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plain maple
keen geode
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honestly, instead of totally concentrating one side, the middle ground is not so bad.
and i think the word shouldn't be "look", parents shouldn't just be looking, they should be helping too, mostly mentally.
taking into account your child's progress and helping them in places they need assistance whether that be for study structure or routines may actually help the child. cause more or less, they live with their parents at this stage and the whole environment depends on these people too which affects overall progress.

and children should feel comfortable sharing their results. i mean, there is a general agenda to make your parents proud but parents from their place, should help their child with the whole process, right?

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i am so sorry.
have you ever tried talking to anyone offline about this?

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in some countries, 11 12 grades are called college

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and it could be the other explanation too

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but i doubt it is cause the degree itself can't be acquired during uni years, right?

mild compass
pine python
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"Protect the kids"

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fuck off lol

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No one gives a fuck

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Reporting, child protection services, abuse laws and manditory reporters

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Once you look at the system, you come to the chilling conclusion that it's not even broken

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It's working exactly as intended

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(Ie. to protect abusers)

pine python
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I'm doing it at a college

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After A-levels, I'll go to uni

mild compass
pine python
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Think of it like this:
School : Nursery, primary, secondary, IG, Alvls
Clg: Alevels + other pre-uni courses, bachelors/ undergraduate. Maybe one or two masters programs
Uni: bachelors/ undergraduate, masters, PhD ect

pine python
mild compass
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who did the same

pine python
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I am NOT smart enough for ts

arctic cedar
mild compass
pine python
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It used to be worse. Believe it or not, this is one of the less extreme things

arctic cedar
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Lawyers would be siding, making a living and then once caught, would neglect with money

pine python
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I was in a two day coma after a suicide attempt and my parents refused to take me to the hospital cause they didn't want to be caught for abuse

mild compass
arctic cedar
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I feel sm for you

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Now being honest with you

pine python
mild compass
arctic cedar
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Make a living and get out of the house quiet quickly

pine python
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I do want to get press charges when I grow up but yk

arctic cedar
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How much your dad has gone off the charts

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To the extent of hitting your mom

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H e absolutely DISGUSTS me

pine python
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To be fair, my mom did most of the physical abuse

arctic cedar
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Like the audacity, and if I was a lawyer, your dad would be in the jail by now no jokr

pine python
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I don't feel that bad for her.

arctic cedar
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Something will happen back

mild compass
arctic cedar
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JUST WATCH

arctic cedar
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Sure parents build your mindset

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how you were raised

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what you're priorities should be

mild compass
arctic cedar
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but making a child neglect and question his success or questioning it your self after doing nothing for him, YOU DON'T DESRVE TO BE CALLED PARENTS

pine python
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I've been told that I'm "too optimistic" for thinking that one day, I can live by myself, quietly slipping away and only interacting with people when needed

arctic cedar
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And I don't say not to support, BUT what have they done to deserve it?

pine python
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(Quite literally, I don't even think this is an exageration)

arctic cedar
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Good luck <33

pine python
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hm.

mild compass
arctic cedar
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Reall

pine python
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I'm going to ask my psychiatrist to up my dose of antidepressants

mild compass
arctic cedar
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How much I would cheer for you and your success. You deserve every ounce of it

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🫶

pine python
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I've been feeling suicidal again and started self harming and honestly might go back to substance abuse after being clean for a few months

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Thanks, guys

arctic cedar
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YOU DESREVE THE SUPPORT GIRL 🤍

pine python
arctic cedar
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If anything, literally ANYTHING is bothering you, tell me

pine python
arctic cedar
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Don't keep it to youself

arctic cedar
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You faced a lot and still god has kept you going

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HOW STRONG you are

pine python
arctic cedar
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💗

arctic cedar
pine python
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Uh, they/them as well

arctic cedar
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Hmm

pine python
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Non-binary bisexual ex-muslim chat

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Collecting all the victim cards/ j

arctic cedar
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I don't have any comment cause i have no what idea that means

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😭

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but still..

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BELIEVE IN YOURSELF

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🫶

pine python
pine python
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I needed that

arctic cedar
arctic cedar
pine python
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Take care of yourself too

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Don't try helping someone swim if you're drowning

mild compass
# pine python (Ie. to protect abusers)

What do they get from protecting abusers? I do agree they aren't doing a perfect job by protecting the abused but they are also not protecting abusers they would benefit nothing unless billionaires

pine python
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The people who are in charge are also abusers

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ofc they'd want to protect their own kind

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One of my friends (rest her soul) offed herself after I told my homeroom teacher back in IGCSE "Please help her. Idk what to do. She has already attempted once, I don't want her to die. Her home life is horrible."

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And she did nothing.

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Told me "It's probably fine"

pine python
arctic cedar
mild compass
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It makes no sense

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Unless the abusers are millionaires or extremely rich

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Am sorry but this is just weird theory

pine python
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People in power are abusers and so they want to help other abusers.

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Some of those abusers may not be extremely rich but they're still the same breed of person.

plain maple
arctic cedar
mild compass
# pine python People in power are abusers and so they want to help other abusers.

