venting

[torn yarrow]

agreed to some extent

[quaint hound]

true

i swear its only islam which teaches decency in every aspect of life, everything can be handled if its followed coz its simply the correct way of life

[mild compass]

True

[torn yarrow]

i concur, but tbh its not a "one size fits all situation", if someone's parent is say "abusive" les say their dad, they arent allowed t stand up to him, even though its right in islam (which i agree with)doesnt mean that person isnt allowed to hurt, or their feelings be waved off by being called "immature teenage feelings"

i dont think you'll see someone smiling while being beaten by their dad (if they do thas a whol anothe discussion)

[quaint hound]

ur 100% correct and i feel u, my only point is that islam has taught us to handle every situation with sabr and shukr

[quaint hound]

come on you're crossing the line

islam isnt a joke or its not ab being inhuman

its decency in every situation and emotion

didnt the sahaba get tortured, who said they were laughing atp

[torn yarrow]

yes exactly

[torn yarrow]

now that, i was jk

[quaint hound]

cool

[torn yarrow]

i just dont agree with this:

[quaint hound]

ofc u shouldnt

cant u see how incomplete that one line itself is lol

[torn yarrow]

hmm ig so

[quaint hound]

its like sm1 judging a father or the son at the street just by looking at a single interaction bw them

they have no idea what the context is

theirs a whole life behind it

[torn yarrow]

yes precisely

[safe kernel]

[torn yarrow]

and u cant define their relattion by one conversation

[placid folio]

true 100%
i hate ppl who r like tht

[naive narwhal]

.

UTILITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

https://tenor.com/view/rule8-xqc-hitting-desk-rule-milkshake-gif-20971889

[mild compass]

Atleast you have bains

[torn yarrow]

if only i had bains 😔

[placid folio]

are you arab pronouncin pain
or do you mean brain

[torn yarrow]

i think the latter

[unreal shadow]

😂😂😂😂😂

[mild compass]

Brain

[mild compass]

😅😅

[placid folio]

oh ok

[tidal holly]

Hi

What's this place?

[mild compass]

Why should he kill someone

[torn yarrow]

why would he not kill someone

have u met ppl nowadays?

[quaint hound]

pleasure

while going to school today, a van ran into a man on a bicycle, he was just "knocked down". the men in the van poured water in his mouth but it didnt seem like he was drinking atm... had fainted... idk after that my brother had a test so we moved on...

hope he hadnt passed away but he was "laying dead" which didnt seem right and the men around looked really stressed out

[mild compass]

That might be an accident you never know

[quaint hound]

i never said that was an intentional assault on the man

they were prolly uni level saudi students with their driver

but it was my first time watching a man lay just so dead in the middle of the street bare footed and ive realized gore just actually got that sense of shock and fear off me and i dont really like this consequence

my parents remained silent for a couple minutes after we passed that street but i didnt have any such feelings and im doubting if im mentally stable

i dont think too much control on a situation is healthy

im loosing instant feelings people feel and i used to feel

[quaint hound]

thats not the reason

[torn yarrow]

meh diff person, diff M.O

[spare geyser]

Hi I'm new hear

[quaint hound]

Hi! wrong channel for you atp, say hi in #chat-lounge id say

[tidal holly]

@everyone

hi

[quaint hound]

blud u really think u pinged everyone

[tidal holly]

So who made all this shit

[quaint hound]

wym

[tidal holly]

zNotes

I joined like a year ago but I haven't explored it till now

[quaint hound]

lol

[mild compass]

Zubair

[spare geyser]

No but I want to learn

[tidal holly]

So y'all Muslims here?

[quaint hound]

i am

[tidal holly]

Well I'm Batman

[mild compass]

@quaint hound English teacher why didn't you correct this grammar

[spare geyser]

I'm a muslim

[quaint hound]

i got a C in FLE, also, idm as long as the person speaks perfectly

[torn yarrow]

id say most of us

cause mostly pak/indians

[tidal holly]

I see

Like

I came across this place on Safari

While studying about 10 months back

[quaint hound]

r u a psycho

[torn yarrow]

mhm

[quaint hound]

im not joking im serious

[mild compass]

But you was correcting me the other day

[tidal holly]

R u someone in the organization or sth? Ur everywhere

[torn yarrow]

alright, bet

[quaint hound]

thank me then

[torn yarrow]

😂 im just online at these times

[tidal holly]

Please kill me

[quaint hound]

is my behaviour fine?

[tidal holly]

Real

So what y'all doing rn? I mean in education

[quaint hound]

not studying

[torn yarrow]

nahh, why destroy ur ending cause of no impulse control

[tidal holly]

I'm in Grade 10

[torn yarrow]

igcse in mayjune 2024

[mild compass]

Thank you sir

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to arub#0

[torn yarrow]

what curriculum

[tidal holly]

GCE

I guess

[worldly palm]

wrong channel??

[tidal holly]

Yeah

[spare geyser]

You all are just ahhhh. Boring me

[tidal holly]

It's GCE

[quaint hound]

@torn yarrow psycho

[quaint hound]

how can i please you

slide in dms?

[worldly palm]

HUH

[torn yarrow]

yeS? and?

[tidal holly]

Where u from and who are you

[quaint hound]

not and, read the replies above bruh

[quaint hound]

dont talk to my bro like that

[tidal holly]

Where u from then?

[torn yarrow]

i mean obviously once u encounter smt so commonly it becomes the norm for u, say lgbtq, u keep seeing it in movies or books, the next time it shows up u wont be as weirded out as originally

[tidal holly]

And who r u

[tidal holly]

Real

[quaint hound]

server about me's exist for a reason

[tidal holly]

Okay

Idek what's going on

Since when have y'all been here

GUYS I'M NEW WHATEVER BYE

[quaint hound]

i know, this is a fact, but can i be what i was before?

