avrora-general

[green epoch]

play an mmo w me

ff14 then

yeah

it hasnt

different timezone things

sure, i can live in your basement

if you have one

Hell yeah

Sleep well

[brittle wind]

i already claimed his basement smh

[green epoch]

smh smh

we can both live there

its probably a big basement

he doesnt have one but its fine

[somber halo]

it do be like that sometimes

[stuck copper]

rei can live in the trash compactor

don't worry, it's temporary

[brittle wind]

was expectin a 'dont worry, he's used to it'

[somber halo]

i found some irl news

i wish someone would end me

my brother is getting married

[brittle wind]

Marry his wife before him

Tpose on him

[wet torrent]

Imma tpose on u

[brittle wind]

Ok come over and do it

[somber halo]

nah

hate the guy too much to bring myself back into his life

[brittle wind]

Are you getting invited to the marriage or smth

[somber halo]

no, i just randomly look up people on google

[brittle wind]

Google op

[somber halo]

well, i only look up my siblings from time to time

[brittle wind]

I asked google if u gei

[somber halo]

im surprised my sister has no internet presence yet

[brittle wind]

It said yes

[somber halo]

no u

[brittle wind]

Nou

[somber halo]

tbh tho

nothing gets more depressing than your enemies winning

[brittle wind]

Marry your brother

Lose lose

I win

[somber halo]

u like da gei

stop projecting your fantasies onto me

[brittle wind]

No u

[stuck copper]

literally the only reason for me to brag about that stuff

gotta rub that shit in real good

[somber halo]

damn

[brittle wind]

Im too passive to consider anyone as an enemy

[stuck copper]

yeah, most people aren't worth seeing as enemies.

[brittle wind]

Unless well
They're in a game and i gotta shoot the fuvk outta em

[somber halo]

i too am very passive

but my brother is like

[stuck copper]

like, no need to make it worse just because you end up having differences.

[somber halo]

how2say

[brittle wind]

Did he eat your pudding when you were kids

[somber halo]

the embodiment of the hero of miracles or something

the most shounen of shounen protagonists

[stuck copper]

dude

i have two cousins

one is this super clean "mother-in-law's favorite

and the other one's garbage

i used to get along really well with the garbage one

and we hated the super clean one

he had everything. everyone loved him.

"why can't you be more like him, you scum?"

well

mofo got divorced

had to fight over the kids

yadda-yadda

so it's not over yet

there's always more time to crash and burn

[somber halo]

i was never close but compared to my brother, i never did anything "bad" and was a better student than him

my brother was a delinquent in all of grade school and did lots of drugs

[stuck copper]

but he has woman

so he wins

[somber halo]

well, my cousin, his life's best friend died in his arms protecting him from getting shot on his birthday eating pizza out in the street

[brittle wind]

Wat

[stuck copper]

the fuck kinda movie plot is that?

[somber halo]

ghetto life

[brittle wind]

That came outta nowhere

[somber halo]

then he decided to turn his life around, get his GED, a career, get buff, and everything positive from that point on

[stuck copper]

redemption arc

so why does he suck?

[somber halo]

so, i guess u can say im the antagonist

[stuck copper]

yeah. kinda.

if he really changed that much, just make up with him

[somber halo]

unlike him, i did well in school, never got in trouble, joined the military to help with financial issues

[stuck copper]

water under the bridge

[somber halo]

i was literally gone during the start of his redemption

but pretty much he said that ive been gone, why are you so cold and abusive to me for the way i am with my family

and essentially made me lose my place and kicked me out

so he usurped my role as the oldest family member of my generation

[stuck copper]

well

if he worked for it

and you let yourself go

[somber halo]

he won by populat vote ig

[stuck copper]

some people are really good at belittling themselves when they should be holding themselves to a higher standard.

you know what's wrong, so... do something about it?

be the bigger man, dude.

so that you can have something you can actually be proud of.

and not this weird

old people talk about the olden days

[somber halo]

its really difficult to explain

[stuck copper]

i dunno

yeah, same.

[somber halo]

when i compare it to something

[stuck copper]

you live in the present, so this is what you should focus on.

[somber halo]

i think of the story of julius caesar

[hazy elk]

reads like an extended chuuni phase

[somber halo]

guy rose to power, got too arrogant, then brutus realizes this and decides to betray him

[stuck copper]

bro

you're just two guys

brothers

this ain't some conflict of biblical proportions

do you write it like that?

to the google mobile

yes. i am correct. points for me.

