its traumatic yeah
#venting
stuck mango
I see a bright future for you bcs most successful ppl have a similar start as yr life
olive wadi
only if u decide to turn it sround
bec ppl who have better lifes
dont need to rlly grind it out
Nah
u choose to be weak
u choose to not fight
stuck mango
True
olive wadi
this doesnt require some physical strength its abt ur mental strength
stuck mango
@alpine hatch try recalling the positives now
stuck mango
@alpine hatch do you watch any social media?
olive wadi
start from there
alpine hatch
<@739393961457877063> do you watch any social media?
?
olive wadi
find ur reason to fight first
olive wadi
Listen
alpine hatch
Do you use Instagram or tiktok
Only Instagram
stuck mango
Only Instagram
Do you see negative content there?
olive wadi
try to find a reason abt urself
i’d say achieving that ideal life u want sounds like a solid goal
thats just my opinion
alpine hatch
Yeah hahah
olive wadi
hmmm
obviously vent stuff here
anytime u want
but just try
being more positive
towards urself
and ur own life
try to embrace any lil good thing
stuck mango
Y is it so hard to deduce gender in here lmao
olive wadi
Y is it so hard to deduce gender in here lmao
ikr omg everyones the opposite of whay i think they r
stuck mango
Pls add pronouns or gender to your nickname
olive wadi
its ur choice so
no rule saying females need to act feminine
U arent
but u will be
if u believe that sentiment
bec u will turn urself into smth unlovable
summer flicker
they don't though?
actually i have no idea about that
don't know anything about relationships
positive realistic response
which you instantly butcher in the next millisecond
XD
if someone liked the you enough to actually date you over anyone else what makes you think no one else will do the same
yeah i don't think it was because you have too much shit in your life
it probably just didn't work out you know
summer flicker
I relate there
it seems as if everyone i know is going abroad to some top uni to follow their dreams while im stuck here doing medicine cuz no other sector is developed enough to have job openings
you were his first SO?
olive wadi
Btw just saying , dont succumb to the belief that the west is so amazing and THE place u wanna be in , yes its better in some standards if ur from a developing country but if you enjoy living in ur own country and have opportunities there make use of it , we were brainwashed a lot at school to think that the USA is some amazing great place and that we should leave to the US but growing up lol i pretty much hate anything the US stands for and love my country way way more now so yeah , idk this is my experience but its just a thought to keep in mind
its not necessary to move abroad for a greater education and jobs if your own country alrdy has opportunities
summer flicker
its not necessary to move abroad for a greater education and jobs if your own co...
i wanted to move for opportunities
but at the same time i love my country more
so i guess medicine is a good compromise
olive wadi
thats fair and in this day and age medical workers are in dire need so i assume opportunities are there
alpine hatch
Btw just saying , dont succumb to the belief that the west is so amazing and THE...
USA sucks with the racism and all that
summer flicker
yeah
mild compass
Not really, it's doing pre good compared to the other SEA countries.
summer flicker
i don't think he knew what a relationship meant
he's supposed to help you out
and you thought putting all your self esteem on it was a good idea
mild compass
USA sucks with the racism and all that
The US is just shit. The racism is the same whether you go to the UK, Europe etc honestly racism is worse in Malaysia than US
summer flicker
just learn and move on
none of this means you're unlovable or anything
or you're too broken to have good things
it happens
take it with a grain of salt though i have no idea what im talking about XD
mild compass
take it with a grain of salt though i have no idea what im talking about XD
Me neither 😐
mild compass
Btw just saying , dont succumb to the belief that the west is so amazing and THE...
To be frank. The west is a lot better of a place to be in than anywhere else. But to say that the US is the best place of all countries then yea that's bs
olive wadi
im probably biased as i live in a very decent and balanced country
a country which is modern but also has middle eastern aspects
he lives in malaysia lol
Turkey
mild compass
I'm from sg lmao
😔
I live in KL
Best contrie
Based but i prefer w.p Kuala Lumpur
And Selangor
mild compass
im probably biased as i live in a very decent and balanced country
Just get rid of erdogan and turkey is based
I'm just here w my mom
A levels
Not degree
alpine hatch
Which college if u dont mind me asking
alpine hatch
Ah ok
alpine hatch
KL is the most expensive city in Malaysia to live in
mild compass
Truee
However
A lot cheaper than Singapore
Exactly
So average Singaporean looks well off but it's really average
It's toxic too in a sense
Air pressure
summer flicker
Air pressure
LOL
summer flicker
probably higher cost of living as well then
mild compass
Higher cost of everything + tax = get fucked @summer flicker
summer flicker
lol
mild compass
All my cousins live in Malaysia bc it's too expensive in sg
summer flicker
going abroad is only worth it if you get a good scholarship
it's so expensive everywhere
mild compass
^^^^^
You know for the same cost of a shitty hdb apartment in toa payoh, you can live in a nice condominium in Malaysia
Which is why work in sg, live in malaysia is 😏 😎 🤝
summer flicker
i doubt your relationship will last regardless
mild compass
What relationship
summer flicker
i don't think different monetary upbringing is good enough a cause for a breakup
there's probably more things idk
or your ex is just an asshole
unreal oak
i doubt your relationship will last regardless
statsically most high school relationships dont make it past the 1yr mark
2 if God has blessed you both
people just change so much in that time of life
mild compass
statsically most high school relationships dont make it past the 1yr mark
High school relationships don't work out tho
They're literally teenagers
summer flicker
yeah
mild compass
Tf do you expect lolol
unreal oak
High school relationships don't work out tho
bro im agreeing with you
mild compass
bro im agreeing with you
Yes I'm stupid 😭
summer flicker
wait so which is it
did you break up cuz he's going to the uk
or because he thought of you as too much of a burden?
