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[ornate plume]

A Forehead Peck

I got butterflies, a lot of 'em,
Not gonna lie, it never was the same,
The mischievous eyes, walking close to me,
And I just changed into a frozen frame.

The funny feeling in my stomach grew,
As the distances, between, reduced,
Finding intentions I looked up in his
Light grey eyes, that scanned mine too.

I saw my false-hate-fleece all lost,
I melted, never wanted to, but I did,
I closed my eyes, I couldn't see anymore,
My heartbeat, steadily getting rapid.

I felt the near touch, the hand landed down,
Tingling my soul, reaching out to my neck.
Fingers running down my hair, coming close,
He made me smile; gave a forehead peck.

~Raashi

[thorn sedge]

@sinful nova

[thorn sedge]

Man ho 'gar milne ka kabhi,
Tu bhi kabhi gul, kabhi gulzaar lete aana.

Kabhi 'gar khyaalon se guzru tere,
Tu bhi kabhi ishq se bhara ek sansaar lete aana.
~Kushagra❤

[white sierra]

Use ache se yad rehta mujhse bat karna
Lekin wo har roj phone karna bhul jati hai

[edgy citrus]

Iss duniya se ab or kyaa maangu
Mei bs tere saaye ki panaah maangu,

Gairo ki basti mei us raat kya hua
Khudgarz hu, kyu gairo ka bhla maamgu,

Tera saath jo mil naa paye jo mujhko kabhi
khushi se khud ko tanhaa maangu,

Be-rang duniya se rkhna kyaa raabta
Mei khud ko tere rang se ranga maangu,

-Ankit
(BROWN)

[idle owl]

Like every other someone -

I'm like every other boy,
Who feels demotivated!
I'm like every other grown up men,
Who endures the pain!
I'm like every other girl,
Who enjoys the rain!
I'm like every other winner,
Who believes he'll win again!
I'm like every other pessimistic,
Who is certain, one day, he'll die in vain!
I'm no different, I'm just like you,
Like every other someone!

[idle owl]

On the verge!

Almost everyday goes by,
As if it's yearly spring!
Seldom i feel cheerful,
Almost everyday despair!
Volatility in emotions,
As if it's rain in monsoon!

[turbid tusk]

Walking on the broken path
You tell me when i have lived
Just spell the words where i belong
Or is there anyone i can pry on
I have lived alone
Lived with a shadow of my own
Burning my eyes with a broken bone
May i feel the pain or loose this feeling of being lost
My thoughts are broke and my head scream
Does anyone know
Where to, so i can breath
My lungs are filled with the tears i hold
Is it a mistake to let my thoughts go
What if they burn some other soul?

[thorn sedge]

@dry sable

[thorn sedge]

Lil Tanu
Your huihui's home
Huihui huihui
Yeah
you ready?
Real mod, tu hai fraud in the scene
Sunna Tanu ki jali toh fir yeh hai pedo queen
Tu hai event head, open mics are fucking dead
Dhai saal pehle tera chill space hi tha bed

Bana mai mod toh maangu teri salah kyun?
jab bola tha aana, kiya tha mana, ab toh mara tu
Jab bhi muh khole lafda kara du
Harsh kare ungli bolti ab mai naraz hu

Tu baithe ab chup jaise haar-maani(harmony)
Dollar ka nitro anthani teri aamdaani
Jitno ki samay pe tune gaand maari
Mere voting ki list usse dus guna paar jaari
Tu karti moderation mere kaam bhari
Punjaban tu lagdi mainu bahut pyaari
Sutta peene dekho kaise bahar jaari
Nani hai tanu bole maar khaani?
(Naari hai tanu isliye maar khaari)

Khada tha mai saath na, jab maari tujhe laat na
Gaaliyon se bhara pet kharab tera hajma
Delhi mein baith ke khaati bas rajma
Maathe par tilak aur rago mein plasma

Simps ki tu jaan bane bas hearthrob
pfp as if standing in a bathrobe
Karan maare line bole mai hi tera mard hu
Acting as a good boy, character like bhadru

Sooryavansh hum watch me on set max
pachhis ki umar mein thappa of no sex
Baith ke duo mein khelenge hum apex
Tanu bole ab bas bahut ho gaya amex

Peeche peeche ghume tere teen chaar gandu
I wish you drowned just a kid in kaathmandu
Teri bee ki colony kare attack on nandu
Naade ka defence no friend no bandhu

Samay se call par roz kare discuss
You aren't paid I'm still kinda sus
Sweet 16 choda(14) game jaise laks(lacs) of among us
Tanu aur ajwain us moment bane augustus

Tanvi ke lagi chot maange bas rui rui
naazuk si ho tum no roast for you chuimui
Fart karu pyaar se it sounds like puipui
kaisa laga diss from your cute little huihui

[turbid tusk]

A broken heart can heal a mind
A broken star can beam a light.
Sudden tunes can mend the night
Peaceful voice can hurt sometimes.
Solo standing can break the might
And emptiness can burn the sight.
All demons can live in paradise
And thoughtless can greed for life.
.
A sudden smile turn sorrow
Coping with life is just a hollow.
Darkness around breaks all moral
Infinity times it was tried, and lost what have been borrowed.
Courage is to cry
Courageous are not what have been followed.
Anxiety marks pain
But the scare won't show, what is the treatment for being alone.
.
Death may last
May a new world follow
At big crunch
Everything will be swallowed.
Just imaging
Like a scope, without center to focus on.
Some may last in the end
To see another cosmic eranto.

[edgy citrus]

Aaj ek dil ke bojh se rihaa ho gya ,
Kisi ko chahna jse gunaah ho gya ,

Mahhobat krna yun to koi mushkil kaam nhi,
Mgr usko paane ki chaah me mei fanaaa ho gya,

Nafrate to yunnhi banaam hai zamane bhar mei ,
Haalaki shiddat se to nibhaate to hai logg kams-kam,

Ek tarfa umeedo ki aag mei maano ,
Maano ke mei siyaahh ka nishaan ho gya

 Ankit 

(BROWN)

[lime sun]

We played in a game of chess,
Her king was strangled in my threats,
I looked at her eyes waiting for her to play,
She looked back at me and said bhag bhosdike.

[thorn sedge]

@rustic lily

[thorn sedge]

Kehte hain ishq unhe bhi hai,
Wo dard samjhna chahte hain.

Fir kehte meri baatein sun,
Wo ishq samjhna chahte Hain.
~Kushagra❤

[idle owl]

Though I have yet to find you, I'd love to understand you!

[thorn sedge]

ishq ke do lafaz - use headphones for better experience. 🙂

[signal sage]

Learning to love the night

Why is the night so unfairly judged
In everyday conversation, in literature, in cinema
Why are all the ghouls and ghosts and other miscreants shown to come out at night
Why are the deepest hours of the night called ungodly

Why do we choose skin ourselves bare with fears and anxiety
That show themselves only at night
Why are all the beautiful streets and avenues deathly silent when there is no sun
When I’m reality, night time is beyond blissful

Let’s not forget - the most soothing winds only stir at night
Inspiration strikes highest at 2 am
It is at night that the most heartfelt songs and poems are scrawled
And only at night can you witness the vastness of the universe sprawled in the sky

Floating green lights in one corner of the world and a thousand fireflies in another
Dance only when the moon is at its zenith
After a tedious day in the cruel sun, all you look forward to is the warm embrace of the night
And it is when the hours are “ungodly” that all seven billion of us truly feel at peace

[exotic kiln]

Happy Friendship Day 💫
ये दिल की हर धड़कन तेरे नाम होगी❣️
मेरी हर ख़ुशी तेरे नाम होगी,😇
कभी मांग कर तो देख हमसे ए दोस्त,👑
होंठो पर हसीं और हथेली पर जान होगी।💕

[edgy citrus]

Kiski ashqi kiske naam likh di ,
Aye khuda, tune uljhane tamaam likh di

Meri Hatheli ki lakeero mei jiska naam likha hai,
Uske zehno-armaan mei ye kis ki shaan likh di

 Ankit 

(BROWN)

[idle owl]

I wish, i could say things that can't be said.

I wish, i didn't have to bury the unspeakable.

I wish, it could be the other way around!

I wish, the things i can't say, wouldn't eat me, the way it does.

I wish, to be in a different place and time.

I wish, she could understand.

I wish, i had enough courage in me to say things out loud.

For i can't do anything, anything at all, i can only wish.

[narrow cloak]

He's a 10 but he has already watched endgame 9 times and still cry everytime.
Calls me every night at 8 to ask about the day when he's got 7 girls asking him about his day, he's got a hold to handle all my 6 moods, 5 miles never being a hurdle.
He's a 4 when it comes to stepping on my toes, while taking my breath away everytime he exlpores my eyes with those brown orbs of his everytime we sway to ed sheeran's perfect.
He always whispers those 3 words before sleep overtakes me and the only one who can break my heart in 2 still be the only 1 way my heart goes to either in pieces or whole at the end of the day.

[thorn sedge]

Suno tum apni zulfo ki lath ko jo jaan bujh kr peeche sarkaa leti ho,
Tumhe pataa hai na ke kuch dil sa hai mera jo uspe aa baitha hai.
-- sasta aashiq

[brittle perch]

Saath Dene Wale Log Ab Bhi Saath Hi Hai
Jaane Walon Ke Liye Ek Bahana Hi Kaafi Hai
Hum Bhi Nhi Rakhna Chahte Koi Gila Sikwa
Kardo Hume Maaf, Jao Tumhe Bhi Maafi Hai

[thorn sedge]

Tut gaya, jo kabhi apne hathon se joda tha,
Ruth gaya wo khwab jo kabhi apni band nazro se dekha tha,
Bech ke sharam, mitaa ke apne saare bharam,
Chala hu ab iss zamaane me mai,
Matlabi sab, matlab bohot kum dikhta hai,
Are pta hai in bazaaro ke kauno mein,
Zameer bikta hai.
-lakshay

[thorn sedge]

Tu mere andhere raston ka sunehra aaftaab hai
Tu meri zindagi k har sawaal ka jawaab hai
"Bismil" ho chuka tere pyaar mein main itna
Tu hi mera pehla aur aakhri inquilaab hai

[thorn sedge]

Kya hua agar tere naseeb mein uske sacche jazbaat nahi
Kya hua agar teri qismat mein tere sacche pyaar ka saath nahi
Agar baazi ishq ki baazi hai toh jo chahe laga lo, darr kaisa
Agar jeet gaye toh kya kehna, agar haare bhi toh baazi maat nahi

betaab bewajaah bezaar hu teri baaton se,
bante hai rishte aasmaano me, mera tut gaya hawaaon se.
[bezaar = disgusted]
Lakshay

[narrow cloak]

You have be locked here forever and you just can't say goodbye, these lyrics unfolded all of you, you have made home in that familiar numbness after all the colours of grief, sadness, guilt, anger mixed in the pallette together to form that grey you have painted your walls with. Breathing is hard who has it easy ever while some wear their vulnerable jewels freely some conceal them with all sort of glamour. But love i want you to love yourself on those days a little harder while holding on to yourself like you have hold on to all those people who took parts of you with them when they broke that tight hold you have on them. Things beyond control would always come hand in hand with helplessness, those one way lane is getting crowded and your heart is getting heavier let the mind take control there and make those two way lane beacuse you deserve that peace girl after going on and on you deserve a break to breathe the loss and the gain. Let the people who love you be there for you take their love to strengthen yourself to fill the voids with right colours this time. Show them your true persona who you were once full of love and kindness, who never feared pouring her half empty glasses too so that the others can quench their demons. But this time come with fixed boundaries and let honesty be your jewel as finding comfort in your own body is more precious than fitting standards set by people who love with conditions.

[thorn sedge]

Tu adhbut hai tu saar hai sundrta ka
Tu khushia hai tu pyaar hai kudrat ka
Tu agni hai tu nikhar hai sadguno ka
Tu neer hai tu deedar hai sahil ka
Tu devi hai tu maan hai harjan ka
Tu khyal hai tu vichar hai mere mn ka
Tu stree hai tu adhaar hai jeewan ka

Bs kal rat hi likha ye

[idle owl]

Her voice is music, her words are lyrics, her laugh is a sweet melody. For she's a song herself.

[thorn sedge]

To all my friends and buddies here which are basically the whole server

Har masley par baat aur har baat par ladai bina sar-peir ho jaati hai
Woh saath ho toh bina jaam k bhi sham se seher ho jaati hai
Aye khuda mere doston k liye meri chitaa koi jalaye rakhna
Kyunki unn kaminon ko har jagah pohochne mein aksar der ho jaati hai

[narrow cloak]

Unfortunate aren't those who didn't have a happy ending but those who never felt this mutual love, may it be for days, months or years as forever isn't the time in love but the moment shared and pieces left behind for the world to witness.

[next spear]

हम तो तपती धूप में जलते हैं ,
वो मौसम एक सुहाना लगती है ।।

उसकी बातें मैं सुनता जाऊं ,
वो कोई गीत पुराना लगती है ।।

हम तो इस दुनिया में रहते हैं ,
वो खुदमे एक जमाना लगती है ।।

मिल कर उससे कोई भूल न पाए ,
वो एक ऐसा अफसाना लगती है ।।।

[thorn sedge]

"Guroor"
Khud Hi Par Guroor Itna,
Ki Mudh Kar Nahi Dekha Kabhi Peeche.

Khud Hi Par Guroor Itna,
Ki Mudh Kar Nahi Dekha Kabhi Peeche.

Agar Keh Diya Woh Meri Hain,
Toh Usey Hona Hi Padega.

[thorn sedge]

Hate Nahi Diya,
I Just Let Her Go.
Meine Wait Nahi Kiya,
Once I Let Her Go.
Rok Saka Kon Jaane Waale Ko,
Regret Nahi Kiya That I Let Her Go.

Yaad Aaye Aate Ese Din Hi Nahi,
Pahle Yaad Aaye Bina Jaate Din Hi Nahi.

Sochta Tha Jeena Tere Bin Hi Nahi,
But Nahi Baby Nahi Esa Scene Hi Nahi.

Meine Tujhko Khoya Nahi,
Tune Mujhko Khoya Babe.
Jaga Raate Roya Nahi,
Sapno Mein Tha Khoya Mein.

Janta Na Tha Tera Bhi Hoga Nakab,
Janta Na Tha Tu Todegi Mera Khawab.

Himmat Bhi Thi Tu Hi,
Tu Hi Kamzori Bhi.

Aakhri Iccha Si Meri Reh Gayi Adhoori Hi,
Ladhne Ki Mushkilo Se Dono Ki Manzoori Thi.

Dono Ke The Sapne Bas Meri Na Hoozuri Thi.

Baatien Thi Woh Aakhri Sans Tak Ki,
Aankho Mein Thi Chamak Woh Pass Jab Thi.

Umeed Mein Ess Dil Ne Awaaz Tak Di,
But Galti Thi Woh Meri Meine Aas Rakhi.....

[exotic kiln]

किसीने कहा इश्क में प्यार की बरसात अच्छी लगती है,
किसीने कहा वक़्त की धीमी रफ़्तार अच्छी लगती है,
हमारा प्यार बेवफा निकला,
हमने कहा इश्क की बस कहानियां अच्छी लगती है l

[thorn sedge]

Tere Jaisi Kisime
Vibe Hi Nahi Hain,
Tere Jaane Ke Baad
Tere Jaisi Aayi Hi Nahi Hain.

"Beshak" Yeh Gaana
Likha Tujhpe,
Par Dil Tere Liye
Soft Side Ab Nahi Hain.

Kehti Thi Na Saath
Chhodegi Nahi,
Kabhi Raasta
Modegi Nahi.

Woh Jo Sapne Dekhe
Sang Humne,
Sochta Tha Mein
Ke Woh Todegi Nahi.

Kehti Thi Mere Liye
Ladhegi Zamane Se,
Achanak Se Was Like
Dad Nahi Manege.

Dil Kahe Chhod
Dhruv Usey Jaane De,
Woh Bore Ho Chuki Aur
Yeh Sab Bass Bahane Hain.

I Don't Know,
I Don't Know,
I Don't Know,
I Don't Know,
Where It Went Wrong.

Griding Solo So Alone Standing Tall,
And I'm Still Strong...

[winged pulsar]

janti nahi ki kitni khuoobsurat tu,
paas nahi mere tu to kape meri rooh,
tujhe har cheez mai dhoondta firoo,
tu sukoon mera mat hona mujhse door…

[royal stone]

हमें भी मुस्कुराना चाहिए था,
पर मुस्कुराने का भी एक बहाना चाहिए था
हम हर सजदे मे मांगते थे तुम्हे,
कहीं तो तुम्हे भी सर झुकाना चाहिए था
-Haardik(tales of two eyes)

[narrow cloak]

As i close one another book from my never ending collection of happy endings my mind drifted to the time i was in love, train of ifs started railing in my brain and all those devicious diabetic fake scenarios started woving, can't really escape them when they give you that dopamine you are craving for, isn't it the reason you were reading those books in first place to have an escape in au where you know what conditional things make you happy rather embracing the unpredictable beauty of life. You run back to that familiar pattern and built walls whenever uncertainty knocks your door, you find your home in those eternal smelling books beacuse atleast they have what you will never have and your heart aches silently at nights still you won't let the wall to crumble for new beginnings to enter as familiarity is a drug that makes you high on low points.

[thorn sedge]

Kuch din hi toh bitaaye Hain abhi yaha,
Na jaane kyu phir, tera ye shehar apna sa lagta hai.
Kahin gumm ho jaata hun yaha ki galiyon mein,
Har gali - Har mohalle mein tujhe dhundhta hun.

Bhatakta hun aankhon mein teri tasveer liye,
Kya pata kabhi ittefaq se tu kahin sadak par chalti dikh jaaye,
Kya pata kabhi bagal se guzarti gaadi mein teri ek jhalak mil jaaye.

Jald hi mere jaane ke waqt aayega,
Ye dil ek baar phir khudko udaas, niraash aur kuch had tak hataash paayega.

Chal khair koi baat nahi,
Phir aaunga, phir dhundunga unn galiyon mein tujhe,
Phir har ghar tera pata poochunga,
Phir dil se teri tasveer nikalunga,
Phir usse aankhon mein basaunga.

Phir khudko tere shahar mein bhatakta paaunga.

Wrote something after quite some time, bhool chook maaf❤

[idle owl]

What we could be, is just a part of our mere imagination! Tho we are already so many things by just existing as human beings yet we find it difficult to embrace our life. Next to impossible it is. In the name of Destiny and fate we suffer everyday from things like despair sorrow and longing for things we never knew. One might argue what good is optimism at its core, afterall, that too is just an illusion!

[idle owl]

In the slightest discomfort, i sense her pain.
I know she likes to get wet in the rain.
On the bad days, i Know how to put smile on her face.
On the good days, i Know how to embrace.
Then why, when I'm in utter despair, she doesn't know why i feel displaced.

[fallen helm]

Khule aasman ko dhake,
In baadlo se kuch sawal krna hai..
Kya manzil bhi chup jaate hai..
Kuch bewaqt ke khayalo se..
Is baat se khud ko humesha rubaru rkhna hai..!
-Surkhaab

[lost sequoia]

Hum apni ulzhano me kuch yu khoye huve the.
Wo apne dard e dil bta na chahte the, aur hum unko apni kamyabiya.

[full stream]

Don't act bold or fake yourself
It's you and you have to accept yourself
Don't try to impress me I am already impressed
Not by your fake personality
By your beautiful heart instead

Life is a roller coaster let's ride it together
She's not far named happiness let's find her together
Whether it be ups or let it be downs you'll always find me holding your hand and never creating chaos never hide your emotions from me and I bet I will make you feel free

Love is sanctified don't make it dirty
Just by thinking you're not worthy
I fell hard this time not for your pretty eyes but for the warmth they hold inside
Which shadows my heart whenever the sun shines too bright

Love it's abstruse
I'll accept you with all your flaws hoping for the same if you love me too
Everyone has a different perspective of it
But from my point of view
Love's definition is you.

I hope you got whatever I said even if not then try to understand
I will always love you no need to give your best I pray my soul becomes the bed on which your soul can rest

[blissful fjord]

Feeling Lonely in this crowd
Lights can't fix the darkness inside this heart

Feeling Dead with all this lives
Lies are not enough to fix this life

Feeling sad but all this happy faces
This pain will not leave any traces

Feeling choked with all of my choices
I don't hear anymore voices

When I say "I am Feeling"
The truth is that "I am"

[trim ginkgo]

The Oversight Love

They were friends,
Friends which are best.
They bunked and partied together,
Even craved and got tired with one another.

One gave advice to other,
And made fun of each other.
But there was a feeling,
Feeling of fondness.

They both had connection,
Connection of animation.
But both stopped,
With a doubt in mind.

They both thought it was a one - sided love,
Will other person accept the altruism.
But the tenderness was so great,
That no one can avert.

It was a pure desire,
Which they had never encountered.
They wanted to show their care,
But avoided to keep their friendship spry.

• Mimuksha Darak
  -@_deeply_inked

[arctic forge]

Eating a chewgum
At 1.33 Am

Feeling bit sleepy
NoBODY here to heal me

Negative Thinking
Like a Ship sinking

Became Porn addicted
Ashamed to accept it

Made this thing big issue
Nobody to give tissue

Growing Anger issues
Need a long curfew

Enough of these People
Some rude so some creeple

Need some of GOOD people
Think they are only a fiction
Please come and reduce my, life's friction

Getting Some Motivation
Thinking it to last forever,In my big imagination

Motivation is like an expectation
Going To achieve it,The next very Station

Never reached the Station
Forgetting The Motivation
This is a Never Ending Circle,Like The Earth's Rotation

Now its 2.11
Thinking like going to heaven

Signing up fellas
Does we know who's gonna help us?

[worldly wing]

@deep basalt @long rock

[narrow cloak]

The moment you lose control is the moment your heart belongs to someone else.
And me darling i read and not knowing what's gonna happen next kills me.',
So the moment i lose control is when i hold the ink to fill those pages you weak people call destiny.

• Kabir Singh.

[thorn sedge]

SITARA

Jab se din dhala hai tab se uss ek sitare ko tak-taki lagaye dekh raha hun.

Bohot zyada chamak hai uski,
Itni ki maano poore aasmaan mein uss hi ne ujaala faila rakha ho.
Itni ki maano chaand bhi kuch had tak sharma jaaye.

Behad dur hone ke bawajood bhi nazdik sa mehsoos hota hai,
Itna nazdik ke samjho haathon mein bhar lun usse,
Aur bitha lun apne baaju mein.

Dikhaun usse wo nazare jo main aksar dekha karta hun,
Nazare jo mere dil ke kareeb hain,
Nazare jinhe aur kisi ne mere nazariye se dekhne ki koshish bhi na ki.

Karun uss se baatein apne har gam-har khushi ki,
Bataun usse raaz meri sargoshiyon ke.
Aur so jaaun phir uss hi ki godh mein sar rakh.

Wo kya hai na,
Ye sitara bohot khaas hai mujhe,
Ye sitara tum hi ho.

Aur jab tere haath mere sar ko choomenge,
Tab ek alag sukoon milega, ek acchi neend aayegi.

Kushagra❤️

[lost sequoia]

Sahi aur Galat,

Waqt nahi shayad me galat tha,
Ye duniya nahi, shayad fitoor galat tha.
Galat ye zamana nahi, galat mera afsana tha.
Tu nahi, galat to sif ye deewana tha.
Waqt nahi shayad me galat tha.

Sahi aur galat ki ye pehchan, sacchi ya jhuti thi.
Galat humari kahani ya shazish ye puri thi.
Sahi aur galat ki pehchan ka to nahi pta,
pr teri dalilo me ae duniya,
me jhuta sif tu sacchi thi.
Ae duniya sif tu sacchi thi.

Mera ishq tumne napak bna diya,
Meri zuban ko tumne kafir bta diya.
Mere dil ko tumne jhuta jata diya.
Ae log, ajab hai tumhare sahi aur galat ke matle.
Mohabbat ke naam pr,
nafrat ka akhbar chapa diya.

Iqraar e ishq to hazar baar kiya maine magar tum insaf na kiye.
Besabri se tumhara intezar kiya tha maine,
magar tum rha na dikhe.
Apne aap se samjhota kiya hai tumne,
Iss farebi duniya ke liye.
Mujhe thukra diya tumne,
Kuch dikhawe ki abru ke liye.
Aur kuch jhoote sahi aur sacche galat ke liye.

Aaj ye duniya tumhe sahi bta rahi,
Meri dastaan sunke tumhe bewafa bulaungi.
Ye log hai, ye unke hisab se mohobbat ko naptolte hai,
Aur rishto ko todte ya modte hai.
Ye zamane ke liye ek pal koi sahi, to dusre pal wo galat hai.
Hazaro jhoot bolne wala bhi yaha saccha,
Aur sahi widrohi hai.

Mai bhi kaha saccha ya jhootha hu,
Kisne kaha mai sahi ya galat ka dawedar hu.
Ye duniya ki sahi aur galat ki tasbi ka akhir me bhi ek dana hu.
Iss sanki zamane ka ek chota sa vyapari hu.

[fallen helm]

Kyun, wado me log ishq bhul rhe hai..
Jatane ki umar me, kahi dur jaa rhe hai..
Bura nhi hai, itna bhi yeh ishq ka milna..
Kya pata hum nibhane me kuch kamzor pad rhe hai..!
-Surkhaab

[lost sequoia]

Nibhana ishq asan nahi,
Manzori e duniya asan nahi,
Wade karna asan nahi,
E Surkhaab Ishq me jeena to chhodo marna bhi asan nahi.

[fallen helm]

Marne ki baat kyun krna..
Jb jeena hi ek khwaab hai..
Harne ki baat kyun krna..
Jb jeetna hi ek itihas ho..
Nibhana toh har rishta,
Mushkil hai, is badalte waqt me..
Magar in sbme jeena bhi to zindagi ka ek sunhaira saar hai..!❤️

[lost sequoia]

Zindagi ki baat karte ho,
Jise humne mitte dekha.
Rishto ki kya baat kare,
Wafadaro ko bazar me bikte dekha.

Beshaq badalta waqt hai,
Ilzam sab daaldo @fallen helm uspe.
Magar badalte dil ko humne,
Apne dil se bichadte dekha.

[fallen helm]

Bewafai aate nhi, log sikha jaate hai..
Thehre par sath jeena, batla dete hai..
Mana yeh mohabbat, qurbaat, ibadat, ke aage kayi log jhuke hai..
Magar insbdo se hi har bewafai pe wo, wafai ki jeet bhi likhe hai..!!

[lost sequoia]

Tumhare mohobbat ke aks ko humne kaha jhutlaya,
Jine ke liye humne kab jhoothe afsane ko apnaya.

Ye sare aam humko paigam e ishq dete ho,
Wo humare khat ko bhi chupke se padhte ho.

Kisme kaha nahi aata hume dusri mohobbat karna,
Pr yaar @fallen helm nahi aata hume bewafao se bewafai karna.

[humble hill]

Bht yaad aate hai wo log jo bhulae nai jate,
Hr baar cheekh niklti hai pr bulae nai jate,
Aur jo jalna tha jal chuka hai darmiya tere mere,
Lekin ye Dil ki chingariyan ab bujhae nai jaate...

[turbid tusk]

My imagination is yet to complete
And i got really long night in my hand
Maybe my life is yet to complete
And i still got lot of breath in my lungs
What scary is the picture i want to see at the end.
Mirror show me the person i am
Dreams have the one i want to be, so it stopped.
I stopped who i was being, changing the appearance to deceive.
The night sky shines even in the darkness
Maybe it's the darkness that sparkle, or the way i look is different
I guess I'm just not getting how to move in the world
Maybe i am just being colourless. Or fear-full.

[full stream]

Is gali me teri khushbu hogi
Us sadak par tera ehsaas hoga
Choom leta hu is sheher ki hawa ko kyunki kabhi tu isme raha hoga
Jee bhar ke milta hu tujhse apni yaadon me is aas me ki tune apni yaadon me mujhse kuch kaha hoga
Zinda hu bas ab khayaalo me wahi par apna saath ant tak raha hoga

[frail burrow]

gum ko hass ke galle lagana seekh liya,
kalpana aur hakeekat mei faraq karna seekh liya,
kalam ko nazakat se haathon mein sameth ke
siyahi se vichaar ka uphaar banana seekh liya
maa-baap ko insaan ki nazar se dekha toh
prem aur moh mein maaf karna seekh liya,
pratidin unko samarpit karke maine jeene ka dhang seekh liya|
~ me

[thorn sedge]

Ay chand, Tu uski gali se aaya hai kya?
Bada guroor tha tujhe,
Uski khoobsurati dekh kar sharmaya hai kya?

Ay chand, Tu uski gali se aaya hai kya?

[trim ginkgo]

The world from my window

Let's seek out and see the world,
Which is full of beauty and contentment.

There are trees, plants and blossoms,
Underneath the celestial charts.

The infinity view of left and right,
Will take you away from the darkness of life.

There is suffering all around,
But the beauty will overcome all.

Over here all are friends,
Nature is also one of the confidants.

Lets go with the flow,
And explore more as the earth has a lot to show.

-Mimuksha Darak
-@_deeply_inked

[frail burrow]

Tu kheech meri photo piyaaaaaa
@frail burrow

[idle owl]

No muse in sight,
On the farthest land, standing alone
Away from the attraction and affection.
Perplexed and relentless soul,
Busy pondering,
What lies ahead in plain truth!

[thorn sedge]

No fuse in light,
On the closest hand, sitting shown
Closer from the fraction and conception.
Complexed and restless toll,
Dizzy wandering,
What lies behind in brain youths!

[idle owl]

To what or what not,
In the midst of confusion,
We all are stuck,
Here on earth!
Life; a never ending loop of
Joy and despair!

[lime sun]

She smelled like cocaine,
every sniff would get you high,
her heart was cold like a windy rain,
a single drop enough to tipsify,
even being close to her feels like being at hinterland,
her words so melodic yet so poetically dry.

Her beauty'd make a 40year old throw a tantrum,
her smile could make billionaires bankrupt,
snowflakes falling off her face getting denser and denser,
this was all until i realised it wasnt her, it was her dandruff...

[thorn sedge]

@thorn sedge

@long rock

[brittle wren]

If I'll cry, I'll lose
Nothing is left to say
But knives of inner fear are choking me hard
Past got a chance to chase me
I thought I get so far
I feel weeping out
But the door of letting me out is puzzled

The story inside me is bubbling
I feel like hot water which is boiling and boiling
About to overflow
I hope if someone is there to come running to me
Turn off the knob
And save me before I fall

I wish I could Save myself
Understand myself
Pamper myself
Go so far running, falling on the ground
And scream because I fall
I'll feel the hurt
I'll accept the hurt I got because I fall
I'll lay down
Embrace myself
Caress myself
Until I believe that being hurt is Okay
Until I believe,
The days of yore, couldn't supress me more
Until I believe,
Wailing is fine and I must shed my tears
To let go the loudest void it creates inside my hollow soul
Lemme save myself and lemme pour
I can be fine someday
And I want someday to be more

-URVI :)

[warped sail]

Man in a boat alone in the middle sea
He fears the emptiness of the sea
He waits for the night every time
So he could look the moon

The moon shines brighter than the sun
The night was brighter than the day
His boat and him alone in the sea
Glazing the moon as if it was a jewel

One night the man realised
His only companion was fading away
Day by day the moon hides
The day was not far when no moon in the sky

The man thought the moon will die with him
Lost his hopes glazing at the last day
A thin moon was holding the thread for him
Tomorrow is the last night he thought

The night arrived, no moon in the sky
The man about to die takes a glaze at the sky
The night sky empty no moon was there
But the stars were twinkling like a life flare

The moon was not there
But the stars showed him the way
Now the man waits for no moon in the sky
So he could again glaze the sky.

• Pranjal

[exotic kiln]

Dosti Ka Safar

Ye dosti ka safar bada suhana hota hai
yaha dukh ka namo nishan kaha hota hai...
Ye baat tabki hai jab hum 11th-12th mai jung rahe the..
jan hum kamiyabi ke sapne bunn rahe the
muze dosto ke sath bitaya har ek safar yadd hai...
unke sath bitaya har ek manzar yadd hai.....
Jaha hum break keliye Sir se Ladh jate the...
jaha kuch imp sikhate hum skip kar jate the...
Board par dekh kar bhi dyaan dost ki bato par lagate the...
usii karan hum kai bar fail ho jate the.
kabhi nahi bhulenge last bech par baith kar ki gayi bate,
Test ke pahile din ki rate...
abhi tak sochte hai sir ki "baacho ke marks harbar same kaise aajate?"

Jab marks kamm aate tho hum par war hota tha
Jab acche marks ayye tho bass piche sannata tha.....
asa samay par dost peith thap-thap pate the...
dukh bhulakar khushiya de jate the...
Ab kaie koi in lamho ko bhul sakta hai
kaise dosto ke bina insaan khush ho sakta hai.
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[thorn sedge]

Mai chahe akhri bhi hu
Pr mera koi ant na
Mai rutt hu suhani koi
Pr vo bhi koi basant na
Muqamal hai sab khwab mere
Pr rat ye koi hr wqt na
Mai shamil to hu hr mehfil me
Pr bolne ke liye mere pas koi parpakth(परपकथ) na

[summer pendant]

Kyon tu cheen leta hai meri harr ek khwaab ko
Kyon tu cheen leta hai meri khushi mujhse
Kyon tu cheen leta hai mujhse meri mohabbat ko
Kya inn sabka jawab yahi boleyga ki "jo hota hai achey ke liye hota hai"
Toh sunn le ohh upar vale agar aaj bhi tu humey sunn pata hai
Unse sundar toh maut bhi nhi magar kuch badle mein dena ho toh maut se kam kuch na dena
Iss janam nhi toh agle janam kamse kam humey sath rakhna

[thorn sedge]

Kch samay nikal kr socha jo
Vo wqt bhi kayal hogya
Yuhi kalam utha kr betha jo
Hr lafz hi shayar hogya

[thorn sedge]

Man ho 'gar milne ka kabhi,
Tu bhi kabhi gul, kabhi gulzaar lete aana

Kabhi 'gar khyaalon se guzru tere,
Tu bhi ishq se bhara ek sansaar lete aana.

[thorn sedge]

@iron moat

[tawny belfry]

@worldly mist unmute karde

[worldly mist]

Wow

[prime pulsar]

हवा कि तरह आते हो ,
छू कर यूं गायब से हो जाते हो।
ऐक याद बन कर,
मन के हर तट पर टिक जाते हो।
चले जाओ ना मुझसे और मेरी यादों से दूर,
कही जहा मुझे तुम और तुम्हे मै ना मिल सकू।

• Vini

[summer pendant]

Mujhe darr lagta hai logon ki nazron se,
Toh tum apne gaal pe ek kaala tikka lagaya karo
Mujhe jalan hoti hai unn ladkon se jo class main baith tumhari sundarta dekhte honge,
Toh iss rakshabandhan unhe tum rakhi baan dena,
Mera ek sapna hai ki tumhara hath pakkad mein iss duniya ko tumhe apna bata sakun,
Toh kya tum mera yeh sapna bhi poora karogi
Sunna hai ki tum mujhe chodhke jaa rhi ho,
Toh kya apne hathon se ishq ka zeher mujhe piladogi

[thorn sedge]

एक कप चाय और तेरे तसव्वुर ने,
मेरी किसी शाम को तनहा न गुज़रने दिया

• JAI

[ornate plume]

Warm souls, a fragrance sweet,
An Oakwood Cottage, a fireplace,
A handsome you, classic black suit,
A bouquet of daisies, the silver lace.

A shell frame, with your smile and mine,
At it's edge resting a silver chain,
That got its place, round my neck,
While we walked down Princeton Lane.

But along with all the presents and gifts,
Daisies were something I'd always get,
Occasions, Meetings, Late-night drives,
Whenever, Wherever, However we met.

But I'd call your "love", disguised hate,
Storm winds destroy, diverts the sail,
For what they say, is a myth, indeed,
You were that wind, hate did prevail.

So this was a game, wasn't it?
None of your gestures were ever true.
I still have those daisies, that you gave,
But now they are dead, just like you.

~Raashi ❤️

[viscid kite]

#writerscorner

We were in contact, with the eyes & talk!
Closening the gap, of a link unknown.
We were in flow, blink blink
Like a ballet duet in a sync,

We greeted, we smiled,
The moment halted for a while,
The Atmosphere was funny,
Fate wasn't by my side, but irony

A pun backfired at me,
With me being the culprit,
And she holding the trigger right at me,
I froze, in agony!
She too, is a bit like me?

Evading any unnecessary conflicts was her desire,
Which I never would admire,
She adapted the way I wanted,
And I left the way she wanted,

-Dhruv

[lament jetty]

Dusro se q apeksha rkhte ho tum khud ko samjha kro
Dusro ki nhi
Kv tum khud ki tarif kiya kro
Dusro ko Acchaye nhi
Kv tum khud ko keh do ki tum acche ho.
Dusro ki dhal nhi
Kv tum khud ki dhal banna kro.
Dusro ki zindagiyaan chodo
Kb ye v kh do ha tumhari zindagi v khubsurat h
Kyuki tumhe sbse jyada tumhari jarurat h.

-An_infinity

[lament jetty]

Ye pareshaniya hmare khusiyo se bhot jlti h
Jb hm jara se v khus ho to tuarant a parti h.

~An_infinity

[thorn sedge]

Log puchhte hain sabab meri khamoshi ka hardam,
'Tumhara naam main kabhi na loon' ye kasam ekdin toot jaani hai

• JAI

[jolly matrix]

I WANNA KNOW
I wanna know, what's behind those eyes
The silence and those unspoken words
That you try to hide
I wanna know, what goes in your mind
It runs all day, was it tring??
I wanna know, what consists in an introverts dairy,
Are there poems?? Are there shayaris??
I wanna know, what's between those blacks and whites
I wanna know, what happens in dark threater of nights?
Are there kisses?? Are there fights??
I wanna know, what was in lost criminal case file?
I wanna know, what happens after politician's speech?were they speaking truth or Are they just hostile?
I wanna know, what's in a hacker's laptop?
I wanna know, what was in image when someone sends a screenshot
which was cropped.
I wanna know, how much emotions are there when a artist cretes art.
I wanna know, what lies a in shy boy's heart.

[viscid kite]

(Sheriff awaits; Another foe)

White & black. The contrasting stack

Rumble up the hat& as I take a nap!
Being a sheriff, folding the hands with crossed legs above on my horse! With a gap.

Waiting for, the criminal! Holding my cuffs, being tough from outside & being a jigglypuff inside.

See them, around! Wish it wasn't so 'safe' n 'sound'. I'm bored, what a drag. Take out a joint, coz its sweg.

Untill the station calls, for another big balls! Messing around. I pack a punch holding my breakfast & lunch in another hand! Hope they get well soon, till tomorrow's brunch.

And another day, yet to come! Because it's been so long for a memorandum! To be rewritten & make it fall back to the way it was.

Finally, its time for an agenda to come & make a propaganda. To make the lives of those who haven't lived on much, but those who are wanting to live one & making a run. With
an unbiased ritual to blow all the fun.

And all it remains is me & my gun. Awaiting for another rising sun, or enemity! An unmatched foe, making even the Apocalypse to bow. Waiting is all I do.

[lament jetty]

Akhe kafi h teri sb kehne ke liye..
Murshad.......
bs thodi si jagah chahiye tere dil me rehne ke liye.....

~An_infinity

[thorn sedge]

khuda ishq agar kabhi mujhko dobara ho
dua hai ki mera dil ik dafa fir bas tumhara ho
jo har roz mehke tere jism ki khushboo se
Gali ka aakhri wo chhota sa ghar hamara ho
Mai tere labon ko apne labon se har roz chumoon,
Raah chaloon to mere haathon me wo ek haath tumhara ho
jo kabhi toot ke bikhar jaayen hum dono kisi din
Mujhe tera aur tujhko bas mera sahara ho
jis ghadi tu mere nazron ke saamne na ho
mere naseeb me chahoon na mai wo nazara ho
logon ne apni mohabbat chand me dekh li hai
aasman me koi ek hum dono ka bhi sitara ho

• JAI

[thorn sedge]

Kiska rasta dekhe, ay dil-ay saudaai.
Meelon hai khamoshi, barason hai tanhai.

Bhuli Duniya Kabhi Ki Tujhe Bhi Mujhe Bhi
Phir Kyon Aankh Bhar Aai

Kyu tu apne aansu barbaad karta hai,
Kyu tu uska aangan aabaad karta hai.

Tu hai akela, rahega aise hi,
Kyu tu uska zikr har baar karta hai.
~Kushagra❤️

[lament jetty]

Shikaayat nhi h aapse
Bs ek sawal h
Ki sach me aap mujhe chahte ho ya bs ya mera khayaal h...

~ An_infinity

[thorn sedge]

inn baadlo sa aazad tera ishq
mai par kata parinda..
tu sapno ko udaan dene wala aasman
mai bediyo me kaid ek darinda
tu pahado pe mile sukoon ki tarah
mai jaise samshaan ki mitti me hu zinda..
-trouble

[viscid kite]

#writing (Roleplay)

(The boy & the girl are in a romantic setup living together may be)

What if i inhale the air you exhale, you inhale the air that I exhale, being nose to nose! Looking Into each other's eyes, like it's your soul that I touch with a wink of mine,
The longer we do this the longer we enjoy, like it's an old wine that we're having,
Your head on my shoulders, while I hold you soft and firm,
I pat your head, slowly and steadily,
Giving you the sleep you always wanted, but me! Cause it's 'us' that we want, not our individuality.
But something we create on our own!
As & when we're Together, we're powerful, we're one soul encapsulated! Never to be extinguished like a burning candlelight at the centre of our temples, making us enlightened! Together as a whole,
I'll keep you close, like a diary we write...with each day passing we make memories of our own! you're in bed, I'll cook the breakfast and we eat it together! The toast, one side is yours the other is mine! In end, we might just touch our lips after it's a bite! I'll clean the bread stuck over those lips like it's my own! But I'll kiss those cheeks smooth and clear.
And hug you close, as I keep you close and dear. You're my teddy bear, inside the blanket! I'll not let it go, just hold it tight, like you're the precious snow white.
And we're tied, like an inseparable knot! Unable to be solved! But already, entangled! That's our solution, to be tied, and it's a new divide. For this, we've to abide, be it rules of our own.
We sure are the rule-breakers, for otherworldly knots! But this knot should knot! Then & only then it's the ribbon of our souls tied together! It's not two, it's not a knot! It's one ribbon, and we're knot a knot, but a single line together.

[lament jetty]

Ye zindagi kitni hasin hoti ...
Agar mai chand tum sitaare hote..
Hum hmesa tumhe nihara krte ..
Tere roshni se jagmagya krte..
Tujhe dekh ke muskuraya krte..
Apne nakhro se staya krte..
Kash mai or tum chand or sitara hote....

~An_infinity

[thorn sedge]

kahani khatm horhi h
mai intezar krugi kirdar fir mile
mile waha jaha waqt ki ret na ho
befikr ho sab koi sachet na ho
rakh lu iss kitab ko smbhal kr kahi
kyuki kahani khatm horhi h
mai intezar karungi kirdar fir mile
-trouble

[viscid kite]

#Writing

Concept of a father :)

An entity far beyond any other,
A bond at times faint and non-existent yet so strong at the other, that even the souls become one as a whole, and they're.
A solution "All that is in mind"
Says that "Those who conquer themselves conquer the time & space"
Is all at hand & over the fingertips,
Like the way the sacred Geeta has a solution to all,
The Chanakya, the lord Krishna speaking the unheard voices, heard to ones now, in this very form.
The same is all in the grasp & yet looks to many like it's none.
Even the none & infinity are the same.
Be it the end of the world, be it the starting!
It's always you, who's standing even if you aren't there! But you still are,
Cause no matter what comes, no matter what the shape is! It's a still bound, irrelevant of any presence around! This essence always will & have a hand over your head,
Even if there is a god or this human god,
This god, does exist.
Only the presence of it existing is enough, for the courage to be defined, in this world of the living.
Even in the hearts of loss or profit.
He & only He shows the path,
As you're an ansh,
Even the lord shiva won't leave his very own shivansh,
So why would he?
He's a part of you and you can't let your part be parted until you've parted.

[thorn sedge]

Main zubaan kholun ki zubaan pe tera naam aaye,
Jo teri hasi se goonje, mere naseeb me wo makaan aaye,
Mere naseeb me kaante ho, koi gham nahi,
Tere naseeb mein mehekta sa gulistaan aaye,
Jo koi puchh de tujhse tere jeene ki wajah,
Hai tamanna ki tere labon pe mera naam aaye,
Jo kisi raat pareshaan sa bhatakta main miloon,
Mujhe seene se tu laga le ki aaram aaye,
Jo koi galti kabhi tujhse ho bhi jaaye to,
Dua rab se hai ki mujhpe wo ilzaam aaye,
Jo kabhi log de rahe ho mohabbat ki misaal,
Labon pe unke hamari bhi dastaan aaye

• JAI

[lament jetty]

Ab chod do tum ye aash ki koi v apna tha ....
Kyuki agar apne hote to, yu khush rehna na sapna tha....

~An_infinity

[wheat oriole]

I don't know what has happend to time
Cause it's not going all according to our regime

It's getting stiffer day by and day
And now I really have a strong feeling that I'm living in a different way

A way that I don't want live into
A way that I think will lead me to where I've never been to

I feel that I'm loosing consciousness over things which aren't supposed to be mine
Because that's hardest the lesson which I've learned by the time

Cologne of a flower doesn't decide it's fate, its the looks of it
And I think it's true cause how much potential i have doesn't seem to fit

Fit into this small world I know
The world which by time will grow

Being an oblivion is not what are my wants
Cause day by day all I'm hearing are taunts

Taunts that don't really seem to be for me
Instead who try to control my emotions which are currently free

Free and roaming this world with pride
Pride of being honest like a tide

Whose waves show every expression like they mean it
Cause I know what it's like to be in pain cause I've been in it

[viscid kite]

#writing

[thorn sedge]

kal teri gali se rukhsat huye
toh ek baat zehen me aayi
mujhe teri yaad fir ek dafa aayi
yaad aaya tera mujhe dekh apne baal banana
yaad aaya tera khidki se mujhe ek tak niharna
mud ke dekha toh khidki band nazar aayi
deedar tera hua na meri aankhe bhar aayi
mujhe teri yaad fir ek dafa aayi
-trouble

[thorn sedge]

Wo jab tum apna muh dho kar aa rahi thi,
tumhare chehre par padi har paani ki boond bada itraa rahi thi,
Kuch tha jo maine na suna aur na sunne ki koshish ki,
Kuch tha jo teri aankhein us roz mujhe batla rahi thi,
Tujhe dhundhne ko jo aankhein idhar udhar jhaankti rahi,
Tujhe dekhte hi na jaane kyun wo jhuk jaa rahi thi,
Yun to har shakhs se milta hoon main waise hi magar,
Ek tujhe dekh ke dhadkan meri badh jaa rahi thi,
Ab khud ko teri nazar se dekhne laga hoon main,
Shayad isliye kal aayine mein tu nazar aa rahi thi,

Shayad tujhse main mil paunga ab kabhi nahi,
Teri boli ko sunn paunga ab kabhi nahi,
Bas itna soch ke lagta meri jaan jaa rahi hai,
Pata nahi par aaj teri yaad thodi zyada aa rahi hai
-JAI

[sturdy jetty]

Daraate hue, uchhalati lehron se takraati hai zindagi,
Dar ko dara kar dur kar sakunga, Is ummeed me chal raha hun
Lehron pe savaar hoke, dikhegi manjil ki roshani,
Dikhega ek kinaara jo dega sahaara, Is ummeed me chal raha hun

Pyaas badhaati, registaan ki ret me chalti hai zindagi,
Pyaar ke paani se pyaas bujaa paunga, Is ummeed me chal raha hun
Ret pe chhapenge kadam mere, raah dikhayenge dusre musaafiro ko,
Milegi khushiyo ki nadi jo degi thandak man ko, Is ummeed me chal raha hun

Raah bhulati, jaanvaro ke khauf se gunjati hai zindagi,
Dekh suraj raah dhundh paunga, Is ummeed me chal raha hun
Maun rehke gujar jaunga, milegi himmat mujko,
Aaunga bahar jungle ke milunga kuchh apano ko, Is ummeed me chal raha hun

Saanse fulati, pahad ki unchaai se hai zindagi,
Bin ghabraye, sabra rakh saanse le paunga, Is ummeed me chal raha hun
Baadalo ko dekh chadh jaunga, dikhenge nazaare kudarat ke,
Chadh jaunga pahad pe sarahunga apni himmat ko, Is ummeed me chal raha hun

Ulji hui, bikhare hue tukdo se bhari hai zindagi,
Suljegi ek din, Is ummeed me chal raha hun
Judenge saare tukde, milega har haadse ka arth,
Banegi pyari si zindagi ki tasveer, Is ummeed me chal raha hun

[exotic kiln]

मैने बेवफा को भी अपनी गलती मान कर रखा है,
मैने बेवफा को भी अपनी गलती मान कर रखा है,
किसी ने थोडा वक्त दिया था मुझे,
किसी ने थोडा वक्त दिया था मुझे,
मैं अभी तक वो संभाल के रखा है l
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[thorn sedge]

Chhodne ki baat aayi to usne haami bhar di,
Maine bhoolne ki baat ki to wo baat badalta gaya : )

• JAI

[waxen estuary]

Ek bar aur milna hai usse , ek sam dubti hui suraj ke sath chand jaisa usse ye bolna hai ki ,sitara jaisa tut raha hu me!

[scarlet quiver]

If I cut myself,to see how much does it bleed,
Both the pain and the blood will just be the sudden rush of it

Leavin' back the same numbness,the same scars,
The same darkness,the falling stars,
To which I will be wishin', to put me in the hearse

I wish I was gone, to resurrect in a better realm,
Openin' my eyes to see my happy self,that I lost,umm idk when
-Acid Rain

[thorn sedge]

tuje dekh kr mai saray gham bhul jata hun,
tere liye mai khwab mein taare tod lata hun,
tere chehre pe ik masoomiyat si dikhti hai,
teri ankhon mein dekh mai khudko mukamal pata hun.
-AMsal

[thorn sedge]

Aaj ik faqeer ne humse kaha 'Khuda teri har tamanna poori kare'
Hum bina soche mann mein ek tera naam dohraane lage

• JAI

[scarlet quiver]

Dekhu tujha mein durse,ye baat hein sahi
Tujh se milka thi kar ne ha baat e kayi
Ankh bandh fir bhi aate hein bas teri yaaden,
Par rehe gayi yeh batta sara an kahi

I have been thinking about you through the whole night
Seein' your shadow glitter in the moonlight
Everytime she be their near me,I
Steal a glance and fell like I'm in cloud 9

Jana kyu mein dekhu tujhe dur sa hein
Jana kyu mein rakhu yeh baat e adhura se hein
Kher thujhe iss baat ka hein nhi pata.
That you be livin'in my mind wo bhi rent free
-Acid Rain for my crush

[narrow cloak]

Ittna lalchi nhi tha yeh dil mera
jttna yeh mujhse chupke tere pass jake hota ja rha
Subah ki aadat ko peeche chod raat se ishq krwa rha hai
Samay ka hosh kaha rehta hai ab, bs tere bulane par samay se aajana hai
Suljihui hui si zindagi thi meri, magar ab yeh ungliya tere haatho Mai hi ulajh ke hi reh Jana chahti hai
Muayna nhi tha adhure hone ka jo pura hokr smjh aarha hai , khilkhilahat ab aankho tak aur aasu hotho tak pahunch jaya karte hai
Pyaar toh ho gya hai huzur, bs dua hai is baar seekh ki jagah sambhalne aaya hai.
Sj.

[viscid kite]

Sigma's (vs) Alpha's

(Mostly about sigma's though)

Sigmas are like fapping, alpha's are like sex.
They can only enjoy themselves,
If only they wanna help themselves otherwise they might not even touch their own selves cause so sigma xP. are they such an br. Ambedkar to even themselves?
Is being too much sigma an asexual trait?
May be even thinking in your mind is what sigma signifies?
Sigmas are like objective type concepts they learn it from our subjective concepts. Like having a standard & developing things from those standards. cause they don't have anything of their own to create & you cannot be selective.
They're speculating, selectively picking up things from other Alpha's, like moon takes shine from the sunlight without their own.
It's like their traits are borrowed powers, they get a katora & if it rains they quench their thirst.
They're that chaukidaar in the haveli where no one lives,in horror movies.
They're like those messages which are sent but not seen, even if they're seen they don't want a reply cause sigma.
If they ever wanna play cricket, it's a game against the wall.
They're so dependant on others, for their comebacks they're more of a fallacy than the truth. Like an unwanted baby, unwanted for the crowd.
If they ever were to make babies, with their sigma personalities they'd use them to clean washrooms.

-Dhruv

[thorn sedge]

Chalo aaj khayalon mein baatein ki jaaye,
Chand baatein tum khud se karo, chand baatein main tumse kar leta hoon,
Tum kuch baatein bata do jo mujhme puchhne ki himmat nahi,
Aur main bhi kuch baatein bata doon jo tum jaanna nahi chahti,
Jaayaz hai, tumhare kuch sawaal to honge, kuch sawaal main bhi puchh lunga,
Kuch jhooth tum bol dena, kuch sach main sunn lunga,
Phir beman tum muska dena, beman main bhi phir has dunga,
Phir uth kar tum ghar chal dena, main apne ghar ko chal dunga,
Kuchh baatein jo adhoori reh gayi hain, un baaton ko adhoora hi chhod denge,
Fir jab milne ko dil chaahe, khayalon ki or khud ko mod denge

• JAI

[thorn sedge]

Sab adhoora hi to hai,
Ye chaand bhi adhoora hi hai,
Mera, tumhara, hum sabka pramaan bhi adhoora hi hai,
Ye jo suraj ugta purab se, paschim me ast hai,
Wo subah bhi adhoori hai, wo shaam bhi adhoora hi hai,
Tera naam bhi adhoora hi hai,
Itminaan bhi adhoora hi hai,
Wo jo baitha has raha, gham apni khushi me daba ke,
Uski hasi bhi adhoori hi hai, wo pareshaan bhi adhoora hi hai,
Wo jo purn hai, usme viraam bhi adhoora hi hai,
Aata jaata har insaan bhi adhoora hi hai,
Tu apni asafalta pe apni jaan dene chala hai,
Teri jaan bhi adhoori hi hai, tera maan bhi adhoora hi hai,
Ye jaat paat bhi adhoora hi hai, ye pakshpaat bhi adhoora hi hai,
Teri kaaya bhi adhoori hi hai, ye kaaynaat bhi adhoora hi hai,
Tu kyun bhaagta chal raha, apni manzil ko musaafir,
Teri manzil bhi adhoori hi hai, uska saath bhi adhoora hi hai,
Poora kuch bhi nahi, sabka gyaan bhi adhoora hi hai,
Ye kavita bhi adhoori hi hai, ye brahmand bhi adhoora hi hai

• JAI

[thorn sedge]

Abhi kuch din hi toh hue hain meri zindagi ke iss naye daur ko shuru hue.
Shuruaat mein aisa laga ki kahin tumhe bhool toh nahi jaaunga,
Kahin main iss nayi bhaag daud main itna kho gaya ki tumse baat hi na kar saka.

Agar iss chuppi ki wajah se humare beech dooriyaan bhadh gayi,
Aur kahin tum hi mujhe bhool gayi toh.

Dar raha tha main, sehma hua tha.
Na jaane kya ajeeb ajeeb batein soch raha tha.

Phir ek din maine tumhe phir se message kiya,
Tumne dekha. Tum hansi. Aur phir do hanste hue emoticons bheje.

Main khush tha, tum mujhe nahi bhooli thi.
Aur ek aur baat samajh chuka tha,
Main tumhe kabhi bhool hi nahi sakta.

Tum mujh mein mera ek hissa ban chuki ho,
Ek aisa hissa, jise main khud se door nahi kar sakta.

~Kushagra
( The last 5 lines have my heart)

[exotic kiln]

Khuda ne kaha duniya ke kisi bhi kone mai jao Wafa milegi
Aur fir duniya Gol bana di.💔

[thorn sedge]

Tareef na koi mumkin hai,
Jawan hai wo, wo kamsin hai,
Na laazim hai shringaar koi,
Chehra hai ya akhbaar koi,
Deedar eid ke chaand sa hai,
Deedon me ek brahmaand sa hai,
Wo dekh jise muskaati hai,
Saansein uski tham jaati hai,
Aakhein uski sagar jaisi,
Saanson mein ek toofan sa hai,
Hoth gulaab ki pankhudi hai,
Mukh bina daag ke chaand sa hai,
Baal reshmi khule hue,
Wo mehkaati hai gajron se,
Hathiyon ki mohtaaj nahi,
Wo ghayal karde nazron se

• JAI

[thorn sedge]

Rakh lu tuje is duniya se chupa k,
Hamesha k liye apne dil mein basa k,
Kohinoor se bhi zada chamakti hain teri ankhon,
Khuwaish itni hai k rakh lu tuje mai bs apna bana k.

• AMsal

[thorn sedge]

Ishq kiya, khoob kiya,
Haan adhoori toh reh gayi,
Magar apne hisse ka poore dil se kiya,

Toh gam hai ki judda hai,
Magar gam ye nahi ki kami reh gayi koi.
Tera hone ya na hone se shayad ab waisa farq na padta mujhe,
Magar yaad toh aaj bhi sab hai
Tum, tumhare raaz , wo raste, wo sham, wo raato me neend aa jaane tak ki wo saari baatein aur fir uske baad ki wo khamoshi . Haan sab.

Tumhare diye tofe , tumhare nam likhi nazm , aur tumhare saare raaz sab sambhal ke rakhe hai maine.
Kyuki ye mere hisse ka ishq hai, toh mehfooz hai aaj bhi,

Hann, Ishq kiya, khoob kiya,
Haan adhoori toh reh gayi,
Magar apne hisse ka poore dil se kiya.

[thorn sedge]

ना सर्द हवाओं का
ना भोर की ओस का
ना किरणों के छाने का
ना कोई वादा निभाने का
मुझे इंतज़ार है बस तेरे आने का...
ना जाड़े की कपकपाहट का
ना होठों की थरथराहट का
ना दिन ढलने का
ना सूरज के चढ़ने का
मुझे इंतज़ार है बस तेरे संग चलने का..
ना चांद की चांदनी का
ना रात की रागिनी का
ना मौसम के बदलने का
ना गर्दिशो के पिघलने का
मुझे इंतज़ार है बस तुझसे मिलने का..
-trouble

[thorn sedge]

Sajde pe tumne yakeen dilaya hai,
Jeete jee janat ka ahsaas karaya hai

Jitna main khud se bhi rubaru nahi,
Utna tune mujhe apna banaya hai

Kaise karun mai tera sukriya,
tune iss chalty laash ko jalta deeya banaya hai
-Shadow 🍁

Tuje pah kr phir kho diya,
Zindagi mein andhera,
Mai khud hi ab mera diya,
Milnay ko dil karay,
Per waqt ne ye kya kiya,
Sunata tha haal-e-dil jisay,
Auissi ne khudse dur kiya,
Galti nhi koi teri,
Sab mera hi hai kiya,
Milay gay kbhi is duniya mein dobara,
Agar khuda ne phir sab thik kiya,
Tab tak tu khush rehna,
Or maaf krna "AMsal" ko,
Agr anjaanay mein auisne,
Hai kuch galat kiya,
Or agr mai nah ah paya,
Tou samaj jana k,
Tuje phir panay ki umeed mein,
Auisne khudko bhi kho diya.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

कोई मुझको ज़रा सा ज़ख़्म अता कर दो,
आज कल फिर से खुश रह रहा हूँ मैं,
न कोई अफ़सोस न कोई ग़म है आजकल,
न किसी बात का दर्द सह रहा हूँ मैं,
उखड़ा सा रहने की कुछ यूं आदत लगी है मुझे,
कि मुझको बुरी लगे वो बातें खुद ही से कह रहा हूँ मैं,
क्यों मिलती नही तसल्ली मुझको खुश रहकर,
क्यों आखिर सुकून की नदियों में बह रहा हूँ मैं,
कोई बताएगा वो जगह जहाँ लोग सिर्फ झूठे हों,
क्यों वफादारों से इतना आजकल घुल मिल रहा हूँ मैं,
कोई मुझको ज़रा सा ज़ख़्म अता कर दो,
आज कल फिर से खुश रह रहा हूँ मैं।
-JAI

[thorn sedge]

Kartay hain tanqeed, jab hun hosh ki halat mein,
Jab mar gya tou kahain gayy ke insaan tou acha tha.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Na jane Ishq ke bazar mai ham kab bik gae,
Duao mai unka naam likh gae

Mujhe pehli nazar ka pyaar jhoot lagta tha,
Par phir apki laboon ki muskurahat dekh li
Kehte hai nasha jaanlewa hota hai,
Aur ham yaha aapke nigahon ke jaam lagagar zinda hai

Kimaat laga chuke hote aapki,
Par iss nasamjh Dil ko kya pata har nayab chiz khareede nahi jati

[thorn sedge]

Wo hazar sawaal jo tum na puchhogi kabhi,
Main har shaam akele mein unke jawaab dohrata hu

• JAI

[narrow cloak]

Sambhal Rahi hu par ab girne se dar nhi lgta, choto se dosti jo kr li hai
Ittni buri bhi nhi hai yeh dusri choto ki hamdard banne se jo rok leti hai.
Raasto mai hmesa se hi kacchi rahi hu, Manzil toh pahuch hi jana hai par ab safar mai khul ke has , ro aur gunguna leti hu
Seekh leti hu un unchah raasto se bhi ki har galati ki sajah nhi hoti kch galtiya hi saja hoti hai jinhe mai ya tum nhi rok skte jb usne hi likh ke bheja hai, toh aao chalo un mai na ulajh ke likh lete hai phirse ek nayi shuruwat.
Sj.