[hazy elk]

wym, teachers always told us history is doomed to repeat itself

[stuck copper]

just get in touch, congratulate him, and apologize.

[hazy elk]

therefore the flood is imminent

[somber halo]

me?

[hazy elk]

[stuck copper]

from his perspective, you fucked up, so he got rid of you.

[somber halo]

yes

[stuck copper]

if you don't acknowledge that, you'll never get it over with.

like, sure, what he did was shit.

but you gotta meet people halfway.

if he decides to be a dick about it, at least you know you don't have to blame yourself anymore. at least not as much.

[somber halo]

darn, ig this is where the extent of my understanding goes

but you pretty much have the gist of it

i dont understand the value of family or reasons to keep stressful people (that you arent responsible for) in your life but maybe something might compel me back in the far future

[stuck copper]

i mean

if you think about it

on one hand, you don't get it

but on the other, you care so much about him that you're willing to be mad about him being happy.

[somber halo]

damn

[stuck copper]

maybe there's a bit of dishonesty in there somewhere

[somber halo]

dat hurt

as the person i am right now

i have no real achievements to be coming back home with

[stuck copper]

becoming a better person is an achievement in itself

not everyone will appreciate it, i guess

but you do what you can

[somber halo]

id be hanging my head in jealousy with all the success id be surrounded with

[stuck copper]

jealousy is fear

gotta sort that out with yourself

[somber halo]

yes fear

one day maybe

[stuck copper]

instead of putting yourself down, see if you can draw from them, as inspiration.

easier said than done, i know.

"if he can do it, so can i"

i mean, your deadbeat bro got it done

surely, you can match him

maybe ask for advice

"how do you motivate yourself?"

stuff like that

[somber halo]

probably, i do have a doctor's appointment on the morning coincidentally

[stuck copper]

acceptance is the first step

and then you go from there

[somber halo]

looking from the outside, his story is very explicit with all the factors

[stuck copper]

aren't they all?

stop looking for excuses

you can do it

[somber halo]

i see

[stuck copper]

i had to make up with my dad

after the divorce, he got really ugly

6 years lost

you don't get that shit back

ever

[dense wing]

reminds me I was reading about a lady who got pregnant, her parents abandoned her as a result

many many years later she was having another kid, the parents wanted back in her life

[stuck copper]

now i visit him every two weeks

and we're having a great time

do something about it. you might regret it later.

[dense wing]

shit happens, in their case it was never have a relationship with child/grandparent
or mend it over time in your own terms and boundaries

latter was chosen, family shit is hard

but theyre your only family

[stuck copper]

yeah

my dad didn't get to see my kid until he was 6

he lost all that time

it's brutal

and i want my kid to have all of his grandparents

at the end of the day, a lot of drama is just really petty bullshit

sometimes, the differences are really severe. but many times, people just want to be angry.

[dense wing]

when I was ages 4-14 I didnt really consider my mom, my mom

[stuck copper]

you're not really punishing the other party though. you may think you do, but you often just end up punishing yourself, or others.

[dense wing]

we had a horrible relationship, which I wont explain the specifics cause rules follow those bad boys!!!

but, shes my only mom, ive learned myself, ive learned my mom

[brittle wind]

which rool

[dense wing]

our relationship is rocky, but steady for the most part

[stuck copper]

get that shit sorted, my dude. what could possibly happen? i can't get any worse than it already is.

[dense wing]

I hope you think about it some more, it is ultimately up to you to decide

[stuck copper]

that pride is not your friend

do something you can actually be proud of

you'll feel much better

[dense wing]

maybe if my brother wasnt so stupid he'd be able to live in the same state as his daughter

young, dumb, life things

[somber halo]

time

[dense wing]

I'll never forget how my brother cried from pride when my parents and I walked into the hospital room and met his child but that fact makes everything hurt more given the situation

[somber halo]

i wish i had a kid

[hazy elk]

takes 2 to tango

[somber halo]

darn

morals and values are hard to understand because they vary from each person

[hazy elk]

nobody's relationships are perfect

[brittle wind]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/765274300319793204/950725426634981396/image0.png

found luna

[hazy elk]

didn't know luna was an elf

[somber halo]

gotta weigh the to figure out if its worth

[hazy elk]

[brittle wind]

its cosplay

duh

[hazy elk]

[somber halo]

lamy hot tho

[dense wing]

[brittle wind]

my relation with my bed is perfect
it lets me sleep on it and i thank it

[stuck copper]

i've said everything there is to it (at least as far as i'm aware). not gonna go in circles.

