#venting
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I hate every1 including u stressed
dont make me pull up ur dms
show
shit already has the ''ill mute u w mouth'' evidence against her
i cant expose her more
Ummm
UMMM
U can't do that w o my consent
hmph
im pointing and laughing rn
after iftaar bro
what u gonna do
ion wanna look at esex rn
Hi guysss
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my bro when his search histroy gets leaked:
this is truly the best lore I've read
trust

my brain trembles
bruh im chillin in this empty classroom and the class next to me js started playing Yeah! by usher on full fucking volume i dropped my sandwhich :(
NOOOOOO
not the sandwich..
@mighty sluice so like can you make sandwiches
he literally will
LMFAO
yes
😝
go do yo thing
rah rah rah
@languid flint stuck it in me in 2022 and I havent recovered since
its ruined my life
and i cant stop thinking about it
everywhere i go
it reminds me of him
@elfin gazelle can even vouch for me
BRO WHAT IS THIS
WHY ME
bro what
💀
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IM
GENUINELY
TWEAKING
AND CRASHING OUT
WTF MAN
IM GONNA
JUMP OUT THE WINDOW
this is triggering me
why is this cat
like that
please
take it back
im crashing out enoguh as it is
bruh
im on a crash out spree
stressed
we need to
everyone
no exceptions
crash out
THIS IS MAKING ME CRASH OUT MORE
its me
wow
hope that helps
the thing being both a cat and an owl
depicts my mid life crisis
are you sure?
but im not depressed
i see the vision lowk
the face of the cat depicts my response to said mid life crisis
😝
new pfp new me
all sadness gone
blank slate
oh
would you not even share it with a fellow part cat part owl in the midst of a midlife crisis young lady
amazing
would you share it if you were dared to
whats up
with
this stupid
weather
why is it
so hot
but also
still cold
what do you want me to do
wear a hoodie under the fan
no
i’d rather be eaten by ants alive
get ready then
would you share it or rather be eaten by rats alive
no
nothing is stopping me from eating the ants or rats
its ramadan bro
ill send right after fajr azan
what u gonna do then
u cant be munching on the delectables mid roza
i’ll wait duh
they wouldve consumed you by maghrib
yipppie
how do you know that
and whats stopping me from preparing them from iftaar
its a tried and tested method
hundred percent success rate
you cant cook
i can
NO
al biak is goated
never disrespect my goat like dat 💔 😔
40km away
u live kuwait right??
yes
its 40km away bro
every1 knows how much u luv walking
plus it’s gonna be crowded
lets not get too exited
its only one chain
with albaik
i hate people
ey man my personal opinion 😔
sure i love walking but i hate people
fr
this was such a fun day
it was last Friday
it was a weird goofy day
my cat stole my jacket
me and my friends were almost late to get food for iftar
we saw one of said friends parents in a park
it was awkward
then we found a 1w old kitten
it was so soft and cute
i yoinked it
i pet it
i adored it
we played billiards for like 2 hours
then we prayed qiyam
walked home in a thunderstorm
:3
in ksa
just run there
bro ?!?
thanks
Gave +1 rep to ii.zistyy!
ew french
hon hon hon
even without context its not freaky in anyway whats going on in your mind
LMAAOOO

this is not a statement you should be laughing at but you do you, might wanna seek therapy
im so hungry
Hi so hungry
I'm Snow White
💯
im so eat i could hungry a horse
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My head is all fucked up
All I gotta say it, philosophing yourself and emotions will do you more harm than good.
Ong
Idk why I feel like a loser I never felt I needed a friend that's a girl until I went to university I didn't have much female friends in school or in college idk why girls didn't want to be friends with me I started neglecting my friend group just to make friends with girls but in the end I'm not close with them. I just want a girl to talk to me man idk why no girls come to me and I get jealous seeing other guys with female best friends.
