venting

[mortal badger]

or the "wise" man is js stupid

¯_(ツ)_/¯

or the quote was was never meant to be used statistically. which mean ur js stupid

hmmm

[low vapor]

no

you’re a schizo

[mortal badger]

sure if it helps you sleep at night in peace

https://tenor.com/view/black-man-down-syndrome-rizz-gif-13021584249069787017

[low vapor]

i dont sleep

im an insomniac

[vagrant reef]

Mock are in a week and I haven't studied anything and my grades have been really low lately even tho I study like crazy and my parents are expecting 9 a*s yet hear I am failing help me

Sorry for the rant

[fleet knot]

arno red flag

[full schooner]

what why 😭😭

[fleet knot]

hes not talking to u hes j replyinh😭

or maybe no energy match lmao

im just kidding i dont get a say in this

[full schooner]

oh it's true

[full schooner]

yeah ik

[full schooner]

he's a bitch fr I hate him

[fleet knot]

LMAOOOOO friendly fier

fier

fire

[full schooner]

no it's not friendly

I actually hate him 80% of the time

[fleet knot]

dang i feel u

[full schooner]

fuxkinf asshole

[full schooner]

😞😞

what's ur story

[full schooner]

oh no how

:(((

I can relate. I only had one person I saw as a close friend in school and we don't even talk anymore

I hope u make new frnds

[fleet knot]

yeah i fw online friends heavy

and i am a lil bit friends with people at my school

i hope u find good friends too

[full schooner]

oh I don't like that I need my people in person

[full schooner]

same but I don't rly like them much

[full schooner]

thank u!! I have a few

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to qvrsed!

[full schooner]

what do u do when you love someone so so so much but you know you could never call them yours again

[granite zodiac]

move on cus youll find someone else and so will they

[low vapor]

put a bullet in their head

and everyone else

claim you’re insane at court

[granite zodiac]

or that

[low vapor]

be locked up in a mental institution

[granite zodiac]

either works honestly

[full schooner]

no 😞😞

I can't do either

[low vapor]

see you’re mental, you clearly did NOT have a healthy break up

[full schooner]

I still love himmm

but I can't be with him

[low vapor]

okay and

move on

its over vro

[full schooner]

😭😭

no

we're still friends

[low vapor]

then be friends

but still

[full schooner]

but I love him??

[low vapor]

move on

[low vapor]

does he love you?

[full schooner]

I have a 12page doc about him

[full schooner]

idk

he doesn't know I love him

[low vapor]

but he was once yours?

🤨

[full schooner]

yes

[full schooner]

oh he did love me once upon a time

[low vapor]

so you and him loved eachother at one point

[full schooner]

yup

a lot I think

[low vapor]

but one of you broke up

[full schooner]

never loved anyone else like that

[full schooner]

yeah

it's our 3rd breakup but

it's actually over

not like the other times

I tell him about other guys so he doesn't know I love him

[low vapor]

3rd is crazy

move on lil vro

[full schooner]

💀 no

no one else is like him

[low vapor]

ok and

stop tryna find someone for a while

focus on yourself

[full schooner]

I'm not looking for anyone

[low vapor]

unless you’re like in your late 20s

[full schooner]

I'm happy alone but

[low vapor]

technically you are looking for him

[full schooner]

I know I'll never find anyone like him

[low vapor]

you’re clearly not

[full schooner]

no I'm not

last week

[low vapor]

what do you think the first message you sent even meant?

[full schooner]

I said "I'm ur ex" about smth he said and he jokingly said "we can change that" and I was like "awww sure id love to be ur lil sister🥺❤️❤️"

[full schooner]

that I still love him

but I don't wanna be with him

[granite zodiac]

3rd breakup is mental

[full schooner]

I mean this time it's fr tho

[low vapor]

on god

[low vapor]

bro fumbled

lmfao

[full schooner]

nah I js wanted him to know that I don't love him anymore

and that I'll never want him again

[granite zodiac]

but you want him again

😭

this is crazy shit

you love him but youd much rather say you dont to his face

👏

[full schooner]

umm I'm not sure about that

[full schooner]

exactly

and when I was telling him about a guy who said he regrets losing me cz I'm pretty he said "I mean I regret losing u for a lot of reasons I don't even remember but that's just stupid" and I was like "🤷‍♀️"

[granite zodiac]

he still wants you too

[low vapor]

yall are fucking stupid

im going to bake

[granite zodiac]

so real

[full schooner]

lol no he doesn't

[granite zodiac]

if he didnt he wouldnt have been saying what youre telling us he said

if he didnt he wouldnt even bring anything up regarding you guys

[full schooner]

um both of us bring it up I don't think it means anything

sometimes he doesn't even reply to half of my messages

but then he still texts me when I don't text him for a while

it makes no sense

[granite zodiac]

hes not over you thats for sure

[full schooner]

he is 💀💀💀

he sent me a screenshot of the Google doc about him saying he never thought it would update and I was like "um we don't talk about that can u delete it please"

and he said "long gone dw"

no one who's not over u says it like that

[low vapor]

in conclusion

the both of you are ungodly stupid

[granite zodiac]

yeah honestly man

uve brainwashed urself, good going

and good luck with whatever you guys have now

ull need it

[full schooner]

what why how

[full schooner]

he's not stupid 😡

[granite zodiac]

[full schooner]

no seriously how have I brainwashed myself

[low vapor]

no you both are

can you js like forget about it and move the fuck on

[full schooner]

no

yeah you've clearly never been in love

[low vapor]

actually i have a wife

[full schooner]

💀🔫

insane

still giving femcel icl

[low vapor]

i am actually not

[full schooner]

🤷‍♀️

[full schooner]

I have proof that he's over me

[granite zodiac]

whos the person texting you? your ex?

