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honestly, instead of totally concentrating one side, the middle ground is not so bad.
and i think the word shouldn't be "look", parents shouldn't just be looking, they should be helping too, mostly mentally.
taking into account your child's progress and helping them in places they need assistance whether that be for study structure or routines may actually help the child. cause more or less, they live with their parents at this stage and the whole environment depends on these people too which affects overall progress.
and children should feel comfortable sharing their results. i mean, there is a general agenda to make your parents proud but parents from their place, should help their child with the whole process, right?
i am so sorry.
have you ever tried talking to anyone offline about this?
in some countries, 11 12 grades are called college
and it could be the other explanation too
but i doubt it is cause the degree itself can't be acquired during uni years, right?
I mean I am more shocked of the fact
You can study college and a level it's like death X death = super death
True at some point
lmfao I reported abuse so many times, I've lost count
"Protect the kids"
fuck off lol
No one gives a fuck
Reporting, child protection services, abuse laws and manditory reporters
Once you look at the system, you come to the chilling conclusion that it's not even broken
It's working exactly as intended
(Ie. to protect abusers)
For us you can either do alevels at a college / school
I'm doing it at a college
After A-levels, I'll go to uni
accelerated a levels?
Think of it like this:
School : Nursery, primary, secondary, IG, Alvls
Clg: Alevels + other pre-uni courses, bachelors/ undergraduate. Maybe one or two masters programs
Uni: bachelors/ undergraduate, masters, PhD ect
yepp. 1y 3 months (Technically 1.5 years)
yeahh i remeber
i had a few friends
who did the same
@mild compass
It's fucking ugh
I am NOT smart enough for ts
No way, I thought as much observed in european countries, its gotten far worse
no you are very smart and strong
It used to be worse. Believe it or not, this is one of the less extreme things
Lawyers would be siding, making a living and then once caught, would neglect with money
I was in a two day coma after a suicide attempt and my parents refused to take me to the hospital cause they didn't want to be caught for abuse
are you done with the AS part?
Oh god
I feel sm for you
Now being honest with you
Yeah, I did really shitty.
exactly
it’ll always work for those in power,
it was made for them
Make a living and get out of the house quiet quickly
That's the plan.
I do want to get press charges when I grow up but yk
You have my support and 100% against your toxic parents
How much your dad has gone off the charts
To the extent of hitting your mom
H e absolutely DISGUSTS me
He has hit me too to in the past
To be fair, my mom did most of the physical abuse
Like the audacity, and if I was a lawyer, your dad would be in the jail by now no jokr
I don't feel that bad for her.
pfft. One day, maybe.
If for the wrong reasons, not gonna happen.
Something will happen back
i cant even think of what to say
JUST WATCH
Don't loose hope
Sure parents build your mindset
how you were raised
what you're priorities should be
thats okay
you still have A2 to pull them up, plus you worked hard hard for them
good jobb <33
but making a child neglect and question his success or questioning it your self after doing nothing for him, YOU DON'T DESRVE TO BE CALLED PARENTS
I've been told that I'm "too optimistic" for thinking that one day, I can live by myself, quietly slipping away and only interacting with people when needed
Yeah
Thats not being optimistic, thats the reality
And I don't say not to support, BUT what have they done to deserve it?
Let's see.
I need a 100/130 for bio, 97/130 for chem and 80/130 for physics for them to not kill me lol
(Quite literally, I don't even think this is an exageration)
Good luck <33
hm.
girl
come live with me
Reall
I'm going to ask my psychiatrist to up my dose of antidepressants
you’re not
and anyone who said that needs to think again
I've been feeling suicidal again and started self harming and honestly might go back to substance abuse after being clean for a few months
Thanks, guys
Whats their to thank in frienship?
YOU DESREVE THE SUPPORT GIRL 🤍
I'm still grateful for it.
🎀
If anything, literally ANYTHING is bothering you, tell me
it's kinda sad cause I haven't self-harmed in like 2 years
Don't keep it to youself
Be happy how far you've come
You faced a lot and still god has kept you going
HOW STRONG you are
I'm atheist lol
💗
I see
Uh, they/them as well
Hmm
I don't have any comment cause i have no what idea that means
😭
but still..
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
🫶
It's me... the woker
🥺
No problem, always here 💖
Wise
What do they get from protecting abusers? I do agree they aren't doing a perfect job by protecting the abused but they are also not protecting abusers they would benefit nothing unless billionaires
They are
The people who are in charge are also abusers
ofc they'd want to protect their own kind
One of my friends (rest her soul) offed herself after I told my homeroom teacher back in IGCSE "Please help her. Idk what to do. She has already attempted once, I don't want her to die. Her home life is horrible."
And she did nothing.
Told me "It's probably fine"
Learnt the hard way lol
thats so sweet. thank you 🥹
You don't understand my point,
What do they get from defending abusers?
It makes no sense
Unless the abusers are millionaires or extremely rich
Am sorry but this is just weird theory
It's kinda side effect, yk?