unreal oak
same thing, a levels = 12th grade = high school
mild compass
That's also technically highschool
summer flicker
a levels is high school...
mild compass
A levels is just conveniently studied in colleges
unreal oak
long distance relationships are hard
summer flicker
high school is both your o levels and a levels combined
unreal oak
very hard
mild compass
But still high school
unreal oak
add to that the high school element
summer flicker
we also call it college
unreal oak
and it becomes a 1% success rate thing
im very sorry about not being more emotionally supportive
summer flicker
lol same XD
unreal oak
but as an older dude i feel the duty to make the reality clear to everyone in this chat
turn 20 in march
final year of uni
summer flicker
you can start by not giving up on yourself
mild compass
Bro
mild compass
final year of uni
Wait you're doing bachelor's?
summer flicker
proud of you bro
unreal oak
Wait you're doing bachelor's?
have been for a while
mild compass
have been for a while
Isn't bachelor's like 4 years
unreal oak
Isn't bachelor's like 4 years
3 years in the UK
eager ore
turn 20 in march
thats crazy, ill be entering uni a few months before i turn 20
unreal oak
that makes them smart, not you dumb
mild compass
You're my first choice
summer flicker
yeah that came out weird
mild compass
I'm sorry I'm trying to be nice
Trust me bro if i was your neighbor
I'd never leave you
We would be married by now fr
summer flicker
...
stuck mango
I-
summer flicker
aight imma head out
summer flicker
LOL
mild compass
Europe but the E R o p e is silent
U
😏
Ikr
Yea europe not bc i want to but because my mom wants to move there
unreal oak
We would be married by now fr
Jamal my g calm down pls lmao
stuck mango
Lmao
unreal oak
I'm sorry guys
chill, we all know you're just fucking around
summer flicker
I'm middle class
no?
unreal oak
just think once about how people might interpret things
mild compass
Wtf
mild compass
just think once about how people might interpret things
Ight bro I'll keep that in mind
Bruh
unreal oak
not necessarily
unreal oak
yes you might not be "where is my next meal" broke
but doesnt mean you're rich at all
unreal oak
So karthik is rich
i wish man, im here only because i earn for my own living expenses
parents can only afford the fees, that too barely
mild compass
Bro anyone going to Europe will have enough for flight ticket and a couple months expenses come on
Savings etc don't exist ke?
summer flicker
she's living on savings my guy
summer flicker
yeah migrating cuz of work makes sense
mild compass
She has friends there who we'll stay w temporarily while my mom gets a job
summer flicker
cuz they'll make sure you can be on your feet
mild compass
usually the company pays for the ticket
Not always
I don't really know the details of how its gonna go down but it's not a "only rich people can do it"
Np 🤝
my mums just a lawyer
😔
Why tf
stuck mango
parents can only afford the fees, that too barely
Get a good job and pay them back
mild compass
Is he in debt
I hope it gets better for you
🙏
If you dont mind me asking @alpine hatch
Where in malaysia you at
That's far :((
Fr
stuck mango
You wanted to give physical support? 🤨
mild compass
Yes
unreal oak
Get a good job and pay them back
that's the plan bro
stuck mango
Cool
cosmic ginkgo
Long distance can be for a whole bunch of reasons, and even if you did go to the UK chances are you'd be in a different uni and it'd still be long distance in some form. Even if you went somewhere else for uni you'd be in different places in a way it's good that you won't base your uni decisions on him yk
I don't mean to be pessimistic about it,but there are so many possibilities of a relationship turning long distance after a levels
And if I could afford it, we'd be together is probably not a very healthy take to a relationship
it happens, people change and grow as we get older so dont blame yourself for that
but you'd then be basing your uni decisions on a high school relationship, and thats not a great way to make decisions
summer flicker
and they usually end up with shitty relationship down the line
so i don't think you're missing too much XD
cosmic ginkgo
ive seen them too but sometimes we only look for what we want, its really not that many people who go through that story but we tend to notice if it hits close to home, but remember it doesnt make them superior to couples who met much later in life either
you dont see yourself the way other people see you, none of us see ourselves the same way other ppl see us, you are loveable. but loveable or not, relationships dont have to be a fall in love at first sight, you said youve been together for more than a year, so you know that more than the magic and butterflies theyre a lot of effort from both people involved
summer flicker
i mean you ONLY know a guy like him
cosmic ginkgo
it goes both ways, its hard to love other people when you dont love yourself, and the other person wants to be loved too
so like ppl said before, try to work on accepting yourself
summer flicker
yeah
cosmic ginkgo
and they want to know that you can invest the time in them, if they dont see you investing time in yourself they arent gonna think you can put in time for them right?
