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[gray jetty]

and i didnt eat for like 4 days

[old nymph]

interesting i will try that

[pearl wraith]

I drank grapefruit juice with it without realizing until it was too late.

[gray jetty]

i felt truly stellar though let me tell you

it was like the world was running at 500 fps

every detail id see it all

it was like opening your 3rd eye

[pearl wraith]

Really? When I OD'd, I thought everything was moving slower than I was

[old nymph]

i have a similar story of weird feeling of eating and drinking

it was ramadan i didnt sleep all night and morning and it was 5pm and i slept and woke up in next morning felt like my stomach off to brazil

[pearl wraith]

But let me tell you, band class was lit

[gray jetty]

like i had one 30mg pill and it was like my mind was sharpened to a razers edge

[pearl wraith]

I hit every single note on the fast section, on trombone.

Then I showed up to history class and I just could not sit still

[gray jetty]

i dropped a 90 to 10 game playing medic on BFV

it was so crazy like

[old nymph]

hey jack who is ur fav hide and seek champion

[gray jetty]

it was like the fog in my mind

was just gone

[old nymph]

mine is osama bin laden highest record 2001-2011

[gray jetty]

as if everything in my mind was just a clear blue sky and i could see and connect everything effortlessly

[gray jetty]

that crypto women who vanished off the face of the earth a few years ago

[polar lynx]

please do

[pearl wraith]

bro wants to watch

[polar lynx]

maybe

[pearl wraith]

pervert

[old nymph]

then take this! bonk

[gray jetty]

shit had me just thinking and solving problems like it was nothing

like man

[old nymph]

shit

[gray jetty]

if it stayed like that forever

[old nymph]

wait it is un censored finally

[gray jetty]

id probably solve world peace or something

sadly it did not last

[pearl wraith]

IS WOLF'S REIGN OF TYRANY OVER?

[simple sage]

platygetzkillz#1716 has been warned

Reason: Capital letters

[gray jetty]

now its a fairly mundane effect

[pearl wraith]

Nope. Never mind

[gray jetty]

id probably have to eat like 120mgs to get that effect

[pearl wraith]

petition to shorten Never mind to Nevermind

[gray jetty]

and id also probably die

stupid body adapting to drugs

stop it

wish i could just disable the function

allow every 30mgs pill to hit like that every day

its how i worked 16 hours in one day

i just had to finish i couldn't stop

[pearl wraith]

Btw, off topic, but is there anyone here who is fine with being turned into a Kerbal
I'm putting together a crew, and I need only 1 more astronaut.
I promise I will do my best to ensure your kerbal does not die a fiery yet spectacular death (unless otherwise requested)

[gray jetty]

my body was screaming in agony for me to stop but i had to continue

[neon vale]

https://tenor.com/view/lake-break-perspicacity-gif-18924867

[gray jetty]

name him jack

Jack Crackers

[pearl wraith]

just one more astronaut

[pearl wraith]

I was hoping you'd say that

Jack Crackers Kerman

[gray jetty]

might make my real name Jack Crackers idk

ive started to really like the name

the name Jack probably suits me

[pearl wraith]

I just looked at the mission roster

[gray jetty]

considering how mechanical i can be in person

[pearl wraith]

there's 12 men and only 1 woman

I've only been able to convince 1 female to join the crew

[gray jetty]

https://tenor.com/view/anime-blush-dizzy-shy-nervous-gekkan-shoujo-nozaki-kun-gif-15711893

this got me thinking about napalm and its got me all fired up about it

i was telling a mate about napalm last night

mans was truly fascinated i was so happy

[pearl wraith]

||the worst part is that they're a female by choice||

[gray jetty]

the fury of napalm rages eternal

[old nymph]

i sold that in black market

[lament zealot]

uh, I don't think that's physically possible

[pearl wraith]

Which means that there isn't going to be a single female on this ship.

[gray jetty]

napalm

[lament zealot]

damn the buyer getting ripped off fr fr

[pearl wraith]

Brothers, you know what that means.

[gray jetty]

you can just make napalm at home smh

just mix glue with gasoline

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/drooling-drool-patrick-gif-17235785

[pearl wraith]

The 1 female won't be an issue because they have the same view of "fun" as the rest of us

[lament zealot]

what are you talking about

[gray jetty]

my view of fun is kinda skued ive been told im a masochist

[pearl wraith]

Now imagine the last half, but with a few million dollars worth of equipment

[gray jetty]

so my work palce

[pearl wraith]

*millions of kerbal dollars, which probably translates to like 2 billion USD

[lament zealot]

@pearl wraith are you in the gayvy

[pearl wraith]

what?

[lament zealot]

the navy

[pearl wraith]

No I'm AF

[old nymph]

navy

[pearl wraith]

I'm not a floating furry

[old nymph]

space navy

[gray jetty]

im

a semi conductor

[old nymph]

Marine&Ranger pov:

[lament zealot]

ohhhh... you're one of those aeromorphs!

[gray jetty]

so

the fusion break through

gave me an idea

[pearl wraith]

wtf

[lament zealot]

fusion nukes?

please say fusion nukes

[gray jetty]

no brother

fusion rail guns

[lament zealot]

:OOO

[gray jetty]

you dont need capacitors or batteries

[pearl wraith]

I see them as beautiful machines, I may even call them sexy beasts at times, but that's never what I meant

[lament zealot]

fusion rail guns WITH nukes!!!

[pearl wraith]

wtf is wrong with people

[gray jetty]

since in the example it basically emitted all its energy instantly like a bomb

so instead plug that massive burst of energy into the rails

i dont think your gonna store 3.5 mega jealous of energy inside of some capacitors

[polar lynx]

i will

[old nymph]

btw mr jack how tall are you?

[gray jetty]

im very small

[pearl wraith]

Sorry jack, all the engineer slots have been filled up. You'll have to be a scientist

[old nymph]

idk sometimes i think your name is nut cracker

[gray jetty]

alright

[pearl wraith]

I'll put you in charge of computer systems and comms though

[old nymph]

how much?

