venting

[quartz gulch]

The best she can do is give us question and don’t discuss

[scarlet herald]

wild shit

[pine python]

"not my problem" why are u a teacher then if you don't want to teach

[scarlet herald]

literally

[pine python]

I have a theory that some people just become teachers for the powertrip cause aint no way bro

[quartz gulch]

Yea and I left addmaths to business
I surrender and went back to addmaths
I was asking which chapter yall at because my classmates don’t know at all
And she be like
Ur in my class now u should know

What should I know.

[scarlet herald]

fym 💀 💀 💀

she ok ah

very hard to say topic is it

[quartz gulch]

No

[quartz gulch]

Yes

I hate them sm

I’m legit discovering maths

[scarlet herald]

girl lmk if u need help 😭 💔 💔 💔

[pine python]

Ight guys got my chem p5 trials tmr I prolly should go study

nice talking to y'all

[quartz gulch]

Maths I’m fine
I’m still discovering I haven’t find challenging shit yet
Add maths I’m dying

[scarlet herald]

gllglgl

[scarlet herald]

fair enough 💀

[pine python]

thxxx

[quartz gulch]

I’m using “heretical cultivation” to study maths atp I don’t even know if it’s right or wrong

[quartz gulch]

GOODLUCK

[prisma meteor]

that's in add maths?!?!

[quartz gulch]

NO ITS AN ADJECTIVE

IS IT ADJECTIVE

UH

[scarlet herald]

what is that

[prisma meteor]

OH

MB

[quartz gulch]

Yes adjective

[prisma meteor]

I did add maths

[quartz gulch]

Calm down

[prisma meteor]

so i was lost

gng if u need help in add maths lmk

[quartz gulch]

Something like
Uh
Guessing based on what I’ve learned
And continue using that method

[scarlet herald]

real !!!

[scarlet herald]

wtf

i’m confused

[quartz gulch]

Thanks

[prisma meteor]

Oh yeah yeah that happens

[quartz gulch]

Basically guessing and continuing that method

[prisma meteor]

like if u learn basic stuff and a complex q comes up u guess which basic stuff to use to solve that q

[quartz gulch]

Like two+eleven-one=twelve =12

It doesn’t make any sense but it’s right

[prisma meteor]

but that normally happens like in the first few past papers

[quartz gulch]

YES

[prisma meteor]

once u practice more it makes sense

[scarlet herald]

Oh

is that

not normal

😭 ❓ ❓

[quartz gulch]

But then if the question changes I don’t know what to do

[prisma meteor]

oh which topic

[quartz gulch]

1-7

But

Uh

I’m still discovering

Not till the extent I want to kms

[prisma meteor]

these?!?!

[quartz gulch]

Yes

I’m totally dumb

And

[prisma meteor]

functions r normally same typpa topic

[quartz gulch]

She barely teaches

[prisma meteor]

questions mb*

I'd suggest going over the book

since it's written by examiners so it helps to get over the few details ppl normally miss out in add maths

i esp love the worked exam question

[quartz gulch]

I’m like Germany blaming uk for starting ww2 atp😔

[prisma meteor]

like I genuinely use those as a basis to solve most of my past papers

[prisma meteor]

😭

[quartz gulch]

Which book

I’m using this

[prisma meteor]

I had used the Cambridge one

[prisma meteor]

I had the older edition of that

but that shud have the same format

[quartz gulch]

Oh okay thanks

Still discovering atm

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/851236877557301250/1472204669353726104/image0.gif

[prisma meteor]

nw

if u have any confusions u can askk

[quartz gulch]

Alright thanks

[prisma meteor]

np

[quartz gulch]

Is that normal

[prisma meteor]

that was super normal in physics

cuz like qs kept changing

sometimes my logic was right

sometimes it was wrong

😭

[scarlet herald]

i thought it was 🤔

[quartz gulch]

That’s why I’m dying😔 😔

[prisma meteor]

it did change quite a bit since the 2025 syllabus change

the one non calc and one calc really pmo

but overall when i finished the exam it wasn't that bad

[quartz gulch]

Non calculator will kill me very badly

[prisma meteor]

yeah practice a lot more on that

non calc was harder for me than calc esp cuz i did it in 2025 so only fm past papers to revise with

and a couple specimens

*which weren't that good tbh

[unreal helm]

dw non calc isnt going to be as bad as you think

[quartz gulch]

alr thanks

[prisma meteor]

npp!

[quartz gulch]

i hope

[rapid dock]

@languid musk its server-wide

[languid musk]

thx

[quasi needle]

bro

[rapid dock]

bro

[quasi needle]

sybau

[languid musk]

ok

[green venture]

User banned and messages purged!

@atomic arch has been banned and messages purged for steam/mr beast/other scam. If your account was hacked, enable 2fa and appeal to rejoin the server.

[rapid dock]

youre kidding me

[green venture]

User banned and messages purged!

@glacial dock has been banned and messages purged for steam/mr beast/other scam. If your account was hacked, enable 2fa and appeal to rejoin the server.

