venting

[bleak raptor]

i think bro didnt mean it fr

i read the convo it is chill it was just a normal argument nothing else that too not a heated one

[languid musk]

he always says this bullshit

like look at his message history

itsnok

[bleak raptor]

@latent birch whatever you wanna wish , dont tell it here as it might not match with people's sentiments try not to provoke others as well by pasting your points on tthem this is a verbal warning if it is repeated stricter action will be taken

[bleak raptor]

naw his history is still sane bruh allat of people type worse bs than his history including us MODS

[languid musk]

me when big country only good for war

eh it's calm I really couldn't care less

[bleak raptor]

ye

its not a BIG deal there are worse things than this, this isnt even worse id say

[languid musk]

I know lmao

[granite zodiac]

its not even abt it being bad or not, its ab the sickening mindset he has

[deep furnace]

what did bud say

[granite zodiac]

this isnt even abt monkeypox anymore, this is about your head, the world isnt nice and pretty to anyone, so your not an exception that its not all butterflies and rainbows, if you say stuff like that, please make it logical or atleast become accepting of the fact yo usaid smth wrong and change urself for the better, but if u still stick whole heartedly to ur original statement, then idk what to say to you anymore

[granite zodiac]

scroll up

[latent birch]

I understood but the thing is I just wanna share my honest thought tbh you can't just change someone thought or opinions like yes people poor will lose jobs and I accept that.
But regardless deep inside I still just want quarantine even though it's consequences you can't change desire yk majority of Ppl maybe couldve support me but I met wrong crowd.
It was never about morality lol

[deep furnace]

nuh uh

does bro want covid back

[granite zodiac]

yeah quarantine

[deep furnace]

based.

[granite zodiac]

if were being honest, this is literally showing you and your morals

its not abt ur desire as i said, its abt whats going on in ur head

get it in the right places g 😭

[deep furnace]

just say you wanna see people perish

its that easy.

[latent birch]

Yes man I agreed what I said was partially wrong you shouldent think this deeply tbh

[granite zodiac]

that wouldnt have been bad either, he wants quarantine so he can sit at home and enjoy while it affects everyone below him

[granite zodiac]

you shouldnt make such vague and diabolical statements 'tbh'

[deep furnace]

nah thats actually miserable

i dont want covid back

[granite zodiac]

i mean just take a gap year and sit at home urself midas if you want it so bad

theres other ways to word this stuff lmao

[granite zodiac]

im sure noone does, they js like the idea of quarantine untill their loved ones get affected and then at the end theyre on the ground weeping (astagfirullah)

[languid musk]

just drop the topic atp

[languid musk]

yeah

[granite zodiac]

maza araha mjhe ☹️

[latent birch]

Well not everybody morals is 100% right even yours because it's social construct
You don't like it good.
Other people would've agreed with me. I don't even claim to be 100% right ik I'm wrong to wish this and i also dont wish hardship to poor people but idc I won't be affected by next pandemic. Ppl always have twisted moralities

[sick relic]

this is getting out of hand

[granite zodiac]

ary chill scene hai

meri bari aayi to likhne nhi de rhe

ye kia baat hui

☹️

[sick relic]

alright

go on

[latent birch]

I wish but I can't

[granite zodiac]

noones morals are perfect in this world, they always strive to make it better, again using stuff like reddit and twisted moralities as a meatshield to defend your own view isnt helping, i agree that there are other crackheads that would agree with ur point, but thats super selfish of you, "i wont be affected by the next pandemic"

have you been playing cod alot recently?

micd up**

[latent birch]

I'm just stressed

[granite zodiac]

whats up

why

[latent birch]

Because of exams and what so

[granite zodiac]

ur done w a2?

its okay man, no hard feelings, i want a lockdown as well, but a harmless one where everyone decides to take a year off or smth lmao

goodluck for as

which subs

[latent birch]

I'm doing businesses and Pyschology

[granite zodiac]

and 3rd subject?

[latent birch]

CS

[granite zodiac]

start studying for it early, ppl really underestime alevels and then get bad results, work hard form the start

best of luck

[torn yarrow]

😭 😂 Help

[granite zodiac]

real tho 😭

[surreal stirrup]

I’d pray for happiness

[latent birch]

Nice it's ironic how out of all my prayers the god listened to this. Yk what they says, be careful what you wish for, and i remebered making dua with teary eyes.

[surreal stirrup]

Do u know that when your crying it helps ur dua be accepted

When u rly mean it

When ur pour ur heart into it

[latent birch]

Yes I didn't expect pandemic though. I was just saying do something that'll make whole world stop doing their jobs or something.
But I've grown up and see this sign as punishment from God because of Covid I couldn't finish my highschool with my same age peers. I'm left behind so much

It reminds me story of donkey.
He made a wish with God to have a new master that'll take care of him and don't abuse him like his current master.
The god listened and at the end he got master that cut animals skins and sell for profit.

[torn yarrow]

[paper sundial]

i hope monkeypox dosent turn into a global pandemic

[surreal stirrup]

Nah ur good

Ur not left behind there’s ppl that take gap years

People that have to retake

It’s just life u go at ur own pace

[surreal stirrup]

Same

[latent birch]

That's exactly what I want lol

[surreal stirrup]

Oh hell naw

I had chicken pox once

Worst thing ever

[latent birch]

Understandable I'm now 20 years old and life is moving fast and I'm still behind so ofc I'm stressed I want to free from studnet phase

[surreal stirrup]

Ur doing Alevels this year?

[latent birch]

You would be safe just don't interact with people that have that disease and keep hygiene etc as I said more spreadble virus less chances of getting dying from infection

[latent birch]

Yes and because of that I'm in low point because exam is near and I still can't give As level business it's huge syallbus content have made me bald

[surreal stirrup]

AS

Or A2

[latent birch]

Ye

AS

[surreal stirrup]

u can do it bro

[latent birch]

I started this year and my O level finished this year

[surreal stirrup]

I also finished o level this yr

But I still haven’t gotten my results

I rly wanna do bio maths and chem

3 alevels

[latent birch]

Yes ik just I don't like this when exam is near and syallbus far from finish the reason why I'm not able to finish it up coz I took months to decide what subs to choose

[surreal stirrup]

But idk cuz I actually didn’t revise

So idk what I’ll even get

[latent birch]

How check from Google

[surreal stirrup]

If I will even get the required grades

[surreal stirrup]

my teacher has them

[latent birch]

So not A star?

[surreal stirrup]

He said i passed

But idk how well I did

[latent birch]

Then ask her that idiot teacher

[latent birch]

Wtf is bs

[surreal stirrup]

it’s he and I’m in a different country

[latent birch]

Give the grade

[surreal stirrup]

I did my igcses in a different country

[latent birch]

Wtf is that system you can what exactly you get from Google

[rare solstice]

U must be insane, that is not a good idea, the world economy would BURN and ppl would lose jobs

[latent birch]

What country

[surreal stirrup]

I did them in Kenya

And now I’m in the uk

[rare solstice]

not to mention cambridge will just tell me to pull up with 10yrs of past papers

[latent birch]

Man...Just that's just my opinion nvm

[rare solstice]

AYO ANOTHER KENYAN-

[surreal stirrup]

UR KENYAN?

[rare solstice]

yessss

im sitting my igcses next yr

[surreal stirrup]

I’m not kenyan

I’m from Djibouti

[deep furnace]

Smoll

[latent birch]

I don't understand so ummmm can't you check your own result or what

[surreal stirrup]

i don’t think so uno

[rare solstice]

oooohhhh, i have a friend from there, seems like a nice country

[latent birch]

Djibiuti capital city?