Am sorry but I have to disagree here, family services/child abuse/protection are not people with power or rich or most of them aren't even abusers to think it that way it feels the world is against you, the reality they are ones who are just trying to get their paycheck and pay their rent am not saying all are good but it's clear most aren't bad

So when calling them dont hesitate your health matter

plain maple
mild compass
mild compass
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"the world is against me" energy

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It's true some of the employees are bad

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But that's like 5%

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95% are good

mild compass
# mild compass "the world is against me" energy

i dont mean it like that
i’m saying that the system is corrupt, and was made to support the wrong people in most cases. or more importantly the people in charge are corrupt
ive heard stories, where cops support the abusers, or CPS just brushes off the abuse
there’s this saying, where predators run to places where they have power over vulnerable people, and that could be the case in some places
i see your pov too
i too believe that there is more good than bad in this world, and not everyone in the world is bad
but in most cases people with power, do turn out to be corrupt

mild compass
mild compass
arctic cedar
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past papers are actually so rude 😭 like why do I revise everything and then the paper is like “surprise 😍 none of that is coming up”
and the questions are always worded like they want me to fail on purpose. like I know the topic but why is it hidden inside a whole paragraph of unnecessary storytelling??
and mark schemes?? don’t even start. they act like the answer is obvious like “state two reasons” okay I DID and you still gave me 0/2 like be serious
also the timing is a joke. I start confident, then 20 minutes in I’m behind, then I’m speedrunning the last questions praying for mercy
and the worst part is I check my answers after and I’m like… I knew this. I actually knew this. I just panicked and forgot everything I’ve ever learned 😭

arctic cedar
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I wanna literally bang my head rn

quartz gulch
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But then if we bang our head and brain got affected
We might get extra time for ig papers😁😁😁

pine python
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See, everything is connected

pine python
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Why do you think the sentences mandated reports have to serve are so short?

quartz gulch
pine python
arctic cedar
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welp

pine python
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See, typically, if you you're from country A but you commit a crime in country B, then the legal system suddenly becomes 10 times more complicated

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Think of my edge case:
-> Malaysia and bangladesh are both not safe places for queer people
-> Malaysia doesn't want to deal with criminal cases that only involve foreigners, so they would likely pass my case back to bd
-> In bangladesh, the child protection laws are subpar at best and unenforced
-> Child protection sevices are already overworked and messy as is, can you imagine the child protection services from two countries trying to work together?
-> Currently, my options are:
Home: Physical, mental and emotional abuse + financial stability
or.
child protection services: Also riddled with common cases of abuse and once you turn 18, there's 0 financial help

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And it's not because the people working on the ground are bad. Some are, but not all.

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It's just that they still have to follow processes set by rich politians who only use "protect the children" as a way to enforce mass survalience and push countries further into regressive ideologies

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Look, @mild compass I think you're being a bit niave and hopeful.

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Even I want to believe the people who are in charge of helping have good hearts. Which is part of why I stopped reporting the abuse.

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At least then, it's my fault for not speaking up and they could've never known.

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But the fact of the matter is, when I showed up to school with bruises on my arms, no one did anything.
When I begged them to help my friend, no one did anything, and she died.
When my other friend at 12 reported being repeatedly SA'd by her uncle, they did nothing. When she stole her dads gun (he was a cop) and ---ed herself, they said "what a pity."

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If these systems were anywhere near as great as you claimed, why does the UN state that 25% of children globally experience some level of abuse, but you don't see anywhere near 25% of caretakers being arrested?

pine python
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?

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I've known many

mild compass
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Nevermind

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I just don't know.

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But whatever you are suffering in, hope it gets better.

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If it is actually true.

pine python
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You're so innocent, really

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To be fair, this is partially my fault for seaking out high-risk people anyway

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You notice a lot more when you're looking

mild compass
mild compass
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Same as pakistan

pine python
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Malaysia

mild compass
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I heard about it's greeness and stuff

pine python
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Well. It's a bit better

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But still not "safe"

mild compass
pine python
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Most lgbt

mild compass
pine python
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Malaysia overall is a safe country

mild compass
pine python
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One of them was queer

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I had the biggest crush on her lol

mild compass
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Like all 3 passed away?

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But you are 15-17 so am assuming they are also young?! So they died young

mild compass
mild compass
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EVEN 12 IS SHOCKING

mild compass
pine python
# mild compass NINE?

A friend's little brother. He was groomed online by the same person who groomed me

mild compass
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That's actually sad

pine python
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I feel like it's kinda my fault for the 9 y/o because the p*do only found him through my acc

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I was 15 at the time and met this 19 year old who was in the military online and yk. Got myself groomed as any traumatised kid would

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Uh, I had another friend at the time who was 17 and interested in going into the military so I introduced him

mild compass
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I am curious about how pedophiles work so I could prevent my little brother

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He play Roblox and he is 7

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Every week or so I check his friends list and history

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Worst part is that he speaks better English then me

pine python
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I only realised in hindsight when I was rereading my text messages with her

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Wait lemme see if I can find a ss

mild compass
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Did you tell your parents about it? Or they were (sorry for the language) assholes about it.

pine python
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Only after looking through my messages with her did I realise how bloody naive I was