[full schooner]

yess

if that's not proof of him being over me idk what is

[granite zodiac]

what do you even mean bro 😭 , hes just saying u aint doing the other dude justice, whats that got to do with the both of you

[full schooner]

he wants me to be with him!!

it means he's over me

he was never under me in the first place

[real junco]

nice this keeps getting worse

[full schooner]

I mean that's what I think

cz how could he get over me so easily when the first month of our breakup was like death to me

[low vapor]

based

[full schooner]

what does that even mean 😭😭

[sweet tapir]

what even is this convo

[silk thicket]

i have

[full schooner]

WHY DOES HE STILL SAY "FUCKING DEFFS" WHEN I SAY I THINK I LOOK CUTE

[full schooner]

us

[silk thicket]

men are complicated 🤷

sorry to the men here 🙏

[mortal badger]

relax and enjoy bruv :>

https://tenor.com/view/muzeke-gif-27066381

[unreal helm]

[sweet tapir]

seek help

[sweet tapir]

what do i even enjoy

im cringing so hard

how old is the kid even

[full schooner]

YEAH

GUYS

WTF

[mortal badger]

https://tenor.com/view/clown-license-clown-phantomv3x-v3x-gif-834007702285978431

[full schooner]

NO BRO WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM

I didnt reply so he was like

"since u have ur read receipts off I'm going to start assuming u left me on read"

so I had to reply 😭😭

[mortal badger]

do yourself, him, and everyone else's braincells here a favour and block him.

if you wanna go to the extreme end, you can try deleting your whatsapp, fling the phone out of the window, and book a flight to rwanda in the coming week

criminally underratd country with ample oportunities to establish a new identity

[granite zodiac]

guys are so simple

and hes giving the most obvious hints he wants you

[full schooner]

um yeah no

[granite zodiac]

but no

you wont accept that

[full schooner]

I don't want him

[granite zodiac]

simply because you dont want to

[granite zodiac]

okay good for you

but he does

[full schooner]

WTF IS THIS

I GENUINELY WONT REPLY NOW

WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM

I HATE HIM SO MUCH

[granite zodiac]

youre being overstimulated

calm down

[full schooner]

NO HE CANT SAY THAT TO ME

AND HE CANT ACT LIKE HES FUCKING ZADE MEADOWS

CZ HE ISNT

HES JUST A TRASHBAG

I hate him so so so much

[mortal badger]

excellent work dear discord user! You successfully let him gaslight you and now he lives rent free in your mind. Your perfectly smooth-sailing on a pathway to eternal depression. Great work and progress in that regard i must say. Now tell him a "mouse" is too kind of a description and he should be using more accurate representations like "rodent"

[full schooner]

HUH?

WHAT?

[mortal badger]

what. i m giving good advice

[sweet tapir]

seek help kid

focus on ur studies

what even are u doing

[full schooner]

already doing that

[full schooner]

idk what am I doing?

[sweet tapir]

then stop trying to interpret useless shit

if he wants u just wait till he says it

if he doesnt then do nth or just say that u want him of u do

not that big of a deal to keep overreacting like this

[full schooner]

um as an English HL student that's kind of my job tho

[full schooner]

no fuck no he can't want me

[sweet tapir]

then move the fuck on

save urself the mental energy

[full schooner]

😭😭😭

no

[sweet tapir]

then dont keep crying abt it ig

pretty much u got all the advice u need dragging this out is just a waste of ur time and energy

[low vapor]

didnt u say u want him at the start of this convo?

make up your god damn mind 😭

[granite zodiac]

and now shes saying she dosent wana move on

im sure she has that

wdyu call it

bi polar disorder

get well soon sister

[low vapor]

real shi

[full schooner]

I said I love him

I can't be w him

[low vapor]

same thing

[full schooner]

no it's nottt

js bcz u love someone doesn't mean ur allowed to want them

[bronze yacht]

thankfully, i'll never go through this ahh convo with anyone ever (i hope so atleast)

[full schooner]

what 😭

[bronze yacht]

skill issue 💀

[quaint hound]

So this channel basically for ppl who don't have sm1 to vent out to? Coz who would want to talk to strangers ab their life if they had the right person to vent out to

[full schooner]

yeah 😞😞

[stray wind]

pretty much

[mild compass]

oy oy watch the language

first thing i see is u cussing after opening this chat (shocked)

[mild compass]

💯

wow i enjoyed scrolling through this bipolar rose convo

very interesting

[granite zodiac]

💯

[low vapor]

throws you in the michael wave

[full schooner]

I'm not bipolar????

