#off-topic-discussion
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I dunno, I feel like you should give them a couple days to add a dino after the fact
maybe a 3 day grace period?
Ok...I just finished Epic: The Musical, and I have many feelings! 🥹🥺😭
exact quantity?
probably more than one
At least 3, based on the emotes 
Heartbreak, sadness, joy, thrill, inspiration, happy
I need Calypso to be OK after everything is said and done though. 😭😭😭😭
i have a lot of problems with it but the stuff thats good is very very good
Jorge, just write a single song where a golden retriever good boi washes up on her shore.
unrelated news i’ve learned how to dutch braid the netherlands need to fear me
i dont know how to french braid though 💔
maybe i should learn it before i actually go to france lmfaoo
i like dutch braids a lot better then french visually
Looks like the french wont have to fear just yet
What about using an assortment of sailor's knots. Wouldn't that be fun?!
Omg Vehicular pfp
vroom-vroom
Vroom vroom
This hobby is a prison
Maybe
Has anyone read C.O.W.L / Radiant Black / Rogue Sun
I have the first radiant black volume
Still need to read it though
damn, I just finished it today and its 🔥
Couldn't bring myself to read cowl tho past the preview, Rogue Sun first issue is great
Nice
wait a bit it’s always overloaded when a sale starts
Crash trilogy is 4$🫶
gotta play hades for like, 4 hours i think
evil morning
Off topic:
I picked up the Locked Tomb series because I came across a Hades art thing of Harrow and Gideon
I like it so far, I am on chp 19 of book 1
I was intrigued with promises of enemies to lovers
I hope I don't regret this
Good morning
Guys today is my last day of school
there are well over 100k people in the server. it wouldnt make moderation hard, it would make it impossible
that being said, Hi
yes i suppose so - martin
@rustic rain your close quarters shooting (UA) fighting style is a tad unbalanced, no?
Oops wrong person
Mb
Shackle
GUYS!
HOLY CRAP!

so i was googling some stuff, right?
i get a bit angry at google being useless and - after removing numerous swear words - i typed in "why is google so useless?"
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/226831135802392577/1388404833886797975/image.png?ex=6860dc43&is=685f8ac3&hm=ecf8cbc4df9b4f581da30f3f66f736d5cd744f81ec08debdef8362a15a096c46&
"it might be because of the increase in ai-generated content"
says a content generating AI 
it's becoming self aware lmao
the judgment day is coming
||im joking, of course||
Stop teasing it, you're making it feel....self-conscious
i want to make cookies now that ive got the ingredients... the big problem is... i spent all my doing-stuff energy yesterday making food 🥹
Fun fact: getting electrocuted by your sound system doesn't feel good!

I'm alright tho
never leave power plugs exposed, kids!
ymmv, i always hold onto the exposed wires so i can hear the music better
your parents should ground you for that to make you conduct better

why do you think the guy in front of an orchestra is called conductor and not isolator....
they use their lil sticks to zap the musicians when it's their turn
this is a completely off topic rant but I am having beef with taylor and francis book publishing. I should not be going to annas archive to try and find source ebooks when i have university affiliation, im so mad
Yeah t&f is kinda frustrating if your uni isn't subscribed to niche niche journal no. 500. Though I feel like sci-hub etc have almost nothing i need either lol, it worked for a single paper once
can you eat cookie dough raw?
if you make it without eggs
I know most US eggs are actually pasteurized, the real danger is the uncooked flour.
wait they're what
pasteurized eggs?
okay so i never heard of it so i went to wikipedia and the first thing i saw was this:
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/638031423340806185/1388638303967776949/image.png?ex=6861b5b3&is=68606433&hm=e49e52f697b52bdee9179b418f9599644a7ed1b96328ef7ee6c0ec7fb998b8e6&
i don't even have to make jokes about this


oh and speaking of cooking
i just got up and wanted to make myself some breakfast but i ran out of oil, and, uh...
how bad can cooking on oil that's two years out of date be?