Just work on yourself like physically and pick up hobbies, you'll catch like minded girls who have similar interests
Like personally instead of chasing after just focus and like naturaly they come, sadly for me rn its only chopped shyts
Still sum tho
Oh ye @cold quiver also dont hang around them too much they gone think you swing that way or as a friend
You just got downbad ngl
It happens
But bro dont be so eager to get a girl try play it calm
Most of the time if you press so hard they gone think you weird
If you dont press at all they think your a friend
Just dont spend too much time with them
naw ts crazy
😭
That reminds of a friend who was a male who pressed too hard to be friends with me and i quit being friends because his approach was almost like an obsessive admirer when he only wanted to be my friend...
Stop associating ur self worth w the opposite gender challenge impossible
nah
stop being a loser challenge impossible
Exactly idk why guys do so much i just talk to girls randomly
exactly, randomly talking is fine but keep on being cling is... smth else
I tried to explain to that male friend of mine that I am actually not that friendly type of friend but ofcc he didnt get the hint...
ngl it was also my fault for being friends with him i think
Yo is anyone here like a project manager or good at doing projects? I’m an intern and I was assigned a special project to do but it’s too high level for me, and I need help
why do you thrive for female validation
when shawty hits you wit the rejection but you have lowkey evolved past normal human emotions from the intense amount of thuggin so now you just brush it off on some nonchalant shi, of which, you seek something more profound, outgrowing the feeling of being lonely, leaving only an empty void of untouched purpose and potential waiting to be ignited by a true and genuine fine shyt. Because a rare gem does not lose it's worth when overlooked by those who do not know it's value. it just simply waits for the right eyes to admire it's brilliance
bro has experience
No, I only watch romance anime
lmao
Lmao
O dang
Woman aren't going to lead you to utmost victory in life
That'll only be done by you
You are going to loose yourself in the process of finding girls you like
And once a man has lost himself, obviously no gender would want to be near him
Study hard
Focus on yourself
And when the time is right, you'll get approached by themselves
Stop being clingy to woman
Focus on yourself as I said before
You'll fall into a farther pit, which is dug by a man himself
As the saying goes "Give a man enough rope, and he'll hang himself"
@maiden siren yo this saying allowed yes 😭 ??
poet fr
ask someone who's been mod longer 💀
awh 😭
@coral plover yo is that saying allowed yes 😭 ??
sorry to bug ya
was that me?
nah
😭
fair tho
i was getting hated on for not doing my job
now im getting hated on for doing my job
😔
i miss kurt cobain sm
i do coke in the name of kurt cobain
buddy just develop a personality. become an interesting person by minding your business or some shi and youll find interesting people, not just girls becoming your friend
unsmart fellow
huh wat
No
Do u want mod
I'll give u mod I'm looking for mods
aproved
i would like mod
Alr
YAY
vent
guys
gusy
and all my dear comapnins
'gn' in frnech
is pronoucesd
aas
'ieyne'
i'm in a dillema
all my work accounts for NOTHING, NOTHING
I GAIN NOTHING
I WORK SO HARD TO WASTE IT
i can barely breathe anymore, theres no point at all
get icecream anon
icecream fixes everything
i agree
just breathe dawg oxygen is free
Wad wronf
fr
Look mate
It about drive
It about power
When we get hurgy
We devour 😈
Put in work
Put in hours
We take what ours 😈
nvm im taking away ur nonchalant medal
BAN HER
who?
fr
dylan
um...who now?
.
WHY
Me...
Dylan 5th ban
WHY THO
Someone who jumped into the server after a long time
and now everything feels like a bunch of chinese
For being too cool
fk chemistry
ong ^^
You can feel the pain in jah dihh 🥀 💔💔🥀
Hmm
The guy I like , likes someone else
And HES like my best friend YALL
And Im his best friend
I kinda feel upset cuz we never gave each other a chance , we liked other people but never thought to give each other a chance
And now he likes someone else
And I like him
😔 and I can’t even hate cuz I love him
And I knew it was never gon be me
But we’re so alike
i'd say to now let him continue, if it's meant for yall to be togather, yall will be togather, if not, nope
Thats how alike we are
Do u think I should confess before it’s too late
ppl confessing can result in broken friendships etc
ion wanna scare/freak one out, but it depends on ur heart and ur will
💔 🥀
I liked him at one point and he liked my friend
And then I supported it at one point
Asw
He got over it ofc
😔
But like I wish he
You wanna read what I wrote for him
I journaled about him
@bronze yacht
Man’s gon too
Okay
if u wish, sure
😭 like how much a lot a lot?