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And how sick it was for her to be encouraging stuff with me

pine python
mild compass
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Most likely a man though pretending to be a woman

By the way I watched so much cops catching pedophile videos

One thing I could come to conclusion most use a girl name and act like a child to attack

mild compass
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No I actually delete all his friends lol

pine python
mild compass
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I disabled friend requests

pine python
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100% a woman

pine python
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Make sure he knows you're on his side

mild compass
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That's an idiot pedophile then

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She could be in jail by now

trail kindle
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Yo what are you guys talking about

pine python
pine python
pine python
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Then to be fair, most of the people I know are women

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sampling bias lol

mild compass
trail kindle
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I'm not familiar with this subject

pine python
pine python
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Slowly, they'll encroach on more and more sexual topics

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That's basically what went on with me and the ex-prof (she was my ig engish teacher)

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Make sure no one is able to realise your brother is vunerable.

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Tell your brother to

  1. Never state his age on the internet
  2. Never state location
  3. Never download any app/ make any account without your prior knowledge/ approval
  4. If someone asks him to contact them on multiple apps, to ask you for permission first
  5. Always make it clear to him and tell him to make it clear to everyone he talks to that he has a loving, protective family and is not alone and can always tell the adults in his life anything.
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Don't let him identify himself as vulnerable on the internet. Preds are seeking weak prey.

mild compass
# pine python Tell your brother to 1. Never state his age on the internet 2. Never state loc...

For downloading yes I have parenting feature basically if he downloads app on apple there is a feature I get notification to allow
But the issue is really not as easy as "don't say age" as you know how do I trust him? So the only way is to check every week because I believe humans are curious and that's just human nature if someone asks him his age am pretty sure he would reply he might ignore it first or second but one day he will reply to it

The problem is that now look I disagree with what you said about the rich but I am talking about something else now

The other rich the ones who control everything they are also in this field which is why I believe pedophilia will continue no matter what the extremely rich are so rich they are bored of life they just want ways to get satisfaction they have no jobs no work just money and everything they want which is why I believe pedophilia isn't taken serious

I hope one day every victim lives their best future and wishing the worst to every abuser

pine python
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I think we should go around physically assualting p*dos

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Just remind your brother that he's loved, honestly

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Tell him that no matter what he does or says to you, that you'll always be there for him

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The 9 year old offed himself after the 19 year old threatened to release pics of him. Let your brother know that no matter how badly he fucks up online safety eqituite 101, that his safety is the only concern.

mild compass
mild compass
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And by the way you will be shocked by the amount of people who say "predators deserve a chance in life"

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I once got banned in another server for saying death penalty should be for predators

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They said "you are encouraging violence" and they said predators are bad people but they deserve a chance 15 years in prison to rethink their life choices

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I then proceed to debunk their argument by showing them 2 people who were jailed for years and when they got out they committed the same crime again

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Then they banned me 🤣

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I will be honest though I did swear so much during that time since I was just mad over the fact people think such humans deserve a chance

hallow pike
arctic cedar
tranquil pike
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Yo my exam ended my marks are cooked

hallow pike
trail kindle
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@unreal helm

arctic cedar
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IGCSE is actually too much right now. I’ve got a fever and I’m still forcing myself to study even though my head is foggy and nothing is sticking. I keep reading the same thing over and over and it’s like my brain just refuses to work properly, but I still don’t stop because I feel like I can’t afford to fall behind. It’s not even anyone telling me to do it, it’s just this constant pressure in my own head that I should be doing more, that I’m wasting time if I rest, that I’ll mess everything up if I slow down. And it’s honestly just exhausting because I know I’m not even studying properly like this, I’m just pushing through sick and tired and frustrated, and it still feels like it’s not enough anyway.

low zodiac
languid musk
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if ur gonna force urself to work past what you can handle, you'll burn yourself out
burnout = even less efficient there's no upside to working urself to the point of exhaustion

plain maple
languid musk
glossy ferry
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This is super small but i hope my friends does not think im manipulating them
I am slowly 'collecting info' from each one of them so i could throw suprise bday parties in the future
But the questions i ask them sound super duper sus

For example i asked "do you know if ____ has any other friends besides us"
Which sounds like a weird gossipy question, but i asked that so i would know who to invite for their bday party

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Pleasedontthinkimsus Pleasedontthinkimsus

plain maple
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But thts adorable

hallow sable
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Naplam is illegal 😭

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To make

green ventureBOT
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arctic cedar
arctic cedar
granite galleon
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Hi

mild compass
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Dicipline > comfort zone

languid musk
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lmao

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get out of ur comfort zone 100% but not out of what you can handle

mild compass
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I literally felt this myself

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You can't get burnout if everyday is dicipline

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Literally

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But you will get burnout if you take long breaks

arctic cedar
arctic cedar
unreal helm
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nth wrong w getting things off your chest

arctic cedar
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like dm

plain maple
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Mj?

rugged basin
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Yes

pine python
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I remember back during IGCSE art, I used to draw for 5-15 hours a day

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Everyday

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For 6 months

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I improved so fucking fast

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But that's also how I became disabled

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You need to take breaks

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If you don't choose a time to rest, your body will choose for you.

