You’re still the first to hear my words the one who holds every line I dare to share
#accredited-section
short mountain
alpine mountain
Yeh duniya hai pyaare 
Yaha haisiyat dekh ke dost banaye jaate hai
Yha trust or rules sirf todne ke liye banaye jaate hai
short mountain
Hum toh fana ho gaye uski ek jhalak dekh kar
Na jane aayine pe roz kya guzarti hogi
cobalt trail
Ye to mere chacha ji ne beja tha gud morning kr ke group me 👀
Ye sab bhi bej sakte kya
cold hearth
Title- Sad reality
Jaag raha tha raat bhar , aaya man me ek sawal
vo hume bachate hain , par unhe humse kon bachayega?
ye sawal bhi apne aap me naakaami hai samaj ki
socho ye aane waali peedhi ko kya darshayega?
ke kyu us waqt maun the vo sab
aur aaj bhi kyu sach bikta nahi
baithe hain unchi unchi kursiyon pe lekin,
kyu fir bhi unhe kuch dikhta nahi
beti padha to li , par bachane wala koi nahi
log bas naare banane me aage hain
aur jab baat kisiko insaaf dilane ki ho
hum bas apni jimmedariyo se bhaage hain
aaj bheed lagi hain hazaro ki,
to hum ye baat sabme failayenge
kal ko vo bhi ghar me honge
afsos hum bhi ye sab bhool jayenge
aaj vo thi, kal ko koi aur hoga
ummed karta hoon ki esa bhi koi daur hoga
ki un sadko pe vo bina dar ke ghum payengi
jo soonsaan hongi , jaha na koi shor hoga
at last i just wanna say that......
we didn't failed as a society
we just failed as a human
cuz if this species is doing this
then the earth needs a new one!!
thorn sedge
भाग दौड़ भरी जिंदगी मैं
समाचार एक समाज का आईना बन कर
रोज सवेरे मौत, चौरी, बलात्कार की खबरों से समाज को नंगा करता है।
पर रोज रोज के नंगे पन से
ये खबरें सिर्फ खबरें रह जाती है।
फिर एक रोज आक्रोश उठता है
और उठते है वही घिसे पिटे सवाल और उनके ना मिलने वाले जवाब
कुछ दिनों बाद ये भी उन खबरों मैं जा कर दफन हो जाता है
फिर क्या वही भाग दौड़ भरी जिंदगी
cobalt trail
"Tumhe kabhi pura likhu,Kabhi adhura likhu...🤌🏻
Ratoo me baith kar ,Saweraa likhu...💕
Mai jab bhi likhu,Bas itna hi likhu...🥀
Mujhe tera aur tujhe Mera likhu"
thorn sedge
Ek waqt tha,
Jab inn num aankhon ne tumhe pyaar diya tha
jab tumhari raah dekhte dekhte
Saara waqt guzaar diya tha
Ek waqt tha,
Jab tumhare saath waqt tham sa jaata tha
Bola Hua har ek lafz Marham sa ho jaata tha
Mera dil unn aankhon mein dil thaam ke kho jaata tha
Ek waqt tha,
Jab har waqt tumhara intezaar hua karta tha
Jab har lamha ishq ka izhaar hua karta tha
Jab har pal tumse pyaar hua karta tha
-Srishty
fringe chasm
Ja chor diya tujhko, par apne aap ko kho diya
Har saans mein tera naam, har dhadkan mein ro diya
Tujhe bhulane ki koshish mein, khud ko mita diya
Teri yaadein chun-chun kar, apna wajood bo diya
Ja chor diya tujhko, magar kyun lag raha hai
Ke maine khud ko hi, tere hawaale kar diya
Tere jaane ke baad, zindagi ek saza hai
Har pal jeene ke liye, khud se samjhauta kar liya
-Sahil
fringe chasm
Kitne gaur se dekha in aankho ne tumhari tasweer ko
Jaise koi pyaasa dekhta ho barish ki laheer ko
Har ek naqsh-e-rukh par nazar thahar gayi
Jaise koi musafir paaye apni manzil ki tehrir ko
Tumhare chehre ki har lakeer mein
Dhoondhta hoon main apne dil ki tadbeer ko
Yeh tasweer nahi, ek aaina hai
Jismein dekhta hoon apne jazbon ki tafseer ko
fringe chasm
Jisse dil lagana na tha wo dilruba ban gya
Zakhm-e-dil ka mera har ek dawa ban gya
Aansoo chupaye the jo kabhi raaton mein
Woh aaj mere chehre pe rawa ban gya
Tanha tha main, tanha hi rehna tha mujhe
Par kyun ye tanhai ab meri saza ban gya?
Jab bhi sochun bhoolne ki koshish karun
Har pal uska yaad mera nawa ban gya
delicate warren
In dreams, you’re mine, where I hold you close and tight,
But I wake to emptiness, mourning a love that never touched the light
rancid venture
पलके झपकती नहीं यहां आधी रातों में , वो चैन की नींद सोते है
आसू भर इन आखों में वो खुद हसी का मुखौटा चढ़ाए फिरते है
हम सब मान बैठे थे उन्हें, दिल दिमाग जान से
और वो पराए को अपना , हमे पराया कर बैठे है
- Himank Jain
cold hearth
Title-aate nahi hain.....
ke teri yaadein yahi hain
teri baatein yahi hain
vo waade yahi hai
riste naate yahi hai
bas is baat ki kami hai
ki mulaakate nhi hai
ham bulaate to hain.....
par vo aate nahi hain
ab sukoon mile,esi raatein nahi hain
tujhpe likhte to hain, pr gaate nahi hain
bas is baat ki kami hai
ki mulaakate nhi hai...
ham bulaate to hain.....
par vo aate nahi hain
kon kehta hai , in sadko pe kaatein nhi hain
vo khafa to hai, pr kyu hai batate nahi hain
bas aankhon me nami hai
ab muskurate nahi hain
ham bulaate to hain.....
par vo aate nahi hain(x2)
cold hearth
title- kese kehdu
kese kehdu mujhe chhod diya usne
kese kehdu ye dil tod diya usne
kese kehdu ki hum sath chal rhe the
par kuch paise dekh muh mod diya usne
kese kehdu ki intezaar me hain
kese kehdu ki tere pyaar me hain
kese kehdu ki anjaam pata hai
par baithe firbhi bekarar se hain
kese kehdu ki raat sote nahi
kese kehdu ki ab rote nahi
kese kehdu ki vo khush hai khudse
khair hum bhi hote, gar vo hote nahi
frail whale
Aisa kya hai tujhme, ki jab teri zulfon ki chaav mein do ghadiya katt jaati hai
Yeh saari dunia bhool jaata hu mein aur yeh saari dunia dikh jaati hai
Aisa kya hai tujhme, meri palkon ki pyaali mein jab teri jaam si aankhein bhar jaati hai
Ab madhoshi aisi ki mehkashi ki meh hu mein aur hosh aisa ki saari bekhudi gir jaati hai
Aisa kya hai tujhme, ki tere labon aur tabassum se iss dunia ki kaaya badal jaati hai
Tere jaane se saaye bhi chale jaate hai aur tere aane se yeh kaliyan khil jaati hai
Aisa kya hai tujhme, ki teri khushboo ke peeche hi saari kastoori mrag wann jaati hai
Tu ek khwaab jo mujhe aas paas dikhe aur ek haqiqat jo khwaab bann jaati hai
Aisa kya hai tujhme, jab meri saanson se teri saansein mil jaati hai
Mera halak bhi sookh jaata hai aur saari pyaas bhi mitt jaati hai
Aisa kya hai tujhme, jab tu apni ungliyon se mere baalo ki ek saer par jaati hai
Ki ab asaani se sab mushkil hojata hai aur chaho toh kaanto pe bhi raat nikal jaati hai
Aisa kya hai tujhme, ki jab teri aadat mere iss mitti ke badan mein ghar kar jaati hai
Iss astitva ki aasha bhadd jaati hai aur gham ki yeh lambi raat bhi marr jaati hai
nocturne terrace
humein aksar woh nahi milta jo hum chahate he, kabhi kam to khabhi zada,
is baar isse kam samaj lete hai agli baar zada le jainyge.
(sorry if anyone was not able to understand it as i am bad at hinglish)
thorn sedge
Jaunga kahaan
Jab kahin jaane laayak nahi chhoda,
Dil ka darwaza esa band kiya,
Ki jisse ghar kehta tha
Wahaan bhi aane laayak nahi chhoda|
~srishty
acoustic turret
I rip and burn the last page,
Freeing myself out of that deadly cage.
But the wind refused to blow away the ash,
That stabbed my heart deeper than a lethal slash.
Your smell still runs deep through my vein,
Thicker than blood, making me go insane.
Taming the thoughtless brain and soul of mine,
proving to be the one, in a crowd of ninety nine.
Yet, you stayed silent and walked away,
Breaking the glass, i watched your hips sway,
Not even the sound of thud on your steps,
So precautious, as if there's no sign of threats.
That magnificent aura, so honest and damn pure.
Like a siren's song, and a pirate getting lure.
Pure than a diamond, and a merchant's gold,
Warmth of thousand flames, in a weather of cold.
At last, I wait, and chug my wine down.
My mind full of chaos, in a dark silent town.
Shivering in the breeze, I call out your name.
Waiting for a response, from an endless lane.
lost sequoia
Ye wo hai ki jinhone humari tanhai nahi dekhi,
Haan jab wo the humne aansuo ki barsaat nahi dekhi,
Kya likhu me iss mitti pr apni napak ungliyon se,
Maine dhundi kayi risale,
Magar humne unsi koi dastar nahi dekhi,
Mujhe khada rehne do unki qabr ke ps.
Mujhe khada rehne do unki qabr ke ps,
Ki dekhu to kabtak kabtak inn nadan logon ko,
Inn apni aur gair kuch uljhano ko,
Mitti to beshak sabne dali soch kr khudke bhi jane ki aas,
Mujhe khada rehne do unki qabr ke ps.
Mujhe khada rehne do unki qabr ke ps,
Nahi jana mujhe wapas uss samandar me,
Jo le duba hai itrat aur fitrat insani fazilat me,
Bs jala do iss duniya ko ab kya pyar ki raas,
Mujhe khada rehne do unki qabr ke ps.
Maine dekha hai, janaza sif jismo ka nahi hota,
Marte hai roz sapne kitne, unko to kisi ka kandha bhi nahi hota,
Bs tod kr kuch shisho ko "Aabeer" qabr bna leta hoon,
Kabrastan me koi sunhera kabhi aaina nahi hota,
Mujhe khada rehne do unki qabr ke ps.
Mujhe khada rehne do unki qabr ke ps.
cobalt trail
Qabar per
Vo rone aye hai
Hamse payar hai
Ye kahane aye hai
Jab jinda tha tab
rulaya bahut tha
Ab aaram se soye hai
Tho jagane aye hai
delicate warren
I loved the loyal side of you
Admired the real side of you
Availed myself for your precious vibe
Loved the innocent side of you
But you turned the table
Reached disloyal, viable
Made me suffer unbearable trauma
Didn't leave my mind stable
Shattered trust and broken dreams
Echoes of your betrayal's screams
Love turned into piercing pain
My heart left to bleed in vain
Your smile once a soothing balm
Now a haunting, silent calm
The precious vibe I once adored
Now a memory forever ignored
-Ahmar
main jasper
Na kr tu mohabbat usse woh bewafa hojayega
Na kr tu mohabbat usse woh bewafa hojayega
Na bta tu usse iss dil ki baat warna woh bhi tujhse khafa hojayega
Mt bnna uss kafir ko tu khuda apna
Mt kr tu uske liye sauda iss dil ka
Mt Krna tu ab zikr uski baaton ka
Mt rkh hisaab ab tu apni hi saason ka
Mt kr dhyaan ab tu unn bhuli huyi yaadon ka
Mt puch ab mtlb tu apne hi khwaabon ka
Ab seekhle jeena zindagi Bina uske
Ab chod de Krna intezaar uska
Ab jaane de usko tu apni zindagi se
Aakhir yahi toh naam h dusra iss be-intehaah Mohabbat ishq ka
main jasper
माना हम तेरे लायक नहीं
तेरे ही बारे में लिखते रहे
नहीं तो ऐसे बड़े हम कोई शायर नहीं
छुपते छुपाते तुझको ही देखें
दूर से तेरी आंखों में डूबे
गिरते संभलते तुझको ही सोचे
हर महखाने में तुझको ही ढूंढे
आज भी तेरी ही यादों के भरोसे
तेरे ही बारे में हम इतना क्यों सोचे
फिर क्यूं तेरे लिए ही हम रोते
तेरा ही नाम लेकर हम रात को सोते
हर शाम तुझको ये देखें
ना जाने दिल क्यूं खुद को ही तोड़े
चलो मान लिया की तुम थे सही
हम नही हैं तेरे लायक
फिर भी क्यूं तुझको देखकर
हम बन जाते अनपढ़ शायर
शायद हम ही गलत हैं
तुझमें और मुझमें बहुत फ़र्क हैं
जाने को रहते हम तेरी तरफ
मौक़ा मिले तो केहेंदु ये
इस दिल को बस तेरी ही तलब ह
main jasper
Na pucho tum ab iss dil ka haal
Jb khelna hi tha tumhe mere jazbaaton ke saath
kya krogi ab tum puchko mujhse yeh sawaal
ki kya krte ho tum ab bhi mujhse hi pyaar
kya aajaogi tum waps mere pass
Agar haa , toh suno ab meri bhi yeh baat
Haa krte h hum ab bhi tujhse hi pyaar
agr maut bhi ho kareeb fir bhi krenge tujhko hi yaad
Sch btau toh tum ho meri subh meri shaam
Mere jeevan ki pheli aur aakhri saans
Btao aur kese kru mai apne iss ishq ko baiyan?
Aajao na tum ab waps meri zindagi mei meri jaan
Tumhare bina toh jeene mei bhi na rha koi mazaa
Ab aur kb tk deti rhogi humko yeh sazaa
Chahe mt rkhna tum humse wafaa
Bs mt rho tum humse bhi ab Khafaa
Chlo maan lenge ki huyi thi humse hi khata
bs btaa do yeh ki kya humara tumhare ishq pe kbhi haq bhi tha ?
Ya fir tumhare liye pyaar tb bhi ek alfaaz hi tha
Khaer ab kya hi fatda rh gya mere inn shabdo ka
Aakhir tum kya hi krogi nere inn sukhe ashkon ka
Jb udana hi tha mazak tumhe mere Gamzo ka
toh fir kya hi mtlb rh gya tere aur mere inn lafzon ka ?
main jasper
__ ONE SIDED LOVE__
Aaj wapas na jaane kyu mai paya hu khud ko hi akela
Kya waps iss Mann mei aaya h khayal Tera
Ya fir dekh liya kahi humne Tera khil-khilata hua chehra
Khaer tumhe kya , jb hona hi nhi h tumhe ab bhi mera
Pr fir bhi , sunn lo kuch shabd joh yeh dil h kehna cha rha ?
Mana ishq rha h humare bich ek tarfa
Pr humara tumhare liye ishq kbhi bhi kamm na tha
Chahae tumne humse kbhi ek lafz bhi na kahaa
Pr fir bhi tumhari aakhon ne ek pal mei sb kuch baiyaan h kr diya
Fir bhi yeh dil tujhe samjhne mei humesha naakaam hi rha
Kya toh woh ishaarein humaare liye kbhi thae hi na
Ya fir humne usse pyaar kbhi maana hi na
Puchta h ab yeh dil khud se hi sawaal
Kya hota agr hum krdete tumko apne iss ishq ka izhaar
Kya chodke aajate tum apne iss dil ka kaarobar
Ya fir tum bann jaate humesha ke liye ek adhuri yaad
Kya tum samjh bhi paate mere mann ki baat
Ya fir modd lete tum humse apna rasta har baar
Sawaal toh h iss Zinda laash ke hazaar
Pr lgta tha Darr ki na jau ab mai tumko bhi ab haar
Isliye kbhi na bta paya tumko apne jazbaat
Pr sochta h yeh dil chahe ho subh ya shaam
Ki kya tumhe bhi hua tha kbhi humse bhi pyaar?
thorn sedge
Ye jo dusro ko khush karne ki daud mein ,
itna aage bhaag rhe ho
Kaise bataun,
Tumhe khush karne wala iss daud mein bhot peeche reh gya hai
~ Srishty
thorn sedge
जो अधूरी रह गई
वो बात हूं मैं,
जो पढ़ी ना गई
वो किताब हूं मैं,
जो मुरझा गया
वो गुलाब हूं मैं ,
जो तड़पा गया
वो आशिक़ बेताब हूं मैं,
जो किसी का ना हो सका
वो कहानी नायाब हूं मैं,
और जो हक़ीक़त ना बन सका
एक ऐसा ख्वाब हूं मैं ।
~ Srishty
delicate warren
Hey everyone, I’ve written my first-ever novel based on a real-life love story. Please check it out and share your feedback!
Thank you
cobalt trail
Ki vo Chand ka tukda me ek tuta Sitara
Humari khushiyan unki un ka dukh hamara
Un ke dukh me bhi hum khush hote rhe
Tumhe apna bna ne ke liye hum duniya se ladte rhe
Kho diya humne apna sab kuch tumhe pana ke liye
Tumhare liye apni sanshe tham li
Tumhare behrukh si zindagi apne naam li
Do waqt ki roti se khush hoke humne tumhe saza ke rakha
Tumhare liye bhula diya sab kuch bss is dil ko bacha ke rakha
coral minnow
mai chaand to laane se raha
Unhone zyada zidd kri to aina dikha dunga
coral minnow
ghar pe ho na?
usko yaad kr rhe ho na?
aaj bhi nhi bta paaye na usko?
aaj bhi roye ho na?
dil pe haath rkh ke tum
apna chain khoye ho na?
humble crow
_mai chaand to laane se raha_
_Unhone zyada zidd kri to aina dikha dunga_
meko ping tera baap krega
humble crow
जो व्यक्ति हर समय दुख का रोना रोता है, सुख उसके दरवाज़े से तेरी मा की चूत बोलके निकल जाता है||
***Chahatein thi roshni si
Par andheron mein kho gaye
Jise hum samjhe the apna
Woh khud hi bewafa ho gaye ***
humble crow
A star that twinkles but fades too soon,
A love thats hidden beneath the moon.
A song that hums but finds no voice,
A heart that waits without a choice.
A breeze that whispers soft and light,
A love that stays just out of sight.
A simple wish a tiny plea,
For love to grow like a mighty tree.
main jasper
So I saw this girl
A girl with those sincere eyes
Infront of which no one could lie
Those sable yet shiny gems
That no one could attain them
Her soft and crimson lips
That anyone wants to nip
A flower with a special scent
Leaving behind an unknown spell
A voice that no one could forget
Almost feels like a music piece that has been set
Leaving behind simple words with special touch
Without saying nothing much
Her cute yet pretty face
Which can be described as a beautiful haze
A potrait of geodes
A face apar from a literal goddess
A girl that can't be mine
Still cannot think of her without a smile
A girl that looks like a white dove
A girl with whom I have fallen in love
cobalt trail
हर जगह से हारा हु मै
एक तरफा इश्क का मारा हु मैं
हर तस्वीर में साथ तेरे रहूंगा में
बात तू नहीं करेगी तो कैसे कुछ कहूंगा मै
तेरी एक मुस्कुराहट मेरा दिन बनती है
सिर्फ तेरे नाम से अपने दिल के जख्मों को भर देता हु मै
अब तुझे क्या बताओ चांद से तेरे बारे में क्या कुछ कहता हु
मै दिल की परेशानियां तुझे बताने से डरता हु
मगर एक बात काहू मै अब भी तुझपे मरता हु .........
main jasper
She's my autumn
and I am her leaf
The one that has already fallen
For that love thief
She's my monsoon
And I am her crops
Who is in her wants
So that he could bloom
She's my spring
And I am her gentle breeze
Around whom I am always pleased
And love about her , everything
She's my winter
And I am her sun
Someone who cannot win her
But the one who is not yet done
She's my summer
And I am her ice
The biggest bummer
Who could sacrifice his own life
vital crane
Yes I follow NNNN
Na. kisi ke aankh ka noor hu
Na. kisi ke dil ke qaraar hu Kisi ke kaam. na aa sake mai wo ek. mushthe gubar. hu !!!
Na. dawaie darde na jigar hu mai
Na. kisi ki mithi nazar hu mai
Na. idhar hu mai na udhar hu mai
Na. shakeeb hu na mai na karaar hu
Mera waqt mujhse bichad gya Mera rang roop bigad gya Jo khizaan se bagh ujad gya Usi ke fasal ki bahar hu mai
( Farhan Akhtar )
snow ravine
Dil ki baaton mein,
Channdni ki raaton mein,
Mohabbat ke baagh mein,
Mulaqat ki raat mein.
Aap ki aankhon mein,
Taaron ki baaton mein,
Kya khoobsurat gohar hain,
Unki baaton mein.
Har aah ki daastaan,
Mohabbat ki zubaanon mein,
Ek doosre ki reason mein,
Mohabaat ki baaton mein.
Waqt ki gardish mein,
Humara paigham hoga,
Mohabbat ki laazawaal qissa,
Ek baar phir baaton mein..
Aag ki raahon mein ,
Dil ki raahon mein,
Do dilon ka milna,
Mohabbat ki baaton mein,
Mohabbat ke baagh mein,
Khwabon ke firza mein,
Haathon me haath, hum mil kr raaton mein.
signal token
marble current
Hello <@&1303393122897887333> <@&1303395893319303198> and other artists, a reminder that we're hosting an open mic on 23rd November 2024, 9:00 pm IST. This is the last call for registrations. If you're interested, please DM @modern ore @marble current to secure your spots.
vital crane
Par Yaad Rakhana
Agar Tum Kisi Bhi Chiz Ke Sath
Zarurat Se Jyada Samay Bita Lo
To Tumhe Usse Pyar ho Jata Hai !!
Bhale Hi Vo Tumhara Dard Hi
Kyu Na Ho ..
vital crane
Tum chhodo bhi kuch kehne ko,, me kehta hu mujhe kehne do,,, ek tarfa ishqbhi behtar he,, me karta hu tum rehne do ..
lost sequoia
Hum khamosh he thik hai,
Kitni awaze muddai ki uth rahi thi,
Duniya bebuniyad hi bole ja rahi thi,
Jo guzra wo zamane ki chik hai,
Hum khamosh he thik hai.
Har koi aaj qazi aur fariyadi bann gaya,
Adalato me bhi ab bs parwana reh gaya,
Jo dekha wo zulm duniya ki reet hai,
Hum khamosh he thik hai.
Sare ahle wafa majlis me bepardah hogye,
Jo humnava the ab bewafa hogye,
Ye bhi maan gye ki kya paiso ki bheek hai,
Hum khamosh he thik hai.
Wo bhale kisi samandar ki dastan ho,
Ya aftab ki hazri me sitaro ka deed ho,
Humare ankhon ke pani ankhon me he simt hai,
Bolne do inn logo ko, hum khamosh he thik hai.
Kyu me sahi aur galat ki baat bolu,
Duniya se me kaise duniya ki baat karu,
Dekh kr bhi sab bs "Aabeer" sehne ki zid hai,
Nahi bola jata ab, hum khamosh he thik hai.
main jasper
Audience: What happens when the poet falls in love ?
The Poet: ahh , when the poet falls in love then the poet becomes a sea and the lover becomes the moon.
Audience: How so ?
The Poet: Well....
**The sea falling for the moon
Begging for his shine
To chase out her gloom
during those haunting nights
Painting his picture
In her unwavering waves
Like a scripture
made by a servant's faith
Beautifying his flaws
With her meloncholy hue
Justifying the cause
Through the lonely anew
An unreachable belle
Everyone wants to grab
But no one could have
That roadside motel
Everyone thinks about
The moon and the sea
But nobody says out
" Oh wait , is it only just a scene ??" **
snow ravine
I think therefore I am.
I've been wandering on this earth,
wandering in my mind,
to think of my existence,
is it a truth or is it a lie?
I think about my actions,
was it a regret or a blessing?
I keep thinking of its answer,
as I dwell further into my mind.
Do I lose myself for wandering too far?
Do I get lost for wondering too much?
I, a being, made with consciousness
and free will.
I think I'm a being with a mind and soul.
I think that thinking is everything real, a torment every second of time.
I dwell on the lies that lies on this earth,
as I seek for the truth,
for I think too much that it's a curse,
but I know that I am alive.
vital crane
Woh log bohat khush kismat the,
Jo ishq ko kaam samajhte the
Ya kaam se aashiqui karte the
Hum jeete jee masroof rahe
Kuch ishq kiya kuch kaam kiya
Woh log bohat khush kismat the,
Jo ishq ko kaam samajhte the
Ya kaam se aashiqui karte the
Hum jeete jee masroof rahe
Kuch įshq kiya kuch kaam kiya
Kaam ishq ke aade aata raha
Kabhi ishq mein kaam ulajhta raha
Kaam ishq ke aade aata raha
Kabhi ishq mein kaam ulajhta raha
Aakhir me tang aakar humne
Dono ko adhoora chhod diya
By , Faiz Ahmad Faiz
Kaam = Lust
main jasper
What is life?
If not the death itself,
Suffocating our feelings and emotions,
Like a book kept in a hidden shelf.
Living in a world of oceans,
Yet dying from the thirst.
Slipping the potion of love,
Unsure if it's blessed or accursed.
Moving in a set of motion,
Not knowing where it goes.
The only thing we can have,
Is the line that we chose.
Craving for something useless,
That we can't get.
Trying everything for the little snatch,
But in the end, all we have
Is a life full of regrets.
Creating our own happiness
With the lies full of delusions,
Closing ourselves from this world
Filled with unrealistic illusions.
Tired of living in this hellish hell,
Running behind the piece of wealth,
Not knowing that the only thing we want
Is the peace called as death.
cobalt trail
Mat Puch Sabar Ki Inteha Kahan Tak Hai
Tu Sitam Kar Le Teri Taqat Jahan Tak Hai
Wafa Ki Umeed Kisi Aur Ko Hogi
Humein To Dekhna Hai Tu Bewafa Kahan Tak Hai....
snow ravine
Who cares in my home,
If I'm alive or a ghost.
I have no plans for life,
Am I just to survive?
My house became a stadium,
But why it is so fearsome?
Because it is for the game of squid,
And I'm just a little kid.
I've been living in prison,
I feel like I'm a pigeon.
Since October twenty twenty three,
Been hoping when I would be free.
I have been shifting between cages.
I could write millions of pages,
Just explaining my pain.
For the owners of them are the same.
I could write lakhs of verses,
To my owners, with full of broken glasses.
Is there anyone who not just read –
But give me some plans to get free?
cobalt trail
I hear her voice in every sigh, it pulls me through the night,
Her memory wraps around my soul, and steals away the light.
Her laughter rings like broken glass, cutting deep inside,
Each thought of her a heavy chain that drags me where she died.
I see her face in every dream, she whispers, “Let it end,”
And promises the peace I crave lies just around the bend.
The world feels cold without her warmth, each breath a heavy fight,
But in her arms, I’ll find my rest, and fade into the night.
lost sequoia
Smokes from the fingertips,
Wo sab sif baat thi,
Dua, dhua sab raakh thi,
Na jane kitne sazdo me,
Unke aane ki aas thi.
Humko kya maine ishq ke bataoge,
Ankhon se ashqon ko tum kya bahaoge,
Lafzo ko to ab darkinar krdo,
Palko me bhi ab to sif jhoot sajaoge.
Kyu aaj bhi Allah ki ibadat krte ho,
Aakhir ab kiski barbadi keliye badua krte ho,
Darr lagta hai jab naino ke samne,
Apni unglion se kisi aur ke zulfo ko peherte ho.
Dekho ye log bhi kaise baithe hai,
Sunkr tumhari bewafai bs wah wah krte hai,
Mehfil o Majliso ki ye ajab baat hogyi,
Sare sur ke log the pr humari kahani sunkr,
Ek "Aabeer" Shyar ki bhi wahwahi hogyi.
snow ravine
In the stillness of night, when thoughts roam free,
I find solace in silence, just you and me.
The world may turn, the time may fly,
But in this moment, there's no need to question why.
The stars above, the moon's soft glow,
Reflect the peace in heart below.
Whispers of memories , soft and clear,
Echo in the quiet, and I hold them near.
Sometimes, the best things are left unsaid,
In the spaces between words, feelings are spread.
So here I remain, lost in the thought,
That some things are felt, not easily caught.
main jasper
How could I say
That I love her,
Whenever she laughs at me
With her rosy, crimson lips,
Making this gloomy guy yearn
To be her first and last kiss
The moment she sees me
With her sable, shiny gems,
like I am her lunar night,
And she is my moonlight.
The way she talks,
With her cute, gentle melody,
Putting her poet audience
Into the state of remedy.
The emotions she shows,
Like a snowy winter haze,
Stealing the heart of a stranger,
Only to break it
With her cute little finger.
Would she hate me
If I go and confess to her
My feelings and emotions?
If I go and dare to say her ,
"I love you.
I love the way you are."
cobalt trail
Tanhaai ke chaadar mein lipta hua,
Dil ka dard tha jo likhta hua.
Na gile, na shikwe, bas ek sawal,
Kya har ek taluq hai sirf ikhtiyal?
Waade jo maine poore kiye,
Khawab jo sabke liye dekhe diye.
Phir kyun har mor par mila fasana,
Kya khud ke liye jeena hai afsana?
Dil churaya, jazbaat mitaye,
Apne aansoo bhi khud hi chupaye.
Phir kyun tanhai meri saathi bani,
Zindagi ki har raah adhuri si lagi?
Ab bas ek guzarish hai khud se,
Zindagi jeeyenge apne maksad se.
Taluqat chhor, dukhon ko mita,
Apne khwaabon ka ujala pa......
thorn sedge
Pagal sa hoon, jabse tujhpe fida hoon,
Har lamha teri yaadon mein gumshuda hoon.
Dil ki mehfil mein bas tera nasha hai,
Phir bhi kismat se thoda khafa hoon.
Zindagi ke raaste ab veeran lagte hain,
Dil ke kone bhi sunsaan lagte hain.
Tu saath thi toh roshan tha jahaan mera,
Ab tere bin andheron mein uljhan lagte hain.
Pehle sapne the khushhal manzar ke,
Ab bas aansuon ke saagar ke.
Tere bina sab kuch bejaan hai,
Aur main sirf saans leta ek insaan hoon.
snow ravine
I'm a soldier for you, I'm free,
I'll stand straight up on a broken knee.
My tears dry out with the air as I wipe yours,
I'll untie your knots, giving all my sores.
I will free my emotion as I consume yours,
I'm good with deep cuts; I'll survive a firing bomb for sure.
I'm your shield, my nails turn black, but it's fine,
Skin ripped to pieces but it's fine.
I'll just sleep half an hour at night,
For everyone, the treasure I give is my life.
On wooden board, two of us,
I'll spare myself to drown below to make sure you reach the shore.
Darling , I'll eliminate poverty giving out all I store,
I'll never let myself be furious,
"Cause it's all for you", I'll never be bored.
I get stronger as I sacrifice more.
cobalt trail
Thanda mosam halki barish
hath me uska hath tha
Chand kadam hmm sath chale
Ankh khuli to khwab tha
Lakin khwab bhi Lajawab tha
Jis khwab m uska sath tha
Dil chahta tha
Ye khwab kabhi na tute
Uska sath kabhi n chhute
Lakin unka sath chhut gya
Kyuki ankhe khulte hi khwab tut gya
thorn sedge
Roj hi dil toota hai, khud se gila hai,
Khushiyon ke sapne, par gham hi mila hai.
Wafa ki raahon mein, milta bas dhoka hai,
Zindagi ka har pal ab bas ek mazaak sa hai
thorn sedge
Tum ho mere jeene ki wajah, tumhi meri dua ho,
Dil ke armaanon ki muskaan, tum meri wafa ho.
Taron se roshan hai raat, tumse mera jahaan,
Mere har ek sapne ka tum ho bas ek armaan.
thorn sedge
Tanhaaiyon ki chaadar mein lipta hun aaj bhi,
Teri yaadon ke saaye mein chipta hun aaj bhi.
Chhod gaya tu beech raaste mein mujhe,
Par tere raste tak dekhta hun aaj bhi.
Dil ke shikayatein ab lafzon mein nahi aati,
Aankhon ki nami kisi se chhupayi nahi jaati.
Woh jo keh ke gaya tha kabhi laut aayega,
Uski baatein bhi ab yaad nahi aati.
Zindagi ke safar mein tanha chal pade hain,
Apne dukh bhi ab hum khud hi sah lete hain.
Jo tha apna, woh paraya ho gaya,
Ab hum bhi khud ko paraya keh dete hain.
snow ravine
When she steps on the sea,
Waves like decorating,
Dreams are laid under his feet,
And the pleasure says.
In the softening of his floor,
The wind also becomes a gam
Like the soul is called,
His silence also becomes a lion.
The sky of the sky, the mirror of his eyes,
In which the stars are hidden,
And the moonlight in his souls,
She sings her evening journey.
On his footsteps,
Where all limits disappear,
Look at that with a look,
Love is shattered in the Qayan.
When the night smells with his smile,
Star becomes a tahrir of ghazal,
The one who touches the seas from the lips,
So the sea also becomes the river of love.
vital crane
Barsaat bhi tham chuki thi,
Uski Zulfein bhi sukh chuki thi,
Bas tamanna hai ki yeh sapna poora ho jaaye,
Nahi toh uske jaane ki ghadi aa chuki thi.
Adhura toh lagta tha mujhe uske bagair,
Par barsaat ki dhun se uski yaad aa jaati thi,
Ishq ne mujhe uska aisa deewana banaya,
Wo meri na ho kar bhi mere sapno mein aati thi.
thorn sedge
Tere bina yeh dil udaas rehta hai,
Har pal bas tera ehsaas rehta hai.
Valentine aaya, magar tu nahi,
Mohabbat ka yeh din bhi veeraan rehta hai.
Chandni bhi ab andheri lagti hai,
Meri khushbu bhi bas fikee lagti hai.
Tere bina phool bhi murjha jaate,
Zindagi ke rang ab feeke lagte hain.
Meri tanhaayi ka tu ehsaas nahi,
Meri aankhon mein ab bhi pyaas sahi.
Laut aa kabhi ek pal ke liye,
Meri dhadkan ko tere saath ki aas sahi.
Tere bina har din adhoora lagta hai,
Ishq ka yeh safar adhura lagta hai.
Jo kehna tha, keh na saka,
Ab sirf dil ka dukh pura lagta hai.
— Ek Tanha Dil by Prasoon Dwivedi
thorn sedge
Meri mohabbat ko tum kya aazmaoge,
Jaan se zyada kya hi mang paaoge?
Ye ishq hai gehra samundar jaisa,
Kya iski gehraiyon ko nap paaoge?
Chandni ki tarah hai roshan ye pyaar,
Har raat jagoge, ya so paaoge?
Sitaron ki tarah hai meri wafa,
Kya tum un sitaron ko gin paaoge?
Toot kar bhi jo sajti hai aasmaan mein,
Kya uss chaand ki roshni bhula paaoge?
Meri mohabbat ek rooh ki aag hai,
Isme jal kar bhi kya door jaa paaoge?
snow ravine
A Love Letter to Everything, Ever to Be
O vast and trembling hush before the first light,
O whispering pulse in the womb of the night,
I love you—
not as the river loves the sea, nor as the moon adores the tide,
but as shadows love the flame they cannot hide.
I love you, echoes yet unsung,
A song still waiting on the tongue,
A name uncarved, a fleeting trace,
A dream not bound by time or place.
O golden domes in slumber deep,
O ruins where lost echoes weep,
I love you—like a hollow shrine
Still rich with prayers that once were mine.
O hands unformed, O lips untried,
O love that waits yet walks beside,
I love you—like the aching hush
Between the lightning and its rush.
O dawns that burn in unseen skies,
O twilight locked in unborn eyes,
I love you—like the silver seam
That stitches night into a dream.
O everything, ever to be,
I do not wait, for I have known,
You are the wave, I am the sea,
Bound though neither stands alone.
And when you wake,
be it in love, in loss, in light,
in flowers born from seeds untossed,
or stars that spark against the night—
know I have loved you,
long before time knew what was lost.
cobalt trail
Yeh aashman ka chand mujhe aankhein dekha Raha hai kya ,
Nahi milne wo mujhko yahi bta Raha hai kya .
Kehdo isse mujhe bs Mera hi chand pasand hai ,
Pucho usse kahi mujh par hak jata Raha hai kya .
..........
lost sequoia
Sujud al Hubb,
Jiske liye duao me roya hu,
Tu uska bhi to khuda hai jo mohabbat pr phir me khoya hu.
Jo banaya hai ishq aur nafrat ko tune,
Tu uska bhi to khuda hai jiska ikhlas me karta hu.
Rehmat mujh pr krde e shams o falak,
Tu wo shams ka bhi to khuda hai jiska chehra me dekhta hu.
Jab ki thi nafrat usne pure dil se,
Tu uska bhi to khuda hai jispr ma'afi ka ehsan kr, me aage badh chala hu phirse.
Kash ke wo meri girgirahat sunn le tujse jo me karta hu uske liye,
Tu uska bhi to khuda hai jiske liye ladhta hu khudse.
Magfirat antal hai iss "Aabeer" ko akherat me,
To uska bhi to khuda hai jiske liye La din illa al-hubb hai.
Kitna karu sabr wa-Al Asr ki kasam,
Tu uska bhi to khuda hai Iqrah ki misal.
Hai wo aag ruhani chiragdano ki johaar,
Tu uska bhi to khuda hai jis noor ki aas me hu imdar.
Tu khuda hai uska aur mera bhi rehman,
Ye duniya hai teri aur sab tera farman.
Tujhse ab thik se ek cheez ki kari hai guhar,
Uske gunah mere krde aur mere som uske naam,
Rehe wo abaad abaad abaad bs ye talab tere ps.
snow ravine
वही उलझन, वही फ़रियाद क्यों है,
तसव्वुर में तिरी अनबाद क्यों है?
रुके दरिया, जमे हैं तीर सागर,
मगर दिल में वही सय्याद क्यों है?
बुझे शम'एं, मगर परवाज़ जारी,
हवा में फिर वही ईजाद क्यों है?
सहर टूटी, नई इक रात आई,
मगर सदियों से ये औलाद क्यों है?
हमारे लफ़्ज़ बिखरे हैं हवाओं में,
मगर उन पर वही नाशाद क्यों है?
कहीं तस्वीर धुंधली हो रही है,
निगाहों में वही इरशाद क्यों है?
अभी तक रूह बंधनों में जकड़ी,
उसे परवाज़ की इज़्नाद क्यों है?
कहीं तो धूप निकलेगी यक़ीनन,
'फ़ियात' इन बादलों की याद क्यों है?
lost sequoia
Khamosh Mujrim,
Dil ka zakhm zuban pr khamoshiya bn kr kyu baitha hai,
Ye dil saccha hai phir bhi gawahi kyu deta hai,
Kya farq bhi padhega inn munafiq adaalato ko humse,
Ye haal ki khabar kyu koi akbhaar nahi deta hai.
Hum kya gawahi aur takrir ki baat kare,
Kisko hum apne zakhmo ki baat kare,
Jab faisla suna he diya hai unhone khalafat me humare bina sune,
Kyu hum kisi se insaf ki aur wafai ki baat kare.
Wo bol rahe the,
"Aabeer" bs khade rehkar sunn rahe the,
Mehfil bhari hui thi,
Humare gaib wo ser e aam khol rahe the.
Bs phir kya tha,
Unhone faisla sunaya,
Bolne ko na kisine hume mauka dilaya,
Unke hukm ki tamir ki gyi,
Kya jurm humara tha, kisine na ye ruswai ki gyi,
Lash thi humari abru ki,
Na koi kafan ya tazire di gyi.
Ha sar e mehfil to dil bohot the humare sath,
Pr bolna kaha aata hai kisi ko haq ke sath,
Khouf to unko bhi hoga dil me unke faisle ke sath,
Har jagah wo hi kahani hai,
Kuch alag kirdar, adalat, mehfil aur waqt ke sath.
lost sequoia
Dil aaj bhi ye sochta hai,
Jab dhal jata ye aftab hai,
Na sitaro ki gardish na shams se koi fariyad hai,
Haal e din se bhagte hue,
Bs maikada, jaam aur iss saki ki pyas hai.
Achanak humari meh,
Glass se chalak jati hai,
Ankhon me andhera,
Aur dil ki dhadkan kuch badh jati hai,
Jinko bhulaya tha badi mushkil se,
Wo shaksiyat samne kahi nazar aati hai.
Hume kuch pal tak hosh nahi hota,
Ankhon me humari andhera,
Aur kuch josh nahi hota,
Sara maikhana mano tham sa gaya hai,
Bs dil ki awaz siva koi saaz nahi hota.
Jo dekha tha iss dilne wo kahani sunau kise,
Ishq aur daulat nahi hote ek sath kismat me ye samjhau kise,
Aaj huamri itrat, sohrat, azmat aur rehmat duniya dekhti hai,
Jo haal inhone kiya tha humara wo haal batau kise.
Samne se humare liye ab salam aata hai,
Jawab dena lazim tha bada mushkil sa ye pal aata hai,
Sochta hoga khuda bhi akhir tadpa kr hume,
Humesha he usko bada maza aata hai.
Kya ajab humari kahani hoti,
"Aabeer" kash anjam ye riwayat hoti,
Zamana deta gawahi iss mohabbat ki misaal,
Agar tum sath hoti to kamsekam ek to,
Mukkamal pyar ki koi kitab hoti.
Wo samandar ka kinara aur khubsurat bnn jata,
Raato ko jagne se sukoon mil jata,
Aur kya kahe, nasib me duniya to thi,
Pr agar tum sath hoti to iss fakir ko maut ke waqt, tumhara haatho me haath mil jata.
lost sequoia
Badalna tha kya?
Har pal aur har lamhe ko yaad krta hu,
Me bhulana chah kr bhi unn zamano ko yaad krta hu,
Log kehte hai aaj bhi waise he ho,
Me badalne se badalne ka anjam yaad krta hu.
Maine bade dhyan se asman badalte dekhe hai,
Kuch chand paiso pr iman badalte dekhe hai,
Khudgarzi ke dariya me doob kr,
Maine jo dost the, unke dil badalte dekhe hai.
Aur kasme khate hai jis chand ki log,
Wo shams ke maine chehre badalte dekhe hai.
Sab kuch yaha daulat, sohrat aur itrat pr khatm hota,
Jazbaat to dhur yaha na zuba ka koi mol hota,
"Aabeer" kya likhega iss duniya pr aur,
Kash mujhe bhi koi bta deta ki mujhe bhi badalna hota.
vital crane
Likhta hu jiske liye usse khabar tak nhi Padhte hai woh log jo mujhe jante bhi nhi..
Hadh toh tab hui ae khuda
Jinhe samjhte the hum apna, woh humein apna maante bhi nhi..
Kaise samja lu iss dil ko, Dil maanta he nahi...
Kaise samjha lu khud ko, ke ye dil uske siwa kishi ko janta bhi nahi....
lost sequoia
Zindagi Ginn Raha Hoon,
Din din ginn raha hu,
Kitna waqt hai baki ginn raha hu,
Hai log to kafi jinke liye jina padh raha hai,
Me bs kitne log janeze pr honge ginn raha hu.
Ye ghar ke log bhi kya fitoor me hai,
Maa baap ke tute arman ginn raha hu,
Dekh e duniya tere munshiyo ko,
Me mohabbat me bhi len den ginn raha hu.
Jitni likhi sab kitabe hai,
Kuch unn me duniya ka haal ginn raha hu,
Dekh to lenge din me kamiyabi ko sab,
Me andhero me akele ansu ginn raha hu.
Ek umr ki baat thi socha tha,
Wo yaadon ko kyu aaj bhi ginn raha hu,
Zamane bit gye ab to wo zamano ke,
Me kyu har sapno me kinaro ki lehre ginn raha hu.
Puchte hai ki "Aabeer" kyu har baar zalimo ko maaf krta hai,
Me Karbala ka wo har nisab ginn raha hu,
Hisab zulm ka me kis haq se mangu,
Sari adaalato me Darbar e Sham ginn raha hu.
snow ravine
Long have I tarried by the dreaming mere,
Where swans of old did glide in white array;
But now the reeds grow pale with weary year,
And beauty waneth at the close of day.
The stars, cold watchmen of the vaulted deep,
Have gaz’d upon my labour’d, longing face;
I wore the world as brides their raiment keep,
Yet found no rest within its bright embrace.
I danc’d with winds when mirth was mine to wield,
And laughter dwelt upon my untried tongue—
But time hath drawn its blade and broke my shield,
And silence holdeth all the songs I sung.
So bear me hence to hills where none remain,
Where names are mist and sorrow may not tread;
There let me lie 'neath leaf and lightless rain,
And dream no more, as one among the dead.
lost sequoia
Stabbed,
Ab tere mere bich me kya baki hai,
E zindagi bta kitna hisab baki hai,
Kitne aur panne bhar jainge,
Ki teri abhi bhi bohot ruswai baki hai.
Jo bhi tha wo sab bit gaya,
Koi bta do mujhe aur kitna kya baki hai,
Poch raha hu aaine ko apna haal dekhne ke liye,
Uss me bhi to bohot daag baki hai.
Jo rakha tha samet kr dil maine,
Gin raha hu uske aur kitne tukde baki hai,
Maine kai sari rasalo ko padh liya,
Mukammal mohobbat ki aur talash baki hai.
Hai haal mera Caesar ki tarha,
Na jane kaun aur Marcus baki hai,
"Aabeer" tum akele nahi jisko apno ne mara,
Mir Jafar jaise to aaj bhi baki hai.
lost sequoia
Ruhani Ishq,
Zarra teri yaad ka baki hai mujhme aur meri zindagi ye bta rahi hai ki har zarra mera kahi kho gaya hai,
Wo ek ek katre ko me tabse dhund raha hu jabse tune mujhe sif meri tanhai ke sath akela chhoda,
Wo tanhai mere behr ko ab badal chuki hai,
Meri likhawato ko tu guhm ke qasido tak simta chuki hai,
Aur me likhu bhala Rome ke risalo pr, Gandhi ke vicharo pr, Gulzar ke paimano pr koi farq nahi padhta.
Kyuki inn sabka ek ek hurf mujhe haqikat kheta hai ki tu jaa chuki hai.
Humari kahani mano khuda ke kisi paigambar ne duniya ko sunai ho,
Hum jab sath baithte to khud Shyam ne bansi bajai ho,
Tujhe pta bhi nahi ki jab hum hath pakad kr chalte the to Maurya Samrajya humari mitti chumta tha,
Aur humari mehfil ki jagha Vishwakarma ne banai ho.
Ruhani ye ishq ko dekhne hi to Sidharth apne mehel se nikle the,
Ye ishq hi tha jo Yusuf Pherhon ki nadi se nikle the,
Tune to bade aram se keh diya ki hum ek nahi ho sakte,
Pr tere lafz sunn kr aasu Sindhu Sabhyata ki sadko se, Shakespeare ke panno se, Inqalaab ke naaro se nilke the, kyuki inn sabki niv hi ek sacchi mohobbat thi.
"Aabeer" iss liye hi to najane iss jahan ki kitni jung me se kitne shahid nikle the.
Ab me sif ek kona pakad kr aas krta hu teri,
Mitti me mil gyi iss aas me kitni to Gitanjali,
Aas pr likha gaya hai sabme ho wo Urdu ya Pali,
Iss ek shabd me hi to hai insaniyat ki har rawani,
Azim thi, hai aur rahegi humari adhuri kahani.
thorn sedge
Haa mai darta hoon
Haa mai darta hoon tumhe khwab se bhi door jaane se,
Tere bina khud ko khud se hi anjaane se
Tere haathon ka wo halka sa thamna,
Jaise andhere mein koi roshni ka damna
Mai darta hoon, kisi aur ki baaton mein tu kho na jaaye
Mere lamhon se nikal kisi aur ki yaadon mein so na jaaye
Meri khamoshi bhi sirf tujhe hi pukarti hai
Teri har muskaan meri duniya sanwarti hai
Agar kabhi tu rooth jaaye, to saans bhi theher jaaye
Tujh bin dil dhadakne se bhi sharmaye
Tujhe khone ka darr mujhe har pal sataata hai
Aur tu paas ho, ye khwab ban jaata hai
Bas itna samajh le
Tera hona meri zindagi ka armaan hai
Tu hi meri dua, tu hi mera imaan hai
lost sequoia
Kaha se kaha,
Mujhe koi puch raha tha hua kya hai,
Kya batau ki kuch roz se guzra kya hai,
Na jane log pagal na khede,
Dekho iss acche bhale insaan ko hua kya hai.
Me najane kabse ehsaas krne lga hu tera,
Har pal bs mujhe khayal hai tera,
Ab kitna aur jhuth bolu khudse me,
Ha me hone lga hu tera.
Raato me chand ko dekhte rehta hu,
Teri yaad me befizul kuch bhi likhte rehta hu,
Anjam ki bohot fikr rehti hai mujhe,
Sajdo me rab se bs tera sawal krte rehta hu.
Mujhe khena bhi hai aur nahi bhi,
Kya sif galat hu me ya sahi bhi,
Darta hu ki inn sab ke bich,
Ye dosti na khojaye kahi bhi.
Sochta rehta hu ek ek shabd aur baat,
Jab karunga me tujhse ikraar e jazbaat,
Tamam kainat shhahid rahegi,
Wo hoga mera eid ka din ya "Aabeer" kayamat ki raat.
Nahi pta aur me kitna seh paunga,
Iss fitoor ki duniya me kab tak rehpaunga,
Tujhe to bhanak tak nahi shyad kabhi pde bhi na,
Me phir bhi tujheko chahunga,
Me phir bhi tujheko chahunga.
lost sequoia
Mere Haal Pr
Meri zindagi hai zaof kismat ke haal pr,
Tarteeb e sheher hai zalim gundo ke haal pr,
Jaise par kati chidiya ho darakht ke haal pr,
Hai duniya zakhiro ki rehmat ke haal pr,
Ek phool hoga kahi to bs barish ke haal pr,
Ishq shahid hota hai roz duniya ke haal pr,
Kya hui bhi kabhi qubool dua ibaadat ke haal pr,
Ya roshan hai majid sab moazzim ke haal pr,
Dekha hai maine kitno ko sif khuda ke haal pr,
Aag hoti hai dil me to sabs nafrat ke haal pr,
Kyu rakhte ho dil me dard kino ke haal pr,
Chhod do sab Ahsin ila man asa ilaik ke haal pr,
"Aabeer" hisab to hoga inka qayamat ke haal pr.
lost sequoia
Pal do pal ke dhage,
Sabko apna bna kr me khud he gair hogaya hoon,
Wo dhage ka suljhna to chhodo,
Unhe aur kitna uljhagaya hoon,
Ab baat kitno ki karu aur kitno se,
Ye gair apne hai unn me hi khogaya hoon.
Sab waqt ab piche chalte jate hai,
Dheere dheere dil sabke ojhal hote jate hai,
Aankho me sach aur baaton me jhut dekh raha hoon,
Apne sare jo rishte the pokal hote jate hai.
Kya iman aur insaf ki baat karu,
Me kyu inn badalte afsano se,
Wo hasin purani baat karu,
Kitne huve baiman ginti chal rahi hai,
E khuda e khuda e khuda,
Tujhse me inn sabki haiwaniyat ki baat karu.
lost sequoia
Sard hawain chalne lagi,
Wo chand bhi khilkhila utha,
Pehli mulakaat pr,
Ye zamana itrata utha.
Chehra tumhara mano pankh e gulab hai,
Wo likhwat pr sare shayar fannah hai,
Afatab bhi sharma gaya afsane dekh kr,
Yu darr tumhare roshan gulzar chirag hai.
Hawain tez chalti jab gale tum milte hoo,
Badal ithlate hai jab haath tum jakadte hoo,
Raste humari kahani ke kaise band hogye,
Kyu asie baat tum be jazbaat sunate hoo.
Duniya humari achanak tut si jati hai,
Asuon me judai se aankhen sukh si jati hai,
Inn sason se jab nasha ishq ka utara,
Sacchai ishq ki bewafai dikh he jati hai.
Na to koi zamane ithlate bahe the,
Na koi khat kitabo me nazar aye the,
Konse gulab ki baat karu kismat me,
Sif kaante he kaante aye the.
Koi badal na to barse the,
Na wo shams humare liye chamke the,
Hawaon ki baat chhodo,
Kaha tumne koi chirag e loh bhi jalaye the.
Nasha tha ishq tumhara ikraar karlo,
Rehnedo gharki baate tum "Aabeer" vyapar krlo,
Sab fitoor ki dastare hai Laila o Majnu si,
Hakikat ke akhbaaro ko irshad krlo.
lost sequoia
Jab duniya registaan aur pani ke bich bat jati hai,
Jab abru insan ki asamanjas me padh jati hai,
Jab rasto pr dohrae aate hai,
Tumhe chunna padta hai,
Tum khud ko kurukshetra me dekhte ho,
Dosti aur insaf ko amne samne dekhte ho,
Jab baat do yaaron ke bich aajati hai,
Bade mushkil se tumhe chunna padta hai,
Pr dosti to insan ko azad krti hai,
Kaha gaya hai ki wo aabad krti hai,
Har mushkil ko asan krtii hai,
Pr phir kyu tumhe kabhi na kabhi to chunna padha hai,
Akhir kiski dosti ko thukraoge,
Kya tum sahi me insaf kr paoge,
Mohobbat me to wafa bewafa tumhre haath me nahi,
Pr jab dosti dosti se ladhti hai, tab tumhe hi chunna padta hai,
Har baar asia kaisa ye imtehan aata hai,
Jab tumhre do dost ek dusre se ladhte tumpr hi sawal aata hai,
Kya tum pasand karoge "Aabeer"
Ki tumhe akhir me kisi ko to chunna padta hai.
lost sequoia
Ek Kahani
Ek diary me maine kahani likhi thi,
Bohot pehle ki ye baat likhi thi,
Mile aaj wo khat kitab me purane,
Jisme maine uss se har baat kahi thi,
Ajab humari wo pehli si mulakat hui,
Phir tumse wo gheri si dosti anjam hui,
Deta tha gawahi asman me khud khuda,
Ajab wo mujhme paak ehsaas ki aas hui,
Aas ek tarfa wo fitoor ho jaise,
Dariya me ek tuffan zard kashti ho jaise,
Tere liye to yaar tha,
Pr tu mera humnawa ho jaise,
Wo mera eid ka din aata hai,
Tujhese ikraar e mohobbat bahar aata hai,
Wo barish ke mausam me,
Ek rasta, me, tum aur badalo ke under se chand aata hai,
Chata to ek hi tha,
Pr "Aabeer" ye safar asie hi kat jata hai.
lost sequoia
Clock,
Ye ghadhia bhag rahi hai,
Sun rahe tum ye shor e "Aabeer",
Ye duniya bhag rahi hai.
Kya socha tha tumne aaj kitno se miloge,
Bichdoge ya ghussa karoge,
Kuch pal aaj uthkar kya socha tumne kis se baat karoge,
Kis se ruthoge ya kis kis ko samjhaoge.
Kya socha tumne wo pal jo kabhi itne ahem the aaj unke maine bhi hai kya,
Kya socha tumne ki kabhi jaan lagakar nikala gaya waqt aaj mukarrar bhi hai kya.
Kya socha tumne ki jitni mehnat kuch pane keliye uss waqt ki thi,
Aaj uss ki bazar me kuch kimat bhi hai kya,
Ya tumhare he ps uski koi qadr bhi hai kya.
Jo chhuta waqt ke piche usse chale janedo,
Wo yaadon ke mehlo ko khander hojanedo.
Mana bohot bhage the tum,
Wo imtehan, naukri ya koi dukan ke liye,
Uss waqt ko bhi ab thoda aramse sojanedo.
lost sequoia
To ab tum bhi ja rahe ho,
Kyu rone keliye sharma rahe ho,
Bole the ki nahi chhodge kabhi,
Pr tum to aaj bohot dhur ja rahe ho.
Kitni sab yaadon ko me aaj samet raha hu,
Tumhara muskurata chehra bs nihare ja raha hu,
Fiazaon ki narmas to dekh rahe ho,
To ab tum bhi ja rahe ho,
Tum wo kitab ho jisne mujhe sab sikhaya,
Meri har mushkilo me mujhe tumne sambhala,
Unn purani tasweero ko shayad bhula rahe ho,
To ab tum bhi ja rahe ho,
Hum her waqt sath rehte the,
Har baat ek dusre ki samajh lete the,
Garmi ki chhuttion me kaise ek dusre ko unn yaadon me khelne mana rahe ho,
To ab tum bhi ja rahe ho,
Jo gaya humesha keliye unko yaad krta hu,
Tumhari nazron me unka pyar dekhta hu,
Tum abad raho meri bahen "Aabeer" bs khuda se mange ja rahe ho,
Kyuki ab tum bhi ja rahe ho.
lost sequoia
Nazar,
Nazare ye kaise nazron se dekhlu,
Sitamgar sitam ke sitamgar ko dekhlu,
Bhigi inn ankhon ke palko ko janib,
Ashqo ke behte samandar ko dekhlu,
Zarra zarra yaha haq ki raza hai,
Farebi ye sare fasano ko dekhlu,
Kitni hi nazron se inn nazron ko dekhlu,
Zulmat ki wo tez nazron ko dekhlu,
Kaun krta hai insaf yaha,
Andhi ye biki adalato ko dekhlu,
Kitni kahani kitno ko sunadu,
Mazese baithi ye duniya ko dekhlu,
Zalim ke naina laal naina ko dekhlu,
Mehfil ke chup imandaro ko dekhlu,
Zamana uthata hai ungli ab "Aabeer",
Kya me palat kr unchi palko se dekhlu,
Sab kuch jhut aur sab fareb,
Unki baate kuch aur kuch ankhon ko dekhlu,
Nazare ye kaise nazron se dekhlu,
Mere daman me lage inn dago ko dekhlu,
Aaine me khudko to dekh lunga,
Puchega kya ab zinda lash ko dekhlu,
Mere chehre pr ta hashr ye khoon rahega,
Sochega munim kaise iska hisab dekhlu.
lost sequoia
Kuch baate ab kr bhi lo,
Falsafa ye zamane ka wo thik kaha krte hai,
Log yaha sirf katil bs khoon baha krte hai,
Kis tasawwar ko me sahi ya galat pehchanu,
Kuch baate bol kr kuch to chupa dete hai,
Jao tumko maine bhi uske haq mohlat dedi,
Aane wale har koi to mitti me mila krte hai,
Zulm hua kispr duniya ko khub malum hai,
Badr tumhara chhera sb koi padha krte hai,
Kis zindagani ki ye kahani chupa rakhi hai,
Baichain na ho humse ye sada kiya krte hai,
"Aabeer" ismat me faiz ki kalam kaha rakhdiye,
Sunna hai aziz humko jo tum saha krte hai,
Shajar se mithe zalim unko phal kaise miljaye,
Jab samne har koi babool piroya karte hai,
Jaise siraj e alam ko roz sabr e fajr hota hai,
Waise hi navi ko humrah sabr kiya krte hai
remote horizon
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lost sequoia
Jao pr ye wasiyat hai,
Kuch baate me batata hu,
Sunnlo jab me bulata hu,
Meri wasiyat hai,
Alag honge hum tbke liye sunata hu,
Ambr ko mt dekhna tum,
Shayad jhilmilata hu,
Mt kholna purani baate,
Yaadon me jhalkata hu,
Mujhe yaad krna mt,
Mayassar bn jata hu,
Aab ho tum samandar ka,
Me namak bn jata hu,
Kl chale bhi jaoge tum,
Me kissa bn jata hu,
Mehsoos na krna,
Bs dhul bn jata hu,
Na jaane kitne paano pr,
Me lafz bn jata hu,
Khush tum rehlo,
Me "Aabeer" bn jata hu,
Ghumna iss duniya ko,
Me zindan bn jata hu,
Raho tum sabke sath,
Me akela bn jata hu,
Jao khuda hafiz hai,
Me tabassum bn jata hu,
Tum karna mt fiqr khudki,
Me dua bn jata hu.
thorn sedge
Lafz nahi milte dukh bayan kaise karu
Jisme jiya hoon wo kahani bayan kaise karu?
Sabko lagta hai bas mazak hai mera gham
Par jisme jalta hoon wo aag bayan kaise karu?
vital crane
I'm not addicted to cigarettes.
I'm addicted to the stillness they bring
The two minutes where the world pauses, and nothing expects me to heal. But even in that stillness, it's not the smoke I
crave-It's you.
You're the real addiction I can't quit.
Every time I light one up, I'm not trying to
forget you I'm trying to feel you-
in the silence,
in the ache between breaths
in the hope that maybe you'll feel me too.
I told myself I'd stop-
the smoking,
the waiting,
the breaking-
but you?
You're the part I can't let go of.So now I light one more cigarette, not because I'm weak, but because for two brief minutes, the world stops asking me to move on
from someone
who never really let me in, yet never truly let
me go.
it's your name that burns slow between my lips.
And I keep inhaling hoping you'll stay just a little longer in my lungs.
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hallow horizon
Zindigi ke usool
- Ye zindigi hi mere dost ye tuje hasayehi bhi ... To kabhi rulayegi hi bhi ..
Kabhi datege to kabhi pyar se bulayegi ...bhi. ❤️
Tuuu kon hi ye tuje batayegi bhi ..tu kyu hi ye tuje samajayegi bhi ...
Lekin tha tuje dukh or sukh ko krna padega kaboolll..
Kyonki yehi hi zindigi ka usooll..
vivid moth
To someone I don't deserve
***For you I'd sin
Only you can make me feel
Like nobody else
Why? I ask myself
You have that one thing
That takes me out of the life which is numbing
Lights shine on you
You're bright; said the sun
You smile and my soul
It's not alone
You belong somewhere else
where I believe I have no place
But i am okay
As from the ocean of distress, I am taking steps
To find you
who respects my selfless expense
And slowly the ice of our miseries melts***
stiff oriole
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thorn sedge
maaf karna, haar gya
Jab bhi aisa lagta hai,
Ki hum akele hai,
Toh tumhari yaad aajati hai.
Jab tumse baat karne ki koshi karo,
Toh tumhe neend aajati hai.
Phir kehte ho, ki kuch bhi takleef ho, toh mujhe batana.
Par jab batana chaha,
Toh tumne kaam ka dediya bahana.
Jab tumhari musibat aayi,
Toh hum bejhijhak tumhare saath khade hogye,
Aur durse hi pal, musibat talne par,
Tum kissi aur se baat karne mein busy hogye.
Jab mentally pressure badhna shuru hua,
Toh tumne overthinking ka naam dediya,
Hume kuch accha karne ki salaah,
Aur khud ko kuch kaam dediya.
Jab humne baat karna kam kardiya,
Toh hum bade log hogye.
Na jaane tum kabse aise hogye.
Jab hum aakhir alwida keh gye duniya se,
Toh sabse kehte phire ki,
"Kaash mujhetoh bataya hota tune ek baar",
Itni baar koshish toh ki thi yaar,
Tum hi baat taalte chale gye baar baar.
Aur kissi se koi umeed nai thi,
Issiliye sirf tumse apni pareshaniyaan baantna theek samjha,
Kya pata tha ki jabtak tum theek se samjahoge,
Tabtak bohot der ho chuki hogi.
Main ghut-ta raha, rota raha,
Andar hi andar khud ko kosta raha,
Aakhi aur koi raasta hi na bacha mere paas,
Main himmat haar chuka tha,
Kaafi koshish ki tumhe batane ki,
Magar tumhare paas sunne ka waqt nahi tha,
Na hi mere andar ab jeene ki aas.
Maaf karna.
chilly locust
Zindagi kitni berehem hai.... Asli aur nakli heere parakhne ke chakkar mai hum khud hi dard se lipat jaate hai...
Lekin jo inn sabme bhi saath rahe wahin tho dost kehelaye jaate hai!
~~ @finite sphinx
Main kalam hu ishq ki shahahi ki
Tum Mera Ishq ban jana
Mai likhna chahunga kuch tho
Tum mere Khushnuma khayal ban jaana
Jodhkar mohabaat bhare lafzo ko lafzo se
Tum meri khoobsurat c kavita ban jaana
Apna kr pyaar ko mere tere liye, yhe Habib
Tum meri adhoori zindagi ka bhagidar ban jaana
~~@south vapor
hallow horizon
Ye zindigi hi mere dost ye tuje hasayehi bhi ... To kabhi rulayegi hi bhi ..
Kabhi datege to kabhi pyar se bulayegi ...bhi. ❤️
Tuuu kon hi ye tuje batayegi bhi ..tu kyu hi ye tuje samajayegi bhi ...
Lekin tha tuje dukh or sukh ko krna padega kaboolll..
Kyonki yehi hi zindigi ka ashoollll..
Yha tuje girna bhi padega ..girkar uthana bhi padega ..aapne vajood ko saabit krne ke liye dunia se ladna bhi padega ...
Kyonki agar yha ek taraf sone ke makbaree hi to dusri taraf sadkoo ke dhull hi
Ye hi zindigi ka usooll hi..
Thankyou.
kuch galti ki ho to btana 👍
~~ @hallow horizon
ashen monolith
Can I be your eyes ?
So that people can find me there.
.
Can I be the lower eyelid and you be the upper one?
So that we can meet at every wink.
.
Can I be your tear drop ?
So that I can be born right in your eyes. Live on your cheeks and die on your lips.
.
Can I be your eyebrows?
So that I can be right up when you are low.
.
Can I be your veins?
So like your blood my love can flow.
.
Can I be your dimples?
So that I can be there when you smile and give your face a glow.
.
Can I be your brain?
So I can visit there with every thought.
.
Can I be your heartbeat?
So my presence would be your life.
.
Can I ?
🥑💕
~~ @sly vale
bold vortex
A walk on the street
A whiff of your smell
My day seemed a little sweeter
I missed you a little now
I looked for you around
But you were nowhere to be found
A little sad, I went on with my day
Memories cajoled but I kept them at bay
If only I had waited some longer
Little did I know, you were just 'round the corner
A familiar stranger, a fond meeting
Sweet nothings, empty greetings but heart beating
Real fast, like Everytime
A walk on the street
A whiff of your smell
And I'm back in time! 💕
chilly locust
Lets talk about the world
We all used to imagine
Its not u
Its not me
But for us to think about
To save our world from everything
Or strive in emptiness and drown.
.
.
Lets talk about the world
Where the kids used to dream
About the green trees and chirping birds
The flow of calm breeze
Rather than ashes of nature
And it's beloved leaves
.
.
Lets talk about the world
Which is not based on creed
But a sense of harmony
And calmness of being free
.
.
Lets talk about the world
Which isn't your or mine
But a world made for everyone
To see the morning sunshine
~~ @eternal plaza
grizzled portal
it is then when you see the light
when the yellow tinge turns over
into your palette like it's green
that it is indeed quietus
but a chance of contemporary
to show its colors to you and me
as blue fills the brown,
green fills the yellow
to give red a chance
I take my brush and move away.
one day
a storm came and shook the earth away
the lights turned off,
the wind snuffed off the candles
the scream of clouds inflamed
as households were unaccompanied by their own sheds
tears which rushed down the lanes
cleared the souls and the brains.
uprooted were many trees, lost parts of them
holding together that one soil
home to many which is,
still you cut it down.
repercussions you call it,
the blame game many
it's over now but we're still holding hands
together maybe we'll fight through this,
hoping the nature forgives.
chilly locust
Kab tak rahoge yoon khud se dur, kab tak rahoge yoon khud se juda..
Zindagi hai chhoti si, yoon Matt kr khud ko logo pe qurbaan..
Nikal padh kahi door khud ko dhundne, jaha milegi tujhe apni manzil mere yaar..
Bas usi din ka kar tu intezaar, bas usi din ka kr tu intezaar ❤️
~~@bright crystal
I speak of humanity,
I'm here to share a secret,
I'm not who I've always been,
The world that lies outstretched before me, is not the only I've seen.
I've travelled on tails of comets,
I've burned up in the hearts of the stars,
I've been spat out of supernovas,
That left me scattered near and far.
I've dined in distant galaxies,
And taught the birds to sing.
I've danced for a whole lifetime,
Upon Saturn's dusty rings.
I've been here for long enough,
To learn what makes the willow weep.
I've sung celestial lullabies,
That sent the moon to sleep.
I've been both the flowing water,
And the stone that blocks it's way.
I've been frozen, I've been molten,
I've been abstract, I've been a thing.
And I'll be again some day.
Though I've been a million things,
This is the first one that can smile.
I'm pieces of the universe,
Living as a human for a while. :))
chilly locust
Kabhi Pyaar nahi hua?
Pyaar toh beshak hua.
Unki tasveero se bhi,
Unki baato se bhi.
Unki khwahisho se bhi,
Unki saanso se bhi.
Unko hi nahi hua.
Toh ab pyaar nahi raha?
Pyaar toh hamesha se tha
'Hamare raah alag hai',
Un'ne bas yehi kaha.
Antt me kehna chahunga,
Woh jazbaat reh gaye pyaar ke
Unko toh kisi aur se ho gaya
Humne un jazbaato se pyaar kar liya. ❤️
~~@near pebble
stiff oriole
Please do support and share ❤️
dense adder
Where is the fuel to get you going?
Anger - It gets you only some far till it destroys you…
Jealousy - Might keep you starved but it’ll fade..
Greed - Seems like a good idea , until you discover it eliminates the fun
The path forward is about curiosity and connection ,
Curiosity gives the ability to make something better and create new things and behalf of those who use it , create the next best thing..
Human connection it scales as we create anything weaving together culture and possibilities , where none used to exist..
chilly locust
SAPNO KI DUNIYA MEIN HUM KHOTE GAYE,
HOSH MEIN THE FIR BHI MADHOSH HOTE GAYE,
JANE KYA JADOO THA US AJNABI CHAHERE MEIN,
KHUD KO BAHUT ROKA FIR BHI USKE HOTE GAYE.
~~@fresh matrix
sleek anvil
Log khete hai long distance relationship jaisa kuch nhi......
Par maine discord par aake jaana ki Long distance friendship bhi ho sakti hai......
Woh he eahsaas hota hai ...... Ajanabee sa rehne wala jiska chehra bhi naa dekha ho woh aapke saath dosti ki ek nayi dor banaata hai.......
Esa nhi hota ki asal zindagi mai dost nhi hote par..... Koi aur jise aap ache se naa jaante ho woh aapke baare mai sab jaan jaata hai......
Esi baate aur esi mulaakaate ki log ping kar karke bulaate hai ....
Agar isme koi naa aaye toh poora din adhuraasa ..... Udaas sa ho jaata hai.......
Kisi ke khushi mai hasna..... Kisike saath spam karna .... Kisike saath kisiki taang khichna bilkul asal zindagi wale dosto ki yaad dilaata hai......
Maana ki log kehte hai ki kisi par ese bharosa mat kiyaa karo par esi dosti mai toh..... Logo ko kuch parwa he nhi hoti.....
Mai achaa hu yaa na hu bas muje itnaa pataa hai jaise ....koi long distance relationship mai woh lagaav hota hai woh yeh ajanaabi yaari mai bahot hai...... Dil se love you all my discord friends
chilly locust
वक़्त के उस मोड़ में सबने रास्ते बदल लिए,
पर मैं वक़्त के साथ मैं वही ठहर गया।
ज़िंदगी के उस मुकाम पर सब अकेले छोड़ गए,
लेकिन दुख ही था जो मेरे साथ रह गया।।
हमदर्दों ने झूठी हमदर्दी दिखानी शुरू करदी,
तब मैं ही अपना सच्चा हमदर्द बन गया।।
जब सुख के उस पिटारे को मैं खोल कर देखता हूं,
खयालों में खो जाता हूँ।।
मासूम से बच्चे को सताने से तुझे क्या मिलेगा,
कुछ करना ही है तो हरा दिखा।।
~~@sour crown
sonic meadow
-
Bss Kuch pal pehle hi,
tere haafize se lad kar aya hu..
Gaeron ke muu se suna ke tumhe hamari muskurahat raas nahi.
is Haqiqat se anjaan ho tum
ki tumhare khawaabon ki lapton se mai khud jal kar aya hu.. -
Shareer prr Un laal cheenton ko mere lahu se dho chukaa hu..
Haan Maana kaha tha aayine mei khade uss shaks ko ki kisi soch mei ab khona nahi,
pr baddquismati ke kya kehne..
Aaj "Kisi Soch mei nahi khone" ki soch mei kho chuka hu -
Naseehat Na dena iss Banjaare ko kisi chhat ki,
Naseehat Na dena iss Banjaare ko.... kisi chhat ki,
Aap toh Apne kisson ki nazmon mei qaid khush ho,
humein apni kahaani ki kitaab mei panne lagaane tak ka waqt Nahi..
-- Zeeno
chilly locust
You don't need to know where you will go from here,
Sometimes beautiful destinations are blurry.
~~@white sierra
Pichle 5-6 mahino ki hai yeh kahani,
Na jaana kitni baar maar di tumne apni hi nani,
Ghode ko behn ke laude se respectable bana diya,
32 pieces, 32 black aur 32 white squares ke iss khel ko kya se kya bana diya!
