#In Golden Flame
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[ LICENSES ]
IPS-N Nelson 3, IPS-N Blackbeard 2, IPS-N Tortuga 1
[ CORE BONUSES ]
Titanomachy Mesh, Reinforced Frame
[ TALENTS ]
Duelist 3, Juggernaut 2, Pankrati 2, Underhanded 2
[ STATS ]
HULL:3 AGI:3 SYS:0 ENGI:2
STRUCTURE:4 HP:26 ARMOR:1
STRESS:4 HEATCAP:6 REPAIR:6
TECH ATK:-2 LIMITED:+1
SPD:6 EVA:11 EDEF:6 SENSE:5 SAVE:13
[ WEAPONS ]
FLEX MOUNT: Deck-Sweeper Automatic Shotgun
MAIN MOUNT: War Pike (Thermal Charge)
HEAVY MOUNT: Nanocarbon Sword
[ SYSTEMS ]
Bulwark Mods, Synthetic Muscle Netting, Active Camouflage```









ew, blackbeard with gun
what is nelson 3 for
and invisibility
reserve_?_
The ghost that grapples you
active camo on 6 heat blackbeard
you're either brave, insane, or both
hope you don't face a witch
i did, and i fucking stabbed it to death
-# wait… I may have miss read Leo’s message…
@balmy obsidian can vouch for me on this one
-# oh well, most of my brain is asleep at this point anyways, so goo night Calliope
goo nite
Oomfie is telling the truth
that's my main mech
oooh
"average calliopian is a raging lesbian" factoid is actually just statistical error. Average person is straight. Lesbians Ada, who lives in the muse & is 10000 lesbians a day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted
Be six billion lesbians
I was indeed thinking about you yes hello ada how so you do
kiss six billion lesbians
Juli go to bed
Average person is straight.
not when I'm Above Average
good morning!!
true
Goodnight to my favorite cat and my favorite month
Juli does not count because the month is spelled July
Juli is my favorite month with a typo that will not go to bed even though she should
good morning calliope
g'mornin cat
Personally I really do enjoy mech building with lancer stuff
i'm too melee pilled to really commit to a ranged build
i wish there were more heavy CQBs
wish there were more heavy Nexuses
daisy cutter is limited, genghis's are flamers, and the cannibal... its okay. don't understand why it is loading and innacurate
It's innacurate because Vanguard 1 exists probably
i mean the double shot adds extra difficulty on top of that
and i don't really like to see weapons and systems designed around talents and stuff like that
then again vanguard IMO is too strong
I personally really enjoy going into very tanky Esq builds. In the campaign I’m in I’m going roughly (still somewhat debating) of doing Drake->Genghis for I can get the Auto-Cooler to basically force a enemy to focus fire me once every two or so turns or I’ll auto cool all the heat I gained from the Leviathan Cannon
probs
i said good morning and then feel right back asleep i am such an eepy cat
jerry masters cat
How I feel when the topics get hyperspecific
Hyper specific you say?
God's eepiest soldier has returned
thats so true
Brb resting my eyes
I truly dont understand how, but this video nearly put me to sleep instantly. They A.M. radio music just hit
Good morning Calliope
Eleonor almost got bodied by the eepiness
every time i hit play on this vid i feel my entire body react in some particular way. I truly have no idea why
Good morning Calliope
Juli-noises
maybe it's my grandparents with their AM radio and news starting at 4 am
Jarvis, play my literally me Ryan gosling sad boy hours playlist
There's something inside????
Yes it's called a car there are people in it
when your team's bunny themed nelson's pilot mentions Sunzi 
It was without mentionning the sunzi at all, too
Just, all bunnies return to Sunzi apparently
Why do my shitposts ignite your journalistic tendencies??!?
I DONT KNOOOW

If this actually becomes a lancer stereotype I claim to be subject zero
All i know is this video is European, most likely eastern europe
Hell, it could be Poland
eleonor outed to be an actual stalker
This is why I'm never sending a picture anywhere near where I live she will find me and punch me in the face
ty juli
Thankfully I have now learned that I can put her to sleep by playing low quality AM radio songs
That reminds me, I need to get pixel to add some bnuuy ears to my players sunzi token
Also hello y'all 👋
I'm mentally cooking for Lancer rn. Though I do need to read through Winter Scar and work on making notes for it, because otherwise I will forget and then panic when my party hits it.