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and trust me, you do NOT want that mf deciding anything

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@arctic cedar you are not a robot. Taking breaks will give you more energy to do better later on.

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Sure, not doing anything for a prolonged period of time will mess with momentum, but so will doing so much that you physically can't work anymore. Everything in moderation, okay?

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Read some notes while drinking some herbal tea. Watch a video online about your subjects in bed. You don't need to do a lot to do well. You just need to do something. Be kind to your body. You only have one.

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taking time to heal is work too, by the way, and not the type you want to let pile up.

arctic cedar
hard ravine
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Used to do it as well

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In a week

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But make sure you're actually studying the other days of the week and are productive

arctic cedar
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I tried to tell my mom to tone it down but if I do say so, I'll know I'll end up getting lectured

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And she won't be wrong

hard ravine
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People could be in worse situations

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And besides, wouldn't you rather be doing something instead of not doing anything

arctic cedar
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Cause like taking breaks, even if someone tells me I won't and I know that with the amount of star students I am studying with, it's only getting started and I'll end up getting stressed and burned out

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Sure A levels matter more then IGCSE, but at a certain stage everything matters yk?

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The only thing I want is to see my parents happy faces on the results day

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See, we have many high achievers and these are board papers so for some it doesn't matter where as majority it does, but whenever I see my progress in something and end up making silly mistakes even though I'm well aware I knew the answer and have solved the question b4, I feel like my finals won't go well.

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Cause imagine having been away from an A or A* just cause of 2-3 marks, it happened last year and I was devastated completely

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And know that what I did was for them and to see them happy and that yes I was welp into my studies.

arctic cedar
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But overall well

hard ravine
hard ravine
arctic cedar
mild compass
mild compass
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Also meeshi is having IGSCEs

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She can have the whole years as rest

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and still get A star

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(I got a star in chemistry with only 27 days)

trail kindle
pine python
trail kindle
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others take more than one subject

mild compass
pine python
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I started studying 50% of the chem syllabus the morning of the exam

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And still got an A in chem

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IGCSE is so easy, it's a bloody joke

pine python
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@stone comet

stone comet
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yo wot is that tvin 💀

pine python
pine python
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Good luck, bro, the flowers and bees believe in you

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Probably.

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Haven't asked yet

stone comet
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😛

pine python
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Haven't even started studying A2 physics yet

stone comet
stone comet
pine python
pine python
solar rapids
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too bad

pine python
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(B)

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I give up, imma do the bare minimum now ^^

solar rapids
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eh, i want A+

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but idk what A2 physics is probably higher level

coral bluff
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Brother I can’t get enough of economics

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I wrote a word slightly different like how u write slight and slightly

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And they took marks

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It’s commen English

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Oh ye my house go blown up too

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Cuz of the war

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But my MARKS

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like come on

quartz gulch
coral bluff
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I don’t have add math yet

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Next year

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When I’m in year 11

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Grade 10

trail kindle
quartz gulch
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Oh shit

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Sorry

ashen bane
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where?

silk path
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hi guys!! it's been a while since I've been on here. I've literally not been using discord at all for like a few months. I would just hop on here, mark stuff as read and then hop off. but I'm pretty much doing so much better now, not much of a rant, but still just wanted to share sm nice tor once it's been two months since I got away from my abusive and toxic ex finally and I have actually been so so much happier and free now. I started college applications and I got accepted into a few and hopefully l'll be moving to another city in a couple of months depending on which college I end up, choosing and hopefully getting good grades for my A levels as well. One thing that kind of sucked past couple of months, I really miss one of my best friend, who unfortunately, but rightfully so stopped talking to me :( (yk who u r, i’m sorry, I still miss you so so much!). But it is what it is. but I also made new friends, which is new to me lol. I think I'm finally getting over and better from my depression, which is very refreshing and relieving because I've been struggling for years and hopefully things are looking up for me after a really long time! (won’t jinx it ;) ). I just wanted to come on here and say thank you to each and every one of you who talk to me and was my friend over the past two years also because it might not be that relevant to you, but it really really helped me a lot, knowing that even though you guys are only my online friends you still helped me and supported me throughout!
Hopefully, now that I have some more free time for a few months, I think l'll be more active here if yall want me to be lolzz :))
I truly love all of y'all 💋🫶
urs truly

~ Potty xx

arctic cedar
# silk path hi guys!! it's been a while since I've been on here. I've literally not been usi...

Some people just come in your life like a blessing. If one leaves, Allah always replaces them with someone better. Never think that you lost someone precious let them think they lost someone so precious like you 💓. I know how it feels to loose friends and at a stage where they become a comfort zone but in the near future, things will change. People will come and want to be your friend, but later it depends on who you chose and how they treat you.

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Never ever feel guilt for loosing a friend cause it's temporary

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There we'll be more people, many who you relate too, js be happy 🤍✨ life's to short to be sad 😭

silk path
arctic cedar
bronze yacht
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Mama wants her phone back I can't write anything more

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I swear I'm not 12

sly comet
spring musk
bronze yacht
robust pine
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hi

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any tips for history memorisation???

