter
Surely, beyond my imagination A noisy future is waiting for me

With just the echo of “I love you” I feel like I can become stronger
Modest joy I hold it until to the point of crushing

Thoughts about to spill I wrote it out with dirty hands
Even though I said that I wanted you to throw that letter away immediately
I’m a little sleepy Prying open with cold water
The present As if being rushed As if being skipped It passes by

With just the echo of “I love you” I feel like I can become stronger
Some day, once again At this place I want to meet you

No matter how much I walk I can’t reach Cheeks wet with heart’s snow
Pretending to be a demon Taking a ripped song Changed it to petals dancing in the spring breeze

I won’t forget you Walking on the winding road
Surely, beyond my imagination A noisy future is waiting for me

With just the echo of “I love you” I feel like I can become stronger
Modest joy I hold it until to the point of crushing
Whether by sly tricks or honesty, I feel like I can keep on living
Some day, once again At this place I want to meet you

delicate umbra Mar 17, 2022, 11:27 PM

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Woh ruke nhi bs chle chle
Kabhi gire
Kabhi uthe
Par kabhi na ruke

Woh kehti mujhise
Chlte reh durr hee sahi ek kahaniyo jesa ghr hai humare naam ka sacha sa
Woh chlti ghadi hai
Aur mai beal ghadi sa
Mai kese kahu?
ki mai ujsa naya na hu

Woh beheti nadi hai
Aur mai ek chota sa talab
Humara milna kaha hee likha tha
Mai kese kahu?
uss seh Mai uss sa beh na Pau

Woh behti hawa c
Mai zameen k kankar sa
Mai kese kahu?
Ki tu ruk ja mere liye

Woh udti patang hai
Mai ek ulje huye manje sa
Mai kese kahu?
Ki falak seh utar k tu mujhmai ulaj k mujhe sulja.?

Woh asman m chand jesi sitaro ki mehfil mai lapata
Mai chakor sa ujtak phonch na Pau
Mai kese kahu?
Ki mai tere jitna ucha udd na saku .

near zephyr Mar 20, 2022, 1:05 AM

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Is it Worth it?

I look deep into your eyes
but all I see are lies
where there was hurt and suffering
there's now a black hole of nothingness
Everytime i ask myself "why we actually live ? Why we survive to suffer again ?" And the only answer i get is that....

There ia no logical reason to live......the essence of living comes from its emotional value,for some who emotions do not matter , living is just a long suffering before eternal sleep,before void

Sometimes when....

I looked at the knife
In my hand

Testing the blade
With my fingertips

I slowly push down
Swiftly moving them
down my skin
multiple times.

I look down from a terrace
Trembling in fear

But also desiring it
It somewhat gives me pleasure

To just jump and sleep forever
That's the most beautiful thing ever

Because that's the last thing
that you ever have to worry about

dawn mortar Mar 21, 2022, 4:46 PM

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Mere naa hone par tum sawaal uthaate ho..
Faayda kya uska, jab meri hayaat mei tum humse nazre churate ho

Dosti kaa naam de kar zarooratein puri karvaate ho
Shukr hai koi vaade toh naa kiye, Phir joothi baatein kyu dohraatein ho💔

idle owl Mar 22, 2022, 5:31 AM

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Sometimes one may overthink,

Drowning oneself till one sink, Staring in the dark without a blink, Writing until out of ink,

In the world coloured out in pink, Scuttling around to find a link, Intoxicating till they overdrink, Seeing the world as hope slowly shrink.

idle owl Mar 23, 2022, 9:01 PM

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What do you see in me ?
Why do you believe in me ?
Do you really think I'm worth it ?
Are you ready to get on board with me ?
Are you ready to see scars on my soul?
For I am
Who lives like a loner
Its hard to live with someone with so much Optimism.

wet pebble Mar 24, 2022, 8:51 AM

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My dreary dandelions fade away in the light, the darkness is my soul,
The white within the wallows, has been bringing me close,
I visualized the divine at the expense of my end,
Was it a terrible choice or a gradual event?

Am I terrible to have the soul to admit to my sins?
Oh, how terrible could it be to feel grief from within?
Every cell of my body gets its own grading,
Why steer away the light, when it is naturally fading?

Why does envy pull the best from you, and leave you with pain?
Why is death so reticent, and full of morbid maim?
Why can’t everything be laughed at, like a lion eating trees?
Why do old men who saw everything, fall to their knees?

They say you go down, when you see yourself on top,
Who said you need to reach the sky, crushing your bones on the drop,
Released my enamour for words, which are worth when only printed,
When are my spirits coming back to see my derisory of upliftment…

A man invites cantankerous when he wants a mistress,
Life is so easy, put forth amidst the distress,
White clouds cover the blue, when the sun is on your head,
Life is too easy, pal, you just gotta wish you're dead…

Shardul Deshpande