I always feel a tad awkward talking about my Lancer game in this chat because it's not an IGF game, so it feels a little wrong to do.
don't worry about it, you've seen the tangents we've done
I talk way too much about my non igf game its ok:)
Yeahhh, that's why I'm getting a bit more comfortable doing it lol, also my players that are on the server don't come into this chat, so I can be sneaky.
I guess i got June out of it so its a W
But yeah, so I'm running Valk's OSR remix with the faction roster and then I'm gonna follow it up with Winter Scar so I kind of want to rework WS to do a point crawl thing, but the second mission doesn't really work for that. Which is honestly fine, it'll be a decent way to show that not every mission is as open as a point crawl, but I can totally make WS' first mission into a point crawl since it's a bit spread out across a bit of an area and not a mad dash type of thing.
My issue as a GM is I keep getting cool ideas for stuff past the point we're at, when I need to be working on the stuff we're actually doing lol
For instance, I keep thinking about what'll come after WS which will probably be Suldan. I'm going to give the players the choice of staying in the Union Navy or becoming Mercs. Either way I'll probably replace the Union ship Suldan talks about with the Rio Grande so that there's a connection between season 1 and season 2.
Nice! Hope ya have a good time
lol, lmao
I need to make a lancer combat themes Playlist so I can save the stuff I listen to while I'm working.
need some suggestions?
Mostly grabbing Ace Combat, Project Wingman, and Gundam stuff but I'll take any suggestions. My goal is to have enough generic combat music that I can use it for non-boss encounters and not have it get stale, then have 6 for the boss fights(tried running with 4 different songs and it got repetitive after 2 hours so I think 6 will be enough variance that it doesn't get grating).
let me look at some of my playlists
I already have a start so I don't need that many, I'm just trying to buff up numbers.
Gonna save this
im writing a formal design document for a l33t5p34k encoder... for fun
fun...
its actually a very informative exercise because you immediately hit the wall of "this is not a cipher. this is slang, typos, and orthography all together. there are no rules, except everyone will know when you break them"
like saying "he has pwnage" is very clearly wrong! but writing down why is complex!
there's also the fact that it has sooo much overlap with "algospeak" and "chatspeak". the first talking about how the slang evolved out of a need to circumvent censorship and the other to refer to how people talked in internet forums and chatroom and whatever circa 90s-10s
so yea, leetspeak is a massive rabbithole from the perspective of software design and having a design document clearly delineate the scope of your work is good practice
This is to say.. GG (_+[-'][' |*\\^/|\\||) /\/00I3
s0... b4sic1y, y0ur s4y1ng 1'm c00l and 3v3ry0n3 sh0u1d sp34k l1k3 m3
been saying this
y0u'r3*
HA
me during this explanation
huge nerd
colossal nerd even
D0n'7 y0u m34n "H4!"
there's a bunch of letters that can be substituted by 2, 9, or & and it's highly upsetting
i'm going to beat that twink to death
who
signal
and yes i am saying it like that
who's that
wh4t th3 h311 c4n b3 r3p14c3d by 2 4nd 9?
you're good for once
h0w d4r3 y0u m1spr0nunc3ed by s0n's n4me 
im sorry what
can you speak
n0
what if instead of beating signal to death
Q can be replaced by 2 or 9
L can be replaced by 2
E can be replaced by 9 or &
G can be replace by 9
R has a buuunch of replacements including 2 and apparently also 9...
This is a non-comprehensive list
we um ugh mmh
Upsetting
9 = E, G, P, Q, R
That reminds me... I named the [CH1] ||berserker in S1GN4L's|| fight BR41N_4R0TT3DG3...
my fuckin chair is broken and now it just stays at the lowest possible elevation instead of going up and down
im too short for this desk :(
& = E, G, Q
2 = L, Q, R, S, Z, partial W, many partial Rs
real
also a nice and cool individual told me my voice doesnt actually sound masculine the other day and im kind of riding that high ngl
thats the biggest thing i hate about myself so
I think the most upsetting one i've found is that ⁋ translates to Q.. not P
never underestimate the power of internet irony
but it looks like a P :(
ass too fat
You look like a P||heline||
i fucking wish
¶ Luckily this one does mean Q
my thighs are the thick part of me, not my ass
yea!?!?
Thighs save lives, ya know
do people find that hot???
