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slim lake
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maa karti hai

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πŸ’€

dreamy void
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BAHAHh

slim lake
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CHUP KARO 😭😭

dreamy void
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tbf i also remember my mom saying to my sister to get married

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but that was once

slim lake
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the 22 year old one?

dreamy void
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yea

slim lake
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bro my moms bored asf so thats all she does πŸ’€

dreamy void
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NAWWW

slim lake
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like lady raise ur 14 y/o son 😭😭 im just 20

dreamy void
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SHEEESHH

slim lake
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HAA ji

dreamy void
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tbf

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ur the eldest right?

slim lake
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yeah

dreamy void
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my eldest sister is a like a second mom

slim lake
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aww πŸ₯Ή

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will my ungrateful brother ever say that to me 🀑

dreamy void
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yea

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not now

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maybe in like 10 years

slim lake
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TAAB TAK TOH MEIN ASLI MAA BAAN JAYUNGI

dreamy void
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LEARNING EXPERIENCE

slim lake
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is ur eldest sis married

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or is she the 22 y/o one

dreamy void
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yes she is married alhumdulliah

slim lake
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maashallah

dreamy void
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she's 27

slim lake
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damn

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does she have kids already

dreamy void
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or 26 idk i round that shiz up

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no

slim lake
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πŸ’€ imagine increasing a womens age. never say that around her

dreamy void
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oh i call her aunty

slim lake
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foul

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ur 21 right

dreamy void
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no

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well 21 inshallah in aug

slim lake
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accha

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inshallah

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hows life in canada ont

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temp kaisa hai

dreamy void
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not bad

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11 degrees

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hbu

slim lake
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i think ive seen sun after months πŸ’€

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uk ka weather is going away πŸ’ͺ🏼πŸ’ͺ🏼

dreamy void
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no more snow??

slim lake
dreamy void
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πŸ’ͺ

slim lake
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alhamdulilah πŸ’ͺ🏼πŸ’ͺ🏼

dreamy void
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now its windy time

slim lake
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FRRR

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no cz WTF is 32km/hr wind speed bro

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can pick me up and drop to bangladesh

dreamy void
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wow u gained an extra feet

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i remember i walked out roundabout that wind speed

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and put up my hands

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nearly tripped

slim lake
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😭😭😭

dreamy void
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BUT I WAS FAST DOE

slim lake
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it feels like my hair is gonna all fall off from the windspeed πŸ’€

dreamy void
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OHH

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YEAH THAT TOO

slim lake
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😭😭 fr

dreamy void
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cant relate to that but i can imagine

slim lake
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baal lambe hote toh waisa hi hota

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khane ka kya haal hai are u on indomie

dreamy void
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nah i'm on pasta now

slim lake
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upgrade hogya

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πŸ’ͺ🏼

dreamy void
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..but i mostly eat out

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shawrma

slim lake
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is it cheap

dreamy void
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no

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5 CAD

slim lake
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WYF

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WTF

dreamy void
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per shawrma

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so i eat 1 per day

slim lake
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bro a shawarma wrap here is like $11 small one

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$16 large 😭

dreamy void
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YIKES

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yai to scam hai

slim lake
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like what the fuck bro

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SAACH MEIN

dreamy void
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do u eat out or just

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make it

slim lake
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i make whatever i can mostly. but exam season i mostly ate out

dreamy void
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yeahh same, its exam season here as well

slim lake
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sheesh

dreamy void
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i was experimenting with potatoes before

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got sick

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never again

slim lake
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πŸ’€πŸ’€

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who messes up potatoes

dreamy void
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DONT ASK

slim lake
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what did u do shocked

dreamy void
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i thought boiled potatoes are meant to be crunchy so i ate underboiled potatoes

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not one but 3

slim lake
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who are the people who called me dumb

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before

dreamy void
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vomitted it later that night

slim lake
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should witness this

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@SDMALE

dreamy void
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HE"S FADED

slim lake
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he had a lot of colorful words abt my cooking πŸ₯˜

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should see urs

dreamy void
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world class

slim lake
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atlantis

dreamy void
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every time someone comes over, i feed em chips

slim lake
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why do you have people coming over πŸ’€

dreamy void
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GUYS

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GUYS

slim lake
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whats the price of chips

dreamy void
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1 euro

slim lake
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BRO

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LAYS IS $6 HERE

dreamy void
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WTF

slim lake
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I WAS SHIK SHAK SHOK

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😭😭😭

dreamy void
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I THOUGHT 2 EUROS FOR LAYS WAS EXPENSIVE

slim lake
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IMAGINE 6 CAD

dreamy void
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I CANNOT

slim lake
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FOR ONE PACKET

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INSANE

dreamy void
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DAS IST NICHT GUT

slim lake
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πŸ’€πŸ’€πŸ’€

dreamy void
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..how much is your monthly rent??

slim lake
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im guessing thats it good night

dreamy void
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no

slim lake
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ohπŸ§πŸΌβ€β™€οΈ

dreamy void
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that means : this is not good

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its english

slim lake
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u should see the size bro its shoebox

dreamy void
dreamy void
slim lake
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AND bathroom ek ladki ke saath share karna padta hai

dreamy void
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does it include kitchen?

slim lake
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not inside

dreamy void
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WHAT

slim lake
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1 common in the floor

dreamy void
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COMMON??