People in power are abusers and so they want to help other abusers.
Some of those abusers may not be extremely rich but they're still the same breed of person.
What the hell
As you should
Same^
twins
Am sorry but I have to disagree here, family services/child abuse/protection are not people with power or rich or most of them aren't even abusers to think it that way it feels the world is against you, the reality they are ones who are just trying to get their paycheck and pay their rent am not saying all are good but it's clear most aren't bad
So when calling them dont hesitate your health matter
true
This is crazy im so sorry this is happening. I hope you get the freedom you need far away from them soon
but family services/child abuse/ protection are people with power
they have the power to change someones life, and that itself can be abused
im not saying you should never reach out for help, you should
im just saying the system is corrupt, and usually works in favour for the wrong people
Sorry but that's just a weird take.
"the world is against me" energy
It's true some of the employees are bad
But that's like 5%
95% are good
i dont mean it like that
i’m saying that the system is corrupt, and was made to support the wrong people in most cases. or more importantly the people in charge are corrupt
ive heard stories, where cops support the abusers, or CPS just brushes off the abuse
there’s this saying, where predators run to places where they have power over vulnerable people, and that could be the case in some places
i see your pov too
i too believe that there is more good than bad in this world, and not everyone in the world is bad
but in most cases people with power, do turn out to be corrupt
Well I disagree but I guess we can have our own points
real
to each his own
past papers are actually so rude 😭 like why do I revise everything and then the paper is like “surprise 😍 none of that is coming up”
and the questions are always worded like they want me to fail on purpose. like I know the topic but why is it hidden inside a whole paragraph of unnecessary storytelling??
and mark schemes?? don’t even start. they act like the answer is obvious like “state two reasons” okay I DID and you still gave me 0/2 like be serious
also the timing is a joke. I start confident, then 20 minutes in I’m behind, then I’m speedrunning the last questions praying for mercy
and the worst part is I check my answers after and I’m like… I knew this. I actually knew this. I just panicked and forgot everything I’ve ever learned 😭
SO REAL

I wanna literally bang my head rn
Me too
But then if we bang our head and brain got affected
We might get extra time for ig papers😁😁😁
They might not be but the people who write the laws that child services have to follow are
See, everything is connected
yess
Why do you think the sentences mandated reports have to serve are so short?
😁😁
Why do you think almost every other abuser knows to move countries?
See, typically, if you you're from country A but you commit a crime in country B, then the legal system suddenly becomes 10 times more complicated
Think of my edge case:
-> Malaysia and bangladesh are both not safe places for queer people
-> Malaysia doesn't want to deal with criminal cases that only involve foreigners, so they would likely pass my case back to bd
-> In bangladesh, the child protection laws are subpar at best and unenforced
-> Child protection sevices are already overworked and messy as is, can you imagine the child protection services from two countries trying to work together?
-> Currently, my options are:
Home: Physical, mental and emotional abuse + financial stability
or.
child protection services: Also riddled with common cases of abuse and once you turn 18, there's 0 financial help
And it's not because the people working on the ground are bad. Some are, but not all.
It's just that they still have to follow processes set by rich politians who only use "protect the children" as a way to enforce mass survalience and push countries further into regressive ideologies
Look, @mild compass I think you're being a bit niave and hopeful.
Even I want to believe the people who are in charge of helping have good hearts. Which is part of why I stopped reporting the abuse.
At least then, it's my fault for not speaking up and they could've never known.
But the fact of the matter is, when I showed up to school with bruises on my arms, no one did anything.
When I begged them to help my friend, no one did anything, and she died.
When my other friend at 12 reported being repeatedly SA'd by her uncle, they did nothing. When she stole her dads gun (he was a cop) and ---ed herself, they said "what a pity."
If these systems were anywhere near as great as you claimed, why does the UN state that 25% of children globally experience some level of abuse, but you don't see anywhere near 25% of caretakers being arrested?
Nevermind
I just don't know.
But whatever you are suffering in, hope it gets better.
If it is actually true.
You're so innocent, really
To be fair, this is partially my fault for seaking out high-risk people anyway
You notice a lot more when you're looking
Wait so you are currently in bangledash? Which I know is absolutely ☠️ to any LGBTQ
No
Same as pakistan
Malaysia
nope
Well. It's a bit better
But still not "safe"
In perspective of a LGBTQ person or a woman or general
eh, bit of all
Most lgbt
Ah
Malaysia overall is a safe country
Your friends were also LGBTQ?
mhm! Most of my friends are queer. I've known 3 people (personally) who have sadly passed
One of them was queer
I had the biggest crush on her lol
Like all 3 passed away?
But you are 15-17 so am assuming they are also young?! So they died young
yep
Uh.
9, 12, 15
What did their parents reaction and class and school
all --off?