[hazy elk]

there's no ship there, the bed can't consent

[brittle wind]

cal2gud at deep lyfe talk

[somber halo]

is this.. non consent??

[brittle wind]

i just hide whenever it happen

[somber halo]

cal has lived the full life

[stuck copper]

nope

well, maybe

i don't know

[somber halo]

well, his kid not old enough

[stuck copper]

depends on what you consider "full"

i just went through a lot of shit

[somber halo]

hardship does make people mature faster

[stuck copper]

i think people have the power to get shit done. they just need a good talking to.

for some reason, they like to capitulate.

been there, done that.

[dense wing]

they need to hear a bit of someone elses' erxperiences n wisdom

[stuck copper]

no point in it.

[somber halo]

capitulate

[stuck copper]

capitulate to themselves.

[flat palm]

morning gamers

[dense wing]

before my partner n I started dating I used to go to him for everything he always knew what t o say too

and then I turned him down

[stuck copper]

and yeah, some things are cheesy af. but when it's true, it's true, y'know?

[flat palm]

sounds like a woman thing to do

"ily but no"

[stuck copper]

lmao yeah

also kids

but men are dumb too

[dense wing]

I never said ily but no

[flat palm]

just an example

[stuck copper]

everyone thinks they know better. they have to make their own mistakes.

[dense wing]

thats a whole new sentence my guy!!!

[stuck copper]

failure will teach em

[dense wing]

but regardless, I turned him down and he was a broken man

[flat palm]

did you look at him in disgust while saying no

[dense wing]

but he never gave up and decided hey if he couldnt be with me he would at least be my best friend

Iwas more confused

[flat palm]

thats cute

[dense wing]

so he continued to be my best friend and I went to him for everything

[stuck copper]

i am a woman

[flat palm]

my friend asked sm1 he had a crush on out during our college recess, and she just glared at him and walked away

[stuck copper]

turned down my wife

and she kept coming after me

[flat palm]

i witnessed a man crushed and broken

[stuck copper]

ouch

sometimes, silence says more than any amount of words

[dense wing]

and I got older, I realized how much his life played a role in my life

[flat palm]

so basicly

[dense wing]

broke up my at the time relationship because of my conflicting feelings

[somber halo]

i am a broken person but i feel like i dont deserve the spoils handouts or good luck

[flat palm]

if you're persistent enough ittl work out in the end

[dense wing]

told him, he was there to support me
then 5 days later asked me out again

[flat palm]

or just you know

nice

[dense wing]

and yesterday was our 5th year anniversary

[stuck copper]

the good kind of "never give up"

[somber halo]

i am currently living on handouts and its hurting my pride indirectly pushing me to want to get a job sooner

[dense wing]

yeah not the creepy kind

[flat palm]

what do you mean following someonne around 24/7 isnt a good strategy to making someonne like you

[stuck copper]

that's the better kind of pride. use it.

having standards can be a powerful thing.

keeps you from losing your way and becoming trash.

[flat palm]

my standards dropped heavily back when i was depressed

then they raised again when i got my shit together

[dense wing]

my standards are dependent on my family

[somber halo]

in terms of a relationship, thats a consistent internal me problem

[dense wing]

without anyone in my life, I wouldnt be trying

instead I feel pressured to be a human just because there are humans involved with me

as long as these humans are with me, I'll be there too

[stuck copper]

my standards are my own.

i have a certain idea of what i want to be.

just sucks when you fail at it and you're like "am i a failure?"

well, yeah.

kinda

but also no

keep trying.

[somber halo]

yeah

i guess am the opposite of kawa

[stuck copper]

failing is fine. giving up is not.

unless you're a stalker.

in that case, please give up.

[somber halo]

the ability for me to try is to be independent of people

[dense wing]

well I lost the will to live when Iwas 14 so my wil lto live is just to keep my friends and family well and happy

[flat palm]

its pretty rough being a teenager nowadays

i was like that too

[somber halo]

the minimum requirements to live has raised a lot in recent times

[dense wing]

true social media is incredibly influential on teens now and its kind of horrific

[flat palm]

mhm

[stuck copper]

what's particularly disgusting about it is that they don't know wtf they're doing. they just blindly participate.

