venting

[wintry rampart]

but thankfully, it's only a month before finals

at my uni

and most seatworks and quizzes are already done

[mild compass]

I mean they should be blamed

[mild compass]

Oh then

You can work it out for one month

[wintry rampart]

that's what i'll do

[wintry rampart]

i consulted with some of my classmates and while they share the same resentment, idt that they would want to see the two students to become ostracized by the class

[mild compass]

Ostracized? Not to that extent

Like they should jus take responsibility

And try to make up for what they've caused

[wintry rampart]

i'd prefer a class-wide apology by them

[wintry rampart]

exactly

[mild compass]

Yea they def should

[wintry rampart]

but they have to be the ones initiating it

not have the entire class demand them

unless the professor says so

[lofty parrot]

yeah so im gonna be covering math p3 in 2 months

because i cant afford a teacher at this stage

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/1102766841824301086.webp?size=64

[solar marsh]

Hhh

How to fit in

I dont fit in anywhere

Im boring

Not relatable

Sdjskdks

I dont fit in anywhere bruh

Not even here

[untold brook]

Skill issue

[solar marsh]

._.

K

[solar marsh]

._.

[safe kernel]

Don’t fit in
make your own community

[quaint hound]

LOL

[quaint hound]

cool innit

W pronouns bro

[placid folio]

WW]

i feel like im being dumber

that being said ppl tell me im good

but ik im not ive been losing to my brother continously for some time now

i dont want tht

weve either got to be equal or ive got to be higher

astagfirullah for my selfish thoughts

[wintry rampart]

exactly

it's been a week since the incident and i'm depressed as fuck

i got no fucking clue on how to get rid of this resentment

[wintry rampart]

i won't move on till the two students who put the entire class into punishments show their regret

even with force

or if it meant a trip to the disciplinary office

cause i want them to know that they have not only angered the professor but the entire class too

[mild compass]

lol im so worthless

[mild compass]

not going to jump

[sharp furnace]

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

[mild compass]

im not suicidal

[sharp furnace]

i mean good

[mild compass]

life and death dont rly mean anything to me but its not like im going to kill myself

i still have too many people to torment on earth

they wouldnt care

if i did

if anything it might please them

^my reason for living

[sharp furnace]

lmfao arent u 12 still

[mild compass]

14 (i think??) seconds old

[sharp furnace]

gyat

ys life hard at 14

[real forge]

fun days tho

beginning of IG life

soo cutee and funn

[mild compass]

What a beautiful life purpose 💞

[real forge]

darky, what u doing in phy

[real forge]

mom wheres my mugcake

mhm

u do physics right?

what topic yall doing

[mild compass]

In the microwave sweetie

[real forge]

im getting hungryy hurry pweasee

I see

[wintry rampart]

well, it would be minimal damage to my grades.

already got 42/60 possible points so nothing left to lost

[mild compass]

Be patient kid

[wintry rampart]

although i'd be happier for the troublemakers to show their regret by any means necessary

[real forge]

no mom, lifes too short.. Gotta get stuff done quickyy

[wintry rampart]

even if it meant getting sent to the disciplinary office

[mild compass]

But then life would be tasteless if it was too fast paced

[wintry rampart]

the quizzes for that class are on computer anyways

and i could just bring my laptop

[real forge]

ur soo motivational momm

[mild compass]

What major are u doing btw

[wintry rampart]

marketing

yet for stats, most of the assessments will be online

[mild compass]

35+ years of experience, im def on a different level kid

[real forge]

frfr

[sharp furnace]

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines

[mild compass]

OooOooOo

[mild compass]

Thx for the support as always 🙏

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to bigtingsschlongs#0

[sharp furnace]

fr just hit puberty

[sharp furnace]

rep

[real forge]

I honestly miss IG days ngl... A-levels r tiringg

IG u mess around for the entire year

and study 2 months

b4 ur exams

[mild compass]

Me too 😔

[sharp furnace]

weeks

[real forge]

i did 2 months cuz i was fucked up in bio

[mild compass]

My my

[sharp furnace]

ig bio was lowkey easy

[real forge]

My guy i remember

when we were doing the reproduction topic

[sharp furnace]

me in my als

[real forge]

some random guy asked if there was a practical

[mild compass]

And get a B 😍

[sharp furnace]

lmfaoooo

[real forge]

we were ded silent... the teacher was beyond speachless

[sharp furnace]

i wudve wet myself

[real forge]

gonna do that for my jan exams yippeee

[real forge]

lmao

[sharp furnace]

b in ig is just sad

[mild compass]

Ikr , even worse in a level

[sharp furnace]

nahh b in alevels pretty good

[real forge]

What did yall get for IG

[sharp furnace]

ig?

[real forge]

B aint bad in a-levels ngl

[sharp furnace]

i got 7 as🤩 and a b

[real forge]

ill take it cuz i aint revising much shit rn

[sharp furnace]

fck french

[real forge]

nicee

Edexcel did the uh

9-1 grading

[sharp furnace]

u did edexcel?

[real forge]

mhm

[sharp furnace]

tsk why

[real forge]

Did CIE IG history

and now this year doing General english (by force)

[sharp furnace]

INSANE

[real forge]

our school mainly edexcel

CIE for some stuff

[sharp furnace]

oh

[real forge]

Edexcel were cruel with boundaries this year

most exam boards were i think

[mild compass]

If I get a B in my a levels , I can't enter the local uni here 😔

[sharp furnace]

yea most were

[sharp furnace]

wheres here?

[mild compass]

Straight Stars

[real forge]

the uni's im lookin at require grade c n above

[mild compass]

In where I live on earth 🌍

[sharp furnace]

nerd

[sharp furnace]

cant relate

[real forge]

clutched physics like crazy fr

most unexpected

[mild compass]

Well there are many types of unis

[real forge]

Mhm

[mild compass]

**** university is very topnotch

So

[sharp furnace]

eng and eng lit were the easiest ong

[mild compass]

It needs topnotch grades

[real forge]

Here the ones ive looked at, they need 5 IG's with grade c or above and 3 AS with C and above and i think 6 or smthing in IELTs

[sharp furnace]

wowzers so u egyptian?