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WTF

slim lake
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its shared by 25 people πŸ’€

dreamy void
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YOU"RE PAYING 1K A MONTH FOR THAT

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BRO HERE YOU CAN GET YOUR OWN ROOM + KITCHEN + BATHROOM FOR 450 euros a month

slim lake
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😭

dreamy void
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i'm paying 200 shared with two people

slim lake
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are they pakistani

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or

dreamy void
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no

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that's the good part

slim lake
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germans hai kya

dreamy void
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vietnam

slim lake
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wow

dreamy void
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they chill

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they keep everything super clean

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if it was desi then the smell

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would

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be

slim lake
dreamy void
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alhumdulliah

slim lake
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lagta hai shift ho jana chahye

dreamy void
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with this 1.2k a month do they atleast provide cleaning services

slim lake
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WHAT CLEANING SERVICE

dreamy void
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with 1.2k a month here you can get a whole ass luxury service

slim lake
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THE HALLWAYS ARE CLEANED ONCE A MONTH

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and our rooms are supposed to be by ourselves

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bathroom shared cleaning

dreamy void
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yeah

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all women i assume right?

slim lake
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naah its mixed building πŸ’€

dreamy void
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YIKES

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i'd imagine it must be hard to use the kitchen

slim lake
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bathroom sharing is done with same gender. but on floor theres guys too

slim lake
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i think they all have meal plan

dreamy void
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I WISH I HAD A MEAL PLAN 😭

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butn ah

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this is character development

slim lake
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is the meals worth it

slim lake
dreamy void
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HAAN JI

dreamy void
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ive seen the food

slim lake
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BRO AXERS

dreamy void
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it looks lipsmaking good

slim lake
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UNI MEALS ARE SO GOOD

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frrrr

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his is worth it

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mine is rubbish

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its just 2 item choice like wtf

dreamy void
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HALAL OR HARAM??

slim lake
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$4k cad semester wise and only 3 meals 5 days πŸ§πŸΌβ€β™€οΈ toh baki 2 din kya karu

slim lake
dreamy void
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man they're scamming you hard for the passport

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also wondering since the kitchen is shared with other occupants, whose equipment do you use

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and if you use your own

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where do you place it

slim lake
slim lake
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mini fridge pots pans plates etc is all our own. and we keep it in our room πŸ’€

dreamy void
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YIKES

slim lake
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πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌ

dreamy void
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what about condiments

slim lake
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obv ours bro

dreamy void
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i mean also in your room?

slim lake
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in the room

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yep

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GROCERY BHI

dreamy void
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i mean yeah grocery makes sense

slim lake
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jo freezer mein rakhna hota hai baas woh hi freezer mein rakhte hai

dreamy void
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so each time u gotta use the kitchen, you have to load up a bag with pots and shiz with condiments

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and then take it to the kitchen?

dreamy void
slim lake
dreamy void
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now that's pain

slim lake
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a pain in the fkn ass

dreamy void
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i thought it was difficult to walk to the kitchen but this is next level

slim lake
dreamy void
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yikes

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i'd be very cautious

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my desi friends would just take other people stuff in their place

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like 'oh yeah he's rich, ill take his tomatoes without him noticing '

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hs anything been stolen yet in the fridge?

slim lake
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eitherway i gtg bye πŸ‘‹πŸΌ

kindred stone
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Imagine

mild compass
kindred stone
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Lots

neon crane
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get your bands up

languid musk
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peak venting

slim lake
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obv

unkempt ingot
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My parents always ask me to have a happy face

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but I just cant because of the intrusive thoughts

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and other crazy stuffs

frail flame
unkempt ingot
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or do smth embarassing

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Like man freaking stupid thoughts

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i swear

frail flame
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ahhh i get u

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but is it all the time

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or just when u are in a bad mood

mild compass
frail flame
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All of us struggle in keeping a happy face, but the thing is if u act positive, positivity comes towards u, a welcoming face is what makes others wanna be with u