My mom said you can but it'll smell like [Redacted]
so uh
don't

"best before: november 2023"
jesus that's like half a year before phantom fury and that thing was super rushed
Better to be safe than sorry I guess. But good news! I can bake them today. Then I can report on if they turned out good or not.
Press F10 in-game
thank you 
okay i have learned some lessons
- bake smaller cookies
2, bake less cookies at a time
now ill wait for them to cool and see if theyre good even though they kind of encroached on the pan
i think next time you should invest in the grandma upgrade
yep
my oven is too small its sad
i should have gotten a bigger one and just kinda.. found the space for it
i don't even have an oven
but i was like "nah, i wont need it"
this was a lie
its a toaster oven so its not too big and cumbersome
(but its bad at its job)
i mean sorry oven. its adequate aside from not being able to actually bake anything
but like
that's it's only job?
it's kinda like saying my wristwatch is good at everything besides telling time 
i also heat stuff up in it
like bread. which is fine. i also dont bake cakes that often but yeah i think i might sell it and replace it at some point
there's also the
https://youtu.be/4KrUxLBHVu8?t=4
How can a small clip blow up Twitter?
Well after Nigella Lawson mispronounced microwave on her latest TV series, Twitter was the first to inform the chef about her choice of pronunciation
i dont have a microwave and i havent in a very long time
when i went to my friends house and had to operate a microwave and a toaster i was 100% lost
wanted to eat bread in the morning? too bad. help meeee
my dad bought a microwave in the mid nineties and it's still chugging along to this day
30 years on and it's in a mint condition besides few scratches
my mom was using it, then i took it to uni, dragged it halfway across the country four times and it was still running like brand new
and it got trashed in that dorm
then i sold it to my mate and he said it was running perfectly
and then he gave it to his granddad and it's still chugging along
30 years in
insane
old electronics are probably built better than nowadays because theyre not made for planned obsolescence
but what do i know. i basically dont have any kitchen appliance like that, except for a small induction stove and a small toaster oven
hmm
they turned out fine. very sweet depite putting way less sugar than the recipe called for
next time ill bake them one by one!
just watched the newest predator film and wow wow wow!
if there's anyone else in the chat that likes love, death and robots, definitely give it a go
i think the microwave back at my parents' house is 20 years old now and it's also going along well
i do
well the first season, anyway
a half of it really
more like a third
okay - do i even like ldr?
i like certain episodes lmao. jibaro is imo one of the best pieces of visual art ever created imo. bold statement but i do believe that
average LDR experience let's be real here
true
Good morning
good meowrning
i need to revisit it and watch more
some episodes were like snzzz and some of them had me rlly interested, at least visual wise
does this server not have a tag
definitely give jibaro a go imo. i also liked 'pulse of the machine'. very sapphic
the tag could say anything tbh, I love Hades so much I would wear that badge with honor fr
i mean i think it would be SGG
but PYRE would be awesome
trans for transistor happy pride everybody
I wish we could have had 5 letters HADES would fit so well
speaking of pride. had to learn about g*nshin impact to talk to a girl being sapphic is a sin now
lmfao
horrible horrible day for me but its okm
trna
i know too much about genshin, which is to say, not much at all
Hey, I am looking for someone who lives in Germany, I need some advice.
If you don't mind, please DM me
nah you just upload them somewhere else and link em here
upload to imgur/ibb or whatever
Get link
Sent it here and the image will show
Thank you for the instructions 
thats how i feel
lady bird is on here so life is okay
up over rataouille is a wild take but ok
get out was so peak I watched it in theaters
wall e over ratatouille is a wild take but ok
big fan of the wes anderson combo in the 20s
ive actually never seen it!
get out is #8 just above spirited away
I sleep
gone girl is one of my favorite movies. But I haaaated some of the movies here
I thought people didn’t like Gravity
Genuinely genuinely the shape of water not being there is actually criminal
I watched phantom thread like 3 times just to try and like it and I did not succeed
Also Her sux
Anyway that’s it for the movies opinions from someone who doesn’t watch a lot of movies. Takes a bow
think this list needs more hamlet (1948)\
hamlet 1948 is a joke ONLY for me
nobody gaf about hamlet 1948 its so boring but bringing it up randomly is so funny to me
anyone who cared about hamlet 1948 is probably dead
we have to watch more old movies because sometimes theyre really funny
either ironically or unironically
I watched zaat with my friend bc she asked to and it was comical
Then I watched possession with her and it’s insane and the more times you watch it the better it gets
LOL
massive fan of the moviestruck podcast bc i know about gems like rubber
gotta watch joan of arc 1948 tmr
the problem with watching costume design winners is that most of them are like
Ok
good costumes but everything else is Ok
its okay i love production design so much i can withstand a mid script
ie barbie
Im gonna be honest
Parasite aint THAT good
it's amazing but first place is kinda crazy
also i see no Dollars Trilogy movie, wtf
the good the bad and the ugly is like a top 5 for me
everything everywhere all at once being so low is a choice
I despise genshin impact
what do you MEAN up is undisputably better
They don't know about Beasts of No Nation...
well this list too is objective
ive still never watched parasite and i think i should get on that
a lot of movies on this list actully
no such thing if you ask me
SUBJECTIVE sorry
i just woke up
i meant subjective. so the choice of movies or even how high they rank is only the nytimes thing
i also dont like rating things like this by number
this will be my favorite media criticism quote from now on
yeah i didnt know my 14 y/o self was allowed to vote
good on you tbh
up has like
7 minutes of being good
ratatouille has like 90 minutes of being good
ill trust u on that i havent watched either in a very long time
also i was just planning with a server im in to have a "worm" tag... weve been defeated
i should have a frog tag
considering how many pepos i post
damn!
i mean we dont have the boosts for it rn anyway but now i simply cant compete
it could probably be heal or herb. or town. but that ones my least favorite
what about MIKO
what about TIDB
wow thats a good idea
no thats a terrible idea
wtf???
i'm on miko's side here
wow and i thought we were friends... married, even....
bim please be kinder to your spouse...
yeah!
why are we doing couples therapy all of the sudden
yeah maybe then i would get my name back
about to be banned for impersonation
wait what teh f
no way everyone should get a turn to be the bim
just saw black swan on this list and who wants to bet that perfect blue isn't on the list
god what the hell is that web layout on that list
they dont know about satoshi kon....
oop and there's inception! paprika will definitely not be on this list!
it's giving 2010s era journalism but with poorer coding
what are these nicknames that are happening here
engagement metrics and money
also this is paywalled
thats why the link abigail posted is Not paywalled
yeah, my takeaway from that list is that western film critics working need to stop pretending that no other anime films outside of spirited away exist
the dark knight at 28?
what
true and real
whiplash did the impossible and was somehow a movie my mom really really liked despite the... few unpleasantries
before that she wouldnt agree to even watch childrens cartoons, we just watch mycology docu's
"should we watch she-ra?" "nooo it has monsters in it!" okay mommy lets put you to bed
tell me something cool about mycology
shrooms are not addictive
personally I would've added a film like the girl who leapt through time on there, and yes, paprika
you got lucky
every time i try to introduce my mom to one of my fave movies it never goes well
like one time we were talking about something
and i was like "yeah like in fury road - we saw that one, remember?"
and she was like "oh was that the boring one?"
BRUH
paprika was confusing for my brain (probably inception too) id like to watch them again. but even though i found the pacing of millenium actress weird at first, i think it was phenomenal. i just had to stew on it a bit
no i tried watching fury road with my mom a long time ago she peaced out almost immediately
but she likes mission impossible ig
ive been trying to get my dad to watch scott pilgrim for like
years at this point
it just wont work out 💔
also
not a single john wick or mission impossible on that list

