venting

[full flax]

less fucking go bois

[wintry rampart]

correct.

[tranquil stag]

idk what happened to your father but i hope you have a great day today, happy birthday:))

[river wadi]

i'm sorry that you're going through that but like the person above said... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

[merry estuary]

of ??

[mild compass]

m/j exams

[merry estuary]

gluck

buddy

I shall blessed you with LUCKY

[mild compass]

The soreness in my legs went away but took like 3 days, for my arm and chest soreness, took like a day only

So reduce reps and sleep more?

Yeah

[mild compass]

Thanks I'll need it

[river wadi]

def sleep more. If you feel reps are fine and not straining muscles then just have a break day where you don't work out (once a week or smthg)

[mild compass]

I thought feeling the heat and strain in your Muscle is good @river wadi

How do you know you're straining

I feel it burning so far

[eager ore]

That’s normal

But ig that would be an indicator to not push more

[mild compass]

Yea the fatigue is a bigger indicator

[river wadi]

sometimes it burns like crazy bc of lactic acid production and build up in muscles if you do too much exercise without proper warm up or if you do more than you can at the moment. You should feel a little heat and small burns when you exercise but after that, it's time to stop.

[mild compass]

Yes

🙏 💯 thank you for the information

[hidden kernel]

I am soo soo stressed out

I have finals in a week and I know nothing about chemistry, idk what to do

I'm literally passing every subject except chemistry

[olive wadi]

cover what you can for the exam thats soon , but dont stress too much about a bad score , just make a lesson out of it and work on ur chemistry after the exam for the real exams

i'd revise my strengths + try to learn important topics that i dunno

[full parcel]

Thankyou so much:)

[full parcel]

Thankyouuu:)

[elfin kraken]

bro same i feel u

[wintry rampart]

i honestly don't get why my mother doesn't feel proud of me making small talk to my family

me, my cousin and my brother played plants vs zombies 2, with small talk along the way and she doesn't bother

but when she told my family that i believe in some political nonsense in front of my family, stating that i texted her to vote the least favored candidate of this year's philippine elections, i was mad as hell

and raised my voice, telling her that i am apolitical

and now she scolded me, stating that i wouldn't be able to make friends cause i could not initiate small talk, when in reality, i do not need to talk small, as i do not need to.

it's as if she wants me to become somebody that she wants me to be in the future

so that i won't go full lonely

emo

secretive attitude

[mild compass]

i just realise the girl i like doesnt like me

and my exam is in like 3 weeks

and i cant stop thinking

about that she like a boy that is 3 times better than me

[wintry rampart]

will it apply for being replaced by the same group that i worked with last term?

[tranquil stag]

yeah lol. bad things happens in life and time still goes on. we just need to try to adapt to it (which might take super long or not, depends who you are and what the situation is).

[full flax]

girls will come and girls will go

but there is only one absolute

stdyyyyyy

anyways guys i gonna become crazy by the end of this month

[merry estuary]

breh

[nova vigil]

you will find someone better.

no cap

trust me word for that

whatever happens is better for us in grand scheme of things

[ebon notch]

Can u pass AS exams in a month??

[hybrid kiln]

for IT yes

and bro our practical is on 20th!!!!!

[ebon notch]

Ikrrrr

[ebon notch]

And I’m panicking so much

[hybrid kiln]

me too

[obtuse vector]

cs too

even in a week

and get at least a B

[mild compass]

our practical is tomorrow 😃

[merry estuary]

I want to play volleyball so bad

[thin widget]

Then play

[nova vigil]

ez

[lean schooner]

that happened to me 2 weeks before my mock exams back in february

i fucked it

so really

don't give a fuck abt her

and her crush

move on

cmon your future depends on your igcse

just because of a girl that doesn't appreciate you, you flunk your igcse and get bad grades

cmon close to 1 month left before your exam period

after that we got a long ass summer holiday and we can enjoy

get so many fucking A* that you will make her regret for what she did

[lean schooner]

i mean if that boy can't do academically well, use that as an advantage to motivate yourself

basically yk

i wouldn't call it a revenge but

yk what i mean

i mean if you do do good and that boy does shit, her loss for not appreciating people like you

move on and find a better girl that appreciates you in college

[lean schooner]

lo

[elfin kraken]

My further maths tc doesn’t even know what he’s teaching smh

Getting the answers wrong and says “i did smth wrong but u know how to do it”

Even needs us to see his mistakes ffs how did i even got this tc

[mild compass]

It all began with the end of the 2016 era

[olive wadi]

i agree

2016-2017 was my golden era

its been downhill since

[wintry rampart]

further maths really will require college professors to teach part time

but in my case, my a2 maths teacher literally was professional, and is even a march series examiner at one point

[wintry rampart]

if he's 3x better, then be 5x better than him

women probably like smart men, knowledge and street-wise.

[mild compass]

I mean in looks only man idk about personality

[ebon notch]

I’m so scared

I feel like I’m gonna fail 😭

[mild compass]

Ion even know but 2017 was 2016 and 2015 was 2016 like bro

It was the longest and singlehandedly most fun year

[olive wadi]

true words

[wintry rampart]

they'll prolly look more at your personality than looks

cause you really can't judge a book by its cover

be yourself whenever you try dating or flirting with women

and eventually, you'll find one who'll fit your personality type

[river wadi]

why do guys think talking to women is so hard. like they literally make strategies to do it. it's not a big deal really; just go talk to them. If you're nervous it's fine but don't worry about them judging you :)

i mean the female species are also humans (yes it's true) they understand emotions like nervousness, anxiety, etc

just be yourself

if they like you then cool

if they don't

it should still be ok

you're allowed to feel bad

but don't get angry w them and "try to get revenge" just bc they don't like you

it honestly sucks

[river wadi]

and since you said smthg abt your exams, whether she likes you back or not just focus on yourself and your future :)

[real junco]

and they're stubborn too

[river wadi]

you're stubborn raneem

[cosmic ginkgo]

Just to play the devil's advocate, I think it's genuinely more of an instinctual reflex than a learnt one

But I haven't studied psychology so don't come at me

[river wadi]

you're prolly right but i've seen too many ppl like that and i had to say it 😂

[cosmic ginkgo]

I understand that too😂

[wintry rampart]

revenge due to rejection is the main cause of misogyny, which would lead into idk, incel-ish behavior

there is no valid reason to start hating due to rejection

[olive wadi]

if your taking "revenge" for rejection ur just an idiot who should of gotten lead on and played with instead of an honest quick rejection

[wintry rampart]

[mild compass]

Ong bro

But wtf is this channel discussing

💀

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[wintry rampart]

why would i be taking revenge for simply being rejected?

i never take revenge

i simply cope, learn and move on

even if the emotional pain is dreading enough

[mild compass]

Peak character development

[wintry rampart]

only sissies take revenge

cause it is always gonna be their problem

[mild compass]

what on earth

[wintry rampart]

???

those who take revenge are most likely getting consumed by their own automated thoughts.

that may not even be true

to a point where it goes into an obsession

that's how negative thinking owrks

[mild compass]

Wtf are you saying

💀

[wintry rampart]

what it's like to be consumed by "revenge" towards my past self, but thankfully, i was able to overcome it.

and cope

[mild compass]

😶

[wintry rampart]

i'd rather not talk about revenge here.