summer flicker
just do hobbies
things that you like
you will get better and take pride in yourself
do things that make you happy
so you can be proud of yourself later
be proud of every positive little thing you do
every little bit you improve
that's how i got over my low self esteem
and good friends also help
mild compass
^^^^^^^^^^
cosmic ginkgo
maybe have a little page where you write one thing that went well or at least not disastrously, or something that made you smile that day, everyday
summer flicker
every positive change counts
cosmic ginkgo
maybe its a sunset, a coffee
cosmic ginkgo
thats okay, do a small doodle everyday
summer flicker
like it was so bad i could count the number of words i said to other people on my hands
and just taking pride in the words turning into sentences was great
cosmic ginkgo
its just examples, i meant to say that anything small is good enough to think about
cosmic ginkgo
and if you write something down everyday you can see that list growing over time
summer flicker
yep
cosmic ginkgo
even if it has the same thing for days
summer flicker
wdym
you're not having or talking about suicidal thoughts
you've opened up a lot more
idk about you
but over the three days you seem better already
even if its slightly
obviously
cosmic ginkgo
thats okay, baby steps are still steps
cosmic ginkgo
it takes time
summer flicker
all I'm saying that it's starting to slowly close up
it hasn't even been a month bro
XD
it's a slow process
cosmic ginkgo
it was very recent, it is gonna feel like that
summer flicker
once again grain of salt i have no idea what I'm talking about
yeah it's just fast and painful and that's it
while the healing process is slow and painful but with light on the other side
lol can't help you there don't know how it feels
normally i might recommend watching a silent voice
it's about low self esteem, depression and suicide
but it's also about romance soooooooo
it helped me put things into perspective
cried throughout it when i was feeling down
astral spire
That shit was rocket science not math
lmao maths is hard
stuck mango
Lmao
wintry rampart
man...
i can't believe what i just did
lost a damn mobile legends game as i refused to initiate communication
and i have no choice but to apologize to my tema
wintry rampart
while i rage quitted
olive wadi
Its not really the norm here nor is this a vent really but i felt like appreciating good things in life and maybe a positive message to others , im thankful for my good health i mean in these rough times when my parents and even younger brother god covid and fell ill i stood strong and never once got sick past years only food poisoning at best. I'm also thankful for the few remaining but great friends i have who always spend time with me and show me support if i ask for it , im also happy that i finally have someone im interested in hopefully to take our relationship to a better and next level , im finally at peace and good terms with all family , infact theres a big reunion soon , a vacation , then i shall start gym to fix my physical problems , mainly weight and fitness stuff. After which i can focus on studies for upcoming may june exams since im so out of battery these days and worn out it would be nice to have a vacation and see some family to recharge and return to grinding. I'm just overall happy with life despite having problems daily i still try my best to deal with them but overall life is finally good and enjoyable even tho i have much to achieve and improve up on , and my only hope is that other ppl around me can enjoy life the way i do , thanks for coming to my ted talk 👋
mild compass
So you're going to the UK
To be w your ex
😐
And what if her judgement is wrong
Focus on your future, your career, you?
Not on an ex
But in the end you're going to live w your partner, not his parents
Sg is literally diverse as shit tfym bruh
Uni in UK ?
Oh ok
Obv the UK more chill than sg but to say it's more diverse ehhhh i disagree strongly.
Also it's better to go there than sg
Oh i c
Yes 😔
Omg that's like 5rm hotlink topup
For 1 Pound
Stonks
It doesn't?
oh yea i doesn't
😔
Gofundme so racist
What the fuck
For half a million. You can get a fucking PR in Canada
Canada or
Belfast
Why though
You can always borrow from someone
Relative etc
You're literally rich
And you complain I'm well off
Bruh
parents have 100k+
summer flicker
if you really want to have opportunities and shit
mild compass
easily sponsoring kid to go to UK
summer flicker
why not look into other countries?
summer flicker
like making a decision based on your ex will not be healthy in the long run XD
mild compass
They also speak English
olive wadi
based on somebody*
summer flicker
i mean as long as you stay in the uni i dount it would be a problem
mild compass
And German isn't hard to learn if you speak english already
Costly as fuck too
Youre going to belfast for your ex
And wasting a lot of money too.
LMAO
summer flicker
sorry
mild compass
This is the neat part, we move on.
