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olive vortex
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so annoying

young vessel
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Early as in next week?

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better to get them over with imo

mild compass
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I had my mocks last week ๐Ÿ˜ช

dusk thorn
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when is it due?

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if it makes you feel better i submitted my statement 1 day before the deadline lmao

young vessel
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it was due when UCAS deadline was

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lol

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i slacked theis whole term ffs

dusk thorn
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oh

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Do they still accept after the deadline @young vessel

gleaming sable
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i mean if they dont

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theres nothing he can do

young vessel
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like UCAS

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but i'm so busy now I can't do it atm

dusk thorn
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I mean if they can deal with it then i guess leave it?

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Ask the business how long they can wait

mild compass
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I really don't know how long I can go with Online Classes
Just can't wake up at 7am in my own home and try to study
Studying Online is not even 1/3 effective or as good as physical and it's just not good
I'm losing motivation to attend the classes but just holding on until this year ends

kindred stone
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same man

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and rn its 12th for me so its really crucial

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and half the staff left school

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for me only my chem teacher at the moment

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we're paying the school a lot for just this

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and its not even effective

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for example my friend and i went to school once for a phy class and what the teacher taught i remembered it till the finals

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never studied the chapter too

spark sonnet
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its so hard to focus

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i hate this

mild compass
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Same

spark sonnet
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woohoo

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here's to being a student in 2021

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teachers: why are you guys cheating on all your exams

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students: i literally dont even know what the exam is about because i cant understand anything anymore

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not that im advocating cheating

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and ik there are good teachers out there

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but

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its the truth

mild compass
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learning chemistry online is the worst thing ever

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No one learns anything

spark sonnet
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I AGREE

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100%

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ITS SO FUCKING BAD

gleaming sable
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lolol

spark sonnet
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when i had real classes for a brief time

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and took chem irl

gleaming sable
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chemistry is the easiest one online

spark sonnet
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IT WAS AMAZING

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I UNDERSTOOD EVERYTHING

gleaming sable
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;-;

spark sonnet
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but online?

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it was GARBAGE

mild compass
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I only understand chem in school

spark sonnet
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literally i can tell you everything i took in chem irl by heart

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i can explain everything without my notes

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but online stuff?

mild compass
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Online classes
Everything flies over my head
It's like i am seeing someone just talking

spark sonnet
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nothing

mild compass
spark sonnet
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luckily my chem teacher records

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so i can go back to it

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but still

mild compass
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ict is the easiest one online tho along with english

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Maths is decent too

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But chemistry should never be taught online

gleaming sable
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our chem teacher was PREPARED for online

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he bought a whole new ipad

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and apple pencil

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and bought like 20 different note taking apps

mild compass
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๐Ÿ˜‚

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And what was the result?

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Most people didn't understand?

spark sonnet
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math is fine

spark sonnet
kindred stone
kindred stone
spark sonnet
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://

kindred stone
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Mine got a graphics pad

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Yet she rushed everything

mild compass
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yesssss, thanks so much hart

spark sonnet
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@mild compass no worries! least i could do. keep ur head up <3

gleaming sable
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i have a chem exam on friday

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4 exams in a week be like

kindred stone
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gg

crimson zodiac
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well people

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my school is now online again, for an indefinite amount of times

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i get to go to actual school 2 days, and boom!

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ggs

kindred stone
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same man

spark sonnet
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same happened to me

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we went for one day

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then kaboom

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closed

crimson zodiac
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well, guess im part of the club now too

spark sonnet
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we have pizza and tears.

kindred stone
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I dont have pizza

spark sonnet
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then join the "im fucking sad" club

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bc we have pizzas

kindred stone
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now my friend's class has shifted

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im alone

mild compass
spark sonnet
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im gonna pop a cap in someones ass rn

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so my annoying math teacher was like

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going over the lesson limit

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was supposed to finish at a specific time, he just kept fucking talking and doing shit

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and there was a 15 min break then a physics class

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i go on the class groupchat n ask if one of the physics student can just say we have shit to do

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this motherfucker unmutes his mic in the lesson

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and says to my math teacher

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"sir, there's a physics lesson now. danny just said on the group."

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bitch?

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BITCH?

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YOU GONNA SAY THAT SHIT TO MY CRAZY ASS MATH TEACHER??

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WHO TAKES EVERYTHING PERSONALLY?

mild compass
spark sonnet
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ikr

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mashallah 3al ZAKAA2

spark sonnet
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hes probs mad at me for lowkey embarrassing him yesterday

mild compass
spark sonnet
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he was like "oh well there's a 15 min break rn then the lesson. whoever wants to leave is free to go"

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AS

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HE TEACHES

mild compass
spark sonnet
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A2 MATERIAL

spark sonnet
craggy stag
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I have a 10 min break before every class and the EVERY teacher takes 5 mins

spark sonnet
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during chem my chem teacher was asking him a q to see if he cheated on the final

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this IDIOT

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THIS BUFFOON

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HAS NO IDEA

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HOW TO LIE

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AT ALL

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AND JUST KEPT EMBARRASSING HIMSELF

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so i opened my mic, answered the question (the answer being 1 word lol)

craggy stag
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BIG BRAIN

spark sonnet
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he kept getting it wrong