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if u get angry try to meditate and take deep breaths

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if venting helps, do that, venting can be writing it out or just simply telling someone

unkempt ingot
frail flame
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recently i was sitting with a senior and we had some shit going on in skl and she was tensed up she pulled up their phone and recorded their own vent

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she said that it helped her sort their thoughts

unkempt ingot
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thing is i get stupid thoughts

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i wanna get rid of iy

frail flame
unkempt ingot
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and due to those thoughts i talk to myself extremely

frail flame
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try to find the source of it

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there is always smth which causes this

unkempt ingot
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Okay

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sure

lime gyro
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Do violent sports it helps to get out that energy 😌

cosmic ginkgo
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I was skeptical about guided meditation before I tried it but it really helps clear your brain

cosmic ginkgo
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Write things down in a journal and get them out of your head

lime gyro
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And through experience eating healthy food and getting right portion of nutrition helps a lot even in focusing it helps studying too

frail flame
unkempt ingot
frail flame
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good

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hope it helps

unkempt ingot
frail flame
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like maybe 15

languid musk
unkempt ingot
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15 minutes is short!!!??

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
# unkempt ingot Like seriously?

Yeah I thought if I was able to clear my head surely I'd be able to just do it - clearly I could not just do it because I was still anxious

unkempt ingot
green ventureBOT
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Gave +1 rep to aishwarya

cosmic ginkgo
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But having a voice tell you to just breathe and let go really helped

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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I've also just started

unkempt ingot
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My friend asked me to do it, i did one day but sucks

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i couldnt stay at one position

cosmic ginkgo
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You can do it while lying down if that helps

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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Start with taking deep slow breaths

unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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so should work hopefully

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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I need to do journalling

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I need to lastly stop wasting time

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I need to do all this fr and my life would drastically change

cosmic ginkgo
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Try not to use the word need

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
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im talking about long term like a year

cosmic ginkgo
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I doubt your problems started overnight and they're definitely not going to go away overnight

unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
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My marks are good rn but its def gonna drop if i stay like this not studying and doing other possible stupid shit

cosmic ginkgo
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There's an app called smiling mind which my counsellor recommended to me

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It has even really short 2-3 minute meditations

unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
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Alright i would give it a try

cosmic ginkgo
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You can try different voices or different types

unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
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if i dont study properly, im basically gonna go broke

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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and i need to make my parents proud like seriously

cosmic ginkgo
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You could do a 2 minute one every morning if you want

cosmic ginkgo
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Or set aside 15 mins to do one in the evening after school if thats a time when you're full of thoughts

unkempt ingot
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I mean im fine with doing the meditations, how about studying? though my marks are good i just find it boring. And i wanna love these subjects

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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i mean my teacher said studying 30 min a day until ur boards which is in 2025 will make you get A* if fully focused

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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and more time on the weekends

cosmic ginkgo
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You may not need to study this particular topic but if you know that you want to do something, it gets a lot easier to achieve

untold brook
unkempt ingot
untold brook
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I opened the phy book 1 week before exam and got an A

unkempt ingot
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im just a dumb idiot

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who wants a change

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in life

untold brook
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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Like idk you may be interested in medicine or astro or chaos theory, watch a vsauce video and you'll think wow that's really cool I wanna study that, and to do that I need to do all these things first

cosmic ginkgo
untold brook
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Just stay consistent with your studies tbh, thats it

unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
untold brook
cosmic ginkgo
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But I sat my IG in uh 2018 I think

untold brook
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Dont measure it by time

unkempt ingot
untold brook
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Set targets by topics

unkempt ingot
untold brook
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Complete a topic each day

unkempt ingot
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thats what i meant

untold brook
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And shuffle between subjects

unkempt ingot
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or in uni

cosmic ginkgo
cosmic ginkgo
untold brook
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You can aim like 2-3 topics each of different subject each day

unkempt ingot
green ventureBOT
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Gave +1 rep to aishwarya

unkempt ingot
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DAMNN on?

unkempt ingot
untold brook
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Find a hobby which gets you going

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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yo and lastly i find wahtsapp so distracting though i barely get any messages im still looking at it

cosmic ginkgo
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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I check my phone often enough that I don't need notifications skullcry

unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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And I had really good teachers

unkempt ingot
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same here honestly

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im in abroad

unkempt ingot
untold brook
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
untold brook
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Learn an instrument

cosmic ginkgo
cosmic ginkgo
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If that makes you more productive then it's worth it

untold brook
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It really shapes your personality, trust me

unkempt ingot
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like especially bio

cosmic ginkgo
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Then don't

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
untold brook
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
untold brook
cosmic ginkgo
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Try blocking out some time