Good morning chess se subah, good night chess se raat,
Dinn adhoora sa jaate hai bina sunne tumhari baat,
Agar tumhaare fans ko brainless kahein, toh hum brainless hi sahi,
Dimaag shayad kam ho, par pyaar ki kami nahi
Biswa, Vaibhav se lekar, Magnesh Kalicharan ko le aaye,
Jinn logo ko sirf GK ki exam mein sunna hai, unn se bhi hum mil paaye,
Comedians on Board ke 1000 se leke Olympiad ke 70000 tak raha,
Chahe WWE ya Pokemon, chalenge hum saath mein, jaana chaho tum jahan
Shukriyan Amazon ko, Comicstaan ke liye,
Shukriyan Comicstaan ko, Samay Raina ke pehchaan ke liye,
Shukriyan tumhe, duniya ko vidit aur sagar se milna ke liye,
Shukriyan unn sab amazing streams ke liye, jo tumne kiye!
Bhagwan usko sab kuch de, jo laakhon ko khush kare,
Sponsorships and super chats se tumhaari saari tijoriyan bhare,
Yeh streams ka yeh anokha safar aisa hi chalta rahe,
Happy Birthday Samay, upar waala tumhaari bohot lambi umar de!
~~@sullen island ❤️
chilly locust
Tha main aazad, khush tha aur maze me dhutt tha
Jaanta nahi tha ki wo sab ek lamhe ka sukh tha
Aaj pairon mein nike adidas but failed to recognise bata ki chappal me jo luft tha
Mukt tha
Duniya ki in bakchodiyo se
Sust tha
Sunday ki subah cricket khelne mein
Muft tha
Jo bhi time guzra bachpan ki un galiyon me
Now it’s all about bills and pills and high hills
Fck you they say
Fck them all
To be honest thak gya hu bro karte karte zindagi ke ye janjaal
~~@shrewd echo
Faces in a veil
Those are faces darling,
Facades of lies covering the truth.
Faces, whom people love without realisation
Faces that deceive,
Faces that hurt
Faces
Of that planet we see
On the surface
But don't guess the core.
Behind the veil.
She stands gracefully.
Drowned in elegance, the artefact lies.
Rebecca, veiled herself for her Issac.
Her hairs hail no floral band, nor a crown
But she is utter beauty in all her stance.
She is not waiting for the next tick of the clock.
She is there to be till eternity 💫💫
~~@tired panther
chilly locust
When the time runs out and the end seems near
There is no way out since the pain is real
Feeling helpless down to the knees
With a heavy heart unable to hold the tears
Breaking down in every way possible
Going back to normal seems impossible
Gather bits of courage from the depths of the past
Light at the end of the tunnel not so far
Rise up like a tide reaching the skies
Roar like a Lion trembling the ground
~~@mint rune
THE FINAL MOVE
Our minds played a little game of chess
on a fragile delusive plank of lust,
my eyes must've played their first move well,
for your defenses gently fell,
a grand-master you'd buried within,
rendering my attacks paper thin,
with a tender move of your slender lips,
you seduced my next move and embraced my hips,
our lips castled against the walls
of the delusive plank that we were on,
there was no more space for us to buy,
no moves left for us to sell,
the illusion broke, the pieces fell,
I resigned in your arms with a story to tell,
I leaned closer in an attempt to narrate
when you whispered in my ears, 'Checkmate'
~~Samay ❤️
grizzled portal
humari halaton ka ilzaam kisi aur pe nahi,
humari umr ka intezaar sirf aapko nahi
milte toh rahengey,
magar har waqt shayad aapse nahi.
if you know, you know who this was for. ;)
sonic meadow
Na hi Khairiyat de dastak is chaukhat pe,
Bhale vo apno ki ho ya anjaan ki...
Jiske liye firte badnaam ban sabki Nazron mei,
kya vo Nazrein hai humein jaanti??
Dhoke ka bistar tha neeche pr bharosa tha prem ke malmal pe,
Joothi toh uski tasveer bhi thi banayi jo sach ke rangat se...
chilly locust
Tasveer ki kashti banai,
Usey kyun tanhai ki lehro me chor diya
Ab lehere khichti muje pechey,
Aur usi me agey ab me badh raha,
Badh raha, mai kyun hu lapata !
Ban gaya mai kaidi,
Ghumta aawara,
Badh raha mai aagey ,
Kisi ka na Sahara,
Kisi ka na Sahara!
~~@rapid jackal
chilly locust
A FULL STOP TO HER HOPE
She bows down her head
As she walks on the road,
To hide from all rubbish talks
Every time a concealed face she showed.
Her heart cries
Listening to the chit-chat against her,
And throat dries
Hearing all blaming whisper.
"Look at the one
Who was entangled in the crime,
It was not happened with her permission
His cousin brother destroyed her life".
As she steps into the market
The roadside boys point at her,
They look her in lusty eyes
Sharing common mockery laughter.
She rushes into the Auto
Covering her palms on the chest,
To protect herself from devils again
And to peacefully rest.
The biased society thinks
It's correct to treat her like dirt,
As she has been raped by people
She might be draping a naked mini skirt.
She feels everything has ended
And she will no longer feel joy,
She is spat upon by people always
For making friendship with a boy.
She falls over the nearby bench
Throwing her all accessories down,
"I can not bear it anymore,"
She screams and cries aloud.
She comes back to her home
From the reckless world outside,
She feels so sad for herself
And decides leaving this world is right.
She closes her room
And ties the knot of rope,
Her fragile body moves in the air
And a full stop was added to her hope.
~~@bitter ether
In this trend of being a 'strong woman' or a 'strong man', I am not ashamed to say that I am 'weak'. What's wrong with being weak? What's wrong if I cry? What's wrong if I feel too much for every small thing? What's wrong if I weep watching movies and reading books? What's wrong if I genuinely feel for people? What's wrong if even a little thing is enough to break me into pieces ? NOTHING. Being emotionally 'weak' is nothing to be sorry for and everything to be happy for because look around, you'll see why we need more people who feel and less people who do not.
~~@thorn sedge ❤️ ❤️
Some days are sad and dark, one of those days in words.
Anxious feet and rapid breath
I feel bloated elongated and heavy
as if cells and tissues and gurgling nerves are all there is
converging in themselves as a nasty disproportionate meat
mirror affronts me day in and day out
I look on it and it penetrates through me
my curves and creases fold me like an unkempt crumpled morning blanket
I run from objects one and many
staying with something feels like a constant battle
moments after moments stack up nonchalantly and silently
my minds a ping pong hammered by their unintended vagaries
I am a log of damp wooden trunk
lying by the river of life as it sing
Events pass on as a pilgrim termite
crawls on me incessantly itching me each passing light
I am not a young twig that crackles by small movements
I am that old hollow timber that echoes heavy on sudden floods
thought of wasp foolish enough battering the window's net
Here I am headbutting through this maze with a hum so dead
steely eyes adamantly gazes to look for meaning
only to find small distances turn into long tunnels pitch black dark
dimensions and shapes reduce to just a singularity so bleak
voids and abyss my eyes only seek.
~~@sweet temple
chilly locust
kya main galat tha?
kya mai galat tha...
ha, tha to mai kaafi chota
dar sa lag raha tha
pehli baar koi mere liye itni mehnat jo kar raha tha
hazaar sawaal kiye the usne
meri pasand naspasand sab jaane..
usne baar baar kaha ki 'araam se....take your time'.
'koi zabardasti nahi hai'...ye bhi kaha
socha uski khushi zyada important hai
par maa ne hi sikhaya tha...'ache bache jhut nahui bolte'
bohot socha
phir jhut hi kehna pada
keh diya 'Uncle, collection achi hai aapke paas ...mai "kal" paise lekar aata hu'
kabhi laut ke nahi gaya phir waha..
mai galat tha
~~@thorn sedge
thorn sedge
I know you're there, and i am glad you are.
You noticed that I don't share much,
About my life and stuff.
You noticed that i am always there to listen,
But not thereto share much.
I do not have anything to talk about,
Or maybe i have.
The thing is,
I just don't wanna overshare.
I know you're there,
And i am glad you are.
Doesn't matter whether you're close to me,
Or miles wayfar.
-zoro
fresh matrix
जब मिलो किसी से
तो जरा दूर का रिश्ता रखना,
बहुत तङपाते है
अक्सर सीने से लगाने वाले
chilly locust
And on some usual day
When you gather up
Enough courage and
Have enough time
Go tell her 'I love you'
And trust me
Nothing but..
That spark in your mother's eyes
Is all you need to turn usual
into 'special'
~~@solemn sparrow
lost sequoia
The Game of Takth
Prologue: Kand is done.
October 31 2019, Fort Mumbai, Morning 10 am, Rish is sleeping while his alarm stops buzzing for 4th time. His phone has 17 missed calls and 52 massages. His phone rang again, Rish picked up while he is still struggling to open his eyes. The voice on other side yells "What the hell are you doing, don't you know Kitna bada kand hogaya hai" Rish reply what happened voice continued "watch the news man and get back to me ASAP" and call hanged up. Rish wakeup and starts NEWS.
'Braking news Alisa Roy, the daughter of Cabinet minister Kartik Roy, well known Biomedical researcher and fiance of Lyson Alienson got kidnapped from Mumbai University campus.
Manhattan, USA, Alienson Mension, One handsome young man is talking on call "Kya chalra hai waha per, I want Alisa safe and sound by any means or else, You know what I can do" In reply "Yes Lyson we promise you ki Alisa ko kuch nahi hoga" Lyson "Hona bhi nahi chahiye Home Minister Sahab, I'm coming to Mumbai in 3 days chalye see you." Hangsup.
Rish's House, Mumbai, Rish on call. "Saniya Kya hora hai ye Alisa meri responsibly thi it's all my fault" from other side " I've informed you ki something is going to happen" Rish "Ha yesterday all the time I was with her" Saniya " And that's why teri vat lagne wale hai, CBI will anytime going to arrest you" Rish "WTF" another side "ha I'll try my best to be soft on you but Delhi se ye hope mt rakhna" Rish replied "Saniya are you mad you know I'm innoce.... Hanged-up,
Rish "shhhhhah I've to do something. If CBI arrest me I'll not able to investigate."
Rish call's someone "You know No RAW No CBI No IB but only I can help you and for that you have to help me first, Get me out of here." "I trust you I'll help you 1/2
what I'm a joke or something Alisa is purely your responsibility and you betrayed yourself you betrayed Alisa you betrayed me. How do I trust you" Rish says "If I've kidnapped Alisa or I'm involved in this then why the hell I've been called you or why I'm at my home waiting for Saniya to come and arrest me, what I'll gain by harming Alisa, money? LoL I don't have to kidnap the fiance of Senior CEO of Alienson Corporation wo to tum bhi mujhe de sakte ho and no-one will ever try to kidnap Alisa for money trust me, I know you're playing politics with your own cousins for Directorial Position of Alienson Corp. I know about many things which is not good for you and Alienson Corporation if it gets public. You need to trust me Lyson."Lyson reply "Okay you are coming to Manhattan. Alienson Corporation's private flight will be waiting for you in Kalina by 12. Saniya probably get warrant against you by 13:00 I'll delay that upto 15:00 by you cross international border." Rish reply "ok I know you don't trust her father and that's why you are getting me by your side. So let me clarify you that I don't trust you and her father or anybody I'll sus everything and everyone, get that? Nice. Hangup.
Is Rish really innocent?
What's gonna happen when Lyson and Rish meet?
Will they able to save Alisa?
For that wait for Episode 1. 2/2
hallow horizon
Zindigi ke Usool
3. Yha tuje teri Khubiyoo se Jyada ..Khamiyon Ko Ginaya jayega..
Teri shamtaoo ko Dusro ke Taraju Me Tolkar Tuje nicha dikhaya jayega ...
Bs Inhi logo ko Samajne me Insaan Krta Thodi Se bhull hi...
Ye Hi zindigini ke usool hi....
Galti ho to btana kuch...
Thankyou ...
-- @hallow horizon
eternal plaza
Tha baitha akela us raat mai
Khoya tha bs ek hi khayal me
Ki duniya mujhse anjaan thi?
Ya khud se hi ban chuka tha anjaan mai
Na jaanu un beete pal me
Mere Sath khade jo kal the
Kya gum hue?
ya badal gye?
Ye sach h? Ya fir koi chhal hai
Mana thoda naadan tha
Apni harkato se badnaam tha
Aaj yaad kr un galtiyon ko
Ban chuka hu be-naam sa .
Ab khoya hu bas in panno me
Siyai bhari in nazmo me
Jo pa saku yun khudko mai
Shayd tab samjhu ki badla mai
shut shoalBOT
__prasadd#8992 has been warned
bright crystal
*Kya khoob tha vo bachpan bhi..
Jisme na akal hoti thi na ghum hota tha
Hoti thi to bs khushiyan jo ek Rs.1 ki toffee se bhi mil jati thi
Pr ab pta nhi jaise kho se gye hai
Apni hi duniya me jaise ro se rhe hai
Apno ko kuch btaye bina gaero se kaise ghul se gaye hai
Ab gaer hi apne or apne hi gair lgne lge hai.*
- Vanshika
frosty orchid
Ye Duniya:
Ye duniya, ye duniya kabhi ghadi ke kato se to kabhi akbharo ke panno se palat jati hai, Ye duniya.
Ye duniya, yaha sabko apni duniya chahiye sabko Duniya chahiye.
Ye duniya, ye kabhi do mheboob ki mohabbat prr garra jati hai to agle hi pal Love story ki gossips me lag jati hai.
Ye duniya, ye mukammal nahi hai, ye bazaro ki qashmaqash to hukmarano ki choti ungli se ghuti ye duniya,
Ye duniya, kisi garib ki ammir banne ki kisi andhe ko dekhta hone ki to kisi dard se bhare insan ke maarne ki hasrat se chalti ye duniya,
Ye duniya, nadi se pani lati aurato se Khaaddi ke machwaro se South Mumbai ki chikni sadko se Nai Delhi ke darbaro se Americi sansad bhawan se bhi badi hai ye duniya.
Prr kabhi kabhi mujh jaise ser phire lekhak ke keyboard me simat jati ye duniya
By: @lost sequoia
lost sequoia
Me mod, me yaha ka big boss.
Bakchodi karne wale ko karu toster me tost.
Me mod.
Meri pf ke aage lage kahi sare tag hai
Mujhe typing karte dekh sabke ser ke skin me snake hai.
Inke tante, inke tante jara mujhe drag karo mere dm ko check karo mere rivals ko ban karo.
Log jab karte bakchodi me deta cidha mute hu, ban aur kick ke me hazaro log bharu.
Me hazaro log bharu
Me ha za ro log bhar..ru..
#modsalutetoyou
lost sequoia
Umer(age):
Ye kya waqt hai zo guzar jata hai.
Ye kya chai hai jo ubal jati hai.
Ye kya safar hai jo khatam ho jaiga.
Kya he intehaan hai jo nikal jaiga.
Soch raha hai school bus me baita ek baccha jiska janmdin hai.
Uss bacche ke khayalat ko uske be mustakbil ko leja rahi wo khatkhata rahi bas hai jiski umar ho chuki hai.
Bohot dark hai soch sako to soch lo!
coarse spruce
Just an appreciation message :
Whoa, what a beautiful Saturday morning. Just sitting on my couch, reading all that you guys have written is one of the best ways in which i can Kick-start my weekend I believe.
This server is full of sheer talent.
To see a place with so much talent, love and kindness all around is so comforting and fulfilling.
I myself was struggling to write since past few days and now reading all your posts/poems/stories legit motivates me and I'm sure you'd be too.
As the family keeps growing I hope it gets even better and we meet and get to know more lovely and talented people.
Keep writing, keep appreciating.
Sending love and huggsss to all. 
Something dedicated to all the Beautiful poets out here ❤️
I call you a poet.
I call you a poet.
What provoked you as a poet to create mesmerizing masterpiece?
Is it a peaceful balcony with grills,
Or a view capturing the hills?
The soft romantic guitar tune
Or the subtle warmth of a sunny afternoon?
Is it a tale of a martyr's sacrifice
or about someone's beautiful face you fantasize?
Some old school love notes written on the last page
Or about your first tedx talk on stage?
The description of mud's smell after first rain,
Or the discomfort of that oozing pain?
Love at first sight
Or is it about Indo-Pak surgical fight?
The moon and the starts in the sky
Or an unacceptable last goodbye?
That one harsh word which pierced your heart
Or a wonderful work of canvas art?
Is it about memories of someone who left?
Or some mixed emotions with heaviness inside chest ?
Mesmerizing masterpiece is all about words.
The words that are being poured on a blank page
The words that magically creates a story
And turn it into a glory.
Harshita
leaden agate
wowowow, so much beautiful work
ashen monolith
A mother nurtured billions of her children
And named then the so called humans
She cared for them and their minds she enhanced
But they betrayed her and as they say,
Became “advance”
She was hopeful that one day her sons and daughters will return to theirselves
Remembering their mistakes, they will lift the unholy curse
But she forgot that the curse on the earth were her children themselves
Who did nothing but made their mother’s condition adverse
She was in anguish, she was in pain
She bore all the tumult and the acid rain
She gave her all for the living of her children
Despite knowing the consequences of what will be stolen
Her children continued to ignore her and cut off her resources
They exploited her and polluted her with their full forces
She tried to give the signs of their wrong doing
But the foolish humans were moving towards their ruin
She was suppressed by the humanity for years and years
It was us callous humans who didn’t see her rolling down tears
She cried for help again and again
But we were so busy by being inhumane
(1/2)
The humans didn’t stop for anyone
By thinking that they are making an easy life for everyone
But they forgot the mother who gave them a life
And they destroyed the earth’s default paradise
The mother couldn’t take anymore
Her lands were dirty and so were her shores
She was heartbroken on seeing what her children did
Instead of curing her, they did what she forbid
Her fury rose like the highest mountain
Now humans were in trouble that was certain
She gave them no mercy and showed them her wrath
And the only thing expected was their dispatch
Her anger was followed by successive floods and quakes
And by immense forrest fires her children finally wake
But it was too late to retain what was lost
What her children did to her was beyond any cost
The pandemic of 2020 was one of her insight
With people packed in their homes, she healed herself in delight
Her air was clean and so were her seas
In the intoxicated night the twinkling bright stars were seen
She unfolded her glories and was finally looking glad
But the world was driven back by her impact
And her rage perplexed all the creatures
Remember, she is our Mother Nature.
(2/2)
~~ @green kernel
undone mesa
Tere baare mujhse kuch bola nhi jaata,
Daffan hai kuch baatein jinhe khola nhi jaata..
Ajeeb si betabi hai yeh dil mein tere bin
Mai reh bhi leta huu par raha nahi jaata..
Ishq ke iss raaste pe main toh kahi kho geya huu,
Umar bhar ke liye bas mai toh tera ho geya huu..
Mile naa jo mujhe dekhu dekhu na mai kal ka din
Kasam yehi khaake yaara chain se mai sogeya huu...
Kese tu gayi thi jaana dil tod ke,
Reh geya tha main akela uss mod pe...
Bolunga mai ikko gal hath jod ke
Aaja mere paas wapis sab chorh ke..
Be wajah ek rishta mai nibhaye ja rha huu,
Usey pata bhi nhi mai use chahe jaa rha huu..,
Chorh chuki hai woh mujhe kehke ptani kya hogeya hai,
Uski yaadon mei hi shabd yeh bahaye jaa rha huu..
Kal ki raat aake mere kaano mei thi kehgyii,
Ki "yaara teri mohabbat adhuuri hi reh gyi".
lost sequoia
Sapne:
Ek Chandni se Raat me humara hi dimag hum se khel gaya. Hume Sapne dikhlagaya.
Ye wohi khayalat the jo humne society se chupai the, apni siskiyo se dabai the waqt ke andhero me kho diye the.
Wo sare khyalat unke zajbaat uss chandni raat me humare ankho ke samne the.
Magar kya kare wo sif sapne the.!!
sly vale
I m writing this letter who is going to date her from noww .
Bro there is a happy news for you.
From today onwards, I won't text your girl. Because I know I was not the guy she was waiting for. I won't be able to move on still.
.
But before dating her you need to take lot of responsibilities. In case you don't know, I would love to handover my responsibilities to you which I tried to maintained atleast.
.
She loves to sleep late. So, don't wake her up early in the morning.
.
She is a horrible cook. Don't ask her to cook. If she does that eat it with love measure the amount of love in it not the taste.
.
While having Pani Puri with her, give her extra Pani Puri(sookhi paapdi) because she loves it. She fcking loves it but the paani Puri should be less little spicy because she can't even eat spicy food.
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She is talkative, she is chatterbox with unending questions. Don't get angry if she asks stupid questions because she is so so innocent.
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Don't offer her chocolates easily 1 in a month please she is allergic to them.
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And at night, If she calls you at 3am don't scold her. May be she has something serious to tell you. May be she had hidden you a thing she wanted to tell you for days. May be she wants to find her home in your heart..
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She is wonderful. She is indeed. So, don't dare to make her cryy.
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I have lot to tell you but I m running short of breath. But yess, I still love her and I will do that forever. And if you don't take these responsibilities, I won't allow you to make your dreams come truee being with her.
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PS~ Ask her not to cry. I will still have a look on her from above up in the sky🍃💤
finite sphinx
Meri Galti Kya Thi...
Samay jaise tham sa gaya
Mere aaspaas jaise sab rukh se gaye
Kon hai voh... Kya mai sahi mai jaanti bhi hun unhe?
Sharam se jaise meri nazar jhuk gayi
Na hi unhe dekhne ki himmat juta paayi
Uss nazron se mujhe jaise darr sa lagne laga
Kya maine dupatta sahi se nahi daale?
Kya maine kuch galti ki?
Meri galti kya thi koi mujhe yeh tho bata do...
Meri rooh jaise cheekne lagi lekin koi sunn nahi paaya
Ya aise bole ki koi sunna hi nahi chahta tha
Meri dhadkan tezi se badhne lagi
Kadam dagmagane lage
Saanse atak gayi
Meri rooh jaise kaanp uti
Bas yehi nazron se durr jaana tha
Lekin kaise jaati jab rehna tho issi ghar mai tha...
Gutan se mehsoos hone lagi
Bilkul jaise ek chidiya ko pinjare mai kaid kiya ho
Mai cheeki chillayi
Lekin koi awaaz hi nahi nikli...
Koi mujhe kyu nahi samjhata ki kya ho raha hai mere saath
Bas ab tho aadat si ho gayi hai
Yeh darr aur dard jaise ab mere zindagi ke ek bhaag bann chuke hai...
Kya yeh koi bura sapna hai?
Kya maine kuch galti ki?
Meri galti kya thi koi mujhe yeh tho bata do...
Inspired by @bitter ether
chilly locust
SUN
If you could wake up and see the sunrise,
Dheere Dheere the dark sky shall lit.
With tints of Red, Orange and rust.
Slowly changing it's gradient towards yellow,
Wanting to shine on you and say hello.
Hanging, Falling, Climbing who knows could be relative.
Letting you know wherever you are it's gonna follow you irrespective.
Until it bids you farewell, still letting its light shine the dark sky.
~~@hushed gust
-------IT IS-------
It is the light that shines through,
It is what makes the sky blue,
It is the most mysterious hue.
It is not the sea,
Nor is it anything that we can see,
Yet it is what we forever seek to be.
It is what lies at the depth of our heart.
Intellect and it are never apart.
It is what lies beneath the hardest skin.
It is as genuine as a cloth of muslin.
It lies in a soul and sparks a personality.
And in it's eternal eternity,
It is the very foundation of a community.
It is the source of kindness, generosity and charity,
It is humanity.
WEIRD
Weird is each one of us,
Structure of calcium, flesh, blood
All just waiting to turn down to dust.
Everyone of us has a different story,
Yet no matter how capable we are
We're still trying to live a life of glory.
None are completely the same,
Having their differences, we fight
Yet we love each other, raised under the same name.
Unknown superhumans, saving the humanity
Confined to books, teaching good by killing evil apparently?
Still idolized, preached and followed by us,
If some people don't, they are disgust!
Smartest species, only one to have sex for pleasure.
Not letting emotions, run over logic,
Na jane, how many lives we could've treasure.
While the pack says smoking kills,
Being creative, poetic, trying to fire truths
Yet dragging the cigarette untill my lung fills.
You're gifted on your birthday,
But honestly it's not you, but your rents
Who ought to be congratulated for this day.
~~@hushed gust
lost sequoia
Just feel good:
In the universe of light and dark whare only perception matters, we a evolutionary specie is standing on a 4 cross of development, destruction, death and life each and every second of our life. Is that's the life? a question arias remains unanswered. But we stand, we stand rigidly, believing that we can do more and take all the opportunity we can, claiming success and enjoying a movement in small amounts no matter what it is. That's the life my friends, many of us live it while some of us leave it. But believe me everything we see everything we experience is not life, it is much bigger and if you think to leave it then you are in too deficit because you're missing a wonderful thing you've achieved name life.
thorn sedge
Kahi jaakar ek suraj ki kiran ne jhanka tha,
Iss ghane andhere mein,
Kai dino baad.
Ab jaakar ek acchi dost mili thi,
Dila gyi unn acchi dino ki yaad.
Bohot hi gehra rishta bann chuka hai ab,
Uss ek door daraaz ke dost ke saath,
Jo na pakad sakne par bhi,
Pakad hi leti hai mushkilo mein haath.
Aisa lag raha tha ki chalo,
Koi toh mila iss akelepann mein,
Jisse mein apne mann ki baat keh saku,
Laga ki koi toh hai ab mere saath,
Jisse ab main apna dost keh saku.
Ab uss dosti ki tasweer bhi dhundhli si hone lagi hai,
Ab woh dost bhi mujhse door jaane lagi hai.
Kehte hai na kissi se roz baatien karne se, nazdeekiyaan nahi,
Doriyaan badhti hai?
Sach hi toh hai.
Ab ussi meri awaaz pasand nahi ati,
Ab usse mera kisiko chedhna pasand nahi aata.
Ab usse meri koi baat pasand nahi aati.
Main hi thi, jhali si,
Internet par dost banaane chali thi,
Bane bhi, toh unhe apna samjhne lagi thi.
Ab woh lazzat nahi rahi baat karne mein,
Na jaane kya hua in 2-4 dino mein.
-zoro
fresh matrix
तू धरती पर ख़ुदा है माँ,
पंछी को छाया देती पेड़ों की डाली है तू माँ.
सूरज से रोशन होते चेहरे की लाली है तू,
पौधों को जीवन देती है मिट्टी की क्यारी है तू.
सबसे अलग सबसे जुदा,
माँ सबसे न्यारी है तू.
तू रोशनी का खुदा है माँ,
बंजर धरा पर बारिश की बौछार है तू माँ.
जीवन के सूने उपवन में कलियों की बहार है तू,
ईश्वर का सबसे प्यारा और सुंदर अवतार है तू माँ.
तू फरिश्तों की दुआ है माँ,
तू धरती पर ख़ुदा है माँ.
ashen monolith
Gharwale:
Jo zindagi ke battleground me humko revive karlete, wo gharwale.
Kabhi hum unse to kabhi wo humse rus jate prr agle khane ke dastarkhan me phir muskura jate, wo gharwale.
Tyohar ho ya koi gum ka din shubho ki hadbad ho ya raat ki mehfil sabh me sath nibha jate, wo gharwale.
Humari har aadat se waqif hai, prr phir bhi hume chidhate, wo gharwale.
Kabhi who to kabhi hum unke liye puri duniya se ladh jate, wo gharwale.
Ye gharwale eet ki char diwar ya kisi khoon ke rishte tak simte nahi hai, ye America se video call 4 ghante baat karne wale tak simte nahi hai, ye har wo shakhs hai jiska jab koi kaam aata to hum kar lenge gharki baat hai ye khelajate, wo gharwale.
~~ @lost sequoia
tired panther
LAVENDER HUES.
The sky turned lavender today,
Lavender is the colour of my soul,
Bits of pink spread along the blue horizon.
It feels like a conversation between the night and the dusk.
A conversation that we wish never ends, but ends anyhow. These conversations are what we are made for, lavender conversations. For the soul and the mind.
𝘐 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴,
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘺 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘮 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴!
chilly locust
Math subject is just a freak,
I'll tell you what it wants to speak.
Don't ever try to cross my way,
Every problem I give will make you pay.
If you're a student having fun,
I'll get your grade to C1.
α, β make you mad,
Practice hard you know I'm bad.
Don't worry dear ∑ is back,
It'll help your stupid mind to crack.
Sin, Cos are just too weak,
You'll never reach to what you seek.
Try Tan inside your heap,
You're life may take an easy leap.
You can't reach the sky,
You'd rather wish to cry.
Doesn't matter how hard you try,
I'll fry your mind completely dry.
Don't show me your speed,
I'll finish your whole breed.
No need for good deed,
Your marks is what I feed.
At last but not the least,
I am your life's little beast.
Sirf R.D.Sharma se life nahi sudhar jaeygi,
Meri Aathma Tumhe Hamesha Sataeygi. (MATHS)
~~@trail harness
Where is the bliss?
I used to love the mood a blue sky provided,
I used to think my life is happy, it was decided,
These breezes are chilling and keeping me cold,
The story of my increasing depression is untold.
I don't why the fck, I'm behaving like this,
I am who I was not, perplexed and baffled,
I am clandestine about my feelings,
Surreptitiously, I wanna kill and fill the streets with blood…
Blood of those, who forced those tears,
It is torture, to see my happy peers,
It is sheer, third-degree sickening,
Fck the people thinking of me like a wicked being….
To be free, and lively, away from this world,
The world is good, the people a disease,
Warmongering about pain and disdain I write this,
I just want a hug and a kiss from my love…
This world, all shelled down in a crest,
I want my happy me back, I walk with haste,
I can die with ease, after I kill,
My demons with sadism and unease…...
~~@wet pebble
SAPNE
Ankhon me sapne liye
asmaan ke is chor se us chor tak
baitha hai kahi chat ke kinare apne,
akhir kuch dard liye baitha hoga
yu asmaan akhir har kisi toh nahi lubhata na?
mai kya hu or woh kya hai?
mai kya tha or woh kya thi?
mai kyu hu or woh kyu hai?
kuch sawal aise hi man me liya baitha hoga
akhir kuch dard chupaye baitha hoga?
yeh aisa kyu woh waisa kyu
aisa kyu hua usne aisa kyu kiya
mai dard hu toh woh wajah kyu
woh wajah hai toh phir marz kya?
kuch sawal khud se kiya baitha hai
koi jawab dene wala shayad kahi hoga?
chai ki pyalai, ankhon me sapne, asmaan ki taraf ektak dekhta
kisi ka intezar hai, kuch apne bhi armaan hai
akhir band kamre me is kagaz par kab tak likhey woh
yeh kalam kabhi thamegi ya sirf uski sansien?
kuch dard chipaye baitha hoga?
mai boldu toh ilzam hai, woh bole to iqrar hai,
mai boludu to namak hai, woh bole to shahad
akhir yeh majra hai kya?
is dard ki dawa kya hai?
~~@odd thunder
Don’t fall in love with me. I am bad for you and you don’t know it.
Love is beyond that what you know of it.
I am not writing this to tell you that love is scary and it’s not right for you. But to tell you I am not the one for you.
If you ever see yourself falling in love with me, please don’t.
Because love is more than what you know of it. And I, I am not a kind heart. You see love as something which returns at the end of the day, like a bundle of all the good things, and something which stays. But I know, love as something which ends. Ends before you even get the time to react.
I’ve been in and out of love, and that is not something I’d talk about a lot because it has more hurt than it has smiles, more ugly days than beautiful. And it has more wallowing than it has love.
So, if you ever see yourself falling in love with me, please don’t.
Because you, you’re in love with the idea of love. For you, love is waking up late at nights just to talk to each other, and liking/commenting on each other’s pictures on Instagram. You love how the idea of being a couple gives you butterflies and how it’s all merry & Bright and Perfect like Ed Sheeran.
But like every coin has two sides, love has, too.
And we’re on the opposites.
For you, it’s like the perfect glance of the sunset, and for me – it’s the dark clouds and the storm which follows.
So, if you ever see yourself falling in love with me, please don’t.
Because for you, love is pretty; and for me – it is not.
I am not good for you, and you don’t know it yet.
~~@karmic lance
Choti choti khushiyan hi toh zindgi Ka Sahara ban jaati hai
Choti choti khushiyan hi toh zindgi Ka Sahara ban jaati hai
In par ki gayi mehnat Jeevan ko Naya Aayaam de jaati hai
Kon kehta hai ,
Kon kehta hai khushiyan khareedi Nahi jaa Sakti
Arrey Mai kehta Hu, Kabhi mehnat se khareed ke toh dekho,
Zindgi tumhe kitni khushiyan bech jaati hai
~~@cyan gazelle
SUN
If you could wake up and see the sunrise,
Dheere Dheere the dark sky shall lit.
With tints of Red, Orange and rust.
Slowly changing it's gradient towards yellow,
Wanting to shine on you and say hello.
Hanging, Falling, Climbing who knows could be relative.
Letting you know wherever you are it's gonna follow you irrespective.
Until it bids you farewell, still letting its light shine the dark sky.
~~@hushed gust
john green wrote in his book paper towns, “it is so hard to leave - until you leave. and then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world.” to the fifteen-year-old me, it didn’t make much sense. it’s been years since i read that quote, and quite a few things have changed.
i have learnt, things and people keep changing. lovers leave. school or college ends, and you keep giving a piece of yourself to everyone you meet until you have nothing in you to give anymore. i have realised that nostalgia is one hell of an emotion.
in one moment, you will be smiling, then some memory will come to you. you will start missing your friends, you will start missing the lovely pancakes your boyfriend made on sundays during the last summer. you will start missing the most random things. things you never thought you’d even miss.
an old lover once told me, “people will keep leaving. in the end, only you can take care of yourself.” it’s so odd to realise that the more time you spend with people, the more memories you will create. and you will miss them even more, once they are gone.
it’s weird just like everything else.
~~@karmic lance
ashen monolith
So recently I watched a movie, which is 'The Perks of being a Wallflower', and this movie made me think about something and write it out. Watching the movie I realised that I myself am a Wallflower. But what is a Wallflower? According to Google, 'A wallflower is someone with an introverted personality type who will attend parties and social gatherings, but will usually distance themselves from the crowd and actively avoid being in the limelight', which is pretty accurate to me. Let me tell you how big of an introvert I am. I've been in a hostel for more than a year and I didn't have a single actual friend. Yes, that's true. It's not that I didn't have to be friends to anyone. I always thought of going to someone and talk but was too shy to do so. Waited for anyone to come to me to talk, but that didn't happen often. Sometimes I thought that anyways I'll leave this place in two years, and can make friends when I get into College, just consoling myself. It was strange seeing others enjoying themselves in the dining hall, me finishing my food and rushing to my room, others celebrating birthdays, me waiting for friends' call.
That was the past, and I've learned a lot from it. I've been working on my communication skills a lot, and it's going great. Not too shy to speak to strangers now. It's not the same old me now. Still working on it though.
And to all the fellow Wallflowers, we feel hard to talk to people, belong in a group, be in the limelight. I'd say, do the things you feel shy about. Without any second thought, go for it. Like often in a party, everybody is dancing and you are just standing in the corner, thinking, Should I join them? Should I wait for someone to pull me in?, and we just end up standing there. Enjoy these moments when they come to you.
Love to all.
~~ @near pebble
polar veldt
TW: Suicide, depression, r*pe (open to interpretation)
Nightmares
There are voices in my head
constantly asking me
to take that step
I drive them away during the day
They come back to haunt
when on my bed I lay
Pleasant dreams have turned into nightmares
Those men and their ghastly stares
The sound of their steps
and the feel of their flesh
blood oozing from my mortal self
Once doesn't quite gratify
so again they rip and destroy
There are hands all over my body
Their lips sucking out the soul
I make a failed attempt to breath okay
They hold my hands
trying to take me
where I don't belong.
"Come to the dark side
it is lekker inside
Come to the dark side"
They keep asking me to join.
- Anukriti
sonic meadow
Mai sunta aaya Chaand matlab mere naam ka,
tabhi tere na hone se na wajood Mera..
Mai Bhaagu sach ki oor paane thodi raahat,
pr sukoon deta aaya mujhe jooth tera..
Khuli kitaab thi tu,
Padhne mei chook meri,
Hua deedaar hi kyu,
Jab jalni rooh meri
Shayad andhera hi naseeb mei basaa,
tabhi Khushi khushi de daali tujhko dhoop meri..
-Mayank
polar veldt
I was not addicted to Drugs,
I was addicted to you.
I had a great time, so did you?
You made a mistake and I forgave you,
When I made a mistake what did you do?
You made me feel like I’m not into you,
And you thought I don’t deserve you,
But my babe all because of you,
I wish I was addicted to drugs, not you.
- @slate wind
chilly locust
Yun hi is uljhan main khud ko samete baitha hu.
Chahat to mujhe bhi hai udne ki lekin darta hu,
Apnoo se nhe mai toh khud hi se larta hu,
Hasta hu bahaar lekin man hi man rota hu,
Main ek panchhi hu jo udna chahta hu,
Lekin apne pankh phelaane se darta hu
~~@slate wind
lost sequoia
New Normal:
The Normal, what Normal.
The Normal is normal until it is not question.
Everyone thinks this is normal.
The evil rituals was normal, until was questioned.
History is witness, history knows the previous normal. The Normal of Sati, the normal of infancy and the normal what not.
It changed, it changed and replaced by New Normal with time.
But the question is,
IS THIS NEW NORMAL IS NORMAL OR WE NEED TO MAKE NEW NORMAL?
lost sequoia
The Game of Takth
Episode 1: The Aliensons
Airbus 380, US Airspace, Morning 4am 1st November 2019, This is Airbus 380 seeking permission to fly by New York Airspace to private landing in Manhattan, As Rish here's this announcement he starts thinking about Alienson Family.
Rish's thoughts "The Aliensons family who owns world wealthiest and profitable Corporation 'Alienson Corporation' with the Net worth of 1 trillion dollars. Having businesses in all the parts of world. The Alienson Corporation has wide range of companies under them from Finance to Pharmaceutical, from Health Care to Legal Consultancy, from Electronic to Resorts they owns everything and still expanding. Now the family, Aliensons are from Indo-American clan. The Great Grandmother of Lyson Alienson was Princess Vijaya Jaisingh of Deccan and married to Lucus Alienson, a Portuguese King. Vijaya becomes Synthya Alienson. And after the world war 2nd royal family shifts to US settling their new business Alienson Retails Pvt Ltd.
Lucus died in car accident in 1951, business come to Synthya and her two children Alfard Alienson and Melisa Alienson, Melisa got married to Raghav Roy the business tycoon from Mumbai and becomes Taneja Roy. While Alfred Alienson tie knot with Becca Petroz. Just after the marriage of two children Synthya dies. With the hard work of Alfred and Becca, Alienson Retails becomes Alienson Corporation. While Alfard and Becca get blessed with two sons Crest Alienson is the eldest and Frankin Alienson is middle one and a daughter Mili is smallest, Taneja and Raghav get blessed with the son Kartik Roy.
Soon after the death of Raghav Roy his son with the sympathy and good name of his father he contested and won elections and becomes union cabinet minister of India with the Portfolio of Ministry of Energy. Raghav has one daughter Alesa who becomes Nation's well known Biomedical researcher. Back to Aliensons, Crest Alienson has two children the eldest one is Lyson and then Sam. While Frankin has three children two daughters and a son, Sandra is eldest, Daina and John are twins. Mili has two sons and a daughter, Lucy is eldest, Leo is middle and Harry is smallest. Lyson falls in love with Alesa Roy and she accepted they got engaged last year. After Crest, Frankin and Mili, Lyson holds the senior most position in Alienson Corporation. While his other cousins are heading different offices of Corporation. Now the fold is Crest, Frankin and Mili has decided to retire from their directorial position and Lyson thinks that as the eldest among his siblings and cousins so has a right to become next director and so he is playing very smart politics with his cousins. And I'm the chief Security Officer of Roy's and Alesa's best friend. Both Roy's and Alienson's families are too complicated but are very very rich and powerful, Alienson's are more powerful then Roy's though. Now the question is who among all of this is involved in Alesa's kidnapping and why. I'll have to find and save Alesa at any cost.
Flight Airbus 380 is ready to land on airstrip of Alienson Mention in five mins, Thank You.
Will Rish able to surpass the smart politics of Lyson?
Is someone from Alienson or Roy's involved in this crime?
What is going to happen in Alienson Mention?
For this wait for Episode 2.
rugged phoenix
कठिन नहीं होता स्त्री या पुरुष होना,
कठिन नहीं होता काला या गौरा होना,
कठिन नहीं होता हिंदू या मुसलमान होना,
हां मगर बहुत कठिन होता है इन भेद-भाव से लडना,
हां बहुत कठिन होता है इक इंसान का इंसान होना।
- Rahul
hushed gust
The Game of Takth
Prologue: Kand is done.
October 31 2019, Fort Mumbai, Morning 10 am, Rish is sleeping while his alarm stops buzzing for 4th time. His phone has 17 missed calls and 52 massages. His phone rang again, Rish picked up while he is still struggling to open his eyes. The voice on other side yells "What the hell are you doing, don't you know Kitna bada kand hogaya hai" Rish reply what happened voice continued "watch the news man and get back to me ASAP" and call hanged up. Rish wakeup and starts NEWS.
'Braking news Alisa Roy, the daughter of Cabinet minister Kartik Roy, well known Biomedical researcher and fiance of Lyson Alienson got kidnapped from Mumbai University campus.Manhattan, USA, Alienson Mension, One handsome young man is talking on call "Kya chalra hai waha per, I want Alisa safe and sound by any means or else, You know what I can do" In reply "Yes Lyson we promise you ki Alisa ko kuch nahi hoga" Lyson "Hona bhi nahi chahiye Home Minister Sahab, I'm coming to Mumbai in 3 days chalye see you." Hangsup.
Rish's House, Mumbai, Rish on call. "Saniya Kya hora hai ye Alisa meri responsibly thi it's all my fault" from other side " I've informed you ki something is going to happen" Rish "Ha yesterday all the time I was with her" Saniya " And that's why teri vat lagne wale hai, CBI will anytime going to arrest you" Rish "WTF" another side "ha I'll try my best to be soft on you but Delhi se ye hope mt rakhna" Rish replied "Saniya are you mad you know I'm innoce.... Hanged-up,
Rish "shhhhhah I've to do something. If CBI arrest me I'll not able to investigate."
Rish call's someone "You know No RAW No CBI No IB but only I can help you and for that you have to help me first, Get me out of here." "I trust you I'll help you 1/2
@lost sequoia Continuation..
fresh matrix
Wo Jo Sukh Mila Teri Zaat Se Kisi Or Se Wo Mila Nhi,,
Tu Basa Hai Ankhon Main Jis Trha Koi Or Aise Basa Nhi,,
Tu Hua Hai Jitna Qareebtar, Koi Or Itna Howa Nhi,,
Wo Jo Dil Main Tera Muqam Hai Kisi Or Ko Wo Dia Nahi,,
Wo Jo Rishta Tujh Se Hai Ban Gaya Kisi Or Se Wo Bana Nahi.
rugged phoenix
सर्द में हो धूप जैसे,
तुम मुझे कुछ यूं मिले,
तुम जब भी पास हो,
इस दिल को सुकून मिले,
तलब है इस दिल को,
इसे बस तू ही तू मिले,
कौन समझाए कम्बख़त को,
कैसे दिसंबर को जून मिले?
- Rahul
grizzled portal
Dukhti nass pe haath mat rakho,
khoon aapke haath mein bhi lagega.
tired panther
Uski aawaz hai mere purane ittr si,
Kahan kahan nahi dhunda maine ki ye khushboo kis raah le ke jaati hai mujhe,
kis mod pe rukati hain mujhe,
Kis mohalle ki dehleej paar karati hai mujhe,
Par na mili mujhe voh khushboo firse,
Naa hi mili mujhe voh awaz
Fir kahi tumhe sun liya
Aur laga jaise mujhe voh ittr firse mehsoos hua,
Ab yaad aa gayi voh saundi saundhi si mehek,
Kabhi jo maine kalayi pe daba rakhi thi,
Har baar kahi se jab voh jaani pehchani si khusboo aa jaye,
Toh halki si muskaan chehre pe mere aa hi jati thi,
aaj bhi voh firse aayi thi,
Jab tumne apni zulfo ko lehraya tha.
Aaj firse voh ittr bikhar gaya,
Jo kahi gumm ho gaya tha. 💛 ❤️
karmic lance
A Parallel World//
It fascinates me to think
Of a parallel universe where
Everyone does the thing,
They are actually passionate about
No aimless slaves there
A world in which
Peace is preferred over war
Hearing "It's a girl", everyone rejoices
And the book is preferred over a guitar
There, the materialists are poor
Cause, satisfaction is the new currency
Ammunitions are bid "Au Revoir"
Lack of education is the actual emergency
A Totality where logic appeals
And,
Homosexuality is not a phenomenon strange
But, My mother still worries about my meals
because admit it, somethings just never change
And at last,
A Universe I look up to
Where one of me is loved by one of you
And not only I'm there for you
But you are there for me too.
lost sequoia
Sukun:
Aaj 21vi sadi me Insan ke pass sab kuch hai prr gayab ek cheez hai wo sukun hai.
Pure din office me computer ya mobile screen me, puri duniya hai. Bss gayab ek cheez hai wo sukun hai.
Gharke sare apne aur apno ke sare lafde hai, bss gayab ek cheez hai jo sukun hai.
Ye sukun kya hai?
kaha milta hai?
kitna milta hai?
iska dam kya hai?
Mere bhai, kabhi do minute ankhe bankar ke to dekhte.
Kabhi sunday ke din apne maa baap se 1 ghate dil ki baate to karke dekhte.
Kabhi kisi fakir ko khana to deke dekhte.
Kabhi kisi se dil to lagakar dekhte.
Ye sukun tumhare account me padha balance nahi hai, ye sukun tumhara aish o aram nahi hai.
Ye sukun wo martaba hai jo Allah ne apne Rasul ko diya, jo krishna ne apne Arjun ko diya, jo har maa baap ne apne bacche ko diya, aur jo har bacche ne apne maa baap ko diya.
Ye sukun hai isko itna sasta na samjho,
Ye sukun tumhari zindagi hi hai jise tum jina to chate ho prr, society, balance, acceptance ke karan ji nahi paate.
Ek baar Zindagi jekar to dekho, ye duniya se, yaha judge karte logo se dhur nikalkar to dekho.
Ha beshak account me balance aur marksheet me marks zaruri hai prr ek baar ise sukun se hasil karke to dekho.
native light
Why poets are presumed to be strong
Why in every relationship
do they have to cover their emotions Just because their love rhymes
seem so sensible?
You pass on your hurt to him & he has to bear all of it on his own
He never utters a word.
just because he loves
your enthralling eyes & smile
You expect him to shower
metaphor of roses for you
While you simply shower
metaphor of thorns on him
Now he has picked himself up
from the hurt
& now for the first time,
there's no judgement passed
because he's a poet
A poet's origin is always ordeals
& he has never been different
This time he talks about his ordeals
This time he feels vulnerable around someone
But he knows,
she's gonna be there for him
This is not a poem. just an eulogy to bid goodbye to all much love
& love this feeling of becoming
weak around someone
After all,
he's tired of writing poems
He seeks to be in
someone's poem as well
polar veldt
TW: addiction
What's over there?
Asked my heart..
Then my head jumped on a 'second' thought
but couldn’t keep me apart.
Clarity was itself marred in a mist
through which I was trying to see..
Though it felt good a bit,
But somehow, from it, I wanted to be free..
Those dualities of doubt
could never end it seemed..
Had i woken up to reality,
Or was it still a dream?
- @old lantern
rugged phoenix
पढ लिया करो खामोशी कभी-कभी,
की खफा हैं तुमसे...
अल्फाज़ों का यूं, हर बार होना ज़रूरी है क्या?
खो बैठे हैं खुदा को तुम्हारे लिए,
तो तुम ही बताओ...
कुछ पाने के लिए, हर बार कुछ खोना ज़रूरी है क्या?
नहीं देती हर किसी को मोहब्बत ये दुनिया,
तो किसी की मुकम्मल नहीं होती...
यूं नफ़रत का बीज़, हर बार बोना ज़रूरी है क्या?
देख सकते हैं ख्वाब जब खुली आंखों से,
तो तुम ही बताओ...
ख्वाब देखने के लिए, हर बार सोना ज़रुरी है क्या?
chilly locust
Kaise karu mention,
Roj badh raha hai tension.
College mai professor ka lecturation,
Fir Practical aur theory examination,
Upaar se university ka botheration,
Kaise karu mention,
Roj badh raha hai tension.
Baadh raha hai pollution,
Trees ka deforestation,
Kaab hoga hume ye realisation,
Kaise karu mention,
Roj badh raha hai tension.
Upaar se woh demonetisation,
Kaun layegaa abb iss desh mai revolution,
Jaanha chahtaa hai humara nation,
Kaise karu mention,
Roj badh raha hai tension.
Aab aa gya ye corona ka infection,
Lekin aap haste rahiyee ,
Chahe jo ho jaaye situation,
And always carry forward,
With Love and affection.
Kaise karu mention,
Roj badh raha hai tension.
Kaise karu mention,
Roj badh raha hai tension.
~~@simple dock
BLUE
Have you ever seen a picture of the Earth captured from space? What do you notice? Do you see a single colour dominating the Earth? Yes, you do, so let me take you to a mesmerizing journey of this fantastic colour. About a colour that never goes off, your eyes always stays within you keeps you cool and calm.
Be it the denim jeans or the ink of your pen, this colour follows you everywhere. Whether you look up at the sky or look below in the oceanic water, you can find it in around.
Be it in the form of copper crystals that haunt you in the Chemistry Lab or the bright electric sparks in your Physics Lab; the colour catches you every time.
Be it in the oceanic beauty of water on the surface or above your head in the sky; this colour never fails to amaze you. The colour that defines our country, the colour that all our national jerseys are painted with. The colour which depicts the Navy and Air Force and ensures there is always someone there to protect you.
Be it the colour of the bird Kingfisher patrolling the sky or a whale taking a stroll in the ocean; the colour defines beauty. It is a colour that embellishes the nature, a colour without which our lives would feel incomplete, the colour is BLUE.
~~@trail harness
Raasta hai sunsaan
Fir bhi Chalta vo anjaan
Hai manzil thodi door
Uske saamne hai toofaan
Mushkil se bhara safar
Uski zindagi hai shamshaan…
Hai ailaan Ye jung
Uski halat bhi hai tang
Koi karta na support
Aaj koi naa uske sang
Kaate dard bhari vo raat
Ye hai struggle ki saugaat
Na jeb me uske paise
Fir survive kare vo kaise
Fir bhi dheere dheere badh raha hai
Kismat se vo lad raha hai
Dekho Mila use gyaan
Ho gay logo ki pehchaan
Yaha matlabi hain log
Apne karmo ko tu bhog
Jaisi hogi chaal
Hoga Vaisa hi tera haal
Usne ladne ki hai thaani
Piya ghaat ghaat ka pani
Na lagye poori jaan
Fir bekaar hai javaani
Pareshani hi pareshani
Aur kaato bhari hai raah
Dekhna Badalega vo kismat
Jab dil se lega chaah
Haan sabki ye hi story hai
Pehle mehnat, fir glory hai
Jo hote kamiyaab
Hota sabka yahi hisaab
Unki zindagi me Abhaav
Pareshani aur tanaav
Fir bhi soach se Apni Laate
duniya pe prabhaav
To janaab, ab to uthiye
Sapne aapke…kuch kariye
Dekho waqt kaise bhaag raha
Confuse hai mera brain
Hai Waqt ko kitni jaldi..
Mano Choot rahi ho train.
~~@signal apex
भगवा रंग जैसे दिल में है
मेरी निगाह मुश्किल में हैं
पालन पोषण ज़रूरी है
हाए ये कैसी मजबूरी है
खरगोश के बच्चे मुझसे करते हैं प्यार
सोमवार हो या मंगलवार
पोषक तत्व का हूँ मै सागर
हाँ बच्चो सही कहा, मेरा नाम है गाजर
~~@thorn sedge and @vernal path
Sath Nahi Rahne Se Rishte Nahi Tuta Karte, Waqt Ki Dund Se Lamhe Nahi Tuta Karte, Log Kehte Hai Mera SAPNA Tut Gaya, Tuti Nind Hai SAPNE Nahi Tuta Karte.
~~@thorn sedge
What if Alcohol was a person?
Koi bhi ho gham ya koi bhi khushi mai hamesha tumhare sath rehti hu,
mai tumhari pakki rajdaar hu yeh seena thok kar kehti hu,
yu ladkhadate kyu ho mujhe peene ke baad seedhe chala karo,
mai ho jaati hu badnaam, tum mujhe yu na piya karo....
Mujhe hoton se lagate ho aur muh bhi banate ho,
mai kadvi zaraoor hu magar mujhko pee kar tum apne sabhi gham bhulate ho...
Sochti hu kayi baar ke aakhir tumme woh chah kiski hai,
hai meri bhi koi keemat ya sirf mere nashe ki hai?
nashe ko alag kakrke kisi roz poochungi tumse yeh sawal,
kya ab bhi rahogey tum yu mere hi talabdaar?
woh toh bottolo me bandh hu warna kab ki beh jati,
har koi labon se lagale mujhe accha nahi lagta,
isiliye guroor nahi hai kuch sacchai bhi hai,
hai kuch burai mujhme toh kuch acchai bhi hai...
Woh geet jo tumne likhe they uski yaad me woh jazbaat kaha se laye they?
bhool gaye un ahsaaso ko lene tum khud chalkar mere pass aaye they.
mohabbat ki bhi himmat kaha thi tumme,
dekho woh mai hi toh hu jisne tumhare hausle badhai they...
woh shaam mujhe ab bhi yaad hai jab usne tumhe tanha chodh diya tha,
us roz paani ki jagah apne ashk tumne mujhme milaye they...
Dekho mujhe chodhne ki kasme tumne kitni baar khai hai,
yeh sun kar har baar meri ankh bhar ayi hai.
par kahi ja na sakogey tum,
hai pakka mujhe yeh yakeen.
AISI KASME TO KITNO NE PEHLE BHI KHAI HAI....
~~@odd thunder
People wonder why i don't smile anymore
But they dont know i survive in anguish
Haunted by immutable pain
Happy memories long gone
Overshadowed by saturnine thoughts
Sometimes i wonder if it's all worth this
Does the end truly justify the means
Then i remember that indelible phrase
It sums up the teachings of buddha
"I must suffer to be happy"
And suffer i shall
~~ @mighty bloom
Delightful sight,
watching me close
Impressive speech
attracting her more
Noticing thoroughly,
moving one step close
She holds me tight
that I feel her more.
~~ @brittle vale
Falling short of words
Opening up dictionaries
Checking the vocabularies
Forming Phrases
And,
Ended up with just a word,
Love. [You]
~~ @brittle vale
It's Late Night
Having heard of the rhythm.
Clear sky
Beauty caotured through sight.
Scary darkness
Owl's howling nearby.
Fear.
~~ @brittle vale
My feelings in this pandemic:
Kuch ajeeb se rahe hai, yeh pichle kuch mahine,
Dhadkan tez si ho gai hai, aur samay dheeme,
Sapne dekhe the duniya ghoomne ke,
Bas atak se gaye hai apne hi ghar mein, 900 sq. ft ke!
Ab samajh mein aaya, pinjaare ki zindagi kaisi thi,
Ghuttan hone lagi, koi gala daba raha ho , jaise ki,
Kabhi na laga apno ko dekh kar, aankhein thak si jayegi,
Kabhi na laga auro ke dekhne ke liye aankhien taras jayegi!
Darr sa lagta hai, aage ka soch ke,
Kismat ki tarah, kahin zamaana na bhula de,
Iss changul se bahar nikalna tha,
Haalaton ke kabu se nikal kar, haalaton par kabu paana tha!
Dhyan aaj par dena hai, kal par nahi,
Apni jaan laga deni hai, bina soche kya galat kya sahi,
Mushkilein bas naam badlti hai, aage bhi aane hi waali hai!
Aao, saath mein aage chale, hume kaunsi yahan sadiyan bitaani hai.
~~ @sullen island
Ye kahani do saal purani
mujhe kisiko ye nhi sunani
haantho m ciggrate thi
ek tute fute ladke ki
smjh nhi aa rha tha ki kya karam kie the jo itni ghatiya uski kismat thi
Haar chuka tha wo tut chuka tha
par himmat usne na haari thi
jindagi se jung uski avi jaari thi
kisike aage na jhukta na rukta tha
Aur ek din
Maano koi farishta utra chand se
Khusiyon ki mashal uske haath mei
Wo ladd pada uss raat se
Mera haath zor se tham ke
Andhere ko usne cheer kar
Khusiyan apni oor kheech kar
Seench kar ek sapno ka khet pyara
Kaynat par wo akela keher dhaa raa
Jeena usne sikha dia
Har gam ko jo mita dia
Zindagi ki ladai akele ladni hai
Jaate jaate ye sabak usne sikha di.
~~ @loud junco
क्या वक्त है, क्या पहर है, कैसा समय का ये कहर है। प्रतिपल परिवर्तित परिवेश में, जीव चेतन गति में ठहर है।
~~ @wicked robin
sly vale
FOREVER IS NOT A LIEE!
In the recent years I have heard this phrase "Forever is a lie" they did not complete it by saying that it is only a lie until and unless you're not a devotee to it.
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How come our grandparents used to live all their life's together. In most of the cases Ik they both didn't even know each other still they made it to the end. The question is how? They did it because they believed in their partners. They faced every problem together they did not have any other options. And the amount of which Ik they did it with love too..
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To all the young youth out there I wanna tell you, firstly be really committed then say it is forever because when you get out of it and start saying forever is lie it hurts sentiments of thousands of budding lovers they feel shattered. Whenever they look at each other they have fear of losing. But I'm happy for those who take it as a challenge let's prove these noobies wrong..
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I believed it and I'll though not from all the side. But,I ll make sure from my side Forever will never going to be a liee!!
rugged phoenix
ज़माने कि रिवायत को
कुछ यूँ भी तोड़ा हमने
की उन्स का पहला बोसा हम
उनके जबीं पर रख आए
Zamane Ki Riwayat Ko
Kuch Yun Bhi Toda Humane
Ki Uns Ka Phela Bosa Hum
Unki Zabeen Par Rakh Aaye
Uns (उन्स) - Love
Bosa (बोसा)- Kiss
Jabeen (जबीं)- Forehead
chilly locust
Russ naa jaave koi
Eh sir te bhaar hogeya ae,
Jo ni milna ose naal pyaar hogeya ae,
Dilla, jo ni milna ose naal pyaar hogeya ae,,..
Vaade krne sikh lava main, yaa ohde muhre rova main,
Yaa fer apni chup de naal ohde dil nu chuuhva main,
Kaabil nahin aa kisede, eh taan jaanda haan
Haan theen aa, par ghaint ni haiga, eh v jaanda haan,
Ruuh di maut utte aake Kahaani da saar hogeya ae,
Ki Jo ni milna ose naal pyaar hogeya ae,
Yaara, jo ni milna ose naal pyaar hogeya ae..
~~ @undone mesa
chilly locust
Sachai:
Ye sab kitabo se ghire hoshyar log, ye sab kon hai kya ye sacche hai?
Ye primetime me baith kar chillane wale har cheez ki jankari rakhne wale, ye sab kon hai kya ye sacche hai?
Ye sansad bhavan ke mic me bhadakne wale khudko iss desh ka hukmran batane wale, ye sab kon hai kya ye sacche hai?
Wo akbharo me gorepan ka facemask bechne wale khudko janta ka product batane wale, ye sab kon hai kya ye sacche hai?
Facebook prr live karke right aur left ki baate karne wale khud ko janta ka rhenuma batane wale, ye sab kon hai kya ye sacche hai?
Hum jo iss sari duniya ko sach aur jhut ki do manind me rop rahe hai, writer ka tag liye yaha #accredited-section me likh rahe hai, hum kon hai aur kya humari dohri zindagi sacchi hai?
~~@lost sequoia
rugged phoenix
Aur Kab Tak Yuhin
Inn Aankhon Me Kaid Rakhoge
Ab Zuban Se AaJad Kar Bhi Do
Nagma Mohabbat Ka
और कब तक यूँही
इन आँखों में केद रखोगे,
अब जुबां से आज़ाद कर भी दो
नग़मा मोहब्बत का।
- Rahul
chilly locust
Raised from an apocalypse,
We have fought the cold war,
Flying in the air,
Measured the depths of sea
Touched the space
Both above and beneath,
Opened the earth,
We have built machines,
Thriving to create intelligence
Still selling sex and weed,
We have done it all
We have bleed.
We have Meditated,
Some claimed to be Enlightened,
Some ended up in the asylum
We have found God
While breathing smog.
We have created words,
language,
Insecurities and fear,
Made temples and Brothels
For sins to disappear,
We have made borders,
Government,
Art and integers,
Only to tell us
the land that we can't clear.
We are racing our thoughts
Faster than ever
Creating a generation
Of superior intelligence
Lonelier than ever.
It's hard to find a soul
Which has never questioned
The Reason of its existence.
If the answer is not Legacy
Then, the question was always irrelevant.
Every thing we find
Inside or out,
It makes us psychotic,
Funny it may sound.
Prove me wrong
And tell me if
Your mind has never
Been on a war
Against its own.
~~@mint mortar
chilly locust
I never really knew you
you were just another friend
But when I got to know you
I let my heart unbend
I couldn’t help past memories
That would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
And give another try
So I’ve fallen in love with you
And I’ll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember this one thing
I will always love you!
~~@thorn sedge
chilly locust
Zindigi Ke Usool
--Ye zindigi hi mere dost ye tuje hasayehi bhi ... To kabhi rulayegi hi bhi ..
Kabhi datege to kabhi pyar se bulayegi ...bhi. heart
Tuuu kon hi ye tuje batayegi bhi ..tu kyu hi ye tuje samajayegi bhi ...
Lekin tha tuje dukh or sukh ko krna padega kaboolll..
Kyonki yehi hi zindigi ka ashoollll..
----Yha tuje girna bhi padega ..girkar uthana bhi padega ..aapne vajood ko saabit krne ke liye dunia se ladna bhi padega ...
Kyonki agar yha ek taraf sone ke makbaree hi to dusri taraf sadkoo ke dhull hi
Ye hi zindigi ka usooll
----Yha tuje teri Khubiyoo se Jyada ..Khamiyon Ko Ginaya jayega..
Teri shamtaoo ko Dusro ke Taraju Me Tolkar Tuje nicha dikhaya jayega ...
Bs Inhi logo ko Samajne me Insaan Krta Thodi Se bhull hi...
Ye Hi zindigini ke usool hi....
----yha is crore-odo ke bheed me lakho log aaj bhi akhel pan se marte hi... muskura kr haat milane to bhut hi..pr musibat me log kam parte hi..yha kisi ke jine ya mrne ka koi farq nhi padhata ...kyonki sb aapne aapne kaamo me mushgull hii..
ye hi zindigi ka usool hi...
---- Isi liye mere dost aapne dard Kisi ko mt bta dena kyonki yha crore-odo ke hatho me Kante hi .. or sirf 1-2 ke Hath me fool hi ..
Ye hi zindigi ka usool hai...
ye hi zindigi ka usool hai...
~~@hallow horizon
eternal plaza
Manzil ki raah pe chalte hue maine
Sahi me khudko kai bar thukraya
Aankho me khwab the hatho me kalam
Aur dil me tha mere shabdjaal samaya
Girta tha pdta tha dikhta bs sapna tha
Khudko ku maine gumnam tha paya
Fir lafzo ne di mujhe uthne ki takat
Mujhe bataya ki tera mhnt na jayegi zaya
~~ @eternal plaza
rugged phoenix
Jab Bhi Pareshaan Nazar Aayi Zindagi
Humne Muskura Ke Use Gale Lagaya
karmic lance
a letter to my crush's boyfriend.
hi, she must've introduced me to you as her bestfriend.
which is a bit weird and not really a truth because at least in my head, we are clearly more than just friends. there are times when we go for walks in the evening, and we look at each other, and we keep looking just a little longer than we should.
she tells me stories of what a shitty boyfriend you're and i just sit down and listen to her rant. i can't help but listen, because you see, i can't help it, i just cannot. she tells me how she has been waiting for your call while we are on a call for 1 hour 24 minutes. i go quiet for a bit when she says something like that. then i tell her you must be busy.
i don't know how i should feel about you. there are times when i feel like she loves you a lot, and we will never have a chance, and then there are times when she just pulls me close and hugs me tight, and i feel a little uncomfortable because your face crosses my mind.
you know, we went window shopping the other day, inside the store, she was looking at sofas, beds, and everything that would make a house, a home. i just looked at her, and that was it. these walls of this ikea store know more about what we are than we will ever know in our lives.
she tells me how she likes her pasta red, and how you like it white. or how she swears by marvel and you are in love with dc. i don't know, honestly how you two even work it out, but I hope you do love her. i know she deserves all the love there's in this world. i have seen her cry at 2 in the morning while she listens to hozier, sitting in her balcony.
take care of her man, just take care of her.
love her because i know i can never be in your shoes and oh lord, what i wouldn't give away to be in your shoes
chilly locust
Life and love share a bond,
Not through magic, nor a wand.
Each of us, both we need,
Nurture them, like a garden seed.
Life with no love, substance lacks,
To each soul, a heavy tax.
Love with no life, slowly fades,
It may take a few decades.
Life and love, has so much beauty,
We must enjoy them, that's our duty.
Open our hearts, and freely share,
Life and love, will be very fair.
~~@thorn sedge
polar veldt
This is an apology written to that friend
you, who goes to the super market and counts tiles
from one end to another,
spends six hours counting heart beats,
Who I found on a summer night
Weeping on terrace, counting stars
The only time I thank the smog
Is when the sky is dark and all stars stolen,
I owe you an apology for that one time I laughed
When you told me you cannot stop counting,
For not giving you better things to count,
Like each time I smile at you
Each time I understand you.
For not being patient at the super market,
For leaving you alone to count stars,
With the dead beating of your lonely heart.
- @smoky jungle
undone mesa
The writing below is in Punjabi hope you guys understand ❤️
Ve Dillan nu torh gyi hai
Tenu saambh ke rakhde c,
Ajj ohi hassde saade te
Asi jinna nu dasde c,,
Akhan vich akhan paa mere sawaalan da jawaab de,
Tere bin mere hoye ki tu haalan da jawaab de,
Tere bin mere hoye ki tu haalan da jawaab de,
Tu jehre dil vich vassdi c, kaddna taan pena ae,
Ve tu jehre dil vich vassdi c, kaddna taan pena ae,
Hogyi ae kise hor di chadna taan pena ae,
Ve tu hogyi hain kise hor di, chadna taan paina ae.
native light
Broken Friendship
Some names make you feel sad,
So many emotions come back.
You get goosebumps thinking of the old days,
And they make you wonder what did you lack?
Everytime you see an instagram post,
You miss mentioning that name.
Your meme partner is nowhere,
And things are not the same.
With every friendship quote,
Your heart starts to cry.
The void of some personal clowns is still there,
No matter how hard you try.
Its not always about love,
Sometimes other bonds too break.
You just go with the flow,
Thinking what was your mistake.
You stare at their pictures,
With tears in your eye.
And you do wonder,
Is forever really a lie.
You look for them in others,
With a little hope to find someone,
But alas you always fail,
For you find none.
With each passing day,
You try not to think about them.
Indulging yourself in various activities,
You try to forget that gem.
Darling, broken friendship kills you,
And breaks you apart.
But loving yourself enough,
Isn't that difficult but an easy art.
- @native light
rugged phoenix
Tha Aaftab Sa Aatish
Tevar Me Uske
Isliye Tanhaai Me Hai
Bhul Gya Tha Shaayad
Tapte Suraj Ko
Mud Kar Koi Nhi Dekhta
-Rahul
sly vale
Hope for a Revival!
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No, I'm not talking about PUBg here but similar to today's world scenario.
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Everyone out in this world is dealing with something or the other. But, with real hope that someday their pain will vanish.
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Let me tell you, my friends, pain is never going to end. But, I can assure you that someday you'll get that person to face the pain with and every difficult Mountain will look like a small pebble in your path.
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Talking about those who were not able to cope up and got knocked. Doesn't mean that you are dead. It is just that you are so stressed that you are not able to make it.
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Don't worry wait for it something really amazing is waiting for you and probably you'll consider that one as the best gift of your life. .
But revival doesn't come to you in seconds hold up for a while things take time so this will too and you'll be revived!!
rugged phoenix
विवेक और साहस से गर
हर बार सफलता मिलती
तो श्री कृष्ण रणछोड़ नहीं कहलाते।
कभी कभी आपको सही अवसर
का भी इंतजार करना पड़ता है।
- Rahul
chilly locust
Blessed with birth,
Still living greedy.
Blessed for death,
But still scared of the demon.
~~ @brittle vale
क्या वक्त है, क्या पहर है, कैसा समय का ये कहर है। प्रतिपल परिवर्तित परिवेश में, जीव चेतन गति में ठहर है।
~~@wicked robin
जागते जागते रातें कुछ यूँ हवा हो गयी,
नींद न आने की तुम जो वजह हो गयी।
ज़माने ने कहा इश्क़ एक नशा होता है,
तेरे नशे में मेरे दिल को क्यों सज़ा हो गयी?
सज़ा तो सज़ा, ये मंज़ूर है मुझको,
अंदर ही अंदर, ये सुरूर है मुझको।
की जीते जीते, ग़म की आग में यूँ कज़ा होगयी।
जीते जीते, ग़म की आग में यूँ कज़ा होगयी।
जागते जागते रातें कुछ यूँ हवा हो गयी,
नींद न आने की तुम जो वजह होगयी।
~~ @thorn sedge
jo tu yhe sansar se darr darr kar chalta hai
kisi ko kuch farak nahi padta
logo ka tho kam hi hai khena
tu bass sar utha kar chalte rhe
tere sabb kam ho jayenge ohh pyare
logo ka kya hai, unka tho kam hi hai khena
~~@thorn sedge
मैं साहिल हूँ हर शाम का, दिन ढलने का पैगाम लिए। मैं हासिल हूँ हर शाम को, नव-प्रभात का पैगाम लिए।
~~ @wicked robin
chilly locust
..... Bestfriend's breakup .....
Muje aaj bhi yaad hai vo din, tu mere liye sara din kamre mai baithe royi thi,
Aur kaise unn raaton tu takiye ko apne se lagaye soyi thi.
Main vapus to nahi laa sakta vo pal jo maine tujse saare cheene, lekin
Main bhi to roya tha na tab, kya tune mere aansu gine?.
Ha maana main tha galat magar, tab tu bhi to kahi na kahi galat thi,
Shayad ye haal na hota hamara jo uss wakth main rukta aur tu mujse nazrein na palat ti.
Galtiyan meri bhi bhot hai isme jo maine tuje tab chhoda jab tuje sirf meri zaroorat thi,
Lekin main to tubelight hu na yaar, muje to badme ehsaas hua ki khudse hi girayi hai maine eentien(bricks) apni emarat ki.
Aaj bhi muje yaad hai vo wakth humne sath jo tha guzara,
Lakh koshishen karli magar aaj bhi unhe vapus nahi laa para.
Shayad yahi likha tha akhir mai usne(khuda), jo itni si baat par alag ho gaye,
Kitni sari cheezon ka samna kiya tha milkar lekin najane kyu hum uss choti si baat par galat ho gaye.
Agar chhod saari narazgi tab hum sath ladd jate jo ek hokar,
To yuu na jee rahe hote aaj hum ek dusre ko apni zindagi se kho kar.
Chahe marzi se ya anjane mai, par tu mari zindagi ka vo hissa ban gayi jo main chah kar bhi kabhi bhula nahi paunga,
Ye kaisa manzar hai ke ab samne hogi tu mere par chah kar bhi tuje apne paas bula nahi paunga.
~~ @delicate notch
bitter ether
ECSTATIC DESIRES
Left me wet in Imagination
With those unfulfilled ecstasy
In the words flowing like river
Can't control my breath
Nor could help myself
Just completely lost in your arms
In that horny eve
Where a new story was about to start
Those wild fingers curling my hair
Roaming around my body
In lustful desire
Unhooking my clothes
Hooking up our heart
We both kissed passionately
Before the real game starts
You fell on me like a wild beast
To complete your thirst
I was lying like a prey in naked thoughts at last
You kissed my body
I was feeling so horny
I enveloped you with my mouth
Under the shower
Oh! So strong desire
Of getting each other
To behold till the night pass
Was it all in my fantasy?
While you were riding me through the stars
The smell of your body
Was making me insane so far
We both could here
Each other's heart beats
It was a pleasing painful experience
I got that time
Or you were only imaginary?
Still I am sleeping wet on my bed
Having the feel of your beastly desire
In each part of me drowned in your arms
Calling your name again and again
To give such pleasure
Each and every time
Oh! My love
You are so amazing
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
polar veldt
That sometimes the sky is barren,
Without a moon, neither full, nor half,
Neither crescent, nor dying,
The sky remains the sky
With or without the moon.
But the moon always
Gets her share of the blue
On the other side.
- @smoky jungle
chilly locust
Raised from an apocalypse,
We have fought the cold war,
Flying in the air,
Measured the depths of sea
Touched the space
Both above and beneath,
Opened the earth,
We have built machines,
Thriving to create intelligence
Still selling sex and weed,
We have done it all
We have bleed.
We have Meditated,
Some claimed to be Enlightened,
Some ended up in the asylum
We have found God
While breathing smog.