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n

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like

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i couldnt take it

mild compass
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lol wtf

spark sonnet
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so i just answered it

mild compass
spark sonnet
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ikr

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either way im just mad at his snitch ass

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im just not in the mood for anything today

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just gonna start biting people

mild compass
spark sonnet
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yeah thank you, appreciate it

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BRUH THIS FUCKING IDIOT

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HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

mild compass
spark sonnet
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he just pisses me off

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i really dislike it when people genuinely

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do not know something

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and have the nerve to be cocky

rough holly
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bro that teacher seems like a pain in the ass

spark sonnet
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the math teacher?

rough holly
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yeah

spark sonnet
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he is

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to say the LEAST

rough holly
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hahaha

mild compass
spark sonnet
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it drives me mad

olive vortex
spark sonnet
spring mountain
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YESTERDAY NIGHT I THOUGHT THE DEADLINE FOR MY ECO TASK WAS 10:55 BUT IT WAS 10:50 PM SO I SUBMITTED TWO MINUTES LATE. THAT EVEN I CAME TO KNOW THAT I FORGOT TO ADD MY SECTION IN THE FILE NAME SO I HAD TO REUPLOAD IT AND I CANT EVEN DELETE THE OLD FILE BC IM LATE AND IM SCARED MY TEACHER WONT CHECK IT AND THIS TASK WILL BE CONSIDERED FOR MY PREDICTED BOARD GRADES

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I KEEP ON DOING THIS TO MYSELF

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HE GAVE ENOUGH TIME YO

spark sonnet
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can you email the teacher?

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say technical issues?

spring mountain
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i dont think he will care, he gave enough time ffs

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its my fault

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can u believe that even when the deadline was near, i still wasnt srs and doing some other bs like bro idk why i can only work when im under immense pressure

mild compass
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Guys my physics teacher is teaching my entire class the wrong thingg ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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How do I tell her?

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She sounds so confident with her replies to my doubts

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I feel bad to tell her that she doesn't make sense

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I can't trust her with studies anymore

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What do I do???

spark sonnet
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is there a higher up you can talk to

mild compass
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I've got only a month more for my AS exams

spark sonnet
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like head of department

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or something of the sort

mild compass
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I think I can tell my class teacher but then if my physics teacher find out...she won't like it..irdk

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She'll either not like me for telling on her or she will just keep defending herself

spark sonnet
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you can try bringing proof

mild compass
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She's a very weird teacher idk

spark sonnet
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and just show the class teacher that shes teaching everything wrong

mild compass
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Yeah perhaps..thank god for online school. I hope the recordings of the classes haven't expired yett

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She keeps boasting about how she has produced A* students and all

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I think she's not very familiar with our specification..smh

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My school should've looked into all of this b4 letting her in

mild compass
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I did badly in a maths test and I know it's not really significant I'm just really upset because I studied for 2 ยฝ weeks straight lol

spark sonnet
spark sonnet
mild compass
spark sonnet
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i'm sure you'll do way better next time as long as you do your best

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keep your head up n dont let that crown fall

mild compass
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Thank you :)) honestly really helps because all ive gotten out of anyone is a shrug and a pat on the back

exotic echo
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hey yall

rough holly
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heya

spark sonnet
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i actually ended up breaking down ๐Ÿ‘

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we love to see it

lapis solar
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why?

spark sonnet
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i have a2 this year and we havent even finished math or bio

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and the school wont cancel

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and trust me ik predicted grades are horrible

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but my exams are in a month and we are nowhere near ready

lapis solar
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i can relate fam

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i got igs in a month and im not prepared

spark sonnet
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what igs you taking?

lapis solar
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im in the middle of mocks which i started studying for a week ago

lapis solar
spark sonnet
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yeah

lapis solar
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bio, maths, eng. lit, business, french, f&n, drama

spark sonnet
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oh wow

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nice

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you can make it tho tbf

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a month is enough for igcses in my opinion

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not that your stress is negligible

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i can see why you're feeling worried or stressed atm and you have the right to be

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but a month is good for igcses, you're gonna be ok so long as you work hard

lapis solar
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ik a month is enough but the p is i just cant care so i wont want to study

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like it is now

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i should care but i cant

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isk wats wrong with me

spark sonnet
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i understand what you mean

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ive become apathetic as well

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a lot of students stopped caring

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you gotta try though, even if you just study a little today

lapis solar
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tbf im tired of feeling like this and ppl telling me to study like ik i should but its like everyday now

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i feel hella useless lol

spark sonnet
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i understand

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really i do

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it's a matter of getting up and changing things really

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better to start now than to collapse under stress later

lapis solar
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but im trying yk

spark sonnet
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hey, trying is the most important part

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you should be proud of yourself for trying

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it's hard to do that these days

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start off small

lapis solar
olive vortex
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THIS SCHOOL

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IS

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SO

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FUCKING

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ASS

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MOCKS ARE IN 5 DAYS

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AND

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THEY HAVENT DECIDED

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IF ITS ONLINE OR IN SCHOOL

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TEHY SUCK

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THEY NEVER SAY ANYTHING UNTIL THE LAST SECOND

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fee officaills?idk
fee mocks?idk

spark sonnet
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@olive vortex god wtf is their problem?