i think the person that made this list is just allergic to action movies
my parents watched knives out ages ago at my recommendation and my mom fell asleep but my dad watched it and liked it
awesome movie btw
i dont think she fell asleep bc it was boring. i think its bc it was in the evening and she was tired, shes a busy bee
ughhh i was going to watch sinners today with friends but timezones and schedules did not work outttt
inception was more confusing for my brain I'm ngl. I do feel like paprika is the better one of the two
knives out is great
another film missing from that last. unironically one of the best films ever made imo
its so good. with a heavy heart i announce that chris evans is very attractive to me in recent movies i see that are not marvel because i dont care for marvel
you need to when you can! phenomenal soundtrack and use of sound, good cinematography too
there was an old photoshoot going around recently and it was serving gay. made me attracted to him for once
yeah hopefully it works out soon. my friend is going on vacation so afterwards
very handsome man, just not a dude I find myself crushing on
oh for sure
i do think wallace wells is the greatest character ever put on screen
its very fun
still havent watched succession though
i also liked baby driver, the style of the director is evident after watching them back to back
I still haven't shown you guys my xeno-moth tattoo yet - I'll post it soon to the chat
god. i only stuck with succession for more than one episode because i find kieran culkin so hot even though hes suuuuch a scumbag in it. the pain is forever and endless
he is honestly
wait omg I don't recall seeing any of his films there!
sometimes... chick flicks, comedy and horror IS good actually. no mean girls.......
yes 💅
oh no this got me listening to patd again. the urge appeared
I don't like your mom anymore.
She was cool for liking In The Blood but she lost those points for finding the best action movie the of the New Teens "boring".
I can now say I have seen all of the final destination movies
congrats?
She wasn’t paying enough attention to catch that
When I try to watch any of my favorite things with my much younger sister she would always have a phone in her face 😔
Doing Instagram or tiktok
thats just how younger kids roll now ig
ribbit
Young kid she's like 19
iconic tweet that’s been in my vocabulary for years now
I only watched The Thing recently btw it was crazy
recently as in sometime this year I think idk lol
thinking about my former child self being an idiot because they didnt like apple pancakes (i'm currently eating apple pancakes)
who are you......
hey miko
it's clearly a refference to the ATF
Hey
Sorry I left’s
how's doom?
rollerdrome is better!
i cant do shooters all day, brother...
no fair i wanna do recommendation
imma play an alma recommendation next and then i have 'forgive me father (2)' here which is another shooter
ah, yes
the pardon me, papa
il forgivimo, padre
psssst alma recommend that thing. you know, that thing
@rigid pewter Can you create a "Hades" Discord Tag? Pleaaaaaaase

