#general-chat

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sage sluice
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Been almost 15 minutes btw

worn wave
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Assuming it has TAA, quality upscaling is probably about as good + you get extra frames

sage sluice
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"Now compiling shaders to optimize pc performance."

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"To optimize pc performance"

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"Optimize"

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"Performance"

worn wave
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Shader comp is normal, 15 minutes isn't lol

sage sluice
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Ive never had a game take this long

dusk knot
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15 mins....

sage sluice
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Shoot even stalker 2 took like a minute

rancid juniper
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Unfortunately not, there was no ray tracing with the first play test and we know how bad the performance went

dusk knot
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the last game that had terrible load times was jedi survivor

rancid juniper
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Yea this game has the longest shader comp I've ever seen, probably longer than the last of us/uncharted 4

dusk knot
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smh

sage sluice
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This is gonna be a 20+ minute load time

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Thats

rancid juniper
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Bro I'm seeing around 45fps on Native

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😭

sage sluice
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How is that even possible

sage sluice
rancid juniper
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At native

sage sluice
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This is pc gaming as jenson intended

rancid juniper
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5fps gaming

sage sluice
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Holy

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Cyperpunk at least gets like 20-25 native for me on pathtracing

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5 is absurd

rancid juniper
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Test it on your GPU @dusk knot

sage sluice
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And i guarantee the graphics dont make up for it

dusk knot
rancid juniper
sage sluice
sage sluice
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Btw btw

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The first thing it asks for is frame generation

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Isnt that promising

rancid juniper
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ok not too bad ig

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This is ultra + Native resolution (FXAA + TAA) - No RT

sage sluice
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NO YOURE KIDDING

dusk knot
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oh god...im running out or storage on my PC

sage sluice
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ON THE LOADING SCREEN

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ITS STILL LOADING IN SHADERE

rancid juniper
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😏

sage sluice
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LMAOO

rancid juniper
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lmfao

sage sluice
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I want to emphasize this benchmark was about 30 gigs

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How is that even

rancid juniper
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I can hear my GPU screaming after selecting RT high

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The time has come

dusk knot
rancid juniper
sage sluice
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I clicked benchmark

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Didnt touch settings

dusk knot
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😡

rancid juniper
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Ultra?

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What resolution?

dusk knot
sage sluice
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Holy crap the german voice acting is so mid

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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This game literally looks the same as the last one what kekw

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Last one ran really good on my XBOX ONE S

rancid juniper
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Monster Hunter world was built for potatoes

sage sluice
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And it literally looked on par to this

dusk knot
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the download is almost done

sage sluice
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What happened to the game industry man

rancid juniper
dusk knot
lone mango
sage sluice
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With the default recommended settings, hdr on and second monitor on, this is what i got

rancid juniper
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NGL... RT is very light so far

dusk knot
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Compiling shaders. My god. It’s not moving

sage sluice
rancid juniper
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Imma assume that your ultra preset includes FSR 3 - Quality

dusk knot
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My gen 4 ssd isn’t enough

sage sluice
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Now im gonna run settings i would use myself

rancid juniper
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I'm actually 2fps away from his GRE

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My OC ain't even strong

tranquil pebble
rancid juniper
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no way, somehow RT isn't bad at all like yea ive seen it drop around the 40s but this is RT high at 1440p native + Ultra settings

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RT really is light in this game

mortal grail
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That's a good result

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1440p ultra on a 2 year old card?

tranquil pebble
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doubt its as light as Persona 3 Reload RT

mortal grail
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That's a good result

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I hope frame gen isn't forced on

rancid juniper
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Nope

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All native

sage sluice
mortal grail
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Never should be on for reaction games

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Wild to me it's even allowed

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Or should I say monhun wilds

sage sluice
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Settings i just swapped to

mortal grail
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Ahah ahah ahah

sage sluice
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Already looks better with these settings lmao

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Way better

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Fsr is not great with this game

rancid juniper
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gonna try this now as the last run

mortal grail
sage sluice
mortal grail
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Same with fur

sage sluice
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I just lowered distance quality

mortal grail
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Alr

sage sluice
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I chose settings i prefer based on what i saw

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Not what would be best bang for buck on fps

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And so far it looks MILES better than default

mortal grail
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Or should I say

sage sluice
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Lol its all right

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You monster

mortal grail
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Monster value hunter

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Ahah ahah ahah

rancid juniper
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There were cursed images with the last monster hunter wilds playtest

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Polygonal monsters due to low vram

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Man it made the game turn into horror

mortal grail
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LMAO I forgot those memes

sage sluice
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I will say the tests are a bit leniant

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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Because theres a lot of parts where even on the test results i sent earlier it reaches like 50fps

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Most of the highs are from cutscenes LMAO

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Or empty desert

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Theres a lot of empty desert

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Im starting to agree with the distance and fur tbh

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It might actually need it

rancid juniper
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The game gets to somewhere dense, FPS:

sage sluice
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If this game looked better i could excuse the performance