[rapid dock]

didnt even last a minute

[rapid dock]

https://giphy.com/gifs/chicken-screaming-tree-meme-GHwtCHr2ET5MeIb8cA

[lofty hinge]

Silent hill

[fallen kite]

Outlast 2

[manic spindle]

I made a whole playlist about one of my friends who had made my life hell since my birthday

Hell before my birthday

A day before

I had this whole scheme

About making her confess through the influence of my other friends

Bc shes in contact with my ex crush/situation which

Clearly

Still affects me

I wasnt comfortable with what the hell she was doing

So when she did confess

I told her to not even date him

Enter February

And they are practically dating in public

Stories and everything

Made a whole ass sign to cheer for in during a basketball game i was at

But i didnt see bc i wasnt sitting with her

LUCKY I DIDNT MOVE

BC ID BE LEAVING THE GAME EARLY

She knows

I dont like it

But ive been quiet

And the toxic part of me wants to destroy her

But im still so quiet

Bc like everyone they rather stay quiet than have drama

All my friends knows shes a liar

Nothing but manipulative

But after i even told them

They said ignore it

Are you jealous

Do you still like them

NO?? BUT IT STILL CLEARLY AFFECTS ME

LIKE

AND THEY KEEP SAYING ITS OKAY WHEN ITS NOT

ITS OKAY US THE WORSE RESPONSE TO GIVE SOMEONE GOING THROUGH SMTH THATS NOT OKAY?

I FUCKING HER

HATE

Please tell me im not going crazy over this

Shes done this to her old BESTIE

her closest friend

But everyone is so naie and quiet

Gen

I hate her

So much

Hes been one of my first loves

And made a mark on everything

Singingd

No music

Daily activities

Chores

Hell even my birthday

Bcs his is a reverse of mine

Just a day after mine

Thats like soulmate variables

In my eyes

Like

It hurts like shit bro

My boundaries arent being respected

And everyone says ignore it

I placed boundaries for a reason

And its torture

Luckily the guys is graduating soon

I hope he leaves far

And i hope she gets her karma

Thats it for my ted talk

[thorn karma]

Are you ok man

Don't focus on others

Nobody will ever care about your wellbeing more than their own

It's fine

Focus on your goals and not on weird teenagers

They'll pay someday

[manic spindle]

Hard to focus when their shoving it in my face

Cant even hide me on a instagram story

I maybe silent but im not blind and deaf

[quartz gulch]

I hope ur ok🙏🏻

[plain maple]

Sorry but what did u wanna make her confess

[plain maple]

I mean if shes as bad as u say, he'll discover it at some point

[languid musk]

dude what the fuck ????

[languid musk]

LITERALLY?? especially when its obviously not

[languid musk]

💔

god having to live w that sounds like hell im sorry

[languid musk]

real shit this is insane

[languid musk]

im gonna assume its confessing about doing all of this on purpose

[unreal helm]

ew wtf

bro this is mad wtf

[manic spindle]

What i did was i found out first bc she wasnt slick

Her ipad kept popping up notifications

From him

And his contact name is sp obvious

So

I found out

She confessed to my other friends

Said it wanst dating

Jus chating

Their parents are friends so forced proximity

(Fricking liar it doesn’t take shit to be dry)

And i told my friends

Make her confess to me

It wasnt too evil

[manic spindle]

Think i am

I havent seen anything rn

[languid musk]

real asf

[manic spindle]

Shes not hiding the chats in class

He still uses the stickers I USED

[languid musk]

well yea this sounds p tame

[manic spindle]

MY CAT STICKERS MAN

[languid musk]

WOW

[languid musk]

💔💔💔💔

udont do that to someone wth

[manic spindle]

Shes done this twice

Istg

I dont get her greedy ass

I used to send ily to that guy

Ik his deepest secrets

Funny cause

He used ot like

My friend

Failed

She didnt like him

I went to him

We failed

Went to the friend thats dating him now

Its dunny cause were one whole class in chemistry

The whole school knows hes dating her

His friends still bother me during school assembly if he happens to sit behind me

[plain maple]

Not evil at all

[plain maple]

NO

[manic spindle]

I have more evil plans that my morals wont allow

[plain maple]

😭

[manic spindle]

Since i found out

Im going to remind her

That THOSE

ARE MY STICKERS

[plain maple]

Wdym if udm

Did u confess?

[manic spindle]

Funny

Story

I did

But nah

Rejected

We stayed friends

Then he confessed

It ended up concluding we were too young to date

The longer we stayed friends

I realized

The relationship was so one sided

[plain maple]

Then he goes and dates someone else 💀

[manic spindle]

Bc i kept starting the chat

[manic spindle]

Ngl what i had with his was 3 fricking years ago

Almost 4

But first love syndrome man

Does shit to you

[plain maple]

So whyd u ask ur friend not to date him

[manic spindle]

Bc i didnt want to get reminded of him everyday

I alr got used to ignoring him in the hallway

That was enough

Bc he keeps SPAWNING

OUT OF NOWHERE

JUST LAST TIME

I LEFT THE TOILET

LOOKED BACK

ALMOST SCREAMED BC HE WAS THERE

[manic spindle]

My way of moving on is letting go and ignoring bc hes none of my business

But if u keep showing it

Im gonna get affected

[plain maple]

Idk ur "friend" well, but it seems like the only wrong thing she did was not telling you

[manic spindle]

Bc that my relationship was so one sided

I realized

That he

Was putting effort in her

YOU KNOW HOW BAD IT HURTS

TO PUT EFFORT IN HIM FOR HIM TO PUT EFFORT YOU WANTED TO SOMEONE ELSE

[manic spindle]

I told her not to date him bc i wasn’t comfortable

[plain maple]

Yeah tht sounds like it sucks

So hard

[manic spindle]

She knew and she still chose a man

Over our 10+ year friendship

She lucky i aint treating her like shit and act like hollywood star actor like nothing happened

