venting

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[silver wasp]

Go to customize community or type in "/roles"

And select each role accordingly

It'll automatically put you in for the physics a2 channel

I see you have the role

[oblique jungle]

OH

TYTY

[silver wasp]

You just need to go to the channel lol

[silver wasp]

Npp

[silver wasp]

Btw I also recommend you get the #pets channel

😭

[long jewel]

so i did the changes in my roles how will i know they are saved

[silver wasp]

click your profile

[long jewel]

ookeiei

[silver wasp]

all your roles should be there automatically

and according to that all the channels should be in your sidebar too

each channel should be organised under its specific category at your side bar

[long jewel]

yesss i can see the channels

all the ig and as level channels

[silver wasp]

yess

if you wanna get rid of any you just need to go back to id:customize and unselect that channel

[long jewel]

ooohhokokkkk

got itt

ig ill get a hang of it soon

[silver wasp]

you will inshallahhh

[long jewel]

inshaallahh

[mild compass]

venting on a 20k member server feels so insecure

there'll be people judging you

[opal prism]

Yeah true

[hazy dagger]

true

[mild compass]

i'd feel insecure to use this channel

maybe only members who've been 6 months and older can use it

or smth like that would be trust worthy

[opal prism]

Tbh there are allowed to judge but not be rude or openly mean to your difficulties

[mild compass]

on an earlier server i used to moderate it was locked behind lvl 40 cuz shit in venting got really insane

[mild compass]

[opal prism]

Idk

But the whole point of venting

Is to seek advice

For your problems

So I guess people judging you on your actions is kinda of okay ❤️

[mild compass]

fair, we need to make this a safe place tho

[opal prism]

Like what do you suggest

[mild compass]

accesible by everyone even newly joined members isn't good

[opal prism]

I think the current system is fine

[mild compass]

smth like only members who've been here more than 6 months can be here

[opal prism]

No

[pastel night]

Exactly 😭

[mild compass]

cuz if trolls mess with someone who's already going through a lot it'll end up so bad

anyways i'mma leave it in #1024256663408103475 lets mod decide on it

[opal prism]

Yes true

[pastel night]

I'm really sorry about this and I can understand this cuz I've been thru this as well, I'll just say that if you genuinely think you guys are close and aren't toxic then maybe initiate an apology and let your feelings out that how hard the past few days have been for you and if they really want you to stay they'll accept it and forget about everything that happened

[valid sun]

sigh

just a bit longer

gotta keep patient

pain

It sucks that anything that is always worth doing is never easy

[pastel night]

I guess that's the beauty of having a vision and becoming successful that one day you'll look back and realize how strong you were for not giving in to the hardships and you'll be proud that you kept going 🩷✨

[bronze coyote]

did anyone ping

[hazy dagger]

no

im burned out and tired of everything 👍

[zinc wyvern]

What does ping mean

[meager gate]

Bad or good wifi

[undone kite]

its like when you see a random child on the street so you approach them and visciously attack them

who reacted to my message

i dont lie

[rotund wraith]

heyy so i need advice cuz im lowkey going insane lmao

[pastel night]

Yes sure go ahead

[rotund wraith]

i wanna change and evolve into a better person but idk how and where to start. like ive been watching liz and doing shadow work to heal internally but i just dont know. i start uni in a month and a bit and it's exam szn rn and im going back to india for uni. i have soso many plans once im alone there like im gonna start going to the gym, get a part-time job, be busy w classes obv but i need to change my mindset cuz honestly im so sick of my overthinking and shit mental health. i try to get better and few days later, im 3 steps back and ngl i dont think i can do this for long haha

[silver wasp]

When you "@" someone with their username like @zinc wyvern

[rotund wraith]

i just wanna be BETTER and mysterious and mature i literally wanna revamp my entire life cuz wtf am i doing lmao. i feel like i cant actually start all that before im not in uni but im actually going crazier than usual no joke. my exams end in 11 days and ik life will get better once they're over but i just feel so discouraged like i fr spent an hour this morning wailing and sobbing and crying lmfao

also strict ass parents so they're my biggest triggers and i genuinely feel like i cant improve before im not away from them. they're so toxic please lmfao and i study psych im gonna major in that so you'd THINK that i'd be the divine feminine lmao AND I WANNA BE but as for now im losing my mind rather than regaining it

and i feel like my negative mental health is so degrading onto my relationships whether it be w lovers or friends and i hate when i spiral down cuz of my overthinking cuz it's so mentally exhausting yk and ik that the other person is also getting tired of this but i just dont know how to get better and youve no idea how bad i wanna change

[silver wasp]

Start off by removing any people who add onto your mental health from your life I feel like they're usually the biggest contributors of mental health and pain and also focus on what brings you down so much internally and see how you can better it for example as I said getting rid of people in your life who only bother you and anything else you can think of usuallyyyy identifying what hurts you so much and finding a solution for it helps alot and that sounds like the most boring advice but alot of people oversee things that hurt them and try to "live" with it which is completely wrong after thatttt start to map out everything so you can carry it out without losing motivation start doing bits of your plan from now so you get into the habit and become used to it so that its nothing new to you do this by limiting distractions and making it something you HAVE to do try to wake up early and maintain a good sleep schedule for a healthier mind and body and I know getting used to new habits isnt easy but try to start off with small easy things for example... making your bed in the morning, cleaning up right after you make something rather than leaving it for later you get what I mean.. make sure the place you stay within is clean so you dont feel claustrophobic and feel pressured like deep clean your room and put things in their place to have you feel more at ease

[silver wasp]

Dont think about yourself feeling sick and tired of how you feel mentally rather embrace it and tell yourself that its FINE and its completely okay to feel like shit because you go through it everyone around you goes through it and especially before uni it can be alot to handle but dont ever let your mental health take over you and control you make sure you control it and dont pressure yourself to do it because you wont do it out of any willingness you'll just be doing it out of pressure, start controlling things slowly and get into the rhythym of it that way you'll feel more happy about it tell yourself you wanna be happy and smile over everything and dont go a second with being undistracted by something if ykwim

[rotund wraith]

i have so many things i need and wanna do the most basic ones being eating more cuz i struggle w that, and the fact that my family bodyshames me isnt helpful at all so i need to get away from them and i cant do that rn cuz i dont have enough money the list can go on forever i just feel so overwhelmed

i used to play so many sports i used to box literally 2 months ago cuz that's my outlet sport but now it's exam season so i cant really go train 5 days a week

[mild compass]

i failed maths p3 huhu

[rotund wraith]

same.

DONT GET ME STARTED ON THAT

[mild compass]

bahahaha my bad

[mild compass]

you giving econ tmr?

[rotund wraith]

no i dont do econ

[silver wasp]

If you want to do that you CAN do that know that going to uni isnt the only way you'll be able to start you can start from now dont let yourself feel somethings stopping you because its not.. as of now for the next 11 days keep your mind focused on studying and dont feel bad about watching youtube here and there in between to make you feel relaxed try doing your best and it'll be over soonnnnn then you can relax even moree its okay to cry but dont spend too much time crying because your precious tears will only go to waste nothing else you'll only feel much worse and be guilt of all that time you wasted crying all those tears of yours wont make your life better will theyyy try to think in that sense but you can cry at the same time like theres no rule anywhere that you cant

[rotund wraith]

i wanna be disciplined and become stronger physically mentally emotionally spiritually in every way

wait angel im gonna read everything rn

[silver wasp]

telll yourself you're not losing your mind i know how strict parents are and they can genuinely suck and yes being away from them might be better but try to accept staying with them as of now theres very little time till you'll be away from them anyways even if they're mean dont let it get to you but just go with it and still maintain being happy treat this time as being precious until you're away from them and dont let them get in the way of you doing what you want to do because nobody's stopping you even if they try to seem like it I know they cannot stop you from bettering your life

[rotund wraith]

and also i have people in my life who are so unbothered and chill and stoic i literally wanna be like them. my bestfriend is like that so is my man but i cant really talk to them about it cuz yk lmfao like istg when i go insane cuz of my overthinking and anxious attachment styles i scare ppl away and im so scared of my loved ones abandoning me cuz of how crazy and too much i get

HELP WHY AM I TEARING UP LMAO IM OUTSIDE RN

i think im gonna get my periods

no wait i had them 2 weeks ago

[mild compass]

savya dw about exams we can give a retake, hope you can do it better next time as you may have learned from the current mistakes