[rare solstice]

WDYM SMALL, IM 15 YRS OLD, 15, IM TURNING 16 IN DECEMBER-

[surreal stirrup]

Ive acc never been there I went kenya and somalia and ethopia cuz of family tho

[rare solstice]

Ah, i see

[latent birch]

Whatever you should ask teacher what you got exactly

[rare solstice]

guys i wanna vent

[surreal stirrup]

He said to my friend to come back tmr 🙄

[latent birch]

Wtf someone have onlyfans here

[rare solstice]

I WASTED MY SUMMER BEING FRICKING LAZY AND NOW SCHOOL IS OPENING IN 5 DAYS AND IM GONNA FAIL ALL MY EXAMS BRUTALLY WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[surreal stirrup]

What😭

[surreal stirrup]

broski

[latent birch]

Weird....

[rare solstice]

Click on it, i dare u

[latent birch]

Have scheldude bruh

[surreal stirrup]

I was doing 1 paper for maths everyday

So just do that ig

But for everything

[latent birch]

Hell nope I rather want pandemic

[surreal stirrup]

Don’t be stupid like me

And revise maths and bio only

[latent birch]

Past paper?

[surreal stirrup]

yh my teacher would print out a bunch of questions everyday

And we’d have to do them

[latent birch]

You should check mistakes and see mistakes

[rare solstice]

No need to flex, all i did was math notes, some bio notes, an ict pp1, literature notes, and a bio paper 6

[latent birch]

I mean improve

[rare solstice]

thats all ive done ALL SUMMER

wallahi im cooked bro 😭

[surreal stirrup]

U better than me 😭😭🙏🏽

[surreal stirrup]

Trust me u not but work harder

[latent birch]

https://tenor.com/view/bobs-burgers-louise-belcher-evil-laugh-fire-flames-gif-19538568

[rare solstice]

rn im doing ict pp1

[rare solstice]

No pandemic for u

[surreal stirrup]

Skl comes a bit naturally to me so it’s not rly a problem but i rly wasted my potential

[latent birch]

Never know lol

[rare solstice]

WDYM BRO, ITS STILL BAD

[surreal stirrup]

Need to have an academic comeback fr

[latent birch]

You both need to do hard work

[rare solstice]

Bro, my mathematics grades are so low they pull my mean down like a NEUTRON STAR

[surreal stirrup]

it’s SOMETHING tho

[rare solstice]

i got 33% in my last math exam

[surreal stirrup]

maths is what keeps my mean afloat😭

[rare solstice]

and i procrastinate like hell

[surreal stirrup]

Chemistry tho

My worst subject

[rare solstice]

HAIYA, lets help eachother atp

[surreal stirrup]

I’m debating wether or not I should even take it

[rare solstice]

im so grateful to God i dropped that subject fr

[surreal stirrup]

i COULDNT drop nothing in o level

[rare solstice]

UR IN A LEVELS???

im in o level, help a sister out.

i need help or i will genuinely jump off a bridge and CRY

[surreal stirrup]

Word of advice

Revise neow

So that you’ll be alr later on

[rare solstice]

okay I will

thank u for ur advice, it's helping me not panick to death

[granite zodiac]

its the best subj

[rare solstice]

it's the worst, bio is bae

[granite zodiac]

its phy>chem>bio

even tho i lvoe bio but i love phy n chem more

[rare solstice]

no its bio>phy>chem

[granite zodiac]

ur in olvls right

[rare solstice]

yes sadly I've not yet graduated

[rare solstice]

I wish 2025 could come alr

and I get good grades fr

[granite zodiac]

never seen someone excited for the new year this early

u ig kids are different

[fiery sage]

This helps students get into uni
for free
They can secure higher scholarships than the ones u receive
As they are partners with many unis
https://www.securemyscholarship.com/referral?utm_source=ANew97

[surreal stirrup]

Bro don’t panick I promise if u revise now it will be so easy for you later on trust me

[rare solstice]

what grades did u get if u don't mind sharing?

[granite zodiac]

LMFAO

[deep furnace]

O levels ain't even hard you could get grades without even locking in

[lucid oyster]

exactly

i started studying a week before my exams and got good grades 🙏

[deep furnace]

All you need is 1-2 proper months of like past papers

[deep furnace]

What did u achieve

[lucid oyster]

1 A* and 3 A's

[deep furnace]

4 subjects?

[lucid oyster]

i did 4 igcses only gonna do some more this oct/nov

[lucid oyster]

yess

[deep furnace]

Alr

[latent birch]

O level is like child play in comparison with A level

[surreal stirrup]

I haven’t got them yet😔

[surreal stirrup]

Oh lawd

[languid musk]

mashaAllah congrats

[languid musk]

no shit

[rare solstice]

oof-

[rare solstice]

dont make me lose hope bro-

[latent birch]

How it should be motivating because you're still in igsce

[rare solstice]

wdym its stressful thinking abt how imma go from headaches in o levels to certified migranes in A levels

[latent birch]

In o levels doing 10 years of past paper can guarantee u A star but you must have to be strict with yourself in A levels not skipping a single day and plan ahead because A levels syallbus 2× more than igsce and exams are 4 papers for a single subject and they're very difficult.
You just have to be consistent and more serious than igsce

[rare solstice]

Ai Ai Ai-

there goes my lazy days 😭

[latent birch]

Nah man ppl doing hwardwork fails in A levels you've to be discipline lol enjoy as much as time in igsce and prepare mentally for A levels.
Afterward it's just simple life in unis

[rare solstice]

wdym simple life in uni? my brother said uni is hard

[latent birch]

Well ig you'll find peace after finishing education phase. Or maybe it'll be harder in adult life. Just be prepared.
You would also laugh at your brother stressing his middle school exams lol that's just how is it 🤣

[rare solstice]

i guess thats just how it is...

[latent birch]

https://tenor.com/view/napoleon-there's-nothing-we-can-do-napoleon-pyritesian-gif-17490332095914688011

But getting degree in your subject will make you earn money in adult life so better to suffer now and enjoy later

[surreal stirrup]

Dw u get used to it

[surreal stirrup]

YAYYYY I HAVE HOPE FOR UNI THEN

[rare solstice]

hopefully haha-

[delicate patrol]

guys is a recheck worth it if a subject got 89%?

I would love for it go up but the process is very expensive

[vocal ether]

what grade

[delicate patrol]

A

for igcse

got it in bangla

[granite zodiac]

it isnt at all btw

[granite zodiac]

very expensive, plus they wont ever admit their mistake, itll challenge their credibility, i tried too, didnt work out, you could still try if you have hope

and are super confident u did more than a 89

[surreal stirrup]

💔

Pls I don’t wanna suffer no more

[granite zodiac]

it only gets worse gng dont hv any hopes

tax coming too

were cooked🔥🔥

[surreal stirrup]

NO I REFUSE

[surreal stirrup]

I CHOOSE HAPPINESS

[languid musk]

@restive bridge tried to get a recheck on a 88% n it stayed the same so like

[restive bridge]

word

[delicate patrol]

man I hope they bump it up

[torn yarrow]

which subject

[torn yarrow]

which subject

[restive bridge]

FLE

[torn yarrow]

how many marks were u down a grade?

i was considering getting ESL checked

i got 93/100
and A* is at 94/100

one mark down in writing

[restive bridge]

i was 2 raw marks away

[torn yarrow]

oof

[restive bridge]

i got 2 raw marks in the recheck

but they said for english they have a tolerance threshold

they only honor the change if it is MORE than 2 marks or sumn

[torn yarrow]

waitwhat

[restive bridge]

so they didnt give me the grade increase

or the mark increase

or anything

[torn yarrow]

BRUHH

...