[sweet tapir]

u should get urself diagnosed

[full schooner]

I'm NOT bipolar

I'm perfectly normal

all I said is that I love him but I cannot be with him

[high lake]

i hate being bipolar its awesome

[full schooner]

that's not bipolar

[full schooner]

lmao insane

[high lake]

this is being bipolar

[high lake]

this is not

up your game

[low vapor]

me when i lie

[full schooner]

wdym

[full schooner]

wdym

[wintry vector]

Bro the lore

[wintry vector]

I skimmed through the stuff and dang

You are indeed confused 😭

[full schooner]

I'm a little confused

but 2 things I know for sure are

that I love him w all my heart and soul

and that I can never be with him again

[granite zodiac]

LMFAO

[full schooner]

WHY IS THIS FUNNY

[quaint hound]

Loll

[full schooner]

I don't get u guys this isn't funny ffs

[quaint hound]

I'm laughing at the fact that he's laughing at this

And ik it's not funny but learn to move on. Sometimes it's nobody's fault. It's js what had to happen so it did happen. Js move on. Also, try to think ab this and ull understand, ull never really have sm1 with u throughout ur life to "make u happy" or to get u "peace" even tho yes, some ppl in life either make ur life way easier or make it hell, but ull still have to learn to enjoy urself and enjoy ur time. Everybody is born alone and everybody dies alone.

I rlly think think laughing serious stuff off and moving on is an amazing skill coz those who don't have this (like I dint) get hurt by the slightest of things and they isolate themselves from ppl which basically brings u no benefit. I like calm and peace too like I'm not a noisy person with that crazy energy some ppl have but it's never a good idea to stick to stuff that doesn't have anything to do with u. It'll rot and harm u all the time uve been sticking to it. Laugh it off or cry it off. Js get rid of it.

[low vapor]

yapper i aint reading allat 😭

[low vapor]

de nile is a river in egypt 🗣️

[full schooner]

it's not "nobody's fault" he broke my fucking heart and tore my world apart he isn't allowed to flirt w me

[mortal badger]

what in love-hate is this?!

[low vapor]

see

[full schooner]

I mean theres a very thin line between love and hate right

[low vapor]

you speak as if you want to spend the rest of your life with him grow old together get wrinkly and shi but at the same time you don’t want to

[granite zodiac]

and ur on both sides

[granite zodiac]

right

[low vapor]

hence why i’m diagnosing you as a bipolar

[full schooner]

yeah

it's stupid

[low vapor]

thats called being bipolar

[full schooner]

but I love him

bur

[mortal badger]

its more of a Stockholm syndrome at this point

[full schooner]

I can't get past what he did

[low vapor]

nah stockholm is when you fall for someone who wants to actually harm you

[mortal badger]

ye what i said

[full schooner]

every dark romance book 💀

[low vapor]

lil vro

he ain

deserve you

do better lil vro

[full schooner]

I don't care about deserving 😭

he says the same

he's like I don't deserve u

[low vapor]

cus you’re a fucking [redacted]

[full schooner]

I regret losing u

[low vapor]

yea he dont 🗣️

[full schooner]

but

it's bullshit

imagine leaving someone saying they deserve better when all they want is u?

that's fucking bullshit

[bronze yacht]

Real

[mortal badger]

nice you summed everthing up in 3 words

[full schooner]

he's bullshit but I love him anyway

[mortal badger]

"Im stuck in this jail and i ll remain stuck in it cuz i dont wanna get out"

[full schooner]

can't help it

[full schooner]

😭😭😭

I'll kiss every guy but him but my heart will always be his

[mortal badger]

☠️ u do u

[full schooner]

anyway I ghosted him and I'm gonna date someone else

[low vapor]

nancy wheeler ref???

[quaint hound]

Okay. Then kindly throw him out of ur life? Whyd u still "love him with all ur heart and soul" after what he's done according to u. So once again, js move on. Idk nun ab w happened so I won't say it's easy to move on but it is what it is. Ull have to coz there's no point going back to sm1 who disrespected u. Likewise, js block him if he's talking again in case it's all over and u guys agreed

[full schooner]

I just wanna be friends with him

[quaint hound]

On u but it could be dangerous

Like akshually dangerous

[full schooner]

why

[granite zodiac]

WTF

whats the fault of ur poor next bf??? u wont even love him?? when ur heart still belongs to the past

thats so fucked up

honestly

i hope you heal bro cus this really aint it

ur gona do unrecoverable damage to some other boy just because of your shenanigans

[quaint hound]

Once again, I have no idea how intense the situation was but weird stuff happens and ppl do stupid harmful stuff to u that effects u all ur life. It's always better to js leave and re start

[low vapor]

do not get into another relationship till you move on ❤️

[granite zodiac]

^

u cant use the new guy just to get over ur previous ex thats so messed up

[full schooner]

nooo I won't I'll be good to him

[full schooner]

I need him

[low vapor]

so you’re saying you’ll be good to someone else but not yourself?

[low vapor]

clingy much?

[full schooner]

I'm good to myself??

[full schooner]

very

[low vapor]

me when i lie

[quaint hound]

This is actually so oof

[low vapor]

you’re digging your own grave

rn you’re way below 6ft

js letting you know

[full schooner]

why

[low vapor]

1. ain no one gonna be happy w you if you’re so god damn clingy to your ex

[mild compass]

bruh this is the longest beef ive seen and read

[low vapor]

2 you are NOT whatsoever even attempting to move the fuck on

[quaint hound]

Lol beef?

[mild compass]

blows my mind

[low vapor]

if you think this is beef you need help ❤️

[mild compass]

no the rose stuff

not u guys

[low vapor]

its not beef

its advice

[mild compass]

wht is it then

mutton?