Ummm
It’s not 2 long paragraphs
I’ll say that
It’s longer
its okayy 
i can read
So he said that he is talking to someone , it came off alittle bit of a sting , probably cuz I realised I liked him , realised i might have loved him all along. He said Shes 16 not that age mattered , and that we didn’t know her and that it’s too early to tell . Yet no one ever tells their friends about another woman unless they’re interested in them . I felt my heart drop to my stomach , and it took me some time to process it , like is he joking .. he must be joking , it’s no way , not after he said Im too busy to date , does everyone lie like that .. I need to start believing everyone lies to an extent . Last time we spoke was yesterday when he send a bunch of posts . I just wish he would msg me so I can pour my heart out but I don’t wanna feel unwanted . Like a bother .. like I always feel whenever I msg him and he says hes busy .. but no hes probably busy msging her , the other woman , Whos name i dont even know. Im not mad , but I wished he told me earlier so I didn’t feel my heart sinking to the bottom . I felt nothing but disappointment,i COULDNT GET MYSELF TO BE HAPPY FOR HIM , all because I’m in love with him and wanted it to be me .. i wanted to it to be us..
He said she likes cricket and that he might call her for one of her games , hes never called me for one of his games .. when I COULDNT give him what he wanted .. someone who likes cricket , who understands it .. so he went and found a woman who does..for him i wanted to learn cricket .. understand it , just for him I, I never cared to understand it except for him , the way the rules are , the odd terms that I still don’t know , I wanted to learn it , I wanted to for you .. only for you .. only to realize you found someone who already does ..
I miss February . I miss how things used to be when we would message each other back-to-back, say ‘I love you,’ check up on each other, and call just because we missed each other. I felt happier then. But now, if I don’t say ‘I love you,’ it never gets said. If I don’t check up on you, it just doesn’t happen. I get that you’re busy, but consistency matters to me. I don’t expect constant attention, but I do expect effort. If he truly likes her tho , maybe it’s just better if I don’t say anything , i dont wanna make him unhappy , but I wish he would give us a chance for a change …
And about what you always say—that care is just a feeling and you can’t show it—I don’t think that’s true. Feelings aren’t just meant to exist; they’re meant to be expressed. If you care about someone, they should be able to feel it without having to second-guess it. Otherwise, it just feels like empty words. But yk I get it , he has someone hes interested in , so he wouldn’t really put in the effort the way he would , with someone he likes . I guess I just need to understand that and accept that he never loved me , not the way I wanna be loved . He had me crying and breaking down , I couldn’t study , I had tears in my books and I couldn’t hold the pen or read the next line in a textbook without breaking down . I had to physically stop Everything and go out for a walk , even after going out for a walk, I sat and cried outside , in the dark . I spent an hour outside crying cuz I couldn’t cry at home . Got home with puffy eyes and cried some more , I actually prayed that god took away the pain , take me too , if he could . End this pain and the suffering I had , I prayed for the first time in a while too , to take the pain and heartache away cuz I can’t do this , my heart CANT take it . And after crying , I had a print of my tears on my pillows , all I could do was sit there and cry , at some point I was on the floor , huddled up emotional-less, numb after crying so much. I then got some writing in with pausing here and there to calm my heart . Thats how bad it was , it broke me , mentally , physically , to know I wasn’t enough , my love WASNT enough, or maybe I wasn’t enough , do u think if I asked him if we could have a chance , thst he would give us a try ..? Probably not .. I wish he did tho , Im sure we would be amazing.