WHATTHE

[torn yarrow]

in writing?

or smt else?

[restive bridge]

yea

[torn yarrow]

Okok thanks :))

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to thegeagle!

[thin bronze]

I sound gay

💀

Anyways I'm just quirky that way 🎀

[granite zodiac]

never opening a vm again

[thin bronze]

❤️

[granite zodiac]

no hard feelings

wait bro

[thin bronze]

Haha it's fine

[granite zodiac]

kya hogya 😭

[thin bronze]

😭 kuch nahi

I'll re record

Cuz

I sound gay

[granite zodiac]

sorry na mazak tha

wanted to b funny now i feel bad

repost those

im a random, u shouldnt care what others think bhai speak ur heart out

[thin bronze]

And I'm not gay

[thin bronze]

:0

[granite zodiac]

bhai ur acting insecure behind a screen

like iss platform p to log chahe jitne bhi buzdil ho, bhonk lete

[thin bronze]

:D

[granite zodiac]

ap bhi bhonk lo

[thin bronze]

😭🙏

Thanks

But like

Okay

[languid musk]

😭

[languid musk]

👎

[thin bronze]

:0

I love yapping

[thin bronze]

:0

[deep furnace]

Bro is not in igsce

[thin bronze]

I am not lol

I'm 14

[deep furnace]

Beat your friend up

You can after all.

[rare solstice]

Happiness for me is like GTA VI, it's not coming 😭

[boreal leaf]

Damn

Deep

[bitter mulch]

thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to h3lpmebro!

[rare solstice]

Yall, i have no future atp, everything is darkness and i hate living

i got minimocks in like 14 days and idek what to do to get ready

not gonna lie imma be homeless in a few years bc:

I fail my igcses --> i wont go to a levels --> i wont go to college --> i wont have a job --> i will have no money --> i will become homeless --> i will become hungry --> i will die of starvation

[fringe compass]

I'm so anxious for AS Levels my one friend wrote in may/june for biology and maths and got an E for both I'm scared I get the same grades 😭

[hallow pike]

Don't overthink it, it's not that deep you will get thru it and figure t our. Just take it easy on yourself and focus on what's now. Ultimately your future is not in ur control 👏

[rare solstice]

Thank you so much for the reminder to not overthink

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to mi_mi1588!

[hallow pike]

Np, ur free to share ur feelings on here. (:

[rare solstice]

thanks, btw r igcses really that deep?

[glossy pewter]

I came into znotes today and first thing I hear is a girl complaining about her pen?????

[glossy pewter]

You are a G 🤣🤣

[thin bronze]

Yes 🙌

[terse tulip]

hi guysss

[delicate patrol]

do you remember how long it took for you to get the rechecked mark?

[granite zodiac]

takes arnd a week

[delicate patrol]

thank you!

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to svampz!

[restive bridge]

a week

[hallow pike]

Not necessarily, its only needed to go to alevels with it and depending on your field/ requirements; you can know how much to aim for. On the flip side its pointless for any other future endeavour as nobody is going tb asking u for ur high school completion grades ( logically) once ur done with alevels ( which what matter even more) . Ofc this does not mean not to put effort in when it's due but you shouldn't let it devalue u or overthink it, just ask for help when u need it and u will be fine. (:

[rare solstice]

This honestly helped me put things into perspective after crying and stressing so much. Thank you 💖

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to mi_mi1588!

[hallow pike]

Glad I can help (:

[latent birch]

My dad brought me worst tuition teacher.
I will always have to go to his house for learning and when I went there my dad didn't let me talk at all, my dad started gossiping with him for 1H 15min about random things and they get well toghter, so I didn't know what type of tuition centre is and teacher 🤷‍♂️

On my first day of tuition, I sat beside with students that were from completely different branch of education( Matric exams) not A levels

That's when I knew this is not good tuition, and I didn't tell you this it have happened before the thing is usually home tuition are for matric students not specifically for A level students.

So I decided I'll quit this tuition and told my dad. Now instead of removing me from tuition , he told the teacher to come to my house 😭 to teach me, I told him to tell tuition teacher the reason why I wanna quit is because I'm not comfortable learning in someone else home, I'm shy etc so I prefer learning in home.

But my dad said he already paid the tuition fees. Wow. They immediately asked for fees 2 days before. And now can't ask back. It means I never had option to quit. 😕

I took huge amount of time in choosing my A level subject that's why I left behind. Now I need to do AS business and AS psychology. But my syallbus is not even half finished.

And it's all my fault, I should've told my dad I want private sir, I didn't engage in conversation with him, didn't express my opinion. So he went with his own opinion.

I told my dad I can't give AS business and psycholgy I don't have confidence I can't give it this oct nov especially not with my tuition teacher.

But he's now angry and insisting I should give at least AS exams so that my burden can be reduced and I can wind up A levels quickly. Not to mention I'm not clever studnet let alone productive one.

And those cambridge mfs are going to increased the exam fees if I pay late what a greedy system man.

It's just, everything have fallen apart

[jolly fog]

Eyy chill man

go with the flow and everything will come together

trust

[lost rock]

guys my school dont got as physics in grade 11 they do both as and a physics in grade 12 will that become rlly hard ? cuz im just giving as level maths and as level bio this year for grade 12 ill have to do the a level maths and a level bio next year with physics a1 and a2 the school gave me an option to just self study as level pysics and do it this year
so is self studying as physics better or just do it according to my school next year?

[ripe gyro]

It would be hard but there is a specific coarse for both of them combined, I think it is a 2 year coarse I'm not sure, I'm doing my as level as of now so I don't really know but when I looked up the courses cambridge was offering, they had options like as and a level as a 2 year course(which I am doing now) and both combined for one year, it's like crash course kinda. It would be better if u self study and follow ur school pattern, doesn't hurt doing both, it's better to be safe then sorry anyday. I'd recommend that u do self study and look forward to the school's pattern too.

[lost rock]

alright thank you for your advice!!

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to madhumita_20.!

[languid musk]

if they dont have it for AS, they shouldn't for A2 either. You could try learning through private or self study

or you could consult with your coordinator

[mild compass]

i’m.. constipated

😞

[languid musk]

fiber

[mild compass]

i’m not actually constipated bowel wise

my brain is constipated

[languid musk]

oh ☹️

[mild compass]

I HATE BUSINESS SO MUCH

ID BUSINESS WAS A PERSON

[languid musk]

😭

[mild compass]

ID BITE IT

[languid musk]

not very nice

[lament cloud]

Kinky

[grand quarry]

..... you'dyou'd never know

[grand quarry]

oof WHT happened?

[frigid hinge]

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[lost rock]

no this school just doesnt offer u as physics in grade 11 they offer it in grade 12

[jolly fog]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
SKOOL SUKS

[languid musk]

ok lil bro

[lost rock]

its a sabis school....

so i gotta do a levels with their compulsary subjects which the school takes exams of

[quick vortex]

:(

[green venture]

Sniped!

Text:

period

Message by eris0__0

[jolly fog]

F

MISSED IT

[quick vortex]

hehev

[jolly fog]

Bro caught lackin

close..

[prisma bay]

I hope I get a scholarship so I move FAR away from home to study

[latent birch]

Everybody wanna do that

[prisma bay]

Nah but my parents are like evil

[latent birch]

Understandable they wanna keep you in yo momma stomach huh

[languid musk]

💀

[wispy falcon]

I'd say give the whole A levels course together, depending on how good your teachers are though because self-studying AS w/o any guidance would be really hard, if your school is good they would know how to prepare students, as the teachers have been teaching this way for years

a bad AS grade can really mess things up

[prisma bay]

?

