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solar rapids
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about chemistry

viral veldt
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when?

solar rapids
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im the older brother

solar rapids
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just saw

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and it looked terrible

viral veldt
solar rapids
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not your older brother KEKW

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i mean im your brother anyways

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but older brother in my house yk what i mean

viral veldt
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bro i'm just messing with you ik

solar rapids
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chem thoery and atp went well alhumdulillah (o level)

viral veldt
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Oh, just come to A level

solar rapids
solar rapids
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might not even do a level

viral veldt
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then you'll know how hard is chem

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considered the 2nd hardest subject in Cambridge beofore further Maths

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personally think chem is harder than further maths for some reason

viral veldt
solar rapids
solar rapids
viral veldt
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anyway, O level chem is Eeeeasssyyy

solar rapids
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cause maths is something we doo

solar rapids
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agreed

viral veldt
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I just hate how cambridge could've added more topics in O level instead of cramming it all in A level smh

supple raptor
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HAve you read Twisted series

supple raptor
pastel thicket
supple raptor
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It is com tho

pastel thicket
thin sequoia
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is anyone doing Igcse 0452 paper 22 today

solar rapids
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i did add math, chemistry and physics

plain maple
solar rapids
glossy ferry
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I can't focus in class :(
Idk what is wrong
My mind just drifts off on its own
The teacher is not too fast, i just take too long to understand

It has always been like this. Since middle school, high school, college, and university. I've been self-paced learning almost everything on my own because i cant focus.
I cant pay attention
Sometimes i try and use 100% of my energy, but then my mind would burnout 5 minutes later and i would be too tired to continue paying attention anymore
And i'll end up drawing, thinking about weird things or playing games instead

And now i am in uni, it is too hard for me to catch up
It is only week 3 and i'm already falling behind
I cant finish all the tutorial/lecture questions

dense walrus
glossy ferry
dense walrus
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A record of what is being said

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It could be printed, audio, slides

glossy ferry
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Oh yup i do
I usually refer to them at home or after class

dense walrus
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That's good that you're doing that

dense walrus
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During class discussions and stuff

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To stay engaged

glossy ferry
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I can try
I'm way too far behind in the class so idk what questions to ask lol

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But tysm for listening

dense walrus
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I wasn't much help 😭

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But anytime, I don't mind

dense walrus
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This could be a "If [...] is like this. What happens if [...]?

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Or you can try and apply the concept to a scenario and ask how it makes sense and stuff

untold bobcat
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i need 5 million rockets, to bomb CAIE centres

glass spruce
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uk whats more unfair than CAIE

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getting wrongfullly accused of leaking papers

bronze yacht
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how does one end up in that situation 😭

glass spruce
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idk 😭

silk path
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hello. what a garbage day that i have had.

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tried to be healthy, 0 sleep, got ready at 5 am for a run, went for a run at 5:30 did 2.5ish kms in 20 mins. then i got chased by a dog and fell into a pothole, walked home another 2.8 kms and couldn’t even sleep cuz I had to start studying again, then I went out to do some stuff and then had to drive 2h to my counsellor where I got chased and attacked by a crow over my fried chicken cuz like okay cannibalism period. now im lock in trust

dense walrus
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I walk 2.5km in 30 minutes πŸ’€

dense walrus
plain maple
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Im sure the universe was just telling u to exercise more

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Im suree it wasnt after ur life

pastel thicket
bronze yacht
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5 am motivation

pastel thicket
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@bronze yacht how many Hertz refresh do you have

pastel thicket
silk path
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first time running 😭

silk path
silk path
silk path
pastel thicket
pastel thicket
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More like calculated bs

silk path
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the run wasn't the issue

silk path
pastel thicket
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Best time for a run is after 8 or during dusk

silk path
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gang i live in india

pastel thicket
silk path
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that too in one of the most populated cities

pastel thicket
silk path
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i genuinely have no space nor sidewalks to run on, and after 5 its like literally everyone decides to go for a run

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also i have this eye condition

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which is getting progressively worse

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and i get mad disoriented, which is why im slower so that i dont waddle into traffic LMAO

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but that sounds like excuses trust

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we ball

silk path
pastel thicket
silk path
low vapor
silk path
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VALID LOL XD

plain maple
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I dont get how ppl run consistently

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I go out of breath and have to walk every like 15 secs or smt

silk path
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yeah i paused every 0.4, how do ppl not shit themselves istg

plain maple
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Fr 😭 πŸ™

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I saw a man run like 10 laps one day tht was crazy

silk path
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gosh id pass out TvT

dense walrus
silk path
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I used to lol, gonna start up again :))

pastel thicket
silk path
hard ravine
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Why

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Is

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Humidity

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A

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Thing

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There's enough water in the atmosphere to support a fully functional marine ecosystem

dense walrus
languid musk
fallen kite
dense walrus
worldly lotus
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everything's going to shit i cnt do ts anymore

grand pendant
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I have gotten stomach flu not just once but three times this month

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I cant control my bowels and I'm in constant agony

tardy zealot
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That’s the old system.

Tesla was built for intelligent people who move early β€” including students with ambition greater than their current circumstances.

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Why continue funding gas stations when you can invest in tomorrow instead?

The future should be accessible.

Experience the 2025 Tesla Model 3 β€” fast, intelligent, and fully electric.

If you are interested in owning one, kindly send a private message for full pricing and purchase details.