Some parts I’ll remove
And let him read it
He loves me ik THWT
He said one time that if I leave , he’ll cry
Beg me to not leave
I realised I have never been good at asking. For help, for love, for someone to stay a little longer, to talk this out,It always felt easier to hold it in, to pretend I didn't need anything at all. But with him i wanted to , I wanted to make it work out between us , I have never ever communicated well , THATS the reason my only relationship ended , I didn’t tell him how I felt , my doubts , yet whenever I did , he accepted them with open arms and comforted me. I thought we wouldn’t last and broke it off , I still regret it until this day but even if I go back , I’d still make the same choice cuz it made me who I am today and for the first time , I actually wanted to communicate with you, I wanted to make it happen .
But the truth is, I do, I need more than I ever say. I just don't know how to ask without feeling like a burden.
So I stay quiet. Even when my chest aches with everything I wish I could say. Even when I need someone to just see me.
Oh and THERES more
@bronze yacht
U here?
😭 im on 3rd parahgraph
Lmao
😹
It’s okay
I just wanna feel like I matter . I just wanna feel loved by you , not others , idc about others , by you . I just wanna exist with you , I don’t wanna feel like I’m being a bother to you or that Im always nagging cuz of our fights and that I don’t understand , I do , I try to understand, it’s hard cuz I don’t ever have these conversations with any other guy.I don’t wanna be the conversation that you never wanna have. I want those text msgs from you that make my heart flutter and my heart smile and I want you to feel the same way, I kept wondering how do I make u smile , how do I make you happy , how do I make ur heart flutter the way you do with mine .. i just wanna be loved properly , loved the right way , not just any way , but the way I wanna be loved , the way Im asking you to love me .. but now it’s alittle different cuz u like someone , actually interested and wanna see where things go , so I can’t ask you these things , I can’t tell u these things , I can’t do anything except love u from the sidelines and pour my heart out for nothing ..and I can’t even tell u all this cuz what if you leave me .. what if you keep distance from me .. what if you start talking less to me .. and more to her , the woman you like .. ik Im being jealous and unreasonable .. but I don’t think I can actually continue on without you .. unlike them , I felt you , I know you , and even though u say I don’t think , I do think , I think till I get headaches .. whenever it comes to you, always , it’s cuz I love you and would hate to see you gone .. I’d hate it , It’d be like tearing apart of me .. Im so scared how you’ll be when you see this
😭
I think you just need to give us a chance , for a change. Not because I’m ur best friend , It’s because we never know where we would go , where we can go , how far , because the bond , the love , the loyalty and the honesty we have , the way I love you , I have never loved anyone the way I love you, something so pure and raw and real , it WASNT perfect love because at this age , it never really is perfect,it’s messy and parts of foolishness from both of us , but it was ours and I’d give the world up to feel all of that again,I think I like you best when you’re just with me and no one else .. And I don’t know what to do with that because , you like someone and just maybe if you didn’t like her , we could’ve had something …i stay up thinking how much you deserve better , you take ur time to check on me , u take ur time to msg me , to worry about me , and the thing is , I actually wanted to change myself , for the better , to try to communicate, to open up , only for you , only to you .. THERES so much of me that you don’t know and you ever only got to see a part of me that I show everyone .. and it breaks my heart how you might never get to see it cuz you never gave us a chance .. WE could’ve had something…
I love you , my love .
But now .. I just need to sit there and support you and any decision you take , even if it means it’s hurting me . I love you so much, so much that I can’t explain .. from the first time I saw you , I knew , but then I lost the feelings at some point or maybe I just brushed it off not really thinking much of it .. only to realize how serious I am now .. Im just gonna have to do nothing … even though I love you
OKAY IM DONE
Opinions
Give me opinions
Okayy so
Yes
you should talk with him
instead of,
you know
writing abt how it makes u upset 😭
It’s not about just being upset tho
the more u think abt it, the more painful and worser its going to get
the more u hold this grudge typish against him
and not talk to him abt this
Im not holding a grudge tho
in my opinion you should have a talk with him
Cuz I’m not the one
What do u think we should talk abt
abt how it makes u upset
that u've been with him for so long
did that woman come into his life recently orr she;s been there b4?