[real forge]

i messed up englishh language cuz of fucking coursework

[mild compass]

Such a flex right

[sharp furnace]

pyramid house tour pls

[real forge]

my raw mark for paper 1 was amazing and then we had coursework

we dont talk abt it

[sharp furnace]

L

[real forge]

egyptians r cool ngl

[placid folio]

nice mashallah

[rapid ice]

Anyone else had to do AS and A level exams together and now only have a few papers but the will to study has left your body?

Only two left 😭

[quaint hound]

dw itll be over

stay hard

[torn yarrow]

oddly specific... 😂

[rapid ice]

Sorry lol i feel like everyone does it over two years

I have never procastinated as much as i have for these last papers. Can't wait for it to be over

[torn yarrow]

ye my older sister is doing AS rn, Part 1 in coming Jan

[torn yarrow]

ikrr, tbh it just naturally happens, the last paper procrastination, ig cause we assume the way the earlier papers have passed these will too 😂

[rapid ice]

Best of luck to her!

[rapid ice]

😭😭sure hope so

[torn yarrow]

🙏 < 3

[rapid ice]

My last braincells better survive a few more days

[torn yarrow]

frs dw, will be gucci inshallah

[torn yarrow]

amen

[rapid ice]

Are you doing AS or?

[placid folio]

gl ull dogreat inshallah

[torn yarrow]

IGCSE in may/june 2024

[quaint hound]

is this venting channel even effective anymore

feels fake coz imagine venting but ppl know u

[sharp furnace]

im sure no one knows each other

[quaint hound]

mm yea but like its still not that kind of anonymous

[sharp furnace]

I mean u can remain anonymous if u really wanted to

[obtuse vector]

people who you know may see you venting but what's the issue there

[torn yarrow]

not everyone likes bawling infront of everyone they know
emphasis on the significant difference between "know" and "like"

[obtuse vector]

okay, fair enough

but not sure how that makes it "feel fake"

and ho3's right as well

[mild compass]

feet

[plush depot]

since when did we get pic perms here

☠️

[torn yarrow]

ig because "venting" is supposed to be a safe space where u can do "whatever" you want, say wtv u want

[sharp furnace]

it still is tho

[torn yarrow]

yep, to each his own ig

[quaint hound]

lol for how long will u guys debate on this

[torn yarrow]

😂

not debating just discussing different povs

[sharp furnace]

i mean if u really wanted to vent just stay anonymous

[torn yarrow]

meh makes sense

[sharp furnace]

k

[obtuse vector]

Lol..

[mild compass]

guys

i dont like it when people breathe next to me

do i just make them stop breathing?

plz advice

[unreal shadow]

nah

you should stop being a bitch

[mild compass]

Go for it 💪💪

[mild compass]

i refuse

[mild compass]

thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to notacatlover#0

[mild compass]

I've done it a few times bfr, felt GREAT 😍

[placid folio]

just move away and be rational

[mild compass]

nevermind today was a nice day

i like people

i think socialising is amazing

you meet different types of people and each person has a unique personality

and they all have beautiful smiles

people are amazing

[wintry rampart]

update about my rant last week,

i feel so much better compared to last week

[safe kernel]

Good

[wintry rampart]

my professor didn't see me as a problem and even liked the idea of me seeking a tutor

i mean, he did 3/4 of the lecturin

so he expects us to do the remaining 1/4

[quaint hound]

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CzZbLdkocu-/?igshid=Y2t1cmhqNHM0ejQx

[placid folio]

yeah thts the only reason i come here lol

[placid folio]

thts good to hear mashallah

[sharp furnace]

https://tenor.com/view/luntry-gif-26563186

[unreal shadow]

discord user finally touches grss

[clever zinc]

i m worried abotu ym AS results

[real forge]

insha'Allah your results are amazing! You did your best! You will get what you truly deserve and I hope it's amazingg

[real forge]

my smol brain cant handle that pressure

[mild compass]

i took a sneak peek on the results n you did great dw

[wintry rampart]

so, now, my mom's starting to trust me on sharing expenses, in this case, a loan for a car plan

i fuck up by messing the first signature by signing it under a soft surface, a pillow to be exact

and she grilled me

and tells me that i should be a puppet

no complaints

do as i say without any words spoken

i mean, is it okay to clarify on where to sign?

i get the idea that i am starting to become responsible for big, family-based transactions for my family

she even wanted to beat me up badly

i would have lashed back

all for fucking up a signature for a car plan

as if she wants to replace the family car immediatey

yet when i convince her to buy the samsung galaxy s23, she is stuc for months

[safe kernel]

💀

bro the signature would be super scribbly

[wintry rampart]

yup

i guess i was a fool then

i'm trying to break free from my past mindset of thinking that i'm being forced and here i am, still struggling to escape it, in order to feel more "contributing" to my family's finances

unlike my father who spent more money on exploration, leading to him and mom being separated

[sharp furnace]

i mean just whn ur mom thought ur a responsible adult u start acting clumsy

anyone wud be mad

[wintry rampart]

exactly

i mean, it's a car plan loan, one signature's all.

if i took the time to move outside, on a table and sign, the outcome would have been so much better

[sharp furnace]

damn tht sucks

[safe kernel]

ayo

[wintry rampart]

not only that, but i also ranted here about how i felt the worst trauma of my year after knowing that my dad faked a stroke for money

[sharp furnace]

right ...its up to u to take utmost accountability and move on

[safe kernel]

cant you live alone?