[wintry rampart]

i've moved on from the jealousy i've endured last november

and now i'm finding a way to correct my past mistakes

so that i can be a better person

[wintry rampart]

although a recurring problem that i have is that of finding a way to correct my past mistake of missing out the greatest opportunities that could help me find out who i am and instead suck my brain into video games

i couldn't stop thinking about becoming an opportunist to "fix that mistake"

[wintry rampart]

while trying to get my mom to support me whenever i get an opportunity

although tbf, getting and convincing my mom to actually support me would be a more appropriate move

than going all out opportunist

[mild compass]

This is such an AI generated vent

[wintry rampart]

and i ain't a damn ai

for pete's sake

[mild compass]

Walahi bro

[wintry rampart]

i honestly don't know an effective way to learn from the past, that has already happened to me enough times, especially living with a damn mother who treats my 12 year old brother like a baby

and how it could hinder me from doing what i think is best

[mild compass]

Sorry to hear that hope it gets better with you and your mom :)

[wintry rampart]

well, she's babying my 12 year old brother

and it clearly ain't my fault

[mild compass]

And?

[wintry rampart]

it's just that i'm scared of telling her about the many extracurricular opportunities i can take, in fear of being scolded for "volunteering"

"ugh... Josh, why the heck are you volunteering again?"

[mild compass]

Haha i can relate, maybe inform her about the qualites volunteering has added to you

Then they realise it's in fact something good

[wintry rampart]

maybe i should remind her that a college degree alone won't guarantee me an "above the entry level" job

[mild compass]

Yeah right

[wintry rampart]

considering that I studied in one of the Philippines' biggest universities

[mild compass]

Biggest thus good?

[wintry rampart]

just cause she was able to enter one of the biggest banks in my country as a teller

and not a junior officer or something

[mild compass]

I see

[wintry rampart]

and she may be applying that mindset, assuming that i end up in a small-time marketing firm once i get to graduate in about 3 years time

following my actualization that i may not be fit for an management in information systems degree at all

[mild compass]

3 years time

That's a lot

Who know how you'll end up

[wintry rampart]

and I feel that I would be able to experience the college life a bit longer than my batchmates in my Information Systems degree

cause it's gonna be their third year next term

and yet, my college still uses online education this term

and 3 years is prolly enough to build a reputation before even beginning to work

[mild compass]

Yes

[wintry rampart]

by reputation, i mean finding out who i am and what i'm really fit for

[mild compass]

Exactly

[wintry rampart]

although if I started finding my true passions earlier, and making a living career out of it, it would have been a big head start

to climb whatever ladder that passion is related to

[mild compass]

Yeahh

[wintry rampart]

and i don't think that being an opportunist would do good to help me learn from my mistakes

but instead it would unintentionally make a fool out of myself

[mild compass]

Right

[wintry rampart]

but I have a question. When is it the right time to show opportunistic behavior?

[mild compass]

When you see a good opportunity that you think you'd benefit!

[wintry rampart]

even without having the capabilities to do that opportunity?

[mild compass]

No

If you can't do it

Then don't take that opportunity in fırt place

It can be something challeng8ng

But not that you can't do it

[wintry rampart]

i get it.

cause i'm aware that there's such thing as being strategic with my choices as well

and i'm not sure if being strategic with my decisions would lead to success

[mild compass]

Yes

[wintry rampart]

should I be more strategic?

[mild compass]

Yes you should

[wintry rampart]

rather than directly assuming that opportunist = the "right" thing to do

[mild compass]

Wdym

[wintry rampart]

i assume that being strategic is far more better than being an opportunist, even if it meant short-term relief for simply "taking chances" in doing what i like to suceed in

as i must be optimistic in the long term to truly succeed in life

[mild compass]

Ohh

Okay

Yes

[mild compass]

Love Stella's replies

[gleaming sable]

This server has done nothing but bring me down as a person. everyday i come in here and all you do is tear me down insult me hurt me with your words and do nothing but harm me emotionally physically mentally and I just can’t take it any longer this server is so abusive and toxic it’s crazy. no one even realizes how disgusting all of your behaviors are. every single time I talk or type or even do anything or interact with anyone in the server everybody just goes against me and gangs up on me like a pack of wolves and just attacks me and i didn’t do anything to deserve these attacks and these hurtful words. i literally just try to be nice to everybody but nobody ever wants to be in my shoes and nobody ever tries to sympathize with me and see where I’m coming from all of you just see me as the enemy and as the bad guy that’s trying to ruin the server or something when really I’m just trying to spread positivity. you guys act like I’m some kind of virus or disease, constantly casting me out so much, making me feel so left out and so alone in this server. it’s freaking driving me insane I feel mental and I feel like a weirdo just being around all of you because of how you treat me. at this point in time, I’ve given up on ever trying again and ever becoming any of your friends because I just know your feelings towards me clearly. i know all of you hate me and never want to be around me again or never have anything to do with me. it’s clear that you all think I’m a joke and that I’m stupid, idiotic and boring. it’s so mean because I literally don’t do anything to you guys but you guys always act like you hate me and it makes me feel so confused because I don’t know what I did to deserve it. I feel like I should just leave because clearly nobody wants to be around me and everyone would be happier if i left anyways so i’ll just go and i hope all of you find happiness in life and i’m sorry for all the troubles i’ve ever put any of you through. i give up. goodbye.

[merry estuary]

are you good buddy?

[merry estuary]

@olive wadi If what he said is true I think we need some help.

[gleaming sable]

I mean it’s true but I swear to God I sent it in memes cuz I didn’t actually mean it like that

But it’s true tho everything there is valid

[olive wadi]

i looked at ur chat logs , u havent talked much recently

so i dont understand where you seen such mistreatment and why you didnt contact mods

[gleaming sable]

There has been mistreatment

[olive wadi]

and why didnt you report it ?

[gleaming sable]

And ripilicous knows

[merry estuary]

yup

[gleaming sable]

It was like

[olive wadi]

rip hasnt told mods anything

[gleaming sable]

2-3 months ago which is why I didn’t wanna send it in venting

[merry estuary]

buddy I never seen your name around before @gleaming sable

[olive wadi]

2-3 months ago??

so you got mistreated 2-3 months ago , have been inactive recently with few msgs here and there and now decided u had enough

strange

[gleaming sable]

Yh this message isn’t relevant now

But has been relevant

Which is why I didn’t wanna send it here rather in memes

But oh well

[merry estuary]

you are confusing my guy

[olive wadi]

i mean no real complaint is a meme but its upto u

but its just unfair to paint the server in such a bad picture when we dont even know what went wrong

and u didnt contact us mods for anything either

If people are actually mistreating you via jokes or actual insults , ask them to stop , if they dont you should directly tell mods to deal with it , not keep it inside and claim this server somehow brought you down , its completely unfair to us who are here to keep chat clean and peaceful.

this goes for everyone btw^ pls tell mods when you feel mistreated

[merry estuary]

thank you for the quick solving.