A friend's little brother. He was groomed online by the same person who groomed me
That's actually sad
yep
I feel like it's kinda my fault for the 9 y/o because the p*do only found him through my acc
I was 15 at the time and met this 19 year old who was in the military online and yk. Got myself groomed as any traumatised kid would
Uh, I had another friend at the time who was 17 and interested in going into the military so I introduced him
But at that time did you knew or you felt something was weird about him
I am curious about how pedophiles work so I could prevent my little brother
He play Roblox and he is 7
Every week or so I check his friends list and history
Worst part is that he speaks better English then me
Her. It was a girl. I think I didn't realise how bad it was? I was like. If I'm going to go through this scary, traumatising adult stuff anyway, I might as well be part of the "fun" stuff as well
I only realised in hindsight when I was rereading my text messages with her
Wait lemme see if I can find a ss
Did you tell your parents about it? Or they were (sorry for the language) assholes about it.
No, only my friends
Only after looking through my messages with her did I realise how bloody naive I was
And how sick it was for her to be encouraging stuff with me
Tell him to lie. Preds look for kids who seem "alone"
Most likely a man though pretending to be a woman
By the way I watched so much cops catching pedophile videos
One thing I could come to conclusion most use a girl name and act like a child to attack
Yes true
No I actually delete all his friends lol
No, uh. She shared intimate pics with me and convinced me to send her pics too
I disabled friend requests
100% a woman
You'd think that's a good idea, but he might stop trusting you and using backdoor channels so be careful
Make sure he knows you're on his side
Weird honestly am not saying there are no female pedophiles but I guess my conclusion could be wrong after all 😭🙏
That's an idiot pedophile then
She could be in jail by now
Yo what are you guys talking about
And he's not ever at fault for the actions of an adult who should've known better, even if he engages back sexually
p*dophillia
Odd. I've known 4 pedos? Only 1 was a man
Then to be fair, most of the people I know are women
sampling bias lol
Oh true by the way I also learned that pedophiles don't actually attack in Roblox
They first gift them and talk to them be nice overall weeks turn into months and after a gained trust the pedophile asks the child to go to another app
Which is how they attack there
Two were 18/19 year old girls.
One was a really nice 40 year old ex-professor who praised me a lot
One was my ex-best friend (I found out he was lying about his gf's age. He told me she was 16. She was actually 13)
Pretty much. It starts off with them being nice.
Slowly, they'll encroach on more and more sexual topics
That's basically what went on with me and the ex-prof (she was my ig engish teacher)
Make sure no one is able to realise your brother is vunerable.
Tell your brother to
- Never state his age on the internet
- Never state location
- Never download any app/ make any account without your prior knowledge/ approval
- If someone asks him to contact them on multiple apps, to ask you for permission first
- Always make it clear to him and tell him to make it clear to everyone he talks to that he has a loving, protective family and is not alone and can always tell the adults in his life anything.
Don't let him identify himself as vulnerable on the internet. Preds are seeking weak prey.
For downloading yes I have parenting feature basically if he downloads app on apple there is a feature I get notification to allow
But the issue is really not as easy as "don't say age" as you know how do I trust him? So the only way is to check every week because I believe humans are curious and that's just human nature if someone asks him his age am pretty sure he would reply he might ignore it first or second but one day he will reply to it
The problem is that now look I disagree with what you said about the rich but I am talking about something else now
The other rich the ones who control everything they are also in this field which is why I believe pedophilia will continue no matter what the extremely rich are so rich they are bored of life they just want ways to get satisfaction they have no jobs no work just money and everything they want which is why I believe pedophilia isn't taken serious
I hope one day every victim lives their best future and wishing the worst to every abuser
I think we should go around physically assualting p*dos
Just remind your brother that he's loved, honestly
Tell him that no matter what he does or says to you, that you'll always be there for him
The 9 year old offed himself after the 19 year old threatened to release pics of him. Let your brother know that no matter how badly he fucks up online safety eqituite 101, that his safety is the only concern.
torture too
There was a YouTuber who did that I don't remember his name but it was very old video and he got jailed
And by the way you will be shocked by the amount of people who say "predators deserve a chance in life"
I once got banned in another server for saying death penalty should be for predators
They said "you are encouraging violence" and they said predators are bad people but they deserve a chance 15 years in prison to rethink their life choices
I then proceed to debunk their argument by showing them 2 people who were jailed for years and when they got out they committed the same crime again
Then they banned me 🤣
I will be honest though I did swear so much during that time since I was just mad over the fact people think such humans deserve a chance
Wallahi story of an cie or edexal student
🥺
Yo my exam ended my marks are cooked
what exam did you have? best luck<33
@unreal helm
IGCSE is actually too much right now. I’ve got a fever and I’m still forcing myself to study even though my head is foggy and nothing is sticking. I keep reading the same thing over and over and it’s like my brain just refuses to work properly, but I still don’t stop because I feel like I can’t afford to fall behind. It’s not even anyone telling me to do it, it’s just this constant pressure in my own head that I should be doing more, that I’m wasting time if I rest, that I’ll mess everything up if I slow down. And it’s honestly just exhausting because I know I’m not even studying properly like this, I’m just pushing through sick and tired and frustrated, and it still feels like it’s not enough anyway.