[silver wasp]

think about how YOU feel not the other person because the more you think of how you're making the other person feel the more affect it'll have on your ownself whether they're tired or not it shouldnt matter - those who love and care for you will always deal with your bs and if they feel they cant they dont need to and thats fine it happens you have all the right in the world to express yourself and just be super out there and honest even if you're being super annoying let yourself just be you 😭 if your friends dont wanna deal with it tell us and we'll deal with it you'll always have SOMEONE out there here to hear you out and to help you and things will never be okay until you yourself are okay and are happy i know how bad you wanna change and i know you can do ittttt dont make changing a WANT but make it a NEED and convince yourself to do it and start ASAP

[rotund wraith]

you're so sweet

[silver wasp]

dont look upto wanting to be the way someone else is because you'll never be able to achieve that have goals set out of bettering yourself and find ways you can do that for yourself and the way its suitable for you because you need to keep being yourself but in your own way look upto youuuuuuuu and gives yourself what you need and make yourself the person you want to be and can be and are meant to be yk

[rotund wraith]

i cant give a retake i'll actually kms if i stay w my parents for another year 💋

[mild compass]

call me in your funeral, i'll buy you a rose

white one

[rotund wraith]

not to brag but i wanna be loved the way i love others like fr i love too hard and care too much to the point where i start living for the other person and ik how unhealthy that is

[mild compass]

cute

[silver wasp]

and again if people cant deal whitchuuuuuuu they can carry their asses away because those are the type of people who usually genuinely only care about themselves.. it comes to dealing with people when you realise who fr cares and who doesnt and again they're not the only people in the world that you've got you have us you have othersss you're not crazy you're just human and you're just expressing your highly human behaviour and thats fine 😭

[rotund wraith]

LOOK

wait i cant send ss here idk why but im listening to guns and roses 😭

[silver wasp]

and you can do that i swearrrr i swear i cant stress that enough whatever you need help with im here others are here and we can help you through every step of it dont think about wanting to do it rather go onto doing it as i said you're so capable of it

[inner rune]

W music taste

[rotund wraith]

i feel like i need a manual or step by step guide on how to start rather than talking or crying about it

[rotund wraith]

she my oxygen fr

[mild compass]

gnr huh good music taste

[rotund wraith]

i love her so much <33

[silver wasp]

look for what you've got as per eating and find easy small recipes that you can use to control your habits and i swear on my life you better not be giving a shit about your family members bodyshaming you etc because no matter what you do for them whether its becoming healthier and bulkier or the complete opposite and become skinny they'll never be satisfied because they have their own insecurities and they will never stfu

[mild compass]

her?

[rotund wraith]

lana

[mild compass]

wew

l music taste

i thought gnr band T_T

[silver wasp]

dont let things they say be of any sort of value or meaning because shit if you actually start listening to their automated insults and their facebook ass advice you'll end up killing yourself without actually killing yourself cause its so full of bullshit its crazy 😭😭

[inner rune]

same but lana is decent

[silver wasp]

they can say things once twice or 10 times a day but you wanna be deaf dumb and blind to all of it because really thats the best way to approach situations like that

[silver wasp]

Its okay I'll tear up with you 😭😭

[rotund wraith]

i stayed in india for 4 months 2 months ago it was only me and my grandparents and i was so doing SO GOOD w my eating habits i gained 4kgs in a month i was so happy but i come back to my parents' and im back in that depressive mindset lmao IT'S SO DEMOTIVATING PLEASE

[silver wasp]

i cant keep facts away from youuu can iiiiiiiii

[mild compass]

go back to india

[rotund wraith]

AAHHAHAA BEEN THERE DONE THAT TWICE I LOVE MY LIFE SLAYYYY

[mild compass]

ja simran jeele aapni jindagi

[mild compass]

who me?

[silver wasp]

as you should and as you deserve so and seee take that as an example of a starting point if you're giving too much love and care start to reduce that if someone doesnt give a fuck YOU shouldnt give a fuck either its a hard feeling to control and execute but again nothings impossible dont be giving people more than they're giving you if someone wants to reply to you 2 hours late while you reply to them 2 seconds late youuu also reply to them 2 hours late maybe even more things like that

[rotund wraith]

i am in a month and a bit

[silver wasp]

you know how unhealthy it is so ACCEPT it and FOLLOW it

[rotund wraith]

they should call you sugarrr

[mild compass]

i'm just helping you guy to keep a light mood T_T

[rotund wraith]

cuz you're so sweettt

[silver wasp]

thats what im here for and shh theres nothing wrong with talking about it dw 😭

[mild compass]

after june exams ig

[rotund wraith]

HOW THO

like take the most prominent example my boyfriend literally doesnt take for 17hrs lmfao and i wanna be there for him so i text when i check my phone or wtv

[silver wasp]

idk what goes on at home but you cant let yourself be that way like im so sorry its hard for me to give advice but its really upto you whatever you do to make things better ykwim

[hidden roost]

Damn I relate to this. It absolutely sucks when people don’t give a fuck about you

[silver wasp]

and you wont be doing that again no more 😈

[rotund wraith]

yeah uni starts 24th im so scared they'll reject me like ive literally been dreaming about how im gonna start begging them if they dont accept me

[silver wasp]

nono sorry lmao

[silver wasp]

damnn girl you be picking me up with your lines 😍 😍

[rotund wraith]

yeah i know life changes when i change : (

[rotund wraith]

but he says he loves me

[silver wasp]

Its not how its whyyy the frik not 😭

[rotund wraith]

it's tyler babe SWEET

[rotund wraith]

cuz HI IT'S ME IM THE PROBLEM IT'S ME

no im gonna stop w the lyrics fr idk i just care a lot

[hidden roost]

Oops sorry I don’t know the context of this, are you in LDR?

[rotund wraith]

my circle is small but im a ride or die for those ppl ykwim?

[rotund wraith]

it's hella complicated we're not actually together but we'll try again once im in india

but we're committed to each other you feel me?

[silver wasp]

If that dude wants to sit there not replying to you for 17hrs your not doing it either wdym its that simple if he cant give a fuck you dont need to give a fuck either becaause if you do give a fuck you'll only harm yourself and when he starts to get bothered by you not replying to him asap you need to come at him for it because if things are gonna be that way then really wheres the love because i see nothing you need to stand up for yourself you cant let yourself be under pressure of anything that harms you because that is exactly what will mentally deteriorate you and if you feel you cant do something for yourself or ont want to then think of it as doign it for someone else someone you love

[rotund wraith]

😭 sorry this is so confusing

[rotund wraith]

i first thought you meant lana del rey lmfaoaooa

[silver wasp]

But hey if they dont give a fuck about you, really dont give a fuck about them I learned that the hard way and its still hard for me to accept but its for the best 😭

[rotund wraith]

he said he'll change tho 😭

[hidden roost]

Committed but not actually together? And he replies to you that late? Honey, take a break from him too. If you guys can’t figure it out once you’re together, that’s fine but make sure to express your concerns.

[silver wasp]

life will consistently change you wont even know tomorrow you wake up and life is another person life is hella bipolar and moody but thats just how it is and thats just the way its going to be and its okay

[rotund wraith]

he comes back texting me on whatsapp cuz i had deactivated everything too

[silver wasp]

Thats why you're unable to do anything , if you treat things like a you problem only nothing is gonna get better for example your relationship I know thats not a you problem if you sit there replying asap while people dont give a shit 😭its LIFE not YOU

[hidden roost]

Still going through it, it’s really freaking hard

[silver wasp]

let him prove it then we'lll see 😭

[rotund wraith]

yeah yeah i will i told him i dont really feel well so im not gonna text him much

not until my exams are over

[hidden roost]

And I know how that would feel btw, feelings would get too intense to not instantly reply back but you have to control it

[silver wasp]

Nah bestie what kindof relationship were you in 💀😭 idk about it

[rotund wraith]

but it's MY life tho so IM the one who has to make a change no?

[silver wasp]

Its not impossible though is ittttttttttt

[rotund wraith]

frr actions > wordds

[rotund wraith]

talk to me about it anytime always here

[rotund wraith]

i lack so much self control it's actually embarassing

[silver wasp]

Ofcourse but you cant take all the blame at the same time idk i dont even make sense at this point 😭😭

[rotund wraith]

GIRL SHUT UP LFMAO

[silver wasp]

definitelyy

[rotund wraith]

is it late at your place 😭

[hidden roost]

Basically me lmfaooo

[silver wasp]

ehh its like 8:14pm or something

[rotund wraith]

oh okay okay

[hidden roost]

How do I remove roles?