[olive wadi]

Ofc

thanks for tagging me

[merry estuary]

[olive wadi]

❤️

[lament cloud]

@olive wadi good job

[stuck mango]

Dm @smoky steppe for such cases

[mild compass]

I'll always cry onto the shoulders of my top 3 favorite mods, namely:

1. Eminem da GOAT 🐐
2. Pt bae uwu 💋
3. Nafany 😎 🙏

[olive wadi]

the fact that im below pt is depressing

[stuck mango]

Lol

[topaz ember]

bro pt

[stuck mango]

Yes?

[topaz ember]

could u remove #ig-add-maths in My role

I didn't Taken add-math & that didn't included in My school

but I got !

[mild compass]

@olive wadi could u remove as&a2 as well as as&a2 sub roles

pls

when I changed noting changed at all

[olive wadi]

why is there two akash kumars?

@mild compass are u both the same person

[mild compass]

this is my alt account

[olive wadi]

why did u get timed out

on ur main

?

[mild compass]

yes 😅

cuz I typed forbidden word in this server

sry 😅

[olive wadi]

i'll remove ur time out

since u tried to just test something

[mild compass]

okay

[olive wadi]

but dont do it again

and do not come in with alt accounts

we are strictly agaisnt dodging punishments

[mild compass]

kay I'll promise 🤞

[olive wadi]

just contact a mod

👍

[mild compass]

kay

could u remove the roles what I said

to this account

pls

[olive wadi]

sure

[full flax]

@worthy saddle

[midnight fog]

#memes message

[royal umbra]

Red is sus

[lean schooner]

Lo

[wintry rampart]

holy crap...

my damn mother can't stop whining about her obsession with bongbong marcos, son of the late dictator

"leni robredo's a fuckign idiot, bongbong will save the philippines"

what's the significance of arguing about politics?

when it further inflates egos?

i honestly don't give a shit about politics cause it would almost certainly lead to a ridiculous argument.

[jolly verge]

i genuinely hate everything and everyone and i want to die. hate the shitty education system, hate my negligent family who should have aborted me, all my seflish "friends" and our fucked up society and mostly i hate myself for existing fuck this shit. i cant even kill myself cuase im coward

[wintry rampart]

and i hate my damn family, and myself as well, for simply being a nobody in a world where random people get to be somebodies

[wintry rampart]

man... it is your choice to determine your way to live, but suicide is never an option. maybe try to at least modify these thoughts into a more positive manner, that could give you a better view on your future. be grateful for everything positive that you experienced, and maybe be resilient as well, which means that you could learn from your mistakes to develop a stronger mind.

meditation and yoga are also a considerable thing to do if you want to recalibrate your mindset, as it gives you a sense of tranquility and actualization of your true potential

trust me, learning from your mistakes will surely provide a long-term benefit

to yourself, and your future, as it will show you how strong you are as a person

[jolly verge]

im not gonna suicide cause i do have a religion and suicide is a tiket to hell im still kinda scared of hell so not dying yet. but life sucks broo this system is unfair.

[wintry rampart]

maybe take time to learn something new, that could distinguish you from others once you land a job. maybe start taking or making opportunities that can help you develop your character

the "system" could be unfair, but there are a lot more people who have difficulties finding their true selves in the system, cause they are afraid of making fools out of themselves. it is a brave move to try the things you always wanted to do, even if it initially looks intimidating.

cause what society looks for are mentally brave people who are ready to know themselves even more

and are willing to make a positive change to the world even if they are unfamiliar with what they're doing

like aiding the less fortunate people (influencers are mostly just narcissists who try to deceive people into "living a happy life"), or being part of a charity organization

[jolly verge]

idk bro i feel like everyone is so superficial its so tough to find actual good people. all these fake influencers and celebrities are just ruining our society even more. ur looks, the family u r born into, even ur ability to retain knowledge are advantages. criminals mostly become the way they are due to their circumstances. im muslim and even religion seems fucked up at this point what did gay people do wrong? why are people who are not born into islam gonna go to hell? why did god even create us if he knows our fate and that we will go to hell? whats the point of this fucking torture . idkk

i know everything that will happen in my life: i will study get a boring ass job and work till i retire and die. and im not gonna change it either. idk even know why im studying

[wintry rampart]

you may not get a boring job

you may land in a good college that will give you everything you need

from dorms, to knowledge, to friends

and you can get a social life, as a normal person, you know, make new true friends, and shape your life the way you want it as a person.

[jolly verge]

thats my only hope

[wintry rampart]

do not believe what the celebrities and influencers do, as deep down, they are living a stressful life

dealing with papparazis, obsessive fans and large criticism

[jolly verge]

thats how i stayed alive in this third world country and abusive household

for 18 years

if i dont get to be able to live in another country for university i dont know if i can carry on

[wintry rampart]

yes you can. you have to believe in yourself.

[jolly verge]

i dont doe my luck is rlly bad

[wintry rampart]

"luck"?

[jolly verge]

i feel like i will get rejected or my visa will get cancelled for some reason

like all my life sth fucked up happened to prevent me from achieving my goals

[wintry rampart]

don't think that you'll get rejected every time.

it is a matter of fact that people will surely admire you for doing your best

even if things go poorly

[jolly verge]

i once got invited to this international round of some olympiad. but my mother cancelled my visa by going to their office and creating a mess

my mom is rlly rlly crazy

she doesnt want me to leave

even though she hates me

[wintry rampart]

and my mother wouldn't fully support my passion in photography cause she thinks that "everything is digital"

[wintry rampart]

don't let your mother define who you are. let you define who you want to be.

[jolly verge]

my mom is an actual pyschopath and narcissist

she always prevents me from doing things

she went to my school multiple times to create a mess and scream at the principal

i cant even go out of the house bcs of her

i suggested therapy to her but therapy in this country is a joke

i just want to get away from her

[wintry rampart]

hmm... i'm in a similar situation, it's just less harsh, and i'm really afraid of her rejecting my opinion

whenever i speak out, as she thinks that i'm always contrasting her ideas

[jolly verge]

ya same

my mom has paranoid personality disorder

she thinks everyone is against her

she thinks everyone wants to harm her

sometimes she even blames me

[wintry rampart]

that's a severe case.

my mother is overly stressed with work

just to provide me and my brother a good education

[jolly verge]

she is very possessive about me she want me to be her little doll that will stay with her forever

she doesnt want me to study and make a life of my own

[wintry rampart]

yet, she used to lash out at me and my brother a lot.

[jolly verge]

that sucks

ur situation is also sad but ur mother is not a bad person

[wintry rampart]

hell, she used to beat my ass

[jolly verge]

omg

[wintry rampart]

and yell harsh ass words to get me to listen

[jolly verge]

my mom never got violent with me doe

how old are u?

[wintry rampart]

even gaslighting me, like "you'll regret your mistakes in the future, cause you never took the chance to listen to me"

[wintry rampart]

20

[wintry rampart]

good to know.

[jolly verge]

ya my mom is also a master gaslighter

narcissists are like that

i honestly want to get away from my family so bad and just forget this traumatic childhood

are u going to uni?

