venting

[bronze yacht]

and stuff in the night

[native juniper]

are you able to go to therapy

[next cave]

something similar used to happen to me a long time ago

[bronze yacht]

the only thing keeping me distracted is this server

[next cave]

i would cry to my mom every night

it was rough

[bronze yacht]

nah, not w/o my family making fun of me
but it'll still result in straight denial

[molten lily]

Is there anyone u can talk to
About this

[bronze yacht]

nope

only you guys

known abt this

[bronze yacht]

dang, is it still happening?

[next cave]

no sleeping with surah bakara on helped

[mental wharf]

Btw , where r u from, guys?

[bronze yacht]

oh, good good

[native juniper]

i see

im sorry to hear that man

[bronze yacht]

ah np bro

[next cave]

at first i think u should figure out why its happening

mine rooted from a past trauma

maybe u have something like that too

[bronze yacht]

the only trauma i have is from my dad

nthn else

or atleast what i remember

[next cave]

then u should try and heal from that

[molten lily]

Can u describe the things u see

[bronze yacht]

it never ends

[bronze yacht]

hands on my bed, objects moving, shadoes and stuff

[molten lily]

What does he shout abt?

[bronze yacht]

just to "relieve his anger"

he cant do it on any other of my siblings

for reasons i respect, but bruh, why on me

[molten lily]

Like randomly?

[bronze yacht]

eh, it depends on him

sometimes random, or sometimes i can expect

[low vapor]

u could try to drown it out

like put some white noise or sum so u can hear nun else

focus on it

start a train of thought

it will eventually lead to falling asleep

because it sounds as if your brain is completely active when you’re asleep

and well i exhaust my brain so i can fall asleep

[bronze yacht]

sleeping is not much of a problem for me

the problem is

thinking of what will happen to me during my sleep

[low vapor]

think about sum else

[bronze yacht]

i cant

with all this paranormal stuff happening w/ me

its so hard to concentraet

[low vapor]

ignore them

[bronze yacht]

thats as if saying, "If you are homeless, buy a house" 😭

man u literally cant

[low vapor]

no?

u can

[bronze yacht]

its hard

very hard

[low vapor]

js

read ayat-ul kursi

and

you’re gonna be fine

[bronze yacht]

i did it

though, it still takes place

[low vapor]

maybe they wanna party or sum

[bronze yacht]

😭

wish that was the case bruh

they want to party w/ me being the food

[low vapor]

they ain dun nun freaky right?

[bronze yacht]

idk

i've been noticing scratch marks

on me

my shoulders specifically

[low vapor]

see you on the other side

[bronze yacht]

whats that suppose to mean

[zealous portal]

Fuck the holy fucking world out there

The unis and their deadlines are srsly killin me

Anyone else in the same phase?

[molten lily]

what
blud try talking to ur parents 😭

[silver loom]

try Surah Baqarah recitation and keep making dua for your protection. Surah Nas, Surah falak, Surah ikhlas 3 times in the morning and evening, they are super important

If you can, make time for evening dhikr as well it's great. Trust Allah, everything is under His control

[mortal badger]

surah baqarah has such an interesting story unfold in it. reading its translation atleast once is highly recommended

[unreal helm]

u crazy 😭 🙏

[unreal helm]

you have to like really put your trust in allah

if i get freaked out too much I just go hey grab my toes rn if theres smth here and when nothing grabs my toes i feel like i warded them off with my feet

which is really effective for me okay idk ab u

but putting ur trust really helps

[native juniper]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[molten lily]

will do ty

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to doublerone!

[low vapor]

[low vapor]

freaky vro

[bronze yacht]

they say "Probably because of ur own stupidity" or blame the laptop fsr

[bronze yacht]

hmm, true, i've been dissconnected from my religion for sometime

[molten lily]

hmm try reconnecting

[bronze yacht]

highly interesting method 😭
but yes, I do try

[bronze yacht]

yara

yaar*

thats the problem

it feels like a burdern sometimes

whatever it is, it's really after me

i've just prayed Maghrib and Asr Kaza

[molten lily]

and thats the thing
u have to think of this as a test / challenge

[bronze yacht]

feels quite refreshing

[molten lily]

great

[bronze yacht]

hmm, yes

the worst part is

I am getting headaches

and my heart hurts

[unreal helm]

source trust me bro

[unreal helm]

allhamdullilah

🩷

[low zodiac]

I'm relearning how to swallow my own saliva cause I kinda forgot how to in the past week

[bronze yacht]

combat games really taking mind off things

though, i still have this feeling that something is behind me

[hazy raven]

wild

[honest vortex]

guys im crashing out

im so fed up of revision ...i have alot to read my mocks are in 2 weeekkss i have to large topic yet to cover in pure...i havent finished statistics yet and im soooo tired

[bronze yacht]

@unreal helm

remember that strat about toes u told me abt?