Drive the future before the future becomes ordinary.

cobalt grotto
languid musk
unborn pecan
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MY EXAMS ARE OVERRR

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Finally bruh

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Can't wait to start blasting reta and anavar πŸ₯Ή

grand pendant
dense walrus
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Yes

cobalt grotto
cobalt grotto
bronze yacht
# grand pendant I cant control my bowels and I'm in constant agony

omgg i can relate to this when i go to my home country T-T the food quality over there is so badd i always get some sorta stomach problem, best thing i can advise you is to eat fibre rich fruits and drink a lot of water and um study near the bathroom please 😭 😭 try not to spend a lot of your time sitting too, walk and drink 8-10 cups of water!!! tc of yourselfffff

worldly lotus
grand pendant
worldly lotus
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twinπŸ₯€

vivid relic
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i give up on something good, because it's not great

manic spindle
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Looking at this old question does things to me

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Not the grammar

manic spindle
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Sigh

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If i had the courage

languid musk
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☹️

dense walrus
manic spindle
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Shes singing alont to deja vu like i didnt play it to curse her out

graceful gull
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If you need to talk about something, feel free to hit me up, I don't judge

strange widget
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here

mild compass
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EL pick up a brick and hit him up

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Im waiting

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I wanna see how strong

strange widget
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no

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kuro is seet

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sweet**

mild compass
strange widget
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lmao

mild compass
strange widget
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persona

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stop it

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._.

mild compass
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Sorry

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Okay so

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Whats the matter

strange widget
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we havent talked since last week

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my bfs dad told him not to talk to me

mild compass
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Tf?

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And he just

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Did he tell you why?

strange widget
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his dad is worried he would get distracted by me and lose his grades

mild compass
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Oh

strange widget
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he wants him to focus on his career

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he had to make a promise to his dad

mild compass
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H-how old are you both?

strange widget
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that he wont talk to me

graceful gull
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17-18 at most

strange widget
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17

west skiff
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YES ITS BACK

graceful gull
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I was right

strange widget
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yep

west skiff
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hewwo guys im mental support luki

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i will mentally support u

graceful gull
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Well, All I can say is, relationships are a two-way street

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If he is being forced to, then I don't think that's something you can control

west skiff
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thats unfair

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thank u

mild compass
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  1. do not kill yourself
  2. do not threaten to kill yourself to achieve an end
strange widget
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i have my exams in a month so does he

graceful gull
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^ That as well.

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You're better than that.

west skiff
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you could work on them together :3

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find some way to spend more time together

graceful gull
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She literally just said she can't, luki.

mild compass
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lmfao

west skiff
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oh sorry i wasn't paying attention

mild compass
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Please dont make me laugh

west skiff
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dang

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Hmm well

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thats not fair of his dad at all

strange widget
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i messaged him last night

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and his friend

mild compass
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wait for two months until the exams are over. if he wants you enough, he'll get back with you. if he doesn't, you should look for someone else

strange widget
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told him to take care of himself when im not there

west skiff
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aww

mild compass
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like just don't be in a relationship with someone who doesn't want you

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manjeet singhs voice dats right

strange widget
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i love him way too much

west skiff
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I don't think its that

strange widget
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he loves me more

west skiff
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aw

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you have to make sure that spark doesn't go

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or it will hurt alot

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u have to find a way

mild compass
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if he does, what's your problem with being away for 2 months?

west skiff
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thats a rlly long time

mild compass
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You can ask your friends to regularly pass your messge

west skiff
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you could easily lose feelings

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2 months is too long

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You have to still be able to talk to him somehow

mild compass
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Do facetime when you both are with your friedns

strange widget
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i dont want to leave him alone for 2 months

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he doesnt have anybody but me

west skiff
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its only fair

strange widget
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and he gets really low

west skiff
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damn...

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thats real bad

mild compass
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A-anybody

west skiff
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find some way

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even if he cant respond to ur messages

mild compass
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W-where do yall live?

west skiff
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let him know you love him and how much you love him

mild compass
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that's borderline obsessive. idk about other guys but I'm not really sure if I'll be comfortable with a SO caring that much about me ;p;

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You do not have to answer that

west skiff
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nah

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thats normal

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i mean

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depends on the person

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we are all different ig

mild compass
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yeah

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She did say thats he doesnt have anybody else and gets really low

graceful gull
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@strange widget what your guy needs is to learn to be independent

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Sounds like he struggles with low self-esteem

strange widget
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he is independent

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he doesnt

graceful gull
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Then what's wrong?

west skiff
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he has to sneak his way to it sis

strange widget
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hes just down when im not there cause theres no body he shares his stuff with but me

west skiff
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i mean

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you are both on social media

mild compass
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think about it. why else would he feel low when you're not around. it's almost as if his source of validation is you

west skiff
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it literally isn't possible for someone to like block yall off like dat

graceful gull
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@strange widget That basically means he's dependent on you

strange widget
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he doesnt have social media.... we only talk on hangouts and now we cant talk there since his father knws about it

mild compass
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like a little baby is dependent on his mother

west skiff
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breh

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find something else

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sneaky beaky like

mild compass
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you could exchange letters too

strange widget
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he is not dependent on me

mild compass
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for the lack of a better term

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i'll call feeling high the opposite of feeling low

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i know it doesn't make sense

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if he gets high off of seeing you

west skiff
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bruh

mild compass
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and he feels low when you're not around

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sounds to me like he is dependent on you

west skiff
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mhmm

mild compass
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almost like a smoking habit

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not that there's anything wrong with that

west skiff
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yup

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i mean

mild compass
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but don't be suicidal if you're not getting your ciggies

strange widget
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youd understand if you loved somebody that much

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its hard to be away

west skiff
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she is right

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it is

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1 day

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is torture

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60+ days

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is insanity

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like

mild compass
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that's obsessive lol @graceful gull back me up here

west skiff
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if i was her id loose it jus sayin

