#In Golden Flame

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minor orchid
willow needle
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mayhaps? drew this in like 5 minutes

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lyric ivy
minor orchid
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in fucking deed

minor orchid
balmy obsidian
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"Me next" or something

minor orchid
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they are not Name Pending anymore

willow needle
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fun fact: you can see her pupils

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minor orchid
jovial beacon
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For the moment

minor orchid
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unless you keep doing silly stuff

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Which I support

jovial beacon
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I love being silly but yeah its time to change it

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I need to be half silly

shell bison
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Hello Calliope

clever cloud
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hi hi

normal root
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gmornin (shipboard time)

ancient crag
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Howdy

minor orchid
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it is a morning indeed

lyric ivy
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Good 15:50 silly people in my phone

clever cloud
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lancer today

ancient crag
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Wagh

dire cloud
tame tide
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-# guh

shell bison
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oh I know that artist

minor orchid
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ohh 👀

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Also I may have... uh, caused a hopecore breach

shell bison
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?

minor orchid
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"Hope is stored in the eyes" and suddendly everyone following through it with eye pics haha

willow needle
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guys

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hear me out-

balmy obsidian
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Hearing you out

willow needle
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what if i draw literally everyone in IGF

balmy obsidian
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oh dear god

noble ivy
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-# isn't Calamity like 203 cm/(6'8")?

willow needle
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we dont really know if there's canonical heights, these are just what Hipo told me

minor orchid
willow needle
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you could have just said so

tight pier
west phoenix
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Calamity is a normal height in Eleonor's game and yet is still a jungle gym to Serenity

noble ivy
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that's because Serenity is five apples tall

shell bison
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oh good heavens

ancient crag
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I was so confused on cm my poor smooth brain did not comprehend for way to long ;-;

ancient crag
noble ivy
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She's only four and a half apples tall
-# (she got hungry)

ancient crag
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how does hunger effect height?!?!?

lyric ivy
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americans will use anything but the metric system smh

noble ivy
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ate half of the apple

ancient crag
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whole?

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Did she do this?!?!?

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west phoenix
noble ivy
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Maybe? Eruca's like 5 foot no inches

lyric ivy
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damn she tiny

clever cloud
clever cloud
ancient crag
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I’m still just concerned she ate half a apple whole

lyric ivy
ancient crag
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Wait

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Jerry is that tiny?

clever cloud
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in my game, yea

ancient crag
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I don’t believe ya

lyric ivy
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do we have any canon heights at all for the characters

clever cloud
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nah

noble ivy
lyric ivy
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jerry has short vibes but that's absolutely me just seeing myself in him ngl

ancient crag
west phoenix
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She rarely meets anyone smaller than her

noble ivy
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-# she's gonna neet her??!? Marcille_blushes

west phoenix
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MAN SHUT UP

ancient crag
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I don’t want to know what that means

noble ivy
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I don't know what it means either

west phoenix
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Serenity is not a neet she is a sophisticated woman

ancient crag
shell bison
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I think I have it on record that Vex said Switch is "short" but Switch is supposedly 6'4"

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This is because Vex is absurdly tall. I can confirm as I have met them in person and yes, they are very tall. (complimentary )

willow needle
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:o

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BRUH??

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lyric ivy
lyric ivy
shell bison
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Oh yeah, a little over a year ago in a big irl meet up for a birthday and lancer players

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I can also confirm Vex is as cool as in RL as they are in server.

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-# god those watermelon jelly rancher shots were so bad.

lyric ivy
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vex told me my stupid lancer ransom note meme was "very extremely good" and i will hold that in my heart forever now

shell bison
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Vex's memes create a lot of traction for the game

noble ivy
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Now that I think about it

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Vex's shitposts was the main reason I even wanted to play lancer

shell bison
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You'd be surprised how often I hear that

noble ivy
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Got hooked by the paracausal bullshit
stayed for the post-capitalist hopecore

west phoenix
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Shout out to spooky dave

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Probably the first lancer media i ever consumed when Eleonor wanted me to try it out lmao

shell bison
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My first exposure was the Super Best Friends Cast talking about the kickstarter

west phoenix
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Yoooo

willow needle
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well added the corrections (?) this will be a long project.
-# if anything.

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west phoenix
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Woolie my beloved

noble ivy
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Oh shit, Matt, Pat, and Woolie talked about Lancer??!?

shell bison
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And Liam, and no it was a shoutout at the end of a podcast during the time the kickstarter was up

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Woolie was talking about mecha week and said, "This looks cool. Tabletop mech game. On kickstarter now! I might check it out"

lyric ivy
ancient crag
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I havent really thought what Jackson's height is.... I know hes "tall" but jebus with Swiitch being "Short" XD

willow needle
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man im shocked knowing that switch can just use reverie as an armrest

shell bison
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I have the mental image Switch does that only with homies they are tight with as a visual gag

willow needle
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i think reverie is getting close at becoming a homie for him in our game tbh

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them*

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-# i keep forgetting bc we play in spanish

shell bison
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-# Me, casually using Spanish for Char's dialouge and flash banging fellow players

lyric ivy
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oh i've done that one before it's funny

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i play in english but it's funny to pull out italian sometimes

clever cloud
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I wish i knew more just to fuck with my players

lyric ivy
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going to learn even more languages as you've suggested eleonor just to fuck with my players in more ways

willow needle
noble ivy
shell bison
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Hola, welcome to Honey Bun Farms. How can I help you?