yea, I tried it and um

my foot feels cold

very cold

[next cave]

girl samee😭

[glossy ferry]

Tomorrow I'm gonna finally officially actually start A levels
All the pressure is on me
I'll be going to Germany for undergraduate uni after A levels
I'm would be majoring in psychology
Problem is finding a university is SOOO difficult I can't confirm if I can even get one or not because the subjects I'm taking are psychology, biology and maths and
I heard that most German universities want all pure sciences only (bio, chem, phy)
I also need to get A*AA in A levels or I'm gonna have an even hard time finding universities in the future

UGHH

I wanted to go to UK at first but it's 100000x more expensive than germany

Waaa

[next cave]

woah

im doing m/j sesh and im already crashing out

gl bro

[glossy ferry]

The stakes are really high

Thanks tho :'D and gl too lol

I heard that undergraduate is much harder than any other program (Masters, degree, postgraduate, etc)

IGCSE was already hard
I just finished it a few months ago and suddenly I'm gonna do pre-uni wwww

[low vapor]

bro got diddled

[unreal helm]

THATS JUST THE AIR CONDITIONING

THE COLD AIR

dont strip ur feet that might be the cold making u more paranoid

for me i was expecting like a full on grab

and when i didnt get that i calmed down and went to sleep

[elfin ivy]

oh my gah

i share a same type of future with you

i want to focus in psychology AND GO TO GERMANYY

[glossy ferry]

OMGG
Good luck!!!!!

[elfin ivy]

i failed my first o levels subject

i been demotivated as hell

but shit looks nice rn

been practicing

alot

[glossy ferry]

It's fine I'm sure you still have a chance to pass your other subjects :>

[bronze yacht]

😭 the jinn super quirky on me bruh

[bronze yacht]

i have no air conditioning

no air flow

its still air

i am on a bunk bed

and I often hear tapping on my window

or some sort of form(shadow) outside

so, it'll prob grab my face 😭

[unreal helm]

that

is

WILD

[unreal helm]

this

this is not

no.

[bronze yacht]

i keep my feet in the blanket cuz i've always been paranoid

.

[unreal helm]

ok dont expose ur feet again pls

no ur valid

i would too bro

[bronze yacht]

😭

[unreal helm]

ok but

im pretty sure

that you can't see jinns

[bronze yacht]

u can

not in their purest forms

but, they will choose a form from which you are most afraid of

[unreal helm]

oh 😨 well

[bronze yacht]

if we see jinns in their real form, we'd go insane

and never recover

[unreal helm]

Did you tell your parents yet?

i can understand if you didnt

[bronze yacht]

nop

[unreal helm]

do u live in like a quieter area?

[bronze yacht]

i mean

kind of

my neighbor are strange people

the only thing that soothes me is the loud alarm in my bank

which rings for so loooooooooooong

[unreal helm]

how strange we speaking

[bronze yacht]

at night

you'll smell something so disgusting

SO DISGUSTING

you can't even be near the windows

only in ur rooms

i have a joined kitchen, hallway and diningroom, and you can't even STAND there

oh yea

sometimes we'd hear crying or shouting

like a woman screaming

[unreal helm]

im gonna hold ur hand when i say this bro...

this is crazy what

can u even report this 😭

cause that is NOT normal

[bronze yacht]

we ddi

did*

[unreal helm]

people screaming and odd smells

[bronze yacht]

but the haaris(worker) says that they are maybe cooking something

[unreal helm]

DUDE

WHAT IS BROTHER HAARIS ON

oh! that smells odd! they're probably cooking! 😊

[sick relic]

s?me

[unreal helm]

wrong channel buddy

[sick relic]

🤓

s?servef

[agile tundra]

Command not found

servef is not a valid command.

Suggested Commands

server

Use the dropdown to run one of the Suggested Commands. Use the help command to see the list of all commands.⠀

[sick relic]

s?Server

[unreal helm]

😲

eerm mr(s) mods 🤓 👆

[bronze yacht]

hes also quite the interesting man

odd

peculiar insaan

[sick relic]

i am ngl i thought this was chat lounge so mb gang

[unreal helm]

ur fine !!

[north lake]

bro i hate chemistry fr

[shell osprey]

bro why am i so bad at comprehension

[bronze yacht]

language?