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except flashcards and active recall please

white rain
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does anyone has resources for economics As?

plain maple
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@robust pine @white rain this is the venting channel

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If you want to see diff subject channels

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Then add your subject roles

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Here

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!!roleguide

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plain maple
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You can find resources in the pins of the channel

finite granite
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Hi guys... Random but im getting lazy to study but i cant afford not to study cs my exams r coming soon.. all my subject teacher legit dont teach or they teach the most unimportant stuff ever 🫩 can someone give like a reality check or smth 😭

fallen kite
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Your house in the future:

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Your car (if any):

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Your hubby:

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Your food:

quartz gulch
fallen kite
spring musk
spring musk
spring musk
spring musk
quartz gulch
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So positive

pine python
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I haven't started studying A2 physics yet. AM I COOKED OR AM I COOKED CHAT

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I mean, I've basically master chem and bio

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but I am SO cooked for physics

spring musk
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2 hours max

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U got this

pine python
spring musk
pine python
spring musk
pine python
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What

low vapor
pine python
pine python
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Guys, I'm no longer an athiest

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Praise all of them fr fr

spring musk
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Stay tuned

low vapor
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actually 2 weeks is so much time to join possibly atleast 10 different religions

spring musk
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Instead of studying

pine python
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Athena bbg I would've given the golden apple to you. Also, Jesus, man you sound legit

spring musk
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I lowk just

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Watch my life as a low life concubine in. Egypt

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Videos

low vapor
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i fear graviton is actively pulling you away from locking in

spring musk
low vapor
pine python
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Vishnu is so hot fr and Odin girly, instead of allfather, lemme call you only daddy

low vapor
pine python
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Are you stopping me from using religion as my coping mechanism!?

pine python
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I invoke my freedom to religion

spring musk
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Human Rights Act mentioned

pine python
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HUMAN RIGHTS HELL YEAH

low vapor
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but panicking and falling apart would not help

pine python
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And tbh what more is there to life

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POV: When acadmia messing with you so badly you suddenly remember there's more to life that grades

low vapor
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how important on a scale of 1-10 is a2 physics to u

pine python
low vapor
pine python
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Well, under

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ugh

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ykwim

low vapor
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uh huh

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i think its possible

pine python
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No but fr, imma start on physics today

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I only need an 80/130 to get the grade I want

low vapor
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i mean i did finish a syllabus under 10 hours by watching educational videos at 2x speed

pine python
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Wait so should I make popcorn first

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or

pine python
low vapor
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the electron finally moved on

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🥀

pine python
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Like gurlll you're both CLEARLY opposites

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You have NOTHING in common

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Ik he's taller than u but there are other options

fallen kite
finite granite
fallen kite
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how i need som,e motivation

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i have only done one today ;-;

finite granite
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Sigh

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I got the motivation cs ik im cookedddd 😂😂😂

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I cant do math for the life of me 🫩

fallen kite
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you could always yk

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study the mark scheme

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and copy paste

finite granite
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I wish bro 💔

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Sigh why is math so hard

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I hate circular measure sm 😔😔

fallen kite
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SAVE ME FROM INTEGRATION

finite granite
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HAHA SO REAL

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my AS is in like 6 days...

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And im so cooked bro

fallen kite
finite granite
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Math..

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😁😁😁

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Thats why im spamming math p1 now

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I understand stat more in a way

warm oxide
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If you haven't yet make sure that ur confident with integration and differentiation as they carry more marks

finite granite
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I saw some topic prediction yt vid but idk if i can fully trust them 😔

warm oxide
fallen kite
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good luck

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my matyh is on the 12/5 phew

finite granite
quasi needle
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the

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WORST

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subject

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😭

light ember
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Might aswell with all those roles you got there

green ventureBOT
#
User banned!

@remote olive has been banned for Scam, enable 2fa if your account got hacked and appeal i think? Mista beast scam for dolla dolla bills

unreal helm
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i alw remember to purge bcs adi alw said she forgot to

tranquil wave
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guys when ever you feel down

tranquil wave
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i keep myself motivated with this

languid musk
spark relic
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Further mechanics makes me want to stop shopping at aldis

unreal helm
unreal helm
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no ai slop

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🤬

spark relic
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damm

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i cant believe

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WE are rich now

keen brook
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Guys i lireally i wanna cry im doing a topical on chemical bonding and im getting none the the quesstions correct please help

plain maple
keen brook
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Paper 😭

plain maple
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Well

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Theres a chemistry subject channel here

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But

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U need ur subject roles to see it

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!!roleguide

grizzled mangoBOT
#

Hey there! Can you not see any subject channels? Do you want to see more subject channels? Are you new to the server and confused as to why all you can see is chat-lounge and a few bot channels? Are you looking for your subject/helper roles? Head over to #🖍️│roles-guide to learn more about how to get your roles!

keen brook
#

Ok thanks so much 😭

plain maple
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Nppp

grand pendant
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Im sweating and gritting my teeth rn. My stomach hurts like hell and I need to study for bio tmrw but I genuinely cant focus cuz it feels like my stomach is getting pierced by multiple needles.

grand pendant
manic spindle
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Crashing out

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I tried searching my old nickname

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Only to find my old texts of him

fossil comet
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Guys im fucking tired

