#In Golden Flame
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Personally, I used this when my players met howl
||https://youtu.be/81Btm1WTMY0||
Royalty-free, let enjoy
dae gee
-# (I don't know why that's the thumbnail and I am too scared to question it)
is this the léonard
it me yes
the genuine article...
waaooo
imagine
the nardest of leos
oh! a new face!
Sorry if I didn't see you join earlier, but welcome to Calliope, Coffee Table
Ugh
Hello Calliope
I’m frustrated
It’s not for anything too serious
Although I mean it is like
Hanging over me or whatever
I just miss da club
I’ve been doing too much thought daughtering
I need to go back to just thot daughtering
A tho(ugh)t daughter, if you will
bars
if i went in a club i'd die
ah yes, loud, bright, crammed in with a bunch of people
all of my worst nightmares
I’m bisexual, i’m a writer and a whore
It’s not for everyone*!* me personally I prefer house parties
There’s nothing like making out in a darkly lit hallway with another babe
Or making out on the couch in front of everyone else
That’s also pretty hot
The point is that I need to make out again
i mean same
preferably in a private place
existing in a public space is bad enough!
Alas it couldn’t be me I will always take an opportunity to make out in a public space
here i am a cat on the internet
I’m nothing if not down for a little show
The day I refuse to do something slutty and embarrassing is the day i’m sixteen feet under
that would require this thing called "self confidence" and idk about that chief
Oh to each their own my darling
My ego is not to be conflated with a sense of self security
(What it can be correlated to though is my fat tits)
(Seriously pray for me y’all all the women in my family are 40+ Ds my back is not gonna survive this)
II feel you so much tho
That a promise*?*
absolutely 
Do I need to grab the spray bottle again
hey bun~
Ada i think it is to everyone else’s detriment that we met but when I have ever been one to care for an opinion that wasn’t mine
I care way too much about other people's opinions the problem is getting the spray bottle threats and headache gifs is exactly the opinion I'm seeking
damn girl same
on the former
Such a damn shame we don’t know each other IRL tsk
Ada's alright, I met her IRL for a lunch.
Oh slay
that was a good lunch!
Anyway i’m conking off
Adios calliope
bunzi HATES ada
Not what I said
sleep well Ari!
Literally that one twitter quote of you can say one thing and someone considers it soemething else
waffles and pancakes
so you HATE waffles huh
-# pancakes are over rated
Naana gets it
i have philosophical issues against waffles
Ada is cool tho. She lets me voice act my Dante voice for a Act 2 character NPC and let me see their milipedes and snakes. They are neat pets c:
i think ada is babygirl pookie bear
🥴
omg
-# (how I assume Ada lives her life)
i need to make my version now
my version
butt
I spent the last two days binging two different problematic fav lesbian media at once and last night my dreams had characcters from each pitted against each other in battle
i'm sorry i'm not chronically online enough (false) i don't know what this means
this
bambi lesbian is just a name for lesbians that arent that much into sexual stuff
at least thats what hipo told me

yeah more or less, they may do some sexual things but in a very timid and subby way
Often associated with girls who are newly out and still very unsure of themselves sexually
hipa's sorta right
considering im only homoromantic it fits (?
it could be a term for asexual lesbians but it's not exclusively such
ye
Oh and bambi lesbians are not at all related to deergirls
well
not NOT related but it's a tenuous link
preygirls
no really
the rise in deergirls is directly linked to the decline in wolfgirls a few years prior
what about catgirls
slight increases but still nowhere near the population levels they were at in the early 00's
-# something something population boom
welll not im not gonna bother
if you want to be
listen scoob
I just think rabbits are neat
chomp
team catgirl and team deergirl everyone pick a side
deer
*sprouts antlers
🐯
who wants to do this to me
transgender deer who keeps her antlers
can i be owlgirl team
hell yeah
no
:(
I support species diversity
she can be owls
trolley problem "i would remove the trolley" mfer
PULL THE LEVER OR DON'T
DEERGIRL OR CATGIRL
lol
there will just be no one on her team
im all owls
I WILL TEAR THAT TROLLEY OFF THE TRACKS WITH MY BARE HANDS
Meow, you are talking to a chat full of contrarians, what did you think would happen
I am solidly in the cat girl camp
if there was a pill that would make me sprout a cat tail, I would take it
I WILL THROW MYSELF TO THE TROLLEY 
add +1 to the death toll
someone has to put these brats in order
ALSO it needs to be stated that prey animal != subby or bottom. There are dominant deergirls (I know one butch who calls herself a stag), and as for bunnys, well...