[somber halo]

i hate doing things blindly

[dense wing]

im only 19, but I follow positive shit, theres no use spreading hate and etc
I live to be positive and be positive for others make the internet your happy place

life drastically improves once you surround yourself with self love

[somber halo]

i dont spread hate but i dont like everything happy

[stuck copper]

just recently, i read about how... certain groups of people i am not allowed to mention... use that stuff as a pipeline.

and it's so easy, since all they have to do is make people angry.

because angry people no use brain.

[dense wing]

angry go rah rah rah no think

head.. RAGE!!!

[stuck copper]

and it makes them receptive for/to things that are much worse.

[somber halo]

sometimes happy doesnt keep ppl grounded enough

[stuck copper]

so whenever i see something that makes me angry, i try to take a step back.

[dense wing]

I dont like everything happy either

[stuck copper]

"is this an attack?"

[dense wing]

but I spent my childhood in the dark

[somber halo]

i used to be hopeful for the future back then

[stuck copper]

i used to fall for that shit, hook, line, and sinker.

well

[dense wing]

now I only know how to express myself in ways that make an attempt to make others feel some kind of cheer

[somber halo]

but things happen and i had to readjust a lot of plans until the original plan only became a fever dream

[stuck copper]

i believe things might eventually turn so bad that people might actually figure things out and do something about it.

or we all just die.

when i'm not talking shit, i try to be constructive.

[somber halo]

i have too much hesitation and caution now when i try to do things

[stuck copper]

why?

lazy or afraid?

cuz i'm lazy

[somber halo]

maybe both

[green epoch]

im definitely lazy

and new things feel scary

[somber halo]

kinda like how we were talking about elden ring earlier

[stuck copper]

my wife always admires my ability to switch off my "fucks given"

i just do

[somber halo]

that is admirable

[stuck copper]

no point overthinking it

used to be different tho

[somber halo]

elden ring too hard, gotta look 10 steps into the future to find out things work

[stuck copper]

i figured that it didn't really matter. if you fail you, fail. and it doesn't matter what people think. there's always going to be those that dislike everything.

so why bother?

[somber halo]

also i did get really lost yo the point where i needed a guide

frustration got the better of me

[stuck copper]

i just went all over the place

sometimes followed the grace

[somber halo]

i have terminal skill issue, so i attempt to compensate with knowledge

never going back to fps ever again

[stuck copper]

i suck at fps

at least in mp

got stomped so bad i halo

right now, my biggest problem is finding ways to entertain my kid

school's out for two weeks

"wanna play my new mario maker level?"

please

no

i can't handle any more of those

three doors, all of them death

"it's easy. you just have to use this invisible block"

[dense wing]

ive never played a souls game and picking up elden ring was scary

im a pansy I see an enemy I freak out

[stuck copper]

it's a scary game ngl

[dense wing]

but thats also what makes it so fun

ive never had so many genuine screams from random shit happening in a long time

its so fun

[stuck copper]

people say it's the easiest of the bunch, and that's true. but it's still hard af

[dense wing]

like this just happened 3 hours ago

sometimes I have an issue where enemies go invisible (and my horse)

I was just here collecting my runes after dying

I went oh they dont respawn

no they do

theres another funny part that comes in right after that, but its over 100mb so it wont send

[stuck copper]

yeah, was about to say. it's a bug. haven't experienced it myself yet.

there's one dungeon that's pure mindfuckery

you feel like a rat in a maze. then you start questioning your sanity.

and it's all deliberate. the bastards.

[dense wing]

or this funny clip from yesterday

rip big chungus the man the myth the legend

[stuck copper]

that censor

his chungus too big

love the scream. the fact that they even put it in the game is hilarious.

[dense wing]

my name is ASSKICKER so I wonder if mine is censored

[stuck copper]

probably

i think there's a list

[dense wing]

theres a big hole right before you get into the castle

I thought you were supposed to jump in

so I did

5 seconds of falling followed by

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaguuhhh…”

I laughed so hard, most ridiculous scream I heard

[stuck copper]

there's a dark souls 3 name censor checker. it says you're not censored. not sure it's accurate tho.

[dense wing]

its probablt accurate

the censor is wacky

it only censors lowercase words

if my name was asskicker it would be censored but Asskicker wouldn’t

[stuck copper]

yup

just checked

lower gets censored lol

[dense wing]

oh and in that clip where the enemies are invisible

thats another moment of

genuinely screaming

[stuck copper]

there are enemies that are legit invisible

they backstab me for half a bar

i hate them so much

too stupid to deal with them

have you beaten margit yet?