[torn yarrow]

nope

[mild compass]

What you was before

[quaint hound]

well thats hella creepy then

[tidal holly]

y'all boring asf

Whatever bye

[torn yarrow]

lol bye

[tidal holly]

MISS ME

I HATE Y'ALL

NEVER COMING BACK

[quaint hound]

sure brother, dont loose your cool

[mild compass]

Why should you hate someone for no reason

[quaint hound]

brother do you really care

[tidal holly]

SHUTUP YOU BORING NIG-

[mild compass]

No😂😂😂 just teaching him

In Islam we shouldn't hate each other

[torn yarrow]

bro got issues

[solar marsh]

Dude i feel the same

I honestly feel like im constantly drowning

[quaint hound]

huh brother uve watched ||gore|| too?

[quaint hound]

i feel the opposite but i just feel going so numb with my feelings isnt really healthy for at least the people who care for me

[solar marsh]

I watch true crime documentaries and watch videos about serial killers, etc etc

[quaint hound]

na i mean forensic sciences is fine but uncensored violence really isnt... i just got addicted, been a month left it now

[solar marsh]

That happens to me after the feeling of drowning goes away. I just feel numb and i start doing things to desperately feel something

And to get rid of that numbness

[solar marsh]

Where the hell do i find uncensored violence?

[quaint hound]

u asking me what?

aham

[solar marsh]

If i could watch it i would

[solar marsh]

Yes im asking

[quaint hound]

brother u better keep your innocence

[quaint hound]

assuming youve read this, i dont really think the consequences are nice

but honestly i feel better this way coz now theres nothing i havent watched

[solar marsh]

What innocence?

[solar marsh]

I think thats the problem. You've watched it all so much that you now feel no remorse when you see it irl

[quaint hound]

no no no thats wrong

first of all, remorse is felt when you've done something wrong

right here

[solar marsh]

Oh

I should really stop using words that i dont know the meaning of

[quaint hound]

im basically not getting scared or like him laying down on the street that way wasnt freaking me out whereas my parents and brothers were really scared

i just had too much control on my mind

i was thinking about other stuff

and i think this is harmful

[solar marsh]

Id probably be shocked to see it.. and i would feel bad for the person who got hurt

[solar marsh]

Sooo you're lacking empathy?

[quaint hound]

i did too, but these thoughts were no more for max a couple seconds

[quaint hound]

no, i love children, im completely human

i love laughing and joking

its not like im cold hearted

[solar marsh]

Sooo, you're just lacking the ability to give a shit about what was going on around you cux you were too busy thinking about other stuff

[quaint hound]

but when it comes to physical pain, i just cant explain but i just sit and fantasise ab it

[quaint hound]

NO LOL

my focus was just not at the person like it would be when i was 12 ig

i was looking at him in a dif way

[solar marsh]

🤔

[quaint hound]

basically the thought: "fine, bros down, move on, next what, what about his wife, his children, how long they gon stand here, how long would it take him to faint or die, or how long would it take him to regain consciousness"

and heres when my mind starts tripping

i start imagining how the accident couldve gotten worse

and how it couldve damaged the person

its just unhealthy, thats what i do know for sure

[solar marsh]

Imo, this is the kind of mind that a first responder would have, Aka a paramedic or a police officer

[solar marsh]

Idk, its just the kind of vibe i got after hearing this

[quaint hound]

theres also this very inhuman and selfish thought that crosses my mind: "thanks brother for giving me another live experience of watching sm1 getting run over by a van"

i hate myself for this

[warm lantern]

arub

[quaint hound]

no

please leave

this isnt for you at all

also, this is my inner mind right now, dont judge me by this

[warm lantern]

arub i would suggest you to power off your device

[warm lantern]

not judging

[warm lantern]

when u get these

thoughts

[solar marsh]

Or you've just become really used to seeing violence that you know what's gonna happen next and automatically start planning the person's future, based on what you've watched

[quaint hound]

exactly

i know what im doing and my thought process is way more efficient and better

[solar marsh]

Oooookay. I suggest you stop watching violence ahahah

[quaint hound]

i mean if this happens with me or any of my family members

id rather stop wasting time watching them lose their organs or bleed and get to reducing the damage instead

coz ive seen this before

i dont need to waste time here like everyeone else

[warm lantern]

this isnt good for ur mental health

[quaint hound]

id rather start working

[quaint hound]

leave

[solar marsh]

I feel like that's very normal subconscious behaviour after being addicted to watching some life changing information

[quaint hound]

anyway im still thankful there are people in this world who would understand me somewhere

[solar marsh]

Like, i started watching movies related to medical stuff and i was addicted to it. Ever since that, even whenever im hearing my own heartbeat, i subconsciously think about what type of heart beat im having and what if its irregular or what if im having a stroke rn

[quaint hound]

i c

[solar marsh]

I can relate but not in the same genre as you.

[solar marsh]

Yeah i dont really know how to explain it properly

[quaint hound]

i get it

i used to wait for a brain stroke LOL

[solar marsh]

Lmao

Nah my words just fumble up so easily nowadays

[placid folio]

hi

[placid folio]

hey @solar marsh

[green venture]

Sniped!

hey @solar marsh
how r u

Edited by studentig#0

[placid folio]

yeah i was gonna type it again lmao

[quaint hound]

sus

LOL

[placid folio]

dude she my friend lmao

[quaint hound]

i randomly talked to a classmate ab it, js talked to him about random stuff ive seen and now hes freaked out... thinks im a psycho (i feel like hes scared from his inside and looks at me in a weird way)

tho i started by joking...

js looked at his shoe and said imagine i strike an axe on your foot

(i dont make friends anyway so i js tested out how others would feel ab it)

[torn yarrow]

ofc he thinks that, parents dont usually appreciate their kids watching gore like its cartoon network

[quaint hound]

Ofc

I don't Watch it anymore either

But idk if something really bad happens with me or I get very depressed or sumn then I may

I feel like pain cancels out pain

Also, if my parents got to know I've watched this stuff ever

[torn yarrow]

inflicting pain?