[gray jetty]

5'6

god gave me bad luck

[old nymph]

i am a decade younger and taller

i am 1.80m mr jack

[gray jetty]

yah ik

trust me

[old nymph]

who told you

[gray jetty]

or sorry

i miss read

brain not working

[pearl wraith]

Also, how would you rate your courage/stupidity levels on a scale of 0-10
0 for stupidity being you know everything and as such you have anxiety over everything, 10 being you know nothing and as such fear nothing

[valid jay]

how much is that in cms

[gray jetty]

idk not a lot

[pearl wraith]

a 10 basically means that you're the only kerbal still smiling when the ship is about to crash

[gray jetty]

im about the average hight of most white girls

[gray jetty]

probably a 5

[old nymph]

well if its math or chemistry or some nerd shit i dont know if it is history or something else or a job experience i do

i am 14

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/kyoukai-no-kanata-nase-hiromi-ew-disgust-gif-11102640

[pearl wraith]

for both?

[gray jetty]

yah

[old nymph]

do not cancle mr jack

[gray jetty]

dont have to bully me about how small i am

im already ashamed trust me

[pearl wraith]

"I know history" "I am 14"

[old nymph]

height doesnt matter its the brains that do and muscles

[old nymph]

14 about height

[pearl wraith]

oh

[gray jetty]

mans thinks im a fossil

im only 19

[pearl wraith]

You're all short

[gray jetty]

but not for much longer

[old nymph]

i can remember stuff forever if it was important or funny or scary

[pearl wraith]

I'm 6' 0"

[gray jetty]

in 6 days

i turn 20

[lament zealot]

dudes in the bottom 14%

[pearl wraith]

I've already had a knee surgery because I got too tall too fast

[lament zealot]

damn I didn't know you were younger than me

[gray jetty]

another step closer to being able to reach my grand ambitions

[old nymph]

bandits call you old man then

[gray jetty]

aye

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/metal-gear-solid4-mgs4-solid-snake-old-snake-becoming-old-gif-24179307

stop being younger than me

[gray jetty]

i thought i was 14 like yesterday still

but no

it was 6 years ago

[pearl wraith]

182 cm

[gray jetty]

how i long for those days

[pearl wraith]

might make it to 185 if I'm lucky

[gray jetty]

as time goes on im starting to just watching even my best mate begin to sink into a deep depression and nothing ive been able to do is making him feel better

mans use to hit me up every day to play games

[pearl wraith]

[gray jetty]

i have to beg him to simply do anything with me now adays

[old nymph]

Life is bad if your not strong enough

[gray jetty]

not because he dislikes me but

he simply has no drive to do anything

[pearl wraith]

I've (kinda) overcome my depression

Or at least for now

[gray jetty]

the Adderall vaporized my depression

[old nymph]

I Dont care how much bad my life is i am strong always

[pearl wraith]

I understand from past experience that it's like waves in the ocean

there's a peak, and there's a trough

[gray jetty]

the man i use to be is not the man i am today

and thats all there is too it

[old nymph]

same i was the innocent kid who is pure as snow

[pearl wraith]

Currently, I think I'm in the clear water

[gray jetty]

i was just a shitty person

and i know i was

[simple sage]

Petruha#6472 has been warned

Reason: Bad word usage

[old nymph]

they banned shit now

wait what

[gray jetty]

the man i was

[pearl wraith]

I know, one day, the waves will return, and when that day is I do not know, but I am thankful for this period of calm.

[gray jetty]

and the things i did

make my skin crawl

[old nymph]

what happen to wolfcheer?

[pearl wraith]

I've got a pretty compelling reason to keep going

[gray jetty]

its the nightmare i have to carry with me forever unfortunately

[pearl wraith]

The past is the past, and it sadly cannot be changed. The only thing that we can change is the future, depending on what we do in the present

[old nymph]

guys i dont feel good my head is killing me see you i will be soon here man

[gray jetty]

like i fear ive just gone cold

my ex the fact of what id done and how much i missed her tore me apart inside for so long

until suddenly i just didn't care

https://tenor.com/view/shioshishio-muscle-sunglasses-eating-hot-gif-16794800

[pearl wraith]

I have many regrets, many things that may stay with me for the rest of my life, it's my greatest fear. That the apathy and carelessness of my past decisions will ruin me, that my journey is blocked before it could even begin.

[old nymph]

i am back from dead idk what happen

some controller tried to get me through a hole in wall

[old nymph]

thats what i find the most dumb thing to fall for

[pearl wraith]

But I know that I cannot change those mistakes, all I can do is learn from them, and do everything I can to prevent them from repeating

[old nymph]

there are millions of women shes not the only one or something like that

[gray jetty]

tbh idc that much anymore

like

[craggy crow]

this coversation is...

[gray jetty]

im married to my work if anything

i live to work

[pearl wraith]

There are millions of women, but that doesn't mean they're all good women

[old nymph]

do what you love fight for it die for it

[pearl wraith]

You must find the diamond in the rough

[gray jetty]

i might have to

[lament zealot]

haha now watch him self forever sleep

fr tho, he probably thinks he's a burden on you

[gray jetty]

idk what he really thinks

because would never tell me

like

i know he is really sad

but idk why

its not that his girl left him

shes still with him but

[lament zealot]

well if he's drifting away from you, he's probably doing so for a reason (whether explicit or not)

[pearl wraith]

I pray night and day that I have. She's perfect. We have the same interests, similar sense of humor, similar hobbies, and all the places where we contrast are in some way or another complimentary

[gray jetty]

mans is like a hollow shell

[gray jetty]

i just want a women who understands how awesome my beloved napalm is

its all i want man

🙏

[lament zealot]

ur friend sort of reminds me of myself, except with a pretty hugely different outcome

[old nymph]

man if i had one last dream it would be 24 hours in forest fishing near river cooking what i found drinking and cooking stake rain comes and i sleep hearing the drops so relaxing

[pearl wraith]

The woman of question sometimes drifts around this server, but I don't think she scans my message history, so I'll risk describing her

[old nymph]

i find rain the only relaxing thing

[lament zealot]

kind of like if some of my life events took me towards a completely different life trajectory