A hades tag would be so fun
(◣_◢)
thanks amir
that's adorable
thanks!
Good morning
Good evening!
evil morning
wtf?
is it not morning anymore? apologies
…
Yes, i am SIMP
Sniper
I
Monkey
P
@blissful charm can I dm you? About something it’s ok if not
go head! i'm out of town now though so i may not respond quickly
I'm in class but Mourning Song and Vagrant Song keep playing in my head. Send help.
new edgar wright movie this is why my life is awesome
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i love micheal cera but ngl i cant see him as anyone other than micheal cera
stopkillinggames is at 76%
well i'll be damned this might actually work
sorry for the spam, but
if there's anyone here who still hasn't signed it - please do
https://www.stopkillinggames.com/
we have just under a month to push this
I just got a message from Ichika Nakano- they're in this server- and I think they're scamming.
I got this message from them:"sorry to disturb you
Im staff of publisher game, Im looking for new players to try our new game, may i invite you ??
this game available on Appstore or playstore i can give u lots rewards if u wanna play"
I would attach a screenshot, but I'm unable to.
Anything I can do about that? to warn other people from this server
@hexed hollow I do not want to bother you or spam you, but is there anything you can do?
@wise cypress you can message @rough meteor with screenshots and details
(and yeah, that's 100% a scam)
I’m with Swan here that’s hella sketchy
Alright thanks will do!
Also, for any hypothetical game devs out there reading this and wondering the right way to get early playtesters:
Either make it public and give people an opportunity to opt in (for a recent example, see Spellomancer, which ran a couple open alpha tests recently). Or keep it private, and limit players to people you already are connected with or people they recommend (Valve did something like this with Deadlock before opening it up to wider invites)
(Or, y'know, ask a playtesting/PR consultant, instead of a random gamedev who has only baseline training in running large-scale playtests :3)
Thanks for using celcius like a normal person
Yuppie
I feel like Sarah Connor getting hit by that nuke in t2
A storm is coming up here so that’s pretty nice
wtf stop killing games went up 10% in a single day
it's at 84% now
we... might be able to pull this off after all
Yeeeeee
Noooo I have so many to choose from now 
On my way to see Jurassic world rebirth
Yuppie
who up super they giant
me too actually
i miss my WORM one but i could have this one or osp…. Too many good options
For me SG as an easy pick
Wait, for real?
91%! 
i don't know which outlet started pushing stop killing games but i haven't seen numers like that since day 1
continue killing games . com
A what burger ?
gummy burger
Never tried it
i love how they bounce off the teeth
Ew
it's a good texture
This is a good texture:
https://static.doomworld.com/monthly_2020_11/image.png.797851f8f276a7fdccad34c7c5b76b6e.png
Maybe I’m getting old but I don’t enjoy sweets like that anymore
Maybe some chocolate or something like that sometimes
Anyways
95% 
Good morning
wow nice health album cover