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its not obsessive

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its just how it is

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i feel like she takes relationships real seriously

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and thats good

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because i wouldnt want to have my heart broken

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cuz someone doesn't wanna take the relationship seriously

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jus sayin

graceful gull
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I agree with @mild compass
It sounds obsessive, but not necessarily in a bad way.
But in the long run, being dependent on someone else is bad for BOTH of you

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Love wouldn't end up with obsessiveness

west skiff
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gois from my school here

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are gonna think im some retard

graceful gull
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But, I can see how difficult this situation must be for you

west skiff
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idk abt yall

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id be a very dependent person

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and I think it would work

mild compass
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it's like you're incomplete without each other. you need to grow as self-sufficient people first

west skiff
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ofcourse

graceful gull
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@strange widget I know you care about him deeply, but think of yourself as well

west skiff
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thats important

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yus ofc

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Find some way to still talk to him

strange widget
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i'll try

west skiff
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and make sure it expresses ur love so u can remind him that you are still there

graceful gull
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Spending some time apart won't diminish anything in your relationship, as long as you still care for each other and trust and understand eachother

west skiff
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every day if u gave ti

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breh

mild compass
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you're only that dependent on others when your self-esteem flows not from within

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but from external sources

west skiff
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hmm

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idk

graceful gull
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@strange widget You are your own person. You matter on your own. Your worth is not based on how much your boyfriend loves you. I'm sure you're a great person.

mild compass
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^

strange widget
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i know that

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i didnt mean that

mild compass
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your sense of completeness needs to flow from within you

graceful gull
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But you're worried about what might happen to him, right?

strange widget
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right

graceful gull
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Give it time, man

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His dad will either forget about it or be a little calm later on

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for now, focus on your exams

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I'm sure everything will work out

strange widget
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thanks kuro

mild compass
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it's like your mom/grandmother constantly asking you if you've eaten

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don't be the mom/grandmom here

graceful gull
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I'm sure she's not trying to be

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she's just worried

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and now I guess she's understood that she just need to wait a bit and see

west skiff
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awwww

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Good luck ig :/

strange widget
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im not trying to be the mom here

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just worried cause i havent spoken to him in a long time and he suffers from insomnia

graceful gull
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Drop in a message somehow when you can, telling him how you are and wishing him the best

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Something positive so he has the will to keep going too

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After your exams, things should be a little more lax

west skiff
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oh lord

mild compass
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write letters

west skiff
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mhmm

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ofcourse

graceful gull
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That may not work, but whatever works

mild compass
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it's great

west skiff
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def drop in mesesages yes

strange widget
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i do

west skiff
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and remind him of your love ofcourse

graceful gull
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Focus on your exams too @strange widget, because if you don't both get good grades, you'll be giving the adults more reason to blame the relationship for the failures.

west skiff
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even if he doesnt read them

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he can see them

strange widget
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i will

mild compass
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it's like taking a photo from an old film camera. you know you only have 20 shots left in the roll so you try to make every shot worth it. this, as opposed to digital camera (like digital messaging) where you're taking as many shots as you can without putting much thought into it, will be much more engaging for the both of you

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writing letters is just better because it takes more time to send and receive one back so you try to really think about what you're going to write

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also you have the advantage of having your conversations physically present

strange widget
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yes

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thanks for the advice

graceful gull
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Like I said before, if you need to talk, don't hesitate to

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I don't judge

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and I expect that everyone here doesn't either

strange widget
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id consider to

graceful gull
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Good luck my dude!

west skiff
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mhmmm gllll!!!

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wait till bodbfromstaetbar sees this hes gonna be like HAHAH retard!!!

strange widget
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dunno who dat is

west skiff
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dont worry

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Focus on your studies and make sure you try to stay as mentally stable as possible, this would be the worst time to break down ig

strange widget
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yee

west skiff
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also heres a gif of a cat

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i look at this to make me feel better

violet palm
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@west skiff that's not epic now is it?

west skiff
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i dont care piss off im trying to sleep

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u need mental support

violet palm
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my mental mind is clean as a whistle wy on about?

west skiff
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yes ok so ial man

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goodnight

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also

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u habe to memtally support me

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because i do the ig and i revise the znot

violet palm
stray burrow
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Mental support group?

wise flower
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It's for any depression talk

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Any help you emotionally need

foggy plinth
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@stray burrow this is where I abuse people and say it's depression or some shit

mild compass
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@stray burrow support group for mentally retarded people

graceful gull
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@mild compass language.

mild compass
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for specially-abled people?

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@graceful gull

graceful gull
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For people who are prone to sadness, senioritis and people who just want to vent

mild compass
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Oh okay

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No I was joking

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I don't actually believe that the guys here are mentally retarded

west skiff
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obvs not

worthy estuary
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exams in a month and few days

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help

wise flower
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chill

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u have a month

queen echo
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haha don t say that when it s a levels that we re talking about ..

foggy plinth
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As much as I hate to say this, I agree with "savage_as_f" @worthy estuary

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You have a month

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You can do this

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A good resource to learn from is freesciencelessons (search him up on youtube)

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Also organic chem tutor

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And a there are a shit ton more

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Search for resources, watch videos, and most importantly, do the past papers

worthy estuary
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Weirdly enough, I'm more scared about Bio than Chem because its content heavy and i'm not good with memorising heavy content, even though it's interesting to me and i've a passion for it

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i enjoy chem more

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I'm also struggling to make bio notes as that's so time consuming for me and i'm a perfectionist -- i sometimes struggle to even pinpoint what's important enough to be added to my notes; of course, i do refer the syllabus