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It doesnt

rancid juniper
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GPUs hate the following
-Shadows
-Lights
-Foliage
-Reflections

dusk knot
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Alright…my PC might die

sage sluice
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Pitiful native performance considering what i disabled

rancid juniper
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...

sage sluice
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I even turned off my second monitor and background tasks

rancid juniper
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Bruh...

sage sluice
rancid juniper
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How

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That did NOTHING

sage sluice
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LMAO

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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It looks a million times better without fsr at least

dusk knot
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It’s stuttering, compooper

sage sluice
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Isnt fuzzy asf

hoary zodiac
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huh

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I'm confused

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Why is the amount due less

rancid juniper
sage sluice
dusk knot
hoary zodiac
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Yes

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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Wipe it off

rancid juniper
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Mines doesn't stutter

tranquil pebble
sage sluice
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Mine doesnt stutter either

dusk knot
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Huh

rancid juniper
dusk knot
rancid juniper
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i keep getting excellent

hoary zodiac
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Oh

rancid juniper
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so this is everything + FSR quality and Framegen ENABLED

hoary zodiac
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Scholarship

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That's why

sage sluice
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Turned fur quality from high->low and render from highest->high

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Re running

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Theres like weird pop ins in the background lmao

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In the cutscene

hoary zodiac
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Does anyone know if college scholarships are stackable?

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Like can I have more than one?

hoary zodiac
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hmmmmmmmmmmm

dusk knot
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Hmm…I need a better system

hoary zodiac
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rn I got 25% off

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Still painful

pliant berry
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depends on the scholarship

sage sluice
rancid juniper
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Dang I should go scout for scholarships

hoary zodiac
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I know I can't stack academic scholarships

rancid juniper
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My lazy ah keeps forgetting

hoary zodiac
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Because that'll invalidate my 25%

sage sluice
hoary zodiac
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I also can't get a perm resident visa either

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Because that'll void my scholarship

sage sluice
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There are so many people who die with money that goes nowhere

rancid juniper
hoary zodiac
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Money is money tho

sage sluice
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Theyll just give it to you

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Im not joking

pliant berry
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scholarships can be sick, I get paid to go to school

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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It really is

rancid juniper
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But I'll keep that in mind ig

hoary zodiac
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Scholarships are the lifeline of international students

dusk knot
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Damnit

hoary zodiac
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Like they milk us dry of cash

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I wish I was paying domestic rates

rancid juniper
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Going to school without financial aid is a death wish ngl

hoary zodiac
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real

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Especially in this economy

sage sluice
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Theres a lot of stupid scholarships for like "being tall award" or just writing a silly essay

hoary zodiac
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And I have to go for engineering too

rancid juniper
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I don't even work and I'm hanging on FAFSA rn

sage sluice
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Its hard not to find scholarships honestly

pliant berry
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nah the second you are international student you are done for

hoary zodiac
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Because getting an arts degree is practically career suicide

sage sluice
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People use it like tax write offs

sage sluice
dusk knot
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with the setttings you provided..rip

sage sluice
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Especially if you can grab stuff early

rancid juniper
rancid juniper
sage sluice
rancid juniper
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But wow oof

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Also, update your drivers

sage sluice
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Not to mention stutters

rancid juniper
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I know it sure ain't the latest

dusk knot
rancid juniper
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Bruh

sage sluice
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Lmao

hoary zodiac
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I've decided to forego getting a job

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Because keeping my scholarship is going to save me more money

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Like 2 years worth of rent if I can keep my GPA up

rancid juniper
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Honestly what's it like being employed?

hoary zodiac
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No idea

rancid juniper
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I feel odd not working when I'm over 20

hoary zodiac
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Well it depends on the circumstances

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If you go to east Asia it's completely normal

sage sluice
hoary zodiac
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They prioritise higher education

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Over getting a job

rancid juniper
dusk knot
hoary zodiac
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No stress of you being kicked out of the house either

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Of course it does come with le "asian parents"

sage sluice
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My parents are kicking me out when i graduate

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Im kinda just waiting at this point

rancid juniper
hoary zodiac
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Based

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That's the way to go

rancid juniper
hoary zodiac
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Imo no point splitting your time between a low income job when you should be focusing on getting that education so you can get a high income job

rancid juniper
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Obviously I get the occasional "how bout you get a job" but they never really forced me

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Just suggestions ig

hoary zodiac
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My parents are like

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"no don't get a job we'll give you money"

rancid juniper
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Whoa

hoary zodiac
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We're a poor family too so

sage sluice
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Running all highest with ray for s**** and giggles

hoary zodiac
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But you see

rancid juniper
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Somehow

hoary zodiac
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I can't waste money because I have no money to waste

sage sluice
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Then all lowest

pliant berry
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I don't know anyone getting high income jobs around here straight out of school

rancid juniper
hoary zodiac
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The aussie government steals half my interest

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💀

rancid juniper
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L

hoary zodiac
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Student visa moment

dusk knot
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going to run the benchmark again....

rancid juniper
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...

hoary zodiac
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Yeah that's why I'm going into engineering