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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If your brain constantly has a stimulus it's gonna wanna fill the gap

unkempt ingot
untold brook
unkempt ingot
untold brook
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Like even your neighbors will complain

unkempt ingot
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Idk if you guys know

cosmic ginkgo
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Or find something else you wanna learn

cosmic ginkgo
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Art even

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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Or programming

unkempt ingot
untold brook
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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i swear im doing html its just hard

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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though my full passion is on coding+enjoying physics

cosmic ginkgo
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Html isn't exactly programming

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Start with python

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
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I started on codecademy

unkempt ingot
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Now are you a professional programmer 😭 ?

cosmic ginkgo
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Or if you really wanna stick with html then khan academy

unkempt ingot
untold brook
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@unkempt ingot if you know hindi then you can search up apnacollege on yt for programming

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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I honestly love all the codings i dont mind learning python

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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i'd love to learn it

cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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for 24/7

cosmic ginkgo
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You'll still need a laptop

unkempt ingot
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i can explain to them im coding

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so they wont mind

unkempt ingot
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@cosmic ginkgo Also ahm how prior did you start studying for igs?

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I promise not to annoy you lmao other than this

cosmic ginkgo
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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im just getting memories of India rn, where i had to travel in trains to go from state to state

unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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ahhhh!!

unkempt ingot
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Enjoy!

reef ore
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damn shit u from malaysia

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hi from malaysia as well

glossy quartz
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Malaysia mentioned πŸ—£οΈπŸ”₯

thin harbor
reef ore
thin harbor
reef ore
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sup

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which part of malaysia u frmo

thin harbor
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west

reef ore
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penang?

thin harbor
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nah KL

reef ore
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bruh

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ok

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what u study?

thin harbor
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u mean wut l study for IG?

reef ore
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yea

cosmic ginkgo
quaint hound
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Water

kind ravine
slate sky
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Man I am so scared about studying engineering design πŸ’€ Idk if I will ever be able to solve problems like these (btw that’s just Q1 of the engineering design exam πŸ’€πŸ’€)

chilly solar
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why do you need to do engineering design ?

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you mechanical ?

slate sky
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I didn’t realise till now that I will have to do stuff like this πŸ’€

chilly solar
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idk what you showed falls under

slate sky
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Idk aswell

chilly solar
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i think maybe mechanical since they have to do a design class if im not wrong

slate sky
chilly solar
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good luck for chemE πŸ™

slate sky
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But we have to handraw πŸ’€

chilly solar
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yeah

slate sky
chilly solar
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you guys also until recently had to draw it on those large canvases like traditional engineers

slate sky
chilly solar
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no chemistry

chilly solar
slate sky
unkempt ingot
unkempt ingot
cosmic ginkgo
unkempt ingot
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Damnn thats nice!

restive bridge
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not THIS complicated but actually relatively similar

restive bridge
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But we did simpler shapes right

slate sky
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oh ok '

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we have complicated shapes I think

hushed citrus
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Istg

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This teacher hates igcse

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Indian board in our school (icse) teacher is so fking partial

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Now in between physics atp she is saying our calculator fx-991 ex is not allowed

worldly palm
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it like a brain excersize

quaint hound
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water

vital slate
hushed citrus
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she says this calculator can do integrals

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like bro we dont even have integrals in portion

vital slate
# hushed citrus like bro we dont even have integrals in portion

put a complain in school suggestion box and if the whole class is against this behavior of hers then do one thing make the class head (if you have one) write a letter to principal complaining about your teacher and make everyone sign it and submit it to principal it should be sorted

hushed citrus
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its phy theory

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like all the parents are gonna go mad once the results are given

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like my dad told he is gonna go to her and just let it all out

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thanks alan for listening

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helped a lot

vital slate
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happy to help!

vital slate
hushed citrus
fleet steppe
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your indian teacher doesn't know shit

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those calculators are allowed

kindred stone
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dont fret

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i did a handful its not much

slate sky
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Also, Idk if I making the mistake of choosing engineering instead of CS rn. CS degree is actually so much shorter and easier to pass than an engineering degree at UoA (but have low entry requirements). Idk why my mind chose engineering (prob cause it has entry requirements and coming to think of it, it doesn’t seem like a valid reason to choose engineering over CS)

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@kindred stone did you ever regret choosing engineering over comsci?

slate sky
kindred stone
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but meh

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cuz CS was like 3 years

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and more coding based

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while comp eng has maths and phys too

slate sky
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Engineering costs 1 - 2 k (per year) more than CS too for me

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So it actually costs $14 k more than comsci for me actually πŸ’€

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And another $60 k more (if u get a job right after the CS degree)

kindred stone
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I dont regret it