[dense wing]

rodrick too

[somber halo]

same

[stuck copper]

noice

then i'm confident you can beat the rest

[somber halo]

last thing i did before turning it off for thr day

ash summons are OP

[dense wing]

oh shit I haven’t use those yet

[stuck copper]

some of them are really good

tfw you've found a group of big, ugly enemies that each drop 12k. and they're farmable.

and you can use ashes.

[dense wing]

what!

[flat palm]

i got addicted to honkai

heh

[warm bluff]

ashes feel too broken sometimes

i probably rely on oleg way too much

[echo zephyr]

finding a good clan

[stuck copper]

then there are times when even ashes don't seem enough

i'm stuck at a part with one tree boss, two large knights, and two small goons. it's fucking impossible.

only good thing is that i get a whole level per run.

[verbal obsidian]

the more i watch elden ring the more i want to play

[stuck copper]

then i realized that pumping 4 points into strength increased my damage by maybe 3%

[verbal obsidian]

but im also like "but would i tolerate dying 100000x times"

[stuck copper]

if it's fun

[verbal obsidian]

i wouldnt know, nvr played a souls game

[warm bluff]

dying 100000x times is fun

[verbal obsidian]

only played anime souls

which i heard is much easier

[stuck copper]

you have to get used to "permanently losing exp you haven't cashed in yet".

[hazy elk]

code vein is a good time

[brittle wind]

code vein was gei

never finished

[stuck copper]

me neither

[brittle wind]

[hazy elk]

sounds like you were staring at the wrong pair of knockers then

[stuck copper]

i felt it was way easier

[brittle wind]

no

it just crashed when i killed last boss

[stuck copper]

since you always have a companion with you

[brittle wind]

so never finished

[hazy elk]

it's intended to be w/ the friend mechanic, ye

[stuck copper]

which is kinda cool. i like having a bro at my side.

[brittle wind]

parry timings with some of the veil thingies felt way too off

[hazy elk]

you against the world is cool, you against the world with your best bro that dies every bossfight? even cooler

[brittle wind]

cuz of the unique anims

[stuck copper]

i kept the starting guy, i think. he was nice enough.

[brittle wind]

how bout i go do some random shit and someone else saves the world for once

s m h

[hazy elk]

no, always pain and suffering

story was pleasant enough

[stuck copper]

i'm just not a fan of the whole anime feel

so done with it

plays 5th grimdark souls title

[hazy elk]

made up for it with the camera perspectives

[warm bluff]

[hazy elk]

even mid cutscene, absolutely glorious

[stuck copper]

big tiddy anime girls are always nice, yeah

[hazy elk]

tired of staring at uggo's quest chat? well swivel it around a bit

[brittle wind]

i love dark souls type games but i have massive skill issues and keep dying or just getting lost and then i take a 5 year break before continuing

[warm bluff]

same

[green epoch]

issue in difference

[stuck copper]

i just find them draining

[green epoch]

im bad at everything

[hazy elk]

I enjoy dying and combat and junk

[stuck copper]

since i have to focus all the time

[green epoch]

[hazy elk]

but I can't for the life of me figure out where to go so I have to keep like a youtube guide handy

[warm bluff]

i wish i could play a cute character in elden ring

[stuck copper]

no cute

only ugly

[hazy elk]

with mods I'm sure you can do it

[warm bluff]

[hazy elk]

until then bide your time w/ ng+7 or whatever the cap is

[stuck copper]

is the stat cap 99 in this game? anybody got hard info on that?

[warm bluff]

[stuck copper]

boo

[verbal obsidian]

okay maybe i'll scoop up the game when it goes on sale or somethin and casually play

[green epoch]

I kinda wanna try it too but not sure if I'd like it

[warm bluff]

there's other ways of obtaining the game

[verbal obsidian]

big luna, buy the game and family share so I can leech

[green epoch]

its 60 bucks

[hazy elk]

sounds illegal

[stuck copper]

like spending some quality time with sugar daddy ina

[hazy elk]

[green epoch]

youre not my family, bitagi

[hazy elk]

shot down

[verbal obsidian]

[stuck copper]

https://isthereanydeal.com/game/eldenring/info/

dis for legal sellers

[verbal obsidian]

well this site goes straight to the point

yeah i usually use GMG

[stuck copper]

i was like "i'll watch this review later. don't wanna spoil."

bought the game. played.

went back to review. "use this code for discount"

[warm bluff]

[verbal obsidian]

[green epoch]

[stuck copper]

kinda fine tho

game worth money

[brittle wind]

buy it for me

thank

[wet torrent]

no

thank

[stuck copper]

I can't

Bought a bunch of games already

And I want Disco Elysium when the box comes out.

