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im an only child until my brother does something stupid again 
oh yeah when I was little we only had one pc and I would play it in secret when my brother was asleep
because he wouldn’t let me during the day
im physically the older one but my brother is the one that stands out better in public
I used to raid in MMORPGs and telling my raid leader my sibling wouldn’t let me on the pc was 
mood
I would tell my brother I need the pc today at 7 and he would get so mad 
real talk, i one day want to have kids
i dont
well, a kid
if i end up having multiple, there has to be a significant age gap at the very least
i've relied on my brother too much to wanna hate him for all the shit he's done lel
relied?
imagine having a little version of yourself
its basically indirect immortality
but less refined
well he a computer whiz and i never really got into that stuff so i p much just poke him when my lappy borks up
shit like that
I always wanted at least a kid, but as I grow up, I do not
i can't die without leaving something behind
I think maybe I will adopt an older kid, in their adolescence
my immediate family is the only one that carries the family name
my dad had too many sisters
meanwhile my brother accidentally had a daughter, so im good that my family line wont die 
i never wanted a kid cuz i was like lmao i gave my parents so much pain i dont need a kid doin that to myself and idk how i would raise one n all that
time to time i think bout like havin someone to live with n all that but no kids
his brother's sons, my cousins, are either dead or different last names
eh, our name is probably going to die, but it doesn't matter. it's the "blood" that counts.
from what i remember
can get rid of names but not of genes
just prepare to face scrutiny for being a couple but “choosing”not to have kids, its not always a choice, but older people dont care the circumstances
rei is like, on the closest part of iran to EU
my parents didnt develop me correctly, so i want to correct that mistake
I have a myriad of mental disorders , some genetic and some from the way my parents treated me as a child
not financially, but socially
as a result I dont want a kid
im too scared I will ruin it too
you'll fuck things up eventually. that's normal.
if its money related, i'll take that hit
adopt me rando
new parents are fucking incompetent. it takes time to learn stuff.
sucks that the first kid is usually a test subject.
my older brother got it easier than I did 
but what can you do?
"i will make this kid great and they will never disrespect me"
i was told this directly, i feel hurt
literal quote
i mean, you can't really train that stuff, so it's kind of a given.

i did plenty things wrong.
first kid is a test subject, they will usually turn out worse
it's not just the kids that need to grow, y'know?
the closest thing i have to exp is raising chao in sanic adventure 2 and pokemon breeding
meanwhile my brother and I turned out equally as fucked 
my brother like legit hates dad
keeps badmouthing him n sheit loud and im just wondering when our dad is just gonna snnap and yeet him out or sth
there were few close cases but it aint actually happened yet
I dont blame my parents, but I cant help but feel resentful for being born to two incompetent parents that werent ready for parenthood
my parents admitted they fucked up. now my dad tries to make up for it. it's great.
he was 20 when i was born.
and i was an accident.
first child test subject, figure out all the flaws, perfection on the second
yeet the first one

he did what he could.
my mom refuses to acknowledge shes done anything bad
but shes the direct cause of my genetic and nurture disorders
my dad realized they fucked up as well and tries to make up for it as well
same except the 2nd part
i just feel resentful kinda for being born in iran and all the environmental shit that happened
not that it couldnt have gone different if i was mentally stronger but i was always derp anyway 
i cut my dad out of my life for a long time. he didn't get to see my son until he was 6. i think i was plenty harsh on him.
aran is a real asian
wtf?
anyway, my son's really fucking smart. i'm so proud of him. shit's tough, but it's worth it.
fuck the rest.
when I was young I told my mom I wanted to be a surgeon, now its her pride and standard, shes told everyone and expects it of me
being a surgeon is still something I want to do, but the pressure is immense
im too clumsy to aspire to be one
kinda her fault to take it at face value
but i do have perfectionist tendencies
i dont hold much against my parents personally, there's few stuff i've hated through my life but considering i've been a lil shit myself but they've tried all they could too
telling my mom I might want to be a medical examiner instead of a trauma surgeon was so scary
but nothing came of it, just “oh cool!”
my dream job as a kid: becomin a baker so i could take some bread home end of the day