[thorn sedge]

wo sawal jo har roz mere zehen me aate hai
agar maine puch bhi liye toh kya tum jawab de paoge
yun toh nahi ki sawal sirf tumse hai
kuch jawab maine bhi dediye toh kya tum seh paoge
-trouble

[thorn sedge]

Ap hamari duaon mein or hum apki baato mein bhi nahi,
Ap hamari yaado mein or hum apki mulaqato mein bhi nahi,
Wo waday kab baatein ban gai pata hi nah chala,
Ap hamari zindagi ban gye or hum apke khayalato mein bhi nahi.
-AMsal❤️

[exotic kiln]

Hum Bade ho rahe hai
Zindagi ki Muskilo se thokare kha roo rahe hai,
Jevan ka Anand hum kho rahe hai,
Mujburi ki Andhi se gir, kisi tarha hum khade ho rahe hai,
Yaro ki Mifil ko Chood kamiyabi ke piche dodh rahe hai,
kya?Kya Hum Bade Ho Rahe hai?
Ajj-kajj khilono mai mann nahi lag raha hai,
Sara Sansaar Kamiyabi(paisa) ke picche bagh raha hai,
Khushiyon ke pal Sune Ho rahe hai....
Janab kya hum Bade ho rahe hai?
Na jane wo lakhaate kadam kab sidhe ho gaye...
Na jane Kab waqt bita aur...,
Hum Bade ho gaye!
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[thorn sedge]

Haa maine tujhpe likhna chhod diya.

Haa ab main baithke tujhpe nazm banata nahi,
Haa ab main zabaran kisse hazaar sunata nahi,
Haa maine haq jataana chhod diya.

Kalam todi, panne marode, phir tujhe apna batana chhod diya

-Kushagra

[thorn sedge]

Ye duniya matlabi mai phir bhi khudko umeed deta rahunga,
mai khud hi mere halaat ka zimmedar ye mai bar bar khudhi se kehta rahunga,
kismat tou bas aarzi hai mehnat pe sab mabni hai,
khudhi se ab jang meri mai mehnat kar bs agay badhta rahunga.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Tere shehar se jab jab guzarta hoon main,
Tere deedar ko har ik pal marta hoon main,
Kahin mil jaayein nazrein yun hi tumhari hamari,
Bas isi ummeed ke liye har dafa sawarta hoon main,
Tumhara tassavur aur hazaar sawal jawab mere,
Saamne kuch puchne se na jaane fir kyun darta hoon main,
Ye kaisi chahat hai meri tera ho jaane ki,
Tera naam labon pe aata jab bhi sajde kiya karta hoon main,
Zaroori nahi har kahani mukammal hi honi ho,
Fir bhi har roz in anishchittaon se ladta hoon main
Tumhara naam leta hai koi to dhadkanein tez ho jaati hain,
Aur log puchte hain tumse kitni mohabbat karta hoon main

• JAI

[thorn sedge]

Yahan pyar ab jismo ka khel ban gya,
Ye zindagi ik ghamo ka dher ban gya,
Bina jismo k yahan ab chaltay nhi rishtay,
Yahan pyar ab hawas ka mehal ban gya.
-AMsal❤️

[chrome oriole]

haath ki lakere tak yaad ho gayi thi teri,
tune mera naam tak bhula diya,
aaj bata hi de mujhe ki kya wo sab ek juuth tha,
kya sirf mai paagal tha ya udhar bhi kuch asar tha,
mere dil ye manta nahi ki tujh mere yaad tak nahi aati,
shayad tubhi roti hogi socha tha maine,
kal bazar me dekh ke dil sehem sa gaya,
ek aisi muskaan jo maine aaj tak nahi dekhi,
ham to royenge kuch din fir bhi khayal tera nahi jayega,
khair aasu to ab aate jaate rahege,
galti meri hi thi ki maine harr cheez yaad rakhi teri,
par tera wo nakab ke piche ka chehra nahi yaad rakha

[thorn sedge]

Inn kitabo mai kya likha hai hum to apki nigahen padhna chahte hai

Inn hawao mai kya rakha hai ham apki sanse ginna chahte hai

Inn wadiyo se badhke ham apki aadao ko niharna chahte hai

Tum kehto ho ham dost hi theek hai ..tum kehto ho ham dost hi theek hai

Par ham dost se badkar aapke ashiq banna chahte hai
-Shadow🍁

[ripe briar]

By - @ripe briar

[thorn sedge]

Tu kabhi juda ho nahi sakta
kyuki jo kabhi mila nahi vo kho nahi sakta
poora aitbaar hai mujhe iss bewafa dil pe
ye jitna tera hai kabhi mera utna ho nahi sakta
ruk do kadam mat sunn inn labo ke lafzo ko
daga de rhe ye tujhe na jane kabse
theher ke sunn inn dil ki dhadkano ko
ye tujhse sach chupa le ye mumkin ho nahi sakta
-trouble

[thorn sedge]

Bohat koshish ki waqt badalnay ki mene,
un raaho pe akelay phirse chalnay ki mene,
lagta hai mai hi nakabil hun is zamanay mein,
warna koshish tou bohat ki chehray padhnay ki mene.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Tu kar le hauslo ko buland lakshya bhi tere kadmo ko chumega,
Tu apni kamiyo ko sudhar phir duniya kya tu sabka dil jeetega
-Shadow 🍁

[turbid tusk]

Is it time
For the darkness to swallow me whole
Or i can roar in the sea?
The perception i have of my dreams
Is it possible for me not to feel?
Why is sun shining
When my eyes can't see
Is it time
For my world end to cease
Even if i get time, how can i live?

Is it possible for me to get a drink
Get high and sleep

[thorn sedge]

Do ajnabi ik dum se pas hogye,
Nah janay kesay ik dum se khas hogye,
Nah krtay thay baat wo ghairon se kbhi,
Aaj ik dusre k liye kalam or alfaaz hogye.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Tu kurta Saada hi sahi,
Bas pehenkar,
Meri gali se guzra kar
Koi puch na le raaz mere sharmaane ka,
Tu bas halka sa muskuraya kar

Baal, jaise mujhe pasand hain
Theek waise hi katwaya kar
Mujhe shauk nhi mehenge tohfon ka,
Tu bas gajre se mujhe sajaya kar

Tu duniya ki nazron se mat dara kar,
Apni aankhon se meri nazar utaar liya kar
Apne raub ko barkaraar rakh-kar
Tu mere alawa, kisi aur se naa ghabraaya kar
Ye dil or niyat, saaf rakha kar
Koi hosh kho baithe gar tujhpr
Tu bas mera naam dohraaaya kar

Jab mujhse milne aaya kar
Mujhme hi bas jayaa kar
Naa soch sake ye dil kuch or
Tu bas kuch aisa jaadu kr jaya kar. -RUSH

[ripe briar]

Munda gulaba da jawab mangda..
Tere dil vich halki ji thah mangda..
Saara din dhup vich beet janda..
Teri shawl di thandi chhah mangda..
Mangeya uss rab toh vi mein..
Prr rab meri kha manda..
Rab meri kha manda..
-Roop 🥀

[thorn sedge]

Duniyadari mein log dusro ko apnay se zada khush samj letay hain,
Hamaray sath hi rabb bura krta hai ye veham bana letay hain,
Meri hi zindagi bs mushkil mein nahi sab log hi dukh or takleef k shikar hain,
Yahan tou gham mein bhi hasna padta hai wrna log tumhai kamzor samj letay hain.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Kabhi khushi mili, tanhai mili,
Kabhi dard mila, ruswayi mili,
Kabhi jhooth mila,sacchai mili,
Par har baat me gehraayi mili,
Koi seekh gaya,koi sikha gaya,
Koi dekh gaya,koi dikha gaya
Koi gaya hazaron dard diye
Koi har ek dard ko mita gaya
Koi meetha tha koi khara tha,
Koi kadwa tha,koi pyara tha
Koi bure waqt ki wajah bana
Koi bure waqt ka sahara tha,
Koi zeher shahad me ghol gaya
Koi raaz apne khol gaya,
Koi chup kar ke sab sunta gaya,
Koi chup kar ke sab bol gaya

• JAI

[ripe briar]

•आप आप से तु तु पर आ गए....
•पहले मेरी जिंदगी बने,
फिर जिंदगी खा गए....
•सच बताओ किसी और के साथ भी ऐसा किया है,
यान सबसे पहले बेवफाई हम पर आजमा गए....
-Roop

[chrome oriole]

Aaaj phir dekha tujhe,
Aaj phir dil ne socha ki puch hi loon, ki kya sirf matlab tak hi tha hamara rishta,

Mai to teri aakhon me ghuum rehta tha,
Kya tujhe meri aakhein nahi dikhti thi,

Mai insaan padh to leta hoon par iss baar maine koshis nahi ki,

Dimag to bolta tha ki kuch galat hai par dil ki awaz ke saamne sab shaant ho jata tha,

Ab badal raha hoon aapne aap ko,
Dil to tabhi hi ghut gaya tha jis wakt tune usse Todd diya

[spring crane]

She reminds me of a storm
Her voice powerful like thunder
Her gaze sharp as lightning
The fierceness of her soul scares away the fickle-minded
The ones that admire the rain only until it's tame
Running away at the first sight of flashes
They want quiet thunder
A pretentious bunch, claiming to love but halfheartedly
What she deserves instead is to be admired for the calm and the chaos equally

She has galaxies in her mind
The whole universe contained inside
How can they expect her to be down to Earth
When the light burning inside her fuels the Sun
And 200 sextillion stars are cheering her on
Like the Moon, she has her phases
Until she becomes whole
That woman is going places
She is impossible to control

~ butterflypea

[thorn sedge]

Teri baatein sunay tou sama hogya,
Mere dil ki tu katil mai ghawa hogya,
Tu dur hai mujse meri galti thi kya,
Tere janay se lagay rabb mujse khafa hogya.
-AMsal❤️

[rancid minnow]

तुम पूरे समय जिसको अपना समझ रहे थे
वो तो तुम्हारा पराया निकला,
तुम पूरे समय जिसके लिए फूल बिछाते रहे
वो तुम्हारे लिए कांटे बिछा गया,
तुम जिसके लिए अपनी जान देने को तैयार थे
वो तुम्हारी ही पीठ मैं खंजर घोंप गया,
तुम जिसके लिए पूरी दुनिया के खिलाफ गए
वो तुम्हारे खिलाफ उनके पास चले गए,
दुनिया का यही सार है
ये सार मुझे बदल के दिखला,
तुम पूरे समय जिसको अपना समझ रहे थे
वो तो तुम्हारा पराया निकला।

                                                     ~Rishu

[thorn sedge]

Maut se dar nahi mujhe,
Apno ki maut se hai

Jinse zindagi hai,
Unki zindagi cheen jane se hai

Kho chuki hun ek shaqs ko phele hi,
Ab kya sabke janaze ka hissa banungi mai??

Sab chor kar chale jaenge,
To kya tanhai se baate karungi mai??

Ae khuda bas ek murad hai meri,
Jinse sansein chalti hai unhe cheen ne se phele meri sansein cheen lena tu,
mere jeete jee unhe mujhse dur mt karna tu
-Shadow 🍁

[thorn sedge]

Zindagi thodi hataash hai
Mere apne bhi mujhse naraaz hain
Samet kar sabki aashayein
Mai harr rozz khudse hi ladd rahi hoon
Harkar, uthkar, girkar fir smbhalkar
Kaise batau sabko, mai jeene ki poori koshish kar rahi hoon

In saanson se ishq kam,khudse shikayetein thodi jyada hain
Ijaazat nahi kisi ko apnane ki, ye dil abhi khudse bhi khafa hai
Kuch kar jaane ko mann karta hai,
Kuch bann jane ko mann karta hai
Par kaise batau sabko,
Ye mann abhi bhi bacha hai

Dusron ka sahara lekar kuch haasil nahi hota,
Sabki ummeedon pr utarna zaroori nahi hota
Harr mannpasand cheez ko na pasand karna pdhta hai
Sach kaha hai kisine,
Kuch paane ke liye, bohot kuch khona pdta hai.
-RUSH

[thorn sedge]

Tere jan pichho munde nu tu behrang jeya banata,
Teri udeek ch munda kamla te yaada nay shayar banata,
Tere li tah rabb naal vi lad janda,
Par teri soh ne munde nu kayer banata.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Pehchan kalaaar hai,
Haan, aisa ahankaar hai.
Bhishan mera vichaar hai,
Har shabd mein lalkaar hai.

Syahi meri hunkaar hai,
Yeh shabdon ka vyapaar hai.
Har geet mera yaar hai,
Mutthi mein yeh sansaar hai.

Maathe mein ek jhanjaal hai,
Kaandhe pe baitha kaal hai.
Kaanon mein ek jhankaar hai,
Har lafz ka yeh saar hai.

Mera naam kalamkaar hai.
Pehchan kalakaar hai.

~Kushagra

[wind nebula]

आजकल

आजकल बारिश की खुशबु मुस्कुराहट की जगह मायूसी लाती है।

आज का वो खुद के साथ वक़्त बिताना वो तन्हाई अंदर से खाती है

.

आजकल वो किताब की खुशबु खुशी की जगह डर लाती है

आज कल उखड़ा उखड़ा रहता हु और हर छोटी बात घर कर जाती

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आजकल दरवाज़े की वो आवाज़ जो पाप का घर आना बताती थी उसमे वो बात नही है

आजकल वो सारी आज़ादी है जो इतने सालों से चाहिये थी पर ना जाने क्यों मन आज़ाद नही है

.

आजकल वो homework वो school assembly stage वो principle room इतना डरावना नही लगता

आजकल वो मम्मी का अच्छा खाना वो रिश्तेदारों से मिलने जान इतना लुभावना नही लगता

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आजकल काफी अकेला काफी मायूस काफी डरा डरा रहता हु

आजकल लोगो की सुनता कम हु और उससे भी कम कहता हूँ

ऐसा नही है की कहने को कुछ नही पर कोई सुनने वाला भी हो

कोई इन शब्दो के धागो को सुकून की चादर मे बुनने वाला भी तो हो

हर रोज़ की उस भीड़ मे आज एक राही का चेहरा नया दिखा
आँखों में एक चमक लिए वो मेरे सामने आ टिका
राही ने बात बढ़ायी तो काफी देर हमारी बात हुई
कभी ना भूल पाउ एसी उस राही से मुलाकात हुई

राही निकला था सपने लिए दुनिया की सेर करने को
नये शहर में, नई डगर पर, नये लोगो से घुलने मिलने को
मुझसे भी पूछा उसने क्या आपका मन नही करता सपने पुरे करने का
रोज़ की इस निरस जिंदगी मे रुक के कुछ दिल की करने का

राही के उस सवाल ने मुझे अंदर से झकझोर दिया
उसकी इस एक बात ने जैसे मेरे अंदर का साम्य तोड़ दिया

सब कुछ तो हैं फिर क्यों नही मे अपने दिल की करता हु
किस चीज़ से डर लगता है, किस चीज़ का इंतज़ार करता हु
खूब देर सोच के बोला "आखिर इन सपनो के लिए ही तो आगेभड़ता हु
ये पुरे हुए तो क्या करूँगा, किधर जाऊंगा, शायद इनके पुरा होने से ही डरता हु"

[minor pawn]

Shabd to kaafi hai sb byaan krne ke liye,
prr kabhi is sannaate ko pdh kr to dekho.
Galtiya to kaafi hai iss narazgi ke liye,
prr kabhi unn halaato ko samajkar to dekho.

Sun ne mei aaya hai ki,
Faasle to kaafi hai hmaare darmiyaan,
prr kabhi unn faaslo ke raasto ko naapkar to dekho.
Kyu log soche dost jalte hai dost ki hi kaamyaabi se,
prr kabhi is paak dil mei jhaank kr to dekho.
Kyu log soche ye sb hota sirf pyaar ke liye,
prr kabhi ek schii dosti nibha kr to dekho.

-Manan

[minor pawn]

Tanhaayia naal kuj eho jeha rubaab hogya,
jeeonde jee mai khud to fanaah hogya.

Socheya si Hanjuaa sahaare tere ditte zakhma nu sambhaal jaunga,
prr bhul gya ki ohna da namak hi mere zakhma nu khured jauga.

Kehnde ohdi yaad ne mundeya nu shaayar bnaata,
prr ki dassiye asi taa uss to baad likhna hi chdta.

Tutteya ta dil bahut aa tere jaan to baad,
prr khush vi bahut aa tere kamm aaun to baad.

-Manan

[thorn sedge]

Bina baat kiye log chehra padh letay hain,
Khud sahi or sab galat ye veham bana letay hain,
Chahai tum jitna bhi acha ban lo AMsal,
Log bina janay yahan judge krletay hain.

• AMsal❤️

[chrome oriole]

Khushiya jalake saari phuk di ,
Baatein saaari meethi teri, kya pata wo juth thi,

Likhta teri yaado ko paano par,
Raatein biit gyi dekha nhi ghanto par,

Hasna kehte kisko, ab yaad nhi,
Mujhme wo pehle waali, ab baat nhi,

[lost sequoia]

Maut to haq hai sabko aani hai,
E duniya tu kis fitoor me hai.

Maut ko pukarte ho,
Zindagi ko to dekhlo,
Zamane ke aaine se rishto ko na dekho,
Janaze ke waqt tum qisso ka na dekho.

Tut jati hai sultanate badi badi,
Ishq ke kitabo ki ayate badi badi,
Nahi aata hume apno ka janaza uthana,
Wo qabar ki tanhai hai kafi badi badi.

[chrome oriole]

Chak leya teri saari yada nu,
Thalle rakh ke aag la di,
Hundd menu smjha tu,
Aai adhuri adhuri kive jee leni hai

[stoic flame]

Kahin aag lag na jaaye in kagazo.n par
Bas isliye mai katrata hu dard likhne se

[tough needle]

Longing and craziness

*I miss him so much
That i want to cry and
Just ask him to come back

Cause I am too vulnerable,
in love with, and attached to him
I want to send him long paragraphs

About me, him, us and
How I miss him like crazy
What will happen if something
Happens to us, our bond...*

-Tanya

[lost sequoia]

Hum ibadat nahi karte, wo israf nahi karte.
Hum gunah nahi karte,
Wo insaf nahi karte.

Kaise suljhay dil aur dimag ki ruswai,
Wo bade log dil ki baat nahi karte.

[white sierra]

Ishq e ijhar ki dasta kuch aise thi jb kuch na keh saka tb wo keh gayi bade kayar ho tum
jb likh deya unke ishq me tb wo keh gayi bade shayar ho tum

[lost sequoia]

Hum ibadat nahi karte, wo israf nahi karte.
Hum gunah nahi karte, Wo insaf nahi karte.
Kaise suljhay dil aur dimag ki ruswai,
Wo bade log dil ki baat nahi karte.

Iss zamne ko koi thoda hisab to sikhao,
Leen deen ka vyapar to batao.
Ajab hai e duniya tere munshio pr,
Bewafa bankar bhi wafadaro ka hisab nahi karte.

Humne humare dil ko humse bichadte dekha,
Wafadaro ko bazaro me bikte dekha,
Ha shyad iss liye unko humari dukan pasand na aai,
Kyuki hum dukan me rishto ka vyapar nahi karte.

Mitti ke liye badi badi sultanate mit gyi,
Siyasat me mandir aur masjide mit gyi,
Aare jara wo akbhaar to dekho insaniyat se yakin todne walo,
Kuch tashnalabo ke samne puri shah e sham mit gyi.

[lost sequoia]

Ishq aur Nafrat.

Bewafa yu bazar me saf kapde pahen ke na jaya karo,
Duniya ko to sif humare kurte pr hi daag dikhte hai,
Dil kitne kiske napak, unke bhi chehre shehar ko pak dikhte hai.

Ishq ke logo jara aaina to dekho,
Ashiqo tum apna sukun to dekho,
Nahi jante ye ishq karne wale Ashiq hakikat dil ki,
E mohobbat ke logo jara ruswai to dekho.

Ruthi ibadate, jhuthi himayate, bikau hakikate aur kya kya naam batau,
Zamana tujhe akhir kitna badnaam batau.
Nafrati ki duniya hai ab konsi baat batau.

Ishq aur nafrat ke do hi to tarane hai,
Ek tumhe yaad nahi, ek hume yaad nahi.

[lost sequoia]

Sitaro ke noor ko chupa nahi sakta,
Ae dil tu ye gum bhula nahi sakta.
Badli huvi ye fizayen hai,
Inn hawao ko ye ishq pher nahi sakta.

Me Khamosh raha wo har jhut pr,
Jo tum mujhse khete rahe.
Me chup raha wo har din,
Jab tum kisi aur se milte rahe.

Manta nahi me ki meri mohabbat sukhi thi,
Nahi manta me ki meri ibadate jhuti thi.
Kaise likh raha hu me ye dard dikhau kisko,
Akhir tumhara naam batau kisko.

Kal tak ye asman o zamin me humse ala koi na tha,
Aaj dekho to tumhari dalilo ko,
Humse bebayan sa koi shaitan na raha.

Tumne bohot kheliya,
Humari bhi kuch sunlo,
Shikwe nahi the mujhe tumse,
Kyuki ishq nahi tha tumko mujhse.

Ae rab,
Kaisi tune likhi hai zindagi meri,
Shuruat aur rutba to mila,
Pr mohobbat ka hissa pura na mila.

[thorn sedge]

Tune muje mujse milaya hai,
pyaar krne ka tarika bataya hai,
mai aaj jesa bhi hun wo sab teri hi waja se hun,
tune muje har halaat mein jeena sikhaya hai.
-AMsal❤️

[lost sequoia]

Kharid ke sari duniya bhi,
Tum nahi paa sakte unko mere sarkar,
Wo ek loh hai janta ke ummeed bekarar,
Magar nahi sunai degi 9 baja ye awaz,
Namaskar me Ravish Kumar.

Loktantra me se tantra bech diye,
Tumne gandhi ke liye harijan bech diye,
Kya nahi pta tume mandala ka karar,
Namaskar me Ravish Kumar.

Sultanate raeeso ke hatho me rakhdi,
Sultan ne hukumat unke juto me rakhdi,
Aare e logo samjho to sultanate hai bimaar,
Namaskar me Ravish Kumar.

Badlav karne aaye the,
Wo khud badal gye,
Chai ki chuski me,
Iman gatak gye.
Kitno ko dikhae ye hai andho ka bazar,
Namaskar me Ravish Kumar.

Aur kya bacha hai, tum takth bech chuke, taj, aur Delhi ke darbar bech chuke
Tum ganga ka kinara bech chuke,
Kya bacha hai tumme ab bhi koi khuddar?,
Namaskar me Ravish Kumar.

Kahi pyasa mar raha Gujrat,
Kahi sabse amir hai seth ka karobar,
Dikhaiga waqt apna jalal,
Akhir me, Namaskar me Ravish Kumar.

[humble hill]

Aata hai sukoon tere pas hone se,
Tere hasne se ya kisi baat pr rone se,
Tere hone se musqile bhi aasan Jaan padti hain,
Par shayd tu bhi mujhe Mehmaan Jaan padti hai,
Ki sab kuch toh bta baitha hu na Mai tumko,
Nazme, kisse mere dil ke paas aur dur ke hisse,
Kyun tum bhi mujhse sab kuch sajha kar baithi ho,
Btao na kya khud se koi wada kar baithi ho,
Sach btau tum jab hasti ho na sab khil uthta hai,
Khi baag me fool aur kisi kone me mai,
Tumhe hasana ya tumhe kuch bolna,
Jaise ki tum har baat dil se mat lagaya kro,
Acchi toh dikhti ho julfe chehre se mat hataya kro,
Tumhara Sona ,hasna, mujhe pagal bolna,
Choti choti baaton ko fir tarajoo me tolna,
Ye sab itna haseen aur rangeen hai na,
Ki shayad berang cheeze dikhte hi nahi mujhe,
Kabhi kabhi jee chahta hai tumhara hath tham kr,
Puch lu tumse, ki kya ye hamesha rahega hamare beech,
Ye jo hum kabhi ek duje ko keh nahi pae,
Ki kitne jaruri ban chuke hai hum dono ek dusre ke liye,
Khair choro...
Maine bht kuch khoya hai pane ke chakkar me,
Tum paas toh ho is waqt me is lamhe me,
Kaafi hai...tumhara itna pas hona mere liye..

[blazing hare]

I seek my salvation within you but if I had found you before;
I might have been damned,
For not going through the penance, patience, agony and tolerance.
I believe my character was being hammered and sculpted so that I was mature enough to be with you.

-kaniii-

[cerulean breach]

If you're going through a rough patch -

I will never know your struggles personally, but I assure you we all are in this together.
To everyone who has gone through unspoken tragedies,
I believe you.
To everyone who sits quietly in the back of room
While everyone is enjoying,
I see you.
To everyone who cries when the whole world is asleep,
I hear you.
To everyone who is going through pain,
I feel you.
To everyone who is reading this
You are not alone.
It isn't your fault.
You are not weak for crying.
You matter.
You do deserve love and happiness.
You can do it.
You are beautiful inside and out the just way you are.
Sending love ❤️

P.S :- if you ever need someone to talk to, my dms are always open.

[fossil lava]

The Nature Girl

Saw someone at mid of park
Like the light in the dark
Temptations and shivers starts
What to do Can't control my heart

Roses bloomed shining out there
Like praising some beauty in her hair
Idk who the hell cares
But then she starts to stare

Winds blowing
Whispers calling
Love is dawning all the way
What can i do she just made me stay

-Hope u liked that

Aditya

[trim ginkgo]

Loved Hard

Something amazing started with something not so great,
It was done on the name of charity but became for something private.

It all started because of a "Kissing booth",
From which the story begin.

The crush became love,
And it was now all about Noah and Elle.

But there was something constant,
The friendship of Lee and Elle, which started just after birth.

They both went under a lot of situations,
But never left each other's clan.

It also talks about the selflessness of Elle,
Which had to be changed.

Elle was the main character,
But the friendship actually took up the show.

• Mimuksha Darak

(It's a poem based on series "The Kissing Booth")

[chrome oriole]

Likhe baithu kyu,
Har baar sochu ki bhul jaau tuhme,
Par ye panne apne aap bhar jate kyu,
Raat to ek pehar si ho gyi hai,
Yaadein teri leher si ho gayi hai,
haan thi ek zeher si tu jiski ab adat si ho gayi thi.

[thorn sedge]

Na jane kitni baar mera mann rabb se rootha hoga,
khushiyo se mera hath aksar hi choota hoga,
aasman ki taraf dekh kitni hi baar dua mangi hogi mene par,
jab muje tum mili yaqeenan koi taara toota hoga.
-AMsal❤️

[deep jackal]

Q hjar ke shikve karta hai
Q dard ke rone karta hai
Ab ishq kiya to sabr bhi kar
Isme yehi sab hota hai

[thorn sedge]

Koi bhi saaya nahi raahon mein,
Koi bhi aayega na baahon mein.
Tere liye-mere liye, Koi nahi rone wala.

Raahein bhi hain khaali-khaali,
Baahein bhi hain veeraan-veeraan.
Sote ban'te hota nahi,
Sapne bhi ab hairaan-hairaan.

Kushagra❤

[next spear]

वो इतना महफूज़ हो मेरे साथ ,
मेरे कंधे पर सर रख वो रो सके ।।

ना बांधू डोर उसके ख्यालों को ,
मेरे कंधे पर सर रख वो खो सके ।।

एक मेरी बाजू उसने पकड़ी हो ,
मेरे कंधे पर सर रख वो सो सके ।।

[exotic kiln]

मेहनत करते-करते सुबह से शाम करता हूं,
आँखें थक जाती हैं लेकिन काम करता हूं,
फिर भी कम अंक वाले बच्चों मैं अपना नाम करता हूं,
हस्ता - हसाता रहता और दुख छुपाया करता हूं,
थक जाता हूं फिर भी लड़ा करता हूं,
भले ही दुख है और समस्या हजार है,
मेरे साथ मेरा यार है,
भलेही मैं कभी-कभी शिकायत करता हूं,
भलेही मैं कभी-कभी शिकायत करता हूं,
लेकिन ए जिंदगी मे तुझसे मोहब्बत करता हूं....
ए जिंदगी मे तुझसे मोहब्बत करता हूं |
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[lost sequoia]

Chalo baat kare asmano ki,

Aasman aur zamin ne kya wada kiya hoga,
Akhir konsi gardish me,
Sitaro ne use thukraya hoga.

Me tumhare sirhane baithkar,
Ab konsi bate batau.
Iss mohobbat ko kab,
Barisho se manau.

Mai baitha raha falaq ko taqe,
Intezar bs tumhara tha.
Wo chand or sitaro ki mehfil me,
Ek deewana tumhare tha.

Ye asmani mohobbat ko,
Duniya ye kya samjhegi.
Fitoor ki ye baate,
Siyasate kaha manegi.

Ek sitara dikha mujhe,
Uska roshan afsana tha,
Humare rishte ki ulzhan me,
Uska noor bhi ek tarfasa tha.

Maine nazar ki zamin me ek aur,
Mujhe dor mohobbat ki tumhare haath me dikhi.
Uska dusra chera bewafai ka mujhe mere hi haath me chalkai di.

Jo zlum duniya ne dekha,
Uska zakhm dikahu kisko,
E ishq, tera dard sunao kisko.
Asamn aur pani ki gherio ke bich,
Nafrat, Aag aur ishq bikte hai,
Bewafa tera dam batau kisko.

[thorn sedge]

Kuch pal ruk jane se safar khatam nahi hota,
Waqt ka fasla hamesha sitam nahi hota,
Mana k mai darta hun tuje khone se par,
kuch din baat nah hone se pyar kam nahi hota.
-AMsal❤️

[night crypt]

Kehna cahati hu kuch tumse
Sunna cahoge kya?
Meri baaton se
Mujhe samjh paaoge kya?

Dil ki baatein btane mei
Thoda darr lagta hai mujhe
Mere is darr ko
Tum bhaga paaoge kya?

Pareshan jab mai hoti hu
Tab khamosh ho jaaya karti hu
Meri khamoshi ke peeche ki wajah ko
Tum pehchan paaoge kya?
Meri pareshani mei
Mera saath de paaoge kya?

Dil se pyaar karna jaanti hu mai
Bol ke jatana nahi aata
Meri aankhon mei jo pyaar hai tumhare liye
Usse meri aankhon mei
Tum dekh paaoge kya?

-Muskan❤️

[summer pendant]

Tum Chand taaro ki baat krti ho , wo to tumhe dekh kar khud sharminda h ,
Aur tum ye baat baat par na rutha Karo, tumhe khush dekhkar hi hum Zinda h

[night crypt]

Mushkil hai
Kyu?
Kyu yeh zindagi asaan nahi?
Tang karti, satati, pareshan karti
Kyu hai yeh zindagi?

Haan maana
ki jahan khushi hai vahan dard bhi
aankhon mei aansu hai toh kabhi hothon mei muskurahat bhi..
Kabhi dhoop hai toh baarish bhi
Nafrat hai toh kabhi pyaar bhi..
Par fir kyu ek dard hai
ek ehsas hai
jo jeevanbhar ke liye
dil mei kuch ese sama hai...

Dil tootta hai toh kabhi dil judta bhi hai
Par koi is duniya se chla jaaye toh vapis aata kyu nahi?
Sab uski namaujudgi maan bhi lete hai
Par dil hai samjhta kyu nahi?

Voh toh nahi hai yahan
Fir yeh aansu rukte kyu nahi?
Yeh log jo tassalli dete hai... saath hone ke waade karte hai
Woh sath hote kyu nahi?
Apna toh kehte hai vo khudko
Par jab zaroorat hoti hai unki toh vo apne wahan hote kyu nahi?

Kyu?
Yeh zindagi asaan nahi?

-Muskan❤️

[lost sequoia]

Ye log aaj aye hai.
Khete hai koi kaam ho to batana.
Aur ye log phir chale jate hai.

Ye log khete hai sabar karo sab thik ho jaiga hum hai na, aur agle he pal wo apni apni duniya me chale jate hai.

Kuch waqt tak ke ye log hume apna dikhlate hai, prr kuch pal baad wo bhi apno ki tarha sath chodjate hai.

Ye log bhi galat nahi hai, unki bhi apni duniya hai, unke bhi koi apne hai jo unka unki duniya me intezar kar rahehai, unn logo ke liye, unki wo mhequm duniya ke liye wo log chale jate hai.

Wo log khete hai tum fikar na karo jo insan guzar gaya wo laut ke na aye ga. Hume samaj nahi aate wo mere ankhon ke samne jo mere mheboob ki qabar hai uski, ya chnd pal baad jo wo mitti dal ke guzar jai ge uski baat kar rahe hai.

Maut to haq hai sabko aani hai, ye hume samjhane ki jarurat nahi.
Prr wo yaade humari unke sath hai usse kaise dafnai, ye samjhaye bina hi wo log chale jate hai.

[night crypt]

Galat fehmi hai shayad tujhe
Ki patthar hai dil mera
Shayad lgta hai tujhe
Ki tu hi hai sukoon mera..

Han tha shayd
Hn tha shayd
Sirf tu hi sukoon kabhi mera
Par ab tu galat fehmi mei jeeta hai
Ki mai khilona hu tera..

Jab yaad aaye toh cahiye sth hu mai..
Aur varna..hu kaun mai?

Yeh nazarandazgi teri
Pasand nhi mujhe
Taken for granted
Kyu samjha hai mujhe?

Hann... karti hu pyaar tujhe
Sabke saamne karti hu qubool mai
Par fayeda uthaye tu mere jazbaaton ka
Yeh hargiz manzoor nhi karti mai...

Galat fehmi mujhe bhi ek shayad
Hn hai shayad
Ki dil hai tere paas...
Par mera dil isse meri galat fehmi manne se bhi inkaar karta hai..
Han hai pyaar mujhe tujhse
Par ab mera dil tera hone se inkaar karta hai💔

-Muskan❤️

[next spear]

रास्ता पूछता हूं मैं जब समशान का ,
पता बताते हैं सब एक तेरे मकान का ।।

हां सब कुछ लोटा दिया मेरा दिया पर ,
क्या करोगी उस अंगूठी के निशान का ।।

मैं एक इल्जाम ना लगाऊंगा तुम पर तुम ,
कह देना आवारा था ही बद-जबान का ।।

[thorn sedge]

Umeed tou puri hai k ye waqt bhi mai bardasht kar jaunga,
tere intezar mein mai gham ka dariya bhi paar kar jaunga,
marr tou nahi jaonga tuje khone se par,
is dil ko gham-e-bazaar mein nilam kar jaunga.
-AMsal❤️

[night crypt]

I've lost myself.
I can't find who I use to be.
Although I keep searching,
I can't find who i am suppose to be.
I don't know when I've lost myself , i barely remember.
I tried ,but I'm still not back together.

I've lost myself.
I can't seem to figure out who I am.
I've tried to find myself before
but all it did was break me down to the core.
I cry myself to sleep at night, and wonder "God why?"
When i really don't want to say , i don't know why i have to say goodbye.
I make my share of mistakes, but everyone only seems to remember them.
It's not in my control, but i don't know why i have to carry them.

I've lost myself,
to this fog around.
The sky, the stars , the moon are my only escape
in the life that I've to reshape.
I've told myself it will all be okay,
it's just a lie I have to say.
I fake a smile everyday,
so no one will notice I've gone astray.

I've lost myself
but hopefully, I will get better.
I've lost myself
but I know I won't stay lost forever.

-Muskan❤️

[thorn sedge]

Gham kam nahi hota akele rone se,
wo yaar hi kya jo milay tumhe khudko khone se,
is duniya mein jeene k liye dil ko pathar bhi krna padhta hai kbhi,
un k liye ro k kya faida jinhai fikar hi nah ho tumhare hone se.
-AMsal❤️

[sleek quest]

When the Sun Shines upon you..
You Glaze like never before
But with time it brushes off too
And the Soul acts like
It didn't have a clue...

When the mighty little age catches on you
Your heart sinks in pain
And all you see, is darkness above you
But now you question yourself
"Did my dream come true"......

You had much works to do....
Did you respond as the way
The supreme almighty wanted you to..
But now you think about the time
Where you could've done all that too

As the time ticks on..... darkness rises too
And all you see is flashes of life
Now , slowly & slowly is the peace you fall into...
And you Glaze like never before
When the Sun shines upon you.....

-Shreyansh❤️

[white sierra]

Kon kehta hai ki Mai jhut nhi bolta
Ek bar khairiyat puch kar to dekho

[lost sequoia]

A letter to self,
It's New Year Eve, Everyone is making their year rewind. I don't know what to highlight of all 365 days. The year was full of a happy movements, sad nights, evenings of downs and afternoons of opportunities. Just like every other year.

I hopped and somewhat succeeded in progressing my life. Uplifting in knowledge and business. Ofcourse there were movements where I felt like everything is useless and there's nothing worth full. Everything I worked didn't resulted well. But surely there were movements where my life hyped in achivements. Be it in business or on personal ground. I was able to give some matters full closure. Memories or emotions that used to bother me, started to don't and it relieved my heart. This year didn't go as per expectation but, that's how human psychology works. I thought a lot and felt a lot about feelings, which I learnt is wasting of time. Nobody cares less or more, everyone just do it as our position in their life and we also do the same. I want to write about travelling I did but there's nothing exceptional, for me traveling and roaming gives me a more wide perspective of people in general. I experienced a lot by traveling. I wanted to roam more but let's keep it for 2023. I read some books and I'm glad I get the habit of reading. Books gave me some knowledge which I perceived and some of it worked for me.

Overall, this year was something like a roller coaster ride. There are movements which made it and are some movements from I want to move on. One thing that I can write is no matter how my one year, one month, one day or even one minute go. At the end what matters is the world I desire, the people I love, the movements I want to experience to come true. How much I lost, betrayed or fail. If I'm getting close to what I want. It's worth it. By this I wish myself a very Happy and Eventful New Year 2023.

[idle bane]

Tere ishq me apne ishq ko sadqa kar diya
Zaya na ho waqt tera isliye khudka kar diya

[sleek quest]

I'm in Delusion
I see myself above the world
But still every time
I seek for inclusion.

I'm in Delusion
It feels that I've all the knowledge
But still every second
I can't find conclusion.

I'm in Delusion
I don't listen to others
But still every minute
I push myself to accusation.

I'm in Delusion
My reality is Supreme
But still every hour
I feel, I'm in Illusion.

I'm in Delusion
I think I'm Perfect
But still every time
I seek for mitigation.

I'm in Delusion
I'm free to do I wish
But still every eternity
I see my limitation.

God knows what's this fusion
He send me with deduction
Till date there's only been Imputation
I'm in Delusion.

• Shreyansh❤️

[thorn sedge]

Another year has come to an end. And right now when many of you are out there partying, I'm writing this. A letter to myself and all of you.

I won't say that this was an amazing year, it wasn't great, we lost some of our close ones, and we lost friendships that we once thought were gonna last forever. Some people had to go through a breakup, whereas someone got their hearts broken because their crush got with someone else.
Our school life ended, we might have not said this to anyone but we all felt really sad while saying goodbye to everyone at the farewell because somewhere in our hearts we all knew that this might be the last time you're seeing them.

But this year wasn't all bad either. I mean we did meet new people, made new friends, got drunk, and made some real good memories. Got admitted to a college, and finally stepped out into an all-new world, a new city, and are now pursuing our dreams.
Some of us got into a relationship, and are finally not going to their friends and begging for a "bandi" and rather talk about something else, something more interesting.

In short 2022 was another decent year of our lives. We laughed, we cried, we got angry, we fought for our loved ones, we fought for ourselves. And here we are, ending this year on a positive note I guess.

So Now let's all of us enter 2023 with all these stories and lessons and memories that we learned last year and move forward to a Healthier and Happier New Year.

𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞

-Kushagra❤️
(Got the idea to write a letter from @lost sequoia, sorry i stole it🫣)

[idle bane]

Bade kameene dost hai mere, mai hu dhang ki sohbat me bhi nahi
Par inn haramzado se jesi yaari hai waisa ishq to pehli mohabbat me bhi nahi

[night crypt]

To my younger self,

You haven't reached your destination yet, but I'm sure as hell that you will. 🌸

You were strong then and you are valiant now. You made it to today and i am proud of you.

I'm sorry that you had to fight your battles alone and I'm sorry that you weren't understood enough. I'm sorry for your restlessness and for your anxiety. I'm sorry for all the times you've been taken for granted and I'm sorry for all the friends you lost on your way. I'm sorry for all the heartbreaks that tore you apart and I'm sorry for all the pain you had to live through. I'm sorry you had to feel the way you did, but you needed to , to get here.

I'm sorry for a lot of things but I'm thankful for a lot more. I still have bad days and i still feel restless, but you taught me how to deal with it. I still feel everything that i used to before, but I'm strong enough to fight them without shedding another tear. You made me strong and ambitious, fierce and powerful- you made me, me.❣️

Thankyou, for holding on and thankyou, for knowing when to let go. Thankyou, for surviving through all your crazy breakdowns and thankyou, for disconnecting me from the world, only to bring me closer to myself.

As i bid you goodbye, i also want to thankyou for leaving a piece of your childishness in me.

I want you to know that, no matter how old i grow , you're always going to be my favourite self. ✨

Love and gratitude❤️

-Muskan❤️

[thorn sedge]

Aasman mein chand or meri ankhon mein bas tu dikhti hai,
meri kalam tou ab bas teri hi baaton ko likhti hai,
tere baare mein mai or kya hi kahun tu tou kabil-e-tareef hai,
mai tou bas tere dar pe rehna chahta hun jahan gham-e-raat bikti hai.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Main tum pe aake hara hun.

Aisa nahi ki ye meri pehli haar thi,
Pehle bhi hara hun, par haar mein kabhi aisa sukoon nahi tha.

Shayad tum saath thi issliye,
Yaa shayad khudko haar kar aisa hi sukh milta hai.

Yaad hai mujhe, main aisa toh nahi tha.
Bas apne guroor pe sawar rehta tha
Na jaane phir kya hua.

Haa, ek aawaz padi thi kaanon mein,
Wo aawaz tumhari thi.
Main waha pehli baar mera yeh guroor hara tha.

Tum uss waqt baarish ki tarah mere sukhe banjar dil pe barsi thi.
Uss waqt mere bheetar jalta yeh aehnkar ka sooraj hara tha.

~Kushagra❤️
(I haven't completed it yet, this is the first part only)

[graceful raft]

Fanaa hua humara yeh afsana
Huye ashq mere yeh naina
Yaad sataati hai tumhari mujhe ab musalsal
Ulfat, tum hi toh ho meri jaan-e-ghazal

~ayankapoor❤️

[thorn sedge]

Mere jan pichho loki mere kisse sunaya karenge,
ae gham tou bach k mennu milan utte aya karenge,
jede khush rehge eh duniya ch oh ohna di kismat a,
te jede rehge dard ch oh mennu millan di umeed jataya karange.
-AMsal❤️

[gaunt bison]

Chai!
But, Not everyone's cup of tea
Brewing this magical drink
Can cure heartbreaks through it's aroma
Can bring emotions by just a sip
Oh A cup of Chai! you have seen people Cry
You have heard endless talks over you
You've seen people promising
Those promising may break but
My heart's overwhelmed because you will never change!
Just be my Chai!

[graceful raft]

Uske baahon mein simatne ki justajoo
Usse alhadaa hone se nafrat
Kya yeh sirf ek kashish hai
Ya hogaya hai mujhe mohabbat

~ayankapoor❤️

[thorn sedge]

Pasand bohat se log atay hain par har kissi se pyar nahi hota,
Dil-e-dard tou sab dete hain par har koi dildaar nahi hota,
Es matlabi zamane mein sacha pyar milna nehayat hi mushkil hai,
Or jis se dil lagane ki gustakhi krlo auis se aksar hi dil-e-izhar nahi hota.
-AMsal❤️

[gaunt bison]

"A Piece of Wood"
Saw A piece of wood with metal
My first love, My first fall!
The kindest artifact ever possessed
Whenever, I'm down,
It says "Come on Dude!"
"Pick me up and I'll Pick you"
"Play your melody, I'll never disappoint you"
Just a strum! and you'll feel better
Melody to Ears! Soothing your soul!
Thanks for being there
"Touch wood" 🎸

[thorn sedge]

Har safay pe apne alfaaz chhod jaunga,
kuch unsunay sawalo k jawab chhod jaunga,
itna dur jaunga k rasta bhi nah yaad rahai,
or bas har mod pe lahu k nishan chhod jaunga.
-AMsal❤️

[lost sequoia]

Meri aarzu kuch nahi hai, bs ek aarzu hi to hai.
Mere arman kuch nahi hai, bs arman hi to hai.
Chend kimat lagai hai bazar ne meri, bs kismat ka bazar hi to hai.
Kis mole me tolu, teri wafadari hi to hai.

Kuch nahi kehna mujhe meri safai me. Adaalat faisla kare, insaf hi to hai.
Kya ishq aur wafadari ka hisab mangte ho, mere ps tumhare bewafai ki kitab hi to hai.
Akhir konsi takreer baki hai tumhare khene ki. Dil to tuut hi gaya hai ab sabr bhi tod do, manind mera gham hi to hai.

[ripe briar]

Ek galti toh sabki maaf hoti hai meri bhi karde..
Gairon ki zindagi khushiyon se bhardi,
Meri bhi bharde..
Zameen-e-dil par jo hai tere kadmo ke nishaan,
Ek baar phir aake unhe taaza karde..
Ek galti toh sabki maaf hoti hai meri bhi karde..
Meri bhi karde..
By - roop 🥀

[lost sequoia]

Mafi ki baate karte ho,
Hum israf ki yaad karte hai,
Kiskis gunaho ko maaf kare,
Tum insaf ki baate karte ho.

Masruf zamane se tum haq ki baate karte ho.
Baimaan aadalat me kaise, tum iman ki baate karte ho.
Tum ahle wafa hokar bhi, bewafa se mafi lete ho.
Roop tum ab konsi galti ki mafi lete ho.

Dil ka mahel tumhara, khandar sa ban gaya.
Konse nishan ko taza kare, bhare zhakm sa ban gaya.
Pamal saltanat ka ye lachaar "Roop" ban gaya.
Mafi ki kimat laga kar ye rihai ka bajar ban gaya.

[thorn sedge]

Hum dono ka ishq mukhtalif tha,
muje us k sath zindagi guzarni thi or usse mere sath waqt.
(inspired)
-AMsal❤️

[rich lodge]

It's been years since I visited this classroom. And it's exactly how I last saw it except the roof. It has become leaky now. The first benchers probably change seats during a rainy day to keep their notebooks dry. The stenciled subject and period stamp on the top left corner of the blackboard still have to be changed after each bell. I wonder if they need a chair to reach the corner. I remember those monsoon days when the morning assembly would be started inside classrooms with the voices echoing from the speakers in the corridor. We would be excused for coming late those days because the dull mornings allowed us to enjoy those fifteen peaceful minutes of lying on the bed after the alarm would ruin our sleep. The classroom would look pretty much the same those days with the front being decorated by wet and colourful umbrellas. I really liked that one which had Calvin and Hobbes printed on it. I remember I used to make paper-boats and sail them in the clogged drains and how I never was smart enough to tear the pages from the middle and not the end of the notebook. I’d end up losing my index page after a few days, and the teacher would decorate my notebook with permanent red ink. The windows would remain closed on such days and I would pretend that the drops adhered to them were racing; surprisingly the one that I’d root for would always end up losing. Sometimes when the teacher saw me looking outside, I’d be standing out of the classroom after a few minutes, holding my ears.

Monsoons now are not the same as they used to be. There are no morning prayers and there are no umbrellas staring at me. Rainy days in college are pretty different you see. I don’t make paper boats here anymore and the drops in the windows, they don’t have a winner now, they just end up forming one big drop and slide down. The professors don’t punish us for not paying attention to what they have to say because that’s pretty much everyone these days. I don’t carry notebooks to class anymore, just loose sheets to jot down whatever they scribble on the board. This stunt of mine does take its toll a night before exams.

I realise that it’s not the monsoons that have changed, it’s us. And as I'm standing here right now reminiscing those days, I can't help but wonder how we managed to grow up so quickly.

[gaunt bison]

The Burning Fire
Oh Fire, There's Fire
It's Burning,Aren't you worried?
The flames are fuming
"Why should I?"
I see subtle calmness
Calmness to the mind, to the soul
The burning Fire
Providing Warmth, Providing compassion!
Giving light! while consuming itself
Oh it's burning!
And I just stand there, observing just stillness!

[gaunt bison]

"Pretending"
Look all your commits are Pending!
"Why are you defending?"
The Act you played
Turned amusingly tragic
"Why Pretending?"
Every secret now being broadcast like TV
I see it's Ending,
"Why Pretending?"
I was Naive! Should've known
Held you close! Trusted you the most!
I know it's over
Until A last Good Bye!
Forever Asking! Why?

Reference: alec benjamin

[rich lodge]

You’re probably the most religious person at home now. Why? Well, isn’t it obvious? With boards around the corner, you can’t afford to take any risks. Apparently, it is the ‘first hurdle’ of the journey called life. I still can’t figure out why people say that. You’ll be filling your roll number in an OMR sheet in a few weeks with a terrifying thought at the back of your head: “What if I screw this up?” Well, let me tell you something, even if you shade a 3 instead of 2, you’ll be fine (I did it, that’s why I know). But that invigilator will try to freak you out if you tell him, they have a tendency to do that.

They tell you to read the question paper for 15 minutes but that silent ninja inside you tries to break the seal of the answer sheet when they’re looking elsewhere. And maybe if you’re lucky, you’ll buy yourself extra 2 minutes for filling up the answer sheet and believe me, that does seem like a big achievement at the moment. A few months pass by with you pulling off late nights and getting high on caffeine. And then voila! Boards are over. God is not your best friend anymore, well at least for a while he’s not (results are in a few months by the way).

When you’re done binging on that TV show, there’ll be an update in your school group saying that results are in a few days. And before you know it, your friend has been resurrected back to life, because praying is imminent (again). You’ll probably reach for that ‘important files’ drawer and pull out your admit card to note down your roll number and school code.

Then, there’ll be relatives and friends calling you, asking the obvious question. The neighbour will probably end up ringing your doorbell. When all this is over, you’ll probably think about your percentage. A year’s hard work. Maybe it paid off, or maybe you’ll regret not studying enough, but in a few months, all this will be behind you because you’ll be in college.

You’ll be amidst people you haven’t seen before in your life (some faces might be familiar) and there’ll be this strange feeling of not sitting with friends and stealing lunch boxes. But in a few weeks, it will pass. You’ll find a new company and maybe that one college group has similar snowflakes like you.

You’ll realise that college and school are pretty different. You can complete your morning’s sleep in the last bench if you want and if you’re friends with the right people, you’ll be present in class while you’re having breakfast in the hostel. All the nail biting and tension that you faced a few months back is gone now. Hell, you probably don’t even cut your nails now.

So don’t get stressed out much. It’s just a phase, it’ll pass.

[thorn sedge]

Meri kamiyo se mahobet karoge to batana
Mera chahra kuch khash nahi hai...

[thorn sedge]

Naraz hona chhod do yahan koi nahi tumhara,
umeed laga chhod do milay koi na jab ishara,
maut tou har kisi ko naseeb bhi nhi hoti or,
jeena tou usko bhi paday ga jiska koi nahi sahara.
-AMsal❤️

[rich lodge]

So it’s that part of the year again right? When your alarm clock is just not enough to motivate you to go to school. Well, it never is but you know where this is going right? Your dad has to deliberately come to your room and pull the blanket off your face. But you pull it over again as soon as he leaves.

It’s already been ten minutes since he left, but you plan on missing the morning assembly anyway so it’s all under control right? You finally decide to get up now and go outside, but can hardly see anything.

There’s fog everywhere and tiny water droplets have adhered to the balcony rails as they do every year. The sun is hiding again, as it usually is during these days and the sky has changed its hue from mundane blue to ugly gray. Everything seems so dull in the morning.

It’s almost time to brush your teeth now but the water’s too cold. It’s so frustrating! It feels like these are signs, suggesting that you probably shouldn’t go to school today. You think for a while, but then decide to move a tad faster because you really need the attendance. It’s 07:58 AM. Two minutes till the morning assembly and you’re still busy with your bowels. Also, you haven’t convinced your dad that he has to drop you off to school ‘just for today’.

Another reason for going in late is because you were too lazy the day before to clean your shoes, and winter’s no excuse for this one. You’ve been maintaining this consistency the whole year so why stop now, right? The good thing about winter mornings is that when you walk over the wet grass, it does some of the work of cleaning your shoes, so technically you have made progress.

Now the breakfast’s on the table and dad’s busy watching the morning news. And you’re just waiting to ruin his schedule. As you’re done eating, you get the car keys from the table and keep them in front of him and then get to tying your shoelaces. That’s pretty smart actually, avoiding the awkward ‘why are you late?’ conversation. You’re still not sure if he’ll drop you off, though. You take your bag and then you stare blankly at him because he’s not moving, is he? The creaky front door is now the savior. You open it and when you see him searching for the TV remote, you know that you’ll get to attend the first calculus class and will be able to save your attendance too.

That’s another reason for liking winter mornings. The suspense.

[gaunt bison]

"A Thousand Words"
When I met you first
Thinking what to say
Just passing a smile along
motionless but fidgety inside
That smile had a thousand words to say!
But what's there is just silence
Thinking you would understand
Those words are still unsaid
Will never be, maybe
Thinking you would get them
It's the smile that you brought to my face
Had a Thousand words to say
Always complains, have nothing to say
But Now I have a thousand words to say
but don't have you

[thorn sedge]

Apni khubsurti ko mehsoos kr k dekho tou sahi,
Es gham-e-sard mein apni muskan ki tapish sehko tou sahi,
Beintehan pyar hojaye ga tumhe khudse,
Ek bar mere nazariye se khudko dekho tou sahi.
-AMsal❤️

[ripe briar]

Hauli hauli hawa chali..
Ishq ka ehsaas hua..
Jo dur hai humse,
Unke paas hone ka ehsaas hua..
Baal lehraye kuch aaese,
Jaise mere baalon mein unka haath hua..
Kuch iss tarah unka ehsaas hua..
-roop

[thorn sedge]

Yeh urdu kaisi zabaan hai?

Isme ishq bhi hai,
Isme hai khumaar bhi.
Isme sanjeedgi hai,
Isme kadr be-shumaar bhi.

Sangeen jazbaaton se bhari ek khaan hai,
Yeh urdu kaisi zabaan hai.

Kushagra ❤

[cunning raptor]

Tere intezaar me,baitha tha besabar
Kab tu aayegi,thi na koi khabar
Jeetna nahi ab, khush hu haar ke
Jee raha hu bas,mutthi maar ke

dard :))

[thorn sedge]

Gham ki raat tou ahzab si lagti hai,
mann ko jalaye tezaab si lagti hai,
waqt wo bhi aarzi hota hai par,
us pal tou zindagi barbad si lagti hai.
-AMsal❤️

[stark jacinth]

Unke Ishq mein itna doob gaye hum,
Ke ab saans bhi leni mushkil ho gayi hai;
Unke khayalon main itna kho gaye hum,
Ke ab zindagi yaad karni bhi mushkil ho gayi hai.

Kuch toh baat rahi hogi usmein,
Jo humne khud ko uske liye barbad kar liya.
Kuch toh aag rahi hogi usmein,
Jismein humne khud ko jala kar raakh kar liya.

-Poushan💫

[thorn sedge]

@lunar flame

[cunning raptor]

aatee hai teree yaad andhere kee tarah
udaas karatee hai mujhe gam kee tarah
mujhe to ab bas us din ka intajaar hai
jab too aaegee meree zindagee mein savere kee tarah.

Wah wah wah wah
#Dard #Missyou #pyar #dokha #breckup

[queen rapids]

Bhari mehfil me zaleel shareaam ho aao,
Koi mere badle exam de aao
Kore kagaz pe siyahi se kuch nishaan shoad aao,
Mere doston ko Mera Salam bol aao,
Koi mere badle exam de aao
Kuch lamho ke liye mere dil ko aram de aao,
Mere amalon ke anjaam ka koi farman le aao,
Koi mere badle exam de aao

-Mani
Wah wah ×100

[thorn sedge]

Gham-e-sham se nikalte hi yaad-e-raat ajati hai,
neend toot jati hai meri jab khuwab mein teri awaaz ajati hai,
jaise tese tou deyaan rakh leta hun khudka par phir bhi,
kam mein mann nhi lagta jab kbhi teri yaad ajati hai.
-AMsal❤️

[stark jacinth]

Wo ibaadat kya meri, jismein tu khuda na ho ;
Wo safar kya karna, jismein tu humsafar na ho ;
Wo ishq kya mera, jismein tu aashiq na ho ;
Wo rishta kya jodna, jismein tu rishtedaar na ho ;
Wo waqt kya beetana, jismein tu saath na ho ;
Aur wo kya zindagi hai meri, jismein tu haqdaar na ho ....

Bhool chook maaf🙏

-Poushan🤍💫

[thorn sedge]

I cry my tears at night
I wipe them nice
When somebody ask me my well I say them I'm fine

Actually I'm that herbaceous plant that heals herself
All I want is time and myself

I know you care but you actually bothering
Just leave me alone till I'm done sobbing

I know I got wings I know I can fly
I know a day will come with sunrise

But I don't wanna wake i just wanna sleep
I don't wanna fly i just wanna swim

All I want is me and my dreams
-Shadow🍁

[sleek quest]

Wrote for a girl cause she asked for one

Sanskriti tujhe kya khu..teri to har baat hi nirali he
Daffa pehli jo baat ki.......wo yaadey khayali he
Or gayab to ho gyi tu waqto me yuun
Tune Dil ki ye chein or Rato ki neend chura lii he

[thorn sedge]

स्वेटर तो भेज कोई पहना हुआ अपना मुझे...!!!

मैं तेरे लम्स में कुछ देर को जीना चाहता हूं...!!!
♥️

[solar bison]

If I could ever talk to coffee, I would tell her this
Mujhe pata hai tu zeher hai
Fir bhi tujhe chakhe bigair raha nhi jaata,
Tu mere sang na ho toh
Ye zaalim zamaana mujhse saha nhi jaata.

Kahin tu vohi toh nhi
Jisne meri raaton ki neendein churaayi hai,
Iss samaaj ko lagti hogi tu kadwi,
par mere mutaabik tujhme na koi buraayi hai.

Tere saath bitaayi maine najaane kitni raatein,
Mushkil vakt mein hui tere saath behisaab baatein,
Tu voh hai jisne pehli mulakaat mein meri aakhein khol di,
Tu kadvi toh hai par tune mere jeevan mein mithaas ghol di.
HAAYE MERI COFFEE!!