Sales offers
(Friend of the bun) Select stock?```

"Oh, that. One moment."
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And it's just this

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willow needle
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sadly reverie doesnt know spanish, but she might learn? Hipo reacted with a devilish laugh when i said i wanted to get sunzi licenses and i know its history with voladore

ancient crag
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love vtm Bloodlines

shell bison
willow needle
# shell bison

ggaOukey
btw, may i add charlotte to the glossary of characters i'm going to draw?
-# if so, may i receive a ref sheet ||and approx. height?||

shell bison
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Oh, let me dig something up and send it your way.

willow needle
ancient crag
willow needle
supple carbon
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Damn

west phoenix
willow needle
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i wanna try to learn some phrases in japanese for reverie lmao

lyric ivy
clever cloud
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this fucker out here playing the victim

west phoenix
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eh i mean probably but it just catches them off guard

clever cloud
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we did not make fun of you bish

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i'll kick you

west phoenix
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kugel literally did

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and i mean so did gio but fuck that guy we don't care about him lol

clever cloud
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oh, then we can kick him

west phoenix
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thats also conveniently when i stopped learning in hindsight

lyric ivy
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awww no dont give up

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your players are just big meanies

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eleonors right you should kick the shit out of them

safe glade
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I will say one thing about working in QA: it's a constant source of inspiration for new and stupid ways in which a system can be fucked up

clever cloud
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i once imagined doing a formal spec of lancer rules and it's hillarious how many edge cases and contradictions just immediately fall out

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because natural language is imprecise, and because many things are implied

safe glade
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Today's example: a device that only works on some days and not others, because the person programming it assumed a different date/time format than the system actually uses, causing it to go "the 11th of Tridecuember? That's not a real date, I'm gonna crash about it"

willow needle
clever cloud
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i love a good panic

ancient crag
west phoenix
lyric ivy
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I DISAGREE

ancient crag
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Dont Flush React with that message!!!! Why I outta!!!!

But in all seriousness. Never allow someone's ridicule to disway ya from learning a language

noble ivy
lyric ivy
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people used to make fun of me when i just arrived here in italy and would mess shit up

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now i'm perfectly fluent in it and speak it daily so

willow needle
ancient crag
willow needle
west phoenix
ancient crag
noble ivy
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oi

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I saw that

ancient crag
ancient crag
noble ivy
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a flushed react

ancient crag
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I SAW THAT MEOW

west phoenix
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definitely not the time nor the place but i'm kind of at a stage in my life where if i'm just really bad at something i don't do it lmao

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and even some stuff feels like a sunk cost fallacy

ancient crag
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we all suck when trying new stuff. Dont let it get you down. Language is a complicated and damn near annoying but it is worth it is worth learning about

willow needle
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i somehow found a fcking selfie of vex before anything close to the topic ryu_LMAO

noble ivy
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Careful Naana, You're treading in spoiler territory now

willow needle
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i tried not to look at anything that i didnt recognize

clever cloud
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spoilers for vex's face

willow needle
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yeah i was mindfully ignoring any images until a real face poped out and i was like, wait huh

balmy obsidian
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white woman jumpscare?

ancient crag
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xd

noble ivy
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White *Person Jumpscare

willow needle
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still, i returned from my perilous journey among spoilers with my hands empty

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😔

balmy obsidian
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man im_pain

shell bison
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Also, Naana, let me know if you need sunzi tips c:

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Sunzi main

willow needle
west phoenix
willow needle
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For now Reverie won't directly use a Sunzi, rather adding some of it's stuff to the Amber Phantom. But things could change in the future?

west phoenix
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the 'person' in question and its just a wolf

willow needle
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Could be a wolf person(?

west phoenix
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wait are you joining the sunzi squad

willow needle
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Si

shell bison
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yeyeye. I have been a bit of a Sunzi teacher for a lot of people on this server and outside of it too

west phoenix
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ok well we'll see with how often you change your build joyous

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i think eleonor handed me the sunzi on a silver platter with narrative ties because i couldn't decide on a build

willow needle
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I haven't changed my build ryusweatdrop

west phoenix
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god... i was going to play a dusk wing... shivers

willow needle
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The Hecaton idea is for act 2/3 aha

west phoenix
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YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENS

lyric ivy
west phoenix
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JUST PLAY THE DAMN GAME AS IT COMES STOP MAKING UP NARRATIVES THAT AREN'T EVEN REAL YET

willow needle
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Act 2 spoilers ||I KNOW THAT SSC APPEARS BIG TIME AND THAT CAN MEAN TROUBLE FOR REVERIE AND THUS HER DISLIKE TO THEM||

willow needle
west phoenix
balmy obsidian
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she is losing it

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absolutely feral

west phoenix
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yeah but its always like that

balmy obsidian
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down, girl

west phoenix
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i'm a cat it is in my nature to not listen

balmy obsidian
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bad

lyric ivy
balmy obsidian
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wow

lyric ivy
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WOW LOW BLOW GIRLIE

noble ivy
west phoenix
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serenity needs to get biomods

west phoenix
willow needle
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No one is forcing anything

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The comment rather made me feel a bit bad actually,

west phoenix
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people writing their own novels to shove into the game in progress just annoys me. as a GM i'd be like "you don't even know the context yet, how are you going to predict that something like this would even happen?"

balmy obsidian
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ok but here it wasn't "here is a novel to integrate to the story" it's "me make build :)"

west phoenix
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i've just dealt with a lot of problem players who are like "this is my entire arc and whats going to happen" and i'm like, no lol

willow needle
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I understand that, but that's really not how I work. I just expect reverie on her own to get away from SSC, so one day she might get a Hecaton (like I said before, it's just an idea). If the GM adds drama that enhances that change, it's great.

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I somewhat feel this was also about the romance bit of Reverie. I have asked the GM expecting both a yes and a no ggaGiggle and so long it's been a yes, I'm hyperromantic so I made some non canon drawings of them, but that's it. I don't want it to be forced, and so long neither of them have even a crush on the other haha.

west phoenix
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i am a judgmental GM :)

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it is a problem :)

willow needle
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I only asked for it, because I ask for any idea or suggestion. When I GM I don't expect romance unless a player asks for it, so when I play, I do the same.

west phoenix
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romance in TTRPGs is a totally different topic for me, that's not why i dislike it

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if it works naturally its fine but it rarely does

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it usually feels like in mass effect where you do like 3 missions for someone and they go "wanna bang, ok?"