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I get more flexibility with my job

mild compass
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i just hate when math

lofty hinge
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Hello, I'm extremely down bad but

vital slate
slate sky
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If I fail first year engineering, I can move to an ordinary Bsc in CS

chilly solar
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mate you arent gonna fail first year engineering

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shit gets real past the 1st year , not in the 1st year itself

kindred stone
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Yh

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1st year was baby stuff

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2nd year it cha ged

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I was too lazy since 1st year was too easy

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2nd year kinda woke me up

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(Still lazy)

chilly solar
chilly solar
kindred stone
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True true

kindred stone
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And the good ones are like evening

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After 5pm ish

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I study at home

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Usually cram since rn my eng suvjects are just maths and phys

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My lecturers good researchers, horrible profs

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Can't teach properly

chilly solar
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altho i have computer architecture this sem , the next year onwards it'll just be maths and physics probably

chilly solar
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but since I'm the course representative , they only know my face , so I cant skip even if I wanna 😭

fair ingot
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I expected femboys to talk to me today but

Idkmecri

clever zinc
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imso burnt out idont even know how to study anymore

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this mid term i had A*CE for my 3 subjects

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i failed and onlygot 11 points

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im so stressed and im always sleep

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*sleepy

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i always wanna sleep

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i cant study for long and im always exhausted

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we have the half term holiday tomorow what advice can you proivde

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i dont wanna fail but im just lethrgic and tired

quaint hound
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Inhale water and stay hard mate

kindred stone
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What

slate sky
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Cause they are likely passionate about their subject

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So would teach it at a high quality too

kindred stone
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nah

chilly solar
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but they have to do it anyway because its required of them by the uni

kindred stone
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Mhm

cosmic ginkgo
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Also undergrads are pretty easy to dislike

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Most of them are great if you're a postgrad but if you're an undergrad then you get brushed off a lot

mild compass
# clever zinc i dont wanna fail but im just lethrgic and tired

get plenty of rest and work on your diet
from my experience i’d always feel very exhausted for no particular reason, i sleep like a baby and get plenty of rest so i couldn’t exactly pin point why this was taking place
turns out i had severe vitamin d deficiency😭
nurture your body, give it everything it needs/hv a balanced diet

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oh yeah, exercise a lot
if you’re not using up the energy you consume they’ll continuously be stored in your body as fat

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which will make you feel very sluggish n lazy all the time
it’s your body signalling you to spend your energy/eat less for the time being

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i recommend walking for minimum of 30 mins a day until you feel confident enough to walk for longer

chilly solar
chilly solar
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@cosmic ginkgo @fallen apex should an engineer just accept the steps of the fourier series and transforms and laplace series and transforms , or try to understand everything

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i am doing the latter but damn its taking a long time

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and my lecturer is just reading the working and every1 except me can accept it but idk if i want/can

kindred stone
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Just use youtube baba

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Easy to understand

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It'll take time

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But if you're in ee then it's a must to know

fallen apex
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By the way @chilly solar your favourite sports shop at 1U has closed down

chilly solar
chilly solar
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okay thanks much appreciated @fallen apex @kindred stone πŸ™

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chilly solar
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royal sporting house or sports direct ?

fallen apex
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If it helps, you can just think of it as carrying out spectrography on electrical signals, similar to mass spectrometry in chemistry

chilly solar
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bro whyyyyyyyyyy

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its okay tho i'll go to the other one

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better selection

fallen apex
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Go visit Muji and write Fourier transform formulas πŸ˜„

slate sky
chilly solar
chilly solar
magic wedge
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Bhallagena

glossy quartz
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amaro bhallagena

dreamy void
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I did not vent

mild compass
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sometimes it’s like

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i wanna escape

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but sometimes it’s also like

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life is so perfect

slim lake
median timber
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I wanna die atm

magic wedge
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Korao dekhi bhallagena

fallen apex
quaint hound
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water

torn yarrow
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fire

quaint hound
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i mean girl

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hows ur adopted sister

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i dont rlly remember w exactly happened but i wrote her off months ago

alpine jungle
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Hi, just wanted to vent here for a while. I have my board exams going on and have my Biology paper 4 on 20th. All I can say is I massively massively fucked up. I need an 80+ in the theory paper but I am barely even touching 60 in practice. All my friends and teachers think I'll get high but I just know I won't. I absolutely fucked up pretty bad, I don't know what the concepts are, I can't recall anything for the life of me and I feel absolutely shit. Whenever I try to study or motivate myself and get in the zone, I fucking doze off. I can't do this subject anymore and it's only me and myself to blame for it. I had this whole year to do this but I didn't, I procrastinated like a fucking idiot. I feel like a failure and will be a failure after the 20th. I just really really don't know what to do now and just wanted to rant about my own faults and get this off my chest

mild compass
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and even if you don’t lifes all about gaining more experience and striving for the best