there's a trolley coming, do you let it pass or do you throw yourself onto the tracks and die
choose wisely
oh wait, this version works better
like rabbits, they say
I was just gonna say I'm still proud that I wrote the NPC quote for (act 2) ||Odin Valentinian||
but you know what okay bun lets do this
fight fight fight kiss kiss kiss
hm
actualyl yeah I gotta choose my words carefully damn
honestly me each time I see funny animal gifs:
-# seeing Ada type is like watching Vegeta charge a final flash
okay this is more anecdotal than some of my statements but
WITH THE EXCEPTION OF BUNZI
AND ONLY OUT OF INTEREST OF NOT OUTING HIM / MAKING ASSUMPTIONS
leaving bunzi out of the equation purely for anonymity, every single bunny I've ever met has been a dom
we are so doomed
Daaamn
I leave a reveal of bunzi's proclivities to him
Ada
Ada I don't think that's how anonymity works-

I'm saying you cannot draw any conclusions about bunzi being not included in that statement one way or the other!
Ada...
I hooked up with a friend in the IRL lancer meet up what do you think
oh yeah there was an IRL meet up right!
-# Bunzi enters the "woah hey" territory
rare moment
bun I know what I think I just don't think it's my place to tell the chat what's up lmao
I also don't know what you think I am other than I'm handsome which is still a slow realization that
dang, maybe I do got a nic elook
when I am not parka maxxing
Void facts.
is handsome
is kind
is a dom-
good it only took like what, twenty different moments of explaining to you that you look good?
i dont believe ive seen bun
Listen, my wisdom modifer is a lot better than my int
i feel like this is a conversation i'm not allowed to be in
Oh god
SEVERAL PEOPLE ARE TYPING
they sure are XD
...fuck i am a cleric aren't i
"bunzi is kind, is a dom" Several people are typing
oh great heavens
that you for real?? 
ok idk about your dogs ass we don't need all that
You got an actual superman hair curl
can confirm
I think we might need internal and external wisdom stats because your external wis is the high one blud
We're kinda indiscriminate about who we brick and do not brick
Man... my god, I'll say it
gorgeous, srs
gorgeous indeed, very handsome, lesbian approval
GAY, NOT BLIND
ayo what the fuck you're cute?
I'm trying not to fucking laugh at work, god damn it
🫳 
man lesbian™
Manbian
"I like superman because he is strong and kind and I think that's important to be a hero "
its like "i like women but woah"
Kindness is the new punkrock
unpequio 🤏
i had the intrusive thought to share but whew lets not do that
damn chat you guys are so nice im almost getting the temptation to post myself just to fish for compliments
gracias hermana 
de mas
man you'll never see me posting my ugly face alive 
Scoob, you can not do my own bit on me
Lo admito, me da envidia pura haha
but I know it takes work and confidence
so keep up!
naana i bet you're beautiful as fuck
girl same
i considered it for a moment but it felt like i got hit with a mental textbook after
like "HELL NO"
actually yesterday i was stopped by a random woman in the street saying "eyo beauty, whats up? hope you have a nice day!" and i think i smiled all the way back to the bus. lol.
oh
i also don't trust compliments like bro what are you going to TELL me i'm ugly??? no
no one would say that even if it IS true
I'd tell you if you were ugly
I'll do a Juli face reveal one day...
you would not
well no, because I doubt you actually are
You think that's handsome this hair has gotten longer
I think it's down to my mid back now?