[gray jetty]

i was just stumbling around in the dark until i got my job at applied materials

it was at that moment i knew

what god put me here to do

[lament zealot]

cool ig

I just got a chill job recently and I'm in the training phase

[gray jetty]

ill live and breath semi conductors until i die

[lament zealot]

idk what to do after this tho

[gray jetty]

and if i gotta die to work in the semi industry so be it

[lament zealot]

I'll probably stay here for at least a year, more than likely a couple

[gray jetty]

Taiwan is ours

[lament zealot]

my main issue is that I don't see the point

this shizz doesn't give me a lot of fulfillment

[pearl wraith]

nvm I just read back everything I wrote, my goodness that's gushy

[gray jetty]

ive like programmed my self in some way i don't even understand to love working

[craggy crow]

same, drawing in a nice rainy weather by the window is relaxing

[old nymph]

when i saw big fail of t 90 i left dream of being a tanker

[gray jetty]

like the harder the challenge the more complex the job

[lament zealot]

the gig I landed pays okayish, but the work environment seems baller so I think I'll keep at it y'know

[gray jetty]

the more i want to do it

[tiny dew]

What are you good folks into?

[old nymph]

i like breathing the outside air with rain

[pearl wraith]

but yeah, if by some chance she's reading these at a future date, Good hunting, stalker.

[lament zealot]

not killing myself

[old nymph]

Re-Building twin towers

[gray jetty]

there are some tools at work that people simply hate

[pearl wraith]

Only she will truly understand that one.

[tiny dew]

Context?

[craggy crow]

deep stuff

[gray jetty]

but those are the ones i love the most

[lament zealot]

no context, I just am not into killing myself

if I was into it I probably wouldn't be talking rn 🤔

[pearl wraith]

the girl I like also saved my life, in a way

[gray jetty]

i could never kill my self

i have too much to lose

id never be able to go to work again

and id have no way to make sure my collection was looked after

[lament zealot]

I can't kill myself because I don't know what the best way to go out would be

[pearl wraith]

I was going through some dark times, I didn't know who I was or what my future could be, and apparently two of my friends thought the same, because they gave up.

[lament zealot]

dam

[gray jetty]

in recent months a bunch of people i knew from high school died

[pearl wraith]

That only served to plunge my mind deeper into darkness

I felt like none of my friends really cared

[gray jetty]

one of my mates just messaged me and was like another homie died

[pearl wraith]

Not even my girlfriend at the time asked if I was ok

[gray jetty]

it was a guy i actually vibed with he was a really g ood mate

[lament zealot]

well did they in the end? even now it doesn't seem like mine did

[gray jetty]

he died in a car crash

[pearl wraith]

But then, this girl came and sent me a text

[lament zealot]

I had a dude, some random friend of a friend I played a game with a long time ago, was digging around my friends list and it turned out he offed himself

[pearl wraith]

we were probably friends for like maybe a year before this happened, known each other for 3

[craggy crow]

i relate on this, but with my bestfriend

[tiny dew]

I considered commiting "Lost to the Zone" at some point till I realised if I do it, I'll lose a battle

Who wants to be on the losing team...

[pearl wraith]

I was drowning, and she reached out her hand and grabbed me

[gray jetty]

i simply love being alive too much to die for no reason

[lament zealot]

battle? nobody cares about your battles because it doesn't affect them (unless they personally know you ofc)

[gray jetty]

but ive been down bad

heck in the last year

i came damn close

[pearl wraith]

Like, I know now that my friends care. They always did care

[gray jetty]

nearly just threw my self off the roof of a building

[pearl wraith]

But her, she showed me that she cared.

[lament zealot]

damb wish I could say the same

[craggy crow]

I was in a tough road and completely given up on finding new people and my passion for art disappeared

[lament zealot]

it's worse when you find out your friends didn't care about you the way you cared about them

[pearl wraith]

Then she asked me out to the Valentines dance, but I had to deny her because I thought I was going with my girlfriend at the time

[tiny dew]

Do you live cause of the people, for anyone to care?

[gray jetty]

whats hurting me the most is of the mates from highschool the only one who ever was really my friend is the one whos down hella bad atm and

idk how to help him

[lament zealot]

what?

[gray jetty]

nothing i do seems to help

[lament zealot]

what does this mean? depression? or horniness

[pearl wraith]

She was having difficult times with her bf of the time

[old nymph]

@gray jetty i didnt find anyone better in this what are some Shooter games 'ww2-modern warfare era games' that you find good for my pc? and no diffrence multiplayer or singleplayer

[pearl wraith]

Man, how I wish I had never said what I said

[gray jetty]

i really like BFV

[lament zealot]

because "down bad" is a popular term to describe someone who falls for others too hard

[tiny dew]

You said "Nobody cares for your battles". Should someone do so you have reason to live?

[gray jetty]

depressed

hella from the looks of it

[pearl wraith]

I wish I hadn't turned her down

[gray jetty]

mans just wont even get on to game with his girl or the homies anymore

[tiny dew]

What sorta logic you have Quartz

[pearl wraith]

So for the past year I've been trying to make it up to her

[lament zealot]

I mean someone showing that they understand you is always good

[gray jetty]

im not sure he even gets out of bed most days

[lament zealot]

people don't care about you because they don't know you

[pearl wraith]

she was there when I needed her most, and I've vowed to be there to talk any time she needs me to

[lament zealot]

I can ask my irl contacts "what do you think about krezzin" and they would all say "wtf is that"

[tiny dew]

Well find someone that does care for you then

[lament zealot]

very noice 👌

[lament zealot]

I did, but I don't know if I deserve her

[pearl wraith]

and, from carrying out that vow, I realized that I actually liked her as more than just a best friend

[gray jetty]

idk how many people around me actually care about me outside my family

i feel like i come off as extremely mechanical

[tiny dew]

Your IRL contacts are rare faggots then

[gray jetty]

especially when im working

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/kekw-kek-bttv-twitch-emote-gif-15123134

lmao

[gray jetty]

like people tell me things and often times i dont even stop to process that what ever they said is a joke

[pearl wraith]

idk if you guys are religious or not, idc either, but I am. I am also a firm believer in prayer.
After something works a thousand times, you tend to stop believing it's a coincidence
But I said a prayer asking if I should go with her, or with my previous gf

[gray jetty]

not because i didn't see the joke or know it was one

but i just feel compelled to reply literally

[pearl wraith]

A few days later I asked the gf, and I found out that apparently while we were still dating, she was dating my friend.