olive vortex
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man idk

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they told everyones parents to come to the school so they can sign papers stating eno its none of ther business if someone got covid from school

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w they brought all the parents at 8 in the morning

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was so crowded

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w theyre sCarEd

wintry rampart
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just report the school to your local education department for breaking covid restrictions. shall your city be strict with covid restrictions, report it to them too

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they don't know that delivery people are a thing

olive vortex
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imagine

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we cant do that

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we would get kicked from teh school LOL

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not a bad idea tho

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smart person

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also needs someones opinion on sum

spark sonnet
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do it

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ks emhom

olive vortex
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wtf

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mom just told me

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eno the signing papers thing

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wasnt from the ministry

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THIS SCHOOL ISTG

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I WILL COMMIT ARSON

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HIN]PB'KLNj\pk

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anyways

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im feeling ok today idk whu

heady star
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man

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fuck everything

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mks

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kms

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fuck all this

olive vortex
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whatโ€™s wrong

heady star
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so

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im a private candidate but now a levels r cancelled in my country

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i also got accpeted to uni but they want a level grades

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so im gonna have to find a way to get predicted grades

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idk how gonna have to like contact places

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but refund from my british council cuz they dont do shit

mild compass
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also email the univeristy

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if nothing else, your admission can be deffered by one year

heady star
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yea I'm probably gonna have to do that

olive vortex
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IM GOING TO CRY

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WHY DO THE MOTHERS IN THE MOTHERS GROUP WANT CAMERAS FOR MOCKS

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I WILL GUT EACH AND ONE OF THEM FROM THE INSID EOUT

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wait is that sentence allowed

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pls dont ban me idk if its allowed or not

kindred stone
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._.

dusk thorn
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Also

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Actually ill dm

olive vortex
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Youโ€™re a beloved intern โ€ผ๏ธ

dusk thorn
coarse hatch
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i got mocks with final exams hell yeaaa les go

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;-;

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wew i matter ;-;

proven pond
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no not really, once you pass away everything you've achieved in this life will not matter

spark sonnet
# proven pond no not really, once you pass away everything you've achieved in this life will ...

not to be a stick in the mud or an a-hole but this is a pretty shitty thing to say. it's kind of unnecessary pessimism especially in a channel where people express their struggles and what's upsetting them. what you achieve in this life is for yourself, this life is what you make it. there are different approaches on what matters to what so nothing is technically correct, but in my opinion everything you do matters because it'll affect both living and non living things.

spark sonnet
spark sonnet
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lmao i am so close to ripping into a bitch rn

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same guy from last time was mocking me during chem

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him and his friend

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like bruh how old are you

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mfs be graduating and acting like 6th graders?

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and the audacity he and his friend have is wild

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im not superior to anybody nor do i think that

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but these guys are nothing compared to me academically and have the gall to mock my question/answers

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like ok pass an exam first then talk to me lol

lament cloud
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sucks that you have to put up with such people

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i cant relate because i know nobody like this

spark sonnet
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my school is full of pretentious assholes man

lament cloud
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they seem wayy to immature to be graduating

spark sonnet
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yeah i know

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they have no clue what the real world is like

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but honestly i need some tethering rn

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should i pick up the phone and rip into these guys

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or leave it be?

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bc yes i dont want to "disturb the peace" but they also need to know their place

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their manners rather

lament cloud
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would there be backlash for you if you rip into them?

spark sonnet
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i get talked about regardless

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and it wouldnt affect me in any way

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i have 0 interaction with my classmates

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or actually

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i can do something even better

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ill tell my supervisor about them and he loves me

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so he'd scold them publicly

lament cloud
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that would work

spark sonnet
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humiliation is the greatest

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i sound like a sadist but honestly i just want them to know their place

lament cloud
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i would try to go after them without making my self worse off

spark sonnet
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sounds like the supervisor is the best option

lament cloud
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yup go for it

spark sonnet
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not that i wouldnt mind calling them, telling them a word or 2 then hanging up in their face

lament cloud
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maybe just go with the supervisor

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but if they still continue after your supervisor talks to them

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then just absolutely rip into them

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and like you said show them their place

spark sonnet
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u rite my king/queen/liege

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thank you very much

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im just hella miffed at them

lament cloud
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np youre welcome

tawdry star
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They ain't worth your time

spark sonnet
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ur right

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just told my supervisor and explained it in short

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thank you pugsie

lament cloud
tawdry star
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:)

spark sonnet
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supervisor answered

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he was very sweet and said that he'll talk to them and i shouldn't worry and he was happy that i dealt with the situation with the amount of care it deserves - little to nothing

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yanno whats funny though

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one dude, zaid, doesn't know the dirt i have on him lol

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blackmail is haram of course and im not an asshole

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but if he knew what i knew

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ohhhh boy he'd be kissing my feet

mild compass
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lmaooo

spark sonnet
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no its BAD

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i had a friend who hated all these guys but acted as their friend

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he told me all the inside stuff

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and he has pictures and videos oh man

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there are pics of zaid that are insanely disgusting lol

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he thinks it stayed in the group chat

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poor guy

lament cloud
spark sonnet
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he moved away after 10th grade

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but he was always my insider

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i knew a bunch of shit from hikm

lament cloud
spark sonnet
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one time he told me how these girls talked crap about me bc they saw me on holiday with my friend

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and i dont wear swimsuits for personal and religious morals

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so i wear those swimsuits that are basically a t-shirt and long shorts to my knees

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they happened to see me about to dive into a pool and we said hi and they acted all nice

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then talked shit about me ?? for wearing it and my scuba mask??