[torn yarrow]

i dont think theyd be happy 😂

[quaint hound]

No

I mean

[torn yarrow]

why?

[green venture]

Sniped!

Message by arub#0

[torn yarrow]

hmm..

sus

[placid folio]

dude i feel ya
i havent told my mum abt my next set of worrisome symptoms
cuz i dont want her getting tired of me
anyways im dealing with pain rn

hopefully i dies soon and have a peaceful death to jannah inshallah

[quaint hound]

who isnt dealing with pain, but thats not my point and i dont wna die soon

[quaint hound]

no

watching worse pain than yours

makes you grateful

[quaint hound]

i honestly have no idea what they'll think of me, i seriously have no clue at all

[quaint hound]

i lost those normal human reactions to violence e.t.c, also, i felt its simply not healthy to watch uncensored violence, im young and strong, emotionally & physically, but in your extreme old age you get these flashbacks of things youve seen or shocked you back then and i dont wna get freaked out then coz all this power and energy in me will end... (tho i still dont feel like i care about myself in 50 years of time like just watch the hardest to watch, i cant really explain but its just the feeling that theres nothing i havent watched and i feel superior)

[quaint hound]

i said all this above but they were 2 vc messages and i dint want to send vc messages ab this stuff

[torn yarrow]

hmmm retirement would be tormenting

😂

[torn yarrow]

lol ok

[quaint hound]

well thats not how ive imagined my life "retirement"

[torn yarrow]

lmao for sure

[placid folio]

never said u wanted to die
bruh

yeah every1 has to deal with pain at some point in their life

all their life

[quaint hound]

lol sure

[quaint hound]

exactly

but i love how gore got me immune to pain

[placid folio]

ik im lirlly num

[quaint hound]

thats the only reason i used to watch it

[placid folio]

numb

emotionally physically not so much

but yeah

[quaint hound]

cool

[quaint hound]

sup @placid folio

[placid folio]

hello

im good alhamdulillah
wbu @quaint hound

[quaint hound]

hmdllah bkhair!

[quaint hound]

sry i dont accept friend requests, u can text me here

[placid folio]

oh its alright
no issue

thanks for being nice enuf to say tht

[proud latch]

mr celebrity

mr prime minister

[mild compass]

someone got any ideas on how to start up a side hustle as an A level student?

[quaint hound]

fixed time asset advisory, explore olymp trade

[mild compass]

hmm

im gonna need a more explanatory answer than that

[quaint hound]

simply explore fixed time asset advisory

look it up

i have to study affiliate marketing next, im starting advisory as soon as i get my bank account

[mild compass]

ah okay

[quaint hound]

my friend just hit 200k SAR a few days ago on olymp trade (he started with 45 SAR last year )

[mild compass]

do wudu, start praying

[mild compass]

question

how does this work

i never got the concept of side hustling

is it technically buying shares off a specific company or brand

[mild compass]

SAR?

[mild compass]

isnt side hustle just anything?

like a remote job or smn?

[mild compass]

praying will not get me a job
give me luck sure, but i need to get my ass (excuse my language) and work for it

[mild compass]

okay i got what ure saying

but i meant like an online job or smn

[mild compass]

ohh okay

im from pakistan

[mild compass]

freelancing preferbly yea

[mild compass]

im having problems starting up and etc

[mild compass]

idk

[quaint hound]

this was actually for u @mild compass

[quaint hound]

money doesn't really ask you where ur from... im from pakistan too

[mild compass]

true true, apologies for specifying then

[mild compass]

it’s okay pookie im sure you will, a lot of my friends are going thru the same crisis rn
do loads of research and stay strong

[mild compass]

alr

ty for explaining

[mild compass]

i meant stocks* sleep af rn 😔

[mild compass]

ty 🌻

[mild compass]

oof

[cold quiver]

Its just really annoying that im too scared to make friends with other people just cause i have a fear of making a fool of myself and i cant even talk to many girls its annoying seeing everyone in my college are couples holding hands while im alone most of the time i also feel like most of them dont even want to talk to me maybe cuz i dont talk much also

[mild compass]

listen

[torn yarrow]

Books. That's it. That was me venting.

[mild compass]

it’s okay to be alone, you’re still a child, there’s enough time for you to go find your s/o in the future
why does it matter if everyone else is dating? trust me 90% of highschool relationships end very badly so it’s best for you to focus on yourself than getting your heart broken
in most occasions relationships tend to distract you from studies, im assuming you’re about to do your gcses now so you know well on what to prioritise

also, its also alright to feel anxious around others
but what isn’t is hiding in and doing that habit forever, not everyone is bad in this world
i used to not socialise at all in the past because i have a hard time expressing myself along with many other flaws
didn’t take me long enough to realise that people dgaf. trust me.
as long as you’re kind, everyone will most definitely want to be your friend so take your time and go with the flow

[signal lion]

like moaning

oh?

cut people off for a while

regain the peace

their problem keep ur head high king

i get that

you gotta keep it real w yourself tho

if u dont like the people

don't talk at all

so you're also kind of socially anxious

you can work on it

honestly it takes time and its ok for u to feel shitty abt it rn

shit is annoying

but you got this

thats so good

appreciate the improvement too

nb lil man

np*

ur litr doing ur igcses chill out fr

it's a downfall era

[thorny oyster]

hello

[torn yarrow]

motivation 101

[hazy dagger]

lifes not worth living ngl
if you come here to vent just know whatever ur going thru aint shit
and u can just walk it off

pussy

[torn yarrow]

aight.