[warm bluff]

[stuck copper]

The dragon was his horni

[warm bluff]

can't kill that dragon

[green epoch]

That sounds amazing

[warm bluff]

no u

[green epoch]

I took a nap but woke up cuz my friend called me to say shes gonna visit me

Nope

[warm bluff]

ur bad

[wet torrent]

Must be a cool dream

Fray gettin a girl confirmed

[green epoch]

Awww she brought me roses

yeah she didnt stay for long

[green epoch]

Happy womens day Aran

[green epoch]

Do it and send us a pic

Smh what

[wet torrent]

Ask him to wear one too

[stuck copper]

And?

Okay

[green epoch]

that makes it even better

bonding time w boss

whats lil aran doing during his lil break

super fun

You should be used to losing bc our league games

[hazy elk]

so then you get a shirt that says Onee-chan what's the problem

[green epoch]

YES

Thats the move

[green epoch]

Discord finally works again

[stuck copper]

it was so dark and lonely

https://tenor.com/view/cat-cat-watch-cat-dark-cat-light-angry-gif-21923710

[green epoch]

Discord withdrawals

[hazy elk]

bad idea

is that why discord came back

[green epoch]

It was a good idea actually

I still support it

cuz oneechan > oniichan

[brittle wind]

Deadcord moment

[hazy elk]

[green epoch]

[stuck copper]

"big mommy milkers"

if that doesn't get her interested, i don't know what will

[green epoch]

it opens as a link atleast

no you

[hazy elk]

imagine having discord still broken, silly aran

[green epoch]

[verbal obsidian]

is discord safe

[green epoch]

Are you safe

[hazy elk]

you're definitely stranger danger

[green epoch]

you never know when ill find you

and pat you

[hazy elk]

only if you get patted into oblivion

[green epoch]

you dont like pats?

[hazy elk]

just like this, perfect

[green epoch]

feels nice

as long as people dont do it wrong

silent emote good

https://tenor.com/view/pat-kizumonogatari-shinobu-head-pat-gif-12018873

[hazy elk]

extreme patting

[green epoch]

Shinobu super cute

[brittle wind]

https://tenor.com/view/chuunibyou-hit-bonk-chop-stopit-gif-8229175

[green epoch]

[brittle wind]

Best pat

[green epoch]

oh yeah thats how its done

how nice of you

[brittle wind]

Pat luna like that

He'd love it

[warm bluff]

[green epoch]

cute

[brittle wind]

No luna

[green epoch]

[brittle wind]

[green epoch]

both good

i made cucumber salad today

super tasty

i dont play genshin but i kinda like raiden more

[warm bluff]

Klee best

[green epoch]

[warm bluff]

[green epoch]

dont disappoint me like this, Luna

yeah i only know their looks

what am i saying

[brittle wind]

but luna lives to disappoint

[green epoch]

you already do

[warm bluff]

ya my life is just disappointing everyone

[green epoch]

my AL keeps dc'ing

10k got tho

its fine

Good job lil Aran

You can also socialize

but you are smart

yes words like that make you sound super smart

Sleep meds finally starting to kick in

Ehhhh

[hazy elk]

well yes, like any drug, but the bigger concern is the tolerance

[green epoch]

Depends I guess

Melatonin is kinda fine cuz your body produces it naturally

stronger stuff can mess you up

This one med made me feel like a zombie for a whole day I went to a grocery store and had to call my mom bc I didnt know what I was there for

But melatonin is safe

its mostly used to fix ur sleep schedule

[dense wing]

I love when melatonin doesnt hit me and I just sit there like “shit”

thats only if I have just had too much in a week

take a week break and then it hits me like a truck again

[green epoch]

yeah melatonin is a bit funny

sometimes it doesnt do anything

thats true

i shouldnt have napped

it felt like a good idea

cuz i was super tired

i fell asleep on my keyboard

and then i went to bed

yeah that makes sense

working hard

bc u keep napping all morning

maybe

Sleep a bit earlier, wake up earlier too

[hazy elk]

instructions unclear

crashed at 9pm

woke up at 1am

[green epoch]

dummies

its rly hard to keep your sleep schedule normal

ik i should go sleep now but AL

[limpid kite]

https://tenor.com/view/essex-azur-lane-skill-issue-anime-cool-shades-gif-24142982

[green epoch]

issue in difference

why do you need to be up at reset

i cant think of anything other than pvp

Understandable

but

sleep tho

sleep good

someone replied to my instagram story of me getting roses from my best friend

[hazy elk]

[green epoch]

[hazy elk]

[green epoch]

maybe calling your best friend a waifu aint the smartest idea

[hazy elk]

maybe

[somber halo]

the doctor had to give it to me

the bad news is that i have a high chance of heart attack in 10 years

the good news is that its 69%

nice

[hazy elk]

sounds like me but my doc hasn't told me yet

[green epoch]

[hazy elk]

I can feel the arteries clogging every day

[green epoch]

No dying??????!!!