you're better than me, i never even considered it 
Finish it
👁️👁️
green goblin voice FINISH IT
no i wont finish it because void asked me not to
darn
We are two there
however
certain styles of short hair
... yeah
My hair is so long it can touch the base of my spine
we out here respect boundaries
mine is about there too
now it is my turn to restrain myself
I mean if you have to I swear to cod the reading comprehension here was replaced with the gay bricks
my partner has complained that sometimes it reflects light and blinds them
i cut my hair and now it just reaches to the bottom of my neck
and i still think its too long
i had hair down to my back before and bro i hated it
Completely fair, stupidly long hair is not for everyone
and short hair is adorable too
My hair is longg cos I'm lazy and I think it's working
i have seen one picture of you al and you look sick as fuck so its working yes
my hair is mid-back length and I should really get it a cut jsut to clean it up but I also want to keep growing it out
i'll show you what i look like if you subcribe to my only fans
the only fans is a single picture of my face
5 hundred dollar
how much
i think dyed hair would be cool but i'd be too afraid of ruining my natural blonde to ever do it
I used to dye my hair this deep purple color with a dye that faded over a few months into a bubblegum pink
I used permenant blue once and it washed out after about a year. Ever since I have used temp dyes that go within weeks
haven't done it in a few years at this point tho
Hair is still the same colour
$1600
Use temp dyes if you wanna see how it looks
unless you have dark hair in which case its not going to do much if you don't bleach it and that's pretty permanent
what colour is it naturally?
zaaamn
I died my hair once and it wasn't worth it
I am fine with my black hair
the money
Dirty blonde
i mean if you hate me and never want to see my face i guess thats fine
I can show my ugly face for your pretty face(?)
-# I don't know about Hipa, but I don't hate you and want to see your face (when you're ready to share it)
Keyfabe break,
Thank you all for your compliments and such. I am very self conscious about my appearance due to a number of factors (blame teenager years) but being older and a bit more mature and grounded has helped me realize I do have some good looks to my name even if I still struggle with body image issues.
you and me both brother
happy to help sexy bunny
HIPO YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL SHUT THE FUCK UP
fair fair on that
image is not always easy
Bunzi, you have a gorgeous beard, a chiseled physique, and an amazing voice.
If I can have some self confidence without all those things, then i know you can too
when I get a haircut (cuz I am a mess atm)
you do have an amazing voice thats true
full keyfabe break: there's no keyfabe here. I have never complemented you as a bit or gimmick. I am 100% earnest and honest with you about this
Also... mood
x2
like
SRS
you look REAL good ;;;
never did a bit I am 100% genuine all the time
I do bits all the time
but every compliment I give to all of you has been absolutely sincere and genuine
im never serious except when i am (when i compliment others)
DOG THIS IS NOT CHISELED
I think that is my main issue with thinking I am attractive is my fat percentage
bruh
bun
i feel that
Bunzi
where
the marble doesn't know it's marble
void is Ada hot
if you're going to describe it as a fat ass then i doubt its hideous
I shall not speak on the matter, Ada is a kind person and probably one of thekindest I have ever met
Only person has her beat is my mom. I love my mom c:
yeah thats why i said phrasing
oh okay I'm kind but not so much that you'd tell people if I'm hot okay i get it
Mom is either top 1 or... yeah
the ass is indeed fat but so is the rest of it
no in between
I'M HIDING YOUR POWERLEVEL GIRL HUSH
gcv./lnkmjngf;lkjng
see
you can't
Got her to keyboard smash
I have never met ada
but I can tell
can tell what?
that you're hot? attractive? charming?
The vibe is there
i mean she literally is so...
Ada, if you want I can tell them your voice is like a smokey caramel, rich, sweet and has that burn to it that hits right
does that help?
man now I wanna hear it
I've never heard some voices around here
like... I like Eli's and Meows
This is me, with being a flirt. Imagine if I had more confidence.