[wintry rampart]

it's a small mistake tbh

[sharp furnace]

how old r u

[wintry rampart]

i'd prefer helping my mom make income and i guess make up for what my dad missed, cause all i know, she's also feeling sad that her husband didn't care about the family's finances at all

[wintry rampart]

21 at that time

[sharp furnace]

how old r unow

[wintry rampart]

22

[sharp furnace]

ok tht makes sense

[wintry rampart]

i know that she doesn't mean to rant at me, "I'll just use your uncle's name to sign the car loan"

cause i already expressed to her that i'm eager to help in the family's finances by assuming ownership of some of her properties

[safe kernel]

this deep

[mild compass]

Sucks to be responsible as u get older sometimes 💔

[wintry rampart]

exactly

[untold brook]

Guys

Can someone help me with my post traumatic Down syndrome

[mild compass]

What's that

[untold brook]

PTSD

[placid folio]

u guys know how it feels
when uve done everything on the list
but then feel like uve wasted ur life/time
tht theres something missing theres something wrong
but just cant place ur finger on it
cuz ive been having tht feeling for a while now

[placid folio]

haha its funny i consider this dc motivating person a bestie
its cringe isnt it
.........

yeah ive really got to stop

[mild compass]

It's okay , we are all cringe in many ways

[languid musk]

lmao

[plush depot]

bro there ain't no down syndrome in ptsd???!!!

[plush depot]

bro i js read you're 22 and if your mum wants to beat you up at even that age, I think she got some issues honestly

[wintry rampart]

exactly what i was thinking

[placid folio]

either ur tht horrible
but i cant imagine
or you mum is really concerning

i hope things become easier for you

[slim lake]

bro, ptsd stands for POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER

not down syndrome...

[untold brook]

Tch tch tch

You aren’t aware of the meme kya

😔

[turbid thunder]

we had an event/sport day today and at the start i threw up because i didnt eat

i felt so weak

im not rlly athletic so i dont feel like a "real man" for having to skip some of the events to go to the nurse

then i was tired the whole day

[quaint hound]

man up

[mild compass]

Sports aren't everyone's "thing", that's okay

[turbid thunder]

idk how much longer i can do this

[safe kernel]

Do what

[turbid thunder]

i just feel so drained bro

all the progress ive made on how i view myself feels likr its just gone

[untold brook]

Is it related to studies?

[turbid thunder]

no

just me

[untold brook]

Zamn

[mild compass]

Why "just gone" , I mean it's prb still there but ur just being too negative and stuff

[turbid thunder]

ill probabl get over it

but this day just absolutely fucked me over in every way it could

and i dont feel good anymore

[clever zinc]

i have a paper 3 internal exam tommorow and ihad been doing As for my other subejcts so i neglected maths and i ma rather certian that i am goin fail the paper we are wiritng papaer 2 and paper 3 so i praying if the papers i have tried ot practise came and in paper 1 i can score 100% ill be in beter position

it stressing me out cause i foudn it impossibel to teach myslef paper 3 in 2 days and i attempted to the best of my abilties

im just overwhelmed and now as i try to study i keep dozming of alseep adn im jsut felll awful tbh

i dont know

i think il justhave to fail thsi terms paper

[placid folio]

hey were having tht too

[turbid thunder]

nice

[severe valley]

is u ok?

its PTSD not PTDS

and post traumatic stress disorder lol 🤣

unless youre making a joke

[safe kernel]

Bros letting it all out

Congrats what’s it about

[mild compass]

okay

anyways

balls

[kindred stone]

It's fine

Feel the same for some stuff like that

Just get it and be over with it, cuz it helps in a lot of cases

Covid hit and exhausted dopamine fr

[mild compass]

experience makes you better

🙏

[kindred stone]

I would wanna dm but its best here

@quaint hound akhi you're overthinking tok much

Dont fall for it

You're more knowledgeable than me and you'd understand where im tryna go with this

Instead of complaining here

Do it in sujood

To someone who doesn't 'give lies'

Someone who cares a lot about you

[mild compass]

this.

[kindred stone]

You're overthinking and (idk if i can say but im inferring)

Forgetting who you should complain to

Ik You're thinking about marriage and a wife, but don't trap yourself in that mindset and fall in the spiral

[mild compass]

you’ll feel a sense of peace in your heart after the convo

[kindred stone]

It feels so Hypocritical of me

But still

Dont falter

:>

[mild compass]

the future isn’t promised quite literally

just have faith in God

[kindred stone]

That's why i changed my mindset

I stopped planning much about the future

Live as you go holding strong to deen

[mild compass]

this can be an issue too

plan, but not overboard iykyk

[kindred stone]

Not being like careless or so

[mild compass]

ah fairs

[kindred stone]

But im not tryna tunnel vision myself

You need to adapt and say alhamdullilah to everything

If it happens

Happened for a reason

[mild compass]

as much as i wanna get closer to my deen the environment i’m in, friends and js school is influencing

[kindred stone]

Main problem this has created for me is laziness but

Im getting less lazy fr

Parents are becoming prouder

:>

[mild compass]

so real

[kindred stone]

Alhamdullilah

[kindred stone]

When you and your friend influence each other too much

It's amazing

[mild compass]

i just have a friends that’s actually somewhat close to her deen

everyone else is js الله يرحمهم

this is another reason why i dont like socialising at all

[kindred stone]

Having 1 is better than having 100s of non

[mild compass]

this.

but at the same time i always tell myself that i don’t need others

this is between me and Allah

may have gone too far bc now i cant socialise for long and always overthink small matters

[median timber]

Damnn istg i feel like i shld kill everyone

[languid musk]

😭

[median timber]

I'm planning on one tho

[safe kernel]

😳

[quaint hound]

W

[untold brook]

Post traumatic Down syndrome

[plush depot]

if you're down, I'm down 🤝🏻🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯

[plush depot]

why did you leave the server

[sharp furnace]

She’s ugly. If I look at her i puke although she thinks her smile is pretty, I’d do anything to unsee tht disgusting sight. Her eyes are like piss, glowing yellow and dark with passion and joy, always curious and always eager to do something incredible. Her hands are huge and sweaty, and her hugs are the strongest and most enjoyable. Sometimes I wish I could just ask her to hug me everyday(i might not live long the way i almost pass out every time). She’s talented, and puts too much pressure on herself(gravity), and gets upset when her standards aren’t met. I don’t know if she’ll ever see this, and I feel like I don’t tell her enough. But I’ll always love her to the fullest and with no exceptions.