[low vapor]

there is no beef whatsoever

[quaint hound]

Bruh

[low vapor]

nah vro we are vegans

[mild compass]

no i meant she with him

[low vapor]

spinach

[low vapor]

thats not beef

[mild compass]

ah potatos

[low vapor]

thats js her being clingy asf

[quaint hound]

Dang wrong ping

[mild compass]

oh chicken

[quaint hound]

Mb Valentino guy

[quaint hound]

@granite zodiac y I use discord

[mild compass]

whtvr it is its messed up

i should vent to then

bismillah

so advice me

i think my teeths r cute but i also think i should get braces

i got no gaps tho

and they stright

[quaint hound]

@full schooner imma say hop on reddit and maybe read or watch what sm ppls perfectly normal exs do to them after one of them doesn't decide to simply move on. Literally horrible stuff happens

Like what the hell bruh

Relationships are messy

Js get married once

No fuss b4 that

[mild compass]

she aint muslim

am i right?

[quaint hound]

Oh idk ab that tho

[mild compass]

@full schooner wth

u do bachelors of art

why didnt u say so

i was looking for ppl who do it

[quaint hound]

Reddit

There for u

[mild compass]

no one answers me there

not even for umm al qura yet

[quaint hound]

Ppl dint expect batwoman to be asking art questions I think that's why

[low vapor]

for what exact reason do you wanna get braces?

[full schooner]

umm he's the loml

[mild compass]

sad

[mild compass]

so im a bunny since a kid

[full schooner]

I wanna marry him 😞

[mild compass]

i got like all stright teeth and have just teenie gap between two front teeths

my fam says its cute dont do it

[mortal badger]

literally 🤓

[mild compass]

and ik its unique but like

[mild compass]

literally

[quaint hound]

@low vapor deal with her bro I'm out

Also js asking, are most women like this? And why if so? I genuinely do not understand why she'd think and text this

[mild compass]

she likes him

[quaint hound]

U were supposed to be there to save them instead

How dy need help

[mild compass]

me?

[quaint hound]

And for smth like art

[mild compass]

oh my

[quaint hound]

Hell naw

[mild compass]

yes yes

u r right

[mild compass]

yuh i paint the walls at night

[quaint hound]

Sounds dope and Hella broke at the same time LOL

[mild compass]

im not broke

[quaint hound]

Blud has night duties to paint prison walls

[mild compass]

u do tht

[quaint hound]

Chill out nobody on discord is that broke

Everybody got daddy's money

[mild compass]

wht if i acctually am

[quaint hound]

Ur not

[full schooner]

hey wdym⁉️⁉️

[mild compass]

hhh jk

allhumdulilah

[quaint hound]

nah yk what like jokes aside, i sometimes look at these guys picking up the trash or wtv and im like

life really isnt that bad

alhamdulillah

[mild compass]

yes allhumdulilah

[quaint hound]

LOL NO it sounds so weird now when i read it again

[mild compass]

oh it isnt allhumdulilah

[quaint hound]

huh no i dint mean it that way, i js genuinely dont understand why ur raging and want to marry him at the same time

like how does that work

[low vapor]

sure you could get it if you want but know its going to hurt

and you wont be able to eat certain food

[mild compass]

oh my

[low vapor]

if you’re up for it and are willing to do it then go ahead

[mild compass]

how many months would tht be

tho

[low vapor]

im going to fucking punch you square in the face

[quaint hound]

LOL

[low vapor]

it depends

[quaint hound]

okay enough discord for now imma dip

do my last practice test

[low vapor]

gn

[quaint hound]

then SAT exam tmr

sabaa7

[low vapor]

glgl

[mild compass]

mhm

[low vapor]

a year or 2

[mild compass]

will it hurt till years

like or will it stop hurting too

[low vapor]

js consult with an orthodontist before you do it

[low vapor]

you will get used to it eventually

the early days are going to hurt

[mild compass]

yuh

[low vapor]

and make sure to ask the orthodontist a list of what you can’t eat

[mild compass]

mhm

what about

retainers

[low vapor]

a retainer

is used after getting your braces removed

[mild compass]

is it forever

[low vapor]

nah

it depends

6-12 months

there are permanent ones tho

[granite zodiac]

😭

ya Allah sabr

[mild compass]

oh alr thanks for the info

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to xkirbs!

[low vapor]

np

[full schooner]

um because I'm hurt but I love him?

[full schooner]

if only that would help

[quaint hound]

dayum women are clingy

or maybe i dont have enough evidence to make this statement

but you sure are

[full schooner]

yeah I am

why is that a bad thing?

one of the main reasons I can't be w him anymore is bcz It took me 6 months to start trusting him, that I was the only girl, that he'd never leave me, etc but that trust broke and I dont know if I'll ever trust him again

and like I know him. I doubt hes going to do anything to build that trust back

[quaint hound]

Water

Rain

Sleep

Life is beautiful

[low vapor]

look theres a certain point

like clingy is alright

but too clingy is unhealthy

and you are beyond too clingy

[full schooner]

I wish he knew how much he hurts me

[full schooner]

no I'm not I'm ghosting him

[low vapor]

why are you really ghosting him?

is it to see if he still cares for you?

[full schooner]

no

it's because I don't know what to say

to what he said

[full schooner]

I know he cares for me

[low vapor]

are you sure?