I wish

I could just throw away my morals

[plain maple]

Why are you holding back btw

I mean not morally

But lije

[manic spindle]

Bc drama

[plain maple]

Why not end the friendship

[manic spindle]

I wish

Idk whats holding me back

[manic spindle]

Im in most classes with her

If i broke it off

It be so akward

I got only 2 years till college

And he graduates this year

So might as well

If she does it to my friends again im done with her

Im cutting her off the moment i go to college

[plain maple]

Cut her off rn

[manic spindle]

Shes not invited to my future wedding if i even get married

[plain maple]

Well i say tht lije its easy

But

[manic spindle]

All my friend ar gonna start asking why

And i dont want to teach them how to understand emotions

I told them about this

They told me just ignore it

[plain maple]

Wb

Ur otger friebd

[manic spindle]

My friend group

[plain maple]

The one tht it akso happened to

[manic spindle]

The ones that are still genuinely my friends

They just emotionally unintelligent

Im too lazy to deal with it if i can just act till its over

[manic spindle]

Oh

She moved schools

[plain maple]

Too lazy to protect ur mental well being

🤨

[plain maple]

[manic spindle]

My mental well being can handle it

Ill be home free during college

Plus drama spreads fast

If i cut her off it just shows im still affected

After 4 years

If i cut her off

I might get

Hated on

The girl is..

Popular

[plain maple]

But she knew tht

[manic spindle]

I think

[plain maple]

Oh

Regardless of what u decide to do i hope

[languid musk]

???? what a douche

[quasi needle]

[plain maple]

Ur alright

[manic spindle]

So far i am

Will update if she pusses me off again

[plain maple]

🫡

Hell yeah

[manic spindle]

None of my friends kinda validate my feelings when i do vent

When she confessed to me i had a full crash out and they still asking me if i like him

NO

I JUST WANT HIM GONE

FROM MY LIFE

okay i need to sleep

Gn yall

[plain maple]

Period

Gn

[languid musk]

?????? zero correlation

[languid musk]

goodngit

[hallow pike]

@manic spindle I hope you recover from what the bitch has done to you. And shes clearly no friend of urs if she’d go round doing stuff like that. I once found myself in a similar situation.

My crush of over 3 years throughout high school which he KNEW of but was playing dumb and instead going around and dating and ucking w all the rest all the while ignoring me and at some point even humiliating me in front of the whole class (more than one instance). It got to a point where i literally would do everything and anything just for him to like me but..life had other plans ig.
Untill..
i made a huge mistake to get friendly with the school thot* hoping that she may help me get closer to him so i had acouple sleepovers w her only for her to confess her ‘feelings’ for him after having told her my whole spiel⁉️😒Anywayy as if that wasn’t enough she talks to me abt how she wants to do it w him like huhhh? 😟can u not atleast consider who it is your telling all this to?
Truth be told, she goes on and has her little dalliance with him. Sucks his c*ck and comes over to me talking about how their one night stand was😖🤮 and how little his 🍆 was. She compared it to the size of a date😭😭

What surprised me afterwards weren’t that I stopped being her friend afterwards and just totally pulled the midde finger on her but is that from that day on My feelings towards him quickly eroded. And anytime i thought of him i js wanted to punch a wall. I hated him and the idea of him. And once!!! Once that feeing went away. Omg it was like god just unveiled my head from a long stupor and i finally saw it as it was. An infatuation—nothing more. Him, as what my best friend always told me. Immature fuck boy.
I can never imagine myself going back 6 feet under just for the cheap and trashy kind anymore in my life

-- a lesson worth learnt!

[magic wedge]

vent

[cobalt grotto]

did u stop liking him cus he was the size of a date or becus he shilly shallied w ur friend pls enlighten me

[clear nimbus]

I absolutely love how this sever allows dirty jokes

I might share one in the future

[unreal helm]

nvfm sybau 🔥

[clear nimbus]

I have a ton don’t worry about it 😉

[unreal helm]

also this is the vent channel mind where u put it

😭

[clear nimbus]

Where else can I put

[unreal helm]

cl

[clear nimbus]

What’s cl? C level?

[unreal helm]

chat loounge

[clear nimbus]

I see. Thanks

[clear nimbus]

By the way is there any girls there? If yes I will go there

[unreal helm]

bro sybau js be normal

thx

🙏

[clear nimbus]

||What if this is my normal|| JK

[unreal helm]

#chat-lounge please

[clear nimbus]

@unreal helm okay so this you didn’t delete and told me to go to a place where there is no girls to write similar stuff like this ☹️ unfair

[unreal helm]

girl they were talking ab something that happened and we're sharing their experience w someone else who was also venting ab something ig sort of similar

[clear nimbus]

What the fuck 😭

[low vapor]

is this how it feels conversing with a how do i put this without breaking a rule… a lesser being?