-Aryan 😎

[thorn sedge]

Es dil ko pathar mujko ab krna paday ga,
Es gham se bhi socha tha ladna paday ga,
Par khuda ko shyd kuch or hi manzoor hai,
Es tanhai mein ab mujko marna paday ga.
-AMsal❤️

[sleek quest]

Wo shabd hi kya ho jise labjo se byan na kar ske
Wo shabd hi kya ho jise labjo se byan na kar ske
Or mera man jane ye kyu sochta he
Ki jo Ishq he wo do jisme kyu aapas me byan na kar ske

[thorn sedge]

Dark, The absence of light or the presence of realisation

The room of fear or the room of relief

Darkness darkness darkness o yes I belong there

The monster i used to fear now feels like a friend to cheer

It feels like a home but reality struck me hard
I have to be back at work with a depressed heart
-Shadow🍁

[queen rapids]

Kaagzon ki mehrbaani se ye Krar krta hoon,
Kalm ki zubaani ye izhaar krta hoon,

Kaise batau unhe ke bar bar mrta hoon,
Na chahte huye bhi unse pyaar krta hoon,
Ye jaante huye ki faani nahi yeh faasle
Phir bhi roz unhi ka intezaar krta hoon,
Apni hasratoon ka khud hi qatl e aam krta hoon,
Ummed ki deewaron se bane deewangi ke qile ko
Haqeeqat ki topon se taar taar krta hoon,
Usi umeed ke malbe pe baith khayali
Kalam krta hoon,
Khayalon mein hi sahi par kabhi kabhi izhaar krta hoon,
Jawab dhoondhne khaabon ke bazaar chlta hoon,
Khaabon ke raaste wapas haqeeqat ki dehliz pohnchta hoon,
Par hamesha namosh aur naumeed pohnchta hoon

• Mani
  ×100

[thorn sedge]

Aashiyane ki baat karte ho
Dil jalaane ki baat karte ho

Saari duniya ke ranj-o-gam de kar
Muskurane ki baat karte ho

Humko apni khabar nahi yaaron
Tum zamane ki baat karte ho

Zikr mera suna toh chadh ke kaha
Kis deewane ki baat karte ho

Haadsa tha guzar gaya hoga
Kiske jaane ki baat karte ho

~Javed Qureshi

[stark jacinth]

Mehfooz rakhna khuda uss haseen titli ko,
Jo aaj kisi aur phool pe jaa baithi hai.

[sleek quest]

Wo Sagar si nilli he aapki aankhe
Wo kagaj si halki he aapki yadeey
Or har pehlu, har waqt bas aapke bare hi sochu
Or yaad aate hi ruladey, thi jo aapki batey

-Shreyansh

[stark jacinth]

Ishq ke zakhm bhare nahi, koi marham lagane aa gaya,
Dil ke tukde jure nahi, koi phir dil todne aa gaya.

[sleek quest]

Wrote for my crush...she may never get to know about it but these lines will forever recite in my heart.

Wo jaare ki Mausam jesi atithi thi tu
Wo garmi me barish ki chahat,
or jeevan ki khusbo si meethi thi tu
Wo sangam muskano ki riti thi tu
Or meri pasand ki ladki Aakriti thi tu

-Shreyansh

[solar bison]

Jo khwaab dekha tha maine itne saalon se,
Aaj poora hone ko aaya hai.
Khoon paseena ek kar diya iske liye,
Apni mehnat ka phal aaj maine paaya hai.

Ek pal mein voh saari mushkilein mit gyi,
Jinka itne arson se kar rha tha mai saamna.
Mere maa baap aakhir sahi hi kehte the ki
Voh khushi alag hogi jab poori hogi teri kaamna.

Jo khwaab dekha tha maine itne saalon se,
Aaj poora hone ko aaya hai.
Khoon paseena ek kar diya iske liye,
Apni mehnat ka phal aaj maine paaya hai.

-Aryan

[stark jacinth]

Zindagi ne zulm itna kiya mujhpe ,
Ke ab khwaab toota toh neend bhi na aaye ;
Ishq ne aadat aisi daal di mujhme ,
Ke ab dil toota toh aansu bhi na aaye .

[thorn sedge]

Kisi k khwabon toh kisi k rishton mein banaya hoga....
Koi galti na ho jaaye isiliye har roz kishton mein banaya hoga.....
Hamare pyaar ki ruhaniyat aur paakizgi dekh kar lagta hai....
Usse Teri tarah meri liye farishton ne banaya hoga......

[stark jacinth]

Humara ishq adhura tha, kahani nahi,
Zindagi yeh nayi hai abhi, purani nahi.

[lost sequoia]

Gawah:
Barisho ki hakiqaat na batao humko,
Hamne bhari dhoop me bhi ghum ke badal dekhe hai.

Anjam e wafa na sikhao humko,
Humne bhari mehfil me bhi wafadaro ki bewafai dekhi hai.

Hume koi gila ya koi shikwa nahi hai e mehboob tumse,
Humne badi sultanato ko Jung se bikharte dekha hai.

Bewafa me nahi tum the, ab kya hi kahe,
Maine zalim adalato me insaf ko rote dekha hai.

Konse waqt ko yaad kare anjam e zindagi me,
Humne bhari sukhan me bhi maut ke aks me dekha hai.

[thorn sedge]

Tumse izhar tou karna hai par alfaaz nahi hain,
Muje mehsoos tou krna hai par jazbaat nahi hain,
Khush tou mai bhi rehna chahta hun or,
Pyar ikhtetam tak tou krna hai par aghaz nahi hai.
-AMsal❤️

[lost sequoia]

Gawah V2:
Barisho ki hakiqaat na batao humko,
Hamne bhari dhoop me bhi ghum ke badal dekhe hai.

Anjam e wafa na sikhao humko,
Humne bhari mehfil me bhi wafadaro ki bewafai dekhi hai.

Hume koi gila ya koi shikwa nahi hai e mehboob tumse,
Humne badi sultanato ko Jung se bikharte dekha hai.

Bewafa me nahi tum the, ab kya hi kahe,
Humne zalim adalato me insaf ko rote dekha hai.

Konse waqt ko yaad kare ya konse shaks ko anjam e akhir me,
Humne zindagi me waqt ke sath insaano ko badalte dekha hai.

[stark jacinth]

Tum paas aate ho,
Toh kuch DARR sa lagta hai mujhe;
Kahin door bichadd jao,
Toh kuch DARD sa lagta hai mujhe.

[stark jacinth]

Sannata itna,
Ke kisiko mere aashiq hone ka pata na chala;
Sannata itna,
Ke kisiko mere dil tootne ka pata na chala.

[cunning raptor]

महफूस उनकी याद से
जस बात बिखर जाते है
दिल की धड़कन कहती है जिस दिन चू ले तुझे कोई
प्रांद निकल जाते हैं।
बस यही नहीं
जब देखूं तेरे मुकद्दर को महफूज हो जाए दुनिया
जब देखे आंखें मैं आंखे डालके उफ्फ
प्रांद निकल जाते हैं।

Tumhe likhta hu to Lafaz ho tum...
Tumhe sochta hu to khyal ho tum...
Tumhe mangta hu to dua ho tum...
Tumhe puchta hu to swaal ho tum...
tumhe kehta hu to baat ho tum...
tumhe tarsta hu to barsaat ho tum...
tumhe pdta hu to sher ho tum...
sach kahu to mohbat ho tum

breckup hua hai to likha tha to aaj upload kardiya :))

[deep jackal]

I wanna be forgiver,still l can't be
Just looked little closely,in your eyes
can't find anywhere ,it's we
Following prints of my death,with a heart piece

I wanna forgot,still i can't
I don't know how,is that your enchant
Everyone knows you,not a dumb me
i loved you most, didn't you see

I wanna follow,still i can't
There is power,but also barriers of cast
You are so far ,i can't reach soon
I am still human ,you are literally my moon

[stark jacinth]

Acha hua aap kabhi humare na huye,
Warna muft mein mili cheezon ki keemat kahan pata chalti hai.

[queen rapids]

Dil parwane ko uss shama se judaa karke, Kya mila unki keemat Pata karke,
Apni dhadkan ko zindagi se khafa karke,
Kya mila unki keemat pata karke .....

[lost sequoia]

Bewafaa ki keemat kya lagaye,
Hum bazaro me wafa ki dukan kya lagaye,
Kitni to takreer kar chuke apni begunahi ki,
Mudde pr aaiye, Hum ab insaf ki keemat kya lagaye.

Kyu is zamane ko ishq ki qadar nahi,
Mazhabi siyasat ko mohobbat ki qadar nahi,
Humari mohabbat ka yu baland makam tha,
Kuch asmani kitabo ko uss makam ki qadar nahi.

Aaj hum har keemat ada kar sakte hai,
Tumse bichad kar ab hum sara jahan kharid sakte hai,
Kya hai tumhari keemat jawab do,
Salo baad aaj sultanate bna kar aye hai,
Tum apne mahel ki keemat bta do.

[stoic flame]

Tumhare honto se jo aate the,
Vo jawab badle badle the

Jin ankhon ko chuma tha kabhi,
Usme ab khwab badle badle the

Waqt badla hai aur badlega,
Ye maan liya hai humne magar

Sab badalna gawara tha par abki baar,
Laga ke aap badle badle the

[thorn sedge]

khayal hai nahi koi bs kaagazi baatein hai
tum kaho toh tumhari kitaab ke darmiyaan main rakhdu,
khwaab ab aate nahi,
bs kuch afsos sone nahi dete,
tum kaho toh tumhare sirhaane mai rakhdu,
ishq nahi na ab, jhuhti karibiyan dhund rha hu main,
ibaadat toh dur ki baat hai,
jhuti farebiyan kar rha hu main,
bs isi bairag me ye dil rehta hai,
beech raat jag ye kehta hhai,
uski firaaq me kyu rehta hai?
daag toh mujh pr bhi hai
fir tu kyu sirf us chand ko itna meharbaan sa dekhta hai.
-Lakshay

[stark jacinth]

Kisi se ummed rakhne se pehle,
Ek baari yeh yaad kar liya karo,
Ke dil tumhara naazuk hai bohot,
Tootne se pehle usey bacha liya karo.

[stark jacinth]

The idea of these two lines were very random, will write something properly later -

Samajhta hoon tumhaare waqt ki ahmiyat,
Bohoton mein baanti jo padti hai.

[daring vigil]

AstroAkash#9100 has been warned

Reason: Capital letters

[cunning raptor]

Zindagi = Dard

[thorn sedge]

Kabhi roobaru milo zara,
Kuch baatein karni hain.

Ye lafzo ke jo reshmi parde hain,
Inme khamoshi ke kuch ched dikhte hain.
Tum inn pardon ko silo zara,
Kuch baatein karni hai.

Ye jo gamgeen shaam hai,
Isko ek chaand par bada gumaan hai.

Tum iss shaam bahar niklo zara,
Kuch baatein karni hai.

---

Aasmaan mein taaron ka jhundh
Lagta shehar aabaad hai.
Wo khoobsurat, shehzaade jaisa
Aisa mera chaand hai

-Kushagra❤️

are sahab kaise hai?
ji aap is jahaan mein rehte hain?
nhi mujhe laga tha ke aasman ko apna ghar kehte hain,
acha asal mein zameen pe rehte hain?
-Lakshay

[thorn sedge]

Dil,pyaar,kaagj
Kaali raate,dhokha,kalm ki avaaj
Chanda,ek umid,dekhne ki hasrat
Chhupi
🥺

[queen rapids]

Anjaan log jaane pehcane ho jayenge,
Kuch yoon zindagi ke afsane ho jayenge,

Beeti baaton ko yoon hi zaamane ho jayenge,
Yaadon mai khushiyon ke thikaane ho Jayenge

Shayad dheeme ye ishq ke taraane ho jayenge,
Magr majboot Wafa ke aashiyane ho jayenge,

Iss zamane ko tab tak zamaane ho jayenge,
Fanaah jism ke yeh maikhane ho jayenge.

[royal stone]

bench for you, a sky for me. a tree for us in our solitude.

[stark jacinth]

Kuch baatein ab bhi baaki hai,
Sunne aaogi kya?
Khair chodo, ek akhiri kaam baaki hai tumhara,
Karne aaogi kya?
Waise barbaad toh hum bohot pehle hi ho gaye the,
Ek akhiri baar, mujhe jaan se maarne aaogi kya?

[chrome oriole]

Zindagi ne kya kya nhi dikhaya hai,
yaad aa jati hai teri hamesha rulaya hai,
Saath to tu thi hi nahi kabhi,
Dil naajane kyu nahi samjha ki tu paraya hai,
Ham chahe jitna bhi chahe jitna bhi dundhe tujhe
Par wo mokhota hai jisne tujhe chupaya hai,
Haan kamiya thi mujhme ,
Kya apne hisse ka pyaar tune jataya hai,
Haan mai mehsoos karta tha tereliye,
kya tune mujhe kabhi bataya hai ,
Harr baar mai aata tha manane tujhe,
Kya tune kabhi mujhe manaya hai,
Akela sa padd gaya tha mai zindagi me,
Tune ab tanha sa kar diya hai mujhe,
Yaadein ab seene me chubhne si lagg gyi hai,
Par dil inhe jaane nhi deta,
Kaash Tu hoti mere liye,
Kaash Tune ishq zahir kiya hota ,
Kaash Tu mujhe ye batlati ki wo sab juth tha aur nafrat si hai tumhe mujhse,
Mai khud hi chala jaata us bhatakte musafir sa ya kaafir sa,
Ahsaas tak na hota mere hone ka.

2am regrets just a day before Valentine's

[craggy nexus]

You told me it was forever
you and I, for always
I would have kissed you for always
true love, I thought

But our soul was just a mirage
you never believed
there was only darkness
so I bid you good night.

[royal stone]

On the hood of the Galaxie
My heart melted
On the edge of the stars
We were together in scars
To the sun, and the moon
And the universe above
All I wanted was love
All I wanted was love

[thorn sedge]

Dard bhi dete ho dawa bhi dete ho,
maaf bhi krte ho or saza bhi dete ho,
pathar dil ko bhi mohabat miljati hai yuhi,
or jab mil jaye tou ahsani se gawa bhi dete ho.
-AMsal❤️

[stark jacinth]

Awkaad ke baahar ishq kar liya hai janaab,
Lafzon mein apna dukh izhaar kar raha hoon.
Unke saamne apna ishq qubool nahi kar paya,
Har roz ussi baat ka afsos kar raha hoon.

[chrome oriole]

I know the day is near, but I have no fear
For I have lived a life that's sincere
And though my time on earth is brief and dear
I'll depart with a smile, with nothing to interfere.

[gaunt bison]

My heart doesn't wanna believe
But my mind's baffling me out
The stillness, Makes an uncomfortable silence
Look Around! What have I got?
As I sense frigidness
Making me restless
The daunting fear which my brain's recalling
The fear I don't wanna face
Knowing that it will shatter me
Leaving me disheartened
Just don't wanna know what I know
Just hoping the horrors never come true

[stark jacinth]

Mohabbat ek tarfa ho,
Toh bhi wo ishq hi kehlata hai;
Ek shaam chaand na dikhe,
Toh bhi wo raat hi kehlata hai.

[vale hare]

A shayari conversation...

He:
Yun humse rootha na karo,
Aapke chehre pe narazgi jachti nhi,
Uss mushkurahat ke liye taare tod laye
Par chup na raho yeh khamoshi bardash nhi.

She:
Taare toh yun asmaan mai hi saje pyaare lagte hain
Humari khwaishein utni badi nhi
Par gaano se humara alag sa rishta hai
Thoda gunguna do, phir koi narazgi nhi

[upbeat crypt]

When I was lonely in the circles of my life

you came to hold my hands and take me to fly high

I was doubting at first coz I already faced scars by my own

But u showed your existence as bright that I put u as my crown

I still remember our Long conversations and stories that we shared like we knew each other for many years,

I even forgot to tell you oh stupid! if I am Mercedes your my highest gear

You saw me crying and sobbing for some people who don't even care

U might have teased me but stood there to get the pain by an equal share

I might have made you angry by repeating the same mistakes again and again

But trust me it was pleasant when you corrected me every time like I am Jimmy and you are superman

You were always there for me and I was always there for you , I might be not that genius but honestly, I tried hard for you.

But as they say in this world of materials nothing stays forever

The bond we use to share the friendship we had started made you feel whatsoever

You suddenly changed like a season, giving me immense pain

But I still waited, after all, we have to enjoy life’s upcoming happy rains

But… ..maybe you were busy blossoming trees of your garden with your newly made friends

Nah that doesn't matter for me but don't you think you need to tell me That's it, you have enjoyed the full quota of your friendship package

And I still wished seeing you always as my happiness baggage

I still come to you it's not like I cant make more friends now

But not everyone has the heart to uproot trees that they themselves sow

Sometimes I wish that it might be better If I had not taken your help that day

My happiness would not be dependent on you like it is now I must say….

Again the cycle is continuing giving me those sad vibes

I wish u never changed and come back to me should I give you a bar of chocolate as a Bribe …

[stark jacinth]

Koi kasam khaata chala gaya,
Aur koi unhein nibhaata chala gaya,
Khel toh ek aisa bhi chala uss rishte mein,
Ek jitna paas aata, doosra utna hi door jaata gaya.

[upbeat crypt]

She gives me the worst kind of anxiety
Anxious me wondering, figuring, thinking,
think not she said
how will I tell her
i'm an addict
addicted to thinking
addicted to the pain
the misery i put myself through
call NCB, raid my head
it would be full of coke
coke in the form of thoughts
how tf imma supposed to find her
when i am lost in my own head

[thorn sedge]

Aaj shab e visaal hai.
Aaj ek khwaab mukkamal hoga.
Lahu mein daud raha hai jo jaane kabse,
Aaj wo pyaar mukkamal hoga.

Na dar hai ab unki naarazgi ka
Na khayal firaaq e yaar hai.
Dekh kar bitaayi thi jo raaten kayi,
Aaj wo khwaab e yaar mukkamal hoga.

[ripe briar]

Dil de saaf billo
Kapde te daag ne..
Hardworking jatt
te Changey saade bhaag ne..
Kiven koi mada kardu
Sadde utte rab de haath ne..
Nikki umaran to vekhe supne
Poore karne de chah ne..
Mere jeha kalla mein
te Vakhre saade raah ne..
Vakhre saade raah ne..💪
by- roop

[upbeat crypt]

Destiny is a little annoying
It takes those I care about
Away from me

It can't even gift me with a dream
A dream with you in it

I don't believe the statement if it weren't for the parting How can we meeeet agaiinnnn

Its you for whom i am doing all the stuff:

Exchanging sunlight in the moon
Exchanging fortune for the past
Exchanging my heartbeat for you and only you my loved one.

[thorn sedge]

Ho na ab kareeb tum to theek hai, galat hum tumhe maante nahi,
keh dete ho khayalo me aaj bhi bohot kuch tum, lagta hai hum aaj bhi, tumhe jaante nahi>.
-Lakshay

[thorn sedge]

Meri koshish ko teri mohabat inaam hojaye,
teri baaton se gham bhi gumnam hojaye,
do din ki zindagi phir bhi har pal tere naam krdunga,
meri ankhon mein tera chehra or zindagi tamam hojaye.
-AMsal❤️

[signal sage]

My life seems to be moving so fast that I'm unable to catch up
Things slipping right out of my hand
Nothing to rely on
Not a single shoulder to cry on
No love, no life, no support
Left with no choice I try to cope up
Just me trying to fill the void in heart
Exhausting myself, just for a little bit of happiness which seems to be too distant
Trying to reach light at the end of this dark tunnel with just a single thought
Is it worth the effort?
Or just give up knowing nothing good would come out of it?

[upbeat crypt]

•Emptiness•
The lane was empty that evening,
Rain pelting on the windows.
Insects leaving for their furrows.
As I stood there, apart in the balcony,
With a mystic smile for lord almighty.
I grumbled within myself that day
For I hadn't experienced such nostalgia, I dare say;
The phone felt hard in my hand,
A notification buzz wasn't in its span.
True to my word, I would say
Sociality had become my obsession.
Rain didn't seem alluring,
Neither did the sweet soil.
Messages became my only constant.
Hollowness never seemed to end,
Leave alone worthlessness, which was also a friend.
While trying to find peace within cookie gallows,
I realised the real shallows;
They soothed some, but never healed.
At last, I hit those pillows,
Definitely sleep was the cure.
It was something only my pen and sheets felt.
The exhaustion never came to an end.
Creeping up till the edge, it held me
Till I slept.
Realising tears would have been a better option,
If only they were a bit open.

[stark jacinth]

Unse hum kya ummed rakhein,
Jinhone apna diya waada hi nahi rakha.

[queen mulch]

Sunita_204 ho na tum

Mere dil ki chor hona tum!

Aur Rahul ke ghar jate hi wifi connect hogaya?

Bhut dari Dil mange more hona tum!!

[warped sail]

Lo likhne baitha hu aaj phir se kisi ke baare mein,
Naam nhi lunga pr gumnaam uski yaado mein,
Kal ek taare ko naam dediya uska,
Aaj wo taara bhi toot gya unn aasmano mein. 🌠

-Pranjal

[thorn sedge]

आजकल कहां याद रहते है
खुशी के पल
मुस्कुराहट महंगाई के चलते
महंगी जो हो गई है।
चंद तस्वीरें है जो सिर्फ खर्च की गई मुस्कुराहट याद दिलाती है।🥺

खुशी की उम्मीद और उसको कैद करने की कोशिश आजकल तस्वीरों में बदल जाती हैं।♥️

[turbid tusk]

Now i believe it's time to face the light
I enjoyed my time in the darkness but today
I can see the sun rise
Beautiful light
Screaming bright
I am on the other side
My head, is it now in a straight line?
Darkness follows,
But it's time for me to end the night
Day passing by.
To be true i enjoy the light
I am already in the light
In her sight
Facing everything with a smile.
But my sorrow - that i have none
Won't let me pass
Try to Understand me
I am happy in this life
Yet waiting for the afterlife
I am happy with my sight
Yet I crave the blind
I am happy with my light
Yet darkness attracts me quite
Something might I forget in the night
Maybe my heart is scared to search for light
My surroundings are bright
Sun shines everyday
Yet I wait for night
This is disturbing for my mind
So now I don't like
If there is darkness or light
I enjoy my time now with nothing
Nothing on this side or the other
I enjoy my high
Cold blood or anything that splashes
Or drinks I sip with my empty mind
I don't feel remorse
Not that I like when i cry
If I do
Only if i could cry
How could i
If i feel empty inside.
So where is light
What is darkness
And what do I like?

[thorn sedge]

Tu yaad hai mujhe,
Tere andaaz yaad hain.

Wo surkh laal libaaz yaad hai,
Wo tere har chote-bade raaz yaad hain.

Wo bikhre baal yaad hain,
Wo gaalon ka gulaal yaad hai.

Tere jism ki mehak abhi tak mere badan mein zinda hai,
Teri awaaz ki chahak abhi bhi mere kaanon ko yaad hai.

Yaad hai tera wo bina bataye gale se laga lena,
Mujhe meri har bewafaai par teri wafa yaad hai.

*Bhool gaya hun toh bas wo jhagde ka kaaran,
Mujhe teri aankhon se girta wo aansuon ka saawan yaad hai.

-Kushagra❤️
(This poem right here is a felt thought. Hope you guys like it)

[queen rapids]

Na Seh pata zulm e Husn
Kash ye dil itna kamzor Hota
Unhe dekh toh aisa laga huzur
Ke khuda bhi rishwatkhor hoga

[thorn sedge]

Waqt ka khel hai wrna mai bhi knsa khas hun,
Galti khuda ki bhi nhi bas mai hi khudse udaas hun,
Najane kis hosh mein mai behosh sehr kr rha,
Aasman k khuwab dekh zameen se naraz hun.
-AMsal❤️

[frail burrow]

bada lamba saa hai safar,
dhundhu tujhe mai kidhar,
saasein gayi aab bikhar,
sun lo mere humsafar
mai ajnabi iss bheedh mei tanha khada
mai ajnabi iss bheedh mei hoon bewajah
badi lambi si hai dagar,
dhundhe tujhe ye nazar,
saasein gayi aab jakad,
sun le zara rehguzar
mai ajnabi iss bheedh mei hi khoo gaya
mai ajnabi kahin ghode bech ke soo gaya
..
dhalengi shaamein, hogi subah
raaton se rishta, naa hoga mera
kehte hain saasein, tham jaa zara
kyon hai pareshan, tu bewajah
..
mai ajnabi iss bheedh mei tanha khada
mai ajnabi iss bheedh mei hoon bewajah

barfi roger

[stoic flame]

Tumhare honto se jo aate the,
Vo jawab badle badle the

Jin ankhon ko chuma tha kabhi,
Usme ab khwab badle badle the

Waqt badla hai aur badlega,
Ye maan liya hai humne magar

Sab badalna gawara tha par abki baar,
Laga ke aap badle badle the

-✨

[thorn sedge]

aah ko chaahie ek umr asar hone tak
kaun jitaa hai tere zulf ke sar hone tak

aashiqi sabr talab aur tamannaa betaab
dil kaa kyaa rang karun khun-e-jigar hone tak

~Mirza Ghalib

[civic sail]

Late at night, when all is still,
My demons come out to play.
They dance and spin and laugh and kill,
Until the break of day.

They whisper secrets in my ear,
And tempt me with their lies.
They feed my doubts and stoke my fear,
And watch as my soul dies.

They know just how to make me weak,
And bring me to my knees.
They prey upon the doubts I keep,
And make me beg and plead.

But though they may torment and taunt,
And try to drag me down,
I will not let their lies and haunt,
Take my joy and crown.

For though my demons may be strong,
And try to steal my light,
I know that I will overcome,
And rise above their might.

So I will face them, one by one,
And call them by their name.
And in the light of morning sun,
I'll never be the same.

[stark jacinth]

Duniyawalon, ab koi kafan bhi nahi chahiye hogi,
Kisine apne yaadon mein dafna diya hai humein.

[ripe briar]

Kade kehnde si hasde bade sohne lagde o,
Aaj saade dukhan di wajah ne...
Ek haath ch gulab hona duje te tera haath hona si,
Par inne changey saade bhaag kahan..
Shama tan aaundi jandi aay, par pehlan wali baat kahan..🥀🥀

• roop

[royal stone]

I shouldve hugged you enough,
I thought i'd see you again

[thorn sedge]

Ae rabb muje ye dard ki dawa bta de,
es duniya mein rehne ki ik waja bta de,
kya karu mai jeekar bedard zamane mein,
kisi or k liye jeene ki saza bta de.
-AMsal❤️

[chrome oriole]

On the beach of blood and sorrow,
I sit and reminisce,
I remember the sense of heart break,
And the burn of the cigarette,
How it dulled my pain and sadness,
But left me with regret.
Now I sit on this blood-stained sand,
And ponder what it all meant,
Those memories of us,
bittersweet and spent.
For though it eased my troubled mind,
It also took its toll,
Leaving me with stained heart,
And an empty, hollow soul.

So I sit and contemplate,
On this beach of blood and tears,
Hoping to find some solace,
In memories of those years.

[thorn sedge]

---

---

shaam bhi aake chali gayi
raat bhi thak ke so gyi
me intezaar karta rha
woh kisi aur ke bistar pe so gyi 🌸

[stark jacinth]

Aapke makaan mein kiraayedaar kitne rahe?
Jitne rahe, unmein se ab aabad kitne rahe?
Kyunki hum toh barbaad ho gaye nikalte waqt,
Lekin jab tak rahe, bas ek aapke deedar rahe.

[rose herald]

इस बार समय ज्यादा तोल के आना,
चाय कि प्याली भरी है मैंने,
तेरे, मेरे,‌ दोनों के रिश्ते का,
आज आख़री हिसाब है लगाना,
इस बार समय ज्यादा तोल के आना।

• The Silent Writer

[thorn sedge]

Teri umeed k phool ab murjhanay lagay hain,
Tere khayalat bhi ab tou satanay lagay hain,
Tere intezar mein toh kai shaam dhal gayi or ab toh,
Tere aks k badal bhi meri aankhon se janay lagay hain.
-AMsal❤️

[bold rampart]

Jab titlia rehti hai hridaye mai,
To inn bahaaron mai kya rakha hai,
Jab pani barasta hai ankhion se,
To inn aasmano mai kya rakha hai.

[queen rapids]

Shaam dhalte hi so Gaye aashiq badnaseeb,
Aur Mehboob gairon ki raton ka shingaar ho Gaye,
Band kamro mein rehne walon ko bhanak bhi na hui,
Bewafai ke charche sare bazaar ho gye.
-Mani

[stark jacinth]

Mehengai toh bohot thi iss baazar mein,
Lekin aapka sauda itna sasta kyun hua ?

[bold rampart]

Tune tere pyaar ki sachai dikhayi
Mene mohabbat ka nakaab pehen na chhod dia
Ginte hue teri har bewafai ko
Mene aasuon ka hisaab lagana chhod diya

[thorn sedge]

Barbaadi ek shisa hai jo tumhe tumhari asli tasveer dikhata hai

[chrome oriole]

The blank page stares back with mocking glee,
As thoughts and words refuse to come to me.
A writer's block, a dreaded curse,
Leaves me lost with no direction, feeling worse.

I stare at the screen with bated breath,
Willing my mind to bring forth something fresh.
But the cursor blinks, the page remains bare,
My thoughts scattered, with no coherence to share.

I try to push through, to force the words out,
But frustration grows, and I begin to doubt.
Is my creativity gone, a thing of the past?
Have my writing days reached their last?

But then I pause, take a deep breath,
And remind myself, there's no need for stress.
For a writer's block is just a phase,
And soon enough, my pen will blaze.

[stark jacinth]

Aise kaise mitaa dein aapki yaadein?
Humein unke sahaare apni baaki zindagi bhi toh guzaarni hai.

[thorn sedge]

Tum door na hue par badal hi gye,
har shaam ki tarha tum bhi dhal hi gye,
tumne toh taqreeban maar hi dala tha humein,
woh toh hum kora kagaz thay jo dard likhte likhte sambhal hi gye.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

Surrounded by the world, it seems lonelier I couldn't be.

• Dissu

[thorn sedge]

Stuck in between

Not able to run away from the past and not able to accept a new beginning

I want to see morning birds but not being able to accept night owls feels like it's a bizarre evening

Doubt on my hope of being alive but I don’t want to die

It’s so cloudy out there, please rain or just clear the sky

Should I curse god for my condition or for a better life I should pray

I ain’t feeling good because my thoughts are not black and white they are gray

In this bad situation I have never been

Feels like in my life I am stuck in between

-Vedant Brahmbhatt

[regal granite]

Is it worth to end it all?

He lies on the deathbed
Tears rolling down his mother's eyes
His father can't keep a straight head
after knowing their son wasn't willing to stay alive

He opens his eyes and thinks,"for all these years,
I have been the cause to everyone's tears
I am the reason for all theirs trouble...
My brother was the crop and I was the stubble."

"Then why today do they want me to stay?
when they can simply put me away..
I tried to make them happy
one last time before I fall
but now when I see them in misery, it compels me to ask myself
was it worth trying to end it all?"

-Vrinda

[stark jacinth]

Woh jagah aaj bhi khali hai,
Jismein aap raha karti thi;
Bas wo dil aaj toota hai,
Jismein aap raha karti thi.

[queen rapids]

Kaid -e -kaagaz mein reh gye khaab kyi Haseen,
Aur dukh shehr -e -zindagi mein farar ho gye;

Bhatakta rha Mann yuhi dar badar iss kadar,
Ke Jaan aur dil Wafa dhundhte nisar ho gye.

• Mani

[thorn sedge]

In the season of fall

I am alone here in my room currently staring at the white wall
In the season of fall
Old memories I am trying to recall
In the season of fall
Feeling lonely like I'm a showpiece doll
In the season of fall
Dreaming to perform in a big hall
In the season of fall
Wanna talk to my friends about it on call
In the season of fall
I am just fuking bored, that's all
In the season of fall

-Vedant Brahmbhatt

[exotic kiln]

तुझे देखते ही तू दिल में उतर जाता है,
तेरा कड़क और थोड़ा मीठा स्वभाव भा जाता है,
तेरा कड़क और थोड़ा मीठा स्वभाव भा जाता है,
सुबहे,शाम,रात तेरा ही ख्याल आता है |

दिल को तुम्हारी हर अदा से मोहब्बत है
तुझे देखते ही सब भूल जान की आदत है
इस कहानी को जरूरत नहीं इज़हार की
ये आशिकी नहीं जनाब तलप है चाय की ☕
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[sonic remnant]

Everything feels worthless
Each night goes by with the thought of not waking up tomorrow
Trying to find my purpose in life yet losing a lil bit of me everyday
Just aking for a little less pain each day but it is getting harder to be happy
Fake smiles each time I see people thinking that I might not be that useless
I don't know what am I chasing and why am I chasing it has become involuntary now
Just a hope in my heart,
One day, these worthless thought might vanish and I might actually see my worth.
-Ukiyo

[stark jacinth]

Tu raha bhi toh kuch iss qadar,
Ke tu humara tha toh kabhi gham na huya;
Tu gaya bhi toh kuch iss qadar,
Ke gham hua tha ki kabhi tu humara na huya.

[thorn sedge]

New year and me being 21
Working hard trying to overcome fear
I am very positive to begin the new year
Last month I turned 21
Last year was fun
I had my experiences both good and bad
Never gave up and made it till the end. I am glad
When I got my first job I felt like I was on top
9-5 work I felt stressed
But as always in the end I proved myself and all were impressed
Tried my hands on stock market had few losses
It’s not for me but still eating profits
Pledged to stay fit
But don’t know what the future will be for me ?
Let’s see
I just wanna be more confident and more free
Wish you guys too fulfil your wish in 2023
Happy new year to y’all !

-Vedant Brahmbhatt

[thorn sedge]

Khayal bhi nhi jata or neend bhi nhi ati,
pyar bhi nhi milta or umeed bhi nhi jati,
tumhe chain ki neend kya hi naseeb hogi,
yahan toh sukoon bhi nhi milta or maut bhi nhi ati.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

हमेशा क्यों लिख देता हु
कागज भीगे है आसुओं से
क्यों तुझे देख के हसीं आ जाती है
क्यों लिख देता हु सच जब झूठ से प्यार मिल जाता है
आखिर क्यों आखिर क्यों
तूझे देख हसी आ जाती
हमेशा क्यों लिख देता हु

[sonic remnant]

Bas ab yahi nikalti hai raatein meri
Naa jaane kyu ummed lagaye bethe thi ki aaj tum aaoge, humari baatein hongi
Aaj phir mera din haseen ban jaayega sirf tumhe dekh ke
Roz pehra lagaye bethi rehti, tum ho mere kareeb par ab bas khayaalon me
Aur aaj phir tum nhi aaye aur mai umeed laga kar bethe rhi
-Ukiyo

[graceful raft]

Aftaab sa noor tha mera
Par shayad mehtaab ki chahat thi usko
Gulaab sa Ishq tha mera
Par shayad gulbahaar ki zarurat thi usko

~ayaankapoor

[thorn sedge]

"Great poetry come from great loss"
And things you love the most give the most pain
Do u really call it love?
If it doesn't make u insane .
If there's beauty in heartbreaks
You're the most beautiful person I've met
Oh come on we wouldn't call the moon
"THE MOON" if it was too easy to get.

~Dissu

[stark jacinth]

Uss mulakaat ko aaj bohot arso ho chale,
Hum khudse mile bohot arso ho chale.

[thorn sedge]

Me siyahi hu tere Ishq-e-kalam ki
Tu mera ishq ban jaana

Mein likhna chahunga toh
Mera khushnuma khayal ban jaana

[thorn sedge]

Mana do teen alfaaz mila kar jumla toh koi bhi likh sakta hai,
par kbhi apne ya kisi or k jazbaat us jumle se bayan krne ka socho toh sahi,
lo mene toh apni baat kehte kehte do jumle or likh diye,
kbhi tum aise baaton ki baat kr k baat bayan krne ka socho toh sahi,
kisi or insaan ya uski baat or kam pe tanqeed krna toh bohat asaan hai,
or mai ye nhi kehta k tum uski tarha ban kar dekho,
par agr tum vesa ban ya kar nahi sakte toh kam-az-kam us baat, kam ya us
insaan ki izzat krne ka socho toh sahi.
-AMsal❤️

[white sierra]

I may be in a storm, but I am learning to dance in the rain. Though the winds may be against me, I am still moving forward with a smile. For I know that every challenge is an opportunity to grow and become stronger. So I embrace this moment with gratitude, for it is shaping me into the person I am meant to be

[thorn sedge]

Kisi mashhoor musavvir ki banayi tasveer si ho tum.
Ek aisi tasveer jiski har ek lakeer mein uss Ba-salahiyat ka pyaar chupa hai.

Shiddat-e-ishq ki zinda misaal ho tum,
Uss mashhoor musavvir ke kaagaz par kamaal ho tum.

*Musavvir - Painter
Ba-salahiyat - Talented
Shiddat-e-ishq - Dedication towards love

-Kushagra💓

[bold rampart]

Tere mayush si mohabatton ko apne pyaar se sench diye
Teri har takleef mai, apne khushiyon k khazane bech diye
Par Jis dard ko mene kiya tha tumhare hawale
Un aansuon ko tumne kodiyo k bhaw bech dale

[thorn sedge]

Mere dil-e-bagh ki baghban ho tum,
meri shayari mein lafzo ki tarha jaan ho tum,
tumhari tareef mein mai isse badhkar kya kehdu,
mere toh aasman ki chand ho tum.
-AMsal❤️

[stark jacinth]

Us din bohot se ittefaq huye,
Koi vyaahyi gayi, kisine vyaah kiya,
Kisiki god khaali ho gayi, kisika ghar khali ho gaya,
Kisiki yaar door chali gayi, kisika bachapan ka saathi chala gaya,
Aur kai ittefaq toh aise bhi huye,
Kisine apna ashiq bhula diya, kisika ishq adhoora reh gaya.

[gaunt bison]

"Lie"
Lie Beautiful Lie!
Full of sugary sweetness,
Best served with more lies
When the sweet part ends
Comes the bitter part
It's resentfully toxic
Human's worst ability
"The ability to lie"
Will make you cry
It will distort you
Will leave you in tears
Aggravating your fears
Oh Dear! Are you still looking for the crust?
All I have is me and my broken trust!

-kk

[royal stone]

mai uth jau tere darwaze se
ki ab der kafi hogyi
rote rote hi chahe tu aajaye bahar,
mai betha hu bas is intezaar mai

[graceful raft]

Hawa ke jhonke se uske zulfein bikhar gayi
Dekh usse sawaarte meri taqdeer nikhar gayi

~ayaankapoor

[thorn sedge]

Meri duniya mein tu meri hawa hai,
adalat-e-wafa mein tu meri gawah hai,
mera toh pura imaan hai tujpe,
mere mazhab ki toh tu khuda hai.
-AMsal❤️

[royal stone]

and even gods could not stop this from being true,
since all that is heavenly and holy is you

[thorn sedge]

Khali hai raatein panno me likh di hai baatein.
Khoya hu neendon me sapne naa aate.

Panno ki syahi ye mit si gayi hai..
Har roj Zindagi ab lagti nayi hai..

Vahi hai panne syahi vahi hai...
Dhundho me alfaz par ab vo milte nahi hai..

           -M.S

[stark jacinth]

Tu bhi kya insaaf karega khuda,
Ishq karne waale toh hum hi the,
Uss gunaah ka kya sazaa farmaega khuda,
Ishq mein marne waale bhi toh hum hi the.

[sonic remnant]

Kahi kisi roz mil jaao is mastani shaam me, tumhare dedaar ki tamanna hai
Yeh din, shaamein aur raatein kuch tanha si hai ab tumhare bin
Khayaalon me ab baat karti hu tumse, jo waqt rehte naa kar paayi
Bas sahi waqt ka intezaar karte karte reh gayi
Kahi kisi roz mil jaao is mastaani shaam me tumhare deedar ki tamanna hai
-Ukiyo

[thorn sedge]

लिखने को लफ्ज़ जाने क्यूं पड़े कम है..
लफ्जो के मुलाजिम हम और मौसम बड़ा नम है..

लफ्जो में कामिल लफ्जो में खोए पड़े हम है..
मुदत्तो से लिखते फिर भी लफ्जो में क्यूं गम है..

वक्त के साथ भर गए सारे लफ्जो के जखम है..
लिखने को बैठे हम पर लफ्ज़ जाने क्यूं पड़े काम है..

            - M.S✒️

[stark jacinth]

Hum toh roz tehelte the unn galiyon me,
Wo sadkein aaj bhi ek dastaan batati hai,
Aapka chehra nazar nahi aata wahan aur,
Meri aakhein aaj bhi usey dekhne ko satati hai.

[graceful raft]

उससे फुरकत न हो रब से बस गुज़ारिश है,
ये दिलकशी नहीं है जनाब मोहब्बत के आतिश हैं...

~ayaankapoor

[royal stone]

so if I can't see you ,
just believe I'm blind
cause the beauty you hold ,
cannot be seen by mine

[thorn sedge]

When the night comes i feel lonely..
Baat karne ko bhi pass mere koi nhi..
Beeti kitni raatein ,akhein ye meri soyi nhi..
Dil par bikhri Akelepan ki syahi,mene ab Tak dhoyi nhi..

-M.S✒️

[delicate warren]

Talab to hai bahut tumhen hijar ki lekin
Sare aam Nahin karte is aafat ki baten
Ranjhe ke piche pagal hai aaj ki Laila
Loot legi Karke hifazat ki baten
Dar lagta hai sunke mohabbat ki baten
Ab sunte Hain fakat ham adawat ki baten
Is kadar kar liya hai gunahgar khud ko
Buri lagti hai ab to kayamat ki baten
Aaj izzat Nahin hai Aziz shohrat ke kisse
Log kya karte the Kabhi shrafat ki baat hai

-Ahmar

[thorn sedge]

ज़िंदगी में आज कल सवाल बड़े है..
सवालों का समंदर और हम इसमें खड़े हे..

जवाबो की तलाश पर पीछे सवाल पड़े हैं..
क्या ही ढूंढे जवाब जस्बात जिद्द पर अड़े है...

          -M.S✒️

[royal stone]

Tere hone se khasta hojata hai bukhar mera
Batao na tum ishq karti ho ya ilaaj

[stark jacinth]

"Kis liye dekhti ho aaina,
Tum toh khud se bhi khoobsoorat ho."

-Jaun Eliya

[daring vigil]

Sneha#9030 has been warned

Reason: Too many spoiler tags

[vale hare]

always lost, never found my place,
a place where I would belong,
a place i would proudly call mine.
waking up with a chaotic mind,
thoughts i wish ceased to exist,
moving the curtains, beams of light
burning visage, burning my soul.
but there i choose to sit,
besides the window,
not letting the thoughts burn,
scribbling down on pages.
drowning in, creating poems,
something of my own,
i dwell in lanes of my paracosm,
detailed, yet delusional,
"doing pretty fine, what about you?"
to every "how are you?"
the reality only these pages know.
sipping coffee, besides the window,
view's pretty with moon on sight.
the souls not burning anymore,
there I lay, amongst crumbled pages
fingers and palm inked,
painted my heart blue,
but a little less broken,
a little more hopeful,
inside the mind of my own
and i found my home.

~ sneha 💙

[thorn sedge]

ठहरि है यादें जैसे तस्वीरें दीवारों पे..
बिखरी है बातें जैसे रेत समंदर किनारों पे..

लिख देते है अल्फाज जैसे बारिश गिरती मिनारो पे..
सोया खुले आसमान के नीचे मेरी नज़रे टूटते सितारों पे..

-MS✒️

[thorn sedge]

Pyar ek zaroorat hai majboori nahi hai,
faasla dono mein dil se doori nahi hai,
or kamiyan toh har kisi mein hoti hain par,
behad aitbaar koi kamzori nahi hai.
-AMsal❤️

[exotic kiln]

आज भी बातों से भरी वो शाम याद आती है,
टहलने वाली वो गलियाँ याद आती है,
सुबह-शाम तुम्हारी यादें सताती है,
सुनी होगीइ जिंदगी उनके जाने से,
सुनी होगीइ जिंदगी उनके जाने से,
हमारी आँखें आज भी उन्हें देखने तरस जाती है l
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[lost sequoia]

Acchi thi kahani pr adhuri rhe gyi,
Itni thi mohabbat pr dhuri rhe gyi.
Dhundli si teri yaade rhe gyi,
Bheki bheki se sif baate rhe gyi,
Manzil tum thi meri, ab anjan ye rahe rhe gyi.

Aakhir kya jita tumne, mujhe haar kar.
Sab jo hukm ke ikke the dediye tumko, phir bhi tumhare ps sunsan si bazi rhe gyi.

Ye duniya mujhe yatim kheti hai, kise kahu me apna ek tumhare siva.
Abtho tum bhi nahi ho, bs khali panno pr sukhi ye syahi rhe gyi.

[delicate warren]

Life goes on, the world keeps turning,
But my heart's still aching, still yearning,
For a love that's true, a love that's pure,
A love that will endure forevermore.

[delicate warren]

But in the end, we'll all scatter,
And at the end, it doesn't matter

[glacial aspen]

Did someone ever hold you hand when they are going through something, something as big as they are crying out loud but without tears? If your hand or yourself for that matter has never experienced this. Congratulations you have another reason to live. When someone holds your hand like that what you feel is surreal. It's something out of this world, obviously the other person is going through something bad but controlling the urge not to ask the question,"what happened?" Becuase if they wanted to tell they would've never held your hand and just started crying in front of you telling you about what has happened. But the fact that they are holding your hand shows that they know how Powerful you are for them , how you influence them in a very calming way and what you are to them. When someone holds your hand like that and if they start squeezing it real hard , the only thing you can do is tighen your palm so that your hand doesn't feel any pain even if you are feeling some sort of pain soak it all in as at that point of time you are the most powerful person in this world for them present there. Sometimes instruct them to take deep breaths as they might be going through what you call an anxiety or a panic attack and they may be feeling a little breathless. Sometimes they will hold your hand so tight and squeeze it so tight that their hand will get hurt and start paining , hold that hand afterwards to heal it through the same power of healing you have for them which healed them at that moment. Don't ask what happened just give them what they need: your presence.

[delicate warren]

Exhausted from pretending joy,
Donning a smile that feels so coy,
Forcing laughs, concealing tears,
Feeling shattered, plagued by fears.

My heart's now laden, heavy and worn,
My soul's fatigued, left feeling forlorn,
But still I play my scripted part,
Concealing the anguish in my heart.

Yet in time, the truth shall reveal,
My guise shall falter and I'll unseal,
For though it stings to show such pain,
It beats pretending, time and again.

[thorn sedge]

Meri toh har baat mein teri baat hoti hai,
Mere toh har qisse mein teri yaad hoti hai,
Khudse kuch bol paun itne toh mere pas alfaaz hi nhi hote,
Phir bhi meri har baat mein teri baat hoti hai,
Vese toh mai har cheez pe likh leta hun,
Bas apne jazbaat hi tuje beyaan ni kr pata,
Meri toh khushiyan bhi tujse dur reh kr udaas hoti hain,
Meri toh har baat mein teri baat hoti hai,
Yun toh kuch bhi likh kr zamane se wah wahi leleta hun,
Par ye dil toh bs teri nazro mein anay ki koshish krta hai,
Tujse tareef k do bol sun kr meri toh zindagi bagh si hoti hai,
Meri har baat mein teri baat hoti hai,
Mera har sher na chahte hue bhi tujse hi mukhatib hota hai,
Or ye mere alfaaz teri tareef krne k layak toh nhi,
Par phir bhi har jumle mein teri khubsurti beyan krdete hain,,
Or mai toh neend mein hi zindagi guzaar dun agr tu raat hoti hai,
Meri toh har baat mein teri baat hoti hai,
Kehne ko abhi baatein toh bohat hain,
Par kuch baatein mai apne pas hi rakhna chahta hun,
Or mai jab bhi khuda ko yaad krta hun,
Hamesha bas tuje khush rakhne ki darkhast hoti hai,
Meri toh har baat mein teri baat hoti hai.
-AMsal❤️

[sonic remnant]

Let me stay until fall
Let me stay until fall, let’s make memories as many as possible.
Having you in my life right now seems like a blessing from god.
Let me stay until fall, let’s stare at sky and talk about moon and stars.
Let us talk about the forever we dreamed together even though we can’t make it in reality.
It seem like we were destined to meet but only for a short period of time.
Let me stay stay for a little longer, you can let me go in winter when all the trees shed their leaves.
-Ukiyo

[stark jacinth]

Khoobsoorti ki woh dastaan jal gayi hogi,
Koi aur mil gaya use, wo badal gayi hogi.
Yun toh mile hazaaron humein iss safar mein,
Koi aaj akela kar chala gaya, koi kal gayi hogi.

[white sierra]

You're smiling, but I sense the pain you hide,
Behind that smile, emotions seem to collide,
The world may not see, but I understand,
Your brave face conceals an internal demand.

[delicate warren]

You left me with a silent ache,
But I found solace in the lake
Of memories we had once made,
And the lessons they had conveyed.

[white sierra]

कभी-कभी मंज़िलें अँधी होती हैं
परिंदों को राह दिखाना आसान नहीं होता।
ये बताना मुश्किल होता है कहाँ जाना है
पर जब आंखें बंद करते हैं तो सब कुछ साफ़ नज़र आता है।

[glacial aspen]

मेरे बगीचे से एक नायाब फूल, बाहर वाले किसी ने तोड़ लिया।

धूप की किरणे उसको अब भी मिलती, लेकिन अब मैं मुरझाया सा रहता हूं।

रखा उसको पानी में, मानो अब मैं प्यासा सा रहता हूं।

मुमाखी है अब भी आती, अब बगीचे में पराया सा रहता हूं।

फल उगते होंगे कई अब भी, लेकिन अब मैं भूखा सा रहता हूं।

अब वापस उगेगा वो फूल कभी, उस आस को मैंने छोड़ दिया।

मेरे बगीचे से एक नायाब फूल, बाहर वाले किसी ने तोड़ लिया।

[autumn solar]

She hugged him!
It meant the world for him.
Crowd applauded,
Curtains closed.
"EWWWWWW"she said
And left the stage hastily...

[stark jacinth]

Kyu bahaaye aansu uss gham ke,
Jisme hum khushi se jee rahe the.
Aaj itne dino baad maut darwaaze pe aai ho?
Hum toh zeher ke ghoont kab se pee rahe the.

[vale hare]

I remember sobbing to myself,
And notifs flash, "hey i need you. Had a bad day",
I quickly wrap broken pieces together,
And proceeds to text back, "you okay?"
Being an empath, is like a candle
Burning oneself to illuminate others with it's fume.
Painting heart with shades of blue,
Shades of his and her and theirs grief,
Darker than mine, or I assume.

Invalidating my emotions with
Congested chest, and walls of heart torn,
Holding on to other's pain, like my own.
Tagged as "too sensitive", "people pleaser"
And so much more,
But in need, they chose to knock my door.
Always been on own, world looks at a fighter,
But cries of my agony has always been quieter.
Defeated in battles which are not mine,
Pretends my bleeding heart to be fine.
For days and months absorbed all of their rage,
And then they ask, "why self sabotage?"

Crushed boundaries, forced regrets hit.
Blamed myself for mistakes I did not commit.
Stayed in solitude, out of everyone's sight,
Cried to the sorrow of a strangers plight.
Drained mind and overused emotional capacity,
Prisoned in my mind, seeking liberty.
I wish to get my answer soon,
Empathy - a curse or a boon?

~ Sneha \</3 (bikharne ka mujhko shauq hai bada)

[thorn sedge]

लिखे मेने कुछ अल्फाज थे दिल में छुपे कुछ राज़ थे..
जो हुआ करते थे खास कल वो ना मेरे संग आज थे..

लिखना मुझसे तो अब छूट गया क्युकी अपने ही नाराज़ थे..
कलम पूछे मुझसे स्याही का मोल क्युकी लिखे ना मेने अब साज थे..

लफ्जो को मेरे कोई पड़ता नहीं तो लिखना छोडा मेने लाज से..
लफ्जो में अब वो जस्बात नहीं जो हुआ करते थे पहले खास से..

-M.S

[thorn sedge]

That Stubborn gurl.
She's stubborn,
She'll argue if she thinks she has a point to make.
She'll debate and stand by truth, for her own sake,
She’s wrong sometimes, but won't easily accept her mistake.

Because it wasn't always like this before,
She was once calm and composed, willing to explore.
She listened to people and accepted their core,
but people made her feel wrong more and more.

She accepted it all with an open heart,
But then came a time when her whole life was torn apart.
Showcased as a mistake, it broke her heart,
And since then she developed a coping mechanism to impart.

She impulsively made herself strong by arguing,
For the world, she's stubborn and a debater without reasoning.
But in reality, she's standing up for herself without weakening,
Developing a protective shield against demons threatening.

So don't judge her for her strong will,
For underneath it all, she's just trying to heal.
And one day, she'll find her way,
And her stubbornness will fade away.

• Haze💜

[cunning raptor]

.

[median shell]

A perfect date doesn’t exist

The Date-day, had finally arrived,
Birds sang sweetly, as he waited outside.
On his bullet, a blue blazer he wore,
Ready to take me, on a happiness galore.

Walked towards him, with butterflies in my stomach,
And the time froze, when he greeted me with a rose.
Smiled back at him, not a word to say,
I sat on the bike and held him in a gentle way,

Softly he whispered, "Hold me close and tight,"
My head on his back, arms entwined, it just felt right.
With spring breeze, that’s sweet and light,
We drove slowly, enjoying the sunset's sight.

A tiny note to my surprise, "Shall we dance?" it reads,
I nodded my head with rosy cheeks.
We sway to the beat, hand in hand, eye to eye,
Lost in our world, letting the worries fly.

World could stop, and we wouldn't care,
As long as, we had each other, to stare.
We went for a drive, in the late of night,
With pretty smiles and city lights in sight.

And he dropped me at my door,
A night to remember, forevermore.
And that was the beginning, of our beautiful love story,
Filled with moments of joy and glory.

NOTE: This poem is inspired from the song Taare ginn from the movie Dil Bechara.

[stark jacinth]

Kahaan gayi aapke chehre ki wo noor ,
Jo humein raat bhar jagaaya karti thi ;
Kuch gham mein hain aap abhi shayad ,
Warna humare saamne toh humesha muskuraya karti thi.

[thorn sedge]

Ye zindagi ek ghamon ka bagh hai,
Yahan har phool pe jazbaaton ki laash hai,
Kai phool toh murjha gye barish k intezar mein,
Or kuch phool toh bas ab aansuon pe hi aabaad hain.
-AMsal❤️

[thorn sedge]

I can hear my tears dropping falling from my eyes
I don't have faith left in me,
So everyday i console myself by
telling some pretty lies.
Can someone take me below the surface,
So i don't have any air to breathe.
Cuz i don't want to see again the sorrow,
Upon my broken dreams.

-dissu

[frail burrow]

अफसोस अचानक ठहर जाने का
अफ़सोस मुखौटे पहन जाने का
अफ़सोस ख़ुद में सेहम जाने का
अफ़सोस आदत बिगड जाने का
अफ़सोस रिश्ते संभल पाए ना
अफ़सोस साँस स्थिरता पाए ना
अफ़सोस ज़ुबाँ कुछ कह पाए ना
अफ़सोस दरारें दिख पाए ना
अफ़सोस है ज़िंदा रह पाने का
अफ़सोस हर एक पल पछताने का
अफ़सोस है घुट के दब जाने का
अफ़सोस आक्रोश में जल जाने का
~manchala
old name
barfi Roger

[cunning raptor]

This is for boys who say to be depressed in their lives.
Lode ki zindagi bolne se nhi hoga ek chut dundh tabhi safal hoga get the metaphors find your own chut to make you loda jaisi zindagi happy and erect
Just remember this & enjoy
Be happy always OP 🤍

[sonic remnant]

Bayaan-e-‘ishq

Ishq se riha hona bhi ishq hai
Tumse roobaroo hona bhi toh ishq hai
Tumse khafa hona aur tumhara mujhe manana bhi toh ishq hai
Tumhara interzaar karna kai din, mahino tak bhi toh ishq hai
Tumhara yoon dur jaana aur mera murjaana bhi toh ishq hai
Tumhara naam har waqt labon pe aana bhi toh ishq hai
Tumhe yaad kr muskurana or phir ro dena bhi toh ishq hai
Tumahare ishq me fanna hone ki chahat rakhna bhi toh ishq hai
Tumhe is ishq se rihaai dena bhi to ishq hai
-Ukiyo

[thorn sedge]

You're a Masterpiece
Every night, I lie in bed,
With a thousands of thoughts, in my head.
I wish to sleep, like a normal person,
but its the insomnia, that gets worsen.

It's not sleep, that's my arch enemy,
But the people, who brought me to this misery.
Girl, your trauma has lasted for years,
Yet, you remain strong and shed no tears.

I won't lie and say it all ends here,
But these experiences, make you stronger, dear.
Every time you fall, your weakness is put under pressure,
And that's how you're transformed into a diamond, a treasure.

Becoming a powerful person, takes a powerful process,
And the first step, is changing your perception to progress.
Believe me, it's all in your head,
You're not ugly, you're beautiful instead.

You're not defined, by looks or height
It's your character and kindness, that shine so bright.
You may not win Miss World, it's true
But you're more than a title, you're YOU.

You're much more than any beauty queen,
Your ability to see beyond looks, makes you serene.
Your thoughts and opinions may seem absurd to some,
But they come from a place of, personal wisdom.

The world needs your voice, your perspective, and your light,
So don't ever give up, or lose sight on what's right.
Keep shining, keep fighting, and keep moving ahead,
you are a masterpiece, perfectly flawed, wholly divine and a one of a kind.

-Serene🤍

[ripe briar]

Tum kya jante ho mere baare mein?
Woh kehti hai ke...
Tu meri aankhein padhta hai..
Chupke zamane se mujhpe marta hai..
Pehle sir jhuka ke namaz ,
Phir khuda mann ke mujhe padhta hai..
Mein sab samajhti hu,
tu kya aur kyu likhta hai ,
Aur jab likhta hai toh kya kamal karta hai..
Thoda bhot bayaan karke,
baaki khud se aur mujh se sawal karta hai..
Par jab Likhta hai toh kya kamal karta hai..
Kya Kamal karta hai..
-roop

[cunning raptor]

.

[chrome oriole]

One day we'll meet, of that I'm sure,
With flowers in my hand, a gift so pure.
A token of my gratitude and love,
A symbol of blessings from up above.

In my mind, I've pictured this day,
A moment I cherish, in every way.
And with each step, my heart beats fast,
Anticipation, a feeling that will last.

I imagine your smile, your eyes so bright,
The joy in your heart, a beautiful sight.
And as I hold out the flowers, to your name,
I know that nothing will ever be the same.

For in that moment, we'll both realize,
That destiny has brought us, before our eyes.
And the flowers will stand, as a symbol true,
Of a love that blossomed, between me and you

• vanakkam

[ripe briar]

Din woh adhura agar tujhse baat na ho..
Ye baarish,badal,chand,taare sab feeke hai,
Agar saath teri yaad na ho..
Mangu na jisme mein tujhe,
Aaese koi faryad na ho..
Ke mere hisse mein ishq ho na ho,
Par mere ishq ka ishq barbaad na ho..🥀🥃

• roop

[deep jackal]

हम तो जीवन में आँखे नीची करके चलते हैं,
क्यो कि बोलने से , हम डूबने से डरते हैं,
क्यो खयालो के समंदर हम बांट नहीं सकते हैं,
ऐसी दुनिया में जहां कोई शाय़दही परवाह करता है।

हम दूसरों की नज़रों के फैसले से डरते हैं,
इसलिए हम अपनी कहानियों को एक ताबुत में बंद रखते हैं,
हां शायद बहुत कमजोर होने से डरते हैं,
बहुत असमर्थ होने से, बहुत भावुक होने से डरते हैं।

हम अपनी भावनाओं को अंदर ही अंदर छुपाते हैं,
और गौरव का मुखौटा अपनाते हैं,
शायद अपनी असलियत दिखने से डरते हैं,
आलोचना के पिंजरे में डाले जाने स डरत ह।

लकन कय ह अगर हम उन जजर क तड सक,
और डर स मकत हकर, हमर कहनय कस क बत सक,
कय हग अगर हम भरस करन सख सक,
हर परसथत क समन करन क सहस जट सक।

चल अपन बर म बत करत ह,
कयक बटन स ह हम दलत मलत ह,
दलत पयर और समरथन क, दलत सहनभत और दखभल क,
कय क सहन करन वल इस दनय म हम अकल नह ह।

[thorn sedge]

Tum khush raho bas mai tumhara naam na lunga,
Har taqleef ko mai apni zindagi mein shamil krlunga,
Khud khuda a kr bhi agr muje bewafai ki tasvir dikha de,
Mai phir bhi apne gham ka tumhe ilzaam na dunga.
-AMsal❤️

[solid narwhal]

Kaun kehta hai Papa ki aap mere paas nhi ho
Kaun kehta hai aap mere paas nhi ho
Aap hi toh ho jo har pal mere sath ho❤️
Jab kbhi girti hu
Aapki di hui himmat ki yaad aati hai
Aur jhatt se uth jaati hu...
Jab kabhi dukhi hoti hu
Aapka sab thik ho jaaega kehna yaad aata hai
Aur apne aap ko tasalli de deti hu...
Jab kabhi rona aata hai
Aap kese mjhe har pal hasaya krte the yaad krti hu
Aur muskura leti hu...
Jab kabhii apne aap ko kmzor paati hu
Aapka mai hmesha tere sath hu kehna yaad aata hai
Aur kaafi behtar mehsoos karti hu...
Kaun kehta hai aap mere paas nhi ho
Kaun kehta hai aap mere paas nhi ho
Aap hi toh ho jo har pal mere sath ho❤️
                                   ~Muskan❤️

[ripe briar]

[thorn sedge]

Dosa: A way of Life
On a summer's day so bright and warm,
I woke to birdsong and no alarm,
Gazed through the window glass,
Watching the fluffy clouds slowly pass.