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Rather than CS

rancid juniper
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That's why I'm going into IT

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Tho I'm not sure if that's the best decision since Ai is on the rise

hoary zodiac
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Eh

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AI's impacts are pretty exaggerated

dusk knot
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AI

sage sluice
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Okay this might be insane, but all lowest at 1440p doesnt look too different than all highest 💀 💀

rancid juniper
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Ai generated JOBS

lone mango
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ai

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ai

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ai

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ai

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ai

dusk knot
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yes

lone mango
hoary zodiac
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Look at my RTX jacket

lone mango
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ai

rancid juniper
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E

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Crocodile jacket

hoary zodiac
lone mango
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Look at my ai jacket

hoary zodiac
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That is literally all he talked about

rancid juniper
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Take a shot anytime someone mentions ai

pliant berry
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the degrees don't hold as much weight anymore. you have to go to school with the intention of learning something in a field you are passionate about, not go to school to get a piece of paper and suddenly make bank

rancid juniper
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🪦

hoary zodiac
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Yeah that's why I'm going into more specialised fields

sage sluice
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People want 8 years of experience out of a bachelors

hoary zodiac
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So I don't get grouped in with the CS people

sage sluice
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But fresh out of college

hoary zodiac
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Computer Engineers get paid way more than Computer Scientists

rancid juniper
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If anything I'm thinking the education system is mid because of how grades work

pliant berry
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many of the people that chase money like that are the ones that end up poor as well

rancid juniper
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You see people always worry about grades without even appreciating the course

sage sluice
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Holy crap lowest settings are making my eyes hurt rn

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And its still dipping below 100

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How

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Is that even possible

hoary zodiac
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There's like

rancid juniper
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Garbage tier modern game

hoary zodiac
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Different types of uni students

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The business students

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And the people actually passionate

sage sluice
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Fallout 3 looks new compared to this

velvet summit
rancid juniper
dusk knot
hoary zodiac
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Business students on their way to campus after getting wasted

rancid juniper
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College students after their 2628452nd project essay:

hoary zodiac
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Yeah that why I like engineering more

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There's more practical stuff

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It's harder but it's less monotonous

rancid juniper
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Hands on is the way

sage sluice
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"Mom i want pc optimization!"
"No, we've got pc optimization at home"
PC optimization at home:

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Mind you the picture quality is miserable

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Fuzzy as all hell, beans up close were literally polygons

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Yep deleting this bs off my system asap

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I value my storage

rancid juniper
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LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

sage sluice
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Thanks pc gamer

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Glad youve got our back on being laughable

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Just wanna emphasize 90 cad btw

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Most sane individual

velvet summit
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to be fair, triple a titles price their games that high so they can put sales that make it look like a great deal when it isnt
it also makes them more money when people are impatient enough

rancid juniper
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@sage sluice

sage sluice
lone mango
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Open optimization test 2

dusk knot
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Seems the driver update fixed the stutters lol

rancid juniper
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im gonna play it

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LOL

lone mango
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We need an optimization beta test

rancid juniper
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(Not buy it tho)

sage sluice
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Beautiful

rancid juniper
lone mango
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Gonna follow that fella

dusk knot
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My pc is soo stable..sheesh

rancid juniper
dusk knot
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I’m getting more fps now lmao

sage sluice
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Im just insulted by this games existance that this point

dusk knot
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The games doesn’t even look that good and I’m getting weak frames

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Gaming is done

sage sluice
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No background processes

sage sluice
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Indie games and older games with carry

dusk knot
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Idk how to find good indie games

sage sluice
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Whatcha like?

lone mango
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How is it so hard to just ignore new games

sage sluice
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I can recommend a lot

lone mango
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Just ignore them

sage sluice
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People are too gullible for it

dusk knot
rancid juniper
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you see thats where FOMO doesn't apply to me since im BROKE AF

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Also after checking game performance/reviews

dusk knot
sage sluice
# dusk knot Sci-fi and fantasy

Outer wilds, dead cells, deep rock galactic, a short hike, citizen sleeper (very specific audience tbh, more roleplay like), risk of rain, maybe subnautica if you havent played it, stray

dusk knot
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@sage sluice @rancid juniper

sage sluice
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Indie games are in such a healthy place honestly

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You just kinda gotta dig for them a bit more

rancid juniper
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not too bad

dusk knot
sage sluice
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Outlast is a great game for horror

rancid juniper
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this is why you should update Jaypeepee

sage sluice
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Dont starve and factorio are two favourites of mine

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What remains of edith finch

rancid juniper
dusk knot
sage sluice
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I also have too many hours on terraria

rancid juniper
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i can... hear that theme

sage sluice
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Night in the woods i literally have a tattoo of, so id recommend that game lmao

dusk knot
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i will now delete the benchmark.....

sage sluice
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Good

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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Oh absolutely