Oh, hipo you can listen to my voice in a vod during a tabletop session my friend streams
oh yeh the cain stream!
don't lie to me
i imagine i sound abrasive AF but that just be how i act
void has several good voices
:>
I AM NOT
I still love that I joined the cain stream and the first words I heard out of void's mouth were "Oh good heavens"
girl stfu, i love your voice
I have been told I sound like Nigel Thornberry
YOU FUCK
Aww, I havent' gotten to hear Meow's voice, now I'm all jealous
I WAS GETTING THAT
And I love juli's
Meow's really chill!
on brand
until gaming happens
But at least he was voiced by Tim Curry
then goes all berserker
it's my bit
it's wonderful
Not once did I think your voice was anywhere close to abrasive
-# honestly, I do my best to be funny whenever we hang out simply to hear your laugh
idk what kind of gaming you mean
I play as Silas, playing my favorite archetype. Tired healer
during out VIDEOgame sessions i'm chill, but idk why when the session rolls around i'm a bitch
the second thing he said was narrating the way his character was taking care of teammates, getting them coffee and such. The brand is immaculate
jenny with the heated gamer moments™
probably because bella is there /lh
I have been told I sound like Loki Valentinian
oh i suppose meow will get to hear my voice next weekend
Teleporting caregiver
TIRED HEALER YEEEEEEEE
likewise. i apologize
you have a nice voice
:D
your voice is very nice! i do like hearing you narrate :>
okay this is cute AF
my voice is just annoying af
Al i'd listen to you read a book
thats the one thing that got me
fear the man who practised the same technique a thousand times
SEE, I DIDN'T REALIZE TRIAGE DID THAT UNTIL I NOTICED THE RANGE
IT WAS AN ACCIDENT
your voice is probably fine meow shut
IT WAS A MISINPUT CALM DOWN
juli and i really be saying stuff that would get us cancelled here
What do I do with this information
read me a book, clearly
do NOT ask about the dark faced bandit bro what is up with gunfire reborn's translations
okayy hold up tho this is so cute?
OOOHH THAT'S WHAT'S YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT
and you know
unfiltered Juli can be fucking wild
unfiltered juli is my fav
its genuinely so fucking funny
lol nice
is it fucking slurs???
slur reclamation zone exclusive
Unfiltered Juli is when I pull out these folders
I mean
sorry i wasn't there for you...
that is a well known one
I think what made me realize I can do voices pretty well was when Athena said I did a really good voice swaps with my heavy accented euopean accent to the nasil voice of another character
also i do not believe this i really be fumbling over my words
oh i ESPECIALLY can't do voices. i don't even try

this is just about my normal speaking voice
back to the depths with you
I think my biggest tonal change is when I go from speaking english to spanish
oh btw juli 80% of the time here i am cackling
Like, my voice drops a few octives when the latino comes out
That's exactly what I strive to do

guilty gear???
I sound exactly the same, it's honestly odd
oh this happens to me when i go from english to italian yeah
weirdly my voice goes higher in german
that's an actual thing tho! when speaking in different languages, the speakers tone and speech patterns as well as their mannerisms change! not as wildly as that might suggest but enough that it is noticable, there are actual studies proving this
huh, neat
What I said to you after the sesh :P
bridget will never be balling
false, bridget is fuckin ballin
TBF, @noble ivy I personally think my best was my ||Capella||
I try to do voices for my NPC's, but sometimes they're absolutely exhausting
I feel physically drained whenever I do my voice for loki... and it's not that much different than my normal voice...
there is some cognitive wiring happening that keeps the languages in "drawers", where the bit about not knowing certain words in a language sometimes puts your brain on a loadingscreen before you can find the right file, essentially
SAME
DMing curse of strahd is super hard bc there's so many NPC men, i end up with a very tired throat 
Oh yeah absolutely
-# if you don't mind, I may try to pull from your performance whenever I run IGF again
I have bad enough voice dysphoria on it's own and any time I try to affect any sort of accent I spiral out hard
doing the dry cough for his voice was so worth
i tried with (vague wf spoilers? eleonor safe) ||beggar but it did NOT land. worried i'm gonna do the same for terror||
if you're having trouble with voices, I recommend looking into voice mannerisms instead of like, changing the pitch
it'll help with differentiating characters!