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so i went up to her after class (me and him took special classes together)

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and i told her some wack ass sentence and i saw the colour drain from her face

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i hoonestly forgot what i told her

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but it was 1 sentence and not very long and this bitch was about to shit herself

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she was scared bc i knew she said that somehow

lament cloud
spark sonnet
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yep

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she's never had the balls to say anything to me since

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shes been talking crap about me since 6th grade

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after that? lol

mild compass
spark sonnet
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all my classmates hate me

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you wouldn't believe me if i told you why lmao its so corny

finite flower
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if u dont mind

spark sonnet
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they hate me because im different

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literally thats it

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it sounds so corny and unbelievable

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and it makes me cringe just saying it

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but it is what it is lmao

lament cloud
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It made me cringe by just reading

spark sonnet
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i know right

lament cloud
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Like how can such ppl exist

spark sonnet
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fuck if i know bro

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at first they took interest to me because i was foreign and had a cool accent

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but when they noticed how disgusted i got at their lack of respect to teachers, they started to hate me

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you wont believe how many stupid remarks ive gotten from doing what i do

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at some point in 9th grade

spark sonnet
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some poor boys behind me took the liberty of bothering me during economics classes

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i poured my entire water bottle on their heads lol

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and the teacher didnt even write me up

finite flower
spark sonnet
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she just laughed at them

spark sonnet
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ITS THE CRINGIEST SHIT

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LIKE ????? YOU DONT LIVE IN A MOVIE GET OVER YOURSELF

spark sonnet
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duckie knows the pain

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like at some point they literally singled me out over everything and it was horrendous lmao

finite flower
spark sonnet
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and i started to retaliate

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any ditch day they did

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i ruined it for them

spark sonnet
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usually i had good reason to go to school

finite flower
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who were really nice

spark sonnet
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lol i wish

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my current school friends are honestly kinda meh

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like ok 2 of them are cutie pies and theyre v nice

lament cloud
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Ooh duckie I'm in india too lmao

spark sonnet
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one of them is ok

lament cloud
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In pune

spark sonnet
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but one of them is kindaaaa

finite flower
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ayyy

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im in pune too

lament cloud
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Damn niceee

finite flower
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most of friends are big brains

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two of my friends got world toppers in IG maths

finite flower
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if u dont mind answering that

lament cloud
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Aundh

finite flower
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ah ok

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i live in Koreagon park

gleaming sable
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Man wants his location

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๐Ÿ˜‚

finite flower
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nah

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lmao

lament cloud
finite flower
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just the general area lol

lament cloud
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My school is pretty close to KP

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Its in NIBM

finite flower
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!!!!

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!!!!!

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same

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uh

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wait ill dm

gleaming sable
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Well

tawdry star
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๐Ÿ‘€

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ZNotes meet-up

gleaming sable
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Lol fr

mild compass
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What is this channel for?

gleaming sable
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Venting

mild compass
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Ok

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I saw blue vent

gleaming sable
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(Problems)

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...

finite flower
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i saw him kill on cams

lament cloud
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Lmaooo

mild compass
spark sonnet
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i would rather blow my brains out than read that again

finite flower
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cuz i saw it on cams and the last time i checked im not blind

finite flower
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lol

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even i did

gleaming sable
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Deuce I think Iโ€™m gonna get corona

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As my dumbass thought it was a good idea to go on a 2 hour train with no ventilation

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And 3 ppl legit next to me

spark sonnet
spark sonnet
spark sonnet
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did you have a mask on

gleaming sable
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Ye Ofc

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But

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Iโ€™m gonna take the hottest bath Iโ€™ve ever had

wise sun
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Bruh its so hot right now

kindred stone
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Itโ€™s 40 degrees here

keen kestrel
lament cloud
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Lmao

spark sonnet
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welcome back to my tedtalk on why i despise boomers

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explaining technology to a boomer is like voluntary suicide

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and no i dont mean like im not willing to teach them

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its when they get confused and start cussing you out for confusing them lol

mild compass
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jajshshsh @spark sonnet BRO FELT
mummy does this all the mf mf mf mf mf time it's so frustrating

spark sonnet
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like bro youre in your mid 40s i will chokeslam you and your windpipe will turn to dust old bat

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jokes aside

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my mother was so rude when i tried to help her

mild compass
mild compass
tawdry star
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It's actually a psychological thingy, Google digital immigrant/native

tawdry star
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I'm stealing this

spark sonnet
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the number of pings i have in here lmao

spark sonnet
spark sonnet
wise sun
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Idw to deal with climate change bruh

kindred stone
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its 40'c+ for 3 days+

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and i would've been so tired if it wasnt for the ac

olive vortex
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these kids man

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the mothers are rounding up to go to the ministry of education

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so they can convince them to do exams

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LMFAOOOOOO

olive vortex
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HUHHH

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FROM TWO DIFFERENT CITIES THEYRE GOING TO THE MINISTRY

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what if this works wtf

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would the ministry actually do it?