You must move on
You need to make decisions with a clear mind
Not a lovesick one
You're going to get in debt like this
Germany and Norway are cheaper options if you really want to pursue studying
And better too imo
Bro really forget Euro exists
💀
No wait
4.67rm is 1 euro
There's no point lmao
Your uni will eat most of it
Living expenses too
There's a reason it's stronger
It's better for you, financially to look into other countries than just UK
Trust me bro
They're all Harvard level kids who'll get it
Dont play w your future
eager ore
What do you want to study @alpine hatch
eager ore
Hmm, i think you should seriously consider Germany as an option. Take a year to learn German and decide your degree. It’s also easier to get a PR.
mild compass
In the UK
Where was he in the UK
Oh okay
But where will he be
In the UK
You're going to belfast for him
Literally
💀
summer flicker
lol down bad
mild compass
Except she's going to be wasting so much money and then proceed to waste more to get a degree she could've gotten for literally so much cheaper in Germany
summer flicker
or her own home country
but if she wants to experience more
it makes some sense to go abroad
more opportunities as well
mild compass
it makes some sense to go abroad
Anywhere except UK
Belfast is only nice bc your ex is going there
eager ore
But what about your financial situation? You’re investing a lot of money into this
mild compass
Pre sure if he was in Germany you'd go there
And not give a flying fk about belfast
summer flicker
man should have applied abroad
you won't be able to get into public?
(dw i know how it feels 
)
oh
cuz over here they accept a levels but disadvantage them massively
like straight A*s weren't good enough for public
lol sounds racist
eager ore
You’re taking a gamble on your future for him. I don’t think that’s a wise decision considering this is a high school relationship. You guys are still young. I’m not going to tell you how to live your life tho, whatever you decide to do I hope it works out
summer flicker
yeah
before you make this decision though
learn to love yourself
you don't need someone to feel good about yourself
i mean if you actually want to go to the uk go for it idk
the fact that you want to go to the uk and then the same uni as your ex specifically shows red flags
but if you just want to go to the uk then it's not a problem idk
mild compass
lol sounds racist
Satu Malaysia moment
summer flicker
your other friends are also going to the uk?
ah
my god if only i used these listening skills in fucking class
i remembered you saying that your friends were going to the uk
I don't usually remember shit like this
mild compass
Are you like high?
Germany and Norway are cheaper and have no uni fees whatsoever. Easier chance for PR and then citizenship. Better quality of life and cost of living is infinitely cheaper than UK.
You need to cut yourself from your ex
Think straight
And move tf on
You're going to fk your life up by going to the UK for someone else
Not education
WTF????
summer flicker
i think it's a combination of ex and friends that's making her go there
mild compass
So my ex's mom likes me and she's got a psych degree. Does this mean i go fucking marry her
Are you ok?
summer flicker
she probably also feels a little left behind
mild compass
she probably also feels a little left behind
💀
summer flicker
that's my theory tho
mild compass
5 stages of grief
eager ore
Wait so you have you tuition covered?
summer flicker
most of it maybe is not good enough for a foreign country with no one to fall back on lol
eager ore
Also make sure you’re checking international tuition fees btw. (My mum made this mistake and well ik what happened)
Ok well you can fund your living expense from working(I assume)
So you have to figure out the rest of the tuition
mild compass
Wait so you have you tuition covered?
If she was actually using the brain and not emotions. She'd save a lot from tuition alone in Germany
Crazy.
No one said US
Americans themselves immigrating to Europe
💀
eager ore
Can you ask relatives for the rest or they can loan it to you? You won’t get much financial aid in the uk
mild compass
@alpine hatch how is your family broke and you're going to the UK
Good
Think it over and move tf on from your ex
This decision is 100% stupid
Be sincere to yourself
Love yourself
Dont step on yourself
river wadi
Love yourself
exactly
mild compass
Chances are slim
There's always a bigger fish
Don't bet on it
Unless you've been a 100% A* student
river wadi
if the reason you wanna go is bc of your ex then sorry to say it prolly is but if you're going for your career and education then it's not
summer flicker
give it time
then make a decision
i guess applying won't kill you
but decide if you want to go after some time
mild compass
Dont bother about the currency. Your expenses there will make the currency feel like 1rm = 2 pound
summer flicker
do public Malaysian unis reeeeaaaaally not accept a levels?
summer flicker
ooo
mild compass
Honestly in your case. Just go to Singapore
summer flicker
what race are you and how does it affect the quota
mild compass
Chinese
summer flicker
im unironically interested
mild compass
Quota is for Malays only
Even if orang melayu fail. They get seat in university
It's pre shit
summer flicker
damn so it's china swinging it's big dick around?
mild compass
Go to Singapore for your bachelor's then when you're old enough, think about Europe
summer flicker
you're chinese?
summer flicker
lol yeah that
river wadi
Uh Sikhism is a religion
lmao yes
mild compass
😭
summer flicker
dw we're basically the cis white men of our country who get treated special in the west cuz of skin colour
mild compass
@alpine hatch go for Singapore then Europe when you're old enough and mature
summer flicker
mild compass
dw we're basically the cis white men of our country who get treated special in t...