best I got is pulling in my hours of ARMA chopper experience to give Siren that smooth pilot affect
i assume loki is just british right?
i honestly have the plan of using a voicemod for him.
no he's perfect don't you dare tarnish him
oh yeah, i think i do well with mannerisms, i also narrate a lot their body language. but if i dont try to make a mans voice my players assume its a woman, all the time. and even if i try. but then i end up with a tired throat. endless cycle
yes, and it's canon. Spoilers through the end of act 1:
Oh yeah, I try to do the same thing.
For voices, I've got tired Juli, tiny Juli, annoyed Juli, Evil British Juli, and I'm trying to get my soft Juli and Old Juli voices perfected
oh yeah i have seen this one, i've personally played up Switch's ||streamer bit by having them occasionally say things like "1 in the chat if this guy is awesome" or "thank you for the gifted subscriptions"||
I have 3 voices: Jerry, Felicitations comrades!, Everyone else
i have spooky jenny, professional jenny, and then cooky (normal) jenny
Idk if I can properly convey different characters for my players, but I try to be in the head of the characters I play as much as possible, like with Morgana I might've overdone it by reading actual psychology papers lol
rita is spanish, gabriel is french, loki will be british, evelina is eastern europe, capella is scottish, etc.
jerry is just me but more anxious
same
Jerry is just me when I stop pretending like I know what I'm doing
striga is almost like a falsetto
my voices are naana, naana but childish, naana but more child, naana but its horny woman, naana but its supermarket announcement, naana but having smoked a thousand cigarrettes, naana but she actually just has a sore throat, and then voicemod
but with like witchy cadence
oh siren is like stereotypical american movie soldier voice
ive made shelly australian
speaking of Striga, Ada did for show you the Assassin's creed robe ass outfit I had her in last session?
aussie shelly sounds hilarious
we gotta save tha fookkin station!!!
i dont know why but i just decided in the moment i showed off shelly that she'd be australian and ran with it
chief mcarthur is also british but not posh sounding
ok but how much does she swear
what
hang on
not much since they havent really wanted to interact with her past the introduction tbh
man
this is the group that has two characters thinking NHPs are ghosts for context
oh my god
NHPs are ghosts tho
Mcarthur in a dress tho
so, yes.
Plume ships her with her grandpa so hard
what??? Plume has a grandpa?
in the other timeine
damn... so you're saying I can't adopt a daughter and a grandpa...
Sele, post t posing plume
he was(is) quite handsome in his youth
also this. This is what you're supposed to do. Jazz, the GM of the game that inspired IGF in the first place, explained it as something like this: Jerry is the GM. desperately trying to wrangle a bunch of idiots in mechs into completing their objectives. Let all your insecurities and worries show. All the stress of improv and running a game. His name is James Masters because he's a standin for the game master.
YOO??
Plume, my totally normal ||Feather Fragment|| Custom NHP Players can get c:
holy shit this is some deep lore
My adopted ward that everyone hates
checks the fuck out though

Plume still does not understand why people dislike her
I think I've said it here before
But having a character's explicit purpose be soaking up the GM's jitters is the most ingenious piece of TTRPG design I've ever seen
Especially for newbie GMs
why does it feel like there's a parapa the rappa mini game that's happening just off screen
Look at my boy void
because there is
Big Bun on Station
Dear lord
Posted two ears up
I feel so validated cosplaying him every session
The fuck ass nhp
its never a bother when i'm around you 🩵
Void-class toebeans
smiling friends glep?
Truly
i <3 calliope
whaaaaaaattt
I can’t believe Void actually cried when Jerry made Cubbing double illegal
Next time we have some downtime Eruca is gonna do her damndest to make cubbing legal and safe again
Well
We’ll have to see who wins Red dog or Vince the evil vent crab that is the size of a Great Dane
Inb4 we come back to the station and it is in absolute chaos from the two of them
If the red hound hurts Vince Eruca will gain a burden
Srt wide burden
hold up I just checked in on the boi (he's been hiding for three days) and he's out being cute
THE BOI!