We have created words,
language,
Insecurities and fear,
Made temples and Brothels
For sins to disappear,
We have made borders,
Government,
Art and integers,
Only to tell us
the land that we can't clear.
We are racing our thoughts
Faster than ever
Creating a generation
Of superior intelligence
Lonelier than ever.
It's hard to find a soul
Which has never questioned
The Reason of its existence.
If the answer is not Legacy
Then, the question was always irrelevant.
Every thing we find
Inside or out,
It makes us psychotic,
Funny it may sound.
Prove me wrong
And tell me if
Your mind has never
Been on a war
Against its own.
~~@mint mortar
Nodus Tollens
When you are diffused in the ecstasy of life,
It seems extravagant,
Chimerical, an Utopia.
Then you step back from the protagonist,
And start to witness life in its true self,
The illusions, eternity, desires, veracity.
The plot of your life doesn't make sense to you anymore,
The subtle frustration of realising the desires to be fuel of the ordinary life,
A journey starts within to the origin of light,
With a heart to sacrifice everything.
You continue to question existence,
Drawn towards austerity,
You experience the narrow rays of freedom,
Like those tears flowing across your face
while you are running into a battlefield.
The austerity, the freedom
Bring along the paradoxical inevitable,
Like every time you wake up,
You are aware of the dream that ended,
With pieces of reminiscence.
Only to wake up in another dream,
To be diffused in the ecstasy of life,
Chimerical, an Utopia.
~~@mint mortar
bright crystal
*Samne ho to ab kuch dikhta nahi,
Sath ho to bhi sath lagta nhi.
Khud ko azmana chhor diya humne,
Logo ne azmana kbhi chhora hi nahi.
Kya kare ese logo ka,
Jo sath to hai pr pas nhi
Jo Dil me hai pr ab koi jazbaat nhi,
Chhorna chahe to chhor na paaye,
Apnane ka koi sawaal toh ab banta hi nahi.*
- Vanshika
pastel sun
अब कैसे बैठे हैं इत्मीनान से सब,
जैसे फ़ारिग़ हो गए हो जहान से सब।
पहाड़ दरिया सेहरा और तेरा चेहरा,
दिखाई तो देता है मेरे मकान से सब।
जिस जिसने भी जान बनाया है तुमको,
हाथ ही धो बैठे हैं जान से सब।
ये सभी जो मुझको भोला समझे बैठे हैं,
कितने मासूम, कितने हैं नादान से सब।- 
rugged phoenix
Tumhare Sath Beeta Har Waqt Ab
Na Jane Kyu Sab Khawab Sa Lage
Rakh Do Jo Tum Lab-on Pe Lub Mere
Na Jane Kyu Nasha Sharab Sa Lage
Bagawat Hai Darmiyan Dil Aur Dimag Ke
Na Jane Kyun Ye Ishq Inqalaab Se Lage
Mere Sawal Par Tumhari Ye Khamoshi
Na Jane Kyu Ab Zawab Sa Lage
Tum Jo Bicha Do Kaatein Raho Me
Na Jane Kyu Wo Ab Gulab Sa Lage
Mohabbat Me Yun Ruthna Manana Bhi
Na Jane Kyu Ab Aazab Sa Lage
- Rahul
बेहद सुन्दर, बेहद ख़ूबसूरत, बेहद हसीन हो तुम,
मेरी उम्मीद, मेरा ऐतबार, मेरा यकीन हो तुम।
- Rahul
thorn sedge
Nights
Rapid breathing, tears rolling.
"I wish I could make things right" is all I'm thinking.
Just another night, lying down with my favorite book, alone with my melancholy like any another night.
The slight streak of moonlight from the window falling on my face in perfect symmetry and the continuous squeaking of insects echoing in my ears. A hundred thoughts revolving around my mind, putting them into words does no justice to them.
Building a tower full of memories, the future, oh what a delight.
Wiping down tears with my sleeve. Am I sad? Maybe. Are these happy tears? Maybe.
By the time I'm out of my land of enchantment, the sun's shining bright. Time went by.
Yet another day, yet another blessing.
chilly locust
This is an apology written to that friend
you, who goes to the super market and counts tiles
from one end to another,
spends six hours counting heat beats,
Who I found on a summer night
Weeping on terrace, counting stars
The only time I thank tha smog
Is when the sky is dark and all stars stolen,
I owe you an apology for that one time I laughed
When you told me you cannot stop counting,
For not giving you better things to count,
Like each time I smile at you
Each time I understand you.
For not being patient at the super market,
For leaving you alone to count stars,
With the dead beating of your lonely heart.
~~@smoky jungle
Oh Girl!
You are a beautiful nightmare
Coming deep inside me
Transforming me into a beautiful person.
I'm so grateful to you.
I'd never be this strong without you...
Stay.
Don't go
Stay.
Coz when you're around me
Everything's so right,
Don't go..
~~@brittle vale
I hear no angels sing, is heaven there,
There, if there, for me and you?
Soul sold to grief,
The tinnitus in my ear heavy,
As heavy as the stones weighing Woolf down,
A thousand miles and no song, no Delilah.
Cold nights in humid Indian July,
No cherry blossom dreams, nor roses bloom,
An aching heart that shivers for reasons lost,
Wet pillows pressed against a sobbing mouth.
It's a metro
With a music in the backdrop
Silenced by the voices inside your head,
With absent glistening eyes in the city of lights.
It's a metro of
Chaotic monotony and monotonous chaos.
Blurred sky, watery eye
A vision like Sylvia's
Would you ask her
Is this La vie en rose?
A starry night
A dead Gogh
Yellow skies,
Jaundice and pale death.
~~@smoky jungle
The Sinking Heart
Walking down the lane, I stumble on a face,
as her gaze met mine and we both looked away.
I met her on a sidewalk the other day,
she's something I want - My heart said hearts
We walked, we laughed and the music set the mood right,
the weather was just the weather she liked.
We held hands and laughed like crazy, No coy glances, no awkward flirting, kept pulling each other's leg and laughed like maniacs.
Is it our first date? - She said
I took two steps back and my heart pounded fast,
I felt breathless, Is it really something I want?
My heart sank and my lungs gasped for air,
reconciling my past, should I leave it as it is here?
And then she said - This is wrong, I don't know how to explain this but please understand that I'm wounded. I get triggered and had struggles. There are days when I'm laying on my apartment's floor and I won't talk to anyone because it feels so lonely that I don't want to. I'll shut you out and everyone else. For me trusting you would not be easy for a while not because of you but because everyone just always left, cheated, or chosen someone else. I will need your reassurance. I will need you and I will need you to keep choosing me again and again. I'll need you to care and believe me when I text you saying I'm getting bad again.
So before you think I'm the one, I'll always be positive, I'm going to make you happy and I'm always happy, that I'll always be smiling - know the reality before you get involved. Don't get close if you can't handle us. And, don't you ignore what I just said and dare to touch my heart if you aren't ready for that?
She turned around and walked away slowly, I ran up to her to say I'm sorry,
I held her hands and kissed her slowly, under the streetlight I see her eyes flickers.
A teardrop rolled down her cheeks and she hugged me tight,
I wrapped my hands around her, I realized this is what home feels like.
~~@odd thunder
If I must write the saddest poem
Lifelessly when you screech it with a pin
Blood shall ooze out
from between the two dots of a colon:
Did Neruda not lie when he said
Your eyes close as I fall asleep
What good is the maqbara
For dead Mumtaz, decayed body, departed soul.
Those you love
love you back in varying degrees,
as sunflowers turn to the sun
some more fiercely, some less.
But each with caliber same
To watch you die.
Does not life feel like a long tragedy
with little episodes of happiness,
how gracefully you weave an eternity
out of those short spans of ecstasy,
that come not easy.
Do you not know the Romantics were mourning
For they knew that they were a century away
From times when you and I live?
Are not all poems of love ramblings
Of delusional minds
Deceitful verses and pretty lies?
Thus in the process of writing the saddest poem
I immortalize the pain inflicted
I avenge the hurt.
~~@smoky jungle
This year September is sweet,
I will seize September in my palms,
And sprinkle it when the cold gets so harsh
That you forget what it was like when the wind was soft
And the air was shrewd
When the sun was gay
And leaves shy,
That you forget what September feels like
Like a dream of milk teeth days,
That you forget what September feels like
When the breeze gushed in your heart
Tickling, making it full.
I will seize September in my palms
And pour it to you.
~~@smoky jungle
MeinSamayHun yeh server ka naam nahi yeh eak Jannat hai
Hum sabhi sharrukh ke liye yeh hamara ghar Mannat hai
Yha koi VC mein beatbox karta toh koi ganna gata hai
Apna breakup ka gam sunane ke liye koi mil hi jata hai
Aadat si hogi hai is server par aane ki
Shukriya sabka itna parivaar wala mahool banane ki
Abhi 50 hazaar members hue hai aur abhi manzil bahut door hai
Samay aur Vidit ke Love story ke kisse bhi bahut mashoor hai
Samay bhai stream par vapis aajao sabhi Vidit ko aapke khillaf bhadka rahe hai
Karan Singh aur Gamerfleet ab akele akele Gand matka rahe hai
Jo bolte hain Samay acha nahi hai use kyun dekhte ho
Unko mein bs yeh bolunga 'HO SAKTA HAI TUM GALAT HO'
~~@thorn sedge
Why should a girl be afraid,
To walk down the alley at night?
Strolling along a street ,
Is just a basic right.
Why should she be scared,
To show a little skin?
Wearing a low cut top,
Is not exactly a sin.
Why should she be worried ,
When she has a bit to drink?
She should not have to be afraid,
Of what others think.
Why do you get to tell her,
What she can or cannot do?
Instead of changing what she wears,
Change the world’s view.
As far as progress is concerned,
We have still got a ways to go,
Before you tell her not to drink,
Tell the rapist 'NO MEANS NO'.
~~@dense pawn
loneliness.
it’s a heavy word, it makes you think of a child stuck in a small corner of a dark room with no windows, no way to escape, no one to hear him talk about trying to escape. it also makes you think you’re lucky to not know what that feels like. because it’s not like you are lonely.
you talk to so many people every day. every meme you come across, you send it to at least 15 of them. your Instagram is full of group pictures and you’re added to more group chats than you can keep a count of. loneliness is a terrible feeling, but not one you have ever had to live with.
so, you go around and you say you’re not lonely but some part of you just doesn’t understand why would you want to be lying? because sometimes, even in the middle of the day surrounded by people, you feel lost. you don’t know if you belong here, or anywhere.
and that’s when loneliness hits you like a midnight train rushing to its last stop. it’s not kind to you. it’s late, and it has places to be. so, it rushes with all its strength and it hits you before you see it coming. it leaves you with a void which keeps on increasing inside you till you’re back in a dark window-less room with the walls shrinking in on you. no way to escape, no one to hear you talk about trying to escape.
but the good news is that like all things, this too will pass. because just like midnight trains, loneliness doesn’t know how to stay for long. and sometimes, that’s the best you can hope for.
~~@final fog
I'm still mourning
And It's just been a couple of years.
But it feels like eons,
Eons since I've been drowning
How do I deal with it?
Now that I've seen uncertainty.
With this weight of existence,
How do I commit?
I feel so lost,
somedays I just give in
And everytime I come out,
It would cost.
I don't want to just try.
Till the day I die.
Leave my thoughts,
And Let me cry.
~~@hot schooner
chilly locust
I have nothing to offer
Nor any place except
to accept what is offered.
You pass by several times
like seeing a beautiful river
go dry.
Wonder if you must
don't seize to walk.
Seaech for another source
to quench your thirst.
I have nothing to offer
nor any place to accept
What is offered
~~@fallen kelp
smoky jungle
This year September is sweet,
I will seize September in my palms,
And sprinkle it when the cold gets so harsh
That you forget what it was like when the wind was soft
And the air was shrewd
When the sun was gay
And leaves shy,
That you forget what September feels like
Like a dream of milk teeth days,
That you forget what September feels like
When the breeze gushed in your heart
Tickling, making it full.
I will seize September in my palms
And pour it to you.
~~@smoky jungle
shrewd echo
Lodu Lalit
~~ Munna bhaiya from Mirzapur
tired panther
Reckless
I sweep across boundaries,
across territories, across thoughts
and perceptions
Beyond understandable words and beyond the literal meanings.
I sweep into darkness
just to get back to light
and cover myself with solitude
to get back to love again
I sweep into glasses that taste like wine,
and lips that taste like truth.
native light
Stardust
Far enough away,
and we become both
something and nothing;
the light at the edge of light,
a star in an ocean of stars.
Saw a map of the rivers
and roads on this body
we call home.
Hundreds of thousands
of rivers looking for the seas,
every single sea looking
for some idea of some ocean,
Ten thousand roads
and I thought of how everything
leads to something.
Far enough away,
and we are temporary
and forever;
just particles of stardust floating
in a sky full of it.
eternal plaza
I'm just nervous over nothing even shit I can't even control
I used to love to be in public, now i'd rather be alone
And even though it's difficult its probably for the best
If i didn't make a change i would drank myself to death
Then i'll wake up feeling better than i did before
But something hits me outta nowhere and almost knocks me to floor
A heaviness ,a readiness to get back into bed
A sadness that i can't explain ,a cloud over my head
My deepest darkest fears feel like they filling up like ocean
I m floating on the surface with only hope that keep me goin
I've been down on myself,man, i forgot how to believe in me
I never asked for help, now i just struggle with it secretly
sly vale
When you walked by my side air didn't blow, my mind did every single drop increase in dopamine carried me towards you and I found your smile;
.
When you smiled the world didn't stop, my heart did my Acetylcholine was so high that it always wanted to stop the moment to take a relief of sigh;
.
Whenever you rolled your eyes, the world was not sad, I cried because my nor-epinephrine was low but I felt high;
.
But the moment you hugged my every hormone touched the peak and that is the best feeling I'm unable to describe🌿🌿
brittle vale
A confusing soul,
Loves another confusing soul.
Is selfish, for getting loved
Is fearful, of the distance
Tries hard to make things perfect
Thinks that it can handle everything well
Showcasing the love for the soul
It haunts many different souls
Is confused to react
Is confused to answer
Is confused to love
Is confused to speak
Still it feels the soul
Is mesmerised with the thoughts
Is thinking of the future
Is knowing it clearly
And still remains confused.
~dshant
dense adder
आज खुद के कमरे के लिए लड़ते हो
कल खुद का मकान बनवाओगे
रहोगे किंग साइज़ बिस्तर पर
पर ये सुकून कहा से लाओगे?
आज सौ रुपये जेब मे देखकर इतराते
कल लाखों मे कमाओगे
होगा सबकुछ खरीदने का पैसा
पर वो सौ वाली ख़ुशी कहाँ से लाओगे ?
आज पढ़ाई से समय चुराते , दोस्तों के साथ खेलते हो
कल २-२ वीकेंड पाओगे,
होगा वो पूरा समय तुम्हारा
पर वो दोस्त कहाँ से लाओगे ?
आज चाय समोसे के लिए लड़ते हो ,
कल महंगे रेस्टोरेंट जाओगे ,
होगा शायद सब खाने के लिए,
पर क्या ये भूख फिर ला पाओगे ?
smoky jungle
Nostalgia,
a station that you visit after 10 years only to find,
the train doesn't stop there anymore.
Nostalgia,
an old house with childhood memories, now bolted,
with ripened age the mango tree is no longer there.
Nostalgia,
a bicycle, now rusty
papa and you, too big for it.
A road you look back to,
expecting everything to be the same,
but who could ever survive the waves of running time?
- @Munna Bhaiya
chilly locust
हाथों में तेरा हाथ नहीं है,
लगता है लकीरें साथ नहीं है।
तेरे बिना देखा है महसूस करके,
जीने में अब वो बात नहीं है।।
~~@fallen kelp
karmic lance
They say, in the Wizarding World,
if you love someone truly,
your patronus starts to resemble theirs.
It changes form slowly,
morphing into
a Jack Russel terrier, an otter or a phoenix
until there's no identifiable evidence
of it once being a horse, a cat or a hare.
I think about James Potter and his beloved, Lily Evans
and how they have the same animal for patronus -
a stag and a doe;
and I wonder if she always had a doe
or did she fall in the kind of love ballads and sonnets are written about?
It makes me hopeful in the same way
that my feelings could never do.
Tonight, as I open our box
a photograph of you dressed up as the Half Blood Prince
falls out of it,
making me remember the last vestiges of love,
so devastating, so beautiful.
And I think about Severus Snape
and how he was the only Death Eater to ever have a patronus,
a doe, too.
I've devoured the series a million and one times and I still don't understand
if I feel pity or empathy for him,
maybe all you can feel is a little bit of both
for someone who broke his heart
continuously, yet bravely.
Yesterday, I watched the infamous five-word exchange between him and Dumbledore
and it reminded me how
I always cried whenever, like Harry, I saw him answer
"Always." to "After all this time?".
You laughed everytime,
to hide your achy thoughts and heavy heart, maybe
because somehow you already knew that
I would be the Lily to your Severus.
It's been a few years
since I gave up on us
and I wonder
if our paths ever cross again,
will you finally have a different patronus
or will it still resemble mine?
brittle vale
You.. Yes you
You act so innocent sometimes.
Knowing, still pretending.
Ignoring the darkness
Trying to move with the illumination.
You... Yes you
You act beautifully ethical
Crafting every emotion in you.
It seems...
You..
You are the only one..
With magical powers surrounded
Making my day worth living.
~dshant
sonic meadow
Kyu dukh sunane wale ko kamzor kahein,
aur likhne wale ko izzat pradaan..
Vo shaqs kya rakhe neev shabdon ki, jiska aankho aage toota ho makaan..
tired panther
Samay ke khel me jo ye nazaarein dekhne mile,
Bahot khoob khel khele hai iss sunehre aasman ne
Par jab waqt ho jaayein iske neel me shaamil ho jaane ka
Girte hue apne paas ke imaartein le ke girega ye aasman,
Yaa garaj uthenge baadal dharti pe aag banke.
lost sequoia
Sahanbhuti:
Ye log aaj aye hai.
Khete hai koi kaam ho to batana.
Aur ye log phir chale jate hai.
Ye log khete hai sabar karo sab thik ho jaiga hum hai na, aur agle he pal wo apni apni duniya me chale jate hai.
Kuch waqt tak ke ye log hume apna dikhlate hai, prr kuch pal baad wo bhi apno ki tarha sath chodjate hai.
Ye log bhi galat nahi hai, unki bhi apni duniya hai, unke bhi koi apne hai jo unka unki duniya me intezar kar rahehai, unn logo ke liye, unki wo mhequm duniya ke liye wo log chale jate hai.
Wo log khete hai tum fikar na karo jo insan guzar gaya wo laut ke na aye ga. Hume samaj nahi aate wo mere ankhon ke samne jo mere mheboob ki qabar hai uski, ya chnd pal baad jo wo mitti dal ke guzar jai ge uski baat kar rahe hai.
Maut to haq hai sabko aani hai, ye hume samjhane ki jarurat nahi.
Prr wo yaade humari unke sath hai usse kaise dafnai, ye samjhaye bina hi wo log chale jate hai.
wet pebble
Posthumous Identity
Stanza 1:
Walking across an empty road made me feel concise,
Stalking there was a wise persona, which seemed like mine,
I confided into its blackness, the joviality of his,
Made people think I'm abhorrent, filled with abyss...
Stanza 2:
I could visualise, the sight and the plight of his,
I may have been scrupulous, but this was a bliss,
Was I going to do those actions, without contemplating?
Was this the right path? Because, I could see opposite iterating...
Stanza 3:
Did I fell in a trap, but free from nonchalance and crap?
Was I finally frivol, joyous, and relieved from mishaps?
It seemed pure as the soul prevails alone,
My body separated from the distressed cologne....
Stanza 4:
A sparkling, dazzling light which distant it may seem,
I followed it with no cynosure and distortion between,
It lead to a screen, which showed the unpleasant world to me,
The things I saw, made me fill with unease...
Stanza 5:
Some people were left with shock, grief and disgust,
It's almost as if a war between good and bad erupts,
Some confessed their unsaid, explicit love for me,
Some shared incidents, some celebrated my legacy.....
Stanza 6:
Where were these retards, when I was feeling down?
Why couldn't I seek their help, did they hide underground?
No one cared when I struggled to breathe,
They said be a man or else, we'll grave you underneath.....
Stanza 7:
Now, that I've evanesced, I gained these,
Unwanted, flattering, fanatics and posthumous identities....
It truly seems, the world's gonna become inhumane,
Because, the people who die, death sees them with pain and disdain....
- Shardul Deshpande
@sharduldeshpande6342
karmic lance
birthdays make me sad
every year, you wake up to a barrage of notifications. so many text messages, so many missed calls, and god knows whatnot. then, the next day is just about the eerie silence on your phone (apart from the friends who send a 'belated' wish.)
all the phone calls or texts just ask you one thing, "so what plans?" you think about your day, and try to come up with something exciting. and if you are anything like me, you'd just want to be left alone like any other day.
you keep asking yourself, what's even the point? what's the point of everyone remembering you for one day, and then forgetting you for another year? you find yourself replying to people you haven't spoken to ages. even you know, they don't even remember the birthday to begin with, it's facebook reminder for the most part.
i have realised, as you grow older, birthdays stop being about gifts, parties, or friends. they start being about more responsibilities, maturity, and burdens. as you grow older, birthdays just become a stinging reminder of the things you have not done. the things you could've done.
and on this day, your overthinking brain just refuses to shut up. on one hand, your close friends are doing a countdown for your birthday. and on the other, you can barely keep up with life. it's been this way for you. you don't understand everyone's happiness around you when you are just wondering what's even their to celebrate, anyway.
stoic jackal
Chattan jin tak pahuch kar safal hota hai
Humne to unki chattan bane hue dekha hai
-Pathak
hallow horizon
__Dikat Kha Aa Rhi Hi __
--Tere passs lakshay hi, tere pass vaqt hi , Tere pass saansh hi .. tere pass aash hi..
Abe oye.. Tere Pass Khoon hi ..Tere pass janoon hi ..to phir kyu ye musibato ke aandhi Tere sar pe mandra rhi hi.
Jara puch aapne aap se ke dikat kha aa rhi ....
--Pagal tere pass dil hi , tere pass dimag hi Tere andar kuch krne ke aag hi ..
Abee tere pass din hi , tere pass raat hi , Dunia ke har chez paane ke aukad hi , , to phir kyo tere mann me ye kayarta ke ghata chaa rhi hi..
Jara puch aapne aap se ke dikat kha aa rhi hi ...
Thankyou
Continue or hi but aabhi lines match nhi ho rhi so...❤️
Kuch galti ho to btana ..
~~ @hallow horizon ❤️
Mujhey aj bhi yaad hai wo din
Jab Tujhse pehli baar mila tha,
Tuition ke bahane hi sahi
tere bilkul saath to chala tha,
Notebook ke bahane hi sahi
tere haaton ko to pakda tha,
Mujhey aj bhi yaad hai wo din
Jab hamari pehli date thi,
Tu ne kaha tha ke hm khana khae ya nahi,
Hamare kapre ki rang milni zaruri thi,
Wo saath me baithna,
Wo masti bhari baaten,
Mujhey aaj bhi yaad hai wo din
Mujhey aaj bhi yaad hai wo dine,
Jab hamare ek dusre ke ghar ana jana hogya tha,
Jab tumhare or mere saaman ab hm dono ke the,
Jab ham dono,
Ek the.
Mujhey aj bhi yaad hai wo dine,
Jab meri parchai par hamesha tera saya hota tha,
Jab teri aasuon ke peche meri dard hoti thi,
Jab teri saason se meri dharkane puri hoti thi,
Mujhey aaj bhi yaad hai wo dine
Mujhey abbhi yaad hai wo dine
Jab hamare beech wo agaya tha,
Jab mere tere wakt par uski ghadi chal rahi thi,
Jab tu
Usse dil lagane lagi thi
Jab mere texts waiting pe the,
Jab hamari ladai hone lagi thi,
Jab wo tere ghar aane laga tha,
Jab meri har ek call missed call hone lagi thi,
Jab hamare beech durian badhne lagi thi,
Main nahi bhulunga wo din,
Jab mai,
Pyaar karta tha.
eternal plaza
Tere pyar me us pyaar ki jo hadd mili vo paar ki
Un raato ko aawargi
Un taaro ki nazaargi
Us saath ki vo saadgi
Bas yaado ki bechaargi
Junun-e-ishq uftaadgi
Na mara par zinda nahi
Dariya dili thi meri jo tera haath thama chorh ke
Duniya ke saare jhol jhaal un taano se muh modke
Sath khada tha tere un zulfo ke ghane mod pe
Na krna chahu yaad tuje ki zakhmo pe tu zor de
Maana thodi galti thi , bana zara nadaan tha
Mana meri har khawyish me bas tera hi naam tha
Din me teri baate , sham ko tera aitabar tha
Par kaash tu ye jaan paati
Tujhse hi sirf pyaar tha
Raato ko vo jaagana un vaado ko bas maanna
Yaado ki potli me lifafa sa yun badhna
Zakham si ye baate ab saari hari hogyi
Tu yaado me hai yaad ab bas yaado me hi khogyi
Ab bas yaado me hi kho gayi ❤️
-- @eternal plaza
native light
Sunshine
She's my wonder wall
She's beyond grace and pretty words
She seems to be like my redemption
A redemption of aureate
When my world turns dark
Honey if my words are vagrant
Then your smile is home to them
You're my happiness
& I'm not ready to claim it yet
I desire to have you for eternity
You see, some bonds just click
And you wish for
an eternity with them
Honestly I'm scared of
losing my sunshine
But my shy rhymes will
never urge to tell you
Honey you are the
calm before to my chaos
Don't just be home to my words
Be home to my soul.
Be the one where I belong
& l'll be the one where you do
polar veldt
Going within
There is a chaos in my head
Too many thoughts
I can’t keep a track
I plant myself on the ground
and try to calm myself down
My thoughts go berserk
Birds happily hover around my life’s tree and chirp
From my being,
to the grass,
to the leaves,
to these birds,
My mind wanders through the creation of this universe
Eventually it ends with you
Who are you?
Are you really true?
Or is it a myth?
An endless rope
To help you nudge through life
giving a little hope?
A fallacy, a make believe,
that there waits a light at the end?
Or are you real whom I can feel and transcend?
Today when I sought myself
I went a step further
And ended up finding you.
It was you I was seeking all this while.
I lay on the grass with a sentiment strange within,
Mine is a story of humongous sins.
Writer had higher spiritual self in mind while penning this down. Feel free to have an interpretation of your own.
- @polar veldt
lost sequoia
Social:
Ek ajnabi se duniya.
Yaha koi na apna na koi paraya hai.
Ajnabi se ye log hai, phir bhi apno sa inse rishta hai.
Ye duniya aaj ek chote se headphones aur keyboard me bhun gai hai.
Iss bhune huve jal me hum inn apne parai ke sath bhi apne ho gai hai.
Ye simti si duniya me raat ki tanhai ho, ya koi tyohar ye apne log hume hamesha yaad aate hai.
bright crystal
Jinke liye hamne poora maahual sajaye rakkha,
Kal ke aaye shaqs ke liye unne aaj haame paraye rakkha,
Aur farak bhi na pada unhe is baat se jo (2),
Fir humne bhi vaisa hi nata unse banaye rakkha
- @delicate notch
lost sequoia
Overthinking:
Ek paheli si hai,
Sari baate ullghi si hai.
Humare sath ek tanhai si hai.
Jo kabhi acchi ya burai si hai.
Ye uljhan hai ya koi rpublic ki debet, kyuki dono me hi main baat thodi si hai.
stoic jackal
The Pain, hatred inside him would come out occassionally, still he wasn't able to cry/scream as
It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure.
-Pathak
bright crystal
Agar vo dost hai tumhari
To mohabbat batane se Darna hi theek hai
Dosti gawane se achha
Jeeke yu marna hi theek hai
- @coral minnow
polar veldt
Tu jeene ki baat karta hai,
Mai toh jeete ji marta hu.
Tu ashk aankho se bahata hai,
Mai toh khoon ke aason rota hu.
Tu apni zindgi mai khush hai,
Mai tumhe dekh ke khush hota hu.
Waqt ka paihya yu hi chalta hai,
Mai toh bs marne ki dua karta hu.
- @slate wind
dense adder
ये कितने छोटे बीते पल
ये आज की बातें बीता कल
ये एक server बक्चोदों का
ये कुछ channels और कुछ VC
जो सपनों सी खुल जातीं हैं
पागल से ये एक लड़का , चंचल सी एक वो लड़की
ये फक्कड़ भी हैं राजा भी , किसी का मिलके बजा दे बाजा भी ,
ये लंगर डाले नर्क पर भी , और
No Offense बोलकर ये , हर बन्दे से भिड़ जाते हैं
एक जेब झटक दें जहाँ भी , बकचोदी का ढेर लगते हैं
ये बकचोदी के शहज़ादे , बक्चोदों के शहर के ये वासी
chilly locust
We all struggle without a doubt, with our inner self, our mindset, society-led norms, procrastination, laziness, information overload etc.
It's an uphill task daily.
Deal with challenges, don't let them get out of hand.
Counter it with positivity, living life with a purpose.
~~@gleaming veldt
तुम्हारे किसी आशिक़ ने तुम्हारी आंखों की तारीफ़ करी होगी,
तो किसी ने बालों की,
पर क्या कभी किसी ने तुम्हारे गालों की तारीफ़ करी है कया?
वो गाल जिन्हें छूकर गंगा में हाथ धोने का एहसास होता था,
वो गाल जिन्हें देख कर चांद अपनी खूबसूरती धिक्कारने लगता था,
वो गाल जिन्हें जब मेरे सूखे होंठ छूते थे, तो ऐसा लगता था मानो cotton candy खाने की जगह चूम रहा हूं।
पहली दफा जब तुम्हारा दीदार हुआ था,
तब पता है मेरे मन में पहला ख्याल क्या आया था!
यही की काश तुम मुझे जानती होत, और व गबबर स फल गल खच क तमहर चहर क सर थकन गयब कर दत।
तमह यद ह, जब हम पहल date प गए थ और व हजरतगज क CCD म म सरफ नहरत रह तमहर गल क,
कछ बल ह नह पय थ,
फर जब बरलगटन चरह स जब तम अपन घर क तरफ जन लग और म ऑट क वट कर रह थ,
त तमन बल ह दय, " यर, तम गल खच ल पहल, फर ह आग कछ बल पओग।"
और फर हम जर स हस थ।
फर त हर date क य रवज स बन गय क
तमहर गल खच क ह खतम हत थ।
यद ह, जब तम अपन सर मर सन प रखक गहर सच म ख जत थ,
और म तमहर गल प अपन उगलय घमय करत थ।
मझ नह पत तम कय सच रह हत थ,
पर म त बस यह सचत रहत थ क य पल रक जए,
तम मर सन प धम धम सस लत रह,
और म तमहर गल स खलत रह।
पर जबस हम जद हए ह, तमहर गल सख स गए ह,
शयद तम मझ भल नह प रह ह,
सच कह त म भ नह भल प रह ह तमह।
पर म ऐस नह चहत,
म चहत ह तम फर स खश ह जओ, और खल उठ,
व चमक कश वपस आ जए तमहर गल क क तब थ जब हम सथ थ।
वरन तमहर अगल आशक क सथ बहत नइसफ हग यर।
~~@soft dove
पराजय से डरे,
मूस्कीलो से लडे,
फसा हुआ था मोड़ पे |
फिर चल पड़ा,
एक नयी सोच से|
ना पता क्या लक्ष मेरा,
जी रहा मौज में|
ना कोई जीत मेरी,
ना मेरी ये हार है|
में बागी सा चल दिया ।
मेरी ना कोई चाह है।
~~@wet plover
It was a winter morning
And yet it was sunny…
It was October warming
And yet it was chilly…
I enter the class
To sit back at last
And I pick a chance
To peek a glance
at you…
I see you smiling
Like the stars are shining
Your eyes filled with mirth
Show me beauty of earth
In you…
Your attention I crave
But I am too naive
May Whatever be the cost
My heart I’ve already lost
To you…
Wandering like a bee
Your eyes stop on me
With a smile sent my way
You made my day…!!
~~@thorn sedge
What if man never came into existence?
Man, funnily enough, a synonym for humans,
And not the half of them.
What if man, again, never came into existence?
Existence, that demands to be proven.
Existence, that tests your threshold of tolerance.
Tolerance, another creature of mythical memory.
Memory that is a bubble waiting to be popped open
And deluge the unknown air of nascent nostalgia.
Nostalgia, an over-worked vagrant
That used to be a prince,
Until memory turned malignant,
And desires turned dark.
Dark, the reigning emperor
Of the gentles of night.
And night, the mysterious warrior,
That wins the lost war against truth.
Truth, that is everything but true.
Truth, as fickle as fame and flame are.
Truth, so misrepresented in its different chronicles,
Disguising lies as the absence of true reasoning.
Reasoning, that grows scant
In the irrationality of broken belief.
Belief, that existence should be worth it
And be not a solemn song
That placidly plays away to peace.
Peace, that is unknown, unheard of and unwilled
In all years that man, and woman, existed.
What if man, and woman, never came into existence?
~~@plain reef
Yun toh sochta hu aksar ki likhu kuch khud ke baare mein
Par na jaane kha kho sa gya mai waqt ki galiyaaro mein
Kch yaadein hai jo guzre zamane ki ek jhalak de jaati hain
Par un dhundli tasveero me meri zindagi adhuri reh jaati hai
Maano ek purani kitaab ho jiske panne mit se gye ho
Khoye hue alfaazo mein jazbaat ghum se gye ho
Waqt ne jo churaya hai mujhse uska hisaab krta hu
Par khud ke gunaho pe parda krne se darta hu
Ab toh bas ek aas hai ki yun hi chalte chalte
mulakat hogi meri khud se
Aur un mulakato me hi jee lunga mai har khoya hua lamha dil se
Aur ye jo na hua toh mukammal sapne bhi fareb hai
Zindagi meri bandh mutthi se fisalti hui ret hai
Ek uljhi hui dor hai jisme hain hum fase
Vo khoya hua chand hi kya jo kisi aur ki aasmaan me ja bse..
~~@drowsy mural
"Chalo aao ek dusre ki adhuri kahaniya sunte hai
Chalo aao ek dusre ke toote khwab bunte hai
Chalo aao ek dusre ke dilo ka khoya hissa bante hai
Chalo aao saari buri yaadein bhulate hai aur ache lamho ko dorahte hai
Chalo aao duniya ke lie ek misaal bante hai jisko pura jahan apna adhurapan door karnne ke lie dorahe"
~~@hexed wadi
I'm here
If you lose at something nd don't wanna retry
I'm here
If you get trapped in mood swings and want shoulders to cry
I'm here
If you ever feel alone nd want someone to share a cup
I'm here
If you find yourself lost in the dark nd want hands to pull you up
I'm here
If your fingers are craving for someone to hold
I'm here
If your eyes seeking for someone to behold
I'm here
Even if you didn't ask me so
I'm here as promising lips don't lie
You know...
~~@karmic hemlock
In memory of EDM Fests,
Corona Land
The biggest masquerade
Alcohol flowing on the outside
What the hell's going on inside?
Apocalypse of our tribe,
Survivor's describe
In the backdrop of a dire trip,
Will we hit the peak before we flip?
Is it a rhapsody or meloncholic number?
Deathly hallows or sweet dreams murmur?
The number will not define,
the jubilant fight of an intense life,
Dancing this moment away into the night,
This moment I have is my only right.
Glowing beats of spirited hearts
have got our backs with their love sparks,
This time we have let's show the mettle
Of humanity, labor and love to settle
into the trance of togetherness. 💕
~~@reef pollen
The Teardrops Speak
We have known each other
Since the day you were born
The only time you cried when
you weren't internally torn
I don't feel valuable now
As you let me flow often
I have seen you get weaker and
How easily you let the heart soften
I have seen you hold me back
After losing someone so dear
Trying hard to appear strong, but
Crumbling within with the end near
You caged me inside to suffocate
When I wanted to escape your eyes
Only to soothe your pain and roll down
To let you mourn in your silent cries
I have seen you let me roll down
On those nights so lonely and long
Letting me be there as a companion
In the moments when life felt wrong
I kept rolling down your cheeks
As your blurry eyes opened the gate
The painful nights got darker
As you kept begging for a clean slate
You have wiped me off with disdain
When you let me out in a rage fit
You have gently flicked me off
When you sobbed, breaking bit by bit
You have let me roll down for hours
When you needed a hand on the back
You have turned to me only in adversity
Only When you were about to lose track
I want to feel valuable again
As I wait for my old friend to return
The one who was happy and smiling
The one who didn't just grieve and yearn
Let me also be there in happiness
When you achieve every single dream
That day I will flow rivers
That day we'll be one happy team.
~~@safe steppe
Late night regrets
Late night with no light
Scrolling social media with temporary smile
Flashbacks continously hitting eye sight
Wondering if my decisions were right
Why am I alone stuck in this zone
Was there better option which I must known
From an happy kid to a sad grown
Where did that excitement I had thrown.
~~@soft blaze
About Poetry
To truth
Written in lines
Felt from the deepest depths.
Wrapped in metaphors
Allegories and more
Broken down and twisted
Passed on to generations
Hammered into young minds.
Some of them in awe of it
Some feeling bullied
Some scarred for ages
By laboriously shoving words
Down their memory tract
In a futile attempt
To emboss them in their brains
Only to come to realise
As adults
That the words were supposed to
Set their hearts ablaze.
~~@shy siren
Situations not always goes as you want ,
Thousand of people besides you,who rants.
These people have a different taste and style,
They know you better, than your profile.
When good deed shine they take the pride,
And when you need them, they keep you aside.
Having a corner is better than none,
They say life is a race and you have to run.
I ran a lot and it seems too far from home,
They forgot to mention we had to stay, come or roam.
Success is for sure not that easy to taste,
You don't have even a second to waste.
And what you see is not always true,
Sometimes you have to look in through.
Things might be as calm as you thought,
And feeling sorry for the verbal battle you fought.
~~@worthy owl
I just realised ki my father never said NO to me:-
Kyunki baap to baap hota
Bad me lelenge, abhi nahi
Kuch or lele pr ye nahi
Thoda mehnga h sasta lele
Mummy ko mt btaio chal lele
Kyunki baap to baap hota
Tumhare liye kmara h,Tumhare liye jod rha h
Tumhe kuch km na pde, Isliye family ke liye mehnat kra h
Maa to dant pitke chup hojaegi
Pr wo hlka sa smjhade to sochta h
Ki zada to nhi boldia h?
Kyunki baap to baap hota
Wo kya h na maa to pyaar dikha hi deti h
Pr bina jataye pyaar krna to mene papa se hi sikha h
Dhoop me khud rehte or chao me hume rkhte h
Bina bole care wo hmari krte h
Kyunki baap to baap hota
~~@mystic glade
Kabhi zarurat padi to yaad karna
Mai tumhari tarah bewafa nhi
Mai tumhara dost zaroor hu
Lekin tumhare har zakham ki dawa nhi
~~@coral minnow
brittle vale
Thinking blues
Thinking blues
Thinking sea
Thinking waves
Thinking you.
Moving shades
Moving breeze
Moving storm
Moving me.
~dshant
sullen island
An ode to the feeling of falling in love:
Woh pehli baar, jab tujh pe nazrein jhuki,
Meri saans aur dhadkan, dono ruki,
Tab laga, pata nahi upar waale ne bhej di kaunsi pari,
Phir sochne par laga, kya yeh khud rab hi nahi!!
Dinn aur raat, tere sapno mein katne lagi,
Tu dost se meri aadat banane lagi,
Teri hasi ke liye toh jaan bhi de deta,
Tere liye toh mein khuda se lad leta!!
Tujh se jhagade kiye sirf tujhe manane ke liye,
Koi kasar na chodi tujhe apna banane ke liye,
Ab aasoon bahane ke liye, ek kandha mil gaya!
Mujhe aakhir mein, meri zindagi ka saathi mil gaya,
Yaad hai mujhe, jab tumne mujhe pehli baar chua,
Sharir pad gaya tha sunn, aur mere kaanon se nikla dhua,
Yaad hai mujhe, jab tumhari baahon mein pehli baar samaya,
Samay ruk jaane ka matlab tab samajh aaya,
Yaad hai mujhe, jab tumhaare hontho ko mehsoos kiya,
Tab pata chala ki amrit ke piche kyun pagal hai duniya!
Tera haath na chodne ka waada karta hoon,
Tera saath na todne ka waada karta hoon,
Taj Mahal na bana pau, Shah jahan ki jaise,
Paar tujhe pujunga puri umar, tu bhagwan hai jaise !!!
sly vale
A Pretty Nightmare
Entering someone's life is not an easy task. But, if you do so, Mate you are worthy. I entered someone's life too they always appreciated my presence but with a scab.
.
When we both handled the situation together we never looked back towards the problem. We stepped ahead and looked for a brighter future.
.
I know, we have a different mentality, different perception probably that made everyone jealous of how we were still together. But we still tried to come up with the best and renowned version of us.
.
Problems, misunderstandings are always there, there will be a time you'll see everything falling apart but if you have the courage and will to fight for it you'll surely make it.
.
I did everything I could maybe few things left just to keep someone with me not knowing that is the biggest mistake we did.
.
Alas! They forgot our real worth, left us saying you'll never be a bad memory.
.
Me in full dilemma to be happy or to cry. Being optimistic a bit I named it as
A Pretty Nightmare!! 🌏
wicked robin
लोग मुझसे कहते हैं कुछ खास लगते हो, महफ़िल की गज़लों में उसे पास रखते हो। क्या खूब किस्मत होगी तेरे इश्क़ की शायर, लबों पे नाम लिए दिल में एहसास रखते हो।
sly vale
*Wish you didn't do that
.
I was ditched today in front of dozens, not in public(people I might have never seen my entire life not sure if I ever will) not by a girl, by a friend don't know if he is my friend even or not.
.
He is so-called Leader no he is not arrogant he is cute, he is simple but quirky I don't feel talking but I will write this for sure.
.
Yes, everyone is behind you, good-looking I don't know, intelligent Naah I know him well, he is quite unless you are on his booklist.
.
He abuses but never hurt anyone with his words he didn't hurt me either, but I was falling apart by his gestures I know he is not caring about this text even.
.
I'm not expecting an apology I just want you to know that you mattered to me and you will. Smile bishh you look cute.*🦖🦖
lost sequoia
(1)Believe in humans:
Wo raat ek anjani ladki mujhe akeli sadak prr mili. Me Mahabaleshwar se mere ghar Mumbai wapas jaa raha tha. Uski gadi kharab ho gai thi. Me 4 way prr pharat se drive kar raha tha ki ek u-turn ke liye maine slow kiya waha ek ladki ne lift ke liye ishara kiya. Maine gadi roki aur wo thodi se sehem gai kyuki gadi me sif me akela tha. Maine kaha "Miss ap pareshan na ho ne asia waisa insan nahi hu" ye bolke maine unko mere card diya "Me Aryan Kapoor, Cris Technosoft meri khud ki ek IT company hum banks, Logistics companies and pharmaceutical industries ke software banate aur maintain karte hai." Wo phir bhi confusion ke sath thoda unrest hote huve car ki backseat prr baith gai. Mai Gulam Ali sahab ka accha fan hu to meri car me hamesha unke gazals chalte rhete. Jab car phirse start hui tab player bhi chal padha aur gazal ayi Hum tere shaher mein. Wo thodi si ek corner prr simat gai to maine pucha "Miss, agar ap comfortable nahi ho to me kuch aur laga du? Wo me Gulam Ali sahab ka fan hu to unka collection hai wohi play ho raha hai agar apko accha nahi lag raha to ap bolye me Spotify me se kuch laga deta hu." Wo boli "nahi thik hai mai bhi kabhi kabhi gazals sun leti hu." Hum takreeban half and hour tak chup the phir wo boli. "Ap itne shant kyu ho" Me bola Aare mai itni fast chala raha hu na to iss liye kuch baat nahi kar raha ap boliye hum baat karenge. Wo boli "Me to sif thank you bol sakti hu." Me bola Aare isme kya thanks hum same hi raste se to jaa rahe hai to maine apko life dedi bas. Wo boli "Nahi nahi uss liye bhi thanks aur mere sath acche se rhene ke liye bhi nahi to pya nahi boch raste mujhe kon mil jata." Kya pta me wo hi kon hu jiska apko dar hai? Wo sehem gai. Me bola Aare miss mazak kar raha hu ap tension na lo chill hai sab.
To be continued...
lost sequoia
(2)Believe in humans:
Before 2 hours,
Iss bekar car ko bhi abhi hi kharab hona tha. Bc ab iss sunsan raste me kon lift dega aur kahi kuch ho gaya to kash koi ladki hi lift dede, phone bhi dead hai ek to ab ek last lift ka he option bacha hai, chalo dekhte hai...
Aare ek car aari hai hand deti hu usme ladki bhi hai. Aare ruko lift please. Aare ye bhi chake gai kisi ki help bhi nahi karta ab koi, ab nxt jo bhi gadi ayi gi usko me hand dugi no matter usme koi female ho ya na ho ab me thak gai.
(After 10 mins)
Aare at last koi cr aati dikh rahi hai chalo lift lete hai. Ae ruko... Car ruk gai aur me door ke pss gai bhag kar to dekha ki usme sif ek ladka tha me thodi si unsure hogai aur tab hi uss bande ne kaha "Miss ap pareshan na ho ne asia waisa insan nahi hu" ye bolkeusne mujhe ek introduction card diya aur bola "Me Aryan Kapoor, Cris Technosoft meri khud ki ek IT company hum banks, Logistics companies and pharmaceutical industries ke software banate aur maintain karte hai." Mujhe bamda genuine laga to me back seat prr baith gai mujhe bura feel ki usko kahi problem to nahi me piche baith gai. Jaise hi car start hui ek ajeeb si gazal bajne lagi bohot cringey thi me sochi kahi me galat insan ke sath to nahi challi aur me ek kone me uncomfortable ho gai.
Tabhi usne volume slow kiya aur pucha "Miss, agar ap comfortable nahi ho to me kuch aur laga du? Wo me Gulam Ali sahab ka fan hu to unka collection hai wohi play ho raha hai agar apko accha nahi lag raha to ap bolye me Spotify me se kuch laga deta hu." Ab me kya bolu maine chu chap bol diya "nahi thik hai mai bhi kabhi kabhi gazals sun leti hu." ab wo kuch nahi sif idhar udhar side glass aur back glass me dekh ke bohot hi fast gadi chala rhata mujhe ab uspe doubt ho raha tha ki wo galat banda to nahi. Asie hi me tension me half an hour tak usko tak ti rahi atlast me curiosity me boli Ap itne shant kyu ho wo bola "Aare mai itni fast chala raha hu na to iss liye kuch baat nahi kar pa raha ap boliye hum baat karenge." Me sochi yik ye kaisa reason hai kahi mere doubt sahi to nahi ye jaise hi road aur sunsan ho jai aage wo apna asli roop dikhaiga, asiame sochi lakin mujhe kuch na kuch to bolna hi tha to me boli Me to sif thank you bol sakti hu. Ispe ek lame sa reply aya "Aare isme kya thanks hum same hi raste se to jaa rahe hai to maine apko life dedi bas." To mene decide kiya ki chalo thoda butter lagate hai aur me boli Nahi nahi uss liye bhi thanks aur mere sath acche se rhene ke liye bhi nahi to pya nahi boch raste mujhe kon mil jata. Wo reply me bola "Kya pta me wo hi kon hu jiska apko dar hai" me shocked ho gai mujhe kuch samaj ni raha tha mujhe sif uss gadi se bahar nikal na chati thi prr ta wo phir bola "Me bola Aare miss mazak kar raha hu ap tension na lo chill hai sab."
To be continued...
untold pumice
❤️❤️
Tumhe chahte h dilo jaan se ab bhi,
Pur teri ab zarurat nhi
Tumhe mante h pure eman se ab bhi,
Pur teri ab zarurat nhi
Kon jaane khn mashoor thi uss waqt,
Jab m aanda bann teri aankon se dekha karta tha
Aapne hotho ko sie,
Teri labo se saari baat kia karta tha
Jo tu kehti saari teri baat saraankon p rakhta tha
Aaj hun m kal kon jaane , aaj hun m kal kon jaane khn rahunga
Pur tumse milne ki
Dua karta rahunga
❤️🙏🏼
-@untold pumice
chilly locust
Aag jo lagi dil mai thi saari hum simat kar soo gaye,
Koshish to ki thi bohot humne, par akhir tanha ho gaye,
Vo vaada aaj bhi yaad hai muje jo kiya tha khud se sambhalne ka,
Par dil ye kambakht kamzor pad gaya aur akhir mai hum roo gaye,
Fir halka hua jab mann ka boj tab socha kaafi uske baare(baare mai),
Aur kari baatien khudse,
Ke agar aaise hi haar jaoge to sapne sapne hi reh jayenge tumhare,
Khud ka sathi banke dekho, paar karloge samandar saare.
~~@delicate notch
bitter ether
A MIRROR STORY
Early in the morning I heard a knock at my door. When I opened it no one was there . A letter I found lying lifeless on the floor. On it My name was written twice. Sender and receiver both are me. How could this be possible! I wrote a letter to self ? Ah! Out if curiosity I opened and read . The lines goes:
"Dear Corpse,
( Wait what How coukd I be a dead body when I am alive ? Why Corpse? Ok let's read further )
Hey you!
I am talking to you. Yes the one looking in me. You dumbo. Have you seen me? Oh ya I know lame question. But answer . Have you ever seen me? I know you will say yes ! But seeing me and seeing me is different babe . You gotta learn .
When you will see yourself in me then only you can say you have seen me. Look at you . What have you done to yourself! Look just once. How far will you go this way? It will lead to a place called NOWHERE. Do you understand? I see you here around roaming in your blank thoughts, carelessly caring for your cuts ; again and over again . Can you answer how deep they are? How many layers you have travelled underneath your skin?
I am talking to you don't act stupid. Answer me. For how long you will carry that SILENCE as an ornament? It doesn't suit on a tweety bird like you. All day long you see me not the you in me . Knowingly ignoring yourself or you are unable to recognize you ? . That naked body adored with beauty is coverd with only cuts and dried blood drops. Through the night you keeps on ranting, pinching your wounds , tempting cuts , tempts your old scars to give them new cuts. For how many days its going on like this do you have any idea?
I am scolding not because I am boared of seeing the same routine but 'am concerned for what you are doing to yourself. But its been 3 years since every day I ask you these questins . Pleads you to stop hurting yourself. But the way I am helpless to help than only seeing. I guess you are helpless in helping yourself or your zeal for life has died.
Yours,
Reflection
With a sudden loud scream I woke up from the dream. There was no letter still the words carved deep upon my cuts. I could here the words echoing in the room when I see myself in the mirror .
©S.J. Olim
@areum.margaret
coarse spruce
To all those who find themselves in a pit at times,
To all those who are struggling, battling
here's something for y'all. Hope it'd resonate.
//LOST SOUL//
Amongst the million souls that float on the planet, every now and then,
We do come across a lost soul,
A soul which needs aim,
A purpose,
A direction,
A place to call home.
A lost soul is like a water droplet,
Dripping away from itself towards the gravitational force exerted by broken will,
The will that’s forming cracks on its wall
like one of those homes where water seeps through during the rains,
The soul, though brought tingles on the tips of one’s taste buds,
now becomes placid water, looking for puddles to disappear into.
The lost soul is like a magnet,
Irrevocably attracted to its polar opposite,
Unable to hold back the cohesion of magnetic lines between the red and blue poles,
It clings on to the driving force,
Unable to separate itself until pushed or pulled.
A lost soul screams for peace,
A lost soul seeks for happiness,
A lost soul is in search of another soul,
A lost soul wants a voice that drives it to push away the clouds of helplessness,
And become the rays of the sun.
A lost soul is often misunderstood,
Call it distant, depressed, delusional or dramatic,
But, if you dig with your hands, scratch the surface,
The blood that oozes out paints an untold story on a blank canvas.
Lost souls do not seek attention,
Nor do they desire to be the lion that is king of jungle,
They need arms to fall into, get their tears wiped out,
As they are tired of consoling their own breaking heart.
Lost souls are like the frog of a pond,
Unsure of receptivity and afraid to lose a place labeled ‘safe heaven,
Lost souls are like the water blocked by a dam,
They exert pressure to get free, but end up pressurizing themselves.
A lost soul doesn’t desire physical or
sexual touch,
It desires a comforting hand that gives it just a little push when everything is broken,
A lost soul doesn’t want to stay invisible,
It needs to be found – if not by another, then by itself.
Harshita
mystic glade
KUCH sapne sirf dekhne me ache lagte h
Kyunki KUCH sapne kbhi pure nhi hote😌
-Manav Lamba
reef pollen
COB 3 Roll Call - Part 1
Comedian's are you on board?
'Cause we can't wait anymore,
Ah kaash Samay jaldi jae,
Temperatures running high,
Abhishek, let's wake n bake,
GM Abish's moves we can't take,
Is Aishwarya gonna win this time,
Or whine like it's a crime,
Chess PPT dekho with soda n lime,
Cuz I didn't find any othe rhyme,
EIC ke members hain yeh prime,
Angad, Sapan, Sorabh can they climb,
To win the money,
Or settle with Ghanta Awards being funny,
Anirban ko Angad SA,
Coconut mein lagti milake,
COB 3 ki trophy dilade,
Gaurav, Jaspreet, Kenny are too polite,
But Joel's always up for a fight,
Is he Barney or Bill Burr lite?
Kaneez and Kusha training hard,
Apne queens ko karn gaurd,
Biswa rath pe kisko baithayega,
Kaun jeetega yeh toh Samay hi bataegaa
Go Team Samay!!
dim saffron
Kash koi tu aisa hoon
Jo andar se bahar jaisa hoon
Kayi bewafai K kisse sune hai
Kayi judayi k kisse sune hai
Wo meethe meethe waade
Wo khawaabo bhari raate
Bhool gaye saarey wade
Mit gaye saarey iraade
Khushiyaan jaise hawa ban gayi
Jo khushboo thi wo bhi gayi
Kash koi tu aisa hoota
Jisse bhool na mushkil hoota
Yaad rakne ki koi wajha na rahi
Khash koi hoota
Jo andar se bahar jaisa hoota
Yaha har koi ley chalta hai saath do chahre
Na jaane kaise chahre
Acche chahre ya burey chahre
Dunya mein kon kaisa insaan
Matlaabi loog mitti K makaan
Kash koi aisa hoota
Jo Andar jaisa bahar hoota
Kash koi aisa hoota
Jo andar jaisa bahar hoota.
@.Rizwan_5T
Ek aadmi ki kahani jo mujhrim nahi par pareshaan hai is desh k samvidhaan or judgement par
Poetry: (COURTCASE)
Mujhe baar baar saza na dey
Mujhe baar baar saza na dey
Suno meri dastaan or kardo mujhe rihaa
Ab thug gaya aakar baar baar yaha
Na hua mujhse koi jurm or mujhe mili ye kaisi saza
Ghizzz gayi chappalley saari or
saath mein ghizzz gayi ujoood mera
bacchao ki nazar mein unka baap na raha
Dua hai meri Aisa saza koi dushman ku bhi na miley
Samaj kahta hai ye mujhrim hai isse duri banaye rakhe
Ghar walao ku Loog mahnat nahi karne deete or kuch mangne par milte hai galiyaan
Haar baar ki Tarah is baar bhi sirf mili tareek yaha
Thug gaya sunte sunte bass ek hi gumla
Na hui koi karawayii na hui koi sulwayii
Bass jud gaya mujhrim ek naam sa
Ab tu bass intezaar hai mout ka
Shayad khuda ka yahi hai faisla
Kismat mein nahi likhi judaayi jail se
Baar baar aata hoon lout kar issi jail mein
Ab tu mussassal guftaguu hoogayi hai in diwaanao k saath
Jaane nahi deeti mujhe apne bacchao k pass
Koi bateye aisi hi chalte rahenga saaloo saaalll
Na milengi rihaayi na milenga insaaf
Tu janta hai tu mujhrim nahi samaj ka
Bass yahi haal hai samvidhaan ka
Bass yahi haal hai samvidhaan ka.
@.Rizwan_5T
random seal
Stepping on the pedestal
Seeing the end of world
A new portal is opening
To after world
Maybe I will meet
a kind soul
To keep my head on.
Walking towards you
Feel like the end of the world
Walking away from you feels
Like the world have ended
In between it's my playground
No players left to play with.
I see from afar
Everyone dancing on horizon
A huge sea to cross
Without a boat
I try and I drown
I'm no fish
This body could only wish.
Bring me the black roses
When you see me next time
As red roses have dried up
Kept in the book
Revisit my memories
this time with no fragrance.
gleaming veldt
दो बातें है , एक जो मैंने कही और एक जो तुमने सुनी नहीं।
gleaming veldt
बेचैन हू तुम बिन कितना।
तुमको कैसे ये जताऊ?
पूछते है लोग तेरे बारे मे
बोल उनको क्या बताऊ ?
mystic glade
Zindagi kiss kadar simat gayi thii
Uske peeche mai bhaaga bacho sa...
Wo patang ki trha kat gayi thii.....
Wo kayi din se rona chahti thii....
Ek din mujhse lipat gayi.....
Alwida kehkr jaa rhi thii wo.....
Jaate jaate wo palat gayi thii😌
finite sphinx
_Kabhi dekho ek chidiya ko chi-chi karke apne maa ko pyaar se pukarte hue...
Kabhi dekho ek pauda kis tarah suraj ke kirano ke liye khud prayas karke jhulta hai...
Kabhi dekho kaise suraj bhi nahi itarata paude ki sahaayata karne se...
Kabhi dekho kis tarah se chaand taare kabhi ek dusre se unchayiyon ke liye nahi jhagadte...
Agar yehi pyaar dosti manushya mai bhi hoti tho duniya aaj kidhar ki kidhar hoti....!_
karmic lance
these days,
i don’t add much
sugar to my coffee
so it feels more like
life.
bitter.
i drive around narrow
streets and lanes
so it feels more like
life.
confusing.
i sit by the window with
a blank look on my face
so it feels more like
life.
empty.
i quit reading a book
when i’m in the middle
of it so it feels more like
life.
abrupt.
i leave my poems
unfinished.
so they feel more like
life.
....
random seal
Passing that glass of wine,
Poison in disguise
You make love whole night
to kill me with pen's might.```Ye umar badhne ki jagah ghat jaati to kya baat thi,
Zindagi ma ki god me kat jati to kya baat thi.
white sierra
उसे जब मैंने चाँद बुलाया,
तब वो समझ बैठी उसमें भी दाग है,
वो ये ना समझी की,
वो चाँद सी खुबसूरत है,
जिसकी खुबसुरती किसी भी ,
आकार या प्रकार पर निर्भर नही करती
reef pollen
Kinara toh mil gaya shikare ko
Tanhai ne sahara bhi diya
Par jis wajood ki talash mein nikle the
Lahu ke aansuyon mein baha diya
#Kashmir
gleaming veldt
पुरुष होना मतलब
बिन कहे अपनी जिम्मेदारी उठाना
बिन जताए अपने कर्तव्य निभाना।
अपनो के लिए अपने सपनो को दफनाना।
रहे चाहे दिल में दर्द कितना भी
दर्द को छुपाकर हमेशा मुसकुराना।
बेशक गलतियां हज़ारो हो जाये
पर उनको सुधारकर सब सही कर जाना।
दिखाते हैं जैसे हो जीवन सहस उसका
कठिन परिश्रम को भी हँसकर कर जाना।
dim saffron
To All FATHERS who always sacrifice their own comfort for the family.!
To All BROTHERS who always fight with their siblings but at the tough time protect them n encourage them fight for them from the world.!
To All the SONS who never expresse their love n feeling toward their parents but genuinely love them a lot.!
To All the MEN who always take care n protect women n RESPECT everyone.!
From my heart of deep
To All the boys
WISH YOU A VERY HAPPY MEN'S INTERNATIONAL DAY !
@.Rizwan_5T
bitter ether
I and YOU were never US
Chaos all over
So lonely it feels
When you are with me
My Love!
Why there is a void
Blooming inside
So much to say
But Unable to connect
The scattered thoughts
The vague memories hunting
Me like Nightmares
Still I hope for a better daydream
Was it all about ME in this journey
I feel there was no US
I am unable to feel the togetherness
My forelorn remains unheard
I am slowly loosing myself
To nowhere from where
I feel I will not return ever
I am scared
I am so scared if myself now
Eyes are restless
So as my breaths
Please hold me
Don't let me fall apart
Just hold me once and say
"You are mine"
For I will be there as long as you want
Just hold me in your warm wrap
©S.J. Olim
inner raven
Time is Money !
plain reef
OCEAN
I try to mimic the song
Of the ocean waves lapping onto my feet
Dotted with sand as tiny as the value
Of those feet in the untold of space.
The white froth of the melange of this aqueous air
Whisked by a tide for another,
Flooding to ankle-depth of my brown skin,
Darkening the ochre of the sand with
Wettened paleness of the rusted grey sea,
The saltiness of the ocean's call
Overpowering the salts of sweat and tear
Like nothing ever could.
The forever flash of vermillion is down
For the sand is still sprinkled magic in its absence
And glinting colour is not the only beauty.
The rushes ruffle the sand again
And my feet sand-wiched between both
Go cold and blue with the taste of sea
For cold and blue, and winter, can be happy too.
My eyes, they behold the swiftness
Of this natural enginery, older,
Much older than all our ages collected
And much longer than all our breathes could ever be summed.
Larger than life and larger than death,
The ocean's gentleness evokes motherly caress
And my eyes shut down to its acceptance of love.
white sierra
If You want the Moon,
Do not Hide from the Night.
If you want a Rose,
Do not Hide from thorns.
If you want Love,
Do not Hide from yourself ❤️.
swift rose
One fine evening,
Sitting alongside,
Thinking only about us,
Irrespective of the misunderstandings.
Future? No clue,
That's a dream I weaved with you.
A place that's only for us,
Sitting in the balcony,
With the window open,
Staring aimlessly at sky,
May be dark may be blue,
That's a dream I weaved with you.
No talks only music,
Sharing the earphones,
You in my arms,
Resting your head on my shoulder.
Old playlist or may be something new,
That's a dream I weaved with you.
Praying for time to run slow,
Or may be stopping it till we want,
Matching our heart beats,
Living the present moment,
Forgetting what we are going through,
That's a dream I weaved with you...
untold pumice
Double meaning poem:
Mangta hun pur deti nhi,
Jawab mere sawaal ka
Deti h toh khada ho jata h,
rog rog jastbaat ka
Kehti h dheree se daalo sajna,
Balon m phul gulab ka
eternal plaza
Tumko Barish Pasand Hai Mujhe Barish Me Tum,
Tumko Hansna Pasand Hai Mujhe Haste Hue Tum,
Tumko Bolna Pasand Hai Mujhe Bolte Huye Tum,
Tumko Sab Kuch Pasand Hai Aur Mujhe Bas Tum.
craggy storm
Real
you’ve been hiding in the dark,
escaping even the lightest of light,
you’ve had been writing yourself
letters of self-care and love, avoiding
even the loveliest of people,
you’ve been sobbing daily at nights,
not coming out of your closet at daylight,
you’ve been fearing a lot, of things that don’t
exist, things that hold rarely any value to you
you’ve been lying to yourself about your insecurities,
telling the world you don’t have any,
you’ve been living in a very bad dream, and yet
you don’t try to come to reality;
you’ve seen a lot and more things are to see,
you’ve been a wreck at times,
and there are more times to be,
and you’ll be more vulnerable than ever,
but just one thing my heart - you’ve been
real all throughout, and that is one thing I’m proud about.
- Pratik Agrawal
wicked robin
Tasveerein🖼️
Na jane kitni tasveeren,
Zehen mein aati hain-jati hain,
Phir ek doosrey se takrati hain...
Guzre hue vo saare pal,
Phir zinda kar jati hain...
Dil mein tasveerein sabhi ki hain,
Vo accha ya bura vaqt jo beet gaya.
Vo kitabon ke khoye hue panne,
Aur vo baazi jo main jeet gaya...
Kisi tasveer mein vo shakhs hai,
Jo kabhi us mod pe mila tha.
Kisi tasveer mein vo phool hai,
Jo mere gamle mein khila tha...
Kuch mein sard kohra hai,
Tez dhoop hai, barishon ka pani hai.
Kuch mein bachpan ke khilone hain,
Chooti hui vo galiyaan purani hain...
Tasveeron mein aaj bhi zinda hain,
Vo khwaab jo mere toot gaye.
Vo bachpan wala kala khatta,
Aur vo apne jo rooth gaye.
Kisi mein nam aankhein hain,
To kisi me hansi ke thahake hain..
Kisi mein eid ki sewaiyaan hain,
To kisi me diwali ke patakhe hain.
Jo daant-daant ke padhate the,
Vo bhi kabhi in mein mil jate hain..
Aur jo dost zor-zor se hansate the,
In tasveeron me mil ke satate hain.
Vo patthar jisne thokar lagayi thi,
Vo chot jisne bahut rulaya tha...
Aur tasveer to us dard ki bhi hai,
Jise maine apne dil me chupaya tha.
Kuch dhundhla si gayi hain,
Kuch aaj bhi bilkul nayi hain....
Tasveerein chahe jaisi bhi ho,
Har kisi mein jazbaat kayi hain....
@coco(Anshul Singh)
delicate notch
Ek jhalak hi kaafi hogi uski ,
Yuu aankhein faade taadna mat,
Khamoshi se hi milegi mohobbat,
Tum kehke chize bigadna mat. ❤️
reef pollen
Passion rising like the moon beams,
soaking the crevices of your dreams,
your thoughts and your being,
Strumming the night strings
Stars on your rings
Our shadows swing
To intimate things
As the world sleeps,
this starry night,
you awaken me,
Bare and free
chilly locust
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polar veldt
Kaagaz ke panne pe
khaali deewaron pe
Khokhle jasbaado pe
jo dasktak de
tu bhi use
nikaal de is zehen se
rang de apne luhaan se
Na chor tu us saaz ko
apne rooh ko awaaz de
Aa jaane de us dard ko
jise tu door bhaga raha
mehsoos kar har nafs ko
jo tujhko thukra raha
Na rok use
na dafn kar
Aaj har zhakm ko khurech de
Jo nhi bhula
Jo kahin reh gaya
aaj sabko samet de
Woh dard kya jo chubhe na
woh marz kya jo tode na
woh khwaab kya jo jagaye na
woh dastan kya jo rulaaye na
Ja gardishon mein jhonk de
har ek nas ko madod de
Awaaz de us swapn ko
Taal se har kadam ko
Tu jaane de
Beh jaane de
Rok mat
Apni dadhkan ko
Tootega tu
Bhikrega tu
Dar dar se thokar khaega
Bhatkega tu
Tadpega tu
Yunhi apne khuda ko payega
- @polar veldt
thorn sedge
कितना अजीब लगता है,
इन बादलों को इतना करीब से देखना,
लगता है, कि
किसी ने रूई के रेशों को,
यूहीं पवन के साहारे छोड़ दिया हो।
क्या यह मुलायम होंगे?
क्या इनमें जल होगा?
कितने सफेद है यह मेघ।
Kitne vishaal, कैसे करें इनमें भेद?
इनकी शीतलता से ही मन तृप्त हो जाता है,
इन्हें देख कर ही मन भर आता है।
~zoro
dim saffron
Poetry: "humara hindustan"
Aaj ek chai ki choti si tapri par ajab sa yaarana dekha hai
Ram ki chai ka udhaar rahim ku chukate dekha hai
Nazre chokanna hui jab ye ajab sa manzar dhekkar
Bhech rahe the milkar dono yaha pyaar
Nafraatao ka tha bazaar par inhe koi parwa na thi
Awaaz lagarahe the dono ek dusre ku awaaz par
Beach rahe the pyaar Nafraatao k bazaar mein
Bhaithe the ram or rahim ek hi thele pe
Aaye kuch kharidaar Kharid ney inka pyaar
Kahkar bheg diya yaha paise se nahi bikta humara pyaar
Lagaloo kitni lagana hai booli humare pyaar ki thug jaoonge chukaa te chukaa te humara udhaar
Ye hindustan hai sahab yaha nahi chalta paisa
Yaha chalta hai sirf pyaar
Or kahne lage
"Shayad!
Agar mang liya hoota mohabaat se humara pyaar
Tumhe bhi miljata todha humara pyaar
Hum tu bhaithe hai nafraatao k bazaar mein bechne hi pyaar
Par aapki jeeb mein chupi thi paise k saath ek talwaar jo kaat deti humara pyaar
Humne bhecha hai yaha pyaar kayi baar
Par nahi dekha tumare jaisa koi kharidaar
Ab bhool jao tum aaye hoon nafraatao k bazaar
Bhai kahta hoon
Kharid loo thoda pyaar
Kharid loo thoda pyaar."
@.Rizwan_5T
plain reef
Waiting For The Night To Arrive
*Running towards avocations
And delusive laughs and smiles,
Towards comfort from
second-strings,
Towards a shelter safe and
far from my latent insecurities,
Towards a simpering mask to put on my face
And conceal my very self.
Wish I could change like weather
And stop my silent trickle,
To rainbow-ed sunshine.
Transit from roaring tempests,
To the coolness of
a cloud's shade.
And be lesser like the sea,
Forever same, churning within,
Screening salty secrets
of solemn sorrows,
Yet strutting a sunny face
at the morning's sand.
I reach my mask and put it on but it slips,
For my face is ocean-ly wet
with a sea of salted tears.
Tears of tiredness,
Tears of tiredness from expectations ,
And not living up to them.
Those of others and many more mine, Tiredness from disappointed eyes of those around and away,
And those staring at me
From behind the mirror.
And my mask slips again,
Exposing the redness of the black in me,
Waiting for the night to arrive
And lend hope to breathe again
In a world of suffocating strangles.*
worthy owl
Loneliness was never something I was afraid of,
I always knew someday you'll throw me off.
But you should have never turned me on,
Even with you, I realised I was Alone
lost sequoia
Second Love:
Ye zindagi hai, yaha kuch aate hai aur kuch chale jate hai.
Kuch ke jane ke baad zindagi sukhi si ho jati hai.
Martaba e ishq khali sa ho jata hai.
Wo baar baar msg ki notification dekhne ki aadat purani si ho jati hai.
Wo wade, kasame jhut baan jate hai,
Wo ibadat fareb si ho jati hai.
Phir kuch saalo tak din ya raat kuch khayal nahi hota, bss kaam kaam aur kaam dusra kuch mushgul e ikhtebaar nahi hota.
Prr phir ek din phir ek baar wo ehsaas hota hai, uss zulf ke baare me to mai nahi likhta zispe ye Ali ab fana hota hai.
Mujhe nahi pta ye zindagi ab kis modd prr jaigi, jo khubsurat ehsaas ye huva hai us e ye nind kab jhutlaigi.
Me iss dil ko kya samjhau, ye phir ek baar galti kar raha hai,
Kyuki ye zindagi hai, yaha kuch aaye hai aur mujhe dar hai kuch phir chale jaige.
polar veldt
True love
Unlike what you think
This story isn’t about a guy that began as a fling
Neither it is of love at first sight
This is my heart’s loneliest cries
From the nights I spend reminiscing about good old days
Call me an addict
Call me insane
I am pretty sure I will always feel this way
I miss the smell that made me smile
The feeling when it enters my GI
The way my head spins at the 9th shot
And how it reminds me of my younger days
When even 16th wouldn’t give me that buzz
It smells of wonder
It smells of love
It smells of friendship
And of spilled secrets
It smells of laughter
And of cries
Smells of my first kiss
And of that devastating denial
It smells of regret
Of bittersweet memories
Reminds vividly of people and places
Better than all the golden pages of my diaries
When I was broken and weeping on the floor,
You were there to cheer me up
When I had a reason to celebrate
You stood by me making sure I regret
Its almost magical how people bond over a glass of wine,
Forget the hate and the conspiracies
Its only love that outshines
Having had my poor heart broken by men of various types and kinds
I can say there isn’t anything that loves like the old monk and Jäger
For men may come and men may go,
but vodka loves forever.
- @polar veldt
white sierra
Silence is Better than
Unnecessary Drama
- @white sierra
dim saffron
"Pahli mohabbat"
Mohabbat insaan ku bebass kardeeti hain
Mohabbat insaan ku bebass kardeeti hain
Jaise kisi insaan ku haath or paouu band kar ek koone mein bitha diya hoon
Na kahin jaane deeti hai
Na kisi ku apne pass aane deeti hai
Band diya jaata hai aise jaise zindaagi bhar dukh mein
Rahoon andar hi andar kat try bihar tey
Kisi se milne ka dil nahi karta
Kisi se bath acchi nahi lagti
Kisi k alfaaz acche nahi lagte
Kisi k jazbaat acche nahi lagte
Or soch kar aapku takleef hooti hai unke saath guzre hue wo waqt
Jo kabhi aapku acche lagte the
Loog boolte hai hum ab badal gaye hai
Kaise samjhaoo ab waqt bhi tu badal gaya
Or
Wo bhi badal gaye!
Ab mohabbat bakhi kahan unme
Ab mohabbat hai unhe kise or se unne
Ab main batao tu mohabbat aag jaisi hooti hai
Jo ek baar lag gaye tu khaak mein mila deeti hai
Ab na aag se dar lagta hai
Ab na jalne ka ghum!