[latent birch]

How come you don't understand, I was just saying they wanna keep you sheltered huh

[prisma bay]

Sheltered from what

[latent birch]

From outside world dude

[prisma bay]

Why u say that

[latent birch]

Guessing

Common reason

[prisma bay]

What common reason

[latent birch]

Nvm bro...

[elder thunder]

You do NOT learn do you

[prisma bay]

I’m confused

[prisma bay]

Guessing about what?

[wispy falcon]

let it go man

[latent birch]

BRO. Are you illiterate in social conversation? I'm poor in social conversations but I gotta give it to you man

[prisma bay]

Dam

Sorry ig

[latent birch]

I'm just guessing that the reason why your parents don't want you to go forgein countries is because maybe they don't want you to interact with outside world

They wanna keep you sheltered( hence, you're in mommy stomach thing I said)

Where are you from man

[prisma bay]

Botswana

[latent birch]

I'm not angry sorry if I came like that but it seems to be like you're not thinking at all. Like I've to be obvious with but I get it you're IGSCE kiddo

[latent birch]

Oh nice where's that?afrika or Europe or south America?

[prisma bay]

No Blud they hit me and I feel like my dad blames me for everything, they’re not against me going out into the foreign world I just want to get away from them

[prisma bay]

Africa

[latent birch]

Hit you physically?

[prisma bay]

Yes well not as much now, I used to be homeschooled by my Dad and used to get hit almost everyday

[latent birch]

Oh yeah I rmeber noice country one of the developing one

[latent birch]

Jesus welp you're big boy he should stop hitting you tho right? Like you're 15 or 16

And tbh homsechsoold is good but not with parents wtf

[prisma bay]

Nah I’m 13 he’s been hitting me since I was 7 or 8

[prisma bay]

Kind of surprising that is expected in my country

[latent birch]

Oh welp I see it's still make sense he can beat you. I got my ass whooped by my dad when I was 16 years old lol nowadays he throws chairs 🤣

[latent birch]

Find out trigged warning from your dad and just avoid getting beating.
Avoid interacting with your dad also helps.

[prisma bay]

Yeah it helps he is not as home much but he has a short temper and sometimes resorts to kicking me

[latent birch]

So he abuse with no reason? Not like you've done something wrong?

[prisma bay]

When I was young and he was homeschooling me he would clock me in the head with a knuckle for getting a math question wrong

He know just insults me but it’s better I guess

[latent birch]

Damn dude same my dad would throw away whole table when I get questions wrong. Your dad kinda sounds like me. But hitting in head is bad though wtf that's where your child brain is growing

[latent birch]

Mhm ofc verbal abuse is gonna be more common

[languid musk]

nah you're worse

[latent birch]

Gotta say man you've to understand your own dad anger issues.
I mean nowadays my dad and I have no special thing anymore again. We only talk about imp things.
He uses to beat me alot even once on my birthday.

Nowadays it's just nothing going on. That's the point. He also got weaker because of high blood pressure.

You gotta establish normal relationship with him all I can say.

[prisma bay]

Yeah idk why he did that, I hate him too one of his friends offered me a small amount of alcohol, he filled it on the cap of one of the lids, I was stupid and curious then so I decided to try it, I got a stomach ache the next day and had to take the day off of school, my dad was sceptical that I was trying to skip school until I told him what had happened I was approached by that spineless shit my dad calls his “friend” basically begging me not to tell my parents and so I did but my dad somehow blamed me for it? Crazy right and now I have to see that guy whenever my dad comes home early, rant done

[prisma bay]

Not really an option now ig

Dam never told anyone (other than my mom) this, does it feel weird I trust random strangers on the internet with this rather than irl ppl

[latent birch]

Damn dude wtf stay away from alcohol man I mean away from any addicted things every from your life dude not worth destroying your life over this.

And your dad freind is such a stupid dude who offer child with alcohol. And your dad have no guts to face him that's why he blames u.

It happened to me once when my dad freind was making fun of me and I was kinda being rude kid but my dad beat me up infront of him and I went crying inside room.

Even my mom blamed that on my dad freind.

But it's all good, that Mf business have went bankrupt lol karma haha

[prisma bay]

Yeah I never intend to try alcohol ever after that first experience, hopefully my dads friend gets karma for that too

[prisma bay]

We have like the same dads

[deep furnace]

Should tell your mother if she cares

[prisma bay]

Oh she knows she cared for a bit but it’s all old news now i guess

[latent birch]

I mean what I'm saying is just match vibe. You've now entered your teenagehood so the chances of your dad beating you up is gonna decrease after this.

Well like eating on time and studying etc I'm pretty sure as you age as well your dad will also get along with you unless he's total psychopath lol

[prisma bay]

Hopefully

[deep furnace]

How's your dad in comparison to your size

[latent birch]

Noice dad should always choose family over smelly freinds

My dad is tall and freaking strong he can still defeat me in arm wrestling he eats 3 chappati single time

[prisma bay]

I’m up to his shoulders but nowhere near his weight he would crush me in a fight if that’s what your thinking I do have the speed advantage though

[deep furnace]

I see

[latent birch]

Never fight back. It'll be worse. Just hide in rooms is all you can do

[deep furnace]

Really?

[latent birch]

Calling out your mom also helps lol

[prisma bay]

Yes I don’t want to get my ass whooped

[latent birch]

Yes because he'll then apply more physical force lol

[deep furnace]

How severely would he punish you

[prisma bay]

He would probably start beating me more and take my phone

[deep furnace]

Ig i don't relate to you neither was i abused nor my dad is bigger than me

[latent birch]

Lucky ig

[elder thunder]

[deep furnace]

Stop stalking me

[prisma bay]

He would then go into a rant of why 2 of his children don’t take to him anymore or blame it in something else entirely

[elder thunder]

?????? Ehwi

Ja kah so. U clearly need sleep

[latent birch]

Sorry didn't get it?

[deep furnace]

No proof

[prisma bay]

He likes to go into rants blaming things not related as to why I misbehave

[latent birch]

Oh I see similarly with my dad as well. He can take out all of his anger on me if I did small mistake.

We are living life in hard more bro

[prisma bay]

Thanks for talking with me, made me feel a little bit better

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to midas0445!

[prisma bay]

Fr

[latent birch]

Np dude. Hopefully your dad gets better.
You tell him the man who have anger issues can easily be controlled lol

[deep furnace]

Don't let his anger reflect on you

[prisma bay]

Saving that one for later thanks lol 👍

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to midas0445!

[prisma bay]

Yep good thing I have an example of what NOT to be when I become a father

[latent birch]

He's your dad only you're not his property you gotta live your life with your own standards at the end of day

[deep furnace]

Why do you think your father is this way though

[latent birch]

I've probably become worse than my dad.
I at least appreciate my dad do hard work

[prisma bay]

Idk probably cuz he was beaten as a child too, it’s a cycle bro

[latent birch]

Taking responsibilities

[deep furnace]

Are you the only child

[prisma bay]

Yep I’m the last born

All my siblings are grown up

And moved away

[deep furnace]

Wow

[latent birch]

My dad have no father figure my grandad died when my dad was only 14 years old. So that's the reason ig he's not very good with kids.
You gotta ask hum about his relationship with dad like what advice your dad give it to u and what's your childhood like

[prisma bay]

Well except for my sister, she is evil too

[deep furnace]

Was your father abusive to them too

[quaint hound]

https://tenor.com/view/lebron-james-king-james-king-crown-lakers-gif-3644805052166030831

[latent birch]

Damn

[deep furnace]

Ain't getting abused when you have no ethical principles 🤷🏽‍♂️

[prisma bay]

I will try

[latent birch]

Your siblings will comeback one day right?