Hiii boi!
cubbing?
that ain't the only thing thats wide in the SRT
eruca's wide ass forehead
Eruca's flash charges is just her moving her bangs and blinding enemies with her five-head
literally me
serenity and eruca out here with the white girl foreheads
🥬
Even though Eruca's probably asian coded...
-# also, foreheads touching in the inevitable IGF crossover lets go
OKAY SO THIS i got permission to share
Context: Striga and Kat are at a party. Striga is attempting to eat an orange by just. biting into it, peel pith and all. Kat takes the orange from her, peels it, and feeds her a slice. Then while she's enjoy that, Kat shoves a strawberry in her mouth.
I don't know who they are but
I sense a lot of handholding
Fors is the artist and the player of Kat, a PC in Bunzi's game. Kat Tastro Phe. She's engaged to Calamity Havok :3
she's also dating Siren and in a situationship sort of thing with Aveline (someone from Calamity's past) so. yeah, lots of handholding
"uhhh chatgpt what should i think"
Man... I admit I myself am lazy but
come the fuck on
llmao
"why do i have to think to get content. just shove it directly into my sensory organs please"
if i was the wife in that scenario i would be very fucking scared
robotgirl taking wife on dates from husband who just delegates everything to the robotgirl
I'm finally willing to marry a man
ok robotgirl wins me over ngl
every day i pray even harder for the bubble to pop 
yea
i mean at this point just skip the middleman and date robots directly
sadly the robots big corpors are making are fucking uncanny. just make funny camera head robots, screen face robots.
boo

CLANG CLANG CLANG
i'd kiss v1 and then die
nono no, the dream being sold here is being saved from loveless marriage by a robot 
yes exactly
So marry the robot
Just skip the marriage entirely in the first place 
like obviously we should date robotgirls directly but then you miss out on the cucking/cheating aspects
yea i prefer to miss out on that
I look away for a single second and we’re fiending over robots again…
When do we stop
You never stop
You (plural (the entirety of igf chat))
anyways
when will corporations make cute robot girls ong and not whatever the fuck they are doing
You are part of the IGF chat
oh shit

corporations are fundamentally incapable of this
I curse you with amongus pattern
(also robots that arent actually controlled by an abused worker in asia)
Or anything else
Wait i misread lmao
i saw the blush and i was extremely confused
I was going to make a joke about abusing robots but only a few here would get it
"woah, financial abuse blush emoji"
- R. Steele's mental image of Impact Plaza residents
-# more roboyuri memes
You keep saying these things and then you expect me not to turn him into same consistency as tomato sauce on pizza
They are dating
i mean, if they're into it...

The machines or workers
yes
🤨
🤨
What

What
WHAT
Chat
Im hungy
Hi hungy I'm tired
Hi tired you a BITCH
How dare you, I shower regularly
🦨


Five more WACP EPC for you
Wet ass cat-
Okay so I spent the last two days binging through WARHOUND and seeing this followed by igf chat talking about dogs is causing my brainworms to writhe in an unpleasant way
Respectfully, no
more siren for me
yes exactly
what were you guys talking about
kitten
just our usual afternoon getting freaky about robots
mmmhm
i see...