[lament zealot]

as you probably already know, I'm not
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PlzbFxYy08c

[craggy crow]

ouch...

[pearl wraith]

I don't think the friend knew, but idc, because it was an answer to my prayer

[tiny dew]

Tell em that, quote me if you will

Tell em to drop me a message so I can... school them sum things

[pearl wraith]

and I can say, without a doubt, I like her more than I do any other girl I've liked

[gray jetty]

ive just fallen in love with my work

to an extreme maybe unhealthy degree

[tiny dew]

Kekw

[gray jetty]

id probably work my self to death with out even noticing

[tiny dew]

Workaholic...

[lament zealot]

have you ever had that nagging thought, "will you love her more than any other girl you will ever like"

[gray jetty]

some days ill just get to a point where no matter how much pain im in

i have to keep going

i have to finish

even if my body is screaming for me to stop

i can't

[tiny dew]

Becoming a workaholic means being abused to death

[lament zealot]

ideal human worker

[pearl wraith]

my ex was calm, caring, nice, she had an aura around her that just filled you with the spirit
I let that spirit guide me like a beacon through the beginning of my depression. I set her in my sights, saying "If you want her, you must be worthy of her"

[gray jetty]

ill live and breath semi conductors until the day i die

[lament zealot]

@gray jetty you ever wonder if people like yourself have been subtly encouraged to be bred by corporations

[pearl wraith]

but what if that was just preparation?

[gray jetty]

maybe

but

[pearl wraith]

What if she was placed in the story of my life so that I could learn and establish proper standards for myself to live by?

[gray jetty]

id rather love doing something

then be bored to death doing nothing

[lament zealot]

in terms of corporate culture, workplace environments, advertisements and school all encouraging people to act in a certain way, have kids with people who act a certain way, raise kids to act a certain way

[lament zealot]

fair, but ig its all about finding "that thing"

[tiny dew]

WhAT IN THE LIVING HECK. Spectacular revelations by certain people tonight!

History being made

[pearl wraith]

But, through thinking about it, I don't want calm all my life. Every since I was a lad I've wanted adventure, and it's never changed

I want excitement. I want fun.

[gray jetty]

i had no idea what i wanted to do in this world until suddenly

i knew

i had a moment where

[lament zealot]

I sort of want to open an arcade someday

[gray jetty]

it all just snapped together right before me

[lament zealot]

I'd need to save up money first though

[craggy crow]

I believe that not all people will stay in your life, you have to make the best out of it and cherish them until the end, because they wont be always there...

[gray jetty]

probably 4 months into my job

ish

i had a moment where

[lament zealot]

because I really like claw machines (over almost all other arcade games) but the ones in the US all suck

[gray jetty]

i realized that i loved this

i loved it more then id ever loved anything in this world

[lament zealot]

US claw machines are so pathetically weak, you're not even given a good chance to win, since the claws are so friggin weak

[tiny dew]

2023... Another year down in the calendar... Change of number.

[lament zealot]

I hope it arrives soon

[gray jetty]

id rather just get vaporized

id have nothing left to live for even if i lived

[lament zealot]

well there's a good chance you won't

so instead of starving to death like a noob, prepare

[pearl wraith]

you didn't know?

[tiny dew]

Nuke the most nuke-quested continent and restart life

[lament zealot]

I did know, but I dislike it

[pearl wraith]

the hydraulics are designed to give on the ascent

[lament zealot]

yeah its cringe

[gray jetty]

maybe ill just find im able to apply this same psychotic love to something more fitting to the end of the world

hard to imagine

there wont be any more semi conductors

[lament zealot]

once you've visited one of these arcade machines, you will never be the same

[pearl wraith]

I live halfway in between Area 52 and a major airbase/army installment, that may or may not be more than just an airbase/installment

[lament zealot]

not for a while, but your knowledge would be invaluable to the new elites when society rebuilds

you've basically got a golden ticket for those who have an eye for high end tech

[gray jetty]

My body and my blood are siliocn

[pearl wraith]

But from what I know and can't tell about the nature of these facilities, that puts me on the outer rings of a bullseye

[lament zealot]

I knew it, the nevada alien orgy pits are real

[pearl wraith]

Utah, actually

[gray jetty]

but idk

ill probably end up in Taiwan

fighting that war before i die

[lament zealot]

👀 UTAH alien orgy pits

[pearl wraith]

that's why yall never found anything

[tiny dew]

Area 52? What happened to Area 51?!

[gray jetty]

ill take every commie to hell with me

[pearl wraith]

'51 was just a more famous decoy.

[old nymph]

only bfv maaan

[tiny dew]

Aliens took control over A51, boys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[old nymph]

do i look like i dont play it

[lament zealot]

@gray jetty if you only care about silicon semiconductors and not the taiwanese people, you should be advocating for a peaceful surrender of taiwan

[pearl wraith]

Nobody knows because the government is using mormons as a deterrent

[gray jetty]

cus if i die and we lose i have nothing left when i come home

it only matters if i win

[lament zealot]

a peaceful taiwanese surrender would be the least destructive on the semiconductor industry

[gray jetty]

yes and no

[pearl wraith]

we'd be buying everything from china

[lament zealot]

if war erupts, you can guarantee at least one of the factories will get partially destroyed

[gray jetty]

because if Taiwan surrenders the united states will declare war

[tiny dew]

What up with involvement of Taiwan in an eventual war?

Trying to ruin Jack's life kinda joke?