[rotund wraith]

i cant wait to get away from my family ngl

ik for a fact life will get so much better once im away

[hidden roost]

Znotes be feeling different after I came back lol

[rotund wraith]

came back from where

[hidden roost]

Funny how I’m relating to a lot of things you’re saying

[silver wasp]

@pastel night do you have any more advice to add on cause Im about to fall asleep 😭😭

[hidden roost]

I’m done with A2

Well after failing like 2-3 times

[rotund wraith]

omg congrats

[hidden roost]

That’s another emotional trauma

[rotund wraith]

cie sucks ass ngl

[hidden roost]

And my years being wasted is what hurts me the most

[hidden roost]

thank youu

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to savya#1675

[silver wasp]

but i hope i helpedddd i'd add on alot moree but im not sure what else to say as of now i really hope the best for you and if you need help with anything more specifically lmk im always here and my dms are always opennnn just know you're never alone and nothing can get in your way ever you have the right to do anything you want and its fine things get roughh but you need to fain the confidence to make them better ❤️ i love youuu

and i wish the best for you too same thing applies for you @hidden roost 😭

[rotund wraith]

aahhh yes thank you soso much i appreciate you so much you're such an angel fr i love youuu always here anytime everytime 💌

[hidden roost]

aww thank youu y’all are some sweet souls here

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[silver wasp]

and this happens alot but if at one point you feel like a loved one of yours seems done with you - try to think about why.. the advice they've been giving you and the ways theyve been trying to help you in- have you given it all the attention its seeking from you? have you followed it? have you tried it wholeheartedly and put in maximal effort? because often times thats where we go wrong ourselves too and thats exactly why people can get exhausted of things you may be saying ykwim

just remember that and think about that

[silver wasp]

awww anytime you really dont need to thank meee im always always here and ily more shush

[rotund wraith]

i think i put in too much effort

[silver wasp]

thank you to you tooo ❤️

[silver wasp]

🤍 🤍

anytimee

[rotund wraith]

goodnight pretty sleep well 💗

[silver wasp]

think about ittttt you might in things you shouldnt be but you might be putting minimal effort that actually need effort ykwim but either way i know you can do it and everything will be completely fine

[silver wasp]

aww you toooo 🤍

[crude portal]

l

[mild compass]

I failed three times too

Hopefully I pass this may June. I really want to get it over with

It sucks to end up this way

I was thinking of doing ged if I fail this time again basically giving up on alevel a

[scenic lichen]

failing three times on a paid exam is crazy ngl😭

[mild compass]

That Helps thanks

I know it’s crazy

[scenic lichen]

u really shld

[stark badger]

u will, just dont lose hope and pray for the best

[silver wasp]

You'll do amazing dont worry just try to stay confident and ignore anything that demotivates youu

And even if you dont do okay whether it takes you 4 tries or 10 you'll achieve it at one point its fine

Just make sure you try your best and most importantly believe in yourself

And yes pray if you have that sortof believe

If you need help we're always here you've got all the diff subject channels

And if you struggle alot and haven't got tutors, those help too

[silver wasp]

If you've got the money what better to spend it on than exams lol

Some people just cant cope that well in exams or require more time than others ykwim

[scenic lichen]

invest in the stock market?🤓

[silver wasp]

Education>>

[scenic lichen]

money>>

[scenic lichen]

a losers mindset your time will never cm unless u do the work

[silver wasp]

Some people put hella effort into studying but the thought and stress of exams gets to them

[scenic lichen]

not relatable at all but alr maybe some are just born to be weak

[silver wasp]

Obviously its not relatable for you if you're saying that lmao but it is for a lot of people from what I've seen

Anywho everyone has a weakness its fine

Some people dont even need to open a book and they can still an ace exams

Others put their life into the book but still manage to fail

[scenic lichen]

its not okay to be weak

[scenic lichen]

i'd say skill issue fr

[silver wasp]

Your opinion then

[scenic lichen]

yall r just being nice

[undone kite]

L education system, W education in general

[mild compass]

Thank you @silver wasp for being so nice. I appreciate the encouraging words!💗💗it definitely made me feel understood. Really have enough people around me coming down my throat for my failures. Was just expecting to hear smth reassuring in this ‘venting’ channel.

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[silver wasp]

Aww I reallly meant it I know what you're going through and how you feel it can be really hard sometimes but you really need to look past alot of the people you encounter throughout your day whether its family friend or just random people because the more you listen to them and let them get to you the more demotivated and hurt you feel and it can suck so hard

You're not failing you're on your route to success

And success cant be achieved without mistakes in between whether theres a few or many

Its really about how you perceive a situation lol

But we're always here for you whatever you need help in dont ever hesitate

[mild compass]

Right. They think somehow they are motivating me? But that’s how it all started. The shame of not having completed alevels made me further demotivated. Thank you so much

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[silver wasp]

Funny enough they're always doing the opposite you know no-one can understand how someone feels until they're in that same position

What makes you happy you do

If you need a million tries take a million tries

[frail geode]

Ya fuck you fuck yall and you too yes you you lil fucker fuck you

[frail geode]

Not everyone is like you good people exists

Venting is nice in here

[undone kite]

At that point you should accept you're down right ultra mega stupid

[silver wasp]

Is that targetted against someone lmao

[silver wasp]

Acha bas karo obviously nobody's gonna give literally a million tries

[undone kite]

acha abh tu ne kehdiya now ill prove you wrong ill give it a million times

[scenic lichen]

lmao fr😭

[scenic lichen]

how am i a bad person for telling the truth

[silver wasp]

Shush lol

[silver wasp]

Let me see you try

[scenic lichen]

bro in his emo stage fr

[mild compass]

What is this tiny mess I created. Calm down, the name of this channel is literally ‘venting’. didn’t come here to get any coaching lmao💀

[scenic lichen]

you shouldn't vent ....you are man🤷‍♂️

[silver wasp]

No what you're fine lol

[mild compass]

Talk here

[silver wasp]

You have all right to say whatever you want to say

Dw about it

[mild compass]

Do you mean I’m a man😭?

[scenic lichen]

well arent u? ur username is literally khronos😭

[mild compass]

It’s fine I needed some break. He/she/they is entertaining 🤣I needed some break from studying

[silver wasp]

You're all good

[mild compass]

You know he used to wear a perfume which i had too. And today when I came back home I smelled its fragrance and it felt like he is here with me

[silver wasp]

Whenever you wanna let something out you can come on this channel anyways

Thats the whole point

[mild compass]

Sure

[silver wasp]

Mhm

[mild compass]

No I am a girl 💀

Also nth wrong with a man venting lmao

[silver wasp]

Yep they've got emotions too

[scenic lichen]

im srry man i really can't take u seriously

[mild compass]

Mhmmm

I am just missing him and ik i will never meet him again

Knowing that i can do nothing

Khronos means time and time username was taken so that was my resort

Incase if anyone doesn’t know i just lost a friend 2 days ago

[scenic lichen]

i think it's chronos not khronos

[silver wasp]

Im really sorry for you I hope things get better

Are you feeling okay

[mild compass]

I am trying to feel better

But i just cannot

[silver wasp]

Awww

It'll be hard at first its really recent so I get it

[mild compass]

This was the time when we used to sit in the park

Talking laughing

[scenic lichen]

nahh bro stop😭

[silver wasp]

Believe that you can do it and inshallah you'll feel better

[scenic lichen]

im srry maybe im just a jerk

[mild compass]

And today i was just staring at the window crying waiting for him to come

[scenic lichen]

bro u better not be trippin

[mild compass]

Because he used to call me this time to come outside so that we all can talk

[silver wasp]

Aww yeah theres many many memoriesd we make but sometimes theres an end to them yk things usually happen for the best so think of this scenario of being for the best

Its okayyy

[mild compass]

I am sorry for ruining your guys mood here u guys seemed to have a fun chat but i just felt lonely that is why i came here

[silver wasp]

Take some time off and focus on things that make you happy and minimise letting flashbacks come back to you as they'll be after your tail

Try to stay distracted

[scenic lichen]

maybe try talking to ur parents

[mild compass]

Yes indeed everything happens for the best

[silver wasp]