Just recently bruh
Probably like a month ?
Idk
I haven’t spoken to him cuz Im alittle upset
^^
this is what i was talking abt
if u dont sort this matter out
its going to lead to further
You think I SHOULDNT send the texts ?
wat texts
The paragraphs
What
😭
do i ping them 4 u?
😭 okayy
@cobalt grotto @white harbor here's another diplomatic mission 4 yall
dont mind
the first usernam,e
?
😭
LMAO
Solve my case
What happened
😭
@tall fox explain the loreee
Hol up I'll j scroll
Yes
DO U NEED HELP
To read allat
NO LIKE
Ping me in the para
It starts from here
I can't read all that
Lemme see
Yeah i read that
It starts from where I replied to
But I cannot read the paras
Wait for stressed if she even comes back
I already have a migraine
Holy fuck balls ass
I don't think I'm missing out
😭😭
@white harbor
@white harbor
I read like about less than a half of it
Send a vm maybe
Man read it all , take ur time
Imma copy it and let Google read it for me
Do that
In an hr or 2
Lemme know when ur done
Did u just start
Keep listening and lmk
Reminding u , we are best friends , we are alike and we like I feel the connection , I guess we never explored it
😔
Ok I just finished
Ngl reading this felt like a 14 year old girl found out that her celebrity crush was engaged 😭
😭
STOP
THATS JUST
maybe cuz u like listened to it
Rather than reading it
Im sure he won’t think that
Cuz of the heat of the moment
Go on
llllava
chchchchicken
steves lava chicken yeah
Hi
hi
Do u wanna go read my paragraphs of undying love for a guy
😹
Anyways, I think you should distance yourself from him ngl. you're so fixated on the idea of both of you together you're ignoring what's going on and how unhealthy it is for you to continue being like this.
You're putting this person on a pedestal and you're making it seem like he took his precious time to text you. The "love" that you have for him comes mostly from the idea of both of you doing these things together. I know that you care about him but you have to talk to him about how bad continuing being friends is for your mental health. You'll only end up hurting yourself. I know it's not easy but you shouldn't have to go through this pain to keep someone that can't reciprocate your feelings.
Please consider having a heartfelt conversation and distancing yourself. You may not get the answer you're hoping for, but you'll get your much needed closure.
that's way too deep
It starts here
Mf you didn't even read TS💔💔
are all these texts a love confession??
Kinda..
it doesn't seem like a good idea
Hmm ignoring Whats going on in what sense
it feels more like u are obsessed with him
Did u read it all
yh
i mean why him
are u just jealous that he's calling someone else instead of u
Hes not like other guys nowdays ? Hes caring , loving , I mean everything about him
I love how sporty he is
And
How long have you known him for
but does he love u back
if not, u should break it up
And he's talking about another girls
2 years
Good question
Wait TF are you in a relationship with him or nah
Then why would he say he loves you
He does
and he is now in love with someone else
besties
Hmm thing is he didn’t say he loves her
But rather
Oh
that is a weird relationship
he just talks about her
He said “ it’s too early to tell anything “
Yeah
Assuming that this person has a slight idea that she might have feelings for him, I don't think that's normal
why do i get the feeling that dude is riding with 2 girls
Like he literally said it yesterday
If anything it seems like he's just keeping her around
NOO man it’s not like that
Im just his girl best friend
And like
and u have feeling for him
so in conclusion, u mean to say u love him, and that u can't like the fact he is interested in someone else
And you happened to catch feelings, so why are you willing to hurt yourself for the sake of someone that doesn't love you back?
love is weird
If he said he loved you as a friend, why are you taking it as MORE than friends?