[wintry rampart]

the right way is to move on from it.

[jolly verge]

one year older than me

[wintry rampart]

don't let the past define who you are

[wintry rampart]

i'm on my 2nd year of uni

cause the past already happened.

think of a bright future, that would make everyone around you genuinely proud

[wintry rampart]

dman... that's bad to hear.

and by proud, literally "i can't believe that my child IS successful in pursuing his passions"

and i realized this the hard way, as i took my degree choice all cause of "the money"

and now i'm trying to find a passion in life that will grant me the satisfaction and commitment i need to be successful

check the pinned messages for some inspiration

and be sure to look up on "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck" by Mark Manson and "The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment" by Eckhart Tolle.

I've read TSAoNGaF and it sure is inspirational

[stuck mango]

Never knew this channels pins had something lol

[wintry rampart]

and i didn't realize it up till now

[stuck mango]

Instagram and social media are toxic

That's the rant

[wintry rampart]

self-help books are the truth

[wintry rampart]

if you're a creator with an actual passion, then, Instagram's less toxic

Facebook's far worse.

[stuck mango]

I deleted that account like 7 months ago

[wintry rampart]

cause it was a toxic pit for people to flex their narcissism?

and i get a facebook account/ig account that i rarely post

[stuck mango]

Cuz I didn't use it for years lol

[wintry rampart]

other than add stuff on stories to make myself look alive

[stuck mango]

I never post

It's shit

Ok

Yes

Lol

https://youtu.be/y2uSd-y3TFI

[wintry rampart]

one of Abdul Majeed's friends literally made this...

[stuck mango]

Nice

[wintry rampart]

Pain is not a friend

[stuck mango]

LOL

[wintry rampart]

you have to control your pain

and use it to make you realize

the right way

[stuck mango]

Yup

[wintry rampart]

that you could do what you missed in the future

even if it makes a living fool

at least you'll get the experience

Youtube's also a shithole unless you are passionte about what you make

[stuck mango]

Yt is fine

No toxicity

[wintry rampart]

unless you have Vloggers who break down

to show the reality

[stuck mango]

Ken pls

What

Um I don't get it

[wintry rampart]

people, especially vloggers would more likely show their true lives

there

but those who make clickbait and random videos that make no sense...

that's a whole new level

[stuck mango]

Um I just watch tech stuff there

[wintry rampart]

yep

and the fact that Youtube's also got its fair share of helpful videos

and I watch movie criticism and mature gamers ruining 12 year olds' games

[jolly verge]

bro most of social media is so fake, i find it hard to find genuine people and people who do everything just for clout. everytime i like a youtuber and they become famous everything goes downhill. heres the paradox fame makes people toxic. i watch a couple small youtubers and as much as i want them to be more successful its a guaranteed that the success will cause them to be more shitty. argh

[wintry rampart]

i avoid youtubers and influencers, unless they are passionate with what they create.

make some friends in uni/high school

[jolly verge]

they r mostly so disconnected from reality due to their privilege

[jolly verge]

i had an amazing friend group in my old school but this year i shifted to a new school and i dont know anytone cause the entire semester was online,

[wintry rampart]

i'm on the same boat as well.

although groupworks have led me into "friendship"

[stuck mango]

I've seen this irl

Ppl becoming successful then shitty

[wintry rampart]

although i'm not sure if things would go so well

[wintry rampart]

150%

[stuck mango]

It wasn't a good thing

I still remember it

[wintry rampart]

cause their actions are what made them go shitty in the first place

[jolly verge]

i knew my old friends for almost 13+ years its impossible to make friends this close now. and also i feel like as u grow older friendships become more superficial its becomes more like a transaction

[wintry rampart]

one youtuber does an oopsie, they will be scarred big-time

[wintry rampart]

reconnect with your old friends.

this pandemic won't last forever, you know.

the main souce, China is getting karma rn

[jolly verge]

i became rlly depressed this year i couldnt even get out of my house i ghosted my friends i feel like shit

[jolly verge]

im planning on reaching out after my exams

[wintry rampart]

that's good to hear.

[jolly verge]

honestly china should get consequences cause they didnt take preventive measures from the stat

[wintry rampart]

i've tried to reconnect with one classmate I had ever since I was 6 and as it's really working

[jolly verge]

*start

[wintry rampart]

"zero covid. let local travellers come to other countries"

in fact, the first-ever covid case in my country was a tourist from Wuhan

and her husband

[jolly verge]

fuck the chinese govt dude

they caused this

literally ruined so many ppls futures

[wintry rampart]

yeah.

they clearly had 2 years of joy, watching everyone else try to curb the pandemic

now look where they are, all thanks to an imported mail or something

[jolly verge]

i can guaranteee i would be in a much better place if this pandemic didnt happen

[wintry rampart]

same

[jolly verge]

students were so much impacted

[wintry rampart]

although there are some people who "benefitted" from the pandemic like esports players and commentators

[jolly verge]

my studies my social life all went downhill nd i got so fucking depressed

[wintry rampart]

man... i can't stand these esports commentators.

doing nothing to get paid

unlike the typical, lame-ass office puppetry

[jolly verge]

theres a lot of ppl like that now

[wintry rampart]

that would result in the opposite

[jolly verge]

its the age of onlyfans

[wintry rampart]

and monke nft

[jolly verge]

ppl becoming millionares from being attractive

nd giving zero effort

[wintry rampart]

when one of these esports commentators came in my head, i knew i fucked up, big time

as i did not want to end up being a puppet

[jolly verge]

while we study are ass offs to get 0.1% of their income

[wintry rampart]

with an IT degree

[jolly verge]

lol

[wintry rampart]

but instead become a contractor in the marketing industry

[jolly verge]

damn

[wintry rampart]

this is technically my problem

[wintry rampart]

trust me, working as a freelancer is far more better than being a corporate puppet

you get to make your own money, and freely decide when you want to work

as a result, now, i wanna become a professional photographer

as well

[jolly verge]

its hard to make it in these niche fields

i hope u do well

[wintry rampart]

it's best to start now than later.

[jolly verge]

ya start asap

often times luck plays a role for making it big

[wintry rampart]

in fact, that commentator that i was envious at, she started in 2018, and is now commentating in official valorant toruneys

as in, those sponsored by Riot Games

in south east asia

[jolly verge]

she levelled up dude

[wintry rampart]

i've started since 2019

and i feel proud of my work

[jolly verge]

thats great

u r lucky u found ur passion early

[wintry rampart]

and i feel that this year is gonna be big for my photohgraphy account, as i took an opportunity to be noticed by a medium-sized gaming photographer

[jolly verge]

i still have nthg im passionate about i hate everything i just wanna sleep all day

[wintry rampart]

maybe you can find yours too starting today.

[jolly verge]

woah

[wintry rampart]

think of what you like to do.