[hazy dagger]

🤝

[torn yarrow]

🤝

[slate sky]

man I can’t believe I have 1 more day of school left and then I am done 💀

I actually feel extremely scared about whats going to come up

[worldly palm]

before you go to uni/ college?

[slate sky]

Nah

my school year will finish

year 13

I will then have exams in oct nov 23 series

[chilly solar]

good luck g

[chilly solar]

uni bro 😈

[quaint hound]

the hell u scared ab bruh

live life at its best

chill

[quaint hound]

@mild compass bro i had to get it off my profile i dont feel nice

[kindred stone]

Uni is so chill

[chilly solar]

im in year 1 and I can agree

but apparently year 2 is where its at

( for EE at least )

[kindred stone]

Suppose so

My 2nd year started

And i am doing ee courses

[chilly solar]

dang

do you have the projects asw?

[mild compass]

its fine i didnt even expect yiu to keep it😭

[zealous sphinx]

Ee course? Tf is that

[chilly solar]

electrical engineering

[zealous sphinx]

oh

[slate sky]

damn

[chilly solar]

not just there but as an engineering disciple yes

that and computer engineering asw

[slate sky]

Damn but after doing electricity related topics in A level physics, I can see why its the hardest

[safe kernel]

What did the professor say

[safe kernel]

Wow

Perfect response

[slate sky]

ikr lol

[silver wasp]

@mild compass the last person you wanna come to is me or i'll end up having you read a book 😭

[quaint hound]

https://tenor.com/view/flexing-muscles-gif-19933231

[torn yarrow]

hmm

[quaint hound]

Oh I haven't mentioned

I'm equally as obsessed with abs

And chest

Huh just being in shape

[torn yarrow]

imagine having healthy obsessions

couldnt be me 😂

[torn yarrow]

i still cant get the idea of u being 5'3

[quaint hound]

Bow I actually lost so much weight and now I'm gaining muscle mass

Ofc it's addictive

[quaint hound]

https://tenor.com/view/patrick-bateman-american-psycho-gif-18554896

[torn yarrow]

idk, just doesnt fit ur persona

[quaint hound]

lol what?

i mean youve literally seen a picture of me

[worldly palm]

tall height energy

[quaint hound]

its not like im an alien

[torn yarrow]

[torn yarrow]

idkkk

[quaint hound]

bruh weird ppl

i look perfectly perfect hmdllah

im talking ab my shape not my face and accent

both are 🔻

idrk but hmdllah its all cool lol

[torn yarrow]

i didnt say u didnt

i myself am 5'4 (aka not that tall) esp ur voice, doesnt match height

[quaint hound]

LOL

how?!?!

[torn yarrow]

wdym how?

[quaint hound]

alr maybe this would help

im 65kg

[torn yarrow]

ok that makes sense.

[quaint hound]

maybe ur comparing both of us

bcoz 5 3 and 5 4 is just one inch

[torn yarrow]

ye sorta

[quaint hound]

yep ofc that wont work

[torn yarrow]

like standing together

unnoticeable

[quaint hound]

yep but any other guy at my school whos like my height is like idk 45kg lol

thin like idek why

[torn yarrow]

💀

[quaint hound]

i wont even say slim

that looks so ugly

[torn yarrow]

...

oof'

[inner rune]

ik people 5'6 who r 45 kgs bro what peopel do you know

[quaint hound]

did i say i havent seen those giraffes

[worldly palm]

im 55 kg at 5'7

[quaint hound]

[inner rune]

thats fine ig

[worldly palm]

WHAR

[quaint hound]

lemme knock u down then brotha

that actually sounds so smooth

55kg and 5 7

woah

[inner rune]

im 3 kgs more

but height is interesting

[quaint hound]

?

[worldly palm]

i like being skinny

[inner rune]

im 6'3 but 58 kgs on the bulk

[quaint hound]

its all fine as long as ur on the bulk brotha

nothing dont matter

js keep going

[inner rune]

im in ib so lifting barely

like 6 times a month

[quaint hound]

i c

im not going for gym and sports no more coz school

im js doing push ups, chin ups, pull ups, abs exercises and stuff at home

and just too many reps

so like that basically is gym at home

im not lifting yet, but my max pr is 50kg

im talking bench press

[inner rune]

i dont do bench presses

i used to dead lift

i think my highest was like 70 sum

[quaint hound]

yep makes sense being 6 3

@karmic tendon 4k?

[inner rune]

im jus tall not even strong man

[quaint hound]

ik i can feel it lol

im not tall but i got a lot of energy in me

feels cool

and thats why getting bigger is just addictive

u leg press?

[inner rune]

used to

now i just do long runs

[quaint hound]

max?

[inner rune]

16 i think

i only do running and shit now barely any muslce building for legs

[quaint hound]

LOL what

maybe u didnt get it

my max is 150kg

[inner rune]

i play bb for state i cant work out muscles or i give out easily

i only work them out for resiliance

[quaint hound]

im talking ab this thing bow

ignore the frog

[inner rune]

i never tried that

that defo would hurt my acl

[quaint hound]

hes in the min position right now

dw hes not going lower than that

i thought id crush my legs if i failed

but ive failed many times, it has a limit like it wont just fall on u

it stops mid way

[inner rune]

i can tell

[quaint hound]

@torn yarrow more icecream

i dnt rlly remember if it was u

or sm1 else

i was talking to ab ice cream

[torn yarrow]

😂 i witnessed, it was tooba i think

[quaint hound]

oo i c

[quaint hound]

I think I'll watch some red stuff :(

[torn yarrow]

thought u didnt watch it anymore

[quaint hound]

i know i didnt

but i feel like it huh

idk if i should

but ugh

LOL

[torn yarrow]

lol

[torn yarrow]

do u read?