You said it like they ran away lol

[prisma bay]

Idk my father drives them away

[deep furnace]

Ah makes sense

[latent birch]

Huh

[prisma bay]

Like he doesn’t want them to come and they won’t come back either lol

[prisma bay]

No like my sister has a 4 year old son and she beats him too

[deep furnace]

Ask him why did he even have children

[latent birch]

Yup Even though his father died early he compliment how hard-working his dad was and he promised he will also harfwork and be successful.
My dad came from poor backgrounds as well

[deep furnace]

Fk

[latent birch]

Ooh but like he calls them often or like and it's word you're youngest usually the youngest are the least beaten eh.
How old is your dad

[deep furnace]

I'm guessing he is in his 50s

[prisma bay]

My dad is in his late forties I think maybe 47 idk maybe even 50 lol, I never asked

[latent birch]

Lol same my dad in late 50s now

[deep furnace]

Old man still has it in him when it comes to beating kids 😭

[prisma bay]

I find it weird because when I asked she said she was never beaten as a child I don’t know why she does it now

[latent birch]

Oh I see well for family that children grow up and got married your dad is still kinda young lol maybe your dad married in his earlier 20s lol

[latent birch]

Acc man still have great enegery in that age.
The decline in energy can be noticed especially for normal dad in early 60s because of blood pressure issues

[deep furnace]

How many kids does your dad have exactly

[prisma bay]

lol

[prisma bay]

4

Including me

[latent birch]

I also have 4 lol

[deep furnace]

Bro

You both brothers or smth

[prisma bay]

We are living like the same lives LOL

[deep furnace]

Gang up on your dad bro stands no chance

[latent birch]

I thought he had 7 something lol the way he was talking about his siblings

[latent birch]

But I'm 3rd child

[prisma bay]

He just fixates on 2 of them

[deep furnace]

Have you ever been honest with your dad

[latent birch]

Lol yeah but man never undertimate dad lol his legs are like steel rods lol

[deep furnace]

Like tried to make him feel bad

[latent birch]

Oh I see

[latent birch]

Wouldn't work tbh

[prisma bay]

Nah even if I did bro would never listen

[latent birch]

He'll ignore

[deep furnace]

Man

[prisma bay]

He would feel bad SOMETIMES, he has no control over his anger

[deep furnace]

Im kinda insane when it comes to revenge, can't even vent about the shit i do

Oh well

[prisma bay]

His first instinct is to beat then think second

[quaint hound]

Sorry to say, but that's nothing but a weak man. Never be that kinda father for your children. It's happened to me too, but in my case, my father's completely changed

[deep furnace]

Prolly not a good path to take anyways

[elder thunder]

Sleep children

[latent birch]

When I get lost in mall I was like gone for 3hrs and police found me.
My dad was sweating and had like teary eyes he didn't cry but he was so worried when I get lost.
He kinda slapped me afterwards lol

[elder thunder]

[deep furnace]

Shut up

[elder thunder]

Ass hair

Control ur self

🔪

[prisma bay]

Most of his children don’t contact him anyways so I will do the same

[elder thunder]

💀💀💀💀💀💀

Go to bed

🙏

[deep furnace]

I should

[prisma bay]

It’s weird your dad can whoop ur ass and then love you the next

[deep furnace]

Tough move

Love

[latent birch]

You can't even take revenge on dad's lol by the time you grow up your responsibilities will be so much you'll need dad again lol

[quaint hound]

https://tenor.com/view/andrew-tate-coffee-gif-13488492976596187459

[deep furnace]

🤷‍♂️

[quaint hound]

I hate coffee

[deep furnace]

I love coffee

[quaint hound]

I prefer water instead

[latent birch]

It's opposite lol but yeah as you said the instinct is to beat the kids up all we can do is accept it and move forward for the way he is

[quaint hound]

Cold coffee is nice too

[prisma bay]

I like boba tea

[latent birch]

I've diarheea

[prisma bay]

Yep it can only get better from here right?!

[latent birch]

https://tenor.com/view/shawshank-redemption-red-andy-dufresne-ellis-redding-fort-hancock-gif-24732937

[prisma bay]

Time to sleep, goodnight yall

[latent birch]

Gn dude

[midnight heart]

wyd when u lose the love of ur life bcs u made them feel like u didnt love them when u did alot

[granite zodiac]

live with it

[magic wedge]

kaoke duita thappor marte iccha korche 🎀

[robust magnet]

korbo lorbo jeetbo

[placid folio]

well prolly apologize and make it clear....
but ur in A2 so i dont think it the love of ur LIFE
so move on ig

[languid musk]

😴

I wouldn't know

[magic wedge]

lorte chai, andolon chai

[granite zodiac]

burte chai, korok hasina chor? machi

[robust magnet]

.

ami chocolate bhalovashi

[midnight heart]

na

nah

[midnight heart]

loro fatt

[midnight heart]

botla

[robust magnet]

konchi bolwe

[magic wedge]

hyatt

[granite zodiac]

hyaat

[frail flame]

@robust magnet accept req pls (query regarding app)

oops bad channel but eh

[plain hornet]

I think I have like the shittiest pure maths teacher this year this man taught me physics igcse and I cannot remember a single valuable thing he taught, plus he's a raging misogynist, homophobe, you name it. Literally, how am I gonna make it through this year with him? Gonna start romanticizing Self-teaching i guess🫶

[boreal leaf]

Pretty sure as level is more 80% self studies and 20% teachers teaching

So yeah best u do self studies

[plain hornet]

Oh 😀
What a year this is gonna be then

[boreal leaf]

Yeah ull feel like ur in uni already but dw in uni it's 100% u self studying

Professors only going to guide and then ur on ur own

[plain hornet]

Okay, but this guy literally speed runs through topics, like if you didn't get it, he ain't going back, tell me why we came to school a week ago and we're already done with the first topic

[latent birch]

Man I'm nervous for tommrow business mock test

[latent birch]

Hire private tutor like me but best one lol

[proud laurel]

RELEASE MEEE

[orchid sigil]

[orchid sigil]

Eh I still need to start studying

[prisma bay]

What is a mock test

[granite zodiac]

mocking the original caie

hence called mock

like ur final exams

[mild compass]

good luck
you’ll do welll

[calm thorn]

guys i have 2 choices for uni now, its one uni but with 2 seperate programs, one very cheap and has all majors but many people in one lecture (can reach 1000) , poor organization and zero flexibility in fixing grades or any talk with professor, the major i want requires me to get a gpa of 4.0 (gpa is out of 4) in the first year which is basically just a pre-year with no majoring and just prerequisite courses whose final gpa will decide which major u can apply for after it. the other choice is a more expensive program (the price *10 or more of the first) it has very good flexibility with grading , classes are not crowded, AC, but majors in it (which also require a first pre-year with determining gpa ,but way more kinder gpa prerequisites ) are not like the majors in the first program, theyre like joined majors , ex: (communication and computer engineering) while in first program both were seperate majors, SO THE MAJOR I WANT IS IN THE FIRST PROGRAM AND REQUIRES A FULL GPA IN THE FIRST PRE YEAR, second program contains a joined major between the one i want and another i quite despise , and its pretty easier for me to get its gpa which is abt 3.5 or sum, so which do i apply for, note that : i can get into first program for pre year and if i get the miraculous 4.0 gpa i can just continue and get into the major i want, if not i can always switch to the second program and get into the joined major if i get its gpa which is 3.5, i cant switch from second to first program tho even if i got 4 in preyear

everyone around me tells me to jjoin second program cuz its environment and people in it are way more of higher class basically , and most of them are ig studentss, and the administration is way more flexibile and jus similar to the igcse education aura

[proper ridge]

Biology

[glossy ferry]

I lost my video game account by accident, and now I can't get it back. I gave up on trying to get it back, but my 2 year progress is gone :( it's not like I played that game a lot anyways, but still...