[jolly verge]

i tried everything but i lose interest quickly

[wintry rampart]

and keep doing what you like to do, especially if it is an art

[jolly verge]

i like scrolling through reddit and reading the miseries of ppl daily

[wintry rampart]

it's all about commitment and curiosity.

know why you like doing that hobby

[jolly verge]

my only hobby

i like pyschology but i dont want to go through med school torture

also i didnt take bio in a level so yay

[wintry rampart]

psychology degrees exist, though.

which means no med school

[jolly verge]

ya but i wanne be a psychiatrist and also pyschology as a standalone bchelors is useless

[wintry rampart]

that's nice to hear

[jolly verge]

u need like a phd to get a good job nd i dont wanna study that much

[jolly verge]

the problem is to be a pyschiatrist u need to complete med school

im not doing med school even if its the death of me

u r lucky dude continue with ur photography passion nd u will make sth of it

[wintry rampart]

maybe a psychologist would be a better role

one that analyzes people's behaviors for the sake of research

whether it ties to consumer psychology or industrial psychology

but i'd say that the two fields i mentioned do not even need a phd

[jolly verge]

hmm i will then try applying for a few good pyschology courses

[wintry rampart]

you too. i hope that you find a good passion that you can turn into a career

[jolly verge]

if i get in maybe i will end up pursuing it

[wintry rampart]

phds would normally be best for professors though...

so, i'd advise getting a bachelor's degree or an associate degree

with bachelors, you can pick a bachelor's in science or bachelor's in arts degree

[jolly verge]

im good at maths physics and computer so my fam is insisent on me doing an it or engineering degree

im actually good at progrmming but i dont like it

passion vs success

[wintry rampart]

that's the spirit!

passions would lead into a happier life

while thinking of success may be the opposite

[runic raptor]

how do I study properly if I procrastinate too much and literally just have depressive episodes, I feel like everyone is doing so much better than me and I barely study like at all. I feel so upset and anxious all the time but I can't be productive.

i also feel like my mental health is declining and I need therapy but it's so inaccessible where I live and my dad is generally against it although I need it because I have so many personal issues that get in the way of my studies. just I'm not doing so good :(

[olive wadi]

i mean you gotta put away distractions and start by small steps and work ur way up , u cant just magically sit down and become the ideal student u wanna be , takes time & effort

but mental health definitely plays a big role in it so dont beat urself up too much over that

[thin widget]

for the procrastination part, personally what I do is I just get up and study one little thing a day and thats enough motivation for me to continue for the rest of the day instead of overthinkin about it and comparing myself to others. Idk try it, just start with something

[olive wadi]

Make small and achievable goals in the short term and put some small rewards too for reaching them , this way u get started u do something but also you improve ur mental a bit by feeling satisfied u achieved a task

[olive wadi]

yeah true 100% , key is to just get started , dont think about how much u have left to do or whatever , dont think about others at all , just you and your goals , get started , rest will follow

[wintry rampart]

hmm... and i do one question a day for homeworks lately...

if the deadline's within a week or two.

[olive wadi]

ur undergrad ur story is differnt

[wintry rampart]

otherwise, i'd just do 2-3 questions in a sitting

[wintry rampart]

yep. in as & a2, it was answering past papers and specifically targeting a type of question (essay-type/concept-based/mcqs/practical questions)

[thin widget]

@runic raptor

[olive wadi]

ya

[runic raptor]

yeah:(

thank uu

[olive wadi]

Np , dw you can always make a change just get started

[runic raptor]

even if I have less than a month for the exams? it's just I'm kinda stressed about math

it means a lot tho

[olive wadi]

Yes you have few weeks right? thats still lots of time especially in IGCSE

i mean im in similar boat as you and im in A2 which is so much harder but yet i do as much as possible

Just try to do as much as you can , you can always fix it later if needed

[thin widget]

learning an entire syllabus in 1 month too 💀

[olive wadi]

u dont need to learn the entirety syllabus to perfection to do decent in the exam

unless ofc ur aim is A and A*'s

then you shoulda studied lmao , or just retake

[thin widget]

was gonna drop it until I realised rhat a lot of unis needed 4 AS lvl subs

[runic raptor]

thanks :(💕

[olive wadi]

anytime!

:)

[mild compass]

Bruh i have 4 subjects, phy chem maths comp. wont say will ace but will do decently well at phy maths and comp

chem is killing mee

i dont know anything from beginning to end

exams in few weeks

covid really degraded my performance

i used to be so good at this subject

[full flax]

welcome to the club my fren

[olive wadi]

u can check out altacademy , theres a teacher named bilal hameed or smth , hes videos and resources been helping me a lot

im basicallly on the same boat as u

on chem

[mild compass]

is there any free sites??

[real junco]

that is free

[olive wadi]

what i mentioned is free yeah

[mild compass]

it seems we need a membership

to sign in

[rough holly]

alr lemme give u some great websites, allery chemistry ( YT), savemyexams, physicsand maths tutor ofc, chemguide, quizlet for like flashcards and stuff, z-libary to download a bunch of free chem textbooks and cgp has some great summary information :), also tailored tutors have a good chem thingy but its like 79 quid a month

[elfin kraken]

how do yall memorise for chem?

[hidden kernel]

I'm starting to feel really burned out about all the revision I'm doing

[mild compass]

Associate it with something memorable in your room or something like that

[soft jungle]

its free, you can just sign up for a membership

[mild compass]

@olive wadi u gotta stop changing that pfp man

[opal prism]

He can do whatever he wants >3

[real junco]

damn

I changed it too

is that a problem 😩

[olive wadi]

No

Lmao who do ppl think they are telling me not to change pfp

[mild compass]

I'm confused

[cedar coral]

for chem a levels alt academy is super cool

and o levels as well altaacademy.org make an account get free recorded lecture

[rough holly]

no their pfp be elite smh

[wintry rampart]

man... why does my damn family prefer staying home over going out during easter weekend?

it's not as if they get trampled by a crowd

yes, covid's still out there and china's getting what it deserved

i wanted to take the next 3 days as a well-deserved break

and here i am

only eating lunch out on thursday

friday, is nothing

saturday is prolly the same thing as today

going out to the wealthy area of manila

it's liek i so not deserve this fate, but a genuine 3 day break

out of the house, exploring the world

[wintry rampart]

and now here i am, expecting a 3 day staycation

at home

[mild compass]

I consumed like 3k calories yesterday and I'm taking the worst shit of my life. Legit feel like throwing up, this shit is humongous and painful bruh

I'm in pain

Lots of nauseous pain

My intestines feel like exploding

[lament cloud]

Lmfaooo

[wintry rampart]

laxatives are always your best friend if you cannot shit with your muscles

[opal prism]

what is that a drug or something?

[wintry rampart]

a medication

[lament cloud]

It's a type of medication lmao

How do you not know what a laxative is😂

[wintry rampart]

they stimulate your intestines

and forge a stomach ache

[lament cloud]

Right yeah

[wintry rampart]

well, that's one of their functions

others soften your fecal matter

so that it will be easier to pass

[lament cloud]

Right

[real junco]

why is this here

[opal prism]

Why is what here?