No you're all fine we're here for YOU

[mild compass]

Nothing works like nothing

[silver wasp]

If you feel lonely we're here to help you and take that loneliness away

[scenic lichen]

what does that even mean bruv😭

[silver wasp]

You can always rely on us that is exactly why this channel is here

[mild compass]

Thank you 🥺

[mild compass]

Like nothing distracts u from thinking of him

[silver wasp]

It very much does, sometimes it seems negative as fuck at first but as time goes by something replaces that dark hole and you realise you lost something to gain something

[mild compass]

Thats so nice of u 🥺

[mild compass]

Yeah

[mild compass]

What no!! Don’t apologize you have nth to be sorry for💗

Bus i am trying to accept what happened

[silver wasp]

I really hope you feel better soon whenever you need something let us know whenever you feel you've got nobody remind yourself that you do have people even if you may not know them

[mild compass]

I lost a friend and i found many new here ❤️

[silver wasp]

It sucks to goes through shit but theres always a way out

[silver wasp]

You will inshallah

You'll be okay I promise

[mild compass]

Thank u for your nice words it really means a log

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[silver wasp]

Hehe you always will

Theres way too many amazing people in here

Once you interact with them you never feel like leaving the server lmaoo

[mild compass]

Yeah i have been here like so many times

[silver wasp]

I suggest you hop onto #chat-lounge aswell you can make many more friends

Everyones pretty goofy too so its funny 🤣

Really good distraction thoughhh

[mild compass]

I actually left this server back like 3 days ago because someone was sending marking schemes of exams that i was already done with and i kindda made me angry so i was like i m not gonna join from now on

But look here i am again

I have many friends here already

[silver wasp]

Yes see once you're in here you cant leave and dont let scenarios like those make you feel a need to leave

If someones doing something wrong the mods will deal with it dw

[mild compass]

Thank you 🥺❤️

[restive bridge]

if you EVER see people doing that, you PING ME

i will delete it all

[plush depot]

my icecream melted :(

[hazy dagger]

NOOOOO

[plush depot]

im hartbroken 😢 😖💔

[hazy dagger]

im so sorry for your loss 😔

[mild compass]

Thank u mate! Sure i will

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Geagle#4558

[craggy aurora]

I'm sorry abt the relationship between you and the ice-cream, everything has to end after all (P.S I'm free tonight and blaze is giving extra treats, join me)

[bronze coyote]

@mild compass how are ur eams

exams

[mild compass]

My discord didn’t work sry for not replying before

[mild compass]

I dunno, I think I’m practicing good but stress never left

And you?

Plus I got sick 🤒

[glossy pewter]

You still sick from that time????

[bronze coyote]

npp

[bronze coyote]

take care dude

[mild compass]

No no haha, idk I’m just feeling a bit stressed and kinda sick. Don’t have appetite

[glossy pewter]

How many exams do you have left

Dont let stress get to ya

[mild compass]

2

[mild compass]

And tmr presenting ppt so yee trying not too

[bronze coyote]

https://tenor.com/view/thumbs-up-double-thumbs-up-like-agreed-yup-gif-11663223

[undone kite]

sigh i am soooo sad

violently beat up two 7 year olds for temporarily obstructing my path as they walked along the road

[pastel night]

Ehhh??

You did what?

[undone kite]

i did what i said

also why are you here

let me vent in piece

[pastel night]

You can

Me listen

[undone kite]

i mean im done so no point

[pastel night]

Warna blank chat se vent krna hy

[undone kite]

those 7 year olds are no in the hospital

NOW*

[pastel night]

Wow

😭

[undone kite]

man you know what i need to grow up 😭💀

fuckin hell

[pastel night]

😭

Wait I'm still confused

You really beat them up or is it sarcasm

[undone kite]

NO IM JOKING

WHY WOULD I DO THAT

😭💀

[pastel night]

Ahhh

😭😭😭

Paghul brain of me

[undone kite]

nah its fine im also stupid we both stupid together

nah but fr i genuinely need to stop making these dumb ass jokes 😭

[pastel night]

And slay stupidity 😭🔥

[pastel night]

Yeahh 😭

🙏

[undone kite]

you know you could have said NOOOO ITS FINE ITS SOOOO FUNNY

lmao

but fr im so immature

shit

[hazy dagger]

ok

[mild compass]

Hello

[glossy pewter]

Good luck

Okay so

Yeah

This freaking year

Has beeeeeen shit

And it just got freaking shittier

Way shittier

Like ahhhhhh

I fucked up

Sooooo bad

Idk why i am like this

Ahhhhhhhhh

[undone kite]

brudda

what happened

are you fine tho?

[undone kite]

cos ion know whats going on

[glossy pewter]

Yeah its fine

I ended up venting in chat

[undone kite]

okay good

nah its fine

who cares

lmao

[mild compass]

Thank youu

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to greenfalcon#1104

[mild compass]

I agree

[silver wasp]

Are you okay?? Tell me about it 😭

[mild compass]

The ppt went great I’m so proud of myself

[hazy dagger]

nice

[bronze coyote]

Ok

[mild compass]

Bro what ok

Still a meanie fr

[mild compass]

W friend, they are mean because they care for you a lot

[bronze coyote]

it was expected u would do good

nerd

[mild compass]

Aww

[bronze coyote]

shut

[strong comet]

i am tired

both

yeah sure in private

[silver wasp]

Awww make sure you get alot of rest, eat well sleep well drink loads of water if you need help you're more than welcome to DM me aswell but I hope you're okayyy and even if you feel you are not I promise you will beee

Things get hard but I guess we need to get through it because those are the challenges of lifeeee

You will be okayy 🤍

[mild compass]

You are so sweet. How do you get the time to reply and that too in paragraphs. I respect you and appreciate you🩵. I hope you are doing okay as well. And also thank you again for the time when you gave me a safe space to vent. 🤍

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[silver wasp]

Omgg you don't knoww how much that means to me that's truly so sweet of you to sayyy I appreciate it with all my heart, you know even if I'm busy with something I'll always wiggle out time for someone who is in need of it alwayss because I knoww how alot of people can feel due to certain circumstances andd even if I don't really know what they're feeling I still try my best to understand themmmm because sometimes you really feel like you've got nobody to talk to when that is so not trueee because even a stranger can be there for you and care about you and love youu - and funny enough I usually accidentally type out paragraphs I guess I just talk alot 😭😂 but thank you to you toooo I swear that made me smile so much I hope you're doing amazing aswellll and are taking care of yourselfffff, you're forever more than welcome to come on in here to vent don't hesitateee 🤍

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to khronos#2423

[bronze coyote]

imagine if someone copy pasted the message to get a thanks from angell

[mild compass]

💗💗🥰that’s so true. You never know what anybody might be going through. It’s best to treat people with kindness since there’s nth to loose in doing that. Thank you for being so kind 💗🩵🩵🤍hope you are having a lovely day

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[round canyon]

Hi

[silver wasp]

Who did that 😭

[pastel night]

😭

[silver wasp]

Awwwww thank you thank youuu you're so so cute oml ❤️ I hope you're having a tremendous day aswellll

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to khronos#2423

[bronze coyote]

that’s so true. You never know what anybody might be going through. It’s best to treat people with kindness since there’s nth to loose in doing that. Thank you for being so kind 💗🩵🩵🤍hope you are having a lovely da

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[bronze coyote]

shut

are u hacked

[balmy rune]

no way

He’s hacked 💀

[bronze coyote]

swami

yk what swamy means

[balmy rune]

Anyways I’m so tired life is stressful

[balmy rune]

Yas

[bronze coyote]

its like in tamil we say

swamy where are you

or ppl say swamy guru and shit like that

[bronze coyote]

ok

[balmy rune]

Alr bro

[balmy rune]

Stfu

[bronze coyote]

🤣

its about time i replace angell

[bronze coyote]

" its alright, we have been there, even im burnt out to death rn. i cant even feel my inner organs , trust me . Just a few days left , keep fighting "

[balmy rune]

Ok

[bronze coyote]

stfu

[balmy rune]

You tamilians r smth else

[bronze coyote]

y bro what are u

are u the cringe northie or what

[balmy rune]

Fuck no

Savages up there

[bronze coyote]

what are u

[balmy rune]

Guess

[bronze coyote]

gujarati

or from telangana

[balmy rune]

The fuck not

Loud ass people

[bronze coyote]

u sound like a stupid

u must be from somewhere in ahemdabad or sm shit

or that typical state in india which gets 0 attention so ur mad

[balmy rune]

Brudda you look like a pile of spit ‼️🔥🙏

Tamil ppl stink

Jk

[bronze coyote]

alr

[bronze coyote]

telangana ?