It's better in the west, only racist during jobs or like getting a house for rent
summer flicker
(at least my country)
mild compass
Malaysia is Downright racist
summer flicker
i guess it's the same in pak
if you're a foreigner you get special seats just for you
but i don't think you can occupy the same ones pakis get
so they just have less seats
mild compass
but here it doesn't matter cuz no one wants to come here
Where you at bbg
summer flicker
lol
summer flicker
wait a while
mild compass
I'm done
river wadi
if you're a foreigner you get special seats just for you
i think most countries have certain no. of seats that should go to foreign students. although it's quite small in a lot of places
summer flicker
preferably a year
you can still apply
getting in doesn't mean you HAVE to go there idk
mild compass
Nah my mom can do palm reading and tarot. She's also a professional lawyer. And could tell you without looking at your hand that you need to consider using common sense
summer flicker
LOL
river wadi
why don't you try a gap year and try earning some money during that time and apply a year later? @alpine hatch
summer flicker
^^^^^^^
best option
you can heal
and then make the right decision
with money
oh
hopefully you'll have learned by that time
XD
just spend the year looking for something you want to do
then look for the uni and country that fits
lol can't relate
looking at you go through a breakup especially with low self esteem to go with it
i don't think i ever want a relationship
XDDDD
but hey from what I've heard you get better with time
just work on yourself
take a gap year
find things you like
learn to love yourself
fuck i didn't considythat
oh i thought it was monetary
river wadi
you're nottt. babe you need to understand that it's just a hs relationship. You need to understand that you can do so much better than him. Go listen to some megan thee stallion and become a badass bitch with a good education and bright future. Your ex isn't worth the trouble no matter what (his mom, his fam or him)
summer flicker
nah you're entire self worth was based on him
at least that's how i felt with earlier convos
river wadi
don't look at what he has. trust me you won't know the whole story. Where one person has smthg the other person may not. So smthg good in your life that's about to happen may not happen to him. Just wish him all the best and move on. It's ok if things aren't great rn for you bc it can be better IF you make an effort. If he has a great life, try to do what you can to make yours better. You can't control everything but control what you can. And don't assume everything is great for him, assumptions are bad for everyone
man i cannot stress on how this is prolly not true. NOBODY'S LIFE IS PERFECT. PERIOD. A week doesn't sum up their life.
try to focus on smthg better maybe? and more healthy? like your college plans
why not
what course do you wanna do?
is there nothing in malaysia for that?
stuck mango
AI requires a lot of programming knowledge
summer flicker
i don't think you should pick a major based on what you want to study
stuck mango
Yea
stuck mango
Either is fine
summer flicker
they can be learned
why not become a math professor instead?
or a mathematician?
stuck mango
Do tutors earn good in Malaysia?
alpine hatch
Lol my ex parents earns like a 5 figure salary per month just by tutoring
But it depends on the person
stuck mango
Again don't base your life decisions based on your ex and their family
alpine hatch
Before I met them I like maths in general so
summer flicker
u sure they only tutor?
alpine hatch
Yeah
summer flicker
Before I met them I like maths in general so
what do you like about maths?
solving problems i assume lol
sorry shit question
alpine hatch
And with a maths degree the most viable option for me is tutoring
I don't like finance either
alpine hatch
solving problems i assume lol
Yeah ig
stuck mango
Having a degree is a big plus in tutoring
summer flicker
what job do you do?
maybe tutoring math might help you figure out more idk
ooooo
so you enjoy doing that?
lol
your life sounds fucked rn
what's daunting about being a maths professor or a mathematician though?
you'll be doing the same thing
with probably more pay XD
what's your dream job?
alpine hatch
Idk high school maths is easier ig
Maths tutor maybe lol
Or if I could just get rich by selling nfts
That'll be fucking great
stuck mango
You can
alpine hatch
Yea and if someone hacks into your account then it's game over
Kinda unsafe
Since there's no law for it
summer flicker
what kind of art to you make?
summer flicker
damn
cosmic ginkgo
you'll be doing the same thing
Not really tho, you enter academia and you have to do research, you can't just teach
So if you're not into research, don't become a professor
soft jungle
you could do teacher training in the uk, get a bachelors and then get a pcge. the teacher training period is salaried
cosmic ginkgo
Whereas if you're teaching at school then there's a lot of bright energy you'll see on most days and you're more into developing the kids as people and not just parroting off a syllabus
cosmic ginkgo
you could do teacher training in the uk, get a bachelors and then get a pcge. th...
I think they mentioned the UK was too expensive for them
soft jungle
you can get a bachelors in whichever degree from a recognized uni out of the uk and then move to the uk for a salaried teacher training program
mild compass
i don't think i ever want a relationship
No. If you're mentally stable and emotionally mature there's no harm in it. High school relationships just fail miserably because
a) both parties are children (hopefully)
b) they're doing it bc it's a "trend" and they'll look "cool" if they're taken
c) they don't know wtf they're doing
d) breakup drama is 🔥
stuck mango
True
summer flicker
So if you're not into research, don't become a professor
i prefer research XD so there was a bias there i guess
wintry rampart
i don't think i ever want a relationship
Just remember the 3rd How to Train Your Dragon movie, where Toothless gets laid.