Mohabbat hoogayi hai in tanhaayio K saath
Ab tu khana padta hai peena padta hai soona padta hai
Inhi jazbaat k saath
Meri ek guzarish hai dusto na karo mohabbat pahli baar warna jeena padenga mar mar hazaar hazaar baar.
@.Rizwan_5T
mighty whale
उनके उम्मीदों के सहारे मै हर मशकत्तों से गुजर जाता हूं,
मै बेहद हू,
हदो से गुजर जाता हूं...
brittle vale
With all the thoughts,
you flow.
With all the evil,
you pass.
With all the dreams,
you live.
With all the emotions,
you cry.
With all the happiness,
You laugh.
& I live
With You.
loud junco
Hey dear
I don't know when we will meet again
Maybe tomorrow
maybe after a year
Whenever we do so
I have a lot to say
A lot to hear
I searched for you in the depth of oceans
No-one said me you were close to me
Very near
Also you never whispered
I wonder what you fear
Maybe the past memories
Maybe the future plans
But don't you worry
whenever we will meet again
Whenever we will be here
I won't allow a single tear
I will pull you close
whisper in your ear
Hey Dear
The clouds are gone
And the sky is clear
humble skiff
“एक तरफ़ा प्यार”
~ऋषभ
ज़िन्दगी की लड़ाई में हम कही पीछे रह गए,
जिन्हें ना खोना था उन्हें भी खो बैठे।
जब हमें लड़ना था हम लड़ नही पाए,
जब हमें डटना था हम डट नही पाए,
अब यही कस्तूर है ज़िन्दगी का,
थोड़े लोग मील थोड़े गवाये।
हाँ आई थी कुछ अप्सराये हमारे भी जीवन में,
पर ज़िन्दगी की इस दौड़ में वो कही आगे निकल गए,
और हम उनके दिए हुए ज़ख़मो को सवारते रह गए।
नाम था उसका नकली असली नही पता,
उनकी मधुर आवाज़ में हम खो बैठे,
एक cheezy सी लाइन बोलकर हम उन्हें भी गवा बैठे।
उनकी चाहत में हम युही भसम हो गए,
उनसे बिना नज़रे मिलाये ही उनसे दूर हो गए।
ज़िन्दगी की लड़ाई में हम कही पीछे रह गए,
जिन्हें ना खोना था उन्ह भ ख बठ।।
~@Rishabh
lost sequoia
Dard to iss duniya ki fitart hai jo har ek ke rag me basi hai.
Aap konse farishte hai ki insaniyat aapke dil me bss jaye.@near pebble
mighty whale
तेरे दर पे मै आया हूं, मुकद्दर का सताया हूं, तेरे दर पे मेरे आका कुछ उम्मीद लेके आया हूं,
कभी भी गैर के आगे ना अपना सर झुकता हूं, जिगर में खून नहीं इतना, अश्क इतने बहाता हूं,
भरोसा जिस पे करता हूं उसे मजबूर पाता हूं, मोहब्बत जिस से करता हूं उसे में दूर पाता हूं...
- A collaboration with my mom ❤️
dim saffron
GIRL: Ek ladki ne pucha mujhse MARD (Gentlemen) kaise bante hai
ME: MARD kaise bante hai?
》Bohat loog kahte hai mard ku dard nahi hoota!
•>Mard six packs banane se nahi bante hai!
•>Mard subha jaldi utke ghat k kaam mein haath batane se bante hai!
•>Mard aurath par chillaaa ney se nahi bante hai!
•>Mard kisi k haq mein awaaz lagane se bante hai!
•>Mard ansoo chupane se bante hai!
•>Mard usi ansoo ku apna jazbaa banane se bante hai!
•>Mard Na dard chupane se bante hai!
•>Mard usi dard ku kisi apnao k saamne bayaan karne se bante hai!
•>Mard kisi aurath se ziyada kamane se bante hai!
•>Koi insaan mard tab banta hai
jab koi aurath uski izzat karey or tareef karey,
Jab koi insaan mard kahlaata hai,
Jab hoota hai wo Asli mard.
@.Rizwan_5T
swift rose
Thak gaya hun,
Aur nahi kar sakta khwahishen puri,
Sabko apne se matlab hai koi nahi samajhta meri majboori,
Mujhse ab rishte nibhte nahi,
Kareeb wale bhi aj kal kahi dikhte nahi.
Thak gaya hun,
Yaad na karu to dikkat,
Yaad karun to puchte kya kaam hai,
Matlabi, arrogant, ghamandi, mere aise kai naam hai.
Kya sari responsibility meri hi hai,
Thodi bhi zimmedari teri nahi hai?
Thak gaya hun,
Sabko time do fir bhi koi chooth hi jata hai,
Dimaag hi hai kuch chizen ye bhi bhool hi jata hai,
Apne liye time maangne mein ab sharan ati hai,
Koi ruth na jaye yahi soch mujhe khaye jati hai.
Thak gaya hun,
Haa bachi kuchi himmat tum chin lo,
Lo thode se sapne bache hai unhe bhi pis do.
Kya chahate ho mujhse ye to bata do
Jeene to chahata hun par tun saans lene ke liye to jagah do.
Bas ab saari sachai main tumhare samne rakh diya hun,
Ni ab aur ni hoga mujhse main thak gaya hun.
reef pollen
The fraying ends
Of your pretense
Let me burn
Taking a turn
Into your secret vices
Passions and crisis
Can I peak into
The real you
Will you hide
Or confide
Your foolish pride
Let me inside
Cuz you're my heaven
& I'm knocking at your door
rose herald
SAFAR… ( Part 1 )
Rahe Anjani Thi,
Use Bhi Anjana Tha Safar,
Bagal Wali Seat Khali Thi Uska Koi Gum Nahi Tha,
Safar Ke Bich Gir Jau To Koi Uthane Na Aye Iska Koi Daar Nahi Tha,
Daar Tha To Bas Uss Baat Ka Ki Safar Ke Dauran Apne Kahi Kho Na Jaye,
Umeed Ke Mathe Pe Kahi Shikan Na Padjaye,
Daar Tha Ki Kahi Ruk Na Jau,
Ruk Jane Par Vapas Na Laut Aau…
lost sequoia
Sarkar:
Wo pani si fhisalti baate, me sif baate nahi karta me sarkar thodi hu.
Wo relly me feke gai sare matle, me nibhata hu mere dilbar ko diye sare wade, me jhut nahi bolta me sarkar nahi hu.
Raste me gar garib ho to chupa do sahab ko dikhane nahi chahiye, me asie rishto me divar nahi banata me sarkar nahi hu.
Ae mere mheboob karle mujhe se mulakat sukun se, me kisi jannat ko band nahi karta me sarkar nahi hu.
mystic glade
Kalam mein khushiyon ki syahi kmm se ho rahi hai ,
Lagta hai zindagi ke kagzon pr ansuon se apni kahani khatam se ho rahi hai ......😌
rose herald
ख़ामोश रातों में,
एक आवाज चीखती हुई,
एक शब्द भी बयान नहीं हुआ
और सारे जज़्बात उड़ गए।।।
dense pawn
So don't.
Don't go away and stay,
And when the night lures to trap me,
Come stretch your arms and wrap me,
Your touch makes those shadows disappear,
And your lips makes those voices,
go shush..
So don't.
Don't go away and stay,
Stay and make it better, make it brighter,
Hold my hand and hug me a little tighter,
Because i can't face it all alone,
For what i carry is a prison of my own..
So don't.
Don't go away and stay,
Stay and help me break out, help me elude,
Because your love can give me fortitude,
It will shine bright like a burning star,
And show me my way out of the dark..
So don't.
Don't go away and stay,
Stay and save me from this agony, this pain,
Cause i am losing and losing everything again,
But it will break you trying to fix me,
And i want you to save yourself,
before i ask you to save me..
So don't.
Don't stay and go away..💫
dim saffron
Haat pakadle ab bhi tera hoon sakta hoon main
Haat pakadle ab bhi tera hoon sakta hoon main
bheed bohat hai kabhi bhi kahi bhi khoo sakta hoon main
Or piche chooteh saathi yaad aate hai warna
Is daod mein sabse aage hoon sakta hoon main.
@.Rizwan_5T
lost sequoia
Tajurba:
Me ek bar ghar me padhe kapde dekh raha tha.
Ye kapde wohi the jinhone mujhe mere sabse bure waqt me mujhe sambhala.
Wo sare kapde ab purane ho gaye hai, unke dhage ab nazuk se ho gaye hai.
Wo kapdo me mujhe ek botton mila jo lavaris sa uss purani thappi me padha tha, thik ushi tarha jaise 12th ke baad kiya huva course bss mere dimag me pda huva hai.
Wo botton mujhe bta raha tha ki me ne apni zindagi me kitni chize likhi hai aur kitni bhuli hai.
Wohi kapdo me mujhe ek purana pen mila, wo wohi pen tha jis se maine na jane kitni sign ki hai, na jane kitne papers likhe the. Prr ab uski refill khatam ho chuki hai....
loud junco
Apne society m ladkon ki image bht sahi hoti hai na
Six pack abs
Lambi gaadi
Achi job
Maa baap ka khayal
Ekdum macho wali feel hai na
Saare parties m jaan daal deta hai
Ghar k saare problems akele dekh leta hai
Samaj m koi zeher ugge toh usse ukad fek deta hai
Agar ladki ko thand laage toh usse apni jacket de deta hai
Aur ladkon ki image toh yahi hai
Bachpan se yahi toh sikhaya jaata hai na
Saare movies m yahi toh dikhaya jaata hai na
Ladke kvi daarenge nhi
Udas nahi honge
Roenge nhi
Kamzor nhi padenge
Shyd isilie mai v apna dar chupa leta hu
Jhuti khusi sabko dikha deta hu
Akele bnd kamre m aasu baha leta hu
Jab dar se dil sehem jae toh usse mana leta hu
Kyuki yahi toh image hai na ladkon ki
Guitar bajane se hum cool hai
Agar hairstyle acha nhi toh fool hai
Daaru ki capacity se hi aukat naap lete ho na
Jeans se hi toh status bhaap lete ho na
Samaj m ladkiyon ke upar bht zulm hote hai jo ladke karte hai jo bht buri baat hai
Sab iske baare m news m baat krte hai
Kavitaien likhi jaa rhi hai
Lkin kisine aman baisla ka saath dia
Khaiyr chrdo
Ladka tha na wo
Ladki hoti toh insaf dila dete
Mana ladkon k sharir m thodi zyda takat hoti hai lkin iska mtlb ye toh nhi na ki wo kamzor nhi pad skta
Akhir m uska dil v toh 300 gram ka hai na
Ladka ladki m jo fark bhagwan ne banaya hai na
Wo bht khubsurat hai
Isse batsurat banaya hai unn logon se jo baat baat ladka ladki m fark dekhte hai
Mens day womans day chrdo na yaar
Dono ko ek nazar se dekhte hai na
Akhir m toh dono hi insan hai na
gleaming veldt
सुना है खुदा सबकी सुनता है मेरी भी एक
आख़री दुआ कबुल करवा दो,
बहुत दिन हो गए उसका दीदार किये
बस एक आख़री बार उस्से मुलाकात करवा दो।
chilly locust
Vo bhi kya din hote the jab aap jahan bhi jaate the sab dost bann jate the!
Na koi gussa hota tha or gussa ho bhi jata tha toh abba karke mana liya jaata tha!
Jab andi mandi shandi karke sabko nachaya jata tha(khair vo toh ab bhi kara jata hai)😂
Kisi ke girne pe pehle mann bharr ke jor se haste the phir jab hass hass ke thakk jate the toh usse uthate the!
Kisi se koi gila shiqwa nahi hote the!
Jab har samay yahi sochte the ki bade hojaye toh aise jiyenge vese jiyenge par ab jab bade hogye hai toh vese hi jee rahe hai jese sabb jee rahe hai
Tension ka bhoj dil tuttne pe rona kahin mein future mein akela na marr jau ka darr!
Mene toh thaan liya hai jesa socha tha bachpan mein ki aisa hounga ab vesa hi banna hai! Ab vesa hi banna hai!
~~@raw dove
brittle vale
Fear,
The fear of losing a part soul
Losing the happiness
Happiness of making a crush
Fear,
The fear of getting close
Losing the friendship
Friendship is what they call
Fear,
The fear to face the reality
The fear to accept those realities
And still, chooses to stay feared!
~Dshant
karmic hemlock
Don't curse the darkness
For some it's a place to be
When all the lights betray
When all the expectations get ruin away
You seek for silence
You seek inner peace
That's the time you find it a place to be
When all the hollowness
Build a room within
When pain throbs
And loneliness knock in
You seek for silence
You seek inner peace
That's the time you find it a place to be...
Words won't justify nor sentences will..
Darkness is special... close your eyes
Let your soul joy the essence of that thrill..🖤
mighty whale
तुम्हारे सभी गुनाहों के अभी फ़रमान कई होंगे, تمہارے سبھی گنہابو کے ابھی فرمان کئی ہونگے
क़यामत का दिन आने दो, मेरे इल्ज़ाम कई होंगे। قیامت کا دن آنے دو، میر الزام کئی ہونگے
-Aiman
@Wølfstar
coarse spruce
COURAGE
Listen closely, it’s your heartbeat.
It’s how you’re alive.
But that’s not all.
You’re treading the earth for a purpose.
If not to bring a change in society, then to keep its positivity, peace and humanity alive.
To mould you into a person you’ve envisioned for yourself.
No, I just tell you, it’s not selfish to paint yourself on the canvas sometimes.
Courage, that’s what we need.
It’s out there, just reach for it and grab it. It is easy.
You see that man, how tall he walks; his shirt is so crisp,
His baritone stands out and
she and even she long to hold his hand,
You see that lady, how the veil kisses her lips and the child, her womb.
She’s running, her breath erratic, steps outpacing the meteoroids in the sky, stumbling, gasping, cursing those monsters of feoticide, she’s running because she has courage.
Courage, that’s what we need. .
When the writer first picked up the pen,
The speaker enamoured over the microphone,
The first time, that swimmer dived,
When she painted her first portrait, took her first stroke
The first time and every time, he leaves his daughter behind,
She stands there, in her pink frilly frock,
He turns and waves,’Daddy will be back soon!’
He turns again and wipes that crystal with his khakhi,
He needs courage.
She needs courage. .
Do not surrender! If you fall, don’t build a wall
This empty hall, it’s a call.
Own it, let its roofs sing your name,
Liberate your soul of all fears,
You’re original.
You have it, you’ve got it and you know it.
Darling, it’s courage, it’s all you need.
dim saffron
When life's give you 100 reason for cry
Don't give up
Give him back 1000 reason for smile with smile!
mighty whale
Hai ye Ishq darmiyan, zindagi aur mere,
Tu mere aur maut ke darmiyan thehri hai
- Aiman
dim saffron
Thanks to GOD
Bcoz
GOOD DAY is that to have a GOOD DAY.
thorn sedge
Okie guys so I interacted with 3 people and they interacted back so now I'm ✨popular✨ so I'm gonna go take a selfie, add two white strips next to it to make it a square and then set it as my pfp with a little "❤️💖✨" magic.
white sierra
मै बादल हू और तुम बारिश,
हम मिलते है पल भर के लिए,
और बिछड़ते है हरदम के लिए |
- @white sierra
mystic glade
Zindagi jise kehti khilona hai
Zindagi jise kehti khilona hai
Jo mil jae woh mittistar
Jo na mile woh sona haisparkles
dim saffron
Wo mili mujhe bandhaare mein baalti pakde
Or
Hum confused hoogaye DIL mange ya DAAL
loud junco
Wyse kvi peeta toh nahi hu mai
Magar agar tune jitne pyar se toda agar utne pyar se pilaya toh pee lenge
Wyse jeene ki wajah toh baaki nahi ab
Magar teri yaadon m toh ye zindagi v jee lenge
dim saffron
Poetry: "Zubaan paise ki"
Kabhi kabhi khudse hi mafi mangne ka dil karta hai
Kabhi kabhi khudse hi mafi mangne ka dil karta hai
Zindagi bhar upsoos rahenga na jane kab tak rahenga
Har ghadi har waqt rahenga
Zindagi guzar jayengi soch soch kar
Uthaye nahi awaaz kiu kia soch kar
Ghalat hooraha tha ankhaon K saamne
Chup rahe kia soch kar jurm k saamne
Takhat thi jazbaat bhi moujood the
Kia bhool gaye the zindagi usoool
Awaaz nahi nikal paayi saachaayi K saath
Ya chup gayi sacchayi paise k saath
Ladka umar mein chota sa tha magar jurm bada kardiya
Par uske saath tha paise ka zoor
Kharid liya us chote se ladke ne khanoon k rakhwale
Chupa diya us ladke ne saarey jurm jo usne kardaale
Chal na paye mere usool zindagi paise k aage
Mar gaye usool paise ke aage
Ab sacchayi kahti hai na rahungi tere saath ab or
Tera bass nahi chalta abhi or
Ab sachayi pochti hai Kagan gaye tere usool or jazbaat
Zindagi rahengi tu mang lunga mafi khud se
Na rahi tu
Maaf kardena na ladsaka paise se
Maaf kardena na ladsaka paise se.
@.Rizwan_5T
dim saffron
Hum nikle ek naye safar mein
Na ghar ka pata tha
Na manzil ka pata tha
Ghomte rahe shaher shaher
Hum nikle ek naya safar
Ek waqt ki baat hai train ka safar tha
Wohi purani aadaat khedki wali seat
Headphone lagaye hue bhaithe the
Achanak se ek phool ka bhagh aagaya
Khushboo wo phoolao ki aisi aayi
Saath kisi ki yaad layi
Yaad aye wo pal guzre lamhe
Collage ka wo pyaar
Collage ka wo ikraar
Collage ke baad ka do pal ka safar
Collage ke baad ki chai
Tu kabhi icecream
Wo vanilla or blueberry ki beech ki ladayi yaad aagayi
Or phir yaad aaya
Wo pal Ghar se nikalte ek hi khayal aana
Shayad usne pahna hunga wo dress suhana
Wo haath mein ek sundar si band ghadi
Or saath mein ek chota sa rumaal
Dekhte hi une
Jaise thaher ek pal taher jana
Ab na raha wo khayal
Nikal gaye kisi rah pe talash karte naya
Nahi mila ab koi khass
Yaar agar tumtak meri awaaz aayi tu ye sun leena
Har shaks nahi hoota har baat ke qabil
Or har shaks ko har baat bataya nahi karte
Koi hoota hai kabhi kisi ka khass
Koi hoota hai kabhi kisi ka khass.
@.Rizwan_5T
mystic glade
Tujhe jo dekha toh humne,
Mohobbat hai seekhli
Teri ankhon me jo doobe toh,
Mene jannat dekh li💘
wicked robin
Show up your talent but don't show of
plain reef
The Velvet of Your Bindi
Your Bindi is still here,
Remains on the wall above my head,
And it keeps reminding me of you
It has been ten months since you touched it
And I keep feeling it
Trying to find a hint of your fingers,
Imagining how you would have picked it up,
Where your fingerprint still does lie.
I don't remove it
Fearing it might fall and I might
Lose a long memory of your trace
How hard I try to look for your words
In the red bindi above my head.
All say it has been enough
I've mourned enough, I've grieved enough,
I've written enough.
But what else do I come to
To converse to you
And relieve myself from the clot of these thoughts,
But in the only way I know
In the only way you'd appreciate.
I run out of options and
The pen and paper do not judge
They do not ask me to move on and forget
For how can I.
How can I forget,
Tearing up into a disturbed sleep
In this very bed where you slept each night,
It misses the blink
of your closed eyes, now closed forever.
For how can I forget
Your caress, your smile, your laugh,
Your stories, your scoldings
And your touch,
Which the paper and I felt.
The touch, which the red velvet
Of your Bindi felt.
wary onyx
खो दिया खुद को था,
तेरे इस प्यार में...
कोई बात नहीं,
में खुश था इस हार से...
अब जो निकला हूं,
खुद की तलाश में...
पता चला, अब तू गुम है,
किसी और के प्यार में...
thorn sedge
Oh btw I'm sorry I ruin the beauty you guys put here with your poems,
Because I rant here.
Yee.
I rant.
sonic meadow
Khawaabon ki Chita abhi thandi na hui,
Haazir the sab Aansu pe sekne ko haath
inland cradle
Ishq Karein?
Jo bhi karo puri shiddat se karo,
Pyaar Radha sa, Meera sa Intezaar karo
Jo bhi karo puri himmat se karo
Mirza sa ishq, sahiba si bewafai karo
Jo bhi karo puri Ibaadat se karo
Majnu si mukhalfiat, laila sa gam-e-shikwa karo
Jo bhi karo puri shiddat se karo
Pyaar Radha sa, Meera sa Intezaar karo
chilly locust
The other day I went to hospital with my dad.Nothing serious ,he just had a mild pain in abdomen but since my dad was freaking out so we decided to go to a physician.
We reached there and fortunately noone else was there so my dad went into the doctor's cabin while I remained outside the hospital buulding.I was just sitting there when I saw a young girl probably a 6 yo in the backyard that the hospital had.She was playing a game called kith-kith in hindi.The game requires 4 to 10 players.The surprising part was she was playing it all alone.She kicked the pebble,hopped,and occasionally fell but got up again.While doing all this she had an innocent smile on her face.
It really made me wonder,if the rule of society that you always need people around you for happiness is true or not.While on one hand all these patients sitting with their partners/parents/child with a stressed look on their face and on the other hand just 10 metres away a small child,totally alone yet free from all these burdens just truly living life,with a happy look on her face.It seemed contradictory.
I wondered,maybe you don't always need people,maybe sometimes you just have to spend sometime with yourself,free from all those burdens about other people,just talk to yourself,make yourself happy,maybe instead of being desperate to have people around you you just need yourself,maybe you just need a ME time.
While all these things were going through my head I heard someone calling my name,I looked towards the chamber it was my father and he had a relieved look on his face.I asked him what the doctor said.Papa said "it's nothing,just muscle strain beta".I took a sigh of relief and wondered about the scene that I had just saw while walking back towards our home.
~~@thorn sedge
proven shadow
Some days i wish to write poems about you,
But then i wonder can words describe my love towards you.
Some days i wonder would things have been been the same if i hadnt seen u in that cluster of stars shining as if the moon had swallowed the sun.
Would i still be a slave of your love?
Would my world still remain the gloomy one it was?
But among all these wondering the thought strikes me am i anything in your world or just some acquaintance you used to know.
Some days i wish to write poems about you,
But then i realise the beauty of you cannot be penned in paper or be strung into a tune.
-Aiyan(BeingShariff)
somber gale
इन हवाओं में कुछ ढूंढ रहा हूं, तेरी खुस्बु को पहचान रहा हूं।
हवाओं में लहराते तेरी जुल्फे देखकर,तुमसे बात करने का मौका ढूंढ रहा हूं ।
coarse spruce
@reef pollen Hey, please don't post irrelevant texts here. Let's just keep it solely for writers to showcase their written art-work. I hope you understand. Thanks 🌻
blazing hare
Marham toh lag jayenga,
Har tukda iss dil ka jud jayega,
Yeh ashq bhi tham jayenge,
Par Kya tum uss chot ko mita paaoge ?
mere zehen Se uski yaadon ko dafna paaoge?
kya tum mere dard ki ghrai Samajh paaoge?
Kya mere iss 'pyaar ' naam ke dar ko mita paaoge?
❤️
thorn sedge
Love Letter
To my one and only CHAI!
The one thing I really love
is the evening Chai!
It gets to my soul
like you kiss your crush
for the first time!
That goosebumps, when you take
the first sip of that
beautiful mixture of
milk and sugar!
Not only that- "The Chaar Chaand"
moment comes across when
that intense of ginger
hits my nerves!
After my noon nap, without the Chai
i become so irritative and angry,
That creamy orange
"Aamras" of heaven makes me
Calm and stressfree in no time!
Yours Lovely,
Sonu:)
mighty whale
तू मुझमें हो शरीक़,
मै तुझ मै हु मुकम्मल,
तू उधर बदल करवटें,
मै इधर करवटें बदलूं।
- Aiman
acoustic charm
When you see people online being prideful or egoistic of the fact that their respective cultures or countries are great because they do not boast about the fact that their people do not take offense and are liberal but proceed to destroy the others because others criticized them this means that we are not able to understand that we are doing what we take pride in not doing. Therefore I can truly say that the true enemies of this world are ego, pride, grudge, jealousy, anger etc. which are eating the humans from inside.
Wrote fast so I couldn't articulate it well but here's my first writing in this channel 
bitter ether
When my lips goes silent
And a single word I can't utter
My pen bleeds on the paper
To express my Grief and sorrow
©Seetal J. Olim
dim saffron
Sorry if you thing about copy paste claim but I thing this is gonna be share about:
Dr. A.P.J Abdul kalaam sir.
Dr. AVUL PAKIR JAINULABDEEN ABDUL KALAAM SIR.
Who was born in rameshwaram Tamil nadu on 15th of october 1931 Died on 27th july 2015.
He was written many books like WINGS OF FIRE, INDIA 2020, IGNITED MIND, INDOMITABLE SPIRIT, TRANSCENDENCE: MY SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE WITH PRAMUKH SWAMIJI, MANY MORE.
He was an Indian aerospace scientist & politician
Who server as the 11th president of India. From 2002-2007.
He was studied physics & Aerospace engineering
Then he spent next four decade as a scientist and science administrator, mainly at Defence Research & Development Organization (DRDO) which is located in Hyderabad Telangana, and Indian Space Research Organization (ISRO) which is located in Antariksh bhavan,Bangalore,
He was intimately involved in India's Civilian Space Programme &Military. (MISILE DEVELOPMENT EFFORTS)
Then he thus name as #MESILEMANOFINDIA
for his work on the development of ballistic missile & Launch vehicles technology, & political role in India's POKHRAN II nuclear test in 1998, the first test since the original nuclear test by India in 1974,
He was prestigious Award including THE BHARATH RATNA, India's highest Civilian homour.
He mostly like to serve as a lecturer in several college and universities.
When he was collapsed he is still delivering a lecture in "INDIAN INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT SHILLONG. On 27th july 2015 (Aged:83)
Finally the funeral ceremony held in his hometown of RAMESHWARAM.
sincerely
Thanks to all who read this from up to down.
@.Rizwan_5T
swift rose
Pehle naye logon ko janne ka man tha,
Zamane se aage guzar jane ka man tha,
In fizaon mein doob jane ka man tha,
Chalte chalte geet gun gunane ka man tha.
Aisa nahi hai ki mera bukhar utar gaya hai,
Par ab bas man bhar gaya hai.
Har waqt hasne ke bahane dhundhta tha,
Har din naye sapne bunnta tha,
Apne Khwab main khud chunta tha,
Aur dhun pe main jhoomta tha.
Shayad mere sochne ka tareeka badal gaya hai,
ya fir mera man hi bhar gaya hai.
Pehle nayi chizen sikhne ka man tha,
Halki baarish mein bheegne ka man tha,
Khushiyon pe kitaaben likhne ka man tha,
Koi bhi ho khel par usme jeetne ka man tha,
Aisa nahi hai ki mera dil dar gaya hai,
Magar in chizon se ab man bhar gaya hai.
Shauk sare khatam se ho gaye hai,
Shayad sare khwaab bhi kho gaye hai,
Dimaag ke ghode bhi so gaye hai,
Dil ke darwaze bhi band ho gaye hai.
Shayad mere andar ka sara Josh mar gaya hai,
Aisa bhi bol sakte hai ki mera man bhar gaya hai.
formal geode
Of Star Crossed Lovers
I have this theory…
That we’ll keep crossing paths,
At intersections we’ll meet, throughout life.
And as the days and nights pass us by, we’ll bid our goodbyes
Only to meet again.
Don’t get me wrong, we are not star crossed lovers
Destined for wonders,
But two lost souls, seeking refuge
Me, in you and you in others.
~ meghna
lost kite
You gave me a small cut
But the pain was enormous
There was a little infliction of you in it but
My will to not heal from it was dubious
I won't lie I would have left you eventually,
But you leaving me, broke me down
Why are we like this?
Counting reasons to leave and Venture while it's gone
There is this phenomenon of catalyst
When you add a catalyst in a reaction
The rate of reaction increases or deficits
You have always been a different catalyst in my same weak reaction
Leaving you might've be a problem,
But forgetting you is the real cause of this mayhem
Being alone might be the solution
But forgiving you is the real cause of saddest abduction
rose herald
वो पूछते हैं मुझसे,
तुम कभी रोते नहीं क्या ?
मुर्शद........
अब उन्हें क्या बताऊं,
मेरी हंसी, मेरे आंसू छुंपा लेती हैं।
Neel Gudhka
Ig: _the_silent_writer
ornate tartan
Side by Side
With a stuttering voice and a shivering soul,
We sat together side by side,
Caged by the eyes of everyone around,
Whether who's gonna break the ice of eyes fixed on our persona,
Not caring about the eye's lining on us,
Her voice breaking into a soulful laugh,
Not caring on the eye's that locked on us,
It was just me and her side by side,
The warmth of her voice wrapping on my soul,
The filckers of her eye's tingling my heart,
I'm still on my balcony looking at her wavy emotions,
Waiting to be Side by Side with her someday❤️
pseudo thistle
You got attracted to comforts of life,
Not realizing, it's a bowl of fire.
Hey naive, all that glitters ain't gold.
It's just served to you in a greed of luxury.
You migrated and adopted a virtual culture.
Such convincingly, was your mind trapped.
Suddenly, you smell & feel mom's food and care.
You smile & you miss home; in your memories.
Money is such one snake,
Bitten by it, the addiction leaves no choice.
Wealth is as temporary as breeze.
Long gone are the days of real you.
Hey imposter, you ran well in the race.
With each step closer to success,
You left behind the goodness and life ethics.
If so, what did you actually earn then?
Nothing's late, time is plenty, care is little.
Comforts are illusion, sparkles are lie.
Your home's been dying while breathing.
Travel safely, carrying fragrance of memories.
- Suvam
dense pawn
Stuck somewhere in the middle of
holding on and falling down.
Swept me off my feet so fast
I still can't feel the ground.
I'm trapped in my bubble
I don't know the danger yet.
don't know the hidden trouble
how bad it can really get.
You came here for something.
You want it? I got it.
Possess me, mess with me
It could get better!
I know you. You're Trouble.
Lust without a heart or soul.
No substance, no matter.
A charge, a heavy pull.
Your hand on my face.
A waste of such a thrilling ride
If you run away. If you're
scared you'll run and hide.
❤️
wild galleon
In this town inhabited by all shades of shrubs
They look so majestic, but are they such?
My face tinted all shades of happy
My soul, not so much
I sit in this garden of life
Vivid it is, but brimming with mourns
With patches of blossoms
Outnumbered by thorns
It brought out the bad in me
The lack of petals saddened me
I got up to walk out
Hopefully towards a lock out
On the verge of losing sanity
I saw it
The petal that didn't dwell among poison
The petal that wanted to touch me back
The petal that loves me
The petal that is you
lost sequoia
Bhag dood:
Kya falsafa hai iss duniya ka, sab bss bhag rahe hai.
Koi pyar, sukun, balance, acceptance ya koi apne milo dhur ghar ki talaash me bs bhag rahe hai.
Magar ek ranjish to sabke dil o demag me hai, ki chain ki saas chood ke bss iss mhequm duniya ko paane sab bhag rahe hai.
Ye jo zindagi hai jise hum bhagne se maap tol rahe hai, ye kabhi kisi neta ki farebi baate to kabhi kisi primetime anchor ke sach aur jhut ki manind me rop jati hai.
Wo sach aur jhut ko liye, sari farebi baato ko liye hum bhag rahe hai.
Hume khud nahi pta kya samete iss alfazo ki tasbee me, bss inn lafzo ki mehfil liye sab bhag rahe hai.
thorn sedge
The sorrows provided,
The troubles left,
The endurance to not experience such a pain,
Or
The fundamental heart I lacked was it?
An angel in the darker times,
a fallen one indeed.
Dragged me out of the pit,
Just to be thrown into an ocean deep.
Promise was to redefine love,
Nah, you redefined betrayal.
Promising to hold my hand.
Just to crush into a million pieces was it?
A trip to the stars,
Only to leave me burning.
You leaving, didn’t hurt me so
For you know, I lacked a fundamental heart indeed.
lost sequoia
Ek rashem se dhage ko doo idara ke bich me bandh liya, wo dhaga kuch aur nahi bss ek khayal tha.
Iss farebi duniya ko maine apne khushi ke anchal me rop liya, wo anchal kuch aur nahi bss ek khayal tha.
Sare din aur kahe to sari umer ko maine apne according ghad liya, ye sari umr aur kuch nahi bss ek khayal tha.
Darya ke ek bund ke mafiq iss darya ko bhar diya, wo bund kuch aur nahi bss ek khayal tha.
Apne sare decisions ko ek goal ko sacrifice kar liya, wo goal kuch aur nahi bss ek khayal tha.
mighty whale
Ishq Ka aisa tarana bhi likhe koi,
Tu majboor bhi na ho,
Mujhse door bhi na ho....
-Aiman
sonic meadow
Nazrein jhukaye khada shaqs Kisi khauf mei nahi..
Bss dukhi nazron se dharti ki peeda bhaanp raha hai..
Gagan ki or Nazrein failata har shaqs ameer nahi...
Bss apne haalaton se ladne ka zariya maang raha hai..
Seene pr siyaahi gudwaane wala shaqs aashiq Nahi..
Bss apne shareer prr apne pachtaave chaap Raha hai...
Kamre ke ghup andhere mei rehne wala shaqs nasamjh nahi..
bss apne saaye ke saath bache kuche pal kaat raha hai ..
-Zeeno(the sasta lekhak)
wild galleon
ढक गए जो मलाल थे, तेरे इश्क़ के रुमाल से
कमाल के इस जाल से मुझे, यू खीचा कैसे इस जलाल से?
सवाल मेरे कई है, मगर जवाब सिर्फ एक
निगाहें मोड़ ले अक्स की ओर, और बस तू देख।
winter glen
Trees:
These trees, they live a history of their own.
The decrepit marks on their barks,
Their ever broad canopy
Their infinite existence.
In a dark forest lane all alone,
Where silence is a foe,
And sound a phantom.
These immortals are your only barren company,
Looks at their barks with battle scars,
Their haunting branches.
Listen to their silence
Feel their daunting chatter.
Aren't they angels in day?
Isn't their silence a pleasure in light?
It never feels the same in night.
Time has been a witness
Never have they hindered someone in need.
Nor will they be angels when you plead. Shubham
sonic meadow
Teri Shaqsiyat pe Shaq bhi hoga
Teri Hasraton ke lagenge daam bhi..
Teri Aankhon ke ashq bhi chamkenge dhoop mei..
Aur Teri rooh ko jalta dekh hasega upar chaand bhi..
Tere kaandhe par Shaitaan baitha pr doosre pr hoga bhagwaan bhi..
Tere Peeth pr khanjar bhi hoga pr seene pr jhalke shaan bhi..
Tere dost mei se koi lena chahega teri jaan,
lekin dushmano mei se koi ek bachayega teri jaan bhi..
Teri chita ki aag tere sab apno tak bhale na pahuche,
lekin tujhe rakh hota dekh kucho ki thamegi saans bhi..
Tu roz pal kaate khud ko koste koste is baat se anjaan tu ki kuch anjaano ko tujhse kayi aas bhi❤️
- Zeeno (the sasta lekhak)
thorn sedge
Week nights
Drenched in white lights, of grey buildings,
Surfaces a synonym of solitude;
Leveraged in darkness of night
A soul scratches his hidden ebbs,
Cat crawls on those weary eyes;
The trapped air, seeking freedom
through the pores of concrete,
The chilled silence, often awakened by
rhythm-seeking clatters.
Neon soldiers glow on the streets
Pledges its war with the defamed darkness;
The winds are at recess tonight
And so are the yelps of destitutes;
Occasional screams of machines
pierces the armour of silence;
Clandestine caffeine corners,
garnished with tarred air.
loud junco
Likh leta hu Mai
kvi gussa aa jae toh likh leta hu
kvi udasi chaa jae toh likh leta hu
kvi daar se dil sehem jae toh likh leta hu
Yaa kvi khusi se duniya jhoom jae
Har waqt likh leta hu mai
Nahi likhta kyuki sirf shauk hai likhne ka
Ab khudko lekhak kehta hu toh wo toh hai hi
Magar iss lie v likh leta hu kyuki jo baaten iss duniya se kar naa saku
Wo khamosi jo iss shor m suna na saku
Jo dard kisi aur ko bata na saku
Unhe v mere likhai me ghar mil jata hai
Aysa nahi hai ki shuruwat se likhta tha mai
Pehle toh dil ka har gam kisi khaas k kaano m sunaya karta tha
Iss baat se anjan jo tha ki uss khaas ko mai raas nhi aaunga
Jitne logon pe bharosa kia hai
unse kai zyda ne dhoka dia hai
Ye duniya har kisike k taklifon ka kuch bana deti hai
Kisi aur k taklifon ka mazak bana deti hai
aur khude taklifon ka Instagram story
Toh mai v
Apne taklifon ki kavita bana deta hu
Wo kya hai na
Jab v koi taklif ho mujhe
Likh leta hu mai
polar veldt
Azal ke khwaab dekhe the masoomiyat ne,
Anjaan the waqt aur faasle ki saajish se
(Azal means forever)
smoky jungle
When you quietly close
the door to a room
the room is not finished.
It is resting. Temporarily.
Glad to be without you
for a while.
Now it has time to gather
its balls of gray dust,
to pitch them from corner to corner.
Now it seeps back into itself,
unruffled and proud.
Outlines grow firmer.
When you return,
you might move the stack of books,
freshen the water for the roses.
I think you could keep doing this
forever. But the blue chair looks best
with the red pillow. So you might as well
leave it that way.
- @smoky jungle
dim saffron
People who like to being single that's not mean he can't love
That's means he need some space
People who always use headphone that's not means he loves music
That's also mean he didn't want to talk someone
People who used to stay alone in his room that's not means he is arrogant
Another word he needs some privacy
People who didn't want to go out for long that's not mean he has a fear
Also he have gone somany times alone
People who don't make girlfriend that's not mean he is a gay or something other
That's also mean he didn't want to hurt someone
All those means it's me guys.
@.Rizwan_5T
acoustic charm
A proper discourse with slow outcome is more quintessential than a non-sequitur discourse with fast outcome under the garb of social justice
sonic meadow
Tere aage bheed toh hogi prr
Tere dil ki awaaz koi na sunna chaahega,
Teri Aankhein band hone pr tujhe kaandhe pr uthayenge zaror,
Pr kuch pal baad tujhe gaada bhi jaayega..
Teri Aankhein saath tera degi pr tu kisi ka dard nahi dekh payega..
Tere Kaano mei awaazein goonjegi zaroor,
Prr tu kisi ki pukaar sunn nahi paayega..
Tera Manch hi wo sthaan hai jaha tu leta Janm Roz,
aur ussi waqt vo Manch tere asal roop ka shamshaan bhi kehlaayega..
Tu Zindagi bhar doosro ko umeed dene mei khoya rahega,
pr Aaiyne mei khada shaqs jab tera dard puche toh tu kuch keh nahi payega..
-Zeeno(the sasta lekhak)
loud junco
Mohabaat toh sahi hai
Jab chrd k jae toh yaaden v chrd k jaati hai
Kvi kisiki adat maat lagne dena
Buri adat lag jae toh zindagi m sirf barbadi hai
acoustic charm
The methodological criticism as well as epistemic background of the science is one of fields of philosophy. The ethical basis of moral hazard. The implications of societal relations in a production cycle etc. etc.
Philosophy has, weather someone wants or no, been a basis for all sciences until Enlightenment (even in its Scholastic form)
sonic meadow
Ek Waqt tha jab Himmat aur Bharose ka aamna saamna hua..
Himmat ko lagta tha Insaan ko sirf uski zaroorat hai..
Bharose ko lagaa Insaan ko sirf uski..
Unki ye ladai shayad kabhi khatam na hoti..
Jab ek Shaqs ki Rooh ko unhone Baadalon ki or jaate dekha toh unhone us rooh se pucha ki aapke liye sabse Zyada kon Zaroori hai..??
Uss Rooh ne kaha "Himmat unhe di jaati hai jinhe darr hota hai ki kahi vo haar na jaaye, Aur Jisse Bharosa hota hai uske dil mei darr ka koi sthaan nahi"
Bharose ko lagaa ki vo yeh Ladai jeet gya, tbhi uss rooh ne kaha
"lekin Uss Bharose ko paane ke liye bhi Himmat zaroori hai"..
Uss Rooh ne jaate jaate ye bhi kaha "Mujhe dono hi nahi mile shayad tbhi mera jana Laazmi tha"..
-Zeeno(the Sasta lekhak)
sly vale
*Losing Hope!
Hope to see you again never woke inside me, I wanted to but the place was never that much lighter to see you and say Goodbye.
.
I smiled at the time for being a crazy-ass who took all of me in 1...2...3.
.
I was happy hoping a goodbye, Hi! was never been a priority but bye with a Smile is an utmost need but Alas! We didn't smile at that time.
.
Crushing everything you passed by, I never wanted to complain but what should I do? Swipe off my nerves? Or wreck away my cervical bone? The only option with me was to smile with the pain and scars you left, yes I was injured.
.
I was injured, but now I'm healed to express my hatred for losing hope even for a simple goodbye.
.
Alas! I still have a grudge that I never had a chance to say a smiley Goodbyeee!!*🌍✨
~Sharma
lost sequoia
To ye Hindustan hai aur ye December ki pehli tarik, kya kuch hogaya iss saal. Kya kuch huva iss saal aur kya kuch baki hai pta nahi. Phir ek baar Delhi ki sadko prr log hukumat ke samne utre hai, phir ek baar wo chehel wapis aai hai. Prr ye Hindustan hai aur aaj December ki pehli tarik, jara kya yaad hai pichle saal to sab kitne shemese the, ab dil me ek sukun hai. Ha abhi bhi virus khatm nahi huva hai aur na jane kitne log aaj bhi apne apne daftaar khulne ka intezar kar rahe hai, me unse kahunga ki mere bhai zindagi hai yaha to balance uper niche hote rheta hai. Per ye Hindustan hai aur aaj December ki pehli tarik, yaad hai kuch waqt phele to hum news me unn logo ko chalte paao milo dur apne ghar jate dekh rahe the prr ab phir se unki mhequm duniya tv ke sophisticated newsroom se gayab ho chuki hai, me unn logo se itn kahunga ki bhai tum ho to ye humari zindagi acche se chalti hai. Per ye Hindustan hai aur aaj December ki pehli tarik, yaad hai jab Sushant Singh ki mout ke baad sabne mental health pe 4 din baat ki thi aur phir kisi ko itna mental pressure diya ki koi soch bhi ni sakta, Me unn trollers ko sif itna bolunga ki bhai lage raho tumse kuch ni hona. Prr ye Hindustan hai aur aaj December ki pehli tarik aur me ab apse vida leta hu, ye saal ka akhri mahina hai aur khush raho baki duniya hai chalti rahi hai aur rahegi. I'm Hydrating signing out.
dim saffron
U can be a better version of yourself then today... Problems are temporary, goals/dreams are permanent... Are the problems which u are facing now are big then your Drmzz??
Its just a bad moment / bad day... Ull be having a better day / good life ahead... Its okay if u wanna cry do it there and forger. Move on, cheerup, but don't stop.. 🙂🙂
@.Rizwan_5T
thorn sedge
A 9 line love poem
How much melody does a song hold
And how much hunger does food hold?
How much pain does a tear hold
And how much air does a breathe hold?
How much hope does a prayer hold
And how much joy does a smile hold?
If I had the measure, I wonder,
If I could tell,
How much of "You", my heart holds.
inland cradle
Mere panne bhi
Ruswa hai tumhari parchai se
Mei mohabbat sochta hu
Woh mehez kora rehta hai
Meri kalam bhi
Vaaqif hai teri bewafai se
Mei aitbaar sochta hu
Woh sachai likhti hai
Meri rooh bhi
Tadapi hai teri judaai se
Mei maut sochta hu
Woh jeene ki wajah deti hai
Teri zulfen bhi
Vaaqif hai mere imaan ki
Tu yaad jismo ko karti hai
Woh mere seene se lagge dil ko
Teri parchai bhi
Ruswa hai tere ruswa hone se
Tu mujh se daudti bhagti hai
Woh mujhe pukaarti hai
Tere aks bhi
Barse hai mere aitbaar par
Tu nayi subha dekhti hai
Woh sard kaali raat ki namm saugaat
polar veldt
Solace
I don’t have the patience to write them paragraphs
There is so much inside me that wants to come across
And I fail each time miserably leaving me distraught
But nonetheless I try
To justify
These emotions and feelings
These cramped up unwarranted unfinished healings
Of my soul
Hole
There is a gaping hole inside my chest
You can’t see with your eyes but it sure does persist
Insists
It insists me to take note of it
Resist
I want to ignore it and resist
But it gushes over me
And drowns me
And I look around for a pen and a paper
I won’t know what it is to have died as long as I have these two
My life savers
lost sequoia
The consciousness of one is in the truest form of meditation and dedication of their passion
dim saffron
Quote of the day:
3 perfect rules of good life.
- don't "PROMISE" when you are "HAPPY".
- Don't "REPLY" when you are "ANGRY".
- Don't "DECIDE" when you are "SAD".
@.Rizwan_5T
sonic meadow
Agar usse Joote khareedne ka Shauq hai toh shayad usse feete mei faasi nazar aa rahi hai,
Uspr Nazar Rakhna..
Agar usse band kamre mei rehna pasand hai toh Shayad usse Deewaronn ko laal rakt se saaf krna Pasand hai,
Uspr Nazar Rakhna..
Agar usse dukh baatne se zyada likhna pasand hai, toh shayad usse kalam ek dukh mitaane wala khanjar lagta hai,
Uspr Nazar Rakhna...
Agar kabhi vo tumse kehde ki "meri kabr ke upar ek Paudha zaroor laga dena", toh koshish krna vo kabhi murjhaaye na..
Uspr Nazar Rakhna...
-Zeeno(the sasta lekhak)
dim saffron
"Forever is a lie",
this is the first sentence which comes into my mind when I hear the word forever.
I too promised a forever, but if you look closely, forever is a long time.
And as time changes, people change and that's how it works.
You think you have forever to love the person, but over the time you start to slowly lose the person.
So instead of promising a forever to someone whom you love, love them now.
Love them in this very moment.
Make them feel loved.
Make them laugh and make them smile at this moment.
@.Rizwan_5T
sonic meadow
Dhadkanein Sunne se lekar Mehsoos Karne tak ka Safar hi hai Zindagi..
Doosron ke dukh sunne se lekar unke bina kuch kahe dard jaan ne tak ka Safar hi hai Zindagi..
Khud khush hone se lekar doosron ki hassi ki wajah banne tak ka safar hi hai Zindagi..
Beparwaah hokar chalne se lekar har kadam soch kar ki kisi bura na ho rakhne tak ka Safar hi hai Zindagi..
Khud ki chhat ke liye joojhne se lekar doosron ko chhat dene ke liye ladne tak ka Safar hi hai Zindagi..
Dhan ki bhookh mei Apno ki jaan lene se kisi ki ek muskurahat ki khaatir apna sab luta dene tak ka Safar hi hai Zindagi..
ye Safar Akele shuru hoga khatam bhi akele hoga..
Prr Akele shururat karke Akele rooh ki vidaai pr peeche Dukhi logo ki bheed dikhayi dene ka Safar hi hai ek Khushnaseeb ki Zindagi...
-Zeeno (the sasta lekhak)
reef pollen
Mazak mazak mein baat is kadar badh gayi
Dilon ki vadiyon mein jung chid gayi
Jin hasraton ki imaratein thi bani
Unki hastiyan hi mit gayi
Phir bhi dil kis ummed pe tika hai
Haqiqat se is tarah khafa hai
Rukh mod ke ise pighlane ka
Woh mukaddar hai kya,
Khuda ko bhi dikhlane ka
Iska Irada hai, vada hai
dim saffron
Quote of the day:3rd-Dec-2020
Somany people are responsible for your success
But once you will be fail this is your fault and yours irresponsibility.
@.Rizwan_5T
thorn sedge
Let the night know
Of the tussles
in your incoherent conscience,
The serpentine ones,
Choking your dreams
With monotony of mundaneness
chilly locust
The Girl on the Platform
I had embarked on a train to the Hills,
instead of working a day job in the mills,
with the reasoning that if time truly kills,
I'd much rather fritter it away watching the rills,
fondling over Nature's stills,
and enjoying other such cheap thrills.
That was not a while ago,
Yet now, that brevity of mine
I could not find,
Just like the redness around the elbow.
Just then, without an aforementioned why or when,
The train halts,
Disrupting my state of Zen.
The train has had erstwhile faults, I would vent,
Yet as a canary calls, I still gather up my shawls,
And look out of the window small,
To find a girl on the platform,
In the break of Fall.
The brisk Autumn wind
bristled against the Reds of the maples it thinned,
As both of our eyes twinned.
A layover of ten minutes
felt like a sojourn for Eternity,
Spend it over a cup of coffee
She asked of me out of conformity.
Yet as she handed me one over the window,
I couldn't help but wonder
If it was something more than courtesy, though.
As I sipped through its meandering chaffs,
I couldn't help but admire the way she laughs,
As her cheecks ripen
To the shade of these Autumn leaves,
The heavens blessing us perhaps,
With the shafts of Autumn Sun it always retrieves.
As I sunk deeper into those sweet eyes,
I couldn't help but wonder
If this was truly a worthy compromise.
Alas, all things must pass,
And just as I relished the final dregs of the glass,
My sojourn was but a thing of the past.
As the train ceased to tarry,
I was forced to parry,
The rush of emotions this fallout carried.
Notwithstanding the train slowly distancing itself from the platform,
and my vision of her being all but gone,
there was still, in me, a hint of hope,
that this was more than just a wayfaring stranger
Falling sweet on a random exchanger,
In the former's misadventure.
The rest, I confide,
is for fate to decide.
~~@meager onyx
kalakaar se ishq karke toh dekh,
Jo saath rhi,
Toh poori zindagi ki prerna ban jayegi,
Jo na rhi,
Toh kambhakt kavita ban jayegi
~~@fringe nacelle
In a particular time-frame ,
everyday I go through an illusion,
it is fancy,
satisfying
and happy.
We call it dream , I call it illusion.
I have a dream,
The dream is all about free,
Free ideas,
Free wings,
Free support,
No deal,
No arguments, no worries,
It sounds mean ,
But I'm being honest and human.
It was my illusion more than a dream.
~~@thorny tapir
I used to think there were types of people I just couldn't be.
I can't wear makeup because that's what all the popular girls on Instagram do
I can't dye my hair freaky colours because then people will think I listen to rock music when I really like jazz
I can't wear a pink dress today because I wore all black yesterday and people will think I spent too much time organising my looks, which I did, but they can't know that!
But you know what?
There are no types of people.
There is no "popular" and "unpopular".
Because the girl you think is popular goes home to her house and you don't know what happens there.
You don't know her life is good.
Maybe they only brag about the expensive clothes they wear because they're scared and have nothing to say too.
Maybe they spent ages trying to find themselves but got torn down by everyone around them too.
Maybe they hate being friends with the friends they have but don't have the confidence you have to make it alone or find people they actually like, because they will be judged and it's just hard.
But they're just people.
When you talk to them you might see that everything is a social construct.
Literally everything.
Popularity, expectations, grades, groups.
So break the rules. Wear what you like, do the makeup you want, talk to the people you want to talk to.
Does it really matter what people might think, if we will never truly know anyways?
~~@forest fractal
As I glanced past the cigarette in my hand,
in the black foggy mist, I could descry-
A little version of me making my bed,
with covetous goals grasped in breath!
Loyal to toil, sincerity in sweat;
Grabbing a siesta would occur in death!
Still & all it was boisterous,
As there were people around,
people to think about, people to care-
of the unspoken lies, of the undone deeds!
"ALWAYS" , they said they would be aside,
Absconded me for a one more bright
All those averrals turning to dust;
A mind with pure tranquility
was deflected to be a garden of grave!
~~@quiet estuary
chilly locust
We never talked, but if we ever did,
I would have told you that
There is a tint of black in the brown hue of your eyes,
There is a slight uplift in your upper lips,
You have a black mole, a tiny one, by your right ear,
Your natural blonde hair tries to hide it in its tracks.
I am not a stalker, but your face is indelible;
Perfect with its flaws, a prison for the philocalists.
We never talked, but I wish we did,
When you walked down the alley,
Pushing your cologne to triumph over my breaths,
Your feet tapping, as if formulating a hymn.
We never met, but I wish we did.
We never met, but if we ever did,
I would have held you tight,
Telling myself you are not just a creation of my wits,
Holding your hands, tucking you out of my imagination,
Assuring my soul that you are true as the God himself,
Slowly towing my rendered heart to live, or to death even.
I am not a stalker but, your body is an ode;
A beginning at every end, words a lover wrote for himself.
We never met, but I wish we did.
When you walk up from Baltimore's street,
Your foggy breath warming the winter's night,
With ruddy cheeks, musing of a poet's dream.
We never talked, but I wish we did.
~~@naive tulip
sonic meadow
Haa tum Khoobsurat ho,
Bhale tumhari aazaadi ko qaid kar tumhe udaan bharne na de ye samaaj..
prr fir bhi tum Khoobsurat ho..
Tum Lakh koshishein karne ke baad bhi har kisi ko khush nahi rakh paaogi,
aur tumhe badle mei taane hi milenge..
pr tum fir bhi Khoobsurat ho...
Hasne ka Haq tumahra bhi hai aur na jaane kaise tum har choti cheez mei hassi dhoondh leti ho..
aur jab hasti ho tum tb bhi lagti Khoobsurat ho...
Tumhari Khoobsurti Rang roop, pehnaave ya bolne ka dhang se nahi bhaanp sakte, kyuki tumhari Khoobsurti ka raaz hai tumhara saaf dil..
Agar ye padh rahi ho toh btaa du tumko ki tum sabhi se bhot Khoobsurat ho..
Tumhari Aankhein ek Samudr hai aur girte aansu ek moti..
Unki Ahamiyat bhot hai...
unhe aise vyrat na karo tum..
100 log milenge har Roz jinme se kuch sache dil se kahenge..
Bhot Khoobsurat ho tum...❤️
-Zeeno (the sasta lekhak)
acoustic charm
Remember O brave one,
Every one in this world has their share of wrong doings and those never go away but dont let these wrong doings haunt you in your future as you do what you must.
sonic meadow
Yaadein...
ye shabd bhi na.. Ek insaan ki zindagi mei bhot maayene rakhti h..
Yaadein Achi bhi hoti hai..aur buri bhi..
Yaadein ek pal ko apni hai doosre pal paraayi bhi..
Yaadein ek waqt khushi degi toh kabhi bhot rulaayegi..
Yaadein.. kabhi Jeena sikhayengi toh kabhi girayengi..
Prr kya inko bhool jana aasan hai?? Kya inse door bhaag kar jeena aasan hai??
Hassi aati hai ye unhe dekh Kar jo badi aasani hai kehdete hai
"Bhai bhool jaa, ye toh sirf ek Panna hai teri kitaab ka isko palat de"..
Ve log Kaha samjhenge ki uss panne se juda hai ek ansh is jeevan ka, bss jhalak ka jhoka aur fir vo panna nazron ke saamne hoga..
Kyuki Panna palta hai faada nahi..
Ab kya karein yahi bhoj apne sar pr lekar ghoomein ya iska kuch jawaab h??
Toh Dost mere liye toh jawaab yahi hai ki Bhoj ko bhoj Nahi Sabak maan tb tk maan jab tk vo bhoj, bhoj na lage tera hissa bane.. fir bhale panne kitne daffa teri nazron ke saamne aa jaaye unhe palatne mei dard dheere dheere kam hoga..
Ab vo tere upar hai..
Tujhe vo dard sehna hai ya Ghutne tek dene hai..
-Zeeno ( the sasta lekhak)
dim saffron
"Dost"
Waqt guzarjata hai magar zakm nahi bharta
Jab jeeb mein paisa tha saarey dost pass the
Aaj jeeb khali hai or pata nahi dost kahan hai
Khushi mein shamil hookar dost ka farz tu ata karduyaa
Jab ghum ne jakda dost ki door dheeli hoogayi
Doat hi tu tha jisse hum apna na hoone par bhi aapna mante the
Ab dost k naam pe bhi loog nahi mante hai
Mushkil ki ghadi mein dost hi yaad aaya tha sabse pahle
Or khushi mein bhi pahla khayaal dost ka aaya tha
Piche se lagayi hai aag mere daman mein
Suna hooga kisi or se mere barey mein
Sacchayi saath nahi hooti burey waqt k saath
Akhir mein dost hi dhagha baazz nikla hai aaj
Isi liye kahta hoon dost
Waqt guzarjata hai par zakham nahi bharta
@.Rizwan_5T
pine cairn
I'm hidden inside behind a mask
Portraying an image my daily task
Is there a point I always ask
Trying to seek some love outside
Trying to gain a little pride
Trying my best not to hide
The real me is always crying
To show himself he's always trying
The real me is slowly dying
As I let out a fictional show
And the world really doesn't know
The real me who soon will go.
dim saffron
Quote of the Day:04th-Dec-2020
Dreams doesn't work
Working hard,
WORK'S
-Rizwan_5T
thorn sedge
Things I want to write
Things I want to write:
Of bacon and brandy, to an altruistic mind,
clasped in stranglehold
of popular snide;
Of sunset in the morning, the wrinkled skins seek,
withered leaves,
melancholy and meek;
Symphonies of a cuckoo, like straightened skew,
hopes of paradise
amidst the hullabaloo;
Dreams of Eden, garnished with dew,
stranded mortals
to the platters of stew;
Coughed up songs, of failed might,
suppressed lullabies
hummed in abysses of night;
Fatigued faith, of worn-out beliefs,
undoing of wolves
at the reckoning of chiefs;
Pleasant climaxes, to blossoming stories,
embellished in hope
succumbing to maladies;
Tainted promises, smeared with gold dust,
musings of mermaid
fed into hyenas’ lust.
acoustic charm
Alas not even the gods are spared when they arrive on earth, they become a part of this cosmic tapestry in which they have to play their part as well.
So what is stopping you from doing your part O brave one!
You must play your role in this cosmic tapestry as you have been destined to do so.
pseudo thistle
Neighbour's House
Lyrics - Suvam
C
It's morning
G7
month of December,
C
Winter's here
G7
And the feelings; an ember.
F
Searching..
C
for the good days
F
Perceiving..
C/G
gone are those days!
C G7 F C
C
Neighbour's house,
G7
sad & barbarous.
C
Lady's holding on
G7
The guy's aggression.
F
Panicking..
C
are the children.
F
Mannequin..
C/G
is the mankind!
C G7 F C
C
Introspecting
G7
while smokin a blunt,
C
how did we fail
G7
as homo sapiens.
F
We can do
C
a lot better
F
if we're
G
together!
C G7 F C
acoustic charm
The admins have locked the general chat because they were criticized for their actions, this is serious infringement of freedom of speech and expression.
I will change this existing power structure present in this discord server and bring a revolution by leading the silent majority.
Edit: They unlocked the general chat, my writings have rattled the people in power.
Dream Marvelous
sonic meadow
Haal puchne ko toh bhot hai,
Filhaal Hamara baatne ka mann nahi..
Raatein aati toh bhot hai,
Tumhare bina kaatne ka mann nahi..
Tum tabaah kar chuki ho humein,
fir bhi tumse door bhaagne ka mann nahi..
Bhot haath aate hai khai se kheechne ko,
pr tumhare siva aur kisi Ka haath thaamne ka mann nahi..
Roz rubaru hota hu naye chehro se,
Jab unme tum Nahi toh unhe jaan ne ka mann nahi..
Hum toh iss aas mei hai ki tum hi aake humein maardogi,
iss khaatir hamara khud ko maarne ka mann nahi..
-Zeeno (the Sasta lekhak)
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 05th-Dec-2020
"Close the window which hurts you
No Matter how beautiful view."
@.Rizwan_5T
sonic meadow
Hum Kabse akele rehne lage?
Tanhayi ki ungliyaan thaami toh hai..
Hum toh bss Kisi ko bhanak lagne Nahi dete haalaton ki,
Isliye nahi ke vo sunne ke kaabil nahi balki isliye ke khud ki pareshaani ka bhoj kisi aur pr hum daalte nahi..
Sawaar hu mai Saaz ke ghode pe, paar karni hai ye Kaagaz ki ghaati..
Aapda aayengi leke saanp roop, maarne khatir rakhi ye Kalam laathi..
Imarat jitni oochi ho hasraton ki,
utna hi girne ka darr bhi..
Hum tumse dikkatein chupaate toh humein bhedi na samajhna,
tumhare liye khade hai hum aaj aur khade milenge peeche kal BHI..
-Zeeno ( the sasta lekhak)
oak robin
rahul picked his son mehul from school.
rahul asked mehul about his day. mehul answered uninterestingly.
when they reached home, rahul offered mehul some milk in the evening, mehul didn't finish it and went to his room instead of going out to play.
rahul observed his behavior and realized something was wrong. he thought to have words with mehul. thus, he knocked at room’s door and entered inside.
he found mehhul was holding a photoframe in his hand. rahul looked at the calender and realized something. then, he put his hand on mehul's head and sat with him for a few mins.
no words were spoken. after a few mins, rahul came out and made a call to order something
Iat night when his son mehul came out he found his favorite mangoes on the dinning table. then, he turned towards rahul and asked, “you remembered?”
rahul smiled looking at him and lied, “how can i forget that your mom and i made a promise that you will have a big box of mangoes on every summer?”
mehul hugged his dad.
that night when mehul ate the first bite of the mango, a star shined in the sky.
basically photoframe mein maa thi, kyuki vo marr jaati hai
polar veldt
Khushi ki talash mai idher udher bhatakta hu,
Khud se ziada main auron pe wishwaas karta hu,
Gumrahi ke is andhere mai is tarah kho chuka hu,
Khushi ka toh pata nhi lekin apni pehchan kho chuka hu.
- @slate wind
sonic meadow
Nahi chal rahi Dhadkanein, Na badh rahi Saans ab, Padaa hai bistar pe shareer Mera bejaan ab..
Dekh raha hu khada mai mere parivaar ko rote,
Unhe koi hosh nahi..
Aur hoga bhi kaise??
Bete ki laash Maa Baap ko dekhne milti Roz Nahi...
Bhot Chilla raha hu ki ro mat aap log,
Na jaane kyu Nahi sun paa rahe mera ek Shabd vo..
Jiske bina kuch bole hi sab jaan jaate the aaj dekh tak nahi paa rahe bagal mei khade us shaqs ko..
Dekh raha hu Abhi bhi sabko siskiyan lete jab Leta dikha chita pr bejaan shareer mera...
Pehle kabhi unhe gale lagate dekha us shareer ko itne kareeb se na..
Ab Dhua bdhte bdhte ho raha hu raakh mai meri aankhon ke saamne,
Dekh raha hu mit te hue sabhi maayne Mai mere naam ke..
Waqt beet gya hai ab bhot zyada,
guzra jab wapis Apne ghar,
Sabko Hasta dekh "Sab pehle jaisa hogya" bhaanpu mai..
Pr ye soch bhi toot gyi jab Raat mei dekha ki aaj bhi unki ankh mei aansu hai..
- Zeeno ( the sasta lekhak)
proven shadow
Tumhare pyaar ki raah me itna tabah ho gaya,
Kaha shahenshah tha kaha ghulaam ho gaya.
-Aiyan
oak robin
OMG!!
As i said kaash mera thank you message iska double lamba hota 🥺
Words can't describe my true feelings rn!!
Thank You Soo Much Harshita ❤️ 
chilly locust
polar veldt
I had come to this page again...
To let it all out of my system
But the clouds of doubt were dark,
I knew that it would rain pain again...
This was the agony of an aching conscience trying to be free..
Which got trapped within its own confinement and kept wondering
To be or not to be..?
Then came along the memory your smile,
breaking through the shackles of time..
So I stood my ground there below the clouds of disdain,
And no matter how loud they thundered.. but they couldn't get me drenched again.
- @old lantern
plain reef
If it's going to be light tomorrow,
I want today to be the darkest.
If it's going to sing tomorrow,
I want silence to fill my present.
If it's going to be arid,
I want the rain to drown me in today's flood.
And if it's going to be happy,
I want the blue, and the black, to tear me up,
For as long as today can transcend.
No, I don't, just for the sake of poetry,
Cherish a world of contradictions.
Antithesis is not much my style.
But if tomorrow brings me singularity,
And deprives me of my infinite passions
That accompany the label of humanity,
I wish to recollect the depth of my emotions
And the depth of feeling,
The depth of me being a human,
And not an umbrella.
I wish to recollect the privilege,
The privilege to experience emotions.
And situations, and memories, and songs,
For if silence didn't exist,
Even white noise would be music.
And the static of television
Would soothe as if an Adele song.
So if tomorrow gifts me a lifetime of joy and happiness,
And vigour, and life,
I want today to shroud me
In a dark trench of endless cry, and dull death,
For I do wish to celebrate
My entitlement to experience everything.
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 06-Dec-2020
3 thing hurts more
1 trust
2 Expectations
3 attachment
@.Rizwan_5T
bitter gulch
Agar kisi ki khushi mujhse dur jane me hai,
To mai uske paas rehke kya karunga🙃
acoustic charm
Acceptance of non-sequitur speech in public discourse is more of a danger than any person or organization.
lost sequoia
The biggest full stop of this time is
Secularism.
dim saffron
Quote of the day:07-Dec-2020
Be beast in the "GYM"
not with the "FRIENDS" team.
@.Rizwan_5T
shrewd echo
Aaj bhi tumhara naam akla ma pukar leta hu
Yu dil par haat rakh
Chori chupa tumhari tasvir bhi nihar liya krta hu
Har baar wao tasvir phdna ki koshih si krta hu
Par baad mai apna hi hato sao uusa sambhal kar rakh diya krta huu
- @thorn sedge
formal geode
Have you ever fallen for someone so hard, that you never fully recover?
So you hold on to the last fabric of his shirt that fell on your lap..
And latch on to the memories of each moment spent together?
While every fibre in your body screams, move on.
~ Meghna
dim saffron
Mit jaate hai dusrao ku mitane waley
Lash kaha rooti hai sahab
Roote hai tu bass dafnane waley
Guzar jaate hai yuh ankh band karke
Bass aajate hai ansuu dostao ku yaad karke
Yaad aajata hai har pal har lamha
Jab aati hai khabar kise k marne ki
Bass nahi chalta kisi ka pyaar dekhke
Yuhi nahi aate ankhon mein ansuu
Isi liye kahta hoon sahab
Lash kaha rooti hai sahab
Roote hai bass dafnane waley.
@.Rizwan_5T
olive arrow
Anything one sided is just bad
thorn sedge
I told the stars about you.
Wondering how we will get through.
Silence echoed through space...
Only one voice can penetrate this haze
surrounding my thoughts.
Everything can change,
but of one thing I am sure.
A beautiful soul like yours
is what these stars are shining for. 🌌💕
@suraya_writes
acoustic charm
Q: I don't want to follow rules, because I'm a Badboy...?
A:Assuming you joined solely for that purpose, you will be banned, no-one here will remember you and you will be there left alone with the crippling knowledge that you have not made any difference in the world and wait for the unstoppable Marching of time towards an inevitable death.
Have a nice day.
chilly locust
Some stars have disappeared,
Dissipated gradually, one by one; tired of being forlorn
Tired of being questioned and being alluded in every facade of love.
They say " without love life would be a mistake "
Innit so ?
Is everything pristine? Symmetrical?
With or without love?
Mistakes are a segment of life without which you might've never found love.
"Like lies, alike lies it starts from one and ends over one. "
I still have breathtaking moments to cherish,
Some wisely lit , some selflessly brimmed.
Perhaps without mistakes, life would've been one .
I am the treasurer of my own bails,
The gardener of my own flaws,
Caretaker of my mistakes because solitude has always meant solace.
~~@thorn sedge
Ishq ek gaav hai,
kahi baicheni to kahi thehraav hai,
Kahi kisso ke juloos to
kahi khamoshi ke pathraav hai
Ishq ek gaav hai,
Kahi mulakate akele me,
kahi intzaar ke mele,
Kahi wafao me khilte chehre,
kahijafao me jalte paav hai,
Ishq ek gaav hai,
Kahi ulze rishton ke chobare hai,
kahu sulzi baton ki diware hai,
Kahi judaiyon ki dhoop hai,
kahi nazdikiyo ki chaav hai,
Ishq ek gaav hai,
Kahi khelte kudte ehsas hai,
kahi gumsum baithe raaz hai,
Kahi bekhudi me taitre jajbaat,
kahi khayalon ki dubti naav hai,
Ishq ek gaav hai,
Kahi aashiq bhatkte diwaane,
kahi mashukao ke mehel or diwaan hai,
Kahi bharte huye jakhm,
kahi dobara khulte ghaav hai,
Ishq ek gaav hai,
kahi hawa sa machata ishq,
Kahi fasal sa zulta ishq,
Kahi mandiron me jatla ishq,
kahi aayton sa chata ishq,
Kahi ibaadaton me dhalta ishq
kahi inayaton saa milta ishq,
Kahi hokar bhi adhura,
kahi khokar hi paayaab hai,
Wo jo itna naayab hai
Wo Ishq ek gaav hai.
Kahi baicheni to kahi theraav hai,
Ishq ek gaav hai.
~~@maiden sentinel
As I glanced past the cigarette in my hand,
in the black foggy mist, I could descry-
A little version of me making my bed,
with covetous goals grasped in breath!
Loyal to toil, sincerity in sweat;
Grabbing a siesta would occur in death!
Still & all it was boisterous,
As there were people around,
people to think about, people to care-
of the unspoken lies, of the undone deeds!
"ALWAYS" , they said they would be aside,
Absconded me for a one more bright
All those averrals turning to dust;
A mind with pure tranquility
was deflected to be a garden of grave!
~~@quiet estuary
Ek ehsaas hain ki ab jo pehele tha woh ab na raha..ham intezaar karte rahe..pagal dil ko samjhate rahe..ki kuch hoga..mujhe laga haalaat badal gaye hain.. par yahan toh dimaag se dil ko samjhaaya jaa raha tha..
Ek waqat aayega jab yeh dil thak jaayega..tab na kehna ki hamne dil ko kyun nahi samjhaya?
~~@honest citrus
मैं खड़ा हूं इक अंधेरे कमरे में
चारों तरफ बस तन्हाई भरा काला साया है,
पहली बार मैंने खुद को
आज इतना अकेला पाया है,
एक साल दर्द में बीत गया
ये साल दर्द नए लाया है,
मैं था जिन अपनो की तलाश में
आज उन अपनों ने मुझको गैर बताया है,
तेरे उस हिज्र के पैगाम ने मुझको
आज इतना तड़पाया है,
ये तेरा जाम-ए-इश्क़
आंखों से बाहर आया है...!!
~~@mighty stream
Hehe, I watched everything, now it's unending emptiness, new things do come, but frequency is not constant, I have to wait, wait for a few moment's happiness and at the end of the road, it's again darkness, and still finding light, giving my world the light, I move on in the darkness.(thoughts that come to you when it's your exam tomorrow and you are still watching YouTube for relaxation)
~~Kaustubh.
There is a difference between being insensitive and stoic...I realized it few days back when I had this conversation with one of my friend, who suffered from a emotional ride (which is not the concern right now)...after going through that loop-a-loop of emotional ride, she became this repulsive personality we counter you know, who like being sad and disheartened, taking things too much though they are not, and pretending that they don't care at all...not picking calls and not seeing messages for days, weeks and when people complain them, they solidify there theory of "I DONT WANT ANYONE, PEOPLE ARE REALLY NOT WORTH IT"
(I have explained it with this length for just the purpose that person who maybe seeing someone with these similarity may recognize them)
Moving forward, we discussed and this question of STOICISM rose up, she proclaimed to be practicing the ancient Roman philosophy of STOICISM. But the problem is STOICISM don't stop you from socializing with others, it says that you accept the world as it is, NOT HATE IT... Just give it a thought, in a perfect world we are celebrating everything which happens to us and we hush off everything which is against our interest, but this world don't exist. STOICISM says, accept the world and be yourself, divide the things between area of your control and those which are beyond your control, the former is what you are going to work upon and latter are those which you would be ignoring to the core, now the problem is when you are sad, you can't be the best of you, how am I supposed to be happy when I am sad?...but let's dig deep and find why are you sad? Is it something beyond your control ? If it is then leave it coz, YOU CANT HELP IT MAN!!
Now there is a pothole which we might miss, it is being insensitive to world, you need not to react to world things that come to harm you but on the same note, you also need not to be insensitive or Totally reaction less to the world, you are human after all.
~~@tight kayak
My demons,
They sneer at me.
Their smiles bleed
bloodier than my
wrists:
One's devil
Can be other's god.
So , you measure
these sophist oceans
Lingering between us,
watching the kaleidoscopes
shattering horizons in jars.
Parallax amuses dichotomy:
These parallel lines do meet ,
in impossible realities of mind.
The cosmos must mock us,
Looking for insights in the
dead stars .
Daintily ,
the leprechauns
rave ,till the stars
sing lullabies
of legends on
your lips:
I hear them,
Lay down bleeding ,
Loving your God—
My devil.
~~@thorn sedge
Cyanopsia - eyes that see only blue
On days , when my memories fall short of people that existed in them ,
A single shade fills the canvas ,
With blots of heart aches and strokes of healing .