i was trying to draw my robot but work has been too fucking busy today
👀
a lot of this i did for work (the stickers and shirt)
one of them is incomplete and will never be complete i dont think i will ever find the motivation to work on it again
one is concept art for a graphic novel i wrote 3 years ago and have not illustrated yet lmao
aaaaaand the last one is a dnd character
teehee ok now i'm gonna DM you my rushed bum ass sketch for my mech (i cant post it here bc i will spoil the surprise for the other players in the game)
y'all are so talented 👀
seriously
June is top-tier, A-list, superstar material
what do you define as "serious" 🤔
hopefully lancer and icon get me back into it lolol
like. anything presentable. like those
even that 15 dollar halloween outfit was fire
hopefully! i really miss making art
may be venting a little but it does feel like a piece of my soul has been missing and i think it's just that i havent been inspired and/or motivated enough to create since moving back in with my parents
now that i'm back in my own place maybe it'll be better :3
i used to dabble in like everythiiing
yeah not having parents hanging over your head every day helps with a lot of things, i think
writing and drawing primarily, but also making music, painting, painting miniatures, coding, sculpture,
so on
that's so sick
if i'm not creating something i get restless, is why
but i also can't commit to one project long enough to finish one hahaha
If I don't create something every other day or so I get this buzzing uncomfortable itch and it makes everything awful
like i said i wrote a story called dullahan in 2021 when i was disgustingly depressed and its this insanely self-indulgent vitriolic story about everything i was mad at the world and myself for
i love it
NO ONE has read it
because i need to fuckin sit down and draw the pictures
my main outlet is writing, which really just shows with lancer rn
... i need to keep working on that module but mannn wallflower is becoming a lot
i wish i had more of a creative urge tbh
like for me it's really fulfilling to actually finish things but i get stuck very easily when i'm still in the middle of working on something
doing some required reading
this probably sounds rly sad but honestly i think work has been my main creative outlet lately 🥴
whatever keeps you movin forward is valid is what ive learned
true
i mean it could definitely be worse, at least i'm enjoying my work
just need to figure out the other half of work-life balance....
when i first started working here i hated it bc 60% of my job is sitting behind the counter and waiting for people to come in
but i realized that actually works really well for me bc i can delegate the creative stuff that feels like work to just do while i'm actually at work
nice .o.
fitting stuff in where you can helps, at least it does for me. i only start to feel really bad when i'm just doing. nothing.
oh yeah i rly hate doing nothing
i just get rly restless
but i get really big urges at times to work on something
lately i just... bleh. i have a lot of stuff i want to do but don't want to do it
i am the monarch of not finishing things i start
i feel that :(
depression is big suck
abandon six billion projects
i think lately i need to revise something i worked on which is the least fun part
making it is fun, refining it is not
it took me 10 years in the field of software dev to build a proper side project from conception to finality
i got bored one week in college and downloaded unreal engine 4 and taught myself via youtube video how to make a really fun movement and combat system with b hops and wallrunning and air combos and all my friends were like "holy shit please turn this into a game"
i havent touched that file in 5 years
every single other attempt in my life ended in immediate frustration
as soon as its not novel and fun and new to me its like
i was working on a fighting game once, we had a whole squad who was willing to work on it but it never happened lol
ok next thing
they even made a fuck ton of art
yall.. 2 pages in and this book is already better than any book WOTC has ever published.
yep
there is an artist i follow who used to post about a fighting game he wanted to make
oh yeah i definitely relate to enjoying the initial stages of a project way more than the later ones
i guess there's something different about the kinds of problems you have to solve
botd pg 2: HERE'S WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW!!
It's not perfect but BitD is one of the best rpg books out there
are they(?) perhaps Australian
though lets face it D&D books are an embarassingly low bar to clear
the artist was called qugre
it's terrible. like god damn, this book just went "hey here's the setting, players need to lock the fuck in, lets go!!"
dnd books be like: (pg 294) "sooo.. like if you waaaaant, maaaybe, like if it's no bother, you could, idk, maybe have consequences.... maybe"
all the characters were supposed to be like
it was, as it may be obvious, a kaiju fighting game
music themed
this artist, an old friend of mine, cooked
ohhh thats sick
even going as far as animation refs
bro cooked. god i was excited for him to start animation work
but such is life, it's how this shit goes
the big ass fist gets me every time
why am i stupid i cant ever figure out hoe to send a gif
figure out hoe
:(
HAHA
typo bc customers
on phone at register
fuckin fine here's a link to the tumblr post
that was allowed the whole time
i am stupid meow i am sorry
its okay but i will bully you
-# why do i have to teach peoaPEL HOW TO USE A DEBIT CARD EVERY DAY
Feeling a bit proud of the official reverie drawing ™ ngl
ggrrahhhh i want to make aarrtttt
rare proud naana moment???