just go to bed. 80% of the work happens in 20% of the time.
if ur gonna force urself to work past what you can handle, you'll burn yourself out
burnout = even less efficient there's no upside to working urself to the point of exhaustion
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This is super small but i hope my friends does not think im manipulating them
I am slowly 'collecting info' from each one of them so i could throw suprise bday parties in the future
But the questions i ask them sound super duper sus
For example i asked "do you know if ____ has any other friends besides us"
Which sounds like a weird gossipy question, but i asked that so i would know who to invite for their bday party
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i cant even sleep like everytime I try to sleep, i end up thinking even if its worth the break to take
i have no idea even whats going on now a days, I have six mocks this week and ineach subject's past paper I end up making like 10+ mistakes and majority of the things I am clear about
Hi
Biggest lie I have ever been told
Dicipline > comfort zone
yeah until you can't fucking study anymore
lmao
get out of ur comfort zone 100% but not out of what you can handle
Burnout is an excuse
I literally felt this myself
You can't get burnout if everyday is dicipline
Literally
But you will get burnout if you take long breaks
even staying disciplined sometimes feels worthless, but knowing it'll be worth later on, you have to force
yeah i wonder why it does
i js need to vent like a mad person atp like dc if its some1 ik or dont
nth wrong w getting things off your chest
personal if dont mind?
like dm
Mj?
Yes
This is how most people burn out.
I remember back during IGCSE art, I used to draw for 5-15 hours a day
Everyday
For 6 months
I improved so fucking fast
But that's also how I became disabled
You need to take breaks
If you don't choose a time to rest, your body will choose for you.
and trust me, you do NOT want that mf deciding anything
@arctic cedar you are not a robot. Taking breaks will give you more energy to do better later on.
Sure, not doing anything for a prolonged period of time will mess with momentum, but so will doing so much that you physically can't work anymore. Everything in moderation, okay?
Read some notes while drinking some herbal tea. Watch a video online about your subjects in bed. You don't need to do a lot to do well. You just need to do something. Be kind to your body. You only have one.
taking time to heal is work too, by the way, and not the type you want to let pile up.
Thanks so much ❤️ means a lot
There's nothing wrong with taking a day off
Used to do it as well
In a week
But make sure you're actually studying the other days of the week and are productive
Honestly it does get hectic and ended up affecting my academy classes so don't get much off from there for a break so like 7 days constantly classes
I tried to tell my mom to tone it down but if I do say so, I'll know I'll end up getting lectured
And she won't be wrong
oh could be. Well my best advice then would be learn to love your routine you are in right now
People could be in worse situations
And besides, wouldn't you rather be doing something instead of not doing anything
Cause like taking breaks, even if someone tells me I won't and I know that with the amount of star students I am studying with, it's only getting started and I'll end up getting stressed and burned out
Sure A levels matter more then IGCSE, but at a certain stage everything matters yk?
The only thing I want is to see my parents happy faces on the results day
See, we have many high achievers and these are board papers so for some it doesn't matter where as majority it does, but whenever I see my progress in something and end up making silly mistakes even though I'm well aware I knew the answer and have solved the question b4, I feel like my finals won't go well.
Cause imagine having been away from an A or A* just cause of 2-3 marks, it happened last year and I was devastated completely
And know that what I did was for them and to see them happy and that yes I was welp into my studies.
Yeah true actually and I'm very well used to it, sometime the limits are even surpassed
But overall well
That should be your motivation
Nice
Thanks
Dicipline shouldnt be 5 hours a day lol
Dicipline is consistency it comes small but effective
1-2 hours a day for years is enough
Also meeshi is having IGSCEs
She can have the whole years as rest
and still get A star
(I got a star in chemistry with only 27 days)
again like one subject btw
You're right, it's not what it "should" look like. But it is a highly disciplined lifestyle. A disciplined lifestyle that just isn't healthy. It's also what Meeshi is doing.
"You can't get burnt out if your disciplined" is exactly the type of mindset that leads to burn out.
others take more than one subject
Shhhh how much a stars you got
Pft, you don't need to tell me about it
I started studying 50% of the chem syllabus the morning of the exam
And still got an A in chem
IGCSE is so easy, it's a bloody joke
yo wot is that tvin 💀
a pic of me fr fr
chance of me getting into medschool:
Haven't even started studying A2 physics yet
nah jus try an in sha Allah you get in
Start it tvin.