Then came my mom, with a plate of dosas, hot,
Dosa's not just food, it's an emotion, a happy thought,
It taught me a life lessons, a plenty,
That I'll cherity forever till eternity.

The shape of dosa is circular and round,
What goes around, comes back, a lesson found.
Dosa can be crisp or soft, as per our desire,
It teaches us to adapt to situations dire.

Stay clam and sensible, when the going gets tough,
And to be strong, when life seems rough.

Dosa can be enjoyed all day,
At breakfast, lunch or dinner, in every way,
It tells us to get along with what comes our way,
And to cherish each moment, every single day.

Dosa batter takes time to ferment,
But its taste is worth the wait, it's evident.
This reminds us that good things take time,
And patience and perseverance will make life sublime.

Two friends it has, chutney and sambar,
The values these pals bring to your life, no matter how far.
Be like dosa, plain and pure
It's simplicity is what makes it unforgettable.

-Serene🤍

[delicate warren]

Agar kabhi kismat ne bhi hamari raahon ko juda kiya,
Phir bhi teri yaad ko apni zindagi se nahi hataunga
Agar ek din bhi tum mujhse door ho jao kahin,
Phir bhi tere bin meri zindagi ka sabab na lunga.

[thorn sedge]

देखा है मेने फूलो को काटो में..
किस्मत की लकीरों को मीट ते इन हाथों में..
भूलते अपनो को बातो ही बातो में..
देखा है लोगो को बेह जाते जस्बातो मे..
हम भी यहां अब ना सोए है रातों में.
लिखने को बैठे और कलम न हाथो में...

-M.S

[thorn sedge]

Tum khwaab ho,
Ho haqikat-e-kubraa bhi tum hi.

Tum phool ho,
Ho husn-e-bageecha bhi tum hi.

Ho sawaalon ki kashti tum.
Ho saagar-e-jawab bhi tum hi.

Haath uthte hain ibaadat mein teri,
Ho aab-o-gil aur aab ka har qatra bhi tum hi.

Tum ishq ho,
Tum wafa ho.
Tum meri naa mein chupi raza ho.

-Kushagra ❤

[graceful raft]

Woh muntazir mulaqaaton ka, deedar inn nigaahon se karta h
Woh musavvir khayaalon ka, izhaar inn shero se karta h

~ayaankapoor

[queen rapids]

Khoye huye the iss kadar kisi benaam ke khayalon mein,
Zikr bhi unhi ka sunta tha geeton, gazlon, afsaano mein,
Toote badnaseeb sitare ki tarah wafa ke
aasmano mein,
Na gine gaye hum bikhron mein,
Na sameta chahne walon ne.
Mani × 💌

Kayi baar sochte hain baith khayalon ke maikhane mein,
Kis tarah ka nasha hai gumnaam ho Jane mein,
Dhalti shaamon ke sath chalke andheron mein dafn ho jane mein,
Duniya se dur khaabon - yaadon mein kho Jane mein,
Deewano ki tarah apna wajood bhul jane mein ,
Kis tarah ka nasha hai gumnaam ho jane mein.
Mani × 💌

[exotic kiln]

मंज़िल की चाहत मैं ख़ून-पसीना एक करता है,
थक जाता है शरीर पर मेहनत करता है,
मंज़िल पाने के लिए खुदा से मिंती करता है,
देती तो बहुत कुछ है जिंदगी इसे
लेकिन ये इंसान
जो नहीं है उसकी गिंती करता है l
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[solar plinth]

Aftertaste

Love's elixir, once sweet and divine,
turned into a treacherous wine.
Its taste may linger, but the pain will remain,
And the heart that once loved will bear the stain
The wounds of love, cut sharp and severe,
Leaves us with scars, that refuse to disappear
Its bitterness lingers on like a bad taste,
Leaving us with memories we wish to erase.
But even in its bitterness, love can hold beauty,
Like wine, it can mature and leave us in serenity.
And though it may wound us, it can also heal,
And teach us lessons, that forever we'll feel.

~ Ronak

[rose shell]

.
.
Haste

At my back I always hear
Applauds of end, jigging near
I feel sick, what can the matter be?
Ask yourself to have pity on me.

Let's clad in the beauty of 1000 stars
play our songs and dance to past?
Over the sounds of your footsteps
I'll hum sweet songs that you request.

Let's talk of selves, as time passes us by
Rest your head, outbring evil cries..

We float upon these echoes of unblemished sighs
In deafening utterance of our pretty lies..

Uncertain..
Unsure..
I can hardly speak,
What a mockery, carry out wish for me?

the wish is~
Under the clouds, in a cold midday,
Ask my death to take me away.

-Anonymiss
.
.

[ripe briar]

Pehle toh mile na the,
Ab milke bhi baatein nahi..
Subha toh roshan huyi,
Ab guzarti ye raatein nahi..
Aankhein band karne pe jo samne hai,
aankhein kholne pe woh aate nahi..
Ghanto baat hoti thi jahan call pe,
wahan ab network aate nahi..🥀
-roop

[thorn sedge]

Melodic Memories
A trip down to memory lane,
I sat in college bus, lost in thoughts rain.
A song, by an artist caught my ear,
I don't recall, if I heard the lyrics clear.

Maybe I grooved to the beat and sound,
But soon that song had me spellbound.
All I knew is I played that song on repeat,
And soon enough it became my daily treat.

Listening more, I began to see,
The meanings behind the melody.
Discovering Easter eggs and more,
Its her writing that I happen to adore.

She's singer who cares her feline friends,
With a loving heart for her closed ones that never ends.
She stands not just for herself, but what is right,
As a shiny light in the darkest night.

She took a Fearless stand for LGBTQ rights,
Urged fans to sign a petition and fight.
To protect the community with legislation,
And that's why she has people's admiration.

Her lucky number is 13, while mine is 3,
Her craft inspired me to write my own poetry.
She showed me how to win, even when I'm losing,
Her strong spirit, uplifted me, when I was bruising.

She infused a new life into me,
She's none other than Dr. Taylor Alison Swift.

-Serene.

[civic sail]

In the depths of my heart lies a sorrow so deep
A love once cherished, now lost in a sleep
Of memories that haunt me, day and night
A pain so intense, it blurs my sight

The tears that fall like a gentle rain
Cannot wash away this endless pain
For the love that once filled my soul
Has left me empty, broken, and alone

The beauty of love, so pure and bright
Now a distant memory, lost in the night
A flame once so strong, now flickers and fades
Leaving me with nothing but sorrow and shades

I thought our love would last forever
But now it's gone, and I'm left to wonder
How could something so beautiful and true
Fade away like the morning dew?

The sorrow of love, so profound and real
Is a wound that time cannot fully heal
For even though we may move on
The pain remains, like a haunting song

But still, I hold onto hope and faith
That one day, love will come my way
And though the memories may never fade
The sorrow of love will slowly dissipate. -Koolkarnisk

[deep jackal]

रुलाबी- make me cry
ख्वाबी- sweet
ताबी- on that point of time
हज्र- divided
पोशीदा- invisible

[thorn sedge]

Koi bura mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon,
Koi khushi mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon,
Hum sab k liye ache toh nahi ho sakte,
Koi bura mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon;
Koi manzil meri or kisi ki manzil mai hoon,
Koi dard mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon,
Wafa se wafa hi mile ye zaroori toh nahi,
Koi bura mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon;
Koi mohabbat meri or kisi ki mohabbat mai hoon,
Koi khuda mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon,
Kuch kho dene ya na milne mein bhi kuch na kuch acha hi hota hai,
Koi dua meri mein or kisi ki dua mein mai hoon,
Koi bura mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon;
Koi door mere se or kisi se door mai hoon,
Koi jhootha mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon,
kuch log toh waqt se majboor hote hain or kuch apne kirdaar se,
Koi meri umeedon ka qatil or kisi ki umeedon ka mai hoon,
Koi bura mere liye or kisi k liye mai hoon.
**-AMsal❤️ **

[deep jackal]

A new life, a new start,
With every breath, a beating heart.

Leaving behind the past and pain,
Embracing the sunshine and the gentle rain.

A fresh canvas to paint and create,
To dream and discover, to love and celebrate.

In every step, a sense of freedom and wonder,
A chance to grow and bloom, to never surrender.

With every dawn, a promise of hope and light,
A new life, a new start and i am shining bright.

[rancid venture]

शायर तो करते है चांद और तारो की बातें
और मैं बैठा मेरे चांद के इंतजार में हु
-Himank Jain

[deep jackal]

लोग बदल गए और हम नज़रियों को कोसते रहे।
लोग आगे बढ़कर हंस रहे थे और हम पुराना रोना रो रहे।

[thorn sedge]

सुनो, जा रही हो?
अच्छा जाते-जाते एक बात सुनती जाओ

दिल में आऐ, बेहद रंगीन हैं,
तुम मेरे खयालात सुनती जाओ

इश्क़ है, मोहब्बत है, अच्छा दिल-लगि केह लो
मेहसूस किये हैं, बड़े अज़ीज़ हैं,
तुम मेरे जज़्बात सुनती जाओ

सुनो, जा रही हो?
अच्छा जाते-जाते एक बात सुनती जाओ

जब तुम्हें पेहली दफ़ा देखा,
चांद कुछ कम रोशन लगा.
सितारे आसमान में कम, तुम्हारी आखों में ज़्यादा दिखे

तुम इश्क़ की वो पेहली रात सुनती जाओ

सुनो, जा रही हो?
अच्छा जाते-जाते एक बात सुनती जाओ

//

Suno, jaa rahi ho?
Accha jaate-jaate ek baat sunti jao.

Dil mein aaye, bade rangeen hain
Tum mere khayalaat sunti jao.

Ishq hai, mohabbat hai, accha dil-lagi kehlo,
Mehsoos kiye Hain, bade azeez hain.
Tum mere jazbaat sunti jao.

Suno, jaa rahi ho?
Accha jaate-jaate ek baat sunti jao.

Jab tumhe pehli dafa dekha,
Chaand kuch kam roshan laga,
Sitare aasmaan mein kam, tumhari aankhon mein zyada dikhe.

Tum ishq ki wo pehli raat sunti jao.

Suno, jaa rahi ho?
Accha jaate-jaate ek baat sunti jao...

-Kushagra❤

[thorn sedge]

Pyaar ki baat karte ho?

Pyaar toh ek khumaar hai,
Dil mein wo angaar hai.

Kabhi khud mein hi vaqaar
Kabhi mushkilen hazaar hai.

Kabhi khushiyon ki pukaar hai,
Kabhi dard ki hisaar hai.

Yeh jo ishq hai, ye jo pyaar hai,
Iss mein jazbaat be-shumaar hain.

Kabhi aansuon ki baadh hai,
Kabhi khushi bhari bahaar hai.

Sabhi ke hain maaine alag,
Dost, kuch hi ke dil ko karaar hai.

Pyaar toh ek khumaar hai,
Dil mein wo angaar hai.

Ab agar ho abhi akele tum.
'Gar nahi mila yeh pyaar tumhe.

Toh ruko zara, socho abhi.
Tajurbe walo se poocho sabhi.

Ek seedha sa jawaab hoga,
Jawaab mein chota sa sawal hoga.

Kahenge "pyar ki baat karte ho?"

Arey, pyaar toh ek khumaar hai,
Dil mein wo angaar hai

Vaqaar - honour
Hisaar - Fortress

• Kushagra❤
  (Let me know if you like it✨)

[solar plinth]

Zindagi ke uljhe panno ko,
Apni khamoshi se padh rha hu

Lafz kho chuke hai saare,
Fir bhi pannon ko palat rha hu

Tum kaho toh kehdu lekin,
Khali pannon pe ashq bhar rha hu

Ha zindagi ko padhte padhte,
Mai khud ka wajood kho rha hu

Chal rha hu un anjaani raahon pe,
Kahaaniyon ko pannon pe samet rha hu

Lag rha hai ek panne mai kaid hu mai,
Khudko Azaad karne ka panna dhundh rha hu

Zindagi ke uljhe pannon ko,
Apni khamoshi se padh raha hu.

[lost sequoia]

Sab dekh rahe hai,
Kaise insaniyat ko maar rahe hai,
Sab dekh rahe hai.

Kaise akhbaro me nafrat bik rahi hai,
Iss nafrat ke bazar ko sab dekh rahe hai.
Asie akbharo ko sab dekh rahe hai.

Sultan ki tajposhi horahi,
khoon ki masnad pr,
naya mehal o takth banwao, sab dekh rahe hai.

Hukm hai ki har awaz daba do,
Jo na dabe uska gala daba do,
Kaise naye mehel ke samne,
Betio ki abru, sab dekh rahe hai.

Sarkar aur sultan thodi na khet me jate,
Bikhari barbad phasal aur kothi me latki lash ko sab dekh rahe hai.

Padhai karta nojawan galat hai,
Kheti karta kisan galat hai,
Vyapar karta vyapari galat hai,
Khelne wala khiladi galat hai,
Aare nafrat ki aag me,
Jalne wala insan galat hai,
Delhi ki iss nayi sultanate ko,
Sab lachar dekh rahe hai.

Patrakar sarkar ki boli bolte hai,
Adalato me rasukdaro ke lifafe bolte hai,
Sultan ke log hume deshdrohi bolte hai,
Kyuki hum Nero ke iss samrajya ko barbad sultanate bolte hai.
Iss badle huve samaj ko sab dekh rahe hai.
Sab dekh rahe hai,
Bs sab dekh rahe hai.

[ripe briar]

Dil bhi kya cheez hai,
Jidhar aukaat nahi,wahi jaata hai...
Jisne toda uske aage he,
Haath jod aansu bahata hai...
Dimag kehta hai usne bhot galat kara tere saath,
Par dil uss bewafa ko bhi khuda banata hai...
Dil bhi kya cheez hai,
Jidhar aukaat nahi,wahi jaata hai...
Wahi jaata hai...🕊️
- roop

[thorn sedge]

Summer's Magical Spell

It’s a clear summer afternoon,
I strolled towards window to close it, assuming heat waves could enter the room.
As I gazed through the window, a refreshing breeze kissed my cheek,
I was perplexed, and questioned nature’s freak.

While doubting the season,
The cool air, which indeed brought a reason,
For me to step out and roam,
And realize that the summer breeze wasn't hot, but was cool as my poem.

The sun resembled a golden-ripened mango,
Veiled in cotton candy clouds with flamingos' glow.
Its rays wore a yellow hue, like a pathway to paradise.
The wind carried a sweet fragrance, caressing my skin precise.

For a while, the world seemed out of phase,
Transported to a realm of Ethereal grace.
And to celestial lands unknown,
This day, in my memories, will be forever sown.

-Serene

[thorn sedge]

Aaj aasmaan par baadlon ka ek chaadar chada tha.
Badi garmi thi pichle kuch dino se,
Badi garm guzri thi pichli kuch shaamein.

Subha mein suraj ki pehli kiran ho,
Yaa raat mein chaand ki Bichaayi chaandni.
Dono ki hi baahon mein ek alag si bechani rehti thi.

Aaj achanak kuch baadal gardish mein Mandrate dikhe.
Kuch der baad dekha toh hawa ne apna rukh aur raftaar dono badal li thi.

Dheere dheere iss hawa ne ab aandhi ka roop le liya tha.
Har taraf dhool-mitti, ped-pattiyon ki tez san-sanati aawaz.

Par ek waqt ke baad yeh tez hawayein shant hokar ab halki ho gayi thi.
Aandhi ke aane se nuksaan kitna bhi hua ho,
Fayda bhi toh hua.

Ab ambar mein abr thode aur gehre ho gaye the,
Ghar se nikal ke dekho toh ek thandi hawa aakar jaise baalon ko choom rahi thi.

Baadalon ke beech bachi jagah se Aasmaan bhi dikh raha tha.
Ek taraf ghoom ke dekho toh aaftab bhi guroob ho raha tha.

Baadalon ke peeche chup ke dheere dheere dhalta suraj utna hi sundar lag raha tha jitna ki ek ishq mein gire aashiq ko uska yaar lagta hai.

Ab raat aa chuki thi,
Thik suraj ki hi tarah, chaand bhi baadalon ke peeche se chup ke dekhta nazar aaya.

Kabhi chupta, kabhi dikhta.
Aur issi dikhne aur chupne ke khel mein waqt ke baare mein bhul jaana.

Shayad yahi sukoon hai,

Ab jab iss poori ghatna ko ek kavi ke chashmein se

dekhein toh wo shayad ye kahe ki zindagi bhi toh issi kism ki hai.

Kabhi tang din, kabhi tang raatein.
Akele mein kari hui, sabhi tang baatein.

Jis tarah kuch garm, thaka dene wale dinon ke baad baadlon ne insaan ko sukoon diya,
Uss hi tarah kuch tang, thaka kar, jhanjod dene wale din bhi ek din khatm ho hi jaayene.

Tumhe sabr karna hai,
Tumhe yakeen karna hai.

Ek pal ke liye jo tabahi ke iraade le kar aayi thi, uss aandhi ne bhi toh aakhir bhala hi kiya.

Kyu bewajah pareshaan hote ho?
Kyu apna sukoon khote ho?
Gam hi toh hai, kuch dinon mein mit jaayega,
Kyu aankhon mein ashq liye sote ho?

Wo Noon Rashid sahab me kaha hai na ki
"Pehle bhi toh guzre hain,
daur na rasayi ke, be-riya khudayi ke"

Toh yeh gam bhi toh ke daur hi hai,
Guzar jaayega.

Tumhe sabr rakhna hai,
Bas yakeen rakhna hai.

Meri baat maano,
Ant hamesha accha hi hota hai,
Sundar hi hota hai ; theek uss hi guroob e aaftab ki tarah.
Theek uss hi baadalon mein chupe chaand ki tarah.

Ant hamesha accha hi hota hai

-Kushagra❤

[stark jacinth]

Lakeerein haath ki dhokha de gayi,
Naam tumhara dikha ke mita le gayi,
Kismat pe toh ilzaam daal dete lekin,
Haisiyat aake tumhare asmaan mein hone ka pata de gayi.

Shayad phir kabhi mulakaat na karna chahun,
Shayad wo pal phir kabhi na yaad karna chahun,
Tumse mile bagair hi dil laga baithe iss zindagi,
Agli zindagi phir shayad tumse milna bhi na chahun.

[sonic remnant]

Aaj phir mene khud ko roka hai
Aaj phir woh apni baaton se mujhe behkaane aaya hai
Aaj phir is dil me hal chal si machi hai
Aaj phir mene khud ko roka hai
Aaj phir mai sochne lagi hu ki kya yeh silsila sahi hai?
Aaj phir mujhe khud pe shak hone laga hai
Aaj phir khudpe sawal uth ne lage hai, kya ye jo dewaare banayi thi mene woh ab tut rahi hai?
Aaj phir mene khud ko roka hai
Aaj phir mai chali hu us raah pe jise log jang-e-wafa ka naam dete hai
Aaj phir mai khudko samjha chuki hu ki dil ki manzil bas tanhayi hai
Aaj phir dil bagawat pe utar aaya hai
Aaj phir mene khud ko roka hai
-Ukiyo

[deep jackal]

Arj kiya hai...

Ke tere Chand jese chehre par..., wo najuksi bindiya khubsurat daag ka kaam karti hai.....
Usi wajah se jese duniya chandko...,
Wese meri ankhen tere didar keliye jagti hai.....

[exotic kiln]

Coincidence

Mile hum usse galiyon main
jana har roj mila karte the,
Baate pyarr ki aur sath rehneka
sapna buna karte the...
Dekh kar kehti hai "What a coincidence!"
Ab kya bataye hum roj unki yadd main
Galiyon ke chakkar kata karte the.
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[thin brook]

They walk in the rain
They work in the sun
They stay barefoot
Sweating blood & tears
No I ain't talking some drama
Its a real one!

Ever heard about poverty?
Well, pretty sure u have.
Is this a holy thing to see,
In a rich & fruitful land,
Babies crying in hunger,
Fed with cold & usurious hand?

Let's move to discrimination
Caste, creed, races, religion
The skin tone, the face shape,the past story
There are ways people discriminate
But may i know the reason Why?

Only if people were more mature
And look at someone with pure eyes
Only if they didn't judge
And personality was the only way to analyze

Ever sat down and stared the nature?
Yes it teaches a lot
The way the rain falls in the lap of everyone
The way the sweet smell of flower hugs everyone arround
The way the sun makes everyone warn equally
Ever noticed that?

Let's learn from them
Well, learn how they don't discriminate between the rich & the poor, the black & the white,
Let's learn how it spread love to everyone without even judging once.
~COCO♡

[thorn sedge]

Trapped in Misery

Once, in her childhood days, she was her own favorite,
With captivating smile and sparkling sight.
She had a heart full of love, for every living creature,
As time passed, our lil girl was accused of untrustworthy nature.

Her so-called friends bullied and taunted her,
Called her ugly, short, characterless, the cruel slur,
So she'd smile, holding back tears, to hide her fears,
Each friend that came to her, would only bring, more tears.

Living in a world full of demons, she thought it was right to hide,
Despite her silence, rumors and lies multiplied.
Every day, the looks that people gave her, hurt deep inside,
She began to doubt her worth, abilities, even existence, and eventually, she died.

She found solace in dark empty rooms,
No ghost or demon could scare her as much as her insecurities and emotional glooms.
She stopped eating She stopped sleeping, and crying is now her new regime,
She cried herself to death and wished all this was a dream.

From being confident, disciplined, optimistic, and perfectionist to becoming afraid, ignorant, pessimistic, and defeatist, she buried her own self,
Now her lungs breathe, her heart beats, but her soul is dead by itself.
Years have passed, and with a lifeless soul that remains,
She talks and works with people, but her inner pain still persists.

For all her efforts to find joy, she's met with despair,
As life seems to be a puzzle that's too complicated to repair.
Fate seems to dictate her life, as if happiness is just a myth,
Every person or place seems to bring her pain, as if misery is a gift.

Agony is her constant companion, a fate owned to be drowned,
Rest in misery, dear soul, for you peace is the throne that would never own.

-Serene

[thin brook]

I saw u , the very first day...
And i fell for ur smile..
I fell for ur lips, ur body & ur style...

I thought, U were a pure boy..
But, u turned out to be another play boy..

U said u loved me, but did u really do that?

Baby, believe me, Love is no crime..
How i wish you could be mine....
In the sea of love with you i would dive...
You make me feel so alive !!

Tell me do we have a chance?
Coz without u, my life doesn't make sense..
May be , i chose the wrong person..
But now i love you, and i've no other chance

                                                             --COCO

[stoic flame]

Mujhe khwab dikhata tha vo
Phir khwab me aata tha vo

Mera phone lagakar galo se
Har roz sulata tha vo

Phir ankh lagakar vo pyara
Ik geet sunata tha vo

Jab darta tha mai duniya se
Mujhe gale lagata tha vo

Meri neend me ab bhi shamil hai
Mere khwab bhi saare uske hai
Meri saanse bhi hai uski bas
Meri baatein saari uski hai

[lost sequoia]

Ye ishq hai,
Ye bhare registaan me pani ki tarah,
Ghare samandar me zamin ki tarah,
Sard raat me chandni ki tarah,
Fajr me khilte ful ki tarah,
Ek fitoor hai, ye ishq hai.

Jisne zamane ka har zulm seh liya,
Jard andhro me noor ka sapna dekhliya,
Jab sara aalam khilafat me tha,
Sacchi mohobbat ka ye sabut dediya,
Ek aag hai, ye ishq hai.

Mohobbat kudrat ki rehmat hai,
Isme imtehan ki badi itrat hai,
Kyuki har nashib me nahi ye fitrat hai,
Iss liye sabko iss shabd se nafrat hai,
Chand takdeer ki ek barkat hai, ye ishq hai.

Akhir me sab kuch sadqe kar,
Munafiq logo se lad kar,
Unke haath ko apne haath me le kar,
Dhalte aftab ke samne kisi kinare pr,
Har nata bhula kar bolenge,
Ek asmani rishta hai, ye ishq hai.

Sari kahani ek si hai,
Ishq ki ye zubani ek si hai,
Sab dushman the paak rishte ke,
Akhir panno pr ye syahi ek si hai,
Ek hi to ye alfaz hai, ye ishq hai.

[sudden blade]

More than a Silhouette

We could spend hours talking to each other,
discussing our dreams while I sometimes stutter,
Like the sun and the moon,
we never want to be each other's burden,
We sometimes get mad and fight,
but still we every time see the light,
You and I are not perfect,
We sometimes kill each other like a cigarette,
But that's the beauty of the imperfections,
They help us find that one connection,
You and I are not perfect,
But together, we are much more than a silhouette.

-- Vaibhav

[stoic flame]

"Meri ghadi ⌚ zara ruk ruk ke chalti hai shayad,
Ke ek pal bhi tere bina ek saal lagta hai"

[stark jacinth]

"Waqt lagta hai,
Waqt guzarne mein bhi."

• Anonymous

[lost sequoia]

Guzarte waqt ka anjam kya mangte ho,
Munsif ye humare ishq ka hisab kya mangte ho,
Humare nasib me sirf intezar hi hai unka,
Humare nasib ka kitab kya mangte ho.

[stoic flame]

Uski khushbu ke bina ye sansein bikhar na jaye kahi
Khali si zindagi ki ghadi teher na jaye kahi

[stoic flame]

Jin yadon me mai hu uska hisaab mangta hu
Meri band ankhon me rakkha tha vo khwab mangta hu
Tujh se ab nazdeekiyan to mumkin nahi isliye
Mai duaon me hamesha fasle be hisaab mangta hu

[lost sequoia]

Kis duaon ki baat karte ho,
Tum konse khuda ki baat karte ho,
Ab konse sapne ka hisab kare,
Tum unn se wafadari ki aas karte ho,
Mat karo mehfilo me unko yun badnaam,
Tum shyari ki zad me,
Intekaam ki baat karte ho.

[surreal ivy]

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

For, I miss her & the shine in her eyes
She is long gone,
To a place distant than the eyes could see,
Freedom is hers, but is she actually free?
Was tied in my arms, that night now not.
The mist from her eyes, drenches my heart,
It t'was so difficult, why leave and stay apart?
Tonight I write the saddest lines
For second chances, can love revive?

The memories still linger, haunting me,
Of the way she laughed and the way she'd be,
The way she'd smile and light up the room,
I wonder if I'll ever find such a bloom.

My heart feels heavy, burdened with pain,
And though time has passed, it still remains,
The ache of missing her, day by day,
As I try to find my own way.

But in my dreams, she's still with me,
And I can't help but hope and see,
That maybe one day, fate will intervene,
And we'll have the love that we've never seen.

So tonight I write the saddest lines,
As I ponder on what love truly defines,
And though we're apart, my heart still believes,
That one day we'll have the love that never leaves.

A Mother's Love

In golden rays of dawn, a love takes flight,
A mother's heart, ablaze with fierce devotion,
Her tender touch, a beacon in the night,
A love that knows no bounds, no bounds or notion.

With every breath, she nurtures and she cares,
Her soothing voice, a lullaby divine,
In arms of love, her child's worries she snares,
Protecting them, she'll weather any line.

Through storm and sorrow, she remains steadfast,
Her gentle presence like a guiding star,
A mother's love, unyielding and amassed,
A balm to heal all wounds, both near and far.

Oh, mother's love, a treasure pure and true,
Forever grateful, I'll be, dear mother, to you.

[thorn sedge]

Muje khudse mila kar tum kahan ho,
Jeene ki umeed de kar tum kahan ho,
Waade beshumar kiye the humne,
Mai toh aaj bhi yahin hoon tum kahan ho,
Tum chand or mai tara tha tumhara,
Aaj mai toota hoon par tum kahan ho.
**-AMsal❤️ **

[thorn sedge]

I feel miserable, oh so blue,
Depression weighing heavy, it's true.
Lonely days, and lonely nights,
Sadness that fills me, it's a fight.

Suicidal thoughts creep into my head,
Pensive sadness, a feeling of dread.
The emptiness inside, consumes me whole,
Leaving me feeling like an empty soul.

I try to shake it off, to no avail,
This sadness is a never-ending tale.

~ Dissu

[delicate warren]

In the depths of sorrow, amidst the somber shadows, these lines were penned by the grieving heart of my friend's mom. A poignant reflection, born from the piercing pain that accompanied the untimely departure of her beloved husband. Each word etched with tears, her poetic expression becomes a vessel to encapsulate the weight of loss, the ache of absence, and the bittersweet memories that linger in the soul's landscape. Through this heartfelt tribute, she pours her love and anguish onto the page, inviting the reader to share in the profound emotions that engulfed her world, forever altered by the irrevocable loss. In these lines, we glimpse the resilience of the human spirit, as it navigates the labyrinth of grief, seeking solace and healing, while preserving the cherished memories of a life once shared.

Her poetry is written in Urdu, so it has been translated into Roman Urdu for your understanding as well.

Zindagi ki rahon mein tum bhi chhod Gaye aakhir
Bade ham dard bante the Mera Dil Tod Gaye aakhir
Tum per to bade mahan the meri ummidon ke
Ab kisse Gila Karun tum hi munh mod gaya hai
Log to chalo log the unhone Kiya Jo Kiya so Kiya
Bhari duniya mein aakhir aaj tum bhi chhod tanha gaye hai

[stark jacinth]

Wapas jaate rehte hai uss gali,
Jahan se chaand dikhai deta hai,
Ehsaas hota hai har baar yeh ki,
Wo hamesha hazaron taaro ke saath dikhai deta hai,
Iss kadar dil tootke bikhra zameen mein,
Ke har tukde mein tumhara chehra dikhai deta hai.

[lost sequoia]

Do pal,
Mujhe yaad hai ,
Wo do pal jo humne sham me guzare the,
Wo do pal jo humne asmaan ko taqe the,
Wo do pal jo humne ek dusre ke intezaar me tale the,
Wo do pal jo humne tumhari aankho me jhake the.

Guzar gaya wo sama do pal me,
Dhe gaya ishq ka asman do pal me,
Toot gaya taro se kiya wada do pal me,
Nahi sunna mujhe tumhe ek pal bhi,
Mod diya gaya mera sara junoon do pal me.

Raha hai bs ye kagaz aur ansu ka tarana,
Dekh liya kaisa dushman tha mohobbat ka ye zamana,
Kya baat batau iss duniya ko ki ishq kya hai,
Kisko dikhau ishq ka ye zakham kya hai,
Bhula di alam ne wo har dukhti kahani,
Kab sunao dogle insano ko paak mehboob ki ravani.

[warped sail]

Found a message that says it's my last day to live
Tears rolling - head itching makes it harder to breathe
Calmed myself cause nothing I could do
Life is ending, I have work I gotta do.

I wake up I go out
No relationships to worry
No grudges to think about
Going out looking the world nothing like ever seen before.

People running to catch the bus
People fighting wanna end this world
Looked up a tree, its last leaf fell
People chopped it but for me it was still the same.

The last hours left, thinking and thinking
The world seemed stress-free and blinking
Realized the whole life nothing i did
The stars are calling me now.

The day before I died is the day I lived.

• Pranjal Kumar

[lost sequoia]

Awesome man.

[craggy nexus]

When I open my eyes it's all dark and cold, I can feel the loneliness creeping in slowly, but what do I feel? Numb! Cause I'm more close to loneliness than ever, it feels like a part of my mind, the weight of my body. But believe me, I didn't choose it, I don't want to be addicted to loneliness, I don't want to feel numb, I want to feel again, I want to be happy, be sad, but not numb. I want to get out of this mess!! Help me before I drown in this never-ending void of loneliness, help me before it's too late!

[solar plinth]

Wo Ishq

---

Wo ishq jo humse roos gaya
Wo khwaab jo humse toot gaya
Wo saath jo unka chooth gaya
Wo dil jo humse rooth gaya

Chahat kareeb laane ki najaane dooriyan kyu dikha gayi
Tanha dil tere aas mai jeena aaj seekha gayi
Aankhien meri ye thak chuki
Unki yaadon mai thi wo dhal chuki

Ghamon ki inn bojh ko hum lekr ab kaise jiye
Jab pyaar wo tha hee nahi toh jhoothe dilaase kyu diye?
Najaane kitne rishto ko hum bhul aaye
Unke sang bas do pal bitaane k liye

Ye aankhien dhundhti rehti inn dino unhe harr jagah
Lekin unn galiyon mein ab wo hume dikhti nahi
Fir yaad aajati hai unki wo baatien
Jisne zakhm diye itne gehre ki ab wo hai bharte nahi
Aakhir Khushnaseeb hu mai bada
Tanhai mai jeena jo wo seekha gayi

Pyaar unki aakhir nafrat mai kaise badal gayi?
Kaise ab meri baatien unhe mehez mazaak si lagne lagi
Kaash wo de paati thora waqt hume samjhne ka
humaari haalato ko parakhne ka
Tab shayad aaj hum sang hote

Zindagi k inn katheen padaav mai
hume unhone aaj akela kar diya
Maano murjhaaye hue kisi phool ko
Kisine apne pairo se kuchal diya

Wo ishq jo humse roos gaya
Wo khwaab jo humse toot gaya
Wo saath jo unka chooth gaya
Wo dil jo humse rooth gaya

[royal stone]

O , I hope I could store your beauty with my naked eyes
Cause when I see the sunset glazing I recall about your smile

[solar plinth]

Aahatein

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Gumsum sa hai ye samaa
Khalti hai kami tumhari, tum ho kaha?
Bikhra sa mera ye jahaan
Dekh wo duniya haseen
Sang mujhe le chal waha
Dooba unki yaadon m kuch iss qadar
Unki galiyon m firta rehta dar badar
Khamoshi unki waha shor thi karti
Hum shaant rehkar unka jawaab diya karte
Zabaan se ab lafz nhi nikla karte
Isliye baatien jo thi unse karni
Aksar hum khudse kiya karte
Na unhe apne sang ab bulaa paate
Naa unn yaado ko hum bhulaa paate
Kaash uthaa paate ghamon ki inn bojh ko
Hum khudko rulaa paate
Berang si iss sheher m aati hai unki aahat
Dil toote hai mehez kayi baar
Fir bhi kam na hoti ye chaahat
Chote se inn tukdo mai buni hai tasveer unki
Jise dekhkr milti iss dil ko raahat

[thorn sedge]

Purple: Palette of My Soul

Purple, the impact of this hue on my life is vast,
Want to know how? Let me summarize the past.
Back in third grade, I loved to gaze at the sky,
Peering through windows, cloud patterns caught my eye.

This pastime led me to believe that sky blue was my go-to shade,
Until eighth grade when a self-discovery was made.
Certain daily encounters, be it a book or an ad or a song,
Unleashed a joyful feeling, where I truly belonged.

I never pondered why these activities held such sway,
Until I noticed a thread linking them in a vivid way.
The common thread binding these activities whole,
Was the presence of the color purple, it captured my soul.

A certain page I read had hints of its majestic hue,
And song’s that I watched had the shades of purple in its background too.
And then it all made perfect sense to me,
Purple became my cherished ecstasy.

It’s more than a color; the Bliss it holds,
And when I see purple, a magic unfold.
Amidst a room filled with colors, my eyes,
Are drawn to purple and its various tones.

In a world where people seek happiness from others' endeavor,
A color alone brings me joy that's forever.
Technically, my blood’s red indeed,
But my soul is forever colored with purple's creed.

It marks my existence like a constant flame that burns,
In its mystical essence is where my true self discerns.

-Serene

[thorn sedge]

Thank you 😁

[mystic canyon]

Uss din,
Dil ka darwaja kisi ne khatkhataya,
Jaise hawa me pyaar ka alam ho chaya

Ishq ke itrr se khud ko sajaya
Jaise pyaar ka nagma ho kisi ne bajaya
Khud ko khokar yeh ehsaas aya
Har saans me teri yaadon ka sama hai chaya

Dil ki gehraiyon mein naya junoon jagaya
Jaise taaron ne aasman ko sajaaya

Uss din, ishq ka nasha mujhpe chhaya
Jaise chaandni ne raat ko aur chamkaya

[exotic kiln]

Hume kab kaha woh shaksh hamara ho jaye
etna dekhe bass ki gujara ho jaye
Dil main tasveer lekar ghumta hu uski
Na kar kuch asa ki pyarr hojaye x2
chodunga nahi
Duniya bhali tari par tu mera hojaye
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[mystic canyon]

Ab ke hum jo bichde toh shayad khwabon me mile

Jis tarah sookhe hue phool kitabon me mile

Dhoondh ujde hue logon me ham wafa ki moti

Yeh khazane tujhe mumkin hai kharabon me mile

• Ahmad faraz

[mystic canyon]

Sometimes, heart cries but eyes dont

[chrome oriole]

Post only Writings. For conversations use #old-general-chat. Anyone misusing the writers section will be muted for 1day.

[thorn sedge]

Your Love Was a Myth

You professed love and care for me,
Said, by my side, you'd always be.
You brought me to your magical domain,
Where every castle was built on your lies terrain.

You claimed I was the Queen divine,
On a throne painted with deceptive design.
Trusting your guidance, I walked the way,
To a chamber of sorrow, day by day.

You promised freedom, letting me be me,
But your actions demanded someone you wished to see,
You made me reign in your kingdom of lies,
Slowly poisoning my senses with your sweet guise.

I always sensed something amiss in this space,
Yet I trusted you more than my own memory trace,
I won't call myself naive or blind,
Cause love's illusions can cloud any mind.

Your betrayal, a game I failed to see,
Until I stopped loving, just like you, eventually.
Breaking the invisible chains was no easy task,
As I was trapped in a web of treacherous acts.

You may have won me for a momentary frame,
Yet lost me in your deceitful game,
But in this life, it's you who's left with shame.

-Serene

[white sierra]

In one's gaze, a saintly soul I'm deemed
A good person a heart that truly glows.
Yet, through the eyes of another's bitter glance
My goodness tarnished painted with mischance.
No narcissist am I, though shadows may fall
For goodness resides deep within my soul's hall.
Perceptions diverge casting judgments askew
In the eyes of one a saint another a evil.
But fret not, dear heart, for truth lies within,
A mirror reflecting the virtues I begin.
For in the realm of souls, complexities reside,
A dichotomy of light and darkness side by side.
I may be seen as both Virtuous and as rogue,
In contrasting eyes, my essence tends to vogue.
Yet, steadfast in my truth, I shall remain,
A good person, despite perceptions' domain.

[mystic canyon]

For the love of my life
She's got glow on her face, a glorious look in her eyes
My angel of light
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A glow on her face, a celestial grace
Her eyes, like stars, reflecting love's embrace
Her smile, a crescent moon, etched in the sky
Guiding me through darkness, never asking why

She whispers dreams, enchanting my heart
Weaving a symphony, a celestial art

For the love of my life, a celestial flame
Our love's constellations forever the same
In her eyes, I glimpse eternity's view
A universe of love, forever true

For the love of my life, an ethereal delight
She's my compass, my beacon, my guiding light
In her presence, I find solace and reprieve

• Inspiration from JVKE's "Golden Hour" and "This is what love feels like"

[lilac dirge]

behen ke lodo tum logo se kabhi nature wagera pe kuch nahi likha jata

ghar se bahar nikal ke prakriti dekh lo ek to tum log prem wagera mithya har insaan usi mein dooba hua hai

[lilac dirge]

YOU ARE HANDSOME FOR THAT

[civic sail]

In the silent embrace of moonlit night,
Where shadows dance and stars ignite,
I find myself lost in the depths of sorrow,
Yearning for love I lost, in darkness I borrow.

Loneliness, a companion I've come to know,
Aching heart whispers a lamenting echo,
Memories of love like fragile glass,
Shattered fragments of a once vibrant past.

Oh, the pain of being solitary in the dark,
As thoughts of you ignite a poignant spark,
I wander through the corridors of my mind,
Seeking solace, longing for the love I left behind.

The night's caress brings bittersweet dreams,
Tears of longing flow like relentless streams,
Each passing hour, an eternity it seems,
As I yearn for your touch, lost in love's extremes.

Your absence, an ache that pierces the soul,
A haunting melody, a story left untold,
The echo of your laughter, now a distant song,
In this desolate night, I yearn to right the wrong.

The pillow, once graced by your gentle head,
Now cradles tears, a lonely lover's bed,
Each silent tear, a testament to my pain,
As I yearn for your warmth, once again.

But as the night surrenders to dawn's gentle kiss,
I find strength within, amidst the abyss,
For in the depths of sorrow, resilience is born,
And through the pain, new love may adorn.

Though loneliness may cast its somber spell,
I'll rise above the melancholy, bid it farewell,
For in my heart, the flame of hope will burn,
Guiding me towards a love yet to return.

So let the night envelop me in its embrace,
I'll bear the sorrow, survive with grace,
For one day, the darkness will lose its might,
And love's sweet embrace will reignite.
[07:31]
-Koolkarnisk

[tidal plume]

~How do I stop falling for her?

"I tried, mummy, to not to fall for her . Not this soon. But it's like, do you remember when dad used to bring you a gajra on the nights you were angry, and it wasn't something out of the blue, he used to bring the same thing everytime your mood was like that, but you couldn't stop yourself from blushing every time he used to unwrap the newspaper, and hand you the gajra, every time, the same smile, no matter the amount of anger you had. It is like, no amount of preperation, and promises to self to not to fall for someone work when she takes my name. And mummy, I know, it will hurt me, but every time I hold her hand, I feel, my heart is made to be broken into those palms.

I have learnt this from you mummy, to let it go in love. How do I stop myself from falling for her? "
~Sph🍁

[deep jackal]

In fleeting connections, they came and went,
Making us feel special, like moments well spent.

We labeled them "friends," but it wasn't enough,
Yearning for more, seeking deeper love.

Their texts made our hearts skip a beat,
But their responses left us incomplete.

We gave our all, hoping for something more,
But their indifference left us feeling sore.

Why did we meet if it would end this way?
Leaving us with questions we couldn't convey.

We hold on to hope in every small sign,
But deep down, we know it's time to resign.

Though their texts stir emotions in our mind,
We deserve someone who'll be more than "just a friend" in kind.

So we write our poems to heal and grow,
Navigating the texts, letting our true worth show.

The right one will come, our hearts will mend,
Till then, we cherish ourselves, for a love that won't pretend.

[mystic canyon]

You can kiss my love goodbye
Your lipstick stains washed with tears I cry
For the first time in a while
I can see through the lies
Bringing secrets to light

I'm taking back my heart
reclaiming my pride
No longer will I be on this emotional ride

For the truth has set me free from your deceit
No longer will I let your lies repeat
I'll move forward with strength and self-care
Leaving behind the pain we used to share

So go ahead, kiss my love goodbye
I'll wipe away the stains of tears I cry
Because in this newfound light, I'll thrive
Leaving your secrets behind as I revive.

• Inspiration from JVKE's "im not okay"

[dense sand]

It whispers cruel words,
in the quiet of the night;
planting seeds of doubt,
extinguishing the light.

It preys upon our vulnerability,
distorts reflections in the mirror's gaze.
We are unable to see its hostility,
until we're far too lost in the maze.

A thief of pride and confidence,
it feeds on our self doubt,
it chips at our bold spirit,
until we're left burnt out.

Amidst the struggle, we are to find
the strength, the courage, the fight
to mend the cracks, to seek the truth
to reignite our flame so bright.

With self-compassion as your guiding light,
insecurity retreats in the dark of the night.
Embrace your flaws, find the appeal
and you will see the wounds start to heal.

Insecurity lingers, but let it not define
your radiant soul, your sparkling shine.
Be brave, oh heart, you're worthy, you're strong,
let no longer insecurity's lies prolong.

-Anu

[mystic canyon]

Hasrat hasrat hi rahe toh behtar hai, chand haasil ho jaye toh chand kaha lagta hai....

• Anonymous

[mystic canyon]

This world hurts, and it keeps hurting, you want to hurt back but its a fight you cannot win, you are not them, you define yourself

• Lucas The Alchemist

[mystic canyon]

Last night while having dinner, i forgot to fill my glass with water, and mid way i was just thinking ah man i should have filled it and a few seconds later mum handed me a glass of water, i didnt even say anything to her, she came out of the room and just handed me that glass, mann this bond, i was looking for stuff to write on and i was looking everywhere like a fool, i never wrote anything for my mum, and i guess its better to write now than never, so here it is......
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Mum,

Your selflessness, care, and unconditional love have shaped me into the person I am today. So many things you taught make me a better person today.
You always put others before yourself, ensuring our happiness and well-being above everything else.
Even in times when I was low, you were there to help me get back up, nothing in this world is more important than your happiness, your smile, everything is worth that smile on that face, a face I'll adore till my last breath.. I love you mum, more than anything, more than anyone, your love is invaluable and unconditional.

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I tried writing a poem, but i want it to be perfect so cooking will take some time ;)

[thorn sedge]

The Unspoken Love

What do you guys think girls fall for?
Some say, it's money for sure.
Others claim, it's the looks they adore,
But let me reveal the truth at its core.

The gentle smile when your eyes meet mine,
The random gaze, why does it feel so fine?
You fix my messy hair while I dine,
Tying my shoelaces, a gesture so kind.

The way you hold my hand, as we cross the street,
And your assistance with my traditional saree pleat.
As you cool piping-hot food, before it's fed,
Blushing when I pose, cheeks turning red.

Those Serene walks on a rain-kissed eve,
And your sweet effort on grooving to tay’s tunes, the vibes we weave,
Your little joy in painting my nails,
Letting me rest my head on your back, as our ride sails.

The temple visits we embark on together,
All those Sleepless nights you spend building your career,
So we can lead a life of bliss and cheer,
These are the things that made me fall for you, my dear.

-Serene

[lost sequoia]

Jazbaat,
Kya likhu me khat, tum padhna nahi chahte,
Kya karu me baya, tum sunna nahi chahte,
Asman gum kar raha meri uss dastaan pr,
Jis dastaan ka kirdaar tum banna nahi chahte.

Gapshap ki wo jagha aaj bhi khali si hai,
Waqt e magrib ki tumahari baate aaj bhi baki si hai,
Wo shame jo hum sath guzarte the,
Unn shamo ki mannat aaj bhi humne mani si hai.
Tumare mathe ko aaj bhi hum apne sine pr mehsoos karte hai,
Humare jazbaat hume bewafa, tumse baat karne pr majboor karte hai.

Chand, khandar, asman, zamin, kinara, samandar aur kya kya bann gaya,
E khuda kyu tere fitoor pr sif iskq mar gaya.
Mera jazbaat, dil, yakin sab kuch toot gaya,
Ba khuda ye mohobbat me mera sab kuch loot gaya,
Kya dard hi anjam hai har ishq ka bta do,
Me marr chuka hu, koi jahannam ka rasta bta do.

Likhe huve alfaze jala diye gye,
Mohobbat se dushmani me alam ne rishte bhula diye gye,
Kitni kurbaniya hui hai aaj tak pta nahi,
Ishq tere liye na jane kitne ashiq mita diye gye.

[glacial aspen]

नजरें ना मिलाना मुझसे अब ,
इस रिश्ते को तुमने बेचा है।
क्या किस्मत रह गई खुशियों की, मेरे रोने को तुमने बेचा है।

नज़रें न मिलाना मुझसे अब,
मेरे आंसुओं से तुमने नये विश्ते पाये हैं।
क्या किस्मत रह गई रिश्तों की पुरानी,
एक क्षण में तुमने वो सारे भुलाये हैं।

नजरें ना मिलाना मुझसे अब, सिसकियों को मेरी तुमने आंसू कर दिया।
क्या किस्मत रह गई अश्कों की मेरे,
जानकर भी जो तुमने अकेला चोर दिया।

[mystic canyon]

I am not good at expressing but, here's how i feel, when i think about love...

Someone who i can listen to all day

Someone who fills me with joy and love

Someone who understands me

Someone i can take care of

Someone who accepts me for who i am

Someone who I can share my fears, hopes, and dreams with

Someone that makes me skip a beat when i see them

Someone that makes me feel this grind is worth it

Someone i wanna pause time to adore them

Someone i want to write poems for

Someone i feel comfortable with

Someone i can express to

Someone i can be exclusive to

Someone i want to create memories with

Someone i can call 'my love'

Someone that makes me forget sorrow

Someone whos name i wanna attach to mine

Someone that makes me believe in love

Someone that makes me feel love wasn't hard

Someone i wanna grow old with

Someone i see achieve everything they ever wanted

Someone that makes me feel, you are everything i ever wanted

Someone i can call HOME

and these feelings come along in a package called love... Someone i can love, more than myself, someone i can trust more than myself.... Maybe one day i will find that someone🤞

Love can never be explained, nor can we predict it, bas ho jata hai, we can only feel love, and its the best feeling ever.

[lost sequoia]

Badi badi kitabe ishq ko baya na karsaki, Suljhe samjhe log samajh nahi paye ishq ko, Na jane kitne samaj ishq ko darte rahe, Shyad iss liye hi inn sabko ishq se nafrat hai.

[mystic canyon]

The secret to being happy is just pretend you are happy, and eventually you'll forget you were pretending

[mystic canyon]

If he messes up just a little, baby, you know my line
If you don't trust him a little, then come right back, girl, come right back
Give me one chance, just a little, baby, I'll treat you right
And I'll love you like I should've loved you all the time

I'll hold you close, never let you go
Make you feel like you're the only one I know
Every moment, every breath we take
I'll prove to you it's not a mistake

I'll cherish you, baby, like a precious gem
No more doubts, I'll be there till the end
I'll learn from my mistakes, make it right
Give me a chance to show you love every night

• Inspiration from weeknd's Out of Time

[thorn sedge]

Aaj ek khwaahish poori hui hai,
Aaj ek khwaab mukkamal hua.

Gaya tha mutthi bhar ret ki ummeed mein, Jaake dekha toh mujhe saara jahan mukkamal hua.

-Kushagra❤

[bold rampart]

Mere paasbaano ne tumhare liye istehaar likha hai
Mere dil ne aaj tumhare hisse ka pyaar likha hai

[thorn sedge]

Obstacles act as the bridge that links you to success. If you choose to worry about them and quit, you will remain in the same place and never discover the possibilities that lie ahead.

[mystic canyon]

Hope is like....

In the darkest of moments, it soothes my heart,
Awakening possibilities, a brand new start.
Through trials and tribulations, it stands tall,
Igniting resilience, ready to face all.

[mystic canyon]

Sometimes things dont work out as we hope they would, and there's nothing we can do, this one is dedicated to all those battles we cannot win...

"I've been the hardest to love," my heart confesses
Aching for acceptance, grappling with distresses
And I can see it, yes, I see it so clear
The battle in your eyes, the weight you bear

"I've been the hardest to love," the words sound
Echoing through the silence, lingering around
In letting go, we'll find our souls set free
Discovering love's essence, the way it's meant to be

For in the release, we'll uncover our strength
And rise above the challenges, no matter the length.

• Mentrauz

[thorn sedge]

The past shadows haunt her every waking day,
The moments replayed, killing her in every single way.

[mystic canyon]

But amidst the darkness, she finds a glimmer of light
A resilient spirit that refuses to give up the fight
Though haunted by the past, she's determined to heal
To let go of pain and allow her heart to feel

Those shadows may linger, but she won't let them define
For within her lies a strength that continues to shine
And as the sun rises, a new day unfold
Her spirit rejuvinated, a story waiting to be told

So, let the past fade and the wounds slowly mend
For in the end, she'll emerge victorious, my friend

[shadow whale]

Mystical Madness

Above, below, where dost thou wander?
Why scorn the realm where madness beckons yonder?
The divine and the animal heart entwined,
Reason with emotion in cosmic design.

When that equilibrium shatters, tempests brew,
All is forsaken, as thoughts bid adieu.
No thoughts, neither divine nor crude,
In madness, reason and passion elude.

Ah, the patter of rain, the water's sweet embrace,
In mirth's revelry, hands swirling with grace,
All is lost, even the essence of my humanity
To feel, yet not feel, in the depths of insanity.

To plunge into depths, the void's mystic call,
Embracing obsession, as madness befalls,
Such is the ballet of frenzied despair,
Here suffering abounds, solace is rare.

Severing bonds with reality's clutch,
Sanity relinquished, abandoned as such,
The thrill of surrender to madness's allure,
Daunting and pure, an experience obscure.

Unified, fused with the mad's solemn refrain,
A dervish twirling, chaos my domain,
The ego's demise or its inflation unto madness,
Matters not, as there dwells nothing within madness.

In this macabre waltz, where reason lies slain,
I dance in lunacy, bearing disdain,
One and none, intertwined with the bleak,
Lost in the throes of abyssal mystique.

[thorn sedge]

Aaj unse mulakaat hui,
Haaye! Kya khoob baat hui.

Baadal chade, halki barsaat hui.
Main kho gaya tha unme,
Unki aankho mein meri kaayanat hui.

Aaj unse mulakaat hui.
Haaye! Kya khoob baat hui.

Gesu aa gire phir chehre pe unke.
Main nazron se hi unhe samet'ta gaya.

Mujhe waqt ka andaza na tha,
Inn zulfon ke saaye mein na jaane kab raat hui.

Kya khoob har baat hui.
Aaj unse mulakaat hui.

Aakhir wo din aaya,
Aaj mere liye huqm unki har baat hui,

Aaj unse mulakaat hui,
Haaye! Kya khoob baat hui.

-Kushagra❤
(Okay, so I wrote this one on the 28th of june, the day when I actually met her for the first time.
Uff she's just adorable😶‍🌫)

[mystic canyon]

Perfect love doesnt exi.......

Somewhere in the sky, the way your body fits on mine
And when you give in to me, so high but I'm falling
And now my eyes are locked on you
As you dance around the room
And finally, I'm right where I belong
.
.
In this ethereal space, our love takes flight
Gravity surrenders to our passionate delight
Your touch, like a gentle breeze, ignites my soul
In your embrace, I find complete, I feel whole

In your eyes, I see galaxies unfold
A universe of love, a story yet untold
In this cosmic dance, we find serenity
A blissful connection, a love that's meant to be

In this divine embrace, forever strong
Somewhere in the sky, where we truly belong

• Inspiration from Justin Biber's "DESERVE YOU"

[mystic canyon]

"Perfect moments can be had, but not preserved, except in memory."

• Leonard Nimoy

[thorn sedge]

Eyy not you copying my title jus kidding... Good poem as always

[mystic canyon]

😅 thanku

• Title inspiration from @thorn sedge

[mystic canyon]

Ayyyee, Someone's in love aha, isi baat pe arz kiya hai...

Waqt hai, zikr kar de
Waqt hai, izhar kar de
Apne dil ki baat, khul ke keh de

Izhar kar de, apne armaan aur khwahishat
Apne dil ki gehraiyo ko duniya se bayaan kar de

Darr na tu
Rishton ko jeevan mein chaand samajhkar
Apne ehsaas ko nayi roshni se sawar de

[thorn sedge]

Hi,Kya tumhe bhi yaad aa rhi hai meri?kya tumhe bhi mera haath thamne ka mann kar rha hai?kya tumhe bhi meri tarah door kahin jane ka mann hai?kya tum aaj bhi meri tareh aapne lafaz dil ki tizori mai thame baithe ho?kya tumhe bhi meri tarah ulte khayal aa rhe hain?Kya tumhari aankhen bhi taras rhi hain?Kya tum bhi khat ke intezar mai ho?kya tum bhi khwabon mai khoye ho?................Dekho mujhe tumhara jawab nhi pta lekin mere liye inn sare sawalon ka jawab aaj bhi haan hai............mai ab bhi tumhari raah dekhti hoon......ab bhi tumhe takne ka irrada hai mera...........ab bhi kahin atki hai meri saansien...........tumse kehne ko hazar cheezen hain magar filhall bass itna hi kahungi - zakir karun mai zahir nahi

zakir - feel/mehsus
zahir-express/izhar

• sha original✨

[mystic canyon]

In the shadows of love, I once stood
Bound by devotion, as best I could
I gave my heart, my soul, my all
But she, blind to the treasures I'd install

With open arms, I embraced her flaws
Built a fortress with tender care
Yet she, selfish and cold, took without thought
Leaving me shattered, feeling distraught

But time, the great healer, lent me his hand
Guiding me gently to a peaceful land
I shed my tears, released the pain
Embracing freedom, I rose again

For I found strength within my core
Resilience emerged from depths once sore
Thank God, I'm liberated from her deceit
Now happiness blossoms, pure and sweet

No longer captive to her selfish scheme
I'm free to flourish, to hope, to dream
Her departure, a blessing in disguise
A chance to rediscover love's true prize

I've learned my worth, I've found my way
Through the darkness, I've seen a brighter day
Thankful for the lesson, painful though it may be
I celebrate newfound joy, and I am truly free

• mentos

A cheers to new beginning 🥂

[thorn sedge]

Unsent Letters..........

Dear N,
Dekho kehne ko na hazar baatien hai tumse aur keh bhi dun magar dikkat ye hai ki dil ke lafz hai mere aur tum dil ki baat samajhte kahan ho.Agr samajhte to samajh jate ,samajh jate ki pichle 5 mahino se tumhe hi takti hain meri aankhien. Mana kabhi kuch kaha nhi , kabhi kuch bola nhi magar kuch baatien boli nhi jati bass samjhi jati hain. Jaise mai samajh jati hun ki thak gye ho tum ,tumhare bina kuch kahe samajh jati hun ki pareshan ho kisi baat se. Areee haan ,unn hazar baaton mai ek baat ye bhi hai jab vo tum black wali shirt pehen ke aate ho........bade pyaare lagte ho,mai to matlab marr hi jati hun......Aur mai kya koi bhi marr jaye.......Acha chalo aab iss khat ko yahin adhura chod rhi hun.....meri tarah........kabhi miloge to bade itminan se ye baatien kahungi tumse......filhall ke liye alvida....

Aur haan - zakir karun mai zahir nhi
Zakir - feel/mehsoos
Zahir - express/izhar

Yours
Sha

[mystic canyon]

Hai darr kis baat ka
Kar do ikrar apne dil ki baat ka
Khud se mat daro, dil ko samjha lo
Pyaar ki shayari unhe bata do
Jazbaaton ko kuch alfaaz de do rang
Kya pata woh bhi aa jaye tumhare sang ;)

[thorn sedge]

Ye baatien hain dil ki
Dil mai hi rehne den
Barson baad
Zinda murdon ko
Yun kureda nhi jata

[gaunt bison]

//Perception
In the perception's realm,
where opinions are formed with unseeing eyes
where judgments briskly arise,
True friends appear like a comforting surprise

In a world of quick opinions, they stand true,
Embracing complexities, valuing the different views
Through their noisy bias
They carefully hear,
Creating a haven understanding to appear,

In their presence, we find refuge from the storm,
An understanding, soft and warm.
They cherish every word, like a tender embrace,
Building connections that time will never erase

[mystic canyon]

She, was more than just "someone" more than special more than love, A part of me. Kaise hua kab hua i dont know, but ho gaya, here's something i wrote, not as good as yours but here it is....