[full schooner]

yes I'm sure

I know that he cares about me

a couple months ago when we were no contact I was kinda doing some rly stupid stuff

and my friend was rly worried

so she texted him bcz she knows I used to listen to him

and he immediately texted me and kinda talked me out of it

he might not love me anymore but I know he'll at least always care about me

last week I didn't text him for a week so he texted me which actually rly rly surprised me bcz I wasn't looking for him to text me or anything I was just occupied with other stuff

i think he kinda needs me in his life too

and then a week before that we were arguing about smth and he was like "if I didn't want you in my life i wouldnt have u in it" and I was like "are u fucking stupid? I forced my way into it" and he said "yes u fuckin am cz now that you back I don't want u gone"

[mild compass]

he broke ur trust, so u are ghosting him, and u still have feelings for him and u also think he cares or feels the same way to u

so what is it that U want to do now?

if u really care about having him in ur life then have a friendship with him

but if ur mind isnt agreeing to it then talk it out with him

tbh our advices wont be much affective, its ur feelings so u have to meet with him somewhere and talk it out

because at the end of the day u need to be satisfied with the decisions u make

not what others tell

[full schooner]

nooooo he doesn't feel the same way he just cares

[full schooner]

that's what I'm doing

[full schooner]

oh no my mind is agreeing to it

[full schooner]

it's more like he broke my heart which broke my trust. I initially wanted him back bcz like we were no contact so I thought it was my fault. but then we got in touch again he told me it wasn't my fault and that i didnt do anything and ofc I'll always love him but I haven't been that keen ever since. like when he first told me that I actually blocked him but I eventually unblocked him but he didn't want anything to do w me then but like a month ago we kinda talked about some stuff and he said he wanted me to hate him but that it's not working anyway so we can be friends and yeah that's what I wanted

but sometimes the shit he says isn't just friendly. I have never said anything I wouldn't say to a friend

also there's one thing. we've broken up twice before but those breakups weren't like now, we always got back tgth and we hurt each other a lot but no one broke. this breakup was like death for me- the first month. then I got over it. but yeah during our second breakup he gave me a 2nd chance over smth I did and i asked why so he explained and idk how but our conversation went to deserving and he was like "it's not about deserving right? I didn't deserve the 2nd chance u gave me either" so I said "you know I'd give you a hundred "second chances" right" and he said "I know baby but im gonna get tired of it pretty quick because I wouldn't want to keep hurting you

for some reason he has this fucking idea in his head that he doesn't deserve me and I hate it so much because he's not an insecure person at all. he's comfortable with who he is

so it's not exactly an insecurity I think it's more of something that he believes to be a fact

[mild compass]

I hate that statement too ngl

[full schooner]

yeah it's so so so stupid

no one deserves anything according to that logic

you've probably heard love the way you Lie right? by eminem

[mild compass]

nahhh

i dont listen to eminems songs

[full schooner]

oh

[mild compass]

😅

[full schooner]

well u should listen to it

it's a rly nice song

theres this line

"if she ever tries to fucking leave again Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire"

I don't want someone who's gonna be like "I don't deserve you" I want someone who's like "I don't give a fuck if I deserve you you're mine and we are forever"

[mild compass]

yeah

well i do understand what u are saying

but u still need to decide what to do with him right

[full schooner]

no I already know

I wanna be friends with him

that's it

that's what I'm doing

[mild compass]

are u happy with it?

[full schooner]

yes I am

[mild compass]

then okay

[full schooner]

he just flirted w me yesterday

so I'm like

fucked up rn

cz I didn't expect that and I didn't want that

[mild compass]

maybe its because urll used to be something uk, give him some time

[full schooner]

HE left me lmao

and we broke up in like may/june

he isn't allowed to flirt w me anymore

I mean I still love him. do you see me flirting???

[mild compass]

nope

but guys are different

we cant expect them to be the way we like or want

anyways

[full schooner]

he doesn't want me!!!!!

he can't fuck around like that

[mild compass]

u have a clear answer in ur mind, so go with it 👊

[mild compass]

true

[full schooner]

that's what I've been doing we've been friends for a month now I'm happy with it

but yesterday

kinda fucked w me

[mild compass]

uk if his bullshit is bothering u so much that its making u sick then just forget about the friendship and mind ur own businesses man

[full schooner]

I need him in my life tho 😭

[mild compass]

then forgive and forget that happened and move tf on

u have what u picture in ur mind

humans make mistakes maybe he playfully said that u

we dont know

[full schooner]

yes I know he did but I'm not okay with it

[mild compass]

if u wanna have a friendship there are instances when u have to forgive him or her

[full schooner]

he just wants to fuck with my head

[full schooner]

we do!!

[mild compass]

mhm

[full schooner]

but

we're kinda weird

when we were together

we argued

a lot

it was like flirting for us

[mild compass]

a relationship without any arguements isnt a relationship bro😂 👊

[mild compass]

bwahahahahahhahhaha

[full schooner]

and we always fuck with each other's heads intentionally

[full schooner]

yesss I agree

we've honestly done some pretty fucked up shit w each other

[mild compass]

yeah dont say em here

😂 🙏

[full schooner]

oh no it's not sexual dw 😭

[mild compass]

oh then okay😭

[full schooner]

basically i threatened to cheat on him

our 2nd breakup

we kinda had a fight and he didn't text me since then

so I tried breaking up w him

but he didn't reply for 2 days

and then I was like wtf

and then I started saying shit like "you're such a coward at least have the audacity to actually breakup w me instead of ghosting"

and "if u dont reply by tmrw I will actually kiss someone and send u a picture and im serious"

and um then he came back and found out he had gone camping and had no signal

AND HE ALREADY TOLD ME ABOUT IT I JUST FORGOF

he has a horrible history w being cheated on

so he was kind of angry

[full schooner]

about this

and said that he doesn't know if he can be w me and needs time to think about it

"because if I can think about it I can actually do it" according to him

btw everything that follows this is completely my fault I take 100% accountability

instead of giving him space I tried apologising

and he didn't reply cz well he wanted space right

so then I was like

okay yeah let's js be friends or wtv

um and then

I told him I'm hooking up with my friend

and blocked him

I didn't actually do it ofc

[mild compass]