My stars open up in the
Field of periwinkle .
Even the knives stuck in my chest , don't bleed red ,
Perhaps a tint of azure.
Poetry of your eyes knock at my door ,
They leave with me
A box full of Polaroids .
All of single hue.
I revel them ,
I cherish them ,
Soak in the blue and
Drench my soul.
Now the blue of my ink ,
Brushes on your skin .
In my mind , it washes over you ,
Leaving behind only its trace .
Your sapphire tinted fingers are now
Etched in my pupils .
It's a gift you gave me ,
To my grey skies ,
A gift from your ocean eyes ,
To see the world in blue .
A gift of life in monochrome.
~~@thorn sedge
Now, I want to love fire but
I don't want to burn things.
But, I'm scared of fire.
It's like the fire is inviting me,
but I know how dangerous it can be.
At the same time, I don't want to be
afraid of it anymore just because
I got burnt once.
God, I can't even remember if
I got burnt once.
Maybe I'm so afraid of getting burnt that
I've created a false memory in my head.
I want to play with matchsticks.
I want to flick the lighter.
I want to feel the warmth of the fire.
I want to see my hurtful thoughts
turning to smoke in the yellow flame.
I want to be fearless.
I want to write my toxic feelings on a
paper and set fire to it.
I want to see that paper turn to smoke
and ashes.
I don't want to be afraid of getting
burnt.
I want to love fire.
I just don't know how to love fire.
~~@keen pollen
Sometimes I feel like life is an indie art film .
With its silent expressions of anguish .
Moments that feel so still , yet you know they're moving .
Like a calm lake with seldom ripples .
Makes it presence felt in its very absence .
And just as you feel all the pieces falling together ,
Just as you feel the perfect harmony blending in and thrumming against your ear drum .
You realize that it is all synchronized in a perfect symmetry,
Like a perfect snow flake , falling to destroy a paper flower.
Silently we watch ,
The beauty of chaos unfold .
In silence you breathe ,
Filling your lungs with every breath you take .
Your hand against your heart , counting the rhythmic beats .
The pulsating blood running in your veins ,
Like a narrow river of fresh water ,
Clear as crystal .
In silence , we thrive.
~~@thorn sedge
acoustic charm
When you are studying but suddenly a thought springs out all of a sudden from nothing which then creates something and that something gives you a bad feeling and when attention given to that particular thought you get more entangled in the conundrum, the bad feeling blocks your rationale's attempt to escape the particular thought and then when the bad feeling becomes dominant, your rationale fails and you end up in a situation where only external force can force you to get out of the particular thought. But when there is no external force then...
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 09-Dec-2020
Don't compare "YOURSELF" with others
No one can "PLAY" your role better than "YOU".
Be "ORIGINAL".
@Rizwan_5T
thorn sedge
|Broken society|
Petty lies have become common
Truth lost its depth
Deliberate deceit has prevailed
Promises are no longer kept
_
@suraya_writes
pseudo thistle
I do have a few colors, I call my own.
Some pieces, I gathered to jigsaw an identity.
If cutting conversations & some coffee,
may be music, art, cinema, books, such & more
interest you, then I may forgive you for liking
'tea' & share my version of reality.
- Suvam
dim saffron
Quote of the day:10-Dec-2020
When "NAILS" grow long cut the nail not the "FINGERS"
Same here
When MISUNDERSTANDING grow
Kill the "EGO" not the "RELATIONSHIP"
@.Rizwan_5T
chilly locust
The Crime We Commit
It is okay
To not be okay
But it is not okay
To have to be okay
When you’re not okay.
It is alright
To fall
But it isn’t alright
To hit your head against the wall
Or pace down
A restless hall
When all you really want to do
Is fall.
It is just fine
To reach out
But it’s not okay
To suppress your shout
To have wide open eyes
And still black out
It is okay
To be “home" and not know your whereabouts
But it isnt okay
To say you’re okay when you’re not okay
Without a shadow of a doubt.
There is nothing wrong
With bloodshot eyes
And bones sticking out
That tell no lies
But it is wrong
To have to pretend otherwise.
It is absolutely alright
To have thoughts violent
But it is not alright
To remain silent.
It is fine
If happiness takes a while
But it is not fine
If you have to fake every smile.
Why do you have to be
What you are not
Why do you have to bloom
When your heart wants to rot
Why do you have to conceal
Your “not so beautiful by conventional standard" part
Why do you pretend to heal
In the darkness of your rotting heart.
It okay
To want to die
But it is not okay
To have to lie.
You can tell me
That you’re tinted in shades of blue
And I promise
I wont get tired of you.
Call me
In the middle of the night
Tell me there’s darkness
How else will I bring you light?
Tell me your fire died
So that your soul I can ignite
But don’t tell me you’re fine
When you’re taking pills with wine
In hopes of never seeing sunshine.
Don’t tell me
That you’re okay
Those words echo of lies
I know when you’re going through hell
You still smile
So don’t lie to me
Because that’s a crime
I would know
I commit it all the damn time.
~~@thorn sedge
I don’t know what’s Love
1.I don’t know what’s love
But when she sacrifices 2 hours of her sleep just to complete my assignments
Maybe that’s love
2.I don’t know what’s love
But when she wakes me up before the alarm does so that I don’t miss my early morning local train
Maybe that’s love
3.I don’t know what’s love
But when I see her getting excited about my birthday even more than me to even more than I am
Maybe that’s love
4.I don’t know what’s love
But when she encourages me to cry out whenever I get tired of the so-called “Ghar ka Beta” responsibilities
Maybe that’s love
5.I don’t know what’s love
But when she doesn’t complain about us not speaking for weeks just because I have to focus on my exams
Maybe that’s love
6.I don’t know what’s love
But when I hold her hand in the dark streets and make her feel the safest out there
Maybe that’s love
7.I don’t know what’s love
But when I appreciate her Dal Makhani and make her believe that she will be a master chef one day even though the dal has no salt in it
Maybe that’s love
8.I don’t know what’s love
But when she is in pain and I get her her favourite Choco chip ice cream in the night
Maybe that’s love
9.I don’t know what’s love
But when we share our deepest- darkest secrets with each other without any filter
Maybe that’s love
10.I don’t know what’s love
But when we make each other believe that one day, one day we are gonna achieve our dreams together and make our parents proud
Maybe that’s what love is all about
~~Bhavesh Sachdev ( @thorn sedge )
Letter from a ghost
I drifted inside through the cracking window
My axel over the shoulder ready to strike a death blow.
But the cold of her gaze made me freeze
Her chill from her stare worse than the winter breeze.
Who was she and why so serene in the still night
Her pale skin complimented the faint glow of moonlight.
The black in her eyes
Around her the music of the nightingale dies.
Her cold fingers wrapped trembling around a steady pen
And she seemed alive, only then.
Someone stopped by for a quick chat
She wasn’t herself around others, I understood that.
She was the lonely that made the lonely feel less lonely
But it seemed as if her loneliness scrawled across her back in words black,
“Haunt me maybe?”
I came here to take pieces of her peace and leave her broken
But I can’t steal what’s already stolen.
The wind howled and windows rattled to the winds rage
The rattling echoed by the beating of a hollow heart in a deserted ribcage.
There is honor among us ghosts as well
We don’t add fire to a blazing hell.
From her I would have never gotten what I wanted
She was a soul, already haunted.
I drifted back outside through the same cracking window
My axel rusting from her death blow.
If ghosts were hell’s enraging fire
And people were a candle’s fading glow,
Her hair was flames of a funeral pyre.
And her soul was a deadly inferno.
~~@thorn sedge
Love is not about huge cars,
it's about being under the stars
it's not about forever,
it's about being together,
Let's not depend on god and prey,
Let's stay together until
our hair turns grey,
Let's party all night,
And be together in each other's site,
Love me like you do
cause i have no one else Like
you! ❤️
~~ @lethal kayak
Lost in apparatus,
Found on streets.
Around the valleys
My heart blissed.
Cold wind that passes by,
Free from holdings and the sights..
Raindrops which dabble down,
Through the trees on the ground.
All that mesmerizing leaves
Set the wanderers lock & freeze.
In between this hum & creak
I deemed, those thunder creeps.
Humans paradoxing around the shelters lost in apparatus so indeed,
Denies the beauty in a busy street.
~~ @valid yarrow
thorn sedge
Every Night
Every night
Is the same now
I’ve lost my sight
And lost this game now.
There is a pit
At the bottom of me
I fall into it
Until I cease to be.
Post every sunset
My chest feels weighted
For the moment I don’t open my eyes
I patiently waited.
Salty tears
Roll down my face
But I’m not crying
I’m no longer running this race
But I am still trying.
It hurts
And I can’t lie anymore
I force a curve
But I can’t try anymore.
Every night
I let the numbness take me over
I lay still in bed
As I sink lower.
I close my eyes
And dream of the unattainable “high"
Will my memory ever pass you by
Will you write my name in the sky
Will you remember that I did try
These thoughts mixed with tears
Sing the best lullaby.
I hope I could’ve stayed
But I’m no longer so kind
Will you be a good man
And stay behind?
Those will be
The words on my will
I defy all existential laws
And love you still.
Tonight in silence as I lie
I fall asleep to your memory
I dream of when I’ll die
Like a song I hum your name
I finally close my eyes
Only to wake up again
As much as I try,
I cant change
The fact that every night is the same.
dim saffron
Quote of the day:11-Dec-2020
If you find it funny
It was a joke
If you find it offensive
It was a truth
@.Rizwan_5T
pseudo thistle
वो 'पेंसिल मांगने का
बहाना तो लाखों में है।
लोग करते है चर्चा,
ख़ामोशी तो आंखो में है।
वो 'घर बुलाने का
बहाना भी लाखों में है।
लोग ढूंढते हैं जिस्म,
इश्क़ तो बातों में है।
- सुवम
thorn sedge
I'm fragile because
I break down
over the smallest things.
I'm fierce because
when my whole world
is crashing,
I find the strength
to rise again.
@suraya_writes
blazing hare
This is for all my bessht fraands who betrayed me....well lobe you all but Gaddar Gaddar hota haii.
Ps..chulu bhar pani mai doob maro...gm🥱🤷♀️
Hum jinko samjhte the WAFADAAR woh sab BEWAFA nikle,
Jinhe samajte the gulab ki pankhudiyan woh gulab k kaatein nikle,
Barosa tha jinpe beintehaa woh farebi yaar nikle,
Joh khte the saath denge baar baar woh GADDAR nikle ,
Hum jinko kehte the dost woh sale sab SAAP nikle.
swift rose
Main kagaz pe tera naam lik ke fook doon,
Tu hai nasha aur main nashe mein dhut hun,
Agar Main bhola to mera trishul tu,
Tu shaan meri main Tera guroor hun
chilly locust
Ab nahi dhundta hu mai tujhe bheed mei
Na hi aati hai tu sapno mei
Ab to khudko hi khud me dhund raha hu
Jaise gum tha mai ek arse se
Lag raha hai anjan tha mai khudse hi
Maano sheshe me khada insaan tha koi aur hi
Lagta hai tujhe paane ki shor mei
Khudko hi peeche chor dia hai aine dorr see
Ab nikl pada hu ek alag safar mei
Jiski manzil se shayad mai bhi anjaan hu
Lekin jab bhi lautaunga wapas
Khud ka pata hoga khud ke hath mein
~~@buoyant tangle
They saw the marks on my neck,
But not the scars on my soul.
They saw the body hanging from the ceiling,
And not the struggles I'd been facing.
They got mad at me for ending it,
But never helped me in mending it.
They believed the fake smiles,
And never realised,
How broken I was inside.
They were surprised at my death,
Little did they know,
I was long dead inside.
It wasn't the rope that killed me,
But no one will ever know,
For no one had the time,
To hear of my sorrows.
Only death was mine to kiss,
I spiralled down the abyss.
Tired of life's tyrannies,
I walked into the arms
Of an eternal sleep.
~~@orchid crescent
लोग आके चले जाते हैं ढंग से रात भी नहीं होती,
बादल आते है छटते चले जातें हैं
अब बरसात भी नहीं होती
खुदके सवालों में उलझ से रहें हैं शायद, हर वक़्त जवाब साथ नहीं होती
वो कहे तो सुनले हम भी,
पर कमबख्त दो शब्द से ज़्यादा कभी बात नहीं होती!
~~@valid yarrow
dim saffron
Quote of the day:12-Dec-2020
I actually in a very committed "RELATIONSHIT"
Read it again and don't judge instantly.
@.Rizwan_5T
thorn sedge
First ,what sort of person are you?
Do you wear
that fake smile?
those glass eyes?
Your porcelain skin,
does it fit right in?
Do you hide your claws behind it ?
or your claw marks
or stitches to show your missing heart?
I noticed you're shattered,
even your pretense cracks now.
Would you like to Armor
that insecurity,
that frail, flicker of your conscience?
make it proof against the poison they spit?
the fire they spill?
proof against bombings on your will?
Believe me they're going to bury you in it.
Do you care ?
about the right or the left ?
or the world that is burning and devouring you with it?
Do you care about the slits
on your best friend's wrists?
or the once familiar eyes that are now empty ?
OR Do you thumb shut
your eyes at the end
and dissolve of sorrow.
You look like a living doll.
Everywhere you go,
you stagger.
Are you tired of this callous drollery ?
There's nothing wrong until you see the wrong.
In the end your inception is
deceptive,
you are nothing but a poultice;
An image;
A captive.
-Saanya Adams
valid yarrow
मै मोहब्बत की तलाश में निकली
तो मुझे मैं मिल गई,
मै नफरत की तलाश में निकली
तो मुझे मैं मिल गई,
सोचा ढूंढ़ लूं खुदा को
तो खुदा भी मेरे अंदर बैठा निकला
अब जब जब ढूंढ़ने का सवाल आता है
मै खुद से गले मिलती हूं,
बचा क्या है बाहर मेरे? मैं किसको ढूंढ़ते फिरती हूं?
तलाश,
12.12.2020
pseudo thistle
pseudo thistle
You remember our happy place?
Often, visited by us,
When, we were low,
When, we were happy &
When, we kissed solitude.
Specially, when the stars smiled,
And, the moon wept.
I remember, how it helped you,
When you were chumming,
While unsolving the puzzle of emotions.
And, how it helped me,
When the monsoon replaced summer,
Filling the potholes, with water &
Me, resting on the bed; hot headed.
And the noons, when we were low,
Unaware of things to put interest on,
Lazily lying on the couch like a corpse,
Wearing the frustrated smirk,
Over thinking about some places,
Where we planned to travel someday,
Via roads, embracing the open roof.
And, that evening, when we were high,
Me, dancing alongside you carefree,
Lost in exuberance, madness and you.
And then the unexpected intimacy,
Luring my desires into harmony,
Our silhouettes inverted and close,
Embracing the darkness of that night.
To this bonding, our playlist was constant,
All the genres, seeking help of our mood,
And letting us smile, cry and heal.
Now, I am seizing my own fortitude.
We were ought to stay, I'm still here,
Listening to our mixtape; THE HAPPY PLACE,
Nostalgia hitting hard, hope; harder.
- Suvam [@wordsbeyondthebox]
swift rose
Meri subah ho usi se,
Shaam dhale usi se,
Khaab dekhun usi ke,
Raaz rakhun usi se,
Nigah rahun us pe,
Hatheli pe jaan rakhun uske.
Uske liye to lakh ilzaam utha sakta hun,
Us ek muskurahat pe puri zindagi luta sakta hun.
Naam ragon mein bas Jaye,
Uski khushboo se dil machal jaye,
Dil uske khayal mein fas jaye,
Use sochte sochte meri aankh lag jaye,
Palkon pe baitha lun usko,
Nagmo mein basa lun usko.
Uske paane ke liye kayamat bula sakta hun,
Uski ek muskurahat pe jaan luta sakta hun.
Sitaaron mein basti hai,
Kya khoob wo hasti hai,
Gulabi shaam si lagti hai,
Haseen jaam si lagti hai,
Chaand sa Noor hai,
Mere har lafz mein maujood hai.
Use milne ke liye puri duniya bhula sakta hu,
Uski ek muskurahat pe main sab kuch luta sakta hun.
Uska Dil kaanch ka hai,
Toot sakta hai par kaafi saaf sa hai,
Use dekhte hi main hafta hai,
Kuch to rabta hai,
Uski ek nazar hi kaafi hai,
Usse ishq na karna nainsaafi hai.
Use khush karne ke liye khudka dil dukha sakta hun,
Uski ek muskurahat pe khudko rula sakta hun.
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 13-Dec-2020
"Your life getting better when you thinking better"
@.Rizwan_5T
somber gale
मेरे चाहने से क्या होता.....उसकी चाहत ही कोई और थी
चांद कि चांदनी मुझे पसंद थी....पर वो रोशनी किसी ओर कि थी।
---पंशुल
pseudo thistle
I lie on the bed, like a corpse,
Books scattered around, like a messed library,
The dry breeze blows, like a mid summer breath,
The sky looks handsome, like water in the desert; mirage.
The old man dances behind the room's window,
Trying his best to make his lady wear smile.
Oh, he prays a lot too, secretly inside the store room,
'Hoping' a little more time for the bald-headed lady.
The young girl sings him his favorite song,
Behind the verandah, kisses the lanky fellow.
They look very different, well adapted the imperfections,
Their home read 'someday' as a tag on the door.
The bride & groom put their demands; holding hands,
Lovely do they look, merrily prepared they are,
For marriage, is not superficial, it got depth,
The destined wedding happens over a place; 'dream'..
There's a garland of broken people, smelling hope,
Easy for none, different stories but equally hurt,
For life is this, sooner the acceptance, the better,
'This shall pass, you're brave,' says the 'mirror.'
- Suvam
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 14-Dec-2020
“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do.”
@.Rizwan_5T
chilly locust
R@pe. Can someone tell me what's r@pe? Like when can we call a sexual intercourse, a r@pe? Is it when one does sex without the consent of other person, or when society confirms it to be a r@pe.
And if consent is the criteria, then how is justified that when a girl who wants to study, aspires to be independent and dreams to stand on her feet, and thus dont want to marry or lets say, she loves someone else but is married to someone against her will, and her spouse does sexual intercourse, is considered to be holy. Really? So rituals and society decide that intercourse done under the chain of Mangalsutra makes r@pe "A holy ritual", even if Consent was never considered.
~~@thorn sedge
तुम मेरी जान, तुम्ही जहान हो,
तुम मेरी ज़मीन, तुम्ही आसमान हो।
तुम चाँद, तुम्ही आफ़ताब हो,
जिसे पढ़ना चाहे हर कोई,
तुम वो किताब हो।
आयत हो तुम, तुम्ही इबादत हो,
ख्वाहिश तुम, तुम्ही मेरी आदत हो।
जवां तुम हो, तुम्ही हसीं हो,
इस ज़मी पर अप्सरा तुम्हीं हो।
सुब्ह हो तुम, तुम्ही रात हो,
सुहानी धूप हो, तुम्ही बरसात हो।
तुम एक बात हो, तुम्ही हर बात हो,
तुम मेरी क़िस्मत, तुम्हीं सारी क़ायनात हो।
~~ @tropic warren
In a poet's head
Amongst
rumbling of thoughts,
stumbling of tears
there is a little path
which ways out our fears.
There is a little voice
which keeps on speaking,
for even we don't know
how is it thinking.
Sometimes it rambles
others it loves.
Cites of everything
from deaths to doves.
We see a wailing flower
and feel all the love,
it has ever gotten.
And a crying bird
teaches us that, love
is never rotten.
The sparkling moon,
traces our loon.
The gleaming stars,
hides our scars.
We wake upon a journey
of poetic rendezvous.
Not to woo anyone
but to speak the story true.
Unseeming thoughts, we write.
Hide behind the metaphors, fright.
Unsaid irony, it stands
For the revolutions, we span (stan)
You ask us, "What
we think when we write?"
Well, we won't tell,
Guess, that's what you might.
~~ @rough kite
sly vale
Portrait
*A memory which I captured with my eyes and saved it in my heart gallery.
You were smiling cherishing the moment, you were waving hands in the sky, thanking God for this heaven, sitting on the lakeside we were eating fruits with ample of the love-filled inside. In short, everything was glorious.
Suddenly, you stopped knowing that I was dying in fear to lose you. You were annoyed with the fact that I was cursing the fact that I lied that I was smiling.
Instead of knitting, we tore it more to a single thread, even a wave of sound could break it.
Alas! it did, you left I died, relived every moment with this portrait and now I'm about to die again.*👣
~Lazybeast
orchid crescent
There's a monster lurking inside.
It hides underneath the charms,
Of calm and happy masquerades,
Painting my life in nasty shades.
It erupts like a volcano,
Destroying everything in its way.
Though I try to keep it at bay,
It escapes on many days.
That's when the facade gets shattered,
And the ugly truth makes its way.
Uncertain of what led to it's rise,
I wonder why I couldn't have been wise.
With hurt and frustration was it fed,
And devastation was all it led.
It has overpowered all of my senses,
Discolouring everything with its lenses.
I try to tame the monster,
In the hopes of ending this pain,
But all my efforts have been vain.
Yet I know, a day there's going to be,
When I destroy the monster inside me.
quick nymph
How can i lose,
what i never had,
unloved by many
Do I seem too sad?
"What am i really?"
is the question i ask
A shadowed being,
Or a frown with a mask?
My origin doesn't exist.
My form isn't defined.
But i shall give me a name,
"Death", if you don't mind.
dim saffron
Quote of the day:15-Dec-2020
“Find a group of people who challenge and inspire you; spend a lot of time with them, and it will change your life.”
@.Rizwan_5T
ornate tartan
SUBMERGED
In the ocean of dreams,
With the waves of hopes.
In the ocean of darkness,
With the waves of dusk.
In the ocean of unknown faces,
With the depth of words.
Dragging me down deep,
When all the me was sunk to the bed.
There will be always someone,
Dragging me to the shore.
There will always be someone someday who will choose you and keep choosing you everyday
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में उस देश में रेहता हु
जहा गली में कडेह लड़के
नंबरो पर लड़कियों को रेट करते हे
में उस देश में रेहता हु
जहा माँ बाप अपनी लड़की को बाहर नहीं भेजते
क्यों
क्यों की
वो डरते हे उन आवारा कुत्तों से
जो उनकी बेटियो पे ग़लत नज़र दलतये हे
लोग केथे हे कपडे गलत डल्ले थे लड़की ने
हमने कहा
अपने गलत दिमाग के डॉक्टर के पास इलाज कराया है
वो लुट गया आपको
और
आपकी सोच को भी
यहाँ नेता अभिनेता बीके हुए हे और बिकते जा रहे हे
मगर मन में अब्ब भी यही सवाल हे
ये झूठे नारे अपने देश से कब बाहर जाये गए
delicate notch
Jo galat hai usse galat hi rehne do,
Kehkar baatien usse sudharo mat,
Mushkil se chada hai jaam uske jaane ke baar pehli dafa,
Yaad dila ke uski, ye nasha mera utaro mat.
thorn sedge
Sunrise and sunset,
In a midwinter unrest
I found your ghost lingering in the last of the unopened letters that you sent me–
perhaps to remind me of days long by;
perhaps a plea to set you free.
Your memories still breathe in the washed-out polaroids
Faded like you, even though I know they'll meet the same end as you,
Burned to ash and smoke.
Trembling on the verge of an extremity
I've been holding on to what seems only like a mirage,
Annihilating memories of my disdain.
Ink leaking through my veins,
Handcuffed to destiny,
A tryst of fate.
Bottled up nostalgia, that is disembodied but present.
Chaotic tranquility,
perhaps
A dichotomy of love and regret.
So I open the letters and leave them be,
The ghost is set free in
midwinter unrest,
Sunrise and sunset.
shut shoalBOT
.Rizwan_5T#6527 has been warned
ornate tartan
HOPE
The dawn shining on my sleepy eyes,
The chilled air flooding my lungs,
The cloudy aroma of stars making me high,
The flawless wings breaking the barriers,
The rustling of leaves making a symphony,
As everything refreshes with a breath,
As everything restarts with a hope,
We can too
In times like these,make sure to uplift your cheeks and give a smile to your ownself first rather than it to the others
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**Mola Too Hee He Mola
Tujh Mein Hee Milata Hu Is Sansaar Mein
Is Khule Baajaar Mein
Mera Khush Ho Jaana
Tujh Chubata He
Mera Kisee Se Dil Jud Jaana
Tujh Jalata He
Itana Hee Karana Tha
Tho Oopar Utha Kyon Nahin Leta
Apane Paas Kyon Bula Nahin Leta
Hamane Dil Toda Nahi Tha
Hamane Saath Chhoda Nahi Tha
Ham Tho Bas Chal Rahe The
Ham Tho Bas Baat Kar Rahe The
Usakee Zindagee Mein Tumane Hee Tho Use Beja He
Jo Tujh Dikhata He
Vo Hamesha Sach Nahi
Mein Kya Karoo Abb
Jab Tere Saamane Meree Koee Aukaat Nahi
Mein Bika Hua Hu
Magar Mein Magaramachchh Ke Asoo Rota Nahin
Maula Ve Mola
Kab Too Mujhe Khule Aasamaan Kee Tarah Jeene Dega
Kab Too Mujhe Us Gahare Sumadaar Kee Tarah Pyaar Karane Dega
Muala Too Hee He Mula
Tujh Har Baar
Mein Hee Kyon Milata Hu Mola**
craggy storm
राख सी हवा में गुम हो गई,
तन हल्का, मन भारी कर;
लम्हे भर की दे गयी वो खुशी,
क्षण मे पाई, क्षण मे खोई;
इश्क़ सी ही तो है ये सिगरेट,
सेहत के लिए हानिकारक । - Pratik
naive pollen
1-अजीब इश्क है इस दुनिया-ए-अंरोज को हुस्न से की जब सादगी की बारी आती है तो जाने क्यूँ लोग अक्सर अंधे हो जाते हैं।
2.ख़्वाहिशें ख़त्म सी हो गयी हैं मेरी,
शायद ज़िंदगी ने साँस लेना बंद कर दिया।
-Taushif idresse (Aka PeaceOUT)
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 18-Dec-2020
Why people drink and drive
Accept drink n drive you can "smoke MarJIOna and fly"
@.Rizwan_5T
violet sapphire
First stuff :))
Bhai malum h meko ki tumko bhi bura lagta h ye ladai ladte ladte par dekho yaar zindagi yahi h apne पास koi choice nhi h ...
Ye duniya bhagti hi rehti h , sab tumse aage nikalna chahte h ..
Tumhari tarah har koi tortoise nhi h...
Zindagi kaat to sabhi rhe h shayad tum bhi unhi me se ek ho tumhari zindagi bhi noise nhi h :*]
swift rose
Ek khaab buna tha maine,
Aaj tak pura na kar saka,
Ek shaam jaise Dhal gayi tu,
Aaj tak main use subah na kar saka.
Faasle bhadhte hi gaye bich humara,
Par fir bhi tujhse bhula na paya,
Kuch naye se irade jaage the,
Aaj tak unhe sula na paya,
Tujhe apna na bana saka,
Aaj tak khudse khafa hun main,
Bhale hi baatien ni hoti,
Par Teri bhi zindagi mein har jagah hun main.
Hum Dost bhi na reh sake,
Pyaar to bohot dur ki baat,
Main tumhara tha tum meri nahi,
Ye to apne apne fitoor ki baat hai,
Bohot chote khaab hai mere,
Bohot hi choti hai khwahish,
Sirf teen chizon ka saath chahaiye,
Tu, main aur halki halki baarish.
chilly locust
What price do you pay for poetry?
Sometimes it is a deep cocoon that you crawl into
While the pugnacious man on the other side of the table,
In a wretched old cafe, waits for a reply
While all you can see is the gory smoke of his cigarette,
His words echo in your ears trying to find meaning
While you suffocate in the passive smoking.
In your head, you've burnt his hair
With the lighter he doesn't own
But you stay quiet
Staring into the void,
While he talks.
Unfamiliarity, the price you pay for poetry.
Sometimes you stand on the threshold of the cocoon
That gravitates you back, as if you belong there,
And you grow foreign, speaking a language
That the ear on the other side of the phone knows not
And while you are already flying in a space
Oblivious to what the voice says,
In a shell so corrupt
That you feel the kind of home;
Home isn't supposed to be,
There, you gestate a poem.
When you parturite
It drags you down
Far away from the reach of a loving voice calling you back.
Alienation, the price you pay for poetry.
~~@shell lava
Tereko rulane ki galti jo maine kari uska paschatap karunga maine
tere chehre se muskaan na haate aisa kaam karunga maine
Teri mohabbat ko nah pehchan pau aisa gawar hun maine
Apna ek vaada bhi nah rakh saaka aisa jhatu hun maine
Maafi bhi nahi maang paya itna kayar hun maine
Aakho maine teri aasu aagaye toh neend meri udd gayi
Aasu tere tapak gaye aur ruh meri kaap gayi
Shabdo ke isse khel maine haar do insaano ki hogayi
Shabdo ke baad maine chalaye jo vapis na ho paaye, inn naye shabdo ko amrit samajh ke pi jaaye
Mere shabdo ka dard bhale hi meri maafi se ubhar na paaye, I'm willing to give it a try.
~~@unkempt tiger
रात के दो बजे अपने गांव में
जब एक और पेड़ की शाखों के पत्ते समंदर से आती हुई उन साफ हवाओसे लहराते होंगे
तब दूसरी और से बारिश को बाहों में समा ले जाते उस बादल के पीछे से आती तारो की चमक
फिर से अपनी खटिया में सूए हुइ उस मजदुर के शहर की तुयुबलाइट और न्यूट्रॉन लाइट्स की जूठी दमक से जीत जायेगी!
~~@thorn sedge
Defeated by my fears,
I lay there dropping tears,
Shattered by my bonds broken,
I stood there wrecked and unspoken ,
As my last bits of hope vaporizing,
Suddenly I felt something tranquilizing
As I turned Byzantined and Bewildered,
I got enticed by something which i wondered,
Her glare was mesmerizing,
Making her tantalising
Her voice was enchanting,
Setting ripples which were calming,
Her touch was mollifying,
Enough to be pacifying,
She was imperfectly flawless,
Radiating a aurora of solace,
She was iridescent,
Truly a goddess of magnificent,
With her shades of allure,
I could create a mosaic d'amore ,
An eternal mosaic,
Reminding the power of love.
~~@river flame
I feel burning ether running through my vein,
What is this feeling , why do I want to slain,
I feel my heart is tearing out of me,
I can't help but stop hurting me,
I seem to be uncontrollable,
Everything seems to me exasperable.
I am trapped by the chains of pain,
I try hard but everything seems to go in vain,
Soon , this madness convulses me into it,
But I start to feel devishly lit,
As I see my last bits of humanness being devoured deliciously,
A monstrous grin appears on me ludicrously.
~~@river flame
Some bushes
That bloom
Some thorns
That phantom
Life is, but a garden
& You need both
to have one.
~~@quiet marlin
Tears of joy
Shook and trembling you try to compose yourself.
Then you notice that you haven't spoken in what forever. When you try to speak, it's broken.
Not rivers but like dew, they stay there.
You smile and maybe even laugh.
This doesn't bring crushing pain to you like all the other times, it's surprising.
It fixed a lot in that moment.
~~@hoary narwhal
//Love//
Love is
An ocean.
You'll either
get drowned or sail
through
beautiful way,
away from the
filth
maybe To the shores
of guilt .
~~@quiet marlin
Girna bhi açhà h
Girna bhi açhà h
Aukkat ka PTA CHALTA h
Badte h jabb hatt uthana ko to ...
To apno ka bhi pta CHALTA h.
Ha jinn logo ko gussa aata h
Wo lo sache hote h
Mene jutto logo ko har waqt
Muskrata hua dekha h
Ha me ye bhi shik RHA hu
Ki insaan ko padhna ka hunar ,
Suna h chechra p
Ki kitabo se zyada likha hota h.
~~@lunar igloo
I thought i had ear to the ground, i was aware that you want someone like me, you even took it as if you knew it was coming, then why things turned so wrong, why we came to this junction, why aint we talking, i think about this why, this WHY consumes but why...WHY
~~@tight kayak
Jo galat hai usse galat hi rehne do,
Kehkar sach usse sudharo mat,
Mushkil se chada hai jaam uske jaane ke baar pehli dafa,
Yaad dila ke uski, ye nasha mera utaro mat.
~~@delicate notch
Beautiful people in beautiful cages..
Golden,Silver,shiny steel all chic and sheen
Peace within the inner selves
Their Midas touch harming none but others
None now Noah to build an ark,
Onely leave in abandon the starving elderly
Cravings of both rich and poor,
All bound by nature similar through ages
Food, affection,peace; the ape hopes of eternity.
Beautiful people in beautiful cages
The rich starved wilfully,the poor starving scarcity
The rich verdant abundance,the poor looks amuck with awestruck obsidians
Beautiful people in beautiful cages
Locked and hostaged by nature itself
Now Envying Icarus before his fall.
~~@polar karma
In
Your memories
I've kept
moment's
Dried with flowers,
Some hatred
Got faded with love
I urge to get all
that back,
If you aren't colour of bliss
I wish for stains, Again.
I wish.....
~~@quiet marlin
The chronicle of a damsel in distress.
It's weird how my heart is sinking right to the bottom of an ocean, in the middle of a night when i can neither scream nor shout, for help, whatsoever.
I'm stuck in this labyrinth of slideshows from the past connecting the future with the bridges, so fragile, that I'm scared, if i tried crossing, i might even just fall back into the hell and burn myself into the ashes.
The bunch of overcrowded areas inside my brain are beyond the rush of the chandni chowk or bumper sales and it's not good, it's suffocating to such an extent that even asphyxia would feel as if it has never done a better job.
I wonder how all of you live in there and do what you shouldn't be doing to a heart that's so fragile and precious.
I wonder sometimes if it's you or me, or maybe, it's both of us, trying to find our escapes through each other's minds, creating labyrinths that have no possible way out to a brighter morning. After all, it's still the middle of a night, where my heart is sinking under your weight and all you do is stay right there, and see me go down the oceans of your own miserable thoughts.
~ a damsel in distress. 🥀
@gray current
During midnight
she crave to be enlighten
And in crave of
enlightening her
dear,
I opted to become darkness-
~~@quiet marlin
Still my heart is in her sway?
I'm missing her!
Is she feeling the same way?
Why our affinity ended
for us being filth?
Her heart longing for the same?
Or is it only my guilt?
~~@quiet marlin
Life
I’m busy;
but not in the way
most people accept.
I’m busy calming my fear
and finding my courage.
I’m busy listening to my kids.
I’m busy getting in touch
with what is real.
I’m busy growing things and
connecting with the natural world.
I’m busy questioning my answers.
I’m busy being present in my life.
~~@thorn sedge
Let the numbness take over
In the void, sink lower.
Stuck with empty will
Nowhere to run but a need to run
Stuck here standing still.
The hollow of night lingers
The cold tips of tired fingers;
Tremble and falter
An exhausted soul bound to a halter.
Trying not to become another fault
Slowly slowing down to a halt.
Like the stars disappearing in morning sky shades
Voice turns turns to whisper and the whisper eventually fades.
But come twilight and the stars shine again
The faint whsiper however has been silenced by pain
And to this deadly star, no night
Have ever brought back the lost light.
~~Annie
Decay
Crimson lips
That curl up at the corners
Soft chuckles
That echo the play of lovers.
Pale cheeks
Flushed warm and pink
Butterflies in the stomach
With every blink.
Soft hair
In cascades that flows
Alive secrets
That only the beating heart knows.
Crimson lips
Wrinkle and fade
Puckered cheeks
Reflecting a gray shade.
Dark eyes
Unmoving and still
Coarse dry hair
Falling off of its own will
pearly teeth
Fit ruby lips in perfect lines
A warm breath escapes
As a whisper that shines
Yellow teeth
That fall like autumn leaves
Lips dried like old rat traps
Warm breath now stale
Whispers become
Mere gasps
Memories of chuckles
The secret smile of lovers
A haunting image
That perpetually hovers.
Everything beautiful
Soon gets old
Blushing cheeks no longer warm
The dead only feel cold.
Stand the test of time
Live and love your own way
Feel the heat while it lasts
Live before you commence to decay.
~~Annie
एहसास हुआ था ज़िंदा हूं ,
एहसास दिला कर मार दिया ।।
कुछ करने कि उन्हें जरूरत ही ना पड़ी ,
उन्होंने बस मुस्कुरा कर मार दिया ।।
हम दूर जा रहे थे उनसे जीने को ,
उन्होंने पास आ कर मार दिया ।।
कि बैठा था मैं आंखें बंद कर के ,
उन्होंने बंद आंखो में ख्वाब दिखा कर मार दिया ।।
उनकी अदा तो देखिए जनाब , इश्क था भी नहीं उनको ,
और इश्क जाता कर मार दिया ।।
कहते हैं ' इश्क एक आग का दरिया है , और डूब के जाना है ' ,
उन्होंने तो बीच रास्ते में डूबा कर मार दिया ।।।
~~@next spear
Good things say that the end
Is their only friend.
I never believed it,
Considered it to be absolute shit.
The end however, I fear;
Is now near.
As the perpetuated mask of goodbyes comes lower,
I declare that it isn't over until it's REALLY over.
the slate of my brain
Shall never be cleared again
And like the dust of chalk
You all will always be subject to what my memories talk.
Meeting me, you might even regret
And if it helps you then about me you should forget
But you will always be a part of me
And i see you again written in my destiny.
No this is not goodbye
And no I can't answer "then why"
Just know that I'll leave
As suddenly as I came
And just as suddenly
I'll be back again.
The year when I was born, winters saw no sun
I steal away light and with darkness I become one.
My dark however is serene like Christmas twilight
And I hope someday I'll provide comfort to all your fights
But for now treat me like the lost winter warmness
I radiate and deprive with an unprecedented suddenness
But i am after all a star
So ill be above you
Even when I am far.
~~Annie
I am literally amazed at the behavior of this strange thing called HUMAN. It gets annoyed when people around it bring change in their personality, but expects from them to accept him as changed when he changes in future. How do you solve this paradox?
~~@tight kayak
In a poet's head
Amongst
rumbling of thoughts,
stumbling of tears
there is a little path
which ways out our fears.
There is a little voice
which keeps on speaking,
for even we don't know
how is it thinking.
Sometimes it rambles
others it loves.
Cites of everything
from deaths to doves.
We see a wailing flower
and feel all the love,
it has ever gotten.
And a crying bird
teaches us that, love
is never rotten.
The sparkling moon,
traces our loon.
The gleaming stars,
hides our scars.
We wake upon a journey
of poetic rendezvous.
Not to woo anyone
but to speak the story true.
Unseeming thoughts, we write.
Hide behind the metaphors, fright.
Unsaid irony, it stands
For the revolutions, we span (stan)
You ask us, "What
we think when we write?"
Well, we won't tell,
Guess, that's what you might.
~~@rough kite
shrewd echo
Jaan boojh ke bhool jaata hu kabhi kabhi raasta apne ghar ka
Kya pata kisi raaste pe tu mile 
ornate tartan
DEW DROPS
It was a fresh morning with some fresh thoughts,
It was a lonely walk with some dew drops,
It was smiley face with a scary mask,
It was a shiny day with some dew drops,
It was a blurry past with an empty canvas,
It was a dusky eve with some dew drops,
It was a burning night with some scary faces,
It was a soothing twinkle,with some dew drops.
finite sphinx
ONCE I MET A GIRL...
The slight flicker in her eyes when I called her,
The melodious ringing of laughter when I tickled her,
The crinkling of her nose when I made fun of her,
The slight naughty nod of her head when I talked of running away together and roaming out in the world,
The slight play with her curls when I talked about her favourite hero,
The proud smile on her face when I showed her my completed sketch,
The peaceful look she had when I took her to my world of dreams
And then something changed...
The tilting of her head when I had my doubts,
The creasing of her brows with worry when I seemed affected by her actions,
Her silent voice screaming out whenever I was told to adjust,
The anger in her heart waiting to spill out whenever I was taunted
When did this happy and fun person turn into this broken person?
The decision to close her doors,
The decision to stay lonely,
The decision to stay quiet,
The decision to stop doing what made her heart happy,
The decision to stop smiling,
When did this comfort between us turn into uncomfortableness so easily?
If only she listened to me,
If only she decided to open her closed doors,
If only she realised that I am still here,
If only she realised that no one can love her more than me...
If only she searched for me inside her,
I am waiting for that day when she calls out to me - the old, free spirited girl waiting to live the best of her life!
If only she became me once again...
quiet marlin
// sin //
The warmth of moment,
Lust being pure
Your soul to mine allures
And our bodies to each other clinged,
Stains reshaped as kisses
Shyness got lost,
My body to yours was host
And we witnessed our characters in akin.
We got alive to be dead,
I was ready again to be shred
The last time tides got high within,
And then you realised it was a sin.
quiet marlin
Kaano me taale lge hue,
Aakhir kesi ye baat h,
Dayre h Suljhe hue
Fir q uljhe ye halat h.
un halato ko piche chod
Tu mere pass Aajana
Dooriyo ko kr Fanaa
Mere tassavur me samajana
Samajana tu kuch is Tarah se
Jese Sagar se mile beeheti Nadi
Jese ghor andheri Raath ko
Subha shaam banke mil Rahi
Pr is qurbat k aashiyana me kuch
Duriya h panap rahi
Aur shyaad samay k takze me
Hamara milna ab mumkin nhi.
Tod sb tabeero ko
Me pyaar ban aashiq dikhuga
Tu kidhkiyo se Awwaz dena
Me tere asmaan me ishq likhuga
hallow horizon
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 19-Dec-2020
Some people didn't set their DP
Bcoz they didn't want to share us with other
So stay away from them and dont hurt then by being close.
@.Rizwan_5T
quiet marlin
_Tough,
we started
from the same
shore,
We
weren't
ment to have
same horizone._
@quiet marlin
(A letter to hazel grace from FIOS)
Dear hazel grace,
You are the lady, an epitome betterhalf Everyone wants to spend rest of his existential time with. Thanks for making me believe again that love is magical with powers to heal your time and rest of existence in this human drama.
I wish gus could have stayed bit longer to know about your choice, choice that made you proud of your love, love which was not only written in books but also inked in our hearts, hearts that have started to beat once again , and once again it's all okay!
But is it okay to envy how your love was enternal being infinite in its scope,I wish to have an infinite love like yours, I wish. but you know what! Some infinities are always bigger than other infinities.
-Raj
Quote of the day:20-Dec-2020
Warning!
If you are talking to someone beware what you are saying bcoz listeners are start judging to you instantly
@.Rizwan_5T
sonic meadow
Utarte hue dekh raha hu Sooraj ko,
Pr Zubaan pr tera naam abhi bhi chadhaa hai..
Tum Ped ki sabse oochi tehni ka fal
aur mai ek Shaqs jo usse paane ki chahat mei neeche khada hai..
Umeed toh thi shayad tumhari muskurahat ek hawa ka jhoka bankar aaye toh vo fal khud toot kar gire meri baahon mei...
Prr Haqiqat mei meri baahon mei jooth bolta aayina aur nazron aage Sach gadaaa hai...
- Zeeno ( the sasta lekhak)
quiet marlin
Things aren't meant to be dark,
It's not a choice nor will,
But a compromise of mine to make you shine.
So you be my moon in my most haunted nights,
You clean my sorrows and my darkness Will be worth your lights.
Yes! You must be holy, but my darkness is also a boon,
An unholy kind of pure .
Loneliness is absurd ,
But also a paradox to what it is been felt,
Coz not my stars nor you where there but it was always mine.
The constellations in my sky,
Is always a mere luck.
As it lacks in its star.
No it's not a complain,
But a witness from all my gloriest bloom to my miserable doom.
It's the pain of not being with you,
It's a letter to my moon.
_A letter to my moon-Raj
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 21-Dec-2020
LIFE isn't about finding yourself.
LIFE is about creating and enjoying yourself.
@.Rizwan_5T
quiet marlin
लगे ये नरम हवा में
तेरे आने का फ़रमान आया है।
बेहका है ये मौसम फिजा में तेरी महक से यू
चमकते सूरज को चकमा दे कर
साहिर ने ओढ़ा तेरा साया है,
तेरी आने कि खूशी में मैने एक
ऐसा मंजर सजाया है,
चांद के लिबास को रोशन कर
मेने तारो को दामन पर लटकाया है,
अब लगे कभ ये दिन ढले,
कब रात हो फिर हम मिले
उस जगह जाहा हमारी उल्फत का हमसाया है,
ये दिल जो झूमा है मस्सरत से
और फिजा मे इश्क नुमायां है
लगे ये नरम हवा में
तेरे आने का फ़रमान आया है।
bright crystal
Sometimes your mind needs time for itself
Not because you're Low key or something
But because your mind wants peace.
All of us want peace in our life
But it's fcking difficult to have it.
And for having it, first you've to know the proper
Definition of peace which you're searching for.
So that when it comes, You'll be happy enough.
Happy enough to move on, Happy enough to
Live your present.
But yeah sometimes you'll feel wrecked at a point of your life or maybe at many points of your life but remember that, that's not the end. You'll grow from that.
Never lose hope, you're strong enough to deal with the things that they're doing to you. But that's okay just focus on yourself choose your pain not the person who pushed you into that pain.
The more easily you forgive them, the more they've the opportunity to hurt you. Forgive the person who deserves forgiveness not the one who you want to forgive.
Because I know that's what we all do, we forgive that person because we don't want to lose them but just think once, if he or she wants to stay?
I think now you know the Answer.
quiet marlin
Tough fate makes us fall,
I know our spring will arrive soon,
We aren't shrubs but a flower,
And flowers are ment to bloom
-Dear Dairy.
left inlet
**main pita pai kya likhoon,
yah har koee sochata hai.
haan,
lekin maa par likhane ke lie bahut kuchh he
maa kee mamata hai,
maa ka pyaar hai.
maa ki chhaaya hai
maa ka dulaar hai
maa ke to sab izath dar he
magar pita kee mehanat hai,
jo mujhe usake paas raktahee he
ek pita apane bete ko daantata hai,
maarata hai taaki use jeene ka raasta dikhe
ek pita gussa hota hai,
taaki usaka beta is duniya ke
gusse ko sehan karana seekhen
ye duniya itanee giree huee he kee ise
maa ka pyaar sach aur
pita kee mehanat aur maar jut lagatee he
ye duniya bhool jaatee he kee
peetha vo hee koodah hai
jo apane sapane tod kar
apane parivaar ke sapane jodata aur pure karata he
agar is duniya ko ye kah manjoor nahin,
tho ye duniya mujhe manjoor nahin**
chilly locust
"Agar tumhaare saath das pal bitaayein hain, to sau baatein seekhi hain, hazaar yaadien hain, laakhon muskurahatein hain, bas tum nahi. Yaad kaafi aati hai, shayad gin bhi na paun kitni isiliye puraane waqt ko yaad kar kar un laakh muskurahaton mein se ek le leta hoon."
shut shoalBOT
Shourya Shrivastava#1795 has been warned
thorn sedge
Muskurahat Kam na hui kabhi, dill ke Gam bhi bole nahi kabhi.
Kash ki bol patta dard Muje bhi hota hai
Kash ki bol pata ki darr Muje bhi lagta hai
Kash ki bol patta wo har ek lafz jo aaj Tak bol na paya
Kash ki aaj Mai dill se muskura pata
quiet marlin
There lies an affinity
So cozy.
like the night
Of cold monsoons,
You're dwelling in my arms,
And I'm lost in the cascade of your hair
A night so frozen like this
Where intimacy creates warmth.
I want to be your burning breath,
not a wave of bornfire.
-Raj
fresh matrix
If you ever feel your problems are big go to the terrace and watch those stars and just think about all that's hapoening in them new elements being formed ,nuclear level explosions,really brings things into perspective - @thorn sedge
ornate tartan
The Seat not Taken
*We all have that one spot,you don't wanna leave,
We all have that one face whom words you keep trusting,
We all have that one mirage that keep us crashing,
We all have that one verse that holds us each time.
As the moon seeks the dark sky for its glow,
As the rain seeks gravity for its symphony,
We all seek peace in someone else's words.
We all seek trust in someone else's face.
That they won't back off,
That they won't burn the bridges they build.
Stained are the paths of every soul i talked or encountered with the words i bled,
Where i stood as a pillar to their emotional hell.
Those stains defined me,
That i never left the shadow of my words.*
With a lil bit of this,
With a lil bit of that,
With a lil bit of me,
With a lil bit of something.
I'll let my soul sink in,
I'll let my heart sink in,
I'll let my thoughts choke me,
I'll let my overthinking wipe me a little.
So,i can comeback someday with a smile for my seat.
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 23-Dec-2020
Sometimes your mind need more time to understand
What your heart want to say be patient.
@Rizwan_5T
thorn sedge
Ocean of uncertainties
You came along and
breathed life into me.
These words that got lost
somewhere, finally found
their way back to my hands
and freely flowed onto these
blank pages.
To call you my muse
would be an understatement.
Captivated by your existence,
you won me over
with your tender treatment.
Terrified of what will happen,
when the fire you started,
suddenly gets doused.
And what once
seemed to
last forever,
becomes a chapter
that's closed.
The last chapter
in a book we wrote together.
We are slowly drowning.
Drowning in an ocean
filled with uncertainties.
@suraya_writes
thorn sedge
I wonder , if I'm just a bad habit — Hard to let go , harder to keep ;
A guilty pleasure— fondled only to be tossed aside .
Perhaps I lulled a dragon to sleep.
A dragon they mistook for sheep.
Sailing with borrowed wind ,
my treasures have been sieged .
What am I but an existential dream?
A crystal castle , ascending like a poison ivy around a spear .
My blessings demanded back .
Words , they cage me .
Words , they make me fly
An echo that never fades.
Everlasting chains of numbing words .
Wounding me , healing me ,
Like an arrowhead tipped with venom of mistrust.
A game too sharp for my senses.
A twitch in my temple turns into a raging throb , hush it .
I embrace myself tighter now .
Static in my head grows louder now .
thorn sedge
5 years ago, I went to a pool with my dad and my siblings. we were enjoying a lot there it was my first time experience and it was fun throwing water att each other feeling lighter in water and all.
Before proceeding further I'll tell a small really insignificant tale.
Once when I was a 9yo me and my brother told me we can measure the number of years we'll live by seeing the lines of hand.It was a fun little game we played when we were kids,my brother told me I was gonna live till 249 years ik it sounds dumb because it is but.I don't know how I remeber the exact number but I just do
Now back to the story,while swimming I got too excited and went into the deeper section of the pool being a Monday afternoon almost nobody was in there my legs suddenly slipped in the pool and I started going down.IBubbles started to come out of my mouth and nose out of survival instincts and I was drowing.Slowly the air in my lungs was decreasing and I couldn't come up I thought this was it,I was gonna die and I just stopped all efforts and I started to descend dwon into the pool.Just then that small incident of my brother telling me I will be living till 249 years struck me.Suddenly I was instilled with hope that this isn't my day to die.I felt as if I was breathing in through water like a fish,a new energy came in me and the moment I reached the bottom of the pool I made my strongest leap towards the top of the pool.It worked I came up and shouted my dad's name in the loudest voice someone had heard that afternoon.I again started going down the pool after that jump but fortunately my dad came and got me out of water immediately.I knew then I was gonna live till 249 years.
This incident made me realise sometimes, all you need is to keep hope just a little leap of faith can absolutely change the outcome.It can bring in you a new energy.Hope is a strong weapon that can even stop the grim reaper from taking our soul.Hope is what runs the world.
quiet marlin
I've seen the burning days
Calmed down by mild showers
Shrubs which were always shunned
beautified by arrivel of flowers
Also the joyful merry of noon
Destroyed by Stroms
If Roses for shrubs are boon
Bane lies in the hidden thorns
Life isn't a corn field
But an unsolved maze
Where every night isn't stormy
Nor gloomy are all days
(An old scribble of mine)
chilly locust
"What's your happy place?"
It's 5 PM on a Wednesday in December, when the weather's having the sort of week that allows for hoodies and no fan during the day. A gentle breeze cuts through the house as I wake up from a nap I took just because I could. It was a good one. The drool on my face is evident. I pull myself an inky cup of coffee, grab the controller, and sit down to the sound of a familiar beep. My phone buzzes. 56 unread notifications. The world can wait. The day is cold but my heart is warm. This is my happy place.
~~Yours truly. 💕
mighty whale
My Kind of Christmas!!!
12/19/2020 – 04:44 PM
Hey! Tell me, do you like how the air smells when the winter is around the corner?
The cold breeze passes by your hair, the streets and homes are decorated and you can see the lights flickering from a distance. Followed by Christmas vibes and moving forwards with the fireworks on New Year’s Eve. You just fell in love with this season.
Do you ever wish that if there was someone out there who felt the same way as you do?
If there is someone to experience it along?
Someone who can hold your cold hands to warm them and tell you, ‘This couldn’t get any better.’
Someone who stands by your side and give you a warm hug.
And in that exact moment you realize, this person is here to stay.
Someone who can comfort you and make you feel at home and at the same time it feels all new and a little scary but excitingly calm.
I HOPE YOU FOUND THE ONE WHO TELLS YOU THAT, IT’S MY KIND OF CHRISTMAS!
dim saffron
Quote of the day: 24-Dec-2020
Be a warrior
Not a worrier!
@Rizwan_5T
quiet marlin
//Rain haiku//
The sky is pouring
But not weeping out the pain.
It is tears of bliss.
When it rains, it happens everywhere, it's pouring outside and inside too, it feels as if these moments are aligned only for me, for me to enjoy myself.
This wasn't same, these showers of bliss once seemed a companion for my tears, a thought that universe wants to cry with me, or for me probably,
but nah! Not now... Things aren't same anymore, I'm happy tough. Give yourself time to heal, it will take time but eventually happen, slowly, just like these showers of mercy giving a new hope to dried shrubs to blossom once again.
_
dim saffron
dire peak
Gamo ko chhupa kar muskurana sikh liya hmne...
Aansuon ko bahakar gam bhulana sikh liya hmne...
Tumne jo di thi na wo dastak dil me..
Us dil ko tudwakr nindein udana sikh liya hmne
dim saffron
Quote of the day:25-Dec-2020
"Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful."
@Rizwan_5T
stiff oriole
Merry Christmas 🎄 everyone
sonic meadow
Mujhme Khamiyaan bhi bhot hai,
aur unke khaamiyaaze bhugatne ka Saahas bhi...
Meri takleefon ko sunne ko bheed toh bhot hai,
Prr kisi na kisi darr se karta na hu mai ek aahat bhi..
Mujhe Bharosa aur himmat dene wale toh bhot hai,
Prr Kasoor toh mera hai jo khud ko de na sakta hu raahat bhi..
Meri choti choti ardaason ko poora karne wale toh bhot hai,
Prr fayda kya jab khote jaa Raha hu mai meri khud se chahat bhi..
-Zeeno (the sasta lekhak)
quiet marlin
//Adhoora//
Dedicated to my phrend @near nova
Mera ishq mera hi raha
Wo ishq adhoora hi sahi,
Tujhe na tha to kya harz hai
Sirf mera raha bhale ek tarafa hi sahi .
Ek taraf
Qurbat ki qhwaish rahi, yaaden rahi,
Wo tution se tere ghar tk ki saari baaten rhi.
Dusri taraf
Ek uljhan thi jise me kbhi hal Kr na paya,
Tum thi aur wo ek khwaab jo mukkamal reh na paya.
Humne sapne sajaye the baharon ke
Wo bahar ka alam mausami tha,
Guzishta lamho ko ab dekhta hu to lgta hai Tera jaana bhi ab lazmi tha.
Pr Lazmi nhi ab tuje yaad Krna,
Na lazmi ki teri yaadon me uljh jau
Jo kaha tha tune hr harf ishq ka
Ab behtar hoga un vado ko bhul jaau.
-Raj
coarse spruce
STITCHED MYTHS!
I was a lover
Long before I found love
And when I did,
It was nothing like what I awaited.
After marriage,
My lips were stitched,
Stitched with M Y T H S.
At times,
I tried to
u n s t i t c h
My ways through his
Brutal touches
But found my skin
Under his nails.
The blood from my lips
Often caressed his mouth
But that was not
L O V E.
I want to jump out of this
So called L O V E
Into an oblivion
of new beginning
As I am sick
Sick of pretending
Sick of crying
Crying with a S M I L E
Screaming,
Screaming in S I L E N C E
Through the ashes inside my Pharynx.
I tried hard to
u n z i p
Myself
Everyday
Every morning
My 206 bones were Countable
My infinite Scars weren't
They're flowing in my blood
Like ichors flowing in the viens of god.
I wish
To be liberated
I wish
To recalibrate my thoughts
And discover my own
c o n s t e l l a t i o n
I wish
To U N L O V E
him and unstitch those
STITCHED MYTHS. .
.
-Harshita
sonic meadow
Agar tumhe mera Hunar chaand ki trah lage,
toh yakeenan meri takleefein uspr lagi daag hai..
Jo chaah kar Nahi Mit sakte..
Agar meri Muskurahat tumhe Gulaab lagti hai,
toh meri Udaasi yakeenan keechad hai..
Jisme Vo Chah kar bhi khil nahi sakte..
- Zeeno ( the sasta lekhak)
mighty whale
Potrait of her
Her eyes makes wounds,
her smile heals that.
Her laugh is like the world revolves around her,
Her words are soothing to me too.
She came like the first snowflake of this winter as I saw the Christmas star.
She sparked the light of happiness everywhere she goes,
and there I was
Lost in her view...
And as I watched her go my heart sank
Hands wavin’ in the air,
breeze flowing through her hair.
The curve her waist makes,
the charm her smile spreads and how jolly she gets.
The portrait of her couldn’t get more perfect than this in my imagination.
- Aiman
dim saffron
Quote of the day:26-Dec-2020
There is no use of kindness if you do it a day is too late!
@Rizwan_5T
polar karma
PHASES
Flow embers ebbing into twilight
Warped memories glowing fireflies,
You are the free bird in the sky
Fragment flowers, crisp white pages
Coffe and the smell of familiarity
You are wandering philosopher lost in life
Warmth permeating through happy embraces
The comfortable bubble of your lonely world
Smelling like rain and soil on an early morning
You are the caged bird, bonded but ecstatic
Soon memories flood through monotony
Caressing your failures, drying your tears
Aging like old wine buried under a tree
You must just say what is life without pain
What is the sun without little rain?
-KRiMZz(Deep)🍁
dim saffron
Quote of the day:27-Dec-2020
“No one is perfect - that's why pencils have erasers.”
@Rizwan_5T
lost sequoia
Counterism:
Beshak har cheez ka aant hoga.
Beshak har raat ka din hoga.
Beshak har andhere me loh jalegi.
Beshak, har zindagi ki maut hogi.
Ekdin wo afsana aayega jab,
Har hinsa ko Gandhi milenga,
Har chin ko Dalai Lama milenga,
Delhi ke har darbar ko ek taj e kisan milenga,
Har nafrat ko pyar milenga.
Kash ye sab ek sapna hota,
Twitter prr nafrat nahi aman ka trend hota,
Prime time prr hindu musalman ya sarkar ki dalali nahi kisi garib ka tuta huva ghar hota,
Delhi ki thand me hukumat ke bichano me insan nahi winter berry ka phul hota, kash ye sab ek khawab hota.
Kash Hind sach ek khawab hota.
Shant raho sab changa hai, agar ye nahi mana to (sab maare jayenge,
Agar iss pagal pan me shamil nahi honge maare jayenge,
Kadghare me khade kar diye jayenge jo virodh me bolenge,
Jo sab sach bolenge maare jayenge,
Bardasht nahi kiya jayega ki kisi ki kameez ho unki kameez se jyada safed, kameez pr jinke daag nahi honge maare jayenge,
Dhakel diye jayenge Zamin e Hind se bahar, Jo malik ke gunn nahi gaynge, maare jayenge.
Dharm ki dhwja uthaye jo nahi jayenge julus me, goliya bhun dalegi use, kafir karar diye jayenge.
Sabse bada apradh hai iss samay nihatthe aur nirapradh hona, jo apradhi nahi honge maare jayenge)
chilly locust
तू धरती पर ख़ुदा है माँ,
पंछी को छाया देती पेड़ों की डाली है तू माँ.
सूरज से रोशन होते चेहरे की लाली है तू,
पौधों को जीवन देती है मिट्टी की क्यारी है तू.
सबसे अलग सबसे जुदा,
माँ सबसे न्यारी है तू.
तू रोशनी का खुदा है माँ,
बंजर धरा पर बारिश की बौछार है तू माँ.
जीवन के सूने उपवन में कलियों की बहार है तू,
ईश्वर का सबसे प्यारा और सुंदर अवतार है तू माँ.
तू फरिश्तों की दुआ है माँ,
तू धरती पर ख़ुदा है माँ.
~~@sly wigeon
In a particular time-frame ,
everyday I go through an illusion,
it is fancy,
satisfying
and happy.
We call it dream , I call it illusion.
I have a dream,
The dream is all about free,
Free ideas,
Free wings,
Free support,
No deal,
No arguments, no worries,
It sounds mean ,
But I'm being honest and human.
It was my illusion more than a dream.
~~@thorny tapir
Life’s a Dice
Life’s a lesson but no-one around to teach thy,
Surround yoself with people who preach aims on skies, I’m straight up dealing with truth, y’all flexin’ and livin’ on lies
My whole life’s a replica of a dice, as every time it rolls up on the ice, it rambles and shows up number 1 every time, got my future on the line, so I gotta keep my hustle and grind on the top every time
Oh lord be careful of your words that people might believe, Nothing more than words,
Can create an army,
Nothing more than words can create a harmony,
We’re creatin’ a philosophy, with a lover alibi,
Not takin’ the chances, you ain’t gonna try
After some time you’re just too old to cry,
Now You’re just too cold to say goodbye,
The dreams were bold that you were sold, but the life was folded
And you still got the friends with whom you forever gon’ sigh!
Though Trying to change a dime to diamond,
But I’m a lost soul inside the pond,
Costs are higher, but I gotta win at any cost
Gotta remember, not to change in the process
So, Pick up the pen and procrastinate less
Had the best day which came up like potency,
That’s what is called a serenade and a poetry!
~~@blazing dirge
If I'd Never Met You
If I'd never met you,
I wouldn't feel the pain
Of losing your sweet love;
I wouldn't feel insane.
But if I'd never met you,
I wouldn't know the pleasure
Of ecstasy's warm gifts
And memories to treasure.
Now moving on with life,
I force a wistful grin,
Questioning what went wrong,
Wondering what might have been.
~~@keen pollen
इश्क़ मैं उस से हस कर बात करते है।
आंसुओ को सिर्फ पन्नो पे सवार करते है।
लड बैठते है उनसे हर रात , ये याद है उन्हे।
मगर वो भूल गए के उन्ही पे जान भी निसार करते है।
हाँ डरते है कि साथ कभी ये छूट न जाए।
मुलाक़ातों का दौर कभी ये टूट ना जाए।
हाल ये है के बरसात में रोना पड़ता है मुझको।
कि सामने उसके कभी कोई आंसू छूट ना जाये।
वो सो जाते है अक्सर थक कर।
हम रात तन्हा गुज़ारा करते है
लग जाये जो आँख कभी।
उन्हें सपनो मैं पुकारा करते है।
कभी सजदे अल्लाह को हुआ करते थे।
अब देख कर उन्हें , ईद मनाया करते है।
दिल और दिमाग पर भी अब बस नही मेरा।
रोज़ बदल बदल कर ख्याली पुलाव पकाया करते ह।
~~@stoic horizon
"Jo Hona tha wo ho chuka"
Tum kaise dekhoge mujhko, noor jo tha wo dhal chuka,
masal ke bhi chale jao to, guroor tha jo pighal chuka.
Tapish meri dafn barf mein, na fark kuch din-raat ka,
Ghadi ki tarah ghum rha, ab sharmana kis baat ka.
Fitoor sa ye jahaan, kaala har bazaar hai,
aur kitna chillaun main, mere jaise hazaar hain.
Jo gaye the wo laut ke na aaye, maine maana ye duniya gol nahi,
Jo bacha tha wo bhi le lo, maine maana ke mera mol nahi.
Khidki se baahar dekhu toh, aur khidkiyan nazar aati hain,
Har kamre mein, imarat mein, ek aur kali jal jaati hai.
Khuli kitaab hu, panne aage badhe hi na,
kalam ki nok pe syaahi ro rhi, jo likhna tha wo likhe hi na.
Rozana numaaish ka main taj hu, sard raat ka ilaaj hu,
Tujh ko aana hai to aa hi jaa,main tera hi toh miraaj hu.
Aur kitna chillaun ab, jo hona tha wo ho chuka,
Ab Na koi fark pade, jo na mila wo kho chuka.
yahi mera makaan hai, jism mein jab tak jaan hai,
Aaj raat firse khulna hai, ek aur mard jawaan hai.
~~@glacial comet
PHASES
Flow embers ebbing into twilight
Warped memories glowing fireflies,
You are the free bird in the sky
Fragment flowers, crisp white pages
Coffe and the smell of familiarity
You are wandering philosopher lost in life
Warmth permeating through happy embraces
The comfortable bubble of your lonely world
Smelling like rain and soil on an early morning
You are the caged bird, bonded but ecstatic
Soon memories flood through monotony
Caressing your failures, drying your tears
Aging like old wine buried under a tree
You must just say what is life without pain
What is the sun without little rain?
~~@polar karma
Many a time you need someone, and THEY (*chuckles), they only need you to need them.
All life you try so hard to find the perfect foot for your shoe, but never tried to fit you own for once in it. You never tried self love.
Feeling the hunger in the void you think you are left alone in ? Maybe you are not alone, maybe someone always have been there with you, maybe you couldn't see it, maybe you just need to ask yourself, "Hey, you there with me"
Be the one who you really think of on a long car ride, be the one you think to sit with on a beautiful sunset along the ocean, be the one you think of on those sleepless nights, be the one you wanna see the stars with, be the one you really care about
Many will share their love, their secrets, their fear, their everything, but will they the way you do ?
You are the one you don't need walls with
Love yourself, believe in yourself, need yourself, your tribe will really find you soon!
~~@calm atlas
You are the shadow of innocence.
Your eyes, they fall, they rise...
they summon a soothing night.
You’re a sculpture made of light.
I am a star gazer,
and you... are the sky.
Yet I fail to look into your soul,
But I’ll forever try.
I wish you could know how I feel,
when I see you dancing in heels.
You make a gloomy day bright,
You’re a sculpture made of light.
You smile, my heart skips a beat,
Your touch, it makes me complete.
Your kiss, always gets me high,
I fail to tell you all this, but I’ll forever try.
See yourself with my eyes and you’ll see,
A mermaid, alone, in a raging sea.
Swimming against the tide, on a stormy night,
You look like a sculpture made of light.
I wish we could be together, forever.
But we aren’t soul mates.
We're just two travelers,
bound together by fate.
~~@vale crypt
undone mesa
Rabb mehar kare je sade te,
Zindagi diyan aasan pooriyan hon,
Asin har pal naal tere rahiye,
Kade pyar vich na dooriyan hon
dil karda ae tere kol aa ke ruk jaava,
teri bukkal wich rakh ke siir muk jaava,
hanju ban ke digga teriyaa aankha da,
tere bulla de kol aa ke sukh jaava
chilly locust
There’s a shade of orange in the sky
I wonder if it has caught fire
memories must have passed by
and left it burning with desire
It keeps moving from place to place
in search of a home
trying to fill all the empty space
left by one of its own
But sometimes, even the sky has to let go
and drop down like hell
That’s when It rains, It hails, It snows
and says, 'farewell!'
~~@vale crypt
Kun woh jo ek paudha h esa sabse juda juda sa rehta hai..
Lagta hai ise bhi duniya ke saath chalna nhi aaya..
Duniya main woh bada toh hua, zinda bhi raha..
Magar lagta hai zindagi ne use jeena nahi sikhaya..
Kabhi apne aap se khafa hai toh kabhi kisi gair se..
Lagta hai jab woh haar kar gira tha toh kisi ne use sahara dekr nhi uthaya..
Ho sake toh uss ek paudhe main paani daal dena..
Suna hai ussmein ek kali aayi hai..
Us kali ko jhadne mat dena..
Na hi murjhane dena..
Bs ho sake toh usko sab ke saath thoda ghula mila dena..
Use zindagi ka matlab sikha dena..
Jeena toh woh khud bhi Seekh lega..
Bas use zindagi ke doorse pehlu se rubaroo kara dena.
~~@alpine wyvern
"Jaale"
Ilm mujhe hua zaroor, par dhyaan kabhi dia nhi.
Zeher us jaam me ghola, jo ghoot kabhi lia nhi.
sach zyaada, kam jhooth hain, meri haveli mein mere hi to bhoot hain.
Jhaadein to hain, magar jaate nhi. Ye jaale yun hi bun jaate nhi.
Jo nal tapka tha woh na tha, magar, seelan lagi to kaise lagi.
Kaabil to hu, kaargar nhi, utha to hu, par khada nhi.
Na zakhm bhara kisine kabhi, na dikha paya hu,
Khidki se koi jhaaka hi nhi, taale jo laga aaya hun.
jo khoon beh ke sukh gaya wo bhi na chudha paya hun.
Apni nazar se dekhu toh taarein saari uljhi hain,
aur tu bole ki din hai, dekho kitne panchhi hain.
Galti teri to nhi, kya mera hi wo jurm tha,
Jo maine kaha hi nhi, to tu bhi kaise bolta.
Umeed hai ki ye padh ke aaoge, tab tak main so jaata hun.
Uthana ho to awaaz lagana, aakhri khwaab dekhna chahta hun.
Umeed hai ki der na ho, chand hi khat likh paunga.
Inn deewaron ko, chaukhaton ko, uss jaam mein dubaunga.
Jaale jhad jaayein ek baar, phir hi tujhse mil paunga.
~~@glacial comet
Melancholy surrounded me, heart sank in deep desolation
The thought of leaving, turned out to be a regretion.
Stupid thoughts, naïve to think it'll be alright
Leaving everything, everyone and be out of sight.
Tried to be noiseless, not being an indignant
Always been apologetic, despondent.
The gloom of being alone everytime, the darkness I was threw in
Struggled to get out, tried to find happiness and peace within.
Met some strangers online, talked endlessly.
Careless of being hurted, trusted everyone slowly.
Now they mean the 'half' to me, no one can disagree.
Want to cherish every single one of them, they are like fruits to the tree.
Now that I feel down again, gloomy, reckless
Can't express my emotions, no one to talk to, nameless.
It just sucks, okay!
Day after day
Hoping you’ll stay
While keeping out of the way.
I try to keep quiet
But that’s almost like hiding a giant
Impossible to keep private
Even if he was trying to be silent
The truth is I don't know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But my heart with your love simply sank
Now that I have nothing to complain about, I just ask you to stay by me.
Life is easygoing with you people in my life. Hard times, had to leave sometimes. But came back, thinking of them, her.
~~@thorn sedge
How bad does it feel to see your crush with another girl?.... Your crush makes you feel like he likes you too but the real problem arrives when you ask him about a relationship. All he wants to do is flirt , and not to deny the fact that you enjoy it but deep inside, you want more, you want something more than just flirting. You'll feel like you're being used most of the times. It gets even worse if he's kissed you and then he'll deny his feelings towards you. It breaks your heart when he ignores you all the time... Once he's done with flirting with you and getting all the pleasures he needs... He'll leave you alone to rot in a corner! He's never available for normal talks, he'll never talk about how you feel, he's only bothered about himself which makes you think at times that you're nothing but a worthless lil piece of shit. But unfortunately you can't do anything about it... You try to ignore him too... But you aren't done with stalking him and constantly staring at his pictures ! It hurts like hell to know that your crush constantly keeps using you remaining unaware of the fact how hurt u really are.. Especially after knowing that you like him.... And the worst part is, you can't ignore him for too long, because you LOVE him.
Miley Cyrus was right... "Nothing breaks like a heart"... You just keep thinking of that person.. And the fact how you'll never get to be in a relationship with him.
You keep trying to get over him... But unfortunately, deep deep... Deep inside, you know.. He's the one who has a part of your heart with him. You can't do absolutely anything about it because "The heart wants what it wants".
~~@thorn sedge
Silence
Today, His brush was at play.
The light crimson sky, showing the world, its world.
Showing us how beautiful, serene, tranquil
Silence can be.
This sky teaches us how nature
is one of the most precious gifts
Just by being there.
How one can find a million answers
Embedded in silence.
How we tend to complicate
Anything and everything.
It's trying to convey a million things.
To observe,
Notice,
Feel,
Heal.
To let this breeze soak in.
To make me feel each and every second passing by.
The sky tells me that it's okay
To stop for a second,
Have a moment of my own.
Making me realise, how simple life is.
And how simple, is so significant.
How the birds fly into their everwidening sky of freedom.
How they spread their wings flying higher and higher.
How the leaves of trees tremble silently
when this breeze touches them.
How a view and a vision can fix everything.
How the shades of blue, red, orange blend in on his palette.
An almost perfect amalgamation
driving away the colours of gloom.
How silence, can speak so much
and be more comforting than a hundred loved ones.
Stretching out my hand, I try to touch the sky.
I guess that's why it's so precious,
as it's out of our reach.
They'll call me a lunatic
If I tell them the sky spoke to me today.
I guess it speaks everyday
In its own ways.
It just needs someone,
To stop, and listen.
To realise the significance of just being there.
How being is so important.