.
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In depths unknown, where love's sweet ember lies
A tale untold, beneath the starry skies
As she wove her magic entwining his heart

She danced through his senses, like whispers in the breeze
With every passing moment her essence grew
Immersed in his being, an enchantment so true

Deeper she ventured, where walls had concealed
A touch that awakened emotions long sealed
Her presence a melody resounding in his core
Igniting a fire, he yearned for more and more

Her words, like poetry whispered in his ear
Unveiling secrets, his soul began to hear
Her spirit wrapped around him, like a tender shawl

Little did he thought, as their paths intertwined
That her presence had seeped through the layers of his mind
In her gentle embrace, he discovered a treasure
A love unbounded, beyond all measure

So let us behold the tale of their embrace
A journey of love, an eternal chase
For in that moment, their destinies entwined
A love that blossomed forever undefined

.
.
@grizzled isle many of the words i used here are from your poems so credits to you 🤝

[lost sequoia]

Ishq agar mazhab hai to mujhe kafir banadiya,
Agar khuda hai ishq to mujhe bewafa ne munafiq banadiya.
Kya likhu me ishq ki kitab log pujte rhejaynge,
Aur siyasat ke log usko phadte rhejaynge.

Siyasat ke logo ko kitna hi sach bataunga,
Hum bhi kabhi takth pr the,
Munim ko kya hi sach bataunga.

[bold rampart]

Mere paasbaano ne tumhare liye istehaar likha hai
Meri dil ne aaj tumhare hisse ka pyaar likha hai

[chrome oriole]

Roles reversed, a poetic sway,
You as me, I as you, we'd convey,
In this cosmic twist, a fantasy,
A verse of freedom, set souls free.

Wandering through your thoughts untold,
Embracing passions, desires unfold,
Diving into dreams where imagination streams,
Exploring your mind, unveiling unseen.

If I were you, and you were me,
We'd break through, poetic decree,
Unveiling shared essence, finesse entwined,
Hand in hand, a masterpiece we'd find.

Voices harmonious, blending in grace,
A creation epic, no end in chase,
Strength discovered, in each array,
Our shared embrace, a poetic ballet.

Journeying as one, painting words anew,
Intertwined spirits, a dance so true,
In this realm of poetry divine,
Together we sway, for all of time.

                   --vanakkam ???

[mystic canyon]

Tu mile, dil khile
Aur jeene ko kya chaahiye

• Indeevar

[thorn sedge]

Sadak ke kinaare hum dono gaadi ke intezaar mein the.

Nahi shayad intezaar usse hi tha.
Meri toh uske chehre se nazar hi nahi hat rahi thi.

Wo aati jaati tamaam gaadiyon ko dekh rahi thi,
Aur mein usse.
Phir achanak usne meri ore dekha, aur dekh kar muskurayi.

Main, dang tha.
Main soch raha tha koi muskurata hua itna khoobsurat kaise ho sakta hai.

Phir maine himmat jutai, uss se aankhen milayi.
Aur kaha "Hug toh reh hi gayi"

Usne ek pal ke liye muskurate hue dusri taraf dekha aur agle hi pal wo aage bhad gayi.

Thodi aage jaake usne mujhe bulaya, kaha "idhar aa"
Main uski taraf bhada, usne apni baahen failate hue mujhe ishara diya.

Main khushi mein gumm usse ghoorta hua aage bhada, abhi bhi dang,
Aur ab bina waqt zaya kiye maine usse gale se lagaya.

Mujhe ye toh pata nahi uss waqt duniya kaisi thi, kaun dekh raha tha, yaha tak ki mere saamne bhi kya tha.

Main bas aankhen band kar, uss lamhe mein khote jaa raha tha.
Mere liye waqt tham gaya tha, mere liye kaaynaat ruk gayi thi.

Wo halke haath se meri peeth sehla rahi thi,
Aur pooch rahi thi "ab thik hai, accha lag raha hai"

Main dusri taraf band aankhon ke saath uss lamhe ka lutf utha raha tha.

Uske baalon ki khushboo mere zehan mein utar rahi thi,
Uske dil ki dhadkan mujhe meri chaati par mehsoos hui.

Pata nahi kitni der hum dono iss hi tarah, ek dusre ko gale lagaye khade rahe.

Meri ek khwaahish poori hui.

-Kushagra❤

[lost sequoia]

Sadak,
Jab jab dekha hai tumhe, humara dil ishq me duba hai.
Jin rasto se tum guzri ho, unn raho ko humne chuma hai.

Wo waqt tha jab,
Hum ek dusre ke pyare the,
Wo waqt tha jab,
Mohobbat ke humare wade the,
Wo waqt tha jab,
Dilo ke hum bhi maare the,
Wo waqt tha jab,
Ishq me hum sab kuch hare the.

Waqt ki raho me aaj sab kuch piche rhe gaya,
Wo rasta humari kahani ka,
Wo bhi virana ab dehh gaya.

Raato me sath chalne wale,
Din me bhi ab dikhte nahi,
Humrha, dhur ke chand aur sitare,
Pass humari ankho ko milte nahi.

Bhul kya jaye hum sab kuch dastaan samajh kar,
Kaise mud jaye wapas galat rasta samajh kar,
Akhir jo kuch hai saaf saaf bta do,
Tum ek mod pr khadi ho shayad,
Iss liye maan lenge hum bewafai apni kismat samajh kar.

[mystic canyon]

Ek samay tha jab pyaar tha
Ek samay tha jab pyaar tha(slow)
Aankhon se hota ikrar tha

Do dil mile hui ek kahani shuru
Kise pata voh ek jang ka ailan tha

Jeevan ki lehar mein khushiyo ka sailaab tha
Par kuch palon mein badalne wala sansaar tha

Dil ki dhadkanon mein ajeeb sa junon tha
Mohabbat ki lehar thi, pyaar ka toofan tha

[thorn sedge]

✨🤌🏻✨

The way you express, it is so good!

[thorn sedge]

Unse mila, milkar bas unhe dekha maine.

Usse angrezi gaanon ka shauq hai,
Unke har saaz par jhoomti hai wo.

Har badalte gaane ke saath uske badalte andaaz ko,
Bas dekha maine.

Mey ke nashe mein jaldi madhosh hoti hai,
Kabhi toh chup nahi, kabhi minuton tak khamosh rehti hai.

Uski khamosh aankhon mein bhi ek nasha hai,
Uss nashe mein "khudko" madhosh hote,
Bas dekha maine.

Uski awaaz mein kuch toh baat hai.
Be-jaan dil mein bhi jaan phoonk de,
Be-saaz lafz mein bhi woh saaz khoob de.

Uski mishri si awaaz par sabko marte,
Bas dekha maine.

Yeh khushbuon ka khel bhi ajeeb hai,
Dur hai wo, par dil mein mere wo ab bhi kareeb hai.

Phoolon si mehakti hai wo,
Uski khushboo ko fiza mein ghulte,
Bas dekha maine.

Aaj unse mila, milkar bas unhe dekha maine.

-Kushagra ❤

[mystic canyon]

Uss raat
Dheemi Dheemi barsaat hui
Isharon me khuch baat hui
Dil ki kitab par
Ek nayi kahani ki shuruat hui

Chandani ne chadar odhi
Taare bhi muskuraye
Dil mein umeedon ki khidki khuli
Sapne rangin banaye

[mystic canyon]

Worth the Happiness?

Was it worth it to be happy for a little bit?
Even though it ended up sad
Or would it have been better
If the whole thing never happened
.
.
.
.

Life's tapestry is woven with contrasting threads
Moments of bliss and encounters with pain
In retrospect, it's easy to ponder and wonder
If avoiding the heartache would outweigh the gain

But consider the lessons, the growth, and the strength
That may have stemmed from that fleeting delight
For even in sorrow, resilience takes root
Building a foundation, preparing for the fight

So, was it worth it to be happy for a little bit?
Though it ended up causing you pain
The answer lies within, deep in your heart
A reflection of the person you became

Regretting the past won't alter its course
Yet embracing its teachings can shape your tomorrow
The journey of life is a series of choices
And every experience holds its own sorrow

So cherish the joy, and learn from the hurt
For both are essential, part of being alive
In the grand tapestry of life's design
Every thread, happy or sad, helps us thrive

• Mentrauz

[tidal plume]

i'm usually an a**hole.
i act like i've not seen
somebody just to avoid
a hello. i act like i am
listening to somebody
reading their poem
while only thinking of
how badly i need
a smoke. I live in the
same house but my
brother who lives in
other city talk more
to my parents than i
do. I judge too quickly
and there's nothing i
don't complain about.
but i've been better.
since you said it's
obvious at this point
and "you should know it, that
I love you"

I have greeted every
person like i had
been waiting for them,
i have listened to 13
different poems, like
really listened, i spoke
to my dad for a minute
and a half more and
bought jhumkas for my
mom, and i have been
too lost to complain
about anything. when
you asked what i was
thinking when i stayed
quiet for 3 minutes after
you said that, what i
wanted to tell you was,
i almost hate it but, you
make me wanna be a better person

and i thank you
for that.

                             ~Sph🍁

[thorn sedge]

In Between Love and Lies
I've been struggling adapting to these days,
Cause life isn't the same in betrayal's haze.
Perhaps somewhere I yearn for a confidant,
Or answers to the queries that constantly haunt.

Why did you choose to deceive me?
Why did you opt to hide things from me?
Why fabricate tales that weren't meant to be?
Why make me a fool, without mercy?

All I offered was love and care,
All I did was trust you, my dear.
All I sought was honesty, pure and true,
And what did I do to deserve this from you?

I loved you, hoping for love in return,
All I received were wounds that now burn.
I showcased my true self to you with no disguise,
But all I received were scornful cries.

Now I've severed ties, ended the relation,
But why do you still persist in my mind's narration?
All I wish is to banish your face,
But each thought somehow invokes your trace.

I've moved on, leaving the past behind,
Yet flashbacks haunt, tormenting my mind.
Each day, these memories replay,
Slowly consuming me, bit by bit and day by day.

Each thought of yours is like thousand years in hell,
Finding Serenity within seems impossible to quell.
If death is the only salvation for me,
I'd humbly bow myself to it, setting my spirit free.

-Serene

[mystic canyon]

***Is this... Love? ***

In the realm where our paths crossed
Countless wanderers have come before
I never gave my heart to anyone
But I've heard tales galore

You appeared to me like a dream
As if the wind carries a fragrant trace
There's something mystical about us
Is it love or another chase

Just like you came into my life
Embracing me with your tender touch
I feel a connection beyond words
As if fate has intertwined us much

In the silence, your voice resounds
Seeking the secrets of my heart
In the barren moments we share
It's like savoring a flavorful art

A nomadic essence lingers here
Is it love or a wistful symphony

Just like you came into my life
Inhaling the scent of a distant breeze
There's an enigmatic allure between us
Is it love or something else, please

In the embrace of mountains so grand
We stroll through a sunlit retreat
Oh, being with you feels so right
Your bashful eyes, they entreat
They speak a language all their own
Every word brings delight to my sight

The twilight whispers of our fate
Revealing a distant destination
Yet, I find solace in knowing
We have each other until night's cessation

Together, we journey side by side
Like the shoreline kissed by the sun
In this wanderer's tale we abide
Is it love or an adventure begun?

Just like you came into my life
Guiding me with your gentle sway
There's a nomadic spirit in the air
Is it love or a fateful ballet?

Hmm... you came to me so gracefully
As if the breeze carries love's decree
A wanderer's tale we weave so free
Is it love or something more we see?

• Mentrauz

[graceful raft]

Khwabon khayalon mein teri waza barkarar hai,
Yeh Ishq hai ya koi bukhaar hai,
Izhaar karne ko yeh Dil iztiraar hai,
Teri mohabbat mein marna bhi hume ikraar hai....

~ayaankapoor

[lost sequoia]

Darkness,
Tum aur me kisi kinare pr baithe the,
Baate karte karte tumhare haath mere haath pr baithe the,
Gajab tha nazara wo waqt e magrib ka,
Jab chand or sitare aftab dhalne ki firaq me baithe the.

Tum achnak nikharte shams ko dekhti ho,
Aur maan hi maan me kuch to sochti ho,
Ek pal baad mujhe mehsoos hojata hai,
Ki humare rishte ki duniya se chal rahi jungme tum shaheed hogyi ho.

Sham khatam ho rahi thi,
Tumhare aankho se ashko ki barsat ho rahi thi,
Samandar ki lehre thodi tez ho rahi thi,
Hum dono ko malum tha ki,
Ab ye dastaan khatam ho rahi thi.

Maine tumhare galo pr apna haath fera,
Dodhta huve waqt thoda thera,
Tum mere sine pr apna matha rakhti ho,
Aur humari khatm ho rahi kahani ka matam karti ho.

Mere dil me duniya ko jalane ki aag thi,
Kya batau me tumhe kitni bhari huvi meri aakh thi,
Me aur tum bs roo rahe the,
Aakhir kyu is duniya ko humari kahani na raas thi.

Ab sham ka akhri pal aya,
Juda hote huve hume humara fasana yaad aya,
Kya khoob thi humari kahani,
Uss kahani ka akhri paana likhne ka waqt aya.

Zulmat iss duniya ki,
Humara ishq mar gaya,
Andhero ke tamashe me,
Sara samandar chup gaya.
Ek bhi awaj nahi the ab humare saanso ke siva,
Aur andhero me thokar khate pani ke siva,

Ab kya bacha hai iss sham ke tarane me,
Sab ashiqo ko luta hai,
Inn paiso aur jhuti abru ke zamne me,
Ishq ka sif ek hi parwana hume yaad tha,
Jo kho chuka hai ab andhero ke taikhano me.

[mystic canyon]

Yeh duniya ishq ke kabil nahi
Har dil ko mohabbat ka ahsaas nahi
Pyaar ki gehraiyan hai anokhi
Dil ke jazbaat ka koi hisaab nahi

[thorn sedge]

Chaliye, aaj se tukdo main ek kahani sunaunga,
Wo pehli nazar, wo pehli chuan,
Gustaakh dil ki naadaani sunaunga.

Ek lamba waqt ho gaya hai mujhe uske baare mein likhte hue.
Uski aankhen, uske hoth, uske gaal, uske baal, uski baatein, uske andaaz.

Yeh sab maine tab likha jab main uss se mila bhi nahi tha.
Bina mile, main usse jaan gaya tha.
Bina mile, main uske jazbaat pehchan gaya tha.

Jab mila toh dekha ki maine jo likha hai usme kuch kam hi likha hai.
Jab mila toh dekha ki jo sapne mein dikha hai wo kuch kam hi dikha hai.

Wo nazaren jinhe main duniya ki sabse keemti mey samjhta tha, wo jannat ki pyaali si thi.

Wo jism jisse mein resham sa komal samjhta tha, wo jism kausar mein dhula maalum hua.

Wo hoth jinhe maine gulab ki pankhudiyon sa kaha tha, wo hoth gulab se bhi sundar, gulab se narm.

Aur jiss awaaz ko maine koson dur se suna tha, wo awaaz subha ki azaan se zyada pak.

Wo ladki apne aap mein ek pari si hai.
Wo khud ki khoobsurati se bekhabar hai.

Shayad meri nazar se dekha nahi ab tak usne khud ko, Issliye?
Haa shayad iss hi liye.
Kyuki agar wo dekhti toh wo jaan paati ki usme kitna noor hai.

Jab pehli dafa mile toh khamoshi ne gher liya tha humein.
Na wo kuch bol payi, aur main hamesha ki tarah, yaha bhi chup.

Bas dekhte rahe, kabhi ek-dusre ko,
Toh kabhi aas paas se guzarti bheed ko.

Uff, wo pehli nazar.

[mystic canyon]

Ek baat batau?
Tum khaas ho
Ek alag ehsaas ho
Har pal saath ho
Dil ki dhadkan ka raaz ho
Jaise phoolon mein khile
Chandni raaton mein jhilmilate ho

Tum mere liye anmol ho
Aankhon mein sapne sajaate ho
Dil mein umang bhar jaate ho
Meri zindagi, mera maksad ho

Tumse hi hai zindagi ki zubaan
Tumhari hansi mein hai khushiyo ka jahaan
Tum mera sabkhuch bann muskurahat de jaate ho

Tum ho mere jeevan ki taqat
Har mushkil ko sahne ki himmat
Ek saath chalne ki rahat dete ho

Tum meri zindagi ka sabse pyara saar ho
Meri zindagi ki sabse sunehri bayaar ho
Ek alag ehsaas ho, tum khaas ho

• mentrauz

[lost sequoia]

Hisab karne wale hum kya hai,
Duniya ke munshio ki baat kya hai,
Qayamat haq hai har risale me "mentrauz",
Jara dekho uss din ka tumhara leen deen kya hai.

[thorn sedge]

Fir maine bina waqt zaya kare, uski aankhon ki taraf dekha.
Abhi tak iss soch mein hun ki kaise bataun unn ankhon ke baare mein.

Itni sundar, itni chamak thi unme.
Main dekh paa raha tha khush wo bhi thi.
Yeh khushi uski aankhon se saaf chalak rahi thi.

Phir halki baaton ke baad falsafa aage bhada.
Baat sirf uski taraf se ho rahi thi, main toh abhi bhi unn aankhon mein hi kaid tha.

Ab jaise taise uski nazaron se nazaren hatayi,
Toh agli jhalak uske hothon ki payi.

Unn hothon se nikalti har baat, mere liye sangeet ki tarah hai.
Jitna sunu, utna kam.

Jab muskurati hai tab unn hothon ek bagal mein do salwat pad jaati hain.
Main rokta hun khudko uss muskurahat par nisaar hone se.
Wo muskurahat rokti hai mujhe zindagi se be-zaar hone se.

Ab uski zulfon ki ore rukh kiya.

Wo gehri kaali zulfein,
Jo Kaandhe tak aati hai uske.
Aksar uski baahini aankh par aa girti hain.

Wo baar-baar unhe samet'ti hai,
Wo zulfein har baar wahi aa kar baith jaati hain.

Main rokta hun khudko,
Main rokta hun, chahta toh hun uss lat ko apne haathon se uske kaan ke peeche bitha dun.
Par main khudko rok leta hun.

[lost sequoia]

Will colab on the breakup part abhi to apko bohot aage jana hai.

[thorn sedge]

Hi,
Surat-e-haal kaise hain??
Kabhi kabhi yunhi baithe baithe khayalon mai kho jati hun aur sochti hun ki ye zindagi kya haii ?Shayad khud ko janana zindagi hai ya shayad gir kar sambhalna zindagi hai.Shayad mai se hum tak ka safar zindagi hai.Shayad har mausam mai uss muskurahat ko barkarar rakhne ki koshish zindagi hai.Shayad ek fhul ki tarah khilna aur phir wakt aane par uska murjhana zindagi hai. Ya shayad ek kaanch ke guldan ka tootna aur phir uss par titliyon ka mandrana zindagi haii.Ya phir chalk ki tareh kuch yaadien likhna aur phir ussi dhul mai kahin kho jaana zindagi haii.Ya shayad ice cream ki tareh kisi ke liye pighalna zindagi haii.Ya shayad jig saw puzzle ki tareh bikhre logon ko jodna aur phir unke saath khada hona zindagi haii.Ya shayad ek cycle ke tyre ki tareh bhra hona aur ek mod pe aake uske phatna,aur phir usme phir se hawa bharkar jaan daalna zindagi haii.Aur shayad inn saare sawalon ka jawab dhundna zindagi haii.

Sha Original✨

[tidal plume]

Nokjhok///

Before 1989, in East Germany the stasi government stopped counting suicides. They started calling them 'self murders.'The way to hide a fact is to dress it in a way nobody has seenbefore. My mom has asked me to call the war that rages every evening in our house a 'nokjhok'. Addressing a war means being willing to end it. A nokjhok is a war you want to end but don't have the guts to wish for it. My mom wipes the curses off the dinner table with her dupatta and calls it a nokjhok. My dad steps on the glasses he breaks every night. A paralysed part of your body doesn't hurt. He tells how the house has paralysed his body. There is no bigger pain he can feel now. My house floods every night with tears none of us have the power to shed. When you call it a nokjhok you have to be okay with it.

Okay with the lies that float around the house like abandoned ships and forgotten promises that seem like islands that once must have been above the waters. Bedrooms feel like compartments in a submarine, with just enough oxygen for you to breathe and photo frames feel like little glass windows into a family we once were. I ask my mom when do you know a nokjhok has turned into a war. When do you look at the other person in the eye and feel that a defeat is worth it. It should just end. My mom tells me a nokjhok is always a war, the one that happens quietly, under the chandeliers, over the dinner table. She tells me a damaged house is still better than a broken one. But what is the difference when none of them can keep us together?

                      -Sph🍁

Ask me if it's alright, maa//
(I'm only bleeding)

"I've been meaning to
not live, ma." don't
wake up, ma, you
don't want to listen
to this. just let me
sit, and speak, next
to you. it's long
overdue. i should
have told you about
it months ago when
it started, but when
exactly, i don't
remember. do you
remember the first
time you ate your
favourite ghevar?
you stop remembering
the origin of something
when you've done it
too often. so let me
tell you now. nothing
is coming easy to me

• breathing, loving,
  writing, seeing, or
  even crying, for that
  matter, ma. there's
  a reason i am sitting
  next to you, ask me
  "how are you beta" i
  want to cry, for once.
  I think i'll no longer
  want to kill myself
  then, ma. help me try, please.

                        ~Sph🍁
  

[mystic canyon]

Hum insaan hai, bhagwan ki makhlooq
Har ek ki zindagi mein hai ek raaz chuppa
Munshiyon ki kitaabon mein hai yeh bayan
Par sachchai toh hai haiqiqat mein samaan

[thorn sedge]

...And all those nights, watching the moon float above her head and drown slowly down below the farthest corner of the skies, she used to wonder if it knew that the same bond which kept it close to the earth was also pushing it away inch-by-inch every single night... #gravitation

[mystic canyon]

It seemed like an eternal dance of connection and separation.She couldn't help but draw parallels between her own life and the moon's journey. People came and went, forming bonds that held them close, only to drift apart slowly as time passed...

[tidal plume]

• Buying a weigh scale/ a ruler/ a stopwatch ~

So while taking the last
drag of the last cigarette
I had decided I will smoke
I take in as much smoke as
I can. Fill my lungs with
volumes I had never
imagined, or seen, or
thought would see. I push
the smoke out of my lungs.
It is a lot. "How do you
measure the magnitude of feelings,bhai?"
The last time I went to a
beach, I saw the ocean and
felt like the world could
drown in it, and I would
stand there. "Like, how much do I really feel?"
And when I looked down
from the only mountain I
have ever trekked and
realised how far away the
earth could be. "Love....",
while thinking of how dark
it gets when I sleep,
"how do you measure love?
It's like, you know, I love her
a lot. A lot. But how much? Bhai?"
I think of the last time I
spoke to my father. "It is
more than any amount of
smoke I could possibly
inhale, deeper than any
ocean I could face. Bigger
than any mountain I could
ever trek. Heavier than any silence I
could possibly endure, bhai.
But how much?"

~Sph🍁

[lost sequoia]

Adhuri kitab,
Dekha hai maine ishq ko kareeb se,
Dekha hai maine nafrat ko kareeb se,
Kya nadaan hota hai insan,
Dekha hai maine bichadte dilo ko kareeb se.

Yaad kya karu me un uljhe palo ko,
Dafna chuka hu main apne sare rabo ko,
Chhod chuka hu me ishq ke raste purane,
Hasin hai ab uske sapne suhane.

Jab pehli baar dekh usse to sari chandni jhuti hogyi,
Dusri baar me to sari kainat fizul hogyi.
Dhere dhere meri aankhein uske chehre ka murid baangyi,
Me to ahmak kafir tha, pr wo mera khuda baangyi.

Haath thame hum ghanto raste pr chalte the,
Humare rishte ke charche sare shaher me chalte the.
Sab ashiqo me humare wade chalte the,
Aur kuch logo ke zuban pe din bhar humare kisse chalte the.

Hum maan chuke the,
Nahi hai iss duniya me koi mazhab magar mohabbat,
Nahi hai yaha koi iman magar mohabbat,
Nahi hai koi iss duniya ka rhebar ya koi peer,
Ashiqo ke liye to unka khuda hai mohabbat.

Ab wo sab din badal gaye,
Sab lherati fizayen badal gaye,
Jo sunate the sheher ko humari mohabbat ki ravani,
Sari aadhuri kitabo ke wo panne badal gye.

[thorn sedge]

• Kissa pehli chuan ka :-

Hum chal rahe the,
Saath mein ek aur kareebi dost tha.

Main ab apni masti mein magan,
Aas paas ke geele pedon par se utarti kaalikh ko uss dost ke kapado se ponch raha tha.

Ab jab haath zyada kaala hua,
Toh "uski" nazar padi.
Usne mera haath jhatt se apne haath mein liya, aur saaf karne lagi.

Na jaane uss waqt mujhe kya hua,
Ye kissa hai jab usne mujhe pehli dafa chua.

Wo abhi mere haath ko dekh rahi thi aur main usse.
Wo abhi apne haath se mera haath ragad rahi thi,
Aur main uss pal khamosh bas dekh raha tha usse.

[mystic canyon]

some fights are not worth winning
for battles can lead us to dark places within
in the quest for victory, we may lose our way
fnd the cost of winning may leave us stray
for in the end, it's love and unity we crave
some fights are best left for the shadows of brave

[thorn sedge]

Traitorship in Disguise
Choosing you as a friend, a choice I now regret;
Time spent together, memories I won't forget.
But what I truly miss is who I used to be,
Lost myself in you, gave you all of me.

You, however, chose to bring me pain,
While I believed you'd forever remain.
But you shattered my teenage world apart,
For the roses I offered, thorns pierced my heart.

I sacrificed my time to be with you,
Yet you left me alone, no sign or clue.
I cared for you more than you cared for yourself,
And you proved, reciprocal of infinite love is zero by itself.

As I've grown and moved on, now I see,
It wasn't my loss, but yours ultimately.
You may not grasp it, now or even tomorrow,
But the day when you get left, you'll feel sorry for my sorrow.

-Serene

[proven tulip]

We were waiting for that rain to stop that day,
I really didn't want that rain to stop... We were standing side by side... clothes were all wet...that cute little puppy tickling my feet by licking them.... we saw that small shack,
That was the moment i wanted to say "i love you to the moon and back"

On a Sunday morning...we walked through that garden....it was like earth was giggling and laughing within those colourful flowers....
We walked through that garden and sat under that big Banyan tree.....she leaned and slept on my shoulder after some time....i had to give her a piggyback.. I was chuckling and blushing so silently and the voices inside my head was shouting just one thing.."just say i love you to the moon and back".

On the evening of that last autumn fall....we were holding each other's hand and walking silently through that orange leaves decorated on that road so beautifully... can't forget that day...you were wearing your favourite white beenie and that red scarf i gave you ...yeah we were walking..... both of us didn't spilled a word ..just walking peacefully and watching that beautiful sunset and last falling leaf from the maple tree was the moment i tried to say i love you to the moon and back.

At last ..that mesmerizing starry night...when we were at the terrace...all alone...not a single breathe there....only the two of us.... starring at that full moon and those limitless stars.....when that falling star vanished and she asked me "why didn't you wished for anything"....i was so exhilarated to say "you were the only wish i wanted and here you are".....
There was something i lacked
But yes, that was the moment i finally told her i love you to the moon and back

-Tanmay

[mystic canyon]

Society said, "You are a man, you cannot express, you have to show the world you are strong.." i get it, I am a man but sometimes, when i see a happy couple, I get so lonely that i feel pain and sometimes i am not able to breathe. People think im fine cause im doing good in college and laugh while playing games, what they dont know is i cry myself to sleep almost every night, because i long to be with someone. All i want is someone to hold me, to brush their fingertips accross my cheeks, gently rub my back, and hold my hand. I feel so helpless cause i dont know if I'll ever find someone's love, or someone to love me back...

Last time, i opened my heart for someone left it shattered, how do i know it wont happen again, but i dont want to miss out on this feeling either, i know not all are like that, but, hey, where are you, im tired, i need you, i need you fast, you are my strength, i want to rest in your arms, i want to escape this reality, I WANT YOU.

Well, ig thats it, thats the boundary, i have soo many things inside but dont know how to express, was never taught to express what i feel... Ig the only way i can do is by poems,

The feeling was real, the feeling was true
Soo much in love, our dreams grew
But now, shattered, torn, and split in two
Left with memories of what we once knew..

[thorn sedge]

• Wo pehli nazar :-

Milne ka waqt hua,
Usse aane mein thodi der honi thi.
Badi dur se, 3 baar gaadi badal kar aayi thi wo.

Maine usse seedhiyon se utarte dekha.
Hara kurta aur kaanon mein jhumke the.
Aankhon par chashma, aur muh par nakaab.

Wo meri taraf bhadi.
Nazdeek, aur nazdeek, aur phir saamne rakhi kursi par aa baithi.

Mere liye ye sab ek khwaab ki tarah tha,
Pichle 2 saal 8 mahine aur 11 din maine iss khwaab ko dekh kar bitaaye the.

Uske saamne aate hi main chup!
Meri saanse tez, muh par ek badi si muskaan, aur daudti dhadkane.

Mujhe yakeen na tha, itne acche mere naseeb the,
Lagh-bagh 3 saal mein pehli baar hum ek-dusre ke itne kareeb the.

• Jab hum uss shaam saath baithe the:-

Hum kamre mein ab ek saath baithe the,
Khamoshi todne, karne kuch baat baithe the.

Hum ek dusre se kareeb 3 kadam dur the,
Uski nazaren darwaaze ki taraf thi, meri nazaren uski ore.

Ab achanak usne mujhe dekha, seedha aankhon mein, aur fir muskuraai.
Haaye! Wo 35 poore chaand ki raatein ek taraf aur ek taraf uske chehre ka noor.

Usne bataya ki wo kaise khud ko kam aankti hai,
Kyu uski khoobsurati nakaab ke peeche, sirf uski aankhon se jhaakti hai.

Uss kamre mein hum dono apne jazbaat sunane baithe the.

Kitna accha hota agar dekh paati wo khudko meri nazar se,
Uss waqt wo mere liye jaise khuda thi
Aur hum uss hi ki kaaynaat mein baithe the.

[exotic kiln]

Bematlab Duniya

Hum Shunya ke Musafir hai
Duniya ka humpar Dabav hai
Girte rehte hai ghutnoke baal
chehare par jhoti haasi ka nakab hai.

Logo ne war kiya muzpe
Puchte he "Kis cheez ka ahankar hai?"
Mere Mehanat ke samne tumhara har war bekar hai
aage badhne ki taqth hai
aa duniye kisni di tuze rokniki izzazat hai?

Meri mazil mera haqh hai
Uss pani ki muzame taqth hai
rok sake toh rok le
Bichme tang adaneki tuze addat hai

lakin Jo muze chahiye woh main paalunga
Jo muze chahiye woh main paalunga
ab dhyaan mazil par hai
badame puri duniya dekh lunga
-Kanad.Tembhekar

[mystic canyon]

The girl I love, the girl I like
Is someone with grace, a wonderful sight
Her eyes, like stars, twinkle in the night
Her smile, oof, my heart ignites

Her laughter, like a gentle breeze
It dances on my soul with such ease
Her voice, a song, pure and sweet
It fills my world with love's beat

In her presence, time stands still
A magical bond, an eternal thrill
Her touch, a spark, sets my soul to blaze
In her warm embrace, all worries erase

Her heart, a treasure, I want to explore
With every beat, it echoes love's allure
Her dreams, like petals, unfurling bright
In this symphony of love, we will unite

Through trials and storms, we will remain
Two souls entwined, hearts intertwined
In this journey of love, side by side
Together we'll conquer, our love will abide

The girl I love, the girl I cherish
In her arms, all doubts perish
For she's the one, my soul
Forever and always, my love

[tidal plume]

"It's 11:11, and i know you don't believe in it, but for once, ask for a wish?" the world runs on algorithms, formulas that are too difficult for me to understand. i've spent hours on youtube but have still not been able to understand how the economy works, there's medicine, then, and the space. so many things i don't understand. so many complexities. there's this one thing, this one thing that we have. it is the only thing i understand. it is simple, safe, and beautiful, i wish it stays this way. i'm stupid, when it comes to most other things, please.

[lost sequoia]

Baarish,
Na jane kitni kahaniya,
Kitni hi na jane shairiya,
Likhi gyi hai unginat mohobbatai,
Shyad bathti nahi hai iss mausam me nafrate.

Kitna munafiq hai ye aasma,
Afatb bhi lagta ab kafir hai,
Kis kis badal ko puchu,
Kya mera fitoor janeman teri mohobbat ke kabil hai.

Wo ruhani manzar tha,
Chand, barish or tere chehre ka sargam tha,
Khali sadak pr chhata tumhare ser pr maine thama tha,
Tum na bhigo iss liye sard fizaon pr me bhiga tha.
Uss sadak pr sif me, tum aur bhuna huva ek butta tha.

Wo bundo ki awaaze,
Dila rahi thi tum mujhe pyar ki saogate.
Bata raha tha me tumhe,
Meri pyari maa ki kuch baate.

Kiyare jo mashhur the bhe gye kahi,
Hum dono uss raste pr nikle the jahase kho gye kyi,
Malum tha hume anjam e ishq,
Jaise Laila-Majnu, Ranjha aur Heer dafnaye gye kahi.

Khuda ko bhi lagta gawara na mera ishq tha,
Baichain afsano ka kaisa ye tufaan tha,
Ishq ka mausam khete hai jisko,
Wo na jane kab laya mere ansu ka paigam tha.

[proven tulip]

BANOGE MERA CHAAND?

Yaha baithe dhundta hu roz tumhe inhi lakh sitaaro me,
Haan ye bhul jaata hu ki raat amaawas hai..
Likhta hu roz tumhaare he baare me kyunki,
Tum toh ho nahi jo hai toh sirf ye kalam aur kaagaz hai...

ye dil bhi toh kitna naadaan hai na magar,
kitna nadaan hai kii kar baitha hai chaand ki tulna tumse hi,
aur najaane kitni shiddat se kar raha hai intezaar tumhara..
ki aaoge tum kabhi utarke niche, karoge kuch pal baate humse bhi...

Haan banai hai usi kaagaz ki kashti,
Banai hai kashti usi kaagaz ki jispe likha hai apna nazariya tumhare liye.
Bhejunga upar aur karunga intezaar apne dil ko sehlaate hue,
aur ye samjhaate hue ki asaan thodi hai mohobbat karna..
baitho araam se, karo sabr jaise kar raha hu mai apne hothon ko siye.

milenge idhar he
Idhar he milenge intezaar me tumhare jab hogi chaudhavi ki raat,
aana usi kaagaz ki kashti me baithke karni hai hume bhi do pal kuch baat..
Aur agar zehen me koi sawaal ho toh puch zaroor lena,
Kyunki Bade he thehraav ke saath sirf ek he baat bolenge hum tumhe ki ..banoge mera chaand?...

• Tanmay

[glacial aspen]

Gulab bhi toh hai kaaton se bhara hua,
khoon-um-khoon haathon se fir bhi mai usko chodh na saka.

[sleek quest]

World without Fear

I wonder what the world would be without fear,
a world to cheer,
or a world direful enough to endear,
or is even this envisage mere.

In a place where dread won't exist,
the liability of audaciousness would persist,
Unable to hold back the decisions,
which earlier weren't even there to insist.

In a place where dread won't exist,
The obedience would resist,
the pleasure of overcoming it,
won't even be there to hoist.

In a place where dread won't be present,
Our minds won't have the need,
To give us consent,
for the deed which was meant to be absent.

This world would be glutted with chaos,
Where the entities aren't afraid,
of what they say,
Making the place a misery,
and a place to barely be a praos.

The world without fear,
won't be a place to cheer,
but like a sheep
who has been impaired by a shear.

[thorn sedge]

सब कुछ ठीक हो जाएगा

[proven tulip]

31-03-2023/ 03:00 a.m
Yesterday night i was wondering...why do we wake up frightened after dying in our dreams?
Why are we so afraid of death?
And why is it so difficult to just..die?
These kind of questions makes me enlivened and disheartened at the same time.

Yes that makes me excited because imagine if it all was just a dream,
Like our childhood...it just flies by and never comes back then the next phase is that rollercoaster of mixed emotions and thoughts of our mid-age life
And then the last phase is Death... it just ends with death.
Similarly our dreams just ends when death comes and we wake up frightened.

And yes at the same time that makes me disheartened too because just dreaming about death is so terrifying then imagine when we face it in real life.
Would it be less terrifying? would it be more?
Or would it be just.. emotionless death?

So comparing our lives to a dream....is it a good dream or a bad one? Because death is the extremity to both of them...and yes death is horrifying.

-Tanmay

[gilded blaze]

In the world of Discord,
A newcomer arrived, with full of hopes.
To make new friends, their heart did yearn,
But users around them did sus.

With a username based on flowers and charming grace,
They stepped into this server.
"Hello," they typed with eager glee,
But doubt and suspicion greeted thee.

"Fake account!", "Alt account!", they cried, a common theme,
Without any doubt.
Yet undeterred, lilyrose stayed,
In the face of trolls, she found her way.

~lily

[proven tulip]

Rooth jaate do waqt ke liye
Jaana zaruri tha kya?
Baith jaate kuch pal saath
Dil dukhaana zaruri tha kya?
.
Yaad hai vo muskurahat mujhe
Yaad hai vo muskurahat mujhe jab muskuraye the tum
Unn sitaaro ko dekh ke,
Yaad hai vo muskurahat mujhe jab
Muskuraye the jab unn baharo ko dekh ke,
Kaha tha tumne ki ye raat kabhi na guzre
Guzar gayi vo raat unn sitaaro baharo ke saath,
inn beete lamho ko kuch palo me bhulana
Zaruri tha kya?
.
Haan uss raat aaye the sapno me tum...
Sapno me aaye the tum iss khayal ke saath
Asal zindagi me saath chhoota hai toh kya hua
Sapno me toh saath ho...
Kya hua nazro ke saamne nahi ho toh..
Khayalo me toh aabad ho...
.
Unhi khwaabo me kehdiya tha maine
Ki suno suno suno suno-
Tumhara roz in khayalo me aana
Zaruri hai kya?
Roz ye mujhe yaad dilana ki tha koi mera dil behlaane waala..
Zaruri hai kya?
Haan bol deta hu mai...
Boldeta hu mai bhi apne dil ko dilasa dene ke liye
Kya farak padhta hai agar aate hai vo khwaaabo me bhi toh...
Unhe itni asaani se bhul dena
Zaruri hai kya?

• Tanmay

[proven tulip]

Khada hu usi modd pe jaha badle the raaste
kar raha hu vo lamhe yaad jab tum akele mere saath the
yaad hai vo shaam?
yaad hai vo shaam jab baithe the sunehre aasmaan ke niche
bina kuch bole bitaaye the vo kuch ghante saath me
kitna he pyaare the vo pal
jab roya tha mai usi shaamm
aur mere unn aansu se bheege gaalo pe tumhare he haath the.

haan karta hu aksar baate mai apne dil se
ki ayy dil kaisa laga tha jab gaye the vo bina kuch kahe
toh kaha tha mere dil ne mujhse uss daur
ki gaye the jab vo toh laga tha bikhar gaya hu
bikhar gaya hu toot ke jaise bikhre ho koi bartan kaanch ke

kosta hai mera dil mujhe..
kosta hai ye bolke kyu kara tha pyaar unse apni aankho pe patti baandh ke?
kyu nahi socha mere baare me
soch lete mere baare me bhi...unse pehle toh hum he tumhare saath the?

Na jaane kyu
naa jaane kyu aajata hu usi modd pe har roz
ye sochta hua ki kya hota agar pakda hota humne ek he raasta?
khair chhodo...
chala jaata hu dusre mod par yahi sochke ki kya pata aage jaake fir takra jaaye hamare raaste.

-Tanmay

[thorn sedge]

Beauty and The Observer Effect?

I wasn't born perfect; I am simply just myself,
And that "just me" is far more than perfection itself.
I may not fit into society's beauty norms,
Because my beauty surpasses those predefined forms.

My beauty isn't marked by a figure that I maintain,
But radiates through my vibrant personality that I attain.
And it is also not measured by how perfect my smile seems,
But definitely, by the strength to smile through challenging themes.

My beauty is not hidden beneath foundation,
But Shines confidently with every scar and pigmentation.
I don't find beauty in wearing high heels to feel empowered,
Rather, I raise my hand high with conviction, in the times when needed.

Lip liners or lipsticks don't define my grace,
It's the words, I speak that leave an everlasting trace.
Eyeliner doesn’t dictate my perception of the world,
But it's about how I choose to see and respond.

My body is not my true beauty; it just houses my soul,
And my soul defines who I am, beyond what's visible.
I didn't choose the skin tone I wear,
And my teeth aren't picture-perfect, yet what I choose, is to nurture a beautiful soul with care.

My body's a vessel, my soul is the core,
What you see is just a glimpse, there's always much and more.
I'm more than just perfection, you see,
I'm Proudly, authentically, and wonderfully truly ME

-Serene

**Note: **This poem is inspired by the film Barbie(2023)

[mystic canyon]

YOU ARE MORE

it must be more than I need you
more than I love you
be more than wishes on stars
high above you
.
.
.
.
it must be a love thats endless
beyond the realms of time
a bond thats strong
on every mountain we climb

more than the sun's warm embrace
as it kisses the ocean at night
a love that will never erase
even when storm take a flight

it must be more than I want you
more than I caught you
be more than dancing in raindrops
falling to touch you
oh, just to touch you
.
.
.
.
it must be a love thats boundless
beyond the realms of desire
a connection thats endless
setting our souls on fire

more than words could ever express
or the whispers of the night
a love thats sure to impress
in each other's arms

it must be a love thats enchanting
like a melody in the breeze
a dance of hearts
in this world, just you and me

if words could just hold you
they do whisper a love so true
that grows with each passing day

tell me you feel me
in the depths of your soul
in a love that makes us whole

oh, just to know you
is to know a joy so pure
a connection thats deep and true
forever i will endure

tell me you see me
as I see you in my mind
in you,
all beauty I find

i couldn't have said it
for words fall short, you see
this love,
is beyond what language can be

so darling please, let it be more....

• mentrauz ( im aa gaya)

INSPIRATION FROM "BE MORE" by Stephen Sanchez

[sonic meadow]

तुम्हें मोहब्बत कहा है हमने
तुम ही बताओ तुम्हें जुदा कैसे कहें

खुद अपना नाम काफ़िर रखा है हमने
तुम ही बताओ तुम्हें खुदा कैसे कहें

तुम मेरे चाँद हों और तुम जुगनू की रौशनी
तुम ही बताओ तुम्हें सुबह कैसे कहें

ये दिल अपनी मर्ज़ी से तुम्हें दिया हैं
तुम ही बताओ उससे गुमशुदा कैसे कहें

• काफ़िर

[thorn sedge]

DAYS BACK

I want all of my nights back
I want all of my love back
I want all of my care back
I want all of my fights back
All this aren't worth it.
It's not like you don't deserve it but
I don't have anything left to give it to u.
I need it back to heal myself.
I can't carry this truth anymore,
The fact that I needed you,
I promised my heart u will come comeback to see me, but
All you did walk away & wouldn't want to stay.
U never acknowledged the pain, the demons i have been fighting all these times.
U never recognise the phases i have gone through.
I wonder is it okay to be like this.
I have been hiding things from you,
I used to be one who was lying, even if i was hurt.
Because I don't want to lose my spot.
I know i need you, but I won't show.
You might have found someone for yourself,
The fact I'm not important anymore scares me more.
Please don't comeback, I'm a mess and don't wanna break myself again.
I have crossed the same path thousand times but this time i feel i reached to my destiny.
The more i come back to you,
The more scarier it becomes,
The more I'm afraid to call you my best friend.
All these years, I have been lying to myself and you.
Nor you nor me understood each other.
You were never the good listener for me,
Now I'm stuck in this maze of walls where i talk to myself, I talk to the demons around me.
I realised you can't read my mind, like i do.
I realised you can't read the pain behind my smile.
So,
I want all of my days back,
I want all of my love back.
I want all of my fights back.

[royal stone]

Tere hone se khasta hojata hai bukhar mera
Batao na tum ishq karti ho ya ilaaj

[thorn sedge]

LIFE ISN'T A PHASE

People are terrible, when i was burning down no one poured a single drop and now that i have turned into ash,they ask me about the process. They ask me why i ain't the same anymore, now they show their care.
When i needed a hand to hold and shoulder to cry on, i was searching around. I was circling around, then i realised Love doesn't come easy to us and it's killing me, it's burning me more.
Now I'm afraid to go back, I'm afraid of my own feelings,till when i will be holding on, till when i will be searching, till when i have to leave my love behind.
I look at the mirror, feel somebody knows the inside me, I look at the lives I have changed, I ask them to grab me, to save me but nobody is listening.
I have been saying to myself it's just a phase and it will go away but till when, till when i have to hang on the side of an edge, why don't I just take a step futher and be done with this word 'LIFE'.

[thorn sedge]

DEMONS

Here I am..
Here I am fighting demons in my head..
Idk what kind of demons they are...
What are they made of...or of what type..
Imagining them I'm sure that they are not happy kind..
They make me sick, they make me unhappy..
Once a friend of mine, asked me what will make you happy??.
Or what will help you to make you smile??.
Answer for it is I don't know what exactly it will be..!! What makes me worried about every little thing..??
I asked this little demons in my head the same question!!??
They laughed at me, they talked among themselves..they made fun of me!!..
All i could hear is Human beings are terrible!!..
I asked them the same question again and again!! I screamed at them to find answers for my question!!..
It's not done yet!! I didn't found my answers yet!!
Every day i get up in the middle of the night, in the hope that i might found the answers for it... I'm out of this... it's over..they can't trouble me anymore..
And then i can hear them wishpering and suddenly laughing out loud at me!!.
It repeats everyday, every minute i feel like they are trying to pressing me down..
This demons makes me imagine things that never gonna be true..
Now they're killing me, killing me & break me down.

[thorn sedge]

KYUN

Kyun, Aisa kyun
Kyun, Aisa kyun
Koi apna nahi, kyun?
Yeh andharo se sehma Kyun,
Tu itna jaruri kyun?
Jeena Mera itna sataya kyun,
Teri yaadein bhi itni ziddi kyun!!
Roj itna rulaya kyun,
Manane tu kabhi aaya nhi kyun?
Humse humdardi kyun nhi ki,
Phir bhi Dil tujhe chaha kyun?
Bewajah terese mohabbat Kiya hi kyun.
Yeh joh sukoon thi tujhe pa kar,
Aab meri Jaan kyun chine jati hai,
Khush ho kar bhi mujhe
khush rehne nhi deti hain.
Tujhe kya khabar hai,
Meri iss bekhudi ki?
Mujhe iss zakham se
Mile roshni, kabhi Dard.
Hukumat thi Teri mujh pe,
Woh chaand si roshni sa chehra tera.
Issi ka ahsaan uthaya tune!!
Zakham mere ghere the, fir bhi
Na kabhi maine jataya na hi dikhaya tujhe
Bewajah badnaam hua mein,
Par kabhi Teri fitrat pe Shaq nhi ki.
Chal abb iss ghum ki sikayat kisse hi Karu,
Na tune kabhi suna, na hi yeh jamana sunna chathi hain.
Par kyun? Mujhe yeh umeed hain,
Duniya mein koi toh hoga joh
Samjhe mujhe, Jaane mujhe!!
Mohabbat kare mujhse,
Mujhe mein hone ke liye.

[royal stone]

tere zaalim ban ne ki vajeh se hi
mere galib ban ne ki saza hai

[lost sequoia]

OP

[thorn sedge]

AADAT

Ekk aadat si hai,
Ekk chahat si hai.
Ekk mohabbat ke naam pe,
Woh ekk aahat si hai.
Ekk muskurahat thi uske chehre pe,
Joh meri Khushi baayan karti thi.
Naa chathe hue bhi uski aadat aisi lagi,
Na jaane kyun aab zindagi sahi lagane lagi.
Mohabbat hai tumse woh toh nhi kahe saka mein,
Par na jaane kyun woh meri ban chuki thi.
Sochta hoon, khosta hoon khud ko mein
Usse agar phela darja diya hota toh
Shayad aaj baat kuch aur hoti.
Par kya Karu yaaro, iss bheed mein,
Iss duniya ki bhag dodh mein,
Woh meri aadat thi,
Woh meri aahat si thi.

[thorn sedge]

MULAQAAT

Kahe kar kya karoge,
Jaan kar kya karoge,
Haal chaal puch loge toh kya hoga,
Chize theek hongi?
Zindagi mein khusi hogi?
Baayan karna toh mujhe aata hai,
Par kya tum samjh paaoge?
Jin chize se mein gujjar raha hoon,
Joh chize mujhe andar se khati hai,
Kya tum unhe theek kar paaoge?
Pyaar yaa mohabbat chodo,
Dosti theek se nibha loge?
Agar karna chathe ho!!!
Mere iss dard ka ekk hissa banana chahte ho,
Toh aao, haath thamo mera.
Warna chale jao, unn sabhi ki tarah
Chale jao saath chor kar Mera.
Mein akela tha, akela hi bethar rahunga.

[mystic canyon]

work in progress

All this money and this pain got me heartless
Low life for life 'cause I'm heartless
Said I'm heartless
Tryna be a better man but I'm heartless
.
.
.
.
in the darkness, I roam, feeling heartless
wealth and agony, a blend that's heartless
striving to change
love's not in my plan, I'm forever heartless

A ruler of darkness, cold and relentless
No mercy, no remorse
For villain is my path
Betrayed and broken, i stand heartless

For my villain arc is complete, I'm relentless
In this world of chaos, I reign, forever heartless
.
.
.
.
I lost my heart and my mind
I try to always do right
but sometimes,
life's challenges are unkind
yet I keep moving forward, shining bright
.
.
.
And I'm back to my ways 'cause I'm heartless
All this money and this pain got me heartless
Low life for life 'cause I'm heartless

Note: To understand this, you have to understand what one goes through after giving every fkin thing in a relationship just to get treated like shit, yea it hurts, it hurts a lot, and then, some choose to become villain of the story, fighting with thoughts, trying to be the person they were, fighting inner demon, convincing themself that its not worth it, And it really isn't.

[thorn sedge]

WITHOUT YOU

The inexpressible feeling of my heart,
The indescribable thoughts of my mind,
The resentment towards the attachment,
The failure of intimacy between us,
Lead me to the point of hating myself,
Lead me to the point of missing you.
Every day seems so meaningless,
Every second appears to be so painful.
It hurts to the point where i held my chest,
And lay on the floor for hours.
If i could stop myself from doing something,
I will stop thinking & writing about you.
The agony of my heart cannot be healed.
Please don't get it twisted,
I'm not writing this for you, not to get you back.
I'm doing this for myself,
I'm doing this to end my pain n suffering.
I'm doing this so I can make it through.

[thorn sedge]

I wish I had answers for questions like "you okay"?
I wish I could scream, i wish i could yell.
I wish I could cry, I wish I could shout.
But all I say is "I'm fine".

[weak elm]

baat ulti woh samajhte hain
jo kuch kehta hun
Ab ki pucha to ye keh dunga ki
Haal achha hai

[weak elm]

haina

[mystic canyon]

ded?

[mystic canyon]

ARC.
(1)
my heart is Broken, thousands of pieces are whats left
my mind feels like a empty land
shattered dreams in the night
an endless fight

demons taking over what's left to keep
a path of darkness
choosing villainy where light has fled

once a glimmer of hope, now swallowed by night
innocence lost
whispers of despair
this world was once fair.....
.
.
.
(2)
in the darkness, I roam, feeling heartless
wealth and agony, a blend that's heartless
striving to change
love's not in my plan, I'm forever heartless

the stars above twinkle, but I'll never touch
built a wall within, where emotions are conceled
chasing a distant spark
joy's not in my reach, for my heart is forever sealed
.
.
.
(3)
i lost my heart and my mind
i try to always do right
but sometimes,
life's challenges are unkind
yet I keep moving forward, wanting to keep my shine

This is not who i am supposed to be
Heartless, betrayed, broken
for whatever happens to me, i gotta hold myself
with courage as my guiding star
i face the trials that come my way
i'll rise above, come what may

so I'll march with my spirit strong
i'll keep moving, singing my song
.
.
.
(4)
for all i wanted was you to be by my side
all your imperfections i abide
for you were my everything
yet you left with pride

leaving me here with memories that collide
a heart once whole, now shattered wide
through tears and pain
though you're gone, your love still resides

for all i wanted was
hold me close in moments dark
when doubts and fears arise
whisper words of endless faith
wipe the tears from my eyes
was it too much to ask?
.
.
(5)
embracing shadows deep and wide
no more weak, it's my new side
for I accept villainy as my path
a journey into darkness, free from wrath

a symphony of chaos, sounds like melodious song
in this realm of villains, I belong

so let me be a villain, fierce and bold
but remember, within me stories unfold
of choices made, and struggles faced
a complex soul in shadows encased

• Mentrauz

NOTE : This is not how I write poems, its a completely different approach towards poetry (I can be wrong), blending different human thinking into one poem was a fun project and would never want to touch anything like this ever again cause i had to bend my thinking into manyyyy different situations, and i fkin hated being in some....

(1) - What Happened with the OP
(2) - What he is becoming
(3) - Trying to be who he was
(4) - Losing it to thoughts/flashbacks
(5) - Villain Arc is complete, and the OP lost his true identity....

[mystic canyon]

Teri yaad kaise na aaye
Dil mein basi hai teri baatein
Palkon pe teri muskurahat
Tujhe khush dekh dil ko milti rahat
.
.
Chandani raatein teri yaad le aati
Dil ki dhadkane tera naam pukarti
Dil mein sama jati teri har baat
Teri yaadon mein kho jata hoon main, har raat

[mystic canyon]

💀

[mystic canyon]

Im not a diplomat
Just slow enough to observe life

In the chaos, i find my way
A quiet path where thoughts can sway
Just a curious soul
Observing life, enjoying my role

This world paints a canvas bright
In finding details, I take delight
Not rushing, but savoring each scene
Immersed in these moments, tranquil and serene

• Mentrauz ☕

[sudden scarab]

"What would I do, without you ?" I always used to ask, didn't I ? And you always used to say that "It's never gonna happen" and I believed you, you know.

But today when I was crossing the road, I was hoping that a hand will approach and show me the path. I was there for 15 minutes on the same side of road and there came a moment when there wasn't a single vehicle that I could see. The moment I realized that life takes time, so try to give yourself some.

While leaving the place, I thought someone will accompany me and the distance won't be too far to travel but I was all alone and it wasn't that boring with music. The journey made me realize that if you help yourself, life is never empty.

We always used to fight over the last slice of pizza. But today while having it all alone, it felt different but it's because I enjoyed every slice of it without bothering about the last one. That moment I realized, I can enjoy every bit of life, if I'll be given chance.

And today, it's not about your answer because "What would I do, without you ?" got their answer by "Just the same but without you."

[thorn sedge]

Tumhare jaane ke baad kya hua?

Na toh kayamat aayi,
Na hi kahin koi sailaab aaya.
Kahin tabahi nahi thi,
Na kahin koi toofan aaya.

Haa dil mein tumhare naam ka ek ghar tha,
Ab wo khali ho gaya hai.
Reh gayi hai toh chand tasveerein, aur kayi saari yaadein.

Ab wo ghar, fakat ek makaan ban kar reh gaya hai.

Ab naa koi waisa ghar banega,
Naa tumsa koi aur aayega.

Tumhare jaane ke baad shayad main, main na rahun.
Shayad hansna kam kardu,
Shayad baatein bhi kam hi karun.

Tumhare jaane se main ab pehle jaisa toh nahi reh paaunga.

Ab tum chali gayi ho,
Lautne ka koi iraada nahi dikhta.

Haa roz mulaqaat hogi,
Roz Kuch baat bhi hogi,
Par ab hum pehle se nahi rahenge.

Ab tum pehle si nahi rahogi.
Ab main pehle sa nahi rahunga.

-Kushagra

[trim ginkgo]

@dim depot yaha bhej

Bhej diya sirrr

[mystic canyon]

I never knew what I felt like
But I feel like him more
Because of you
In the black and white, you paint the world
And I ask if colors knew
It's 'cause of you, now love is true
Because of you
.
Your touch paints my heart
With emotions I never knew before
I find myself drawn to your art
Attached to the feelings you pour

In this symphony of colors and emotions
You've played the notes that ring so true
Each feeling
A brushstroke of devotion
A masterpiece painted by the heart's view
.
I like your heart, and I like its size
If two hands are open, would one intertwine?
Please, be mine
.
Under star-lit skies and sun-kissed days
Walking together in life's endless maze
Your laughter, a melody
In my heart's own rhyme
With you by my side, every moment feels sublime

Hey, girl, with your head in the clouds
I wanna love you, I wanna be yours
Underneath the stars
Forever to shine

Hand in hand, we'll explore life
Together we'll grow
Through highs and lows
We'll stand strong and true
For myy heart belongs to you, girl
forever and new

This feeling of love
Its beacuse of you
Forever and always
I'll love you..

• Mentrauz (khuch toh likha hai)

• Inspiration from 'because of you'

[turbid iron]

Happy Birthday! Yes I remembered, it’s hard to forget one of the days you wait an entire year for. Are you doing well? I heard you’ve ventured into new beginnings, so happy for you. To see you accomplish your life goals give me some false sense of pride that I’d be unable to explain. I hope you’re eating your meals at time, keeping yourself hydrated. Do you still forget to clean your specs everyday? Still oblivious to whereabouts of your keys, phone and whatnot? I hope there’s someone who’s reminding you to do all that. How much time has passed since we last met? 8 months? 9? Idk, it’s hard to count. I remember your last birthday. Always being adamant of wishing you first but somehow not being able to. We talked for hours in morning. Cried our hearts out for each other. Lots of promises made, lots of promises lost. You always were quick to forgive and forget, I hope you did both with me. To say that I miss you would be both, a truth and a gross oversimplification of the turmoil I am right now. I crave you. I need you. I wanna see your pretty face one more time, to hear you laugh at my stupid jokes, to engage in non-sensical arguments, to show you how much progress I’ve made. I’ve lost sense of touch since our last hug. Maa asked me about you a couple months back, I think she saw my colors fading or tears forming up at the mention of your name coz she hasn’t inquired since. Shit, sorry, it’s your birthday and I kept ranting about myself. I wish you succeed in all your endeavours. I know you can get through anything you want to, being strong as you are, far more than me. You deserve all the love and I know you’ll get it. Once again, happy birthday!

[lost sequoia]

Kalam aur kagaz ab sharmane lage hai,
Kya likh raha hu, jo dogle log ghabrane lage hai.

Dil me kya kya aag liye baithe hai humare liye,
Akhir kyu hum unki aankho ko chubhane lage hai.

Kitne hi din ki ye zindagi hai "Aabeer",
Phir bhi kyu ye sab nafrate badhane me lage hai.

Main bhi kyu likh raha hu inko iman ka nisab,
Ye wo log hai jo farishte ko bhi shaitan banane me lage hai.

Har baar tut kyu jati hai meri bharose ki tasbi,
Pirone me jisko zamane lage hai.

Kitna karu me rona jal rahi bastio ka,
Sarkar ke log mujhe mehle batane me lage hai.

Maan to hai ki sab kuch likh du ek hi baar me,
Lakin punjivaadi maya hai ki ek palak me ab sab sikne sikhane me lage hai.

Bech chuka hai insan khuda tak uska,
Bazar me ab hum bhi dukan sajane me lage hai.

Bs ab kya bacha hai kisi shayar ko likhne keliye,
Sif bikte hai bewafa aurat aur diljale ashiq ke tarane yaha,
Bichare shayar wohi likhke to shohorat kamane me lage hai.

[royal stone]

mai nashe mai yu bhatku
ki sharam aajaye us musafir ko
uska to koi thikana nhi , wo bhatak rha uski dhoond mai
mujhe dekh ke rone lag jaata ki mai kyu bhatakta hu musafir jaisa
maine kaha mera thikana jo ujdha meri manzil gum hogyi
wo musafir hasne laga ki jaise usse thikana milgaya
aur usse hasta dekh mujhe musafir ban ne ka bahana milgaya

hum dono nashe mai itne ki raasta bhul gaye
aur raasta ya seedha itna ki hum nasha bhul gaye

[unkempt hull]

Ye sab tu khud likh raha!

?