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Why is everything so shit

trail kindle
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venting btw

livid cypress
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Sigh

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I graduated so why am i still here

solar rapids
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because this is where you started

mossy quail
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ts lowk poetic

hexed bloom
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i cant lock in

sweet tapir
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like wdym i have 5 final projects this semester 🥀

heady nimbus
sweet tapir
unreal helm
unreal helm
grand pendant
#

I'm dying so bad, my stomach hurts after eating chocolate cake and I can't stop feeling sick and vomitting.

grand pendant
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this is the most horrible experience ever

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my abdomen started cramping and hurting like crazy

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and I couldn't make it to the toilet on time

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I'm crying

unreal helm
warm oxide
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Oral rehydration salts help a lot

grand pendant
#

I think I'll be fine

warm oxide
#

Great, hope you recover soon!

hexed bloom
#

not what i wanted to see rn

grand pendant
# hexed bloom not what i wanted to see rn

I have gerd and I also ate the chocolate cake for breakfast which probably played a big factor... you're probably fine 😅 my stomach is just really weak against caffine

bronze yacht
# grand pendant I'm dying so bad, my stomach hurts after eating chocolate cake and I can't stop ...

i can relate so bad i ate like a crap tonna fountain cake and that made my stomach a reactor it was a horrendus feeling, died down after a week or two. my advice is aside from seeing a doctor, maybe check if u got the bursting appneidx (god forbid) or something like that (sorry idk what its called im not a bio student 😭) and to also refrain from eating foods that make it a catalyst to such problems

pine python
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FUCK.

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Well, this just made my life like 5 times more expensive

trail kindle
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Manipal is the way to go

languid musk
heady nimbus
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what

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this is why u study?

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yes i do study

languid musk
languid musk
full talon
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Hi

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English tmrw 😢

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English is suck

heady nimbus
full talon
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it is unpossible

full talon
heady nimbus
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last month

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then exams

rapid dock
full talon
#

i'm about to out(crash and drop)

heady nimbus
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i can do this

languid musk
#

i believe in you

heady nimbus
languid musk
full talon
#

oh this is venting channel

#

shi

heady nimbus
#

ye we vent about how it’s hard

full talon
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🗣️

plucky nimbus
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harder the better

trail kindle
short gazelle
#

.

plucky nimbus
proud cove
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hi

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any advice for me

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i eated dirt

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🤢

trail kindle
#

spitted dirt

lofty hinge
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And shit it after

proud cove
grand pendant
#

Genuinely going insane, why is our ict teacher so bad at teaching. He hasn't discussed so many terms which come out in paper 1 so now I'm here trying to catch up on every term I don't know.

pine python
#

I hate being disabled, I'm so tired, bro

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Like, constantly

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My arms hurt

manic spindle
#

Why does she need to ask me wtf is the topic about EVRY TIME

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I bet if people just saw it

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“oh shes just curious yk”

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Idgaf

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Shes asked me this every test expecting me to explain it to her

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LEAVE ME ALONENENEEEE

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DO IT URSELF

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I TOLD TO U SMTH I DONT UNDERSTAND

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AND PROCEEDED TO ASK ME

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WHAT IS THAT

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LIKE

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R U BLINF

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I JUST SAID I DIDNT UNDERSTAND IT

bronze yacht
#

ignoring works the best on such people

manic spindle
#

Will do that

plain maple
stuck kraken
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my mental health's crippled

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ion wanna study no mo

#

💔

cobalt grotto
#

same

red bluff
#

me too

unreal helm
#

sa,e

muted coral
#

hi my friend inv me here can someone help me w trigonometry PLEASE

low vapor
bronze yacht
#

jaafar will heal you all of your misery

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he is good car

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he likes it when leaf on head

unreal helm
pine python
#

See that circled comment? It would be so wild if someone were to follow everyone he knew and send them all this ss

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Like, can you image how crazy someone would need to be to do that ?

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And like. Imagine if that person sent it to like one of their friends who is even crazier than them

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And that friend sent it to some juniors who are brilliant at stalking?

plain maple
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How crazy would it be if he magically disappears

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Abra cadabra

pine python
#

Another few of his friends followed me but diff time zones so I have to wait for them to respond

plain maple
pine python
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His real name is andrew, he lives in mexico city, there's a chance he's south indian + I have the full name of some of his friends

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And some of their family/ friends

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Fucking idiots.

pine python
astral scroll
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how is this venting btw 😭 perhaps the mods should warn you cuz green goblin said no good deed goes unpunished or wtv

pine python
manic spindle
#

I hate this i feel ignored

pine python
#

Who's ignoring you

#

I'll ignore them harder

manic spindle
#

It was just overthinking thoughts

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My minds spurts them out

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And i need an outlet

#

Rn its getting worse

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I hate my national language

pine python
#

what's your national language?

manic spindle
#

I cant do a literature analysis on a novel in that language

manic spindle
pine python
manic spindle
#

I find it difficult to write formally

pine python
manic spindle
#

I can speak and read

pine python
manic spindle
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But informally

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My test requires me to write formally

pine python
#

Can you look up synonyms?