[latent birch]

Age like spoiled poop.
I got 22.
I failed hard.
That was final nail in coffin.
My dad said this is disgusting mark.
Now I just completed first section so what was he expecting from me.
I was shocked I even got this mark. Expecting lower.
Anyway he didn't pay for my exam fees.
I hired FREAKING tutor for business and now all the time went in planning were wasted.
I should've just drop business man.
I paid for AS psychology and damn it's 54000 fees because I paid very late.

The tutor, the exam fees, syallbus

Everything is stress. Life is bullying me 😭

[mild compass]

email the support team

[mild compass]

disgusting mark is diabolical 💀
it’s aight bro, u’ll do better next time

[glossy ferry]

Alr tried. I sorta gave up cuz idk all my acc info and stuff 😭 so all I can do is grief www

[mild compass]

awe, that’s tough 🥲

[glossy ferry]

Yeh :( thx for listening tho

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to vslyi!

[mild compass]

npnp, feel better soon 🫂 (idk what else to say to comfort people)

[glossy ferry]

Dw abt it

[latent birch]

Ty it's just my A levels starting didn't turn out to be good starting at all

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to vslyi!

[thin bronze]

guys so My best friend is currently in Bengaluru as she goes to college over there and I don't really have anyone to talk to and I mean I have a guy best friend but he's more like my brother and I wouldn't hug him or anything and like the people I'm closer than my bad she's just I don't I can't get myself to talk to them and she talk to them properly there's this one girl I was able to talk to her like really nicely and you know all that but she's acting little weird so I came to whatever the group was to class and they all were sitting in the group and the second I came she tapped her friends thigh like very aggressively hinting her oh I'm here stop talking and they made it really awkward for me to be there and ever since it's like hard for me to trust her or tell her anything and she's acting really weird I don't know what to do with my life I don't know who to talk to I don't know what I'm gonna do right now I'm probably like not making any sense but like I don't have anyone to talk to I have a lot on my plate and there's like so much I have to do and I have to focus on myself and I need to suck it all up because like I have my tournament so I have my examinations I have my igs and everything but like what do I do when all of this is going in my brain and I cant process whatever I'm thinking and I'm just I just keep on thinking and I keep on talking and I end up over sharing but I dont even know what I'm doing with my life I keep thinking of men i'm not supposed to think of men what the hell is wrong with me I do sorry

this message prolly makes no sense

and pls dont hate me or like attacking me for having a guy bsf

i should've kept this anon

[lament cloud]

Dude dude dude

Chill

[lament cloud]

Having a guy best friend is fine

It's a platonic relationship that you value

That friend of yours that's excluding you from the group / the group that's excluding you are all cunts

They're not worth your time

[latent birch]

Better be alone than felt lonely with people

[lament cloud]

I'm presuming you're 15-17, so being attracted to and constantly thinking about boys or men or whatever is normal

It's a puberty thing

And almost everyone deals with it

[latent birch]

Not me

[lament cloud]

That's why i said "almost"

[latent birch]

I'm not gay 🤣

[lament cloud]

Bruh lmfao

[latent birch]

She should be studying rn she's still in igsce and having interaction with her family will fulfill her loneliness

Since she's in india ig she can't make relationship with males only possible in Europe

So she's trembling

[lament cloud]

You're busy and you have a lot on your plate in terms of work, it can be overwhelming, just take a few moments to breathe and then make a airtight / loose plan as to how youre gonna complete your tasks

Congratulate and be proud of yourself every time you complete a task, small or big, so that youre more motivated to complete your other tasks

[lament cloud]

That's some garbage advice mate

And also not even the point

[latent birch]

Both of us advice came in same category. Work hard etc

Welp I don't even take myself seriously so yeah 😂

[lament cloud]

Lol

[thin bronze]

Uhm sure

[thin bronze]

Ty

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to oriole1906!

[lament cloud]

❤️

Hope my advice was useful and not just yap

[latent birch]

Are u 20 years old?

[thin bronze]

I'm 14

[latent birch]

Ooh nvm

[thin bronze]

Yeah, better than midas

[latent birch]

Bruh I was speaking from my experience

[lament cloud]

Why would she be 20 and in IG 💀

[latent birch]

Because I was

Speaking from experience

[lament cloud]

Wow

[brittle acorn]

I got 3 U's in math and I'm retaking it for the 4th time this May/June

[latent birch]

Seriously?

[brittle acorn]

yea...

[latent birch]

Your dad nor angry?

[brittle acorn]

so pissed

[latent birch]

How come u not learning from mistakes

[latent birch]

Ofc

[brittle acorn]

idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

this year is my year hopefully

[latent birch]

Belive in action. If u can you'll

I hope so u passed away

[brittle acorn]

i will try my best

[mild compass]

how tf can I move on from a damn guy that I’ve been rly close with and then smt happened and the frndship js started tearing apart but then we fix it but still getting the cold treatment idk why

[robust magnet]

so hes being cold to u after a bit of an argument or a rift?

[wooden axle]

try to communicate if they don’t then you kinda have to just move on

[mild compass]

nah he’s being cold after apologizing for the rift

[mild compass]

see the thing I did text him like 5 days ago and he didn’t reply back

[wooden axle]

dude

text him again and ask for a reply if he dosent then trust me it’s better just to work on ur self and move on

it will be hard but it’s better for your own good

might take a while but try to distract ur self with activities or smth

[slate sky]

People can do IGCSE at any age 💀

[languid musk]

fr

[lament cloud]

Yeah but like

It's uncommon

In South Asia

[thin bronze]

Fr

[thin bronze]

Happened to me, it takes time

But it wears of

My advice is try ur best to avoid him, and get a new circle

[lament cloud]

If you want to move on, then just give it time and it'll happen slowly

If you don't want to, then you need to have a conversation with him

A proper one

[slate sky]

True I guess

[robust magnet]

approach him about it

communication is key

[mild compass]

I can’t even avoid him atp idk why its very not me

[mild compass]

I do sometime and I don’t sometimes depends on the way he treats in a way and he’s rly hard to get to open up

[mild compass]

If only that monkey understand and accept to talk instead of being a idiot and avoid ppl

[thin bronze]

Mabye think about it

Sit for 10 mins

And list whats good and what's nit

If ur in denial to write his negatives

Go ahead and talk to him

Cuz that shows that you like him

[mild compass]

There is more positive then negative like 1 whole of positive and 2-3 months of negative if that makes sense yk

[thin bronze]

Months?

Wanna DM?

I think I could help you

[mild compass]

Sure

[robust magnet]

oh bruhhhh well yk id suggest u give it some time but please get it clarified

and sorted out

even if u wish to never speak to him ever again

smth similar happened to me with a girl and i never knew what went wrong, i regretted it for months

it huanted me for so long until i got it sorted out with her, made me feel so much fucking better

[lament cloud]

Not that kind of conversation haha

I mean something like when you pull him to the side in your free time and confront him

Not necessarily in an argumentative way

But get him to talk to you about what he's thinking and feeling and why he's been treating you the way he has of late

And share what you're thinking and feeling

[mild compass]

I’ll do that thank u

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to sirnishnish!