big dreams
i can only imagine my 3 younger siblings living out their best lives since i yeeted myself out years ago
am too tosic
my lil avrogen cant be this deep
i'll be deep when im done with you
gei
I was falsely diagnosed with “anger issues” as a kid and whenever my mom took me to the kid therapy sessions, I would hold onto the car and all bars along the way to the building, my mom had to pull and drag me into those sessions
thats why I cant hate them either
no u
i loved how
i had to go to friday sessions for years
week's over. finally weekend.
except for the final boss
friday sessions
i feel like mental issues are better off not being addressed in the first place
"here's our son. please fix him."
i've been taken to therapies few times but dont even remember why anymore
years later: "he's not the problem. you are." lmao
prolly just the fixin
i might have some but at least i dont have the weight of knowing it dragging me every day
and depression fixin kek
get rekt, parents
goin to therapies
fix it felix child therapists
I didnt really understand what therapy was 
well, i'm fucking autistic, but nobody noticed. not sure i can't blame people or not. doesn't matter now, does it?
yeah, they just send you there to talk to a guy or something.
even my mom told me that when the therapist was trying to talk to me (I was given paint and a clay toy) that I was visibly irritated that she was trying to bother me and distract me from painting 
so we'd just play games and i'd answer his weird questions.
I was like “who tf is this person and why wont they leave me alone??”
i do feel like if i do go see one, i feel like it would only reinforce what i already know about myself without any new info
such a waste
from my experience, most adult therapists are fucking terrible.
u r gei
therapy done
now pay me

best guy i had was a neurologist, and all he did was hand out pills.
he actually came pretty close.
maybe i should become a therapist
the world is too hard of a game
well, i'd sure as hell be depressed as well if i had to pay 10k for that shit lmao
because no one is in sync with anyone else
those that recognize that, would be able to live a healthy life with good enough
that just means you lost
the game
i know i lost
have good woman, i guess 
good emotional support does a lot
i gotta make a 10 hour drive once i wake up
and i always try to focus on the good
i got too insecure and a bit arrogant when i had a gf
shit's bad? well, there's gotta be something good in it.
always focus on opportunities.
tbh tho, when i did have a gf, it still didnt feel like one
i dont have any thrilling tales bout when i had a gf
since you can't change shit anyway, just live with it.
cuz i didnt have any
because they were actually sane and responsible irl
no u
imagine being dumb was the only thing you two had in common
no relationship, only lewd.
and it somehow worked out
frei ship name
i mean, it would be a start
ew
having a foundation is better than having no foundation, so go for it 
as much as i get along with rei, i realize the only requirement i have for a female, is to tolerate my erratic behavior
so you want a mom
hot
in short, yes
i havent seen any yet
please entertain me with the details on how they are like
keep looking
i want to know what i need to find
my mom told me to ask if fray has a sis
but then fray said his sis is gei
like he is gei

the only girls ive seen in my 30+ years of life are either the ones who want a sugar daddy or a holy vanilla relationship
owait
embed fail
i forgot im still banned
how long is it goin for lel
not being able to talk in pictures limits the context of my emotions and conversational direction
come over and i'll kick you
your past comes back to haunt you
wow, thanks past me
you did good for once
well, i did deserve it tbf
i posted that thing out of impulsive anger
i mean
the longer im image/file banned
yeah make sure to pass along the word that the next time it happens they're getting yeeted, no questions asked

would i still be motivated to even play
despite putting so much time and effort into it
i too think that
i already yeeted myself out of fauna's membership
same
was yes
she cares too much about being seiso
which is the opposite of my general desires
so fauna is luna
in my pov
the holy vanilla wholesome life does not exist
a lot of her fans are blue pilled to it
how bout holy chocolate wholesome life

true
i would have stayed with fauna if she just didnt feel so fake
normally, the less seiso the vtuber, the more comfortable they are with just being themselves
i agree
i do remember this yeah
i've only actually watched like one vtuber for more than 30 seconds and it was a guy
his voice was p hot
thanks for listening to my ted talk
but yeah, there was a big commotion over one of her asmr streams that went pretty bad
to the point where it is perma unarchived
well
for a prior asmr vtuber, she doesnt know what type of audience she has
so her general audience is completely divided between the local internet dwellers and the blue-pilled soy boys
i saw some random arts while browsin the boorus
that's like my only interaction with vtubers
and lurk in fan discords to download archives
smh i have the ultimate knowledge bout vthots just from browsing arts
if i do watch stream tho, its most likely someone from ID or when im bored doing regular stuff
i did find that website on all their irl info and stuff
ok this is my fav vtuber
idk what she even does