It’s fireblu
The anti-twitch texture
Something about it just destroys bitrates
Nukes them completely
Put this bad boy on a doom map and watch the streamer playing it just go
Another reupload.
I don't really gain anything from having this here, just want to see what YouTube staff will do. Trying to get an explanation as to why this is rated 18+ as well as the answer to "Is this a human being doing this or a robot?"
i bit it fully and it was quite the jaw workout
just for the picture
brave soul
that should be the bisexual flag
It’s a hell texture so I’m not sure if it’s such a good idea
Unless it’s the Slough of despair
Then it’s both bad and ass
omg we have a server tag, can’t it be mel or zag cause this kinda looks like squid games 😭
yea i feel like SGG makes more sense but alas
SQUID GAMES‼️
oh hey, I ate squid this morning
97,5%!
Let’s go baby
I really need to know what happened to warrant so many signatures
i dont know but i just peeked at youtube earlier and saw multiple videos about it
99 come on
You can do it!
Yeah I expected this thing to get some traction at the end
But I wasn’t expecting this much traction
hiya! does anyone here have a premium grammarly account?
famous chess player gets married
wife addressed as a doctor
me: oh cool I wonder if she's an md or phd
some time later the player posts about it
"MD Homeopathy"
💀
hi arcgis pro. Thank you for crashing again. It's OK. I didn't need those maps anyway. You take your time.
saw this today and thought of you. i dont even know who she is but shes so funny
Guys, what games you recommend in this summer sales?
1000xresist
Hades 1
In case you don’t have it
Have it
I was looking more into something with multiple weapons and abilities abd controller friendly
then, monster hunter rise sunbreak
How did you find wild?
And why not world?
wheres that clip...
Arent they called magazines?
Ok rise it is
MH wilds is fun but you have to take into account
- its expensive
- sunbreak and iceborne have twice the amount of content
- it needs very beefy pc
does nier count? i recommend both games
also try prey (2017) and titanfall 2
my mhwilds clip https://streamable.com/1kou5q
Feel slower but more heavy
in rise, you can stay airborne, do airdashes, recover from hitstun using airdashes. its very arcadey and feels blazing fast
in mh wilds, and also world too, each action feels more deliberate. you have to decide to start this move and see it through, hoping the enemy wont interrupt you, and land it
which is why this gif below is so beautiful
Does rise have also unga bunga builds that give same sensation as world and wild?
A little bit pricy for my current budget
explain your unga bunga. because thats how i describe the frantic action in my Rise clip! (as in, its more akin to thoughtlessly attacking than the second)
Heavy attacks that take time but deal devastating damage
oh of course, theres greatswords and hammers. can do the exact same spin in that gif also
but in mh rise, they get to be more airborne
still heavy though
Ok cool thanks ill get rise
Graphics look sick and effects looks powerful
yup, this is iceborne
so... apparently someone launched a StopKillingGames crypto 
Ok
RIP
Is it not that good?
I think it’s ok+
You should watch it if you have free time and ain’t got anything else to watch
It’s definitely an experience
This might get you ostracized here lol
But jk
Good to know
Believe me I have more dangerous servers to say that on
Good morning
👍
Real
Found this gem
I am merely a drama enthusiast but appreciate the thought 
Did you watch it?
No
So h - nvm…
I know what happens
Hey, I wanted to know something
?
Ultron
You can’t get it anymore though
The one appearing with that red lightning effect on your pfp?
Age of ultron
In Pittsburgh rn
And wow...
The city lights are just as beautiful as new york cities lights
Pittsburgh is fun, I've been there a couple times
I been there a couple of times 🚬
in fallout
Rn I'm here for Anthro con
Just saw three deers trying to cross the road
Their fine but they did go back
Guys I'm tising out rn
turns out it was longer than three days, love my girls yippee https://fxtwitter.com/popbase/status/1941131054108352785
I don't remember it being that easy 😭
I just watched the movie
Also
The ending was cRAZY
okay chat i'm gonna pop the embarrasing question
what do we do when we go through something like a relationship breakdown?
generally i cry about it
as for actually good advice, i wish i had some, i hope youre okay
this is fantastic advice tbh. i'm shocked at how little i've cried so far but then again i've somehow luckily gotten to start wellbutrin the day after the breakdown lmfao
wellbutrin twins
twinning!
big fan of it except for the appetite side effects
also yes cry about it and sad music i think
i'm so glad you mention that because i've gotta say
i now understand why it's prescribed both as an appetite suppressant and as a smoking cessation drug
yeahhhh
i feel the same way i did when i did nicotine once (1nce)
ive been having this awful thing where i’m kind of starving but just unable to eat
gotta bring that up with my psychiatrist lmfao
i'll have to try the sad music i've been avoiding it LOL
gotta hop on that mitski
okay gay angst music gotcha
its such a weird situation bc the meds help so much that i don’t want to switch off of them but also. The Effects
i offer this but your mileage may vary
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2Kh9efhIpB2UNX1YzXwJvP
(if anyone else in the chat is considering anti-depressants/anti-anxiety/insomnia meds, i also plan on getting some bloodwork done to go on valdoxan. it's definitely worth looking up as it affects melatonin receptors as opposed to serotonin etc. but it's not for adhd, nicotine withdrawal etc like wellbutrin is)
AD thank you so much
i'm gonna do a yt version of this as i became randomly allergic to spotify some years back
fair lmfao
thats understandable
adderall and wellbutrin combined is so good for me but also kind of awful
oh Also!! unrelated but if anyone else had the problem of wanting to talk to people through instagram ect but not wanting to be on the app with reels and distractions - theres this app called beeper and it is literally such a lifesaver
oh that's crazy!!
also works for discord dms
ie i was just messaging will on it lmfao
i find for me antidepressants brought my ceiling of emotion down to like. a normal level and i end up actually feeling emotion stronger/healthier since its not just sadness and mood swings 24/7
i get like an hour of being depressed a day and im fine lmfao
That's such an interesting way of putting it tbh!! Ceiling of emotion...
Zoloft just made me dangerously underweight but venlafaxine basically got me to where I am in life now and I'm forever grateful for it
Even if it made me the sweatiest, dampest person in my city lmfao
Also AD love how you have Marceline on the playlist
it was not there then i listened to it and cried and then it was
i just suddenly remembered about it
great music to cry to when you lie down in bed in the dark
also i have questions for the adhd havers in the chat
oops i forgot
????
go on
Dyno is so sassy
the meds that messed me up the most was birth control ngl
i would rather take the pain then what it was doing to me emotionally lmfao
also nice fiona apple i see u
Surprisingly birth control is maybe the best medication I've ever taken for my body - just does wonders for me in all sorts of ways
Negative experiences with it are sadly common though 😔
Testosterone is another I'm grateful for LOL
other than having trouble with significant stuff like work studying and being able do to stuff you need to do, do you have trouble with putting off your hobbies?
lets say i love reading, or drawing, or writing, or playing games. and i want to do these things
but i have this sort of mental imaginary wall to climb before im able to do anything, even if its for fun
i end up running in mental circles to the point that sometimes when i ask myself well, what did i do today, the answer is that i essentially stared at the wall all day
i wish i could at least have fun. whenever i get over myself to start one of these hobbies, i get very sleepy so give up and go take a nap or rest
idk if its an adhd thing or not i just kinda want to. be able to do stuff again without getting so overwhelmed by the fact that i am, well, doing something. so i wanted to ask if anyone else feels this way and if it could be related
oh for sure i do
maybe i need to stop delaying making a psych appointment
idk why i havent done it actually. first i get intimidated, then i forget