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Chem Znotes are great. I use the tb, revision guide, watch some videos and just add any missing points into znotes so i can quickly revise, then do pastpapers

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I'm not freaked out about chem (except P3, thats a nightmare and we've no more bio nor chem labs)

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Bio znotes are ehhh i don't use those. very vague and miss out on a lot of key things mentioned in the tb, and i'm afraid i'll spend way too long trying to make notes than actually do pastpapers and stuff-- i need to manage time and prioritise, not knowing what is priority

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i dont know if i should just read through the tb and then do pastpapers (which i fear will be ineffective when i need to revise as i'd have to go through the content heavy tb and piles of pastpapers, which is why i want to make revision notes)

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@queen echo hEH, i AgreE

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@wise flower @foggy plinth

foggy plinth
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Yeah I was reading along as you typed stuff out

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Also wow, I envy your typing speed ;-;

wise flower
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Yep?

foggy plinth
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Do past papers @worthy estuary

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Past papers are very important

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But you need to skim the textbook first

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Doing the practice from the past papers solidifies it in your head

worthy estuary
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bobbu HAHA its around 93 words per minute? THANK YOU

wise flower
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oh wow!

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mines like 52 or something

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idk

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i have to check XD

foggy plinth
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Here I am with a shit ton of retarded typos

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Like no shit I can barely type

worthy estuary
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It's not like I haven't done pastpapers; I've been doing topicals

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hahaa

foggy plinth
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Yeah topicals are good

wise flower
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@worthy estuary A levels or not..u have a month. so no use of stresssing out now. instead just manage ur time and prioritize subjects ur weak in

foggy plinth
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But now it's time for yearlies πŸ”«

worthy estuary
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thing is i dislike jumping to pastpapers without first grasping the concepts THOROUGHLY

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and even if during that time period i do understand the concept thoroughly, i wILL forget eventually

foggy plinth
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But doing the past papers will solidify the concepts in your head

worthy estuary
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and i will not have time to go through tb or loads of pastpapers i've done yknow

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which is why i wanna make summarised notes

foggy plinth
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Then read znot znotes

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Actually that's a very good idea

worthy estuary
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bio znotes aren't great, lets be honest

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no offence

foggy plinth
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I'm doing that rn with geography

worthy estuary
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Are you doing AL bio?

foggy plinth
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@west skiff look at this znogt anti nationalist >: (

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I'm doing O2

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Rip

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So geography, pakistan history, and islamiat is what I'm giving this year

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For each chapter I'm going to summarize it into a few pages

worthy estuary
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whoaaaa

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what did you just call me!?

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AHEM

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i'm EM znotes contributor!!

foggy plinth
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u znogt anti nationalist >: (

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anti znogt spy

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: (

worthy estuary
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plus i'm being realistic here

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which is why i'll be hopefully updating the AL bio znotes

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also pfft O levels are EASY

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but again i haven't done pak studies, geo, and isl

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but i've heard those are faily easy

foggy plinth
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Well I just moved here

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So it's significantly harder for me rip

worthy estuary
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what'd you mean?

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moved where

foggy plinth
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To Pakistan

worthy estuary
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ah

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its compulsory there?

foggy plinth
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Yh

worthy estuary
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man lmao good luck with urdu

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i'm sO HAPPY i dropped it

cosmic ginkgo
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@worthy estuary how good are you with the topics in bio?

foggy plinth
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I'm doing urdu in oct novermber

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*november

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aaasasaaaa aliya teach me to type

worthy estuary
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@cosmic ginkgo i'll be honest-- first 8 I've studied, last 3 i haven't touched. I mean they aren't even difficult, i just need organised concise syllabus wise notes so i can quickly revise the things that are new and can move on to pastpapers

cosmic ginkgo
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Try biology4alevel

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They have handwritten notes.. although old

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But concise

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Read this and the syllabus together

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And if there's something that's not in the notes, then just look up that objective in Ur tb

worthy estuary
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can you send the link pls?

foggy plinth
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I've said this before and I'll say this again

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Freesciencelessons bois

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The most concise and well presented videos on any topic

worthy estuary
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lol ew

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vague

cosmic ginkgo
foggy plinth
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if you insult freesciencelessons i will pew pew you no shit

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πŸ”«

worthy estuary
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for real man

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he doesnt really explain concepts

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its very straight forward and misses some stuff too

foggy plinth
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πŸ”«

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Say that one more time

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But yh you right, he gives you the bare bones of what you need to know

worthy estuary
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personally

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i prefer watching videos to understand concepts

foggy plinth
#

Who doesn't

worthy estuary
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and read summarised online notes/printables

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no i mean i dont watch videos that just flatout state things like the freesciences person does

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thats what notes are for

foggy plinth
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Yh I get what you mean

worthy estuary
#

thanks

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what other OL you doing?

foggy plinth
#

Hmm there was this other source I remember that helped me a fuckton

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Aaaaa I can't remember

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I'm doing pretty much every other normal subject

worthy estuary
#

'every other normal subject'

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i assume you don't take physics then? :^)

foggy plinth
#

Believe it or not I like physics

worthy estuary
#

believed

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lots of guys i've come across like it

foggy plinth
#

It's a very chad subject

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Because you only have to understand concepts mainly

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And I inherently think in a "physics" way of thinking

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Do you know what first principles are?

cosmic ginkgo
#

@worthy estuary physics is a nice subject

foggy plinth
#

^

worthy estuary
#

sure

foggy plinth
#

Ekh parents forcing me to go to tuitions when I dont want to

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I'd rather stay home and study