Athiest here, but thanks
But I don't wannnaaa :(((
too bad
shh... I only need to master like 60% of the syllabus to get the grade I want
(B)
I give up, imma do the bare minimum now ^^
Brother I can’t get enough of economics
I wrote a word slightly different like how u write slight and slightly
And they took marks
It’s commen English
Oh ye my house go blown up too
Cuz of the war
But my MARKS
like come on
Ain’t no way u crash out for econs and not addmaths😔
his house got blown up...
hi guys!! it's been a while since I've been on here. I've literally not been using discord at all for like a few months. I would just hop on here, mark stuff as read and then hop off. but I'm pretty much doing so much better now, not much of a rant, but still just wanted to share sm nice tor once it's been two months since I got away from my abusive and toxic ex finally and I have actually been so so much happier and free now. I started college applications and I got accepted into a few and hopefully l'll be moving to another city in a couple of months depending on which college I end up, choosing and hopefully getting good grades for my A levels as well. One thing that kind of sucked past couple of months, I really miss one of my best friend, who unfortunately, but rightfully so stopped talking to me :( (yk who u r, i’m sorry, I still miss you so so much!). But it is what it is. but I also made new friends, which is new to me lol. I think I'm finally getting over and better from my depression, which is very refreshing and relieving because I've been struggling for years and hopefully things are looking up for me after a really long time! (won’t jinx it ;) ). I just wanted to come on here and say thank you to each and every one of you who talk to me and was my friend over the past two years also because it might not be that relevant to you, but it really really helped me a lot, knowing that even though you guys are only my online friends you still helped me and supported me throughout!
Hopefully, now that I have some more free time for a few months, I think l'll be more active here if yall want me to be lolzz :))
I truly love all of y'all 💋🫶
urs truly
~ Potty xx
Some people just come in your life like a blessing. If one leaves, Allah always replaces them with someone better. Never think that you lost someone precious let them think they lost someone so precious like you 💓. I know how it feels to loose friends and at a stage where they become a comfort zone but in the near future, things will change. People will come and want to be your friend, but later it depends on who you chose and how they treat you.
Never ever feel guilt for loosing a friend cause it's temporary
There we'll be more people, many who you relate too, js be happy 🤍✨ life's to short to be sad 😭
congrats potty and good luck
Tysmmmmm !! love yall
thank you kirbs!!
luvvv you morrreee 💗
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Jokes aside life is like an AC generator, sometimes up or down😁 tc poopy
Mama wants her phone back I can't write anything more
I swear I'm not 12
Lol, there's no way you're 12 if you do IGCSEs/A levels
mm that's quite great to hear, keep trying on those collages and it'll work soon twin, good luck in collage and alvls 🥺
the friends part i can relate damn well lmao, though what's life if it doesnt crash sometimes?
you gotta keep yo head up and remember that life won't ever be stationary. now remember, keep smiling and don't do underaged drinking in swiss bars!!!!!!!! 


hi
any tips for history memorisation???
except flashcards and active recall please
does anyone has resources for economics As?
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Hi guys... Random but im getting lazy to study but i cant afford not to study cs my exams r coming soon.. all my subject teacher legit dont teach or they teach the most unimportant stuff ever can someone give like a reality check or smth 😭
Oh you don't wanna study?
Your house in the future:
Your car (if any):
Your hubby:
Your food:
Cute dog tho
ikr
Vintage
Holiday getaway
Cute
Finding meaning in the little things in life
So positive
I haven't started studying A2 physics yet. AM I COOKED OR AM I COOKED CHAT
I mean, I've basically master chem and bio
but I am SO cooked for physics
Light work
2 hours max
U got this
how 😭
Manifest it
flip a coin
It landed on its edge
That means the paper will edge you
Bestie. Babe. Girlypop. Homeboy.
What
maybe there is time
"how many religions can I join in 2 weeks"
I tried joining Judaism 2 days before my exam
Stay tuned
actually 2 weeks is so much time to join possibly atleast 10 different religions
Instead of studying
Athena bbg I would've given the golden apple to you. Also, Jesus, man you sound legit
i fear graviton is actively pulling you away from locking in
Thars what gravity does
yeah but you’re just a poser
Vishnu is so hot fr and Odin girly, instead of allfather, lemme call you only daddy
i fear this is no longer venting topic
LMFAO
Are you stopping me from using religion as my coping mechanism!?
Odin All Daddy so good
I invoke my freedom to religion
ECHR Mentioned
Human Rights Act mentioned
HUMAN RIGHTS HELL YEAH
well you do you
but panicking and falling apart would not help
No but it makes me cool and relatable and qoutable
And tbh what more is there to life
POV: When acadmia messing with you so badly you suddenly remember there's more to life that grades
how important on a scale of 1-10 is a2 physics to u
9, right after being cooler than u specifically
so on the scale im an 8?