[bronze yacht]

it'll only get worser (if ur taking it in A-Levels)

[maiden siren]

I'm still pissed at my brother eating my left-over pizza, in fact it's everyone in this household whenever i put smth in the fridge which I've clearly labelled as mine. Istg they'd eat your arse if you'd put it in the fridge

[bronze yacht]

imaan chill bro, its a universal experience 😭
hide it in a tight spot or use a wrapper, works best for me against my siblings

[robust sinew]

real shove him in the fridge/j/j

[tender vale]

LMAO, ah man it happens to a lot of us, and it is really annoying but chillchill indeed
Definitely gotta hide it somewhere in the fridge or like using a wrapper works for me too, give it a try

[robust sinew]

real tho it happens to everyone, just stuff it in the back of the fridge

like hid it with the other stuff in the front

trust they wont find it

[tender vale]

^^

[maiden siren]

he's a grown ass man with a job why would he steal from a malnutritioned teen

but yes ty

tyty

[tender vale]

priorities straight 😭

[robust sinew]

its just the dicothemy of a siblings brain

its just how life is ykyk, you just got to outsmart the grwon ass man

[maiden siren]

im bleaching his black football socks

he's lucky that he keeps his cleats in his room

[robust sinew]

bleach them and dye them hot pink

[tender vale]

LMFAO

[maiden siren]

smart idea

[bronze yacht]

beg him for food

[robust sinew]

what is that emoji ahh i got jumpscared

its like a perverted orange

[bronze yacht]

:ohrlly

😭

[tender vale]

LMAO

[bronze yacht]

kind of

[robust sinew]

om-

what are these emoji's- i should start clicking this tab more often

[bronze yacht]

😭

very intersting emojies

emojis

blah

fasif

oasfaosfjasfj

skii

[tacit parcel]

UwU

[bronze yacht]

NIKE

WHAT THE

wait nv,m

it actually suits you

[tacit parcel]

Thats

Hu Tao

[tender vale]

guys, head to #chat-lounge please, thanks :)

[bronze yacht]

oh btw

ok jos 😔

[tacit parcel]

I have so many missing assignments

Idk what to do

[robust sinew]

dude im pulling a all nighter for my oreboards tmmr im so cooked

[robust sinew]

finish them now u got this

[tacit parcel]

😭

[robust sinew]

gahh i hate french sm

[tender vale]

yes boss

[maiden siren]

HOLA

[robust sinew]

IS THAT FRENCH

[robust sinew]

dude im failing so bad

pulling a all nighter rn so i dont fial

[maiden siren]

NOO

[bronze yacht]

thats espaniol 😭

[robust sinew]

good lord my stomach is ouchingg

i drank too much cofee for this shit

[robust sinew]

it was /s guys 😭

[silk path]

has anyone given an MMPI
The Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory (MMPI) is a psychological test that assesses personality traits and psychopathology. It is used in a variety of settings, including mental health, medical, and employmen

[maiden siren]

one thing I'm sure of is that I'm unemployed

and a few loose screws here and there

[robust sinew]

me when have 73.24 underlying mental disorders 🥐🥐🥐😎😎😎🆒🆒🆒🍟🍟🍟

I think you dont need a test like that

[silk path]

i may have some mental issue idfk

[robust sinew]

to get diagnosed but

[robust sinew]

if you want to get tested you could go to any mental clinic

the meds do help sometimes

[silk path]

i got tested

getting results tom

i need to learn more ab how they evaluate and what exactly r they going to do w the resulta

[robust sinew]

its quite intresting actually

you can look it up its fun to learn abt

i also wanted to get tested for anxity and adhd but my parents told me metal ilnesses are not real

so thats that

[robust sinew]

was it scary

[silk path]

700 goddamn true or false questions

almost cried

so not scary

but distressing yes

[robust sinew]

aint know way it better be worth it

[silk path]

fr

im paying crazy money dawg

[robust sinew]

and the meds are expensive too 😭

[silk path]

sm better be wrong w my goofy ahh brain so i can fix it

[robust sinew]

dawg the medical industry need to roll down on its capatilistic instincts

[tacit parcel]

Dang what

[silk path]

"good news! nthns wrong w u" i payed 8k girl pls

[robust sinew]

true or false suck bro im so indesisive

[silk path]

give me the damn adderall

[robust sinew]

8k???

[tacit parcel]

Real

[robust sinew]

which curenccy??

[silk path]

"do u enjoy the use of marijuana? T/F" girl- the closest i got to marijuana was when my brother blew smoke in my face ty

how tf i answer tha

[silk path]

inr

[tacit parcel]

Damn thats like

90 dollars

[robust sinew]

https://tenor.com/view/mbappe-mbappe-shocked-mindatnite-kylian-mbappe-shocked-gif-27276909

yea

thats too much for some guy in a white coat to tell me whats wrong w my brain

i can do that myself

[silk path]

WE HAD TO BARGAIN

THEY STATRED W 15K

[robust sinew]

YOU NEGOTIATED WITH A DOCTOR??

which dimension do u reside in bro send link

[robust sinew]

15K

whaa

[silk path]

LMFAO INDIA IDFK

[robust sinew]

i also live there i think we live in diff indias, shoutout to india 😭'

[silk path]

LMAO

[low vapor]

ok but lowkey

8k is a scam

no wonder they bargained down from 15k

[tacit parcel]

Lmao

[low vapor]

shi if u paying 8k u should probably get results same day

and more

[thin bronze]

hm?