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They really fuck everything up for me and then blame the mess on me

worthy estuary
#

i'd rather skip school and study at home

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i feel ya fam

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tell them you can do just as good, if not better, without going to tuitions?

foggy plinth
#

No but this is their retarded mindset of being: "hey other people do this, you should do it too"

worthy estuary
#

ah

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yeah

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well if they like wasting money then

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idk try explaining to them

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desi minds smh

foggy plinth
#

I think tuitions are a decent place to go, and I was initially the one who asked them to go

worthy estuary
#

plus you get dependent when you go to tuitions

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studying on your own makes you independent

foggy plinth
#

But the thing is that I can't keep up this workload of a shit ton of exams there and on top of that I have to study for a subject

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Exactly

worthy estuary
#

a skill you need in the long run

foggy plinth
#

I can do it all at home

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All they're doing is literally stuffing me in a shitty environment and making me solve past papers

worthy estuary
#

what subject tuition do you go for?

foggy plinth
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Which I can do on my own >: (

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Pak studies, geo, and isl

worthy estuary
#

ah

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they arent even imp

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the first and last

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as OL subjects

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i mean unis dont really look at it

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in pak, maybe

foggy plinth
#

Yh ik

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But my parents are autistic and want me to have A+ in every subject and literally study all day

worthy estuary
#

damn, thats what i do and my parents want me to stop doing EXACTLY that

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"Aliya go sleep"

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"aliya stop studying you'll go mad"

foggy plinth
#

Then they turn around and say, "hey we're great parents and never pressure you to do anything"

worthy estuary
#

"aliya stop stressing go take a break"

cosmic ginkgo
#

A phase every desi kid goes thru.. smh @foggy plinth

worthy estuary
#

lmao

cosmic ginkgo
#

πŸ˜‚ πŸ˜‚

foggy plinth
#

Then the fuckers guilt trip me like: "hey you asked for tuitions, you gotta do them now"

worthy estuary
#

hey now calm down with the swearing pls

foggy plinth
#

Then they're like: "through your childhood we've been supporting your weird passions" which is sort of true but they've always put me off by showing too much interest in my life

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Like they tell me to be independent yet encourage dependence and then after that chastize me for not being independent

worthy estuary
#

'weird passion'

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i'm sorta curious now

foggy plinth
#

Literally nothing weird

worthy estuary
cosmic ginkgo
#

You started it... Now we wanna know

foggy plinth
#

Like one time I wanted to rollerskate and the dude went out and bought the best skates around and I'm like: "breh I just wanted to try it out"

worthy estuary
#

nothing wrong with that

cosmic ginkgo
#

They're safer than the cheapskates

foggy plinth
#

And the thing is that the dude then chastizes me for not following through with the passion so as a kid it made me afraid of having my own identity

cosmic ginkgo
#

But yes I get what you mean

#

Went thru similar stuff

foggy plinth
#

Yh true but they emotional abuse the asshats made me go through >: (

cosmic ginkgo
#

But little less aggression?

foggy plinth
#

I'm over the anger phase now, I'm just trying to fix the damage they caused me

#

Nah I sound angry but I'm not really

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Just mildly pissed

worthy estuary
#

you mean they're asking you why, say, you still don't have a passion for rollerskating?

#

eeh, people change, and elders need to understand that

foggy plinth
#

I cuss a lot so that's why

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Yh

#

But it's more of the thing of him chastizing me for everything I do

worthy estuary
#

I think ultimately whatever they do is because they think that's what best for you, according to them obviously

foggy plinth
#

And my mom going along with whatever he says

worthy estuary
#

You need to talk to them sanely and try and make them understand your perspective

foggy plinth
#

They won't lol

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They're not understanding people

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Especially my dad

worthy estuary
#

Sounds like my mum

#

uneducated?

#

how old are you?

foggy plinth
#

Dude literally said when I was talking about my plan of attack for studying (I said, what you believe doesn't matter, I'm going to do what I want with this BECAUSE I KNOW ABOUT O LEVELS AND YOU DONT ). He responded with: "What you think doesn't matter, what I think does"

#

They're extremely educated

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I'm 14 rip. Very edgy boi

mild compass
#

@worthy estuary tbf I wouldn't trust bobbu either if I were his father

foggy plinth
#

He doesn't know the answering scheme or anything, yet tries to give me advice on how to attempt the questions

cosmic ginkgo
#

Yes but addressing with aggression literally does nothing but make the situation worse

#

Even if it is a valid point

foggy plinth
#

And he does it in a matter of fact way: "yeah this is how you're going to do it now. your opinion means jack shit"

cosmic ginkgo
#

If someone shouts then I'm just going to assert my way because you could have said it calmly and figured it out

foggy plinth
#

Well it makes sense I'd be pissed. This has been going on for 14 years and the dude doesn't listen to what I ever have to say

#

I did say it calmly

cosmic ginkgo
#

But you chose to just go bs crazy

foggy plinth
#

I can't say anything aggressively to him otherwise he'd beat the shit out of me

cosmic ginkgo
#

I'm not trying to direct it at you or anything

#

I'm just giving general advice

foggy plinth
#

Because of that, I say things in a matter of fact, calm, non caring way

#

I've learned to put on a mask and shit

#

So yh

#

And I know, it's best to take things calmly

mild compass
#

@cosmic ginkgo he doesn't know how to deal with people in general.. I wouldn't expect him to be Machiavellian about this

#

Lol

cosmic ginkgo
#

Chill on the kid there @mild compass

worthy estuary
#

@foggy plinth Keep being calm, its a skill that'll help you in the long run than any of the content you're studying

mild compass
#

@cosmic ginkgo he does p abnormal stuff for his age...