You cannot be this clueless
girl!?!?!?
Even I am aware
im sorry leo
i am lost here
how can you let leo win???
n3rd5
my head is the thickest part of me :3
dense
anyone know what j translates to? :))))
me
im so fucking clueless im sorry
lunch
i'm starting to think youre one of those "im not hot :(((" people who are drop dead gorgeous sexy hot
im literally not but ill take the compliment
i'm that person but not the latter part
if you've seen me you'd know im not hot
Pot calling the kettle hot
Pot calling the kettle hot
christ almighty how is it that this chat collectively has the self-esteem of a single individual???
yeah we can literally see them in the pfp they're hot as fuck
i am working on it
i can be a realist come on
Me I'm hot as fuck that's why I don't send any photos you wouldn't be able to handle it and also I will get found and beat to death
i dont think saying im not hot is low self esteem ngl
i want to do that anyways
also, can i ask /genuinely
Yes but if I send a photo trainsbolt here will find my ass and doxx me
people find the fat on my thighs hot???
yes
yes, cat
absolutely
its literally just fat though
and
yea????
YES
FAT BITCHES ARE HOT
I LOVE MUFFIN TOPS
I LOVE CHUBBY THIGHS
have been fucking torturing myself for nothing
chubby thighs and a little tummy fat nngghh
hi
hi
well, i have more than a little tummy fat now
nah im actually not okay with this revelation people like this shit?
but thats a recent development
what the fuck man
nah fuck thigh socks
we left the fat-shaming in the early 00s
they do not stay on
it took me a while to realize that people like my body type
thigh-highs with a garter tho.......
i ain't doin all that
to be clear im not like, obese at all, i just have some tummy fat and thighs
i am
this is even better???
i spent like 5 years trying desperately to lose the last areas of stubborn fat before i was like
you are a dumb bitch
HELLO
cat you'd probably short circuit me if i saw you
girl, cat, woman, meat is hot
i think if i got rid of body hair i'd be decent looking
i did get rid of body hair myself and it helped a lot with the dysphoria ngl
well, most of the body hair
sucks how i need to shave my face every few days but eh
i used to be hot, body type wise
average conversation with Tobias Fox
i was a lil chubby but had muscle beneath
its been like... 2 and a half years since then
this was me until i stopped training, now im just a little chubby
-# there exists an image of me that a woman had me take after having me shave and she edited the succubus tattoo onto me
did you have an edit of you if you were black or chinese
oh you know what was a godsend?
goddamnit...
me
fuckin depilating cream
oh
HAHAHAH
i just choked on my fucking drink
see i make up for being ugly by being funny
you're both, idiot
Funny and hot? or do you mean Black and Chinese
i hate both of you
Huh, weird you mention that because my brother is blasian
for real though, im going to need to have a serious think about this now. i think ive been living a lie about myself
Specifically black and Chinese
That is bullshit blasian~
Still my heart is blazing~
Legitimately though, have you never heard anyone say "Please crush my head with your thighs"? Or did you assume it as always a joke?
my goal was to crush a watermelon with my thighs
i thought it was a bit...
i lost my touch but when i start working out again i want to go back to that
Oh yeah, nice thighs have always been liked
I gotta work my way up to coconuts
skulls
earmuffs
i literally wear clothes to like, obscure my form
people like that shit??
what the fuck man
im actually messed up by this info
They are usually soft and nice to touch.
that is precisely the case, yes
Have you never had a partner test their head on your lap or vice versa?
never seen people lose their mind over high sock thigh squish?
I've legit napped on an exes lap once
i went from 250, lost 50 in fat, gained 15 back in muscle, then maybe another 10 in fat again sigh
nah, usually the shoulder
i'm not sure what i weigh now but
no, i just never looked at someone and was like "damn nice upper leg"
what is this slander
chubby thighs, hips, and a lil pudge is peak
with people im usually like, nice voice, nice personality, nice eyes
even I think it looks good
my scale for hot is 90% bite-ability
apparently the igf meet up will have people wanting to fuck me
Honestly, I get the 'i do not understand people finding x trait about me attractive' since my ex really liked how much muscle town my back had.
That would be the second igf irl meet up, I wonder if we can get vex to join again
idk i guess im just, not very focused on people's physical appearance much
oh shit it already happened? hell yeah
based tbh
Yup, thanks to a bunch of factors the big igf meet up/lancer/ birthday happened.