[plush depot]

gorlock?

[sharp furnace]

i know gorlocks pretty but she's prettier

[placid folio]

imagine getting comments like
"u look most like a doll "
and then you reply by saying
"yeah like the one from squid game where i kill everyone"
and the person who commented backs away and disappears

lol this happened to me today 💀 😂

[placid folio]

wow u for once sound sincere
i hope this message finds her🫶

[median timber]

samee fr it feels good

[placid folio]

i liked tht person lol

but who cares it was hella funny

[median timber]

yea

[median timber]

bro it happened two days a go

for me

[placid folio]

oh wow

guess we r similar

[median timber]

yea alot

[placid folio]

wdum a lot?
we know each other irl?

i wudnt mind tbh

[median timber]

same

[median timber]

idt but lets do meet

[placid folio]

inshallah

but based on ur vents
lets see
lol

[median timber]

i wld like to meet u i don't mind

[placid folio]

sure
nice to hear tht

[mild compass]

Lol

[peak bronze]

green light flag

[languid musk]

lmao what

😭

[placid folio]

isnt green flag a good thing

[placid folio]

dude thts the best way to avoid anything unwanted

[peak bronze]

is your role colour green cus ur a green flag🔥🔥

[placid folio]

plus i replied immediately without thinking

[languid musk]

honestly yeah 😭

[placid folio]

yeah pls expalin green flag the good one right

[peak bronze]

yes

[mild compass]

Ur like a pick up line generator at this point

[placid folio]

ok then yeah🔥 ❤️

[peak bronze]

FRR THO

[languid musk]

LOL

[peak bronze]

I CAN SOMEHOW MAKE UP A PICKUP LINE ON THE SPOT IN ANY CONTEXT

[mild compass]

Rare talent, mention it in ur CV 💯

[placid folio]

ikr
lucky im muslim

[peak bronze]

finna rizz up the boss

[placid folio]

wow

[mild compass]

Shows ur creativity

[mild compass]

Alhamdulillah

[median timber]

Fact

[chilly solar]

its been 5 months since our last message and now I'm blocked and I'm missing her

i go to the gym to get gains and forget but

the memory of her is still there 😔

sucks bro when I wanna talk to her but I cant

ion even know what I did for her to hate me this much 💀

and she said she doesn't want an ldr with me but she is getting back with her ex and they both are meeting in London , her place of study

[mild compass]

real

[real forge]

Your just experienced in this very field

Its a natural for you atp

[peak bronze]

real

[real forge]

My natural talents are questionable

so we dont talk abt em

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/1076469545608413234.webp?size=48&name=okayge&quality=lossless

[mild compass]

That must be tough

Can't relate

[placid folio]

😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭

my mum said she never wants me listening to these songs im addicted to again

[quaint hound]

ur mother fine w u listening to songs?

[placid folio]

nope

ik ik its not good
but still whyyyy

[quaint hound]

what why?

[placid folio]

but why i ltrllly dont know

and the next thing she said is worse

im fricking 17

and she told me i cant watch agt

i can only watch cartoon on youtube

wth

[quaint hound]

...

[placid folio]

whts with the ........

i remember u telling me to not listen either
ig i cant now
for the better

[quaint hound]

yk whos telling, its not me

im just a young man who sins day n night

[placid folio]

say astagfirullah

u got new habits or smtng

cuz last time i checked u were a good guy mashallah

[placid folio]

yah Allahs telling me thru my mom

ik

thanks

[quaint hound]

lol ur too quick to judge

[placid folio]

nope

im sorry broh

but this didnt come to my head now

[quaint hound]

never did

you literally know nothing ab me

so calm down

[placid folio]

ok then ur good

[placid folio]

are u sure

[quaint hound]

this q is for u not me

[placid folio]

......

[median timber]

I swear why do u need drugs wen ur emotions can make u gooo crazy..damn depression....i feel sooo done rn

[placid folio]

oh man im sooo sorry

did u get urself checked or self diagnosed

anyways i hope things become better and life gets brighter for you

[median timber]

Bro i mean why do we need drugs? ..I'm not taking them..the only drug i take is caffeine

[placid folio]

same

[median timber]

Aish twiniee I'm not taking any drugs it's the emotions

[placid folio]

i had some today

[placid folio]

ik ik

whts aish twiniiee?

[median timber]

It's smthing like OMG or Jesus I use ..a phrase

[median timber]

I did too

[placid folio]

oh ok

so u wanna went

u mentioned being depressed

so actually dont vent

ppl cant help u

pray to go

god

and tell god everything
although he already knows

sleep well
but not too much and reduce caffeine

[median timber]

Ik

[placid folio]

ik wht ur going thru
lets just say
i had to take meds for a whole month last year
alhamdulillah im fine now

its like nthng ever hapenned

[median timber]

I did and do every day

[median timber]

Urm I'll try

[placid folio]

and uk its not good to be fake
but doesnt matter fake smile
cuz smiling makes u happy

naturally

[median timber]

Twiniee that's sad

[placid folio]

pls do

[median timber]

Yes

[placid folio]

ik but alhamdulilah

10th grade was the worst year for my health

went to the neurologist for the 1st time

[median timber]

Yes..i have been thru it alot...dw it will go off eventually..since I'm used to it

[placid folio]

yeah

[median timber]