foggy plinth
#

Yh but it literally saps all emotion from me though @worthy estuary

worthy estuary
#

thats unhealthy hmm

foggy plinth
#

@mild compass lmao dude says the guy with literally no friends

worthy estuary
#

whoa can we not here pls

foggy plinth
#

It is incredibly unhealthy, I gotta learn emotion which is the saddest shit ever lmao

worthy estuary
#

Nah nah, you have emotion, just need to know which ones to show, which one to keep in check

#

That's one aspect of maturity

foggy plinth
#

Well I can SHOW emotion, but I can't feel it

#

I mean

#

I can fake emotion very wel

worthy estuary
#

Understanding another person's perspective, why they do what they do, not raging but adjusting, and being calm

foggy plinth
#

I can do that very well

#

It's literally just that I feel weird for not feeling anything normal

#

Sure I can act very normal

mild compass
#

@foggy plinth first of all, you can't possibly know if I don't have friends. But even if we say that I don't have any friends, how does that have any bearing on the validity of what I said

foggy plinth
#

I can by the general demeanor of how you act lmao

worthy estuary
#

@torpid lynx would really appreciate if we had some server moderators tbh

#

@graceful gull friend

mild compass
#

Okay lmfao the last thing I'll do is listen to some chutiya tell me that

foggy plinth
#

It has bearing on the validity because I really won't take shit form a person who's weird as hell

#

Great. Then don't. Literally nobody respects your opinion because you're really gone downhill in the past few days and it has been fun to watch you slowly degenerate

worthy estuary
#

Okay I've no idea why the two of you have beef but this is a learning community and we will not tolerate hate

mild compass
#

@foggy plinth past few days?

foggy plinth
#

Yh, past few days

#

Unless you've always been this autistic

worthy estuary
#

Whoa can you guys not?

#

Seriously

#

Stop it

west skiff
#

ysll arguing cmon

#

calm down

worthy estuary
#

Take it to DMs

west skiff
#

nah

foggy plinth
#

Yh I'm sorry

west skiff
#

end it right here

foggy plinth
#

Dude really pisses me off though

west skiff
#

what

#

happened

worthy estuary
#

Leave it; what happened to being calm, eh?

#

Shows the immaturity of you both

foggy plinth
#

Nah I really don't want to be calm in this situation

west skiff
#

why are yall even arguing

worthy estuary
#

That's not up to you.

west skiff
#

just leave it

worthy estuary
#

^

foggy plinth
#

I tried dealing respectfully with him for quite a lot of time

west skiff
#

you guys are literally arguing in znotes discord server

foggy plinth
#

But time after time the dude's crossed the line and actually pisses me off

#

znogt

cosmic ginkgo
#

Stop

mild compass
#

It's kinda the other way around

west skiff
#

znotg

#

whatever

#

just forget it you two

foggy plinth
#

Oh really?

cosmic ginkgo
#

Doesn't matter what happened

west skiff
#

who cares

#

exactly

cosmic ginkgo
#

Both of you stop this right now

west skiff
#

who cares who started it

#

just end it

#

bruh

foggy plinth
#

Eh fine

west skiff
#

if u dont end it ur not cash money

foggy plinth
#

Ykw I'll take the high road

west skiff
#

thank u

mild compass
#

Guys if you don't like it move to another channel

west skiff
#

bobbu u are cash money

foggy plinth
#

@mild compass sorry nibber

west skiff
#

this is isn't a server for fighting

#

there u go

worthy estuary
#

Dude its not about what we like, its about whats acceptable

#

its literally in the rules

west skiff
#

good job bobbu

mild compass
#

@foggy plinth you fucker, you're not taking the high road

west skiff
#

aflatoon u wanna say sorry next?

#

wow

#

ok ur not cash money

#

@graceful gull !!!!11!1!!!

worthy estuary
#

@dire trail

foggy plinth
#

Yh not going to interact with you anymore

#

blocc

worthy estuary
#

just block

#

yea

west skiff
#

we all have our fav mods jus sayin mine is kuro

mild compass
#

I've already blocked him

west skiff
#

not gay or anything

worthy estuary
#

@west skiff same!!

foggy plinth
#

Well I blocked before but his shit is genuinely funny to read. Not for the reasons he thinks though

worthy estuary
#

just that i already pinged him

#

I had serious respect for the two of you

#

Didn't expect this rip

cosmic ginkgo
#

Yea

foggy plinth
#

Rip

west skiff
#

my respect for bobbu is regained he said sorry

#

aflatoon say sorry pl0x

cosmic ginkgo
#

@dire trail !!!

worthy estuary
#

@west skiff pl0x. man you're funny

mild compass
#

I'd be up to settle it 1 to 1 physically btw

west skiff
#

kuros on lets harass kuro

#

breh

#

jus leave it fam

#

ur arguing on some discord server

#

cmon

mild compass
#

@west skiff I'm acutely aware of the fact that it's petty

west skiff
#

then stop it

#

?????

mild compass
#

But it's kind of fun lol

west skiff
#

wow

#

thats just immature

dire trail
#

Yo yo yo

west skiff
#

cmon man

dire trail
#

What’s going on?

foggy plinth
#

@west skiff don't try to reason with him he won't back down

mild compass
#

Okay, weird high I agree

west skiff
#

dang why wasn't it kuro who came :(((

foggy plinth
#

Just ignore and blocc

west skiff
#

kuro ur not my fav mod anymore

#

theo my new fav mod

worthy estuary
#

@west skiff lmao

#

theo to the rescue

#

uh scroll up fam

west skiff
#

i need to shower owo

foggy plinth
#

@dire trail scroll up, some very petty shit

west skiff
#

OwO shower time

foggy plinth
#

owo

dire trail
#

@foggy plinth exactly why I’m confused

west skiff
#

basically

#

i came

#

and bobbu and aflatoon were arguing idk then everyone was like stob pl0x and bobbu in the end was like ok sorry nibber