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i think this is more of a problem of me not trusting most GMs rather than the concept as a whole, same with players Draculul
everything you and hipo have done so far has been good imo, i just like making jokes about (general spoilers for igf maybe? naana safe) ||how hipo accidently made an eidolon||

willow needle
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The core of how I think about it is "could this idea maybe happen? I'd enjoy it/make me happy. Yes? Okay, let's play and see if and how it happens in the future", if it's a no, it's all good as well.

lyric ivy
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hey igf chat how off topic are we allowed to be here :3

supple carbon
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I find that asking about if the players want romance like Nana did for both Strahd (in a smaller way) and for wf to be good

Like some characters are built for having those kinds of bonds, while others are not, it's useful

balmy obsidian
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are you about to drop the vocaloid genesis in igf chat

supple carbon
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I think we can go off topic like

Off off topic

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Maybe even off off off topic

noble ivy
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you'd be surprised how relevant Kasane Teto to the themes of IGF

lyric ivy
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GO ON

shell bison
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Birdbrain

lyric ivy
noble ivy
supple carbon
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Yeah that one, hipo has showed us that video a few times

lyric ivy
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finding out my favourite vocaloid producer was trans was lifechanging for me

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jamie didnt crack my egg but i cant say vocaloid was uninvolved

noble ivy
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You don't need to share how it cracked if you don't want to
-# but Unsolicited Juli Fact: I am proud to say that Dr. Harold Coomer is directly responsible for breaking my egg

lyric ivy
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hold on i need to google something

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...half life?

noble ivy
clever cloud
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its from a parody playthrough of half life

minor orchid
clever cloud
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Half life VR: but the AI is sentient

lyric ivy
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i am still a baby trans compared to you guys

balmy obsidian
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I mean

clever cloud
lyric ivy
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-# also a baby according to some of you but that's not relevant

supple carbon
noble ivy
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If you're happy to share then go ahead
Baby or not, we're happy to listen

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lyric ivy
west phoenix
minor orchid
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All experience is valid

lyric ivy
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has it been a month already holy

balmy obsidian
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-# AND STOP FUCKING WITH THE MICROWAVE

minor orchid
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If you want to share, I believe this is a good place

noble ivy
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Get your dogg ass back in the test chamber!

minor orchid
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Call it a hunch

lyric ivy
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well we're all trans here so

west phoenix
lyric ivy
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lies

minor orchid
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Shudup

clever cloud
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anyways, HLVRAI somehow also did affect my life in trans ways

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but it moreso coincided with the transformative waves of 2020

shell bison
balmy obsidian
lyric ivy
balmy obsidian
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how about babygirl
people like that kind of name, right?

lyric ivy
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no thats you

balmy obsidian
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:(

willow needle
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Isn't anybody in the IGF chat that is cis???

-# technically I'm cis but my intersex story is complicated

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Also yes I love that meme bit

balmy obsidian
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Hi I'm cis

lyric ivy
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hi cis im Cat

minor orchid
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Hello Leo

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We love ye

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In case no one told ya yet

balmy obsidian
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I mean, obviously floof_cool

supple carbon
shell bison
minor orchid
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But anyway... How's the day been so far fellas?

zinc topaz
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long

shell bison
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Work about to end. Pretty simple day today.

west phoenix
supple carbon
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Simple days good days

lyric ivy
west phoenix
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i genuinely thought bunzi was also trans considering charlotte Draculul

supple carbon
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I love myself a simple day, it means stuff is normal, and my normal lucky for me is happy

minor orchid
shell bison
noble ivy
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-# Hey Bunzi? If I said the phrase "Bunzi is the grungler of Calliope" would you ban me from your table?

minor orchid
minor orchid
west phoenix
shell bison
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Hold up, deleting the joyous emote from our server and banning Juli

supple carbon
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What's a grungler

noble ivy
shell bison
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I'm just a guy that thinks rabbits are neat

willow needle
west phoenix
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walter white voice "i am the one who grungles"

minor orchid
supple carbon
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Does it have to do with the Throngler or?

willow needle
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And he waltered all over the place

noble ivy
minor orchid
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Ears be good

noble ivy
west phoenix
lyric ivy
supple carbon
balmy obsidian
minor orchid
noble ivy
willow needle
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But tbh, any day I have to fight depression off like if it was a crocodile trying to bite off my arm, is a shit day GoobSit

west phoenix
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ok i guess all trans people are weird according to juli

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bigot

zinc topaz
minor orchid
minor orchid
west phoenix
balmy obsidian
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fuck

noble ivy
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Every single person is my enemy~

west phoenix
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hahahaaha

balmy obsidian
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I was too slow

minor orchid
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You two

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Share a fucking single braincell

west phoenix
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leo is the grungler version of me

cerulean valve
balmy obsidian
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I am probably not bisexual

west phoenix
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you are probably not

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not that you aren't bisexual, you're just not

willow needle
west phoenix
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speak for yourself

zinc topaz
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every single person is my enemyyy

minor orchid
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Hope at least dinner gets better

lyric ivy
zinc topaz
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today's takeaway: tuesdays blow

minor orchid
noble ivy
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oui oui and all that

supple carbon
# west phoenix ok i guess all trans people are weird according to juli

In a technicality they are since weird is just a way of saying that they don't adhere to the societal normality which are the norms put by other people on what is normal

Of course, it's only a technicality, since trans people aren't really weird in the literal meaning of the word, from what i know they don't have unearthly powers or something like that (unless the dounle jump is real)

cerulean valve
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It's okay, it's the kind of stupid bullshit thay only happens to me cause i suck.

west phoenix
lyric ivy
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do people not even know i think therefore i am in french?

minor orchid
willow needle
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Imagine having everyone as your enemy, when you can just hate yourself. RyoSmoke

west phoenix
noble ivy
supple carbon
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Damn, fair

west phoenix
noble ivy
lyric ivy
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the man who said that was literally french come on guys

minor orchid
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God never punishes twice they say-

willow needle
supple carbon
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The fuck he doesn't

west phoenix
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all of us

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idiot

supple carbon
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He did all the time in the old testament

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Job got punished like thrice

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And he was his favorite

cerulean valve
supple carbon
minor orchid
willow needle
minor orchid
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:)

zinc topaz
supple carbon
willow needle
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HSHSHHS

cerulean valve
minor orchid
cerulean valve
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If anyone needs me I'll be screaming at the void.