I'm not showing up but you all have a good time 
yeah i won't show up because i am just a cat on the internet
i would love a group meetup with my igf group tho :)
3/6 of us live in the same place
uhhhh yeah isnt that the point
and i have hung out with both of them lol
i wish i could but i am 1,000,000 miles away stuck in a desert
We all meet up in the smoldering creator that was Oregon
that said i have always wanted to visit the pacific northwest
woah hey
woah hi
its so tragic... what happened....
you know, now that i think of it, i dont think i've ever looked at someone and been like "yeah i want to have sex with them"
...I really shouldn't comment on that
its great here
west coast best coast
that statement is scarier than any comment you could make void
well you gotta change that cuz we can't be having no person around here that doesn't wanna fuck their clone
i love california
i would fuck my clone
BITCH
Bruh
i'm ugly and i'd fuck my clone
but its one of only 4 states ive visited that arent where i live
but thats just to see what it would feel like
its entirely out of curiosity
ive only been to cali, new mexico, florida, and im originally from illinois
that shit would look like two feral cats brawling in an alley
its like, what if you sucked your own dick, but its actually a possibility with a clone
Just reminded of a bit I heard from a youtube video(can't remember the one), "Would you fuck me? I'd fuck me."
I missed breakfast downstairs and wore turtlenecks for a reason
cartoon ass dust cloud with limbs coming out of it
you said "Juli and I live like 10 minutes apart from each other" and reality corrected itself around your statement
alright i'm-
i'm
i'm gonna wait until the chat has cooled down 
Robert.
Oregon is gone.
I miss you Oregon Fumiko
-# also, I step away for a single second and we're talking about slobbering down on our own clones??!?
Y'all are unhinged sometimes
i don't question anything here anymore
it would be a once in a lifetime opportunity
#- looks around where the fuck am I then?
id do it only for science
the episode of regular show where they have that book
so like
i'm a freak
but y'all do not know when to shut up about this shit lmfao
AHAHAHHA
if i am doing too much do just tell me, please
the accident was checks notes 3 months ago. it's time to wake up
yea that's true. i have this problem in person too
-# oh shit, we got someone here who lives in gravity falls
like i will cut it immediately if people want me to stop
nah i'm just worried someone is gonna get blasted
Alright, Calliope imma head out. Want anything from the gas station
m&ms
gummie worms
sushi
THATS RIGHT
the souls of the innocent
Sour or sweet gummi?
FISH
🤔
You want the peanut m&Ms or the regular?
5 gallons of E98 fuel?
I'll get you wd40
im at a gas station rn :3
yeaah uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'll get 20 on pump 5
5 gallons of wd40?!
animal by Deco27 feat hatsune miku
oiled up
friendly reminder that WD40 IS NOT A LUBRICANT
you get that thing oiled down
actully, can I change my gummy worms to 50 gallons of wf40?
it's an anti-seize
oiled down?
said by prim slim from new vegas
yeah did you get it oiled up
USE OIL
VEGIBLE, COCONUT, OR TEXAS CRUDE??!?
I'm about to feed meow the gas station energy pill and five hour energy cocktail and see what happens
really shouldnt oil up with crude oil chat
i would have heart palpitations /gen
i can't have much caffeine which is ironic because i am a coffee cat
give her five 5 hour energies and have her unlock the secret 25th hour of the day
if i dont have enough caffeine i simply will fall asleep
but if i drink a monster i get all jittery so
its a hard balance
sometimes i still drink a monster
...i have been reminded of the "which monsters taste good" meme
5W-30 engine oil
MONSTER, THE DRINK.
werewolves probably
adhd moment
its a possibility i have that, yes, but i dont think ill ever get diagnosed
not for lack of trying mind you
mood
hey that's a picture of me
Leo french Vtuber confirmed
i recently did a test and even though i tested really fucking high in most metrics, they still didnt give me the diagnosis
i'm pretty sure it's saruei
pain, suffering even
which is the funniest part
thats the one
actually french
the french vtuber who makes weird noises sometimes
This is hard evidence pointing to "yes", if my own experience was any indication
All Vtubers are the french vtuber who makes weird noises sometimes
i was diagnosed with adhd at like 7
I know a vtuber and I can't exactly disagree
and they prescribed me diet meth
meth wih zero calories?