WHY WOULD U DO THAT😭

[full schooner]

but we got back tgth after that 🥺❤️❤️

[mild compass]

WHY WOULD U SAY THAT😭

[full schooner]

IDK I WAS ANGRY AND HURT??

cz like why would he breakup w me over smth that small

and like he left me for his ex before this so I think it's fair

[mild compass]

oh thats fair game man👊

[full schooner]

what I did was actually not even as bad as what he did tho right

but yeah those 2 breakups were kinda chill and short. like 1 month max

[mild compass]

i havent been in a relationship so i dont know what it feels like

but if he has hurt u and u hurt him back i think its fair

[full schooner]

it wasn't revenge

him leaving me for his ex was dec 2023

what i did was feb 2024

I was over the ex thing

[mild compass]

relationships are so compicated huh

this ex and that ex

he did this

she did that

she said this and he said that

[full schooner]

ig ours was a little worse than normal

[mild compass]

its already making me tired

[full schooner]

yeah it was exhausting

but I loved him more than I loved anyone else

[low vapor]

do NOT waste your time

this [redacted] will never move on

she has issues

[mild compass]

i can see that haha

[low vapor]

she’s bipolar

[full schooner]

I'm not bipolar

[low vapor]

what she needs is a therapist

[mild compass]

we all have issues......sometimes we need to get em out

[low vapor]

or a visit to the mental asylum

[mild compass]

shes alright bro

[full schooner]

I hated therapy

[low vapor]

ive explained so hard that she needs to move on

[full schooner]

I'm relatively pretty so like honestly I'm allowed to be insane

[low vapor]

maybe try going to a therapist that you actually would enjoy talking to them

[full schooner]

plus guys find it hot

[low vapor]

please seek help

[full schooner]

they're condending and judgy so no

[low vapor]

some aren’t

the good ones aren’t

[mild compass]

guys find it hot huh😭

[full schooner]

yeah they do. literally

[low vapor]

some do

[full schooner]

but only when u look good

as a former ugly person nothing is hot when ur ugly

[low vapor]

different people

have different types

[full schooner]

yeah almost every guy ive talked to finds it hot so 🤷‍♀️

idk

[low vapor]

they’re probably related

[mild compass]

a real gentleman wouldnt call it hot tho

[full schooner]

the only person who didn't was my 9th grade ex. he should NOT have dated me. perfect guys like him don't work w crazy girls like me

[full schooner]

never met one so idk 😭😭

[mild compass]

a woman should be someone who is easy to deal with, with her partner

being insane to ur partner isnt hot

its annoying

[full schooner]

but why would u wanna make it easy for them to love u

it's so much better when ur difficult but they still love u

[mild compass]

why make their lives harder?

[low vapor]

yea but keep this up and they’re gonna throw you in an asylum

lmk if you do get thrown in i will personally drop by to say “told you so”

[mild compass]

idk i just prefer making someones life easier

[full schooner]

cz it proves that they actually love u

[low vapor]

and you say you’re not bipolar

[full schooner]

no wtf people don't get thrown in assylums over such little things

[full schooner]

I'm not

[mild compass]

u cant find love like that uk, u have dated so many men yet non of them stayed right?

[low vapor]

“keep this up”

as in if you continue down this path

[mild compass]

real love is difficult for me to explain

[full schooner]

noo ive only had like 3 serious relationships and I left 2 and 1 left me

[mild compass]

i dont know how to put it into a sentence

[full schooner]

it's real when it hurts

[low vapor]

real love is like goofing around in a beach splashing eachother w water

[mild compass]

exactly

ur right

[low vapor]

ngl

[mild compass]

bwahahahahhahahahhaa

[low vapor]

real love only hurts you when it is supposed to

[full schooner]

but that's more like siblings

[low vapor]

if it hurts you, you’re probably doing sum wrong

[low vapor]

you dont have to be siblings to goof around

[wheat dragon]

Sup

[full schooner]

noo we don't but

[low vapor]

love doesnt necessarily mean a partner

[low vapor]

no buts

anywho

[full schooner]

when im dating someone we goof around but not like that

[low vapor]

can you like move on already

[full schooner]

yeah I know

[mild compass]

real love i believe is where u are obsessed over ur lover and are ready to do anything for him or her to be happy

[full schooner]

no I need to love someone

[full schooner]

I would do that

[low vapor]

first move on

then do that

[full schooner]

nooo I'll move on when I love someone else

[mild compass]

so many sacrifices are needed for it though

[full schooner]

I can actually imagine that w someone but I think we ghosted each other

[low vapor]

you cant bake cookies by putting flour egg and choco chips and shoving it straight into the oven

[full schooner]

oh

I wanna make cookies

[mild compass]

😭

[full schooner]

does cooking count as CAS

[low vapor]

i want to say stuff

but ill get muted

[full schooner]

😭😭 dm it idm

[mild compass]

bwahahahahahahahaaaaa

[low vapor]

nah

[full schooner]

I'm curious

[low vapor]

ill be a better person

[full schooner]

pls

pls pls pls

[mild compass]

u better tell her

or she will bother u so much

[low vapor]

i dont think i will

[mild compass]

u will wanna kill urself

😂

[low vapor]

sorry

i’d only kill myself for a goth girl

[full schooner]

smash

[mild compass]

smash fr

[full schooner]

I want a goth girl

but I'm straight

but like I find women more physically attractive

[low vapor]

skill issue

[full schooner]

they're so hot

like

[low vapor]

im straight and i love goth girls 🗣️

[full schooner]

I love all girls

except the ew ones

but I actually hate half the girls I know

[low vapor]

i like scenes, emos, alts and goths

cartoon network knew what they were doing

[full schooner]

damn yes

smash

girls r mean tho

[mild compass]

finally a normal conversation

[low vapor]

u might js be gay

yk

[full schooner]

lowkey fr 💅💅

but

girls hate me

they think I'm a pick me but im not

I used to be a girls girl

[low vapor]

i mean

you are clinging to your ex

so

🤷‍♂️

[full schooner]

THATS NOT PICK ME???