[balmy rune]

or am i

[balmy rune]

Who?

[bronze coyote]

who asked?

[balmy rune]

Who are You?

Grown yr12 starting shit

[mild compass]

Hello

[glossy pewter]

Ok.....

Some people here

Would really hate that

[balmy rune]

Not u pookie im talking abt Pr1th1v 🤞

Stop

[glossy pewter]

I speak tamil

But aint tamil person 👀

[bronze coyote]

shutup

[green venture]

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[green venture]

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[silver wasp]

<@&572709257036955649>

[mild compass]

mods fr slacking

[pastel night]

😭😭😭

Why shit happens at nightt

[green venture]

User banned!

@gaunt kindle has been banned for spamming with scam links

[slim lake]

thanks <3

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[silver wasp]

everything takes place at night fr 😭

[slim lake]

bro today was my day off >_<

[silver wasp]

right when all the mods are gone to sleep, etc 😭😭

[silver wasp]

Awww thank youu

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to thatgirlduh#7243

[slim lake]

and i had to ban 2 people in the last 1 hr

[mild compass]

slacking

[slim lake]

shutup

[mild compass]

imagine not performing ur duties

[slim lake]

tmr is my exam

[mild compass]

i'm jk goodluck nuggt

ace it

[slim lake]

wtf is happening geagle also banned someone for scam links

we banned so many people in the last 2 days man

yall stay safe

[mild compass]

server getting popular

kinda good for the community

[slim lake]

not for study purposes tho 😍

[slim lake]

thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to blaze#5000

[slim lake]

🥹

[slim lake]

np 🤭

[strong comet]

yes my rest was messed up as well as eatting but they are fixed now thanks hun for being here and offering help. I appreciate it and i appreciate you.

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Angell#2019

[olive wadi]

my gf and i broke up yesterday (ig now 2 days ago) and man it feels like a part of my heart is gone , it was as positive and as mutual any breakup can get but still i just lost a lot i dont even know how to explain , even tho my closest friends and family and everyone else is still around and all , yet i still suddenly feel so damn lonely , idk no breakup before hurt as much and ik its gonna take a while to move on but im just crushed that i did many things right and i tried my absolute best but its just life circumstances that got in the way , things out of my control and that sucks so much , i have taken many L’s before but this has to be at the top of that list , never did i imagine i’d find someone who i deemed perfect yet bec of timing and factors out of our control we had to let go , it just feels unfair and my pain runs deep.

Its been a while since i cant sleep well and peacefully and i haven’t missed this feeling.

[bronze coyote]

isnt she in this server

bro relationships in our age are all temporary

move on

wake up to reality

nothing is what u see

and imagine

fight and move on

fighting is the only best option you have now

There is one thing left for us, Fight

[restive bridge]

hey man, hope you’re doing alright. I know that this is a difficult time for you - your girlfriend probably meant a lot to you (and still probably does), and losing her is a big deal. There’s not much you can do about it - the pain doesn’t go away easy, and there’s no easy way out of it. Just try and remember that there are others out there (like the friends and family you mentioned) that still care about you and are there for you. The circumstances may have not gone your way, but try not to blame yourself - I know this is easier said than done, but self-improvement is something you, and only you, can do for yourself. The world throws crazy shit at us sometimes, and it can really mess with us as individuals, but stay strong brother

good luck

[pastel night]

Loss is never easy, we give our best but still we lose one of the most meaningful people who changed our lives for the better. As much as it hurts to see all of our world shatter into a million pieces, we also have to understand that every ending is a new beginning. You both loved each other so much that you were able to figure out things weren't going smoothly and made a decision that was better for both of you, this is nothing else than love, I'm sure you both had a wonderful time and you have great memories to cherish!! Letting go is never easy, but you'd soon realize it was gonna hurt both of you more if you continued that way!! I know you may feel like you've been thrown from the top of the world to the depths of a viscous ocean and you cannot escape because it's suffocating but I assure you, you'll find your way to the shore and you'll be amazed by what the future held for you all this time!! So please just try to remind yourself that you didn't do anything wrong and it was a mutual decision, cherish all your happy moments and she'll remain a part of you because she shaped you into who you are today (in one way or another) and that's the beauty of love and it's meant to hurt you for now but you'll understand how necessary this was in the following years, and what amazing opportunities the world holds for you and how beautiful all this journey will be towards finding your true significant other ✨

[winter skiff]

Hi there guys. Hope you all are doing great. It was very hard for me to write but God knows how I got strength to write this. So yeah I have a friend for me she is my bestie and my everything but for her I am nothing literally nothing. Some days she will treat me like I am her bestie and some days she be like that she doesn't even know me. She doesn't even think before speaking like she always say such things that made me cry or even.........
To see her happy I do whatever in the world is possible just her smile because it means the world to me.
Just for her grades I teach her whole day and night check her tests make test for her. Even if my heart is crying I will do whatever it costs to make her smile. Just for her I fought with my mom.
I don't even after giving my everything she still doesn't feel my love towards her.
I am the only one who texts first.
In January during and after winter vacation I didn't talk to her as I was so sick I wasn't able to talk or eat. I didn't went to school for 15 days and she didn't even asked me that whether I am alive or not.
I wasn't such a person who cry over little things or anger issues but now I cry, I sit alone and cry. I am frustrated evrytime. Am I such a bad person that she doesn't like to talk me unless there is any help she needed?
She means a lot to me. I once even save her from accident but still I am useless worthless. I am nothing. Everyone hates me.
I hate it if you have good heart you think everyone else also have one.
I didn't sleep at nights. I started to stay alone.
I don't have strength for anything.

[olive wadi]

ur right and ik this is temporary bec many ppl came and left my life , from friends to lovers but yk it just sucks a lot whenever a breakup matters , even if ik its temporary it just sucks but thanks for the words ❤️

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to mewshew_#5967

[olive wadi]

oh ik what it is to fight , i went from rock bottom , a guy who didnt have single goal or hope or motivation or anything last year , a guy who couldnt study more than 2 hrs to a guy who goes to his gym , studies 8-9 hrs a day , more social more happy and that took lots of fighting , its just that i lost a big part of what i fought for bec temporary or not a good gf can really elevate u and thats what happened with me and im well aware in our age it rarely tends to stay for long time so i will be over it , but its when the wound is fresh that it pains the most

[olive wadi]

Yeah ur right i do intend to spend more time with my friends and family now , and more time to improve myself bec the marathon of live never stops , as i said it just sucks losing someone that elevates me and makes me the best version of myself , but ik from past experiences that i will be even better than before once i have moved on cus each time i take an L in anything i improve , thats the way to go , but the worst L’s are breakups honestly , thanks so much man for ur words , well said 🫶

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Geagle#4558

[olive wadi]

Damn i never expected to read something this poetic and accurate , as i told her too , i tend to remember the good moments i had with ppl who left my life than the bad ones cus remembering the good ones is what helps not being salty about the bad ones. Not only did she elevate me to the best version of myself till now but also my image of the “perfect” girl also can exist she had lots lots of things i wanted from a version so for the first time i saw such ppl are out there cus ngl bec of past relationships i had kinda lost hope such a person exists. and many more things so overall it was really positive of a relationship and ig thats why it sucks to let go but its for the benefit of both of us so thats why i just let go this time , but tysm for such a positive and poetic message , it gave me lots of peace ✌️❤️

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to rfia#0408

[bronze coyote]

even i was that person last year bro, never loose ur value, you know your value . Use that . People they come they go, ur the one who is gonna stay. I have lost ppl , well i idrc. Friendship,relationship is all temporary imo. I have a goal which i am fighting for which I will be rewarded for at the age of 28 and above. So never let yourself down. Family is permanent ALWAYS . FRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS, TEMPORARY. plus if this is an online dating situation, im actually proud u took it to a diff level of dating for a long time and u proved that online dating is actually hard to maintain . So hats off bro

I lost a girl i liked 4 months ago who irdc about now, i never cried people kept leaving my life. but i remained so handled it like a man

just like i am

dont tear up for some temporary shit is the type of mindset i have

[lament cloud]

sounds like an extremely toxic and one sided friendship from what i just read and im really sorry this is happening to you

[lament cloud]

Closing off your emotions is never a good idea because at some point it will build up and you will explode. obviously moving on is key, but it doesnt make you less of a man to be emotional and vulnerable in the moment. embracing and actually dealing with your emotions is a better way of handling pain than ignoring it

[lament cloud]

friends can be permanent, family can be temporary

it all depends on the situation

[winter skiff]

Thanks for your kind words.
I know everyone say that she is toxic but I don't know I just love her. ☹

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to EminemSomething#1906

[lament cloud]

a question that you should ask yourself is that if you love her and she doesnt love you back, then is that really a friendship worth having and continuing, especially if its affecting you so much mentally

sometimes it might be very very difficult to cut off a bad relationship but sometimes you have to think of yourself and whats best for you

[winter skiff]

The thing is I ask myself this but she knows how much I love her. If sometimes in life if everyone left her alone will she not ask me that was this your love even you left me alone.
And another thing is she was the one who first want to be my friend. She asked me to become her friend I was a quite girl who doesn't talk to anyone then after 1 and a half year of silence she asked me at 2 am in night to become her best friend then slowly when her previous friends came back she is ignoring me.