[mild compass]

mhm I’ll do it after his bday so I dont ruin it thank u

[lament cloud]

Yeah whenever you're comfortable

[robust magnet]

do it when you want to. dont think too much abt his feelings and all i mean i know it sounds wrong but hey prioritize ur feelings over his and instead of maybe living in doubt and anxiety for a few days while u wait, u can get shit done as soon as u want to. if he really cared abt not "ruining ur day" as much then you wouldnt wanna be having this conversation with him

because u do still plan on moving on from him right?

[mild compass]

Yep

[mild compass]

Idk how to start the convo

[robust magnet]

okay okay wait can i dm u

[mild compass]

Sure

[low zodiac]

i want to drive a car but i do not own a car and my parents wont let me drive their car even though i am dr.driving

[sly fox]

"that's piracy"

I vented abt quantum chemistry existing once

Still don't know why subshells exist

[low zodiac]

electrons trying to stay in the lowest energy state they can be in

always

[grand quarry]

and Don't interrupt each other while they speak. Let him rant.

[lament cloud]

Yep

[grand quarry]

okay I Don't necessarily agree to this. Sure prioritize your feeling but notice how he's feeling too. Don't let him interfere while you're speaking but try and analyze his reaction.reaction.If you feel like even after a good convo this guy is just stringing you along. Breaking All Ties With him will be a good idea. He is a shitty influence and most prolly an even shittier boyfriend. He wouldn't be worth the time you're investing in him

[coral plover]

is rain ok?

[cosmic ginkgo]

I suspect a little frustrated

I understand

Wait until you realise there are virtual particles

[sly fox]

what.

Eh

It was 2 years ago

I laugh over it now

[grand quarry]

oh my god 😂 my friends after the chapter as well

[grand quarry]

umm i have the same q wtf is [Xe14d.......]😂 I'm so glad my parents forced me to drop chem

[robust magnet]

realised that, she asked him

abt his feelings too

[vestal knoll]

oh yeah no this is basic

okay so tell me is academic pride and arrogance the same thing

so like i know this guy who is clearly smarter than me (im not smart to begin with anyways) and whenever we go into a debate he will just ignore my points but when the same point is made by someone else that person is correct and has a more valid opinion and at every little thing like once his result wasnt posted i jokingly said haha maybe you fail he just stone faced looked at me and said i did better than you. who says that man

[median fog]

If anyone needs a new study tool -- this is what I've been using! It's way better than Chatgpt, actually lets me quiz myself on material, has chat, and a resource library of all of my textbooks for this semester! Wanted to share since it's been a lifesaver so far https://tutor.afutai.com 🤓

[sand drum]

my midterms start from 10th, I haven't studied shit. I keep procrastinating, I dont feel like studying, I keep telling myself oh I'll start to study from _ pm or after this blah blah blah. I hate it. I can't study, I will be disappointed if I dont score well, idk what the fuck to do.

[languid musk]

remove all distractions

[sand drum]

mhm, just did, removed instagram lol

[languid musk]

nice

[hallow pike]

Is it just me or are these channels pretty dead?

/subgroups

[languid musk]

sometimes

[placid folio]

they are sometimes

[mighty anchor]

I HAtE PSEUDOCODEEEEEEEEEEeE

[hallow breach]

imagine taking CS

[gloomy tide]

imagine not taking cs

[torn yarrow]

this:
pseudocode: exists in IT 😔

[hallow breach]

took it in o levels, didnt like it

[elder thunder]

ADAM

[sweet tapir]

frfrr

[gloomy tide]

MIMI

[elder thunder]

[gloomy tide]

oh mb, correction:
MINI

[elder thunder]

[mild compass]

take the shit.. before the shit takes you 💔

[unreal helm]

ooh shibal toe sekki so real.. 💔

[mild compass]

no swearing you bad monkey 😾

[unreal helm]

im sorry i say bad thing 🥺

[mild compass]

that’s a good girl

https://tenor.com/view/cute-cat-saneking-gif-25234842

[unreal helm]

https://tenor.com/view/kto-kounotoritoken-kounotori-lbow-storkholders-gif-25676349

okok no more in the vent channel

[thin bronze]

Wth is going on here

[thin bronze]

Wae-girae

[thin bronze]

😞🙏

rip

[zealous portal]

Need to vent about a shitty teacher

A student asks the teacher if he could explain the mistake he made
But the teacher in reply said that
No. Since majority of the students answered the question r8 we will not discuss that

Holy cow
Who does that man

[rose elk]

bro mines worse

i was the topper

i got 97%

98%

and above 95% in the first the exams

still my teacher used to shit on me

and now makes fun of me when i lost my love for the subject

and hate it now

[long echo]

im so unmotivated

https://tenor.com/view/anime-panda-motivation-gif-5122911

[placid folio]

oh come on guys

its their job...well atleast i try to think tht🙏
to make us feel like shit...
so we either dont bother them
or for us to work very hard

so accept how mean they are sometimes

my teacher used to make my cry every class...
and slam my desk everytime i had brain lagg

but alas helped me get my grades

fear and disappointment was ltrlly what fuelled me

i havent vented here in so long🙏

[latent mirage]

Ow I'm so sorry

I hope Ur doing well tho..

[latent mirage]

Lol sounds exactly the same as my bio teacher.. she would even embarrass us Infront of the whole class.. also doesn't even check most out answers either

It's honestly funny how teachers are actually.. most my teachers would start by saying how they have 16+ experience of teaching bla bla bla.. but the thing is they don't know how to teach.. literally more than half failed physics last year and it was our problem.. only the ones who took tuition passed

And school suddenly came up with this "great" idea just 2 weeks ago to take more extra classes.. so we would study more.. some days there were 5 extra classes + some stupid mentoring session on Tuesday.. I mean I'm all for it.. I don't mind going for extra classes BUT WHY 2 WEEKS BEFORE THE TERM EXAMS????? and they been giving exams non-stop after taking the first 2 months.. like let us atleast revise for the term tests.. and then the principal would tell us how 8 hours of sleeps SO important, to sleep well bla bla bla..

Gotta be the worst school in my place rn

Oh yeah and the funny part is.. the extra classes were totally useless.. they didn't teach anything on the syllubus.. just a waste of time

Well now exams are going on.. so they won't be able to take anymore extra classes (thankfully)

And in my school if we fail.. it's completely our problem.. but if we get A* it's all their hardwork.. I seriously hate these teachers so much

Man it's actually so good to vent out 🤣

Also best of luck!