[torn yarrow]

well i mean u cant say "i dont like books" u couldnt have tried every genre, and like ykkk u just need to find ur thing

(oml i sound like an ad)

[quaint hound]

idk bruh i dont have time for books

ill js read anything i want to

[torn yarrow]

hmm okkk

[quaint hound]

i do like genres dw

crime

money

peace

idk if these are genres

but wtv there are books related to this

[torn yarrow]

omg u shold read "how to kill ur family"

[quaint hound]

no not really

i should write that instead

[torn yarrow]

1st and 3rd is, 2nd would come under self-improv i think

[torn yarrow]

its too good

[quaint hound]

a story on how a young man took revenge after his family was killed would be fun

im not talking about that dumb action

guns and cars

nonsense

im talking ab real torture methods

thats satisfying to read

https://tenor.com/view/lamborghini-aventador-svj-lamborghini-aventador-svj-cars-gif-15439261

bro got dissapointed

mb bro but cant do nothing ab it, thats what my genres gon be

[torn yarrow]

mkk

[quaint hound]

LOL

[placid folio]

dude you sound like someone i know

and wow u dont read books at all
sheesh school must be tuf

[quaint hound]

see people have always heard psychopaths

[quaint hound]

ikr

[quaint hound]

how does reading books relate to school being tough?

[torn yarrow]

lol ok

[quaint hound]

bro alright jokes aside im not an idiot irl its just this venting channel so i often go crazy here... js telling so u dont be like im some killer or sumn astaghfirullah

[placid folio]

read idk

books have word

ok nvm u meant novels

sorry bro

[quaint hound]

lol idek the difference

maybe books are on a topic

[torn yarrow]

😂 ok brother

[quaint hound]

novels more like a story?

[quaint hound]

maybe i got doxxed now

but does it rlly look like i care lol

welcome to my home anytime

[torn yarrow]

oooh

[naive narwhal]

read? i like to watch those types of movies, but i personally i like to read mystery and suspense

oo sounds interesting

[torn yarrow]

OML, RATE??

[quaint hound]

wz it ab

[torn yarrow]

oof

too good ngl

ending might be not fulfilling for many tho

lol ok

[quaint hound]

ill pass

[quaint hound]

this?

the name itself is way more interesting than a single murder of a woman like whats so special ab a murder

id watch the movie instead so i can effortlessly waste time instead of reading and gaining nothing... but i dont watch movies coz why sin for no reason... music, non mahram women, wrong agendas shown in a beautified manner and so on...

mhm yep seems nice

i know, but once again, ill pass

just simply sit and ask sm1 whos watched the whole thing

theyll tell u the thing in 5 minutes

you got the experience, move on

my mind dosent limit to imagination so im not missing something, im basically gaining a lot more, i can imagine everything they said in any way i want to which is way more pleasureful

the dissapointment

lol dont mind bro

im weird i cant do nothing ab it

[mild compass]

keeping it halal I see

[cosmic ginkgo]

But you're not exposing yourself to things you don't know

[quaint hound]

yep true but dw I'm not even watching or reading it lol

[placid folio]

thanks for the invite
but ill pass

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to arub#0

[quaint hound]

thats my style first of all, don't copy it. And secondly, it's a joke I never invited you...

[placid folio]

ok 1 my style too
2.yeah my mom dad and allah invented me lol

but ok cool down i dint wanna mess with u or nthng

[chilly solar]

this is cringe

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/867718398208245761/1019459197894668288/6D045A44-255E-479C-ABF8-9B521E2F0C44.gif

[placid folio]

yup

totally cringe

[low aurora]

Guys

If she or I want to break up with my gf who is a B cup how should I troll her before getting blocked?

https://youtu.be/xBgN5m7wp1k?si=HA48-yR-wvDd7Fe9

This?

https://youtu.be/_GDFpIbHlvY?si=NON4r60ISq-kbKOm

Or this?

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to lionelmessi6980#0

[frank mango]

Honestly bro, I just wanna delete my acc just because of all the shitposting and weird shit I did in the past (in one server) because a lot of them are literally pinned there (mostly in one channel) and its literally a big public server, worst of all I am banned from there and I can't delete all those messages 😭

[quaint hound]

W, do it

[frank mango]

Actually,on second thought I will probably keep this account but use another account as my main account because I have a lot of memories (mostly with my irl friends) in this account

[frail flame]

Tf

[quaint hound]

my father is

huh wtv

alhamdulillah

[placid folio]

hey thts exactly wht i did
i did stuff in this account and changed it
but in the end came back to it and well using it rn

[wintry rampart]

i just want to move to my grandmother's house

so that i won't have to wake up so early to take a damn bath at 6:40 in the morning

for a 9:15 am class

all cause my fucking brother spends more than an hour taking a bath

[safe kernel]

why don’t you punch your brother

and tell him to do it in 5 minutes

[wintry rampart]

if my mother wasn't at home, i would have used force to discipline him

[safe kernel]

How olds your bother

btw I’m joking about the punching

We don’t support violence✊

[wintry rampart]

13

[wintry rampart]

i see. when i looked angry, he was able to take a bath 3x more quicker

so violence wasn't needed

[chilly solar]

happens bro

i have to take bath at 6 am :(

but we move 💪

just sleep early so you dont regret your life decisions in the shower and it feels refreshing

[wintry rampart]

well, i sleep by 11:30 pm

and yet my sick ass mom thinks that i slept by 12:30

but at least i was able to get 6 hours of sleep

in fact, i enjoy it when my brother becomes afraid of or intimidated by me when it comes to disciplinary action

cause my mom treats him like a baby

by spoiling him and turning him to a brat

yet she calls me one when i was doing nothing at all other than to tell him that i'm fed up with having to deprive myself of sleep just for his slow baths

hopefully, all the anger and self-pity that i get would not affect my exam performance later as i got to take a small quiz for an accounting subject

[cold quiver]

Man it sucks being the odd one out of the friend group

[quaint hound]

dont have friends

W

[languid musk]

mhm

[spice geyser]

W

[glossy pewter]

Godly advice ngl

[placid folio]

man ur lucky
after waking for fajr i get zero sleep until like 11am
but all of a sudden i wont be able to sleep and well sleep at around 1-2 am everyday
so i feel ya

[placid folio]

thats what my mum told me all my life

she evn wanted me breaking up with my current friends😭

[quaint hound]

oof

[placid folio]

leave the friend group
thts wht i do

man @quaint hound ur always online

[quaint hound]

lol so?