manic spindle
#

Nope

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No dictionary

pine python
#

Like, learn a few before the test

manic spindle
#

2 hours of writing

pine python
manic spindle
pine python
#

Do they have rubrick?

manic spindle
#

The rubrick just says very detailed anvery deep in understanding

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I understand the story

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I just cant write it

pine python
manic spindle
#

Im stuck in a back and forth translation in my brain

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Finding the right word

pine python
manic spindle
#

On all my essays

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Rereading them now i dont even understand what i wrote

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💔

pine python
#

Man, I wish I could help-

manic spindle
#

Ill get an 80 on english but not bindo

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Im WHITE

pine python
#

T-T

manic spindle
#

SEND ME TO AMERICA

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ID TAKE ON SHAKESPHERE

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IDC

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MOBY DICK

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JUST LET ME LEAVE MY NATIONAL LANGUAGE

pine python
#

If it makes you feel better, I can't read bangla even though I'm bengali-

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I can only speak the bare minimum

pine python
manic spindle
#

My grade avergae will take a hit

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So bad

#

Ugh

#

I need an avergae over 80

pine python
#

Then do extremely well for your other subs

#

Something's gotta give

manic spindle
#

All my others are like probably averaging 80

#

Im scared ill get bumped down to a 70

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and thats my final grade

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And im gonna get shoveld in a local university

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Thats speaks indo

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And then ill fail again bc i don’t understand anything

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I love how my fried s arent realizing im doing terrible

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Didn even sound a bit concerning

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Fuck this man

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I need to study and maybe cry when i do my exam

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Ahhshsusu

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Im too sensitive

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Ugh

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My brains is screaming please notice

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But thats cringe

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🙏

unreal helm
#

like its really really not

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there really is nothing wrong with wanting your friends to notice theres something up, to get that comfort when someone realizes and is there for you

#

just take care of yourself tho please

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sometimes people want to get worse to see who notices. Which traps you in a hole because if no one notices you'll punish yourself for what you did for the attention

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I hope you do well

manic spindle
#

I really want a hug

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Its time for me to snap out of it

#

Unhealthy coping mechanisms will forever possess me

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Ignore the problem over and pver

#

I WILL GET BACK UP AGAIN

unreal helm
unreal helm
plain maple
plain maple
pine python
pine python
bronze yacht
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god protect the children of both the future and present

crude glade
#

If he is like 12-14

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He is just an edgy child

#

Then his parents must act

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Because trust me

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I was once in a VC

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There ware 5 with us and there was like whatbsounded like a.12-13 years old kid

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Who told a girl in the VC with us some disturbing stuff

The girl is 21

#

Now 12-13 here isn't a pedo ofcourse but he is considered an edgy child

#

An edgy child is someone who wasn't raised well by parents someone who their parents spoiled him to become like this

pine python
crude glade
#

But if that guy is older than 16 then that's concerning

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Even if it's a joke

pine python
#

Maybe around 18

crude glade
pine python
#

"hahaha look at me, I'm a p*do"

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Like, that's not a funny joke.

crude glade
#

And ofcourse I don't call him a pedo

Because I have no evidence for that and I could actually get to jail in my country

But this is what we call desensitization and I believe should be jailable

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It is when u make serious stuff jokes

pine python
#

Yeah

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Like

#

I feel like even if you're not a p*do

#

Why would you joke about being one?

#

That's not funny :/

crude glade
#

But star u have to becareful with people like these

I used to be a dumb pedo hunter when I was like at 14 years old

#

And these people can dox you

#

Now thank God no one did

#

To me but it's very risky

crude glade
#

It's pedophilia a mental disorder, but there is predator

It's pedophilia and predator

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Predator is what they are doing

#

Pedophilia is a mental disorder you can't control but you can heal

#

It is when you are interested into children which are 13 or younger

#

Either way most pedophiles become predators later in their life

#

I miss the days when predator was just an animal eating it's prey

manic spindle
#

Another day another rat

#

Rant

#

Istg

#

I WANNA QUUT BIO

#

AGHHHH

#

IM NOT GOING TO THE LOWER LEVEL BC I CANT KEEP UP

flat swallow
#

i feel guilty for existing like even breathing feels wrong like im taking up space i dont deserve i feel like im trapped inside someone elses body like my soul disconnected from me a long time ago like Bluetooth disconnected from the world from people from myself from everything around me

crude glade
#

Bro ur IG?

pine python
#

I'm so sorry @manic spindle No one should have to go through IB

#

That's just cruel

pine python
#

What made you fee like that?

scarlet herald
low vapor
#

😭

manic spindle
#

Ib bio hl

manic spindle
#

Man

flat swallow
flat swallow
#

i wanna kill myself
i cant stop doing self harm

pine python
pine python
#

Also, SH as in cutting or? If there's an open wound make sure to sanatise

#

Perfume works if you don't have alcohol wipes

manic spindle
# flat swallow i wanna kill myself i cant stop doing self harm

I sorry your feeling this way, even though i dont understand how you feel, how ur feeling is valid. I would suggest you to find professional support. Self harm is never a healthy coping mechanism and i hope that you find the help you need.
Some resources for u:
https://findahelpline.com/

Global vetted directory of helplines, hotlines and crisis lines. Chat, text or phone support with suicide, anxiety, depression, domestic violence, gender& sexual identity and more.

glossy ferry
#

I hate it how in maths, i do everything just fine, i manage to solve the questions normally
And one day, i try a question and it's wrong.
Then the answer scheme pulls out weird rule i didnt know existed and i didnt know i should actually do for years and apparently it was the 'basics' but nobody told me, plus i have done my original method for years without using that rule
Bonus points if that rule only applied to that one question, and i never saw or used it ever again.