How silence, makes the most powerful noise.
How we turn everything into chaos
And chaos into everything.
The sky spoke to me today.
We didn't use words, though.
Just silence, comfortable silence.
And
It was the best conversation of my life.
~~@thorn sedge
Ghadi pe aankhein gadaye,
kuch bechaini si thi khayaalon mein.
Kab tum aaoge, baal sehlaoge
Kuch hasoge, kuch hasaoge.
Kab in bechainiyon ki lehron ko,
apne sukoon se shaant karaoge.
Kab in kapkapati hui ungliyon ko,
apne haath se milaoge.
Kab yeh titolta hua khaali dimaag,
tumhari din bhar ki kahaaniyon se bharega.
Kab tum aaoge aur mujhe khud hi se milaoge.
Kyunki tum sirf tum nahi ho na
Khud hi mein ek jahaan ho tum.
Tum nahi,
toh yeh ghar toh hai, par kuch gharelu nahi.
Toh yeh din toh hai, par din mein koi roshini nahi.
Main main toh hoon, par mujh mein kuch apna sa nahi.
Sab kuch toh hai, par kuch bhi nahi.
Jaise dil hai, par dillagi nahi
Zindagi toh hai par main zinda hi nahi.
Hazaaron betuke khayal dimaag ki dehleez pe aake ruk rahe the
Tum aaoge yeh kehke maine inhe pare hataa diya.
Yeh sochke ki tum aaoge, tab samajh aayega
Ki sukoon sirf ek shabd hi nahi hota.
Ghanton, ghadi ki kach kach sunte,
apne toote khayaalon ko samet te,
khud se maano ek lambi baat hogayi.
Naa tum aaye, na sukoon aaya
bas yunhi bechaini mein meri subha ki raat hogayi.
~~@thorn sedge
Love has always been a mystery,
but that night, she solved it for me.
She showed me that it is chemistry,
you let go of your heart and you’re set free.
I remember everything clearly,
like it happened last night.
It felt like finding shelter in a troubled sea,
like ages of darkness gave way to light.
We were standing right under the sky…
No drug could ever get me that high,
when she winked at me, smiled, and then started to move away,
But I caught her hand, held her by her waist and turned her my way.
She was in my arms... shivering,
listening to my beating heart,
I was soaking in her fragrance, breathing it in, nothing could keep us apart.
I leaned in for a kiss,
she looked up into my eyes, with love.
It was a moment of inner bliss,
witnessed only by the stars shining above.
Let me tell you what was better than kissing her…
It was the moment just before it,
the moment when everything became blur,
the moment when I lost all my wit.
That moment took ages of seeking,
the moment in which we just felt each other’s breath,
and without even speaking,
we made promises that would last till our death.
Sadly, all of those promises were kept.
~~@vale crypt
quiet marlin
आज दिल शायर है
तुम्हारी जुल्फों की आयत है।
हर्फ-बा-हर्फ लिखना है तुम्हे.
पर ये इसान साला कायर है।
चंद पल क्या रह गया दिल में वो
हमे लगा उस की ये इनायत है।
आई ना दिल की बात ज़बान पे
तभी तो ये दिल शायर है।
gray current
One message removed from a suspended account.
vale crypt
I paint shadows with my hands…
Some are black, some are white:
a special one is 'Sculpture of light'.
Some thoughts cross my mind,
whenever I sit down to write.
Questions whose answer I have yet to find,
always lead me to a fight,
between my mind and my heart,
and everytime it tears me apart.
‘Can I fulfill what’s expected of me?
Is being mediocre a part of my destiny?
Will I ever be, what I’ve always wanted to be?’
All these questions don’t allow me to breathe.
Maybe these will be answered in due time,
until then, I'll just write words that rhyme.
Some of them will tell you a story,
I hope they motivate you to shoot for glory.
Others will just let you down,
You’d want to bury my work underground.
My motive isn’t to impress,
all I want to do is express,
everything that I feel,
hoping one day… It’ll help me heal.
‘Your words won’t save you’, says my mind,
The heart says, ‘You’ll be the greatest of all time’.
Even if I fail, I want my failure to be grand.
Enough said: back to work now,
I have to paint shadows with my hands.
(IG- @writingshop29)
dim saffron
Quote of the day:28-Dec-2020
Be kind to strangers and be a reason for daily happiness to others!
@Rizwan_5T
lost sequoia
At the end what matters is your emotions, nothing is stable nothing can go by plan. But in the end what matters is your happiness. May be you're not clear with the direction you are heading, but in the end of journey what matters is your destination. It's your life, your choices, your guilt and your satisfaction. You have to decide. May be today this doesn't matters to you but every journey has it's route and you have to plan yours for your destination, coz in the end what matters is smile on your face, doesn't matters where were you, on larvish death bed or on bed of arrows. If you have completed your journey with your own perspective, it can be successful or unsuccessful doesn't matters. But you'll smile, you'll smile because you lived your own life, no matter you made it or break it for others but for you it'll be your own and therefore you'll smile.
grizzled portal
Santosh ne jaise hi bathroom ka darwaza khat khataya, Savita achanak se ghabrah gayi kahi uske tharathaanevaale ki awaz Santosh ko na sunayi de, usne dheeme se woh vyanjan apni sharir ke andhar se bahar nikaala aur usko basin pe rakh diya, tabhi Santosh ne phirse darwaza khat khataya aur...
santosh ki lafzon mein Savita ke hoto ka rang chadh chuka tha. Dheere dheere Santosh ka haath Savita se kamar se uski blouse ke buttono ko kholne laga aur uski aakhein fati ki fati reh gayi aur tabhi, ek aur aaaah ki awaz nikli jab Santosh ne apne haathon se jakad liya Savita ke bobbey ko aur phir Santosh neeche jaate huye, saree ko utaara aur phir peticoat ke andhar jaise hi usne khaali billi dekhi toh apne muh se uss billi ko choom liya aur apni jeeb ko istemaal karne laga ki tabhi ek aur aah nikli
Savita ne Santosh ko apni aur tezi se kheecha aur santosh ki chaddi ko utaar diya. Saara maidaan khaali tha.
Santosh ne ek aakhri baar apni jeeb ka upyog kiya phir usne thooka aur thook ko usne billi pe malai ki tarah apni badi ungli se ragad diya aur apne ling ko dheere se Savita ke andhar ghusa raha tha ki tabhi Savita ke muh se ek aur aaah nikal padi aur santosh ne apne andhar bahar karne ki gati ko badha diya aur tez aur tez aur.....
-original by pothoschaos
last edited 12th September 2020
dim saffron
I wrote a letter to sparkles 2020, and my feelings with it.
Dear 2020,
Before you leave, I have some things to say to you. I thought we started great, but being honest you surprised me. Trash, that's the word to describe you.
Why couldn't you be like any other year? 2020 who hurt you so bad?
From forest fires, racism, violence, political collisions. You sure have made sure to leave your mark which never erace from our lifes. It all changed when a virus started spreading throughout the world and everyone's life changed in an instant. The word positive was only used for pregnancies before you started, you've changed that. Many families like mine have empty chairs and empty plates at our dinner tables tonight. 100,000 you've taken just in my country. 2020 you have taken amazing family members, friends, co-workers from many of us. From political leaders to inoffensive older people. You took jobs, graduations, birthdays, concerts, weddings. When it comes to important dates... 2020.. you took them all. I will never forgive you for that.
You took so much but while you were busy taking things from us, humanity did not stand back. Nature and earth got a fresh breath of air. Communities were physically apart yet grew so close enough. You made all of us stop and rest. All of us locked inside, all we had was to grew up. Growth growth growth. Humans got more creative, got smarter, got kinder.
Dear 2020, you've failed. You tried really hard, but you didn't end us, you failed. Do you hear that 2020? Sounds like an avalanche because in 2021 we will have our rematch,
Again with your younger brother,
And we promised you and your younger brother that he also cannot defeat us.
dim saffron
Quote of the day:29-Dec-2020
"You will face many defeats in life, but never let yourself be defeated."
@Rizwan_5T
stiff oriole
Aaj fir se unki yaad aai
Bethe the likhne do shabd mohabbat ke
Uljhe reh gaye hum unki yaadon mein
Chai ki chuski aur sardi ka Mausam
Fir yaad kia wo pal
Kher unhe toh coffee pasand thi
Hum hi the jisne chai farmayi thi
Aisi hi koi sardi ki sham thi
Bs wo the hum the aur wo suhani sham thi
Kitne pagal the na hum us waqt
Jab socha tha abse humesha rhenge ye pal
Aj ki sham bhi bilkul waisi hi h
Halki si nami aur sard hawae beh rhi hai
Sochte hai ki unka hal puchlete hai
Sochte hai ki unka hal puchlet hai
par ab dartay hai
message toh humesha ki tarah aaj bhi type kia humne
lekin wo send button dabane ki himmat nahi hui humse
message toh humesha ki tarah aaj bhi type kia humne
lekin wo send button dabane ki himmat nahi hui humse
sochte hai ki kya unhe yaad hogi ye sham
jab unhone dia tha hume ek pyara sa name
ab toh bas yaadein hai aur ummedien hai
ummedein us sham ki date ko firse dohrane ki
fir se kambhal me chipkr raat ko unse gufta gu krne ki
kher ab toh smjhauta krna sikhlia h humne
asliyat me nahi sapno me toh paa hi lia h unhe humne
dost aksar pucha krte hai kyu rhte ho itnay chup chap
dost aksar pucha krte hai kyu rhte ho itne chup chap
hum aksar haskr taal dete h ye baat
ab kya bolu unse ki sachai se bhagte sapno ki duniya me jeetay hai?
Apne sapno k humsafar ko sapno me hi khojte hai.
ab sham dhalne ko aai hai
Aaj fir se unki yaad aai
vale crypt
valid yarrow
*Often people try to know what other person likes or loves. Like their loved ones, or the people they love. But in this, they forget or maybe be never try to figure out what they love or like.
If I ask you, what you love what you'll say?
Only some specific things which you had fixed in your brain, i.g dancing, singing, drawing, etc.
But there are several things which you love doing but you're unaware of them. Try to find out them! Try to realize them! Try to feel them! Try to know yourself before knowing anyone else! Do things that you love. Not what someone else wants you to do! Be like how you want to be, not how what others want you to be.
And trust me. Knowing thyself is fun!
Realizing what you love is fun! Exploring beyond your knowledge is fun!
And in this realism, I found what I truly love to do.*
I call it Buddh and you?
vale crypt
Aisa kya kahun tumse jo abtak kaha nahi,
kuch kehne samjhane ko ab raha nhi.
Kaise yakeen dilaun tumhe apni baaton ka,
kya hisaab dun ab tumhe,apni raaton ka?
Kya fir karun wohi purane wade dubara,
lekar apne hathon me haath tumhara?
aisa kya kahun tumse jo ab tak kaha nahi,
kuch kehne samjhane ko ab raha nhi.
Aisa kya karun ki tumhe mujhpe vishwas ho,
tumhe kaise dikhaun ki sirf tum hi dil k paas ho.
Kya wapas le jaun tumhe woh jaghen jo hamne sath me ghumi thi,
fir se bataun tumhe ki tumhare bin meri jindagi sooni thi?
Tumhe chup karane ki khatir kya fir se choom lun honth tumhare,
ya wapas dikhaun tumhe mai woh khwaab saare?
Aisa kya karun ki tumhe mujhpe vishwas ho,
tumhe kaise dikhaun ki sirf tum hi dil k paas ho.
Mai sochta tha kya hoga mera jab tum saath na hogi,
aaj ki raat doston se sirf tumhari baat hogi.
Unhe sunaunga kisse hamare aur bataunga nakhre tumhare,
ab tumhare jaane ke baad bas ham unhi ke sahare.
Shayad unme se kisi ko mujh pe vishwas ho,
kaash ek dost hi maan jae ki sirf tum hi dil ke paas ho,
par aisa kya kahun unse jo ab tak kaha nahi,
kuch kehne samjhane ko ab raha nahi...
🖤
quiet marlin
//A mere change//
_sonnet
Animosity between night and world
Where darkness shine within celestial cascade
Apex isn't a place for moon to hold
It's illusion! Intrinsic isn't its facade
A void resides inside dusks abyss
Home to all miserable inhumanic fraughts
With some breeze the sorrow increase
Is it only what night has got ?
Forgotten tears that hides and always stays
Which to the world doesn't allure
Night is quite to human to humanity it says
"Worth is darkness an unholy kind of pure"
Beneath the stars silently passes sky
Just a sober change in hue, everytime bit high.
craggy storm
dim saffron
Quote of the day:30-Dec-2020
"The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall."
@Rizwan_5T
vale crypt
Ye jo mera abhiman hai
ye meri chita saman hai
meri jo hai ye khwahishen
ye ban gayi hai bandishen
bacha jo atmvishwash hai
sab chahaton ki lash hai
meri jo ye hasi hai
gale me hi fasi hai
mai cheekhna hu chahta
dundhne chala hun rasta
mai jis mod pe khada hun
mai khud se hi dara hun
gumshuda saare khayal hai
bhavishya ek sawal hai
halak me nahi hai saans
kuch bhi nahi hai mere paas
Par ye jo dil dhadak raha
ye aaj bhi hai puchta
jab tu kahin ka na raha
toh kyun use hai poojta...
Yeh sawal sun kar
fasi hansi nikal gayi
shareer jal gaya magar
aatma kahin gayi nahi
khaali bhale ho haath mere
par bhawna hai bhari hui
Mahakal🔱 hai saath mere
abhi der nahi hui
Ye jo mera abhiman hai
bas teri hi shaan hai
ye khwahishen jo hai meri
bas paane ki kripa teri
aatmvishwas ye mera
bas aashirwad hai tera
mai cheekh dun agar kabhi
thahar jae ye zamin...
Mai akela hi khada hun
par mai bhay se bhi bada hu
ekatra saare khayal hai
ab bhavishya ki kya majal hai
mai teri sharan me aa gaya
ab mrityu mai paa gaya...
ab mrityu mai paa gaya...
(:
dim saffron
Quote of the day:31-12-2020
:Everything is possible when you are on right time and right place"
@Rizwan_5T
left inlet
**Din Maheena Phir Saal,
Leke Aaye The Ye Kaal
Samet Lie The Inhone Umeede
Pata Nahin
Kahee Khushiya
Kahee Gareeb
Kahee Ameeree
Ek Baat Sach Kahee Aur,
Us Mola Kee Ye Baat Vahee Hai
Is Saal Kee Alag Thee Khaasiyat
Isamen Jitana Gareeb Tha Roye
Utana Hee Ameer Tha
Ek Gareeb Kee 2 Vaqt Kee Rotee Thee
Use Vo Mile Ya Nahin
Usaka Usako Etaraaz Na Tha
Vo Ameer Kee Plet Se Kaam Ho Gaya Paisa
Ise Vo Ameer Bohat Naaraaz Tha
Duhkh Usake Sansaar Mein Tha
Khushee Use Dikhee Nahin
Magar Manzil Usane Chhodee Nahin
Ye Kaal Ka Pahiya Gum Raha He
Kabhee Ruke Gae Nahin
Bura Vaqat Yahaan Se Simate Gae Nahin
Agar Har Kisee Ko Aacha Bana Diya
Ye Insaan Kee Bastee He
Ye Use Hee Kudaah Man Lege
Use Hee Apane Saare Gun Gain Ga De Gae
Magar Aacha Aur Sachcha Bhee
Bura Aur Jut Ke Kapat Mein Aa Jaaye Ga
Ye Paisa Loot Use Le Jaaye Ga
Ye Saal Gaya Nahin
Naya Saal Aaya Nahin
Mere Lie Tho Ye Aj Bhee Kal Tha
Aur Ye Kal Bhee Aaj
**
vale crypt
What would you do,
if you didn’t have parents to look after you?
Would we be where we are,
if they turned into stars?
I don’t always believe in luck,
but then I see my mother smile.
I start to feel grateful and lucky again,
I begin to feel alive.
My father, he doesn’t say much,
but I know he cares.
If it weren’t as such,
who’d pay life my shares?
I feel fortunate , I feel blessed,
On the mountain of happiness, I find myself at crest.
But not everyone shares my luck,
some people are fate struck.
If I could change a thing, just one,
I’d never let a child be orphan.
I can’t even fathom to imagine how they feel,
they are the real superheroes, with guts made of steel.
They don’t need sympathy, empathy,
all they need is their parents, their love.
They’re the symbol of strength,
a steel cage sheltering the heart of a dove.
I can’t respect them enough,
Why life has to be so tough?
What I fear the most, they feel everyday,
I wish, I wish it could go away.
To anyone who’s lost someone special,
I only have one thing to say…
You’ve come this far, don’t look back now, stay...
because only after the darkest of nights, comes the brightest day.
Just stay, and all will be okay.
✌🏾&❤️
sonic meadow
Tarkeebein toh bohot rakhta hu aapke Dard halke Karne ko,
Bss Darr hai ki humein Bhoj na Samjh lo aap..
- Zeeno ( the sasta lekhak)
quiet marlin
Kese bhasar kre is dastaan ko behal hum,
Khambhakt swaal tumhare upr se jawaab tum.
_
dim saffron
Thank you for being with me every day of life in 2020, i hope the up coming years brings you only good luck and great joy!
Here's i hoping that your dreams are big and bills are small in 2021
May success knock on your door this year
May all your joys multiplies into 100 times
May you find joy loves and light in this new year!
Wish you a happy new year 2021
@Rizwan_5T
dim saffron
Quote of the day:01-Jan-2021
There are two ways to go.
One is at war with reality or expectation
And
The other is at peace when you finally achieve your dreams.
@Rizwan_5T
vale crypt
First Poem for 2021:
.
I saw you today
up in the starts
I tried to look away
but couldn’t get too far
I saw your eyes
dark as moonless night
I saw their lies
hidden away in the light
I saw your hair
flawless like a Picasso painting
and I can swear
that I started fainting
I saw your neck
smooth as northern lights
I remembered all the wreck
caused by my love bites
I saw your lips
having a faint seducing smile
I remembered our first kiss
and forgot everything else for a while.
I am a junkie, a drug addict,
to survive... there are things I need
but my addiction is restrict
to only you and weed.
"Happy new Year" to all of you.
I hope this year is going to bring happiness back to our lives, don't know about you, but I could definitely use some.
peace&love,✌🏾&❤️
AKr.29
rose herald
बस कुछ पन्ने बदलेंगे,
कहानी वही होगी,
कोशिश करना नए पन्ने सजाने कि,
अपनी लिखावट से,
या,
अपने शब्दों से।
©Neel Gudhka
Ig: _the_silent_writer
Happy New Year ♥️
dim saffron
Quote of the day:02-Jan-2021
"The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall"
@Rizwan_5T
shut shoalBOT
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vale crypt
I wonder if it’s fair
to live in a state of despair,
to lose sight of who your are?
All of this seems so bizarre.
I just want to feel alive
but all I can manage is survive
I’ve knocked on every door
but nothing feels real anymore
I’m trying my best to be strong
I don’t even know what I’m doing wrong
I have all the support I need
I’m trying my best to succeed
and yet I fail every time...
Only expect when I’m writing rhymes
Only when I’m writing
My hands don’t feel tied
It’s the only time I’m not fighting
This shit actually comes from the inside.
Maybe there’s still a little light blinking
In some forgotten corner of my heart
but I can’t stop thinking,
that again things will fall apart.
Many have tried before me and failed.
Their life force has already sailed.
Their passion couldn’t save them,
It bought them closer to their end.
What if that happens to me?
Would my mind go free?
Can my words actually save someone?
If yes, I’d myself like to be that person.
I can protect myself from enemies,
but how do I save myself from me…?
How do I save myself from me…?
(: ✌🏾
quiet marlin
An hour before dusk.
Yellow hue in breeze
waves under the Sunrise spark,
There's no moon, nor dark. -haiku.
The light flows with hope in it for us to surpass night, a crimson Ray sorrounds the sky and cascade of light meets infinity, breeze kissing the one who embrace it for everyone else a mere setting hue, a transition from lights to darkness.
Moon is still at another side and sun has left with its patches in sphere, making it pink,orange bit of yellow or say colour of life. Days are busy but this is also worth, to have a break from your hustle and embrace life.
Every sorrow fades like the colour of life fades in sphere and a hope arises for new day with some time for myself all of this gradually happens as dusks approaches the sky.
~rt.
dim saffron
Quote of the day:03-Jan-2021
“It is only in our darkest hours that we may discover the true strength of the brilliant light within ourselves that can never, ever, be dimmed.”
@Rizwan_5T
vale crypt
When people talk about 'respect' they mean different things. Usually, respect means treating someone like a person. But when someone is in a position of authority, the meaning changes for them.
So when those that are used to being treated like authority say, 'If you don't respect me I won't respect you', what they mean is, 'If you don't treat me like authority I won't treat you like a person'.
They think they're being fair,but they're not. So if you can, try to change this ideology.
✌🏾
(Source: derived from some post on Tumblr)
dim saffron
Quote of the day:04-Jan-2021
If you really want to escape the things that harass you, what you’re needing is not to be in a different place but to be a different person.
@Rizwan_5T
vale crypt
I’m writing this with a heavy heart,
about something that tears me apart.
Let’s talk about the most heinous of crimes; reape, {(-'e': word restriction)}
and about our broken judicial landscape.
Someone that commits this crime,
should not be allowed to take a single more breath.
There is no need to waste any more time,
they should immediately be put to death.
No need to create lenghty court cases,
if you have all the required proof.
No need to embarrass crying faces,
get the culprit, a gun, shoot; execute!
The reasons given for this crime,
are as disgusting as the act.
Even after all this time,
some people are mentally cracked.
She’s drunk, tripping, pretty or wearing short clothes.
Is that your best defense?
Then why do people assault 1 year olds?
Have you let go your common sense?
Either some people have a sick mentality or they're completely dumb,
maybe the part of their brain that controls logic is numb.
“How can it be the victim's fault?
When they are the one suffering sexual assault!”
We need to change this mentality,
and educate everyone about sex and self defense.
We need to create some changes in our reality,
because this one doesn’t make any more sense.
👊🏾
coarse spruce
I wrote this a while ago in Dec 2020, this is just how I feel about 2020. Hope 2021, brings new light and courage to sail through.
2020
It was supposed to be our year
Remembering tearfully,
My failed resolution
“I will love myself this year”
“Come out and be proud”
“Admit my struggles and
Feel better”
If only that could happen
Now on lockdown
Outside and in
What could go wrong this year?
Everything
COVID could harm a loved one
Or two
Thinking of how the play could have been
Now no one can play,
Never-mind think
In the state that we’re in
First world problems?
Yeah, maybe but they’re real to me
All I wanted to do was be who I dreamed.
Being more social,
Auditioning for the play,
Making more friends,
Joining some events,
For little reason it seems.
I’m silently screaming
And mourning what this year,
This perfect year could have been
No one can know
How much this hurts
I have to be the same person
As always before
I’m mourning for myself,
The person I could have been
Mourning for life,
And those that have been taken
Missing stability
In every aspect
And now all I can think,
“This was meant to be our year!”
vale crypt
"Aisa nahi ki mere seher ab woh aati nahi,
baat ye hai ki ab woh mujhe batati nahi".
-Idk,read somewhere.
dim saffron
Quote of the day:05-Jan-2021
Heart will become more stronger once they break,
Like every eye make the vision clear after they cried.
@Rizwan_5T
stiff oriole
**Raat m dabe pav aunga m darvaja khula rakhna!
Eetr k bazar m meri Mahek tum yaad rakhna !!
Apne dil k pass mera dil bhi sanjoh k rakhna!
Band akho m humari tasveer tum saja kr rakhna !!**
quiet marlin
_The pace in which
I ask for
Is yet another
ace quint.
We may talk
the world between us
But love in your silence
gives me the hint
Day chaos are filthy enough
as beauty of sea is confined
Silent night brings charm and sea appears diamond cluster beneath stars shine._
dim saffron
Quote of the day:06-Jan-2021
"Successful people do what unsuccessful people are not willing to do. Don't wish it were easier; wish you were better"
@Rizwan_5T
chilly locust
I chase sunshine
Like I’m a rainbow
I chase shadows like a ghost
I chase rainfall like it’s the monsoon
And I chase peace because I’ve had enough of wars
~~@signal sage
Sometimes, the world seems too big
Too big to make a difference
Too big to feel significant
Too big for you to matter
Sometimes, life feels so arbitrary
Who cares what I wore today
Who cares what I hope to be
Who cares about accolades
Who cares about me?
But honey,
The universe wove you
Out of stars in the night sky
Maybe that's the reason
You have that twinkle in your eye
You're made of
carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, and nitrogen
Like the same star that shines in the night sky
You're painted by the wisps and wind
That avidly passes you by
You may like a small
Insignificant part of the universe right now
But always remember that
The universe is a part of you....
And you may be wondering, how?
You're made of the same elements as the stars
You're painted by the wisps and wind
And you're fifth harmony
Cause you're worth it
You're painted by the wisps and wind
A unique blend of colour and variety
A symphony of charm and harmony
A symbol of love and humanity
'cause honey, you are worth it
Whether you realise it or not
You are necessary
So love yourself like the universe loves you
It isn't selfish
It's just a way of reminding yourself
Of how much you are worth
And the memories you relish!
~~@thorn sedge
Like a single lonely tree
in the middle of the desert
I wonder if I'll have any friends,
being all alone kinda hurt.
I sit on this hill
and gaze into the distance,
not much can be seen
so i ponder over my existence.
Like the last leaf on a tree
near the end of autumn,
I feel all alone
as i hit rock bottom.
Even in this room full of happy souls
why do I still feel so alone
there is this emptiness in me
as my mind is tossed and thrown.
I have all of these thoughts
like water in the ocean
they fill up my head
I don't wanna feel this emotion
This loneliness messes with my head
every single moment all alone I spend,
I try and try to not let it spread
but slowly I crawl towards the deep end.
~~@thorn sedge
"I am as useless as a white
crayon", he joked.
"It's okay, all you need is a
black paper", she answered.
And it wasn't a joke anymore.
~~@fluid ingot
Bachpan mai khoob khwab dekhe the, khoob saukh bhi paal liye the, socha tha bade hote hote inhe jee lunga. Lekin sabne bas ek hee raah ki aur muh mod diya ki padho likho aur bano nawab, phir job milegi to banoge dhanwan.
Padhe likhe aur ban bhi gaye nawab, aur job bhi pali aur bane thoda dhanwan. Lekin 10hr ki wo job jishme poore samay Saturday, Sunday ka wait rehta, phir Sunday aate dar rehta hai ki kal Monday aa jayega ushme mere saukh kahi gum se gaye. Aur khwab to mano bas khwab hee ban kar reh gaye ho.
Ab to man karta hai ki bol du apno se ki nahi ho paraha mujhse aur ye natak, mai itna accha kalakar kaha bhala. Karne do mujhe ek kosis, shayad pa lu wo khoye hue saukh aur hasil kar lu wo khawab. Aur khel pau is jindgi ke khel ko ek shandar khiladi ki tarah naki us darsak ki tarah jishe khel to pasand tha lekin bas dekh ke hee khus reh gaya.
~~@unique hedge
| V E R S I O N S |
There are parts of you that everyone is comfortable with. There won't be any judging or complains if you remain what they like you to be. I have always tried to be the Person they like. A person with a big smile every time, laughing, sharing jokes, raising hopes and hiding all the mess so perfectly.
How do they take it when I get all angry with life and for once show it?
Sometimes I feel people love only the easier versions of me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have made up in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
~~@thorn sedge
DISTANCE
I sit outside just to look within,
And dive into the depth of the soul.
I look at the stars and the planets,
The way they dance and float. and still,
I manage to stick to my kryptonite,
So beautiful, I can stare at it all night.
Everyone adores how shiny it is,
The way it lights up the night sky,
How it's mesmerising irrespective if it's half,
How it completes the cycle only to restart.
Lovers promise from far away to get a piece of it,
Devotees pray to it only for them to live,
Flowers, fasts it has seen everything,
Only to realize it all results in nothing.
It knows it's just a reflection,
For without sun there won't be no gloom.
It knows the pain to be wanted by all,
But just to be touched, only by few.
It knows there will be a day of nothingness,
No beauty, no glow, no dew.
It knows there will always be a distance,
That will be covered on few instances.
~~@lucid loom
SWEET DISGUISE
I love when the sheets cover her slightly,
And she rolls over just to feel my touch.
I love how small and delicate she looks,
Only to realise what a masterpiece she is.
Love the lashes falling on her cheeks and,
Hair spilling on the back,
Her cheekbones high and prominent,
Eyes carefull, what a sleepyhead.
Love how she gives 'about to wakeup' looks,
Everytime I kiss her on her neck.
Tired she move over to increase the distance,
Only to roll back.
I hold her hand and trace the lines,
I wanna touch the veins so smooth it lies,
Underneath the sheet of sweet disguise.
I caress those cheeks ever so plum,
Hint of blush, as the blood rush.
Still it's outlooked by her beautiful eyes,
Chocolates diped in caramel and everything nice.
She roll those orbs on every compliment,
Slightly before giving a hint of smile,
I know she's not really proud of it,
But only if she knew I can look at it for rest of my life.
I love every edge, every dip and every curve,
I love our tangled legs,
I love she sleeps in my arms ever night yet,
How she manages to take my breath away.
~~@lucid loom
There are many things I don’t understand about this world, What people feel and think is beyond my understanding but one thing I have learnt about is having no regrets, I can’t change the way I feel about you, so I will try to reach a conclusion.
Talk with me and I will too,
Stay with me and I will too,
Kiss me and I will too,
Teach me how to fall in love and I will fall for you.
~~@woeful stirrup
Inch by inch you dig in deeper,
The deeper you go the more you want,
Started from the fun now its a necessity,
To know you like no one has ever known.
You make my nights turn in day in a blink,
You make my heart race on a string,
You kiss me without our lips moving,
And you hold me without touching my skin.
Maybe you're just doing this for a while,
Maybe you just love playing with the fire,
You stay online all night, every night,
So that inch by inch you know more of me.
~~@lucid loom
There is a Lady sweet and kind,
Was never face so pleased my mind,
I did but see her passing by
And yet I love her till I die.
Her gesture, motion and her smiles,
Her wit, her voice my heart beguiles,
Beguiles my heart I know not why,
And yet I love her till I die.
~~@jade drift
I watch their footsteps
I listen to their laughs
Sometimes I wonder why
They keep joking about love.
I walk into the classroom
The boys are being rude
The girls are gossiping
Sometimes I wonder if
I fit in here.
~~@thorn sedge
Is it real? is it true?
Does love love really suck?
Does it break one in two?
I don't believe that
It made me feel things, I had never felt before
It made me laugh, it made me cry
Yes, then it leaves you high and dry.
But despite of all this, it was still the beat to my beating heart.
Maybe you weren't the one for me,
Maybe I wasn't the one for you,
Maybe you were right,
Maybe I was wrong,
Otherwise we would've held each other tight.
Trust me honey love doesn't suck
It doesn't hurt
it heals the scars of painful burns
Its just that we both fell out of luck.
Those precious nights, I'll never forget,
You held my hand and it made me weak
those eyes of yours, they shone so bright
We wanted to kiss, but we never did.
We said "i love you" and promised to stay,
But who knew we were making promises only to break em and run away.
Maybe I was right,
Maybe you were wrong
Our love wasn't meant for me,
Our love wasn't meant for you,
so lets save that kiss for someone new.
Trust me honey love doesn't suck
it doesn't hurt
it heals the scars of painful burns
its just that we both ran out of luck,
Now i'm gonna heal myself till i find someone
I promise, i'll make sure that she is "the one".
thought it was you, but no i was wrong,
the "you" i knew is forever gone.
But trust me darling love doesn't suck
It doesn't hurt
It heals the scars of painful burns
But sometimes people just run out of luck....
oh we both ran out of luck,
it doesn't hurt
it doesn't suck...
oh we both just ran out of luck.
~~@next heath
I laid on my back in the grass....
and opened my mouth to the sky...
Attempted to drink the sunshine
Prayed it would heat me from the inside...
Wondered how my skin feel so warm
And my heart so cold...
And then I woke up.
~~@quartz pebble
It's been 4 months since I've recieved a 'hey' from you
Every night i'm wishing you'll come back and
We'll start things from where we left.
But now i think i should leave you alone
and find myself a place i can actually call home.
I tried to hold on,
but you wanted to flee
You said you never wanted this,
then why the hell did you lie to me?
Looking back i see things could've been different
you and me enjoying hundreds of lovely events,
proving the world, we're a perfect fit,
But i gotta accept its all in my head,
cuz you're not here anymore
and i must say,
Hindsight's a wonderful thing, isn't it?
Prolly' we were never meant for us
but somehow we wasted our feelings to make it work
But hey! i guess your mom would be happy!
I think she saw this coming, thus
she never accepted me.
I just wish i never asked you to stay
I'm sure i could've dodged this pain.
I just wish i never loved you so much
so i guess, again i'm the one to blame.
looking back i see things things could've been different
you and me enjoying hundreds of lovely events
proving the world we're a perfect fit
but i guess its all in my head
Cuz you're not coming back
So i must say
Hindsight's a wonderful thing, isnt't it?
I don't wish you the best or worst
looking back if i could do one thing
i wouldn't ask you to stay
the way things are, they've made me realize
Hindsight's a wonderful thing isn't it?
~~@next heath
What's love
What's so much fuss
Is it helping the others
Or showing off like every body does,
Who to choose
Who to let loose
How to love
When other one is moose,
And don't give me that crap,
That it's written
In our starts,
If there was such a thing,
Then I would have been
Married twice
With a baby who likes to sing...
~~@quartz pebble
As i sat down listening to one of our old songs,
I remembered how we would always Say “The world is against us”.
But now that i think about it,
What if it was the universe trying to protect me from you?
~~@quartz pebble
You don't want to see my soul
You don't want to know it's there
Because what matters is having a body
So unhealthy but so fine in your eyes
So unreasonable but so right in your mind
You don't want to see my soul
You don't want to know its there
You want to believe the chemicals I blend with my skin define who I am
The blooms on my body are weeds to you
Your oblivion leaves them unwatered
You blind yourself with saran wrap
You can, but you won't see
Watch me when I've scrubbed my face
Watch me while I sleep
Watch me when I arise
Watch me while I scream
See me for who I am underneath the setup
That's the real me.
~~@deep basalt
JINKS
I jinxed your way
all through my life.
Thou be my side,
and I forgot to smile.
Oh are you me love
or are you a stranger.
Whatever you might be,
I won't call you danger.
I've seen others say
they shake hands on your arrival.
While I stay unaware,
even after you departed.
Oh don't mistake me,
to heed you no attention.
I'm just a little weird
with all personal emotions.
I'm a bland spaghetti
with nothing to sauce over.
Slightly unstable, waiting
for you to cross over.
~~@rough kite
I am so sadistic.
Scars on my face.
She says "Be optimistic,
Scars will fade away"
Hope is a dangerous thing,
It makes me insane.
She says "Its expectations,
Hope will strengthen you. "
Thoughts have flooded my head .
I can't focus on anything.
She says "Drain it ,
And I am there for you always. "
Demons have consumed me
I can't stand anymore
She says"Hold my hands,
We will fight this together. "
And She is only in my dreams.
~~@thorn sedge
grizzled portal
His name was @oak robin
Looking at him my mind went blank.
Took out some money from the bank
No no guys this is no prank.
My confidence which shrank.
Mom gave him a good spank
Somewhere near his flank
when he didn't get a good rank
sorry for the entertainment I thank
a little too much I drank.
mighty whale
TRANSPARENT
My love for you is transparent,
Like you felt it but never acknowledged.
You saw a million things in a day yet I don't exist for you,
How come the only thing I see is - YOU.
My love for you is transparent in your vibrant world,
Maybe you'd see it clearly someday too.
- Aiman
left inlet
**kya tujhe bhee yahee lagata hai
kya tujhe bhee mera pyaar jhootha lagata hai
tere aakho mein aankhe daalana
tera mere hoto ko choomana
tera mere jism ko chuna
agar pyaar lagata hai
tho mein teree mohabat nahee
Tawaif hu
itana hee hai to un galiyo mein ja
mere ghar me aake mujhe hee na suna
ishq ke baare mein mujhe bhee pata hai
too khel rahee hai jismo ke saath
or kah rahee sote hai kisee or ke saath
tune ilzaam lagaana sikh liya
vaade or saath nibhaana seekh letee
too Tawaif nahee
jaan hai meree
khudah ibaath eemaan hai meree
or phir too kahathi hai
ke tujhe mera pyaar jhootha lagata hai**
dim saffron
Quote of the day:07-Jan-2021
“Positive feelings come from being honest about yourself and accepting your personality, and physical characteristics, warts and all; and, from belonging to a family that accepts you without question.”
@Rizwan_5T
bitter ether
FORBIDDEN TEARS
If I ever die
Don't shed a tear and mourn
I will prefer
A Valediction Forbidding Mourning
From you my love
I request you
After I decease
Please stay by my side
My soul will be watching you
From heaven
Or It might stay with you
But don't be afraid
I won't hurt you
Just will fall for those eyes again
Will listen to
Your heart beats calling my name
Will see you skipping a heartbeat for me
I will just be there
To immerse me in thy charm completely
©Seetal J. Olim
(Rain)
@areum.margaret
sly vale
Suffering
The title is appropriate, I'm suffering, suffering from my existential crisis, I never wanted this, I needed a normal life of a boy rather than thinking about the ambulatory and pre-ambulatory clauses of every resolution paper I see. I never knew I will be the chosen one "No, not from Harry Potter of course".
.
I always wanted to outshine in the things I'm good at, but I never knew I will never going to hold the bragging rights.
.
My identity is fake, my wisdom full of ambiguities, No I m not docile to tell you who I'm, just not that furious to look up say, Yes this is me. If you think you know me you don't. If you think I lied maybe that's your perception, but yes I lied that I exist in the real world.
.
I was meant to be obliviated from this normal world full of your memories, just because I'm unable to pretend I have a normal life.
.
My identity is a lie and my existence is suffering.
🌍
chilly locust
Question. What does it mean to ask a question?
The root word itself defines it the best. ‘Question’, the word, originates from ‘Quest’. A quest is a journey or a path ensued by someone in search of something or to reach a goal. A question is no different from a quest. When you ask a question, it marks the start of a voyage, where the destination is the answer. And just like any other voyage, the journey ensued is as important as the answer. The information you gather, the skills you learn while venturing through the forests of doubts,sometimes are worth more than the answer itself.
Just like a quest, you meet other souls who have questions of their own. Crossing paths with them unravels new worlds.
The importance of asking has always been highlighted especially in educational institutions.
We have always been encouraged to ask and clear doubts by teachers and professors.
However the beauty of this practice isn’t limited to students only. Afterall we should seek to improve ourselves every moment and hence we learn throughout our lives. This means, we must question often. In turn, the society we surround ourselves in should be welcoming to our doubts and queries. This has been observed that social ideologies and institutions that don’t encourage the people to question authority seem to become radical and orthodox. For growth and advancement of our society our religions, political parties and unions should be questionable.
The straight forward example is the scientific community which is based on doubting previously established theories and clearing them until the theories are polished and perfect as much as it’s humanly possible. In the words of Carl Sagan himself:
“Science is more than a body of knowledge, it’s a way of thinking.It’s a way of skeptically interrogating the universe with a fine understanding of human fallibility. If we are not able to ask skeptical questions to interrogate those who tell us something is true, to be skeptical of those in authority, then we’re up for grabs.”
For us, I say, we must keep asking, no matter how stupid the question. In order to grow as a person and in society, questions should shower always. Keep asking.
~~@thorn sedge
dim saffron
Quote of the day:08-Jan-2021
"Sometimes best feeling are found in your draft which no words can explain to other
And can't able to send it because you didn't want to lose the friendship"
@Rizwan_5T
coarse spruce
Words:
A mask.
I put one on every day.
More often than not, it’s the same one.
A soft smile planted on its face.
A small crack appears on it.
Nothing too alarming.
More cracks begin to show up on the mask.
Every hurtful word every insult you throw at me cracks my precious mask.
The only thing in this world that was stable.
Cracked.. and broken.
Just like it’s owner from the same things.
Funny how insults can be thrown around so easily, but compliments aren’t.
Funny how my mask and my self worth is cracked because of words.
Simple words.
They appear to be so small and meaningless.
Yet carry the power to make or break people.
Words can seem so innocent until taken the wrong way.
“I’m sorry it was just a joke.”
If it were a joke then shouldn’t I be laughing too?
Words can be so incredibly hurtful when used incorrectly.
We weren’t given the power of speech to be mean to others.
To break them down until they believe that they are nothing.
Until they think they have no purpose on this planet.
Words carry incredible power.
So why don’t we use words to lift people up.
To make people happy instead of trying to tear them down like they’re nothing.
Everyone is precious. So let’s use our gift of speech to show it.
Words..
What a funny thing to use.
chilly locust
Mere alfaaz ka yeh sheeshmahal sach ho jaye
Main Tera zikr karu aur ye ghazal sach ho jaye
Zindagi bhar to koi jhoot jiya hai maine
Tu jo aajayegi to ye aakhri pal sach ho jayega
Chalo jaao bhi abb jee lenge par sach batao majburi hai Kya
Mujhe ye kahani thodi aur likhni thi
Tumhare hisab se poori hai kya...
~~@signal sage
It’s time to let go
It’s time to let go all the anger in your head
It’s time to let go all the ego inside you
It’s time to let go all the jealousy
It’s time to let go everything that drags you backward
It’s time to let go the people who are not willing to be with you
It’s time to let go all the negativity around you
It’s time to love....To love you.... To love the people who love you.
~~@signal sage
lucid loom
I don't want to be pretty as flower,
they die in weeks,
I don't want to smile at everyone,
That's for the weak,
I don't want to be the sun in the sky,
Which disappears when it gets dark,
Neither do I care to be your shadow,
It changes its angle every single hour.
Let me be your morning tea,
That wakes you up everyday,
Or your favourite book,
That has a habit to be held in your arms.
Maybe your glass of whisky,
Just to turn you into a fun person.
For sure your cigarette, joints and stuff,
To help you feel more like yourself.
bitter ether
D arling you be my words
A lways stay by my side
I promise to love you more each passing moment
R eady to adore your imperfections
Y ou are my world I love to escape in
From the hustle of this chaos
M e and you makes the perfect pair
I miss you in this moments of being so far
L ike sky and rain longs for touch
K iss me with your soft lips to make me feel alive a bit more
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
somber gale
Kon khata h muje Teri yaad nahi aati...
M pyaar bhut karta hun tuje se kash tu bhi ye baat jaan jaati,
M to har kisi ko bata deta hun pyaar Kitna h tujh se...
Kash tu bhi aapne pyaar ka izhaar mujh se kar paati,
Zara puch in raaton se kis khamoshi mein ye beetien h...
M kosis karta hun ki soo jauu par teri yaad bhut sataati h
Tune to muje bhula bhi diya hoga shyad...
Magar ye teri yaade han ki mitaye nahi mitt pati,
Puch in hawayon se kitna bechain m rehta hun...
M bhi su sanyasii ki tharh sithir ho jau agar tu muje mil jaati,
Uu to koii bhi muj se jeet nahi pata h...
Magar Teri ek nazar ek hasii muje aapne aap se haratti,
Or kon kehta h muje Teri yaad nahi aati...
Nahi hona chata is zamane k aage m jazbaati...
Har roj Teri yaad hi h jo muje nind se uthaati,
Kon kehta h muje Teri yaad nahi aati............
dim saffron
Quote of the day:09-Jan-2021
"The present moment is filled with joy and happiness. If you are attentive, you will see it."
@Rizwan_5T
signal sage
Call me lonely. For I am, and I don’t want to be.
Call me romantic. For I wish to be swept off my feet.
Call me a pessimist. For I doubt this relationship’s longevity.
Call me smitten. For my heart skips a beat when I see your name.
Call me cautious. For although this has begun, I dare say I am terrified of getting close.
Call me. For I will always answer.
gleaming veldt
Dear Emotions,
Please stop falling in every place.
Because it hurts when you steal my space.
Maybe I don't know what is exactly my issue.
But only my pillow is left for me as tissue.
I'm telling you this because you're my minds favourite pair.
But did I told you when it's soak I need some air.
Only I know how good is my dignity and how good is my moral.
Because those blury vision looks to me so floral.
Only inner me know what I'm and what I want.
But if you still wanna fall I will never say you no.
valid yarrow
Lost but never found
Somewhere, far from town
Away from the apparatus,
Away from the shore
There, where everyone loves and wants to be loved more.
Lost but never found
~DD
chilly locust
कुछ याद किया कुछ भूल गए।
याद है ना जब पहली बार स्कूल गए
थोड़ा रोए थोड़ा पापा से धूल गए,
दोस्तो की वो बातें ढेर सारी किताबें
टीचर की वो डाट, जो पनिशमेंट मिलती थी साथ,
कुछ याद है या भूल गए।
अब पन्नो पर वैसे नाम नहीं लिखते,
वो एक रुपये वाले टॉफी अब नही बिकते,
आख़िरी बेंच पर अब डब्बे नहीं खुलते,
स्कूल ड्रेस गंदे हो कर अब नहीं धुलते,
इन सभी बातों की क़िताब अब भूल गए,
कुछ याद है या भूल गए।
अब हमारे कॉलेज की बारी है ,
पर स्कूल के कैन्टीन में बाकी काफ़ी उधारी है,
कॉलेज में नए दोस्त अब फिर से बनाने होंगे,
अब सच्चे झूठे नए किस्से फिर बताने होंगे,
स्कूल से अब 12 साल के अब वो फूल गए,
कुछ याद है या भूल गए।
~~@humble hill
When you asked me if I was feeling low,
I coudn't help but show,
The tumultuous storms in my heart,
You picked me up, made me stand,
Helped me to finally make a start.
Your erubescent gaze makes my heart jump,
All my woes evanescing at the thought of you,
I know, you know,,what I say is true,
The sky of my life has never been of such a perfect hue,
And maybe you don't even know your own value.
It was pure serendipity,
What happened that day,
The quintessential feeling when I knew you'd stay,
I had never felt so enervated in quite some time,
Well, I know this feeling is quite sublime,
I will be the happiest when i know you're mine.
~~@coarse basin
I've thought about it all week now that I pay attention
That being thoughtless is a big part of my animation
Just nothingness, a blank slate, a blank state
Setting up machines and putting tools in the right frame
Inviting the devil to work in my workshop of a brain
Where he will play with my thoughts in such a way
That will make me afraid, leading me astray
Into a world where nothing is the same
A place where there's a way
For everything to decay
What an outdated thing to say
That the devil himself has gotten into me
And changed my thought process
I mean, come one, we all know
He's got kids to scare in recess
Why would he choose a soul like mine to mess
When he has souls to burn and
Politicians to bless
Such escapism, to think that someone else
Has something to do with your negativeness
Such ignorance, calling it a sin
That an intrusive thought is anything but a symptom of mental illnesses
Like, PTSD, ADHD and anxiousness
And it doesn't exactly make me feel better
That those thoughts are not a part of me
Working against me and stopping me
From existing normally
Guess the devil is my anxiety.
~~@opal heart
I pray every night that you never leave,
My prayers will be answered is what I believe,
Maybe its all my optimism to keep me close to you,
But in my head its all sorted,
All of me is all of you.
You tell me every time,
I shouldn't neither hold on too tight,
nor give you my heart,
just in case you might flight
and that you don't deserve to have that part
I guess I got no control on my heart,
I can't take back what's already your part,
I had taken this risk right from the start,
I will do all I can to make you stay,
But sadly life doesn't work that way,
Maybe someday you'll drift apart,
But I will try my best that you never depart.
~~@coarse basin
chilly locust
FOG
No matter how shivering it is,
we still stand,search or clear.
The fog that surrounds us,
The one thing that lures us in it,
Making the real traces unseen.
Indulging us in the fog of the outer shade.
waiting for it to be cleared,
Not by the rays of the dawn,
But with the rays of someone's truth.
~~@forest fractal
dim saffron
Quote of the day:10-Jan-2021
“Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It’s not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything.”
@Rizwan_5T
grizzled portal
mile the hum dono on azar
pyaar hogaya with you in pehli nazar.
quiet marlin
सूरज को चांद के लिए ढलता देखा है
मैने उफक को आज जलता देखा है ।
आज चांद नजर आया है दामन में,
काफी दिनों बाद आज ऊंचा देखा है।
हर रब्त मुक्कमल हो ये लाजमी नहीं
मुक्कमल इश्क़ के पेशानी पर अधूरा देखा है।
क्या तस्मी उस तक पहुंच रही है ?
मैने भूके बदन को सियासी रोग से मरता देखा है।
यहां तो पैदाइश भी लालसा कि वजह है,
अमीरों को उनकी मुफलिसी में उलाजता देखा है ।
ये चका-चौंड की दुनिया सही नहीं "राज"
आसमान में कई सितारों को सबने तन्हा देखा है।
dim saffron
Quote of the day:11-Jan-2021
We think, mistakenly, that success is the result of the amount of time we put in at work, instead of the quality of time we put in.
@Rizwan_5T
gleaming veldt
Masumiyat thi bachpan mai
isliye sab haseen lagta tha,
ab samajhdhaari ah gyi
to dar sa laga mujhe !!
bitter ether
DREAM
I was not I
When I was in a Deep DREAM
In the Darkest Hour Of Night
Hiding myself from life's cruel sight
It's a Golden Dream
Of Eternal Love
It took us to Heaven
Where its just Thou and Me
There we spent some Romantic Hours
That will remain forever with me
Often in my Waking Dreams
I do ponder over the scene
Do I ever live again ?
Those time so even
When In the midway
On the mount I lay
Beside the ruined tower there is a
Land of Dreams where our hearts stay
The moonshine stealing over the scene
Has blended perfectly its light of eve
I sang a Romantic Song
With a Moving Story
That goes with the scene
So Wild and Hoary
Its Partially Love and Fear
And Partially it was a Bashful Art
I rather want to feel it than seeing
The Smile of Thy Heart
Finally I slept on Thy lap
When Thou put Thy hand over me
I didn't want to wake up from the Dream
Till the Last Breath of ME
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
dense dirge
I hate random sad days.
Having a heavy heart and an anxious mind is the worst.
dim saffron
Usoolao par agar aajaye tu
Takraana zarrori hai
Or phir socho
Agar zinda hoon tu zindagi paana zaroori hai,
Hootao tak agar pyaas aajaye tu
Pyaas ku apne pass rakhlo
Or phir socho
Kia iske baad mein bhi dunya mein paana zaroori hai
@Rizwan_5T
dim saffron
Loog toot gate hai ek ghar banane mein
Tum taras nahi khate ghara jalana mein
Dunya ka sabse bada ghum ku gale lagate hai
Paisa kamane
Maa ke haath ka khana nahi khate ek ghar banane ku
Khud hi door chale Kate hai ghar ku ghar banane ku
Faqta ki magboori ye bhi kah nahi sakti samjhiye
Faqta ki magboori ye bhi kah nahi sakti
Kon kon saanp ban bhaithe hai khud hi ashiyaane mein
Loog ghar choud chale jaate hai ek ashiyaana banane
Or wo nadaan kia jaane umree beet jaati hai
Loog ghar choud chale jaate hai ek ankhiyaana banane
@Rizwan_5T
dim saffron
Quote of the day:12-Jan-2021
“A smile is happiness you’ll find right under your nose"
@Rizwan_5T
sonic meadow
Mere Sar mei taraazoo mere khauf ka,
Mai na janu chunu tasla mai konsa,
ek tarf mera kal sa dikhayi de,
ek tarf aane wala kal daudta ...
- Kaafir
chilly locust
Kisi na kisi pe kisi ko
Aetbaar ho jata hai
Ajnabhi koi shaksh yarr
Ho jata hai ,
Khubiyon see nahi hoti
Mohabat saddda
Khamiyon se bhi aksar
pyar hojata hai
~~@lunar igloo
Baki riston ki tarh ye bhi adhoora reh jaega,
Dariyaan hai yaadon kaa kisi roz beh jaega,
Tujhe bhi khone se dar lga tha kabhi,
Ab humari raagon ka aasiyaan bhi dehh jaega,
Tum bhi bhool jaoge shyad is tasveeron ko,
Teri ek siyaah gaaloon pr bacha reh jaega...
~~@humble hill
Ki kya itna sa hi tha safar apna,
Ab kya hum dono apne mukam tak pahuch gye,
Ya thak gye hai sath chalte chalte,
Ye tehraw hai ya rasta hi katm ho gya hai,
Kya kisi sham phir tum kibaton ko chor kr,
Apne chote mote kisse batore kar laaoge,
Kuch sapne dikhaoge kuch dekhoge ,
Aur phir unhe baari baari se todte jaoge,
Tu bhi inhi ke jawab dundne to nahi nikal gai,
Kyuki sirf sawaal hai mere pas,
Kuch tere liye kuch mere liye,
Ye swaal bhi unhi sawaalo ke dher me hai,
Kuch aise hi jwabon ke intezaar me...
~~@humble hill
I'm waking up at night when sleep
is hard to catch,
I never see you smile,
you never call me back,
I know it's hard but i'll be here till forever,
i love all your scars,
Rainy days, I'll change your weather.
~~@coarse basin
सफ़लता के दोर से,
मै भले पिछाड़ रहा |
वक्त की एहमियत रखी,
मै उसके संग निखर रहा |
मासुुमियत न रही,
ना बचा अब रोब है |
मुश्किले है बड़ रही,
पर रहा न शोक है |
खड़ा हुआ मे खुद से था,
पल रहा मे सुख से हु |
हर बार परखा जा रहा,
जैसे मै स्वर्ण हु |
इंतिहा मै दे रहा,
परिणाम की ना आस है |
विधवान ना सही,
मेरा ग्यान ही भ्रमान है |
निती अनिति सब स्वीकार,
असत्य का अभिप्राय है |
मे मेरा ही न्यायधिश,
कर्म मेरा ही न्याय है |
~~@wet plover
Shayad tujhe kabhi jaana hi nahi maine,
Roz teri aankon ko khulte hue dekha bhi nahi,
Wo ubaasi bhi choot gai teri aahon ke bich,
Mai teri aankon me simta rha tere baahon ke bich,
Pr shayad tujhse isq mujhe kabhi hua hi nahi,
Han tujhse baat krna tere julfo ko unglio me lapet kr khelna acha lgta hai mujhe,
Tu gussa ho jati hai to manana bhi padta teri baaton pr kbhi kbhi sharmana bhi padta hai,
Pr shayd tujhse isq nahi mujhe...
Han tujhe aise gale lagane ka ji karta h mera,
Teri aakhon me apne liye pyar dundne ka bhi surur hai,
Tu jb shramae to tujhe choom lene ka bhi pura iraada hai mera..
Pr shyad ise mohbbat nahi kehte..
Kuch aur hi baat h hum dono ke darmiyaan tu meri tanhai sun leti hai, aur mai teri...
Kitna sahi to hai sath apna, mai tujhe apna bnana bhi chahata hu pr,
Shayad kuch kahaniyan adhuri hi reh jaati hain ,
Apni kahani bhi kya adhuri reh jaegi hamesa ki tarah
Tu meri parvati kya kabhi ban paegi ya mai akela hi shivam ki bhanti tadpta rhunga tere liye,
Tujhse kaun si savendnaye judi hai pta nahi pr teri maujoodagi me mujhe sb kuch khas sa lagta hai,
Han jalta hu kbhi kbhi dusro ki baaton se han kbhi kbhi khud pr thoda gussa bhi aa jata hai,
Pr tu aisi hi to hai... Tu sbko pasnd aa jati hai jaise mujhe aa gai...
Mai shayad us dhaarti ki tarh hu tu to shayad wo aasma hai sb kuch kud me samete hue ,tu pass bhi lagti hai pr bht door hai,
Lekin hum dono kya kshitiz pr kabhi mil paenge...Kya humari sham aur subeh kbhi sath hogi...
Shayd inke jawab hi nahi hai....
Shayad...
~~@humble hill
Every day,
I'm one step closer,
To being, two steps far from you.
Every day,
I realize one thing more, or two,
I wasn't the reason because of which it blew,
It was the best for both of us to say adieu.
Every day,
I am getting better every second,
Even given a choice I wont make any amend,
Earlier I was lost, that's when Happiness beckoned-
"Hurry up friend,
You're not the one who'll blend,
In your surroundings,
Stand out cause it's not the end,
There are a zillion poems waiting to be penned."
~~@coarse basin
Kuch baatein ankahein hai,
Kuch jasbaatein ansuni hai.
Kabhi waqt ko krar hai,
Toh kabhi dil bekrar hai.
Tum aoge to kuch lamhe lete ana,
Aur bs barsaat k saath hi wapas jana.
Taaki num mitti ki khushbu mein tumhara ehsaas rhe,
Aur agle baahar tk mujhe tumhara intezaar rhe.
~~@ripe mortar
बताना छोड़ दिया अब उनको की अपना हाल कैसा है,
ख़ैर वो पूछें भी तो क्या बताए ?! ये सवाल कैसा है,
वो अब याद भी आते है अगर तो मुस्कुरा लेता हूँ,
की अब कोई रूबरू ना रहे तो मन अपना बहला लेता हूँ,
उनकी बातें अब रोज़ खुद ही खुद से कहता हूँ,
दोस्तो की भीड़ में भी जाने क्यों मैं तन्हा रहता हूँ,
की अब हमारे मिलने का मुझे ये मलाल कैसा है,
हाले दिल पर अब भी उनका गुलाल कैसा है।
~~@humble hill
humble hill
Ki Phoolo se khusboo le kar pas मेरे bikher gai ,
wo aai aur ser per mere apna hath fer gai,
Resham se julfo me phir bandha usne yu,
Mai thera rha baho me aur wo baho me mujhe gher gai,
Aakhon me apne pyar lie, aur labo pr alfaaz,
Hath thama kuch kaha aur dil pr apna naam uker gai...
dim saffron
Quote of the day:13-Jan-2021
Struggle to achieve your dreams! Live a hard and an honest Life. Never give up the struggle.
@Rizwan_5T
humble hill
Tum mile to hua tumhari baaton se kuch yu Rekhta,
Teri izaazat hoti to teri nazro se sharm utar kr dekhta...
dim saffron
Quote of the day:14-Jan-2021
if you feel happy, Smile with all your heart. if you're down, smile with all your might.
@Rizwan_5T
dense dirge
I fell in love
With a version of you
That doesn't exist.
hallow horizon
Dikat Kha Aa Rhi Hi
• Tere passs lakshay hi, tere pass vaqt hi , Tere pass saansh hi .. tere pass aash hi..
Abe oye.. Tere Pass Khoon hi ..Tere pass janoon hi ..to phir kyu ye musibato ke aandhi Tere sar pe mandra rhi hi.
Jara puch aapne aap se ke dikat kha aa rhi ....
• Pagal tere pass dil hi , tere pass dimag hi Tere andar kuch krne ke aag hi ..
Abee tere pass din hi , tere pass raat hi , Dunia ke har chez paane ke aukad hi , , to phir kyo tere mann me ye kayarta ke ghata chaa rhi hi..
Jara puch aapne aap se ke dikat kha aa rhi hi ..
• jara soch sb kuch hote hue bhi kyu teri umeedo ki kiran jukhti ja rhi..kyu teri ye hasin si zindagi viran hoti ja rhi hi.. dekh.. na teri aankhon me नमी है na tere sapno me kami hi ..tere pass chune ko aasmann hi chalne ko jameen hi.. to fir kyu choti-choti मुश्किलें tere sapno ko mar rhi ..
jara puch aapne aap se dikat kha aa rhi..
• tu चाहे to आंधियों का rukh mod sakta hi.. चाहे to aapna he record पैरों तले tod skta hi.. pr na jane kyu in ख्वाईशों के samne teri chah फीकी पड़ती ja rhi hi...
jara puch aapne aap se dikhat kha aa rhi hi...
• vrna mere ser ye waqt nikal jayega ..kyunki घड़ी tik-tik bhag rhi.. tu sota reh jayega par dunia जग rhi hi..isliye bol rha hoon...jara puch aapne aap se ki dikat kha aa thi ..dikat kha aa rhi hi...
Thankyou...
@MaiCharsiHoon#1769
humble hill
बातों में जज़्बात अपने उससे मैं कह भी ना पाया,
दूर तो ना था उससे पर पास उसके मैं रह भी ना पाया।
dim saffron
Quote of the day:15-Jan-2021
Nothing is better than going home to family and eating good food and relaxing
Be together with family.
@Rizwan_5T
quiet marlin
I don’t know why but it was quite obvious,
I saw the waves of severance coming and taking you away from my reach, at a place where my existence will probably be a mere fortune to have.
ironically I was there still, and you were in kinship with those waves of severance as if you wanted it as badly as I wanted you
but destiny has its own colors, so does you, so does I and that is what I regret.
When I look back I feel all those precious moments was universe conspiring you against me to see those colors which were never mine, which I have never seen nor I possess, the colors of unholy bliss.
It’s beautiful how bliss destroyed me, bliss was all I needed but before that I needed my life and I could never have one so despite bliss you felt like a dream, to my insomnia.
_it wasn’t you-Raj.
dim saffron
Quote of the day:16-Jan-2021
Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier.
@Rizwan_5T
gleaming veldt
Sometimes I just want to stay away from the reality cause I see reality as a deadly trap, but you know after all it's reality you don't have any choice and one day you have to face the reality.
left inlet
**Intazaar Ab Ho Na Pae Ga
Tumase Door Ab Raha Na Jaayega
Kab Too Us Din Kee Tarah
Mujhe Ajj Bhee Hasaaye Ga
Kab Too Us Din Kee Tarah
Meree Baaho Mein Apana Sar Rakh So Jaaye Ga
Bas
Bohat Kar Liya Intazaar
Ab Aur Thaharaav Nahin
Din Kaatane Ko Athe He
Asoo Pochhane Ko Tu Nahi
Dhadakan Tho Dhadakane Se Mana Kar Rahee He
Saanse Tho Thaam See Rahee He
Sun Ve Jaani
Agar Tujh Pasand Nahin Hu
Agar Tujh Todana He Rishta
Agar Tujh Mil Gaee He Koi Aur Jaani
Chhod De Mujhe
Magar Ye Intazaar Aur Mat Kara
Intazaar Ab Ho Na Pae Ga
Tumase Door Ab Raha Na Jaayega**
dim saffron
Quote of the day:17-Jan-2021
Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, and magic and power in it. Begin it now.
@Rizwan_5T
chilly locust
NOWADAYS, I REGRET A LOT.
I regret , i saw you.
I regret , you saw me.
I regret , i initiated.
I regret , you agreed.
yah !!! I regret a lot.
I regret , we came close.
I regret , i proposed.
I regret , what you chose.
I regret , as now it's closed.
I MUST SAY, that i regret everything.
~~@glacial aspen
मेहनत से उठा हूँ, मेहनत का दर्द जानता हूँ,
आसमाँ से ज्यादा जमीं की कद्र जानता हूँ।
लचीला पेड़ था जो झेल गया आँधिया,
मैं मगरूर दरख्तों का हश्र जानता हूँ।
छोटे से बडा बनना आसाँ नहीं होता,
जिन्दगी में कितना जरुरी है सब्र जानता हूँ।
मेहनत बढ़ी तो किस्मत भी बढ़ चली,
छालों में छिपी लकीरों का असर जानता हूँ।
कुछ पाया पर अपना कुछ नहीं माना,क्योंकि
आखिरी ठिकाना मैं अपनी हस्र जानता हूँ।
बेवक़्त, बेवजह, बेहिसाब मुस्कुरा देता हूँ,
आधे दुश्मनो को तो यूँ ही हरा देता ह!!
~~@static sequoia
Dar bardar dhundhti phirun
Na jaane kis raah pe tujhse milun
Teri hi aas main raaton ko jaga karun
Duaon main bhi bas tera naam lun
Na masjid ki deewaron mein khuda dikha
Na mandir ki murat main ishwar mila
Par teri aankhon main rab ka saya dikha
Tujhe hi khuda maan maine har din ardaas kia
Aaj ishq ibadat ban gayi
Teri ankhon mein mera khuda bas-sta hai
Bas main teri meera jaise jogan ban gayi
Bas ab tujh mein rab dikhta hai
~~@neon phoenix
Hassi to tab aati hai..
Jab vo log Jinka koe vajud nhi..baat kiya karte h humari kamiyo k bare mai
Hasi to tab aati h..
Jab Jin h hum baade samj kr izat deiya karte the..vo he humare pet piche buraya karte the..
Hassi to tab aati hai..
Jab mere hi Apne on kuchh logon ki baton mein a jaate Hain.. aur ham kambakht sab Ko apna samajhte rahe
Hansi to ab muj khud per aati h.. lekin chalo theek hai hamen pata to chala ham kitne acche Hain..
Bahut to Ko dekha hai rang badalte ..per Na jaane kyon ham hamari Dil ki acchi ko badal Na sake unke liye..❤️
~~@harsh panther
Pink Flowered Boats
My mental health is a river.
It originates from a cruel birth,
a crushed mountain.
It flows forward,
gushing over rocks to
meet the ocean,
society.
My mental wellness
are drops scattered into the river.
Wrung from an old cloth
bought from the shop Self Care Saturdays
while I sit in a pink flowered boat,
the oars too heavy for my arms.
I pause.
Take a sip of cold coffee,
admire the golden borders in the boat’s interior
paying no attention to the hole
which it encircles.
There is a hole in my boat.
I’m afraid of drowning.
I love the water but everyone doesn’t.
What if no one ever finds me?
What if my memory
becomes a grain of sand,
that grain of sand no one remembers
while admiring a pearl.
I finish my cold coffee
in a series of gulps.
Try to cover the hole but
the hole is too big,
the glass too small.
I would fix the hole
but I’m in the middle of a river.
I don’t have the tools,
I don’t know how to use tools.
School taught me history and geography.
They didn’t teach me how to navigate
and avoid becoming history.
I need to reach the ocean before sunset.
Through the purple sky the sun rays will shine,
they will reach my boat,
creating drops of mental wellness
out of the good deeds
I know this world is capable of.
My arms are tired, I am miles away.
I wish to let go of the oars,
float towards the horizon.
I’ve never tried this before.
I’ve never tried not counting
on random acts of kindness and scented candles.
I’ve never tried to take lessons on boating.
On the correct way to use an oar.
I’ve never tried
to ask for help.
I close my eyes.
Maybe I won’t reach the horizon at sunset
when everyone would be waiting with
soft smiles and wistful looks at the sky.
Maybe I don’t need to.
Today I’ll create my own horizon.
I think I’m ready to start swimming again.
~~@zealous topaz
बात बस इतनी सी है कि तू खास लगती है,
दूर रह कर भी जिस्म के,तू रूह के पास लगती है,
यूँ तो जरूरत नहीं है तेरी मुझे,मैं तन्हा भी चला हूँ,
पर तेरी मौजूदगी मेरे अस्तित्व को पूरा होने का एहसास देती है,
जब किसी शाख पर कोई कोयल गाती हैं ना,
हवा का कोई झोकां जैसे छु कर चला जाता है,
बारिश की पहली बूंदें कैसे ठंडक देती हैं,
वो आसमा में अजीब सी कलाकारी होती है ना,
जब तुझसे तकलुफ करूँ तो ये सब भी फीका लगता है,
बात,
बात बस इतनी सी है कि तू खास लगती है,
हाँ मान लिया ना मैं दिल खो बैठा हूँ,
माना काफ जलद सपन भ पर बठ ह,
य टट भ गए त अफसस नह हग मझ,
सथ अब छट भ गय त अफसस नह हग मझ,
बत ,
बत बस इतन स ह क त बहत खस लगत ह,
दर ह कर भ जसम क त रह क कफ पस लगत ह।
~~@humble hill
dim saffron
Quote of the day:18-Jan-2021
“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone"
@Rizwan_5T
dim saffron
Quote of the day:19-Jan-2021
Growing apart doesn’t change the fact that for a long time we grew side by side; our roots will always be tangled. I’m glad for that.
@Rizwan_5T
quiet marlin
//crimson cascade//
(I/VIII/XX)
Sky cries out cascade of
Crimson rays,
Flowing hopes meet
Infinity.
While some infinities
on the Verge of
being Accomplish
Merges with the
finite boundaries of cloud.
bitter ether
LOVE IS A FINE WINE
Hey dear Love
I wanna confess thine
I LOVETH THOU
Let's drink this divine wine
Don't you gasp your breath
Don't keep silence at your face
Express thine feelings so true
If not it will succumb me to death
I tasted wine to wine
From branded to non
Of Various colours
And Different flavours
But the wine in thine eyes
The taste of that divine soul
The day I tasted thy lips
Was the bestest wine of all
Love is a divine wine
I realised in thy arms
Before i was unaware
Of thy presence at all
A false pain Incurred in my body
I was devastated wholly
Once you let me taste thy Love
I swear My love the moment was lovely
I fell for thy words
Thy body , thine soul
Hath I lost myself
Oh yes completely in thy love
The love that we share
Is more alcoholic than wine
For me being a drunkard
Turned true lover of thine
From now I won't gulp
A single drop of wine
As long as I know
I am YOURS
and YOU are MINE
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
humble hill
ruka bhi nahi waqt tere jaane ke baad,
mila bhi nahi kuch tujhe paane ke baad,
kahani ka kuch hissa bhi baaki rha sb btane ke baad,
kuch bhari na likh paya shayarion me itna waqt bitane ke baad,
uski aankon me me dekhta rha uski palke jhuk jane ke baad,
mai rha bhi nahi hosh me unse mil jane ke baad......
dim saffron
Quote of the day:20-Jan-2021
The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page.
Keep traveling.
@Rizwan_5T
gleaming veldt
I don't agree when someone pretend to know me better than me,
I agree when someone try to get know more about me.
crude bobcat
Suna hai ki tumhare chahne wale bahut hai
Ye isq ki mithai sabme baat di kya tumne
Aur sach much bahut pakki dor hai tere bewafai ki
Suna hai rakib ki hi patang kaat Di tumne
💔
humble hill
Tere mere mohabbat ka koi hisaab mai kya rakhta,
Tujhe apne pas na rakh paya adaalat kya rakhta,
Ilm na rha tujhe shaam ka mai ghadi kya rakhta,
Tu aai bhi nahi uske baad mai gaadi khadi kya rakhta,
Chipa kar rkha tha teri us tooti payal ko bhi aur kuch kya rakhta,
Tumhe jaane ka itna fitoor tha ki mai koi aur makhta kya rakhta....
sonic meadow
7 Din..
Kisi waqt tha is soch mei gumshuda mai,
Ki kaisa hota hota agar jaan sakta kab mera din aakhri,
Aaj 7 Din ka safar chun chuka mai,
Meri rooh ki udaan ka jiska pehla din hai aaj hi..
Pehle kuch pal tha dooba iss soch mei,
ki rahu mai udaaas? ya karu vo sab jo karna chahta tha kabhi zor shor se..
Chal dia mere sabse pehle Pyaar ki or,
thaam uska haath bata dia usse ki aaj bhi Mohobatt hai tumse,
Fir chal dia mere Pichde jigri yaar ki or,
Lagaa kar gale se kaha aaj bhi pyara hai tu mujhe khudse..
Dooje din hoti baarish dekh nikal pada "Indradhanush" ki talaash mei,
Raaste bhar sabki Hassi, dukh dekh bhool gaya ki uss Indradhanush ko utaar chuka hu mai Kalam se Saaz pe,
Din teesra hai ye,
Taakat bhi dheere dheere sath dena chhod rahi hai..
Jo "NF" ki topi maine aaj khareedi internet pe,
Din raat Aankhein Darwaaze pe ussi ko khoj rahi hai..
Intezaar karte karte...
Chauthe din ka Sooraj nikal gaya,
Jis bheed aur mushkilon ke aage Kabhi jhuka nahi,
aaj unke aage bina lade hi mai bikhar gaya..
Sametne laga jo khud ko toh,
Ghadi ye thi Din 5 ki,
Taakat toh kam ho hi rahi thi shuruat se,
Ab toh ye 2 din ki Saansein bhi thi naam ki..
Dhadkanon ka hisaab rakhne laga aur Chatte(6) din ka intezaar bhi,
Jab nikli pehli dhoop toh chaabi li maine car ki,
aur seedha pahucha uss manch pe jaha bheed jama thi laakh ki,
Chheen lia "mic" waha khade shaks se aur ki fariyaad kyuki,
aa paunga fir dobara mic pe iske baad ni..
Ikathhaa karke bheetar ki tadapti himmat,
agle 10 min phata aisa jaise ye din mera aakhri,
pr tha mai iss baat se parichit ke abhi jeeni bachi hai ek aur raat bhi...
Din Saatva (7va),
Leta hu bistar pe bithaye chehre pe muskurahat,
Suni ghar ke darwaaze pr dastak toh aa chuki thi vo topi..
pehn kar usse kari apni aankh band, Li rooh ne aakhirkaar ek udaan,
Aur poori kar chuki vo apni sab chahat..
-Kaafir
dim saffron
Quote of the day:21-Jan-2021
Travel opens your heart, broadens your mind and fills your life with stories to tell.
@Rizwan_5T
crude bobcat
Aaj bahut himmat krke duniya ko sunnane ja rha apni Mohabbat ka wo dasta,
Kaise batau inhe ki paal baitha tha ek bewafa se wasta
Are Laila Majnu ki jaisi mohabbat ko jhooti kanij bna diya tumne ,
Are mai to bahut bhola aur sidha tha lekin is duniya k saamne muje badtamij bna diya tune
shell lava
Tonight,
sing to me songs
of your cowardice and malice
perfidy and baseness-
all black
for it's a dark dark night.