Currently I'm

[placid folio]

itll go

[placid folio]

well ik its difficult
and its a shame u have to live thru it
i hope things get better
inshallah

and tbh ive been thru it enuf tht now its all a joke

i see life as dark humor now

[median timber]

Yes ty for that twiniee

[median timber]

Indeed

[placid folio]

so tht the nickname u gave me

twiniee

[median timber]

Kinda yes? Idk ur name tho..twiniee bcoz we have many things in common

[placid folio]

yeah i figured tht

[median timber]

Mhm

[placid folio]

yeah only 3 peeps on dc know my name

lol

[median timber]

Cool nobody knows my name lol

[placid folio]

nice

[chilly solar]

yeah it is 😔

[placid folio]

Bruh
You must be heart broken

She's blind and can't see how bright her future cud have been with you

It's gonna hurt

But all I can say is there must be someone better for you
Someone who wouldn't give you the cold shoulder and someone who'd be clear with you

I hope you find good love @chilly solar

Now I'm actually mad at green than I did when I simped for him
Cuz he actually disappointed not just me

[safe kernel]

I’ll be your love❤️

[zealous portal]

@placid folio bro those r some really nice words it’s nice that u r trying from ur end to make @chilly solar feel better

But tbh @chilly solar I would say that life is short so make the most out of it n have fun if she left then she is goner ik it’s always hard but there r tonnes more to look thro so cheer up bro she wasn’t the one stay strong n stay happy 😊 ik that sounds cheesy 😳 but it’s true

N I meant it

[mild compass]

oh

Life is lifing ppl 😔

[quaint hound]

bro u

LOL

[median timber]

Damnn

[median timber]

Wen did venting became matching?

[quaint hound]

since brotha lime jumped in

[median timber]

I cld see that ngl lime is on another lvl to support

Than advice and words

[median timber]

really? damnn lime

[upbeat jolt]

Shi we could match if you're lonely bbg

💯

🇩🇰

[median timber]

im good i decline ur offer...sry for that

[placid folio]

dude i respect pgf and consider him a good friend
although our last interaction was a long while back

[placid folio]

oh

@safe kernel im glad ur not dead
and are actually busy with life mashallah

thts a compliment btw

whts amazing

amazing

bruh

nice to know amazingness is true to u

got a friend request from some stranger
we dont even have common servers

must be a mistake right

[placid folio]

hahaha if im nice
everyone be like are you ok
wth.......

[quaint hound]

@torpid shadow why dm?

sup? js say it here no one cares

[torpid shadow]

Just need help with igcse

Exams

[median timber]

resources?

[torpid shadow]

Like

[median timber]

for ur subjects i do ig?

[placid folio]

pls work and get things straight
dont get frickin distracted and tell urself the truth lmao

ur not tht type of person....

if only i cud......say it

[torpid shadow]

@median timber
I didn't get

[slim lake]

please talk in #chat-lounge or any subject channels

[obtuse vector]

this sounds painful , but she's moved on clearly and you haven't

wait wtf how old was that

[median timber]

Bro pls get updated?

[median timber]

I really hate it wen PPL run around the bushes than saying thing straight..like wth to be honest bro?

[mild compass]

im pissed that im so gullible

i used to always think i wasnt that trusting

turns out i am lol

i hate myself

[untold brook]

Gulpable

[mild compass]

im so stupid

such a bloody idiot

i regret so much

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAaaAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaAAaaaaaaaaaaa

[wintry rampart]

how do you guys react to having your dreams shattered right in front of you?

i applied for a committee position for a convention at my dream org, and ended up getting rejected

cause maybe i stuttered and made too much second thoughts during the interview

of course, i know that i take partial accountability, but i have no choice but to pin the blame on someone else

cause if i know that i was raised differently by my own mother, things would have been much more caring and better

subconsciously, my arrogance takes me

as i fucking rant about how meaningless and unfair i am

all those determination and aspiration led me to a dead end

should i dump my determination and be nothing at the hobbies i enjoy?

or have no choice but to breach out of my dreams and end up in an unfavorable and inescapable nightmare?

[wintry rampart]

what's the point of being optimistic when you know that you have already failed?

[mild compass]

The point is you can still retry and do better

[wintry rampart]

too late

i'd have to wait for one more year

and god knows how i'll change within that period

whether i'd be more insane or idk, better at job applications?

[mild compass]

Depends on what you choose

You just can't give up

Ain't an option

[wintry rampart]

i've already got one goal completed this year, by becoming an assistant vice president in an org, why not pursue another?

only to end up failing

[mild compass]

Failing doesn't mean the end of everything

[wintry rampart]

but it will be one year closer to indefinite failure

as everyone has a lifespan

and i guess none of them want to die without having achieved their lifelong goals

[mild compass]

Look ... If You actually wanna give something a try , you gotta be ready to fail

We all can't just pass always . That's not how things go . And failing doesn't mean you just give up

It means you retry and come up stronger

[wintry rampart]

this is the first time i got rejected for a committee application at my university

[mild compass]

It's alright

[wintry rampart]

it's not

[mild compass]

You can't always be accepted..

But you can always try your best

Yeah?

[wintry rampart]

partially right

[mild compass]

Yeah

So try your best then

Being demotivated/ sad about what has happened won't make you productive

You can't change what has already happen

But you can try again

[wintry rampart]

do i even deserve this pain?

future fucking opportunities

like that's never gonna happen

[mild compass]

I dunno. But yeah if we have a life full of happiness, things would be easy and easy is boring. And boring stuff is where we lose interest

[mild compass]

It's future,you don't know what could happen

[proper narwhal]

I focus on what matters.

If it's still possible for me to achieve my dreams, I'll work hard to make that possibility a reality. If it's not possible, I don't waste my time and effort and focus on my other goals.

What's done is done.

[mild compass]

True

[wintry rampart]

lucky ass bastards

they got their dreams

but i didn't

what has the world got against me?