[pastel night]

I feel you and I'm really sorry that you have to face this, sometimes we are the ones to go bounds beyond to help people out but they take us for granted and it feels so stifling to be in a situation like this. I know you really want to help her and you're really kind but don't let her use your kindness and ruin you okay. Kindness is a gift but if used on the wrong it can leave scars for years. You have a beautiful gift do not let it go to waste okay!! If it helps try confronting her how her actions makes you feel and if she wants to stay she will give in and understand but if not then do not let your beautiful heart suffer okay!! Remember those who want to stay in our lives will make the effort!! And I'm sure you'll find more meaningful friendships along the way!! So don't let your gift be wasted ✨🕊️

[winter skiff]

Aww thank you so much for these kind words. I appreciate your efforts.
Once I tried to talk to her but ended up like she hugged me and dhe said I promise you that the day I will decide to leave you will never ever came in my life.
She had done numerous promises with me but now she is just breaking all of them

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to rfia#0408

[pastel night]

She knows what she's doing!! Don't be blinded by the fact that she's hurting you! You are the one to decide the impact she can have in your life!! Never let anyone shatter you and take your kindness away ✨

[winter skiff]

She was my only friend whom I used to trust blindly rest others were only there so that they can take notes or stuff.
It's very hard to believe that the only friend I loved the most will is just leaving me alone.
I can't even try to forget her.
She even sits with me during CIEs as well.
What I think in the end is that if she will leave me alone as well after that I will stop believing in friendship

[pastel night]

I resonate a lot with the situation you are in right now!! At one point I was like this too, but trust me you never know the beauty life can hold for you later on!! I'm sure you'll encounter amazing friends and get to keep many meaningful friendships later on in life as well ✨ but you should not forget that right now your circle of the people you know is very limited and once you truly interpret the beauty humanity holds when you engage in different fields and programmes and other activities you'll see yourself that there is still beauty and friendship in humanity ✨💖 and it will leave you in awe!! So don't be saddened okay !! There's a whole world waiting for you out there 💖

[winter skiff]

Thank you so much for these kind words. ♥️ There are still some people alive with beautiful hearts like you.
I wish God have some good plans ahead for everyone. ❣

[pastel night]

[mild compass]

It’s easy for us to write different suggestions but definitely difficult for you to implement. There are 8 billion people in this world and you will find the best ones. Obv u won’t cross paths with 8 billion people but for sure, you will meet amazing people ahead!

[mild compass]

Think of the fact “whatever happens, happens for a reason”. There is always a logical reasoning behind every situation and act. So try finding them instead wasting your time on people that don’t value you. Again, easy to say but will be difficult for you to act. More power to you 💪🏻

[bronze coyote]

cut her off

u dont need such friends

[bronze coyote]

it depends on the person

tbh

becase therea re good friends out there too

[bronze coyote]

yeah ur right

[lament cloud]

yep

[winter skiff]

Yes it's impossible for me to forget or to leave her

[winter skiff]

I just can't

[bronze coyote]

let it go

let it go

but have to hold it back

anymore

ok i have a good idea

ignore her for a week lets see if she cares to msg

she is prolly using u

[winter skiff]

Everytime I check my mobile just to see her message but nah she have her priorities

[bronze coyote]

ok ngl she is the type to choose self over friends

at some point child ,ppl have their own priorities

it comes with age , and how ur understanding the world

[winter skiff]

I tried it she didn't talk to me for 2 straight months where as I used to ask about her well being etc from her other friend

[bronze coyote]

ok cut her off

might sound like a skill issue

but u have exams now

[winter skiff]

She always says that she love herself

[bronze coyote]

dont cry over these goofy stuff, idk how much it means, but not more than it would mean to u after ur results get affected

[bronze coyote]

forget about her

[winter skiff]

Which I give with her
She sits with me

[bronze coyote]

make sure

u score more

and tell her

what comes around goes around

make sure u mangekyo sharingan that exam paper girl

make yo parents proud

[winter skiff]

Because of all this my result in school went from 2nd Position to 8th my teachers were dissapointed

[bronze coyote]

i mean we are at an age

were emotions are at its peak

u gotta get control over it

u are strong

use that

[winter skiff]

I am not strong enough
I lost my strength
That's I ended up writing everything here
Bcz it was haunting me

[bronze coyote]

areh yaar calm down

go punch a wall

ye sab hota hai

bol rahan hun ki,

be happy

[winter skiff]

My mom knows her as my bestie
I still remember when I was sick and didn't went to school my mom asked my that let's call her A. A didn't even call to ask about you

[bronze coyote]

u never lost urself

[winter skiff]

And I was silent

[bronze coyote]

happens

its fine

there are better ppl for u out there

we live in an ocean full of different fishes

[winter skiff]

When you trully love you do lost yourself

[winter skiff]

Damm every person who came in my life just used me

[bronze coyote]

i never had good school friends for some reasons but i have 2 or 3 who are good to me

so i am looking forward to make good friends when i join uni

[bronze coyote]

the soft ones always lie behind

[winter skiff]

2 or 3 genuine are enough
Even if you have 1 trustworthy friend you are a billionaire

[bronze coyote]

yah bro

just leave it

stop thinking bout it

know ur value

[winter skiff]

And here me who wants to do Alevels provately because I am afraid of friends now

[bronze coyote]

https://open.spotify.com/track/4xDwCYhobDehSBGUmd5H6Y?si=befda1bbe0f04c0e

listen to this

@olive wadi

you too

tough times create tough people

[winter skiff]

Thanks 💫

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Pr1th1v#8337

[bronze coyote]

tough people create good times

good careless people

create tough times

so you see where that goes

[winter skiff]

Ahh thanks for giving me some strength

[bronze coyote]

we fight

to win

just listen to that song

and a bit of imagine dragons and sia

ur good to go

[winter skiff]

[mild compass]

Dw. With every toxic act of her, you would start making yourself believe that you deserve more rather than settling for the bare minimum

Also, if you ever feel lonely or wanted to message your friend, you can show up here instead. We are all here for you and can talk to you. Or just come to #chat-lounge for some fun banter between people 😆

Also, there will be a day where will you completely forget her and when you will look back, you will laugh at the younger you, so have some time for yourself. Find meaningful things around other people and you will discover the beauty of life. God will never put extra burden on you that will push your limits always remember this and he tests his chosen people. So take this as a test. 🙂

[lament cloud]

based

[chilly solar]

ong

[winter skiff]

Thank you so much. It means a lot. 💫

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Zaiddd…khan#8596

[winter skiff]

I don't whether I will be able to do this or not. 😶

[bronze coyote]

it always does

[olive wadi]

yeah dw its not that im in tears and destroyed and depressed or something , im just feeling bad from such a loss , thanks a lot for the words of encouragement tho it reminded me that i can still be the same beast even without someone to share the pain as well as the glory with , it just sucks man thats it like it will get better soon , it just takes a lot of will to get over someone u recently parted ways with / lost whom u valued a lot

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Pr1th1v#8337

[pastel night]

Truly understandable!! Time will heal your scars but try not to tear yourself down in the meantime ✨

[olive wadi]

Yeah i acknowledge its not my fault it went down like that so i dont have reasons to tear myself apart or smth , it wasnt on me so not much to feel bad about , i will probably restart my gym routine from tmr and pick up some studies again to get back into the grind , playing video games isnt really gonna help my pain go away so , thanks for the words tho ⭐

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to rfia#0408

[bronze coyote]

u are the beast

no woman can change that

[uncut cedar]

i hate IB

[pastel night]

But you will ace this!!!