No but fr, imma start on physics today
I only need an 80/130 to get the grade I want
i mean i did finish a syllabus under 10 hours by watching educational videos at 2x speed
AYEEEE
Wait so should I make popcorn first
or
that's a crazy long movie. Was it slowburn? When did the main couple first kiss?
about hour 6
the electron finally moved on
🥀
Ugh, it was so annoying how long she was in love with her ex, the proton
Like gurlll you're both CLEARLY opposites
You have NOTHING in common
Ik he's taller than u but there are other options
i need this man's positivity
Thank u i finished 2 past papers 😭
proud of you :)
how i need som,e motivation
i have only done one today ;-;
Sigh
I got the motivation cs ik im cookedddd 😂😂😂
I cant do math for the life of me
if things get tooooo desperate
you could always yk
study the mark scheme
and copy paste
brings back memories of the AS
SAVE ME FROM INTEGRATION
what subs u got first
Yea examiners like confusing people with those diagrams
If you haven't yet make sure that ur confident with integration and differentiation as they carry more marks
Yeahh im practing those and series mainly
I saw some topic prediction yt vid but idk if i can fully trust them 😔
Yea they aren't always accurate, u can practice them fs but don't fully depend on them
Yeahhh
Thank you n you too 🤞
Maths is...
the
WORST
subject
😭
Bro why don’t you take therapy
Might aswell with all those roles you got there
@remote olive has been banned for Scam, enable 2fa if your account got hacked and appeal i think? Mista beast scam for dolla dolla bills
i alw remember to purge bcs adi alw said she forgot to
feel the aura of this gif
i keep myself motivated with this
ig kid
Further mechanics makes me want to stop shopping at aldis
no simon petrikov, aldis needs your money don't do that
Guys i lireally i wanna cry im doing a topical on chemical bonding and im getting none the the quesstions correct please help
Emotional support or the paper?
Paper 😭
Oh
Well
Theres a chemistry subject channel here
But
U need ur subject roles to see it
!!roleguide
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Ok thanks so much 😭
Nppp
Im sweating and gritting my teeth rn. My stomach hurts like hell and I need to study for bio tmrw but I genuinely cant focus cuz it feels like my stomach is getting pierced by multiple needles.
Maybe go to the doctor
I did like 2 days ago and I also took my perscribed meds on time
Crashing out
I tried searching my old nickname
Only to find my old texts of him

venting btw
because this is where you started
ts lowk poetic
i cant lock in
unbelievably relatable
like wdym i have 5 final projects this semester 🥀
i have like 11 im so DONE
damn wtf do u study to get 11 final projects </3
verpsie spotted
sell away all ur time
I'm dying so bad, my stomach hurts after eating chocolate cake and I can't stop feeling sick and vomitting.
this is the most horrible experience ever
my abdomen started cramping and hurting like crazy
and I couldn't make it to the toilet on time
I'm crying
my condolenses
Did you visit a doctor yet?
Oral rehydration salts help a lot
I've had gerd from eating chocolate before (wasn't as bad as this) but I just took some gastric pain medicine
I think I'll be fine
Great, hope you recover soon!
i literally just downed half a chocolate cake
not what i wanted to see rn
I have gerd and I also ate the chocolate cake for breakfast which probably played a big factor... you're probably fine 😅 my stomach is just really weak against caffine
i can relate so bad i ate like a crap tonna fountain cake and that made my stomach a reactor it was a horrendus feeling, died down after a week or two. my advice is aside from seeing a doctor, maybe check if u got the bursting appneidx (god forbid) or something like that (sorry idk what its called im not a bio student 😭) and to also refrain from eating foods that make it a catalyst to such problems
Recent changes in the recognition of degrees offered by British university franchises overseas are leaving students stranded and crushing the reputation of UK universities.
Free Malaysia Today is an ind...
FUCK.
Well, this just made my life like 5 times more expensive
Manipal is the way to go
thisnis hwy u STUDY
i hat
what
this is why u study?
yes i do study
yes
uh huh
i’m about to crash out and drop out
it is unpossible
factor out the out
could be worse
i'm about to out(crash and drop)
i can do this
good luck lil bro
yes
ye we vent about how it’s hard

.

spitted dirt
it not come out
Genuinely going insane, why is our ict teacher so bad at teaching. He hasn't discussed so many terms which come out in paper 1 so now I'm here trying to catch up on every term I don't know.
Why does she need to ask me wtf is the topic about EVRY TIME
I bet if people just saw it
“oh shes just curious yk”
Idgaf
Shes asked me this every test expecting me to explain it to her
LEAVE ME ALONENENEEEE
DO IT URSELF
I TOLD TO U SMTH I DONT UNDERSTAND
AND PROCEEDED TO ASK ME
WHAT IS THAT
LIKE
R U BLINF
I JUST SAID I DIDNT UNDERSTAND IT

ignoring works the best on such people
Make this exact face when they ask u smt
same
me too
sa,e
hi my friend inv me here can someone help me w trigonometry PLEASE
wrong place to ask but pick yo role and ask in the designated channel
jaafar will heal you all of your misery
he is good car
he likes it when leaf on head
angry uncle
See that circled comment? It would be so wild if someone were to follow everyone he knew and send them all this ss
Like, can you image how crazy someone would need to be to do that ?
And like. Imagine if that person sent it to like one of their friends who is even crazier than them
And that friend sent it to some juniors who are brilliant at stalking?