[gray jetty]

Its not about Taiwan its about whats in Taiwan

[lament zealot]

its not about Taiwanese independence.... it's about... the semiconductors

[gray jetty]

Taiwan contains TSMC the largest producer of semi conductors in the world

[gray jetty]

that is what its about

and its why the us will fight tooth and nail to make sure china cant have it

[lament zealot]

I think it would be pretty funny if Taiwan sold itself to America

haha you're a master debater

(masterbaiter)

[gray jetty]

im gonna become electromechanical engineer

so applied materials will pay me more moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

[lament zealot]

I need to make my own company

so then I can get lots of money

[gray jetty]

alright lets start a company

[tiny dew]

Jack wants to say, he'll become Elon Tusk 2

[lament zealot]

to make rifle-sized nukes in my backyard

[gray jetty]

what we making

[tiny dew]

Piss off, Jack, not everyone needs money over happiness 😄

[gray jetty]

i just need my work

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/simpsons-money-peanuts-explain-how-homer-gif-15536016

[gray jetty]

if china is gonna start a war and take it away from me

[lament zealot]

listen jack

[gray jetty]

ill just have to make sure we win

[tiny dew]

You need Anti-semiconductorism Treatment

[lament zealot]

we need to make a new superweapon

in modded minecraft

[gray jetty]

alright i got a few ideas for those

[lament zealot]

then we take this new superweapon to the communist's faction base and USE it

[gray jetty]

using fusion fuel pellets to make rail guns that would make even the us afraid

[lament zealot]

of course we can't be developing this kind of superweapon in minecraft without adequate funding

so we get a rival faction to bankroll us so we can work full time into developing the blocky-base-buster-9000

[tiny dew]

We need only one weapon

Gauss Rifle BFG Edition

[lament zealot]

jaaaaaaaaaackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

[gray jetty]

what

[tiny dew]

of all trades, master of none

[lament zealot]

how much money would it take to send up our own jury-rigged tungsten rod satellite system into outer space

[gray jetty]

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

many millions of dollars

[lament zealot]

I think we can mitigate most of the cost by floating it up using hot air balloons first

[gray jetty]

problem is

[lament zealot]

or ig helium balloons (or another similar item)

[gray jetty]

it wont have high enough impact force

[lament zealot]

oh no, we put rockets on it too

[gray jetty]

let alone actually moving a tungsten rod that big like

[lament zealot]

the balloon is to assist with the launch, then we launch it into space on the final mile with rockets

[gray jetty]

tungsten is insanely expensive

[lament zealot]

ok ok ok

does it NEED to be rods though? can't we just use bowling balls?

tungsten bowling balls

[gray jetty]

like we have tungsten screws at work that weigh like 50 grams each one is 50 bux

[lament zealot]

dude think about it, grapeshot from the SKY

[gray jetty]

that would weigh like 250 pounds easy

like

[lament zealot]

hmmmm maybe its not viable

[gray jetty]

i think

what we could do

that might be helpful

[lament zealot]

send chemicals up and mix it in space, making it rain explosives

[gray jetty]

build surface to orbit cargo cannons

[lament zealot]

hmm, possibly yes

like the nuke-launched manhole lid thing

except not as powerful

[gray jetty]

yes and no

we would use rail guns

really really big

[lament zealot]

it would be "easier" to build because we'd just be digging into the ground

[gray jetty]

rail guns

[lament zealot]

hmm yes

[gray jetty]

then the price to launch stuff is FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[lament zealot]

shut up jack

[gray jetty]

ok

[lament zealot]

this is america

we gotta make money off of this

[gray jetty]

its free for us

[lament zealot]

facts

[gray jetty]

i didn't say this was free for anyone else

[lament zealot]

u rite

but it would cost lots of moneys to build it in the first place

[gray jetty]

it would

it would be the first of its kind

such a device has never been designed

[lament zealot]

I mean

[gray jetty]

so its far more complex then just cannon go boom hehe

[lament zealot]

didn't the nazis have that one gigantic bunker cannon that was aimed at a city or something

[gray jetty]

cus if you tried to just shoot something into space with enough force to exist the atmosphere it would just be vaporized

yes they did

[lament zealot]

NOT this, but similar

[gray jetty]

it was suppose to bomb london

yes

coast cannons

that were gonna assists in the invasion of the uk

[lament zealot]

they should have succeeded

imagine: no london

[gray jetty]

yah maybe the scots would finally finish what they started

[lament zealot]

yes

[gray jetty]

and do what they should have done many years ago

[lament zealot]

ww2 should have ended in 194..6

[gray jetty]

scotland lays claim to the uk and all its colonies

[lament zealot]

would the IRA have happened if london got annihilated in the 40s

[gray jetty]

probably not

irish and scots got along

we both have one thing in common

we hate the british

@lament zealot its an exciting time though for the first time in over 300 years Scotland might actually become independent

but anyway

back to cannons

[old nymph]

SCOTLAND FOREVEEEEEER!

[simple sage]

Petruha#6472 has been warned

Reason: Capital letters

[gray jetty]

🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[lament zealot]

ok ok how about this

drones, hundreds, no, thousands of em

SUPER speedy, super small

[gray jetty]

ok

[lament zealot]

loaded with big boom boom

also very long range

aint no way AA defenses can stop that

especially at low altitudes

[gray jetty]

we gonna team up like in the 14th century

[lament zealot]

I know they're developing tech for it but I feel like it isn't fleshed out enough to prevent an all out swarm

[gray jetty]

i just hope if they shoot nukes it turns out all of them dont work

cus they might not realistically

they have never been tested

most of them

so they could jsut not go off

lol

[lament zealot]

"oops"

[gray jetty]

yah

then we can just have a regular war

idk im sure i wont live to be 35

[lament zealot]

"The nukes just hit our major cities!! Our anti-nuke defenses aren't working! They're useless! God save us all!"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBE9EQ7gXKI

[gray jetty]

im very skeptical

im sure ill be vaporized by then

[lament zealot]

shut up about that

[gray jetty]

which is fine i guess

[lament zealot]

"I'll die instantly" is such a cringe mentality

[gray jetty]

i mean i will

[lament zealot]

because I honestly think that most people WON'T be instantly fried

[gray jetty]

i live right next to a primary nuclear target

[lament zealot]

hiroshima

[gray jetty]

idk chief

if they use them

there gonna use the 500 mega ton bombs for sure

[lament zealot]

I doubt they would use a yield big enough to OBLITERATE everything, just enough to IRRADIATE everything

you'll still die, just not instantly

[gray jetty]

like

i dont wanna die like that

i really do wanna keep on living but

[lament zealot]

yeah so at the very least be packing a gun lol

[gray jetty]

idk its just kinda starting to look more and more bleak all the time

[lament zealot]

nukes would be a definite mood lifter

[gray jetty]

i think its realistically some what unlikely anyone would actually use them

but yah never know

they let people with brain rot run countries these days

need i remind you

[pearl wraith]

back, what are we talking about now?