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you’re not a robot, we’re all human after all
think well of yourself and be confident despite your doubts

neon verge
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very similar situation here a2 bio did not study for a single day and now if i try to revise its too hard, have to relearn everything

torn yarrow
torn yarrow
median timber
alpine jungle
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alpine jungle
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Don't give up before the battle has begun

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You got this

median timber
quaint hound
torn yarrow
torn yarrow
quaint hound
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yd she get banned tho she was a nice lil girl wasnt she

torn yarrow
torn yarrow
quaint hound
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i was there for too long

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and for like hours a day

torn yarrow
quaint hound
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nthn rlly happened

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i dont even use disc anymore now

torn yarrow
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frs

quaint hound
torn yarrow
granite zodiac
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☠️

torn yarrow
torn yarrow
magic wedge
torn yarrow
torn yarrow
mystic pond
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i understand this..and i can totally relate

quaint hound
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water

granite zodiac
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i deserve a nobel prize for holding myself back from saying womp womp here

fleet steppe
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Shoutout to my bros fighting their silent battles

mild compass
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Real

granite zodiac
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πŸ™πŸ™

torn yarrow
wintry rampart
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why is it always that chinese mothers would want to make their male children teach their own kids respect thru fear?

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i'll admit, whenever i'm with my friends or alone, i am a chill, happy go lucky man

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but with my mother, i suddenly become the opposite, a sinister, racist, selfish and cold person who looks like he wants to kill someone

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is this what she wants in a man? hollywood stereotypes and generational trauma?

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i've written down "i will break my family's generational trauma thru giving my children the happy life that i couldn't get" in my bucket list

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i am almost ready to teach her a lesson, that fear can't teach kids respect

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i knew from my therapist that the eldest children are pretty much the first tests of parents. they abuse only to find out that they were wrong and proceeds to treat their second borns with love and care

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i wished that i was the second born

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or lower

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so that i won't have to go through the abuse

severe valley
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this goes on in other countries too

granite zodiac
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i was like yoo what

granite zodiac
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but yeah

quaint hound
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water

wintry rampart
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or smth

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no emotions but anger

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and hatred

severe valley
tacit granite
oak sonnet
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I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY MY MOCKS START FROM NEXT MONTH AND IM LEFT WITH ALL OF PHY AND CHEM HELP

placid folio
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im soo scared and feel super unprepared and prepared at the same time

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idk frickin anxiety killing me

granite zodiac
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mines tomorrow and im not even sure which subject akhi

left fiber
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please i have mine in a week and i have a whole lot syllabus to complete

glossy quartz
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mine's in 3 weeks, not done with maths, physics or chem lmao, send help pepepray

oak sonnet
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MAJOR US MOMENT BROTHERS AND SISTERS

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I WAS HERE FOR MOTIVATION LMAOO BUT LOOK AT Y'ALL

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WE GOT THIS WE'LL ACE OUR MOCKS AND GET STRAIGHT A'S IN CAIES

left fiber
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i am just holding onto that fact that mocks don't matter and the finals do T_T

left fiber
quaint hound
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water

hot perch
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I SHOULD BE STUDYING VDYSHEHS BYE

chilly solar
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@cosmic ginkgo dude do you have any resources that you know of to make studying electromagnetism and knowing when to apply the equations as intuitive as possible ?

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because my lecturer is just reading workings lmao atp i ain't gonna go to her class

cosmic ginkgo
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Try doing problems from electrodynamics in Griffith's? There's lots of posted solutions for them

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Make sure you're not doing stuff beyond your course tho

chilly solar
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quaint hound
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water

magic wedge
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Amar gola betha

granite zodiac
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ganne ka juice

oak sonnet
lofty lodge
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how to keep yourself sane with work life study balance