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change their minds about the exams begin canceled becuase mothers are asking for them to be made?

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thoughts

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oh my god

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also fucking

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the mothers are talking to the school

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asking for cameras

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i swear to god

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oh my god

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o2ubpg'hw\

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which part

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cameras or exams

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i mean we didnt open a single camera during normal exams why now?

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but theres a huge number of people going

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first igcse exams are on april 20

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ict lab

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so idk

hybrid kiln
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wait wat

olive vortex
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also they cant just suddenly change their minds can they

hybrid kiln
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igcse?

olive vortex
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im just scared for the cameras

hybrid kiln
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they gonna use the same timetable ?

olive vortex
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most of my buddies dont have one

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kuwait bahrain?

hybrid kiln
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ohh ok

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phew

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ohhh thats why u take ig arabic

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good luck bro

olive vortex
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eygot?

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no way

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they said they will run normally

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just scared about the cameras now,

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less than a day is left and havent told us yet

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bro most of my dudes have no cam

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uncomfy

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more stress

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a what

hybrid kiln
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at least u can do it at home

olive vortex
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we use teams

hybrid kiln
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oh u can still upload the video

olive vortex
#

uhh

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ohh

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nah too risky man

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i dont want to cheat

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just scared

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idk

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nahh thats probably agaisnt the rules dud

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they might tell us to show everything

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hands face everything imo

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smh

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true

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half of my face

olive vortex
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OH GOD

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the school got in trouble

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because they ddint open cams during normal exams

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the mothers are such snitch

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they literally told the
administrantio

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m

#

n

mild compass
olive vortex
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we dont know yet

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maybe theyre lying

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they never tell us anything

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and we got mocks tom

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no idea if cameras or not

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and most of my friends have no cameas

#

smh

mild compass
# olive vortex and we got mocks tom

but why doesn't your school make it mandatory to keep your camera on during exams? isn't that wrong on their end? cause that just means they dont care whether the students cheat :/

olive vortex
#

yeah.. true

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they know we cheated

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the head of the boys section said it

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so obvious

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it looks like there are cameras.

spark sonnet
olive vortex
proven pond
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owo getting haram are we

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like the prophet (PBUH) once said, no cheating before marriage

olive vortex
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i have my first mock tomomotw and idk how i feel

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ever since they said its online so unmotivated

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might blow my brains out idk

visual raptor
#

Hhhh ngl online making everything worse

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Doing exams in ur own bedroom doesn't seem right

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๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ

kindred stone
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No one saw that i thought this was spam

olive vortex
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lmaooo

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its 8 pm and still nothing about cameras

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ill take it as if no cameras will be used

#

w

wise sun
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My school is so difficult to communicate with lol

kindred stone
#

same

mild compass
#

LOL i remember when I was in school

mild compass
kindred stone
spark sonnet
#

so not boomer

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๐Ÿ‘

lament cloud
#

Your a minor boomer

mild compass
#

Friends usually help each other out

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So I would say that's not normal

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Im sure you might have misunderstood something maybe if this was an isolated incident

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But if they are constantly lying you sounds like you need new friends

spark sonnet
#

totes not normal

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they're toxic-ly competitive if that makes sense.

visual raptor
#

Never follow ur friends' pace btw

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Even if they dont study you should focus on studying so you dont fall into their traps

gleaming sable
#

fr.

mild compass
#

I think we all have at least 1 friend who is extremely competitive in a very very toxic way

visual raptor
#

Every human has a pinch of evil in them even if they dont show it๐Ÿ˜ซ some let it out others keep it hidden deep inside them๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ

mild compass
#

Especially during exams times

visual raptor
#

The fear of failure can really eat a person from inside

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Makes sense why the evil comes out around these times

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Dont fret tho the reason they lie is because they know that if u study as much as they do ud be able to surpass them easilyโ˜บ take that as a w hehe get dat revenge by acing the next one๐Ÿ˜Œ

mild compass
tawdry star
#

^

visual raptor
#

When will it get better?
I ask as the nights pass by
Every day that passes I ask myself "why?"
Is there a reason to exist or is life an illusion?
Will I ever succeed or is it all a delusion?
No idea where I am supposed to begin
Cuz I believe there is nothing left to win
:( sadhourspoettime

olive vortex
#

im about to my brains out

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the protein powder i got is so dense

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and i got the biggest one possible

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i wanted cinanom sugar but theyre sold out

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so now im left with 2 5 pound protein powder that will last ages

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i hope that fudge brownie tastes good

spark sonnet
#

niooooo cinnamon sugar

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</3

olive vortex
#

ill get it after 3 months

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and then fuirty pebels

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ill drink fudge bronwie in the morninh and cookies and cream after workout bc i will die if i drank cookies and cream in the mornin

mild compass
#

yeah one of my friends does that

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meanwhile one of them said he didnt study because he was overconfident and he ended up failing

tepid delta
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To be honeat

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This week has been one of the worst

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its taken a massive toll on me

visual raptor
#

Was here to vent but w-what happened-

#

Yall ever just think of urselves as like v evil evil evil cuz of ur thought process and and when ur friends say they trust u u just feel guilt even tho u didnt do anything but deep inside u know u r evil cruel and they trust completely so u r just like bruh why what to do or is this just overthinker crazy psycho moment or what idek

#

Imagine coming here with a serious vent session in ur head to see memes๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญโœ‹

spring mountain
#

omgg i hv friends like that too. theyre just super competitive. its like one of their "tactics". usually theyd say that so that u wont study and it reduces their "competitors". orr maybe they didnt want to make u feel bad for not studying

spark sonnet
#

yeah definitely

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in response to this i mean^

spark sonnet
tepid delta
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honestly i don't even know how to recover

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cause this week has been messed up on so many levels

spark sonnet
tepid delta
#

so many funerals

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so,so many

spark sonnet
#

oh wow.