[low vapor]

i mean not necessarily

but it would be a reason to hate you

[full schooner]

that's mean

why do they care

if I'm clinging to my ex

[low vapor]

its not normal

[mild compass]

most girls i know are snakes

they talk nicely face to face but from behind my back they talk alot of shit

thats just how it is i guess

[low vapor]

real tho

[mild compass]

ikr

[low vapor]

i have this weird thing where i can focus on certain voices

in a loud classroom

so i know when someones talking shit

[mild compass]

id like to have what u have

so that i could know when someone talks shit about me

[low vapor]

eh

i’ll keep it to myself

@full schooner you should actually move on im being genuine like ts not healthy please move on for your sake

[sweet tapir]

this channel

needs to he nuked

[low vapor]

i agree

actually

this lady needs m to be nuked

[sweet tapir]

yea but the evidence she left here

we should nuke the whole channel with her

[low vapor]

i agree

[full schooner]

yeah that's how they r ro me

[low vapor]

yk what you should do

go run into a forest

become rapunzel or sum

or tarzan

(move away, switch school or wtvr)

[mortal badger]

go to rwanda

[full schooner]

no lol i js have 2 more yrs then I'm off to Europe or uk

[full schooner]

that would be so cute tho

[low vapor]

ah yes europe or europe

[mortal badger]

Rwanda >:|

🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

dont do my homies in rwanda dirty

[full schooner]

no lol

[full schooner]

yup so excited

[mortal badger]

brexit 🤓

[mild compass]

oh my

[full schooner]

I got a cute pink calculator!!

[mortal badger]

https://tenor.com/view/man-destroys-pc-harold-slikk-new-computer-haroldslikk-escortedcomputer-gif-23496313

[mortal badger]

cant say it but hope you ca pick context from this gif

https://tenor.com/view/gordon-ramsay-young-man-youngman-have-a-great-day-gif-9177715154218768625

obviously i meant to reference your horrible cooking

🤓🤓🤓

[quaint hound]

lovely 2000s

[mortal badger]

that monitor is not lovely vro. i m speaking from experience here. its horrendous and i thank god everyday we dont have those around today

[quaint hound]

we sure dont, but those times were amazing. the newww beginning of literally the entire computers and devs world

then we had this thing called social media that walked in

damn it was just amazinggg

my grandmother has windows xp on a 1990s computer and i really really enjoy using it every time i go to pakistan

[mortal badger]

the world was a good place 😊

[quaint hound]

not sure if the hardware was from 1990 tho but it surely has been 25-30 years

coz xp was released in 2001

[quaint hound]

we still had heinous ppl around but yeah coz of no social media and websites, kids left alone on the internet could live in a happier world (unlike me)

by being left alone on the internet, i mean, gore sites and stuff like ugh its js messed up

and whats sad is that parents really have no idea about this

but they always are right when they sit us down and go "see, you know whats right and whats wrong, take care"

[mortal badger]

agreed.

[mortal badger]

agreed but more.

[mortal badger]

agreed and relating.

[quaint hound]

they might know the details of todays immense rubbish, but they do know it all in general

like i have abs no idea how my father would react to knowing that ive watched gore

[mortal badger]

how is ur dad so oblivious to what your watchng wth

[quaint hound]

idek how many thousands of vids ive watched (serious, memes, war footage) and idk what but its js normal now

[quaint hound]

i mean

like what

wym by that 😭

hes an amazing father but um

i js never told him and i never would

[mortal badger]

he doesnt even know what his child is consuming

[quaint hound]

no not like that

[mortal badger]

never said anything that contradicts that dw

[mild compass]

hey poopies

[quaint hound]

hes really really into what were doing and stuff, were also nearly in the same work field and stuff but

[quaint hound]

wrong time akshually kindly leave

[quaint hound]

lol

[mild compass]

i dont wanna

[quaint hound]

no coz me saying that he doesnt know what im watching makes it sound like hes not a concerned parent or that hes careless

which isnt the case

i was on discord a year or 2 ago when i was introduced to this

sm1 spammed a vid on my server (which ive deleted 7 months ago)

and i was js disturbed

but then curiosity made me watch way too much

i dont really regret it but if i think ab it this way... that say im 45 and my sons 18 and ik hed go through vids like this, would i talk to him about it? yes i would

[mortal badger]

parents are amazing people. but i feel like this gen of millennials really screwed up with most of gen z with their lack of awareness to what the internet or the world in general is becoming.

[quaint hound]

i somehow find it weird that parents think if they dont talk to their children about stuff like sex, suicide or murder, their children would never even go near it

its not true at all, they explore it, but with no guidance

and since theyre new to it, they tend to make bad mistakes

[quaint hound]

correct

[mortal badger]

ye. most children end up not growing at all cuz of the lack of exposure/attention from their adults

"This new generation is so cringe 🤓" worst bullshit i ve ever heard in my life

[quaint hound]

LOL

i mean i do understand that its weird and embarrassing for parents to talk ab stuff like this

but its necessary tho isnt it?