#

then aflatoon was like something something face to face 1v1 me irl idk

worthy estuary
#

luki is my new fav person

west skiff
#

then he was like ik this is petty ok im having fun

foggy plinth
#

He was always my fav person znotes

west skiff
#

summed up 😎

#

thank u

#

thank u u guys my fav znot peple now

foggy plinth
#

znogt tbh

mild compass
#

seeing Bobbu heat up emotionally is kinda fun ngl

west skiff
#

its when u hit that znote nae nae

#

thats just narcassitic iciceiceice bro

#

i cant even spell it thats how narcasisisisisiistic it is

foggy plinth
#

Lmao

west skiff
#

kinda messed up

#

edgy

#

hehehe

foggy plinth
#

Well this was a TOTAL shitshow rip

cosmic ginkgo
#

Well khalas y'all go study now

west skiff
#

i was jus tryna play roblox blockbattles ok jeff

cosmic ginkgo
#

Shows over

west skiff
#

i need to shower then sleep

#

epic

#

i do the zzzzz

foggy plinth
#

Shower well luki shower well luki

#

Now I gotta go to tuitions

west skiff
#

notes out here having tutions

dire trail
#

You guys are typing quicker than I can read πŸ˜‚

west skiff
#

oopsie

#

sozz

worthy estuary
#

gitgud nub

west skiff
#

its alright its just me wanting to shower

#

hehehehe

cosmic ginkgo
#

Oopsiz

west skiff
#

ok i will put the kitty gif back here for all my sad bois and grills

dire trail
#

@west skiff btw, kuro and I aren't mods xD πŸ˜‚

west skiff
#

crap

#

OH

#

SORRY

#

ZNOTES TEAM

#

im rarted

#

u actually write the notes

foggy plinth
#

znogt team znogt team

west skiff
#

oopsie

#

ok kuro is my favorite znotes team

#

did u get my joke @foggy plinth

foggy plinth
#

Rip

cosmic ginkgo
#

Who are the mods?

foggy plinth
#

Get the pun out of here

#

Yeah I got it lol

west skiff
#

its a good joke :c

foggy plinth
#

;c

west skiff
#

we are our own mods

#

i need to go

foggy plinth
#

Same

west skiff
#

i use imperial leather soap

#

wby

#

THAT soap runs through the indian side of mmy family

#

my grandma

#

my mum always gets it

#

eeeeepic

mild compass
#

help me

unreal oak
#

@mild compass Why what ahppened mate?

mild compass
#

i think i got shit in all my subjects for my school finals

#

like shit shit

#

@mild compass what grade are you in

#

10

#

im fucked

#

like im not good when it comes to education

#

the stuff

#

just doesnt go in my head

#

and i forget it

#

@mild compass how many subjects will you sit for this May/June

#

5

#

ICT is easy for me

#

Same with Bio

#

its just Physics

#

Chem

#

and math

#

i just never get good in them

#

If it makes you feel any better, I flunked these three subjects for three years straight and started studying for them at this time of the year and got str8 As

#

This is just to let you know that it's not impossible

#

You still have time

#

really?

tawdry star
#

I second that πŸ˜‚

mild compass
#

Yes, you have a lot of time

#

damnn

#

@tawdry star what do you second?

tawdry star
#

Your statement. There's always time, but only in IGs xD

mild compass
#

@mild compass the key at least for me was to break my syllabus and study down into actionable chunks (set time) and then just fitting the chunks into my schedule

#

@tawdry star it works to some extent for AS as well (depending on your subjects) but in A2 you're fucked if you don't study from the start

#

@tawdry star I think Adarsh did do 4 AS subjects in one month

#

That's at least what he told me

#

I ofc have more time and I've covered a lot of it beforehand just to be safe

tawdry star
#

True

#

Studying in chunks from the very beginning helps not just for exams but also for understanding stuff.

mild compass
#

Yeah

#

@mild compass the guys in the znot team are top guys tbh, you should ask away if you have any problems regarding study strategy

#

@tawdry star you're in uni, right?

#

who can i ask?

#

@mild compass Pugazh, Kuro, Adarsh

#

Karthik

unreal oak
#

@mild compass Yes, Pugazh is in uni

tawdry star
#

@mild compass yup

torpid lynx
#

@mild compass Hey dudes! I can help, I did my AS in a month. Might be able to help. And I procrastinated to the point where my A2 is in the same state πŸ˜‚

mild compass
#

procrastination is soo bad for me

#

i do it almost everyday

#

and i cant stopit

#

@mild compass I think it goes without saying that you'll have to put an end to it rn

#

Otherwise you're fuckef

#

ik

worthy estuary
#

Adarsh

#

you suck πŸ–€

mild compass
#

but how

#

@mild compass you're a man, right?