#

This situation happened so many times i am so pissed

#

"You should have known the rule existed by now. You've done this same type of question since middle school"
Well i have never seen or used that shit before?

grand pendant
#

my school has a very bad problem with hiring competent teachers

#

some of the teachers hired in my school get the subject their teaching wrong

#

some teachers are actually good in the subject they teach, its just that their teaching isn't good

#

so half of the class genuinely doesn't get what the teacher is saying

#

lowk too late to move schools buts its ok

dull ingot
#

Anyone I could dm and vent to?

supple raptor
#

but i also need to vent back

dull ingot
#

Yes sure

vagrant flare
#

plz add me

#

with u guys

vagrant flare
#

nvm yall prolly done crying

#

mb i couldnt cry w/ u

supple raptor
#

we are chating and its spicy

vagrant flare
#

SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESH

#

i see how it is

supple raptor
#

yes do u want to join ?

plain maple
vagrant flare
supple raptor
#

hwo should i add you

supple raptor
supple raptor
plain maple
supple raptor
#

cause she is gossiping her whoel tea

#

and life and its FULL OF DRAMA

plain maple
vagrant flare
#

...

#

hehe

pine python
#

There's this one guy who's just

#

Slightly better than me

#

At everything

#

And I hate him

#

HE HAS THE AUDACITY TO BE EXTREMELY KIND TOO

#

ugh

frosty atlas
#

men.

bronze yacht
#

hey think I am hiding in the shadows.....I am the shadows 😈

plain maple
pine python
#

He's just ever so SLIGHTLY better than me

#

ugh

#

I would be fine if he was like a lot better

#

But it just feels like a personal slight atp

plain maple
vagrant flare
inner hollow
pastel thicket
pine python
#

He's my ex

pastel thicket
#

I wasn't far it seems

#

Art does replicate reality it seems

pine python
pastel thicket
#

I could make the story just by the few lines of text

pine python
#

DMs tho

pastel thicket
pastel thicket
pine python
pastel thicket
#

These A2 kids are players

pine python
manic spindle
#

I want to post a fake bf and see who is curious

#

Out of spite

pine python
pine python
manic spindle
#

I realize this is the wrong chat

#

Oh well

#

Venting my evil thoughts

pine python
#

Any suspects

#

Anyone you want to be jealous?

#

I live for the drama

frosty atlas
spark relic
pine python
#

Final push and I am SO done

#

Like 3-ish days left and I don't wanna study anymore

#

I'm lowk alrdy on vacation

bronze yacht
#

dudeee its gen1ly so annoying dealing w ppl who dont understand social cues

#

or they do but purpusefully act like they dont understand

#

if im ignoring your msgs, not talking wu or responding less i think you should at least TRY to find out why it happened like its infuriating sometimes

#

and the reason why they are being ignored is cuz THEY FOR SOME DANGING REASON WANT TO LEARN EVERYTHING ABUOT ONES PERSONAL LIFE

#

like 'aek haad hoti hai'

#

(there's a limit)

#

idk y do ppl like to cross it

#

is it funny or whta

manic spindle
#

im so tired

#

my chest feels like its gonna have a heart attack

#

I only got 3 hours of sleep

#

the test was easy

#

bu my body feels like its fighting demons

pine python
#

I forgot to take my ADHD meds today and I am SO fucked

dense walrus
#

I don't remember the last time I took my meds

pine python
#

I have an exam today

pine python
#

I kinda forgot after my paper 4's finished up

#

Probs why I've been so tired-

dense walrus
#

Dang, hope you remember next time

#

That shit's important

worldly lotus
#

i lowk have no hope for my results dawg every paper feels like a fail grade also math leak🥀

#

physics frying me

#

what the hell were those math papers

#

istg if i have to retake in o/n

worldly lotus
#

fkjgnhnhjfkdsl

worldly lotus
#

kills sel

#

f

worldly lotus
#

lowkey why am i stressed over the results

#

they;re in august dawg

#

oirujhfbc

stone zinc
steep fern
#

Bro my school so ah

#

They still didnt send our results yet wth

worldly lotus
warm bane
dense walrus
mighty narwhal
dense walrus
spark relic
#

i just wanna do maths and watch movies

#

studying science is so depressing

#

cant wait to be an engineer so all my science becomes maths

#

🫩

dense walrus
#

In engineering

viral veldt
#

My older brother hates chem, he got 96 in O level and A+ in A level

#

like bro tf?

solar rapids
#

like you don't give up on studying to get a good grade yk if you don't want to

viral veldt
#

i know

#

I'm kinda good in chem, but so much memorization in inorganic chem

solar rapids
#

i said the same bef