[fringe compass]

Man I'm so stressed we have exams next month and my teachers haven't even finished the syllabus

I told my mom I'm not sure I'll do well but she says I'm coping out 😭

I'm not sure what to do ngl

[sweet tapir]

lmao u reminded me of my teachers in middle school, they were so insecure for some reason and would make a scene if i corrected any of their mistakes and some would even backbite abt me lol

guess they got their ego boosted by teaching the same things for years to a bunch of kids who are hearing it for the first time lol

tho my highschool teachers were really good alhamdulilah

[hexed dome]

so i j got scammed by my teacher

i missed the first week classes and the day i joined, there was a "surprise" test and whn i told the teacher its ltrlly my first day he didnt gaf and forced me to do the test, and i got a 0 in it for obv reasons

thats not even the worst part

the teacher then said he will retake my test after 2 days and I WENT CRAZY STUDYING

I WOKE UP LATE TO UNDERSTAND CONCEPTS ON MY OWN AND SACRIFICED MY SLEEP JUST TO DO GOOD IN THE TEST

and on the day whn the test was supposed to be held the teacher said ditch the test

its alright forget about it and j focus on ur future topics

like wth????????????????????????

maybe im being too sensitive but this hurt me lol

[deep furnace]

Bud had something to prove

[hexed dome]

🤓

[deep furnace]

Nothing wrong with that

[thin bronze]

my mom hates me, she hates my friends, she broke my trust, i wrote smth on my friend group and she took it in the wrong context so obviously everyone thinks with that conxtext, it's my fault im alive cuz i shouldn't be cuz im a failure and i dont deserve to live and i dont deserve anything at all cuz my parents put so much money in me and i just waste it and im a useless brat who only knows to talk rubbish, right. cause I'm an attention seeking, i only carve attention, i'll let my goddanm dignity go down the drain cuz i want attention. I should be bold beacuse when i was obviously noone hated me and said that i have an attitude. right? right? of course im never right but these aren't my opinions so of course they are right cause i never am.

[swift elk]

Youll get through

pull yourself up

dust your clothes

and ride on pard'ner

i fell like Arthur Morgan

https://tenor.com/view/your-alright-boah-horse-arthur-pet-horse-red-dead-redemption2-gif-16615644

[fossil turret]

tru

[thin bronze]

Huh

[rugged juniper]

How to stop the urge to overshare my problems

[thin bronze]

omg real

you can overshare to me :)

i dont mind <3

[rugged juniper]

Ur just saying that out of pity lol

[thin bronze]

im a girl btw

[rugged juniper]

Same

[thin bronze]

hell nah

why would I pity you?

[rugged juniper]

Idk

[thin bronze]

how did you come to that conclusion

never degrade yourself to you

[rugged juniper]

Nvm, forget I said that

[thin bronze]

wanna talk about it?

I'm here if you wanna

always welcome

[rugged juniper]

In dms maybe?

It’s easier to chat there

[thin bronze]

yeah sure

i was gonna say that

[gloomy tide]

whats going on man?

[thin bronze]

warner better

adam L

[gloomy tide]

everythin alr? Oversharring usually comes out because you dont feel safe enough to trust someone to basically tell them everything and it all just comes out at once when your brain thinks someone is capable

[rugged juniper]

Yeah kind of like that

[gloomy tide]

i cant ask you to tell me all that stuff cuz we have never met before, i suggest getting a good friend and talking your heart out to them (after you have established boundries and trust ofc).

i used to cry out loud while listening to sad songs or go for a long walk silently crying to deal with my emotions

defo not suggesting that you cry But it might help doing something that relieves all that emotional pressure burried inside

[gloomy tide]

heyyyy adam kent is defo an l, me? Na not sure bout me

[rose elk]

i feel super sad

but i havent cried in 3ish years

[gloomy tide]

i had hoped that she was dead, bro who you talkin bout???

[rose elk]

where you seeing all this?

[gloomy tide]

its been a while for me, last time i cried was cuz of how my parents treated me over my result (5a+a BTW ), so defo ... find something to release your anger at...

[rose elk]

bro

i just gave a test today

i got 96%

they asked me where the 4% went

not that my grades were good

[thin bronze]

wowowowo

[deep furnace]

i mean that could be good in a way

[gloomy tide]

|| I thought you were dead. I hoped you were dead was the || exact quote

[deep furnace]

if you wanna get better,

[thin bronze]

i like always get scores below 90

[gloomy tide]

[thin bronze]

danm

[gloomy tide]

dude i lost a+ in fle by 2 freggin marks

2 !

[rose elk]

not one bit

they yelled at me

[rose elk]

oh no

[sweet tapir]

happened to me in igcse econ and i had to retake

[rose elk]

thats acc

[deep furnace]

who.

[rose elk]

wild

[rose elk]

parents?

[gloomy tide]

naaaa mine are just dissapointed and... ignoring my existence type

[deep furnace]

oh.

adam will relate to you

[gloomy tide]

god did i spoil shatter me for someone??

[rose elk]

mine are dissapointed

and they yell

for no reason

[gloomy tide]

dang

[rose elk]

yep

[deep furnace]

are you asian by any chance

[gloomy tide]

sorry man , adam kent really loses all respect, and i mean ALL towards the end

[gloomy tide]

half... does it count?

[deep furnace]

hmmmmmm

depends

what kind

[rose elk]

indian 💀

[deep furnace]

even more sense

indian parents chill out after 16 i think

[rose elk]

idk

ill find out next year ig

[deep furnace]

oh well if they continue

get like 5 subjects +extra cirrcular

so you can heavy ignore them

most of the time

in As level

[gloomy tide]

Oh hell na, the guilt tripped me jnto dropping the 4th alvl

They brought up my fle grade 😑

[zealous portal]

Woah that was deep
But I’m partly in the same situation tbh
Everyone thinks that they r wasting their money behind me
I just fucking ashte the feeling
It completely feels like the whole world has turned against me
No one even tries to understand me completely it’s honestly so frustrating it soooooo fucking annoying tbh
I just I’m on the verge of giving up

[zealous portal]

That’s sooo relatable

[zealous portal]

That’s insane

[zealous portal]

Even this morning I like I’m sooo done with myself
I just CANT anymore
I’m so unmotivated
Don’t have the energy n courage to go on

[thin bronze]

,"and God never burdens a soul more than it can bear"

you'll get through it

god only gives hard times to the people he loves, don't loose hope

anything you need to vent; I'm here

DMs are always open :)

and i promise i wont judge

[zealous sphinx]

dude whenever iim done with my work

i just keep thinking

"I didnt do enough work"

"Why am i resting"

and because of these thoughts im not able to sleep or take rest

its annoying

[deep furnace]

Damn

[zealous sphinx]

like last night when i was done studying

i wanted to go sleep

[deep furnace]

What is bro training for

[zealous sphinx]

but i kept thinking "i didnt study i dont deserve this rest shouldve done more" blah blah

[zealous sphinx]

not any training just

normal

student work

etc

[deep furnace]

I mean ..

In the end you're productive

Just avoid burn out

Get like 2 days where you just do light work and rest

[zealous sphinx]

i cant

i got exams in less than month

😭

[deep furnace]

..

Yeah no rest for you lil man

Man up

[zealous sphinx]

exactly

[deep furnace]

This is it

[zealous sphinx]

and like last night when i was done studying

and i went to sleep

i wasnt able to sleep

thinking that

[deep furnace]

Can't really help with that

[zealous sphinx]

i didnt do that much studying etc

[deep furnace]

Have similar issues

[zealous sphinx]

😔 too much pain in life bro

[deep furnace]

If you can build a routine

Of consistent sleep

[zealous sphinx]

it haunts me frfr

[deep furnace]

It would help

[zealous sphinx]

well

i tried

and i couldnt 💀

[deep furnace]

I succeed recently .

11pm to 7:30/8am .

[zealous sphinx]

I decided to go to bed at 3 but as soon as I lay down I couldn’t fall asleep I just ended up staring at the ceiling

[deep furnace]

You will have to sleep deprive yourself by like 30 mins each day

And then you can change your routine

[deep furnace]

Don't you have college.

For As math

[zealous sphinx]

im homeschooled

dw

[deep furnace]

9h

Oh lol

[zealous sphinx]

yeyeye

[deep furnace]

No external motivation to have a schedule

[zealous sphinx]

exactly 😔 and i dont routine is giving me these thought

cuz even when i had

a

better

routine

it didnt work