Yes , and ik he’ll probably ask me abt it but I guess I’ll be honest then
He never quote on quote said it as a friend tho
if i will be honest, u should just focus on your life rather than pursee him,
😭😭😭😭
Yes
Hmm
I guess love
Is like that
that's my only advice
yes
is it wokring 4 u?
Yes
But
I wanna ask do u think I should talk to him
Abt my feelings
yesss yeyssss
The way I did
yes
In those texts
so are u trying to say u are unable to confront him about this directly
honestly
@low vapor isn't this person like that rose person??
just send the texts to him
Ofc Im scared I’ll lose the friendship
instead of being scared why don't u say that in a neutral way
I’ll pick the winners votes
Girl it will be a loss regardless, so just do it if u feel like it
Ig I wanna do it before he ends up liking her
as in u just wanna know your desicion as if u are interested
😔
Yeah
I’ll do it on Monday yall
Gonna see him face to face
Gonna drag him
And speak
With him
Lolz let's goo
No it isn't. This isn't love, this is obsession. It's not good for either of you. You're only willing to do something like this because you're hoping that one day he'll be there to give you that affection you're looking for. Youre waiting for him to come and tell you he misses you, loves you.
You need to let him go
Brutal bt facts
poopy
I mean just give it a shot and see if it works out, and if it doesn't then just move on
I had my fair share of delulu some time ago
Lolz same
😔
HES my best friend
I can’t
Just drop him
So yeah
But you don't see him as a friend
We’re in the same friend group
Yeah
Yk one day , u will need to move on...
but this is acctually true
I see him as a lover and as a best friend . Your lover can be ur best friend Guys..
Facts
You can go ahead and continue being friends with him, but you'll only end up blaming yourself and prolonging your heartbreak
😭
IKR
I can’t like
Let go
😭
Just tank it
And it’s weird cuz we’re the main people bro , in the start everyone assumed were dating
And like cuz of how loving and close we are
Even TEACHERS ASKED
well tbh those things don't matter if its your life thats being compromised
ITS gonna be hard obvi , tbh everything is hard
But maybe try to priorities yourself first in this situation
Yeah
Oh Im at the edge of like saying this
“ like I like you , but yk if it makes u happy , go explore , see if u like her , see if u have a spark , if it works out , then as long as ur happy , ofc we can’t be the same cuz I like you , but if it doesn’t work out .. I want you to come back so we can give us a chance “
Girl this is gonna hurttt
Guys what engineering is worth it
It will , I can’t cut him our either cuz of council elections next year and we are running
And with good money money
Sound gd enough
Sounds *
Really?
😔 I hope so
Im gonna say that
Along with the rest of the things Im gonna say
Ofc Im gonna alter the texts throughout the days
As my mind clears up
Yeah it's like In a respectful way
Abit
That should be the last thing you'd worry about, do you think that if you end up distancing yourself from him they'll stop being your friends? If that were the case then were they really your friends to begin with?
You should prioritise yourself and your own well being. Respectfully FUCK everyone else bro.
This isn't some hopeless lover girl story bro you have full control on what you can do. And the first thing is to cut him off.
😭😭😭 the best friend I need fr
sigma
Hmmm I will then
Truly fuck everyone else
I feel u
Thank you
For yk reminding me of my well-being
😭
I definitely can’t cut him off right away
what
Why can't you
Just talk to him and tell him how you feel
If you he cares about you I'm sure he'd respect your decision
Hopeless romantic can't move on from boy that likes someone else
Cuz we will have to work together in the future for things in school , and ig i dont wanna make it awkward, right away . THERES things that matter to me like I still care to a point . I’ll start by slowly distancing myself .
Worst way of destroying me
💀💀💀💀
Lmao
anyways
But yeah long story short
how close are u to said boy
Hmm super close
besties
He says Im the only one he has ever said this many things to
how much does he like the other gal
And like others dont even know him
HES not lying
I can guarantee that
And
Um he didn’t even say he likes her , it’s rather a friend introduced them and he said “ it’s too early to tell anything “
so
U forgot that rose person??