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Both stellar games

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Risk of rain ive only seen others play tho

rancid juniper
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i see

rancid juniper
lone mango
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Ror2 go so hard bruh

rancid juniper
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alr all three of us will play open beta tomorrow whether you like it or not

lone mango
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Deep rock galactic and warframe are also games that look great, run very well and respect their players

sage sluice
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Also im piling in dark souls for older games, specifically ds1 and ds3, and if you can bloodborne or sekiro

lone mango
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no mans sky is also pretty good

sage sluice
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Warframe gets a bit tedious for me after a while

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Deep rock is better with buds imo

lone mango
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nms new update came just came out

sage sluice
lone mango
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its kinda like red dead where you gotta go around and do stuff

sage sluice
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Imma recommend inscryption and dead cells too

sage sluice
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Some of the best npcs in gaming

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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They feel very real compared to a lot of games

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Great writing

lone mango
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like if you play nms like warframe or destiny or something and you focus too much on the objective you wont have much fun

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in nms you just gotta get out there and go around

sage sluice
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Ironically ive never played destiny

sage sluice
lone mango
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Good

rancid juniper
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Kingdom Come Deliverance II is out and it's very well recieved

lone mango
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Destiny is an abusive game

sage sluice
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Its just all procedual generation and random language learning and stuff

rancid juniper
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bungie

sage sluice
lone mango
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I spent over 2600 hours only for it to end the way it ended

rancid juniper
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same

sage sluice
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Ive played half swords demo too, its unironically a blast were the performance better

sour falcon
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15 reviews on the destiny 2 heresy bundle and theyre all about pete parsons car collection lmfao

sage sluice
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It tanks as blood and gore come into effect

lone mango
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Guys just wait for the next expansion itll be good trust me just give another yearly purchase

sage sluice
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I wait for reviews on EVERYTHING

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I never buy on launch

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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I wait for all the impatient people to do stuff lol

lone mango
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Time to buy the next expansion! You stood through the drought, buy the next one!
Yes honey

dusk knot
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Oh my god……the driver update fixed marvels rivals….😭

sage sluice
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Jp whens the last time

rancid juniper
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bro was having a terrible time on outdated software

sage sluice
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You updated drivers

rancid juniper
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you cant make this up

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☠️

dusk knot
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On low

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Before it was around 210

sage sluice
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Mind you it looked like GARBAGE

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stuff was loading in right in my face

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You couldnt even see enemies from a reasonable distance

rancid juniper
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pop-in: The videogame

sage sluice
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I cant wait to not sail the seven seas because that software aint even worth breathing on my poor ssds heart

lone mango
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I saw final shape go on sale for like 3 or 4 times in the past few months

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They really want the people they milked to get back into it

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Resist temptation

sage sluice
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I honestly like monster hunters style of formula, they just somehow make it awful

dusk knot
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Nvm…still need a gpu upgrade

sage sluice
sage sluice
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I hate the gpu industry

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I hate it sincerely

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Check back at all those games i recommended

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Also modern titles id recommend now would be baldurs gate and elden ring

lone mango
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Idk the last time I bought something on steam

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I barely buy anything

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These new games save me so much money its insane

sage sluice
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Just to support the devs

lone mango
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I mean I wouldn’t buy anyway but the difference is that im not even tempted to buy because of the state games are in

sage sluice
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Considering they do the bare minimum of not locking content behind paywalls

lone mango
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You can go back to previous seasons

sage sluice
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Its great

dusk knot
sage sluice
dusk knot
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Can’t even hit 240fps on low

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😔

lone mango
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Except for like seasonal events but they last like two weeks and don’t have that much to do, so not really ig

lone mango
mortal grail
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Did they remove like 1 metre and 3 furs

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Wtf is that fps change

sage sluice
# mortal grail Wtf

You havent seen it all, this is lowest settings, it actually hurts my eyes to look at for too long

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Like LOWEST POSSIBLE

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besides 1440p

lone mango
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Incredible

mortal grail
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This is ue5 innit

rancid juniper
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gaming

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no

mortal grail
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It's not?

sage sluice
rancid juniper
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its capcom's RE engine

mortal grail
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I thought mh was ue5 now

rancid juniper
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i think

lone mango
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Nah its a glorious capcom product

rancid juniper
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its definitely In-house

mortal grail
rancid juniper
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it all makes sense

mortal grail
lone mango
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Capcom loves making games run like crap

rancid juniper
rancid juniper
sage sluice
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Its looks worse than rise on an xbox one s

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Yet performs the same

rancid juniper
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You can max out all settings in MH:world and get over 100fps easily at 1440p

lone mango
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Everyone stop upgrading so devs will optimize

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Thanks

velvet summit
mortal grail
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How is it not ue5

rancid juniper
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Sadly that won't happen, look at the demand for the 50 series

velvet summit
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I ssear

mortal grail
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That's ue5 stuff

velvet summit
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Swear

sage sluice
mortal grail
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Ue5 makes things look 10 years old

sage sluice
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And not buy new games

rancid juniper
sage sluice
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Why dont people use ue4 more

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Seriously

mortal grail
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Games that run well do

sage sluice
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Yup

mortal grail
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Ue4 is great

sage sluice
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I wonder why they run well derpyBlob

mortal grail
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Ohp phone about to die byeee

rancid juniper
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Cya

sage sluice
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Tbf battlefield 2042 runs surprisingly well on ue5

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Its pretty optimized

rancid juniper
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Battlefield? UE5???

