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[daring jay]

you’re friend is an amazing person there is no need to criticise them, they’re trying to help out in a way they think would work it stopped you for a while didn’t it? baby steps anon baby steps.
I mean at some point sisyphus had to know that this was a curse and the boulder would always fall but he kept trying, only difference here is you’re not cursed it’s okay to fall everyone falls but do not dwell on it for long promises like that don’t last forever, your friend clearly wants to help you out heck make another promise you wont do it again sometimes it gets you through.
you should try to have other less harmful ways to cope hope you get the help you need

[gusty hearth]

What do you mean by relapsing ?

Doing drugs ?

[frigid flower]

self harm