I didn’t ask him more cuz I was upset with him
he is still in the process of developing feelings
i think this is different
And he said it in the gc
rose person needed to be locked in a mental ward
Yedd
He said that he loves (frog) but now he's talking about the other girl and how much he wants to take her out Infront of (frog)
Dropped what
😭 I thought he was joking at first
this sounds normal so far
That he said he got introduced
And stuff
And he wasn’t even name dropping her
Or anything
So²
😭😭😭😭
Ummm we best friends + i like him recently , we never gave each other a chance , he likes this girl , I liked him in Feb , idk much abt the girl cux we Aint talking these days
did u confess?
No
so u started crushing on him
Yeah
in feb
Jst do it whats the worst that could happen 👀
The honeymoon phase
does he know that you like him
It is what it is
my other half
Not that I know of
He can be more than that if you just ask
He Def knows
now confirm this for me
😹
he got introduced to a girl via his friend and he has a crush on her? but has not done anything about it
Idk if it’s exactly a crush
Cuz he didn’t give ALOTTA info
Cuz he said
“ it’s too early to say anything “
How is this ongoing
And Didnt name dropping
Asking the real questions here
Hi , welcome to the parade again
It's been like an hr
Basically
man your story is so similar to one of my friend from Riyadh jeez
ikr
Ive been crying for 2 days , chill bro
Never
no offense but her explaining kinda ass
MAYBE IF U SCROLLED UP
its so sad i cant joke mute anymore
Nah not saying like it's bad but like I thought some1 would j help already
no i meant he said nothing else before that sentence
☠️
XD its chat man
Real vents
Nah , he even showed us a pic of her
i cant read long paragraphs hurts my eyes to focus i have mild(?) dyslexia
Her face was covered
And he said
“ no name dropping “
i used to mute cringe amongus imposters (people who vent) in the past
u do? dayum
can you like explain that whole conversation besides one singular sentence from that conversation might help out
poopity scoop
cus you have been repeating ONE sentence out of a whole of what might be an useful conversation for this
Scoopity poop
is engineering career worth it
woop
Js drop the screenshot atp
in pakistan, no
everywhere else, yes
NO
depends where you live tbh
DON'T
DONT REDEEM IT
YOU'LL GO BALD
I live in asia
yes
Middle East
AND YOU'LL GROW A BEARD
Not asia
i love engineering personally im the type of person who watches engineering videos in the evening to relax and have fun
Just do economics ngl
capitalist mythology
Gng I’m not going to Canadian waterloo I just want a good salary
economics is a good subject if you learn all of it
you should check how often engineers get employed in your country if its less or theres alot of traffic you should probably try abroad
Okay so like my friends got into a topic and he coincidently said what if shes 16 ? And then everyone was like woah is there someone ? And then asked for pics , and he send a pic , and said no name dropping and like we couldn’t ask more cuz he said “ why are u so curious? It’s too early to tell “
macroeconomics is a good subject
It happened in gc
In my country every people wants doctor
My dad studied engineering and then he just ended up getting a business management economics kinda degree cus engineering didn't work out well jn Pakistan
So we can like send ss there
Idk ab middle east
that would be helpful to understand if u can
oh youre gonna get cooked if youre going to waterloo for engineering its gonna be tough but it will be fun and youll make 100k starting salary
or u could js send it here
You're cooked gng
I’m not
Isn’t there just doctor and engineer? What else is there even
We need doctors just not the same kinda fields. We need them in gynecology and women's health since its extremely under researched
sure buddy i’ll see you when you’re bald
there is no r&d happening in pakistan unless youre a defense contractor or in the military, so yeah of course theres no engineering jobs in pakistan
I meant I’m not going there
Frrr
Go search up jobs on google
for me i love science and engineering
tbf
It js gives American jobs
@tall fox send ss
With salaries 10x my country
Bro jobs exist everywhere
in middle east u could make bank if you get into chem engineering for the oil n shi