[wintry rampart]

i thought that my experience will carry me

and yet i fuck up in the interview

on something that i never even had experience of

i'd be better off as a secretary than anything else

[mild compass]

Everyone doesn't get their dreams. But you can't just sit and repent about what has happen, you gotta move on

[wintry rampart]

then how will i escape from this loop of guilt and resentment that i got against the world?

[proper narwhal]

Nothing.

But the world isn't fair.

[wintry rampart]

there has to be

[proper narwhal]

Unless you believe in karma or something, then maybe you'll be happier in your next life.

[mild compass]

You can get over it. You built the loop up in your mind ,you are the only one who can get over it

[wintry rampart]

that next life won't be me

it would be someone else

[mild compass]

Nah then things would be way more messed up ( if world was fair all the time)

[proper narwhal]

The world isn't some sentient entity actively scheming to make your life worse. You need someone to blame for your failure, and you choose to blame the world.

[wintry rampart]

well, i obviously blame it on myself for not coming prepared

but i also have external factors that i can blane

the emotional abuse i get from my mother is my 2nd largest blame

for putting me in this level of suffering

[mild compass]

And what ... You just keep blaming yourself for the rest of your life?

And that's gonna help you in any way?

[wintry rampart]

i've tried enough times. some attempts work out others don't

is this even natural?

or do i feel incompetent for even trying to a point where people look at me as desperate for experience?

[mild compass]

Yes that's how things stay balanced

[wintry rampart]

or am i carefully selecting the right opportunities and trying my hardest

[mild compass]

You don't cherish the things that workout and be sad for things that don't work out. You think that's fair?

[proper narwhal]

You can't control these external factors. The only thing you can control is yourself. If there's a next time, you can prepare better. If there isn't, then focus on other matters. You can't improve yourself or your life by being stuck on your failures or drowning in grief and resentment.

[wintry rampart]

it's not

[mild compass]

Yeah it's not. You can make it fair though. I'm not telling you to not be sad about things that don't work out( ik that's not possible). But you can be happy about things that worked out , you can inspire yourself from them . Can't you?

[wintry rampart]

coming from a very pessimistic mind, i know that i'm trying to be optimistic, although it is hard to "get inspired" by failure as if you choose the wrong opportunities, you would still be stuck, contemplating life

while i feel grateful for what has happened to me over the past three months, i guess that i felt too entitled for these dreams

[wintry rampart]

i'll just wish for the event to fail instead

cause i could see a hole that can put them into failure

even from the interview

their loss, not mine

i'll move on, the hostile way

cause i have no choice

as a pessimist

but it would be too late to contribute to a big time event that everyone can have fun in ie, an entertianment convention, cause by the time i get to be part of one, i'd be dead already

all the events that i worked on were mostly boring, i guess
when i pointed out a flaw in the committee's structure ie, lacking secretaries, they shrugged it off
so if the student org body calls them out, their loss, not mine.

[unkempt ingot]

i hate myself

i have this weird habit i still cant get out of it

i was away from that habit for so long now im back to that stupid habit again

pls help

[quaint hound]

W

[stray sable]

Why do the kidz of rich shamelessly migrate to other countries and do low end jobs but are ashamed to do that in their host country. And what gives them the right to call the country they migrate to their home country and then get offended by the locals racist taunts when they clearly used to do the same to those who live outside cities?

https://fb.watch/otZ2POmIXh/

[placid folio]

tbh
we can not help
only you can control your mind and actions
so try to achieve self control

and ik its easier said than done
but what i do is set limitations and or establish reward ystems

and alhamdulillah its working for me
you guys im getting out of my coffee addiction

[safe kernel]

Did you read atomic habits

[median timber]

I'm proud of you..bcoz i can't

[safe kernel]

you can

just do it

[median timber]

Nahh addicted to coffees

[safe kernel]

break your addiction

[median timber]

If I want I will, but now nah

[placid folio]

why do u ask

[placid folio]

im telling you as someone who seriously damaged their body bcs of coffee addcition
dont replace coffee with fruits
i somehow found that a better alternative for coffee
anyways try to break your addiction
when my mom told me to i was just like you
but now i seriously regret it

[safe kernel]

Cuz you mentioned something in the book

[placid folio]

oh well i havent
i just typed whatever came to my head

soo is tht a good book

[median timber]

Twiniee dw I'm not much addicted if I want I will do it.mi don't keep a weakness to myself

[placid folio]

ok then

[safe kernel]

Yes

[placid folio]

just take care of yourself

[placid folio]

whats it about

also does anyone wanna play chess

[median timber]

Yes twiniee I will dw

[placid folio]

i dont think im getting better

[safe kernel]

It’s about forming good habits and breaking bad ones

Improving yourself by 1 percent

Everyday

[placid folio]

seem like a good book

[placid folio]

thts nice

@safe kernel do u know to play chess

[safe kernel]

Yes

I’m not playing with you rn sorry

[placid folio]

do u want to play

oh ok nvm

[safe kernel]

Join vc

[placid folio]

its alright

[safe kernel]

Room1

[placid folio]

i cant

rn sorry

[safe kernel]

The music🔥

[safe kernel]

Missing out

[placid folio]

i wish i could lmao

i wish i could

[safe kernel]

Rip

[placid folio]

have you listened to arcade

[safe kernel]

No

[median timber]

Damnn hits hard

[safe kernel]

I’m having a Hindi music session right now

with @peak bronze ❤️‍🔥

[peak bronze]

im down

i can teach u a bit

[placid folio]

thanks

[peak bronze]

i think

[placid folio]

pls do

[peak bronze]

can u join vc?

cus then we can use chess in the park

[placid folio]

https://lichess.org/G2WMppQ1

[peak bronze]

alr

[placid folio]

can i join and mute
i wont be able to hear anything

is tht fine

[peak bronze]

sure

[wintry rampart]

welp, i guess that i'd have to follow the "normie" set of dreams

and forget about cons

perhaps god told me that i'd be better off having the world's most boring dreams

ie, helping around events that i consider boring

like case competitions and shit

although i'll break fate

[cosmic ginkgo]

It's hard but it won't be the only way to get to where you want to be, there are always many ways to do things and get to places and this just means one of those didn't work out for you which sucks but it doesn't close all the doors, just one

[cosmic ginkgo]

That is something that's within your hands for the most part which you can control

[cosmic ginkgo]

It could mean that you have more time to do more with this role instead of stacking up your CV with too many roles that you can't dedicate time to

Have you considered trying cognitive behavioural therapy to break the cyclical overthinking spirals? It's not easy but it's something that will help massively if you manage to make even a little bit of progress with it

Half of the situation is what happens and the other half is how you deal with it

[wintry rampart]

i'm already undergoing cbt

just to get out of this set of spirals

[mild compass]

..