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sorry man. did family pass?

tepid delta
#

yeah.

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A relative due to covid

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and me grandma,just 2 days ago.

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Cancer man,it sucks.

#

Grandma died due to cancer,relative due to covid.

spark sonnet
#

god bless them, i'm sorry for your loss

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were you close to either of them?

tepid delta
#

not really

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my grandma lived with me

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but she was...rather abusive

spark sonnet
#

i see :/ sorry about that

tepid delta
#

this just feels so messed up

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i mean i've never been through this

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and ideally i never wanted to but here i am

spring mountain
spring mountain
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i feel like kms iโ€™m sick and the painkillers arenโ€™t even working and i canโ€™t even be sick in peace because i have a lot of work due that iโ€™ve been putting off for a week

spark sonnet
cedar eagle
#

i still have to take my as levels this year

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thatโ€™s all i had to say

fresh bloom
#

exams suck, i don't even know what we're studying and i don't know where i wanna go

spring mountain
spark sonnet
tepid delta
#

yo to be honest

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I feel terrible.

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Our generation is...so crappy

north karma
tepid delta
#

i agree

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boomers messed it up for us

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to be honest

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when i see boomers hanging out with friends and fam

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I can't help but wonder

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will i have the same when i'm their age

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cause i don't think so

spark sonnet
tepid delta
#

just a bit pissed about how our generation is gonna get life

wise sun
#

Bruh our generstion is the worst

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Cuz of the earlier gen and also the newer gen after us

tepid delta
#

yep

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are we ever gonna have lasting bonds

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like the boomers

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or will we have a good earth to live in?

wise sun
#

I mean earth is kinda screwed already

spark sonnet
#

and we can do a lot as one generation

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like theres so much more easy things than u think that we can all do to help

unreal oak
#

Thanos warn @mild compass "rule 6 no NSFW"

last estuaryBOT
#

โš  Warned sujaluffy#9082

tepid delta
#

boomers man

mild compass
#

whaa whyy?

spark sonnet
#

so anything explicitly sexual aint allowed

tawdry star
marsh daggerBOT
#

Rule # 6 : NSFW content/discussion and excessive usage of inappropriate language are strictly prohibited. Any moderator decisions will be made purely out of context, on a case by case basis, and as such there is no blacklist of words. If there is you have any problem with the moderator's discretion, notify a ZNotes Team Member.

spark sonnet
#

or that

mild compass
mild compass
spark sonnet
#

tiny babies in here

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lots of em

spark sonnet
#

read the room my guy

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or rather

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read the text

mild compass
fresh bloom
#

my tuition teacher sent me answers to my math exam and i still didn't finish bcs i spent too much time trying to make a 0.5 cm circle with a shitty compass

#

in conclusion locus can go jump off a building ๐Ÿ˜„

mild compass
#

Rip

spark sonnet
#

maped has good compasses tho

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try those

fresh bloom
#

i'll try those next time

spark sonnet
#

yee honestly locus is easier than u think, u just have to have competent tools

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construction was my favourite topic

fresh bloom
#

tbh it's not that hard it's just time consuming, esp with bad tools

spark sonnet
#

yeah go treat urself to a maped compass instead

#

they sell lil kits too

#

with everything u need

tepid delta
spark sonnet
#

it all made sense to me

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but ngl the past paper qs were hard

#

our year was so easy

wise sun
#

Oof i think exams

#

Might cancel

spark sonnet
#

i think i sat for the 2018 papers

tepid delta
frank apex
#

If you need help on a certain topic that for some reason you really can't grasp what it is. You would ask the teacher for help right?

#

Now that you've asked the teacher she suggests that you watch videos she made on in the Google classroom explaining the topic

#

Ofcourse, you've watched them plenty of times but still don't get it

#

As months pass, you write tests on the topic but you fail and fail and the teacher keeps pressuring you to watch the videos when you've done it for the 100th time that day already but still don't get it

#

And each time you fail the test, she loudly scolds you and threatens you in front of the whole class when you clearly don't understand

#

Is it my fault for trying my best and I get this type of treatment from a teacher?

spark sonnet
#

she is being incompetent, lazy, and all around bad

frank apex
#

There's nothing I can do now, I'm writing a bio exam tomorrow and I just don't get practicals/alternative to practicals

spark sonnet
#

i dunno man, do you have a friend that can walk you through real quick ? maybe try a crash course vid?