west phoenix
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does it scream back

zinc topaz
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I've been screaming at my employees you wanna trade spots?

cerulean valve
willow needle
west phoenix
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hipo just wanted to flex

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i respect it

supple carbon
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The Flexer

zinc topaz
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the kicker

supple carbon
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The One Who Flexes

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Flexenberg

west phoenix
zinc topaz
willow needle
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The One Plumed in Flexes

noble ivy
supple carbon
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The Last Flexer

west phoenix
lyric ivy
willow needle
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Nice

minor orchid
willow needle
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I use the switch in the wall

zinc topaz
minor orchid
lyric ivy
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yeah he hired me

noble ivy
zinc topaz
cerulean valve
zinc topaz
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i love these gifs

west phoenix
noble ivy
willow needle
supple carbon
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Chichon de piso

zinc topaz
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4 aples

lyric ivy
west phoenix
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short

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she's 5 apples tall

noble ivy
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5 foot 3 inches and they were like 7 feet up

lyric ivy
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oh you small

supple carbon
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Short arms

lyric ivy
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i dont think i can be the smallest now

zinc topaz
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omg 5'3

west phoenix
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a shrinking sweetheart, if you will

noble ivy
lyric ivy
west phoenix
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IT WAS YOUR NAME BITCH

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I AM ALLOWED TO SAY YOUR NAME

lyric ivy
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i am Cat, that does not make me a cat

willow needle
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Thank you so much Google I love you

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supple carbon
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So short that you just write shor

west phoenix
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cat Cat

minor orchid
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Lmao

lyric ivy
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(it's 160cm btw)

willow needle
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Yipie

supple carbon
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Damn that's short, im taller than you and im kind of short

willow needle
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I'm 9 cm taller than juli

noble ivy
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man... my whole family's pretty short and I'm still like the shortest one

lyric ivy
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i often wish i was shorter actually

willow needle
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Same

zinc topaz
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if we flattened juli into a 1 micron thin plane and she retained her surface area how wide would she be

zinc topaz
lyric ivy
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we're making juli graphene with this one 🔥

willow needle
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I wish I was 150cm tall but, can't achieve that sadly

cerulean valve
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Random sidebar, what's the fastest way to break a leg to commit insurance fraud?

willow needle
zinc topaz
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jump and land at a bad angle

supple carbon
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Sit

zinc topaz
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use the leg breaker

minor orchid
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Borealis

zinc topaz
cerulean valve
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Hmmm.... I have a bedside hatchet

lyric ivy
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that one meme of the guy at little ceasers with the arm

minor orchid
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Man I fucking hate DMing in Spanish

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I CANT TRANSLATE ICEBREAKER BOREALIS NATURALLY

willow needle
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Aurora borealis?? At this time of day, at this time of year, localised entirely within your leg???

cerulean valve
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Rompehielos Borealis

willow needle
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Rompehuevos boreal

lyric ivy
minor orchid
zinc topaz
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that one video of the guy in a little caesars yelling about grindstep

minor orchid
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Cómo que no me cierra de nombre -

supple carbon
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No one is making hipo do it he's torturing himself

lyric ivy
willow needle
zinc topaz
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hielo

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uhh

minor orchid
zinc topaz
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breaker

minor orchid
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EL HIELO BREAKER PAPAAA

willow needle
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Rompeate unos hielos

noble ivy
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I'm so confused right now

cerulean valve
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La quebradora 3000

lyric ivy
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el breaker de los hielos idk

minor orchid
willow needle
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Cuando rompes el hielo

minor orchid
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God I am an imbecile

cerulean valve
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La revienta huevos

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Ah digo revienta hielos

minor orchid
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La revienta huevos de hielo

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O la revienta hielo de huevos

willow needle
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They are going to end up banning voladore language from the chat

cerulean valve
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Not if we revolt

minor orchid
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Together we can break barriers

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Sin maestros, sin reyes

cerulean valve
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They can't stop all of us

willow needle
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How about you break some bitches

minor orchid
cerulean valve
#

Jokes on you Naana, I'm Aro/ace.

minor orchid
willow needle
minor orchid
#

It's time to be joyous

cerulean valve
#

More violence yay

willow needle
#

Violently joyous

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Violentous

minor orchid
#

Anyway

noble ivy
willow needle
#

So true bnuy

minor orchid
clever cloud
willow needle
#

Reverie showing some sick moves

west phoenix
#

and i want to be stronger

#

how else am i going to lift my friends

west phoenix
west phoenix
# minor orchid

pov serenity finally introduces loki and calamity to each other

noble ivy
lyric ivy
west phoenix
#

yeepppp

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it made my hips 2 inches wider so thats a plus

lyric ivy
#

i need to get this shit

west phoenix
willow needle
#

Dang what hormone can make me 20 centimeters shorter i need that please

noble ivy
#

Of course everyone is different
but, a possible effect of estrogen is to tweak the way you hold your hips, thus you'll be measurably shorter on average

west phoenix
willow needle
west phoenix
#

i just need to be able to pick up people by the nape of their neck

noble ivy
lyric ivy
#

-# do people still care for my trans story or has the time passed

balmy obsidian
#

I am still waiting

noble ivy
#

Time barely passes in Calliope

lyric ivy
#

were you just lurking here waiting for me to get back to that

balmy obsidian
#

No

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I am very active

willow needle
#

Wtf is gashmoingus

lyric ivy
#

gashmoingus

balmy obsidian
#

It does not mean anything

willow needle
balmy obsidian
#

I promise

lyric ivy
#

so uh the Trans Story

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i think i was unironically transed by the fucking youtube algorithm

#

in an indirect way

willow needle
#

I have an ex partner that discovered they are trans bc of a singular dream they had. It can come from anywhere! :>

lyric ivy
#

yeah basically the youtube algorithm started recommending me a bunch of videos about trans stuff, and i jokingly said to my friend (who is also trans) "haha the youtube algorithm thinks im trans"

willow needle
#

Foreshadowing

lyric ivy
#

and her response was that she'd be willing to talk about that kind of stuff with me