Another few of his friends followed me but diff time zones so I have to wait for them to respond
Hell yeah
His real name is andrew, he lives in mexico city, there's a chance he's south indian + I have the full name of some of his friends
And some of their family/ friends
Fucking idiots.
Bro I love my friends. I haven't even sent a few of them this ss and they already support me
fair enough
how is this venting btw 😭 perhaps the mods should warn you cuz green goblin said no good deed goes unpunished or wtv
Probably because social media has a horrible effect on people and I'm clearly upset about this ?
I hate this i feel ignored
What's up bestie ?
Who's ignoring you
I'll ignore them harder
It was just overthinking thoughts
My minds spurts them out
And i need an outlet
Rn its getting worse
I hate my national language
what's your national language?
I cant do a literature analysis on a novel in that language
Bahasa indonesia
Like, you find it difficult or ?
I find it difficult to write formally
AYEE NEIGHBOURS I LIVE IN MSIA
I can speak and read
ohh
Can you look up synonyms?
Like, learn a few before the test
2 hours of writing
Hey, it's going to be okay
I try but i can’t remember
Do they have rubrick?
The rubrick just says very detailed anvery deep in understanding
I understand the story
I just cant write it
Yeah, happens. I'm a writer and half my search history is "synonym for..."
how many marks would you loose if you wrote it informally?
I average 30-50 percent
On all my essays
Rereading them now i dont even understand what i wrote
💔
Man, I wish I could help-
T-T
SEND ME TO AMERICA
ID TAKE ON SHAKESPHERE
IDC
MOBY DICK
JUST LET ME LEAVE MY NATIONAL LANGUAGE

If it makes you feel better, I can't read bangla even though I'm bengali-
I can only speak the bare minimum
Know that your ability to speak a language doesn't determine your worth
All my others are like probably averaging 80
Im scared ill get bumped down to a 70
and thats my final grade
And im gonna get shoveld in a local university
Thats speaks indo
And then ill fail again bc i don’t understand anything
I love how my fried s arent realizing im doing terrible
Didn even sound a bit concerning
Fuck this man
I need to study and maybe cry when i do my exam
Ahhshsusu
Im too sensitive
Ugh
My brains is screaming please notice
But thats cringe
🙏
no its really really not
like its really really not
there really is nothing wrong with wanting your friends to notice theres something up, to get that comfort when someone realizes and is there for you
just take care of yourself tho please
sometimes people want to get worse to see who notices. Which traps you in a hole because if no one notices you'll punish yourself for what you did for the attention
I hope you do well
I really want a hug
Its time for me to snap out of it
Unhealthy coping mechanisms will forever possess me
Ignore the problem over and pver
I WILL GET BACK UP AGAIN

I'd hope not, if you might need anyth feel free to dm me
sigh i hope u get a good one from someone who means it soon
HELL YEAH
Second this
I feel like u didnt read his entire msg 
Dyslexic ahh misread it-
good mindset! You can do it :DD
i understand addictions can be hard BUT WHY THAT??? like outta the god forbidden libraries i dont understand the sickening, wrenching, disgusting ones mindset has to be to download that 😔 thanks for your service twin that was gen1ly badass
god protect the children of both the future and present
How old is the guy who commented this though
If he is like 12-14
He is just an edgy child
Then his parents must act
Because trust me
I was once in a VC
There ware 5 with us and there was like whatbsounded like a.12-13 years old kid
Who told a girl in the VC with us some disturbing stuff
The girl is 21
Now 12-13 here isn't a pedo ofcourse but he is considered an edgy child
An edgy child is someone who wasn't raised well by parents someone who their parents spoiled him to become like this
Definately older than 16
Maybe around 18
Yea
yeah no cause wtf even is the joke
"hahaha look at me, I'm a p*do"
Like, that's not a funny joke.
And ofcourse I don't call him a pedo
Because I have no evidence for that and I could actually get to jail in my country
But this is what we call desensitization and I believe should be jailable
It is when u make serious stuff jokes
Yeah
Like
I feel like even if you're not a p*do
Why would you joke about being one?
That's not funny :/
But star u have to becareful with people like these
I used to be a dumb pedo hunter when I was like at 14 years old
And these people can dox you
Now thank God no one did
To me but it's very risky
It's not addiction
It's pedophilia a mental disorder, but there is predator
It's pedophilia and predator
Predator is what they are doing
Pedophilia is a mental disorder you can't control but you can heal
It is when you are interested into children which are 13 or younger
Either way most pedophiles become predators later in their life
I miss the days when predator was just an animal eating it's prey
Another day another rat
Rant
Istg
I WANNA QUUT BIO
AGHHHH
IM NOT GOING TO THE LOWER LEVEL BC I CANT KEEP UP

i feel guilty for existing like even breathing feels wrong like im taking up space i dont deserve i feel like im trapped inside someone elses body like my soul disconnected from me a long time ago like Bluetooth disconnected from the world from people from myself from everything around me
If you mean bio A2 then you haven't seen chem
Bro ur IG?
bro stfu they're doing IB
I'm so sorry @manic spindle No one should have to go through IB
That's just cruel
Hey, let's slow down, okay?