[placid folio]

so nthng

i was just saying

[wintry rampart]

holy fuck. you better focus on your health more

especially with that sleep sched

maybe get at least 7 hours of sleep

[quaint hound]

yea mostly for code

[placid folio]

yeah ive had health probs
but like stopped meds so alhamdulillah

[placid folio]

yeah will have to

inshallah

[quaint hound]

stab her in the neck

red is lovely

and she will stop moving in less than 50 seconds i can gurantee

[naive narwhal]

oh wow

[quaint hound]

bow

its venting channel for a reason

and i can fantasise whatever i want as much as i want in any way i want

no one can stop

but ofc everything isnt to be texted, but well here i just did

and its all cool dont freak out lil brother

[kindred stone]

What

[kindred stone]

No

[quaint hound]

LOL

[kindred stone]

Stop being edgy

[quaint hound]

bro im js playing around lol

[frank mango]

Well I still use this acc lol

I'll prolly use my other acc later in the future lol

[naive narwhal]

lol chill idc, u do u

[quaint hound]

yea im like no one take this serious its just a joke

[mild compass]

Let your brother wake up first and bath then you wake up after he finishes

[wintry rampart]

sounds line a great strategy

[obsidian mauve]

imagine studying for a test a week in advance

perfecting every type of question they throw at u

getting faster

at finishing questions

[quaint hound]

i just got 95% - 100% marks in all my test 1 subjests and im in AS rn

life is highly boring for the next 2 years

[obsidian mauve]

past papers, notes, videos

AND AFTER ALL THAT JUST A PASS

JUST A PASSING GRADE

AND THE PPL WHO STARTED STUDYING A DAY OR 2 EARLIER GOT A HIGHER GRADE THAN U

PLLSSS TELL ME HOW THATSS FAIRR

[torn yarrow]

well every person processes info at a different speed, u cant expect two children, two individual humans to grasp a concept by the same effort

[torn yarrow]

ye lol ik, its not fair, but when u know u can pass with hard work, so can you top the class

[obsidian mauve]

omg thank u so much

i needed to hear that

[torn yarrow]

yes
dont ge pressurized, simple way to lose focus and concentration

[obsidian mauve]

thanks dude

or gal

[mild compass]

DAYUM

msa smh

[warped oasis]

humans

[zealous sphinx]

wait what? whyd you send this to me?

tho

i didnt do anything wrong, did i?

huhhhh?

[quaint hound]

if im not wrong u sent the spotify screen shot right so like im js tryna help you out :)

[zealous sphinx]

uh well so what? 🤔

[quaint hound]

also it had a pic of a woman wtv

[zealous sphinx]

ohhhhh

mbmbmbmb

[zealous sphinx]

thx for informing man

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to arub#0

[quaint hound]

also, u can read more here, https://islamqa.info/en/answers/5000/is-music-haram

[quaint hound]

Allah forgives everyone who repents and jannah will be full of sinners but those who repent

so cyaaaa thereee in sha Allah!

[zealous sphinx]

yh someone told me abt it ahah

[zealous sphinx]

real

[zealous sphinx]

byebye

[quaint hound]

LOL

bye bye?!?!

hahaha

[zealous sphinx]

OH WAIT

I

THOUOTHHGT

THOUGHT

LMAO

[quaint hound]

ahahahaha

[zealous sphinx]

I THOUGHT U SAID BYE BYE RN 😭

[quaint hound]

oooh xd

[zealous sphinx]

yh lolol

[zealous sphinx]

nah youre pious

[quaint hound]

may Allah make me what u think of me

im a young man of 17 and i sin a lot too

[zealous sphinx]

real

[warped oasis]

guys lets say i had 14 days to my first igcse exam and i know NOTHING LIKE CLEAN SHEET OF PAPER NOTHING and my parents payed tonnes of money for my exams pls my brothers what do i do

[zealous sphinx]

ask for forgiveness fr

[zealous sphinx]

fail in ur exam

why diddnt you study earlier

💀

[warped oasis]

thanks honesty helps

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to notpixel.#0

[quaint hound]

open excel, make a plan, you haev 14 days and 14 nights, so everythings set, get to work, and close this software called discord if uv heard of it. and most importantly, do dua, Allah will give you rizq, not this dumb exam

[zealous sphinx]

nw nw 🤙

[warped oasis]

cause i have a procrastination problem that i cant find the pills for

[warped oasis]

whats dua

[zealous sphinx]

yo same nw man i have exam in 7 days the only difference is, i stu-died!

[quaint hound]

specifically, u can read "rabbi zidni ilmaa"

and other than this do ur own duas

talk to Allah

ask him for wtv u want

[warped oasis]

yeppie for you WOW !!!

[placid folio]

yay guys

[zealous sphinx]

frfr

[zealous sphinx]

wsg?