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Lol no

lone mango
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When I get 120-180 fps in deep rock with high settings on a 6600

rancid juniper
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That's frostbite

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EA Dice's inhouse engine

sage sluice
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Ive been lied to

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Lmao

rancid juniper
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Yea

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Lol

lone mango
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When I hit my 200 fps cap in warframe while solo

rancid juniper
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I wonder if devs should use cryengine more

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Same engine used for crysis and hunt showdown

sage sluice
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I wanna benchmark fallout 4

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And do a side by side with monster hunter wilds

rancid juniper
#

Oh better yet, kingdom come deliverance II is built on cryengine, look how good it looks

sage sluice
#

Or shoot new vegas lmao

#

Get some nice looking mods for new vegas

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And do a side by side

rancid juniper
#

Dunking on Capcom here

#

XD

sage sluice
#

Lol

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Deserved

#

Capcom, game freak, all greedy mfs

#

Ea

#

These companies are all notoriously greedy

#

Blizzard

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Ubisoft

#

It's funny how the bigger game companies get the cheaper their games get

velvet summit
#

Game freak more like freaky freak

sage sluice
#

😨

#

Never cook

velvet summit
#

Filthy frank more like freaky frank

#

Or should I say
Filthy freak

sage sluice
#

You've got the microwave set to popcorn rn

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And put a half chewed sirloin in there cus the dog ripped it out the fridge

velvet summit
sage sluice
#

Gorp

woven turret
#

just now I realized I could run 99,9% of all games on steam

#

also is it normal that the light on my motherboard stays on all the time?

velvet summit
#

Depends on the light

mortal grail
#

Could be the gaming light

#

The one that stays on all the time when gaming ||(this isn't real)||

velvet summit
mortal grail
#

Can

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Oh

#

Well

#

Actually 8 year old

#

But 10 year old gpu might be pushing it

velvet summit
#

Maybe

#

I know that a rx570 was able to play cyberpunk at launch

#

Because that's what I did

#

Until I had a minor rage quit from a bug

#

It was actually a minor rage quit
I died from a bug and decided to quit but never launched it again

#

Mostly because I also didn't pay for it

#

(steam family sharing with a friend)

velvet summit
#

That's a bug

#

That's literally a bug

mortal grail
#

@velvet summit

upper hawk
#

Don't know how it compares to a rx 570 though

lone mango
#

So I go on linux for the first time in like a week and this immediately comes up when I open up firefox

hoary zodiac
#

?

wise wigeon
lone mango
#

I just found it funny to see that when I boot up after a while

woven turret
hoary zodiac
#

huh?????

#

Immigration department trolling?

#

I'm literally almost 19

icy ore
hoary zodiac
#

Guess it doesn't apply to me

fair onyx
#

Ya'll, what will happen if I delete my Hiberfil.sys? lmao

#

cause its over 60GB now 😅

hoary zodiac
#

What does that do

fair onyx
#

Thats what UI am asking haha

#

I know its the page file for sleeping in windows, but I have no idea what will happen if I nuke it lmao

hoary zodiac
#

Windows troll moment

fair onyx
#

@hoary zodiacI want us to get our bags droid_cry_squish

#

I seriously want my backpack 😅

tranquil pebble
#

if you somehow delete the file Windows will most likely make a new one

woven turret
#

yo

#

phanteks gang we up

fair onyx
craggy shoal
#

Good morning weggers

mortal grail
#

I'd just fallen asleep then the rain went crazy

craggy shoal
#

Wait it rains in Australia?

mortal grail
craggy shoal
#

lol

mortal grail
#

We don't live off minecraft steaks and punching wood like weirdo americans

dusk knot
#

Americans am I right.

sweet phoenix
#

I've seen your wild life

mortal grail
#

Me too and it's turning into an arms race

#

I grow more terrified by the day

dusk knot
#

Well felix is still alive is beyond my comprehension

fresh timber
sweet phoenix
#

My record is 117gb

fresh timber
#

Help

sweet phoenix
#

I was watching a lot of anime at work for 4 days a week for a month

fresh timber
#

My billing period is almost over

#

I can survive

hoary zodiac
#

Imagine not having spiders

sweet phoenix
hoary zodiac
#

Unironically it'd be so much worse if we just removed every single spider from the country

fresh timber
sweet phoenix
#

It was through stop and shop

hoary zodiac
#

It'd just get instantly overrun by bugs

sweet phoenix
fresh timber
#

What do u do for a living Mr shark

sweet phoenix
#

At the moment I'm not working but I'll either be doing computer repair starting this month or I'm going for whatever will pay me the most

fresh timber
sweet phoenix
#

Dad's friend has been wanting to hire me but I've been waiting for him to, and here I am