[mortal badger]

ofcoarse it is. if you cant get comfortable with your kid. you wil sta uncomfortable ur entire life

[quaint hound]

who r u bro

[mortal badger]

im batman

[quaint hound]

i mean idk but u actually js made me feel so better

reasonable ppl still exist

wow

[mortal badger]

likewise :>

[quaint hound]

howd u talk to ur son ab it 😭

im genuinely confused

but yk what if i do

which i will

ill talk to him like a friend

give him his space

let him know its his life and im not forcing nun

over nun

ill js tell him well i was 18 too once and ive done stupid mistakes too

everybody does mistakes but make sure u dont mess up really really bad

[mortal badger]

i havent really thought abt it much. having a son is cool and all but its not in a time period anytime soon

[quaint hound]

true but i often think ab this coz im not always cool with my father and if i ever talk to my parents ab how ones supposed to treat their children and stuff on dif matters

they js have that desi response of "become someone first, then talk about kids"

and i feel like theyre all js blindly studying to become a book by the age of 40 to marry a book aged 40

[mortal badger]

most reasonable approach ngl. the world has faded away from all formalities and adapting is the only way to survive

[quaint hound]

to have kids who are humans and then they dont understand them because they were never understood

and they were snubbed when they wanted to think

[mortal badger]

fax frong

[quaint hound]

i love my parents and i respect them the most but i disagree with them on this

which again is something completely valid and so would be for my son to disagree with me on something

[mortal badger]

everyone's opinions regardlessof age should have the same weight ngl

an elder person's should be valued for its complexity whence a younger's should be valued for its simplicity

[quaint hound]

i mean a kids opinion and an adults opinion does have a difference, only point im making is, no ones supposed to show the kid that his opinion is worth less than anyone elses, coz the same kid will grow up to be an adult with an opinion thinking that hes the only one who has the right to assert an opinion and the kids dont. the cycle doesnt end

and what the hell is ur about me

ayt i gtg rn so cya, nice talking to u dude

salaam

(if u a muslim)

[mortal badger]

a dignifying approach at this thing called humour 😊

[mortal badger]

w.salam

[mortal badger]

ye im dw abt it

[mortal badger]

u can come back now haha lol

[mild compass]

Guys

I cant bring myself to study what do i do

[gaunt bison]

Give up

academic comeback ain't happening

[mild compass]

Perhaps

[mortal badger]

ask some professional to test you. you need motivation. there is no greater motivation than that of a loser who doesnt want to be a loser next time.

[gaunt bison]

https://tenor.com/view/there's-nothing-we-can-do-gif-15878626962415498830

[mild compass]

Right the problem is i dont care if im a loser or not

[gaunt bison]

Relatable

[mild compass]

And i do have a tutor but yeah thats it

[mortal badger]

ah that changes things

[mortal badger]

nice. now tell him that the only purpose i m paying you for from now on is to test me

motivation or not tests will eventually incentivize you to study dw

[mild compass]

She gave me a paper to do but im struggling so much to solve it

[gaunt bison]

Use chat gpt

upload the paper and you shall get answers

[mild compass]

No chat gpt is making me even more stupid

[gaunt bison]

Use yt

[mortal badger]

almost as if the subject youre studying is somthing you lack interest in entirely

(im being satire btw)

[mild compass]

oh my wht was the talk abt

felt and seemed srs

[mortal badger]

idk have you tried reading

[mild compass]

nope give me a summarry

[mortal badger]

too bad

😹

[mild compass]

cmon

[mortal badger]

basically crying abt generational gap

thas all u getting

[mild compass]

oh tthts a deep topic but yuh

[mild compass]

got it

[mortal badger]

shoulve made it more vague smh

[mild compass]

whts vague?

[mortal badger]

the "summary"

[mild compass]

i meant what is "vague" ' s meaning

[mortal badger]

the irony omw 😂. it means something unclear

or something not directly understandable

or something you need more context for

[mild compass]

ok

[mortal badger]

dictionary sucks at conveying meaning

cant even do it coherently

examples and similar words carry

[mild compass]

Honestly it is possible

Im resitting the exams

[full schooner]

IVE BECOME A LOVEBOMBER

[quaint hound]

u js need sleep bro

sometimes u gotta wake up

and go

restart

boom

it often fixes pretty much a lot of stuff in life

[low vapor]

someone please take away this users phone

[full schooner]

😞😞 no

[full schooner]

yeah hopefully cz I woke up feeling like dhit today

[low vapor]

yes

[full schooner]

I love him

so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much

I don't have the words for it

sometimes my chest PHYSICALLY hurts

because our ship sunk

[mild compass]

get it checked

what if its something else

[full schooner]

oh no I mean that's different

its just normal chest pain

but THIS

ITS LIKE MY HEART HURTS

[mild compass]

u get heart aches when ur in love?

[full schooner]

it's like everything expands in my chest and it'll burst open

[full schooner]

yes?

[mild compass]

whoah

[full schooner]

It's like

blowing a balloon too much

it feels like that

how do I explain it

[full schooner]

this

[mild compass]

but if u like him so so so much and u also keep a friendly distance with him then why did it gross u out when he flirted with u

[full schooner]

I didn't gross out

I just can't take it

what do I do with that flirting