[wintry rampart]

i'm feeling the sense of resentment again

despite gaining small time work, i feel left out to see that my friends work at bigger stuff at such a young age

i knew i shoulda never listened to my asian mother

about how getting high grades = instant high paying job

and i feel very betrayed by her

to a point where i'm ready to disappoint her as a way to give back

for the bullshit she fed me

i want be successful

it's like she's setting high expectations

that i can't come

i'm fucking 21 already

[pastel night]

Your life is not a copy paste of anyone else!! We all have different meanings of success and different passions and it's never too late or too early to start to pursue them!!

[wintry rampart]

and i have minimal fucking experience

[wintry rampart]

it's too late

by the tome i fucking die, i'd already be unable to be "successful"

[pastel night]

You can still open up a startup or any other thing

[wintry rampart]

i've already grabbed some opportunities at uni, and still, i feel like a 0

when everyone else has a fucking 10

[pastel night]

Please don't say that your life has many beautiful things waiting for you out there

[wintry rampart]

3 years fucking late

[wintry rampart]

i'd prolly make more cents in my death than my lige

[wintry rampart]

bullshit. i'll have to waste more time being a nobody

and fear of being late

[pastel night]

You have to love yourself first to be able to let others know your worth! What if you're late huh ?? Ask yourself aren't you more mature and strong by now?? Don't you have more knowledge than everyone else who's younger than you??? It's never too late to pursue your passions. NEVER

[pastel night]

You are an amazing human being!! You aren't invisible and those who make you feel like it are stupid mfs

Ask yourself what are you passionate about and what do you wanna do

I know right now you're in the state of mind where nothing makes any sense and you feel like you've never achieved anything in your life but you're just blinded by the other's achievements that you forget how beautiful and unique you are from the inside

[pastel night]

What if you're late?? J.k Rowling was rejected so many times before she published HP and look at her now. Everything happens for a reason, be it good or bad!! You still have time, you can prove to everyone that you are worth it because I know you have a great potential hidden inside you

Maybe you see yourself as coal but deep down you are a diamond covered in the ashes

We all are born with a meaning, some find it early on, some late and it's absolutely okay because it's the beauty of life!! You never know what's waiting for you ahead

[wintry rampart]

i'm not

my legs... are shaking

uncontrollably

am i in an anxiety attack?

or a panic attack

i'm having the urge to fucking snap

[pastel night]

Heyy, it's totally understandable!! If it's too uncontrollable let it out, I'm here to listen

Let everything out for once and for all

[pastel night]

If it helps, keep texting me, I'm sure it'll hurt less

You got this okay!!

You and I might not know each other that well but you aren't invisible

YOU AREN'T INVISIBLE

Also, you're such an amazing and passionate human being, you post in the fact of the day channel everyday

What's more beautiful than you enlightening everyone's mind with all those unique facts

[wintry rampart]

i should have known that i can't let my damn parents influence me into avoiding opportunities

my heart's fucking racing

i ain't seeking any sympathy

i'm letting some year old steam out of my damn engine

[pastel night]

See we can never understand how gifted we are unless we are in a safe environment and given great conditions to grow and given good guidance. I was also in your same situation, I even attempted suicide but I'm happy I didn't die because i couldn't have been able to see what life held for me ahead, it was both good and bad, and your time will come!! Don't let any fuckung mf tell you that you suck because you dont

[pastel night]

Your feelings are totally valid, and i can resonate with you as well on this! But you're just in a long dark tunnel right now, and soon you'll see the light

This will end

You'll find yourself soaring like a bird of paradise at the end

I know my words might seem cliche and all but you KNOW you HAD the potential don't you? you KNOW you can still CHASE your dreams but you are scared

And being terrified is absolutely okay

We are all so scared of failure that we Even fail to give things a try

We start turning around before we even reach the finish line

WE HAVE TO FALL FOR A MOMENT BEFORE WE CAN FLY

You have a gift inside you which you are yet to identify truly, so don't belittle yourself and compare your life with others, because you are unique in your own way 💓

[wintry rampart]

i do not understand why i'm in this place. i would have had my lunch right now, but now i'm curled up

in the stairways, of a uni building, trying hard not to snap

to a point of no unintentional aggression

why did i even put myself in this misery?

why can't i go back to the past and correct my own mistakes?

[pastel night]

You've been pretending to be strong all this time and you never let it out so now it's bursting

It's perfectly okay to feel every single thought, emotion you are feeling right now

[candid field]

Suiiiiiiiiiiii

[wintry rampart]

i'm alreayd bursting into tears

[pastel night]

Take a moment to let it out before it consumes you even more

[wintry rampart]

fucking questioning my fucking sanity

and my life choices

[candid field]

Say Suiiiiiiiiiiii and it will all be fine ❣️

[wintry rampart]

i should have just never listened to her and grabbed whatever i can

[wintry rampart]

that'll work, i guess

[pastel night]

You did everything, you gave your best to be even where you are right now

You did everything you could

[candid field]

https://tenor.com/view/sui-siu-ronaldo-football-portugal-gif-25997537

[candid field]

Yeeee ❣️❣️

[wintry rampart]

and where fid it leave me?

in the middle of nowhere

of being a nobody ir a fucking failure

[pastel night]

We can't go back in the past and change our mistakes but we can try to make the most out of what we are given or thrown into by life

[wintry rampart]

as a result of this consistent trauma brought by my damn mother, i became more greedy and selfish, although i haven't let it out in the real world yet

just 5-10%

only materializing as subconscious thoughts

all i've done led me to become someone that i do not want to be

[pastel night]

YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE MY DEAR!!! THOSE WHO ARE MAKING YOU FEEL LIKE THIS ARE JUST TRYING TO BLIND YOU BY YOUR TRUE POTENTIAL

[wintry rampart]

a fucking freeloader

who skips opportunities for nothing

but getting a meaningless cum laude

that won't do anything to me when i get a job

i have already shattered my own dreams

[candid field]

Ayo @wintry rampart I am telling u shout Suiiiiiiiiiiii and it will be alright

[pastel night]

See you know you have something to follow and you know you don't fit into where you are right now!! This is a clear sign of your uniqueness, the environment you are in right now might not be the best one for you but there are opportunities waiting for you out there so go ahead and give them a try, try risking it and follow who you really wanted to be

[candid field]

Shout at the top of ur voice

[wintry rampart]

they ain't waiting for me

[bronze coyote]

fr

[wintry rampart]

i'm already going in, risking myself for everything

evrything that can make me feel that i've corrected my past mistakes

[candid field]

It's not worth it man

If u haven't shouted suiiiiiiiiiiii

[pastel night]

It is still a part of you my dear!! Your dreams are a part of you!! You are broken in a million firths right now but there is one call that can recombine every little piece ✨ You KNOW YOU HAVE A DREAM YOU KNOW YOU CAN CHASE IT!! JUST GIVE IT A TRY AND YOU'LL SEE WHAT THE WORLD HELD FOR YOU ALL THIS DAMN TIME

[wintry rampart]

and all that came is just more feelings of worthlessness

[pastel night]

You aren't worthless at all

You aren't

What even made you think that?

The environment?

Your parents?

[wintry rampart]

just years long of bitter envy

[candid field]

Welpooooo

[wintry rampart]

150%

[candid field]

Shout Suiiiiiiiiiiii my G

Ronaldo heals every pain

[bronze coyote]

welpo are u in A2

or uni

[wintry rampart]

i feel much more better now

[candid field]

Ye do it everyday once

[pastel night]

See your environment wasn't right, you weren't given the right space to grow!! ITS NOT YOUR FAULT!!