[placid folio]

im writing a letter of resignation

[warped oasis]

Im not a big fan of god - please dont take offense

[placid folio]

and literally searching online how to

[placid folio]

oh ok

non taken

[zealous sphinx]

nah send me the topic

[placid folio]

ud do it for me

but ur in ig no offense

[warped oasis]

thank you though -

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to studentig#0

[placid folio]

aww nice of you for the rep

[zealous sphinx]

never judge a book by its cover. My man Elon Musk, a great person, during his childhood he was a walking encyclopedia. He was young but had more knowledge than almost everyone in his school.

[quaint hound]

Ooooh ur not muslim

Alr alr I c cool :)

[placid folio]

i didnt
im sorry

[zealous sphinx]

sorry? 😭

for what

[quaint hound]

Who u talking about lol?

[warped oasis]

im Christian my parents a big believers ...i dont know wat want wong with me though

[placid folio]

@zealous sphinx ur cool im sorry bout judging you(which i didnt btw)
but yeah ill do it for myself its for my mum anyways

[zealous sphinx]

Elon

[quaint hound]

Lol sure

[placid folio]

oh ok we gud then
i thought u were mad or smthng

[quaint hound]

I gtg sleep

[zealous sphinx]

oh alright nw nw

[quaint hound]

salam

[placid folio]

walaikumussalam byee

[zealous sphinx]

nah man chill

[placid folio]

sure

[warped oasis]

anyways i'm doomed but have goodnyt yalls

[placid folio]

thanks

good night to you too

[placid folio]

i hope everything turns ot well for you
cuz sometimes hope is all u need

[languid yacht]

I'M SO WORRIED :((

I'VE COMPLETED MY IGCSE'S WITH COMMERCE SUBJECTS UNDER EDEXCEL

CURRENTLY DOING PSYCH. AND ENGLISH LIT. AND LANG. FOR IALS UNDER EDEXCEL AS WELL

I'M RECONSIDERING THINGS

I WISH I HAD GONE INTO CAMBRIDGE CONSIDERING IT'S MORE INTERNATIONALLY ACCEPTED, MORE RESOURCES ARE AVAILABLE AND THE SYLLABUS IS MORE EXPANSIVE

THEN I'M CONSIDERING IF I CAN SIT FOR DIFFERENT SUBJECTS UNDER DIFFERENT BOARDS BECAUSE PSYCHOLOGY UNDER CAMBRIDGE IS NOT TO MY LIKING, AS OPPOSED TO THE EDEXCEL SYLLABUS FOR WHICH I'VE ALREADY STARTED CLASSES AND BOUGHT BOOKS

AND NOW I'M WONDERING IF MY SUBJECT CHOICES ARE REALLY SO FULFILLING FOR ME

I WISH I HAD GONE INTO SCIENCE INSTEAD AS WELL

I WANNA DELIVER BABIESSSSSS

EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE IF ONLY I HAD TIME

I DO NOT HAVE TIMS

TIME, YOU, MY ENEMY

[nimble saffron]

Doesn't matter dude i am in A2 studying commerce

Get yourself a plan

[languid yacht]

It's difference for commerce and science bud :( afaik

You need the basics of science from your IGCSEs to enter the "Advanced level" in IALs

Commerce isn't as tiered as science is afaik, you don't have to have the basics of it beforehand

[nimble saffron]

Now you wanna study science?

[languid yacht]

And my only option is to redo my IGCSEs with science and maths, that would take a year, my AS would be delayed

[languid yacht]

Yep :,3

[nimble saffron]

Why tho?

[languid yacht]

Passion/interest

I'd reconsidering my career plans

I don't think two arts and humanities subjects (literature and language) will offer me much in terms of future prospects

I'm basically very lost since I opened this world of the plethora of education choices

[nimble saffron]

Then ig this is a good option for you

[languid yacht]

I would do that but I'm still unsure and my main problem is time

[nimble saffron]

What's with time

You sit for IGCSE next year

Then AS the next year

Then A2 the year after

[mild compass]

@quaint hound

losing weight feels different man

[languid yacht]

Ideally I'd be studying for my AS right now, and done with it by next year

But this new turn would push me back one year

And the need to be done with things as early as possible pokes my anxiety

[quaint hound]

LOL

[quaint hound]

bow chill, im a year behind my class too since i joined school again, hava tawakul on Allah, he will give rizq not these exams

[languid yacht]

jazakumullaah khayran broski, you're right. do make du'a for me, i think i should do istikharah

[placid folio]

nah tht doesnt really matter
tbh school in sl completely switched from cambridge to edexcel last year
if it makes u feel any better

[placid folio]

will do

[languid yacht]

it's also because

i don't want peace i want problems

cambridge is more challenging

and more intellectual

[placid folio]

dude

[languid yacht]

i want to learn more and on a broader scale

[placid folio]

whatever ur doing just try being good at it

the best if u can

[placid folio]

nice

[languid yacht]

that's the thing

i wanna be the best

i can only do that if i challenge myself

[quaint hound]

my grades are better than my friend but hes at 700k sar and im at 4k

what in world am i doing

also, why are my parents happy with this

[safe kernel]

What’s sar

[placid folio]

currenco of ksa

[placid folio]

whatever if wht ur doing rn is not a challenge i dare u to be the best at it

dont be overconfident thts all

[languid yacht]

mhm, of course not

the best of myself

[languid yacht]

i'm a bit of a perfectionist :,3

[placid folio]

ok

whatever
i just want my mum to stop callling me every min

literally i had to go out of ma room 4 times in a period of 10 mins for the stupidest things

ughhh
i love her so much
but she has the potential to super annoy me

[languid yacht]

you could tell her to give you some time as you are busy

very gently and respectfully, of course

does she actually need you to come when she calls?