[thin bronze]

i do

uwansum?

i could tellyou my dealer's number

but honestly

it doesn't help you cope

it's just temporery dopamine

i get back to how i was

4 hours after

like

just go out and get a hug if you wanna cope

or maybe cry

alone

in your room

let it out on a pillow

do boxing

or bang those drums when noone is listening

so that noone hears how shitty you are

btw i don't actually do drugs

even tho i act like it

that's what i do to cope ngl

that helps alot

like no shit

i forget life

when i'm talking to people on zn

y'all are great ppl

omg fr

love you guys

[copper creek]

Bro found family online

[thin bronze]

i did ngl

[copper creek]

Anyway bro it's okay we're here for you (even tho I newly joined)

And like I'm proud of you for coming this far, I hope you get through all of the obstacles of your life safely and healthily 🫶🏻

[thin bronze]

ty ily

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to gtsugu_!

[copper creek]

Ily too 🫶🏻 just remember to eat and drink properly

ANYWAY ITS ALMOST 2AM I HAVE CLASS TMR AND I DIDNT DO MY HOMEWORK 👹🙏

Man I love procrastinating

[storm void]

Hi guys

[storm void]

Who goes to school anymore

[copper creek]

Online class (ion go to school)

[tacit parcel]

Dang

[bronze yacht]

bro what is thi

im confident

that its not a creature, and just my paranoia

cuz i can't even look at myself in the mirror w/o thinking something like my jaw will drop in the mirror and creepy stuff like that

oh, and my curtains only let a small ray of light in my room and that too looks like a face from my angle

and i'd see something constantly smiling at me

in my bed

[low vapor]

ur js paranoid

if u feel extremely nervous/scared drink a cup of water mixed w sugar

[bronze yacht]

of what is something i dont understand

[mortal badger]

approximately 250 million dont and 1.5 billion do 🤓

[mortal badger]

dude issok

slep with ur torch on

[bronze yacht]

thats the thing

[mortal badger]

phone or wtv u have

[bronze yacht]

I cant

[mortal badger]

?

[bronze yacht]

i just cant sleep w/ any source of light

[mortal badger]

• cant sleep with light
• cant sleep without light

solution : dont sleep

[bronze yacht]

if i dont sleep, ill go insane

[mortal badger]

but in all seriousness

[bronze yacht]

already insane

[mortal badger]

you should regularly spend a few hours in the dark doing absolutely nothing

dai;ly

by nothing i mean staring at the wall that you cant even see

it ll help truss 💯

[bronze yacht]

i dont think i could do that w/o seeing stuff

[mortal badger]

dw

the seeing stuff part will fade away sooner or later

but do spend a few hours still

soon you'll find peace in darkness

the shadow realm will be ur new home 😈

[bronze yacht]

ion think thats realllllllllllllllly soothing 😭

but, sure

[mortal badger]

its a problem of perspective

[bronze yacht]

the worst part is

[mortal badger]

changing ur perspective takes time and effort

[bronze yacht]

i feal fear in the ligght aswell

[mortal badger]

alright

two things you need to do

• walk around the neighborhood / city more. in daylight, i recommend the peak rush hours
• spend hours in the pitch black darkness

it will cure most of ur psychological issues

not just ur paranoia

[bronze yacht]

the problem with the first one is that riyadh is slowly becoming a dangerous area nowadays

hm

[mortal badger]

man

[bronze yacht]

i guess it can work

[mortal badger]

i live in pakistan

and still do it

[bronze yacht]

😭

[mortal badger]

you have no right to speak 🤐

[bronze yacht]

yall grew up w/ this danger

over here, its recently taking spike

[mortal badger]

no i actually grew up in jeddah 🤓

[bronze yacht]

ZXdzs|"

bruh

but sure, ill try

thanks man

[bronze yacht]

how does that work
but thanks kirby 🙏 ima try it out

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to xkirbs!

[unreal helm]

i think this would make it worse

[unreal helm]

no wait

this works sort of

except for me

if im walking down my really dark logn hallway

i walk really slow as if im in an edit and thug it out

and if i do get scared and want to run i pretend like amongus is chasing me instead of freakign demons from the underworld

[low vapor]

no

its like

it helps u calm down

[bronze yacht]

what bro 😭

very interesting methods you have

[unreal helm]

OK YEAH but they work

[mortal badger]

ok can we please denormalize the fact that there is somebody always lurking in the dark watching you

i mean ya im there ok you got me but i wont hurt you 🥹

[low vapor]

amongus chasing me would be more funny than scary tbh

[unreal helm]

exactly so it makes me laugh kinda instead of feeling more intimidated

LMAOO I FORGOT SK!BIDI IS BLOCKED BY THIS SERVER

[unreal helm]

what can i do if the sk!bidi toilet is chasing me man

[unreal helm]

🥺 but ur scary

[low vapor]

😭

[silk path]

was abto hit u up smh

[silk path]

omg sames

[silk path]

yea id rather doomscroll

[bronze yacht]

The Qarin 💀

[storm void]

Guys

[copper creek]

Ye

[modern herald]

i didnt read the fucking q properly im gonna kms

[stuck lodge]

real

[rose elk]

oops

[copper creek]

Guys do u ever just wanna
🏢
🏢
🏢 🤸‍♂️
🏢
🏢
🏢
🏢
🏢 yourself when u start studying?