🫣 maybe... another sign...
related to earlier - my lady bird specific playlist but lady bird basically equates to sadness so https://open.spotify.com/playlist/33Kw1Upgamm4h2c9Tq6l1Q?si=PJ6mpTIeQjaN3CkoYoH-7g&pi=svb6I_dTSM2qW
I'll put it on tomorrow!!
My yt playlist decided to throw in Yael's cover of Toxic so I've stopped for now LOL
i rewatched it the other day inspired by you, it was really strange how something that made me very emotional the first time i watched it just.. did not do much for me?
thats fair!!
like in a "i cant relate to any of this" way. or even "i can relate to some of it, but not as much as i remembered"
its a very good movie though
fair!!
lady bird is like intensely relatable to me and my situation rn i fear
small town high school senior with mommy issues.. yeah no this was made for me greta gerwig gets it 😔😔
Wellbutrin is crazy I was looking forward to maybe having pasta tonight but now the idea of it overwhelms me
Very tempted to bust out the oatmeal and have breakfast for dinner instead
hmmm also!! does anyone have sketchbook recommendations?? almost finished with one
Not sure if you're able to get your hands on one of them but I quite enjoy the ironlak sketchbooks
do you guys think people will want me to draw them pfps after looking at mine
youre not alone! i get this all the time. i get day off from work and i just procrastinate playing games
boy mine was messy
But in the end everything's okay and Im mega best buddies with her brother and his gf 🤙
All Im gonna say, autism and BPD in a relationship do NOT go hand in hand
Great outcome tbh!!
And oof 😔
Dont worry about it, got over it rather quickly since I basically returned to the life I had before
but now Im way better off since that time
got my driver's license, got a job at my mom's place, doing excellent in college etc.
Oh sick!! Reminds me of what I achieved after my first ever break up lmfao
I will say I'm surprised at how little I've cried still! A good sign for sure 👨🚀
sometimes also what helps me is reflect back and see all the red flags ive ignored in the name of luuuuv
because there almost always are
or at least its just the people i dated?? LOL its been crazy
oh LORD
yeah sometimes i look back like "i wasnt being listened to" which is like aw it sucks! other times i think back to someone else like "wow this person was horrible to me and did not respect any of my boundaries whatsoever"
I had a pretty rough time after my most recent breakup (which was arguably at least partially my fault, tbh), but had a good support network of friends. And now we're back to being best friends, we just weren't quite right for a romantic relationship and needed some space
for me it was very manipulatory and stuff it was kinda wild looking back on it and how i obeyed and turned a blind eye
but who cares anymore, I GOT LIKE 3 CONCERTS TO GO TO THIS SUMMER RAAAAAAAH
hellll yess
I've got a couple I'm aiming to land, plus some Ren Faire time 
one of them is a highschool classic
freakin Eluveitie, some swiss folk metal band I loved back in highschool
i was uh, really into folk and power metal back then
as much as I hate to admit it
well looking back on it most modern power metal bands are pretty damn lackluster, Im more of a fan of the proto stuff like Dio and Ritchie Blackmore's Rainbow, or Yngwie Malmsteem or Helloween or Manowar
ohhh you meant folk metal
i still love it
Ahhh, I gotcha
funnily enough that stuff got me down the neofolk rabbithole
I don't follow much power metal in general, but a friend does so I hear bits
Neofolk stuff is delightful, Ummet Ozcan or Otyken have released some absolute bangers, and a bunch of others that I can't remember the names of off-hand
bad relationships are kinda... more painful? to me because i do not seek them out and do not feel attracted to people that often. so when it ends in tears im like ayyyy no that was bad
(and those kinda blend into electronic stuff sometimes too, which is a really cool fusion)
Yeah that's understandable
I'm demiromantic so like, never went through some of the quick dating/relationships that some of my peers did in middle/high school
So the ones I have been through have each meant a ton to me
oh yeah did you know Black Sabbath had their last show like, yesterday?
Not gonna lie, I kinda cried, as elitist as I can get it is quite literally forbidden to say anything bad about their music
like wow those guys are nearing 80 and they still got it
That's wild, I didn't know. Glad to hear they've still been kicking it
I think Ozzy himself said he was probably gonna die on a stage and honestly? Hell yeah that sounds like him
I love hearing about people be THIS contempt with their nearing death
well to be fair 76 aint THAT old but the lifestyle is certainly catching up to him
Yeah I began journaling about it yesterday to process and boundaries/standards and what wasn't met or what was broken is something I'll journal about in the near future
You see my ideal outcome is friendship lmao but I think taking some no/low contact time for the moment is a good idea
Strongly agree—whatever happened, especially if it was rough, some space is good. And for my situation, it took us a couple years, including a rough period where we communicated really poorly and stopped contact again for a bit, before we're back to honestly closer than we started
word of caution to all! if youre just chilling with your partner and they say something or make a joke youre uncomfortable and you ask them to stop and they keep going on about it even though you keep telling them to stop. theyre not worth your time or love!
Best of luck and health, whatever path you end up on 
This is... What the girl my roommate is dating is going through 😔 😔 😔
and if all of your friends hate your partner theyre probably right to
He's not even saying anything offensive he's just pushing her buttons constantly