i think the tags said she nijisanji
yorumi rena
she does look like the evil alice mana yes
but can she rap tho
idk
im still not a fan of stockings tho
at most, i like bare legs
rando likes having treasures hiding beneath
its specifically for my fetish in females with bare legs + high heels combo im looking for
fray likes it handed to him
i dont like stockings because it hides their feet
i had one rocket plane bp today
does that count


im on my way on that
wehr ye goin
am in phoenix, arizona driving to tracy, california
meanwhile I love stockings because they hide my feet and strawberry legs 

like if I go to a friends house I will put on stockings because I dont want my white socks to get dirty when I walk around their house
so instead of taking off my white socks and showing my carpet clenchers, I will just wear stockings

Dido is a yandere while Sirius is a masochist, easy
is that for phase 2
The avrora server has died 
I want an apolo ship instead ARRRRRRRRRRRRH
Jk
Apologems, will help me uhm
boost my docks
180 dock place when you have 100 ships 
And 20 more for upgrades
I'm only here cause I want champagne and more frenchfu's 
but that will have to wait cause I realise I won't have enough british techpoints so
I guess I'll do ibuki in the mean time.

I do have enough points for gascogne if I up my american ships though
But then again I already have the muse gascogne but given her skills are useless without other muse ships I guess I may choose between ibu or, gascogne
Anyway I go
@crystal sphinx
Yeah buying that
Yeah buy free shit
haku's busted af, I'm 1shotting supports now 
no yelling indoors pls
how bad do u think quitting and not putting in 2weeks looks
fuck
i got the most disrespectful bonus
im livid right now
hita ragequittin?
thats 54 eight-hour extra days
my contract guarantees me my base salary
but i also get approved OT
no because my base salary is not as competitive
as a make shift
shut up old man

but yeah this was the last straw
time to send out these apps
i have but i was looking for something out of this field
at this point ima just apply to something in the same field and leverage my experience
yeah def not fun
what
you dont even know what i do

thats only been recently cus WFH

i much rather have a normal 9-5 job and a higher salary
not in ny lol
i've been back in the office 3/4 days a week for the past half year
before that was 2 days for a bit
yeah i'm not gonna fall for the frayaya bait
hi friends
find me a sugar momma
actually aki
just find me a rich japanese wife around my age
thanks
get it done, chop chop
lmao
okay ill try
but you know
japanese women arent what you expect
once you settle with them, they want full control of your money
and all of it actually
thats why i said she needs to be rich
wtf
also im not like those timid asians u see on tv okay
me alpha tyler 1
uhh
comparing yourself to t1 isnt good.. i think
he looks like his heads about to pop out
literally egg head
hahahaha
wew
im googling that
yeah one for my boi rei too
dont you have sugar daddies already rei
also true
im always looking forward to expand my horizons
and its just 1 smh
the one who bought me nitro to boost his server literally vanished

im using that USS fleet you sent aran
its pretty good
and i get to use indy
i really like my current headset
and it was cheap too
logitech g x pro
they need to make tier lists for gaming accesories
so aran can just follow that

was it razer
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this is my headset
im rly happy with it
but they took a while to sit right on the head
bit tight at first
i looked at steelseries arctis before i got these
but they had AWFUL reviews in norway
so i stayed clear
steelseries is usually good
but ive had 2 headsets from them before
wasnt too happy w them
i'll never trust a razer product again
im using logitech mouse
i only use my headset when doin apex to hear footsteps n sheit lel
and now dbd cuz a server im in gave me a code for it and dragged me in
its also rly good
or listenin to questionable stuff
the g502 hero is amazing
skill issue
my mouse external kb controller and headset are from some pepega iranian brand
they've been workin fine so far lel
no money to buy actual shit
x
u dont like your secret lab chair?
there are def better chairs out there but ive enjoyed mine these past 2 years
i think aran is just a super picky person
only issue is the fking arm pads are ripping
my new mouse has 2 side buttons and it auto assigned to ability and ult on apex and sometimes i randomly tap em and it fucks me up lmao
whel