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then i didnt think about it for a couple weeks

noble ivy
#

It can come from anywhere!
-# A half life scientist and sonic the fucking hedgehog broke down my door and said "look at all the funny shit you can do with voice training."

willow needle
#

YES OMG THAT HALF LIFE VIDEO

lyric ivy
#

then, for context, i used to have my pronouns on here as any, in a kind of cis but doesnt care way

#

a couple users referred to me as she/her and i was like. wait why does that make me feel something

#

that's not normal why is that happening

west phoenix
noble ivy
#

in a kind of cis but doesnt care way
-# ah yes, the "still cis tho" part of the pipeline (Light hearted)

west phoenix
lyric ivy
#

as well as a long time friend accidentally referring to me as she, used to my characters all being women (lol, lmao even)

west phoenix
#

no i will not explain

balmy obsidian
#

Pyro main

lyric ivy
#

fempyro

west phoenix
#

no, actually

#

but i did main pyro

balmy obsidian
#

See I told you it was flawless

lyric ivy
#

okay back to it, i did take my friend up on that offer, as i was talking to her a lot anyway for ttrpg stuff (she's in both the games i have on saturdays)

#

was kind of insane to me that i could just. use she/her pronouns now. that's OP

#

so i did that for a little, and kept talking about it, and uh turns out i tick a LOT of the trans boxes without realising it

#

oh btw that trans friend? yeah i met her on pnet so it's this server's fault

thorn hinge
#

good

noble ivy
#

Insert all mech pilots are trans meme here:

balmy obsidian
#

<- not a mech pilot
<- hates mechs

lyric ivy
#

then while playing in a different game, in an rp section people were calling me Catherine, and idk something just stirred within me, it just felt Right. it clicked

#

the character was named catherine for context

noble ivy
lyric ivy
#

at that point i was like. yep that's the last nail in the coffin innit

#

leo piss off

balmy obsidian
#

sorry

lyric ivy
#

NAH ITS NTO THA SERIOUS LMAO

balmy obsidian
lyric ivy
#

didnt have to remove it

noble ivy
#

yeah, sod off you frenchmin

balmy obsidian
#

now they will never know my crimes

lyric ivy
#

and later on, while in the shower i just came to the realisation that fuck. i am so much more happy and confident recently. all because people are referring to me as a woman. i think that was the moment that i realised that i'm this mess for life now

#

the next morning one of my friends comes to me and tells me that exact same thought i was having the night before, that i seem a lot more excited and confident recently

#

which confirmed to me that im not just hallucinating all this

thorn hinge
#

We love to see it

#

That joy, the euphoria of finding yourself. It's beautiful

lyric ivy
#

TL:DR: pilotnet and lancer and the youtube algorithm conspired to make me trans and now my friend keeps sending me shitposts of catherine from limbus company

lyric ivy
#

in a way i feel better than i have ever before

#

in another, the dread of having to live in society while trans

west phoenix
lyric ivy
#

i still need to tell my parents because it's a weight bearing down upon me and i still live with them but. i should be okay maybe. my sister is openly gay i hope they'll be okay

#

scary!

thorn hinge
#

best of luck with that friend. You deserve love and dignity so I hope that's what they respond with

lyric ivy
#

thank you thank you, i know it wont be easy but i've been through my fair share of hardships in my time, i think i can take it

balmy obsidian
#

I believe

#

I am a cat believer

willow needle
#

Due to the current topic, I wanna share a bit of story too, but I'll censor it to not cover up Smallest's story and, because it includes a bit of medical malpractice.

||My only story with gender is that due to being intersex my whole family and many doctors across the country battled into what I should grow into. There were theories that I would grow to be a man or woman, or neither, and how should I be treated during my childhood (even tho I was born as a girl). Due to the nature of this convoluted dilemma I spent a lot of time going to doctors, being constantly exposed to their research and "Sex talks", worries about future pleasure and "purpose" (I was a child btw), as well as that im, unfortunately, one of those intersex stories of "surgical amputation". I was able to express to my mom at 15yo iirc that I knew I was a girl 100% since very young. And apparently I had to settle that legally. I kid you not... My birth certificate had a question mark in the gender section. I never felt such happiness when I wrote an M there (M=mujer (woman). And, fun fact, due to there not being ANY laws about intersex people where I live, it was approved that same afternoon. It was after I officially settled for one gender that I was told that my body aromatises testosterone and that I need hormonal treatment due to my body not creating proper natural hormones, so lol. Also my DNA was used in an university of Japan to discover exactly my type of mutation? Lols. In any way, I've always been a happily a girl ever since, no guilt of the fear mongering I was living on for so long.||

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Sorry for long text Jesus

thorn hinge
lyric ivy
#

also please, just call me Cat

#

Catherine, Cathy, whatever you can think of

noble ivy
#

little Rine, perhaps?

supple carbon
#

||wtf i didn't know the last part, nana dna in japan that's so cool||

lyric ivy
noble ivy
#

fair

lyric ivy
#

so yeah uh that's my Tale, sorry if it was a bit scattered haha, i just wrote it as i remembered it

willow needle
#

🫂

balmy obsidian
#

The question mark in the gender section made me giggle is that bad 😭

willow needle
#

Nah its even better because the question mark was written with a pencil, while the rest of the paper was written with pen

#

Like bro was ready to remove it

balmy obsidian
#

I don't have a trans story to share myself but uhhh
thumbs up

#

go queens

clever cloud
#

I feel like Thanos and the infinity gauntlet collecting these two stories

willow needle
#

What happens when you snap the fingers

clever cloud
west phoenix
#

balls obliterated

willow needle
#

Hsjahwjahhshs

noble ivy
#

gender is eliminated as a concept

clever cloud
#

these are great

balmy obsidian
#

Today I learned that Eleonor cannot snap her fingers

willow needle
#

But I like my gender :(

lyric ivy
clever cloud
balmy obsidian
#

Excuses, excuses

west phoenix
#

what fingers

noble ivy
clever cloud
#

Back in like 2016, Zootopia hit the towers and my sense of identity shattered into a billion pieces

noble ivy
west phoenix
#

wait this one is cuter

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clever cloud
#

I turned into a furry, a furry artist and then a trans furry artist

balmy obsidian
#

you're an artist?

clever cloud
#

used to be

west phoenix
#

autist*

balmy obsidian
#

:(

clever cloud
#

2017- 2022

balmy obsidian
#

Not since the incident

willow needle
#

The incident of 2022..