[hazy elk]

no promises

[green epoch]

Silent no

[somber halo]

also i gotta get a sample of myself to test for wormtapes

[hazy elk]

I'm usually pretty tuned to my internal homeostasis

[somber halo]

my hypothyroidism is gone but i still feel cold all the time

[hazy elk]

but that just means I feel my mortality much more closely

[somber halo]

she also told me to go exercise every day

[warm bluff]

i wish i could be smart like big luna too

[somber halo]

which im probably juat gonna jog outside since its not too hot yet

[green epoch]

you guys better stay healthy

Exercising is good for you

[brittle wind]

i dont wanna be healthy smh

i wanna be under the ground

[green epoch]

Dummies

No, i care

[somber halo]

also i lost weight again

134 lbs w/clothes

[green epoch]

Holy fuck

Thats scary

Super light

[hazy elk]

134lbs
heart attack

something's not adding up

[brittle wind]

how many kg is 134 lbs

speak in human smh

dam

wtf

fray gonna get blown away by the wind

[green epoch]

Time to have nightmares about League

Gn

[brittle wind]

are made of cheese

[warm bluff]

frayya is lighter than me

i'm 140lbs

i'd rather be smol

[brittle wind]

there's a reason his name is lunaTHICC

[somber halo]

well, we all know inaba is a tall gigachad

[high fable]

rando which luna?

[brittle wind]

That luna

[high fable]

wow

[somber halo]

it do be like that

[verbal obsidian]

Fray would u eat more if rei fed u

[somber halo]

dats gei

i eat whenever i feel like it

which is once or twice a day

but i do have constant cravings for smol snax and stuff

[verbal obsidian]

[stuck copper]

[somber halo]

gei is not da wei

[high fable]

who gey?

[stuck copper]

u

[high fable]

no u

[somber halo]

no u

[stuck copper]

just a little

for dat extra spice

[verbal obsidian]

[warm bluff]

mage is too broken in elden ring

[somber halo]

inaba's skills are too pro

to the point where he thinks the game is broken

[warm bluff]

laser skill is actually too broken though

it just oneshots bosses

[somber halo]

i regret that i didnt build for magic now

[warm bluff]

You can always redistribute stats later, the stupid laser is pretty late into the game anyway

I refuse to ever use that spell again though

[solar fjord]

It's not even that op on bosses

Mimi bosses sure but you ain't landing many on big bosses

[somber halo]

damn

inaba so pro

99% of the time, the OP lazer hits every time

[magic moon]

hm, what to do in ER tonight

[somber halo]

im watching House

[magic moon]

in Elden Ring, I mean

[somber halo]

i interpreted that as emergency room

[magic moon]

something tells me that they don't have medical drama reruns. But maybe in the plague area!

[somber halo]

i mean ya kno

its technically an old show

but i used to always watch it because it aired after american idol, which my mom watched

[green epoch]

Dw youll be fine in a bit

Good job, dummy

No im jealous

All this sleep

I want more sleep too

Bully

[warm bluff]

i used it against ||morgott|| and cheated myself out of a cool boss fight

[green epoch]

Im usually max 5 mins late 5 mins of extra sleep aint enough

Or just accepting life sucks

ILL GET UP

[somber halo]

saem, every day

[green epoch]

Good job

Im extra super proud of you

im not kidding

[warm bluff]

[green epoch]

[verbal obsidian]

Luna big booli

[green epoch]

[green epoch]

I love Finland, just saw a news article that said 'its gonna get warm soon'
Warm being 35-40f

[somber halo]

i love

[green epoch]

Thats definitely not warm tho

But its good

Im cold

[wet torrent]

[dense wing]

here has been so warm

it feels so gross

its humid

very very humid

it feels very gross to go outside

I love rain too yeah

but warm rain sucks

[somber halo]

sticky is hot

[green epoch]

Humid is gross

I left on time today

Thank you

I had to take a bus that takes longer tho

Cuz Im not taking chances on slipping

Not anymore

Yeah, no need to walk that much but I need to transfer buses

Its fineee

Better than dying

Living is fun

Exactly

Its not bad at all

Just dont think

Head empty no thoughts

Only

No you

[somber halo]

nabi hot af

[warm bluff]

no u

[green epoch]

Nabi super cute

But I havent watched vtuber streams in ages

Except for Calli and Ina

[high fable]

what ever happen to uto?