but this chair has helped my back a lot, but i guess the chairs i was using are a lot shittier than what you use in office and stuff
what
that's like 9 times luna's butt
my secret lab chair was 375
pad
I have an ak racing
Its been good but the skin is starting to fall off
So I need a new one
dis mic i bought
aki vtuber
ew
i do stream for friends sometimes
and talk w friends on vc alot so wanted noise cancelling
my headset mic kept picking up me breathing

weed
i like headset mic
you might
the people you talk to prob doesnt
they kinda suck
a guy in my raid grp had one, and eventually our tank was like
"look i cant take it anymore, give me your adress and ill send you a proper mic"
you're still working today? 
no like
you could hear him breathing between talking
all the time
it was actually unbearable
my friends are fine with my craptop's mic lel
rando big tryhard
depends what headset you got

i said weekends only
thats kinda sucky
i like weekend raids if casual
normally
casual grps do 3 days a week
my old one did friday, sat, sun
work -> gym -> dinner -> gacha dailies -> sleep
i mean during prog thats kinda normal
weeklies is when you start doing short raids
but its rly hard to do long days during weekdays
if u dont take time off
to hc raid
or neet
yeah
im with hitagi tho
weekday raids as casual is
bleh
thats fair
but some ppl want to just rest after work too
cus they tired
but you tryhard all the time anyway
no u
no u
no u
no u
when i started working again
i'd get so exhausted everyday
would just get home and fall asleep asap
but you already can probably 
i tried to buy smt V in store today while looking for a mic
but sold out everywhere
was big sad
no responsibilities sounds like the best life
yea it was completely emptied
the switch section
was nothing lol
dont rly wna pay shipping
i can order it but it prob wouldnt come for 1-2 weeks
and i dont wna wait that long

might just get ff7r instead if i can find a fix for the stuttering
was also debating trying yakuza series
or Ys ix
still kinda want melty blood but its not on sale
yea i saw that was the issue
some dynamic res stuff
and dx11/12
apparently game struggles most on higher end graphic cards
than not
prob a good idea
same
all i want for christmas is luna
same
I did it

ranbo with the fax

Well at least you're not in retail Rando, since it's the same with us, more or less
Well unless you have the stamina, and tolerance for stupid and helpless people it might of worked out for you
I'm sorry I'm not going to hold your hand and do your entire shopping for you since you're not the only customer in my store
And then people complain about you not helping them while they obviously know you're busy working on the sales floor
you guys like those plane thingies, right?
Haven't gotten any rainbow gear prints in a blue moon now

im in restaurant, lets suffer together

You have to deal with the Red Hat ladies that want to split their check 16 ways to Sunday I'll bet
im so scared tomorrow

im scared 
I must pretend to be happy so I can spread holiday cheer, but if I get a customer that cant greet me with that same cheer I will sass them
retail is torture
I'll do the pro gamer move and go dining the day after xmas

get to see who's really got that xmas spirit
I got a double last night
1 pizza pls
@crystal sphinxshenhe useful
Fray boutta get hiv
if i die, am die
No hiv

i have a problem
same
i have dgs
the girl i had was so hot

i went to get a massage
And I also work the day haver Christmas, so if you rerun stuff you didn't need I will maul you
am bar hopping now
i feel so bad
why
she was crying toward the end because i wasnt arriving
nice i want one now
how? 
won a whelkin in shenher mains server

didnt hit the bp giveaway smh
hey i joined like 13424 different mains server discords for chars i might or might not even like
then had to talk to get entries n stuff
its hard work



Oh those things actually work
so won 2 50/50
and now you make others whale for you
cheapwhale

I should join those giveaways too
smh
I think I am in the same servers you are in
except dudes

im just in like
murata shenhe gorou itto albedo yoimiya rosaria mains for now
didnt bother joinin em all kek
ik eula mains been havin giveaways too but they wanted talking and getting base entry roll in 3 diff servers to be eligible for giveaway
so noped out
albedo mains is currently my main camp rn
tho its kinda itto mains for the while
cuz we keep praising our lord and savior
ushi