#

Costco starts at 20.50 for Cashiers and I have cashier, front end supervisor, and customer service experience so that would be solid

fresh timber
#

wtf

sweet phoenix
#

Still a $5 raise from stop and shop lmao

fresh timber
#

Walmart only pays like $17 outbhere

#

My minimal wage is $15

craggy shoal
#

Never reset since I got my phone. iPhone 12, got it on its release year for Christmas

sweet phoenix
#

Costco as a company made their min wage $20

hoary zodiac
#

Wtf

#

$20 minimum?

sweet phoenix
#

Costco is one of the only companies that actually likes their employees

hoary zodiac
#

how

fresh timber
sweet phoenix
hoary zodiac
#

Do you get benefits too?

sweet phoenix
#

They still make a crap ton of money

fresh timber
craggy shoal
#

Bruh I work two jobs and I can't afford to move out

sweet phoenix
#

While having low prices

hoary zodiac
#

Lol

sweet phoenix
hoary zodiac
#

work shift at costco

#

shop for groceries after shift is over

#

go home

sweet phoenix
#

Costco is a great company

hoary zodiac
#

I wonder how long it'll stay that way

sweet phoenix
#

They're also reinforcing their DEI policies, and equality policies in general

hoary zodiac
#

Consumer loving AND employee loving?

#

That's a rare sight these days

fresh timber
#

F you

#

I love not needing benefits, I use my moms

sweet phoenix
#

Alr i gotta go

#

Class

fresh timber
#

Omg that means if I get a job I’ll make even more cause I don’t need the benefits

#

No paying for insurance

sweet phoenix
#

Yeah I've never used my benefits

fresh timber
#

Peak

#

Insurance is expensive

#

They take it out your check

sweet phoenix
#

However most places offer 401ks or similar retirement plans that you should take advantage off, as part of the benefits

#

There's other similar things too

#

Like Verizon matches my mom's 401k contributions up to like $10000 a year

fresh timber
#

Retirement in the current political state of the world??

#

Haha funny

sweet phoenix
#

I know I know

#

But if the world doesn't end yknow

fresh timber
#

Yuh

#

Go to class

#

We talk later

frigid stag
dusk knot
#

Interesting to see scarlet Johansson in the franchise, it feels a bit out of place

proud jackal
sweet phoenix
icy ore
#

Seems interesting at least

craggy shoal
#

Bruh working in IT is dangerous. I’m at the doctor's office (it's for my ADHD. Nothing crazy) and they’re having us fill out three extra forms. Bruh I don't use paper anymore and they expect me to have everything filled out in like 5 minutes bruh it took me 15 minutes to fill everything out 😭

#

Also given how tired I am

sage sluice
#

I just got a new dosage of vyvanse yesterday

dusk knot
#

Motor with ADHD? I always imagined you as a calm and chill guy

sage sluice
#

Lmao also 5 minutes is intense for that much paperwork

#

Idc how long it takes me, im reading everything

sage sluice
#

Doesnt mean crap about calm and chill lol

craggy shoal
sage sluice
#

Actually inattentive type adhd is a thing

dusk knot
#

Inconceivable. My pre disposed notions were incorrect about the motor 😔

craggy shoal
#

This guy thought I was calm and chill that’s crazy

dusk knot
#

It must be the Pfp lmao

craggy shoal
#

Probably

dusk knot
#

You've had it for years

craggy shoal
#

I should widen the eyes

#

Everybody gonna be like "tf who is this motor off brand"

#

I need coffee bruh wtf

dusk knot
#

L

craggy shoal
#

Yeah

sage sluice
#

coffee on my vyvanse is like cocaine honestly

#

the two make my heartrate go mach 10

dusk knot
#

Imagine needing coffee

sage sluice
#

i dont need it, i just enjoy it

#

the taste is what im after

#

so im good going decaff

dusk knot
#

I just wake up

craggy shoal
#

Adderall + coffee is heaven for me

sage sluice
sage sluice
#

its too much of a drug for me lmao

craggy shoal
#

I wanna switch to Vyvanse but idk how well it would work for me

#

I’ve been on Adderall for years and it's worked well for me

#

The only problem with Adderall for me is that I can't nap

#

So I can wake up sleepy but it's enough of a stimulant for me that my brain can't shut down lol. The only time I was able to bypass this (while on Adderall) was when I had COVID

sweet phoenix
fresh timber
sweet phoenix
#

For SOME REASON

fresh timber
sweet phoenix
#

It's probably fake

fresh timber
#

my parents spent $100 a month

#

we stopped taking it after i lost like 50 pounds

sweet phoenix
#

Thats very likely after insurance

#

I take Vyvanse, a diff adhd med

fresh timber
#

insurance isnt that good

#

kek

sweet phoenix
#

The generic version is like $4 for me after insurance, $200 or so before I think

fresh timber
#

wtfff

#

i need adhd meds that dont make me not hungry

sweet phoenix
#

Verizon has very good benefits

fresh timber
#

adderall sucked

sweet phoenix
#

Well, it depends on the person

fresh timber
sweet phoenix
#

But its a side effect of all adhd meds

fresh timber
#

yeah

#

i got the hunger one

#

and it didnt really make me focus all to well

sweet phoenix
#

I get no appetite and sleep deprivation

#

Also being too productive sometimes

#

But it helps way too much for me to not take it, I just take it as needed instead of daily