#

Fucking hell

#

Same braincell

west phoenix
#

the bite of 22

balmy obsidian
#

I am inside all of your heads

west phoenix
#

oh yeah what am i thinking

balmy obsidian
#

horny

west phoenix
#

... get out of there

clever cloud
lyric ivy
clever cloud
lyric ivy
#

we arent real leo we're just in your head

willow needle
balmy obsidian
#

Lies

#

You're the realest there are

west phoenix
#

wake up

clever cloud
#

I'd say 2021, it's when i started a full time job guys

west phoenix
#

you are a beautiful woman

lyric ivy
#

oh damn you're actually really good eli??? why did you drop this?

thorn hinge
clever cloud
#

and then moved to ohio

balmy obsidian
#

Ah, the fault lies with ohio

clever cloud
#

priorities

thorn hinge
#

Ohio

balmy obsidian
#

or as they say in japanese

noble ivy
balmy obsidian
#

ohio gozaimasu

willow needle
#

The Ohio empire

woeful saddle
#

god save ohio from ohio (guy who has only ever been to oberlin, ohio)

lyric ivy
#

yeah ohio unfurries you, we all know this

noble ivy
balmy obsidian
#

I continue to be hilarious

thorn hinge
zinc topaz
lyric ivy
#

NOT THE Q

willow needle
#

Quatherine

noble ivy
clever cloud
#

so anyways, bisexuality hit the pentagon in 2017.

judging from my discord messages at the time i was an extreme egg

2019 i got an Old Navy dress that absolutely shattered that shit completely

2019-2021 was a lot of very serious conversation with my now wife about staying together

2021, i graduated college, got a job, later moved to ohio

2022 started HRT

2025 got married

zinc topaz
prime terrace
lyric ivy
prime terrace
#

goodnight chat

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clever cloud
#

ye!! july 31!

noble ivy
balmy obsidian
#

JULI IS THIRTY ONE??

clever cloud
#

yea

noble ivy
#

HUH

#

WHEN

clever cloud
#

now

woeful saddle
willow needle
#

Get old

west phoenix
lyric ivy
#

im sorry juli leo has deemed you a hag

woeful saddle
#

thats arguably more impressive than anything else

noble ivy
#

MGS voice :"I'm rapidly aging"

west phoenix
clever cloud
woeful saddle
#

damn, high school relationship then?

willow needle
#

Yo that's so cool

clever cloud
#

6 year college

noble ivy
clever cloud
#

i started college 2014

balmy obsidian
#

"we like older women here" or something

woeful saddle
#

ok so frosh college

lyric ivy
clever cloud
#

started dating 2015

thorn hinge
#

Congrats Eleonor <3

woeful saddle
#

impressive relationship though. glad it all worked out, through the turmoil & self discovery & all that

clever cloud
#

let me tell you, shit wasnt easy

#

rediscovering myself every 2 years was tumultuous as hell

balmy obsidian
#

Do not let this very nice story distract you from the fact that this is responsible for the group missing three whole weeks of lancer

#

(I jest)

woeful saddle
clever cloud
#

being trans

being trans in public

being out to my family

being out to her family

being out at the wedding

#

Im very glad she likes me

woeful saddle
#

you plan on staying in ohio indefinitely? the only queer person i know in ohio is a bisexual rich white girl, so ive got no clue wtf the actual on-the-ground state of that type beat is in 2025

clever cloud
#

lmaoooo

#

nah ohio is circumstantial. my wife is getting her phd

woeful saddle
#

ah nice nice, what in?

clever cloud
#

i would hate staying here

#

Geology, specifically biogeochemistry

#

especially oceans

lyric ivy
#

oh geology that's sick

clever cloud
#

stuff like the western interior seaway and the mediterranean and the Ocean Anoxic Event #3

lyric ivy
#

i know another trans woman who's also getting her phd in geology funnily enough

#

i uh cant remember the specialisation we spent more time talking about making homemade explosives

balmy obsidian
#

chicks dig rocks

woeful saddle
noble ivy
#

Getting paid for eating rocks
what's not to love?

balmy obsidian
#

tonight is DRG night

woeful saddle
#

chat thats not just rocks its about like. how rocks and cyanobacteria are inventing new kinds of yuri

#

please respect cyanobacteria

light mist
#

my egg started cracking literally the day i submitted my grad school application lol

clever cloud
#

getting paid to nearly kill yourself with Hydrochloric acid because you forgot to turn on the fume hood in 0.0025 seconds

woeful saddle
#

also that

lyric ivy
woeful saddle
lyric ivy
#

they do

woeful saddle
#

i have ike 600 hours but i havent drged much since s5

lyric ivy
#

thursday at about 4 here iirc

balmy obsidian
#

I haven't played drg in a long time...

clever cloud
lyric ivy
#

i got like 300 hours in DRG in an unhealthily short amount of time and then never opened it again unless with friends

light mist
#

bilology 😌

lyric ivy
clever cloud
#

BRUH

west phoenix
#

paleobiology 😊

clever cloud
#

latin mom moment

lyric ivy
#

i have no idea what that's about but i assume its household cleaning product fuckery

clever cloud
#

Clorox and Lysol

woeful saddle
#

latina moms mix anything that could clean surfaces

lyric ivy
#

there is... a scary amount of stuff you can do with just those

woeful saddle
#

i think the idea is that if its a surface its cleanable (and therefore must be cleaned)

clever cloud
#

household chems are terrifying

woeful saddle
#

combined with the generic urge to combine near-empty bottles

noble ivy
#

You can cleanly separate everything in the universe into two categories
Things you should under no circumstances mix with bleach

lyric ivy
noble ivy
#

and bleach

balmy obsidian
#

Would you make fun of me if I told you the fear of accidentally making a deadly poison gas is the number one reason I don't clean the place until it's too late

clever cloud
#

it's not irrational

lyric ivy
#

i actually have a chemical burn scar on my wrist permanently from an incident with NaOH

clever cloud
#

but you can easily avoid it by just using a single cleaner

balmy obsidian
lyric ivy
#

i was a stupid little child i think

balmy obsidian
#

Oh yeah no so was I

lyric ivy
#

well, teenager more like

balmy obsidian
#

one day I put my whole entire hand on the stove to check if it was working

lyric ivy
#

DONT BABY REACT ME IM NOT A BABY

balmy obsidian
#

because my food was lukewarm

woeful saddle
#

as a kid growing up we had like. 20 different kinds of advert on tv going "don't use XYZ chemicals and don't mix ABC chemicals"