[silver wasp]

Saudi riyal

[languid musk]

yuh

[quaint hound]

W

[glossy pewter]

👀

[placid folio]

by call i mean yell my name from one corner of the house and yeah she expects my presence

[placid folio]

samee

lol

[languid musk]

fr

[sly shuttle]

Every asian mum ever

[languid musk]

🗣️🗣️

[mild compass]

i just wanted you guys to know that i woke up and immediately went down to dinner, i forgot how to eat and choked on rice.

[languid musk]

bro 💀💀

[mild compass]

some of it is indeed still in my throat, it hurts.

[languid musk]

😔

drink 17 glasses of warm eater

water

[mild compass]

warm water

is too

much for me

fr

[languid musk]

it's good idk what you on

but

yeah

it happens akhi

no worries

[mild compass]

the rice

feels like cactus

how

how does one even forget how to eat

[languid musk]

bro

beauty of life

fr

[languid musk]

come

share your pain with me

[stray sable]

Guys

And others

I live in a TW country and am looking to pursue a career in Canada InshaAllah, due to open criticisms towards my religion. From there, most possibly, I will try to settle in a Muslim neighborhood or country.

Currently I am earning after A levels although not that much I have a question for y'all. There's a girl I have been talking for a few months and ik this sounds odd but I try to keep the convos minimalistic and am looking to marry in the next 4-5 years InshaAllah.

Although she seems very sober and hardly speak to most guys, what should I do as a backup plan if she cheats on me like any other long distance?

Any help guys?

[lament cloud]

You're thinking wayy too far into the future

Chill out

Deal with stuff as it happens

Instead of worrying about things that may or may not happen

[stray sable]

Yeah I have made several contingency plans on what will I do if the so called Canadian dream flops.

But not an expert in dealing with ppl

So need some guidance

[lament cloud]

You want some guidance regarding the girl you've been talking to right

[stray sable]

Yeah

I don't trust ppl easily tho

That might be a weakness

[lament cloud]

Are you guys dating yet or just talking

If you're just talking

And you're interested in her

[stray sable]

Kinda both

[stray sable]

It's actually the opposite for some reason

[lament cloud]

Right

Ask her out properly

Don't think about marriage rn

You're still young

[stray sable]

So ur saying

Get into a relationship?

[lament cloud]

Yeah if you're interested in her and she's also interested in you, then go for it

[stray sable]

Idk man feels out of place plus haram.

Coz relationships are more stressful on careers

And mostly time consuming

[lament cloud]

Bro

Chill out

I'm guessing you're what

17-18

You have time

[stray sable]

19

[lament cloud]

Tf

[stray sable]

Mb mb

[lament cloud]

Ah

Yeah you're not in uni yet, so if you think the relationship might go somewhere, then you should go for it

At the very least it might be fun

The companionship I mean

[safe kernel]

Interesting

[stray sable]

Socially, yes.
Academically,no.
Career wise,no.
Mentally, big no.

Only thing is that you will receive your friend circle's validation.

Ik a few bunch who are at extreme mental distress from relationships.

This is one of the reasons it is rightfully prohibited in Islam.

[lament cloud]

So I guess you know what you want then lol

You don't really want a relationship at all

[stray sable]

Marriage is also a heavy mental burden tho

But still lower than relationships.

[lament cloud]

Relationships and marriage are only mental burdens if the relationship itself is bad

See the thing is

[stray sable]

Not really, marriages in South Asian cultures are not that much of a mental burden, due to societal restrictions.

[lament cloud]

You can't not date her now and then still expect her to wait and then marry you whenever you decide you're ready

In that time

Both of you will move on

[lament cloud]

The thing is

You can't really know this

Until you experience it for yourself

It's different for everyone

[stray sable]

It's not about preparation it's about how quickly I get the chance to get back to my country.

Coz in Canada I will be earning anyway to meet expenses.

[stray sable]

BTW she isn't that old, she's sitting for her intermediates next year. So I guess she won't mind marrying during ugrad.

[lament cloud]

Bro bro bro

Chill out

Stop making so many plans like this lmao

Your life will not always go according to plan

You have to learn to adjust and adapt with it

[stray sable]

🎵🎵🎵🎵

What is love

Baby don't hurt me

[safe kernel]

Hmmm

[mild compass]

Hmmm

[cosmic ginkgo]

but dont expect her to not have anything happening between now and then

people grow and change so much in those years

neither of you will be the same people you were when you first met

and putting those expectations will make a relationship that very quickly crumbles

[safe kernel]

Hmmm

[mild compass]

chicken

😿

[stray sable]

Depends on what you define by anything

[frail flame]

What if the girl doesn't have any plans to marry a guy till she is 25

And u are here expecting that she will marry u when she is 21

And also wait for u in the meantime
What confirmation will she have that u won't find anyone while u are in Canada or even here in those 4 to 5 yrs u are mentioning

[languid musk]

yeah

don't rush it

like

y3ni there's no confirmation if you will be able to be with her after some years even

[quaint hound]

Ur contribution @languid musk is highly appreciated by me

[languid musk]

thank you habibi it's very beautiful and meaningful right

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to arub#0

[languid musk]

very supportive

[quaint hound]

Of course it is

[languid musk]

[frail flame]

Lmao

[languid musk]

how couldn't it be

I poured my heart and soul into that message

[frail flame]

And arub didn't say anything

Dam

[languid musk]

yeah

😔

[frail flame]

Arub what's ur opinion

I'm waiting

[languid musk]

yes akhi

don't leave us hanging

he left us hanging

[quaint hound]

.

[languid musk]

ok

[frail flame]

What's ur take on this

Do share

[languid musk]

thank you for that amazing quote

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to arub#0

[safe kernel]

hmmm

[quaint hound]

What's the q

[frail flame]

What was it

[languid musk]

..

[languid musk]

"."

[frail flame]

What the guy said