zero sugar meth
honestly, meth with calories (sugar) is way healthier
i dont remember the name of the pill i was on but i remember i stopped taking it when i was like 13 and i was holy shit
just like me fr
emotions
you're french?
no i make weird noises but yeah sure whatever at this point
sacrebleu
ive had enough revelations about myself these past few months that i could find out i was secretly born out of wedlock to a french fatehr and it would not faze me
NExt step, magical girl
Cat's the true heir to france confirmed
ah fuck ive just remembered new Cat lore
i DID get diagnosed with something when i was like 6
i dont even remember what
but they gave me this horrible pill that made me feel nothing
was it adhd and they gave you guanfacine and/or concerta
i found what i was taking and thats how i felt
i have no idea it was over a decade ago in poland so
my parents dont even recall it happening
chat i need to go the grocery store but cold... and eepy
I will be with you in spirit 
wait no, it would be better if i go tomorrow anyways
yippie!!!!!
i have an interview tomorrow and the bus home heads in that direction
Spirit Juli will always be right by your side, jen
:cat jumping excitedly emote:
no i will get tummy aches
Milk 
oh you want corporeal Juli?
is crab
weird ocean creature
simply tolerate lactose like it did
this isnt a joke, i just stopped being lactose intolerant one day after over a decade of it
smh we wont tolerate intolerance in this household
i have a similar experience
i had an inhaler for asthma for years
and then one day i didnt need it
and i havent had an asthma attack since
not super badly
default settings btw
it's fine for me as long as I don't start just chugging milk or something
lactose tolerance is a mutation iirc
Am I the sole person that's both lactose intolerant and doesn't really care for milk or cheese?
cheese your next words carefully
i knew i was a mutant
or hot chocolate for the rest of you normal people
Bree is the undisputed king of cheeses
The cheese is spelled Brie actually
Ah fuck
ms larson???
ye ye i meant on its own - milk in drinks is another matter entirely (even if I generally do prefer oat milk even there)
Now I can’t FIX IT GODDAMN IT
oat milk is just better
I like soy milk 
i've tried almond milk and hazelnut milk but i can't get used to it
i like almond milk
as a coffee cat™ i will say that whole milk is a lot more fun to steam and do latte art with
cheese slaps though, any kind
i am too used to cow milk
thats about it
juli, i have a question that may make you blast me but i need to know
spitting facts ngl.
you're asian right
the only cheese i would not eat is Casu Marzu, which is the sicilian maggot cheese
How many times have I said I’m Filipino here?
meow is dumb
from my studies of doing this shit for 5 years something about soy milk makes the asians go crazy
and that is not an insult
oat milk is the best
soy milk is very good
What??!?
Meow's speghetti falling out of her pockets
oat milk is peak, coconut milk is situationally good, and almond milk is affordable
Y'ALL JUST DON'T KNOW MY EVIDENCE
Maybe I need to drink more soy milk…
I don't think I've tried soy milk
this is not ravioli approved
almond milk is weirdly varied from brand to brand tbh
soy milk is nice i think
coconuts can go die in a hole for all I care
whaaaat
still prefer almond in coffee but genuinely i prefer coffee black over any of them
coconut milk is so good in drinks
how would they get in a hole, are you suggesting coconuts migrate?
crush up strawberries and mix them into coconut milk for a delicious treat :3
something something african swallows
and ruin some perfectly good crushed strawberries?
:,<
Hold on I must know… when you say go crazy, do you mean you see Asian customers order more stuff with soy milk or do they start frothing at the mouth or something…
bro is on the side of the crabs
LMAO THEY ORDER MORE OF IT
WHAT DO YOU MEAN
this is news?
its like the purge but only for soy milk related crimes
YOU SAID THEY GO CRAZY??!?
its a common turn of phrase!
bro was there when the coconut crabs ripped amelia earheart limb from limb
and besides, I come from strawberries and cream country anyway
ahem
yeah asian people start tearing the skin off anyone that gets between them and soy milk, didnt you know juli
She lives on in every coconuted crab…
of course. Who do you think taught them to aim the rockets?
Insane thing to say
i had my skin removed by one
i died
but thankfully i lived!