[gray jetty]

thats the head of the department of energy

i hope so

at least i can know this pure autism was probably engineered by someone

[pearl wraith]

never mind I decided I don't want to be here anymore

[lament zealot]

nah

I think that nukes can be used once without nuclear war

people are too afraid of nuclear war, most leaders would HEAVILY reconsider firing back with nukes

[gray jetty]

would depend on who

fired the nuke

and at who

[lament zealot]

although they will most certainly fire back with multiple ICBMs

[pearl wraith]

nukes have been used for non-war purposes ever since they were first made

[lament zealot]

I think it would be funny to fire a nuke at north korea, just to see what would happen

[gray jetty]

like if russia or usa is involved welp its game over gentleman

[pearl wraith]

russia put out a 1,000 day fire with one

[pearl wraith]

Like we haven't had a war that's nosedived into nuclear annihilation before.

[gray jetty]

maybe

been having pretty good luck recently

so who knows maybe i get hit by a car next to compensate

[lament zealot]

then again the only war that used nukes was when we first developed them

[pearl wraith]

the best way to counter nihilism: a gun

[pearl wraith]

and have they been used since?

[gray jetty]

it just makes me so angry when we blatantly go out of our where to bring the world closer to nuclear destruction

like

please

just stop

[lament zealot]

true but the nihilist could just as equally pull a gun on YOU

[lament zealot]

no

[gray jetty]

what ever spec of shit your trying to kill every human on earth over wont matter

when were all dead

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/gigachad-chad-gif-20773266

[pearl wraith]

but why would he do that? If he knows life doesn't matter, why would he try to defend his own?

[lament zealot]

everyone dies anyways, arguably anyone's (everyone's) life doesn't matter

[lament zealot]

hedonism

[gray jetty]

true

[lament zealot]

I say drop the nukes for the funnies

[pearl wraith]

it's like communists when you give them an annual salary and a full plate of food. Suddenly, capitalism sounds better.

[gray jetty]

like idk

[lament zealot]

oh speaking of redistribution of wealth

[gray jetty]

if the bombs come

and i live some how

i guess

[lament zealot]

I had a beggar approach me today at a parking lot

[gray jetty]

ill run out of pills before too long

[lament zealot]

I didn't understand what she was muttering about except that she asked for me to spare her a few bucks

[pearl wraith]

if I get bombed and live, I'm gonna be one angry hornet

[lament zealot]

I hit her with the "what" and gave her a small handful of random coins from my car

[gray jetty]

then with out them

[pearl wraith]

and I'm gonna let the employers at Lockheed Martin know

[gray jetty]

idk i guess ill not be able to contain my own mind for lack of better way to explain

[lament zealot]

to kill others

[pearl wraith]

it's for a reason

[gray jetty]

so man could conquer the universe

[pearl wraith]

God sends his greatest troops in times of greatest need

but the main point is this: does it really matter why we're here, now?

[gray jetty]

not really

[pearl wraith]

Yeah, life sucks more than it used to. But we can't do anything about that.

[gray jetty]

all that matters is you had fun

while you were here

[pearl wraith]

It's not up to us, when we're born.

What IS up to us is what we use our life for

are we going to build up and encourage our fellow man to achieve, or at very least strive to achieve greater heights?

[gray jetty]

thats the plan stan

i gotta spread the word so as many people know the true power of napalm before i die

[pearl wraith]

or are we going to be comparable unto the spider, spreading it's damning webs of lies and deceit, capturing people in hopelessness and killing them with the venom of apathy

and I argue that if you're going to use your life to spread words of negativity instead of encouragement, you're one of them.

[tiny dew]

Eat. Shit. Rave. Repeat

[gray jetty]

anyway existential dread is kinda a sad topic for a Friday night

why dont we

talk about something a little less sad

[tiny dew]

@old nymph Yes, we talk Petruha.

[pearl wraith]

Are there any Solar or Wind fans in the chat?

[gray jetty]

we got a wind turbine at wor k

massive one

[pearl wraith]

so you're spreading useless information.

[gray jetty]

blah blah blah

[pearl wraith]

you're not wrong, I don't pay taxes

[gray jetty]

who cares

moving on

[pearl wraith]

Might be because I'm not 18

[gray jetty]

life sucks then you die we know

so lets stop dragging on about it

[pearl wraith]

good for you, so are we.

[lament zealot]

I joked about what if some gigantic alien comes to earth and then sprays human-killer on the planet because we're considered pests

[lament zealot]

yes! nuke the planet today!

[pearl wraith]

Meatloaf, salad, and rice.

[gray jetty]

wont have long to complain about it so what ever

[lament zealot]

remember friends, you don't care about saving earth, you care about saving yourself

[gray jetty]

but personally id like to do something with my life before then

[lament zealot]

the earth will still be here even after nuclear annihilation

[pearl wraith]

Is there anyone watching in chat that's starkly anti-nuclear when it comes to energy sources?

[gray jetty]

im not ready to die yet

i dont have a family

or a women in my life

[lament zealot]

unfortunately for you, life & nobody else cares if you're ready

[gray jetty]

much left for life to offer

[lament zealot]

death just happens, sometimes quicker, sometimes slower

[pearl wraith]

why not have move on from existential dread by having a civilized debate over something relevant and something fixable

[gray jetty]

you never know whats gonna get yah

so why worry about it

[lament zealot]

that's something I think about sometimes. the chances of dying before seeing retirement (I think it was about 20% of people die at/before 65)

[pearl wraith]

before I die, I just want to have a family

[gray jetty]

before i die

i want to declare my collection the largest collection of pc hardware in the world

[pearl wraith]

I want to leave my mark on this earth, and I want it to be more significant and meaningful than just blueprints of planes and rockets and such

[lament zealot]

you can always declare it, regardless of if its true or not

[gray jetty]

i can not

it can only be declared when its true

[lament zealot]

you'll leave a mark alright

[gray jetty]