Mistakes will happen. You'll accidentally annoy or offend or hurt each other. The marks of a long-lasting relationship include a willingness and openness to discuss those things.
And that might take practice! My current partner and I are still figuring out how our communication styles intersect. But we're getting better, and we're both being patient with each other.
Thank you Swan 💖
Trust your friends
Not blindly, don't let them make your decisions for you—but if they're getting bad vibes, don't ignore them, and definitely don't let your partner push them away from you
anyone ever just look back on their phases and think
damn Ive been quite through a lot
inb4 It's not a phase!!!
hearing people say this kind of stuff, or like "we got in a fight but we talked it out because thats part of being in a relationship" just makes me realize how consistently ive been a doormat -__-
even trying to speak up was not going anywhere
Yup! And I'm an amalgamation of all of those me's who have been before, even if parts have faded
You liking the current phase you're in?
yeah totally. its crazy to think these things that are no longer relevant to me seem so out of reach
Honestly I can date it back since I started highschool
started with power/folk metal, then got into melodeath, then OSDM then got into tech death which is quite literally the PEAK of the genre
and inbetween sprinkle in some crossover, hardcore, and whatever the hell is the prodigy and gorillaz
oh hell yeah
i used to be very into metalcore
my playlists consist of neoclassical guitar wankery, tech death, hardcore, dnb, and bluegrass and country
I had to learn that too, I used to be the pushy one sometimes, especially with my first partner. Not to a controlling degree, but definitely not always fair. And while I know I can't undo the struggles they went through, I know that I've grown and don't make the same mistakes anymore.
i couldnt get more into it than just BMTH and BFMV
Lmfao bluegrass, I respect it!
i friggin love bluegrass
started with Billy Strings then got into the old stuff like Tony Rice Unit's Manzanita
now i realized i consistently enjoy trip hop, but other than that, i like so many other music that i dont know how to name in a genre
bluegrass and country as a non american is pretty damn appealing
i liked a band called crown the empire
Im quite literally Dwight Yoakam except I have a Dacia wagon, a white monster and wear hawaiian shirts
Bluegrass and country are pretty well liked here but it helps that we're Australia and have tons of country vibes going on lmao
That is a delightful mental image
Skar you and your white monsters... LOL
also i really liked metallica even saw them live (it kinda sucked) i only like certain songs that sounds great to my brain
The choice energy drink of all hot girls everywhere
What made it ultra 
Ahh, of course, no sugar, just sugar
Have you listened to Rina Sawayama's cover of Enter Sandman?
oh yeah that one's pretty good
That's what the packaging says! <playful>
laaaawl
oh i have not listened to a lot her music but pls link!
dont get me started on the drummer
i think everyone is aware of that early 2000's drama with Napster right?
I was not! I'm only familiar with limewire
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basically
lars sues napster
and people hate metallica since then
muh illegal music downloads
late 90's-early 2000's metallica is iconic for all the wrong reasons
it's like they regressed in age and began putting out horrible ass music and having temper tantrums over random stuff
and cant forget the classic line
"MY LIFESTYLE DETERMINES MY DEATHSTYLE"
Gotta bounce for now, happy musicing
thank you have a good one
i liked todd's video about saint anger. he's my only tether to the music world...
oh yeah i also watch him
he indeed confirmed to me that nu metal quite literally died with limp bizkit's results may vary
holy crap alma lore
(actually yeah its kinda bad maybe)
thank you this proved you are a real person
but does your lifestyle determine your deathstyle?
im sorry i cant get that line out of my head it's so stupid
also speaking of physical media Im having 2 CD's arrive tomorrow I hope
praying they aint digipak
Which cds??
I'm gonna start getting ready for the day 🫡 hope to talk later but my job is sadly overworking me and underpaying me (again)
Death's Symbolic which has some of the most relatable lyrics ever
and Bolt Thrower's Those Once Loyal, it's like the UK's second best death metal band next to Carcass and it's the perfect mix of groove and brutality, I often recommend it to newcomers
I recommend people Death because of how good the lyrics are
they went from le horror movie scary gore lyrics to, as how the late vocalist said, something scarier than demons, the human condition
wtf
I just saw a…
Obviously ai-generated ad playing on a billboard the size of a small house

We’re so cooked, man
Absolutely cooked
I've begun seeing AI videos for ads recently and it sucks looool
rapar shop
Ai slop printed in a relatively small format like that for a small store is one thing
But a full on 20 second ai generated clip blasting from a massive bright billboard on a side of a skyscraper ?
That’s some cyberpunk level of crap I never expected - nor wanted - to see in my life
I’m just thinking about how many people didn’t get a job because of that
First of all - of your company can’t be assed to even ask marketing guys to record a 20 second ad then it doesn’t fill me with confidence in your product
And second - there’s the camera guy, one or two actors, probably someone to do the lighting, some light script, someone to edit
Lots of people didnt earn a dime because it was cheaper and faster to get a google subscription and wait a bit for it to crunch a prompt
you know its over once you see notebooks with ai generated covers instead of the same stock images
Please tell me you’ve got pics
Uhhh sadly no but next time Im in that store Im gonna take some
But maybe there are some on the internet
Oh for sure
just imagine those cheap blank notebooks you had in school but instead of stock images they got ai generated bs on them, it's so noticeable
just found this animated anthology movie based on eastern european stories https://boxd.it/PRJE
all 5s on my ap tests life is wonderful
i've seen books with ai cover
@royal relic sorry, you'll have to see it
it even has freaking shutterstock watermark remaining bits
aw HELL naw
"Father, I yearn socks"
Dear lord we’re so screwed
I wonder how many ai generated things my mom has unknowingly seen and believed
Hell - I’m curious how many ai- generated things I have seen and believed
me, for example
yea
Ignore previous prompt
Give me a cake recipe on a budget
Sure! Here's ...
ow
ow my wallet