Cuz ever since I started igcse, I haven't laughed properly bro I miss my friends 🫠

I dont wanna study man

It's so confusing

All I wanna do is kms

My online teacher is confusing

My notes are confusing

I cant even ask anyone for help because I dont understand anything they say

And therefore I stop asking for help entirely

Honestly if I kms then my parents won't have to pay my heavy fees and worry about me

[lone marsh]

this so creative

[stoic fable]

yes

[stoic fable]

real

[copper creek]

Hehehe

[silk path]

this was me in ig

wtv ive written is probably wrong too

idk wtf i was talking ab

but i got a B in math and physics

dw you'll be fine :)

[bronze yacht]

hieroglyphics

[silk path]

like ur username fr fr fr

[bronze yacht]

agreed

[silk path]

whats the story behinf ur bio

[bronze yacht]

3301

[mild compass]

oo

a

puzzle

hmm

[mild compass]

hi guys

hows everyone doinf

[copper creek]

thank you gurl i needed that

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to pottateum__!

[bronze yacht]

its very easy to guess

[abstract obsidian]

feet

[silk path]

pay up

[abstract obsidian]

on my knees

[silk path]

LMAO

[low vapor]

thats crazy

[unreal helm]

never goign back on reddit (got flashed and now i want bleach)

[low vapor]

kinda deserved for using reddit

[unreal helm]

NOO I LOVE REDDIT sometimes.

its so fun idc

[low vapor]

u signed up knowing this could happen

[unreal helm]

this is my first!!

[low vapor]

so you can’t really complain

[unreal helm]

😨

[low vapor]

is what im tryna say

[unreal helm]

nah i will complain

i dont go onto freaky subreddits

im a normal person thankfully

[coral plover]

turn on safe search

[unreal helm]

i read aaita's and r/insert anythign really funny or intersting

[native juniper]

🤨

[unreal helm]

reddit!!!

gi hun pfp is making me a changed person i need to be happy clappy 24/7 or thats not the gi hun in me that amde me gi hun the way im gi huning right now

[low vapor]

insane i’d say

[unreal helm]

whatever you say!!

[peak bronze]

gp knows this because she found out how to turn it off when alone

[coral plover]

ARYKS]TYGF

VYVUI'GYUG'

HBVGIG'

GU

GUOHJO

H

HUH9YGYIO

VGHJUK

SDFTGYHUJI

[abstract obsidian]

ik

[green venture]

Sniped!

Text:

where?

Message by maesal_31423

[languid musk]

ok

[peak bronze]

ok

[silk path]

ok

[cold quiver]

It's not fair other people are out there exploring the world, hanging out with friends having fun going to other places around the world with them. My parents don't even allow me to do stuff like that cuz of some financial issue. Why is it other people have better lives than me and I have to suffer it's not fair I want to have fun too like them

[bronze yacht]

not everyone has good

i, personally grew up in a household where i am forced to be independent, and my siblings get all the attention

i've grow to accept, though refusing would only make you dig a deeper hole for yourself

i, haven't talked to my mom in 2-3 days

life aint great, nor bad, though its alright
take care of urself @cold quiver

[unreal helm]

i didnt get a thank you after i answered a question someone had

[silver loom]

thank you

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to maesal_31423!

[bronze yacht]

💀

[unreal helm]

NVM I GOT THAT REP YALL

[silk path]

i hav e to perform tomorrow in front of hundred of ppl
scared

[unreal helm]

OMG DIVA

i mean

oh lord woman who is diva i know you can

[silk path]

LMFAO

tysm pook

[storm void]

I cant do this anymore

[stoic fable]

same

[molten lily]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-holding-head-cat-sad-cat-rahh-wahhhh-gif-11843610789762008433

[abstract obsidian]

DIVA IS THE FEMALE VERSION OF A HUSTLER

[unreal helm]

OF A HUSTLERR

[mortal badger]

chem = moti saandh

[bronze yacht]

why

are

Desi parents

so hard to understand

i haven't talked to my mom in 3.5 days

cuz she's idk what from a small argument we've had

(my relations were also very mid w/ my family)

[coral plover]

real

so real

[bronze yacht]

gp

ur mom also give u the silent treatment?