[candid field]

Perfect medicine

[pastel night]

You are still making the best out of your life

[bronze coyote]

get off ur chair, run and do a 360 with ur hands from the top to low and say

SUIII

[candid field]

Suiiiiiiiiiiii

[bronze coyote]

try doing a backflip too

[pastel night]

You were given shitty circumstances but you still made it through where you are

[wintry rampart]

SUUUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

[bronze coyote]

SUII

[wintry rampart]

university

[bronze coyote]

ok welp

see

being 21 doesnt mean ur old

and

[candid field]

suiiiiiiiiiiii

[bronze coyote]

that is the mindset of parents in asia

someday they will be proud of u

[wintry rampart]

SUIIIIIIIII

[bronze coyote]

yes

good

im like 29 myself

[candid field]

Welpo where do u live?

[wintry rampart]

it is still my fault for not being self-aware thst i'm being deceived

[bronze coyote]

prolly japan

or india

[candid field]

Still in As ?

[bronze coyote]

areh calm down

[wintry rampart]

philippines

[bronze coyote]

*17

[bronze coyote]

MY DAYS

FILIPINO

hold up

[pastel night]

It's not my dear!! It never was nor will it be

[bronze coyote]

dyk the word putang

it means ur beautiful

right ?

my friend taught me

dont get me wrong

[candid field]

Bro imagine being Filipino and depressed go explore nature and doo suiiiiiiiiiiii

[bronze coyote]

like im part filipino

[pastel night]

WELPO YOU ARE A STRONG PERSON FOR EVEN COMING THIS FAR

[candid field]

Suiiiiiiiiiiii is best therapy

[bronze coyote]

lol

bro she left

because she knew i was right

😎

[candid field]

Fia do suiiiiiiiiiiii

[bronze coyote]

fia

get off ur chair

run towards ur mom

do a reverse 360

[pastel night]

??

[bronze coyote]

and say

SEWW

[candid field]

Welpo doing suiiii IRL

[bronze coyote]

SUIII

[wintry rampart]

SUIIIIIIIIIIIII

[bronze coyote]

welpo

[wintry rampart]

MY FUCKING HOMIES

[candid field]

SUIIIIIIIIIIII

[bronze coyote]

can u teach me filipino

[candid field]

Suiiiiiiiiiiii

[wintry rampart]

LETSA BRING DEM MOTIVATION

FOR ALL OF US

[bronze coyote]

welpo listen

[candid field]

Yeaaaaaa

[bronze coyote]

ur a young girl

emotions are at its peak

what do u do when emotions are at its peak

u control them

[candid field]

Therapy rizz op

[wintry rampart]

only shit i feel are self-hate, anger and resentment

not cry my ass

i tried but i can't

[bronze coyote]

ok thats good

thats a good sign

of a chad woman

[candid field]

Go jim

[bronze coyote]

indeed why not

[wintry rampart]

actually, that's a good idea

[bronze coyote]

welpo gon buy a gym

[wintry rampart]

to lift some steam out

[candid field]

Suiiiiiiiiiiii + jim = Andrew tate killer joint

[pastel night]

You have to understand that you feel that way because you know you are much more capable that what others think you are

[candid field]

Fiaaaa

[pastel night]

You are an amazing person a truly gifted person

[bronze coyote]

welp

punch a wall

[candid field]

Do a suiiiiiiiiiiii @pastel night

[candid field]

Nah don't do that

[bronze coyote]

nah do it

[wintry rampart]

i'm this close to breaking a bathroom cubicle's door by kicking it out

[bronze coyote]

bro

filipinos are strong

[candid field]

Smh she's gonna break her hands

[bronze coyote]

if i want to be reborn

i will reborn as a filipino

im telling u

filipinos are amazing people

i love their language

[candid field]

Yeaa do that

[bronze coyote]

eat the door

[candid field]

I love them ❣️❣️

[wintry rampart]

i'm a male, for your information

[candid field]

Oh still don't do it 😭

@pastel night do a suiiiiiiiiiiii

[wintry rampart]

although i feel that humor's getting me oit of this panic attack quicker than i thought

[candid field]

Suiiiiiiiiiiii

Ronaldo rizzz

Ronaldo the sheep 🐑🐑

[bronze coyote]

ok thats even better

welp

i meant

like

punching walls

thats better

like u can break it

[candid field]

Lol

[bronze coyote]

welpo is cultured

imo

welpo just trigger the rumbling

[wintry rampart]

is it too late to make up to my mistakes, in a dream of achieving monetary and recognition-based success before my retirement?

[bronze coyote]

welpo putanginamo means ily no homo

in filipino

[bronze coyote]

areh no man

u never know

just continue ur shit

[candid field]

@wintry rampart come to India let's start a business

Suiiiiiiiiiiii therapy

[wintry rampart]

has my envy consumed me?

[pastel night]

The amount of pressure given to the men of the society is extremely toxic, you are told to get a job and have a well established family and all but heyy DO NOT LET THOSE IDIOTS HAVE A CONTROL ON YOUR LIFE, you have a dream, you have a meaning, you can still work your way through, many people start working on themselves by the age of 30 or even more and they know that there's never a wrong time to start following what you really want and making your life better

[candid field]

No Ronaldo has

[candid field]

is this Ai generated?

[pastel night]

ITS NEVER TOO LATE MY DEAR!! you are intelligent yourself, you know how many people have started working on themselves very late in their lives but still found their success and happiness!! What makes you think you can't be one of them??? And you are only 21 right now!!! You are mature for your age and you have the potential and passion to use all the pain and turn it into your power and drive yourself out of this!!!

[pastel night]

No why would I copy from AI in the middle of comforting someone?

[candid field]

❣️

But just tell them to do a suiiiiiiiiiiii nest time 👍

It'll make life easier

[pastel night]

It hasn't my dear it hasn't!!! Rage and envy fuels our nerves and minds and it makes us blind, it makes us forget that we are capable of being from the inside!!!

[wintry rampart]

it really hurts, emotionally worse than the physical pain of complete muscle pain, but it will be worth

[wintry rampart]

i have been like this for years and i can't let go of it

[pastel night]

I feel extremely sorry for the amount of burden the society has held for men to be up to certain standards of success

[wintry rampart]

no need to blame society

i'm releasing some damn steam

from frying my brain with hate

[pastel night]

It slowly will pass

It will pass

Things will turn out to be okay

They will

[wintry rampart]

nothing but a good ol' shout at the world

[pastel night]

Totally understandable and you're in a safe space right now, tell as much as you want to

But it's never too late

Never

[wintry rampart]

well, i guess that i shall never let even my tiger parents influence my decisions then, as time passes

if they think i'll fail, then i'll show them the opposite

[pastel night]

Yess that's the spirit king 👑🔥 don't let anyone define yourself, your goals and your objectives

If they think of you in a negative we show them who you truly are

Burn them with your passion🔥

Use the negativity to ignite more flames into the fire that's burning In your bones and use it to prove everyone you can still be successful

🔥

[wintry rampart]

even when i'm about to die by 80?

[pastel night]

Yess even then if you use your power in the right direction you can still win this battle

Like a true hero

You're gonna make it, you will make it

No matter at what age

You will ace this

You will prove everyone wrong

You are capable of doing this

[wintry rampart]

i dreamed of achieving an executive job in the car industry by the age of 40-50

but i feel that i'm still catching up

i just feel that fate will give me a bad ending

of an unachieved dream

[pastel night]

OMGGG that's really amazing

[pastel night]

Yayyyy 🔥🔥🔥

[pastel night]

Nahhh fate is nothing when your passion is everything

Fate can't do anything to you unless you yourself give in

NEVER GIVE UP

[thorny oyster]

hello

[winter skiff]

Hell yeah ok
I am sorry for the rant but I can't bear it anymore like how can somebody be so mean and selfish. Okay it's important to self live but that darkness mean to hurt everyone the one who loves you.
My mistake is that I love her and she knows it.
Some days ago we were talking when suddenly it sliped from my tongue and I told her that she is my priority. From that time she isn't even talking to me. She is not answering my text even though she knows it hurts me a lot. I hate being ignored. She knows that I can't unlove her.
Why are people like this??
Why do they don't think before speaking?
You never know how many times your words kept on repeating in someone's head.
Why do people hurt that much that a person cry infront of God because of them.

[pastel night]

@wintry rampart are you feeling a bit better now?

[thorny oyster]

ok

[wintry rampart]

mediocre

still, i'm in a small state of panic

[thorny oyster]

tomorrow is my exam (and can someone tell me why a suspense account is opened

[pastel night]

Where are you right now?

[wintry rampart]

finally walked out of that bathroom stall

and now eating

[pastel night]

Great!!!

[wintry rampart]

i must not tell my mtoher about this panic attack