[turbid iron]

First shlok in Rig Ved is dedicated to Agnidev, the fire deity. It holds significant importance among Hinduism. Any samskar is incomplete without homage to devtas. It is said agnihotra is devtas’ food, their nourishment. They are pleased by it. Fire is often considered one of the two major inventions that has shaped human history (the other being wheel). Not fire itself but how to conserve it. Helped in cooking raw meat, cleansed food of any harmful substances. Lighted ways at night. Kept wild animals at bay. Imagine yourself as a hunter-gatherer of 10th millennium BCE, fire is your ally in cold dark nights. A miniature sun. Conserving fire is still a thing. Smashangrahas keep it and use for burning chita. It’s considered highly inauspicious by orthodox Hindus to use Smashan fire in any other way then it is intended. Once Morari Bapu did shaadi feraas using Smashan agni and to say orthodoxes were outraged would be an understatement. Funny thing, how a chemical reaction between elements are put out as pure and impure, how it is fit to provide food to devtas and unfit to marry beside the Smashan agni. There’s one scene in Masaan where Deepak’s (Vicky Kaushal’s) mother sends him to get Smashan-agni to lit chulha at home. They’re Doms by caste. Untouchables of medieval and SCs of modern India, performing crematorium duties on ghats. Deepak’s mother cooks food using the same fire that earns them the food in talk. Doms are so called lower castes of society that one day will liberate person of any birth, low or high, of this mortal world. Stark parallel how liberators are untouchables, much like their instrument of livelihood. Fire doesn’t discriminate though, it will engulf all that is acceptable. Look into it long enough, it will engulf you with images you might have not seen elsewhere.

A fire is a beautiful thing. It feels as if it’s pulling you in, like a lover, with its warm breath trying to kiss you once and for all. I seldom catch myself staring into it until my eyes sting. It has a way of telling you when and where to stop. I want to be like it. One day I’ll stop looking people through discriminating eyes of sex, birth, caste, classes, race and all the classifications that humans gave themselves in order to separate them from their own species. This is the need of the hour and I hope to fulfil it before I rest on some logs of bamboo awaiting my dearest friend to engulf and liberate me of this corrupt world.

[cosmic ferry]

If we're lucky,
There are moments we are faced with our own bias.💖

Our need to feel understood often outshines our desire to understand
And we force our experiences, feelings, motivations and shape of the world on the others around us.

Don't listen to respond.
Listen to hear.💜
If you pay attention, you'll catch the whispers of our souls communicating beneath the noises of our words.
If you really care about someone get to know them again and again

This version,
Not the one from when you met
Or the one from last year
We are fluid beings
We never step in the same river twice.

                              ~Craving_soul

[mystic canyon]

Dil ki yeh baat hai
Tumhara itnezar hai
Na jaane ho kaha tum
Bas tumhara hi khayal hai

Yeh baatein pyaar ki
Yaha kisse main sunau
Dil ke jazbaat hai gehre
Kisko mai batau

Ho tum kahan
Yeh aankhein tujhe talashe

Yeh kaisi bekhudi hai
Yeh kaise armaan hai
Yeh kaisi aas hai
Do dil jo door hai
Bas yaadein paas hai

Kisse sunau
Yeh geet mera

Kisse manau
Tu hi preet mera

Kyu tum ho khafa
Meri yeh baat sun lo
Wafa ka yeh paigam
Dil se tum par hu mai fida

Yeh pyaar ki dastan
Dil ke kalam se likhun
Iss umeed ek din
Tumse mai milun

Tab tak apna khayal rakhna.

• soumya.

[idle owl]

Clock oh clock
What time is it?
Is it eleven already?
Waiting for the bus to meet thee,
Just few hours away from three.
What is she doing, i wonder,
I guess she is already in the park,
Amongst trees.
Clock oh clock,
Spare me some time,
The bus has fallen down the stream,
I' wish to meet thee in my next cosmic dream
Clock oh clock
Til' then, could you just stop?
Could you keep alive this hope?

[stoic flame]

Teri yaadon me bhi aa pau
mujhme aisi koi baat nahi

Tu kehti thi tere saath hi hu
Par sach me to tu saath nahi

Ab bhi hai mohabbat keh pau
Aji aise bhi halaat nahi

Ye parchai bhi chu le tujhe
Meri itni bhi aukaat nahi

Mere chaand ko dekhu takta rahu
Ab aisi koi bhi raat nahi

Teri yaadon me bhi aa pau
mujhme aisi koi baat nahi

[cosmic ferry]

The last line of the poetry you ever wrote,
The last time you read the last two pages
Of your favorite book.
The last time you woke up
From an unimaginable dream,
Told someone that you are tired
Of their schemes.,
Made yourself free from all toxicity,
Moved on from a torturous relationship.
The last time when you fell in love
With someone who's not your type,
Stitched someone shirt's broken button,
Gave a seat to someone,
The last time you called someone
With their nickname,
Told someone the lamest joke
And they laughed so hard.
Relieved someone from heavy pain.
Gave someone an umbrella in heavy rain,
The last time you hugged someone tightly
When they're leaving.
Relive the moment with everyone
You've ever been with,
Celebrate every little moment,
Even if it's overcoming trauma,
Despite this, to make someone sad
Or crying for the moon.

[royal stone]

teri gumnam galion mai apni naak kaat kar rakhdu
ki jab milna ho tujhse agli dafa
to teri mehek se pehnchanlu tera thikana kis jagah hai

[sleek quest]

Koi mjak nhi udaega delivery ka

[delicate warren]

Meri shayari mein simat gaye
Mere jitne bikhray khayal thay

[turbid tusk]

Let it die
You don't have to feel anything
Never let that thought go
No, it's dark
Let it die
Is crying a necessity
Or just punching yourself is sufficient
Maybe the darker thought
Let it die
Do you still feel the numbness
Does screaming help?
Do it tonight
The vocals are all dried up
It's the darkness inside
Let it die
Are you still alive?
Funny
The moment, When you were alive
It's all messed up now
Maybe all the faces are around
I am tired now
Let it die.
Hurts even when you were alive
But i feel like you can still be the same as it was before
So that you can feel the pain of all the tears that you caused
Yes they are all dried up
I am tired now
Let me sleep, never come back in my dreams
Even when i am conscious and wide awake
Don't wanna see your face
But maybe the devil is helping you
Why can I see you in this brood sunlight?
I am tired now
Let me sleep

[thorn sedge]

The Joy of Sadness

We don't always heal, you see,
We dive into work, busy as a bee,
With tasks to do and places to be,
Hiding our hurts, like a hidden key.

We bury our hurt, ignore its plea,
Prefer distractions over setting it free,
In a crowd, emotions rise like the sea,
Yearning to weep, but we fake glee.

Sometimes, we wish to cry out loud,
But in front of everyone, we're not allowed,
So we bury those feelings in a shroud,
Though they slowly poison, like a dark cloud.

They say, "Let your tears freely flow,
Release your pain, let your emotions show."
But these thoughts of pain can cast a pall,
Leaving us in a melancholy thrall.

To erase painful memories, here's the key,
Layer new ones atop, as if planting a tree,
In the garden of life, flowers will bloom,
Replacing the sorrow, lifting the gloom.

The hurtful place won't hurt you anymore,
In its soil, happiness will steadily soar.
One day, the tears will be tears of delight,
As you find your way back into the light.

So remember, my friend, as you face the pain,
Each tear you shed is a step toward the gain.
Though it may feel like a never-ending rain,
Sunshine awaits, where happiness will reign.

-Serene

[mystic canyon]

It'll be Alright

Guitar
.
(slow)
Underneath the moon's soft glow
In your arms, I... I long to go
With your touch, my heart'll glow
Fingertips putting on a show

Your gaze, emotions flow
Your presence, time moves slow
In your love, I want to grow
Got me now, and I can't say No (long)
.
Piano
.
Give it time, it'll be alright
When troubles fill your sight
Keep faith, hold on me so tight
Give it time, it'll be alright
.
What if I get too late...
For love that slipped away from me
Couldnt find the words to speak
What if I needed more time to be?
Would you wait for me?
.
piano slows
.
Underneath the stars that brightly glow
Our love, like a river, continues to flow
With you, my dear, I've found my home
In your arms, got me now (break) and i can't say no

Give it time, it'll be alright
When troubles fill your sight
Keep faith, hold on me so tight
Give it time, it'll be alright

Even if world is against us
I'll hold you tight
Keep me close (slow)
And it'll be alright

[mystic canyon]

[graceful raft]

ज़िंदगी से मेरी एक सिफ़ारिश है,
फ़िराक़ तुमसे ना हो ये गुज़ारिश है,
बस चुकी हो तुम दिल में कुछ इस कदर
ख़्वाबों में भी तुमसे मिलने की ख्वाहिश है....

[mystic canyon]

You know, I'd satisfy you, honey
Ooh, on the daily
She got me cryin' to the Lord
Screamin' out, "Oh, someone come and save me"

• Stephen Sanchez

[mystic canyon]

ANGEL FACE

They said a man rich with love
Could go crazy
.
With each heartbeat, he confess
Oh this madness, its caress
For love knows no bounds or reasons
Blooming this season
A symphony of joy and pain
A dance in the sun and rain

With your permission, I'll surrender it all
For in your arms, i belong
With your permission, I'll heed love's sweet call
For I need you, most of all

Just like that river, baby
Don't let it be misunderstood
Like life's journey
Let's navigate this river, you and me
.
.
You know, I'd satisfy you, honey ;)
Ooh, on the daily (on the daily)
In your eyes, I'll lose my way
Lost in Love, forever i'll stay
.
.
There must be something about her
That you love, don't you, dear?
Something about her....

"Perhaps it's in her eyes,
A twinkle, a spark, a glow"
"Or maybe it's her kindness
Her compassion, pure and true"
"Or something about her grace
In the way she moves and sways"
"Maybe its her voice, a soothing comfort
Like a gentle, calming stream"

In her, I have found my treasure
A love so rare and deep
In my heart, forever to keep
Its something about her, indeed
.
.
"It must be more than you need her
More than you love her
Be more than wishes on stars
High above her"
--it must be a love thats boundless
beyond the realms of desire
--it must be more than words could ever express
or the whispers of the night
--it must be a love thats enchanting
like a melody in the breeze

tell me you see me
as I see you in my mind
in you,
all beauty I find
.
.
I would never fall in love again until I found you
I said I would never fall, unless it's you
With every heartbeat, our connection grew
A love story written in the stars, just me and you

Broken, promised myself I'd never let my heart undo
But I found a love that's tried and true

You are my Georgia
You are my Evangeline
For whomever you are
You are mine..
.
.
So let me be called insane
A smile upon a glowing face
A poet's heart, forever ablaze

So honey, wont you be my only girl?

[thorn sedge]

GRIEF

As time stretches on, the contours of your grief begin to shift, yet its core remains unchanged. In those initial moments, the world appears to tilt and reverse, but you stand there, seemingly untouched. Your mind insists that you are the same, it's the world that's altered, while your heart whispers that the world is but a figment, and you alone exist. Both deceive you, for you have indeed been consumed by desolation, and the world is shattered.

Four days pass, and your mother's well-intentioned words echo within your hollowed self. "Things will improve," she says, and "We can support you," and "Please." The words sound empty, like they dissolve within your depths. A week elapses, and sleep, dreams, and communication evade you. You ponder what it means to breathe without your heart shattering, to speak without the taste of death lingering. The universe's message remains elusive, but you never question if improvement will arrive, for your certainty lies in its absence.

As a month drips away, like water collecting in a bucket from a leaky ceiling, you remain here, a surprise greater than any other. If you persist, then you must continue to breathe, despite your yearning to separate your soul from this fractured vessel. Three months have passed, and people's words have become an incessant drone, guiding your life on autopilot. Rise, cleanse, work, forget to nourish, toil, return, occasionally remember to eat, sleep. The routine is numb, a cocoon of comfort. Numbness seeps into your skin, flows through your veins, and encases your heart. Grief, though, lingers, a steadfast companion in the midst of numbness.

[thorn sedge]

Loneliness, that silent companion of the human soul, often creeps into our lives, casting its shadow of emptiness. Its essence, however, takes on different shades for each soul it touches.

In the midst of a crowded room, we find ourselves cocooned in isolation, surrounded by people yet distanced by an overwhelming void. Despite conversations that fill the air, the hollowness within our hearts persists. It's as if a piece of us has been gently plucked away, leaving behind an ache in our chest, an ache that lingers like an echo of lost love.

We mourn the absence of someone dear, someone who once held a cherished place in our hearts. We never fathomed how life would unfold without their presence. The love we shared, the unbreakable bond that defined us, has slipped through our grasp, leaving only fragments of cherished memories in its wake.

As Joji's haunting lyrics remind us, "sometimes I look in her eyes, and that's where I find the glimpse of us." In those moments, we catch a fleeting glimpse of what once was, a bittersweet reminder of a love that can never be replicated.

The scars we carry from this loss are like wounds that defy healing, a testament to the depth of our connection. And now, we stand here, marked by the weight of emptiness and the chill of loneliness, yearning for solace.

To all who bear this burden, may the path to healing be swift and gentle. May your hearts find solace and may the echoes of your lost love transform into whispers of cherished memories, warming your soul in its quiet moments.

[full nymph]

Aankhein ye kehti teri
Itni fikr kyu karta hai ?
Bikhri ye saasein teri
Aakhir chiz se apni Rahat bharta hai?
Bass itna riyaad kar ....
Kamzoor tera waqt hai.....
Tu nahi !

[thorn sedge]

These past years have flown by in a blur, leaving me bewildered by the swift passage of time. I've barely had a chance to notice the changes within myself. I can still vividly recall the days when I was an outgoing and social individual, thriving amidst the bustling environment of my school.

But then, like a sudden storm, the pandemic swept through and altered the course of my life. It left me feeling profoundly alone and hollow. It seemed like my friends had all moved on, and I convinced myself that we had all drifted apart. However, as time went on, a painful truth emerged—I was the one who had distanced myself.

While I struggled to recapture the essence of my former self, it proved to be an elusive goal. Now, I find myself harboring resentment towards the people around me. Most of the time, I yearn for solitude, desperately wishing to be left alone with my thoughts. Yet, paradoxically, there are moments when I feel unbearably lonely, lacking that one friend, that confidant, that everyone else seems to have.

I can't help but observe others with their childhood friends, those enduring relationships that have grown and evolved over time. It leaves me with an overwhelming sense of being cursed. Are the friendships I witness genuine, or are they mere facades? One thing is certain; they've managed to maintain the constancy of their bonds.

Then, the words of one of my former friends echo in my mind. They told me that my behavior was too carefree, too indifferent, and that no one liked me. It was a harsh truth to swallow, as I had genuinely believed I was being kind to everyone.

Everything has changed—the dynamics, the connections, the very nature of my relationships. As the day draws to a close, I can't help but acknowledge that I've become the person I once despised, trapped in a cycle of isolation and regret. It's a chapter of my life that I'm still struggling to come to terms with.

[thorn sedge]

Relationships
In the intricate tapestry of human relationships, there's a complexity that often evades our initial enthusiasm. We embark on this journey seeking the warmth and companionship of a significant other, a shared world where our hearts are intertwined. Yet, beneath the surface, there are facets seldom spoken of.The person we choose to stand beside may appear to be a reflection of our desires, but in truth, they are a world unto themselves. Their life experiences, their traumas, and their unique journey have shaped them into the person they are. It's easy to fall into the trap of wanting them to conform to our expectations, but this often obscures their true essence.Each person carries their own set of scars, the emotional wounds that have left indelible marks on their soul. The nights they've spent in anguish, the struggles they've faced, are a part of them that we may never fully understand. And that's okay.True relationships are built on a foundation of empathy, compassion, and a willingness to understand and accept these differences. It's about making adjustments, both big and small, and striving to see the world through their eyes. The person who loves us does so without conditions, embracing our flaws and imperfections as an integral part of the tapestry of our being.This love is not a fleeting emotion; it's a profound connection that transcends the superficial. They see a future with us, a shared journey through life's highs and lows. It's in these moments of vulnerability, when we let our guards down and truly open our hearts, that the beauty of love reveals itself in all its depth and meaning.

[thorn sedge]

Yesterday, I tried to conjure her memory, even though it's been roughly two years now. It dawned on me that my solitude has a way of overshadowing her presence in my thoughts. Her voice, once so vivid, is slowly slipping away, and I struggle to recall it accurately. Attempting to picture her face proved equally elusive, despite spending hours in bed, lost in the attempt to relive the moments we once shared.

All that remains vivid in my mind is the haunting memory of her pleading for me to stay. It's a memory that plagues my heart with ache, for it represents a time when I truly felt happiness. Now, as her image and voice fade from my memory, I'm left questioning whether I ever truly loved her or if it was something else entirely. They say you never forget someone you love, so why are her face and voice slipping away?

I recently wrote that memories are the threads of our life's tapestry. Did she shape me into the person I am today, or was it a journey I embarked upon myself? It's a question I cannot definitively answer. Regret gnaws at me for having left her, and this pain of forgetting her only adds to my anguish.

I find myself consumed by self-hating thoughts, convinced that I don't deserve love because I seem to destroy those I care about. She was the one person who truly understood me, so why did I walk away? They say that remembering why we made certain choices can alleviate guilt, but I can't remember why I left her. All that lingers now is an overwhelming sense of grief and remorse.

In moments of reflection, I sometimes wish I had never crossed paths with her.

[thorn sedge]

Echoes of Agony

Life's been quite heavy these days,
With demons in human guise,
Stealing life, day by day,
In this dark, I've lost my way.

I thought to hide in a darkened room,
Hoping it would be my Serene tomb,
They've crossed their borders, taken their place,
Now in my head, they relentlessly chase.

Once, I felt like shouting, crying,
Now, I'm numb, with pain undying,
Once I owned a life so free,
Now I'm bound to misery.

People around are chasing and living life with zest,
But I'm trying not to lay my soul to rest.
Can't bear the weight to be alive,
When your joy is only destined to deprive.

I search for hope to survive the day noon and night,
Every shoulder I leaned on pushed me out of sight,
Now this path leads to the silent breath,
And to a destination called the death.

-Serene

You crying? :/ Dont!

[thin radish]

I can't breathe
I can't sleep
I feel this pain
Piercing through my chest
My mind is a mess
There is no rest
Every fucking day feels like a test
I want to love
I want to feel loved
I want someone to hug me
Wipe my tears
And not let me go
Don't let me go until I fall asleep
My heart is racing
My heart is pounding
I wish I had someone
To hold me tight
I wish I had someone
To hold me tonight
But all I can ever do is wait for it
But all I can ever do is wish for it
Even when I know,
Its never going to happen
So let me live this one dream
Let me cry to sleep
Let me feel everything I ever wanted to feel
Before the scars get too deep

~Vani

[mystic canyon]

TUM KAHAN?

Safar hai bada
Hamsafar na koi
Dekh raha tera raasta
Mai yahan, tum kahan?

Manzil ki taraf badh chala
Ishq ka yeh silsila
Dhoonde aankhe tujhe har jagah
Mai yahan, ho tum kahan?

Safar me aaye kayi modd
Na mai hila na tu mila
Raat ke andheron mein
Roshan thi teri yaadein
Khojte raha tumhe
Mai yahan, tum kahan?

Kabhi to mile hum dono
Safar ka yeh hai asar
Muskurati hui zindagi
Kisse pata, kaha le jaaye yeh raasta
Kya pata shayad,
Meri manzil ho Jahan, tu bhi vahan? ;)

• mentrauz

[delicate warren]

Don't say i love you straight away
Just say
You're the enigmatic cipher in the symphony of my emotions.

[delicate umbra]

12:58 in my bed
Worked whole day
Still only one knocking on my door is miss regret

Regret I’ll never be good enough

And there is only one way I can shake of this feeling
That I will get drunk
If I’m gonna waste my life away
I will waste it in the way it’s most fun
So I guess I will just get drunk

That won’t stop my problems but who cares
Everything is gonna kill me eventually
So why don’t I choose the poison
I love the most

[thorn sedge]

The Dark Muse's Revisit

People who've been hurt are dangerous,
As hell feels like their only address.
Some say I've changed significantly,
But it's life's circumstances that molded me.

Why should I say sorry for who I've become,
When no one ever apologized for the harm they've done?
I’m now that friend you wish to see,
Craving for a hero, I made one within me.

I transformed hurt into a mighty might,
Still vulnerable, but tougher with every fight.
Divine and wicked, a duality,
Pretty but deadly, a poisoned beauty.

I'm bitterness in the darkest tone,
And I'm the hell, in ways of my own.
I've known those wicked thoughts you've had,
In your story, I'm the villain, darling; don't be mad.

I'm back to haunt, to settle the score,
You played a part in crafting the monster mask I wore.
And sparked the fire; now you'll feel the burn,
I'll make you pay for what you did; it's your turn.

-Serene

[mystic canyon]

You have turned hurt into a force so bright
Still tender, but bolder with each fight
Both gentle and fierce
Like a duality
A unique beauty
Like its your speciality

So stand tall
And always remember
Life is coming from you
Not at you

[thorn sedge]

It's been a while now, and I still ache for the way she used to say my name. I never knew that my bones could carry this persistent ache for so long. They say there's beauty in sadness, but in moments like this, I can't quite see it. It's 3 am, and I can't sleep every tume I close eyes the flashback of memories terrifies me.

No one warned me that heartache doesn't always have someone to blame; sometimes, it's nobody's fault, although I'm convinced it's all my own doing. I stumbled upon her sweater the other day, and it still carries her scent, the scent of that spring when we promised each other forever. I never really considered how forever could come to an end.

She used to call me beautiful and look at me with eyes that truly meant it. Now, I'm lost, not knowing how I can bear to hear that word from anyone else. I'm caught in that space between moving on and holding on, unsure of which path I can bear the weight of. I'm a mess, restless, and I can't comprehend how one person with captivating eyes can crumble the empire within me just by walking away.

Her lips tasted like the freshness in the air after the rain. My pillow isn't her, and the song on the radio isn't ours. I sit next to a girl in class, but we can't talk for hours. Where does one go when a lover and a friend transform into memories and dead ends?

I saw her by the escalators last week. I mustered a smile, but she turned away. It felt like my heart was shattering all over again. Sometimes I write her letters, hoping that maybe she'll write back, but she never does.

When you're heartbroken, your senses become hypersensitive. You hear every sound more clearly because it's a welcome distraction from the relentless pounding of your heart. You feel the sun and the breeze on your skin, desperately trying to feel anything besides the pain. Their perfume lingers in the air, and you can still feel their fingers intertwined with yours, making you cry.

[thorn sedge]

When one encounters rejection, life may lose its familiar luster. The mere thought of approaching another is often stifled by a persistent whisper of self-doubt, as if the universe questions your worthiness. The dread of rejection, a formidable specter, casts a shadow over the prospect of opening your heart to love.

You, in your vulnerability, poured your essence into her—your time, your tenderness, your love. Yet, her words, as cold and unfeeling as the biting wind, pierced your heart and sent shivers down your spine. As you now lie in solitude, one haunting question pervades your thoughts: "Am I undeserving of love?"

It feels as if every person you've cherished has eventually slipped away, leaving you alone in the echo of your affections. Yet, in your soul's deepest chambers, you had simply loved with a genuine heart. Now, in the wake of this heartbreak, your once-resilient heart lies shattered, and you're left with a paralyzing fear of ever daring to love again.
(I was rejected today i hope this not happens to you all)

[mystic canyon]

Man, i know what it feels like when you lose someone you love, but anyways, dont think you are undeserving of love, cause love, comes in many forms. We have got a longgg way ahead, who knows when we find our passenger princess... Till then do what you want, enjoy life every bit, some peeps thinking undeserving of love are most deserving of it, and always remember You can only be young once but can always be immature, so live out your life, and time will take care of rest.

[thorn sedge]

Meaningful

[mystic canyon]

CRUSH?

It was the day i saw you
The day i talked to you
Like i have always know you
The day my feelings grew
The day i fell in love
The day i dreamt of our future
The day my friends called me crazy
<--weeks passed by-->
Then came another day
The day i realised
That im not the one
The day i realised
We cannot rewrite the stars
The day i killed my feelings
The day i kissed my love goodbye
The day, it all ended for good......

Then?

Then came another day
Another girl
Another sunshine
The day feelings grew again
The day my friends called me crazy again
And it all happened, once again, that another day.......

Respect your feelings, Respect whom you love, Respect yourself and let the time do its magic ;)

• baingan

[thorn sedge]

Another sunshine
But sometimes we prefer to stay in dark

[mystic canyon]

[delicate umbra]

Tere seh pyaar kiya
Ya khud seh khud Khushi?

Asaman seh sitare jese toot gaye
Tere naam ilawa apna toh sab hee bhull gaye

Samandar jese beh rahi meri shayari
Uc samandar mai lea doobi Teri ashqi

Faslo sath yeh zakham badhte rahe
Tere ilawa lage sab banavati

Teri yaad aye Bina koi raat nhi kaat rahi
Kya yeh Asar Tere zeher ka hai?
Lage sab Jo Mujhe banavati

[thorn sedge]

Last night, she appeared in my dream, filling me with happiness as if we were reunited. I confessed that I missed her so much that I even scratched my skin, wondering if she was truly back or if I was just dreaming. To my surprise, she assured me it wasn't a dream.

We began to talk, and I poured my heart out about how I'd suffered in her absence and how I longed for her. Tears streamed down my face as I shared my feelings. I couldn't help but ask once more if this was just a dream.

We talked some more, and I told her that I felt like a cursed soul, convinced that no one could love me as deeply as she once did. Then, abruptly, I awoke, yearning for a reality where our reunion was more than just a dream.

[mighty whale]

Not Enough Time

Not enough time, it felt too short. We have talked so much but nothing at all.

The time felt shorter, day seems to be rushed, Nights in placidity, mornings are hush hush.

The more felt less, it was just a conversation. All of us get caught up in life with so much conventions.

Through the years I've see how time went by so fast and before I'd turn around, so much time had already gone past.

There never be not enough time for you and me. Leaving less time to for us for what we could've been.

So if I could ask time for both you and me. To spend more time together, the way it was intended, to be!

• Aiman

[stoic flame]

Hi mods,
I have created a telegram channel for poetry and wanted to share the link here..
But want to get your permission before doing anything like this..

[stoic flame]

It's okay if not allowed

[mystic canyon]

@thorn sedge
aaftab ho tum
armaan ho tum
ek naya khayal ho tum
khushi ho tum
ehsaas ho tum
jaisi andheri raat ka chand ho tum

jo bhi ho tum khuda ki kasam
la jawab ho tum.

[thorn sedge]

😲😲mene bas aise hi bola! This is such a grt poem♥️thank you sm✨

[thorn sedge]

लोग कहते है लिखो ऐसा की रूह को छु जाए
पर ये बिना रूह को छूने वाले गीत, राग, और कविताएं क्यों एक अधूरे प्यार की तरह छोड़ दी जाती है।

[thorn sedge]

Hope is the driving force that sustains us. Even on the darkest nights when we doubt our ability to endure, we persevere. We navigate the pain of losing someone we thought we couldn't live without. Though heartaches are excruciating, we find the strength to overcome. Our hope is that, one day, we'll receive the recognition and love we deserve, that our suffering will cease, and we'll heal from the traumas we've endured. Some scars may linger, but we carry them as a testament to our resilience.

[mystic canyon]

Yaad hai mujhe

Her : "kya mai tumhe yaad hu? mujhe bhulna itna asan tha tumhare liye?"

kuch lamhe, kuch pal, kuch yaadein
unka mere zehen me aana hamesha hoga
tere hasne ki awaz, tere hasi ke rang
unka deedaar hamesha hoga

kayi baatein hai jo yaad reh jaati hai
unhe yaad karke mera muskurana aaj bhi hoga
shayad saalon baad mai tumhe yaad rahu ya na rahu
mere zehen me tumhara khayal tabbhi hoga

voh jo baatein karte thae raat bhar
unka aitbaar dil me hamesha hoga
tere saath bitaya aaj bhi lamha yaad hai mujhe
kaise batau tumhe mere dil me naam hamesha tumhara hi hoga...

[chilly seal]

I had nothing to ask,
but be grateful to god,
For letting me have the strength throughout the day,
It was until this words that said,
"You look so tired, unhappy" that Radiohead had to say,
Something that I couldn't realise, when you were almost around,
Maybe this is how you must've felt when you were seeking for a shoulder for your head to be laid,
And now here I am, writing about my past,
How things were and how things could've been,
Trying to figure what you needed hear, that I never could say.
Maybe I was trying to figure out nothing,
But pave a path for myself to runaway,
Till Radiohead had to make me feel more selfish,
And get me asking for something more,
Than letting me just be grateful for the day I spent,
He says, "My final fit, my final belly ache"
Instead of being grateful I whisper to god,
"I want no more strength, I want it all to be final, just as he said."

[reef tiger]

अगर तुम्हारे भोर-शाम में,
घर से बाहर निकलने पर,
तुम्हे हल्की ठंडी हवा का एहसास हो,
जो कार्यालय - विद्यालयों में,
अवकाशों का आगाज़ हो,
तो समझ जाना कि,
दिवाली आ रही है...

अगर रस्ते पर जाते हुए,
ठक-ठक की आवाज़ आ रही हो,
नए रंगों के डब्बों की सुगंध आ रही हो,
जो रेती, ईंट और मिस्त्री आज मोहल्ले में आते थोड़े ज्यादा दिख रहे हों,
तो समझ जाना की दिवाली आ रही है....

अगर कभी की सबसे नई और महत्वपूर्ण वस्तु,
आज तुम्हें रद्दी - लाचार दिखे,
अगर सबसे बड़ा सत्य,
और जीवन का सार लगे,
लेकिन फिर मोल के आते ही,
सारा सत्य -सार बेकार लगे,
तो समझ जाना, दिवाली आ रही है....

अगर घर में सबकी थकावट,
में खुशी, गर्व और प्यार दिखे,
अगर व्यंजनों के बनने की प्रक्रिया ,
देखकर मुंह से लार बहे,
अगर चखने को दिए गए व्यंजनों की,
खाली क्षणों में थाल दिखे,
तो समझ जाना, दिवाली आ रही है...

शाम को घूमने बाहर जो निकलो,
तो निकली है दुनिया सारी लगे,
चकरी, फुलझड़ी, अनार-दाने,
बम लड़ियों से सजी दुकान बढ़िया लगे,
सोने, चांदी, कपड़े, बर्तनों की,
बिक्री धरातल से उड़े,
तो समझ जाना, दिवाली आ रही है...

काजू किश्मिश सोन-पापड़ी,
के डब्बे हर कदम पर मिले,
मिठाई की दुकानों के बाहर,
हो विभिन्न पंडाल लगे,
भाग - दौड़ के बीच कभी जो,
पैसे गिरने का दर्द मिले,
तो समझ जाना, दिवाली आ रही है....

माटी के बने हुए छोटे,
विभिन्न दिए और आकार मिले,
सजावटी सामान देख कर,
सब आपस में आंखें चार करें,
गरीब से अधिकतम छूट माँगकर,
पूरा मूल्य देना हार लगे,
तो समझ जाना, दिवाली आ रही है....

साल भर से दबी हुई इच्छा,
को जो थोड़ा उभार मिले,
सबको अपनी पसंद के उपहार के लिए,
थोड़ा - थोड़ा सा भाग मिले,
किसी की पसंद के उपहार के लिए,
थोड़ा जो उसके लिए भाग बढ़े,
ये प्यार और दुलार महसूस हो,
तो समझ जाना, दिवाली आ रही है...

जलते छोटे दिए दिखें,
घरों के आंगन और दीवारों पर,
दरवाजों की चौखट पे,
व खिड़की दुकानों पर,
झगमग जलती बल्ब - बत्तियाँ,
दिखे खुशहाली के प्रतीक चारों ओर,
तो समझ जाना, दिवाली आ रही है...

अगर भरे हाथों से लौटने की,
दिल में बहुत खुशी रहे,
मन में सभी के लिए सद्भावना, और
त्योहार आने की उमंग रहे
छोटी - छोटी चीजों से भी,
मन में खुशी और आभार खिले,
दुख और अंधेरे में बैठे मन में,
खुशहाली और उजाले के तरफ जाने का विचार उठे,
तो समझ जाना कि दिवाली आ गई है...
-अनमोल श्रीवास्तव

[thorn sedge]

Memories are the vivid colors of our lives, from the joy of childhood triumphs like learning to ride a bike to the ache of first love and its heartbreak. They form an indelible tapestry within our minds, shaping who we are.

These mental archives house the stories of our scars, the architects of our pain, and the healers of our wounds. Each friendship is a cherished thread, recalling the laughter and comfort they brought. Memories stand guard over moments with loved ones, evoking warmth and the sadness of their absence.

For some, memories can be a relentless judge of past actions, while for others, they offer comfort and nourishment. Our scars, seen and unseen, tell the tale of our journey, etched into the stone tablets of our existence.

We all yearn to revisit these memories, simply because we miss them deeply. In philosophy, memories make us wonder if they accurately reflect reality or if they are shaped by our own perspectives.

[mystic canyon]

Chandni raat hai Diwali ki
Roshan hoti dil ki dastaan
Diye jalte hain saath mein
Khushiyan bikherti hai har jahaan

[viscid ibex]

Aaj chamakti hui saaf chandni mujhpar baras rahi thi
Aaj mujhe ek safeyd jhumka dikha
Aaj mujhe uski yaad aai thi
Taras mitane ko uska chehra dekhna pada

Aise toh roz hee aati hai wo mere sapno mein
Aise toh harr baar hee galey lagati hai wo sapno mein
Par aaj maine ek safeyd jhumka dekha tha
Thoda ruka, aur socha toh uspar toh safeyd gulaab sa lagta

Khubsurat toh bohot hai wo
Aur wo binn saware hee mujhe acchi lagti hai
Par abb mai kya bolu
Wo jhumke aur bindi mein kya kamaal lagti hai 🥹

[mystic canyon]

YOU ARE THE HERO

In a spectrum of experiences
rich and bright,
embracing complexities
YOUR story, YOU the hero, setting things right
Forge ahead! with radiant light

People who've faced trials are remarkably strong
Their resilience shines through
no matter how long
Life's challenges will shape the way
Molding strength for hardships any day

You have turned hurt into a force so bright
Still tender, but bolder with each fight
Both gentle and fierce
Like a duality
A unique beauty
Like its your speciality

So stand tall
And always remember
Life is coming from you
Not at you.

[viscid ibex]

Kitaabein mere bistar pad rakhi hain
Chadar par silawato ne ghera kiya hua hai
Kaam kaaj mere table par rakhe ek chote kaagaz mein likhi hui hai
Par mujhme uthne ki himmat kahan hai

Aise log mujhe kehte hain ki tum zyada soti ho aur kuch khaati nahi
Jo kuch bhi hota hai zindagi mein apne azeez logo ko batati nahi
Aur kahe hue waade toh nibhati toh jaan se
Khud se kiye waade jab tuut jaate toh kehti ho ki lakeerein mel khaati nahi

Logo ne suna hai mere dost hain kayi
Aur unn dosto se puchoge kuch toh khahenge wo jaante kuch bhi nahi
Unn dosto ke baare mein mujhe jaankari saari hai wahin
Aur wo jo dost mujhe battamezi se kahte hain unhe kaise lagta hai wo sahi

Abb mere kamre ke parde bhi gande hote jaa rahe hain
Sabhi cheezein yaad kare aakho mein aasu aa rahe hain
Mere paas ke log unki mehnat ke fall paa rahe hain
Aur hum jhuuth ke apne dil ka khuun jala rahe hain

Iss aas mein ki kahin uth khade ho jaaye hum bistar se kisi din
Uth kar saare kaamo kaa bhaar naa lagey, jeene kaa mann kare kisi din
Wo aadhi roti mere thaali mein rakhi ho wo halak se neeche ho paaye kisi din
Aur table pe rakhe chote se kagaz mein kaam kaaj saare khatam ho jaaye, kisi din
-shiv

[thorn sedge]

Ye jo ladki hai, ye jo ishq hai mera,
Ye kya kabhi mera ho nahi sakta?

Ye jo kayaamat baahein hai uski,
Main kabhi unn baahon mein so nahi sakta.

Din dhalta hai, raat hoti hai, mai uske nishaan dhundta hun.
Main khuli aankhon se khwaab bun'ta hun.

Ye jo khwaab hai mera,
Ye khwaab kya poora ho nahi sakta?

Ye jo ladki hai, ye jo ishq hai mera,
Ye kya kabhi mera ho nahi sakta?

Yaaron tum hi kaho usse, tum hi baat karo.
Jo chaand nikalne ko hai abhi, uss chaand ki ab tum raat karo.

Ye jo chaand raaton mein dikhta hai,
Ye aise hi din mein dikh nahi sakta?

Ye jo ladki hai, ye jo ishq hai mera,
Ye kya kabhi mera ho nahi sakta?

[mystic canyon]

UNTIL THE END OF TIME

In the night's soft air
Your laughter dances on a melody rare
With each heartbeat like a verse in a song
Boundless affection both tender and strong

In your embrace
My world finds its grace
A symphony of love
A love story written, "finding home".

So here's my heart, penned in this rhyme
For you, my love, until the end of time

[arctic forge]

TITLED 1
AN ATHLETE, WHATS THE most important thing for him?
Is it fame, inner self satisfaction, or THE MEDAL OR A
TROPHY, sounds weird for the last one right. The World
CHAMPIONS leave back Lacs and lacs of people behind both
deserving and non deserving. Yes deserving too. A MEDAL
is nothing just a piece of metal,right? For all the small
athletes out there a MEDAL can be EVERYTHING. Yes ik
you think its not a big deal or stuff. But you know what?
EVEN IF AN ATHLETE COMES HOME WITH AN
UNDESERVING FREE MEDAL, HE IS APPRECIATED BY
EVERYONE, SAD TRUTH. BUT IF HE GIVES HIS BEST, ALL
BEST AND STILL FAILS TO GET A MEDAL HOME HE IS NOT
TREATED THE WAY HE SHOULD BE. HE IS NOT EVEN
ACKNOWLEDGED OR GIVEN SOME KIND OF EPATHY.
ITS THE BITTER TRUTH AND this is not always about an
athlete.

Could have written it better, wasnt perfect but hope the
message suits you well. AND I THINK THAT
ACKNOWLEDGMENT AND THE 'MEDAL'. YOU SHOULD
GIVE IT TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU DESERVE IT.

'KaDhIs HgNiS'

[thorn sedge]

हर बार बस लिख देता हु नाम तुम्हारा उसके आगे तुम्हारे ख्याल लिखने नही देते।

सुना है दूसरा प्यार हमे उसी से होता है जिसे हम पहले प्यार के किस्से सुना रहे होते है।

जरा बाहर निकलो जनाब
एक शक्स टूटे हुए आईने बेचने आया है।

[thorn sedge]

Hey you! How it feels to sleep everyday peacefully, keeping my secrets with you?
Every little dark secrets, the traumatic experience of my life, every inch of my pain.
Doesn't that suffocate you anymore? Knowing someone is in pain because of you. Doesn't right?
Was I so easily replaceable? Yes maybe
Thought of you being with someone haunts me more.
All those promises, everything that came out was a lie.
Throwing me back in the same pit-which took me years to come back, to see this again?
Staring at the wall, crying my eyes out - putting on the fake smile.
I can go on and write paragraphs about you, but will you read it? NO.
You took away the happiness I created for us.
Took away my love, my secrets- which I never told to anybody. My agony, whatever was mine-you took it with you.
What's left for me? My own tears.

[thorn sedge]

PART WAYS

I sit by the window of the train &
Wondering about you, about your promises.
Promises to marry me, only Love of your life.
I have put on my sad playlist & questioning everything.
Things about you, relate everything about us.
How beautiful it was when I see your sparking eyes lit up when I used to turn on my video.
How excited you used to be when I say those three words.
When you used to ask me to kiss on every inch of your face.
Now I'm crawling on the floor, crying holding my chest.
My heart doesn't beat anymore, it really doesn't.
You knew exactly what I was going through, knew exactly what I hate- still you repeated it.
We were on a path together, but you left before we reached the destination.
You promised me, you made me believe that you won't hurt me like the last one.
You won't let me waste my next 6 yrs like the last one.
You would save me from my miserable suffering.
I trusted the wrong person, even after seeing all the red flags.
Maybe I hate the fact that i relied on you,
Believed you unknowingly that you gonna leave like the rest of them.
You're not different, you're same as them.
I'm the clown here.

[mystic canyon]

No Nut November

When the nut was plentiful,

when the nut was tender

because I'm fasting from the nut,

I go outside to clear my mind

but I see a nut tree,

I see nuts of every kind

And so I being to wonder

if fasting from the nut is a blunder

should I just go crazy?

should I release the thunder?

But oh, no!

I made a bet that I could resist the nut

and I am not about it! (This line might be wrong)

Best believe I'm not paying that five dollars.

A week left in my journey

for the nut I am yearning.

The nut will not bug me,

I'm not a roly poly

I am a man, the nut will not control me.

So December comes blooming,

blooming like a daisy.

Best believe, night of December;

your boy is going crazy.

• Some black dude in a classroom.

[thorn sedge]

In the moments before I departed, you were my universe, the cherished center around which my world revolved. Protecting you, despite my lack of courage, was an instinctive vow I made to myself. Fate, however, wove a different narrative for us, one that led us on divergent paths.

Though time has elapsed since our parting, the tapestry of our shared memories still weaves itself intricately within my heart. Each day, I revisit those moments, feeling the bittersweet ache they bring. Amidst this ache, there's solace in not feeling alone; your pain, somehow, becomes a companion in this journey of remembrance.

Attempting to embrace new beginnings, to find solace in new friendships and ventures, feels like an uphill climb shrouded in the suffocating cloak of guilt. The love you bestowed upon me was boundless, granting my desires, yet the turmoil within my own mind propelled me to leave—a decision I grapple with daily.

Now, here I stand, engulfed in a solitary existence. Attempts at forming connections fall short, for no one loves me quite like you did. It's a haunting truth that casts a shadow over my attempts at moving forward.

I find myself caught in a labyrinth of self-destruction, seeking solace in degradation, clinging to a faint hope of your return or a love as profound as the one you offered. Yet, amidst this turmoil, there's an unspoken plea for healing, for a path that doesn't demand replicating the past but instead leads to a love uniquely its own, capable of mending the fractures within my spirit.

[plucky kite]

Read this one on Ig...

*She asked - You love me na?
I Replied - *
Haar baar tujhe clarification too nhi dunga
Tu meri baaton se samjh lena...

Haar baar tujhe Haan to nhi kahunga
Tu meri shayariyo se samjh lena...

Haar baar tujhe clarification too nhi dunga
Tu meri harkaton se samjh lena...

Haar baar tujhe samjh to nhi sakunga
Tu meri aankhon ko padh lena...

Haar baar tujhe bata to nhi paunga
Kabhi kabhi tu khud mehsoos kar lena...

Aur fir bhi iska jawab naa mile,
To zorr se gale laga kar meri dhadkan sunn lena...

[thorn sedge]

Beparwah hai,hona bhi chahiye
Nazuk hai,hona bhi chahiye
Dard hai,hona bhi chahiye
Aakhir kambhakat dil hai mera,rona bhi chahiyeee

Sha Original✨

[weak elm]

You're far, far away they say
From finding love
You don't have, what it takes
They say
To find true love

But a voice in my ear
Drowns my despair
The one I love is near
The one I love is near

Hey Hey Santa
Merry Christmas to you
Your happy space tells me that it's true
The one I love is near
And it's gonna be the best
Christmas gift from you!

A flute plays

Red veils brighten up the sky
My nerves, my veins and cells do rejoice

Be my rock, be my shelter too
Strong enough to tame this shrew..... x2

The one I love is near
The one I love is you..... x3

Hey Santa merry Christmas to you

The one I love is near
The one I love is you!

[ebon grail]

We, sitting on the seashore with the cozy waves that is touching our feets.

And the sublime Zephyr augmenting the Rhapsody of love, a galore.

Gazing at the shimmering lights and the shooting star, by feeling each other's presence more deeply.

Under the silvery touch of the moonlight, he held me in his arms tightly where i am redolencing the vague fragrance of his body.

Slowly slowly, we are getting close and feeling the confrontation of breathing.

When our nose clashed, i observed a tender smile in his face.

Then, getting more closer with a deep reticence, the magic happened!

• HARLY 🌹

[thorn sedge]

In your eyes, a plea to stay, I recall,
But I walked away, my biggest fall.
Your sweet name lingers, in echoes it stays,
A cherished memory, through time's maze.

Love, I thought, visits only once, it's true,
Years pass by, yet none compare to you.
Seeing you happy with someone new,
Brings joy and pain, a tangled view.

How could the one I cherished deep inside,
Choose another, and in their arms reside?
Moving on feels distant, an uphill dove,
Yet my heart clings to you, my only love.

If only I'd stayed, regrets now define,
For I fear forgiving myself, I'll never find the line.
You, my love, in my heart reside,
A bittersweet journey, my heart can't hide.

[thorn sedge]

3 A.M.

It's 3 am
I'm looking at the walls
Patches on the wall remind me of you.
I don't know if I can do this anymore,
So I went to the roof to look at the stars
Which reminds me of my moonlight
I know I have been troubling myself with all your thoughts
But I'm still in love with those troubles.
I force myself to sleep now and then,
Just to imagine your cute cheeks again 💗
I have this feeling that I will see you again
I always ask this question can't you be the one who stays?
I dreamt of you as my life partner and
Now I'm nowhere close to that dream.
It's quiet & and dark in the room and I'm used to it.
I don't regret you but sometimes I wish I had walked away at the start and left things at "Hello".

[lost sequoia]

Kya har roz jeena hai,
Mar mar ke kyu har waqt ko jeena hai,
Kya har guzre huve zamano ko jeena hai,
Kya har roz jeena hai.

Mujhe duniya ne akhir kitna sambhala,
Phri bhi unki taqiyat pr jeena hai,
Mujhe to bs roro kar jeena hai,
Sare wo apno ke rishte ko jeena hai,
Kya har roz unn maishato pr jeena hai.

Ahle wafao ke jhute inn wado ko dekho,
Mujhe iss farebi khayalon me jeena hai,
Sapno ki baat ab purani hui,
Mujhe ab haqikat ko jeena hai,
Kya har roz jeena hai.

Ajab hai inlogo ki itrato pr,
Ki humnavao ko humare sath jeena hai,
Mujh nalayak ko jhele unko phri bhi jeena hai,
Ha e aaine tujhme to sif kuch darare hai,
Tujhe unn logo ko sawarne aur jeena hai.

Suna hai ye ki nahi hai yaha iman aur khulus ke log,
Kyu dekhe kisi ka iman aur khulus gar unhe mere aur mujhe unke saath jeena hai,
Kyu ye log har baar sath nibhadete hai,
Jab mujhe to bs jane wale ke gum me jeena hai.

Kyu me sharab ke jam masjid me na piyu,
Mujhe khuda ki rhemat pr thoda aur jeena hai,
Gharme aur apno ki mehfilo me kis sharam se jau,
Kab tak "Aabeer" tujhe unn farishto ke naimato pr jeena hai.
Kya mujhe har roz jeena hai.
Kya har roz jeena hai.

[thorn sedge]

Nature's Therapy
The breeze hum’s, as it sweeps the dry leaves away,
Sunlight peeking through the tree patterns on my walkway.
The crunch of leaves beneath my every step, a soothing sound
Nature's balm, healing us all around.

A playful squirrel leaps from tree to tree,
The Joyful dance of branches, what a sight to see!
Orange blossoms spread their sweet perfume,
And Healing vibes spread all over the nature's room.

The tree that listens with no judgment in its core,
Curious ant on my palm, a companion to explore.
The blue sky, crafting art with clouds that roam,
Healing essence, making me feel at safe home.

A bee in quest of honey's nectar gold,
A bird gathering sticks, for its nest to hold.
Cool breeze not just touching skin but soothing the soul,
Nature's beauty, making my broken parts whole.

-Serene

[thorn sedge]

Understanding Love?

I've often wondered, What's this love all about?
I can't help but think of you on my drive throughout.
Arriving in advance, waiting in eager anticipation,
As I see you, butterflies dance in my stomach. What is this delightful sensation?

A warmth surrounds me in your presence near,
And Bliss fills my heart with your words I hear.
Sunkissed honey eyes, a gaze I can't ignore,
Words from you bring life, like a sea to the shore.

Not merely your presence, but the mere thought of you,
Not your looks, but the aura that’s shines through.
Not your height, but the standards you uphold,
And your self-worth triumphs over any glittering gold.

It's not your bike or car, but your resilience to strive,
Not your dressing style, but the lifestyle you vibe.
Not just your words, but your actions that speak,
Your smile is sweet, but so is your ability to feel and weep.

And not your aggression to win, but your patience to withstand,
You're not just who you are, but how you make me feel and understand.
A new life has awakened within me,
Capturing you or love in words? Nah, it's impossible, as how it should be.

-Serene

[deep jackal]

In passing connections, they arrived and departed,
Making us feel special, like moments well started.

We termed them "friends," but it didn't suffice,
Longing for more, seeking love that's precise.

Their texts made our hearts skip a beat,
But their responses left us feeling incomplete.

We gave our all, hoping for something more,
But their indifference left us feeling sore.

Why did we meet if it would end this way?
Leaving us with questions we couldn't convey.

We hold on to hope in every small sign,
But deep down, we know it's time to resign.

Though their texts stir emotions in our mind,
We deserve someone who'll be more than "just a friend" in kind.

So taabir write our poems to heal and grow,
Navigating the texts, letting our true worth show.

The right one will come, our hearts will mend,
Till then, we cherish ourselves, for a love that won't pretend.
-Taabir

[white sierra]

समझने के बाद न समझने का बहाना अच्छा
वो अफ़्साना जिसे अंजाम तक लाना हो नामुमकिन
उसे इक ख़ूब-सूरत मोड़ दे कर छोड़ जना अच्छा

[mystic canyon]

I had all and then most of you
Some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met

Through the whispers of the trees
In the echoes of the past
A journey through time
Where dreams were set
Seeking the shadows where memories are kept

Underneath the moon's soft glow
I wander the paths that only heartbeats know
Through the moments, i'll let me go
Back to the night, thoughts, where our destinies behold

Stars above, witnesses of vows we made
In the constellations, love portrayed
Lost in the echoes, yet not afraid
To relive the magic the night displayed

The night we met, a symphony of desire
Burning embers, a passionate fire
Let the echoes lead, never retire
In the dance of time, let our spirits aspire

I am not the only traveler, it seems
Chasing remnants of enchanting dreams
On this winding road, where moonlight gleams
Take me back, where reality redeems

Oh take me back to the NIGHT WE MET.

• Soumya ;)

*Inspiration from "NIGHT WE MET" by LORD HURON.

[turbid tusk]

Just being heartless is enough to forget ?
Just being in tears is enough to cope up with the pain ?
Just being in some mental place is enough to protect myself ?
Just being high is enough to turn around the events ?
I believed the time plays an important part to dispatch that pain
I believed that time will heal
I believed enough
To surrender myself
Myself in the pit of darkness
Now I don't want nothing
Just a gun to shoot
Shoot down the bird flying in the sky
Just want to hurt
Maybe not if something else than myself
I believed hurting is enough, either myself or something
I believed in many things
But now my beliefs are taking action
I see everything now
I see anything now
And think
If that can cope up with my pain or with my weight.

[sleek quest]

Ik Raaz ki baat btane jo hai
Kuch baat hai, tumse jtane ko hai
Tum katputli
Tumhari putli khoobsurat
Jaise pariyo ki murat me dhaali jo hai...
Meethi si batey
Feeki halatey
Par ek pal esa na ho,
Tumne haar mani jo hai...
Khilkhilahat ka pehra
Chehre pe muskan
Khusiyon ka sehra
Aankho me chamkaan
aur inn aankho me dekho toh dikhta brahmand,
Wo chanchal, wo pyari, maharani jo hai...
Palko me Sagar
Masti ka dagar
Tum raato ka badar
Thandi me chadar
Or tumhare hone se jeevan me khusiyan nyochawar
Bas ye soch yun mere Mann me hairani wo hai...
Behkani jo hai
Tumhare halato se tumko
Mehkani wo hai, zindagi
Rahat ke phulo se unko
Tumhare adhure ko pura
Karne ki meri manmani wo hai
Tum sabse ho achi
Tum sab se ho sachi
Aur aakhir saanchi tumhari har vaanee me hai ✨

[thorn sedge]

It's Okay

It's okay to move on from someone,
And still wonder why they acted so dumb.
It's okay if you think you are over them,
But at the very mention of their name, sadness may stem.

It's okay to still wonder why they made you doubt,
And why they left you feeling inside out.
It's okay to have a moment of glee,
Then remember, they made you feel unworthy.

It's okay to think you've moved along,
Only to remember that their love was a painful song.
Healing doesn't mean all the hurt's in the past,
It means knowing you deserve better at last.

Healing doesn't mean we've reached a bright dawn,
It means accepting they were wrong, they're gone.
Being over them doesn't mean you've forgiven and forgotten,
It means they don't deserve your heart, now enlighten.

Know that healing's path isn't a straight line,
Some days feel like a mountain you've climbed.
And the other days the progress feels halted or a bit slack,
But that's alright, you're still on the right track.

One day you'll say their name without a tear,
Without feeling like you're choking on fear.
I promise, that day will surely come near.

-Serene

[thorn sedge]

22/03/2023
chand ki chandni jese thi wo humare liye

par unke asmaan me hum ek taara bane rehgye

kitna kuch sehgye ishq me, hum awaara bane rehgye

jo aansu the meri aankho me tere jaane ke bad

wo aansu iss kalam ki sihaayi se inn panno pe yun behgye

[mystic canyon]

Kdrama effect: (PART 1 : The beginning of it)

Tujhe dekhu dooor se
Tujhe pyaar karu dooor se
Tere hasne se mai hasu
Tere rone pe mai rou
Kya haal hai yeh mera
Pehle kabhi na hua

Pyaar ke iss mausam me
Haath pakad na chahu tera
Dooor hokar bhi kitne paas ho
Paas hokar bhi mujhse dooor ho
Na samjhu mai iss pyaar ko
Kya haal kar diya hai isne mera

Khena chahu mai tujhse sab
Par khuch keh na pau tere samne
Mann kare tere roop ko niharta rahu
Teri baatein jaise kahani, bas sunta hi rahu

Kaise mai tujhe baat karu
Kaise mai shuruwat karu
Tu hi bata de na......

[thorn sedge]

Maine aaj khul kar dil ki baat ki kisi se,

"Intezzar kiya hain maine uss sakhs ka,
Uss waqt ka joh mera tha.
Intezzar kiya hain maine uss saach ka
Joh na tumne kaha na maine socha tha.
waadein toh bahut kiya the woh aab yaadein ban kar
mujhe roj satati hain.
Teri surat ko kaise bhul jau
Hasi teri abhi bhi yaad aati hain,
woh aakhein bhi tere jaise hi ekk jhuti hai."

Toh usne pucha
"Toh yaadon ki baarat aaj dil ke dewaar par khadi hain. Tutne doge."

Toh maine kaha
"Dil thod kar jaane ke liye betab hain, usse bhi iss karaghar se chutkara chaiye".
"Tutna toh mein roj chatha hoon, par na yeh aakhein na hi yeh dil manti hain".
"Mein toh bheek mangta hoon iss dil se roj, mujhe iss zhakam se durr kar par woh haas kar kheti- Dard toh tujhe tum banati hain".

Toh usne firse pucha
"Kya milega tutne se"

Toh maine kaha,
"Tutne se ekk aazadi milegi, apne app se uss sakhs ki yaad se".
"chutkara degi iss isqh ke naam se, unn baaton se, joh kabhi saach na tha".

Toh usne pucha,
"uss dard ka kya joh asehniya hoga"?

Toh maine haas kar kaha,
"Woh dard hi nahi joh rehna chatha ho, woh jhakham tumne khud ko diya hai.
Pyaar ke naam pe tumne iss dil ko joh dukhaya hai,
Woh Ghar tumne banaya hai, haq sirf tumhara hi hai usse thodne ka,
wapas se Naya Ghar banane ka."

iss bar usne pucha,
"To kuchh Naya bnane k liye purane ka Tut Jana zaruri h."

Maine kaha,
"kuch rishtey aur ghar ki shuruwat tutne ke baad hi banti hain.
agar bikhare hue ghar par banaoge toh woh aur kaamjor ban kar
tumhe hi nuksaan karegi."

Aakhon mein aasu rakh kar usne pucha,
"Tute hue ghr ko sametne ka samay hi na Mile to kya Kiya jaye"

Maine socha aur kaha,
"oh tut gaya hain usse jodh kar koi fyada nahi,
kya kabhi kaach ki glass tutne par tumne jodne ki koshish kari hain
joh bikhara woh judta nahi
aur joh judta hain woh phele jaise retha nhi".

[thorn sedge]

Bohot khoobsurat ho tum.
Itni khoobsurat ki duniya ke sabse jazib, sabse keemati, sabse mehange, sabse sundar shauq ek taraf aur tum dusri.

Ye jo dusri taraf ki duniya hai, jo ki tum ho. Main uss hi ka ek maqami hun.

Kabhi kabhi main tumhe hi mandir samajh, tumhare dar par baitha rehta hun.
Bahar hi se tumse baatein karta hun.

Batata hun tumhe apne din ke baare mein,
Kaise maine aaj phir kisi naye shakhs se, kisi naye ped se, chaand se, taaron se, aasmaani kinaaron se.
Kaise inn sab se tumhare baare mein baat ki.
Kaise maine inhe tumse milaya.

Aksar ye sabhi tumhe jaan kar hairaan ho jaate hain.
Tum mein wo sab khoobiyaan hai jo tumhe bheed se alag banati hai.

Tumhare baare mein jaan kar lagta hai tum iss duniya ki ho hi nahi.

Tumhe jaan kar maalum padta hai ki...

"Tum ab se pehle, sitaron mein bas rahi thi kahin.
Tumhe zameen pe, bulaya gaya hai mere liye."

-Kushagra
(Hello again🙋‍♂️)

[thorn sedge]

IN LOVE

I want to fall in love, again.
I want my heart to beat faster.
I wanna hear her voice and crumble into the ground.
To stare into her eyes and see how deeply we love each other.
Gazing at her beautiful face as her hair falls into her eyes,
When she brushes her hair back, that's the most beautiful sight I will ever see.
Those eyes with kajal on them,
That lip gloss on her lips to my liking,
I want to taste those lips.
I'm pretty sure they taste better than honey.
Making her laugh with my stupid jokes,
Holding hands in public,
Walking with pride, knowing she's by my sider.
Sitting on a bus, peer through the window.
Listening to our song,
while she puts her head on my shoulder,
and I slowly kiss her forehead.
Is it too much to ask to be in love?
Alas! I yearn to fall in love anew.

[lost sequoia]

Chup chap kyu ansu mere behne ki awaz aati nahi,
Raato me nind mujhe aati nahi,
Konse zakhmo pr malhan lagau,
Mere marz ki koi dawa hi aati nahi.

Wo jo gunjte the shirkat o khwab me mere,
Pal bhar bhi ab unki awaz aati nahi,
Me kab itna nasoor hogaya "Aabeer",
Ki kisi ko humari ab yaad bhi aati nahi.

Har roz aftab ko kab nikalta hai tu khuda,
Raat me shams se jab lehre ithlati nahi,
Mujhe itna bhi akela na rakho,
Ki aaino me khudki bhi tasweer nazar aati nahi.

Me hairan tha jab qu e yaar se beder huva,
Ab mujhe ishq ki kahani pasand aati nahi,
Kon the wo jo dil ka sauda karne chale the,
Humko vyapar na seekhao, ye baat tum ko kyu samajh aati nahi.

Waqt ki azmat tu aaj dekh rahi hai,
Yaad humare afsane ki mujhe aati nahi,
Kya rehmat e mohbbat ki baat karu,
Mujhe ab daulat siva koi baat samajh aati nahi.

Bs arso se kuch likh nahi paraha tha,
Duniya kamane me kaam kalam aati nahi,
Kitne shayar hai jo bs shok se likhte hai,
Naadaano ko duniya samajh aati nahi.

[daring vigil]

vishalwaghchaure has been warned

Reason: Bad word usage

[weak elm]

Ramadan Mubarak

[thorn sedge]

Kisi ne kaha, Na kisi ne pucha!
Kya hain tumhare dil ke andar?
Na maine socha, na maine jaana!
Kya hain mere dil ke andar?
Kya majboori hain, Kya sikhayatein hain!
Na tumne pucha, na maine kaha.