frank apex
#

I'm going through vids rn online but I just feel like crying cuz I don't get it

#

Yk, my classmates knOw I'm being treated like this aswell, they sometimes tell me it's okay after class after I got shouted at

#

I appreciate the homies

spring mountain
whole pike
#

how do yall consistently study? im having an on and off relationship with her and i can't afford that rn

mild compass
#

Just

#

Study

wise sun
#

Fax bruh if you give your self an opportunity ( even the slightest ) to slack off you will slack off

#

So just study

spark sonnet
# whole pike how do yall consistently study? im having an on and off relationship with her an...

if it makes u feel better i am nowhere near consistent - i unfortunately go through "cycles" (i have no other way of describing it). u can try making it more consistent by

  1. realistic slap in the face - grades cant be pulled out of our ass unfortunately so we gotta work whether we like it or not if we wanna get that sexy degree :(

  2. 30 mins studying with brief 10 min breaks, this is insanely effective bc ur brain stays going brrrr but ur not working all the time

  3. a certain kind of music helps? i personally hyperfixate on some songs and listening to those can help me a lot, also the russian music i showed u helps bc that way u cant even focus on the lyrics bc a mf dont speak russian you know

  4. try setting a to do list for every day - write down a somewhat ideal but realistic list of what papers/topics/subjects u want to get done, and check them off throughout the day (remember i say idealistic-realistic bc to-do lists are almost never completed, they're to flesh out ur goals)

#

also, ur workspace

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make sure its comfy and if its getting boring, switch to a new place if available

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also i find it 10x easier to study with a stand

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its that inclined thing u put ur laptop on

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i put my books on there instead and it makes everything 10x easier

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i hope i helped

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oh also

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good food and sleep plays a big role

kindred stone
#

Deuceโ€™s 2 is also known as the pomodoro technique

spark sonnet
#

yea thats the name

frank apex
spring mountain
whole pike
#

@spark sonnet tysm that's rrly helpful! i'll try that all out today

spark sonnet
whole pike
wise sun
#

Bruh i hurt my leg

#

Why is the human body so weak

spark sonnet
#

my guy what the fuck was that

#

anyway

spark sonnet
spark sonnet
#

like

#

you could walk wrong and sprain ur ankle

#

but people have gone thru car crashes and falling off cliffs and emerge unscathed

#

no offence my dude but that doesnt correlate to the guy hurting his leg :/

#

like its such a stretch

#

mans was just complaining about his leg

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yeah and he can complain about it without thinking of hellfire my guy

#

bruh its fine lol

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dont sweat it

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lmao

#

all good my g

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no worries

wise sun
#

what just happened ? Anyways, its calm

#

Gonna go to the docs tomorrow

#

@spark sonnet kinda sucks with exams so close

#

i kissed the boo boo covered it with some gauze and cleaned and it feels somewhat better

wise sun
#

I am probably exaggerating but let me see what the doc says

olive vortex
#

I know this feeling. If you need anyone to talk to, my DMs are open:)

languid sierra
#

Gonna take JLPT this july

#

Hope shit doesnt mess up

spark sonnet
#

@languid sierra idk what that is but you're amazing! you're so smart and ur v hard working (i can tell from ur ig stories too lmao) you're gonna do great heartlove

languid sierra
#

Japanese Language Proficiency test

spark sonnet
#

you can nail it

#

i honwatly thought it was math related

#

given ur new nickname lmao

#

whats troubling you about it?

languid sierra
#

Nah nothing much

#

I just hope i can study enough

#

Considering i have to do A levels too

olive vortex
#

Fuck this school

#

They just now te is at 10 pm that we have a meeting at 11 pm

#

AND

#

The schedule they were supposed to give us on SUNDAY

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Hasnโ€™t been given yet

#

Theyโ€™re so fucking

#

fucking dumb

#

I fucking hate this school

#

I hope they go bankrupt

heady star
#

any update?

#

did u get ur Sunday schedule yet

olive vortex
#

No

#

They were supposed to be given Sunday

#

Then yesterday the dude said the IT department will send the schedule soon

#

since yesterday

spark sonnet
#

15 days till a levels and im nowhere near prepared

#

its getting better tho i guess :/

wise sun
#

Same i ain't even stressing

mild compass
#

What is this channel for?

gleaming sable
#

problems.

tawdry star
mild compass
#

wdym venting

tawdry star
mild compass
#

Ok so you release what exactly?

#

I mean I'm not that stupid i know what a vent is

gleaming sable
#

emotions

rough holly
#

bro if you have any type of emotions that you want to share, doesnโ€™t matter if itโ€™s good emotions or bad emotions then you type it here. Ez

keen kestrel
#

Ikr smh

mild compass
#

Lol

spark sonnet
#

smth that has been bothering you, you wanna get something off your chest et cetera

spring mountain
#

im having mocks this week and today is the only weekend i have left to prepare for the remaining subjects which i havent prepared for BUT MY BRAIN IS NOT FOCUSING. im so annoyed. like this one 10 minute video, i've repeated this video at least 3 times and i still cant focus and its been two hours. its like i try to listen but everything comes out off my other ear and even when i try to read it feels like im just reading but not understanding anything and AHDF

spark sonnet
#

seriously screw school, if you are physically unable to study then smth is wrong and you shouldnt make urself suffer

spring mountain
# spark sonnet listen i dont advocate for cheating at all but if you need it do it.