[real junco]

fecal matter

[full flax]

guys im sorry to say this but chemistry>>>>>>bio

bio is the shitttest ever

at least whenever i write what i understand in chemistry i at least get the full marks

but in bio its like even if i write a full essay there is always something missing

[opal prism]

@full flax I am surprised you have said this your the first I know who thinks biology is worse than chemistry

From what I have gathered biology is more about memorization and writing exactly how the mark scheme wants you to write

Chemistry for A-level I know nothing about since I didn’t do it for A-levels however I did do it for gcses so it had a lot of calculations and formulas so maybe your a mathematical person instead

[full flax]

i guess i am

i mean i love maths

easiest subject ever

[cosmic ginkgo]

Gcse and a level difficulty is miles apart tbh, I wouldn't make a decision based on GCSE

[tawdry igloo]

guys IGCSE exams start soon

i have absolutely no motivation to revise

[olive wadi]

Ye no dont even try to make assumptions about A Level chem from IGCSE knowledge its a whole new planet , only take it if you really into it or if you really need it for uni

[jolly verge]

chemistry is the absolute worst a level, its tons of memorization+critical thinking. all of my friends who have bio have told that bio is the easiest science subject. chemistry is just absolutely disgusting in a levels

also theres 15 days left for exams i only completed like 2 years of past papers i wanna fucking diee

[umbral cypress]

what’s the difference between chem ig and a level? /g

like how is it worse

[astral marsh]

IG chem is kinda ordinary

While A level basically means advanced level

so yeah its worse

[jolly verge]

ig chem is super easy. very basic theory. if u know the contents in a surface level u r good to go. but a level chem is very twisted, theory is much much deeper and the questions are very confusing and require lots of critical thinking and deep knowledge. its a very ewww subject

[astral marsh]

basically what I said but ok

[plain venture]

idk, you just said "its basically advanced" meanwhile dopp explained and gave a few examples on why its advanced.

[astral marsh]

basically what i wanted to say but ok

[plain venture]

you were 12 hours too late

[astral marsh]

basically I don’t care but ok

[mild compass]

This is an interesting vent

@plain venture AS level chem is nearly as easy as IG chem

It's the A2 Chem everyone talks ab being difficult

In fact all A2 subjects are annoying and difficult

[plain venture]

I see

[full flax]

bro noo AS chem is megameters ahead of IG CHEM

IG chem was like the easiest science subject

[astral marsh]

ooo a counter vent

[jolly verge]

https://tenor.com/view/schitts-creek-david-rose-lie-false-liar-gif-19979790

[jolly verge]

nooooo

[real junco]

nah

[green venture]

Sniped!

..

Message by EminemSomething#1906

[mild compass]

L

[mild compass]

My bad, @real junco I was assuming we're talking general AS subjects, I've not taken chem so I can't say anything ab it but personally I've found Physics and Computer science and Math really easy and almost the same level as IG with just one or two new concepts

[real junco]

damn that's good

idk about CS but most people struggle with the other two

especially physics

[olive wadi]

Everyones different but ye generally ppl find those 2 hard as well

from my 3 subjects tho , hardest has to be chem

[mild compass]

Really? I personally struggled with bio in Ig so I dropped it lmfao

[naive skiff]

man life isnt fun rn

why

tried old stuff with friends

but it wasnt as funny as it used to be

[cosmic ginkgo]

Try new things

[cosmic ginkgo]

It do be like that

But you can't keep reliving the past, you need to create memories for the future

Bit ironic that I'm saying this rn but that's my cue to take my own advice too

[slate sky]

agreed

[slate sky]

same lol

but I do struggle a bit

I have english literature in addition to it

[mild compass]

Igcse mod mashallah welcum @slate sky

[opal prism]

[plain venture]

[jolly verge]

sometimes i just want to be a fucking rock. just imagine sitting all day no one bothers u no one gives a shit about u. no exams no bills no nothing just sit in a corner and do nothing. man im envious fucking rocks

[real junco]

no one bothers you?

will smith exists

[sleek bay]

my schoolgrades is beyond abysmal... COVID, for all your flaws, rekting my studies is one of them.

[full flax]

but then you cant do anything fun just sit and watch at people having fun, entertaining themselves and you are stuck in the drain cuz a kid got angry about his exams and kicked you

[astral marsh]

My cock's a rock but I always give a shit about it and also bother it. 💀

[wooden elm]

must be hard having a cock as tiny as a rock

[astral marsh]

Size doesn't matter and also I'm just tryna prove a point

[wooden elm]

keep telling urself that

[astral marsh]

gay

[real junco]

why are you like this

[astral marsh]

Yeah why are you like this smh

[wooden elm]

check harem

[wooden elm]

zn rule 2

[green venture]

2. No inappropriate language/behaviour

The use of profanity should be kept to a minimum. Any form of discrimination, academic dishonesty, and offensive jokes involving race, religion and/or ethnicity, gender, and sexuality are prohibited.

[tranquil stag]

the other person wasn't really being offensive but ok!

[jolly verge]

ikr

[astral marsh]

fr Justice for Kyle 💀

[wintry rampart]

now i can't stop worrying

about my brother's graduation becoming haywire

cause i feel that the pedophile stalking him and his friends are still out there

i feel that getting interrogated by the nbi to disclose information about the suspect

a 24 year old man who wants to idk meet and molest 9-11 year olds

and uses cybercrime to get what he wants

even if i get falsely accused, it will be worth the pain

to get some genuine closure

to this incident

my brother goes away, scotch free, no trauma

i get trauma

how is this fair?

[mild compass]

What?

[wintry rampart]

you want me to run it down?

here it is:

Last November/December, my brother fell victim to a cyberpedophile who prolly wanted to enslave him. Me and my mother were panicking, a lot while he just laughed it off as the cybercriminal committed more dangerous things that tied to him. At one point, that pedophile found my name and I was about to snap, and now, I'm scarred.

All inside my head was "Be a vigilante. Close that shit. Get him arrested or killed, or kill him, in the most excrusiating way, to a point where he'll be a ghost forever and not ascend. Make his life in prison a living hell, cause pedophiles are the lowest of the prison food chain"

and all I want is closure without following these thoughts

This contributed to a small episode of depression that I had last December

[mild compass]

Collect all evidences of his attempted conversations regarding meet ups and stuff, as many as you can and report him.

[wintry rampart]

I can't.

I tried, by going as far as finding these conversations, and letting his school know about it.

They didn't do anything

They didn't tip the feds

[mild compass]

Also your brother maybe young which is why he's not processing this as detrimental to himself right now, and he won't just walk off with 'no trauma', it will have deep effects on his thought process for the future.

[wintry rampart]

Hell, the place he was having therapy was hacked too.

[mild compass]

What about an anonymous tip to the authorities?

[wintry rampart]

It prolly won't be possible in the Philippines

[mild compass]

Your brother?

[wintry rampart]

yeah

[mild compass]

Does the place where you brother gets therapy know that?

[wintry rampart]

Yeah

[mild compass]

And they haven't reported an online security breach?

[wintry rampart]

and I haven't heard from them either, so, I just assumed that the feds were looking for a pedophile online

[wintry rampart]

That, I don't know.

[mild compass]

Why can't you report him directly?

[wintry rampart]

My mom won't let me, cause she fears for my safety, if I were to be interrogated by the feds

[mild compass]

Not much of a therapy place if they're allowing confidential data to be vulnerable to security breaches like these.