#

Vyvanse is the only adhd med that's fine to be taken as needed

#

(Afaik, im not a doctor)

#

Alr my other class is starting, peace

fresh timber
#

im no doctor either but my meds wore off after a few hours but the hunger lasted all day

icy ore
#

I just can’t focus on anything but I think being an adult trying to get diagnosed with something would be hard

frigid stag
sage sluice
#

that was an ability i yearned for lmao

#

i think before i act now

#

instead of the usual

sage sluice
#

thats just straight up illegal

frigid stag
sage sluice
#

doing things that adhd consists of doesnt equal adhd, however doing a LOT of things adhd consists of is a pointer

frigid stag
#

Hmm

#

Don’t think I have it, and if I did it would probably just be add, I don’t have the hyperactive part

sage sluice
#

its kinda like "wheres the line where the d of the adh comes into play"

sage sluice
frigid stag
#

I feel like people think someone has adhd when they’re a kid and they’re disruptive or something

sage sluice
#

it falls under adhd now as inattentive type adhd

frigid stag
#

I know people who weren’t like that, they just wouldn’t pay attention in class and do their own thing sometimes

frigid stag
sage sluice
frigid stag
sage sluice
frigid stag
#

O

frigid stag
#

They think if you’re quiet but still not paying attention that u don’t have adhd

#

Cause it’s not hyperactive

sage sluice
#

spacing out, having multiple conversations in your brain and "wow squirrel" is more of adhd

#

but theres also emotional imbalances linked to autism too

#

such as hyperactive emotions

frigid stag
#

That lowk sounds like sugar rush 😭

sage sluice
#

they create anger shame cycles

sage sluice
proud jackal
sage sluice
#

well the difference is you have to take the funny pill to stop the voices

#

my brain doesnt stfu without vyvanse

frigid stag
sage sluice
frigid stag
#

Ah

sage sluice
#

i was told this when my doctor diagnosed me with both LMAO

#

you might have a misunderstanding of what autism is too

dusk knot
frigid stag
sage sluice
#

its constant

frigid stag
#

Ig it’s just sped up if u have adhd then

sage sluice
#

i didnt know it was so persistant until i started taking vyvanse

#

now i can actually just chill and think consentually

#

its not apparated into my skull like a needy dog

frigid stag
sage sluice
#

no i mean with adhd there is no downtime

#

your brain is always having some random discussion, related to the topic or not

#

typically if youre disinterested its unrelated entirely

#

and youre forced to listen

#

adhd is like ratouille lmao

unreal trail
frigid stag
#

Can force myself to if it’s needed tho

sage sluice
#

maybe you should take a quick quiz for common adhd symptoms. its not a diagnosis remotely, but it can tell if you getting one would be of any affect at all

sage sluice
frigid stag
sage sluice
#

you cant really choose what you focus on

frigid stag
#

Id just be thinking how long I have to listen to whatever, if it’s not interesting

sage sluice
frigid stag
#

I kinda know what it is, but some of the things I hear about it, I can’t relate at all

sage sluice
frigid stag
#

Low-key kinda relateable

sage sluice
#

and then id snap back and be like "whats happening? oh im supposed to be learning"

#

you can lose focus without adhd, but with adhd its extremely frequent and as easy to control as wild hogs

frigid stag
sage sluice
#

lmao maybe

#

that might just be not being interested in the video much

#

just watching because youve got nothing better to do

frigid stag
#

Sometimes things just take too long, I speed through them

sage sluice
#

oh yeah no i get that

#

videos drag on watchtime without adding anything worth watching

#

if i wanted to zone out id watch a live stream

frigid stag
#

Ye or listening to someone explain something in a long winded way, Sometimes it’s a peeve

sage sluice
#

for sure

#

its like "cut to the chase"

frigid stag
#

Ye kekw

sage sluice
#

sometimes its just nerding out a bit tbh

#

or they genuinely just want watchtime

#

i hella rant if im interested in a topic

#

give details that are jargon

frigid stag
#

Ye same lol

sage sluice
#

if people asked me to explain smash ultimate competitive for example theyd find themselves immediately regretting the rabbithole

#

or terraria

frigid stag
#

kekw yea sometimes I have to pace myself to not give people a lecture on stuff lol

sage sluice
#

It's great if they're in the know how or are genuinely interested

#

Emphasis on "if"

frigid stag
#

I try keep that in mind to not go on to long

craggy shoal
craggy shoal
#

If that happens again imma ask my doctor about Vyvanse

sage sluice
#

Fair, the way insurance covers vyvanse is interesting

#

It used to not be covered at all

craggy shoal
#

I can probably go to Vietnam this summer and get a year-long supply of Adderall lolll. Idk if they'd let me bring that back into the US but from what my (Vietnamese) gf said, they sell Adderall on the shelves lolll