worthy estuary
#

Also if you need any help we're always here to help

mild compass
#

yeah

worthy estuary
#

Go through the syllabus, go through znotes, do pastpapers

foggy plinth
#

do znogts

mild compass
#

i'll do that this month

#

i'll watch it

#

But Jocko willink is the shit when it comes to motivation

worthy estuary
mild compass
#

thanks

worthy estuary
#

i watched all his videos

#

didnt go through tb even once

#

znotes, syllabus, pastpapers

mild compass
#

damn

worthy estuary
#

you're good to go

#

btw you better have good google searching skills

mild compass
#

this month is the month i get good again

#

i do

worthy estuary
#

there's stuff missing in znotes as well, so study according to syllabus

mild compass
#

yeah alright

#

thanks guys

worthy estuary
#

p6 is the easiest

mild compass
#

@mild compass deleting all social media helps a lot

worthy estuary
#

hahahah

mild compass
#

cant get myself to do it

violet palm
#

p2 is easier than p6 tho

mild compass
#

but i'll try

violet palm
#

in IG

worthy estuary
#

for me it was always p6

violet palm
#

For biology p6 is slightly easier

tawdry star
mild compass
#

@mild compass yo you gotta press the destruct button

worthy estuary
#

aah forest

tawdry star
#

The time you spend away from your mobile you grow an imaginary plant

#

Incentivizes short stuff, helps a lot if you're in the starting stage

mild compass
#

@tawdry star I find forest app infantalizing

worthy estuary
#

i deleted that shit

#

i couldnt stick to it

mild compass
#

Superior strategy is to rise up to the challenge and push the destruct button so that you can't go back to it

tawdry star
#

That works as well

worthy estuary
#

yeah i remember deleting discord

#

best decision of my life

mild compass
#

Yeah I should probably do that too

worthy estuary
#

my parents just said "look at aliya, she's always so hardworking"

#

aliya is spending time on discord

#

LMAO

mild compass
#

Same lol my dad thinks I'm studying while I'm actually watching videos on YouTube

worthy estuary
#

hehe

#

well i just came on here a few mins ago

#

i deserve breaks!!

mild compass
#

@mild compass moving forward I think you should read The Good Life after you're done with exams

#

Excellent intro to stoic philosophy

#

The whole focus of the philosophy is to minimize negative emotion in a way that's not hedonistic

#

Will help you get your shit together for AS/AL and uni

mild compass
#

Alright man

#

thanks

foggy plinth
#

I'm going to try to talk a person through self imposed anxiety because I think they have it, wish me luck nibbers

violet palm
#

that's racist bro.

foggy plinth
#

well of course it went very shit

violet palm
#

many fish in the sea. I am khan wazir and I'm tell you to no worry

foggy plinth
#

Well rip I read the signals wrong and he's mad at me I think

violet palm
#

no reason to be mad at anyone. you're probably overthinking it

#

unless he was like "hey bro go away youre pissing me off. youre not as cool as Khan Wazir", then you have nothing to worry about

mild compass
#

@violet palm i don't know how to break it to you but we can see your name and it says 'khanwazirfromdelhi' so you dont have to repeat it all the time.

foggy plinth
#

Well yh I guess you're right

#

I apologized for imposing on him and he was like: "ok"

#

I fucced it up p bad

violet palm
#

he prob felt weird or something

#

he would not feel weird if he met someone like Khan Wazir

foggy plinth
#

Yh you right

#

I'm probably overthinking this but I still feel like he dislikes me now πŸ€”

#

Well he probably respects me less

violet palm
#

why would he dislike someone for trying to say something to him

#

nah hell prob forget about it. Nobody remembers shit like this cuz it affects them in no way. Unless he met Khan Wazir then he wouldnt really care.

foggy plinth
#

Eh whatever. I guess I'll find out if he actually dislikes me tomorrow when I meet him at tuitions

violet palm
#

"hey bro u approach me now i dislike you because you waste my time"

foggy plinth
#

Well I might've come off as sort of confrontational

#

Whatever, it's a learning experience I guess

#

I gave him unsolicited advice even though he said he didn't have any of those problems which was autistic as fuck of me. Which is also probably why he got pissed @violet palm

violet palm
#

no reason to get pissed

#

"You try to give advice to me and i no have bad mind so no need advice. now you piss me off because u think i am dum problem man"

foggy plinth
#

Well at least dislike me a bit

violet palm
#

you tried to help him i think. so if he knew that he wouldnt have any lower opinion of you

foggy plinth
#

Well whatever it doesn't matter now. I can't do shit to change it. All I can do now is make sure my interactions with him are good which will eventually regain the lost respect

mild compass
#

i need help

#

my mind is melting

foggy plinth
#

fucking magnificent

#

Thank you brain

jaunty heron
#

youre way overthinking it

violet palm
#

you should all thank khan wazir for predicting true

#

khan wazir is wise.

foggy plinth
#

frick you khan wazir I'm insecure around him now for some reason πŸ”«

violet palm
#

watch beefy man workout motivation videos

#

or read znot to calm yourself

foggy plinth
#

thank you khan wazir from delhi

jaunty heron
#

you better be thankful

foggy plinth
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frick you radio head man

jaunty heron
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how dare you sir

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deep hurt

foggy plinth
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: (

jaunty heron
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fite me m8 ✊

foggy plinth
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u

jaunty heron
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v

violet palm
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rays emitted from sun causes cancer

jaunty heron
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youve been in the sun too long i see

west skiff
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all smiles over here :):

foggy plinth
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uwu

jaunty heron
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sank u

foggy plinth
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i am always here for free hugs

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uwu

mild compass
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uwu is just a normal expresiion for me which is commonly used in stan twitter

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but th way you are using it is cute

foggy plinth
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go away persona

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uwu

mild compass
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sotp

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its cute

foggy plinth
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this is my mood rn

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away πŸ”«

mild compass
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you seem like a baby i wanna squish

foggy plinth
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πŸ‘€

mild compass
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im on my periods please ignore

foggy plinth
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pdo file

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go away pdo file

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πŸ”«

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i dont want to be squished by u

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God being nice is so weird

mild compass
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please no

foggy plinth
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frick u

mild compass
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no i didnt mean it like that

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the gif