[wintry rampart]

Technically, his school has poor IT infrastructure

[mild compass]

Convince her, this is going to get way worse than an interrogation by the feds.

[wintry rampart]

I'll try, but I guess that I've got to move on. In fact, she told my brother that she was ready to file a complaint to the feds and Department of Education.

This incident has been gone for months

[mild compass]

She should

[mild compass]

That sounds horrible

[wintry rampart]

We technically decided to forget about the pedophile

and ignore his messages

[mild compass]

Are you in contact with any of their other victims

[wintry rampart]

My mother is in contact with a few of the victims

[mild compass]

How about a joint complaint with the guardians of all these kids

[wintry rampart]

Starting with my brother's best friend, who was the 2nd major victim

their tutor, who temporarily lost all his social media accounts

[mild compass]

It won't be a one on one interrogation thing then

[wintry rampart]

Good idea.

Include his school and it would be bigger

and more convincing

[mild compass]

Yep

[wintry rampart]

All I know, is that I've overheard the cyber-pedophile was 24 years old, and uses Youtube as the main starting point for these attacks

Does a 24 year old trying to convince a bunch of 9-11 year olds to meet him count as pedophilia?

[mild compass]

Okay, well collect all and any evidence you have on him, start preparing a file, along with the instance where he attempted to hack into the therapy place + accounts of other kids and details

[wintry rampart]

I'll do what I can.

[mild compass]

The conversation should have stopped the moment he found out they were not legal kids

[wintry rampart]

Heck, my brother's email literally proves that he's a 6th grader

[mild compass]

The fact that he continued trying to conversate and attempt at meet ups is clearly showing his intentions

[wintry rampart]

all he says is "haha i bomb your zoom i disrupt your tutoring i want to hack@

I've first hand witnessed it

[mild compass]

That's weird

[wintry rampart]

but thankfully, I didn't attack my brother

cause it ain't his fault

[mild compass]

Yeah it is not,

[wintry rampart]

I also overseen an email saying:
"Help i want to look at this kid. please let me in your meetings."

or something

[mild compass]

That's disgusting

[wintry rampart]

Well, my brother's school is also to be blamed

cause their IT Infrastructure's weak in terms of security

[mild compass]

Well, keep trying your best and please don't lose your cool or try to set up a meeting with him yourself just because you are angry. It's completely justified for you to want him to suffer, but it's something not in your control. Choose a legal pathway, don't let this ordeal affect your future by doing something stupid.

[wintry rampart]

Yep. I always believe in karma, and I know that karma would come to the pedophile anyways. So, I'd be better off not bothering about that incident and move on

[mild compass]

I see, but that'll come in later

[mild compass]

Yep

Just take care, accompany your brother everywhere, look out for any suspicious people that might be stalkers and report asap.

[wintry rampart]

Heck, I might as well suggest this situation to my professors at college as a possible thesis/case study for IT students if I could.

[wintry rampart]

Will do. I'm always vigilant of everyone's intentions.

[mild compass]

That's great

Good luck, hope you and all the affected families pull out of this safely and that disgusting man gets what he deserve.

Stay strong!

[wintry rampart]

Thank you, catto.

I would still be obsessing over that thing at a worse pace if it weren't for your help

[mild compass]

It's no problem at all, really hope everything works out for everyone soon

[wintry rampart]

as of now, it is. And I suddenly remebered that incident as I thought of volunteering to present an inspirational speech in my brother's graduation

which is part of my major goal to correct my past mistake of not taking the right opportunities that fits me when granted

[wintry rampart]

tbf, my mom and brother have increasingly became more vigilant of their passwords, and even went as far as buying him a new laptop and tablet

and they even used Webex out of all platforms

instead of Zoom & Google Meet

[mild compass]

That's good

[mild compass]

Yeah

That pedophile one day will get a taste of his own medicine on his kids or other people he loves

Hope you feel better @wintry rampart

[wintry rampart]

I am indeed better

[olive wadi]

Why would u wish that on any kid , thats the worst karma i heard

I hope he gets punished and learns a lesson , never would wish these kinda things on anyone innocent thats wrong despite their family relations

[full flax]

you could anonymously expose him on social media

that could do somethingt to him

[wintry rampart]

this could be very different in the Philippines, the social media capital of the world.

but it could be worth to spread awareness

[wintry rampart]

dude for sure will. every prison considers pedophiles and perverts to be the lowest of their hierarchy, meaning that they'll make freaks like my brother's stalker's life a living hell.

[wintry rampart]

karma's already the punishment.

[wintry rampart]

I mean, look at the school's email system. uses the same format and password for every student's email, so, if one person knows the password for a school account, he could access every student's school account.

[mild compass]

I did not wish i just gave an example of what punishment could come to him

But i still wish he gets punished he made a lot of traumas for other kids

[wintry rampart]

that's common sense ffs... for sure, social media would brand that crook as one as well as the country's news channels

the kids would be saved and relieved

by him, i mean the pedophile responsible

[kindred ridge]

Bruh my school hasn’t even gotten an email from Cambridge whether to commence the exams for may/June

[subtle rampart]

May june exams starts from this week ...check it again with school

[raw zenith]

mine start 30th may

[silk garnet]

mine 25 april

[subtle rampart]

Mine 28 April.

[olive wadi]

i think igcse and AS practicals start late april

iirc

[kindred ridge]

yeah ik the exam schedule already but they haven't told us whether it's actually going to happen for us or poe

[astral marsh]

gl

[soft jungle]

which country

[kindred ridge]

Jakarta indonesia

Some schools allow it while some don’t

[soft jungle]

oh okau

[elfin kraken]

Im starting to feel burned out and as is one week away :))

[wintry rampart]

how the fuck do i have only 2 teammates when everyone else has 3?

this is so fucking unfair.

why did i put myself in this case?

i fucking hate myself

every damn group has one additional functioning brain

while i have 3...

i am both outnumbered and outgunned

i'll end up producing a shit project

and flunk the course

goddamn this life

fuck my choices

i feel so weak

it's as if i lost a damn arm...

how will this project be fair?

if i have to act as 2 brains in one

[lament cloud]

can you ask your teacher for your final score to be upweighted. When i had to do a project, since all 3 of members did not work, and I had to do a project by myself, my final score was upweighted from 14/20 to 20/20, and the other members got a score lower because they did no work

so ask if your professor can implement something similar

[wintry rampart]

idk bout this. she thought that it was fair to put everyone into groups of four, but me with 3?

if i distrust my teammates, then, i'll work the entire project myself

and say nothing

if that's the case, i expect something bigger, prolly an incentive for leading only 2 members

[wintry rampart]

my prof even encouraged me to lead

and i do not expect a reward from her

for being brave enough to do this as a group of 3.

[lament cloud]

this isnt a reward, youre taking more workload than you should be and your score should reflect that

[wintry rampart]

what if i produce a shit quality style output, which is a research paper that analyzes a business' financial systems while comparing it with other commercial financial systems?

i've thought of equally assigning ourselves into doing 3 parts of the paper

and concluding together as one

[lament cloud]

thats a good idea

[wintry rampart]

i've also thought of enlisting help from upperclass students as well

this is gonna be one hell of a fight.

i've got a chance to prove everyone wrong.

to prove that even 3 brains would produce a good research paper...