Trust me, relationships are nothing but pain and misery.
cause you do not know what's gonna happen if you get in one
unlike the movie, it really is different and unpredictable
whether your interests do not collide with hers
or if she's just an attention seeking b***h
or if she's gaslighting you
wtf
summer flicker
what?
wintry rampart
i only tried to get into a relationship as i was lonely
and now i'm hesitant to talk to those girls whom i've met in bumble, a dating app
mild compass
i always dabble in hs breakup drama
It's fun
mild compass
Just remember the 3rd How to Train Your Dragon movie, where Toothless gets laid....
It's also fiction
@wintry rampart bro you've never been w a woman
Tfym
Bro based everything on a cartoon
😭 😭 😭
wintry rampart
It's also fiction
but relatable
summer flicker
LOL
real junco
yes
summer flicker
💀
wintry rampart
<@356009437208641537> bro you've never been w a woman
🤣
mild compass
😔
summer flicker
...
summer flicker
You been w a cartoon?
.
summer flicker
💀
mild compass
Bro also gaining weight seriously
Omg so cool lizard mashallah Allah's creation subhanallah 🤲
😱 my depression gone @mild compass
Thank you Ken
real junco
stuck mango
My status is set to idle lol
mild compass
mild compass
My status is set to idle lol
but you never idle w some bitches
stuck mango
Also this is way too off topic
summer flicker
<#556088827781971968>
lol gaiz doing more mod work than the actual mod
real junco
<#556088827781971968>
After I did it smh
stuck mango
Bruh stop
wintry rampart
You been w a cartoon?
what the actual hell?
of course not
why would i be in a relationship with a cartoon?
that's 2 steps beyond relationships
summer flicker
that's 2 steps beyond relationships
yeah
so when i ask my wife if she's willing to take the relationship to the next level i mean leaving her for anime body pillows
mild compass
so when i ask my wife if she's willing to take the relationship to the next leve...
💪 😎
wintry rampart
that's the spirit.
even the guy who went into a human relationship with a literal car would be proud
thorn mason
mild compass
He's venting with limited vocabulary 💯 🥶
north karma
wintry rampart
man... do any of you guys have parents who discourage you to follow your own dreams?
cause i feel that my mother is
encouraging me to stick to the path that i have chosen
rather than change my degree
wintry rampart
that boomer would allow me to change my degree
with very high expectations
"get a latin honor@
"become a dean's lister@
i can't do that shit, okay?
i'd prefer starting small
summer flicker
man... do any of you guys have parents who discourage you to follow your own dre...
i do
im doing medicine
when i wanted to study astrophysics
merry yarrow
same
summer flicker
I am free to choose any field
lucky ass bastard
med school started and it's only been two days
stuck mango
Bruh that should be the case
summer flicker
i want to
but at the same time i feel like it's not going to do anything
ive been trying to convince them since 8th grade i just get scolded everytimw
which is weird cuz my dad is a successful physicist
stuck mango
Weird
wintry rampart
I am free to choose any field
while she's okay with it
she questions my capabilities
stuck mango
That's sad
wintry rampart
cause she thinks that i'm introverted
and not passionate about my course
cause all she sees me is that of playing games
with my laptop
mild compass
man... do any of you guys have parents who discourage you to follow your own dre...
Before yea but then her friends told her that it ain't lit and swagger to do that so she dgaf if I'm becoming a SoundCloud rapper or anything
🥶 💯
Make your parents friends convince them
Works 99.9% of the time
stuck mango
True
wintry rampart
That's sad
in her mind, she prolly sees marketing as the equivalent of dressing up like mickey mouse and doing sales stuff
stuck mango
Jamal the rapper
mild compass
Imagine i became a doctor lmfao
mild compass
Jamal the rapper
☺️ ☺️ ☺️ 💯 💯
stuck mango
in her mind, she prolly sees marketing as the equivalent of dressing up like mic...
Bruh
wintry rampart
when in reality, there's more.
digital marketing exists, as well as market research
stuck mango
Marketing is one of the most important fields of any company
merry yarrow
Jamal the rapper
lil Jamal
wintry rampart
and it would perhaps be a better way for me to use my analytical skills with a larger impact
mild compass
in her mind, she prolly sees marketing as the equivalent of dressing up like mic...