[warm oxide]

Are you implying that you are a higher being

[rapid dock]

happens

[vestal egret]

U have not done stage 7,8 or 9 of science I have to revise stage 8 and 7 of maths bro im so cooked

I*

[low vapor]

no im implying the existence of lower beings

[warm oxide]

I see

[languid musk]

truth

[fast pelican]

Hello people im here to vent, idrk what to do rn, I have like 30 days till my exams, its such an easy subject but idk what to do, I tried practicing the qp but I cant really do much on my own and end up taking help from gpt. Im trying but it ain't working and now im losing myself cause BRO IT AINT EVEN THAT HARD BUT STILL I CANT okay bye thanks for listening

[plain maple]

hey, you can ask for help in the subject channels here asw since chatgpt isnt working out

maybe use yt too

[unkempt matrix]

[cobalt grotto]

this is a men only server

o bro left

[rapid dock]

aint nobody gonna match his freak

[cobalt grotto]

real

[light ember]

https://tenor.com/view/white-role-role-white-lelouch-code-geass-gif-6015384781272704122

[light ember]

I meant to respond to this one bruv

[fervent steppe]

https://tenor.com/view/among-us-gif-18933675

[zinc token]

Hloo

[pine python]

I don't remember if I've shared this before and idk if this is the correct place to share it but I'm proud of how far I've gotten since AS

I really needed this W after getting a B in AS bio (Cause I fucked up my lab so badly I started crying in the exam)

[plain maple]

CONGRATS

We're proud of u too

[pine python]

thanks 😄

Now all that's left to do is get a 100/130 for bio

Should be easy fr fr

[plain maple]

Fr....

[pine python]

Chat my goals are completely realistic

[unreal helm]

UR PFP CHOICE IS SO CUTE WHAT

[unreal helm]

wow thats hopeful coming from YOU emonotes 🤨

[plain maple]

[pine python]

THANK YOUU. But really, @plain maple is SUCH a talented artist. Kudos to them :]

[unreal helm]

WE LOVE EMO NOTES

[plain maple]

I like being glazed

[unreal helm]

calm down. u aren't freaky notes.

[plain maple]

https://tenor.com/view/emo-gif-20826260

Ok

[pine python]

Tbh they act like every other emo I know. Emo people tent to be sweet people who are always so happy

[unreal helm]

glad to see you remember who you are

[pine python]

EMO NOTES IS GREAT AND CLEARLY CHRONICALLY ONLINE BUT I DONT HAVE A LEG TO STAND ON HERE

[plain maple]

🥀

[plain maple]

@rapid dock i saw your message

what im hearing is

u want a pfp

[quartz gulch]

LET EMO COOK

[rapid dock]

no you didnt

[plain maple]

Ok.

[quartz gulch]

So emo

https://tenor.com/view/yuki-seal-yapper-speech-bubble-yuki-the-seal-gif-10173553559812587386

[rapid dock]

id be surprised if yall found a way

[plain maple]

Why what do u want it as?

[quartz gulch]

Pilot

[plain maple]

Is it related to planes

Ofc

[rapid dock]

i havent changed this pfp since 2023

[plain maple]

Its just for the day

Ur choice tho no pressure

[quartz gulch]

Why is ur hair purple

[plain maple]

Tht was the first emo i found

[rapid dock]

ill edit it myself when i get on pc

[plain maple]

Cool

The cult grows

[quartz gulch]

The purple part looks funny

[plain maple]

Thanks

I am funny

[quartz gulch]

https://tenor.com/view/seal-dog-post-this-seal-post-this-dog-post-this-cat-gif-1830093442249896048

Ok I need to lock it

[plain maple]

It?

[quartz gulch]

I’m covering my face with the book tonight so the knowledge can be connected

In.

Fuck this autocorrect

[quartz gulch]

https://tenor.com/view/seal-jail-seal-aguhiyori-agu-cute-gif-26505299

[low vapor]

fluttershy 😭

[hallow sable]

This

[rain bison]

nice

it is not happening on my end?

[pine python]

Omg wait bro this happened to my znotes yesterday evening

[rain bison]

check now?

[pine python]

I had to open it twice cause the first one said "error 502 bad gateway"
The second time worked but the formatting felt weird (I'm just nitpicking, the website ran smoothly)

[rain bison]

we have a new notes viewer

maybe that is why it is a bit glitchy

[pine python]

so just give it time or?

[rain bison]

not glitchs should still not happen, do let me know where the formatting is off

i will look into it

[pine python]

I'm probably just being extremely nitpicky here

but like I remember the bar here wasn't this close to the text before. I'm pretty sure it's overlapping with the text box

Like, I said, I'm just being very nitpicky

[rain bison]

yes i compeletely agree with that, funny enough even i reported that :Cr

[rain bison]

no that is very valid trust

anything else?

[pine python]

Yeah 😭😭

[pine python]

not that I can think of, but I'll tag you in this channel if I find smth else?

[rain bison]

sure idm

[manic spindle]

@plain maple @languid musk update funny one actually

[languid musk]

woah

[plain maple]

Oh okay

[manic spindle]

She got a gift from him

I have the same one

❤️

Funny asf

I bet if i ask her who she got it from it be from a friend

😀

Should i ask

Go like

“Oh i have the same one”

[quartz gulch]

YES

[full talon]

chat what do i do if my mom steals approximately $114 from me

[languid musk]

WOW

[languid musk]

yes

[languid musk]

did what

[full talon]

should i steal approximately $114 to even it out

[languid musk]

ur gonna lose even more than 114 bucks if you do that 😭

[full talon]

then ill steal more than 114 bucks 😈

[manic spindle]

Round it up to 200

[unreal helm]

OMG is this rolife maybe

[unreal helm]

WHAT

[manic spindle]

It is

I asked yall

She just said

“Someone”

Not even friend

Just “someone”

WE KNOW WHAT YOU ARE KAREN (not her irl name)

[unreal helm]

💀

DUDE

THATS ACTUALLY MAD

genuienally what was the reasoning for doing that 😭

[manic spindle]

Lmao

Shes dating my old crush

[unreal helm]

yeahh i remember

whys she such a bum

[manic spindle]

Cause i think shes two faced

Shes so overstimulating in scholl

A reason shes got so many friends is bc shes loud and outgoing

But ive been with her from primary school

She cannot keep her mouth shut about gossip

And inserts herself in things that arent her problem

Sometimes i wanna habg out with my small group

Without her asking

“Why didnt you invite me??”