[heavy swallow]

Mai nazar tum nazariya
Mai abadi tum duniya
Mai pyaas tum paani
Mai rajya tum rani
Mai kitaab tum kahani
Mai kalam tum syahi
Mai kanth tum vaani
Mai dil tum dillagi

Mai mastishk tum yaad
Mai mehfil tum baat
Mai lalak tum kanak
Mai chahak tum chahat
Mai pair tum aahat
Mai lehar tum bahaav
Mai maikhana tum sharab
Mai ajnabee tum pehchaan
Mai ankahi tum daastan

[full nymph]

TUM...
Meri Mann ki aarzoo ho tum
Meri tanhaai ki dastaan mein tum
Mere dil ke farmaano mein tum
Mere man mein jo base hai unn...
Pyaar ke paimaano mein tum
Meri zindagi ke panahon mein tum
Abh.... jab hum saath nahi .
Tut Gaya hu mein ek hadh se badhkar ... Lekin...
Meri ansuni kahaniyon me tum
Mere aankhon se bahaye har ashq me tum
Mere beete haseen waqt me tum
Maine likhe hue har us..Benaami khat me tum
Bass itna chahta hu ki tum Jahan bhi ho...Thik raho
Iss duniya ki Khushi me abaad raho
Tumhari har Khushi me saath rahu....
Ye Mera wada hai !
Tum hamesha haste raho... Yehi Mera irada hai ..

[trim ginkgo]

@snow ravine

[snow ravine]

Thanks

[snow ravine]

कर रातो को उजागार हर शक्स तेरा खता जनता है,
जो गया सो गया तू क्यो खुदको बुरा मानता है,
भूल पुरानी बातो को लक्ष्य सामने तेरे,
मुश्किले तो आएगी,
खुदको तु खुदा मानता है.

[full nymph]

❣️
Tere hone ka sirf ehsaas kaafi hai
Aee dost...mere liye teri aas kaafi hai..
Tu chaahe toh door rakh khayaal apne
In labon ko dosti ki pyaas kaafi hai...
Andhere bhari zindagi me aayi thi tu
Roshini me mujhe keech laayi thi tu
Bahot khush hu mein tujhe paakar ab
Aur kya chayeye ab....
Mujhe iss dosti ki pyaas kaafi hai ..

[flint siren]

My Art is My worship;
every instant I pray !

Where sheet is the hunter;
and ink is the prey!

I remember, I remember;
There were so many colors on my tray !!

But, Her-sketch of mine; contains 56 shades of gray!

No pressure on her lips! her smile was light!
I know pressure on her shoulders! Still, straight and tight!

A frown on her face She kept it lite !
Her hair emerged dark but,
the future seems bright!

Thousands of wandering expressions!
Though! I captured it in one sight!

But, Where does the Real complexity lies?
It's a maze of questions in her eyes!

Her eyes speak many words!
was ignored by many nerds !!

Only her eyes contain almost 40 shades!
There I used 5 pencils of different grades!

Did she realize what it was?
How precise even thought it was!

Although she praised the upper beauty!
but, never analyzed what it was!

[full nymph]

Tujhse jitne bhi shikwe the sab bhula die
Tere die hue gham ..Dil ke kisi kone me chupa die
Kyun hi itne khat likhe hai tere naam pe aakhir
Ek roz zindagi tere naam karke sab khat jala die

[thorn sedge]

The weight of the world, a wearying cloak,
Hangs heavy upon my spirit's oak.
The vibrant hues of life, once bright and bold,
Fade to a canvas painted gray and old.

Laughter's melody, a distant chime,
Lost in the echo of relentless time.
Hope's flickering ember, struggles to ignite,
In the vast darkness of this endless night.

The sun, a stranger, peeks through veils of rain,
My heart, a barren field, where dreams have lain.
The joyous chorus of the birds in flight,
Mocks the silence that engulfs my inner light.

Yet, life persists, a relentless tide,
Washing over, where dreams have died.
The world spins on, a vibrant, ceaseless dance,
While I stand frozen, in a mournful trance.

Perhaps a teardrop, a cleansing rain,
Will wash away this soul-encompassing pain.
Perhaps a sunrise, breaking through the gloom,
Will rekindle hope, and chase away the tomb.

For life, though harsh, holds beauty yet unseen,
A whispered promise, on the meadows green.
And though I stumble, lost within the fog,
I yearn to rise, and greet the morning's song.

[snow ravine]

Feels like yesterday, when I called you mine,
you called me yours .
But when I look at these tangled tales,
are you even affected by my cause?
I roam confused in this world of love and care,
Where I'd sacrifice all for 'us' and you could walk off without shedding a tear.
You say, I matter , but until when?
As long as my devotion lasts or your interest bends??
Is my care too much ? Or is it mundane to you?
My love is so abundant that you think I have no schedules.
Oh my love, you say you care ,
Responding to my letters, is that such a dare?
Never begged for riches or jwells Begged for your love's hell.
I know you've been hurt before,
But can't you see, my love is pure .
No more words and no more praises ,
All I write my words and clauses.
All for you and for you forever,
Just don't leave me , never. Just want to spend nights with you under a tree ,
Forever to the moon and Saturn...

[thorn sedge]

Q) Define Happiness?

One day you'll see, and it will be clear,
Happiness wasn't found in your relationship or career.
Nor in walking paths that others drew,
But in being AUTHENTICALLY YOU.

It's always about discovery, and hope that springs,
Listen to your heart, whatever it sings,
Be kind to yourself, that's the key,
Embrace the person you grow to be.

Someday you'll realize, happiness is in being with you,
Neither in others' hands, nor in the world's view.
Within yourself, its roots do lay,
No external measure can make happiness stay.

Always remember, this simple cue,
Happiness, dear friend, was always about you.

-Serene

[cursive oxide]

"Life" is a kaleidoscope of experiences, each fragment contributing to the vibrant mosaic of our existence,
From the tender embrace of a loved one to the solitary reflection beneath a starlit sky, every moment carries its own significance,
We navigate through the ebbs and flows, weaving through the tapestry of time with resilience and grace
Challenges may arise like tempestuous waves, but within each trial lies an opportunity for growth;
As we journey through the labyrinth of life,
Let us cherish the beauty in simplicity, find solace in connection, and embrace the unknown with unwavering courage,
For in the symphony of existence, every note, every pause, and every crescendo forms the melody of our being......

[true cradle]

Walking down this empty road
Feeling like I'm in a dream
Every step I take feels slow
Wondering what it all means

Lost in this world, don't know where to turn
Trying to find my way, but the fire won't burn
All alone in this endless night
Hoping for a sign, to show me the light

I see the stars up in the sky
Guiding me towards a new day
Trying to leave the past behind
Hopeful for a brighter way.

[cursive oxide]

Why goodness is so unreal these days?
Why is it so difficult for people to be nice to someone, to be kind?
People get in fire of ego and burn others with them.
Kindness is rare.
No doubt that it is there but it's rare.
The ones who need it hardly get of any. People crave love, affection and they just don't get it even though it takes all of them to get one ounce of it & somewhere people are drowning with love yet choose the Unsee the worth of it, Choose to ignore all of it.
Every human being is bound to happiness in some or the other way. Some find happiness in money, some in love, some in family, some through achievements, and some through none but a peaceful life.
Everything costs peace of your mind and Soul of your heart. Craving for disappearance of this heart aching suffer makes us go crazy. Seeking validation from others makes us forget who we are.
Without realising our own worth rather our own true nature, we keep fighting for someone's validation of who we are.
Why don't we change it the other way round?

[cursive oxide]

At a point where you feel so uneasy like nothing can save you from this darkness.
Rather you have mastered it so well that no one could sense it. There is no escape, right?
So, instead of being Clueless or waiting for God to bless us, let's bless ourselves with the good deed.
Be there for yourself & trust me, that always MATTERS.
When you know how to summon yourself up. you can conquer the world on your own terms. It sounds amazing right?
Now imagine what if it truly happens? Few little steps & you'll be able to breathe.
I won't say that you'll be okay for sure but you'll be comfortable with the fact that you are not.
Mind twister? Okay, let's spill it.

[snow ravine]

Let me take a picture and reveal to you,
Slowly and softly,
Your hidden nature,
Show me your secret desires,
Let me project them on reel,
Uncanny emotions,
That you always struggle to feel.

Is there something missing?
I'm checking still,
There's a you I want to capture,
The one that's never been seen before,
I want to frame that portrait,
Till it becomes rare and sought-after,
I'll hold a piece of you,
In a special place of mine.

You seem to be saying, 'There are galaxies swimming inside my gaze.'
So show me who you really are inside,
I'm curious to see you unravel.
Thus I should take a picture,
It lasts longer.

[full nymph]

YAAD HAI MUJHE
kuch lamhe, kuch pal, kuch yaadein
unka mere zehen me aana hamesha hoga
tere hasne ki awaz, tere hasi ke rang
unka deedaar hamesha hoga.

kayi baatein hai jo yaad reh jaati hai
unhe yaad karke mera muskurana aaj bhi hoga
shayad saalon baad mai tumhe yaad rahu ya na rahu
mere zehen me tumhara khayal tabbhi bhi hoga

voh jo baatein karte thae raat bhar
unka aitbaar dil me hamesha hoga
tere saath bitaya aaj bhi lamha yaad hai mujhe
kaise batau tumhe mere dil me naam hamesha tumhara hi hoga....

[short mountain]

Am sorry,Because

Am the lamp you always Seek
Whenever you need my light!
Am The one You stand with
Only when the darkness filled your sight!

Am the one you look at
Only when you wants to glow!
Am the one you always use
For whatever I have!

I gave you the light whenever you needed it, To Brighten your path and pull away your fear!

“Remember! am Just a Lamp”

“Uhmm what did I got back?”

Blame and scorn, for being too near!

I was blamed for the heat that hurts you,
But u never realise its because of the
Light I gave you!

You complain that am being too tall than you , without knowing that it is to give you every light i have!

I had tons of questions to ask,
but couldn’t!

I don’t know How it goes,
But now I know that you are not the one that I gonna owe!
Where did you went,
When the sun raise?
Why did you forgot me,
When the Moon comes out?

You know me only when you need a company?
Oh Man! Look at this Irony!!

Have you ever worried,
Whom gonna hold a umbrella for me if it rains?
Have you ever worried,
Whom would wipe my sweat away
If it Hot?
I wish that would be the one,
Whom I always expected to!
I wish that would be the one,
Whom I always give all myself to!
I wish that would be the one,
Whom I never tired of losing all my energy to!
But you didn’t cared!!!
“Remember! am just a Lamp”

Why There is none to stand with me
“just for me”?
Why There is none to stay For me
“just for me”?
There is none to look at me
“just for me”?
Why???
I mean WHY??
You know, that brokes me into millions of pieces!

And Also I even question to my ownself,

You lament you Pain because of my heat
But forgot even the lamp needs energy to shine!
Like a switch that must be turned on
Or a fuel that keep me, The lamp alive!
I wonder if you forgot or simply didn’t cared that every light needs something in return!
But I would never let even the single broken piece of mine to fall,
Instead I would always give you the light to your darkness and let you shine even more tall!

Because Thats what I am!
The Lamp!
But now I feel
Am Just a Useless creature!
Because
Am Just a Lamp whom could
only “Give”
Couldn’t “Get”!

[thorn sedge]

आखिर मैं हु तो बस एक जलता हुआ लैंप ही!!!

[stoic horizon]

Kiski ashqi kiske naam likh di ,
Aye khuda, tune uljhane tamaam likh di

Hatheli ki lakeero mei jiska naam likha hai,
Uske zehno-armaan mei ye kis ki shaan likh di

 ~Ankit

[short mountain]

No cameras can capture you the way my mind does No mirror can reflect your features like my heart does Even the most clear water can't show you the real you But oh love, look at my eyes You'll see the purest version of you
Love,
When you are unsure Take my mind The best versions of you captured there will help you Times when you question yourself Take my heart And all the hidden answers will reach to you When you can't see the good Take my eyes And look at yourself Because in my eyes nothing is better than you
-jalaj

[lilac yoke]

Apni diary ka hissa bnaya tha jisse
wo mujhe sirf ek yaad bnna kar chhod gya..!!

[stoic horizon]

Aakho ko ashqq bhigaane lage the ,
Vo humko itna yaad aane lage the ,

Gairo se unka raabta badhne laga,
Or humse vo door jaane lage the ,

Kya ye munkin hai ke waqt laut ke aaye ,
Vo aaye mere paas , or duniya chor kr aaye ,

In khayalo se to zehan ubharta nahi mera,
Aag se hum pyaas bujhane ki aas lgane lage the

~Ankit

[novel swift]

Kya baat ho gyi h
Ab tum bhi mujhe bhoola dogi kya
Kya kasoor tha mera
Tumse dil laga liya toh
Asi saza dogi kya

[lost sequoia]

Chand,
Koi eid bnata hai dekh kar tujhe,
Kisi ke diid se koi bulata hai tujhe,
Najane kitne shayaro ne kitab kiya,
Koi shams, chand ya mah pukarta hai tujhe.

Har mohobbat ka tu shahid hai,
Har sitaro ka tu rahib hai,
Dekh kar tujhe sard raato me,
Sab ashiqo ka tu ashir hai.

Konse pal aur raato ki baat karu,
Me konsi sadak ya kinare ki baat karu,
Tune dekha hai chand e falak,
Me tujhse kya puri wo adhuri kahani ki baat karu.

Ozhal wo sare ashiyana yaad karta hoon,
Tujhe poora dekh kar wo zamane yaad karta hoon,
Kasme khate the wo teri,
Jaan kr ki badal jayga tu bhi,
Me unki kasmo ka aitebar yaad karta hoon

Raato me sath chalne wale,
Din me bhi nahi dikhte,
Wo chand se hume molne wale,
Eid me bhi nahi dikhte,
Koi dukan to btado wafadari ki,
Ya eksurat ke chand koi bazar me nahi bikte.

[thorn sedge]

I close my eyes, i see you.
I close my eyes, i pray for you.
I close my eyes, i dream about you.
I see us together, i imagine ourselves kissing each other.
I wanna call you mine rather than calling you by your name.
I close my eyes, i can feel hugging you.
I feel the need of yours, i need the touch of you.
I hope I'm enough for you.
I hope I'm the soulmate you were searching for.
I close my eyes, i see us holding each other hands walking on the beach.
When i look into your eyes, I can see we are meant to be together.
I can see the future with you my love.
I close my eyes, i can see kissing your lips.
I care for you, whenever i look into your eyes it tells me a story.
A story which only I can see, the story which cannot be described, which cannot be defined. A story which is in me.
Staying true to you that's all i do. You're my baby, my love, my secrets, my world.
I wanna be yours, i wanna be in your arms.
The girl who made me feel special about me, the thoughts of us being together make me go crazy.
The love your curvy body.
I love how you move, i love you so much, i love how you sleep.
I wanna take all your pain, i wanna sing for you so long until i take away all your pain.
I just wanna be yours.
I wanna touch your soul.
I close my eyes, i see us together marrying to each other.
I can see a ocean of waves in your eyes, the eyeliner makes it more beautiful.
I hope I'm enough for you.
I wanna spend 1000 yrs with you, i wanna sing to you everyday until you sleep.
I wanna be in your dreams,in your head, in you.
I love you so much that i can't even describe.
You're mine, my other soul, my Charu and my partner.
Gosh you're so preety, i will take out my eyes and give to you so that you can see how i look at you through my eyes.

[daring vigil]

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Reason: Capital letters

[thorn sedge]

Wrote all this fir bhi kat gaya bc🤣 🤣

[daring vigil]

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Reason: Too many spoiler tags

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Reason: Too many spoiler tags

[thorn sedge]

I just wanna lay down on your lap and all pain will vanish.
You take my world to a different level baby, you're living in my head.
I wanna take all your pain and run away so that u can sleep peacefully everyday.
I want to stare at you, i wanna spend my days in your arms.
I want to be next to you baby and say how much you meant to me
I know I'm not the perfect guy, but I'm giving everything i have baby.
When you sleep, I'm here for you still wondering how someone can be this pretty while sleeping.
The way you make me feel, the strong belief which you give me make me fight against the whole world.
I can praise you without stopping baby, all the strings in the guitar makes a tune in my heart which i cannot express it out.
The amount of love, as days go by the more I fall you. Gosh, make me go breathless when you say I'm in love with you.
I will show you how much meant to me. I will prove it through my actions.
I love you so much.
The much word don't even justify the amount of love i have for you.
Still I'm gonna say I love you more. More doesn't justify it too, but yes my soulmate, my baby girl. I love you a lot.
I really do.
I close my eyes, i see you.
I open my eyes, i still see you.
There always music plays in my head, in which we're dancing together.
I just want you to be happy, your happiness make me happy n love you more.
I close my eyes, i remember the voice.
You're MINE. Only MINE.
I wanna say this again n again.
Baby i love you so much ❤.

Chutiya the mein BC

[thorn sedge]

Having lost my moon
Seeing earth's one feels like a boon,
It reminds me of your radiance
Which is greater than those from a million suns.

Brighter than the moon you glow
Our time together didn't pass slow,
And darkness you spread in my life
As the sun and moon on an eclipse strife.

To be overshadowed by your moonlight I wished
And it was a pleasure to have been kissed,
Although that is no longer possible
To love you forever I am able.

[quartz badger]

In the silence of night, a heart's lament,
Echoes of memories, now sorrow's descent.
In shadows we danced, under stars above,
Yet love's fading light, now whispers of love.

Promises shattered, like glass on the floor,
Pieces of dreams, we can't piece anymore.
Each tear that falls, a tale left untold,
In the book of our love, pages now cold.

The sun rises again, on paths anew,
But scars of the heart, still ache for you.
Through the pain we find, a strength to start,
Healing the wounds, piece by piece, heart to heart.

Though love may have ended, its echoes remain,
Lessons learned in loss, not all is in vain.
For from the ashes, new beginnings rise,
In the journey of healing, love never dies.

[thorn sedge]

Love is a beautiful thing,
but the blinding lights of love can also come with lies.
I'm not scared of falling in love,
but I'm scared of being lied to.

Love is memorable,
but the horrible memories can creep me out at night.
I'm not scared of falling in love,
but I'm scared of haunting memories.

Love is a bond of trust,
but the images of treachery morphing in my head scare me to death.
I'm not scared of falling in love,
but I'm scared of betrayal.

Love is mellifluous,
yet it subsists with obnoxious bitterness.
I'm not scared of falling in love,
but I'm scared of its acridity.

Love is ineffable,
yet I can describe it as "fear".
I'm not scared of falling in love,
but I'm scared of losing it
again.

~Srishty

[snow ravine]

मैं शायद दिखु ना कूछे में
तुम्हारी गलियां सूनी होंगी
मैं आना तो चाहता हूँ
लेकिन मर्जी इश्क की होगी

मैने अक्सर किस्मत के ताबादले ठुकराये हैं,
लेकिन शायद आज तुम्हारे अल्फ़ाज़ बड़े हैं
छोड़ के चला तो जाउ लेकिन फिर वापस आऊंगा,
शक्श ऐसा हूं जिसके साथ शाय ना उसके साथ अश्क बड़े हैं

तुमने तो कह दिया कि चले जाओ मुझे फर्क नहीं ,
सोचा एक बार ज्यादा दर्द मौत में है या तुम्हारे आँचल से दूर
मेरी औकात नहीं तुम्हारी बातों के ख़िलाफ़ ,
मेरी बुझाहत जल गई बिन कटदे वो नूर..

[novel swift]

आज ये जो नाम इतने खास है
काम के साथ ये भी ढूंढ़ले पड़ जायेंगे
और बीतते वक्त के साथ तुम इन्हे भी भूला जाओगे

[frosty coyote]

In the depths of solitude, where silence reigns supreme, I'm adrift in the currents of my own turbulent stream.

Amidst the echoes of my past, I search for meaning, Yearning for a glimpse of clarity in the chaos, intervening.
-Yashraj

[thorn sedge]

Your thought again crossed my mind,
My heart went on a rewind.....
When I used to crave your eyes meeting mine,
When your slightest touch made my heart chime,
When my words couldn't express
How much you meant to me ,
When you were the only one
Whose wife I dreamt to be,
When my jealousy spiked
Seeing others getting the attention I yearned for,
Despite you not looking at me
You were the only one I was concerned for,
When I was glad to see you were happy,
And sad to accept the reason wasn't me.

~Srishty

Remembering those good times when a mere eye contact would create a whole damn zoo in my tummy , the slightest touch sent chills down my spine. These are the moments worth cherishing , every time I think of this beautiful time it just brings a soft smile on my face 💕.

[short mountain]

Boys never cry do they?

but that day i cried for her

i cried because she loved me just the way i did

cried because she told me that she never loved me

cried because she said nobody understood her the way i did

cried because she said that was all a lie

and

cried because despite you made me cry by hurting me

you were hospitalized and i couldnt ask you how you were

and you know when boys really cry?

and they really care and i cared about you

i cared if you skipped your meal

i strangely cared how transition from good morning to good morning my love was that big of a deal for me

that made me smile throughout the day

but now you see was all a lie

i just dont know why like how did you look at me that way

it felt like those eyes said thing which you never could say

it was beautiful, magical

but after all it was all a lie

                                             ~Jalaj

[novel swift]

Kis bah haya se duur jana chahte ho tum
Woh badnaseeb h jisse ruthe ho tum
Mat kehna Mujhse
Mat kehna mujhse ki koi galti hui h
Or Woh kabil-e-nafrat or koi nahi
M hi hu

[frosty coyote]

“Wo ladka..”

Uski aankhon mein ab vahee chamak nahin,
Jo kabhee sapanon ke peechhe bhaagthee the.
Woh ladka jo kabhee khud se baatein karata tha,
ab khaamoshee ko apna saathee bana chuka.
Wo ladka ab baal nahi savaarata.

Uski kadamon kee aahat mein ab vo ravaanee nahin,
jo kabhee nayi raahon par chalane kee jid karatee thee.
wo ladaka jo kabhee raahon ka raahee tha,
ab apanee hee duniya mein kho gaya hai.
Wo ladka ab baal nahi savaarata .

Uski hansee mein ab vo baat nahin,
jo kabhee dilon ko chhoo jaaya karati thee.
Wo ladaka jo kabhee har dil azeez tha,
ab apane hee gam mein tanha hai.
Wo ladaka ab baal nahi savaarata.

Sahee-galat, sach-jhooth, vaastavikata aur kalpana,
in sabase koson door bas chupachaap rahata
baithe-baithe apane andar ke toofaan ko,
kisee se na kahata, na bayaan karata hai.
Ab vo na kabhee aasamaan dekhata hai, na zameen,
Na kisee ko dekhana chaahata.
Wo ladka ab baal nahi savaarata .

Uski baaton mein ab vo shokhee nahin,
jo kabhee har mehfil kee jaan hua karatee thee.
Wo ladka jo kabhee shabdon ka jaadoogar tha,
ab khaamoshee ke saaye mein chhup gaya hai.
Wo ladka ab apne baal savaarana bhul gaya hai.

~Yashraj

[thorn sedge]

Every time you think of roses, you think of the 'symbol of love', you think of its enticing fragrance and sometimes, also about its prickly thorns

What about dead roses?

Roses either die out of love or out of hatred.

Roses that die out of love are kept in books, journals and diaries because they mark the beginning of a new life where two souls are intertwined.

While the roses that die out of hatred aren't kept in books or diaries, they are etched in the sheets of history as the initiation of the burning rage of revenge from hatred.

~Srishty

[cerulean breach]

You're half my soul
You're the peace my heart seeks
You're the calm that my chaos adores
You're the heal to all my hurt
And the water to all that's burnt
in the grand scheme of things,
There is no you and me
There's only us.
Us metamorhphosed into a beautiful rock
With golden and blue hues
You're so deeply embedded into my heart
that only death do us part
And even if there's an after
You'll still find me by your side
For you're half my soul.
i often wonder, what life would be
If I hadn't found you
and then I can't help but think about
The darkness that I'd reside
for you're the light that helped me find my way
If i were a lost ship, you'd be the lighthouse
If not for you, I'd cease to exist
It is frustrating how I cannot express
How dear you are to me
How if I could, I'd keep you in the pocket of my shirt
The closest to my heart, but then
You're my heart, you're my soul
You're me and I'm you.

• salil ❤️

[thorn sedge]

जो अधूरी रह गई, वो बात हूं मैं,
जो पढ़ी ना गई, वो किताब हूं मैं,
जो मुरझा गया, वो गुलाब हूं मैं ,
जो तड़पा गया, वो आशिक़ बेताब हूं मैं,
जो किसी का ना हो सका, वो कहानी नायाब हूं मैं,
और जो हक़ीक़त ना बन सका, एक ऐसा ख्वाब हूं मैं ।

~ Srishty

This one is for all the doubts which were never solved , all the misunderstandings which were never confronted. He had a story ,she had a story but this is the story somewhere between their stories which was never heard . Both of them expected this story from each other but nobody could turn it to reality.
This is the story that signifies dead love just like dead roses, when taken for granted. This is the story which tortured both of them just like a one sided lover.
This is the story, everyone wants to hear but nobody is courageous enough to explain.

[reef tiger]

tum aaogi mere saath?
le chalunga tumko har us gali mein,
jaha maine waqt guzaara hai,
jin galiyo ki naaliyo se vicky aur cosco ki hari-kaali gendein uthaayi h,
jin maidaano mei khulkar jee khol kar saans lena, daudna seekhaa,
jin deewaaro pe 2-4 run ke liye gendo k itne nishaan banaye, ki dhabbo ke beech rang dikhne lage,
jin galiyo mein unka rehna hua karta tha, jinka khayaal humare mann ko bhaya karta tha,
jin cement ke raasto pe one-tip one-hand out khela,
jin gharo se aayi paani ki botalo ko saikdo bhaar humne khaali kiya,
jin dukaano ke saamne khade garmi mein chuski khaayi,
jin gharo mein gayi gendein aur chidiya kabhi wapas nahi aayi...
main nahi jaanta hu ki bachpan ka safar tumhaare liye maayne rakhega ya nahi,
lekin main bass yeh janta hu ki jab maine tumse wada kiya tha ki tumhe har rooh aur soch ke shabd ka arth bataunga,
mera atlab shuruaat ka yaha se thaa
toh ab batao, tum aaogi mere saath?

[frail whale]

Humne bhi jaanli jannat ki haqiqat, ae ghalib tera khayal achha tha

Zakhm gulistan khojne se milte hai, kal tak uska haal achha tha

Tere aane ki khushi bhot hai, lekin tere pehle ka malaal achha tha

Jawabon ki aag se jo jalta hai, mere sawalaon ka makaan achha tha

Safar mein ab pehchaan khalti hai, tujhse pehle tu anjaan achha tha

Marham lagane se dukhta hai, mere ghamo ka nishaan achha tha

Tere Noor se ujad Gaye hai, hasta Mera sapno ka bagaan achha tha

[thorn sedge]

Inner child!!!

How do I find myself?
To know, who am I?
What I like, whom I love?
How do I make my inner child happy?

People compliment me saying
I make their inner child happy,
But what about me?
How do I forget about this cruel world?

On whose shoulders should I cry?
Where do I find my peace?
In a world so cold and harsh,
Where do I seek release?

I search for answers in the dark,
Hoping for a guiding light,
But all I find are shadows,
That deepen with the night.

In the end, I stand alone,
With questions still in hand,
My inner child left yearning,
In a world I can't withstand.

[thorn sedge]

Raat bhar jaag kar bhi
Na mila sukun
Vo sukun bhari need
Uske saath chli gayi....

[short mountain]

क्षमा शोभती उस भुजंग को जिसके पास गरल हो, उसको क्या जो दंतहीन विषरहित, विनीत, सरल हो।
~ not written by me but i like it

[thorn sedge]

लोग कहते हैं,
तस्वीरों में यादें बसी हैं,
नहीं,
यादें तो उन जगहों में बसी हैं,
जहाँ अब जाया नहीं करते,
उन लोगों में,
जिन्हे अब पाया नहीं करते,
उस खुशबू में,
जिसकी अब महक नहीं आती,
और उन चीजों में,
जो अब हमे रिझाया नहीं करते।

~Srishty

In this age of capturing moments through photographs, we often overlook the true essence of memories. Remember those places you used to visit as a child, like your favourite park or the cosy corner shop? You may not frequent those spots anymore, but they are etched in your heart. And what about the people who brought so much joy to your life? From the kind shopkeeper who always slipped an extra treat into your bag to your grandma who secretly slipped you some pocket money, those moments are cherished forever. Let's not forget the delightful scents that filled our childhood, like the fresh smell of rain signaling a day off from school, or the tantalizing aroma of our favourite childhood treats. And who could overlook those simple yet precious things that brought us so much joy, like our beloved toys and games? While photos capture moments, these cherished memories will always hold a special place in our hearts.

[frail whale]

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[frail whale]

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[short mountain]

Life is a series of contradictions. We seek freedom, yet we bind ourselves with responsibilities. We desire peace, but our minds are constantly at war with our thoughts. We crave connection, yet we build walls around our hearts.True wisdom comes from embracing these contradictions. We must learn to find solace in solitude while cherishing the warmth of companionship. We need to balance the desire to succeed with the acceptance of failure.People often say they want honesty, but they shy away from the truth. They ask for love, but are afraid to be vulnerable. When someone shows you their true self, believe them the first time. Don't attempt to reshape their reality to fit your desires.You should not have to beg for respect. You should not have to plead for attention. You should not have to ask for loyalty. You should not have to demand understanding.Value those who freely give what you seek. Don't lower your worth to match their indifference. Let go of those who hold you back, and open the door wide for those who wish to leave. In their absence, you will find the space to welcome those who truly belong in your life.Remember, true connections do not require force. They flow naturally, like a river carving its path through the land. Let life carry you where you are meant to be, and trust that those who are meant to stay will find their way to you.

[thorn sedge]

A Broken Piece

I’m that glass that’s shattered into a thousand bits,
Through life, I want to stay as broken as it fits.
Those fragments of me, available to others,
Yet I long to be somebody’s lover.

I just wanna be somebody’s someone,
To be called their own, remembered by one.
I just wanna be somebody to someone,
For someone to call me theirs, bar none.

I’m scared, so sacred, one piece won’t suffice,
They'll replace me, not thinking twice.
Perhaps that piece will leave a scar,
I just wanna heal, near and far.

All my tears and pain, they might cause a hole,
Again, I won’t be enough, won't fill the role.
This repeats, like a cycle of strife,
This suffering, forever in life.

The same broken piece, who can’t make it right,
Living in shadows, longing for light.!

[reef tiger]

aise hi ek raat baje kisi se baat karte huye ek essay type kuchh toh likh diyaa

[snow ravine]

But I think
In a world of Radiance of Grace,
Where Elegance Personified sets the pace,
The Enchantress weaves her Glimmering Allure,
With Starlit Charm, so pure and sure.

Divine Splendor in every gaze,
Majestic Beauty in endless praise,
Celestial Elegance in each move,
Goddess of Light, in her groove.

Ethereal Glow lights up the night,
The Lovely Vision, pure delight,
Graceful Harmony fills the air,
The Beauteous Muse, beyond compare.

Luminary of Beauty, shining bright,
Heavenly Delight in every sight,
Dazzling Brilliance in her eyes,
The Seraphic One, from the skies.

Alluring Radiance in her smile,
Charming Enigma, worth the while,
Sublime Essence, pure and true,
A world of beauty, created anew.

In Radiant Enchantment, hearts are won,
Majestic Allure, second to none,
Ethereal Elegance, soft and grand,
Celestial Splendor, hand in hand.

Divine Beauty in every face,
Seraphic Glow, an angel's grace,
Enrapturing Charm in every glance,
Exquisite Grace in every dance.

[snow ravine]

I need help in my recent poem , can someone help?

[naive kernel]

If hindi surely can

मोहब्बत खुदसे करो,
जज़्बातों की क़दर होगी।।
ना कोई हादसे का डर होगा,
ना ज़िल्लत की फ़िकर होगी।।
मासूम सी परछाई मेरी,
सरेआम इश्क़ करती है मुझसे,
करता हूँ आज इक़रार खुदसे,
कही तो मेरी ख़ुशी मुकरर होगी।।

जाम से जाम टकराता मेरा दोस्त,
ये भी फ़िक्रमंद है मेरा।।
एक जाम दोस्ती के नाम,
दोस्ती ही ज़िंदगी की हमसफ़र होगी।।
@my_shayrana

[snow ravine]

It's English brother

[short mountain]

After death, the human brain lives on for 7 minutes to relive its best memories. You'll be my 7 minutes. 💓

For a certain someone

[thorn sedge]

I saw you, when you were smiling at the glowing stars above you, the sky filled with darkness, but the moon was shining bright, just because you had a wish.
A wish to see the stars.
I had a wish too, just a little different one, to see the moon. But now that I realised, I am looking at my moon, glowing bright, filling the brim of darkness in my life.

I saw you, drenched in tears of mist of the clouds, smiling.. hiding your own tears, drops of rain falling from your lashes, recreating the scenery of a waterfall—so dreamy, as if it's out of a fairytale.

I saw you, looking at the woods, inhaling their scent as if it's your own, injecting every bit of its atoms into your veins as if they're the bane of your existence, I never believed it, not until I took you in my arms.
You smelled woods my love, the one you dreamt of.

[snow ravine]

In the realm of dreams, where shadows play,
A world of wonders, where thoughts stray,
With a perspective, beyond reality's scope,
Where dreams float freely, offering hope.

Dreamy words, like childhood's flight,
Painting scenes of pure delight,
Where fantasies dance in the mind's embrace,
And imagination's veil, leaves its trace.

I have something in my mind, you see,
A lover's dance, just for me,
In the realm where dreams take flight,
Where shadows dance into the night.

Yet still, I'll dance in the realm of dreams,
Where reality's touch, but softly gleams,
For there, within that whispered sigh,
Fantasy and longing, forever lie.

[thorn sedge]

As I woke up, I saw the light,
Filling the darkness with delight.
There stood a person, not so different,
quite familiar quite the same.

The sight was out of a childhood's dream,
A fairytale and a happy brim.
As the blurry words moved before us,
The world made a loud fuss.

I saw the waves of white gown,
Tracing dirt of the whole town.
We played the entire night,
Under the moon that shone bright.

As those laces swayed with every pace,
Each revealed a new face.
Some told the truth, some lied.
As the dream faded, my lover died.

[cold hearth]

special thanks to @thorn sedge for the inspiration of this .....

i was smiling at the star , but not above me
it was in front , holding a cup of tea
it was a dark night, while moon was shining
i can see strange fear , your eyes were defining
suddenly i saw you, closing your eyes,
maybe to pray or for a wish to be precise
maybe you are wishing ,for something you meant
maybe for someone ,with whom time you've spent
wtvr it was, i hope youll achieve
i hope you keep smiling , even in the grief

you opened your eyes, full of tears
i tried , but couldn't get through the layers
which were separating us , feels impossible to break
but all i could do was cry with a feeling of rage

then my sight fall, on a giant redwood tree
a sweet scent , and a nest of three
(what a great feeling isn't it )
the mom and dad was feeding their gem
i can see ourselves in the place of them
the feeling was proud and happy to be brief
i hope they stay strong , even in the grief

suddenly all this shatters
found myself laid on the bed
realised it was a dream
all the feeling were dead
i wrote it and hope one day, feelings will be same
but sadly , that day never came
realised reality stole every dream ,
seprates the tree from the leaf
but have to stay strong, even in the grief

(my first poem)

[thorn sedge]

आखिर था तो एक; सपना ही। एक झूठा, सुंदर🎈

[thorn sedge]

लिखते रहना 👍

[naive kernel]

Kabhi Khuli Baanhon Se Tera Swagat Main Karun
Kabhi Band Aankhon Se Tujhe Main Takun
Kabhi Aahista Deedar Ho Tera
Kabhi Bebaat Tujhse Baatein Main Karun
Kya Itna Sa Munasib Hai Iss Jahaan Mein?

[thorn sedge]

यूं ही चलते चलते भूल जाते है।
एक ख्वाब समझ कर
एक आस समझ कर
एक पहली मुलाकात समझ कर भूल जाते है ना....!
पहला प्यार
पहली नज़र
दो पलो के लिए इस दुनिया का थम सा जाना
भूल जाते है ना...!
एक प्यास
एक भूख
एक पाने की चाहत
एक खोने का डर
भूल जाते है ना....!
शायद भूल जाते है ना
शायद भूल जाते है ना

[naive kernel]

दिल इस तरह हवा-ए-मोहब्बत में जल गया
भड़की कहीं न आग न उट्ठा धुआँ कहीं

नज़्म तबातबाई

[snow ravine]

Man too good♥️

[short mountain]

Thanks❤️

[short mountain]

YOU ARE ENOUGH
You are enough even when you are hurting, when your bones feel heavy and your heart is aching. It is ok to feel. It is ok to widen your heart, to move to a place of expansion there is beauty in vulnerability. You are enough even when others make you feel forever "less." Worthiness comes from within, so do not build a home for it inside someone else. You are more than their perceptions. You are more than their words. You are enough even when you make mistakes. Stop punishing yourself for your imperfections, immerse them in compassion and recognize that they are part of who you are it is only with them, that you are whole. Please remember that you are the only person who defines your value so be gentle with yourself, be kind to yourself, love yourself. You are brave, capable and strong. You are thoughtful and empathetic. You are deserving. You are worthy. You are enough so infinitely enough.

[cold hearth]

days and days
i spent alone
nights and night
all by my own
gave you my heart
and now that you're gone
all i left with this
microphone

gave you my soul
and gave you my faith
i tried my best
but got a bit late
you put me in the queue
cuz you were afraid
of him leaving
from your heart's gate
hard escape
its a heartbreak
its the hardest day
to take a break
its heart attack
and hard to take
hard debate
you baited its fake

its for you
this song is for you
now you
love him
and im in the queue
its for you uuu
this song is for uuu
i loved you alot
that noone can do

[thorn sedge]

If only he knew
How deep my love runs
A river without end
An ocean beneath the moon
Forever yearning
Forever his

[cold hearth]

if you ever got to know ,
how much my love runs
how i felt , while leaving my loved ones
how i spent my days , always looking for u
how i think ,that prolly u re missing me too
how i cry when found nobody around
how i laugh at myself when i hear your sound
hallucinating myself on the edge of the Deck
if you ever got to know , just comeback
have everything in life , its only you that i lack
if you ever feel my love , just comeback
just comeback
(😅)

[thorn sedge]

सोचता हु शायरी जैसी तुकबंदी करू
या अनोखे शब्दो से कुछ जटिल सा लिखूं
या फिर भारी भरकम दुख दर्द वेदना से एक करुण पुकार लिखूं

पर कलम तुम्हारे आंखो की तरह साफ और सरल शब्दों पे मर मिटती है।
लिख देती है आसान बोली मैं दिल की बाते
नही बनती शायरी जैसी तुकबंदी
ना बनते जटिल शब्दो के गीत
ना होती दर्द की करुण पुकार
बस होती है यादें और एक सरल अर्थों का अकेलापन
फिर
सोचता हु की शायरी लिखूं.....?

[cold hearth]

❤️❤️❤️

[cold hearth]

dil me tum the
ab bhi tum ho
pr na jaane
kb se gum ho
khayalo me shamil ho hamare
kitne din bus tumhe soch ke guzare
sdko pr har ldki me dikhti ho tum
tbhi to serial killer bnke ho chuka hu gum ❤️❤️

[thorn sedge]

I miss you like a delicate murmur,
A song that won't pass on.
However, here, our spirits withdraw,
Try not to pivot, don't return.

For in the hurt of yearning's craft,
We track down the solidarity to restart.
To treasure minutes, hold them tight,
Then, at that point, bid goodbye to the blurring light.

So turn out well for you, and I'll go mine,
In isolated universes, our hearts weave.
"I miss you," murmured delicate and clear,
Yet, don't return, my dear, don't return.

[short mountain]

I am over her, right? I mean, I told myself that a hundred times, stared at the ceiling all night repeating it like a mantra. But then I see a stupid notification pop up on my phone and my heart skips a beat. Is it her? No, it's just some random ad, but the disappointment stings anyway. Am I over her? I deleted her number, every picture, every stupid song that reminds me of holding her hand. Yet, her laugh echoes in the empty space in my headphones sometimes. It's a cruel trick my mind plays, a phantom sensation that makes me reach for my phone, just to see if maybe, by some miracle, she texted. Am I over her? They say time heals all wounds, but some days the ache in my chest feels raw and fresh. Like a deep bruise that throbs whenever I brush against a memory. It's stupid, really. We haven't spoken in months, and yet, here I am, replaying conversations in my head, wondering what she's doing, if she ever thinks of me. Am I over her The worst part is the hope. That relentless, flickering ember that refuses to die. A tiny, fragile voice that whispers, "Maybe one day..." It's a thought I chase away a thousand times, but it always finds a way back in, a bittersweet ache in the quiet moments. Am I over her? I tell myself I'm focusing on myself, moving on. I'm hanging out with friends, trying new hobbies, forcing a smile on my face. But then a song shuffles on spotify, a song we used to sing together, and suddenly, the world blurs. It's a punch to the gut, a reminder of what I've lost. Am I over her? Maybe "over it" is too clean a cut. Maybe healing is messy, a battlefield of conflicting emotions. Maybe it's okay to not have all the answers, to wobble a bit on the road to getting there. Maybe, just maybe, that's part of letting go too. And maybe, someday, the answer to "am I over her?" won't sting so much

[thorn sedge]

Tumhare Jane ke baad dil kisi se na laga payi
Lakh sheher badle bhi
Ye tumhe na Badal saka
Mene chaha me tumse nafrat Kar lu
Jo kuch bhi dil me hai
Ye sab bhula du
Khair
Aaj ek aur sheher badla hai
Magar ye ek sawal kabhi badla hi nahi
Ye lagav Jo mujhe tumse hai
Tumhe mujhse kyu nahi

Ye lagav hi to hai Jo mujhe tumhe bhulne ni de rha

[snow ravine]

Before the weavers spun the firstborn light, And sculpted stars kissed back the endless night, A legend whispered, soft upon the breeze, Of beauty born from moonlit, ancient trees.

They say a rose, with petals spun from dawn, Bloomed in a garden, ever since withdrawn From mortal sight, a treasure held so dear, A whispered promise, beauty to revere.

And then, you came, a vision unforeseen, A prophecy fulfilled, a vibrant queen. Your eyes, twin pools where starlight softly gleams, A smile that melts the frost of ancient dreams.

Your touch, a whisper from a bygone age, A timeless echo on history's page. Your voice, a serenade the sirens sing, A melody that makes the heavens ring.

No fabled bloom, no myth on poets' tongue, Could hold a candle to the light you've sprung. You are the echo of a whispered vow, Beauty unbound, a legend here and now.

So let the minstrels sing your name in rhyme,
Let artists paint your grace across all time.
For you, my love, defy the fading years,
A timeless beauty, etched in love and tears.

[cold hearth]

another day , another dream
another failure, another scream
another tear running down the face
another dream failed this competitive race
dont know how to share this feeling
or how to hide and cry
feeling like a prey in the jungle
who only can try
feeling like a bird without wings
who never can fly
all the hardwork and dedication
everything was a lie

i wanna leave all this
but dream never dies
it gives hope for success
no matter where it lies
but the point is i failed
maybe talent is what i lack
but i decided to retry
and there's no going back

(ill comeback stronger)

[thorn sedge]

मजबूरी

मजबूरी इंसान को क्या से क्या बना देती है,
मजबूरी इंसान को जीवन के सारे रंग दिखा देती है,
खासकर के सबसे काला रंग,
जब जब मजबूरी दरवाज़े पे दस्तक देती है,
तब तब चाहतो को घर छोड़ना पड़ता है,
मजबूरी और चाहते कभी हाथ नहीं मिला सकते,
क्योंकि,
जहां चाहते पूरी होती हैं वहाँ कोई मजबूरी नहीं होती,
और जहां मजबूरी होती है वहाँ कभी चाहते पूरी नहीं होती,
मजबूरी इंसान से वो सब करवा देती है,
जो उसकी चाहते कभी करना नहीं चाहती|
क्या है मजबूरी?
जेब में रखे सौ रुपयों से पकोड़े खाने का मन तो बहुत करता है,
पर घर में भूखी माँ भी है इसलिए दाल खरीदनी पड़ती है,
ये है मजबूरी,
जब काम से छुट्टी ले के जीवन का आनंद उठाना चाहो,
पर याद आए की पेट के लिए अगले दिन की रोटी भी कमानी है
ये है मजबूरी,
जब दिवाली पे नए कपड़े पहनने का दिल करे,
पर भाई की फीस भी तो देनी है तो मन को बेहला लेना,
ये है मजबूरी,
यूँ तो मजबूरी एक श्राप सा लगता है,
पर मजबूरी इंसान को जीवन जीने की कला सीखा देती है|

~Srishty

Wrote this in one go

[thorn sedge]

मजबूरी... वो शब्द जो सुनते ही मन में एक अजीब सी टीस उभर आती है। मानो जीवन के रंगों पर काली छाया पसर जाए।

[strange tartan]

Tu thi phoolo ki kyaari,
Mai thehra naali ka ganda paani,
Tere mu se nikle jab gaali toh mujhe lage jaise koi kawali,
Tujhse pyaar karke jibaan jali aisi jaise tera pyaar ho chai aur maine chaat li ho pyaali.

[cold hearth]

dream

i lost , and i know so many of u did
but i had a dream when i was a kid
to be a doc and cure deadly disease
to make people smile , with a sense of relief

i was chasing it , whether it is day or night
was getting closer and closer with a feeling of delight
i was winning the race , literally was going to slay
but all that shattered, someone just took it away

i remember that day , my parents were crying
i wanted to cry too, but i was trying
to stop my tears, to show them i m strong
which made them feel better, realising we did nothing wrong

yeah , i didn't cried and now don't even want to
im having strange fear, which i wish never haunt you
i don't wanna sleep agn , now i m afraid of dreams
cuz when i close my eyes , i hear countless screams
of the children who cried for this
of the children who even tried for this
idk how the corrupt ones are alive
while so many innocents beings died for this

but one thing you have to realise
that dream is just a part of life
you have to stay alive in this never ending race
no matter how many difficulties you have to face

yaar jindagi boht badi hai
never lose your hope

• Gamerdash

[snow ravine]

No fabled bloom, no myth on poet's tongue

[cold hearth]

life is a fabled story brother

[thorn sedge]

Fractured Beginnings

Since I was a child, I’ve carried silent wounds,
Enduring pain and the emptiness of neglect.
Even among friends, I faced betrayal and cruelty.
All I ever wanted was a place of peace from the start.
I grew up amidst my parents’ fights and neighbors’ screams,
Witnessing domestic turmoil that shaped my world.
Early experiences turned into lasting traumas,
Sadness accumulating with each passing day.
A dark hand’s unwanted touch stained my innocence,
Leaving a child’s soul wounded by a traumatic breach.
Now I understand the deep impact of that violation,
A silent rage burns, wishing for justice.
Each day left scars, each moment felt like a silent cry.
As a man, I carry this heavy burden,
Afraid to speak out, fearing others would mock my pain.
I endured alone, my suffering hidden from the world.
People talk about being confident and rising above,
But how can I when my skin color brought me so much hurt by others?
I hope for a future where these shadows fade,
Where I can heal and find light in my life.

[thorn sedge]

Likhte rahna💛

[signal token]

In shadows deep, where sorrows lie,
Beneath the calm of the clear blue sky.
Every heart bears a silent pain,
Invisible wounds from life's harsh reign.
Tears that fall, unseen, unheard,
Voices lost in a world absurd.
Struggles hidden behind a smile,
Battles fought mile after mile.
In the quiet of the night,
Suffering finds its silent light.
Whispers of hope in the darkest hours,
Strength emerges like blooming flowers.
For every tear that graces the cheek,
A story of resilience, unique and meek.
Suffering is a shared human thread,
Binding hearts with words unsaid.
Through the pain, a light does gleam,
A reminder to hope, to live, to dream.

Everyone is going through some or the other shit in their life. No one knows what's ahead. Be kind to others and to yourself too. Hope you heal from things you don't speak :))

[short mountain]

The raindrops bring a sense of joy, the mind blooms with delight. In this scorching heat, the cool showers bring a respite, infusing the air with tranquility. For lovers, it's a cherished season, where love stories unfold amidst the gentle pitter-patter of rain. Children sit by their grandmothers, soaking in the pleasure of the rain, playing with the droplets that dance on the ground.

Yet, sometimes I ponder, does the rainy season bring happiness and love for everyone? What about the poor whose roofs leak with every drop? What about those who have no roof at all to shield them? And what about the voiceless creatures who scavenge for scraps, never finding enough to eat? How does that poor laborer tell his children there won't be any food today because the rain kept him from finding work?

Rain, a symbol of joy for many, turns into a harbinger of struggle for others. It reveals a stark contrast between those who revel in its beauty and those who suffer under its weight. The season that brings romance and tales of love to some, brings tales of hardship and survival to others.

Imagine a father huddled under a makeshift shelter, trying to comfort his shivering children with stories of sunny days while the rain seeps through every crack. A mother, with eyes full of worry, trying to find a dry spot to lay her infant down. The animals, their fur soaked, rummaging through mud and debris in search of a morsel.

Rain, in its poetic beauty, writes different stories for different souls. For some, it brings a serene symphony, for others, a relentless reminder of their plight. The droplets that inspire poets to pen down verses of love and longing, also compel the less fortunate to seek shelter and solace.

As we bask in the beauty of the monsoon, let us not forget those who struggle through it. Let us be mindful of the cracked roofs and empty stomachs, of the shivering bodies and hopeless eyes. The season that refreshes the earth and our spirits should also remind us to extend our empathy and aid to those who find in the rain not joy, but a challenge.

Rain is more than just a natural phenomenon; it's a reflection of society’s divide. It's a call to look beyond our own comfort and extend a hand to those for whom every raindrop is a battle. Let's strive to ensure that the symphony of rain becomes a melody of hope and not a dirge of despair for everyone.

[cold hearth]

mera friend circle tight boht , 3 log bas list me
bolna to chahu kaafi , introverted jism hai
mai jindagi se door hoke maut ki talaash me
awaaj to hai andar pr aukaat hi ni isme

mai cheekhta hu andar, aur fir seekhta hu andar
ki koi nhi sunega boht shor is bheed me
mai jitni chahe koshish krlu rokne ki khudko
magar fir bhi ye chillaye saare aryan kaafi speed me
mai door jaara sapno se , mai door jaara apno se
mai door hona chahta sabse fir bhi kyu ye sapno me
vo cheekhte chillate gidgidate wapas aane ko
mai kaise kahu unhe ki majboor apne karmo se

ye duniya to makkar hai pr karma bhi hai sath me
vo qismat ke bharose khte ladna hi nhi hath me
tu ghar baitha bistaro pe kosra samaj
unse pooch jinpe khane ko ni , marna hi haalaat me

mai doobta hi jaara aur toot ta hi jara
sbne maangna hi sikha jaise toot ta mai taara
mana dikkate nhi hai jindagi me meri kam
fir bhi sach pe hi ada koi jhoot nhi failara

aadhe bole deep hai , aadhe bole thik hai
aadhe bole mehnat kr , lyrics thode weak hai
aadhe krre troll bolein you aint in a deep shit
ye karre baatein goat ki pr asliyat me sheep shit

mai chup rhna chahta tha pr kr diya majboor hai
ye duniya saari jhoothi, bas paise ka fitoor hai
saccha insaan yha sar jhuka ke rota
aur galat krne Wale bolien yhi to dastoor hai

[short mountain]

In you, I find a quiet place, A hidden nook, a sweet embrace. Our bond's a secret, calm and cool, You are my cherished latibule

Crush ko bhej do khush ho jayegi 😔👍🏽

[cobalt trail]

Aasman dekha tha aaj mene
Tum Nazar aayi,
Lobo pe mere Muskurahat aai ,
Pucha kisi ne kya hua ,
Mene kaha guzri tabahi Nazar aayi
Meri har pasand me bewafa hi nazar aayi
Mein harf e nafi ya bezaar khud hi
Zamane me ab sab bekaar lagta hai
Rang yeh bewafaai ka batar maut lagta hai

[cold hearth]

aasman humne bhi dekha
ek Sitaara uske naam ka tha
pathar fenk ke todna chaha
pr vo patthar na kisi kaam ka tha
saamne khadi thi vo
dekh kar has pdi vhi
boli axa fenk lete ho
khi Kashmir se to nhi
dil pe lagi chot
kaudi ke bhav dil tol diya
fir ek patthar kheench ke mara
aur hn bol diya

[cobalt trail]

Kash m bhi ounki tarha chain se soo patta.....
Kash m bhi kisi k kandhe pr sir rak roo patta....
Mene tujhko chaha kya ye mri bhul huvi.....
Mere marne ki duao krne wlo ko bhadai do yaaro.....
Ounki dua kabul huvi......

[cold hearth]

ankhe bhari thi hamari
mana tha hum usi ke the
fark itna hum ro rhe the
uske aansu khusi ke the
khair ab dua karti hai maut ki hmari
shayad kal ko puri bhi hojaye
khush hu ki itna sochti hmare khatir
ki kambakht chain ki neend to so jaye

[thorn sedge]

a short story (:

[thorn sedge]

Dedicated to Virat Kohli, who faced an unfortunate turn of luck today:

Once I pushed the cricket ball
out of the boundary line
as if it was a beckoning call
for a cricketer so fine

the strokes flowing like a stream
soon ended with a loud thump
crushing down my childhood dream
as the delivery hit the stump

and I walked down the dugout lane
with abundant tears to shed
marking a short lived innings of pain
and a thousand lying ahead

then I padded up and pulled my socks
in the pursuit of a distant dream
only to hit the hardest rocks
closing in with a harder scream.

[cold hearth]

title - coke-ain-t

twinkle twinkle little star
when i saw you on road, i was driving my thar
saw you with him , got one more scar
i was going to the mart , but ended up in bar

ik , this is going whack
but I.D.K what to write
it's like guess the cake challenge
just don't know what to bite
im writing these lines ,
like it's some coke on my right
true, it is right there
thats why im feeling so delight

although, i love pepsi more,
with some packet of chips
my friend is green mango more
have a beedi in his lips
no, iam not nashedi at all
i only smoke peeps
i should stop, they are crying
as it was going too deep
⚫⚫
😶🙃

[thorn sedge]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤSonnet 1

Suddenly it all disappears in the shade of gloom
all the leaves that rustle and flowers that bloom
the moment your touch slips away from my hand
Like water that flows or falling grains of sand.
The sun no longer during the day shines bright
The moon no longer navigates the night
The wind still flows but does not whisper anymore
And the high tides keep moving away from the shore.
The winters have been even harsher and cold
Warmth and love, the summers no longer behold
Fled far away, the singing sparrows have gone
The pigeons on the roof now coo alone.
Perhaps your sight shall end this rain
and I shall witness beauty again.

*A Shakespearean sonnet is a poetic form that traditionally consists of 14 lines divided into three quatrains (four-line stanzas) followed by a final rhymed couplet (two lines), which follows a specific rhyme scheme (AABBCCDDEEFFGG or ABABCDCDEFEFGG) and metrical pattern

[cold hearth]

when i say kalaa @reef tiger , it doesn't mean its free
now every leaf is leaving , like im a helpless Autumn tree
no its not their fault , the problem is with me
cuz they were sweet as hell, like @thorn sedge

and I won't file #complaints ,now im happy with this @granite oak
all i want is peace, im done with chasing fame
done with being @night lake , done with all the blames
As this never helped to gain , as they never say your name
As this doesn't feel right , except me everyone is right
As i never spotted light (enlightenment), never got a spot light

Now tree is only left with wood
it did everything it could
to save the falling leafs
while crying in the grief

one more thing, ill mention
which is important like breathing
that "your skill sets everything
cuz your skill set is everything"

-gamerdash
{wrote it in one go , so ignore the mistakes (not the whole poetry thou🫣) thanks}

[thorn sedge]

Damn 🫶🏻

[thorn sedge]

The cricket Bat

Pick me up said the cricket bat
standing still on the door mat
his grip ripped and edges torn
but he has seen many a century born

shunning him would not be fair
so I swung the bat through the air
his shoulder made a squeaky growl
maybe I made an unknown foul
he complained of hitting nothing at all
A signal that there is no one to bowl

Yet, I swung it again with resolute grace
Yearning to bring back that familiar chase
With every swing a resounding crack
The bat awakened, no longer to be held back

[cobalt trail]

Staying away from her,
But she's still in my eyes.
Leaving without a trace,
But to die inside.

If perfect people exist,
She’s at the top of the list.
But if perfect people exist,
Then I must’ve been missed.

Heartbeat beats without the heart,
Truth starts lying when we're apart.
No one to hear, no one to speak,
Only me, waiting week after week.

Yes, I'm waiting, but not just for a week,
It’s been more than a year, feeling so weak.
But what can I do in this endless night?
I hold onto hope, searching for light.

In the script of your life, I'm just a fleeting scene, 
You hold the pen, deciding what's seen. 
You can skip my lines, or tear them apart, 
But without you, I'm just a chapter lost in the dark.

I'm just a page, a sentence in your tale, 
You're the storyteller, the one who won't fail. 
You can rewrite the story, create a new start, 
But for me, it's just you, forever in my heart.

In pursuit of gold, I lost my diamond so dear, 
But in seeking diamonds, you reappeared, my dear.

If I'm the light, then you are the source.
If I'm the body, then you are the soul.
If I'm silver, then you are the gold.
If I'm a diamond, then you are Kohinoor.

I ache for you, I yearn for you, my heart's plea,
I love you, I cherish you, eternally......

[spice stone]

I scribble your name wherever I go,
Coz you live in my mind all the time.
I m trying to keep it all alive,
But maybe its dead from your side?

I still think about those summer days,
The time we shared, only you and me,
You give me reasons to believe.
That "You weren't the one who slipped away",
"You weren't the one who walked astray",
"You weren't the one who caused this fray",
But sometimes I falter and sway.

I reached the precipice,
where I could not do it anymore.
But I wish you held my hand for sure.
And now when I try to rise from the floor,
Alone I stay, feeling sore.

I play 'Back to December' when I miss our past,
I play 'Our Song' now, reflecting on the contrast

We don't talk much anymore,
But our eyes tell the stories.
Your smile's sweetness, the way you see,
I wish I could reverse and never let you go free.

I hate listening about your dates,
I hate seeing you on people's beds,
I try to ignore, but I can't resist,
No right to feel down, but inside me it still persists.
Logic fails when it's about you,
Emotions stir, breaking me through.

"You're obsessed with me," you say,
"Maybe," I think, trying not to giving it away,
I act in a different way,
Calm as if it's all okay.

People say it's not "us" between you and me,
But it will always be "we" that I will see.
I hope one day your side I hear,
To make things between us more clear.
But maybe all of it it is just "mindless dreaming",
And maybe it is just "wishful thinking".

[coral minnow]

Agar vo dost hai tumhari
To mohabbat batane se Darna hi theek hai

Dosti gawane se achha
Jeeke yu marna hi theek hai

[stone inlet]

Thanks to the trio Shriyansh chouhan, Samay Raina, and Anish Naik for reigniting my love for chess:

Yo, Shukriya Shriyansh, Samay, aur Anish Naik,
Tumne mujhe dilaya phir se pyaar chess ka,
Har move ek strategy, har game ek kahani,
Chess ke jadoo ne kiya dil ko diwana.

Shriyansh ki stream ne dilya firse koya brilliancy ka jaadu abh opening kar loga strong.
Samay ke streams se hua game ko samajhna easy long,
Anish Naik ki streams ne diya coaching, technique ki hai class,
Har move mein ab hai confidence, har game mein hai bass.

Checkmate ka thrill, har win ka celebration,
Chessboard pe hai ab meri determination,
Inspirational trio, jo sikhate hain passion,
Shukriya unhe, chess mein laaye nayi sensation.

So, thank you Shriyansh, Samay, aur to Anish Naik,
Mere dil mein bhar diya chess ka naya junoon,
Har move, har strategy, ab hai mere paas,
Yeh rap hai unhein, mere chess ke shuruaat ka salute yaar ! !

[thorn sedge]

Officer's guest house

I take a sip from the bottle of brass
walking barefoot on the dewy grass
rolling up my woolen sleeves
to survey the rustling leaves.

However, not all are asleep
I notice something fast and sleek
then look around and beg pardon
from the bushes in the garden
of the officer's guest house
scampered upon by a mouse

Looking all whiskered and furry
seeming to be in some kind of hurry
across the garden sprinting free
encircling the tall Neem tree

In an attempt to appear kinder
I detach a page from the binder
I brought along with the aim to scribble
now left for it to tear and nibble

I patiently sit back on the chair
watching it with utmost care
then realize I have a train to catch
and leave the garden before I attach
my heart to this new little friend
Thus, all of it had to end.