Tonight,
reveal yourself;
make haste
for the sun is at hand
and when it's morning
we shall be two good people
drenched in faith
ardently in love again.
-Hammad
chilly locust
Love is like a coin , It have two sides
Either true or fake
It depends on the promises you take
For each others sake
The trust should also be deep like a ocean Not like a small lake
Its requires alot of efforts to make
The problem of ego will let you bake
But by not getting affected by it,
You need to be sweet like a cake
You might think I am demented
But I am the only person who knows how deeply I am affected
Love was the only thing I demanded
But now when I think about you I feel exhausted
Every action of yours was noticed by me
I wished you and me to be we
Ever noticed, How much I care?
I thought you were a rare
But you proved me wrong
I guilt why did I found our faith strong
I would never whine about you
Even though our relationship was a screw
I everyday think to do something new
But I remeber the moments of us which were few
Thanks for being a part of my life
Thanks for teaching me a lesson
Thanks for all the efforts that you took
Thanks for making me such a person who doesn't trust anybody
~~@versed night
Take a moment.
Put the worries behind.
Take in the beauty around.
Let it relax your mind.
Watch the golden glow
Of the rising morning sun.
Embrace the peaceful aura
Of the break of dawn.
Savor the soft caress
Of the gently moving breeze.
Listen to its nifty tune
Among the swaying trees.
Enjoy the lovely scene
Of a floating butterfly.
Graceful flight and happy tweets
Of a bird perched up high.
Peruse the evening sky
In its dazzling splendor.
The wide and open pallet
Merging shapes and colors.
Relish the loving sight
Of children having fun,
Skipping feet and carefree voices
Under the setting sun.
Spare a still moment
Every once in a while.
Take in the beauty around.
Take it in with a smile.
~~@queen mulch
I no longer have the patience for inconsistency, for hearts that change so suddenly, for people who say everything right until things go wrong. I no longer have the tolerance for people who promise me the world then fail to show up when mine comes crashing down. I no longer have time for dishonest love or hesitant hearts or almost relationships.
And I guess this is what happens after you’ve given out a thousand chances and got none in return and after you’ve been betrayed time and time again. You begin to give yourself the love you didn’t receive, you begin to invest all your love and energy in yourself, you become for yourself everything others couldn’t be for you and when that happens, your self-assurance stems from you, from your self-love and from your own validation. You become the center of your own life.
Because the truth is self-love looks better on you than heartbreak. Self-loves looks better on you than chasing after the wrong people. Self-love looks better on you than staying with someone who doesn’t see your worth. Self-love looks better on you than being in a relationship that dims your light.
And when you’re equipped with a good amount of self-love, you automatically reject those who can’t love you with the same intensity, you switch off your buttons when people push yours and you stop watering those who don’t help you bloom. Because self-love looks better on you than self-loathe. Self-love looks better on you than self-pity.
Because if all those failed relationships taught me something, it’s that every time you choose to be alone instead of being with someone who doesn’t soften your heart, you win. Every time you walk away from a toxic situation or from someone who chooses not to give you everything they’ve got, you win and every time you give up someone to heal yourself, you win, Because self-love looks better on you than heartache and healing looks better on you than self-inflicted pain.
~~@hazy mountain
This is for everyone who may feel heartbroken at the moment, for everyone who thinks that the pain will never fade, for everyone who keeps questioning their worth and for everyone who is convinced that they will never find love again: One day your heart will ache a little less when you hear their name. One day that one song will not make you cry anymore. One day you will look that person in the eye and you will be glad that you did not end up with them. Until then, please try to feel the pain instead of burying it and please try to forgive whomever may have hurt you and most importantly forgive yourself. Holding a grudge against someone will only make you suffer, so let go, darling; let go of the pain, step by step and watch yourself bloom. People that leave are meant to leave; they were meant to be in your life for a short period of time to teach you valuable lessons. I am not saying that letting go of someone you truly loved is easy but you deserve so much better than someone who puts you through such pain, my love. Let yourself feel, let yourself cry, let it all out. Some day you will be okay, I promise. And you will heal again and you will learn to love again. You are doing such a good job; everything is going to work out, I promise.
~~@hazy mountain
We get so worried about being so happy, that we end up missing out on happiness altogether. Stop waiting for the magical moment of pure bliss and start enjoying whatever little fragments of happiness you can find… It’s the rainy nights spent curling under the blankets with a good book. It’s the feeling you get in your stomach when you’ve laughed so hard. It’s licking cookie dough off your fingers. It’s the solo dance parties at 3am. It’s the little moments. That’s what life is about.
~~@hazy mountain
I love you,
I love you.
I love you,
And It's true.
Take any test,
I'll pass through.
It has been a long wait,
For many long years.
With some sighs,
And some fears.
But I have never seen such a beauty,
Oh darling! You are my cutie.
Yes it was love,
Love at first sight.
Please have some pity,
On my plight.
I believe that one day,
You will be mine.
My dear,
You are my sunshine.
You are such a pleasant sight,
You truly are a delight.
Let's go to a planet,
Or on a rainbow.
Seeds of love,
Where we would sow.
Up on the moon,
There's a little cottage.
Where I've prepared,
Some hot dog with sausage.
I hope you like it,
My feelings for you.
This is a poem,
Just for you, you, you.
This para is last,
But not the least.
With promises to invite,
On B'day feast.
My dear I care just for you,
Coz I Love You, You, You and You.
~~@mystic panther
AN EXCURSION BEYOND EXISTENCE
EMOTIONS bucked up their seat belts and got ready for their joyride to the valley of love. The brain was given the charge of being their driver whose holy grail was to take them their port of call. Gradually after a lot of ups and downs they rested themselves near the valley. From a distant locus, emotions started to sense the FRAGNANCE of the FREE SPIRITED FLOWERS and stepped in their feet without giving a signal to the brain. NIGHT became darker by degrees and their DREAMS to luxuriate with brain and enjoy by making moments to memories during the entire night started to FALL APART. MOON became a quick witted and started gleaming a bit more which marked their lane brighter. UNTOLD sweet gestures by emotions were delivered to the crescent up above the sky and thereafter gaiety prevailed all over their hub.
~~@mystic panther
A day will come and you are also going to disappear.
Like a dream that was dreamt last night.
You'll be gone, just like you were never there.
And I will be left here in confusion, thinking whether you really existed or it was just my imagination.
Why is it that fate introduces us to the people who will no longer be here in a year or two.
Why is it that people come and go?
Are people that worthless for them to be left over? or is it the people who leave, who are reckless?
However, I choose to stay.
No matter where and when, I will always be here
Because I choose to stay. I have more to take with me than to leave behind.
~~@mystic panther
Agar sab kuch mil gaya zindagi me toh tamana kisiki karoge ,
kuch adhuri khawishe toh zindgi jeene ka maza lati hai
~~@pine pollen
chilly locust
THE ANGEL WHICH BRIGHTENED UP A LIFE OF A DARK SOUL:
And there i saw her standing alone . Her eyes were searching for something or someone . I wish i could be that someone . Suddenly i felt her eyes on me . She slowly walked towards me in the lights of darkness where she was like a moonlight to me in my darkness.
As she approached me my heart was pumping very high.As she came as angel and showered the lights and brightened up my life, as she was looking and searching for my smile which i losted in the darkness.
She was so perfect in my favorite colour blue and black denim. I was stunned at that moment .And then she just gave me one of her beautiful smile at me and said keep this safely because this smile completes you dear. I couldn't utter a word and i was madly admiring her, and kept on seeing her and i was like oh my god such an beautiful angel she is.
~~@mystic panther
humble hill
Uske instagram stories ka ek hissa bhi na ban paya,
Uske offline karstanio ka koi kissa bhi na ban paya,
Sard raaton me mai dundta rha unko koi aashiyan bhi na dund paya,
Jab ruka kahi uski talash me piche dekha to apna saya bhi na dekh paya,
Mai smjata rha koi befijul sa bahana kud ko pr koi aur vyaakhya bhi na dund paya,
Itni martabaa kosis ki pr uske dil me choti si jagah bhi na dund paya....
dim saffron
Quote of the day:22-Jan-2021
You know someone is truly special when the most beautiful thing they have on is a kind soul.
Be kind!
@Rizwan_5T
lucid loom
Stitch my soul to his' inch by inch,
And make sure you do it right,
I want us to be perfect,
No gaps, no loose ends, no rough edge or too tight.
I want to live in the shadow of his presence and
Ask him how his day went,
To let him go as far as he can only to return in my arms,
As the day end.
He knows I love adventures,
So he loves to take me on small trips,
We walk hand in hand in our dreamland,
My hand in his' with a tight grip.
I've found my missing pieces in his eyes,
I've found the broken ones in his arms,
Sure it'll bleed for sometime time but,
Stitch my soul to his' till my nerves calms.
thorn sedge
I lie supine on my bed,
feeling a lack of emotions;
Tiredness consumes me
as i think of the deep blue ocean.
I listen to the waves,
hearing their soft lullaby;
Feeling them sing to me
as they reach up to the sky.
The waves provide peace of mind
as in the sand i dip my feet.
The water washes over them,
as if it has come to greet.
Turning towards the big rocks -
over them i see the waves leap.
The sunset calms me down
as i feel myself drift off to sleep.
delicate notch
Yaadein teri aaj phir aakhen bhiga gayi,
Teri baatein bhi dekh apna hissa nibha gayi,
Shukraguzar hu main fir bhi tera,
Jaate jaate tu muje khudse nafrat karna sikha gayi.
chilly locust
sochte kuch aur krte kuch aur ho tum
sochte kuch aur, krte kuch aur ho tum
mana hamare liye nafrat bhari soch rakhte ho
par kahi hamse pyar to nhi krte ho tum
~~@frosty nimbus
Camera ain't our thing
Masquerading behind the words
Nouns are love
We skill with the verbs
TIK-TOK ain't our domain
Meet you at the blogspot
Insta ain't our hotspot?
You'll find it
Poems,rap and whatnot
What are we?
They call us writer!!!
Not click and dab ones
With a pen as weapon
We stand as fighters
Wordmonging,Wordsmith
No cringe, all wit
No bragging, all grit
Pure class and no shit
~~@keen nebula
I am a 13-year-old girl
I am a 13-year-old girl
With many dreams
Some are like go in the past
But some are like making creams
I am a 13-year-old girl
With many hopes
Some are like ‘want to meet God’
But some are like watching a snowfall
I am a 13-year-old girl
With many wishes
Some are like having unlimited cash
But some are like having longest eyelashes
I am a 13-year-old girl
With many goals
Some are like being an Astronaut
But some are like finding moles
~~@thorn sedge
thorn sedge
*Kaash ki us pal me laut jau me,
Jab sath the ap har kadam pe.
Chalna sikhaya jin do nanhe paero ko apne
Aj unhi paero se gir gayi hu pr uthane ke liye ap nahi.
Jin ankhon me ansoon dekh ke ap dukhi hote the
Unhi ankhon ko barasne se ab khud rokna padhta hai
Ap nhi ho na ab chup kara ke hasane ke liye.
Isi tarah sapno me roz aya kro
Milke naye sapne dikhaya kro
Yaad to bhut aati hai apki,
Kabhi socha nahi tha ki itni jaldi kho dungi apko,
Par ek meethi si yaad banke
Hamesha rahoge is dil me ap.
Grandparents are the real gems of your life, not even your parents can take their place. Spend some quality time with them if they are with you, kuki har kisike pas nhi hote.*
--Vanshika
humble hill
Kisi bahane se door jo humse chale gaye,
Bs yaadein hain ab darmiyan tum chale gaye,
Bekar baaton pe shayad main soch padta hoon,
Barasne wale badal baras kar kha chale gye,
Tu gair hi shi lagi to apni bhi thi bht pahle ,
Ab bewafa Sham se milne kai log chale gaye,
Mujhe shayad dojak me miloge ab tum kafir,
Ab tumhare jannat ki ore jaane wale din chale gye,
Saboot kai rhe hai tere bewafai ke mere pas,
Par tujhko gunehgaar sabit karne wale taqdeer chale gaye...
thorn sedge
THESE MOMENTS MATTER
You don't realize the worth of something until you lose it. You don't realize how precious a moment is until it's gone. And this lockdown has taught all of us this lesson.
You never realized how important it was for you to meet your friends in school every day and enjoy and you used to skip school. But now that you can't go to school you long for those moments.
You used to be on your phone when you went out to have dinner with your family. You didn't realize the value of that. And now you miss being able to go to restaurants to have dinner.
You used to cancel plans with friends because you didn't feel like leaving the house. And now all you want to do is make plans and go out with your friends but you can't.
These moments mean a lot to us but we don't realize that and take them for granted. And now that we can't have them, we want them, we NEED them.
Ps:- Just random thoughts hehe
valid yarrow
No one knows what a person is going through unless they don't tell you. Some people can be so quite about their pain that you don't know they are hurting.You don't know the pain they are having aching their heart. You never know the burdens of failure they are facing in their life, the heartbreak they're getting. NO YOU NEVER CAN KNOW. Some things they're compromising some they're fixing still the taunts they get to hear make them overthink. They can't express themselves to people even if they want to. The unloved and stressed on feeling make them feel left out and takes them to depression. Depression is not that a person will be sitting alone counting his/her sadness. People can laugh in front of you and still be in depression feeling like a loner. So be kind and gentle with people CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT ONE IS GOING THROUGH.🌺
thorn sedge
We all have heard of the crunched up paper analogy in life. For those who don't know what I'm talking about, there is an analogy that is often referred to. If you crunch a paper into a ball and then try to straighten it back, it will not be the same as it once was. It will have creases left on it as marks. This analogy is a great example of a heartbreak, or a breaking of trust. But, we should realize that this example shouldn't be applied everywhere.
If you are writing an essay or a letter to someone and you make a mistake, or crunch up the paper in frustration, what do you do? You don't try to straighten the paper again. You take a new piece of paper. Not a new topic, new paper. You turn over to a new page and start over. Rewrite whatever you were writing. TRY, TRY AGAIN.
Sometimes, the only way to correct a mistake is to start over and try again. Try a different approach. Do not forget the past and the mistakes you made. Learn from it and don't repeat those same mistakes. Making mistakes is not wrong, repeating the same mistakes is what is wrong. It means that you didn't learn anything from your mistake and that is not the way to grow in life.
bitter ether
OH ! DEAR SLEEP
Sleepless night
Sleepless day
I am moving still
Please my love
Just for a sec you stay
You are a good friend for many
Yet the worst enemy
Of an insomniac
Can't you see the dullness on their face
The fake smile they put and live
They live or act like living
That's the question I put
'coz without you
I am being the same as they
Not able to sleep
For many days and this goes on ahead
Why can't you be a good friend and stay
Or else you feel friend-zoned and escape away
I promise you I will love you like a beloved
Please come to me
Take me in thy arm smoothly
Let me fall in thy charm
Forgetting all sorrows
Leaving all plight
I want to immerse in you and want to
Taste the sweetness of falling Asleep.
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
humble hill
nibha nahi paya jindgi se koi rista maut ko saga kar lia,
usne khelete khelte hi meri ore dekha aur daga kar lia..
ornate tartan
Drifting
**I tried to tell you that i need you,
But you didn't listened
I tried to tell you that i love you,
But i'm choked up,
My heart gambled with my emotions,
My tears showering my soul,
As i stood in the shivering cold not shaking,
The visions i had of us being,wiped away with your steps
Leaving scars on my soul as your footprints left,
Leaving the blurry image of us in the snow,
As the leaves showered me with their hopes,
As the snow showered me with its canvas,
Waiting to be painted with a new persona,
Wishing the next time it will be,
I Told you how much i love you,
And you listened!**
chilly locust
Can anyone tell me
Can anyone tell me
Am I just a failure?
Or I am something
What do you think about me?
Can you tell
Am I talented or just?
An ordinary person like everybody else
Oh, wait I can tell you about me
I am a little girl with big dreams
But small hopes
I am nothing but a failure
With a sort of hidden talent
Is that true? or not
I even don’t know it yet
But some day I would be famous
With these types of poems
But wait!
If My parents didn’t like them
So, it would be so late.
~~@thorn sedge
humble hill
Gale me atki rassi uske,
man ke kisi kone m khatki baat keh rhi thi,
Jane ye kiski aankon se Aasuo ki dhara Beh rhi thi,
Har bimaari ka bhala kya ilaaz hota hai,
in jaise kuch hadso ke piche bhi samaaj hota hai...
orchid crescent
It's been an entire year since I made the decision,
To take a break, and get rid of all the confusion.
"You're making a huge mistake!" Everyone had said,
What they didn't understand, was otherwise, I'd be dead.
I almost spent a month lying on the bed,
Staring at the ceiling, 'Waiting for the end.'
Time seemed to have come to a standstill,
While my life was constantly sliding downhill.
My mother treated me as if I were made of glass,
And I had reduced to nothing, but a breathing carcass.
Every single moment I'd wait for the time to pass,
Every single day I'd wish, it was my last.
I was tired of all the rejection,
And exhausted from the suffocation.
I had wasted all my life trying to run away,
The demons will always catch up, I realised to my dismay.
By the time I woke up, it was already doomsday,
Stuck deep inside the abyss, I couldn't see a way.
The blurry vision of my future held voids of my past,
I had no idea how much more I would last.
Yet deep inside laid a hidden faith,
That made me survive in the face of a seemingly dark fate,
And though I regretted all the mistakes I'd made,
Self-harm was a path my conscience forbade.
I let go of the burden I'd been dragging around,
As it was the only possible solution I'd found.
Unlocking my soul from the cage of self-hatred,
Towards the horizons of acceptance I fled.
While the world was under incarceration,
It turned into my chance for reconstruction.
I wandered off in different pathways
In the search of my desired place.
At times I found myself caught in circles,
At times it felt like I had lost my focus.
My destination is yet to be found,
But I'm sure it's somewhere around.
Sewing my journey with words after a year,
I try to forget every drop of my shed tears.
gray current
One message removed from a suspended account.
chilly locust
Casual Sexism
Your age does not matter, neither does your gender.. Your origin does not matter and neither does your social or financial status. What matters is to understand what's wrong and what's right. This is me, Salil and I am a boy. If i cry on something emotional or get scared to the loud sound of the lightning, will you let that stain my masculinity? In fact who are we to define masculinity anyways? Scanty pieces of the gross strata of sexuality that has been carried on for generations, are we?
Blues for the boys and pinks for the girls? Sports for the boys and cooking for the girls?
If you believe in these, I would rather let a stone age wanderer bang your head with his stone club.. NO hard feelings. In my rather short life of sixteen years, I have come across so many instances of "Casual sexism," which often made me clench my fists out of rage.
Let me quote one thing, "Sexism and harassment are gender neuter things."- Get this properly. Casual sexist remarks often go unnoticed, we fail to raise a voice against such people. It is really sad to see people with such potential in their fields of choice go down in vain just cause of such people who think sports isn't for a particular gender or cooking isn't to be done by some gender. Sexist remarks at workplace does actually spoil somebody's zeal and often leads to people resigning their jobs which they worked hard to get.
Somewhere the problem lies in our upbringing too. You must have heard parents telling their crying children,"Stop crying like a girl." When these kids grow up, they do not have the habit of sharing their emotions and all this adds up to deteriorating mental health(which is a joke in India, just wake up early in the morning and drink water). You cannot even imagine how much the things you say as a parent makes a difference. In fact when you teach your kids something, you are actually teaching your grandchildren in the process.
Things are pretty messed up in our country.. Look around yourself and see how things work. Love, express and appreciate the positive and wholesome people around you. Appreciate the greatest gift of life and make an impact over others...
As Mahatma Gandhi said,"Be the change you want to see in the world." Speak up, make a move and stand against what's wrong. Let men cry their hearts out and let the ladies do what they want. You are unique and special.. Spread love around ❤️
~~ @cerulean breach
Because you are my friend,
my life is enriched in a myriad of ways.
Like a cool breeze on a sweltering day,
like a ray of sunshine parting glowering clouds,
you lift me up.
In good times, we soar,
like weightless balloons
over neon rainbows.
In bad times, you are soothing balm
for my pummeled soul.
I learn so much from you;
you help me see old things in new ways.
I wonder if you are aware
of the bright seeds you are sowing in me.
I'm a better person for knowing you,
so that everyone I interact with
is touched by your good effect on me.
You relax me, refresh me, renew me.
Your bounteous heart envelops me
in joy and love and peace.
May your life be filled
with dazzling blessings,
just as I am blessed
by being your friend.
~~@thorn sedge
Escaped.
Yes, that is what I did.
I had my hoodie and my music on.
I walked down the road and jumped my wall so that no one could see me.
The cold breeze that touched me gave me goosebumps.
The silence made me feel lost.
My feet were trembling for I was scared I wouldn't find my peace.
But, that day, in the middle of the night, while walking on the highway alone and listening to music, I found my peace.
At that moment, no one was watching me.
Everybody were busy in their own lives.
I could scream,
I could cry,
I could laugh,
I could dance,
I could do anything and everything that I wanted and wished for.
And that is exactly what I did.
Yes, I screamed.
Yes, I cried.
Yes, I laughed.
Yes, I danced.
Yes, I was me.
And at that very moment, there was no one to stop me.
~~@dusty pebble
Raat ke musafir hum,
Nikal padhte hai yaado se baat krne
Sath chalne, un pallon ke
Jo vakt rehte na sambhle.
Yaad hai vo raatein
Voh haseen, meethi meethi baatein
Un dino jaise kore aasman ke
Chaand sitaare the hum,
Ek duje ke, ik lote sahaare the hum.
Tajjub hota hai, kaise ek amavas ki raat
Zindagi bhar ke liye sab ujaad gayi,
Ek baar fir zindagi ke saamne,
Meri khushi haar si gayi.
Aksar dang reh jaaya krte hai
Tumhari chamakti raaton ko dekh kar,
Aur nikal padhte hai yaadon se baat karne,
Saath chalne, un pallon ke
Jo tumhei shayad ab yaad bhi nhi…
Ae chamakti raaton mei jeene valo,
Ehtiyat baratna zara,
Saath rehna sada,
Dua krte hai ki,
Tumhein iss tarah raatein khalti na ho
~~@fast yarrow
thorn sedge
The world is full of selfish people,
Be careful of who u chose and what u do.
Be careful of who u want to spend ur time and details with.
Do they really care of how u feel,
Do they really care about what's going on in ur life,
Do they really need to know everything about u, how can u tell someone u just met all about u.
It was a second and I knew u were the one, they always say.
But give it some time, and u would know if they really care.
Time goes on and so do people they will come and go.
Choose wisely about who should know u nicely.
It's all about time,
My words might hurt u, but just keep them in mind.
It's all about time.
tired panther
Cold nights under the stars
With conversations that were more than wholesome,
The starry sky reminding me of the eternal universe we were surrounded by.
I believe that we are made of stardust, and one day, we'll be that yet again.
And if we do, I wish my particles mix with you.
Oh, so I crave
That in some parallel existance,
We find a way to be together
And lie looking at the ever expanding starry night sky,
Afraid, to leave each other's embrace,
We're scared, oh love
Of losing each other yet again,
After ten times of sorrowful separation,
Because even though it's an alternate existance,
I am still me, and you are still you.
💫💫
humble hill
Ki kya itna sa hi tha safar apna,
Ab kya hum dono apne mukam tak pahuch gye,
Ya thak gye hai sath chalte chalte,
Ye tehraw hai ya rasta hi katm ho gya hai,
Kya kisi sham phir tum kibaton ko chor kr,
Apne chote mote kisse batore kar laaoge,
Kuch sapne dikhaoge kuch dekhoge ,
Aur phir unhe baari baari se todte jaoge,
Tu bhi inhi ke jawab dundne to nahi nikal gai,
Kyuki sirf sawaal hai mere pas,
Kuch tere liye kuch mere liye,
Ye swaal bhi unhi sawaalo ke dher me hai,
Kuch aise hi jwabon ke intezaar me..
shell lava
In crowded cafes and solitary sidewalks
Lonely libraries and marvellous museums
I keep lending a morsel of my soul to them
Each time, every time
Lending away like sequins and sands
Falling through the gaps of my fingers.
am made up of them all-
Laughing cries in uniforms, heartbreaks at fifteen,
Broken arms and scratched knees,
Belly cramps and farewell weeps,
Four a.m. love and two a.m. fights
Flying hair and stage and mic
Handshakes and high-fives and entwined hands
Torn letters and yellowed books
Stories and novels-
Poetry in them all,
I am made of raw poetry.
-Hammad
shrewd echo
Mile zamane se hai bade dhokhe
ghar me pade khali daaru ke khokhe
Bechte hai jism apna
usool apne kho ke,
Bhot jaldi bade ho jate hai bachhe apne ghar se door ho ke,
Usool yahi hai zindagi ka ki arsh pe bikhre pade wo gullak ke totey,
Fir milta nahi wo dost purana jo bachpan me sath tha chahe haste ya rote,
Beshumaar killat thi jis cheez ki
usne milne pe bhi ab khush na hote,
Jaaneman ye ishq hume le dooba warna aaj hum bhi kaha ke kaha hote
Mile zamane se hai bade dhokhe
ghar me pade khali daaru ke khokhe
cerulean breach
Some people’s
Words bleed
With such outright vulnerability
With their
Red fatigued eyes
And broken pride
That you can’t help
But feel as though
Their fragile little hearts
Are leaning against
Yours; pleading
To be helped
And you simply
Want to encase their
Brittle pieces in yours
Dry their tears,
And kiss their
Hurt to sleep...
delicate notch
Woh mulakat kuch adhuri si lagi,
Paas hokar bhi doori si lagi,
Hoton pe hasi aakhon mai nami,
Pehli baar kisi ki chahat itni zaroori si lagi...:heart:
humble hill
Dil toota shayad thoda shor bhi huaa....
Mai uske isq ke jor se kuch kamjoor bhi hua...
Hum kya sochein kya samjhe kya khabr...
Mai pagal tha akele barish ka mor bhi hua...
cyan gazelle
duniya ki bewafai ne hame akela sa banaa diyaa
Duniya ki bewafai ne hame akela sa bana diyaa
ab jaage toh ankh nahi khulti aur soyen toh neend nahi aati hai
par hamne apni man ki shanti na tootne di na bikharne di
hamne apni ahem ko khud me hi ahemiyat di
kaha dhoondhte ham apne gham ke karzdar
hamne apne aap ko khud me hi panah di
thorn sedge
Once in a while,when i feel all alone and full of problems and need an escape,i go to my terrace during the night and just gaze at the sky and the stars ,the planets out there while contemplating the fact that there are wonderful places that me,in fact noone will ever be able to reach.
All those beautiful stars forming,explosions in them that could just destroy everything that ive ever seen and will ever see in the blink of an eye,things going on in them that we'll never be able to explain or maybe even see them.Thinking how that calm night sky has so many big things beyond us and the daily hustle we all face really makes me feel my problems are too insignificant to shed tears over them.
Gazing at the sky and seeing those wonderful star clusters between which god knows how many planets exist makes literal tears come out of my eye,except this time these are tears of joy.Joy to be so lucky to be able to gaze into the cosmos and contemplate all these things.
stiff oriole
Aaj fir se unki yaad aai
Bethe the likhne do shabd mohabbat ke
Uljhe reh gaye hum unki yaadon mein
Chai ki chuski aur sardi ka Mausam
Fir yaad kia wo pal
Kher unhe toh coffee pasand thi
Hum hi the jisne chai farmayi thi
Aisi hi koi sardi ki sham thi
Bs wo the hum the aur wo suhani sham thi
Kitne pagal the na hum us waqt
Jab socha tha abse humesha rhenge ye pal
Aj ki sham bhi bilkul waisi hi h
Halki si nami aur sard hawae beh rhi hai
Sochte hai ki unka hal puchlete hai
Sochte hai ki unka hal puchlet hai
par ab dartay hai
message toh humesha ki tarah aaj bhi type kia humne
lekin wo send button dabane ki himmat nahi hui humse
message toh humesha ki tarah aaj bhi type kia humne
lekin wo send button dabane ki himmat nahi hui humse
sochte hai ki kya unhe yaad hogi ye sham
jab unhone dia tha hume ek pyara sa name
ab toh bas yaadein hai aur ummedien hai
ummedein us sham ki date ko firse dohrane ki
fir se kambhal me chipkr raat ko unse gufta gu krne ki
kher ab toh smjhauta krna sikhlia h humne
asliyat me nahi sapno me toh paa hi lia h unhe humne
dost aksar pucha krte hai kyu rhte ho itnay chup chap
dost aksar pucha krte hai kyu rhte ho itne chup chap
hum aksar haskr taal dete h ye baat
ab kya bolu unse ki sachai se bhagte sapno ki duniya me jeetay hai?
Apne sapno k humsafar ko sapno me hi khojte hai.
ab sham dhalne ko aai hai
Aaj fir se unki yaad aai
humble hill
kuch panne jalaye kuch fukh kar bujha dia,
yaadon ke dher se phir ek kitaab mitaa dia,
gaya wha bhi jha gya tha sath uske,
wha jo paya unme hi waqt bitaa dia,
uski julfo ki khusboo ab gulo me dund ta hoon,
aabroo mili nahi unki jane kitne baagan bna dia,
ab sard raaton me bhi kaapta hoon kabhi kabhi,
jo kapde the saare unhe chadar bna kr bichaa dia,
cyan gazelle
har khush chehra khush ho ye zaroori toh nahi
har khush chehra khush ho ye zaroori toh nahi
parde ke peeche ki duniyaa haseen ho ye zaroori toh nahi
ham toh sabko khush dekhna chahte hai bas
magar hum bhi andar se khush ho ye zaroori toh nahi
sonic meadow
Have you ever wondered??
Got no topic to rhyme about,
Got no reason to Cry about,
Got 100 people to talk with,
but no one to hold hands and walk with..
Trying harder to find your worth in world,
Got messed up, confused and start luking for a girl (lol),
Saying those phrases to strangers and made them understand that you'll be there for them,
Then met new people and forget completely about the existence of your so called friend..
Convincing yourself that from now on,
I'll be Genuine With Every being,
same night start bi*ching about your mates on little little things..
Every morning and night sending smiles and heart,
Then behind the back talking shit not less than a dart..
Calling yourself "I never had an ambition to create a mess b/w mates",
Then exchanging secrets across everyone and breaking the bonds of mains..
Supporting and loving the closed ones at no extent,
Then shows the mentality after comments on accents..
At once spending time, saying "I love you, I'll be there and won't let you suffer",
When get a better option, leave them And comments on his/her color..
Then you met some gems who help you to get out from the hole where you just see an option of Sucide..
Sorry if I took alot of time,
but I just showed you what's really a Discord life.
chilly locust
Raat ke musafir hum,
Nikal padhte hai yaado se baat krne
Sath chalne, un pallon ke
Jo vakt rehte na sambhle.
Yaad hai vo raatein
Voh haseen, meethi meethi baatein
Un dino jaise kore aasman ke
Chaand sitaare the hum,
Ek duje ke, ik lote sahaare the hum.
Tajjub hota hai, kaise ek amavas ki raat
Zindagi bhar ke liye sab ujaad gayi,
Ek baar fir zindagi ke saamne,
Meri khushi haar si gayi.
Aksar dang reh jaaya krte hai
Tumhari chamakti raaton ko dekh kar,
Aur nikal padhte hai yaadon se baat karne,
Saath chalne, un pallon ke
Jo tumhei shayad ab yaad bhi nhi…
Ae chamakti raaton mei jeene valo,
Ehtiyat baratna zara,
Saath rehna sada,
Dua krte hai ki,
Tumhein iss tarah raatein khalti na ho.
~~@fast yarrow
Title: Escape
I tried to fight
To defeat all its might
To end darkness
To atlast find kindness
Kindness to me ofcourse
To be my last source
Of hope, of love
And find my dove
I lay there blind
Clouded by the dark mind
But I could hear
A voice quite dear
Pulled myself through the storm
Trying hard to reform
But I was chained
And it felt I will be drained
But the voice now louder
Pulled me closer
My chains shattered
Demon stood there staggered.
~~@charred comet
Every night it is such a struggle to come with an excuse to text you,
Every day it is getting tougher to come with a reason to know you,
Every week it is becoming harder to come with a question to ask you,
Every month it is more challenging for me to confess to you,
And every year it is becoming so obvious to let you go,
Yet this feeling is loyal towards you.
~~@fast yarrow
Sometimes I worry,
Sometimes I cry.
The more I think of you,
The more I lose my mind.
Sometimes I think, what would have happened?
If you were still there by my side.
I just wished you were here by my side.
Sitting idle, watching the sky
I wonder if you remember what am I like?
All these memories of you
Makes me wish...
If only you were here by my side.
I just wished you were here by my side.
~~@stiff edge
मकड़ी | एक कविता
दो उलझे तारों के बीच में
उसने अपना घर सुलझाया है
जीना उसे आया है
जहाँ हवा के सिवा आगमन ना था किसी और का
जोड़ दो दिशाओं को वहां
रास्ता उसने बनाया है
जीना उसे आया है
औरों के लिए बंदिश सही
अपने लिए रात की नींद
और दिन का सवेरा पाया है
जीना उसे आया है
तोड़ उस बंदिश को दोगे
वो नया घर बनाएगी
ज़ालिम दुनिया सही
वो खुद का अपना कल बनाएगी
आज़ाद रहने के लिए
अपना जाल उसने बनाया है
दो उलझे तारों के बीच में
उसने अपना घर सुलझाया है
जीना उसे आया है
~~@faint wind
I don't know
Like i really dont know.
I can see the sky, the trees,
the mountains
and the monkeys.
From my car's window.
And its so beautiful.
and i have always been scared of heights.
So scared that
That i never let go anybody near edge of our terrace.
Like i legit fight with them to just take one step back.
and when we were driving on the hills that day.
At Every turn, my hands made a fist.
And my nails tried to tear up my skin. Not
all the sharp turns were just
just so scary.
and all i can do is to breathe heavily.
and no don't get me wrong,
I am not scared to die.
I am really not.
Just every one i have ever loved was in that car.
and maybe them is everything.
But the weird thing is,
Journey was long,
and when i saw the sunset
and it was beautiful the way that
My mind just went somewhere it should not be.
Like i wanted to fall down from the next cliff.
I wanted our car to crash, badly!
maybe because my life is a car crash
and i wanted to mix up with the sky and sand.
Like i said i really don't know.
But just i wanted to let it go.
~ the driver was perfect at his work.
~~@keen violet
No matter how different we are, we all have played some games.
And there’s one game to which we relate our lives.
That game which always taught us something,
Maybe we still play it, or maybe from our fives.
Like everyone, even I relate my life to a game,
The craze among teens for it might be less.
It’s the game of brain,
It’s the game of chess.
Starts simple and with limited steps just like our lives.
And relatably gets complicated on every move played.
Tackling situations with your intelligence,
And losing something on every mistake made.
Cannot undo the moves once played,
But can still make the next one better.
Real winners are those,
Who can stay strong under that pressure.
Just as life does,
We never know when the game can spin.
No matter how bad we’re losing,
We can still win.
~~@vale berry
chilly locust
Tell me, what was it like?
when you isolated yourself and turned off all the lights
your silence pierced me but now i can hear,
all the struggles you went through when i disappeared.
I'm gone now, my dear
please move on,
i don't wanna lose you but please be strong,
my soul will wander all of the galaxies
and I'll only miss you rather than my sanity...
My grave stands strong no matter what the season brings
the raindrops are not my tears anymore, I'm tired of writing similies
but only the wise know that my metaphors are smart
and no one can stop a poet from painting a canvas with his art
now let me tell you, my words are too light to be carried by your shoulders
you were born for disasters, chaos .....but now you're grey, wise...and a little bit older
i stood there at your funeral with my happiness so bold
even my sadness stood there watching as your body grew cold
everyone said their goodbyes and cried
while i stood there smiling
because now we'll wander galaxies with our sanity and finally after a long life and death, we will rest in peace.
so fear not my dear.. death is inevitable
but it's not as beautiful as poets tell you,
neither as dangerous as you imagine it,
it is somehwere in between
where there's emptiness and peace.
I'll say my goodbye now.....my afterlife is waiting for me
~~@thorn sedge
What makes you happy ?
Have you explored yourself yet?
What exactly makes you happy?
Is it your mom's adrak wali chai after a strong headache,
Or is it a hundred on hundred in an accountancy test ?
Or is it the song which you finally remember of lyrics, which you were trying to recapitulate since the past three days ?
Or, is it because you have been told that your dad is proud of you..
Is it you sitting on the terrace wondering how lucky you are to see the stars and the world so beautiful ?
Or is it the memory of you and your sibling fighting for a chocolate when you where young ?
Or is it you dancing like a freak at your own home disco ?
Or is it when you know that acceptance from others isnt what you seek lately?
Is it when you realise that you are enough to be you that you don't need someone to add meaning to your life..!
Isn't it a night at your best friends place watch you FAVOURITE movies with a huge bucket of popcorn ?
Or is it you playing some amazing combinations of chords on you guitar sitting on the car's hood with your friends singing around ?
Or is it the love that is given to you after you mom scolds you and then comes to convince you ?
Is it not these little things that makes you happy?
Is it not these tiny bits of every ray which we live for ?
Then what exactly makes you happy?
~~@thorn sedge
swift rose
Aaj fir log chod gaye saath mera,
Aaj fir log bhulna chahate hai naam mera,
Na koi dosh na koi dard,
Na koi jhagda na koi karz,
Aaj fir benakaab ho gaya ye badnaam chahera.
Unke diye saare gum sare zakham mein haste haste seh gaya,
Main Gumshuda tha Main gumshuda hi reh gaya.
Hairaniyat se ghir gaya hai man mera,
Ek badi haveli sa lagta hai mujhe ghar mera,
Na koi yaha rehta hai, na koi kuch kehta hai,
Na ye khandhar hai, na koi iske andar hai.
Ab to paraya sa lagne laga hai mujhe sab mera.
Ha wo bejaan khandhar bhi deh gaya,
Main Gumshuda tha aur gumshuda hi reh gaya.
Vaaste toot rahe hai jaise mitti ke khilone,
Dhul jaise ud gaye wo saare yaad suhane,
Na koi zikr hai, na koi fikr hai,
Dil pura dariya hai, Na koi aur zariya hai,
Bas samet raha hun khaab saare jo dikhaye the unhone.
Haa jo bhi purana tha wo ashq ban kar beh gaya,
Main Gumshuda tha main gumshuda hi reh gaya.
Ab fir usi raaste pe chalna hai,
Apne aap Ko firse badalna hai,
Na chahat koi, na aadat koi,
Na raahat koi, na ibaadat koi,
Na hi koi jazbaat dil mein rakhna hai.
In shabdon mein hi main apni saari khaamoshi keh gaya,
Ji haan main gumshuda tha main gumshuda hi reh gaya....
somber gale
Mere chahne se kya hota ... uski chahat hi koi or thi,
Mera pyar usko nazar nahi aaya... Shayad uski nazar hi kahi or thi,
Us Kambhakht ko malum bhi na hoga aapne Aashiq k bera me... Shayad uski aashiqii hi kahi or thi,
M to dil de batha tha usko phli hi mulakat me
Shayad uski Dillagi hi kahi or thi,
Mujh me koi buri aadat nahi h sivaye tere magar... Shayad Teri buri aadat hi koi or thi....
humble hill
वो उसे फिक्र कहती है जिसे हम इश्क़ कहते हैं,
रोक दिया उनको मैंने वही,
कह कर कुछ चीज़ें न छेड़ो तो सही रहते है।
lucid loom
Chahti thi gaane gungunane,
Kahaniya likh bethi hu.
Chali thi zindagi ko samajhne,
Samjhaute kar bethi hu.
chilly locust
यूं तो जी हम भी लेंगे,
ए जिन्दगी तू साथ तो दे।
कुछ तो हम खो भी लेंगे,
बदले में कुछ खास तो दे।
पहेली हम भी बुझा लेंगे,
तू कोई सवाल तो दे।
किसीको शामिल भी कर लेंगे,
तू किसी का हाथ तो दे।
मरने का इंतेज़ार हम भी करलेंगे,
तू कोई वजह, कोई आस तो दे।
अब कब तक ऐसे नाम की जीयेंगे,
अब कब तक ऐसे खाली गिलास जाम पियेंगे,
यूं चंद पल्लो में दौड़े आएंगे,
तू बस एक आवाज़ तो दे।
~~@fast yarrow
Zindagi ki Shuruaat acchi ho to kya baat h
waqt ke saath kaamyaab ho gye to kya baat hai
Doosro se muqabla kr ke kya fayda
Khud ki khamiyo se muqabla kr liya to kya baat hai
~~@thorn sedge
Zindagi ki masroofiyat me hoti nahi aapse mulaqaat
yaad aatein hn woh lamhein jab mai roz bayan krta tha aapse apne jazbaat
Zindagi ne hume kis mod pr kar diya hai khada
Mai chah kr bhi nahi rakh paa rha aapse woh khushnuma Talluqat
~~@thorn sedge
Har shaam usi chaurahe se nikalti hoon,
Par wahan tum nahi tumari yaad abhi hai
Shayad us raaste pe tum ek din chalo
Aur hum us chaurahe se apna rasta bhi mod sake..
~~@neon phoenix
Things have changed a lot ever since you've entered my life...
My day starts with you and ends with your thoughts in mind...
Every night, I see you coming close to me...
My palms start sweating,
My hands start trembling,
My thoughts go helter-skelter...
And then I wake up suddenly to find out that it was nothing but a dream...
There's still time for you and me to meet...
I cross out one square on the calendar every day...
Counting the number of days left before we finally face each other...
My heart wants you to come sooner...
But my brain says, "Wait! Wait till the right time... for you know... you aren't ready for this yet..."
My heart contradicts, "I know I will never be!"
And I'm stuck in this endless conflict of emotions and logic...
I know.... I know you aren't a long term relationship...
You're just a temporary fling...
I know that you'll be relevant only for a short span of time...
But you'll be that one segment, which will inevitably stay with me for the rest of my life...
Many have come and gone,
Many more will come and go...
But your memories will forever be stored in the innermost compartment of my heart...
I'll never forget the adrenaline rush you gave to my body,
The anxiety you gave to my cognition,
And the restlessness you gave to my heart...
All of this is yet to come...
All of it is in the future...
For now, my dear CA Exam Result, I'm eagerly waiting for you to come as soon as time permits...
~~@untold gulch
thorn sedge
In my dreams I have often traveled.
To places far and near.
The places I can't reach.
Where freedom lies and adventures
never seem to end.
Where I'm always surrounded
by books and a good friend.
I know with absolute certainty,
it is my longing to escape this bubble
that will eventually set me free.
Oh, to leave little notes
of my poetry in cities,
small and big.
To drink champagne straight
from the bottle
and dance like no one's watching.
Except, everyone is
and they all clap and smile
because this is
the happiest they've seen
someone in a while.
To fly high, dive deep
and fearlessly take a leap.
To never again have to sleep.
As I slowly awaken from
my unfeasible daydreams
that may never
see the light of day,
I let out a soft, reminiscent sigh
for the days when
nothing seemed impossible.
forest fractal
Sometimes
You expect a lot from someone
because you'd do that much
for them.
blazing hare
Log wahi rh jate hai, badalte hain toh bas unke Jazbaat 
lucid loom
You saw me before meeting me,
And kissed my before touching me.
I never had to speak and still you heard the unsaid,
You marked me yours ever before we took things to bed.
chilly locust
Enjoy the moments till your heart beats.
Pause and wonder what magic looks like,
Just gaze at how the sea and sky meets.
Bitter sweet memories surround you.
Don't let your life slip away in expecting others to love you.
(For all the unhealed souls)
~~@ripe mortar
Voh Mera dildaar hai
Kbhi ungliyo se mere bal sehlakar mujhe hasa diya karte ho,
Kbhi jane ki bat krke rula bhi diya karte ho,
Ye sham thodi hai jo dhal jaegi,
Ye toh voh subah hai jo roz ayegi kehkar sath rehne ka dilasa bhi de hi diya karte ho,
Rat mei roz good night ka ek voh msg raat nasheeli bana diya karta hai,
Subah hote hi voh good morning ke sath chae ka cup jaga bhi diya karta hai,
Chahe voh kahein tum aisi ho chahe mai khud kahu tum aisi ho,
Tum jaisi ho vaisi hi rehna kehkar self confidence badha bhi diya krte ho.
Shayad humari voh dosti or bhi pyari ho gayi hai,
Log kehte hain voh dosti ni pyar hai,
Pyar mei logo ko confuse dekh mai humesha dar jati hu,
Kahi ye dosti khatam na ho jae sochkar ye sari batein ghuma bhi diya krti hu,
Par ab mai shayad ye bat jan gyi hu ki-
Pyar voh nahi jo dosti kam kare,
Pyar toh voh hai jo tumhe apne ap par or vishwas dilane ka kaam kare,
Pyar voh nahi jo ek good morning ya good night ke message ke bina kam ho jae
Pyar toh voh hai jo bas kuch baton mei khush karke sare gam bhula de.
Aj voh dost ni hai mera,pyar hai
Aj voh dikhava nahi,mera sabse achha dildar hai,
Dillagi hogi bhi toh inse kisne socha tha, pyar ka matlab samjhaya inne hum toh uske shukraguzar hain
Hum toh uske shukraguzar hain.
~~@thorn sedge
Ehsaas
Jo bhi tha mera yahan, wo ab mera na raha
Jisko apne pass tha paya, wo ab dur jaa chuka
Tham gaya hai waqt, badal gayi hai hawa
Dil mein hai dard, tanhai iski dawa
Uske haathon ne kuch iss qadar chua
Pata hi nahi chala kab hosh kho gaya
Manzil ek thi, ek tha karvan
Na jane phir, kya se kya ho gaya
Na uski aahatein rahi, Na uska saath raha
Na wo ehsaas raha, Na wo waqt raha
Sab badal gaya, bas main reh gaya
Jo bhi tha mera yahan, wo ab mera na raha
~~@compact junco
humble hill
Shayad tujhe kabhi jaana hi nahi maine,
Roz teri aankon ko khulte hue dekha nahi,
Wo ubaasi bhi choot gai teri aahon ke bich,
Mai teri aankon me simta rha tere baahon ke bich,
chilly locust
ETERNALLY GRATEFUL •
Fibonacci fingers silences awe,
No need to express in words any more.
Learning to flow, trust and let go,
Nothing to rush, it’s fine to go slow.
Unconditional love, has touched my soul,
A loving embrace, reminds me I’m whole.
The pressure is off - I’m out of my mind,
I’m forever grateful for love of this kind.
•
Butterflies dance and birds fly high,
Honouring this moment, circling the sky.
Heading home, honouring the divine inside,
A beauty eternal, that never really died.
•
Moving in ways too meaningful to say,
Realising you in every cloud, every ray.
I remember myself and all of the whys,
Blessed love, you heard all of my cries.
And when the time is finally right,
I dream of unity, back into your light.
~~@proper warren
LETTER TO FRIENDS.
My little sisters teacher tell her the most fascinating story in science class today . Not everyone is going to like you think of back when nothing was dated think of how the cosmos was created.
Something are opposite as opposites could be like matter and antimatter one always destroying the latter.
Everything you ever known has designed to have it's own taste and If you don’t fit in , it doesn't mean you are a waste.
You don't have to be consistently tested to be universally accepted you just need a hand full that just got your back and i promise you that you will find your back.
Whether it is Powerpuff girl or Scooby-Doo's besties you will like them and they will like you a lot .Even on the days you don't .
They will like you during the mohqiram. Walk with you with god damn your Sahara desert and mermaid's face and i quit my job state.
They will like you despite of 50 people that don’t and they like you enough to tell you that you dont need anyone to win over and you definitely don’t need a makeover.
So hold on to them, the one's who will cheer you on when you are running the rat race you signed up for.
Yet brings you chai never asked you why when u decide to take a break and started gardening next to your the remote lake.
The one's who make you their cup of tea regardless of what the world is thinking. Regardless of world thinking you are not warmed enough sweet enough strong enough light enough and good enough.
Because the truth is you could be the Best version of yourself but come last in someone else's judging sheet.
~~@thorn sedge
"One day, you'll break the very chain that's holding, you'll start doing things you never done, you'll start seeing things you never had, you'll feel things that you never felt. One day, you'll come closer, too close, that there will be no space left, just you, me and us.
One day, you'll believe the reality I've, you'll see that this is not a fantasy. "
~~@compact junco
I don't want to anymore
Nights and I go back a long way
We had each other’s backs when everyone else would stray.
The drop dead silence and I talked for long
We always knew what to say to each other, there was no right or wrong.
The moon was never too dark or too bright
That kind of glow was something foreign to the pinching sunlight.
In the dark I found some sort of solace
It made me blind to the wrinkles on my face.
Nights and I have known each other for long
But now I know that nights and I, we don’t belong.
The drop dead silence is now deafening
Whatever it says to me, seems life threatening.
The glow of the moon now leaves me with a feeling I rue
It is a trap I would escape if I knew how to.
The darkness makes me feel lost
Walking in it comes at my life’s cost.
I fell into the embrace of the stilly night
And now I try my best to fight
But the darkness knows all my tricks
It knows what will I say before words slur out of my lips.
This trap pains me and those who pull me out of it
I wonder if the daylight will ever deem me fit.
The more I try to climb out of this pit
The deeper I seem to fall into it.
Regardless I crawl my way out
For someday there will be sound to my silent shout
Someday the nights will let go of me
Someday my heart will beat shackle free.
Maybe one day I sunk to the bottom
And maybe there I once found solace
But when I will be near forgotten
Is when I resurface.
~~@patent horizon
chilly locust
Aaj kalam uthayi aur socha aisa kya likhun,
Aisa kuch karun ki Bheedh mei sabse alag dikhun,
Logon ne kahan kuch aisa likh ki duniya ka naksha badal jaaye,
Mei Bhi shayar hoon janab, Logon ki Soch ke neeche kab tak dabbun.
~~@bright orbit
humble hill
अब दिन भी याद नहीं रहता तुम रातों की बात करती हो,
इतनी नज़ाकत से दिल चुराना क्या सबके साथ करती हो।
chilly locust
"Kya hi point h Bhai?
Nahi kuch point h? "
Seemingly small question
But with layers of questions
A question worth answering
But a question ignored enough
Enough of not asking
Enough of not introspection
Just hold a minute
And look at yourself
What you been doing
What you been thinking
And for a moment or two
Just let it lose control
Let it be what it is
Let just not THINK about it
Leave the mind
To wander around it
Coz anyways
What you were doing
Was beating around the bush
~~@tight kayak
valid yarrow
Teri galiyon me hum bhulaye se lagte hain
Kaashi me thode samaye se lagte hain,
Kaise subah ho rhi tere bina bhi,
Isi uljhan me uljhaye se lagte hain
Jaise ganga me kisi chabhi ke, gumaye se lagte hain
Mizaz thanda par garmaye se lagte hain,
Sab se ruthe bhi to,
tujhse manaye se lagte hain
Ajab nasha hai teri baaton ka,
Bina jaam ke hum ladkhadaye se lagte hain
humble hill
teri nazron me kuch yun utar jaaun,
aasu tere baad me giren,
phle mai chitar jaaun,
kuch raaz ab bhi btane hai tujhe,
par khud ko smhaal nahi pata hu mai,
teri jra si beparwahi pr mai bikhar jaaun....
chilly locust
Hum ruke reh gaye
vo badhte chale gaye
hum zara sa peeche reh gaye
kaafila aagey chalta gaya
hum ruke reh gaye
jashn manate rahe vo log
hum gum men doobe reh gaye
vo tarakki karte rahe
hum barbaadi karte rahe
unke dost yaar bante gaye
hamare apne, chhod ke chale gaye
vo badhte chale gaye
hum zara sa peeche reh gaye
kaafila aagey chalta gaya
hum ruke reh gaye
manmarzi se jeete rahe vo log
hum gulaami men dabbe reh gaye
nachte gaate rahe vo log
hum unhe hi dekhte reh gaye
vo sunke chale gaye
hum chilate reh gaye
vo badhte chale gaye
hum zara sa peeche reh gaye
kaafila aagey chalta gaya
hum ruke reh gaye
seekhte, samajhte gaye vo log
hum nasamajh se reh gaye
jeene lage vo log
hum roj marte reh gaye
jeet gaye vo log
hum haarne ki latt men dub gaye
vo badhte chale gaye
hum zara sa peeche reh gaye
kaafila aagey chalta gaya
hum ruke reh gaye
~~@golden bridge
I don't know who needs to read this but maybe read ... I really have to tell this whoever you are maybe you are really good in someone's story and annoying piece of shit in someone else's story . It's so nice how people are happy in their own world just keeping those little things to themselves . It's really beautiful ! Whoever you are if you have a bad phase it's gonna get over ....you'll cherish this part of your own story or maybe laugh at it . JUST HOLD STILL ♥️
~~@quartz token
hazy mountain
“The irony of remembering dates so well is that you can’t go a single day without recalling past memories. You count the number of days and nights bygone without the person you thought you would stand by you. It seems strange but it feels like time sucking away your ecstasies. You recount the days and nights you could’ve spent together if they were still standing beside you. You reimagine the moments you lived, you wonder what life could’ve been, you mesmerise the happiness it brought. But as soon as these memories slip into your mind, all the melancholic memories fall back parallel to those. You experience all the tears it brought, the feeling of emptiness and helplessness it brought, the feeling of desolation it brought and just stand right there wondering where it all went wrong. This seems like a blessing to many but it’s actually a curse. Remembering dates so well that it leaves you with nothing but desperation of living those days twice...”
chilly locust
Had it ever been right,
I would have fallen in love with you,
With all my might,
But now we play hide and seek
With our souls, out of sight
Which could be hiding in the abyss,
Stifling in the echoes of endless fright.
Everytime they say time heals,
I wonder if it really does?
Or do they mean to say,
We just forget how the pain feels.
~~@ripe cove
bas paani mein halchal thi
Aankh se machli ojhal thi,
Raat bala ki sardi mein
teri yaadien kambal thi
sb mehhfil mai adhoore the
bas ek tasveer teri-meri mukammal thi
~~@tender solar
thorn sedge
This is meant for each and everyone here. And for the all the folks I've met on this platform.
sigh
Dilemma hangs over my neck that should I keep it short or let it all flow.
I hope I do justice to both.
Where do I start. Every year on this date, I look back to the year I left behind.. how I’ve grown as a person and thank the people who helped me in this journey. I look ahead to what the coming year may bring and prepare myself for it.
As someone who is poor with words and hardly understands his own emotions, I cannot comprehend the overwhelming love you have given me through some tough months of last year. This year when I look back, it feels like staring at the Sun. All, all I can see is the company and time I’ve spend with you and the lovely people I’ve met around here. And it all blinds me at this moment.
I swear the only bad days I’ve had around is when you didn’t show up. For you I might just be another visitor in your adventurous and exciting live but for me, you are like the butterflies in my small garden of a few wilting flowers.
Looking forward, no form of gratitude be however grandeur can make up for all you have showered. Best I can do, is decorate the night sky of my life with the star-like memories we’ve shared. As they will shine forever. Thank you again.
Here, always.
Love.
Flux.
thorn sedge
Amidst this lockdown came a drama. Tiktok vs Youtube. It seems pointless to focus on such things but if looked closely, is a very serious issue. It came up with YouTubers roasting tiktokers for Cringe and inappropriate content but what went wrong was Youtubers calling out Tiktokers with names such as "C-word", "Meetha" and "Beti" and this whole drama of bodyshaming and racism came up. Yes, TikTok has mostly cringe content, the creators there aren't really creators but only lip-syncers, famous Tiktokers are Fake and content thieves, they never even bother about giving credits to small creators, the app has some really devastating issues and algorithms, and has a huge pile of content that must be called out and banned. But, it's about the feelings of communities whose identity is used as an insult. Even if it is for fun, its really inhuman to do so. Even they are humans, and must be given there due respect. And yes no one has no fucking right to call Fat to Fat, Black to Black and someone "C-word". Bodyshaming and Racism based on caste, religion and sex seems funny in videos but it can really be a torture for a whole community. Yes, Wrong should be called out, but not at the cost of hurting someone's sentiments. Also some identity given to someone by nature must be respected and there existence must be given due humbleness.
compact junco
chilly locust
Mayusiyon se pucho kisne dil toda hai....
Kaun tha apna jisne tumhe choda hai...
Manzil ki bhi koi manzil hoti hai kya....
Kaun tha raahi jisne raasta choda hai...
Aaj toh kagaz ne bhi mere kalam ki siyaahi naa li....
Kaun tha shayar jisne qafiyaa choda hai....
~~@icy spruce
Sunna Hai Dua mein Nafrat se jyada takat hai...
Meri Dua Haare mein barbaad ho jau.....
Dua kar meri barbaadi ka jashn duniya kare....
Mein shayar abaad se shayar barbaad ho jau....
~~@icy spruce
How can I forget this place,
I still remember the people's face and street names.
Where I have spent my childhood,
Where I used to peek-a-boo
Where everyone was family
Where people remembered each other quite differently.
Where people had stories to share rather than mobiles in hand.
Where people shared real feelings and not just emojis.
Where there was no sense of insecurity as everyone was family.
Where my friends supported me in everything and my family taught me from wrong to right.
~~@thorn sedge
hallow horizon
***Kya valentine ke din hi…
Me Tujhe pyaar dikhau?
M kyu un jhoothe gifto s tera man behlau
Wo Gift
Wo restraunt me candle light Dinner?
Tujhe usme pyaar dikhta hian
Tujhe?
Usme khushiyan dikhti hain?
Aur..
Jab me tere liye 2 line likhu
Teri Khubsurati ke baare me 2 shabd kahu..
Un raato me tera hath pakad ke chalta rahu
Wo kya pyaar nahi?
Kya unki Khusiyo ka ehsaas nahi hai?
Kya valentine ke din hi…
Me Tujhe pyaar dikhau?
Ek din
Mera pyaar ko dikha sakta hai?
Magar ek saal
Mere Rishto or tere khayalo
Ko dikha sakte hai!
Un haste hasate
Un rulane wale palo ko?
Jinme hum sath the
Ek dusre ke hatho me hath the
Unme pyaar dikha sakta hai !
Isiliye
Ek valentine ka din
Mera pyaar tere liye
Na badha sakta hai
Na ghata sakta hai
- JAS***
compact junco
All I could see is your hand with my name written in it.
All I could see is your face with a smile on it.
All I could feel is your heart with my beat on it.
All I could touch is your lips with my kiss on it.
All I could kiss is your forehead with my lips on it.
All I want is you with me in it.
All I want is US
One day, We'll be.
- Abrix
compact junco
undone mesa
kahu to sab kuch ho tum meri
aur rishte jodu to koun ho tum
maanu to sapna ho tum,
aur bayan karu to ek zid
jaroorat se jaada jaroori ho
zindagi se jaada pyaari ho
maut ki chahat hai
fir bhi jeene ki tamannah ho tum
ab mai khud kya bayan karu koun ho tum ??
ek alhad nadi sa mai behta
aur har kinare pe ho tum
jab-jab mai chalku
mera aasra ho tum,
door ka safar mera
paas mere sab se ho tum
jab-jab bhoolu mai dagar
mera sahil ho tum
ab mai khud kya bayan karu koun ho tum ???
udta panchi mai
aur meri hawa ho tum
jab jab aaye aandhi
mera basera ho tum
behak jau mai jab apni raah se
mera savera ho tum
laut na pau jab manjil ko
meri sham ho tum
Ab mai khud kya bayan karu koun ho tum ??
ek aadat si hai teri
aur mukaddar bhi ho tum
jab tak ho door
saari mohabbat ho tum
ask tera mujhme hai
aur mere shabdo me ho tum
jab jab bahe aansu mere
mere palko pe hu tum
ab mai khud kya bayan karu koun ho tum ???
door ho, majboor ho
fir bhi meri saanse ho tum
din dhale, sham dhale
fir bhi meri raatein ho tum
bhago jitna bhagna hai meri mohabbat se
mai hu tumhare naseeb me
aur mere haathon ke lakeeron me ho tum
ab mai khud kya bayan karu koun ho tum ???
NIRAASH
humble hill
बड़ी ख़ूबसूरती से सारे झूठ बोलती है वो,
अंधो को नज़ारे, बहरों को फ़साना बेचती है वो।
signal sage
Some days it feels like someone lifted off the weights from my shoulders
Some nights when my train of thoughts passes by you, my hearts get colder
Lonely thoughts out here faking excuses to see you, when I shouldn’t care
Uncertain feelings, wishing I never see you again or do I want you here?
Might as well leave or might as well stay, I just can’t pick one
Momma told me never give up but are you an exception?
gleaming veldt
"Current Mood"
" I don't know why the vibes are so awkward these days"
"Like we pretend to be happy but deep inside we know that we aren't"
chilly locust
Mujhe kuch khena hai par likh nahi mein pa rha hu
dikhnaa mein chahtaa hun par dikh nahi pa rha hu
Mr. Invisisble mera ho chukka hai nick
gumnami mein jee kar ho chuka hu sick
Mr India ki watch nahi fir bhi gayab sa ho chuka hu
apne hi ghar mein ek musafir saa ho chuka hu
aaj mood kia to socha daalta hu likh
nahi hun mein poet but likha poetic
khud ko prove krne ke liye tha kaafi kuch tha khoya
aansu naa nikle mere par mann meraa tha roya
mein krta thaa draw sketches mere khwaboo kein
ab nahi ptta kahan gum wo scrapped covered jaalo mein
Leave kr dia tha sab kuch for a future white collar
khete hai follow ur dream but society is damn polar
chlla gya wo time with a whip of mystic blizzard
all this Im writing it now in a cloak of a Wizard.
~~@onyx condor
Masumiyat mein apni woh khud khuda ho gaye....
Phir dekhte dekhte woh judaa ho gaye.....
Naa jaane ab kaha rehte honge woh....
Dil ki zameen par jaise pao ke nishaa'n ho gaye....
Phir dekhte dekhte woh judaa ho gaye.....
Marr gaya hai khuda yaa maar diya hai humne hi..
Yaa phir kisi aur greh par uske makaa'n ho gaye...
Phir dekhte dekhte woh judaa ho gaye.....
Ek khoon mein lipti parchai guddiyan se khel rahi thi....
Naa jaane kya hua hoga ke uski peeth par nishaa'n ho gaye....
Phir dekhte dekhte woh judaa ho gaye....
Unhe laga ke sab theek ho jayega aaj ke baad...
Jab nahi mila insaaf toh khfaa ho gaye.....
Phir dekhte dekhte woh judaa ho gaye....
~~@icy spruce
Short Story Titled - Reality / Dreams I'm Confused
I woke up in panic, trying to get out of the bed but I felt something that is stopping me.
I tried to call out my girlfriend for help but there's total silence I'm unable to speak, in a complete darkness I suddenly saw a ring like structure shining on front wall.
I am trying and trying and somehow I managed to get up went near to the wall, I turned my neck and saw myself lying there on the bed.
It was me, I'm still sleeping but I can see myself sleeping. I touched that ring and then I don't know what happened.
Next morning when i got up , all i can see is the black burnt ring like mark on my wall.
I called my psychologist and told her about all the instance that happened, she laughed ' stop drinking too much Manny , It's your hang over man just relax ' she told.
I immediately switched the camera on took some photos, mailed her and asked her to look at it.
In trembled voice, Manny Manny reach my office , quick quick and hung the phone call.
sitting on a chair, playing with paper weight waiting for Nancy.
Sorry sorry Manny , she entered with tension on her face.
I asked what happened, she told me that medicines I'm taking for depression is showing side effects because of which my conscious mind is working while I'm sleeping due to which anything that I can see in my dreams will happen in my real time , in my real world.
And that's the first time I've got confused between what's Reality and what's dream.
~~@icy spruce
Romeo and Juliet are exceptions not the rule
You're not ready to date someone one day, you wake up and find out you're in love and that's it. love happens to you.
but most of the time the people we love, don't love us back. when you dream of spending the rest of your life with them, they may be thinking of someone else.
of course, you didn't plan anything of your own. You did not plan to cross them. you were supposed to be immune to their charm but you couldn't help yourself.
you don't know when it happened. but you would gaze at them longer than usual, their jokes just seemed funny, and every moment spent with them became the highlight of your day, everything was perfect with them.
but with emotions, problems come. you can be jealous of seeing them laugh with someone else. it can hurt you to hear them talk about love because that love of them is not yours. you loved them but they didn't love you back.
but that's all right. It's okay to love someone who doesn't love you back, as long as it doesn't hurt or poison you inside. love is a beautiful feeling and you should be proud of being able to love.
don't be harsh with yourself by loving someone and waiting for the right one to come along. Romeo and Juliet are exceptions not the rule , love journey is different for everyone, so don't be afraid to date.
because one day, you will meet someone who will love you just the same, if not more, it will be your favorite love story because it would be beautiful and yours.
~~@manic sail
मैं तो बट चुका हूं इस ज़माने में,
क्या ही मेरा और कौन ही मेरा?
मैं तो बिक चुका हूं इस अफ़साने में,
क्यूँ ही मेरा और कैसे ही मेरा?
मैं तो कट चुका हूं इस दुनिया से,
मेरी क्या ही पहचान?
मैं तो हट चुका हू मंजिल से,
मेरा क्या ही ईमान?
मैं तो छितरी सियाही हूं,
मेरी क्या ही धारा?
मैं तो बिखरी नुमाइश हूं,
मेरे क्या ही प्रेक्षक?
क्या ही मेरा?
कौन ही मेरा?
मेरा कुछ नहीं, और
मेरा कोई नहीं।
~~@toxic shoal
manic sail
Transformation or something else..?
My heart has found a new rhythm
from the echoes of old memories,
and I'm begging to get the feeling
back in my body again.
I don't know if this is a good thing.
I breathe, and it aches.
I cry, and it burns.
I walk, and it hurts.
I love, and it destroys me.
is this what transformation
feels like?
manic sail
You hurt the person that spent their nights praying for you and you think god won't recompense them.
Have fear!!
chilly locust
Of all the things I have written, this letter is the hardest. It's 4am and here I'm not able to sleep ,penning a letter which I hope would reach you as i don't have the courage to send you or maybe I'll send you idk I'm so confused
I still remember the day i told you those three words and everything in my head . And you said nothing. You were blank. And months later,your ex came,and you wanted to go back although i did'nt want you to go but still i did'nt want you to sacrifice your love because of me And believe me as you say this, that one syllable from your mouth drained off all the strength inside me. But still i belived to stay with the thought that not today but in future we might be together but that was just my fake hope
You always would shower compliments at every stupidity I did and keep my spirits high even when I felt that I had hit rock bottom. You always told me that i looked pretty even in my night dress. As i remember all this, every inch of my body started crying . That I couldn't get what i deserved or maybe i wanted . You were a kind of girl which every guy on the world wants But you know me, i just want you . because I won't be able to give the extent of love that I've given to you to anyone else. Because I'm a mess.im immature , A kid but with a big soft heart . Things will not only hurt you but me too.
So if you doubt yourself for whatever happened, then please don't. It's me. The mess i fell in love with you. And this guilt doesn't let me sleep coz you are staying unhappy just because you don't want to hurt me . The guilt that you have crushed all your feelings . So please, hate me all you want but do not question yourself or the feeling of love. Because you deserve the world my friend. Not everyone out there is an idiot like me who mix friendship and relationship.
So as I end this letter I see sun through the window . I know it's hard to unlove. Also I do not have the courage to love again to anyone else But all I feel is sorry. Sorry that I fell for you. Sorry that I broke your heart in this letter But in the end I'm grateful for meeting a gem of a person you are.
~~ @manic sail
chilly locust
Aaj fir log chhod gaye saath mera,
Aaj fir log bhulna chahate hai naam mera,
Na koi dosh na koi dard,
Na koi jhagda na koi karz,
Aaj fir benakaab ho gaya ye badnaam chahera.
Unke diye saare gum sare zakham mein haste haste seh gaya,
Main Gumshuda tha Main gumshuda hi reh gaya.
Hairaniyat se ghir gaya hai man mera,
Ek badi haveli sa lagta hai mujhe ghar mera,
Na koi yaha rehta hai, na koi kuch kehta hai,
Na ye khandhar hai, na koi iske andar hai.
Ab to paraya sa lagne laga hai mujhe sab mera.
Ha wo bejaan khandhar bhi deh gaya,
Main Gumshuda tha aur gumshuda hi reh gaya.
Vaaste toot rahe hai jaise mitti ke khilone,
Dhul jaise ud gaye wo saare yaad suhane,
Na koi zikr hai, na koi fikr hai,
Dil pura dariya hai, Na koi aur zariya hai,
Bas samet raha hun khaab saare jo dikhaye the unhone.
Haa jo bhi purana tha wo ashq ban kar beh gaya,
Main Gumshuda tha main gumshuda hi reh gaya.
Ab fir usi raaste pe chalna hai,
Apne aap Ko firse badalna hai,
Na chahat koi, na aadat koi,
Na raahat koi, na ibaadat koi,
Na hi koi jazbaat dil mein rakhna hai.
In shabdon mein hi main apni saari khaamoshi keh gaya,
Ji haan main gumshuda tha main gumshuda hi reh gaya....
~~@final creek
Tu ek aazaad Parindaa hai
Jag ke jaane se , tu kyuu , joogan ho rha hai ,
tu to aazaad parinda hai ,
vo sir zhuka rhe hai , to jhukaane de ,
tu kyu aakhir itna sharminda hai ,
ki bhoool na tu ,
to ek aazaad parinda hai ,
uddne ko to abhi ye anannthh assaaaamnaaan pdaaaa, lekin tu kyuu , zameene pr hi ghar dhundta hai ,
or jo khoo gye ho , isss , wehaam se bhrii zameeen ke gehraaayi mai, unhe tu khoneee dee,
pr tu ye na bhool ki tu ek azaad parinda hai ,
ki soch ko apni tuu , ek pankh de jraaa,
udne ko ussee, ek sang de jraaa,
yakeen dila unhe , ki vo akele nhi ,
unke ,pas tere saaath abhi zinda ha,
or bhuul na tu , tu gagan ka ek aazaaad parinda hai ,
aakrrr , tujhe , btaayngeee, kyiii,
ki kis ghossle mai ghar bnana hai ,
lekin tujhe unki baaton mai na aana hia ,
tujhe to , apnaa ambaar khudd paaana hai ,
or tuu naa bhuuul , tu ek azaad parindaa hai ,
tujhee to aasaamaaan ki ucchaayion tak udtee jaan ahia
orrr , dekhe na tuu, idhrr uddhrrr, tera lakshya to bdaaa seddhaa hai ,
kehtaa nahi hai ye ambaar , lekin tu isi ka hi to ek parinda hai ,
orr tujhee aakhir mai isi mai khoo jaana hai ,
or naa bhuul to , ki tu to ek aazzaaad parinda hai ,
tujeh to ab bas uddtee jaanaa haii.
~~@regal bronze
ALL OVER AGAIN....
The time was last year,
The month was january,
someone asked the boy ,"how are you.?"
he kept quite as usually...
As the time passed ,everything became difficult
studies,especially...
Going through all this ,
the fight took place,
just like a cherry
on the cake.
things have never been worse ,
studies ,especially...
Even then,
giving up was not the option,
rather what actually felt
like givin up was his fate...
AFTER ALL THIS....
LEAVING what he felt...
LEAVING what he is feeling..
LEAVING what he will be feeling...
HE AGREED TO GO ALL OVER AGAIN.
~~@glacial aspen
Beti
dhoop chaaun ki duniya mai, abhi usne kuuch hii to pal guuzaare the
abhi itni badi kaha yuhi thi vo , use to abhi dekhne kayi nazaare the ,
lekin, samaj shayad ,vo kissi bebaat ke daariya mai fkehkr aa gyeee ,
jo soche na samjeh vo , na jaane , kis kadaar , ya bdee hoggheee
or na jaane kese vo barteeoon ke mehfill kesi dekh rhi thi vo manzar,
jab haath peel ho gye unke , jinke haath mai kalam ki neeli shyaai honi thi
or rishto ki dor to shayad usne kab dekhi nhi , lekin mangalsutrr ke bandahan ma aa gyiii
or abhi apne ghar to ghum paayi nhi thi vo , pr ye zaleem duniya , use kisi anjaan ke ghar baitah dii
~~@regal bronze
gleaming veldt
Baatein ankahii rah jaati hai bad mai ye ankahii baatein bada satatii hai !!
To bahtar isii mai ki wo ankahiii baaton ko keh diya jaaye !! ❤️
thorn sedge
5 years ago while walking towards my new school at ranchi,I saw two stray dogs following me.I wasnt frightened since i had been with a lot of pet dogs by then.I bought 2 packets of biscuit and gave them.They ate it gracefully and followed me to the bus stop.I made a friend that day who was gonna be my best friend for a long time until things would turn ugly.Since that day the dogs following me and me giving them food and an occasional pat on the back had become a ritual.
But by due course of time as i got busy and started seeing friends and enjoying more of life, i stopped patting them and forgot giving them biscuits and eventually they stopped following me.Although they would shake their tails with the same excitement as the first day when i used to come home.And by then me and my best friend had issues and then lost touch and got busy with our lives and all that was left was some cold greetings on whatsapp.
Continued..
Forward to a month ago i saw four friends coming everyday at 8 o clock in the evening to give those dogs biscuits.Unexpectedly a feeling of jealously came in me while seeing those two dogs being patted and fed by those people.Everyday while returning from the coaching i saw the same scene and decided to ignore it thanks to my introverted nature.