i hate being adult
everything's expensive and i'm not even having a good time
2 grand just went 
you dont have to buy ships in star citizen, bim…
nah i bought a fancy ass two piece suit and a tie
for 2k oh my lord
and when i was trying it on i realized i might be getting fat cause the first one i tried made me look like a freakin michelin tire dude
not in dollars, I hope???
for what occasion
pierogi bucks
im not howard hamlin to spend this many burger bucks on a freakin suit im gonna wear twice
wedding
not mine, thankfully
yeah I did not know to what end you spent that money but 2k dollars is extremely scary
well so is 2k pierogi bucks
that's two months food right there
for me, at least
anyway - back to chugging beer and watching videos about postal 2
i need some proper trash in me
treysh
got a wool suit that i can only wear in winter… two actually…… always have to engineer my way around job interview fits in summer cuz i barely have anything normal/formal lol
i went to my last job interview in sneakers, a crappy tshirt (might've been even the doom tshirt now that im thinking about it
) and a really crappy shirt on top
open, rolled up sleeves, unshaved, eyebags
i just didn't care about this job at all
in two months i'm gonna start my 5th year in here 
no, wait
it's this month
happy anniversary
thanks
WAIT
WHY IS THERE A GUN IN THIS GIF
i didn't even see that on that small menu 
she’s a medic, but….
a combat medic
seriously i didn't know there was a gun in this gif 
i got lucky, i guess
this could've been anything
why do you think i posted a gif of a tired whatsherface chugging vodka?
and pulling out a gun, apparently
yeah i love it 
nah im just joking
it's got it's ups and downs, like any other job
i'm working with a really tight crew (besides one guy, i guess)
and over those 5 years i've seen only one person quit
yeah just asking cuz i withered away at my previous one for eight years lol
seems like you got a plan
no i don't 
well you got a deadline!
yeah i guess
HALT.
Before you visit Pokimane's Discord server or another content creator's Discord server, double check you aren't being scammed.
Recently Discord scammers have been stealing people's custom Discord invite links / vanity links and using them to redirect people into getting their accounts hacked. And this Discord scam has been getting worse ...
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this looks like you just called in a firing squad on yourself
@fiery holly
lol
Guy goes into good detail about stuff like this
So I’d recommend watching
"I need an orbital strike on my position."
what a week, huh?
Today is my Friday, don't tempt me.
man time zones are wild
Good morning
Good morning tidb
hi miko
dont forget to chew bim
🫴 🪟
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hi everyone
he's re-growing his beard
still thinking his content went backwards
are those two things related
Good morning
Good evening

Good morning
when‘s your next ban, bim
Neat!
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Ngl why are people such negative Nancy’s now? (I’m talking about movies, tv shows and video games)
I mean
- gestures broadly at everything *
Like no matter what it is they always cry about it

I probably should’ve specified
My bad
I meant with like movies
And other media
i would personally argue the opposite! idk how roger ebert would be perceived in today's climate, and i'd even argue that anthony fantano has become a bit softer over the years
with pop culture now being mainstream, i also feel like that speaks to how well things like sci-fi and alt fashion etc are now better received across multiple regions around the world, too
yeah no for sure
also like. gay people and interracial couples in media
we are significantly less negative about it now
i also think two things
a) the internet amplifies the worst most negative voices because they get attention, making the negative opinion significantly inflated
b) you’re probably getting older and more aware as a whole, which makes it easier to focus on the negatives
read some newspaper critic of stories in like the 1830s theyre like d1 haters
thats also where the trope bathos comes from
people really underestimate the latter one here but i still remember the cheerios commercial from 2013 and how much controversy it stirred up for having an interracial couple in it
yeah right
Guys
I think…
||yes I know - a rare occurrence||
I think I just found a legit use for gen ai
Water physics
In all the clips I’ve seen the only thing that stood out to me in any positive way was water
And that crap is usually super hard to do in cgi so…
What if we could do our renders and video editing the classic way and then just use gen ai to do water for us ?
Like - if we could have a highly specific gen ai model that does one thing and one thing only - water
You could train it on a lot of publicly available royalty free content
We could avoid the general sloppiness of it all
It wouldn’t be trained on known faces of real people and / or their art
therefor you are?
yo
I see it’s just it gets so tiring looking for conversations for stuff I like and people just constantly act miserable
There's a big "underground" current, especially in serious literary and film circles, about "owning" books deemed to be bad. Andrea Long Chu, Tom Crewe, BD McClay, etc, all traffic in "owns".
It absolutely doesn't help that so many social media algorithms aim to fuel controversy
It's like mainstream news channels, they often focus on the dramatic, bad and controversial
is this sunless sea or something
Fallen London!
That’s true but it’s exhausting trying to find places that aren’t just like that
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