yeahh. im scared to cheat bc theyre recording these zoom meetings where we have to show either our face or paper and apparently they're sending the recordings to the official exam board (not cie btw i also have another exam board). my friend did tell me that its v unlikely that someone will watch us attentively since our exams are 3 hours, unless we do sumn v sus

spark sonnet
#

i know numerous ways on how to uhhh

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use external sources lets say

#

i rlly dont wanna get shat on for advocating cheatin but. yeah

spring mountain
#

but i unfortunately, suck at cheating as well bc first, i wear glasses and two, my table SHOWS A REFLECTION

spark sonnet
#

glasses do less than you think but u can use the light source in ur room to ur advantage

#

let me dm you bc i really dont want anyone to think cheating is ok under normal circumstances

spring mountain
#

idkk bc i think that if u switch tabs or sumn then they can see it on ur glasses? my friend literally took off her glasses for this reason lmao

#

aa okay

mild compass
#

Na bruv don't

mild compass
spark sonnet
#

idk man to each his own

#

im against cheating but ive done it myself when my school was force feeding me material

covert dirge
#

cheating is bad! wink wink

spark sonnet
#

from 8 to 4 pm

north karma
#

Send a mail to ur school first lmao

spark sonnet
#

with extra sessions after 4 pm

#

i had no time to breathe even

#

and so i studied the material at my own pace

#

and for school exams i "used external sources" when i needed to

#

maybe bc im a senior and stopped giving an f

#

but yeah thats my reasoning

#

i just want to pass and not die at 17 years old from stress

covert dirge
#

I mean it doesnโ€™t even matter for you, these are school exams and youโ€™re still gonna do the actual exams in 2 weeks so

north karma
#

Why tf mocks now tho? ๐Ÿ’€

north karma
#

Who does mocks two weeks before???!

spark sonnet
north karma
#

Jus ignore them

spark sonnet
#

these school exams legit do not matter

spring mountain
north karma
#

Ima do my physics paper now

spring mountain
#

but i think my luck has ran out now

north karma
#

Cyall

covert dirge
spark sonnet
#

LMAOO MY CHEM MOCK WAS FROM PAPERS I DID

spring mountain
#

bc I CANT FOCUS

spark sonnet
#

bye hayz

north karma
spark sonnet
#

anyway

#

my point is

#

if you are at breaking point, do whats best for you

north karma
#

Ima make dalogna

spark sonnet
#

use your imagination as to what you think i mean.

north karma
#

Also deuce study session later if u down luluDepressed

spark sonnet
#

oh sure

#

ngl i kinda wanna listen to quran

spring mountain
spark sonnet
#

so if youre down for that idm

north karma
#

Fuck it ๐Ÿ’€

covert dirge
#

mashallah

north karma
#

Im down ๐Ÿ’€

spark sonnet
north karma
#

Allah with me during past paper

spark sonnet
#

im really irritated these days and music drove me mad yesterday

mild compass
covert dirge
mild compass
#

That's fine if you feel like what your doing is okay then yeah np

spark sonnet
#

yeah dw i see ur reasoning

spark sonnet
#

every single one of them cheats

#

and they are.... so...dumb

#

like

#

h

mild compass
#

I think that's the case with a lot of classes tbh

#

Same with people in my class

spring mountain
#

BRO i cheated once in 9th grade and my teacher WAS SO MEAN

mild compass
#

They cheated throughout the whole year

spark sonnet
#

ya same

spring mountain
#

he was like dragging it

mild compass
#

Bombed the final exam

spring mountain
#

and was like

mild compass
#

And now they wanna regive

spring mountain
#

if u cheat now u will cheat in ur marriage

spark sonnet
#

WHAT

#

BRUH

mild compass
#

bruh

spark sonnet
#

WTF

covert dirge
#

LMAOOOOO

spark sonnet
#

I KEYSMASHED

spring mountain
#

u will cheat on ur husband

spark sonnet
#

IM CRYING

spring mountain
#

and i was just there like

spark sonnet
#

I MANAGED TO SAY A SLUR WHILE KEYSMASHING

mild compass
#

lmaoo

covert dirge
#

he/she is speaking from experience

spark sonnet
spring mountain
#

OK TO MY DEFENSE

#

i didnt plan on cheating

#

this calssmate

#

stole the papers from my teacher while he wwas gone

#

and he was like

#

COME COME I KNOW THE ANS TO THIS QUESTION

spark sonnet
#

lmao u were a kid its cool

spring mountain
#

and i mean which person wont come

#

NO AND THE THING IS THE REST OF MY CALSSMATES SAW RIGHT SO EVERYONE CAME

spark sonnet
#

the one time i cheated irl was writing an entire french composition on my leg.

#

did not get caught ๐Ÿ‘

spring mountain
#

AND THEN THE TEACHER CAME BACK AND HE SSAW EVERYHTING

spark sonnet
#

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

mild compass
#

rip

spark sonnet
#

im not kidding

#

i wrote an entire french composition on my leg

#

in 8th grade

spring mountain
#

dude but yk this teacher wasnt even mad at my friend who stole the papers

covert dirge
#

girl ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€