But last week,something happened. I decided to ignore the scene as usual but seeing those dogs waving their tails for them just like they used to while i came home made me rush into anger and i called both the dogs with a whistling sound that i used to do while i walked to the bus stop.Unexpectedly and to my astonishment both of them threw the biscuits they had in their mouths and sprang towards me like a child.The four friends walked away knowing what the scene meant.With tears of joy mixed with nostalgia filled in my eyes i bought biscuits and fed them with my hand.
That same night i sat in my balcony and called my once best friend,as usual he didnt pick up and i got sad,i was whistling while waiting for my friend to pick up the call and then i looked down and i saw my two friends looking from the streets with a gleam in their eyes as i whistled.I then realised i was calling the wrong friend all this time while my true friends had picked up my call and were looking at me from the street.
chilly locust
I have a crush on someone but i am confused.
I am confused about do i really admire that person or am i just feeling lonely?
I am confused if my expectations are the only thing that i really admire rather than the person.
I am confused of even if this thing is worth anything. It should be, right?
Am i lonely or I just want someone to be there for me
Someone whom i can cuddle
Someone who would try to understand me
Someone, who would be there waiting for me.
Or maybe its all just my dreams and desires,
and that reality is what i want to escape from.
Maybe that person is just an idol for my worship of my expectations
and that the person really doesnt matter to me at all,
What matters is me and how i want things to be,
Even if reality isn't what i want it to be...
Maybe I really do love that person
and maybe its that person with whom i want to be.
Maybe......
~~@final creek
umbral nova
you're the water to my rum on nights like these.
you dilute my thoughts. Make me bearable to myself.
take away all the pain, yet leave me with a throbbing head the next day.
i resolve to not think and touch you again but every time the world tries to knock me off my feet, I run back to your arms for peace, for truth and for a night of no judgements
just you and me.
hazy mountain
"Everything happens for a reason."
This is the expression used frequently when something goes wrong, right?
They tell you to believe in fate.
They tell you to think of it as a positive thing.
For loss as gain, for hurt as motivator.
But when you're falling apart, does this sentence sound sensible? Or it just annoys you more? You take it more as a crap, people want to get inside your head.
Because when you are breaking,You are breaking! And nothing could make you feel better at that moment, no piece of moral science will help you stick to your wellbeing.
But,
"You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into"
The expression which sounded like shit,starts to make sense gradually and you start to look for the positive reason of why it happened.
You start to find answer to why you had to go through the rock-filled road.You become powerful, wiser and more empowered to face the world with greater strength.
The thing that makes no sense right now, is going to be a topic you 're going to smile about, a year from now. You will find that understanding yourself better and making you what you are now was much needed.
So,
Just be yourself.
Trust the process.
Don't lose hope.
Everything will make
Sense one day.
Love.” Z
lucid loom
Draw me like one of your french girl,
Draw me like the woman I am.
Don't just carve the curves of my body,
Make sure you draw the edge.
Draw me like one of your french girl,
Draw my eyes and add the fire in them.
Draw my lips and draw the freckles on my neck,
And carefully draw the dip of my waist.
Don't just draw the body but my soul,
Don't just sketch the hands but my deeds,
Don't just trace the head but my humour,
All the amazing crazy ideas I've had, indeed.
Draw me like one of your french girl,
Draw my wilderness in the curls of my hair
Draw the pathways, as I curl my toes,
Make sure to produce the masterpiece I am.
chilly locust
As Valentine's day is around the corner. There are many people who will fear of being alone. Some might even dig some fossils of past and think- Am I not good enough to be loved?
The reason why I wanted to write about Ek Main Aur Ek Tu. Because this movie explained to me what it is like to get rejected. At times I have noticed, that many people get crushed and start doubting on their abilities when they face rejection. People start blaming themselves. Some even try to change their appearance. Hoping that the magical power of beauty will impress their crush. And some lose themselves in the eternal sadness of life.
But one needs to realise that someone rejecting you has nothing to do with you. Those people are just looking for something else in their life. When I saw Ek main aur ek tu . I felt in the course of movie Rahul and Riana will fall in love 'Typical Hindi film.' But as the movie progressed, I realised that Riana didn't like Rahul. She genuinely wanted to be a good friend- Pyaar dosti nahi hai.
Riana had been in relationships since she was 15. So she wanted to know how it was like to be alone. Her rejecting Rahul was nothing to do with him. She had different expectations in life.
Love as a concept is so difficult for our generation, we think we are born to find a soulmate. And living all alone in our life is one of the biggest fear we have. If we lose that one chance of love, it feels like an end of the world. To believe that there will be a perfect ending of your love story is a conspiracy of romantic movies. Because unlike movies life never ends, it keeps ongoing. Even after you die, your footprints stay in the hearts of the people you have touched. So it is important to realise, that your life doesn't end in love. And to accept rejection without blaming yourself is an important part of your growth.
I have learnt in the past two years, your life is never meant to be perfect. You need to find your own serenity, even if you chose to be with someone or alone.
~~@manic sail
mystic panther
Nothing remained ,
Except the dark faces,
Not knowing what happening,
But a pain inside kills happiness.
compact junco
I'm not the one you'd. I'm the one you've lost.
- Abrix
chilly locust
| GHOSTS |
Regrets are the ghosts
Of bad decisions
Missed opportunities
And words you wish
You'd said or I didn't.
They curse your past
And haunt your future
Throwing shadows
Where light
Dares to shine.
In late , low times
Regrets creep,
And doubts leek
Jump out and peep
Terrifying our esteem.
Ghosts do exist
Inside our grief
Of young anarchy
Unfold destiny
And lost dreams.
~~@sacred bronze
Winter times...Night sky blessings
She was there, staring at the stars
Shivering, quenching with curiosity to know more about her existence ...
He comes and asks her
"Hey, isn't it biased to have beauty in starts and nature ! that gives us LIFE ?"
She replied with a beautiful smile...
" Nature does it all, If it has been
Loyal to me then, i don't need to be look up
And, beg for the affection from the stars "
~~@final creek
कुछ ही देर की खामोशी है
फिर कानों में शोर आएगा ,
तुम्हारा तो सिर्फ वक़्त है
हमारा तो दौर आएगा।
~~@hardy steeple
YEH DARD KHAAS HAI
Mana jata hai ki,
Mohabbat ke khubsurat ehsaas hai.
Lekin ek tarfa nahi,
Kyuki ismei dard ka abhaas hai,
Aur iss dard ki ek alag hi mithaas hai.
Ab to Nata toot chuka hai un lafzon se,
Jinse apni mohabbat bayaan kiya karta tha,
Nata rehta bhi toh kaise,
Kisi aur ko bayaan karta bhi, toh kaise
Mai mohabbat jo tumse hi kiya karta tha.
Lekin aaj yeh dard mai bayaan karna chahta hu,
Bataana chahta hu unko
Jo iss dard mei roya karte hai ki
Iss dard mei bhi kuch khaas hai,
Ismei chipa ek "kaash" hai,
Issmei teri mithaas hai,
Ismei dafan tere mere raaz hai,
Iss dard mei aankhon ki nami hai,
Isme teri narmi hai,
Isme vo raat hai,
Jo sirf teri hi yaadon se bani hai.
Isme vo pal bhi kaid hai,
Isme vo khyaal bhi kaid hai,
Isme un zakhmo ka bhi zikr hai,
Jinmein mai tumhein paya karta hu...
Lekhak hu,
Aksar shabdon se jataya krta hu,
Inhi shabdon mei hi khud ko chipaya karta hu,
Fir bhi najaane kyu
Tere aage shabd hi bhul jaya krta hu.
Meine suna hai ki,
Yeh aankhein bhi sab bayaan krdiya karti hai
Isiliye aksar tere se aankhein milaya karta hu.
~~@fast yarrow
Aaj door se hi koi salam kar gaya,
Apni mohabbat ko gulam kar gaya,
Apni zindagi girvi rakh kar kareeda tha,
Jise wo hi aaj hume nilaam kar gaya
~~@rose cipher
Socha Kuchh Pal Tere Naam Kerta Chalu,
Ek Sms Se Tujhko Salaam Kerta Chalu,
Subah Subah Tujhko Apni Yaad Dila Du,
Khushiyon Ki Duayein Tamaam Kerta Chalu.
~~@rose cipher
Opened after years, it was still the same.
The smell of pine and wood, and mist of rose to its name.
The one which had expressed my emotions too well.
The one which I kept for my name when well said.
I remember my first story, poetry and song
it was all stored in a small crinkly box.
which was holder for all my emotions.
to even the one my best friends didint get.
Its all still the same, the words and the names
After all the time nothing has changed
neither me, nor you.
~~@thorn sedge
chilly locust
Grandma's chair, it rocked
all day long in the house.
she sat in front of the mantle
in front of Grandpa's portrait,
A huge portrait it was,
extending from the ceiling to the floor
and Grandma sat in front of it,
looking so small, rocking her chair
all day long.
and once or twice, I remember,
in my childhood days,
i saw some specks of tears,
in my grandma's eyes
the tears did sparkle
in the violent glow of the sun
but her face remained impassive
impassive, hard and stern.
I remember running up to her
asking her why she cried,
the answers i got were so cryptic,
that they would never make home in my mind
I remember one thing though,
one thing so vivid,
like a streak of bright red blood, across the mountains snow frigid,
she spoke in a slow, deliberate manner
"sometimes my child, sometimes i wonder
was it all worth it, the lightning the thunder
the violence,the beatings the...
oh foolish me, you are just a child, go and play"
and she smacked my head and i went off running,
the words still stuck, stuck in my memory.
Today I understood, as I flipped through her photos,
the photos of old, robbed of all colour,
her beauty, her grace, looked out of place,
on her sad frowning eyes and her unhappy face.
I could almost make out, bruises under her eyes, maybe it's my imagination,
only cause they match mine.
Maybe I think too much,
maybe my train of thought stutters,
as my husband shouts my name,
and my entire body shudders.
with shaky hands I close up that book
and go outside to see where he stood.
He stood in front of the mantle
on which hung the portrait, portrait of my grandpa
and as I see this scene I see my grandma's chair,
I realize what she meant, as I catch my husband's glare,
"come down here", He hisses, and for a moment I see,
my grandpa behind him and my grandma behind me.
~~@round plume
Winter times...Night sky blessings
She was there, staring at the stars
Shivering, quenching with curiosity to know more about her existence ...
He comes and asks her
"Hey, isn't it biased to have beauty in starts and nature ! that gives us LIFE ?"
She replied with a beautiful smile...
" Nature does it all, If it has been
Loyal to me then, i don't need to be look up
And, beg for the affection from the stars "
~~@thorn sedge
chilly locust
Can't forget,
The moments we had in our hand!
I wonder why,
My worth fallen to graveland !
I can't think anymore,
Still having heavy heart to roar !
Your one Glimpse,
Has a power to inflict my problems
to universe itself...
I will love you till my last breadth
Irony is you took my feelings to its death !
I can't blame you,
Coz, you are the purest soul i met
Its circumstances playing with my wrath !
(Here's a planless bit ) :
"Physicists says that, The black hole has the immense gravity to pull everything even light itself can't escape out of it, whenever an object crosses its even horizon ! "
I interpreted this, by concluding:-
My affection towards you tremendously massive, Once I crossed your Aura, then i can't insist my to come out of it!
~~@thorn sedge
chilly locust
Sometimes I think
Do I really wish to scribble
Stuff that's all in my mind
Thoughts that never stay stable
.
Days have gone past
No wait, it might be a month
Although the clock beside me quotes
"Huh, It's just 5 minutes, you sloth"
.
I loved these gnarled up dreams
Or as I would like to rephrase
Nightmares with some cherries on top
That spiraled down a complex maze
.
I tried to fight those mingled thoughts
Found the ways to some lurked knots
Hiding my trails from the evil voices
Until was betrayed by my own guts
.
I was thrown into this crypt by them
Buried like unwanted trash we hide
Held against my will in this lair
With a ticking timer on the wall beside
.
I tried to recognize the place I was at
Darkness all around with a beating heart
Time went past but I was left to realize
The architect of the cell is nobody but I
.
There were voices in my head aloud
Though alone, I felt part of a crowd
They shouted stuff about how to escape
"Recall your feuds and let them fade"
.
Yeah, like it's not a secret I'm sad
Wait, lying in your own poem is bad
I hide it inside like there's nothing wrong
But sometimes the list can really get long
.
I recalled the things I was whining about
Tried to live it, face it and let out
Soaked in every moment I passed
I found the true meaning of "past"
.
I was suddenly on my bed again
It could be unreal but it felt more sane
Maybe I felt like something's wrong
Or maybe it's the mask I wore all along
.
I won the battle of good versus bad ?
Well I'm alive and no longer sad
That journey through that insane spiral
After all helped me face my self rival.
~~@potent oriole
thorn sedge
Phirti main awara...
Mujhe milne hai dobara...
Khudko paane ki hai khwahish...
Jeene ka Sahara...
Lamhe mai jee rahi apno ke saath mein.......
Bas badhti jaa rahi apno se dooriya
Mita do tum unhe ab toh tum aao na....
Tanha mein jeee rahi khushiyon k saath mein
Kyu intezaar rahe mujhe kisi aur ka
Bhanwaron ka rukh main hi mod rahi
Poori ki hai har khwahish khud hi
Iss sukoon mei main chali jaa rahi
Ek sukoon aur bhi hai jo panap rahi
Jahaan mei pyaar hi main baant-ti rahi
Rooh mei mere paak iraade jo thehre
Kisi ko chot lage kabhi aisa na dil ne kaha
Woh Kaali raatein paar kar ayi hu
Pathreele raaston par chali aayi hu
Tha kuch nahi jo mujhe rok sake
Aise muddat ke baad khud se mil payi hu
Khud se khud ki mohabbat ka izhaar bahut hua
Apne aayene ko saaf karna bahut hua
Chalo phir unhi toofano se milte hain
Jinhe aksar humne mohabbat se barbaad kiya
chilly locust
Dearest Mental health,
I know that you have been tucked in between these multiple folds of life and locked, being pushed into a room where you have slipped into an abyss. But, how could I have been so careless, so thoughtless, to a friend like you? Of course, I had been and so I consider writing this letter as an apology to you my dear long lost friend.
You had been that another soul dwelling in my body gently and softly, while the world around me with its beauties and terrors had flickered at times. Though our relationship has been a bittersweet one- you have seen every important moment of this war- called life, I may have forgotten you but you were always there right next to me. And yes, I'm glad of the choice we have made, together with a share of indifference at times.
Now, whenever I look at the wilted and leafless tree, I don't doubt it ever it would bloom again, but I remember all the times I had climbed it as a child with sunlight shining through the leaves lightening my face brightly, and that's what you have taught me that sometimes, everything in this world has two sides, something to hold on and something to let go. At some point that night, when I gaze at the moon hanging low in the sky, I don't think of sleepless night, that I have suffered but how important it is to let go things which hurt you and stop accepting the love one think they deserve. Sorry. about that.
You have told me how it's okay to weigh down something that pulls me down to push me up at that moment. To all the times when demon have played in my head, you have just told me one thing to chose yourself over and everything but hold on this doesn't mean that I am selfish, it is just that a bird with broken wings cannot fly in future. You have wrapped me around your arms, on darkest days, and thank you for hanging in, and letting me know how an unimaginable breakdown can leave us simple breakthrough.
I may have mastered the art of not always greeting people, but will definitely want to hug you whenever possible.
कभी हाथ पकड़ के तू मेरा, चल दे, चल दे, कभी हाथ छुड़ा के मैं तेरा चल दूं, चल दूं
~~@manic sail
I still remember the morning after.
My eyes cracked open and saw the rain satisfying the scorched beneath.
It wasn't beautiful.
I still remember that split of a second
when I thought it was all the same
It wasn't.
I remember lifting my head with whatever power was left in me and lowering my eyes
to see the trails of blood trickling down my thighs
like the raindrops splashing against the windows.
I couldn't move a muscle in my body.
Not even an eyelid.
I lay there
in a pool of my own blood,
staring at the ceiling, undead.
I still remember filling the tub
And biting my lips to numbness when
I had to spread my legs.
I tried to remember what happened the night before
but I couldn't even take a breath.
All I felt was intense physical pain.
I did not think or cry.
It was "the calm before the storm", as they say.
Like lemon drops in water,
I watched the blood dissolve in vain.
I was engulfed in my nothingness when suddenly
I spotted the slap marks on my hands.
A red cup.
A joint.
"Don't worry, you'll enjoy it"
The more I recalled, the more I wanted to run away
And say STOP
to my brain.
I still remember that moment when I realised
that you had the advantage of smiling your actions away and
boast about how you broke me
To your boys.
My hands started shaking
And my lower jaw couldn't stay still
I could feel the tsunami of tears approaching
And then,
Nothing.
It was like what you see in the movies
Or read in dark poetry
Except for the fact that,
This had become my reality.
I still remember
Sitting in the scarlet water
Staring at the showerhead, lifeless
as the pattering of the rain.
I still remember
how much I wanted that moment to be
the end.
~~@thorn sedge
who are they
the eyes that sparkle amongst a rundown slum
who are they,
the bright smile that sparkle
on a face covered with soot
shiny black hair matted and thickened with dust
thousands of tiny naked feet
walking amongst broken glass
burning plastic and rotting waste
thousands of small beady eyes
not a single showing an emotion of hate
thin bony hands
adorned in tiny bangles
picking up plastic sheets
amongst rotting animals
their flesh ruined and mangled
a torn up doll in hand
a waste cloth for a diaper
sitting on the street crying
a black teeka his only protection
his only protection against
the violent gangs
the sooty smoke
the dusty air
the clogged drains
his only protection against
his father's drunken fist
a black teeka on his cheek
from behind big walls they peek
those eyes of little children
their skin covered in dirt
looking grey and rough
at their sight we shiver
we shoo them away in an instant
maybe its because we can't face
the reality of the india that they reside in
an india which shoos
which grunts
which shouts
an india with no water no food
no electricity no books
a country full of people
whose eyes dart side by side
whenever they are faced
made to see eye to eye
2 different countries peer into each other
one sees desolation poverty and hunger
one sees flashy cars brand new phones and brand new jeans
who are these people that live in India but don't
who are these people walking barefoot
among pebbles and stones
who are these people that we are so afraid to face
as their shiny sparkling eyes
reveal a pure soul clouded with haze
a small girl and boy sit by the train track
bare foot they scavenge a dirty garbage fill
a garbage fill filled with
shoes that we wore,but don't fit us no more
the shirts that we bought, and phones that we broke
and as their tiny bodies, labor night and day
whenever we pass the garbage fill we close our noses ,looking at them we say
"chee!!!,kaha se aate hai yeh bacche"
@round plume
quiet marlin
Behold the abyss of time
It seems a nightmare
So dark.
There resides
Voices in melancholy
echoing,Crying every bit
Not for what happened,
But for the one who stays.
The promises
Which now forsaken
Still,
Has memories
To take away,
Nither you, nor did I
Was it fate per say ?
My mistakes still wipers wit to me
It's nor you nither me, left;
Dear, the love stays.
chilly locust
I don't know if there is some connection between us
But it feels good talking to you,
Gazing into your eyes with that smile on your face
With a hope that you feel the same too.
~~@thorn sedge
stiff oriole
Ek wahi tha,
Jo kheta tha mahobbat m hadh nahi hoti,
Wrna hadh se zada mahobbat krne wale toh bahot dekhe !
thorn sedge
I am panicking
I messeed up
I'm falling
I can't get up
My mind, a house, full of frustration,
Led me to procrastination
The sweet taste of instant gratification
Led me to lack of justification
For the upcoming results
Of the test.
The test,
As witness
Will cause distress
Because of my mistakes
I hope i own up
My mess ups
I'm falling
I cant get up.
thorn sedge
-Ponderings of an erratic mind-
Here I am again
Safe in home's warm embrace
Wasted potential, regrets and anxiety
slowly corroding a rather cheerful soul
I am running with
no sense of direction
What I left behind is
a city of possibilities
for a town that will
stunt my growth
As I stare over
green lush fields
stretching over the horizon,
the gentle wind greets my face
A wave of nostalgia hits me;
I recall my carefree childhood days
I'm homesick, not for a place, but a time that is long gone
I remember the promise I made to myself years ago;
I will always move on
Yet, here I am, once again
Clueless about the seemingly predestined
There's so much I want to do,
but somehow idleness is corrupting my mind
I attempt to speak up,
but more often than not
I am at a loss for words
That feeling of helplessness
won't leave me behind
I cry oceans full of tears,
yet do not drown in them
That this is a sign of weakness, I absolutely condemn
Despite all of this,
everytime I sit down,
feeling confused and defeated,
a silvery voice echoes through the halls of my mind
Perhaps, I exist because of my troubles and contradictions
My life would be meaningless without them
jaunty lodge
- @priyanka_sambyal__ || @priyanka_writes_it
sly vale
Haan aaj maine tujhe kho diya,
haan tumne sahi suna maine tujhe kho diya.
Roz mere kandho par sar rakh kar rone waala Subagte hue meri baahon mein sone waala,
Aaj kahi aur jaake ro diya,
Haan aaj maine tujhe kho diya.
.
Rooh toh aaj bhi tere liye taras rahi hai,
aise na jaane tu khafa kyu ho gaya
Tu bhi tanha mai bhi tanha ho gaya,
Haan aaj maine tujhe kho diya.
.
Uss raah par teri baatein sajoya karunga,
Phir milu ya na milu teri har khaamoshi ko,
uss pyaar ke dhaage mein piroyaa karunga.
Haan aaj maine tujhe kho diya lamha bhi teri yaad mein ro diya.🌍🍃
long sphinx
With all my love, my beloved father.
That was a day, when I was born to be able;
The day marked for someone you’ve been responsible;
With all the aesthetic instincts of you, mine could enable;
You were the same who hydrated my heart with your fable.
For every instance, you’ve been able to win my heart;
With all your lovely, beautiful and distinctive art.
For you, my dad my life’s lesson was able to start,
This is the strength our bond has; nobody can tear that apart.
As I grew up, I was always adamant for something new,
Never did you break my heart; it being fulfilled by you;
Even if ‘twas hard time, my emotions were what you did sew;
Tears roll down my eyes, when I hover over an overview.
Today, with all my heart, about whatever I bother;
Above everything to me, is you and my mother.
Pledge to have a beautiful family, as we’ve been together.
It’s all my love for my beloved father,
It’s all my love for my beloved father.
--sg.optimist
chilly locust
To the one who is broken.
I know you are here with hope, that today what I will say will change your life. I know you are reading this with a wish that this letter will have all the answers to your questions. I know you ask yourself daily- Why was your heart shattered into millions of pieces and you were left alone to collect all of them.
I don't have any answers to that. am still trying to figure out, myself. I am sailing with you in the same boat. I am wishing that one day, I will collect all those pieces and mend my soul. But I have stopped chasing those pieces. I have stopped looking for them on the floor anymore. I am sitting. And enjoying this moment. Sometimes I cry and sometimes I relish those old sad Hindi songs. But I have embraced my broken heart, with all the love left. And the process of this acceptance is still going on. I have accepted that this is going to be a long haul.
The reason why I stopped running behind the healing process. Because the more I was chasing remedy, the more broken I was. So instead, what I did, I went back to my normal life. One day I woke up and instead of crying over those broken pieces. I went to clean my cupboard. As I was cleaning, I saw my childhood album in the corner of that cupboard. I opened it and stood there looking at those old photos. There were some photos of mine, where! had no teeth. Some photos from my first fancy dress competition. Some photos of our first bike. After 2 months of sadness, I smiled looking at the innocence in those photos. I thought about the person I was before my heart butchered.
So the day I decided to take care of myself a certain piece of my heart. My innocence, that I had lost in the massacre found its way back home through those albums. It took me one thing to heal- getting back to normalcy. I know today also, I am broken. But a certain part of mine has healed. And I know in some time other pieces will find their way back, too. You need to realise, you will never be able to collect all those pieces. You need to let your broken heart be. And one day those pieces of your heart will magically unite and heal.
The reason why I stopped running behind the healing process. Because the more I was chasing remedy, the more broken I was. So instead, what I did, I went back to my normal life.
~~@manic sail
shut shoalBOT
_Priyanka_#0069 has been warned
regal temple
compact junco
Hijr-i yaaraan na sata be-wajah
Ban gaya tu kyoon wajah be-wajah
Dil se kah waqt ruk ja paagal
Chal paṛa karne ye wafa be-wajah
Main use bhool chukka, bhool chuka
Baat ay dil na baṛha be-wajah
Naam lene ka iraadah bhi na tha
Chal paṛa zikr tera be-wajah
Un se milne ki wajah koyi naheen
Dhoondata kyoon hai wajah be-wajah
Wo Mera Tha Na Mera Ho Paya
Kyun Muqaddar Se Lada Bewajah
Ishq Hi Mere Liye Kaafi Tha
Har Khata Pe Kyun Saza Bewajah
Hijr-i yaaraan na sata be-wajah
Ban gaya tu kyoon wajah be-wajah
- Nabeel Shaukat Ali
jaunty lodge
- @priyanka_sambyal__ || @priyanka_writes_it
.
When the past emotions and the feelings have been to its depth. It is hard to run away. To accept the new reality, the new future. We all are bound, bounded with the extreme desires, desire to be loved, to express love. Even when we already know the past hasn't done good to us, still, we still want to chase for it❤
Reality seems hard to be accepted.
manic sail
We all will get better, eventually.
Your mind is a complex thing. It holds pain longer than happiness. Letting go isn't easy. It's not like that you'll wake up one day, and all your pain will vanish. Bad things in your life get into your head and somehow they manage to make a permanent place there. Throwing them out is the real skill. You may come across many postive people who will ask you to let go of things. They will motivate you. But they can't take that pain away, you know. It's yours and only you can take it out.
As you move forward in life, you carry yourself with a baggage of mistakes, fear and pain too. But do you really want to take them with yourself? No, never they just stick by your side. In that process of leaving those things behind, you will feel vulnerable. That process is very heartbreaking in itself.
But, with each passing day, you will become stronger and someday that pain will not bother you anymore. Yes, you are right. The pain won't vanish away from your life. The pieces of those events will always remain in your subconscious mind. But after point, your happiness will matter the most than those bitter moments.
Never try to be hard on yourself, to take them out from your life at one go. Your life is made of both best and the worst. One day, in the future when you'll look back, you'll be happy that you didn't give up. Your life is a process and eventually, everything will be okay, because you'll get stronger after every day
~~@AmanSaini#2602
chilly locust
हमारे यहाँ मोहब्बत अलफ़ाज़ से की जाती हैं,
कह ना सके जो वो कागज़ से की जाती हैं ꫰
हाँ शायद करते हैं मोहब्बत बेशुमार तुमसे,
फिर भी होंठो पर चुप्पी रखी जाती हैं ꫰
और माना तुम भी आए हो जन्नत से,
बताओ ना वहां मोहब्बत किस लिहाज़ से की जाती हैं ꫰
देखो उसूल हमारे भी है कुछ ज़िन्दगी में,
फिर भी हमारी मोहब्बत बिना उसूलो के की जाती हैं ꫰꫰
~~@river fern
My bones weighted down on me
And my soul failed to respond
Awaken, still, my eyes look at everything and see nothing
My heart is forgetful and my mind clings on the old times
I will never live down my own mistakes.
Somewhere, sometime, I evaded mirrors.
Somewhere, sometime along the lines of life, I forgot what I looked like.
Although I dismantle every system in my head and in my heart, my reflection tells me nothing, and contemplation brings me only pain.
~~she used you
ना पूछ मेरे सब्र की इंतेहा कहाँ तक है,
तू सितम कर ले, तेरी हसरत जहाँ तक है
मंदी की उम्मीद, जिन्हें होगी उन्हें होगी,
हमें तो देखना है, तेरी तेजी कहाँ तक है।
~~@green walrus
Lie to make them happy
Tell the truth to ruin your life.
It was your fault in the beginning
You paid the price.
Love was a joke, but I believed a hoax.
If I had lied I wouldn’t be this way
I see that now.
Music suppresses the pain
A gun to your head with a hint of fame.
I make a nice decoration
Maybe they’d agree.
Only a sad song so get me through the night of thinking about her.
I see the reality behind there madness, it’s something I couldn’t comprehend let alone compare to your happiness.
It was me all along, that’s the story I’m left to believe.
It’s better this way, I know she can see.
I’ll keep living but not for myself, only for the others that mean so dearly to me.
~~she used you
~~ @midnight swallow
I am panicking
I messeed up
I'm falling
I can't get up
My mind, a house, full of frustration,
Led me to procrastination
The sweet taste of instant gratification
Led me to lack of justification
For the upcoming results
Of the test.
The test,
As witness
Will cause distress
Because of my mistakes
I hope i own up
The mess ups
I'm falling
I cant get up.
~~@final creek
saansei meri ho jeevan tmhara ho
aankhei meri ho nazariya tera ho
sapne hamare ho par unme maujoodgi tumhari ho
pair hamare ho par kadam tumhare ho
bas itna hi chahtaa hu ki jab bhi mai apne kandho ko dekhu
toh haanth tumhara ho
~~Dr. ML
thorn sedge
I feel the water so smooth and cool,
I feel the ocean as deep as peace
I feel the sorrow as thunder and light
I feel the tears as showers of rain
And sometimes the waves turning towards pain .
The stars the shine so bright so nice,
The birds that fly thein wings so high
I feel so happy so thankful to slay
In the place so green
Is the nature where I stay..
jaunty lodge
- @priyanka_sambyal__ || @priyanka_writes_it
chilly locust
-Ponderings of an erratic mind-
Here I am again
Safe in home's warm embrace
Wasted potential, regrets and anxiety
slowly corroding a rather cheerful soul
I am running with
no sense of direction
What I left behind is
a city of possibilities
for a town that will
stunt my growth
As I stare over
green lush fields
stretching over the horizon,
the gentle wind greets my face
A wave of nostalgia hits me;
I recall my carefree childhood days
I'm homesick, not for a place, but a time that is long gone
I remember the promise I made to myself years ago;
I will always move on
Yet, here I am, once again
Clueless about the seemingly predestined
There's so much I want to do,
but somehow idleness is corrupting my mind
I attempt to speak up,
but more often than not
I am at a loss for words
That feeling of helplessness
won't leave me behind
I cry oceans full of tears,
yet do not drown in them
That this is a sign of weakness, I absolutely condemn
Despite all of this,
everytime I sit down,
feeling confused and defeated,
a silvery voice echoes through the halls of my mind
Perhaps, I exist because of my troubles and contradictions
My life would be meaningless without them.
~~Prakruti
zinc sparrow
तेरी आँखों में हमने क्या देखा
कभी क़ातिल कभी ख़ुदा देखा
अपनी सूरत लगी पराई सी
जब कभी हमने आईना देखा
हाय अंदाज़ तेरे रुकने का
वक़्त को भी रुका रुका देखा
तेरे जाने में और आने में
हमने सदियों का फ़ासला देखा
-सुदर्शन फ़ाकिर
jaunty lodge
@priyanka_sambyal__ || @priyanka_writes_it
compact junco
Tum
Tere sar ke baalon se leke tere pair ke naakhun tak
Tere dil se leke teri dhadhkan tak
Tere ruh se leke teri saans tak
Sab mera hai
Tere aansu se leke teri hasi tak
Teri pareshaani se leke tere sukun tak
Teri kashish se leke teri aarzoo tak
Sab mera hai
Teri zindagi se leke teri maut tak
Tere khayal se leke sawal tak
Tere pyaar se leke tere nafrat tak
Main tera hoon
Sirf tera hoon
- Abrix
thorn sedge
I slept
At AM five,when the sun didnt rise
Gave up fake smile
Shed layers,mine
All alone
At home
Like a cocoon
That melody
Both sad and melancholic
Made me remember hollow memeories
Memories that were both blank and full of furies
That made me shed the laugh and face the rough
Of the scars,that i locked behind bars
To not show the people my sorrows.
For i trusted some with my sorrows
And they left me as if a rabbit,in the burrows.
It was now nine
I told myself
I was fine
And woke up
To hide those scars
With those laughs.
All alone
Like a cocoon.
manic sail
i was the ocean
You wanted rivers
i was the moon
You chased the stars ✨
thorn sedge
Kyun hai tu preshan?
Kya kami hai tujhme!
Kyun hai tu khafa zindagi se?
Kya bhagwan sath nahi hai!
Todh de ye zanjeer rukawaton ki,
Nikal padh khule asmaan ki ore.
Kismat nhi achi to karam krke usse sudhar
Kuki kuch namumkin nhi tere liye.
Aasan nahi jeena duniya me ye jaan liya hai,
Par mar ke kuch hasil nhi hoga ye maan liya hai.
Pakad le apni raftar zindagi ki uchaio se,
Varne reh jaoge inhi ghr ghrastiyo ki kahaniyo me.
Kuch toh kar..
Kuch toh karr..
Pr yoon muh latka ke Matt padh
Hoga vahi jo tum chahoge
Bass waqt aane pr us chiz ko paoge.
Me saath hu tere, tere har kadam pe
Mtt maan khud ko yoon akela apne har padaam pe.
Jhooti hasi has ke kya paa loge?
Khud ko andar yoon maar kr kisko chaah loge?
Khud ko sukoon de,
Dimag ko araam de.
Khud ko tu vapis paa sake isliye preshaniyo ko pichhad de.
Baat meri maan
Khush rahega tu
Kuki haan me hi vo zindagi hoon.
-Vanshika
quiet marlin
jaunty lodge
-
@priyanka_sambyal__ || @priyanka_writes_it
gleaming veldt
The hardest decision in life is to decide, whether to wait for someone or just move on with the memories.
thorn sedge
BEAUTY ISN'T SKIN DEEP
We are all beautiful in our own way. Not because of those filters or editing. We are not beautiful because of the clothes we choose to wear, or the makeup we wear.
We don't appreciate ourselves because we haven't seen us in those small happy moments. When we are genuinely laughing at a joke a friend cracked, or when we are smiling at our loved ones, or when we are blushing.
We don't see ourselves in those precious moments when we are expressing real emotions and not faking it for a picture. Those small cute activities show our actual beauty. You don't know how cute you look when you smile or laugh or blush.
Nobody is too fat, or too slim. No complexion is too dark or too pale. No one is too short or too tall. Fat people are chubby and cute as a teddy bear or panda. Slim people are also pretty. People with a dark complexion or light complexion both are beautiful. Short people look cute and so do tall people.
These physical aspects don't define beauty. Beauty is those small cute things that you do and that happy look that you get when you are just simply living life to its fullest.
bitter ether
THE CHAOS
I hear them
Cry, quarrel and shout
All I can do is to cover my mouth
With my hands pressing against lips
Cries so silent with supressed screams
Barely can sleep Or stay awake
Its been so so long days
Things have been this way
Ego clashes with so less talks
Its hard to breath
Amid this havoc
I can't bear
Sometime I rebel
Sometime I stood helpless
Its getting difficult to fight back
To QUIT seems easier these days
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
eternal plaza
Tha baitha akela us raat mai
Khoya tha bs ek hi khayal me
Ki duniya mujhse anjaan thi?
Ya khud se hi ban chuka tha anjaan mai
Na jaanu un beete pal me
Mere Sath khade jo kal the
Kya gum hue?
ya badal gye?
Ye sach h? Ya fir koi chhal hai
Mana thoda naadan tha
Apni harkato se badnaam tha
Aaj yaad kr un galtiyon ko
Ban chuka hu be-naam sa .
Ab khoya hu bas in panno me
Siyai bhari in nazmo me
Jo pa saku yun khudko mai
Shayd tab samjhu ki badla mai
quiet marlin
Mid December 2010,
it's morning you don't need fan anymore nor your phone coz cold is the whether not you; having your Maggie you are watching your favourite cartoon waiting for next. The only stress is to catch up Takeshi castle at 12 noon else depression is still unknown friend of yours
You were happy, you were the happiness and this was life :)
chilly locust
I AM SORRY; I CAN'T CONSOLE YOUR SCARS
If you are shattered and
Bursting in tears
If you are sad and
Low in fears
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you are timid and
Frightened to talk
If you are angry and
Mad in havoc
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you are in pain and
Your screams are going in vain
If you are screaming and
Your voice is silent
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you want someone to talk and
Your words piercing deeply
If you want someone to hold your hand and
Stay always by your side
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you are feeling lonely and
Your absence is felt within
If you are more insecure and
Being possessive is what you bear
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If your wounds are paining and
You are feeling being in hell
If your breaths forgot and
Stopped calling your beloved's name
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you want to rant and
And shouting is no help
If you want to talk in silence and
No one is having so much patience
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you think I will come near you and
Will hug you tightly
If you think I will be with you and
Will say "Everything is going to be all right"
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you will say me to stay and
To be your strength
If I was a weakness all this time and
Still you want to behold me
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If in your blacks and blues and
In your times of despair
If you are in bad mood and
Need some sweet words to soothe
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If in darker nights and
Winds chilling down to spine
If in the room of love and
In the coziness of lust you want me
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you runs hear and there
Scratching dreams you aspire
If your memories fade with time and
You forget life's Rhyme and Rhythm
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you have doubts in life and
Unable to mend the bonds torn by pride
If you want me to show you the path right
To let you stand upright
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you will walk ahead and
Love will be your fuel
If you want me to go along and
Be your life's best jewel
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you are going through severe break downs and
You are unable to make decisions
If you want me to guide you and
To heal your heart's scars
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you want me to kiss your injuries of past and
You want our bond a bit longer to last
If despite heavy pouring rain
You want a great new start
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you are all trodden in your path
If you want a consoling heart
If you believe a loving person you hath
If you think i will help you in your new start
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you think I am a healer
Ignoring my tears apart
If you think I will love you love
From deep corner of my soul and heart
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you think I am cheerful all the while
Smile being my best attire all this while
Blush never faded from my cheeks
These are the false truth that you seek
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
If you never tried to understand my pain
Never expect me to do so in vein
I can love the loving bond to the fullest
Or can be a cruel witch getting dejected
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
Still if you hope I will heal you up
Then
I am sorry
I can't console your scars
~~@bitter ether
ashen monolith
Being a woman is never easy…
Being a woman is never easy...
Right from being called as "girl" to being called as "woman", it's really a hard journey.
I agree, men too have to do a lot of sacrifices as compared to women, but the journey of holding a "foetus" to "giving birth" is never easy.
Hair, one of the most beautiful of a woman, she doesn't care about while pregnant. From hair fall while bathing to lot of rashes on face and what not, she sacrifices it all.
Hardly able to control urine, as the bladder doesn't able to hold the urine for a longer time because of the baby's weight.
Fever, cough, cold or whatever, can't even take medicines, because it'll affect the baby's health.
Can't wear her favorite clothes because they don't fit, can't eat favorite food items because that person with stethoscope says, “it's not allowed!”
Depression, mood swings and so many changes to add on.
And the last but not the least, the pain while the delivery of the baby is beyond your imagination.
These 9 months are never easy...
But she sacrifices and deals with every uncomfortable moment, just because she knows that she'll forget every pain after seeing her baby for the first time.
Thanks for reading!
- @wanton mauve
ashen monolith
Dear Stranger, a love letter for you!❤️
If someone has cheated you, thank that person. Yes, you read that right.
Yes, I know, that person has given you so much pain
Yes, I know that you have cried so much for that person.
Yes my dear, I know this as well that despite putting so much effort, you were being cheated.
But trust me, that person has taught you so many life lessons, have made you stronger.
Yes, you suffered with pain, but trust me, as time passes, everything will be alright, please have patience my dear, trust the timing of time.
I know, you're still hurt, you still cry, and it's totally okay, all these will fade away, as time passes, you can't be in a hurry in this journey of healing.
~~ @wanton mauve
long sphinx
THE CREATORS OF LIFE, LEARN TO RESPECT
That was a day, the significant day the world showed you,
Life beyond the womb, the colourful nature, for you, 'twas new.
We cut the cake, we enjoy the anniversary, we call it our birthday,
The woman behind the scenes, your mother, do you portray?
The harsh truth of reality is something different as we see,
The creator of life, isn't treated the best, don't you disagree,
Half a million rape victims a year, the convicts still roam free;
The cheap committers of this harsh crime, are whom we shouldn't mercy.
The trembling father of a 7-year old daughter has no sleep at night,
The safety is what he's afraid of, that sheer suddenness of fright,
God bless his child, she be safe in her hostel tonight;
But someone else exactly as same as her, might just be facing the worst fight.
Tears roll down my eyes, as we can't change the past,
We can't change what's happened, justice let the hopes' last.
With all these thoughts, million tears and lives have passed,
Sometimes do we think, is the world really cursed?
But after all that uncertainty, there's always the time to change,
Time to get revamped, time to let the world rearrange.
As the representative of a newer generation, let's the thoughts interchange,
On the auspicious Womens' day in 2021, let some wise words exchange.
Thanks,
SG.
chilly locust
Kindness is an emotion which has been taken so much for granted, it involves all those generic beautiful things like gratification and just being sweet to people in general. It is also something which the world teaches and preaches in different volumes and in different definitions at different point intervals of our lives. And what does it really take for being kind to another co-existant, frankly, nothing. But then some people do decide otherwise and you do get you hear things as nasty as a hate club for you and they won't let a single opportunity let go just to shame you or blame you or just make a fool out of you but eventually makes out of them. Well, I can explain this. When I realise that each of my activities, whether it is talking to a guy or just having better relations with a person I low key did not have earlier, or it is the number of emotes I put just addressing a person, or just befriending a person who gives a little more attention to them than me, while every tiniest of my objectives or acts are observed so minutely, people also do claim to have a life of their own. I quote, the pen is mightier than the sword, and words do leave a clear impact on people's lives or mental healths, but when all of this happens, it's when you choose not to give a shit and just keep your calm for everything's that's been going on, that's when you win. You win the solace and the peace of a stone in a waterfall. You win yourself people who do really care, because you know the world's against you and each one out there just wants to scar you to misery, but you win the compassion of a fellow friend who cares, and you win the care and nurture of a company which has so much value than you can ever imagine. And isn't it what really matters? To the million people against you, but the handful five are just enough to make you feel compassionate and be kind. Well yes, be kind. Cause for one, there's no harm doing that. And that one is just enough to make things better. :)
left inlet
**Tu Yu Jaate Huye Kyu Palat Rahi
Aur Aate Huye Kyu Ruk Rahi
Kya Kam Reh Gye The Faasle
Jakad Rahi Thi Ye Mohabbat Tujhe
Bin Baat Ke Tu Keh Rahi
Tu Ye Kar Nahi Sakti
Ye Meri Kasam Tujhe
Tu Chhod Gayi
Main Galiyo Me Na Bhatka
Gaya Un Shayaro Ke Mehfil Me
Peeta Rahaa Har Ek Ghut
Kyuki
Saaki Me Mujhe Tu Dikhe
Saaki Me Mujhe Tu Dikhe**
manic sail
every single person around me believes that i have moved on my friends, even the best of my friends that i have moved on from the person who at one point of time meant the world to me. i no longer talk about you. my friends have stopped teasing me by your name, too.
but how do i tell anyone that all of this is just a façade? a lie to cover up my feelings that still exist for you. i have lost count of the number of times i have wanted to text you or call you just to tell you how much i miss you or sometimes just hearing your soothing voice.
you make me wonder how someone so close to me could become so distant? how do you just wake up one fine day and decide not to care or be a part of someone's life?
while you've mastered the art of moving on, i have mastered the art of caring❤️. something that i have always done with or without you by my side. there hasn't been a single day when i don't check your instagram.
every time you post drunk late-night parties, i want to know whether you have made home safely trust me, having someone whose actions have control over yours consumes you entirely. still with all the difficulties included, with everything that you made me go through, i would choose to care - every single moment.
because you can never stop caring for someone whose existence made you feel alive about yours. just so you know i still care, i always will.😇
quiet marlin
An ode to this world.
_If I’ll die
You’ll be unrehersed to cry
Coz till That time you’ll be addicted to happiness.
‘Happiness ‘ that’ll dwell inside you
Hence you would have forgotten your tears thereby
Till that time, My body will be witness of your purity.
My bones of your fumings.
And my soul will be your beautys constellation entity.
Our affinity Will be an affectictions mould.
And our tale will be an ode to this world._
bitter ether
Fear of Self
I lost myself
In this cruel rush of hour
I lost my emotioms
Lay numb as a corpse
Fear grew
Neither or Dark
Nor of Death
I fear myself
Fear of what I am becoming
Who I was
What I am
All these questions
Remained unanswered
A voice echoes
"I AM NOT THE ONE YOU THINK I AM. I AM THE ONE YOU NEVER WANNA BE."
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
wicked robin
पढ़ना-लिखना सीखो, ओ मेहनत करने वालो, पढ़ना-लिखना सीखो, ओ भूख से मरने वालो. क ख ग घ को पहचानो, अलिफ़ को पढ़ना सीखो, अ आ इ ई को हथियार, बनाकर लड़ना सीखो. ओ सड़क बनाने वालो, ओ भवन उठाने वालो, खुद अपनी किस्मत का फैसला, अगर तुम्हें क्रना है. ओ बोझा ढोने वालो ओ रेल चलने वालो, अगर देश की बागडोर को कब्जे में करना क ख ग घ को पहचानो, अलिफ़ को पढ़ना सीखो, अ आ इ ई को हथियार, बनाकर लड़ना सीखो. पूछो, मजदूरी की खातिर लोग भटकते क्यों हैं, पेड़ों, तुम्हारी सूखी रोटी गिद्ध लपकते क्यों हैं. पूछो, मां-बहनों पर यों बदमाश झपटते क्यों हैं, पढ, तमहर महनत क फल सठ गटकत कय ह. पढ, लख ह दवर पर महनतकश क नर, पढ, पसटर कय कहत ह, व भ दसत तमहर. पढ, अगर अध वशवस स पन छटकर, पढ, कतब कहत ह - सर ससर तमहर. पढ, क हर महनतकश क उसक हक दलवन ह, पढ, अगर इस दश क अपन ढग स चलवन ह. पढन-लखन सख ओ महनत करन वल, पढन-लखन सख ओ भख स मरन वल
wicked robin
अब मत खोलना मेरी ज़िन्दगी की
पुरानी किताबो को जो था वो मैं रहा नहीं
जो हूँ वो किसी को पता नहीं
quiet marlin
**सितामगरो का सितम, आवाम पे आज़ाब है,
फिलहाल दबी है आवाज़ जो अभी इन्कलाब है।
सुना है खेतों मे फसल लेहराती नहीं अब, जिस –
जमीन पर है फिलहाल उसकी बुनियाद खराब है।
जो दिखाया है तुमने, हमने सब मान लिया
जो नहीं दिखाया अभी तक उसका भी हिसाब है।
तीसरे सातून का अब काम कुछ यूं है मानो-
पहले मज़हब फिर कोई माओ तो कोई कसाब है।
बेहके है सब झूट के नशे में कुछ इस तरह
जैसे रगो मे घुला अफीम आबो- हवा में शराब है।
आज बैठे है किसान, वहा एक सैलाब और था
टोपी पाकिस्तानी और पग खालिस्तानी उनका जवाब है।**
swift rose
I was there when you felt sad,
I was there for myself why my mood was bad.
When you cried I gave you my shoulder,
When I was about to cry I made my self bolder.
I was there when you wanted some advice,
When I needed help I searched it on my device.
I was there when you wanted support,
When I felt helpless I just kept losing my hope.
You did not learn from you mistakes,
When I went wrong you had someone to replace.
You did not share things whenever you were excited,
Oh! I forgot I never got excited.
You did not make things better for me,
Don't laugh b***h, these lines are not funny.
ornate tartan
**I remember your pain~
I remember your pain when you sat by yourself at dawn,
I remember your pain when you ripped off your mask,
I remember your pain when you shed tears in your closet,
I remember your scars that you showed,
I remember your sobbing voice with flames,
I remember your bruises on your flesh,
I remember the wounds on your soul,
But i'm no Phoenix to heal you with my tears,
I couldn't hold myself back,
I couldn't hold back my tears,
I remembered that you are miles away,
I remembered that i could only shower you with my words,
For that i remember your pain.
I can still hear the screams in your walls,
I can still see the nails on the windows bent,
I can still see the curtain soaked in your blood,
I can still see your pen stabbed on the notebook,
I can still see your earrings on the floor,
I can still see you sitting by the window,
Adoring the dusk,
Warming me with your smile,**
*"You again came back?,
Don't ruin that shirt i know you hate it Mr.."
"Who doesn't likes sunsets Trippy?"*
quiet marlin
Sin_
The warmth of moment
Lust being pure
Your soul to mine allures
And our body to eachother clinged,
Stains reshaped as kisses
Hesitancy was lost
My body to yours was host
And we witnessed our characters in akin.
We got alive to be dead
I was ready again to be shred
The last time tides got high whithin
And then; you realised it was a sin.
eternal plaza
I'm just nervous over nothing even shit I can't even control
I used to love to be in public, now i'd rather be alone
And even though it's difficult its probably for the best
If i didn't make a change i would drank myself to death
Then i'll wake up feeling better than i did before
But something hits me out of nowhere and almost knocks me to floor
A heaviness ,a readiness to get back into bed
A sadness that i can't explain ,a cloud over my head
My deepest darkest fears feel like they filling up like ocean
I m floating on the surface with only hope that keep me going
I've been down on myself,man, i forgot how to believe in me
I never asked for help i just drown myself and struggle secretly
stuck zodiac
CRYING IS NOT A SIGN OF WEAKNESS
"You're a guy. You're not supposed to cry like a baby. Be strong. Be a man."
We've all heard this being told to the male gender. All the boys and men reading this, I can say with utmost surity that you've heard this at least once in your life. I just want to ask, is the male gender some other species? Are they not humans?
Just because you're a guy doesn't mean u can't cry. Crying does not make you weak. You are also human. You also feel emotions and you also feel pain. You can't just snap your fingers and turn it off. Crying is not a sign of weakness. It's a sign of being human, having a heart and feelings emotions.
Not crying and letting it out is kind of like torturing yourself. Keeping it all bottled up inside is just gonna make it worse. It's just carrying unnecessary burden and weighting yourself down. You feel pain, maybe once or twice or thrice you bear it, keep it inside. Eventually you need to let it out or else it's just gonna start affecting your mental health and then your physical health.
We all know that communication is key in any relationship. Crying is a way of communicating with your own self, your soul. It's a way of being in touch with your feelings. If you're not in touch with your own feelings how can you expect to understand other's feelings.
cry, cry your heart out;
it does not make you weak.
Don't you try to stop it
as from your eyes tears leak.
cry, cry your heart out;
it shows you have a heart.
You are also human,
you can also fall apart.
cry, cry your heart out;
don't keep the pain aside.
It helps you feel connected,
it shows you're human inside.
cry, cry your heart out;
don't let it weigh you down.
Let the pain, with the tears, flow
as you feel yourself breakdown.
cry, cry your heart out;
let the wall crack.
Then pull yourself together
and get back on track.
:- @thorn sedge
quiet marlin
Dear hazel grace,
Your the lady, an epitome betterhalf Everyone wants to spend rest of his existential time with. Thanks for making me believe again that love is magical with powers to heal your time and rest of existence in this human drama.
I wish gus could have stayed bit longer to know about your choice, choice that made you proud of your love, love which is not only written in books but also inked in our hearts, hearts that have started to beat once again , and once again it's all okay!
But is it okay to envy how your love was enternal being infinite in its scope,I wish to have an infinite love like yours, I wish. but you know! Some infinities are always bigger than other infinities.
- a genuine fan :)
somber gale
Mujhe tum se baat to karni h ...
Par kese karu samjh nhi aata,
Dil me dabaye baitha hu us tufaan ko...
Kese keh du pyaar se samjh nhi aata,
Log to mujhe tera Aashiq kehte hi h ...
Par tu hi ye aashiqui samjh nahi paati
Ye zalim zamana kya samjhega sache pyaar ko...
Ye bhi teri tarha gairo pe vishwas karta h ye mujhe samjh nahi aata ,
Tu ek baar pyaar se bas dekh le muje Itna bhi bura nahi hun ...
par tu nahi dekhti ye muje samjh nahi aata..
kya m na-samajh hu ya tu na-samajh
ye mujhe samjh nahi aata....
left inlet
Dharm ko sawal na karo,
Ek mahaan Vyaktigat Vyakti ne kaha
Us Vyakti ki duvudha ka labh uthaya,
aur usko bataya
Dharm sawal karne ke liye bana hai,
Aur ye Geeta Granth Quran in
Sawalo ke jawab dene k liye
Na ki mandir me baithe wo pujari,
Jiske man me hi kapat ho
or dhan hi prakat ho
Bhagwan na kabhi marta hai,
Na kabhi paida hota hai
Kabhi neeche aake dekh khuda,
Yaha tujhe banaya jata hai
Aur 10, 1000, 1 lakh me becha bhi
Fir koi mere ko kehta hai,
Har kisi me Khuda basta hai
neon phoenix
I am tired.
I am exhausted.
I don't really know what to feel.
My day starts with a hope to be better but when night reaches all I feel is emptiness.
The emptiness that is deep inside my soul search for a ray of hope to achieve the stars in the sky.
This space full of darkness seems full of darkening deep inside my soul.
Is it really hard to turn dreams into reality?
Or my dreams are unachievable?
Maybe I will wake up tomorrow again in search of light but darkness inside my soul will empower it and crush my wishes to look a
Will life turn around and look at me with more kindness?
Or will my life take away all the happiness from me and turn my life full of thrones in this bed of roses?
chilly locust
mazhab ki diwaro ko todne chla tha mai
2 dilo ko jodne chla tha mai
Akela tha pr chal rha tha mai...
Khuda ko dhoondne chla tha mai
Uske bndo se puchne chla tha mai
Iss nafrat ki diwar ko kbtk badhaoge
Kbtk 2 dilo ko iss trh sataoge
Kbtk unhe milegi saza kbtk unhe rhna hoga khafa
Doge tum jawab tumhare khuda ko jb milunga mai usko uski rah(path) pr
Akela tha pr chl rha tha mai...
~~@river fern
Kuch to raaz hai !
Jo tum aisey hasti ho
Lehrati ho jo masti mey
Muskrahat kii chadar
Rakhti ho jo cherey pey
Laaj sharam ka ghena peheney
Acha tum pay lgta hai
Itni sundar ho tum k
Chaand bhi feeka lgta hai
Kuch to raaz hai
Jo hardum hasti rehti ho
Dukhi hoti ho ander sey
Pr phir bhi hasti rehti ho
Pyasey ko kuvaa
Bookhey ko roti mil jaye
Aisey sundarta tumhari ha
K waqat bhi kuch der tham jaaye
Dekh kr tum ko aisa lga
K dukh sab m bhula javu
Khud ka bhool k m
Tum ko apney ander bsa javu
Kuch to raaz hai
K baar baar dekhna chahu
Tum ko milkr ek baar
Tuhey raaz kii baat btana chahu
~~@cinder lion
Pal yeh beet jayga
Hai Jo aaj kal nazar Na ayga
Kaise roklun iss lamhe ko mein
Apno ka Saath Jo chuut jyga
Kar mat tu bhool aur
Sambhal le apne rishton ki dor
Kehti hai yeh rooh meri mujhse
Kuch Dino ka hi hai ghamand tera
Uss beetey pal ki trha
Tu Bhi kahaan kal nazar ayga.
~~@thorn sedge
What would I do without you now? What would I do without that smile lighting up my mornings brighter than the sun could ever shine; what would I do without those fingers that would find a little space and snuggle in between mine; what would I do without that mouth running all day and night, riling me up and calming me down with that sweet and savoury voice? What would I do without you...
Without those mischievous eyes, those sweet nothings and those temporary good byes; what would I do without those annoying conversations, those sweet goodnights and those missed calls you'd leave when you would be drunk and unable to sleep; those late night calls when all of sudden you'd sing for me, or those weird mood swings when you'd do anything but sing to me, in your beautiful soothing voice, you'd rather just sit there and talk about those psycho exes and weird guys you meet... Keep on talking and leave the conversation in between.
Oh what would I do if you weren't here with
me..
~~SPTian
Khayalo ke sanduuk mein
Rakhe hain pal sambhalke meine
Gavha hain jiske wo log
Jeeye hain jinke Saath yeh lamhe
Kisi din Jo
Khin duur hum chle Bhi gye
To in Palo ko sambhalke rkhna
Khafa Bhi ho agar bure lamho se tum
Khuda se maang lenge uski maafi
Bas guzaarish hai tumse itni
Ki
Saath bitaaye un ache palon ko
Hamesha yaad rakhna.
~~@thorn sedge
Deep into that darkness peering,
Long i stood
Hoping someone would save me
I needed to be saved
Right when i thought i might just disappear, you saw me And i knew he was the one
You came along
I waited for this so long
I knew this pain, rage and agony would go away
There you were standing with your arms wide open
Ready to let me have your heart
While i was broken into million pieces
Trying to put them together pieces by pieces
I was too scared to love
So I pushed you away
I hope you'd come along and never let me go
You were ready to go to any extent just to keep me by your side
But I was too blinded by love to see the other side
~~@thorn sedge
"All art is quite useless."
-Oscar Wilde.
The only purpose it serves is to satisfy the adoration of the person who judges it. Thats the only reason it exists. It doesn't contribute anything to the development of the society or wealth. Of course, you can sell a painting and earn thousands of dollars from it, but that's misuse. That wasn't the reason it was created in the first place. The artist never gave a shit about the sales. He probably knew that chances are his painting is going to end up on another pile of thousands of other paintings, all equally meaningful to their respective creators, if not to the audience who eventually enjoy it. To the artist, its their passion in a canvas. A place for them to vent, or express their rawest emotions. Not a mini bank, which is perhaps what makes it useless. If it doesn't bring in cash, what does it do? Aesthetic value has never silenced a growling stomach. This quote is somewhat justified, if money is what your idea of "wealth" is.
~~@thorn sedge
Let them call you a loser because sometime what you have gained from that loss is way beyond what you would have gained from the success.
Obviously one cannot won all the time, but what's important is to give it a shot, to try,to try until your sweat turns into blood.
I you love something don't listen to what people are saying.
Hey champ just keep your head high fix curtains around your eyes so that you don't look here and there and just focus on your goal.
Believe me failure is the biggest coach in life.
Keep trying because genuine losers are those you aren't even trying, atleast you stand above them.
Success is sweeter only when you have bathed with sweat
And a tasteless tea when you bathed with a jet.
MS DHONI always says this -What doesn't kill you makes you strong.
So keep hardworking.
" YOU ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU"💯 💯
~~@stray drum
~~Gowtham A
April. And the air dry
As the shoulders of a water buffalo.
Grasshoppers scratch at the dirt,
rub their wings with thin legs
flaring out in front of the soldiers
in low arcing flights, wings a blur.
The soldiers don’t notice anymore,
seeing only the wreckage of the streets,
bodies draped with sheets, and the sun,
how bright it is, how hard and flat and white.
It will take many nails from the coffinmakers
to shut out this light, which reflects off everything:
the calloused feet of the dead, their bony hands,
their pale foreheads so cold, brilliant in the sun.
~~@gleaming crystal
I knew the names of stones at the river mouth,
crossed giving thanks to their uneasy spirits.
I heard killings in the shadows, knew to turn keen and quick,
travel in the presence of thunder, leave no scent or spoor behind.
Preferring the high...
~~@gleaming crystal
Shackles of Mortality.
Birth again, death again,
caught I’m in the shackles of pain,
life is a journey wth dramatic trails,
as I walk alone with melancholic strain
Dualities are part of my existence,
trying to overcome with all my persistence,
In truth, I always believe,
that victory follows honest perseverance
Families, friends, and relatives untroubled,
Knots of relationships keep me entangled,
when mortal loves another mortal,
consequences ought to be crumpled
tormented I am with desires insatiable,
in search of bliss, I render myself pitiable,
when suffering comes, I blame your jurisdiction,
little do I know how majestic is your subjugation
Give me the strength to fight against every odd,
and lead a life to please you oh my Lord,
shackles of mortality have bound me so tight,
who else can free them except you the supreme God?
~~@shadow sky
Nothing Excites me Anymore.
These winds and breeze that I feel don’t excite me anymore.
Even,
Feeling the sunshine isn’t that exciting anymore.
Coz nothing in my life excites me anymore...
.
I guess my life has some taste left
But now I believe that’s completely sour.
Coz nothing in my life excites me anymore...
.
My mind knew the truth
Still,
my heart had an Open Door
But now no one is welcomed
Coz nothing in my life excites me anymore...
.
People pass by with their “Hey’s” and “Hello’s”
But that’s not cheerful to me
Coz nothing in my life excites me anymore...
.
All my thoughts have been discovered
And,
All my theories are a lore
.
People say it’s just a phase
Some even say,
I’m not depressed I’m just a little bore
But, Whatever it is
to me it’s still the same
Coz nothing in my life excites me anymore...
.
Until the winds finally roar
and make every wave I ever needed
Touch my heart’s shore
I guess I won’t be that Joyful
Coz nothing in my life excites me anymore...
~~@vestal onyx
husan ki ye karigari
sharab banke mere di pe chadi
nasha to esa tha uski har ek gunt me
ki muh ko lagaye bina hi pini padi
~~@supple sonnet
barish ki bund si thi
wo barsat ane pe chalkti thi
Mausam ka maja leti thi
jab khud barsat banke barsati thi
~~@supple sonnet
In this night, instead of watching the fireworks, I am watching you. These fireworks are always normal every year, but this time, it’s special. No matter how much time you stay with me, I want the time to go as slow as possible. No matter how many seasons and how many years pass by. I want to see the fireworks with you. No matter how much time goes on, no matter how many lives pass by, but I want to stay with you, holding hands together and watching these beautiful lights of life. Because you are the one.
~~@prime sigil
thorn sedge
Parda
Aankhon se chashme ke parde hataoge, toh maan lungi tumhe,
Apne khayalon ko, bin marode saamne laoge, toh jaan lungi tumhe.
Iss Khushi ke parde ke peeche, jo tanhaiyon ke chhupe ghaav hain,
Woh dikhaoge, tab maan lungi tumhe.
Meri khuli zulfon se pehle, mann ke moti pirona chahoge,
Tab jaan lungi tumhe.
Bahar ki sajawat aur ujale se pare,
Agar andar ke andheron se waqif hona chaho, toh maan lungi tumhe.
Apne mann se toh koi bhi choo kar chala jaata hai,
Agar bina tan ko chhue, iss mann ko choo paye
Tab jaan lungi tumhe.
wanton mauve
wicked robin
मैं साहिल हूँ हर शाम का, दिन ढलने का पैगाम लिए। मैं हासिल हूँ हर शाम को, नव-प्रभात का पैगाम लिए।
somber gale
कोई मुझसे प्यार के बारे में पूछे तो सिर्फ तू याद आती है
जब कोई मुझसे तन्हाई के बारे में पूछे तो सिर्फ तू याद आती है
मै लिखना नहीं चाहता तेरे बारे में न ही तुझे याद करना चाहता हुं
लेकिन जो भी काम करता हुं सिर्फ तू ही याद आती है
लोग कहते है की अक्सर यादें मिट जाती है समय के साथ
लेकिन तुझमें क्या नशा है की हर वक्त बस तू ही तू याद आती है।
eternal plaza
You can't control everything
only just your destiny
Lately i got some blessings
But it's just the devil testin me 😴
bitter ether
[ I COULDN'T]
I couldn't believe
I was breathing in the stale air
Suffocating from the ruminations and anxieties
Yet what I could smell was a fresh meadow breeze
Tickling a laugh out of me
I just needed to allow it to.
I couldn't see
You're far away from my grasp
Reaching out into the unknown
Yet I know I'm not alone
I am loved and cared by many
And not just you,
I just needed to see it too.
I couldn't wait
Wanting to embark in a journey
Yet my patience seemed endless
When I see eternity in those eyes
They were actually also reflected in mine,
I just needed to know it too.
©Seetal J. Olim
@areum.margaret
signal sage
~Voices
I can hear people who aren't here
I can hear things that don't exist
In my ear, i can hear
just what i fear
Nothing is clear
These voices are near
Once a seer
Told me "beware"
Life will steer
Right into what you fear
I didn't hear
Though the advice was so clear
Now everything's there
With the people dare
And I am here
Alone with this fear
Now my hands are trembling
My world is crumbling
Before my eyes
I see no light
All I've got are lies
Seer's all seeing sight
Was right
It is my spite
That's taking me out
Maybe this is what everything is about
Maybe I'll die in vain
With all this pain
Maybe I've just gone insane
thorn sedge
Khayalo mein kaed hua baitha hai
sabse khafa khafa rehta hai ,
Kya pareshaani hai aisi
Ki muskaan chupaye apni duniya se
Daba daba rehta hai ,
Karni hai baatein khoob isko
Lekin kambhakt
Khudme khoya khoya rhta hai ,
Darta hai
Sawalo se , insaano se.
Ki koyi rok na le
Koi puch na le
Bhool ho na jaaye koi
Sabse juda juda rhta hai ,
Apne man mein buun liya hai jaal aisa
Ki usime uljha rhta hai ,
Akelepan ka kasoor hai sara
Apno se hi rootha rhta hai ,
Chaahat itni si hai iski
Zara sunle koi uski baaton ko ,
Samajh le uske jazbaaton ko ,
Roz kisi bheed mein pehchana chehra
Dhundhta rhta hai ,
Pad jaaye nazar tumhari kbhi
Do pal bitaa lena uske saath ,
Sun lena uski baat ,
Ki khamoshi ka yeh parda hatt jaaye ,
Zara sa wo nikhar jaaye
Aur
Yeh akelepan ka andhera
Muskurahat ki roshni mein badal jaaye.
signal sage
Beman sa bhi mann lga lete hain
gairon ko bhi kuch pal apna bna lete hain
kuch pal k liye khud ko sawar lete hain
phir na jane kitni rateen akele guzar lete hain.
kho gya h jo khud ka ,
usse ajnabiyon mein dhund lete hain.
khushi naseeb ho do pal ki
isiliye apne aankho ko do pal moond lete hain.
jo hai lakhon hisson mei tut chuka , usse himmat ki dor sei phir jhor lete hain.
koi aansu na sun sake hamare , isiliye sheher ki shor main thora ro lete hain.
zindagi sei khatam hui thi jo ummed usse phir sei jga lete hain.
noor hi zindagi ka kuch aisa hai ki,
beman sa bhi mann lga lete hain .
thorn sedge
I started reading poetry in almost 7th standard, when the only poems that made sense to me were the ones that rhymed. Slowly and gradually I went on to writing, about heartbreak, sorrow, my first crush and everything that is morose in this world. But every extreme emotion I have felt, has transformed itself into poetry. Poetry is cathartic, I honestly would've gone insane had I not discovered writing. It's like screaming on a paper and still making no noise. It makes me feel powerful, because unlike most of the things in life, poetry has absolute no bounds to it. It is fluid. In a very dark abyss in my life, where I feel I'm always drowning, poetry feels like a way out. Even though I don't feel we can ever get out of it, it helps knowing that we can try.
Happy World Poetry Day! ❤ Please keep writing, I'm rooting for you.
signal sage
I wake up every day
Knowing that it won't be great
Every day is exactly the same
Feels like I'm stuck in this frame
Everything feels so lame
I somehow need to end this game
I try to fight off the pain
But these thoughts remain the same
There's this knife on my desk
It wants to fly through my neck
But my dad pats me on the back
Saying don't give in to the stress
So I give it another take
There's nothing to lose anyway
In this fight with the pain
All i need to do is survive another day
But can I do it? We'll see.
cerulean breach
Khwaab
Koi unsuna sa hai khwaab mera,
Koi unkaha sa hai khwaab mera..
Ik bawandar mein hai fasa,
Ye khwaab mera..
Na jaane koi,
Kis mod chala ye khwaab mera..
gray current
One message removed from a suspended account.
left inlet
Me badtameez awara
Izzat da lachara
Jinu ummeed dhundhe besahara
Mai siya tere naal
Yaad kithu aunu
Tere kol reh ke vi
Pyaar na kar paya tennu
chilly locust
Deep into that darkness peering,
Long i stood
Hoping someone would save me
I needed to be saved
Right when i thought i might just disappear, you saw me And i knew he was the one
You came along
I waited for this so long
I knew this pain, rage and agony would go away
There you were standing with your arms wide open
Ready to let me have your heart
While i was broken into million pieces
Trying to put them together pieces by pieces
I was too scared to love
So I pushed you away
I hope you'd come along and never let me go
You were ready to go to any extent just to keep me by your side
But I was too blinded by love to see the other side
~~@thorn sedge
In this night, instead of watching the fireworks, I am watching you. These fireworks are always normal every year, but this time, it’s special. No matter how much time you stay with me, I want the time to go as slow as possible. No matter how many seasons and how many years pass by. I want to see the fireworks with you. No matter how much time goes on, no matter how many lives pass by, but I want to stay with you, holding hands together and watching these beautiful lights of life. Because you are the one.
~~@prime sigil
Be it the nightsky As the dogs bark
i wonder why the streets are so dark?
When cold breeze around chills my mind
I question myself for being so kind.
I usually overthink my past
i regret making my decisions so fast..
Although,
Sometimes the stars teach some lessons
lonely path towards brightest future were the sessions.
I outstretched my thinking ability just to imagine far away
The twilights taught me how to seize my day.
As The moons outlast my imaginations
I often searched for increations
I do wait for sunsets to diminish my pains
The darkest hour helps me to beautify my gains.
The keen whispering around the globe
Steps out just to settle out my sorrows.
In order to perish your goals
You must have a pure soul.
Although Your Love is just an expression.
Don't condemn it for your depression.
So remember my friend....
Think big
Learn shit
Sink in
In order to glow out you have to burn in
Thats the theory from the sun's do'in.
~~@bleak flame
Aapsi gupt-guu ko mohalle mei saji adalat btaa rhe ho,
Tum padhe likhe ho sahab Mohabbat mei waqalat btaa rhe ho,
Aur baat krre the Zindagi bhar saath chloge,
Chordo tum 2 kadam chlne mei zalalat btaa rhe ho
~~@subtle dome
i am the girl everyone wants to be. Heather. i am everything you dream of becoming. i have the face you crave for, the waist you pray to god for every night, the ability to attract anyone that comes my way. i am adored, and envied by you.
i wonder why though
i wonder if you know about the first time a boy told me that he loved me. i was elated. i was 14 and we were at the movies. i could feel my cheeks reddening. that wasnt the only thing i felt though. 20 minutes later, a hand made its way up my right thigh. my hands were pinned to the handrests and i was told that i was pretty. pretty girls shouldnt resist. they enjoy, they have it so much easier.
my first boyfriend was 19. i always have been different, i guess. boys my age worship me, and the older ones cannot care less about "who i am". perhaps, thats what i like. or maybe, im used to being a object everyone adores for a second, satisfy themselves with, and then leave. im the mannequin you look at through the glass doors of the shop you know you cant buy anything from: you define every part me, how much you want the things i have. then you look the other way, and walk past me forgetting that i'll still stand there, with a heart a little more broken or with none at all.
can you ever see anything beyond the pretty face and the perfect body? do you know anything about me except for how "perfect" i am? like how i love sunsets more than life itself, or how the smell of food from my kitchen makes me wanna dance? how i love the sound of dead leaves crushing under my feet? like how i find wildflowers so much more prettier than roses? like how i find crows cute? or how i long for sundays when i can meet my dad and we can go out and have ice cream? i dont think you do. your eyes sweep away before you can see any of that.
everyone loves Heather. everyone hates Heather. everyone wants Heather.
i wonder why though.
~~@thorn sedge
Kehta hai Fareb wale kaam maine kare nhi,
Ye kehte waqt tum zara bhi dare nhi,
Tumhare bin jee nhi sakta ye kehte the tum,
Hijr ko arsaa hogya ab tk tum mare nhi
~~@subtle dome
chilly locust
Can I love myself for a while?
lam tired of pretending fake smile.
Can I live as the one I really wanna be?
Coz I no more wanna relate to a caged bird who wants to flee.
Do not judge me coz I have to reach a mile.
I don't care if your judgments make a pile.
I will shine a little more, you tag me selfish meanwhile.
I will smile a little more, setting my soul free.
Can I love myself?
Let me pamper myself in my style.
I will write poems of my heart and preserve them in a file.
I will adorn the scars that are a part of me.
To my happiness, only I will have the key.
Now no judgments can make me rile.
So can I?
I want to fly high, very high, into the sky..and even above the sky
Away from all the worldly pleasure and sorrow...To reach where there are only peace love and smiles
Coz I wanna love myself for a while...
I'm fine, 'm okay, I'm happy.
These words of mine are a very big lie.
My souls need love, care, and stand all the time,
Coz I wanna love myself for a while.
Let me dance along with the flowing winds...
let me hear the music of love...
Let me feel the magic in it,
Return me my smile, my peace, and
my wings so that I can spread them and let them get free.
Enough of Walking alone on dark nights...
At this very moment, a beautiful thought struck my mind...
Why are we chained by empty values,
Why follow the rules that bind.
Now, I wanna set my soul free,
I want god to think for me...
Now I want back everything that I let by.
God give me wings, I wanna fly...
Coz I wanna love myself for a while
~~@fluid ingot
quiet marlin
बाम से गुलाब, फिजा में तेरा इत्र घुला है जैसे।।
बेजान सी जिंदगी में आया है नूर इस तरह
अंधेरी उफक के तारें शगुफ्ता है जैसे। ।
तारे देने लगे कुर्बानी अपनी, चांद के खातिर
मानो उनका चांद से प्यार एक – तरफा है जैसे।।```