What made you fee like that?
this channel genuinely does not need ur presence in it if you have nothing helpful to add to their concerns
😭
I do not wanna learn the step by step on how sperm is made
Ib bio hl
Students who take ib says college is easier than ib
Man

life ig?
mmmmm i definately agree wu
i wanna kill myself
i cant stop doing self harm
Tell me more
Why do you want to end it? Life just isn't worth living or did a lot bad stuff happen and you can't take it anymore? Worried about the future?
Also, SH as in cutting or? If there's an open wound make sure to sanatise
Perfume works if you don't have alcohol wipes
I sorry your feeling this way, even though i dont understand how you feel, how ur feeling is valid. I would suggest you to find professional support. Self harm is never a healthy coping mechanism and i hope that you find the help you need.
Some resources for u:
https://findahelpline.com/
I hate it how in maths, i do everything just fine, i manage to solve the questions normally
And one day, i try a question and it's wrong.
Then the answer scheme pulls out weird rule i didnt know existed and i didnt know i should actually do for years and apparently it was the 'basics' but nobody told me, plus i have done my original method for years without using that rule
Bonus points if that rule only applied to that one question, and i never saw or used it ever again.
This situation happened so many times i am so pissed
"You should have known the rule existed by now. You've done this same type of question since middle school"
Well i have never seen or used that shit before?
my school has a very bad problem with hiring competent teachers
some of the teachers hired in my school get the subject their teaching wrong
some teachers are actually good in the subject they teach, its just that their teaching isn't good
so half of the class genuinely doesn't get what the teacher is saying
lowk too late to move schools buts its ok
Anyone I could dm and vent to?
Yes sure
we are chating and its spicy
yes do u want to join ?
sur
hwo should i add you
Hii
thsi girl is venting out her anger

There's this one guy who's just
Slightly better than me
At everything
And I hate him
HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO BE EXTREMELY KIND TOO
ugh
men.
hey think I am hiding in the shadows.....I am the shadows 😈
How evil
no no no you don't get it-
He's just ever so SLIGHTLY better than me
ugh
I would be fine if he was like a lot better
But it just feels like a personal slight atp
ALEX !?
😭
ic how it is
slime him 
Enemies to lovers type shi
We broke up due to life stuff. Nothing happened between him and me specifically
Lady
I've seen enough rom coms
I could make the story just by the few lines of text
Do you want some ss of texts from him cause istg he's the sweetest
DMs tho
You sound like those female protagonist still hung up on their last relationship
He wasn't even my last lol
Savage
NO BUT UGH HE'S SO NICE I HATE HIM
These A2 kids are players
He's doing his diploma in art, I think
curious?
wdym-
Sees who cares enough that i have bf
I realize this is the wrong chat
Oh well
Venting my evil thoughts
Ooo
Any suspects
Anyone you want to be jealous?
I live for the drama
gEt iN tHe CaR lAdIeS💅
They think the shadows are hiding in me.... i am the me😈.
Final push and I am SO done
Like 3-ish days left and I don't wanna study anymore
I'm lowk alrdy on vacation
dudeee its gen1ly so annoying dealing w ppl who dont understand social cues
or they do but purpusefully act like they dont understand
if im ignoring your msgs, not talking wu or responding less i think you should at least TRY to find out why it happened like its infuriating sometimes
and the reason why they are being ignored is cuz THEY FOR SOME DANGING REASON WANT TO LEARN EVERYTHING ABUOT ONES PERSONAL LIFE
like 'aek haad hoti hai'
(there's a limit)
idk y do ppl like to cross it
is it funny or whta
im so tired
my chest feels like its gonna have a heart attack
I only got 3 hours of sleep
the test was easy
bu my body feels like its fighting demons
I forgot to take my ADHD meds today and I am SO fucked
I don't remember the last time I took my meds
Why
same bro
I kinda forgot after my paper 4's finished up
Probs why I've been so tired-
i lowk have no hope for my results dawg every paper feels like a fail grade also math leak🥀
physics frying me
what the hell were those math papers
istg if i have to retake in o/n
fkjgnhnhjfkdsl
because you havent listened to sleep phonk
i have too much going on in my brain ion need more phonk🥀
nahh dw, my exams aren't over yet and im js as you in the same position
Phonk sounds like a type of house music
And it sounds so gooddd
I'm sure it does
i just wanna do maths and watch movies
studying science is so depressing
cant wait to be an engineer so all my science becomes maths
Isn't there physics
In engineering
specifically chem is depressing, I like physics and I'm good with bio, no beef
My older brother hates chem, he got 96 in O level and A+ in A level
like bro tf?

even tho you can hate something, doesn't mean you won;t do good in it
like you don't give up on studying to get a good grade yk if you don't want to
i said the same bef