Absolutely unhinged and out of pocket
Ah shit… did I remember to say sorry after I did that?
im glad you got better
hey blame meow
This conversation has reminded me I have a couple slices of lactose-free cheesecake in the fridge that need to get et
cheese thy cakes
i have an oreo ice cream cake in the freezer
i have a glock in my rari
ooh
my dad made an almond pie and it's sitting in the fridge
beautiful
but i must resist
almond pie
bunzi are you an actual pilk enjoyer are you appropriating the culture
im fuckin hungry again. man
im staying at my parents for a few days and my mum just passed me treacle pudding and caramel ice cream
yeah it's a pie and it has almonds
me when i get you
i make one pie
the real cancellable discourse
I’m gonna join every game with an ice cold glass of pilk starting from now
you like pie?
Oh boy what flavor
pie pie pie
i make a mean butterscotch cinnamon pie
It's pink milk, there fore it is pilk
Strawberry milk
:)
i had pie for dinner today
you should try it its not bad actually
I will drink all the strawberry milk
people will say it is but theyre wrong
"buh buh strawberry milk is for girls"
ok i'll grow boobs bitch what do you want
give me the pink milk with boba
just start HRT already bro
no
or shut the fuck up
no

what a sacrifice
estrogen becomes more and more tempting by the day
Go Cat... you must get hrt... do it for me...
my cousin once told me that their favourite form of coke or pepsi was flat diet pepsi
I like cola flavor but carbonated drinks make me want to hurl
nah what
flat pepsi is absurd
idk if this is a common experience here but my gender dysphoria comes in waves and i have days where im totally fine with my body and literally hours later im like aw fuck :(
i proceeded to then mock them ruthlessly until they shoved me over a small fence
but most of the time im like :3 whatev
worth it?
Bit of a long shot, but does anybody here know a Lord Fenrir?
Now that I think about it… I don’t really like cola to begin with… it feels like I’m drinking battery acid and I’m gonna start losing teeth if I drink a second can
im actually completely fine until i look at my body and them im like. fuck
to be clear, it's not even that they wanted an uncarbonated version of diet pepsi - they actively preferred it to be flat, not simply uncarbonated.
sorry bby
its fine im in the cooler and can play my speaker as loud as i want
I dont have gender dysphoria but this is how the brain works on all kinds of topics unfortunately 
röyskopp max volume with decent acoustics in the cooler makes up for the fact that i have to stock a gas station fridge wall
I don't have gender dysphoria but sometimes i see myself in the mirro and i still haven't lost the weight i wanted and i'm like man 
but it's fine i will succeed
same
I had a teacher in high school who was similar, she'd buy a drink at (fast food place) and put it in the fridge overnight to get watered down and flat
i just need to learn makeup

disturbing creatures
then i can be pretty :3 (manifesting)
stfu like you aint pretty already june (not to say I wouldn't love to see you with some makeup skills)
w.r.t. gender dysphoria: I found it more helpful to think about the things that would make me happy rather than finding the things that produces discomfort. Usually, it might be same thing, but the framing is more positive and actionable
so real
im overweight rn, but i just think of how easily adaptable bodies are and the fact that i could totally change it if i wanted to.
nah my brain is mean
and i meaannn i just wanna be pretty in the way girls are pretty
"Visualising in the mirror the man i want to become" and it's just a hecatoncheires
truly the most non-binary experience
Amber phantom is the non binary frame
amber phantom has enby colours
hi ada
fair fair. Aalthough really I think you're a lot closer to that ideal than you think you are.
And it's important to remember that ideals like that are ideals rather than realities, if you reach them there's always the danger that you'll simply move the goalposts further away in your chase of them.
apparently enkidu is transfem coded but uh i dont get that one
pink and rage
Hey wait I minute I made that edit
what i dont like about my body is my wide shoulders and chest
I keep getting my memes thrown back at me, how do you like it
real
I like it
hey wait a minute-
can't really change those but eh
i can get in better shape and it wont look so awkward
sorry i am the messages out of order guy rn
they take like 5+ minutes to send
aaah fair - I've personally never had a problem with my naturally broad shoulders (my self image problems have tended to be more focused on my face and weight). In fact it's one of the aspects of my masculinity I quite enjoy but I do definitely get how it'd fuck me up if I was actively working towards a more femme look.
sometimes clothes can make your shoulders look less wide which helps, ive found
Clearly the solution is open shoulder tops
though mine are like, only a little wider than my hips
hell it's probably part of why I don't feel super comfortable with exploring that possibility as much rn.