severe valley
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fr

hidden roost
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Okay so
I have this one cousin who I’m like mostly close with from my mom’s side
There has been small rifts and misunderstanding between us before because of our moms
But recently we overcame it and tbh, we’re trying to build a healthy relationship out of it
And now that we’re a bit older, we’ve been planning to go out all by ourselves and just hang out whenever
Today, she called me over to her house for a few hours just to chill
She lives very close btw and she can be the only reason I can step out of the house anytime I want and my parents won’t worry
Asked my mom if I could go, she said no I can’t
She doesn’t like the fact that we’re hanging out a bit too often
I was like bruh, she’s my β€˜cousin’ and she’s the only one I’m literally close with
So basically mom’s reason is that I spill a lot when I meet up with her
Spill in mom’s term is basically tell all my relationship secrets with her
My cousin was the only one in the fam who knew I was involved with a guy for 6 years
My mom’s still mad that she was kept in the dark for so long
Now she thinks that my relationship with my cousin isn’t good
She finds that harmful, she doesn’t trust me
Hence, won’t let me meet up with her often
I had to make up a story to my cousin saying I can’t, it was a stupid excuse and she kinda got a little upset because she knows I could if I wanted to
This will basically create a distance between us cousins AGAIN and I don’t want that
Lowkey want to tell my cousin that my parents are the reason behind it
I mean she’s a bit aware that my parents aren’t fond of both of us hanging out but I want to open up with her about this so bad
I just don’t know if it’s the right thing to do

fleet steppe
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okay my friend, I can't imagine how bad you're feeling.BUT, if I were in your place i would pull up that "I am gonna take revenge on you and makes sure my children never meet you and they will never call you grandma" personally for many asians thats a very big scary move

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it takes out all her 100 out of 100 Hp

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if that doesn't work,then tell her, If i had a daughter i would never raise her the way you raised me

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i mean parents know what's best,but they lived their childhood its time to live yours, Just because of some family drama aint no way are you gonna risk a relation w your cousin who is the next gen of her family which is the same case as you

hidden roost
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it's so much more complicated than this

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i've told my mom that i've decided to take 10 steps backward from her entire fam because of the toxicity

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but my cousin is the only person who i want to be on good terms with

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i just have 2 options

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either i let my cousin know it's complicated in my fam or just have to maintain a distance

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but the teeny tiny problem is "if" my cousin tells her mom about the shit i'm going through even if i tell her not to just so that things get better for me, her mom will try to 'fix' things by talking to my mom and then my mom will kill me because i spilled

hidden roost
compact pawn
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Omgg then htf does ur mom decide what u doo

hidden roost
compact pawn
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I am south Asian too Butt damn bro ur situation is complicated

hidden roost
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this is just 1% of it

compact pawn
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Take care of urselff!!

hidden roost
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boreal leaf
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I don't know if it's normal or not but I've faced bullying since kindergarten. I've been through physical, verbal and cyber bullying. But despite that, I'm still a very sensitive guy, even though I've been through bullying for years. I mostly get bullied for my anger issues. I tried being kind to people but they'll be rude to me and call me softly. People also called me autistic even though I'm not. I even beaten up my bully before and I really regret that I really wanted to apologise to him for what I did

severe valley
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bro bullied you

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also not normal to face bullying since kindergarten

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and just report lmao

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who gives a shit if you're " a snitch"

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clearly if you've beaten up your bully before you can defend yourself should they plan something

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also what type of bullying we talking

boreal leaf
severe valley
boreal leaf
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And I almost got suspended for beating up my bully

severe valley
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they had it coming

boreal leaf
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The school didn't care

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So that's why

oak sonnet
boreal leaf
quaint hound
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water

tacit granite
wintry rampart
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wow. can't imagine what my mom really wants me to be

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so, it's my uni's job fair, and i applied interest in a local car distributor, as in, distributing and selling lamborghinis, porsches and audis

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and that's a big company in my country btw

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my mom grills me

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expects me to be a corporate slave

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at p&g

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or uniliever

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whoch is fucking stupid

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so what)

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it's just an internship for a year or two

magic wedge
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I COULD GIVE AN ARM TO BE AROUND PORSCHES AND LAMBORGHINIS

fleet steppe
magic wedge
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AND MERCEDES

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😭

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KELPO YOURE THE XOOLEST PERSON

fleet steppe
magic wedge
fleet steppe
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GLS is a suv

magic wedge
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Ik

fleet steppe
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eitherways bmw is better than both of them

magic wedge
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Gls is a family car

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No

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Merce better

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And rolls Royce

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Better than both

fleet steppe
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Just for a fact

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bmw owns rolls royce

magic wedge
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WTF

fleet steppe
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so bmw eitherways is better than your benz or ben 10 whatever that is

magic wedge
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IDK THAT

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😭

fleet steppe
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do your homework kid

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its a big world

magic wedge
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Sorry uncle

fleet steppe
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@magic wedge do you like X7

magic wedge
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Too ostentatious in my opinion

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And the back looks like a normal Honda SUV

fleet steppe
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That sounds like what a non-car person what would say no offense

magic wedge
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I like the fancy shamcy things

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I’m a Porsche person

fleet steppe
fleet steppe
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esp the 911

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for a reason ;))