[chrome blaze]

the remnants of me and my pet horned demon after a nuke wipes us both out

[gray jetty]

alright fr fr fr

lets talk about something else

[pearl wraith]

https://tenor.com/view/evil-troll-troll-troll-face-trollpilled-trolled-gif-24424444

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/rock-one-eyebrow-raised-rock-staring-the-rock-gif-22113367

lets talk about "wiccans" and how dumb witchcraft is

[gray jetty]

all the doom and gloom is brining down the mood

2024

probably

[lament zealot]

2055

[gray jetty]

i met a real girl like this once

[lament zealot]

man I wish these instagram "witches" would discover alcohol

[gray jetty]

she was super hot too so it was a real shame

i started talking to her

[lament zealot]

imagine if they spent all of their energy making cocktails

they could come out with some banger drink mixes

[gray jetty]

and she was like i hope you know your flirting with a witch

it was at that moment i knew

this was a dead end

[lament zealot]

you're*

[rough quartz]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-speech-bubble-gif-25026388

[lament zealot]

https://tenor.com/view/stewie-griffin-say-what-say-what-gif-gif-25760019

[rough quartz]

[lament zealot]

skinwalkers are lame

and unreal

bro they be tweakin on all sortsa stuff

[gray jetty]

if thhere real

can someone make me a magic compass

[lament zealot]

its really not hard to kill deez skinwalkers n wendigos n stuff

people are just as stupid as horror movie characters

[gray jetty]

im telling yah

where do i need to go

[lament zealot]

you don't have to go outside to kill these walker-goes

[gray jetty]

to get a magic compass

cus i totally need one of those

[lament zealot]

you just gotta wait for it to enter the house then boom, shotgun time

doorways & windows make excellent chokepoints

[lament zealot]

be very careful what you wish for, you may get a cum-piss instead

[gray jetty]

i need a way to hunt down the military warehouses that contain the hardware im looking for

i know its out there

no chance it was thrown away

[pearl wraith]

I'm a utahn, skinwalkers are real

[lament zealot]

das illegal more than likely

[gray jetty]

they wont even notice its gone

cus what im looking for are computers

[pearl wraith]

Area 51

now let's see if you've been paying attention

[gray jetty]

im looking for these

[lament zealot]

@gray jetty visit weird 3rd world forums

[lament zealot]

3rd worlders have stockpiles of weird old stuff

[gray jetty]

they were built and sold as military simulation devices

[lament zealot]

just gotta get in touch with em

[gray jetty]

yo what

fr

[lament zealot]

I mean more than likely yeah

[gray jetty]

id pay like 2k dollars on the spot for either of the box i just posted

[lethal ferry]

wat

[lament zealot]

unless the gear was made in a lab with very limited production numbers

in a lab in the US

[gray jetty]

it was sold for military simulation

[pearl wraith]

by the way, have I told you guys about the person who was doing the dirty to the bible in a Utahn forest and rode the electric lightning as a consequence

[gray jetty]

that was its main purpose

[lament zealot]

then I doubt you will find them outside of the US

[gray jetty]

no

you wouldn't

very VERY few ever left the us

[lament zealot]

hmm

[gray jetty]

but the eye on that box

the qd3d eye

the box on the top contains this

8 way sli

this is whats inside the box on the bottom

it does 16 way sli

im sure

soon as i got a magic compass ill believe it

[lament zealot]

extremely sussy but
https://www.dhgate.com/product/100-tested-work-perfect-for-quantum3d-aalchemy/547172261.html?f=bm|GMC|{ifdyn:dyn}{ifpla:pla}{ifdbm:DBM}|{campaignid}|{adgroupid}|547172261|{targetid}|007003004|US|wan88888|{device}|2|&utm_source={ifdyn:dyn}{ifpla:pla}{ifdbm:DBM}&utm_medium=GMC&utm_campaign=wan88888&utm_term=547172261

[gray jetty]

yah i saw this

its

the full thing too

dual cards

[pearl wraith]

wanna know what else is real?

[gray jetty]

for 16 way

[pearl wraith]

Wendigos

[gray jetty]

wanna know what i wish was still real

[gray jetty]

3dfx

[pearl wraith]

Wanna know what else is real?

Santa

[gray jetty]

im very tempted to have my strange god fitted with vsa 320s

it would cost more money then i wanna think about

but

i could do it

like

im thinking that

due to the heavily upgraded pcb design of strange god

compared to regular 3dfx cards

the clock speed limit could be insane

like 300mhz plus

when you got vsa-100s running at 300mhz its when realty starts to crumble to pieces

man was never meant to hold napalm that powerful

napalm was never meant to scream like that it was never thought possible but maybe it can now be possible

the world record is 250mhz in dual chip config

so getting 250 even in a quad chip config

would just vaporize every world record currently in existence

[chrome blaze]

is this even english anymore

[rough quartz]

https://tenor.com/view/hollow-death-elden-ring-ohhhh-60fps-gif-19982828

[gray jetty]

yes it is

your just not enlightened enough to understand the power of napalm

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/314540963315843072/867528281113100318/3dfx-Werbung-Eng-online-video-cu.gif

[pearl wraith]

thermite-laced napalm

[gray jetty]

3dfx napalm

[pearl wraith]

https://tenor.com/view/disappointed-eager-excited-gif-14289195

[neon vale]

holy shit that was a good series

pilkey has and will be one of the best childrens book authors

[cyan canopy]

Omg jerma985 hiiiiii x3

My brother in Christ you have Freedomer role

[valid jay]

wow what a small price for 580

worth it

[neon vale]

you are one to talk bruh

[valid jay]

what

terry davis

[neon vale]

what a tone shift

went from posting anime gifs to calling out other people

[valid jay]

https://tenor.com/view/deus-ex-deus-ex-jc-shame-gif-26245854

[neon vale]

or correction

a man who listens to 'lolicore' calling out others for being weebs

is a better way of saying it

[gray jetty]

any you lads from the eastern block

i need you to look for something for me

[neon vale]

do not contest a man who has a screenshot taker on his taskbar

[cyan canopy]

https://tenor.com/view/jerma-stare-gif-25080910

[neon vale]

https://tenor.com/view/jerma-jerma985-window-thrown-irish-gif-22777468

[gray jetty]

any you mates

ever had a bacon grill cheese

they fricken slap

[neon vale]

i dont like bacon

[gray jetty]

bruh how

[neon vale]

taste is ok

texture sucks

i prefer my carcinogens from safrole root beer

[gray jetty]

lol

[neon vale]

that is still such a funny revelation to me

[gray jetty]

i think im gonna make an effort to get to bed on time

[neon vale]

that root beer is artificially flavored
because if it were traditional it could contain carcinogens

[gray jetty]

im running on fumes at this point

ah sick

[neon vale]

some of the best root beer ive had is sprechers

tastes different from mug and a&w

[lament zealot]

sprechers is good

have sprechers fans given themselves a name yet

Mug Maniacs, Barqbarians, A&W Avengers

[pearl wraith]

I am going to mug you

[lament zealot]

hehe

[neon vale]

youve had it?

i thought it was mostly sold in wisconsin

[valid jay]

americans...