- Boobs and clothing help :))
- You'll find that the more comfortable with yourself, the less those details matter
true...
v-shaped cleavages help a tonne
fuck me discord why are you being so uncooperative with me today
I've been really enjoying my fashion choices (and dying my hair) lately and yeah the confidence boost has really made me less conscious about the details of my body that I'm self-conscious about (hairline, chin/facial shape, etc)
oh god face shape is also a big one for me
sigh idk clothing experimentation scares me a little
i apparently have a nice jawline though which doesnt really come out unless i have makeup on
there is an evil little fucking spirit whispering in my ear to get facial surgery to make my jawline less square
it wasnt actually intentional on my part but I've been freezing to death ever since I came back from singapore so I've dragged out an old soviet coat that I never really wore and started wearing that with more jumpers and scarves
which has actually given me a look that I quite enjoy
especially with the blue hair
i dont mind my jawline until i see pics like this and wish i had a slimmer face
granted this is a good photo of me but blegh
awesome hopefully it sends some time this month
Very
i hate having a broad face but i love girls who do
also possibly made me realise that I'd quite plausibly enjoy bondage if I ever ended up in a context where I could give that a try
girls with pronounced jawlines 🤤
daaaamn even my long term friends are saying it
june i'm gonna fucking beat you to death with a rock
okay I get that you're self-conscious about it and that's totally valid, your feelings are your feelings, but holy shit that jawline is smoking hot.
i am looking respectfully
the inner conflict is that i know it is
in a manly way
and i want to be hot in a feminine way as well i just dont know how
man
Not necessarily on women to me specifically, but big thighs (and a bit of fat in general) are very hot
y'all are crazy
No I am a perfectly sane individual
yeah that's fair

yeah shits fucked ive been living a lie
i'd show you someone who isn't hot but i am self conscious
Beauty standards be wack
To me there's nothing hotter than a huge nerd with a tummy
I will say that while strong jawlines are a more masc trait in general, it's really the stubble that clearly marks this as hot in a masc way for me, not the jawline alone.
there are plenty of hot women who have very strong jawlines
igf related but calamity has a chin that can pierce the heavens and she's hot as fuck
i'll experiment with that once i get the dreaded haircut
and their strong jawlines dont make them seem masc
jawline is a detail that's very much context dependant imo
what i need is for a group of beautiful women to turn me beautiful by teaching me makeup and clothing and style stuff like that
and then i can just keep doing that myself
also have i mentioned that i have glasses
getting more femme friends will help yeah
what i need is a nice meal and (nsfw) ||rough sex|| but that may be more achievable
the glasses make my face look a little less swquare i thifjd cat
cat speaks the truth
indeed
specifically both have to come from the same person
me and who
an understandable fantasy
i hate cooking for myself
yo same
cooking for others is fun
i like cooking for myself more though because then i can have girldinners
I LIKE COOKIINNGGG
june get back here
JUUUUUUUUNNNNNEEEE
leo you cant stop us
I know...
and speak your truth june
wacp
SORRRYYY everyone
WHAT ITS TRUE
oops thought i got myself banned for a sec there
sorry my reception is bad inside the fridge
i should be working that's a sign
ok brb actually this time
its gonna happen one day
sorry i miss my friends when im in the fridge
It's not that I dont like cooking for myself per se - I just can't mentally justify itself (outside of the small range of meals I have down by rote) without other people being involved or several days to psyche myself up first.
then we'll just have to finally spin the chat off into its own server
what would we be without a june or a juli or a meow
Don't you dare say "happy" or "better off" i will kill you
-# i've only been here for a month
as I said, speak your truth
-# you'd be what you were a month ago
and we're richer for it?
the man who has never seen colour tv is not deprived when he watches a black and white broadcast - but he is when he is forced to watch it after being exposed to colour tv
without me a better place for sure
i'd win
You would
no meow. I dont care if you hate yourself but that's not true and I don't hate you
yes going back to lollygagging on my phone again to say meow i really like you and we would not be better off without you by any stretch of the meaning of the word better
i am happy we are friends :3
you're great

Found this:
I appreciate y'all being here, even if I can't really keep up with y'all
neither can i
m'bishes
joyous
they multiply
chat
joyoys this pixel
Hey, randomly, anybody got any lancer battle maps they particularly like/have made that aren't part of Al's unofficial map pack?