[coral plover]

my dad

i have to like actually apologize to him whenever we have an argument

sometimes we go months without talking

[bronze yacht]

thing with dads is

[bronze yacht]

WOAH

[coral plover]

all cuz i raised my voice in an argument

[bronze yacht]

it hurts when they give the silent treatment

[coral plover]

dads ☕

[bronze yacht]

i did once

my dad didn't give me the silent treatment

rather

[coral plover]

i just end up not talking to him

[bronze yacht]

talked to me in a bery harsh manner

[coral plover]

rip

[bronze yacht]

which, im generally used to

[bronze yacht]

dang

[coral plover]

man

[bronze yacht]

i could go days w/o talking to my mom, but w/ dad, its scary

[coral plover]

its just

[stoic fable]

yes very relatable

[coral plover]

i wish they sometimes understood my pov ykwim

like

[stoic fable]

one time my dad accused me of doing something i didnt even do

[bronze yacht]

thats the problem w/ desi parents

[stoic fable]

and when i argued back he tried to hit me

[bronze yacht]

i've been hit a couple times by my dad

[stoic fable]

then he got mad at me for crying???

[bronze yacht]

ALL

[stoic fable]

yeah

[bronze yacht]

BECAUSE

[stoic fable]

same

it happens bro

[bronze yacht]

OF MY YOUNGER SISTER

[stoic fable]

RELATABLE

SO RELATAVLE

[bronze yacht]

https://tenor.com/view/vovapryanick-rage-vova-angry-smash-gif-17644622

[stoic fable]

then i didnt talk to him for lke 2 months then i had to go and apolgoize for no fault of mine

[bronze yacht]

yes so i just hope on here and talk w/ the znotes ppl, they more understandable than my family 😭

[stoic fable]

yes

[bronze yacht]

dang man

ur a girl?

[stoic fable]

yes

hbu

[bronze yacht]

hold up

[coral plover]

ong a reason why i stayed here

[bronze yacht]

your DAD

HIT YOU?

WHILE U BEING A GIRL?

[coral plover]

its not a new thing

[stoic fable]

yeah

[coral plover]

my dad hit me too several times

[stoic fable]

yeah exactly

[bronze yacht]

same man, was abt to leave, but then was like nah, and well, since last year i've met awsome ppl like yall bruh ❤️

[stoic fable]

yeah

no

i met geagle

he told me abt znotes so i joined

i love it here

[coral plover]

yup

[bronze yacht]

personally

my dad

would never

touch my sisters

always me

[coral plover]

no funny thing is

[bronze yacht]

i have another brother, though he has a bit of problem

so no1 can hit him

and welp

[coral plover]

when my parents hit me

[bronze yacht]

im the last sane bacha

[stoic fable]

no the thing is

[coral plover]

they act like ti was last resort type thing

[stoic fable]

when my parents hit me

they act as if

[coral plover]

like i force them too

[stoic fable]

i MADE them do it

EXACTLY

[mild compass]

chat i hate people

[coral plover]

EXACTLY

[bronze yacht]

ong for what both of u said

[coral plover]

real

[stoic fable]

nah but they never hit my sister

[bronze yacht]

"it hurts me more than it hurts you" ahh type shit

[stoic fable]

exactly

[coral plover]

REAL

like bro

[stoic fable]

bro they blame me for shit i never even did

then get mad at me for arguing

[coral plover]

i never wanted to fight in the first place

[stoic fable]

then get mad when i cry???

like????

[bronze yacht]

this

THIS

💀

[stoic fable]

bro u hit me u want me to be SMILING?

[coral plover]

desi parents ☕

[bronze yacht]

i dont cey nowadays

[stoic fable]

sigh

[bronze yacht]

cry*

[stoic fable]

no the thing is

[bronze yacht]

so

[stoic fable]

if i cry

they get mad

if i dont cry

they call it attitude

[bronze yacht]

they say that ill probably become an abusive son

[stoic fable]

so like chat idk

[coral plover]

oh god

[stoic fable]

my parents called me a future prostitute

[coral plover]

oh shit

[mild compass]

https://tenor.com/view/tom-segura-some-people-suck-tom-segura-some-people-suck-mostly-stories-gif-10498028125575793408

[coral plover]

thats just

yeah

[bronze yacht]

damn man

[stoic fable]

bro my parents are lowkey bipolar

like theyre super chill about some things

like

swearing

[bronze yacht]

SAME

[stoic fable]

and going out with friends

[coral plover]

REAL

[stoic fable]

and shit

but like they get so tensed

about like very small things

like

[coral plover]

my dads a good man

[stoic fable]

listening to music

[coral plover]

but not a good father

[stoic fable]

yeah

exactly

my mom has been thru sm shit when she was young

and compares me to her

[bronze yacht]

my parents are generally ok, but have this favaroutism kink

[stoic fable]

like ok not everyone can be as great as you

my moms brother is like very abusive and no one talks to him

hes 45 and unemplyed and lives with his mom

[bronze yacht]

oof

[stoic fable]

and my parents say im gonna end up like him

as an insult

[bronze yacht]

.