Tell her
No one asked + don't care + L + mald seethe cope + ratio
Ez win
wintry rampart
Tell her
No one asked + don't care + L + mald seethe cope + ratio
hmm...
stuck mango
Bruh jamal
mild compass
Ayo 😔
stuck mango
Damal
wintry rampart
that's ez
stuck mango
Your rapper name
wintry rampart
da Jamal
mild compass
What about Machine Gun Jamal
stuck mango
#chat-lounge for this
stuck mango
Lmao
wintry rampart
well, she's honestly got different perspectives
mild compass
Mind i ask what she does for a living @wintry rampart
wintry rampart
and i won't give a fuck about her perspective as she's too retrospective
mild compass
and i won't give a fuck about her perspective as she's too retrospective
This rhymed
wintry rampart
Mind i ask what she does for a living <@356009437208641537>
she's an executive at the philippine division of a taiwanese bank
meaning she's too stressed
mild compass
she's an executive at the philippine division of a taiwanese bank
Oh wow
mild compass
Oh wow
Your best bet
Is asking her friends to do the bidding for you
My mums a lawyer and had a similar stance
Assuming cs students polish shoes on a sidewalk for a living
But then her friends were like nah bro they're hella swag and make lotta money and get 0 bitches
So she's like ight bet
And here i am
Dropped biology in igcse
You should try the same
Approach her friends or the closest friend
Tell him or her bout your situation
And then make him or her convince her
99.9% will work
Parents listen to their friends a lot yk
Yea.
🥶 💯
wintry rampart
Assuming cs students polish shoes on a sidewalk for a living
that's incorrect. part of them prolly like game development
in which i am in
but now i'm fucked
and if i get in business, i could make more money
mild compass
that's incorrect. part of them prolly like game development
Cs is Cs
wintry rampart
while being satisfied with my contributions
mild compass
And whatever Cs students do is irrelevant to your situation
I just gave an example
And an advice
Why are you changing the topic tf
You didn't even try what I told you
How do you expect ranting here will change your life. At least try sm bro
mild compass
and if i get in business, i could make more money
yea, tell this to her friends
not me
make them convince her
Your only bet
fluid hollow
I am so fucking tired
whats wrong :(
opal prism
whats wrong :(
So basically flunking all my AS-levels at school with bad grades
And not even passing them@
Just got my predicted grades back and there are so bad
And also
To the fact
opal prism
Lmao your teacher biased as fuck
Wdym?
I am predicted
A C grade for Business studies
A D grade for Psychology
And a U grade for Biology
So CDU basically
wintry rampart
I am free to choose any field
my mom tells me that i should stick to my degree
just cause she was never allowed to change her degree
when i dislike my course
due to programming
she prolly wants me to experience the "least amount" of pitfalls and graduate asap
when in reality, nobody gives a shit about how fast you graduated college
lament cloud
I finally have a bunch of free time after so long and what better way is there to start it off than a fucking power cut in my apartment 😭
stuck mango
mild compass
I am predicted
Your teacher predicted those right
So they're biased
Who knows what you would've gotten in the real exam
mild compass
Predicted grades are so ass tbh, might as well delay everything until people can actually take the exam rather put everything in the hand
Of a teacher
mild compass
It's based off mocks
Mocks ≠ the real exam
heylo-
basically WHY tf do we have online classes before boards...its really annoying tbh..they could atleast give us a revision break? and to add to that we get homeworks- idk if they want us to spend time revising or do hw..ik this is "such a big deal" but its making me really stressed
mild compass
You can't just blame the teacher
Some teachers are biased
Will vent out their bitchness on results
novel ermine
heylo-
basically WHY tf do we have online classes before boards...its really ann...
i just dont attend the classes
cause theyve confirmed boards are gonna happen, so ik my class performance wont matter much now
plus its only a couple days left, so i dont think its a big deal if you miss lessons
mild compass
hmm ig but my mum is MAKING me attend @_@
full flax
Will vent out their bitchness on results
here people who didnt even open a book for the last got A* in most subjects
mild compass
here people who didnt even open a book for the last got A* in most subjects
That's exactly what I mean
The bias
kindred ridge
my notes for bio r so messed up like 4 pages from the lesson slides and 10 from the textbook, both containing the same information more or less with extra stuff but some of the ones from school r incomplete and I can't keep up with looking through my notes back and forth so many times trying to find an answer for once from 4 notebooks
If there's anyone who can give advice pls do so
summer flicker
if you're doing o or a levels
you don't need notes at all
just do oast papers
otherwise I don't believe i can help you here
except maybe advise you to arrange your notes better idk
mild compass
my notes for bio r so messed up like 4 pages from the lesson slides and 10 from ...
Hello! I never made a lot of notes in class so mine used to be incomplete, but that was intentional because I made mine myself. Essentially what you can do is, roughly jot down the point you teacher tells you, and then at the end of each week/when you finish a chapter, cover the chapter from the book/yt/other resources, put the syllabus next to you and make your own notes.
Also, try going through marking schemes especially essay question ones, and at the end of each chapter, try listing the key points/ms terminology.
soft jungle
my notes for bio r so messed up like 4 pages from the lesson slides and 10 from ...