Stfu 🙏

[unreal helm]

bcs u have free will and can choose to hang out w whoever uw ant maybe

[manic spindle]

Ur only close friend left you bc u did the same thing to her 🙏

Not our found u got no duo 🙏

[unreal helm]

💀 she is literally dating ur old crush that she very well knew about and has the audacity to ask that

[manic spindle]

Fault*

[unreal helm]

WHAT

???

WHATS HER PROBLEM

also ur art account is rlly nice 😋

[manic spindle]

I remember her mom saying “why are you still friends with her knowing shes like this”

Man

I wish i never ignored that

🙏

[manic spindle]

Her friend’s mom

[manic spindle]

LMAO UOUR THE PNE WHO VIEWED MY PROFILE?

I was like wondering

Usually people view it from my videos

I havent even posted anything

[unreal helm]

gulp

yep probably !!!

[unreal helm]

yeahh thats fair dude 😭

gen mad

ur 'friend' a social experiment

[pine python]

You know it's bad when you fuck up an exam so badly that when discussing it in class, you don't even bargain marks cause tbh that one mark aint saving your ahh

Dr. R (bio prof) said "I was so hurt and dissappointed by your results. Can you guys just tell what I did wrong?? I could mark your papers in my sleep. All I need to do is write a 0 on every page."

The chem lecturer just said "At least you guys wrote stuff this time!!"

"I can tell you read your definitions. You clearly didn't memorise them, but you did read them :)"

5 people passed the math trial exam for A2

[pine python]

Bro was genuinely taking suggestions. Went around the room asking each of us "pls tell me how I can help you"

[quartz gulch]

🫂real

[quartz gulch]

ok but then at least ur lecturer is good(?

[manic spindle]

She got braver yall

She posted him on insta

BLOCK ME

PLEAS

🙏

STOP

IM NOT BLIND

🙏

[pine python]

I mean. I feel like he feels like as much of a failure as us

I won silver in the british biology olympiad and a friend of mine won gold.
So we're top 10 and top 5% of bio students worldwide... and we both failed.

[unreal helm]

💀

respectfully i hate her

wtf is her problem

[unreal helm]

thats so mean to say wow

[pine python]

The math teacher apparently shouted at her class for 20 entire minutes. She's never had any students fail her class until our cohort

[pine python]

No, I think he was just upset. He was being so genuine about it.

[quartz gulch]

EW

[plain maple]

Staaaalker

[plain maple]

HELP

Our phys teacher sighed, brushed his face with his hand and had to take a walk midway when checking our papers

He was so DONE

[unreal helm]

its in her bio 🤬

[plain maple]

Itd be funnier if tht was also from him

Is it

Reuse recycle type shi

[plain maple]

Staaaalkeerr

[quartz gulch]

Says u

[plain maple]

WDYM

Im allowed to do tht

[quartz gulch]

[plain maple]

Okah time to lock in

[pine python]

Wait omg I jst noticed, we're both part of angel's art server

You're an aritsit too?

[manic spindle]

Its captioned “thanks bb”

Tysm*

[quartz gulch]

By any chance r u Chinese

[manic spindle]

Chinese indonesian

Y?

[quartz gulch]

Oh

[quartz gulch]

Chinese often call their partner bb💔

[manic spindle]

True

I used to call him an electric pole

I love creative names yk

Gives more

Personality

[quartz gulch]

real artist

[plain maple]

Yess i draw

I suck at color theory so i joined his server

But im so lazy to genuinely learn 😭

[plain maple]

No i meant the one u have

[plain maple]

Thts wild

[manic spindle]

Mine was from a family member hahah

It would

The stuff he gave me

Is cuter tho

He gave me a sanrio ring

[plain maple]

Ayyy

Nice

Show

[manic spindle]

I lost it

But he gave me a lego megumi

And ganyu from genshin

[manic spindle]

Yk when genshin did a recap it showed his name

Kill me

[plain maple]

🥀

[plain maple]

Whos name

What

[plain maple]

W cousin

[manic spindle]

Im pretty sure

Megumi is beheaded

In my cabinet somewhere

🫩

[plain maple]

[pine python]

Omg no way?? I love colour theory. Genuinely my favourite part of art just cant get perspective right and still struggle with detailed anatomy (specially lower body)

[manic spindle]

I hate making legs

I just draw a skirt and go about my day

[pine python]

This is why all my OC's are enby

So I can put all of them in skirts

[manic spindle]

All my drawing are like

Only till shoulder

[pine python]

Waist at most

If more then my OC is wearing wide legged pants or a skirt

Idk if this is rude but can I see your art :] ?? I love meeting new art friends

[manic spindle]

Check general

Just sended one

Or check my bio

My accs are there

[plain maple]

YEA I BET IT LOOKS FUM

FUN*

But i just

Idk

[pine python]

IT IS BRO ITS THE ONLY THING IN ART THAT IM CONFIDENT ABOUT

I could go on for hours talking about colour theory

[plain maple]

Im only confident at copying exactly what i see

[pine python]

Fine art/ realism, then?