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Im joking

magic wedge
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911 gt3 rs>>

fleet steppe
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Personally if i were to afford one

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i would go for a cayman

magic wedge
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Those aren’t bad

fleet steppe
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ye

magic wedge
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Honestly I can’t find a single bad Porsche

fleet steppe
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calm down bro

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porsche only has 5 cars

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taycan cayman maccan 911

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and another suv

magic wedge
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Boxster pretty

fleet steppe
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my uncle is gonna get one

magic wedge
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I will buy all 5 In’Shaa’Allah

magic wedge
fleet steppe
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no

magic wedge
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πŸ˜”

fleet steppe
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i will send only when i get 1

magic wedge
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Fair

fleet steppe
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in that way i feel happy that my friends are praying for my success

magic wedge
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You’ll get one In’Shaa’Allah

fleet steppe
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ty

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But when you mature, you will realise

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you only need a vehicle

magic wedge
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Income tax too much

fleet steppe
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which you want to drop you from point A to point B

magic wedge
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I will prolly only get one

fleet steppe
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ye you will

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ferraris or lambos

magic wedge
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Ferraris

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Tho I like the urus

fleet steppe
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lambos better

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lambo were a part of ferrari

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until ferrari kicked out lambo

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and they decided to build race cars

magic wedge
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Race cars are cool

fleet steppe
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ferrari has a beef w everyone

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ferrari has a beef w ford too lol

magic wedge
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One man army

fleet steppe
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turu

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camaro or mustang

magic wedge
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Camaro

fleet steppe
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YESSIRR

magic wedge
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They so pretty

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I really like Bentley spur

fleet steppe
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wow alan you're a really good car person

magic wedge
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Thank you

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But I’m fake Alan

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I’m mush, nice to meet you

fleet steppe
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I am everything,I am itachi

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Nice to meet you too

magic wedge
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My cousin is obsessed with that character

magic wedge
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Wow why did my text send after 20 years

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L WiFi

fleet steppe
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just saw it, kinda looks like a porsche

fleet steppe
magic wedge
magic wedge
fleet steppe
fleet steppe
magic wedge
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I find em so adorable

fleet steppe
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yeah you're right

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magic wedge
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Chipku

wintry rampart
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she wants me to be moneyc entered and not idk, someone who follows his dreams

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although i'll plan to ignore her advice and jump to that company should i be offered an internship there

wintry rampart
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she tells me that there's nothing to learn should i end up in that internship

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and instead brags taht p&g will give me life lessons or some shit

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idk

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if i get rejected in these companies except for that car distributor, not my fault

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it'll be her fault for distrusting my dreams

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although when i become an alumni of my uni, i'll sneak back and apply a job for that car dealer

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under the marketing team

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i honestly feel stuck

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should i pursue my dreams and become a happy man

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at the expense of a poor salary

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or end up enslaving myself to being a corporate slave

magic wedge
wintry rampart
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exactly

wintry rampart
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so i apply for thatcar internship

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i will prove her wrong tho

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but i can't make an alibi

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to pretend that i'm a p&g slave

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while working at that car distributor company

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in peace

magic wedge
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You can make an amazing alibi

wintry rampart
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i can't

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my mother prolly sees thru everything i say

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so i submit to avoid angering her

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by "choosing" a path that i do not want to be in

cosmic ginkgo
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Working in a corporate does not have to be horrible, I did over summer and will be going back and I thoroughly enjoyed my team and all the stuff I picked up

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That said, any experience is good experience so focus on what you'll learn and try not to go into things saying you'll hate them because you're deciding before you even get to experience it

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And it doesn't mean that because you do the one car internship you will never be paid well

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It could be a path into other things later

wintry rampart
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yet my mom thinks that simply taking one path will condemn me to life

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she tells me, "if i go to p&g or unilever for an internship, i'll prolly be guaranteed a job"

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or smth

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i honestly don't care about money

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i care about happiness but my mom prolly wants me to think of money only

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i'd rather be happy and poor, while pursuing a passion in cars rather than wealthy and greedy

wintry rampart
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like being asked to take an internship at a multinational that prolly pays about 25% minimum wage for interns in the office would be some boomer things

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and instead treats multinational internships as something that will "change my life"

fleet steppe
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I have been recently wasting a lot of time, because I feel bored.Everytime I want to study I do not feel like studying. I was inspired by manyyyy people in reddit. Most of them went from D's to A's in one attempt without retakes and I REALLY want to be one of those. I have 64 days left till my main exams in may june.Idk how i should stop wasting time and actually get the shit done.Please someone help me out

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I am all ears for someone who will have a positive impact in my life for my success

boreal leaf
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Like how long you going to study in a day and how long you will be relaxing