[fair ingot]

T3aiteesh

[quaint hound]

Who feels power and strength when they cry? Of course you cry when you're helpless so it's cool. And u have to move on bcoz if u don't laugh things off, ur life won't rlly stop but you'll just not move on and you'll end up spoiling the rest of the happy moments in your life

[fair ingot]

True

[wintry rampart]

about my past rant, maybe i was blinded in ambition, trying to reshape my story

maybe i was destined to become an officer at the main student org that i considered home

and help organize the most boring events that do not benefit anyone

that i cannot change without going insane

while my worst fears come true, which is to be the most boring individual in the world, i have no choice

when i thought that i got to work for the student org's executive body, committee wise, i thought that i was invulnerable

but i'll still try, even if people call me a desperate laughing stock

[mild compass]

That was a very logical response, definitely what I needed ty

[fair ingot]

Hamdulillah

[quaint hound]

im not asking you to forget your past. you need your past, but just for reference, not to repeat any mistakes you did, the lessons you learnt, and of course your terms with other people... your past shouldn't have any other role in your present or future because that harms you

[placid folio]

this was good to read

[quaint hound]

hey listen

dy know how many unis gon be there? (i never read the doc or wtv my father js told me ab it and i said im down)

its from 5 to 9

[placid folio]

tbh no
i just got this red
leaflet from school

[quaint hound]

and i got basketball at 7 to night

oh school

[placid folio]

and yeah almost same ive got my brothers football match

tornament i cant miss

[quaint hound]

i got my basketball tournaments tmr morning at school

tonight its somewhere private

[placid folio]

oh ok

well goodluck

[quaint hound]

istaraaha wtv so i can change there

asking coz i cant miss basketball i already know what unis usually up to, grade reqs and stuff... but no harm visiting

[placid folio]

tbh
this uni thing not really a big deal

[quaint hound]

honestly my main reason is just to stroll around

[placid folio]

just go for basketball

[quaint hound]

ill go for both

exposure

a new activity in the day so why not

[placid folio]

sure

i have a tight schedule tbh
got to go watch my friends badminton tournament and also my brothers football tournament

[placid folio]

yeah

[mild compass]

Thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to arub#0

[placid folio]

imagine being cursed to have a bad future
and that none of your studies should be worth anything
and then the same person pretends nothing ever happened and dumps a pile of work on you
and u know u have to do it unless you want another dose of curses
ughhhhhh the times i actually hate my life and lose hope for a happy future

[mild compass]

?

[mild compass]

no one has the right to determine your destiny besides Allah

their petty words are all bark no bite

they’re just bone and flesh, don’t let their unnecessary yap get through you

[placid folio]

ik
and alhamdulillah that person tried making it up for me yesterday

that was nice
ill consider it an apology

[mild compass]

Forgive them but don't talk with them anymore.

[unkempt ingot]

i cant

i am getting so much of freaking intrusive thoughts

i really need help

i cant control my brain

it is thinking of those intrusive thoughts

pls help!

[fair ingot]

DAMN

[real forge]

Bismillah

[quaint hound]

Have a water and sleep

[real forge]

Im being reminded more of my IG english faliure oh fuck

[hot perch]

Girl leave him

[delicate bramble]

No

[hot perch]

Yes

[real forge]

He's just the right one for you

Best to leave him like Ames said

[delicate bramble]

@crimson fable u apologized him right?

[vivid gyro]

Easier said than done

[hot perch]

Man doesn’t care about her feelings at all

[delicate bramble]

No so quick

[real forge]

To avoid more heartbreak cuz it will sting more

[hot perch]

Truee

[crimson fable]

my poignant entry onto this channel

[delicate bramble]

U apologies more then twice which seems good enough, now the best thing u can do is just ignore. And be brave fr

[untold brook]

@tropic hound bhai lore agaya

[vivid gyro]

I told my classmate to break up, it took her weeks

But when she finally did it she finally saw how bad he was

[delicate bramble]

Bro ur still in igcse, pls pls wait until u get to maturity feelings

[vivid gyro]

This was my classmate

I don't talk to the opposite gender

[delicate bramble]

Yes, now ignore, like seriously ignore….

[hot perch]

Girl he literally didn’t even care to reassure you instead blamed you. Why are you apologising. You need to try to distance yourself from him. He has shown your feelings doesn’t matter to him

[delicate bramble]

It doesn’t work like that

Breaking up is not the only ans

[hot perch]

I know

[delicate bramble]

Thank goodness u understand

Don’t

I’m man take my advice 🙃🙃

Ik how this works

😂😂😂

Just ignore him, fr just ignore him

U this will make him confuse fr

He won’t… have he ever done commitment to u?

[green venture]

There are no helper roles set for this channel! | Please ask a moderator to set one!

[sly shuttle]

toxic guys fr

[delicate bramble]

Han toh he’s pissed rn, after ignoring him he will apparently come back fr

[sly shuttle]

he didnt deserve the paragraph

[delicate bramble]

He’s just immature, not toxic

[sly shuttle]

this immatureness will lead to toxicity

[delicate bramble]

Have u done any commitment?