#

one of the things i was surprised to learn arent universal, like the warnings on everything saying "this causes cancer"

#

didn't stop ppl ofc

clever cloud
#

cali moment???

woeful saddle
#

yeah, i live in LA lmao

clever cloud
#

ah yes, carcinogenic oreos

lyric ivy
woeful saddle
#

well i don't mean literal ads, i mean like public safety reminders on the local news occasionally

balmy obsidian
lyric ivy
woeful saddle
#

in the 80s and 90s we spent tens of millions of dollars (as a state) bringing back a bunch of birds because it turns out pesticides == bad for birds, so that doomed everybody to another 2 decades of warnings

west phoenix
#

me when the killing chemical kills

lyric ivy
#

dae chemical... is dangerous???

#

no way

woeful saddle
#

also for non-US ppl, this label is on like, probably 10% of all processed food related products sold in the US

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noble ivy
#

My mom can flick through sugar free sweeteners and list all the different types of cancers they cause

west phoenix
#

brb going to starve

woeful saddle
#

it always says california. it does not change depending on where you are. people 3000 miles away still have this label

lyric ivy
balmy obsidian
#

The sun causes skin cancer so I never go outside im_tabby_smart

west phoenix
#

i think its saying there's only a risk if you're Californian joyous

noble ivy
balmy obsidian
#

Divine punishment upon california

woeful saddle
#

its on non food too, which is funny. like you can find this sticker on household goods and also very obviously carcinogenic (if consumed) things like spray paint

thorn hinge
willow needle
#

Fuck I forgot tomorrow at 7am I gotta go get some bloodwork done eugh puppsitweak

woeful saddle
#

yeah, to be clear i loosely support this law, i just find it hilarious - because again, i did not know (as a kid) that not every state did this

#

or also that other states have to see california on every label

thorn hinge
#

like, good motive, bad execution, and now prop65 warnings are jsut a widespread joke

woeful saddle
west phoenix
lyric ivy
balmy obsidian
#

Bloooooodddd

lyric ivy
#

cant believe this man has 4 and half million subs on youtube now

balmy obsidian
#

I love blood Foxy_EmloFire

west phoenix
#

what the fuck are you on about

lyric ivy
#

me or leo

balmy obsidian
#

Don't you think blood is cool

woeful saddle
#

leo is just jealous nobody wants his blood

light mist
#

i agree, blood is pretty cool 😌

woeful saddle
#

it's like middling grade blood, the only demand is from the bulk resale market

light mist
#

it's got white blood cells in it, which automatically makes it cool

balmy obsidian
#

I got a-, it's alright. Nothing special.

lyric ivy
#

what blood type are you i may be able to use it

woeful saddle
lyric ivy
#

if you dont have those you should probably see a doctor

noble ivy
#

don't have blood?

#

don't worry, the three other humors will make up for it

balmy obsidian
#

I have a lot of humor in my body

light mist
woeful saddle
#

they tried to tell me that last time i got my wbc results and i said mm no i'm keeping it

lyric ivy
#

ah true forgot about the Bloodstealers

balmy obsidian
#

this is unrelated to anything but I'm watching a vidja instead of going to sleep like a normal person and at one point the person says "this might be a good time to acknowledge that I've never had a mental health professional confidently tell me I don't have autism" and I giggled

lyric ivy
#

they got mine once, felt like fainting but i lived

zinc topaz
woeful saddle
zinc topaz
#

this was how i felt going on that date last week

woeful saddle
#

but somehow i'm still scared when its time for the next theft 😔

west phoenix
woeful saddle
# zinc topaz r

heartbreaking: the straightest problems you can think of are happening to your favorite queer people too 😔

zinc topaz
balmy obsidian
#

TYPING Shadow The Hedgehog is typing...

minor orchid
balmy obsidian
#

ookee time to do like the soviet union and collapse, good niiiiiight

minor orchid
#

Eep well hehe

zinc topaz
#

goodnight léo...

willow needle
zinc topaz
noble ivy
thorn hinge
#

Since people were sharing gender journey stories I started writing up mine but I'm sure I'm being too verbose again because this is 2x the discord character limit at least

zinc topaz
lyric ivy
#

I promise I will try read it before I pass out (I'm in Leo's time zone)

zinc topaz
#

on that note my gender journey is this

2007: I'm a boy but i like girly stuff, that's alright! totally nothing

2015: I am a man

2020: ok i'm not dating a bigot anymore i think maybe ive been suppressing some thoughts

2022: I think i might be a woman

2023: no that feels wrong i think i'm nonbinary

2024: i'm a guy but i like being feminine in some ways sometimes but i also don't mind being called she and

2025: ...???????