#

ADHD heaven for me lol (non-abusively)

sage sluice
#

Oop

craggy shoal
sage sluice
#

Yeah im sure that adderall is being sold for adhd totally derpyBlob

sage sluice
#

Newer

craggy shoal
#

Been around for a couple years* not around as long as Adderall*

sage sluice
#

About 2008

craggy shoal
#

Yeah

sage sluice
#

Vyvanse is a good bit more effective with less side effects, if you can switch i would def recommend

craggy shoal
sage sluice
#

Youd think science would be universal

craggy shoal
#

lol nah

frigid stag
fresh timber
#

I want drugs

fresh timber
sage sluice
#

parents are doctors ong

#

put them garlic slices in your socks and elderberries in your eyelids

#

cancer? nah youre overeacting, just drink some apple cider vinegar

craggy shoal
fresh timber
sage sluice
#

my mom told me "you do not have adhd or autism" when i was like 14 when i was trying to figure myself out. Woah, not only was i officially diagnosed with both, but i talked about my mom and they said "yeah she likely has it too"

sage sluice
#

its a really selfish way of thinking

#

that or they have the same stuff and think its normal

fresh timber
sage sluice
#

"disabled"

#

disabled my ass

#

autism does not equal disabled

#

its technically a disability, but it sure as hell aint down syndrome

#

more people mix the two than they should

fresh timber
sage sluice
#

by word of mouth

#

but in reality youre just a different flavour of person

fresh timber
#

Nah, disabled

craggy shoal
#

My dad thought the same lol. He'd be like "you know all that stuff is made up, right?" Then I had to be held back in the fifth grade because I wasn't medicated that whole year and couldn't focus 💀

fresh timber
#

I have to say I’m disabled or the government won’t pay for my college

sage sluice
#

oop

#

what i mean is it doesnt make you any less of a person

fresh timber
#

The government is always watching

sage sluice
#

its for sure an impairment, but it isnt going to kill you or make you incapable of improvement

fresh timber
#

Free college

#

Free MacBook

sage sluice
#

think of it like prescriptions

fresh timber
#

Free books

#

I’m not kidding

sage sluice
#

thats a thing?

fresh timber
#

I’m going to get the state to help pay for my max

fresh timber
#

They will pay for my college

sage sluice
#

holy

#

i need to look into this wtf

fresh timber
#

They don’t care about parents income

#

Downside, I have to wadte my time applying for the fasfa even tho I’ll get denied

sage sluice
#

you have to?

#

i mean i was fixing to apply for the fafsa myself

#

since i graduate here in a few months

fresh timber
sage sluice
#

howd you go about it and what programs did you have to sign up for because of it?

sage sluice
#

looks like im moving ong

#

nah ill look into it

#

im curious how far disability goes in terms of college support

#

like idk if id need to do vocational schooling

icy ore
#

Good question

#

Well now that we’re in the position we are they probably won’t pay for any of it lol

sage sluice
#

lmao

#

i hate college man

#

its so overpriced

fresh timber
sage sluice
#

i mean everything is but

icy ore
#

America

sage sluice
#

student loans are insane

fresh timber
#

They will help me with my essays

sage sluice
icy ore
#

We have royally screwed ourselves as a country

fresh timber
fresh timber
sage sluice
#

i could use tutoring purely for my inability to study, i have a 26 act and a 0.8gpa LMAO

fresh timber
#

Now they prob won’t pay for a MacBook but I bet I can get them to help pay some of it

icy ore
#

I went two semesters and dropped out due to major surgery and like 6 years later I’m still paying back loans

icy ore
sage sluice
#

curious if itd be cheaper to go to canada for it

icy ore
#

Greediest country in the world

craggy shoal
fresh timber
craggy shoal
#

DeepSeek gonna write my cover letter fr

fresh timber
#

I still use Ai idgaf

#

I’m not stupid tho, I’m not copying and pasting

craggy shoal
#

The process of finding a job is dishonest idc 😭

fresh timber
#

Fr

sage sluice
#

i havent even touched chatgpt stuff tbh

#

let alone deepseek

fresh timber
#

I used ai heavily for my resume

sage sluice
#

ive not used ai for much of anything now

icy ore
#

Companies rely on nepotism too much nowadays

fresh timber
#

I use chat gpt for my current school work

fresh timber
icy ore
#

Well with dei being shut down pepeW

sage sluice
#

i dont trust chatgpt to do better than me with a google search tbh

craggy shoal
# icy ore Companies rely on nepotism too much nowadays

Bruh this fr. It's a double edged sword for me rn. I can't find a job anywhere rn. But I have a friend friend who works for an MSP (director at his office) who says he can easily get me a job if one of the two older people retire soon

#

Kinda messed up but I’m trying to survive too ya know?

icy ore
#

Yep

#

It is what it is

sage sluice
#

nepotism favours the generations who're fortunate

icy ore
#

It doesn’t matter the qualifications you have around here as long as you know someone you’re gonna get the job over someone with degrees or experience

sage sluice
#

i hate that so much tbh