I found this somewhere on the server but it is one of the best resources ever. It has all the MS answers to general questions and if you convert it to word, you can add your ans/other MS ans too so basically it can act as a chapter review before exam
Also what i usually do is go through savemyexams when the teacher is talking and make notes from there and at the end of each topic i try to summarize my notes onto 1 or 2 A4 size papers as a cheat sheet
river wadi
I found this somewhere on the server but it is one of the best resources ever. I...
is this for A levels? or IGCSE?
soft jungle
a levels
soft jungle
lmao no worries
soft jungle
read znotes or pmt their notes are very condensed
kindred ridge
pmt?
soft jungle
physics and maths tutor
we should move to off-topic or chat if we want to continue talking about this cause the monds might not like us chatting in the vent channel
kindred ridge
oh woops
wintry rampart
man, why the fuck does one of my coding projects look like something that would come out of an international programming competition?
that project's just "use hash functions to get the k-mer stuff of dna"
and i'm handiccaped to c
and c++
as i was only taught that proficiently
and not java
and python
why do i have to be here suffering
in this bullshit
grizzled perch
a LEVELS MAN fuck that bitch
mild compass
im trying to quit porn addiction as i have my may/june exams soon im trying hard to stop it as i want to change my mindset and also dont want this to affect my exam results
i tried cold showers and distracting myself it worked for awhile
real junco
@shell stirrup
shell stirrup
Im not an addict…
shell stirrup
im trying to quit porn addiction as i have my may/june exams soon im trying hard...
Elaborate quitting and how ur going about it
real junco
cold shower and distractions
mild compass
Elaborate quitting and how ur going about it
by trying to distracting myself by being busy
mild compass
Is he going cold turkey and what not
im trying to go cold turkey
the problem is just the urges
mild compass
And has it made u feel good
yes i have went a streak of 3 months however i relapsed yesterday
eager ore
3 months godamn
mild compass
Does it distract u from studying
i think so sometimes
shell stirrup
Honestly personal advice
real junco
how much in a day is an addiction
shell stirrup
Keep it in moderation man
eager ore
^^
mild compass
actually my best is 3 years
shell stirrup
As long as it doesnt obstruct ur studying and other things
Its cool
U can abstain from porn ofc
As that does re wire ur head a bit much
Or so ive heard
shell stirrup
actually my best is 3 years
Ive gone 5 and never noticed a diff lmao
mild compass
As long as it doesnt obstruct ur studying and other things
but i feel like it might get worst and affect my studies
real junco
Ive gone 5 and never noticed a diff lmao
bruh what
eager ore
Porn isn’t good, there’s some psychological aspect to it that I don’t remember. Jacking off is fine until it affects your day to day life
real junco
when you were 12 or less 
mild compass
but how u stop the images coming to ur head
shell stirrup
when you were 12 or less <:peepoworried:697248333399588964>
Months u fucker
shell stirrup
but how u stop the images coming to ur head
You dont
real junco
oh lol
shell stirrup
Satisfy the urge so it doesnt bother ur study
And dont keep beating it to the point it obstructs life
Find the midpoint in there
real junco
stop reminding me of as math 
shell stirrup
wait so the ping was right
I mean yeah
But im not an addict
I jus thought i was back then
kindred stone
hentai with senpai
eager ore
but i feel like it might get worst and affect my studies
Jack off before you sleep imo, I do it in the morning and I don’t feel like studying the whole day.
mild compass
Satisfy the urge so it doesnt bother ur study
i also try avoiding the word
which actually helps
forest pivot
Let's keep unrelated conversations out of this channel.
real junco
Jack off before you sleep imo, I do it in the morning and I don’t feel like stud...
how does it stop you from working
eager ore
I jus thought i was back then
I think 90% of people are ashamed of it and that makes them feel like a weirdo
shell stirrup
Sorry tani ily
eager ore
how does it stop you from working <:peepoworried:697248333399588964>
You know how you get lazy after doing it
shell stirrup
how does it stop you from working <:peepoworried:697248333399588964>
You get hella lazy
And hella sleepy
eager ore
And hella sleepy
I used to do it just to sleep sometimes lol
real junco
oh
forest pivot
From what I understand about the situation, if it's not possible to stop or reduce directly, doing it at night might be a better alternative as a) it'll not distract you during the day because of a "after period" and b) it could help you get better sleep at night which could lead for a more efficient day
stuck mango
Never expected this to be in here lmao
mild compass
i actually want to go cold turkey
like i dont want to watch at all
so i can change my mindset
shell stirrup
Your mindsets not gonna change after that end result
Your mindset is something you change to reach that goal if u need to
mild compass
Your mindset is something you change to reach that goal if u need to
wdym?
shell stirrup
Do u think someone who works out at suddenly changes his mindset after he gets ripped or do u think it changed before
mild compass
i dont think so
real junco
damn
wintry rampart
<@356009437208641537> you're an undergrad right
yup
unreal shadow
real junco
oh yeah
mild compass
i dont think so
unrelated but your profile picture is v cute :D
mild compass
Bruh my track coach is crazy
He wants me to run a time that I just calculated is physically impossible for me
mild compass
unrelated but your profile picture is v cute :D
thanks
mild compass
Do u think someone who works out at suddenly changes his mindset after he gets r...
changes before
wintry rampart
you know what, i honestly feel that my family's trying to hinder me
from achieving my dreams
again, i'm a fucking record player by ranting this
but now i'm redirecting it at myself, for falling into the belief that only grades matter when getting a job
mom's told me that "your a levels will help you get a headstart"