[lament cloud]

yes

i wish you good luck

[wintry rampart]

but i gotta learn to trust my groupmates

but both of them are a bunch of idiots

one groupmate literally asks me for my solutions

ie, my accounting journals, ledgers and balance sheets

and that's gonna be the hard part

without looking authoritative and micromanaging

[wintry rampart]

let me get the story straight:

• It's day 1 of class
• My prof is cool with allowing us to select groupmates
• I lack courage to ask out my classmates if I can work with them
• Everyone gets grouped except for 7 students (including me)
• I get grouped with 2 random students
• I get "encouraged" by my prof to lead these 2 students
• I get genuinely frustrated on why I put myself into this situation by the end of the class till now (first instance was all about being replaced, and second, is this rant)

now, here i am

[wintry rampart]

what I mean by that, is the total count of team members, not a freeloading-related issue

[mild compass]

U guys ever feel like u need to get serious but dont

Like I focus on the topics I'm weak at then suddenly u need to do the basic topics again

[glossy quartz]

all the time 💀

[full flax]

yeah its common in smart people

[fiery salmon]

how are you guys preparing for A2 chemistry?

I'm so nervous right now idk if I'll be able to do the exam

[obtuse vector]

unfortunately also in people who end up wasting their time and not accomplishing what ever it was they needed to get serious for

[mild compass]

i just realise my ex unfollowed my on instagram and i dont feel like studying anymore idk why

[jolly verge]

How are the two sentences correlated

Is it weird that i want to have a crush? Genuinly miss the feeling of liking people even celebrities seem shitty now. I miss getting butterflies for ppl even if its an idolised version

[hybrid kiln]

same i want a school crush

[cedar coral]

[full flax]

move on

dont give a shit about him

do people intoduce themselves with their pronouns?

they be like hi im jake she/her

[wary turtle]

I think i failed my physics exam today idk what to do, i mean i tried really hard. But the others cheated and yea i just i kinda hate myself atm

[mild compass]

no no no why hate ur self, am sure u did ur best. Physics can suck sometimes (no offense to any physics lovers 😂) but u really tried my dude. If others cheated that doesn’t mean they did good. You did very well, u did ur best am sure.

[mild compass]

he’s a fucking sociopath; why would he still follow u after the break up

[mild compass]

It's a girl

[naive skiff]

pffft

[mild compass]

fuck am sorry

i just joined a couple of days ago, u humans can’t blame me

[naive skiff]

i can

a human is a human

[mild compass]

fuck off

[naive skiff]

i bully anyone when i see the chance

[mild compass]

We’re gonna on the same page then

[naive skiff]

now go help them

because i have no experience in da field

all i can say is bro

[mild compass]

neither do i

[naive skiff]

just let it slide

[mild compass]

bro and dude are my extremes

[naive skiff]

was referring to the dude

Jacobez

[mild compass]

i can’t-

[naive skiff]

haha

[mild compass]

i lost it-

[naive skiff]

just don't bother about it much

they follow you or unfollow you don't care about it

just focus on yourself man

[mild compass]

yea, it’s her loss

[naive skiff]

who knows what happened

[mild compass]

fuck off dude, i was trying to help

give me a chance

[naive skiff]

like i said

ill bully if given a chance

but go on

[mild compass]

not anymore, i lost the will to live now

[mild compass]

you’ll find someone who’ll make ur heart shine; some people just don’t deserve u yet.

[naive skiff]

focus on your studies fn

sounds dumb but

[mild compass]

no it sounds rather logical

[naive skiff]

if relationship is dragging your studies down

then don't get into one

[mild compass]

because externals are on the corner, u need the spirit

[naive skiff]

unless your stable enough to handle one

stable in my terms is you can handle your life post breakup

[wintry rampart]

what matters more is that you showed true honesty, and you should be proud that you are at least honest, as most students would probably resort to cheating in order to window dress their report cards.

it's okay to feel bad about doing poor in tests, but you must also be proud at the same time, as you showed your true knowledge

[wary turtle]

aw thank you sm- y'all are srsly so nice

[wintry rampart]

remember, being honest and humble would lead to a successful life.

those who cheat would most likely face something unbearable like job difficulties

[full flax]

girls will come and girls will go but there is only one absolute

acing the examssss

[wintry rampart]

anyways, i feel that i could have done something better when it comes to getting the group i could have desired or something else that could have significantly changed the outcome...

well, that applies to only one subject

i got to work with the same team i worked with last term for an algo class this term, at least.

[jolly verge]

I dont even want to be in a relationship at this point but i genuinly want to like someone. I feel so empty these days. Just want to have butterflies. Even a celebrity crush is enough. But these days all of the celebrities are turning out to be trashier by the day. Fuck

[olive wadi]

i bit my tongue hours ago and it still hurts , bastard tongue wont heal

[wary turtle]

I get what you mean and is it for some kind of motivation..? This works for me but I'm not 100% sure if it'll work for you or not, maybe liking a group (since they have lots of members too)

[wary turtle]

hmm yea, but think on the bright side, you've tried your best! And think of it as an experience, since you can't always pick the people you work with in the future

[wary turtle]

i heard cleaning that spot with salt + water helps-

[olive wadi]

good idea actually

[naive skiff]

good

[naive skiff]

crush on anime characters 😎

@hybrid kiln can explain the rest

[rare estuary]

Like nanami👀

[mild compass]

ahh those anime characters have owned my heart

[jolly verge]

ya a kinda motivation nd it just makes me look forward more to the day and happier person in general. I remember having crushes when i was younger and although some were heart breaking at least i felt something, i feel rlly hollow at this point

[lament cloud]

i bit the inside of my cheek

and got a mouth ulcer

just take an ice cube and press it on the part that needs to heal

and you should be fine

[jolly verge]

omg same

i told it to my dad and that it hurts a lot, he thought i was joking

it rlly hurt nd got swollen then i showed him he told me its due to improper hygiene

i explained to him how i bit the inside of my cheek but this dude wont believe me

[signal lion]

bruh

[lament cloud]

my parents used to say the same thing when i was younger

and i believed them

but now i figured that the ulcers were because of the biting and not coz of anything else

[mild compass]

Why is everyone biting themselves? We’re non edible flesh

[lament cloud]

smh

[mild compass]

My mucous membranes taste good

That's why

[lament cloud]

ayo

[mild compass]

my dude i agree

My body makes the cells itself
So why can't I consume them?
You can destroy what you create

brain explosion

[vivid pendant]

i really thought i was gonna have a proper study sesh today lol. already 5:18 pm and i have dont varely 30 minutes of study

literally slept in the afternoon

havent even started on chem and physics and computer since the mocks

:" ) im screwed lol

said to myself that ill improve on this habit since the Oct Nov exams lol. nope

[cedar coral]

5 subs

one is the hardest

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kmss

qsing my life

[vivid pendant]

what are they

[cedar coral]

bio

chem

[vivid pendant]

im doing phys chem math comp gp

[cedar coral]

phy

mth

further math