when i was working on my own ttrpg system (probably yet another abandoned project tbh) that was the closest i felt to motivated to draw
looks great though
i made a sketch of a cover and thats it
yea naana i love it
you ought to be proud of yourself more often :>
the talented:
cowpog



typographical decision i think
like when i write ,, these , to indicate stumbly talking
could be wrong :3
:(
you cant just say that and scpatpat me like that undoes it
something something you cant unbully the bottom
i found a screenshot of this forum
what the fuck are you talking about jesse
i meant 1. "eternally bullied" like its a perk from like fallout or something and then 2. how is being eternally bullied a flex
ohhhhhh
see im stupid sorry small cat brain
too much of my brainpower is being used for imagining my lancer pilot rn
hey my brain is not that small
im not gonna call myself a kitty to avoid saying your name in that context
i know, its a bit
i like doing this when people say the completely normal noun that is my name
Wow so many reactios to my drawing wtf
me when i make peak
same
same
i <3 the naana art
meow if eleonor were she'd probably say youre a great gm too
omg i just remembered
yeah well she a dumb hoe
i get to see how a meow gm game is soon :3
eyo?!
im excited
i may be dumb...
but you're not stupid?
but you arent a hoe?
:))
sorry in advance
anyways, yeah, jen is a great GM. Roland is fucking shitting his pants
meow shut up i bet you're talented as fuck
Guys help I have 3 players asking me for text roleplay of my CoS game and a 4th one loved reading it so he is starting his own text roleplay
im so excited

i fuckin wish i had your players girlie
roland and my character are going to hate each other
thats awesome
June im sooo looking forward to Roland killing you instantly
i hope you are ready for that
what is june playing
i'll send it to you cat
other than with my heart
wait
no, but you see, i secretly strapped a bomb to your chest when you werent looking
you saw shxjn
nice orchis anyways immobilized shredded 2d6 sand in your eye stubbed your toe
wuh when
ferrous lash and ferrous lash and ferrous lash and
in mech hangar lol
GET TOSSED GET TOSSED GET TOSSED GET TOSSED-
jen does eleonor know what my build is
i dont know about the rp side though
no
if not i'll dm cat
vlad is all she knows
no spoilers
you can just say it lmao
i mean yea vlad
they're gonna learn
yea but :3 the surprise
:3333
not that there's ... much of one
surprise: the mech pilot has a mech
MY REAL CAT IS SCRATCHING ME HELP
the surprise is gonna be when i launch you into the frontline over and over again hoping you die first
i thought you were the real cat
also but thats not the point here
i like to imagine you trying to ferrous lash june's character and skali away from the same target because they're tearing it apart like rabid dogs
god my players are fucking rabid animals
oops! all strikers
chat.
have i ever told you guys that you're beautiful
and deserving of all the love in the world
I agree, yall are beautiful and deserve all the love
can i be exempt
neither of you are exempt
if you think that no one loves you and you dont deserve it then youre wrong
this is a gif of me
i'd like to see you try
This gif is so joyful
im so eepy ill probably pass out soon but
you guys are great
im happy this weird place exists
kissing you all
GWAH
this is it
you guys are my favorite weirdos on the internet i love all of you this chat is such a beautiful collection of kindhearted people
also my discovery of this chat came at a very good time for me
you have all helped me more than you could possibly know :3
i think i can know
i am a lot better off for having met you all
mwwwwwwwwwwah
btw @noble ivy, my wife is gonna marry you. congrats

Whuh???!!?
Do I have any say in this matter
-# Or do I need to start shopping for a gown
Im already reserving the venue
am i invited this time or do you still hate me
-# Jenny, you have the chance to do the funniest thing in the world