[cobalt trail]

Jo bolre the aapse mohobbat hogyi hai
Vo hi na jane kyu pr kisi aur ke bahoon me nazr agye
Jinhe zindagi guzarni sath me
Vo hi kisi aur ke sath samne aagye
Dil roya andar hi andar nazara dekh ke
Par unko moka dedia ekbar firse
Afsoos vo firse dil se khelte nazar aaye
Aur hum ek aur baar harte nazar aaye
Unse milne ke baad kisi aur se milne ki tamanna nahi thi
Par hamare janab hi dusri jagah muh marte nazar aaye.....

[cold hearth]

muskan to chali gyi , sirf aansu chhode hain
always took L (loss), lgta chess ke hi ghode hain

[cold hearth]

Title-simple rhymes/4th class rhymes

This is all about the simple rhyme
and simp par rhymes
so pls all the simps align and take these lines
muh pe saaro ke pimple nine , and still bataayen
ladki ko, cute lgti ho when your dimple shines

Inactive rhenge saare everytime
and when a girl arrive , ajate bin bataye
din me high hoke bole raat neend na aaye
i wanna make you mine
and now take this hi and be my wife hashtag happy life
damn!!!

this gen gonna dislike this right ?
discord pe bhare pade channel cuum dating site
channel kam aur dating site
more than you think it bhai
more than you need it sigh
mods de kyu inko try
chhod do na simping bhai
chhod do na krna cry
welcome to the simple rhymes
stay here for the basic lines

(4th class rhymes)

sab bhai bole mujhe bro tu underated
Gussa bhara seeene ke ander and I ate it
Karte ye attack with a tactic to win it
Pr fact krte lack so they act it to get it haan
Most hated and still i celebrate it (cause)
Krte unhe hate ye Who actually made it
Peeth piche gaali dete Samne they praise it
Gande water bug
I 'hit' it and
they fainted

so those were some simple rhymes
hope you enjoyed it 🫣

[thorn sedge]

Sonnet II

A pair of ducks paddled in the lake
Leaving ripples behind in its awake
On a bench under the Baniyan’s shade
Scattered by the wind some pages laid
And stealing bananas around the nooks
Sauntered monkeys like a bunch of crooks
Despite the bees that buzzed and moved
And along the breeze the branches grooved
Even the green frogs on the shore
That hopped nearby and furthermore
The flock of gurgling pigeons too
Could not take my eyes away from you
As you patiently read, sitting still
Shy and beautiful as a daffodil.

[thorn sedge]

दिल तड़पता है उसके लिए, प्यार जो सच्चा है,
पर वो चला गया, अब उसका ग़म नहीं।
यादें रह गईं,बाकी रहा मीठा, कड़वा अतीत,
काश लौट पाते वो पल, बदल देते पीछे का वक्त।

पर वक़्त चलता है, मैं ठहरा हुआ हूँ,
दर्द में जकड़ा, हारा हुआ प्यार।
जानता हूँ भूल जाना चाहिए,
पर रुक नहीं पाता, ये जुनून
सताता है बार-बार।

शायद ये मेरा दिमाग है, जो खेल रहा है,
एकतरफा प्यार, हक़ीकत में नहीं रहा।
फिर भी थामे रहता हूँ, जो प्यार हमने बाँटा था,
हर पल को संजोता हूँ, भले ही वो बिछड़ गया था।

[thorn sedge]

As the wooden boat paddled far from the shore.
The world was nothing more than a popular lore.
The chirping of crickets, and the melody of my flute.
Taking our breath away, the dancing waves include.

The breeze of wind blowing on your soft curls,
The sun dipped low, painting skies with fiery swirls.
Jumps of frogs splashing water, making a mess.
I helplessly dwell into the twilight night that posses.

I have yet to hold you in my arms and embrace you.
But I could only look into your eyes and say the few.
As the symphony fills the silence, I see your smile.
Not less than a crescent moon, no hints of revile.

Your softening gaze spearing right through my heart.
Those oceany blue eyes acting just like a dart.
As we travel more, the tranquil scene unfold.
Never in my life have I seen the night so bold.

Here, I pray, to weaken the law and stop the time.
From an atheist to above, the supreme prime.
Disappointed I turn, and watch the water flow.
Now, I shall take my leave and let the angels bestow.

To my lover, this harmony go.

[cobalt trail]

Ke aaj apne pyaar ko hum pyaar se samjhaye
mann ki baat zara unko batayein..
Chupake rkhe hum dil me unhe,
unse dur jo hum reh na paye..
Unko sataye-manayein..
pyaaar...se apne bahon me sulayein..
Ke chahte hai,
aaj apne pyaar ko hum pyaar se samjhaye...
Kitna pyaar hai unsse.. ye unko baar baar bataye........

[cold hearth]

fir bhi vo ignore krti jaaye

[thorn sedge]

To a friend, who passed away last year, you are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart. : -)

To Vaidik, our dear friend
hear us from the other end
days have passed but we still sigh
finding hard to say goodbye
to your lame and boring jokes
and the memories with your folks

how ironical is it to say
the same jokes we didn't laugh by
their slightest flashback in the day
now compels everyone to cry

why do you have to leave so soon
at least stay till the afternoon
challenge us for volleyball games
so we end up calling each other names
and let us give vent to our wrath
for unjust principles of life and maths

Brother, If we ever happen to meet
let it be the same old street
sitting on your motorcycle's seat
in silence as our smiles greet.

[cold hearth]

R.I.P
brother no matter where he is he will definitely read this and praise you

[thorn sedge]

yes <33

[cobalt trail]

They left you devastated and with a wounded heart.
You continued to miss them like you were a puzzle and they were the missing parts, even when they were the ones to push you apart.
Your overthinking grew as high as a mountain, and it chained you like a caged bird.
But, my sweetheart, aren't you meant to sing the song of glory and conquer the world with kindness and art?
If you need a hand to pull you up, I'll be there until my soul departs.
I'd be covering you like armor so that not a single mere human could hurt.
I'd take all the blame on me they have on you to save you, like a man protecting a piece of white fabric from dirt.

[thorn sedge]

I am the voice,
Of those who leave their kin behind,
Not out of choice,
But displaced to a world unkind.

Amidst the towering buildings, grace is sparse,
In this strange place, I stifle for air.
The roads are wide, but hearts scarce,
Leading to a realm where sorrows wear.

Nothing is the same as memory weaves,
The courtyard, the village, and its affinity.
Darkness prevails as hope leaves,
Its branches stretched till infinity.

Those flashbacks still haunt me at night,
Of my ailing father and daughter's smile.
Even in misery, there was delight,
Wishing I could relive them for a while.

Years have passed since I last
Slept in the comfort of my mother's lap.
I try reminiscing memories from the past,
A momentary escape from this trap.

In this bustling, lively, and vibrant city,
All that echoes is poignant screams.
I was driven here by sighs and pity,
And cannot return with unfulfilled dreams.

[unreal sparrow]

This poem depicts a small conversation between me and my younger self:

Hey, is this really you?
more like you are me and I am you?
wait your eyes... I can see something deep in your eyes,
where the first hope with wings flew,
where the idea of being unique and charismatic blew,

Ahh I really missed you,
remember life is a journey through the darkest night,
where the birds of hope take a flight,
What? are you scared of the storm? doesn't really matter it will pass,
And every pain, it won't always last.
not only storms, but you'll also face endless rain,
Moments filled with heart-wrenching pain.

You were asking about your dreams right?
well, Dreams will shatter, hopes may fall,
you'll fall into this world's ugliest manhole but don't miss the hope's call.
but through these tears and silent cries,
there will be a light of hope and strength which will arise.

But wait!
all you gotta do is hold on tight for this dawn to break,
a new route of journey of you'll have to take.
always believe in yourself and embrace the night,
After every dark, there comes the light.

[signal token]

Tumhare Jane ke baad dil kisi se na laga payi
Lakh sheher badle bhi
Ye tumhe na Badal saka
Mene chaha me tumse nafrat Kar lu
Jo kuch bhi dil me hai
Ye sab bhula du
Khair
Aaj ek aur sheher badla hai
Magar ye ek sawal kabhi badla hi nahi
Ye lagav Jo mujhe tumse hai
Tumhe mujhse kyu nahi

Ye lagav hi to hai Jo mujhe tumhe bhulne ni de rha

_ _

In shadows deep, where sorrows lie,
Beneath the calm of the clear blue sky.
Every heart bears a silent pain,
Invisible wounds from life's harsh reign.
Tears that fall, unseen, unheard,
Voices lost in a world absurd.
Struggles hidden behind a smile,
Battles fought mile after mile.
In the quiet of the night,
Suffering finds its silent light.
Whispers of hope in the darkest hours,
Strength emerges like blooming flowers.
For every tear that graces the cheek,
A story of resilience, unique and meek.
Suffering is a shared human thread,
Binding hearts with words unsaid.
Through the pain, a light does gleam,
A reminder to hope, to live, to dream.

Everyone is going through some or the other shit in their life. No one knows what's ahead. Be kind to others and to yourself too. Hope you heal from things you don't speak :))

_ _

If only he knew
How deep my love runs
A river without end
An ocean beneath the moon
Forever yearning
Forever his

_ _

I miss you like a delicate murmur,
A song that won't pass on.
However, here, our spirits withdraw,
Try not to pivot, don't return.

For in the hurt of yearning's craft,
We track down the solidarity to restart.
To treasure minutes, hold them tight,
Then, at that point, bid goodbye to the blurring light.

So turn out well for you, and I'll go mine,
In isolated universes, our hearts weave.
"I miss you," murmured delicate and clear,
Yet, don't return, my dear.

[thorn sedge]

The Spring

In the afternoon today,
I opened a window to the spring
to the fresh fragrance the blossoms bring
that takes my thoughts to the days by gone
by the window when I did not ponder alone
but leaped in joy on its other side
washing my feet in the summer’s tide.

Now that I sprawl in my chair
searching for the sparrows everywhere
and the softly flowing cool breeze
that swayed the branches of the trees
and tousled my hair in the noon
had stopped grooving way too soon.

Taking short sips from the cup of tea
in the company of the buzzing bee
I wait wearily for such a day
in the countryside when I could once more play
crying loud to the pain of the hornet's sting
dancing merrily to the tune of childhood’s spring.

[cobalt trail]

Bhot Gheri thi Raat par hum sooye nhi ,
Dard bhi dil me bhot tha par hum roye nahi ,
Koi nhi hamara jo puche humse bhi ,
Jaag rhe ho kiske liye aur kis liye soye nhi....

[cold hearth]

neend to hume bhi nhi aayi
pr sona pda
rokna to boht chaha pr rona pda
pucha to humse bhi kisine na ki kya haal hai
khud ko sambhal ke khud hi bada hona pda

[thorn sedge]

In the pool of life
sinking is death
swimming is life
I stay out of breath
I float to feel alive
then contemplate this life
with my wrist close to the knife
should I end it or should I not?
what will happen when my body is brought ?
Will it hurt less or hurt a lot
Is it even worthy to give it a shot ?
Can I endure more or end it for all ?
Maybe make it look like a fall ?
Everything feels darker
I scribble on wall with a marker
Could things ever get better ?
I think while writing my last letter
I think
I think
I think
Am I helpless or hopeless?
Am I fearless or careless ?
Use your brain , learn to endure pain!
Think of your parents
Dont let their efforts go to vain!
( Switch )
But aren't you in terrible pain
Wouldn't it hurt more tomorrow?
Where will you keep that much of sorrow?
Look at that knife in your hand
You're worthless dear
They won't miss you after a year
You don't need to have it all clear
Its nothing that you can't bear
Just a deep slit across the vein and all your problems down the drain
Do it
Do it
Do it..
Hands are shaky
Breaths are heavy
Eyes are hurting
Sense is fading
Knife's on the floor
Blood down the threshold of my door...
The door isn't locked
Your time hasn't gone
Turn on the light
Switch the darkness off
You must endure more
You'll definitely reach the shore
Just keep swimming!

[thorn sedge]

The town was quiet, almost like nothing existed.
I stand there alone in dark, the night so twisted.
Heard whispers from the grave as the dead spoke.
Unknown mystic figures seen, under the tree of oak.

Tears falling from the clouds, unfolded every plot.
Reminding how the cruel world instantly forgot.
Every coffin sobbed, grieving in each other's sorrow.
Hours went by, they cried as if there's no tomorrow.

Years passed, they stayed buried in the fertile mud.
Rotten and decomposed, painted with dried blood.
Their veins scrunched, and their livers puncture.
Standing alone like an ancient hallow sculpture.

Every night, I hear the screech of their curse,
Burning the beauty around, turning it into mere dust.
Their deafening voices filled with agony and pain.
The rage inside them, leaving nothing refrain.

Everyday, I pray and beg for their eternal peace.
To the one who died, living forever decease.
The last raindrop hits the puddle with a small splish.
May god grant them their last favourite wish.

[cobalt trail]

Ke humne jinke liye sab se dushmani li
Vo hi kisi aur ko kareeb krte nazar aaye
Har bar vo dil firse
Todte nazar aaye
Unhe paane ke liye
Apno ko dur kiya humne
Par vo kisi aur ke
Bahoon me sote nazr aaye
Akele pan ka ehsas hogya
Sabke sath rehkr bhi
Par na jane kyu
Vo bhi humse dur jaate nazr aaye
Ab kese samjhaye dil ko
Jo ro rha hai andar hi andar
Vo aur rulate nazar aaye
Bikhr gye h hum unhe kisi aur k sath dekh kr
Par vo bhi dil dukhate nzr aaye
Dil lagi mehngi pdhri h kafi
Hum khudh hi khudh ko
Khatam krte nazar aaye
Kalam bhi thak gyi hai likh likh kr
Lafz dhire dhire khatam hote nazar aaye...

[pure saffron]

WHITE
You said you're useless as a white,
A blankness cold, devoid of warmth or light.
But ohh white??

You paint the moon, a pearl in velvet night,
A beacon's ray that cuts through darkest fright.
In darkest night, a guiding ray,
Hope's gentle dawn, chasing shadows away.

From purest white, all hues ignite,
A spectrum born, a wondrous sight.
Yes, white, you're more than absence, more than plain,
You're hope, you're peace, a world reborn again.

[thorn sedge]

Old school love, or the love too old to be adapted nowadays? ♡

I don't want us to stay up late at night talking to each other over texts,
I want to have real life conversations with you over an early morning walk.
I don't want us to go on fancy dates,
I want to go cycling, a nature walk or watch the sunset with you.
I don't want us exchanging our selfies on snapchat,
I want to capture our picture together on my mind.
I don't want us to be laughing at the memes we share on Instagram,
I want to crack some lame jokes and laugh till our stomach hurts,
I don't want flower emojis or GIF hugs,
I want a real flower, no not an expensive rose. I want the wildest flower which will stay between my diary pages forever, And a hug, which will make my dress smell like you later.
I don't want to exchange 'I love you' texts,
I want to feel loved.
I don't want forever promises over texts, which are broken later.
I want us to be together forever.
Lastly, I don't want to fall for you in the world of the internet,
I want to fall in love with you in this real world.

~Piyanshi🤍

[thorn sedge]

“Survival and desire amalgamated and turned an aphotic eye inward. I saw my expectations dismantled and dismembered by the harsh and starving dogs of reality. Truths that sit in the vacuity of space like a hypergiant star burning to ash. All elements too weak to withstand the awesome heat. We are what we are. And all creatures must eat.”

She’s not reluctant. She’s resigned.
To the order of things. She eats and waits to be eaten.

It's dark , it's nature.
~ Miller's girl

[cobalt trail]

Tere chehre ki wo khoobsurat tasweer kaha se lau.
Har lamha tere sath guzre aisi taqdeer kaha se lau,
Mai mangta hu har safar mai sath tera,
Tu hee bta mere haathon mai wo lakeer kaha se lau....
-anonymous

[pure saffron]

Sun and Moon
The sun, a king of burning might,
Could crush the moon in searing light.
Yet, wise and distant, holds its place,
Content to bathe the moon's soft face.

With rays of gold it paints the night,
A silent pact, a borrowed light.
The moon, a pearl in velvet skies,
Reflects the sun's unyielding prize.

No gain it seeks, this burning heart,
Just beauty shared, a work of art.
A dance of light, a cosmic rhyme,
The sun and moon, across all time

[thorn sedge]

How does it feel when u loose your best friend whom u met in kindergarden??
Me:- it just feels blank, life just becomes empty.
Its been a lot days since I met u my friend
I know we have fought a lot but I miss u a lot
Ik I am bad I did some mistakes
We were in 6th standard when we got different sections,
From 6th to 10th we met in playtime, we were still good friends
But after 10th idk what happened friendship turned into competition
You started seeing me as just an old friend
I got ignored for months but I never gave up
You made new friends and I got kicked from the group,
Its been long days my friend I miss you
I also tried to make friends but never found someone like you
I will always say you were my best friend even if I got betrayed by you
I miss u my friend , I truly miss u .
Life without true friends is just like a B&W printout it does the work but it isn’t sufficient, friends make life colourful
Guys always think twice before sending a message to a friend, maybe u think it is a joke and they take it seriously
I did some mistakes but I really miss you my friend

[cold hearth]

Title - soch

Mai soch me dooba hu aaj kal
ki ese din bhi kya ayenge
mai milne jaunga unse
vo fan hai, mujhe batayenge
mangenge sign hatheli pr
puchenge "photo khichvayenge?"
mai has ke han kahunga
vo khusi se muskurayenge.

Aur ab ye thana hai maine ,
jo socha vo kar ke rahunga
Jo Bachpan se sapne sajaye hain,
un khwabo ko marne na dunga
chahe raaste kitne kathin ho
chahe 100 nadiya ho beech me
ye chalte kadam na rukenge
chahe 100 log bhi kheench le

pr fir ye bhi ata khayal hai
ki kya ho gar sab kuch alag ho
kya ho gar toot ke gir jau
kya ho gar chhod de sab log
kisko apni khushiyaan bataunga
kisko dekh aansu honge aankhon me
kon mujhe pyaar karega
kiske sath pal beetenge baaton mme

Guum tha mai in hi khayalo me
tabhi roshni ki ek Kiran aagayi
jitne bhi sawaal the man me
sabka jawaab samjha gyi
ki raate chahe kitni bhi kaali ho,
bas tu dat kar sb kuch sahega
maana dooba hai suraj aaj tera
par kal to ug ke hi rahenga

-Gamerdash

[thorn sedge]

An Evening stroll

Retreat from the hullabaloo in the city
I went for a stroll in the quiet vicinity
devoid of any noisy honking or hawk
the solemn road appealed to me for a walk

presence of the towering trees on each side
lead me on, akin to a guide
chirping of the birds and the cricket's song
made it effortless, what seemed to be long

leaves whispered secrets and clouds said
revealing the beauty of my path ahead
beauty of the river and sky's confluence
painted saffron by the setting sun's influence

I wiped off the sweat dripping down my brow
staring simultaneously at the eerie scarecrow
a serene breeze then caressed the green field
fluttering the poor farmer's precious yield

In the end I realised, I was not the only one to tread
but just the one among many instead
in every few minutes a vehicle would pass
mercilessly crushing the fallen down leaves alas!

[cold hearth]

title-random shit

main na badlunga na duniya badelegi
badlegi to meri qismat
cuz badla hai aasman badle badalo ki badshulooki ke badalte rang me
to mausam bhi badlega
badlegi hawayein aur badlegi ye fizaaayen bhi
aur badla legi teri badmizaz badkismati ke badalte rango se.

to kavi kya khna chahte hain????

-gamerdash

[thorn sedge]

29th June 2024:-
It was just a normal day for me,
Until a msg of teacher came to me
Then I got to know,
I have 2 tests tomorrow (3hrs each)
Syllabus was long and hard for me,
But I didn’t gave up hope
I was barely slept that day
And was feeling tired that day
I remembered that , a warrior never gives up { like Abhimanyu from Mahabharat}
I was really tired still did All Nighter
In morning , I went to mandir
The next day results came out
Me on top with:-
1st test 95/100
2nd test 80/100

[cold hearth]

title- @granite oak

Jhaank ke dekhoge to dil andar se toota hai
phir bhi vo dekh nhi skta ki koi rootha hai
phir bhi vo sochta ki bhala ho dushmano ka bhi...
khwahish hazar nhi bas dosti ka bhuka hai

khair
log to aas pass ghumte hai boht saare
pr koi haal chaal puchne ko rukta nhi
karte yha pr sab bda dikhne ki koshish pr
sar aur kalam uska kisi ke aage jhukta nhi

teacher se taane khaye ki kuch bhi nhi ho payega
ese chalega to bhuka hi marjayega
papa to teacher hain aisa beta unka i mean
ye to pakka , unka naam hi dubayega

aur
vo tha tb 4th me , ye baatein usse boli gyi
feeling vo esi jaise seene me ek goli gyi
ldka maasoom sa kuch bhool hi ni paya bas
leta bistar pe raat bhar ankhe uski roti rhi

(kyuki)

Jhaank ke dekhoge to dil andar se toota hai
phir bhi vo dekh nhi skta ki koi rootha hai
phir bhi vo sochta ki bhala ho dushmano ka bhi...
khwahish hazar nhi bas dosti ka bhuka hai

phir dekha sapna ek kuch to kar dikhane ka
man me tha josh usme sabko ye jataane ka ki
jisko tum taane maar te rhe jindagi bhar
kal ko vo fees lega treatment batane ka

pr vo bhi ek khwaab nikla , khuda ka majak nikla
mehnat to Puri ki pr fir bhi na khitaab mila
soch me duba rha glti kaha hui us se ....
raateien beet gyi pr fir bhi na hisaab nikla

fir bhi vo jhukega ni , kadam uska rukega ni
doob rha suraj aaj , kabhi to vo ugega hi
mehnat parchai hai aur khud pe bharosa rkh...
ek na ek din vo khuda teri sunega hi

hausla poora pr dukh kitna hi chupalega
jakham vo gehra itna kaise vo bacha lega
pls koi to laake use axa sa hakeem do
aur nazre ghumao idher agar na yakeen ho

Jhaank ke dekh uska dil andar se toota hai
phir bhi vo dekh nhi skta ki koi rootha hai
phir bhi vo sochta ki bhala ho dushmano ka bhi...
khwahish hazar nhi bas dosti ka bhuka hai

-Gamerdash
(based on real life incidents)

[thorn sedge]

She comes as a sunray

She comes as the morning’s first sunray
That falls and lights the earth bright
At the onset of a belated day
Beginning after a prolonged night.

To me like a tree’s shade sweet
A shelter overhead after the day’s heat
Is the thought of her blissful sight
Of such beauty god be the wright.

Following a harsh summer of pain
Pouring down slow from the sky
Her touch like a shower of rain
Washes my soul as I lie.

[cold hearth]

guys it was my last poem
now im leaving this server
hopefully you will miss me 🤡🤡🤡

[thorn sedge]

Title - @gamerdash
अरे गमेरडाश
प्यारे गमेरडाश
यह शब्दों के समुंदर में तू ;
कलम उठा कर लिख न तू |
दिखादे सबको इस कला में आपसे बेहतर कोई नहीं है
गमेरडाश हमे ऐसे अकेला छोड़ कर मत जाओ मित्र |
प्यारे गमेरडाश
तुम्हारे शब्द रहेंगे हमारी यादो में मित्र
हमारे गमेरडाश

[thorn sedge]

If there exists a heaven on earth
a divine place true to it's worth
not to be found in the skies
but within the gaze of your eyes.

With lakes and mountains to choose
still you shall always be my muse
whether writing poetry with a pen
to live every now and then.

[thorn sedge]

बातों की बातें,
बातों में रह गई,
वह हसीन यादें,
मुलाकातों में रह गई,
वह गम भरी आंखें,
नम रातों में रह गई,
और,
बातों की बातें,
बातों में रह गई |

~Srishty

Kaafi time se kuch post nahi kiya tha, aaj notes mein scroll karte karte, ye mil gya to daal diya (1 saal pehle kya ulta seedha likhti thi 🥲)

[cobalt trail]

Kitne dur Nikal Gye Rishte Nibhate Nibhate
Khud Ko Kho Diya Apno Ko Pate Pate
Log khete H Ki hum Bhot Muskurate h
Aur hum thak gyee Dard Chupate Chupate......

[balmy flower]

Riste nikbha ke kya hi pana hai aakele aaye thai aakele hi jana hai

[snow ravine]

In the dim and dreary expanse of life’s meandering course,
Where existence wears a pall of gray, and moments seem divorced
From meaning, ice no longer chills, nor hours beguile with cheer,
The days march on, relentless, whilst the heart grows numb with year.

I’ve trodden paths both high and low, seen vistas grand and vast,
Yet the journey stretches onward still, an unending, dreary cast.
Time, that swift and fickle warden, slips through my grasping hand,
Each moment fleeting, fleeting fast, a relentless shifting sand.

And yet, in this boundless void where boredom reigns supreme,
A flicker, faint, yet resolute, ignites a hopeful dream.
Not love, that fiery, fickle sprite, that once my heart did sway,
But a deeper, ancient whisper, from a far and distant day.

This spark, a legacy profound, from forebears long since gone,
A quiet, steadfast beacon, that guides my spirit on.
Though love’s sweet bloom no longer tempts,
Nor passion’s fire burns bright.

A different pulse within me stirs, an enduring, quiet light.
Ancestral voices murmur soft, through veins their wisdom flows,
A strength unbidden, silent, that through my being grows.

This hope, this root of joy, does not come from fleeting fancy spring,
But from the timeless depths of yore, where ancient echoes sing.
Thus, let the hours hasten by, let moments swiftly pass,
For in my heart, a hope abides, a light that shall outlast.

In emptiness, a truth is found, a grace
both pure and rare,
A gift from those who came before, a legacy to bear.
In this Victorian reverie, where art and life entwine,
I find the strength to face the void, with hope that’s truly mine.

Not love, but something far more deep, a silent, sacred part, An ageless gift from ancestors, that lives within my heart.

[bitter ether]

Awesome ✨👍🏻

[snow ravine]

Thanks🎀

[bitter ether]

Welcome @snow ravine

[thorn sedge]

शब्दो के जाल मैं खालीपन और शांति सब समझी जा रही है।

और जाल मैं उलझकर आजाद होने की बात की जा रही है।

[thorn sedge]

सुंदर।🫧

[snow ravine]

Dhyanwaad

[thorn sedge]

Sonnet III

The sleepless night breaks into dawn
awake, in company of love
away from the world, far withdrawn,
and the dim chandelier above
filling the room in amber hue
her hair, sweeping over his cheek
shaft of light from the window, blue,
falls on smiling lips, shy and meek.
Their hearts content yet seeking more,
Their fingers locked in clasped hands,
memories from last night, a pure,
bliss, on the way to parting stands.
The sparrows chirp and the leaves hiss,
The morning melts into a kiss.

[primal hornet]

Still no poems read, only written (in under 5min). For someone.

On a cold dark day,
I heard you through Zeus’s embrace,
When the thunder roared,
And the rain poured,
A brimming light glows,
Which took me with it’s flow.
Through the Darkness and the rain,
You pulled me through and made me whole again,
Through the gruelling Zeus’s anger,
I could still hear your calming laughter,
When I was all alone,
Going through my phone,
I found a lady,
So be mine maybe?

[signal token]

In crowded rooms, my heart does roam,
Surrounded, yet I feel alone.
Voices mingle, laughter flies,
But emptiness within me lies.

Faces turn, their eyes are bright,
Yet shadows dim my inner light.
Among the throngs, I wear a mask,
Hiding truths they never ask.

I hear the words, but not their song,
A silent scream where I belong.
In a sea of smiles, I drift away,
A lone soul lost in light of day.

Echoes fade as moments pass,
Loneliness, a fragile glass.
Fragile bonds that cannot hold,
A story in the dark, untold.

So here I stand, alone in throng,
A silent note in a bustling song.
Longing for a touch, a sign,
That in this world, I’m not confined.

In a world where shadows often blend with light,
Trust can waver, even take to flight.
Promises broken, secrets kept tight,
After all the things, trust issues ignite.
Words once sacred now lie in disarray,
Doubts creep in, colors fade to gray.
Hearts once open, now locked away,
Fearing betrayal, we keep love at bay.
Eyes that once sparkled, now hold a glaze,
Memories tainted, lost in a maze.
Trust’s fragile essence, in a constant haze,
Navigating the lies, in a world of displays.
Yet hope persists, a resilient spark,
Amidst the wounds, in the deepest dark.
For even trust issues, though they leave a mark,
Can mend with time, and a hopeful heart.

[thorn sedge]

Surrounded by Thoughts

The demons in my head speak louder than the crowd,
Their echoes sound scarier, screaming all too loud.
They say the worst things, dragging me down,
They demean me more, making me frown.

Is it the people, the way that they are,
Or is it my thoughts, leaving a deep scar?
I surround myself with thoughts, avoiding people near,
'Cause people say the worst, and that's what I fear.

So what's the difference between both, I ask,
How do I find my way? Behind which mask?
The more I talk about feelings, the more I feel void,
The more energy wasted, the more it gets destroyed.

So I question the nature, is it people or my scars,
Or is it my thoughts, that trap me behind bars?

[cobalt trail]

Ankhein numb hoti h barsaat m
Maan nhi krta jhene ko is halat m
Ouski mehak aati h sarab m
Roz rulane aati h vo kwb m
talashti h mri ankhein ounko roz
Nazar nhi aate vo nhi toh m ounko paichan lu nakab m.......

[snow ravine]

The Scythe

In the still of night, with thunder's roar,
A man sat dreaming, on the floor.
His teacup clinked in solitude's embrace,
As he mapped his future, with determined grace.

Tomorrow's promises danced in his mind,
A tapestry of dreams, intricately entwined.
He vowed to change, to rise above,
To seize the day, with a heart full of love.

With each lightning flash, his hopes took flight,
Igniting his soul, with dreams burning bright.
But fate, that fickle mistress, had other plans,
As death approached, with silent hands.

A subtle hint, a whisper in the air,
Yet the man, lost in his dreams, was unaware.
His hourglass turned, its sands slipping away,
As tomorrow beckoned, with the promise of a new day.

But alas, it was not meant to be,
For death arrived, unbidden, and set him free.
His dreams shattered, like glass upon the floor,
Leaving behind nothing but echoes of before.

The morning sun rose, with skies aglow,
But the man who dreamed, would never know.
For in the darkness of that fateful night,
His journey ended, without a fight.

So let this tale be a lesson learned,
That tomorrow's promises may be overturned.
For life is fleeting, and time is a thief,
Stealing our dreams, with relentless belief.

Yet amidst the shadows, there lies a spark,
A reminder that life's journey is not in the dark.
So cherish each moment, embrace each day,
For tomorrow may never come your way.

[primal hornet]

"You think you can't see in the darkness, until you step into it."

[boreal dawn]

Fariyad 🤲

vo pursish-e-gum ko aae hain
kuchh kah na saku chup rah na saku

khamosh rahun to mushkil hai kah dun to shikayat e mehfil hoti hai

gulshan ki faqat pholon se nahi kanto se bhi zinat e haal hoti hai

jiine ke liye is duniya me
gum e haal ki bhi zarurat hoti hai

ai vaiz -e-nadan karta hai tu
ek qayamat ka charcha

yaha roz nigahein milti hain
aur roz qayamat hoti hai

karna hi padega zabt-e-alam
piine hi padega ye aanshu

fariyad -o-fughan se ai nadan tauheen-e-mohabbat hoti hai

ai dost teri judai mein tere kuchh aise bhi lamhe aate hai

sejon pe bhi tadap karta hoon Kanton pe bhi rahat muqammal hoti hai

har sham-o-sahar qurbaan jis par duniya-e-masarrat hoti hai

vo paikar-e-rahat kya jaane
Kaisi ye shab-e-furqat hoti hai

zameer ki ek tooti huyi awaz ki fariyaad hoti hai

aur duniya e barat ye samajhti hai
ki ye bhi farebi naat hoti hai

[thorn sedge]

DYING SOUL

Here I go, with a rock on my chest,
Tears in my eyes, every day I cry, unrest.
Emotions in control, they won't let me be,
There he goes, to be useless, you see.

What are my expectations, where do they lead?
Smoking and drinking, just to feel ashamed indeed.
Killing my soul, every day, he's slowly dying,
Lost the little him, the dreamer, no more flying.

Music no longer heals, the silence stings,
Unhealed wounds spreading, their dark wings.
They scream aloud, they say I'm losing my way,
And I ask myself, who’s the real me today?

Who's living this life? Me or another within?
Feels like one soul, split with two, a twin.
One tries to kill, while the other keeps running,
In this battle of selves, who's truly winning?

[thorn sedge]

You could draw me to fire ,
You could draw me to water ,
You could draw me to gallows ,
You could draw me to any death ,
You could draw me to anything I've most avoided ,
You could draw me to any exposure and disgrace.
This and the confusion of my thoughts ,
so that I'm fit for nothing, is what I mean by
Your being the RUIN OF ME
~ Charles Dickens

[mystic canyon]

i had all and then most of you some and now none of you
take me back to the night we met
.
.
.
I had all, your laughter and your smile
Then most of you, for just a little while
Some moments left, fading like old dreams
And now none of you, or so it seems

Take me back, to the night we first crossed paths
Under starlit skies, sharing laughs
Before the world turned, and our hearts grew cold
Take me back, to that story untold....

In memories, I find pieces of us
Scattered like leaves in autumn
I gather them close, try to make them whole
But time has taken its toll

I search for the love that set me free
The shine in your eyes, meant just me
Take me back, to the night we met
When hope ran free
............Now I'm left with just the memory.

[spiral robin]

Shattered Reflections

In the mirror's gaze, a fractured soul I see,
Each shard a memory, haunting relentlessly.
Tears fall silently, like whispers in the night,
Drowning the dreamer, extinguishing the light.

Expectations heavy, where do they lead?
Beneath the weight of shame, my heart does bleed.
Smoking shadows linger, drinking away the pain,
Killing my spirit slowly, lost in the rain.

Music's solace fades, silence echoes loud,
Unhealed scars spreading, cloaked in a shroud.
Voices scream within, declaring I've lost my way,
And I wonder, who am I today?

Who's living this life? Is it truly me?
Or some phantom within, longing to be free?
Two selves in battle, one fights, one is sinking,
In this war of reflections, who's truly thinking?

[thorn sedge]

I'd starve myself to death for you to feed on me if we're hungry
I'd burn holes in my skin if you wished upon touching my bones
I'll surrender myself as a prey for
my beast to tear my flesh apart
Gaze at your reflection in the blood that flows out of me

Cleanse your pallet with a timeless kiss
Engage your tongue with mine for them to speak love that can't be put into words
Snack on my neck and feast on me ahead
Eat me until I shake in pain and I clench my body in absolute pleasure
Suck my blood until my heart feels the lack of it
Look at me suffocating as you consume the life out of my body gifting me a death of love.
For , I am nothing without you
My body , my blood , my physical form could never be testament of love , like my soul
With all my heart and grace of my soul
I love you.

(Cannibalism as a metaphor for love & intimacy , just a vague draft )

[cobalt trail]

"Mai banaras ka Ghat hoon
Tum kinara banogi kya"
"Mai ek khula aasma hu
Tum chand banogi kya"
"Mai Mangu jisse dua Mai
Tum meri wo mannat banogi kya"
"Mana bahut khamiya hai mere andar
Apne pyar se un khamiyo ko Bhar paogi kya"
"Ye Heer Ranjha to judai ke kisse hai
Tum Milan ki kitab mere sath likhogi kya"
"Meri kismat jisse Aabaad ho jaye
Tum mere hatho ki wo lakir banogi kya"
"Kar diya maine apne ishq ka ijhar
Batao tum is shayar ki shayari banogi kya"
- -Anonymous

[primal hornet]

Fir se same bol deta hu kyonki hindi to mai likhta nahi....

Haan mujhe pata hai tujhe mujhse pyaar nahi,
Humara pyaar hai aadha,
Kya hua mai tera krishn nahi,
Tu hi hai meri raadha

[thorn sedge]

Mom, I think my world is falling apart.
I can hear the noises inside my head
growing louder than ever.
screaming my unworthiness
Don't ask me where your sweet child has gone?
Remember?
how I used to love the trash so much
I used to not let you throw it out of the home
Maybe this is what's wrong with me—
I love too much.
I love without thinking .

Mom, I think my world is falling apart
the clouds are getting so denser
rain is suffocating me,
draining every color from my world
I am sorry
but even I don't know when I'll hit rock bottom.
hugging myself tight
my hands shaking
my hands bleeding
painting my white shirt.
coloring my heart, red.
I try to hold myself together
but
the turmoil within me is choking me.

maybe, just maybe
if I'll let someone in
to see my heart, my flaws,
....
I am scared to call someone my home
because once I did
and I never knew homes could be broken like this.
the windows shattered, the doors broken without.a.knock.
Maybe I'll build myself a home
with walls higher than their pride.
a door as welcoming as your embrace,
windows wide open, inviting the sky.

[primal hornet]

Tumhari ye baate mujhe fisul hain,
Jao kahi aur apna basera daalo,
Is makaan me tumhari koi dargah nhi,
Jao koi aur dharma pehchano.

[hazy scaffold]

In the quiet chamber of a broken soul,
Where echoes stay, sorrow takes its toll,
A man, once fierce, now wears a cloak of pain,
His heart, a symphony of loss, a haunting refrain.

He walks in shadows cast by memories deep,
Each step a struggle, each sigh a silent weep,
His spirit, once ablaze with vibrant light,
Now dims within the caverns of the night.

A love once held, now slips between his hands,
Like sand that sifts away, an hourglass,
The ache, a weight upon his weary chest,
As shattered dreams lay bare, a painful test.

Yet in this darkness, courage finds its voice,
A strength to rise above, to make a choice,
To mend the fragments of his wounded heart,
To seek a new dawn, to find a brand new start.

For time, though cruel, holds threads of healing's art,
Stitching together what seemed torn apart,
And in the tender whispers of the morn,
Hope blooms anew, a promise yet unborn.

So to the heartbroken souls, take heed and know,
Your tears will water seeds that soon will grow,
For in the depths of pain, resilience thrives,
And from the ashes, love reclaims and revives.

[cold hearth]

raat bhar khoya rahu teri yaadon me
sone na de Teri yaadein ye

sone na de teri batein vo sari jo boli thi un mulakaato me

sone na de tera chehra ata jab palkein ho band, in aankhon me

sone na de vo khwab tere , jin khwab me hum do na sath the khair

hatho me bachi sharab hai fir bhi nashe me tum hi samne kyu

tod ke gyi ye dil mera phir bhi tukdon pr tera hi naam hai kyu

kaam hai kyu na pass mere , aur khaali ye subha aur sham hai kyu

roj tadapta hu pyaar me fir bhi mujhipe lage ilzaam hai kyu

mehfilon me tere zikar hazar,dikhe tu hi tu ab har jagah

kosa hai khud ko 100 dafa fir bhi mili na jaane ki ek wajah

bewafa ko dil mera, ese jaana hi tha to aayi hi kyu

khuda se mera bas ek hi sawal likhi qismat me bas tanhai hi kyu khair

mai dooba tha khud ki Khushi me,
ab doobra khud Khushi me
yaha raaton ko neend ni aari
aur bole vo meri bhalai isi me
ab khete vo sab bhula do
ye kissae hue hi nhi
dil se mujhe hatado kyuki
hum kabhi mile hi nhi

-Aryan aka Gamerdash (nakaam shayar)

[spiral robin]

Betrayed Bonds

Friend, I thought we were unbreakable.
We shared our secrets, dreams so capable.
But now your silence speaks betrayal,
whispers of trust turned frail.

Don't ask where our bond has gone.
Remember?
How we laughed until the dawn,
believing our forever's song.
Maybe that's where I was wrong—
I trusted deeply, without a guard,
never thought you'd play this card.

Friend, I feel the sting of your deceit.
Days grow colder, memories bittersweet.
Draining joy from our past,
I’m sorry, I thought it would last.
Holding onto fragments tight,
my heart trembles, a painful fight.
Soul aches with each recalled tale,
colors of our world now pale.

Maybe, just maybe,
if I let go of this pain,
embrace new bonds again.
....
I fear trusting once more,
because once I did,
and friendships tore.
Promises broken, trust betrayed,
a connection that slowly decayed.

Maybe I'll find new friends to mend,
with bonds stronger than deception's trend,
loyalty as true as our best days,
and hearts open wide, in genuine ways.

[cold hearth]

mai hu serial killer 😐

[mystic canyon]

Thak Gaya hun ab is bhaag daud se,
Apni godd pe sar rakh Sula paogi kya?
Agar mein bolun meri Khushi ho tum,
Mere liye apne saare gham bhula paogi
kya ?

Jab koi galti krdoon main
Chillana mujhe maar bhi Lena,
Par uske baad maaf kr bhul jaogi kya ?
.
.
.
Jo dil toda hai maine
Manaunga mai uss Dil ko, sajaunga uss Dil ko
Par tum mujhse phir se voh pyaar kar paogi kya?

Sapne dekhe Jo voh sab poore karne hai
Par mujhe poori zindagi seh paogi kya?

Izhaar kar raha hu apne pyaar ka mai tumhe
Apna sabkhuch de raha hu tumhe
Par tum mujhe tum de paoge kya?

• someone + me

[cold hearth]

title-what if......

im afraid of myself
what if i choose a wrong lane
what if my decision always bring me pain
what if i never get the things i want
what if i fall badly and say that I can't
what if my close ones leave me alone
what if i lose everything that i own
what if i end up being an example of broke
what if this young Prince never gets his throne

im thinking all this while sitting under the sky
cussing my decisions and asking god why?
why only me? where did i went wrong ?
Ik it's a phase of life, but can it really last this long?

now, to open the chest of answers,
im desperately flaming the key
maybe god is my best friend
that's why he's playing with me.

-Aryan aka Gamerdash (nakaam shayar)

[spiral robin]

Farewell to Titans

Kohli and Rohit, legends of the game,
your names etched in cricket’s hall of fame.
From dazzling strokes to captain’s might,
you led us through many a fight.

Virat, with eyes fierce and keen,
your passion, a sight always seen.
Chasing scores, like a lion in the night,
your hunger for victory, a relentless sight.

Rohit, the Hitman, with grace so rare,
lofted sixes soaring through the air.
Your calm demeanor, a guiding star,
leading the team both near and far.

Now, as you both bid adieu,
to T20's field, so fresh and new,
we honor your legacy, your glorious run,
filled with moments bright as the sun.

You've given us dreams, memories so grand,
moments of magic from your bat and hand.
But the time has come to step aside,
new stars will rise, with you as their guide.

Maybe, just maybe, in future’s glow,
we'll see you again, in another show.
For now, we thank you, from heart’s deep core,
for the joy and pride you brought, forever more.

The T20 stage may miss your flair,
but your spirit, forever will be there.
Virat and Rohit, legends till the end,
cricket’s finest, our eternal friends.

[cobalt trail]

Frome stranger to lovers to strangers again

**We were the fire bright and bold
Turn to ash,as night grew cold
We laughed,we cried,we danced for free
Now you're just a memory

From text all night,to left on read
From holding hands,to words unsaid
We were something,now we're clone
From lovers to strangers , the spark is gone

Late night talks and stolen glance
Now replaced by missed chance
Songs we shared,now bitter sweets
We were magic,now incomplete

Photos fade and so did we
Once close,now drifting like a sea
Frome forever,to a fleeting phase
From lovers to strangers,we part ways.....

[thorn sedge]

The four walls around me
Are consuming me.

The lump of void
Stuck in my throat
Hinders my thoughts from flowing

Why do I feel like those ruled sheets?
So many lines,
Yet the lines are absent,
Someone needs to breathe words
To give life to the sheet.

All this freedom feels like confinement;
Why does this liberty suffocate?

The privileges I once craved
Are now torturing me.

The bed where I once floated in comfort
Now threatens to swallow me.
Those cozy quilts now feel like shackles,
Chaining me to the bed.

How I used to dream of reaching heights and
Touching the skies,
Never knew the vastness of the sky
Would drown me in the ocean of expectations

The ray of hope has lost its hope
Every new step seems
To sink me deeper into quicksand;
The more I progress, the more I sink.

~Srishty

[cold hearth]

the more i progress , the more i sink
the more i ignore , the more it blink

$tanding ovation 👏👏

[thorn sedge]

😭😭😭

[mystic canyon]

Tum jaisi ho.......

Voh jo tera apne andaaz me
Ishq Jatana hota hai
Voh jo tera mujhe pyaar se
Pagal bulana hota hai
Voh jo choti baaton pe
Tera muh fulana hota hai
Voh jo tera muskurake
Sharmana hota hai
Voh jo teri aankhon me
Mera naam hota hai
Voh jo tu mujhe apna bulati hai
Voh jo tu mujhe gusse se samjhati hai
Voh jo tu mujhe pyaar se manati hai
Voh jo tu teri muskurahat
Dil ke saare toofan shant kar deti hai

Chehra tumhara, oof,
Chaand feeka padd jata hai
Adayein aisi ki deewana bana de
Pyaar aisa ki patthar pighla de

Yahi toh voh baatein hai
Jo pagal kar deti hai

Bas hamesha aisi hi rehna....

[spiral robin]

Life’s Endless Loop

Life, I thought we’d find a new way.
We walked through dreams, come what may.
But now your silence speaks the same,
echoes of a looping game.

Don't ask where our progress lies.
Remember?
How we reached for endless skies,
believing in change before our eyes.
Maybe that's where I went wrong—
I hoped deeply, without a guard,
never thought we'd stay on guard.

Life, I feel the weight of this repeat.
Days grow weary, plans deplete.
Draining hope from each past try,
I’m sorry, I aimed too high.
Holding onto patterns tight,
my heart struggles, a constant fight.
Soul aches with each familiar scene,
the colors of our world routine.

Maybe, just maybe,
if I break from this refrain,
I’ll find new paths to sustain.
....
I fear changing once more,
because once I did,
and progress tore.
Promises broken, dreams betrayed,
a journey that slowly decayed.

Maybe I'll find a new way to cope,
with paths stronger than lost hope,
loyalty to fresh days,
and hearts open wide, in genuine ways.

[thorn sedge]

Love's Bitter End

I gave you everything, my heart and soul,
Thought we were one, a perfect whole.
I built a world for us, safe and true,
But you betrayed me, through and through.

I cared for you, like a garden grows,
Cared for our love, protected its rose.
But a secret snake crawled into our life,
Destroying our love, filled it with strife.

I gave you sunshine, warmth, and all my light,
But you returned darkness, with all your might.
Now I'm in pieces, scattered on the floor,
While memories of you, forevermore.

:(

[thorn sedge]

A Father's Misery:

In twilight's gloam, a father's heart doth ache,
For dreams unfulfilled and promises lost,
His children gone, he bears the heavy stake,
Of love unspoken, paid at grievous cost.

With empty hands, he stood before their need,
Unable to bestow their heart's desire,
Their fleeting laughter now but mem'ry's seed,
His soul consumed by unquenched, longing fire.

He wanders now through halls devoid of cheer,
Their voices echoes in the silent night,
Each cherished face, he holds in visions clear,
A father's love, undimmed by sorrow's blight.

Though time and fate have wrought their cruel divide,
His heart doth keep them ever by his side

[cold hearth]

Title- benifits of weed

im smoking some weed while running down the street
hallucinating some ghost roaming around me
thinking who did the mistake
maybe gabraal set them free
why they all look same
why they are burning the tree
now i switched to the bottle
a red bottle of wine
now im seeing them talking ,talking to the divine
they are asking for a life
while one is dancing with the girl
oh she is sasha alex , yelling at sky while holding a flower whorl
then my friend brought me some joint and piece of paper
everything disappeared , feeling light as a wafer
my dopamine level is reaching its peak
i snott the line with the help of my beak (paper)

then i believed that indeed 'i can fly'
im real 'ronan Keating' so i can touch the sky
well shoutout to the joints who made me a 'believer'
now i imagine a dragon with no kidney no lever
i sat on him and flew towards my kingdom
everything was gone it was ruined by a demon
'radioactive' material was spilled all over the place
all my 'enemies'were hiding in there base
found all my friends are toxic , and are snakes in my phylum
suddenly i woke up , in a big mental asylum

don't abuse me for this one

[snow ravine]

In the vast expanse where mysteries merge, Where cosmic whispers softly surge, We wander through the boundless void, With hearts alight, both bold and buoyed.

The universe, a grand, unknown, Reveals its depths through shadows sown, We seek the purpose, far and near, In the endless dance of spheres so clear.

In this quest for meaning, pure and bright, We journey through both day and night, Each star a guide, each galaxy’s spin, A canvas where our dreams begin.

Though answers may elude the gaze, The search itself a wondrous phase, With every step, with every turn, New insights spark, new passions burn.

In the quest, there lies the grace, In seeking truth’s elusive trace, The joy is in the exploration’s art, A journey that ignites the heart.

So let us roam the cosmos wide, With curiosity as our guide, For in the thrill of endless quest, We find a joy that never rests.

[boreal dawn]

Ahemiyat 🫠

Tha mai kisi ki dar e ahemiyat
mujhe pasand woh azeez sakqshiyat

bol na saka usko raaz e qalb e kulliyat
hogayi parda e naaz woh meri hasiyat

Chada tha usko guman e kabiliyat
ab raha nhi mujhe malal e haqqaniyat

jab badal hi gaye uske tarjume e ibaddat
Ab mai kyu ginau apni raat e sahadat

[thorn sedge]

चार पाई से शुरू हुआ जीवन,
चार कंधो पे खतम हो जाता है,
खुश मिजाज़ इंसान
क्षणभर में तस्वीर में बदल जाता है,

हसते मुस्कुराते हुए चेहरे
एक पल में छिन जाते है,
बीते लम्हे ज़हन से बार बार
टकराते हैं,

इस शरीर की माया से
वो तो मुक्त हो जाता है,
पर उसका क्या
जो पिछे छूट जाता है,

आँखों में पनपती है बून्दे
दिल में सन्नाटा सा छा जाता है
चार पाई से शुरू हुआ जीवन,
चार कंधो पे खतम हो जाता है|

~Srishty

Hope you're amazing up there in the stars

[short mountain]

you are the dried flower between the pages of my favourite book ~ jalaj

.

Even when I laugh, a part of me misses you

.

You are the wound that hurts but I don't want to heal

[thorn sedge]

Bhai tukdo mein kyon upload kiya 😭

[short mountain]

😭Arey wo alag alag hi quotes likhe thy maine ek sath weird lagte

[charred violet]

Khuabo kai samundar mai ek sufer par nikal pada hu.
Umeed ki Kashti lekar kamyabi ka kinara dhundna chal pada hu.

Kabhi kabhi sochta hu iss suffer par , kahi khota to nahi jara hu .
Kyu mai iss samundar mai sota chla jara hu .

Chalta hi jarha hu chala hi jarha hu .
Khuabo kai samundar mai nikal pada hu.
Umeed ki Kashti lekar kamyabi ki zameen dhundta jarha hu dhundta hi jarha hu ...

[frigid bear]

Duniya

Jab safar nahi ho suhaana
Toh unhe saath nahi nibhaana;
Kya bayaan karein afsaana,
Jab qatil ho yeh zamaana.

[cold hearth]

hum mar jaayen ye qismat me nhi
naam dil me hai, kisi khat me nahi
to naadaan parinde ghar laut jaa
hum uske nashe me hain, uski lat me nhi

~ Gamerdash

[alpine mountain]

Haar chuka hu bachpan ko apne
Haar rha hu khudko mai aaj
Haar chuka Ishq ke haq ko
Haar rha hu Ishq ko aaj

Dar hai harunga sapno ko apne
Dar hai haarunga tera saath

Dar hai yeh palkhe band na hongi
Kal jaisi phir khuli rhengi aaj

Haarta jaunga sabko ek din
Haar jaunga apna vishwas

Haar mujhe jeene na degi
Ye Sapne phir jinda rakhlenge aaj

Mai tadapta rhunga is haar ke vish me
Duniya phir dhundhegi matlab ka saath

Haath toh dunga mai sabko
Madad krne darunga aaj

Kal bator ke khushiya apni
Hasne lagunga ek dard ke saath

Haar chuka hu bachpan ko apne
Haar rha hu khudko mai aaj - Akela

[spiral robin]

The Road of Life

We walked a path both bright and true
Through sunlit days and skies of blue
We laughed, we loved, with hearts so light
Now time has shifted, and we say goodnight

From shared dreams to different roads
From whispered secrets to heavy loads
We were a story, now just a tale
From close companions, we set sail

Morning talks and plans so grand
Now scattered like forgotten sand
Songs we cherished, now distant hums
We were a symphony, now silence comes

Memories fade, and so must we
Once together, now drifting free
From always and forever to a new sunrise
From friends to strangers, as life applies

Yet in the journey, we find our way
With every ending, a new day
For moving on is how we grow
In life's grand journey, onward we go

[snow ravine]

If I could see everything—
This world in full display,
Would I rejoice in splendor’s light,
Or mourn in disarray?

The streets of London, paved in gold,
Where gentlemen convene,
Yet lurking in the foggy night,
The shadows play unseen.

I’d marvel at the spires that rise,
Their peaks in Heaven’s grasp,
But feel the weight of burdened souls,
In poverty’s cold clasp.

If I could see everything—
The grand estates of yore,
I’d trace the lines of sculpted grace,
And hear the peasant's distinguished roar.

For in these halls where laughter rings,
And wealth adorns each wall,
The silent cries of workhouse chains,
Would echo down the hall.

The gardens vast and verdant green,
Where nature’s hand holds sway,
But just beyond the manicured,
The wild begins to fray.

I’d walk through forests deep and dark,
Where sunlight scarcely falls,
Yet in their quiet, find the proof,
Of nature’s ancient calls.

If I could see everything—
The art within the frame,
I’d gaze upon the master’s stroke,
And see from whence it came.

For every brush that captures light,
And every chisel’s touch,
Is born from both the bliss of life,
And sorrow’s cruel clutch.

If I could see everything—
What's the opposite of a gun?
Is it a swift touch of peace
When all the fighting is done?

[nocturne terrace]

TITLE:-समाज की संगीनी

समाज की गलियों में,
हर आवाज़ बुनती कहानी,
समानता की राह पर,
खो जाती है ज़िंदगानी।
हर दिल में बसी उम्मीद,
हर हाथ में शक्ति है,
आओ मिलकर साकार करें,
नया समाज, नई रफ्तार

[alpine mountain]

Anashrit Vriksh

Mai prakarti ka bhaag hu
Jivan us se jodna chahta hu
Maanke khudko uske jaisa
Ek Vriksh rup khada hona chhahta hu

Sard, Garam, Barsaat ko
Akele jhelna chhahta hu
Mile jo agar saathi sache
Toh phul mebhi gerna chhahta hu

Koi smjhe, na smjhe ahemiyat ko meri
Bas apno ka mai khaas hona chhahhta hu
Galat toh kuch mangu na mai
Jivan me bas paudhe(kid) sa pyaar chhahta hu

Aaj kal in andheri raaton me
Kuch hissa khoya sa paata hu
Jod rha hu kuch nayi kalme
Yaa apni hi tehniyaa katvata hu

Darke astitva se apne
Ab ghane junglo me lautna chhahta hu
Haa barbaad hojau mai shayad
Par apni jgh vhi paata hu

Mai un Vriksho sa anashrit hu
Jivan unse jodna chhahta hu

[fervent heart]

हो गए है हम तो फरार से,
रहने लगे है कब से बेकरार से,
अब तो बस इंतजार में है कि,
कोई नफरत करा दे अब "प्यार" से ।
-VeiledVoid (kp)

[thorn sedge]

इस सपनो की दुनिया में एक और दुनिया बसा ली है।
खुद को खोजते हुए
हर तरफ अपनी एक अलग पहचान बना ली है।
दोस्तो के बीच रहकर भी खुद को अकेला पा रहे है।
सपनो के जहा से ऑनलाइन के संसार में जिए जा रहे है।✨🫧

[cold hearth]

Tumse mohabbat na mange?,
ye kis gunah ki saza hai ?
mere dil ke is marz ki
bas tu hi ek dawa hai
hum jiye kaise tere bin , chal tu hi bata de
kya tere dil ki raza hai , kyu baitha humse khafa hai

tu chaand hai mera,
aur aasman me badal bade hain
bas teri ek jhalak ke khatir
na jaane kab se khade hai
tum aye jindagi me to jaise phool baras gye
par kaise kahe in phoolo pr bhi kaante jade hain

ki kya hoga jab vo daur ayega
jb ye khuda mujhe mere mehboob se milayega
pairo pe girke hum maafi to maang lenge
pr kya vo mujhe ab bhi maaf kar payega

maafi mile na mile pr itna jaroor hai
uski surat dekh, ye dil ro jayega
vo sama itna khoobsurat hoga ki
use dekh kar , khuda bhi muskurayega

vo ayega, vo jaroor ayega.

[thorn sedge]

I'm on the darkside of the road

Ain’t no use in wonderin’ why, babe
It don’t matter, anyhow
When the rooster crows at mornin’ light
I’ll be miles and miles away, somehow

You’re the reason for this wanderin’ heart
But I can’t stay, it just ain’t right
I’ll be thinkin’, wonderin’ down the road
A long, lonesome, endless night

I gave you my heart, you wanted more
But I gotta keep on movin’ on
Don’t look back, don’t open that door
This chapter’s ended, a new one’s begun

Well, I’ll keep on walkin’, head down, eyes on the ground
Heart full of sorrow, but I’ll be strong and sound
Maybe someday I’ll find peace, a place where I belong
Till then, I’ll keep movin’, this old, weary song.

Ps. - Bob Dylan is an unparalleled songwriter. Wrote this poem while listening to "Dont think twice its alright" on an endless loop lol!

[short mountain]

Will I ever feel the warmth of love again?
Will my heart ever open like it did for her, way back then?
Will I ever trust as deeply as I once knew?
Or has that part of me shattered, with nothing left to glue?
Will I ever feel those butterflies dance inside?
Or have they withered, gone where old dreams hide?
Will my love ever be as pure, as it was for her?
Or has time tainted it, leaving memories to blur?Will I ever share my broken pieces, jagged and torn?
Or will I hide them away, weary and worn?
Will I ever find solace in someone else’s eyes?
Or have I lost the courage to face the unknown skies?
Will I ever feel whole, or has love left me in shards?
Will I ever tear down these carefully built guards?
Will I ever be the same, or has this heart been stained?
With the echoes of a love that I can’t reclaim
Will I ever feel that spark, that once lit up my night?
Or has it been snuffed out, lost to endless fight?
Will I ever dare to love, with that fearless heart?
Or will I always fear, that once again, I’ll fall apart?
Will I ever mend these wounds, that time can’t seem to heal?
Or will I carry them forever, as scars that feel so real?
Will I ever learn to live without her shadow near?
Or will I always long for the love I held so dear?Will I ever stop searching for the pieces of my soul?
Or has she taken them with her, leaving me less than whole?
Will I ever find peace, or is this how it ends?
Will I ever love again, or just pretend?
~jalaj

[cobalt trail]

Ek baat hai dil mein
jo Aaj tumko batana zaroori hai
Sach kahoon Jaan
Tumhare bina meri Kahaniyan Adhuri hai
Bepanah Mohabbat hai tumse
Tum Ko khone ka dar Hi shayad meri kamjori hai,
Yeh Dil tumhara hoo gya hai,
tumhare liye kahin kho gya hai,
Agar tumko Bhi hai mujhse Mohabbat
To izhaar kar do
Apna Dil hamesha ke liye
Mere Naam kar do
agar nahin hai Tumhare Dil Mein Mohabbat
toh inkaar kar doh
Toh yeh lo dil mera
Iske tukde hajar kar doh....

[signal token]

Tujhse Bichad Kar Aaj Bhi Pyaar Hai Hum Karte
Kahan Kahan Nahi Dhunda Har Gali Har Raste
Sab Chod Diya Tujhe Pate Pate
Iss Kadar Tune Toda Jate Jate
Aadhi Umar Gayi Tere Paas Aate Aate
Ab Aadhi Guzar Jaayegi Tujhse Durr Jaate Jaate

[cold hearth]

"likha to boht tha uske baare
par reply me bola ek labz bhi nhi
koi to bta de why she don't give a shit ,
jabki usko to kabz bhi nhi 🥲

[cobalt trail]

Maine neeche se ghunghat uthata
Husn ka deedar krne ko
Neche se nikla kutub minar
Mera he shikar krne ko...

[cobalt trail]

iss machalte huye mann ki niyat par
ab mujhe kabu chahiye
zinda ho ya murda
mujhe babu chaiye
-Mai Elon Hu

[cold hearth]

i wrote an English rap
title-simple rhymes 2

i tried (hehe)

[daring vigil]

jalajshukla has been warned

Reason: Capital letters