get the cool
#1216805351488356353
Or check pins on the drive
Get the cool shoe shine 🎶
I've done both those things, just hunting around for anything anybody hasn't thought to share before
Which is unlikely to turn up anything, but you never know unless you ask
God I am over work today
yk i gotta be real
i never cared for the trans flag all that much
just doesn't go together at all
you know what does fuck though_?_
enby flag
i think that one's a banger
Was playing Mysterium at a board game cafe event with four players, and we happened to choose the enby flag colors, much to my amusement
yes sometimes I remember to pop my head in
Yeah it’s ok
Don't care much for pink as a color but it's not bad
My weirdly coincidental trans colored thing is my bathroom tiling
That is funny
Behold
i love the trans flag
pink is also my favorite color though
so I suppose I'm biased
My favorites are the Gay, Lesbian, and Bi flags. They're so pwetty. The Ace one is also really good
:,(
i have been thinking about my pilot non stop all day btw
new brain worm acquired
Thinking about pilots?? On the IGF thread???
hi léo
you know, likewise. it was a bit distracting during the session because i'm so excited to get there lmao
kisskiss
Hello
im excited
im gonna suck at the game babe im sorry im warning you
i trust your roleplaying tbh you are already giving me a fucking ton
i got home from work and started typing shit right away
i usually suck at it!!
but i'm sorta confident here
it's a first
this is the first time i've really sat down and tried getting into one character's brain as much as possible
and not like
floundered
i wouldn't stress it
noooo but its so fun
you'll be fine
just have fun with it the party are a bunch of goobers
yeah welcome to the club
half the party is already dysfunctional and the other half is getting there
i'm only dysfunctional in that i am leaning really heavily int
you know what
why am i not dming you
yeah idk this whole chat is now us lmao
good meowning
it's actually one a m for me
i am going to say good nya-ight
the cats in monster hunter:
Stand for the flag
Why bro look like that
This sunday! My players continue chapter 3 and meet ||Ignatius||! And also ||The Blackswmith||! Maybe we even have time to ||leave the city and begin our first encounter which I hope will be the Crone please please please||!
Next saturday! Leviathans embark on their first act 2 downtime where ||everything goes to hell! Again! Probably?||
In the meantime! I'm sitting here and doing nothing interesting!
Hell yeaaah
yoooo good luck meeting up with ||[chapter 3 spoiler]||!
good 14 minutes past 12, call-ee-opay
mornin mornin' there hehe
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatgehahgeemna
so true
So I've heard...
boy why you so ears?
As the prophecy foretold
HEllo Calliope
I finally expereinced striker maxing last night
Manticore Core pop off, near full damage, followed up by nuke cav melee knockback into thermal lance
Good morning Calliope
CHAT I WANNA MAKE CUSTOM BOSSES GIMME IDEAS FOR TOKENS
mmmmmaybe
Boss mech with the quad legs and two giant missile racks plus a sword
your dragon guy except its an Ultra Monstrosity
my dragon guy?
wait you mean Buddy?
yeah that guy
I'd have to draw his entire body, lol
also i'd imagine him being more like a giant mascot costume or smthn
Springtrap /j
Just straight up springtrap
Quad mech but with a huge torso and teeny tiny legs, like Radahn EldenRing on his horse kind of proportions
Ultra Veteran Rainmaker [Acrobat, Siege Armor, couple other abilities too]
@noble ivy @west phoenix
guh?
Samurai styled gunslinger and/or gunslinger styled Samurai mech?
It’s been stuck in my head for a day
Guy with just one giant leg
Maybe a jetpack to abuse physics a little more
Eleonor
You forget
Oregon is gone
"Oregone"
Minecraft player with suspiciously automated quarry miner shaped object in the background:
Not very snuggle pilled myself, I apologize. But You have my support in your endeavors
like sexual style or nah
snuggle pilled 😭😭
Meow be snugglemaxxing
wish i had someone to cuddle with but in a completely non sexual way tbh
just like, be held and fall asleep like that
Man when tf did i say that
Me and who and who and who and who and who and who-
Good morning Calliope
Hewwo juwi
Chat is like that every day
God I wish
Imagine coming home tired and just
Snuggling to sleep
Gay mornyan everyone!
Good timezone everyone
I can imagine Morgi and Charlie were very snuggle pilled
Absolutely
Charlie's soft and Morgana's beeg


I'm gonna call princess andy and see what he can do