Ye
well any new hydro char would prolly just use cube
Lmao
or some new hydro boss
Depends if the hydro is from Liyue etc
A right koko
well yun jin gonna eat up wooflord mats so region dont matter all that much
just dump em on newest boss
Shenhe will have new bishap water mats
i wanna smack mihomo
same ascension mat as itto
same signora talent mat as itto
like bruh
I only got 4 of the signora heart in all the runs
and 2 chars in a row want em
solvent go brrrrrrrrrr
only mat they share is hanguard tho kekw
atleast not resin gate but ig respawn gate
o well i had like 30 solvent so can afford to take the hit
prolly only gonna 1 6 8 or 6 6 8 yun at best so should only eat up like 3 solvents
i am cursed
i have a buncha handguard from goin around randomly smackin the samurai
atleast its not weekly drop
i have the ability to 🐔 block ppl by existing
and the weekly boss almost never dropping the item you want lel
dam
fray pro
has superpowers
what'd you do this time
i actually got tenrai as of yesterda
hi bored
im bored too
play dbd with me
why do you have yostar staff in your guild
ah
nozo
a killer or two ragequit
cuz we all looked the same

no
base was sth else
fortnite
idk maybe 7 days to die or someshit like that
aint played much horror
dbd you gotta fix up some generators and open a door and exit arena
while avoiding the killer yoinking you
sometimes
been havin buncha fun with the plebs who gave me the gaem tho
why the fuck are EN players love psychos and sadists and hate wholesome girls\
ah that
to the point of ppl want ulrich to be like fdg in terms of having a domineering personality
so no reason behind it?
imagine if chapayev is KMS
then she would be the most popular character in EN because of that post oath 180
anyways which skin will y'all buy?
none
none
I think it's because we like the damaged characters over the cute ones because we want to be different

Although honestly, I see nothing wrong with wholesome characters myself since some I do like. Like Sleepy Floof for example
People hate Shinano because of how her personality works and how she uses her dream powers a lot too

but then you wont be different cuz you're like the rest and then that 'different' becomes normal

bcz EN pepega horni for KMS thots
Stop liking girls who treat you like shit yamato
Japan hates us now
They think we're degen weeabos
hi yamathot
waddup thot
busy getting kidnapped in dbd
no
longer than your pp


who said that
Me
i had a kid with your ma

Wew
Aki can call Rei "daddy" now

smh
rei
also 3 letter name
end up with i
makes sense


Bottom korea
who
same
good
cn top girl: chinese
jp top girl: japanese
en top girl: american
people didn't have enough time to get used to agir being eugen 5.0
she was clearly inching towards the top being top6 across all servers

also if the last one is korea that's based af to see hamm up there

last one is KR server
Hey guys i want to wish you all a merry christmas. Discord is full of copypasted christmas messages, that people don't even read and just forward to other servers. I don't like that. I like to write what i deeply wish and what comes from my heart. Our friendships, from the most deep ones to the most virtual ones are very important and will never be represented by a simple message copied from elsewhere. This being said I would like to thank all of you. You are the best hockey team i've ever played with. A big hug
Hey guys i want to wish you all a merry christmas. Discord is full of copypasted christmas messages, blablabla just shortening it so silent wont get triggered. You are the best hockey team i've ever played with. A big hug
Hey guys i want to wish you all a happy Holidays. Discord is full of copypasted holiday messages, that people don't even read and just forward to other servers. I don't like that. I like to write what i deeply wish and what comes from my heart. Our friendships, from the most deep ones to the most virtual ones are very important and will never be represented by a simple message copied from elsewhere. This being said I would like to thank all of you. You are the best Volleyball team I've ever played with. Lots of love.
smh drac

Anw early merry christmas to y'all

i wish i didnt celevrate xmas
Magdeburg super cute
u super cuter
Ew
bruh

Das my wife
ur my wife
no u

interacting with normal ppl is hard
u hard
all i do is stand there and exist
have you tried sitting there instead of standing there
is the same thing
but yeah, i learned some new info irl
one of the females i used to work with thing am gei
the thing was that i was putting a lot of effort in trying to get at her
mayb is just joek lol
merry christmas
you degens

its like how luna wants to be a girl just so he can get lewded by men
which is pretty gei


whel
This rat vtuber is my new favorite
buy me some gems aki 
ina likes Aussies 
Australian accents cute
Sad.

yeah, i yeeted myself from fauna to yabaiyrs

They're all cute
u cuter than all of em
no u
nou
xmas makes me sad and confused
am ask general question
why do u ppl value your family?
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