#

think i'm most comfortable with and it feels the most accurate to say agender

willow needle
#

it is that time of the day

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noble ivy
lyric ivy
#

Can someone post the well here's the kicker gif again

west phoenix
shell bison
noble ivy
balmy obsidian
noble ivy
#

another kicker as a treat

balmy obsidian
#

I hardly

west phoenix
#

the tricker

#

and the treater

noble ivy
willow needle
west phoenix
#

no its supposed to be a white woman jumpscare

willow needle
#

sorry i adore all women

balmy obsidian
#

"I like them scary" or something

west phoenix
lyric ivy
#

I like my women how I like my movies. Scary

west phoenix
thorn hinge
willow needle
noble ivy
supple carbon
#

all women are scary

lyric ivy
#

Not me I'm not scary

west phoenix
balmy obsidian
#

You are

supple carbon
#

im shaking in my boots as of now

lyric ivy
#

I'm the least scary woman ever

thorn hinge
#

I'm only scary if you're into that smooth

lyric ivy
#

My name is literally cat are you scared of cats

willow needle
balmy obsidian
#

Very scary

supple carbon
lyric ivy
#

(you know I do just like the name Catherine but the bit potential of the name Cat is insanely high I made a good choice)

noble ivy
balmy obsidian
#

No i am the coward above all

willow needle
#

i'd join in but im too coward to fight you all

balmy obsidian
#

What fight i am currently running away

zinc topaz
#

i like scary women but all women scare me so

supple carbon
#

this town is surely big enough for 3 cowards

zinc topaz
#

my radar is miscalibrated i think

thorn hinge
willow needle
#

am i scary?

balmy obsidian
#

Very

supple carbon
#

yeah

willow needle
balmy obsidian
willow needle
#

leo didnt you fucking say you were going to sleep

balmy obsidian
#

Yes

#

HOWEVER

supple carbon
#

he's too scared to sleep, there's women nearby

balmy obsidian
#

MOSQUITO

willow needle
#

eat it, easy

balmy obsidian
#

SHES HERE TO STEAL MY BLOOD

lyric ivy
#

Sorry Leo it's my fault I'm recalling the mosquito drone now

balmy obsidian
#

Phew, thanks

lyric ivy
#

Don't uh. question why I deployed the mosquito drone to your house

noble ivy
#

Only a month after hatching and she's already controlling bugs

#

I'm so proud...

balmy obsidian
#

Obviously because you need my blood for nefarious purposes

willow needle
#

alr will try to sleep now wonderous

lyric ivy
#

I knew about the double jump and laser eyes

willow needle
#

Dude my cat is laying all over my fucking bed are you for real

noble ivy
#

no, double jumping is for Brazilians
as a trans woman, you'll get to learn how to wave dash

lyric ivy
#

Does a Brazilian woman get to both double jump and wave dash?

#

Leave some for the rest of us jesus

tame tide
#

SMALLEST

#

TRAITORRRRRRRRR

lyric ivy
#

WAHT

noble ivy
#

the schmovment gawddamn

balmy obsidian
#

They are overpowered in the current meta

tame tide
#

👊 😐

lyric ivy
#

oh yeah sorry I'm shmoinged up now

#

Hold on let me try something

noble ivy
#

She stopped enjoying the dd 288...

lyric ivy
#

IT FITS NOW

#

Rejoice

#

I saw that I saw that flushed react

noble ivy
#

saw what???

tame tide
#

Yeah that flushed react made me chuckle a bit lmao

thorn hinge
#

Celeste says trans women can wave dash but plural trans women can double wavedash

balmy obsidian
#

So happy i could fall asleep

#

Honkshoo

noble ivy
tame tide
#

It's so fucking annoying when I'm cycling into town and I get overtaken by my MTF friend who wave dashes past me

noble ivy
#

T-shots gives you Pizza tower movement tech

#

btw

tame tide
#

Create estrogen said it so

#

Thigh highs negate fall damage

lyric ivy
lyric ivy
#

In hindsight I can't remember what the bit was

#

I don't know why I have these

tame tide
#

Wearing

noble ivy
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slightly off topic but this meme speed run is the funniest shit to me
https://youtu.be/b8qZE4S7YTY
Madeline: "I'M SPEEDRUNNING THIS SHIT
Badeline: "OH SHIT FOR REAL??!?" completely skips character arc for the bit

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Somera
Celeste any% in 6:03.018

segments of this tas were taken from the ng+ any% tas by ella tas and
lnf, tong815, redzes, amber, magneta_lll
and more credits listed in the original video
https://youtu.be/Il_T5RU3ESU
also the forsaken city segment was taken by the original any% tas
https://youtu.be/pG7vh7ENYSk
map and dialogue from the video https://gamebanana.com/mods/622730

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tame tide
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That or negating fall damage

balmy obsidian
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If it negates fall damage i'll wear thigh highs 100%

lyric ivy
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I think it may have been a bit with a boyfriend at the time?

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Genuine confusion on how these thigh high socks got in my wardrobe

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Could be the fall damage thing yeah

west phoenix
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i have a lot of thigh highs but turns out i fucking hate them and they do not match my vibes at all

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also my thighs are too fucking big

zinc topaz
noble ivy
tame tide
noble ivy
zinc topaz
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-# idk is it

west phoenix
zinc topaz
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-# thats up to you to interpret my words

noble ivy
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Urien's non binary???
good for them

zinc topaz
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-# ask not the prophet what his revelations mean

west phoenix
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everything else fits

lyric ivy
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I am apparently the rare breed of trans woman that does not fighting game

west phoenix
zinc topaz
lyric ivy
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So I've heard

zinc topaz
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fuck maybe im worse than i thought

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maybe its terminal

west phoenix
noble ivy
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Guilty gear moment

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zinc topaz
west phoenix
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in 3s its like, 10 i think

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its not a great AA

tame tide
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Omg bridge

west phoenix
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.... anyways

zinc topaz
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i like to see that the #1 player is a pot player

lyric ivy
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Brisket Gungly gear

west phoenix
zinc topaz
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me when i start suddenly feeling dizzy and nauseous and weirdly hot at work for no reason

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🙂

zinc topaz
west phoenix
zinc topaz
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slayer >>>> though

west phoenix
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i have not played GG since season 1

zinc topaz
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i think once i get settled into my new place im gonna try and pick up aba

noble ivy
lyric ivy
zinc topaz
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slayer is fun in strive but hes not xrd slayer :/

tame tide
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Fgihtging gaem

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Yes

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Punch... People

west phoenix
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they bad

noble ivy
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they not change society

lyric ivy
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Has anyone stopped to ask the game why its fighting

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Maybe it's not feeling good