[green epoch]

Is she inactive now or something?

[high fable]

So......i just asked around other chats and it turns out she is taking a break

[green epoch]

Suisei hot

same

trying to dl emulator on this laptop is painful

so slow

[green epoch]

Need to get kiev

No

Only if I really dont get her

[somber halo]

emulators take too much resources

darn, i cant come up with a comeback for that

[green epoch]

Guess ill have to take her from you

[somber halo]

i completely forgor about the meta fights yesterday

i was visited by the great Donald Trump

[green epoch]

wat

[somber halo]

he attacked my meta battle for me

[green epoch]

Dont shoot

Ill take good care of her

[somber halo]

[green epoch]

Sure

[somber halo]

when's the wedding?

[green epoch]

[stuck copper]

u should see his dorm

too bad its closed now

[somber halo]

darn

[stuck copper]

[somber halo]

tfw you're acknowledged by a famous person tho

[stuck copper]

forgot why i had him added outside of "wow double 100% WR "

but his def fleets are pretty fun

[somber halo]

his def fleets are indeed pretty fun

last season, i was testing out the new meta

his fleet was the only one that gave me a hard time

[stuck copper]

[somber halo]

had to restart about at least 3 times

no no

completely professional and competitive relationship

nothing of the sort

[stuck copper]

just use sussy letters in ur name

nobody can find u

would prefer to be the one adding anyway

those are also nice to have tbh

random kills always good

[somber halo]

most of my random kills suck

usually cant do more than 400k

although, i dont need that much tbh

fleet tech helps so much

[green epoch]

i didnt get my meta ship mlb im so dumb

i forgot to do opsi too often

it hurts

[somber halo]

the ocd makes all sorts of imperfectionism hurt more than usual

[green epoch]

sorry

[somber halo]

but super perfectionists have OP skill ceiling

saem

how2doEXmaps

[dense wing]

I have ocd too

but mine isnt things having to be in a certain pattern

[somber halo]

i regret not playing elden ring today

too much binge watching today

[green epoch]

smh no u dont
you play league too well for that

[dense wing]

I was going to play osu, but

its almost elden ring hours

[somber halo]

wish i could play osu

skill floor is too high for me to play that game

[dense wing]

so im like.. do I want to play osu and miss out on that wonderful progress
or do I want to miss out on elden ring and keep my osu skills in line

oh I should just play some elden ring then go back to packing

[somber halo]

if i play elden ring now.. dunno how long i would still be up

[green epoch]

eternal struggle

[somber halo]

i wish i could finish chen hai faster

making using her on hardmode too hard

[green epoch]

im not lying

[somber halo]

my mind lately hasnt been focusing as much in AL like before

[green epoch]

actually taking forever

We have to do this baldessari assignment thing in photography again, I hate it and I've already done it twice

its like a list of different prompts you use for arts

and well, its helpful but i dislike em cuz the assignments are kinda stupid

Thats true

And I dont even wanna do art related things in the future but im in too deep to quit

[somber halo]

i look forward to my short-lived future every day

[green epoch]

I wanna go study IT next

[green epoch]

smh smh smh youre gonna live long

[warm bluff]

[green epoch]

Well I mean

I do wanna keep doing arts but not as a profession

I like monies

[somber halo]

that 69% chance of heart problems within the next 10 years is a very good offer i cant refuse

[warm bluff]

same

[green epoch]

can whale more for waifus if i got monies

[green epoch]

why is it tho
bc youre underweight? smth else? did he just say you cant do anything about it???

[somber halo]

i have super high cholesterol levels

[green epoch]

only happy moments in av gen from now on

[green epoch]

that can be fixed

so no, youre not dying

[somber halo]

ig

its okay

its an all natural not living

doc is sending me for mental health services only because i told her i dont get along with family

i think its dumb but at least its free

[green epoch]

getting help is poggers

[somber halo]

im already getting annoying calls from the government for not having health insurance

i'll probably just go on elden ring to reveal the map of the next area