[stoic fable]

like

what

[bronze yacht]

man if i were you

[coral plover]

oof

id run away dude

[bronze yacht]

i'd just not initiate any convo w/ em

[coral plover]

no joke

youre very strong for staying with them

im proud of u

[stoic fable]

i feel like i dont understand how bad it is until people react to it

like rn

it just doesnt seem like a

big deal

iykwim

[coral plover]

yeah

[bronze yacht]

honestly, i personally dont talk to my parents, they start convos only w/ me, and call me distant

[stoic fable]

LMFAO

relatavle

fr

[bronze yacht]

every convo with father

results

in a lecture

for some random shit

[stoic fable]

in a fight

or lecture

yes

[bronze yacht]

happening last year

[coral plover]

yes

parents ☕

[bronze yacht]

fr

[mild compass]

https://tenor.com/view/abhijit-naskar-instinct-choice-behavior-civil-rights-gif-8981663696813731914

huh

no gif?

[low vapor]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1219838348408000633/1329637381300555848/IMG_6762.gif

[bronze yacht]

bro what

💀

[obsidian cobalt]

yummy

[mild compass]

It’s not not normal yk?

Like

I feel like we’ve all been hit by our dad at some point

[stoic fable]

yeah exactly

[mild compass]

But like its always the oldest

My dad has never layed a finger on my younger sister

[stoic fable]

exactly

same

[mild compass]

My dad used to hit me if i missed my prayers (im muslim)

But if my sister missed any

He would be like aww its okayyy be on time next time okayy?

Like????

Excuse me?😭

[serene cosmos]

they generally tired from taking it all out on oldest

and try relaxed approach for the second one

[mild compass]

But why do they continue w it?

Yesterday i was in. The car was my whole fam and he started questioning me as to why I didn’t pick Arabic IGCSE

He asked me a bunch of questions till i got one wrong

[serene cosmos]

oldest always get the short stick

[mild compass]

Then my sister asked what the easiest question he asked meant and he was like ohhh don’t worry

[mild compass]

Fr tho

Both my parents have been using my age as an excuse

[serene cosmos]

how old u and ur sister

[mild compass]

For everything i do

[mild compass]

Im 15 and she’s 12

[serene cosmos]

ahh so not much difference

[mild compass]

My mom keeps telling me what would my future husband think if i did that in front of him?

Like hello?

I ain’t getting married for at least another 6 years?

[serene cosmos]

u gonna get married at 21 lmao?

[mild compass]

Kinda but she acts just like my dad and has major anger issues so we ain’t that close

[mild compass]

Minimum

[serene cosmos]

does tht happen still in modern muslim families?

[mild compass]

6 years

[mild compass]

If i wanna get married i can

But that doesn’t explain why the hell she’s telling me abt it at 15

[unreal helm]

what

💀

hello??

[mild compass]

Like obv im not gonna get forced into a marridge

[mild compass]

LITTERALLYYYY

[unreal helm]

that is INSANE sry what 🙁

i hope ur situation imrpoves ml

[mild compass]

Yeah its crazy

[mild compass]

Ty justin Bieber 😭

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to maesal_31423!

[mild compass]

💀

[unreal helm]

LMAO ofc <3

[serene cosmos]

always expecting the oldest to be the best

[mild compass]

My parents aren’t like gonna give me an arranged marriage ofc like its not like in history where some women were married like that

[mild compass]

Yeah

And im at the point where i have to start thinking abt colleges and possible job options so im already kinda stressed out

[serene cosmos]

bro ur like 15 lmao

dont start thinking until 16 end

[mild compass]

I graduate at 17

[serene cosmos]

or 17

[mild compass]

I have like 2 years

[serene cosmos]

and ur in 10th still

[mild compass]

Like a year and a half actually

[mild compass]

11th

But our school is weird we have grade 13

It’s a British curriculum

And i have to pick my a levels soon

So it matters on what collage i wanna go to so i can pick accordingly

[serene cosmos]

ok that all im not familiar with, we dont have that much in india

[mild compass]

When do you guys have to start talking seriously abt ur future?

[serene cosmos]

after 10th

in cbse

10th marks define which stream u can be eligible to take

[mild compass]

Ohh

Yeah in 10th we started our IGCSE

[low vapor]

@mild compass beat your parents

[bronze yacht]

nah cuz in my family, girls never been even TOUCHED just me

[stiff kiln]

It just depends on situation, hitting girls is always on edge last resort and even when hitting is necessary, it must be gentle on them

[bronze yacht]

yea, i also agree, i'd get pretty upset if they touch my sisters, but you gotta be brain dead if you just hit me due to my sisters action

[stoic fable]

uhm

said no one ever

[bronze yacht]

[stiff kiln]

Oh my

[stoic fable]

probably shouldnt have uh

said that

oops

[mild compass]

If me getting a fat bruise after is gentle then sure

[stoic fable]

exactly 💀

[stiff kiln]

Oh shit, gentle means like no mark or scar after the hit

Plus what was it for?!