I'm into that as well 😄

[plain maple]

Idk what fine art is but i used to do alot of realism

I must be rusty now

[pine python]

Think of the old masters

They were all fine artists

[plain maple]

Im sorry but

THERES NO WAY IM READING ALLAT

I just went through hours of reading

Can i get a tldr

Pretty please

Ohh

I think

I get it

[pine python]

I find a sick sense of irony in using an AI summary to explain art from a period of time that focused on celebrating human excellence

[quartz gulch]

sorry🙏🏻🙏🏻

I didn’t mean anything

[pine python]

No no, I'm not offended

I just think this could be a fable

[quartz gulch]

Yes true I lost my brain sorry

[pine python]

It's fine, don't worry. I just thought it was ironic

[quartz gulch]

Sorry I didn’t mean anything

[pine python]

Stop apologising, it's genuinely fine ToT

[quartz gulch]

Alright

https://tenor.com/view/pheal-dan-and-phil-amazingphil-danielhowell-danisnotonfire-gif-14753812384914792487

[pine python]

I am honestly so tired of pretending to study

It's not like I don't study

I do. Quite a lot actually

But istg if my parents see me "off" for like one fucking second, suddenly none of that counts

Nevermind that I just have similar schedules to them and that I take breaks when they do

It's genuinely so discouraging

I'm like. Why am I even trying to study?

You clearly don't care wheather I actually study or not

You only want it to look like I'm busy

[plain maple]

Man tht sucks

Will they just lecture you if you try talking to them? :/

Theres the old trick of hiding ur phone in ur book

But this sounds exhausting

Doing this over and over again

Just for the sake of it

[pine python]

I don't want to have to do that :/

I study for like, what? 4-5 hours a day?? (not including college or tuition)

God forbid I watch a documentary while having a meal

I want to just be able to study without having to be performative

They told me "We'll believe you once we get your final results"

And like.

So what? For the 4 months until then I'm a lazy, stupid, worthless peice of shit??

My dad keeps saying "there's so little time until the exam, you shouldn't be taking any breaks." And like.
So what?? Turn into a robot for the next two months, is it??

[mild compass]

Same issue here I honestly don't like to reply to mom but I started to do so

[plain maple]

Woahhh

[manic spindle]

I hate holidays

All my friends are too busy to text

[quartz gulch]

why

[quartz gulch]

right

[manic spindle]

Im so overdramatic over this tho

I feel ghosted but it feels stupid to feel so

Ill be texting from 11 to 5 and have no reply

Then i start to feel lobely

And resort to strangers on the internet to keep me from feeling antisocial

Agh i feel like a loser doing this

Smh

Holidays make metoo lonely

Imma just go back to studying

[plain maple]

With what

[manic spindle]

No idea

Cant even ask cause they wont respond

❤️

[fallen kite]

Tell him that mindlessly studying will hust exhaust you out and make studying lesseffective

Taking short breaks every once in a while will help u to study more efficiently

[plain maple]

Damn.

Im so hungry

[arctic cedar]

Relax, leave him

Just work things out in your own pace

[mild compass]

Lol my "friends" ghosted me and it annoyed me so whenever they chatted I would ghost them too

Ofcourse I will try to act as if I am not purposely ghosting so no dramas occur

But I just want them to taste their own medicine

[mild compass]

Short breaks should be 10 minutes though, also they should be refreshing I would say walking in the park or just walking outside your house for 10 minutes

But if your father doesn't even allow this

Then what kind of parent is that?!

[arctic cedar]

Realest thing heard all day

[fallen kite]

Im sure he’s not at THAT level

[pine python]

I mostly get up to walk around the living room (Not even outside) or like. Play with my pets or watch a documentary while eating or draw for some time. Maybe read a bit of Shakespeare or work on my novel :/

It's not even like I'm scrolling instagram reels

It doesn't help that all my cousins either have a phd, are working towards a phd or have a masters in something related to business and got a high-paying job

They set the bar too high

[arctic cedar]

Yeah, I get what you mean—it’s really draining when even small breaks feel like they need to be “earned.” Like sometimes you just need a few minutes to stare at the ceiling, make a snack, or just sit quietly doing nothing, and somehow that still feels like you’re being unproductive.

I’ve had days where I switch between tasks and still feel guilty for pausing, even if it’s just to grab water or zone out for a bit. It’s like your brain never fully relaxes because you’re so used to that pressure.

And the comparison thing doesn’t help at all. When everyone around you seems to have everything figured out, it makes your own progress feel smaller than it actually is, even though it isn’t.

So yeah, it makes total sense you’d feel this way. It’s a lot to deal with.

[pine python]

Is that first part AI

[arctic cedar]

No, I have been in the same place as you and its usually with my cosuions

[pine python]

Ah, sorry. The first paragraph felt like a very AI dialect

[arctic cedar]

Nah its okay

So like they set bars in the sense that you get comapred to those who are well off and yet your progress is never enough?

[pine python]

basically

90th percentile of bio students worldwide and I'm still a failure to them-

[arctic cedar]

I see, really relateable

[arctic cedar]

Tf- and here I am trying to do well in my IGCSE and still ain't enough

Like BE A HIGH ACHEIVER and then they'll judge be on it

[pine python]

You'll do fine

IGCSE is so easy, you could study it in like 2 days and still get an A

[arctic cedar]

Yeah wish I could say the same

Like it isn't this overall if I explain how it really is

You'd think I'm living in a psycho's loop

[arctic cedar]

Anyways more on you

[quartz gulch]

I fucked up my addmath exams idk how do I tell my parents about it

[sudden apex]

just tell em cro

[mild compass]

What pets do you have? Am thinking of getting a pet but I am more concerned of the cleaning and stuff especially I am most of the times outside house

[mild compass]

I got B in accounting IGSCE I studied for 4 days only

IGSCE is actually easy

But what makes it hard is quantity

More IGSCES = more difficulty

[pine python]

I have some crazy good notes if you want it

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1nrTN9yhxc9ls3axeqOk7immc9heH9Owd

@arctic cedar Go through the common questions + hard questions listed here

[fallen kite]

Having ur cat laying on ur lap

While u study

Is peak

[pine python]

budgies and rabbits

[fallen kite]

Omg that sounds so cute

[pine python]

They are <33

[fallen kite]

I have a kitty cat

[pine python]

You need to spend a lot of time training budgies tho

[fallen kite]

I want a pup as well but parents wouldnt let me

My grandma lives in another country and she had a like

Big dog

Bulldog or smt

[pine python]

is she a lot of work?

[fallen kite]

My mom takes full care of her so no 💔 💔

She’s also rlly wel behaved

Litt just sleeping and eating all day 💔

[arctic cedar]

Thank you sm 💗

[pine python]

you're welcome

[arctic cedar]

🎀

[mild compass]

would you want an old friend of yours to say hi to you after ending a friendship on good terms
even though they said they wouldn’t come back

[rapid dock]

honestly on my end it just depends on how bad the friendship was while it lasted

because i dont normally cut people off for no reason

[mild compass]

it was a really good friendship

one of the most genuine ones

[unreal helm]

probably not

if u put in the effort to end it on good terms and had no plans on recontacting id prefer not

cause thats the end of it

but if u were really really good friends surely it couldnt hurt

[mild compass]

thats true

[mild compass]

what if youre the friend on the other side

would you like it if theyd reach out

I don't like medicine but I am forced in this field .-.

Hope I am not the only one here forced to take a field

.---.

;/-;

[unreal helm]

☹️

[unreal helm]

oh nah

i would not reach out and i would prefer they not reach out if the entire point was to js end off on good terms

maybe 1 small convo is fine

idk

[plain maple]

Whyd it end in the first place

Did u drift apart

[mild compass]

hmm yeah
that makes sense

i thought its selfish of me to reach out

[mild compass]

nope

[mild compass]

uhh some sort of personal reason

no one did no one wrong

[plain maple]

Huh

[unreal helm]

not really, if u were as good friends as you said then it really shouldnt be so bad

[mild compass]

but theres this reason
where i cannot be friends with them
i know im shitty for that

so if i reached out

id have to leave again

isnt that selfish

like coming to say hi
and then leaving on my own accord

its like i have the upperhand

its been like some months since we stopped being friends
idk why im thinking alot about it again

[mild compass]

i had this specifc reason
why we couldnt be friends
so i had to end it, because of that

[manic spindle]

Its a normal and common situation tbh ur not alone if ur still thinking about someone

Its normal to remember old feelings

What matter is just how you’re gonna react to them

[mild compass]

thats true

im just trying to let it pass

but i keep getting these ideas of saying hi

but i know thats prolly irrational

its worse sometimes
when MY INSTA KEEPS RECOMMENDING THE PROFILE

AND MY KEYBOARD REMEMBERS

like let me live

[arctic cedar]

Delete it

Cut off completely

[mild compass]

i dont think i can ever forget

i remember little things

and everytime i see something

i just remember

and its like

peices of people live inside you

thsoe little things

like i catch myself saying something they did

and im like

oh

AHSHHS

jaybe im emotional rn

[arctic cedar]

Nah it's okay. I understand

Not easy to let go those who have given you so many memories

Sure, life is like this

But if something has ended, god will replace them with someone better

I have had this happened

Ik you can't normalize it but learn too.

[arctic cedar]

Very true

Was the friendship really well off?

[mild compass]

yeah

we spoke

almost every day

one of my most genuine friendships

so when it ended

i died the next day

and the next 2 months

and then i was alr

then i died

alr

died

[arctic cedar]

Ahh

I see

[arctic cedar]

Must suck. I'll text you in w while

I'll tell you something

[mild compass]

thats okay nws

no need to inconvenience yourself lol

ill get through these feelings

it is mostly my fault anyways 💀

tyy tho!

i think i came here
trying to look for an answer
or a yes, go ahead and say hi

but logically it should be no
which i obv
take time to accept

[arctic cedar]

See what she wants

Start it again

If same reasoning

The don't bothrr

[arctic cedar]

i don’t even know how to explain how bad it feels anymore 😭 it’s like this constant weight on me that just won’t go away

like i wake up already tired and stressed and it just keeps building the whole day until i feel like i’m gonna snap

and the worst part is i am trying, like i’m actually trying and it still feels like it’s not enough and that hurts more than anything

everyone else seems like they have it together and i’m just here barely holding on, pretending i’m fine when i’m really not 😭

i hate that i can’t even rest without my brain reminding me of everything i haven’t done yet

it’s just exhausting… like i don’t even feel like myself anymore

[restive bridge]

what's tiring you out?

is it academics? social life? what's going on

[arctic cedar]

Academics

Like I don't even know how to explain

It's too much

And come to think of it

I'd be able to handle it

Instead of whining like a child

[unreal helm]

whining like a child ≠ venting about stress

[pastel thicket]

Larping

[mild compass]

I'm the one who ended it....
so idt I'll say hi

ig I was looking for an answer I knew was wrong

tyyy

[unreal helm]

nah

i saw that

that was diabolical

[green venture]

Sniped!

Text:

Our problems are way less far less than what many suffer

Message by midnight71826

[mild compass]

Guirrela warfare😏

Shot a message and delete it to trigger

[arctic cedar]

Np. Glad to be there.

[lofty hinge]

Guys how to get rid of inferiority complex

[restive bridge]

become better

than everyone else

oh wait you already are

every one of us is lowk the goat in our own rights bro you js gotta see it

[sly rampart]

Ok now how doi get rid of a god complex

[low vapor]

become a bottom

[low zodiac]

bottoms can be dominant so this doesnt apply

[low vapor]

not if you’re a full on bottom

[pine python]

God, idk why my dad is being such a dick lately

I've been studying 24/7 ever since he basically said he'd off me for not studying

So I haven't had the time to clean my room

(Literally just had 2 clothes + some study material on the bed)

And he came in and said "Why the f*ck is it so messy!? I'm going to set fire to this entire room if you don't clean it up"

[unreal helm]

wtaf??????

who tf talks to

wtf

?????

hello??

[pine python]

:/

My dad, apparently

[unreal helm]

☹️

im so sorry he said that to u wtf

[pine python]

I think we was actually going to off me lol, my mom blocked him and he hit her

He grabbed my laptop and tried to throw it. Thank god my mom caught it on time

Yesterday I came back from college at like 4pm and completed like 3 past year papers and so I finally took a break to go watch some youtube animation and did some story writing at the end of the day for like 30mins - 1hr and he fucking secretly recorded me and showed it as "proof" to my mom that I don't study.

[rapid dock]

hey quick question, which country are you in?

[arctic cedar]

The heck dude.

Like your dad is not a dad atp

He's just trynna guilt trip you in to studying thinking it's for your benefit

When he's only making things worse

I suggest you find a place where you have a piece of your mind

And just to think

[pine python]

malaysia

[pine python]

that's just college lol

[mild compass]

Wait what!!!

You are in college and doing a levels???

[arctic cedar]

Yeah

[arctic cedar]

Yeah it's common

[mild compass]

The brain isn't braining?

[mild compass]

How

You can't join universty without a levels

A levels are there for a purpose

For you to get accepted

So how can you go to universty if you didn't finish a. Levels

[arctic cedar]

Yeah but still

[mild compass]

At that point a. Levels would be useless

[arctic cedar]

Wait I'll explain

[mild compass]

Ok

[mild compass]

Hi my mom does same thing as your mom she also talks about how I play even though I do it at end of day 1 hour

Thankfully my dad doesn't care lol even though he used to be a country topper

But my mom cares even though she IS NOT SMART at all

And AN IGNORANT! I love my mom but she is not knowledgeable at all she believes vegetables kill cancer

I was like "mom if vegetables kill cancer we should just stop developing cancer vaccines at this point" 😭🙏

So the way it worked for me

Was to just tell her that this is my free time

And ever since then she no longer complains (I can feel her getting mad but that's fine she no longer complains)

Honestly parents should NOT look at progress they should look at results

[mild compass]

"off me" ?!

Yes no there is something serious in your situation

Mine wasn't like that I can't complain dang

Hope things get well for you

[arctic cedar]

You apply to uni, and they give you an extra “prep year” before your degree. If you pass it, you go straight into year 1.
Some unis accept other qualifications instead of A Levels, especially if they’re related to what you want to study.
There are short courses (usually 1 year) made for students who didn’t do A Levels. After that, you can apply to uni.

[unreal helm]

no i lowk disagree

cause the entire issue here is that all efforts are not being noticed

right now ur parents are doing exactly that and are not looking at your progress and will only see your results

wouldnt you rather they see you putting in your all so they at least know you tried

for the most part they clearly js think ur dilly dallying and not putting in any effort whatsoever into getting ur results

so god forbid if u get a low result and they don't look at ur progress they've obviously going to think you did nothing as opposed to them seing you try and getting that result

[low zodiac]

Completely disagree. Parents should look at efforts

And disregard results

[mild compass]

But efforts aren't effective sometimes

For example the student might study 8 hours a day and still get C or B

The reason could be because he is studying but ineffective, wasting most of time for example on fancy notes

Etc

So I believe results really show if the person studied or not am saying this as someone who took 3 AS, 6 IGs

I did get Bs and Cs in my IGs and I'll be honest I didn't study well

I redid them and got As and A stars

The only time I actually studied hard and got lower because of overthinking and stuff was math AS I would have gotten A but so much silly mistakes so I got B

So it really depends

If all results are bad, the effort was clearly bad

How do you get when practicing past papers 80/100 in p4 biology and end up 30/100 in real exam? It's impossible

[mild compass]

not really
see the thing is, when you put in effort, it shows you are trying, it shows that you truly are doing your best
the result doesn’t really matter at the end of the day
if your parents know you tried your level best, you gave it your all, and thats what you achieved, good job, because you tried
effort and effectiveness are two things, bad result doesnt mean bad effort
you may give something your all, you worked hard for it, just because it didn’t turn out the way you expected it to does not mean your effort was bad

[plain maple]

what the helly 😭

[plain maple]

WHAT

TO THE LEVEL OF PHYSICAL ABUSE?

[arctic cedar]

Real