[lament zealot]

might be more common up there, but anywhere that has a decent selection of drinks will have sprechers

[neon vale]

nice

[lament zealot]

Virgil's is pretty good

[neon vale]

wisconsin has a certain selection of brands that will get you recognized as someone from the state

[lament zealot]

OH SNAP

I forgot

[neon vale]

like korbel brandy

[rough quartz]

@valid jay Nice new pfp

[valid jay]

thanks thumb

[neon vale]

ill try it if i see it

[valid jay]

well akchyually

it's a bit more nuanced

[neon vale]

its very common

sold in supermarkets and now kwik trips have started selling them

[lament zealot]

mmmyhmnmnm beer

[neon vale]

there are certain brands i wonder if they are spread out to other states

like culvers or kwik trip

kwik trip is fairly local huh

outdated map though 😔

[neon vale]

stop-n-go is nothing but dust now

[lament zealot]

bro culvers is spread out a ton

I want me a Tom's down here

[neon vale]

what state are you

[lament zealot]

missouri

[neon vale]

damn

still pretty close though

it is midwest

it is nice to have some things to have pride over in my state at least

it may not be remembered, but at least we can refer to chicago tourists as Fibs/Fips and nobody bats an eye

[void kelp]

Haven't had Culvers in a very long time

[neon vale]

one time i tried making a butterburger of my own

it did NOT go well

[void kelp]

its just lightly buttering the bun

[neon vale]

i should have buttered the pan instead

all i tasted was butter

[cinder crag]

culvers sucks ass over here

[void kelp]

i have seen some gnarly butter b urgers in wisconsin

[pearl wraith]

I've been to culvers once

[cinder crag]

i think its just here though i've had it elsewhere

[pearl wraith]

it was pretty good, but I didn't get to enjoy it

we were on a youth campout. We were supposed to be cooking dinner over a fire, not eating fast food

[neon vale]

is the concrete a culvers thing
or do other resturants have them

[pearl wraith]

we got the wussy leaders

[cinder crag]

dairy queen too i believe

[void kelp]

used to go to wisconsin a lot as a kid but live in Maine now but used to like the custard for sure

blizzards at dq

[cinder crag]

nvm

[void kelp]

same concept

[neon vale]

maine is one of the states i would move to if i were pushed out of wisconsin

heard there is lots of trees and fish

[void kelp]

yeah they kind of remind me of each other some

yes lots of trees if not the most trees I think in the us

ofc its all new growth because we ruined everything but some nice spots

[neon vale]

are fish frys common in other states

out here in rural wisconsin, every bar will sell fish on fridays

[void kelp]

we don't call them that but yeah haddock is like wisconsin perch

yeah used to go them as a kid

there's not like a day or whatever like wisconsin for fish fries but lots of fish eating anyway

The only good food here is fish other than a handful of not american food joints..

[neon vale]

@cinder crag yall have anything like that in arizona

[neon vale]

most food you get here is barfood

unless you go to city or smth

[void kelp]

yeah same but at least you have like bigger cities (i.e. not just white people scared of spice) so you get that overflow

The food here can be good but by far the least variety in the country and I've lived everywhere

[neon vale]

i live in the middle of nowhere and still live 5 miles away from 4 different bars

[void kelp]

typical wisconsin

[neon vale]

lots of mexican places here

there is a lot in madison alone

[void kelp]

yeah thats what I mean maine doesn't have that, a pho spot in bangor near where I live but just bootleg Mexican joints

[neon vale]

thats a shame, mexican food is by far my favorite

[void kelp]

no taquerias, its also the whitest state so yeah food is kind of weak here but whatever I cook a lot

yeah mexican street food is some of the best food in the world

From Chicago and lived in Cali - both places have amazing Mexican food

[neon vale]

not many asian food ive noticed
at least not out of the city

there might be more in madison or milwaukee

[void kelp]

I would assume there's at least a couple pho joints and thai spots

Probably more Milwaukee is like a real city and madison has many hipster foodie vibes

[neon vale]

i usually refuse to go to milwaukee

something about that city

[void kelp]

I kind of like it, midwest af

[neon vale]

never feel safe in it

[void kelp]

eh im sure it's fine

[neon vale]

wisconsin is a very racist state ive heard

for midwest standards

a town i live nearby had multiple kkk chapters in it so i think that claim holds up

[simple sage]

acister#6048 has been warned

Reason: Bad word usage

[void kelp]

damn wolf cant swear about racists, anyways yes wisconsin is pretty racist even as far as the US goes but comes with the territory in rural area in this stupid country

Milwaukee is probably a little chiller because it's not just white rural people but yeah

[neon vale]

i forgot where i read it, but i remember reading a thing about milwaukee being one of the most segregated and redlined cities in all of america

[void kelp]

Yeah I mean the midwest is kinda effed, Chicago is hella segregated and STL

[neon vale]

we get snow so sporadically

you would think wisconsin would consistantly get snow

but its only now gone below freezing

[void kelp]

Didn't it used to? I always remember hella snow there as a kid

[neon vale]

just in time for a massive blizzard to snow buckets now though

[neon vale]

the old timers i talk to always say that they used to get feet of snow as late as april

i also always remembered it having consistant snow

[void kelp]

Yeah things are getting stupid, we haven't had snow yet really and Maine is also a very snow state