[sly shuttle]

its alright, u did what u thought was the best

[delicate bramble]

Nope, doesn’t work like that

[hot perch]

Exactly

[delicate bramble]

How long?

[sly shuttle]

suree (difference of opinion but we chill)

[untold brook]

Nah dating and all i fine but why did yall reach towards pregnancy 😭yall are in school

[hot perch]

Bro 😭😭😭

[delicate bramble]

Indeed

[sly shuttle]

what 💀, did i miss a text or smth?

[delicate bramble]

Frfrfr

[warm lantern]

ignore him and see if he cares

[delicate bramble]

He will come fr

[untold brook]

I think so, she mentioned makeup affecting pregnancy

[sly shuttle]

oofs, imma go back and read it ltr. thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to rizzbob0420#0

[delicate bramble]

If he really love her, he will find her. If not then zai will know her ans

[sly shuttle]

@waxen fossil (its my alt acc)

wow...........

what a cunt.....

[delicate bramble]

Wait wait wait, he sent a girl to talk to u?

[sly shuttle]

i hate this one more then carbon

[hot perch]

You guys both are not right for each other idk i feel you are too different

[sly shuttle]

yeah

Possessive?

[fair ingot]

Damn

[delicate bramble]

Ok soo he still really want u but want to apologize him until he don’t make up his mind or else he wanna just leave u, but depending on what was the convo really about!!

[crimson fable]

prioritise

[hot perch]

Brooo?? Why are you still with him girll. I’m sorry I don’t mean to sound like that but you need to rethink this relationship

[sly shuttle]

ahh

hmmmmm (maaf kardo)

[delicate bramble]

Agree actually… but what if he wanna save the relationship or wanna make it better??

[untold brook]

Is your bf even good looking? If not then i suggest dump him

[fair ingot]

Oof

[delicate bramble]

Fr

[hot perch]

It doesn’t look like it he’s putting no effort

[hot perch]

He will only try when she wants to break up and then go back to being his old self this is how these type of guys are

[delicate bramble]

He actually sent someone to ask about something…l isn’t it a sign.?

[hot perch]

You probably are

[sly shuttle]

yea

[untold brook]

Yo chill bro 💀

[hot perch]

Fr

[sly shuttle]

tsk tsk, i hate guys like this

[hot perch]

Always that justification 😭

[hot perch]

Samee

[sly shuttle]

😂

[hot perch]

Haha sorryy

[sly shuttle]

(im totally not like them)

[sly shuttle]

bros cooking though

[untold brook]

Imagine dating
I wouldve never complained but it is what it is

[untold brook]

Frfr

[fair ingot]

Lmao

[hot perch]

(i know dw)

[sly shuttle]

😂

[sly shuttle]

(ofc)

[fair ingot]

KILL THE BOYFRIEND 🔥

[sly shuttle]

NO

HARAM

[hot perch]

FR🔥

[sly shuttle]

NO

[fair ingot]

W

[sly shuttle]

dont encourage her

[hot perch]

Wait i read it wrongly i thought it said she is out of his league

Nooo girlll

I didn’t mean that

IM SORRY

PLEASE

[sly shuttle]

killing ppl

[hot perch]

I WAS READING FAST

[sly shuttle]

LMFAO, nah hes sweet and caring yall chill

[hot perch]

I DIDNT MEAN THAT HAGSGSG

IM SORRY

😭😭😭

[sly shuttle]

yes

[hot perch]

i have adhd leave me alone 😔

[sly shuttle]

yes, on purpose

[fair ingot]

What is the story all ik boyfriend girlfriend

[sly shuttle]

same (but i wont leave u alone)

[sly shuttle]

Scroll up

[hot perch]

read the essay

[fair ingot]

Lazy

[untold brook]

Us bro us

[fair ingot]

No need

[sly shuttle]

😂 us moment

[hot perch]

(thanks qutub minar)

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to masterxa20#0

[fair ingot]

Fuck the boyfriend without knowing anything

[sly shuttle]

LMFAO NAH CARBON HATER WAS BETTER 😂

[hot perch]

YES

[sly shuttle]

W BRO

[hot perch]

HAHAHAHA OK

[sly shuttle]

but smth sweeter yk 😂

[hot perch]

How about chasmis? Cute no😭

[sly shuttle]

(we will talk abt it ltr 😉)

[fair ingot]

MAN WTF PING THE GIRL

[mild compass]

Venting is so alive wow

[hot perch]

(oki)

[sly shuttle]

im here, duh

[sly shuttle]

hehehe

[hot perch]

Very interesting story

[mild compass]

Yeah it's like a reputed chat now

[sly shuttle]

sry

[mild compass]

I'm scared to join

[hot perch]

😭😭

[frail flame]

me too

[sly shuttle]

we should bring ppl like thsi to the podcast and them share abt life

[hot perch]

Girl is tryna find a good photo

Bf probably ugly

[sly shuttle]

lmfao facts

[mild compass]

What's the subject

[frail flame]

who is ?

[sly shuttle]

shit bf and gf suffering

[mild compass]

Cute I'm in

[untold brook]

This is what the bf looks like

[frail flame]

who is the bf and whose the gf

[mild compass]

Ew

[frail flame]

chapri

[sly shuttle]

nah @hot perch is cuter 😉

[mild compass]

Looks ugly

[hot perch]

study podcast 🥴
Dating stories podcast 🔥

[untold brook]

[fair ingot]

@crimson fable you stupid leave him if he doesn't respect you leave him

Your mother wasn't pregnant 9 months so at the end you destroy your life with this ass guy

There's millions better than him

Gl

[hot perch]

Fr

[sly shuttle]

i forgot the girls ping

[frail flame]

real

[hot perch]

The girl who wented

[frail flame]

i didnt see it 😭

[mild compass]

Her name is zai