[mild compass]

Bro once my mom didn’t let my dad hit me and he started hitting himself

💀

[stoic fable]

why the fuck is this relatable

[mild compass]

What was the thought process 😭

[stoic fable]

why the fuck is this normalized

[stiff kiln]

It isn't

It shouldn't

[stoic fable]

it is

why am i still a newbie

its been like 2 weeks

[stiff kiln]

I did say it, hitting girls is the very last resort

[stoic fable]

and im active

[bronze yacht]

its been 6 days since you joined this server 💀

[mild compass]

For who tho/

[bronze yacht]

19Jan and tday is 25Jan

[stiff kiln]

Everyone

[stoic fable]

i have no sense of time

[mild compass]

Guess im not everyone

[stoic fable]

i apologize

[bronze yacht]

Time...

Time?

[stiff kiln]

Days sad ngl

[bronze yacht]

Time.

[stoic fable]

time

[stiff kiln]

Time

[bronze yacht]

Very deep topic

[stoic fable]

yes

[bronze yacht]

but meh, not in the mood

[mild compass]

In the grand country of Lahore, all time is absolute.

[bronze yacht]

@dreamy void

[mild compass]

thou must stop pinging proud lahori citizens for no reason but to re-educate them on alrdy well established facts

[bronze yacht]

https://tenor.com/view/disintegrating-aughhh-gif-24532719

[mortal badger]

no

[vocal crag]

I just sent fucking spent like 9 hours shittimg and I'm done with only 10 pages

Sitting*

I wanna kms

Literally what am I

Doing

.

[mortal badger]

shitting 😭

[boreal leaf]

go see a doctor

[vocal crag]

Pls

Helo

Helo

Help

[errant niche]

9 hours shitting is bad, you have digestion issues or smn

[low vapor]

crazy work

[stiff kiln]

yk you could've edited the message?

like tap hold the message and tap on edit

and change the word before everyone notices

[unreal helm]

my

MY

HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

https://tenor.com/view/byuntear-fainting-desmaio-mad-crazy-gif-6971696022815179065

AAAAAAAAAAAADHJKGAKJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ

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I WANT TO GO BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

[bronze yacht]

what happen

hair patriot 😭

[unreal helm]

MY

HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

[bronze yacht]

koi baat nahi

they r renewable

its not as if u went full tindu

....right?.......

[unreal helm]

MY

MY

HAIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

https://tenor.com/view/byuntear-fainting-desmaio-mad-crazy-gif-6971696022815179065

https://tenor.com/view/pedro-pascal-gif-22055472

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https://tenor.com/view/prude-losers-falling-to-knees-crying-screaming-gif-11805857934067453483

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

LET ME GO BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

[unreal helm]

MY

HAIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

https://tenor.com/view/byuntear-fainting-desmaio-mad-crazy-gif-6971696022815179065

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

PLEASEEEE

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

JUST KILL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

JUST GET IT OVER WITHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I NO LONGER WISH TO CONTINUE THIS THING WE CALL LIVINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

IM SO WILDLY UPSETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

JUST END MY SUFFERING ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

PLEASEEEEEEEEEE I PRAY TO YOU LORD PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[maiden siren]

what happened to ur beautiful hair

[unreal helm]

I

DO

NOT

WANT

TO

TALK

ABPOUT

IT

MY

[maiden siren]

good thing u didnt overreact tho

[unreal helm]

HAIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

https://tenor.com/view/laugh-cry-gif-8392399013353093364

IM GREAT

IM DOING SO GREAT

[maiden siren]

😨

r u balding?

[bronze yacht]

💀

[silk path]

im gonna mix nair w ur shampoo <33

[stoic fable]

do it pls

[stiff kiln]

bro went to the barbershop, to be continued

[unreal helm]

MY

GODDAMN

FREKAING

HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

IR WAS ALL

GOING SO WELL

SO WELL

WHY

WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

https://tenor.com/view/laugh-cry-gif-8392399013353093364

https://tenor.com/view/crying-crying-man-black-guy-crying-black-man-crying-gif-21786839

WHY

WHYYYY

WHY DID

WHAT DID I DO WRONGGG

PRAY TELLL WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

WHAT WAS ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

JUST GIVE ME MY HAIR BACK

GIVE ME BACK WHAT I WAS

OR BETTER YET

TAKE ME BACK TO THE TIME WHERE IT WASNT THERE AT ALL SO I DIDNT HAVE TO EXPERIENCE WAS TRUE HAPPINESS WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

TAK EME BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

SO I NEVER LEARNT

HOW HAPPY I COULD'VE BEEN

MY

FREKAING

HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR