#In Golden Flame
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still hot tho
just disappointed with the fit?
yeah i guess it isnt awful but
granted i made this in a day so i cant be too finicky about my standards of quality
HELL YEEEEAH
Looking ready to call everyone at the party a miserable little pile of secrets
literally
nah okay June this fucks
this fucks nasty
good job
i gotta make the white trim thinner in the middle and clean it up but
yeah that looks great, good job dude
It looks amazing and even more incredible that it took only a day! I hope you enjoy your Halloween night ^^
I hate phone auto correctors
FUCK
There
Especially given you were hand-sewing, seriously, good work
the white trim is actually just safety pinned on
tbh, i spent $9 on that stupid plain black shirt
i want to keep it after this lmao
lol, entirely fair
I love how wildly off topic this channel is capable of being
Happy Halloween Calliope
Immaculate drip
Going to rock the jacket tomorrow
as you should
"Wrong City Station, Wrong People"
Something something Never Fade Away
wake the fuck up bnuy
We got a city to thump
Speaking of off-topic, I don't have the energy after the long workday for a full fat studies primer, but to necro a conversation from like 9 hours ago: BMI was invented by a 19th century Belgian phrenologist (he literally spent his sunset years measuring the skulls of random Chinese people) based on his belief that any deviation from "normal" = bad, was mostly ignored for like a hundred and forty years, and then got adopted as a health metric because, while it's only about 50% accurate for estimating adiposity, you only need a tape measure and scale and you don't have to touch a fat person (the horror!) to collect it
It's real garbage
Holy fuck that's sick
Yeah BMI is silly
Never fade away, choom
ill just tell everyone i was drunk when i made the shirt its ok
There's sadly a lot of erroneous measurements and concepts lingering since a few centuries ago, sadly still harming people or being used to bully. Fortunately where I live I haven't seen any doctor actually use it.
Nothing wrong with admitting it just messed up in the process. The fact you made it yourself is impressive enough
alright final product this is as good as i'm willing to get it
the cloak is a pain in the ass to take off and put on so i'm not doing that anymore
Amazing :D
goodnight lovely people of calliope :3 I hope everyone has a good and safe halloween tomorrow
Ch3 spoilers ||Bad Star became the most bullied Breacher ever||
i grabbed this for my next bond power. idk if it will be useful but she do be dripped
also broker definitely fits serenity becoming worse
if she decides to (ch3) ||associate herself with the cult
||
grandma squad today yipee
we are (ch2) ||trying to complete a gauntlet and we only have like 2 or 3 rounds left||
||goblin and raleigh have activated core, goblin's sticking to raleigh||
oh btw lancer tomorrow, finally
i just had lancer and it was great
hell yeah
HAPPY HALLOWED EVE TO YOU ALL 🎃
Merry hallowmas to you too
Someone please just kill me I've slept three hours and the caffeine's no longer working
happy halloween :D
Sorry, you have to keep on living. For my entertainment.
Lancer fun
(ch3) ||The team did 6 combats in a row without full repair and i didn't even get close to wrecking a single one of them. They managed to scrounge some 11 extra repcaps during the exploration of Terra Solus||
Congratulations! At hallowed eve you've been enlisted into the skeleton war!
Skill issue
I really loved how you played ||bad star|| realizing he was fucked, and then falling in love with Serenity 
HUH
...who fell in love with Serenity—?
I actually have the hair and the jacket on at work. We are Johnny maxing
something something, get away, another way...
I'm built different (built wrong)
I'm built stupid
I'm just built wrong
I am.
I
Robot
(film)
today is my witchy wife's birthday
happy birthday eleonor's witchy wife
happy birthday to the wife!
Witch wife!
Bruja Esposa Bruja Esposa
Happy Halloween, Calliope; I'm off to search this foggy town for my dead wife
I'm sure everything will be normal and I won't be attacked by manifestations of my psychosexual guilt
Gay mornyan everyone!
I NEED MORE CONTEXT
(ch3) ||Bad Star went basically 1v4 rushing into the SRT and quickly found out what a real pilot looks like. Got his ass beat; his mech ushabti'd out of existence; he got picked up like a gerbil by the monarch who flick its fingers and broke his rib (cuz hitting people with a mech will do that!); Was wailing for hours on the trip back to Furnace City until Serenity patched him up just to shut him and he fell madly in love with his "saviour"||
what has meow done to deserve such punishment
many things
Serenity can fix him
next sessions we're (post ch3) ||Meeting Ratio, Chaac, and spending time with Millstone!|| and generally hanging out with everyone.
Im making the act of getting reserves much more story-driven
"You want funds? go sneak into a board meeting and scam some Icebreaker stooges"
This way we get way more chances for Bond powers and such and such
At what cost
-# Pronoun check, what's Serenity pronouns?
||Bad star:||
||MY QUEEEEEEEEN||
Quick, does someone have that "estrogen can save her" tierlist
||That's reserved for the Cis men who are evil||
Cultural appropriation
When will the discrimination against cis men end
you say that like it makes her less hot
That was implied?
g'mornin' Calliope
I've got lancer tonight but my throat feels fucked and I've half lost my voice
It''s a combat sesson at least and I have all day to see how things go
Warm green tea, no sweetners, massage your throat and blow your nose.
Tea is helping wonderfully right now and I am terrorizing a box of tissues
I'm also working from home and told my boss I have no voice so I won't be using it at all if I can help it
She nearly hit him in the head with a fire extinguisher
God I wish that was me
idk who you're talking about but i always support hitting men in the head with fire extinguishers
Same, I too wish I could hit people with fire extinguishers
You can just do that
He kept trying to grab her when he was being treated. For context, he got bodied by the balor, so during treatment she was like "do you want me to get the big man?! I'll get the big man!"
What, you think some words are gonna stop you?
Alright, beat him to death with hammers now
remind me why this man is still alive
Remember, always aim to the heart of the fire when using it
grab as in "i need to grab your hand to propose"
oh okay
Because Serenity is stupid and felt bad for him
||just wait until steele creates the equivalent of grok and it's based on serenity||
Juli is no longer "the only serenity simp"
i still support hitting men on the head with fire extinguishers
Also we took him prisoner but our dumb fucking monarch BROKE HIS RIB
I swear, there are dozens of us
(just for june) ||chat, they dont know||
And loitering
good morning calliope btw
well, were you baptized
No
This is the first one in game and it's the WORST PERSON
then that's a going to Hell
ok just for GMs
Yes
anyways, Finally found this meme
sorrgy
accident
hell must be a fun place
Jerry runs it
But... we can't go to hell if we're already there...
Also there was a poor other dude, a hornet, who we called "PIP". Serenity was so far away from the main fight chilling with PIP that i like to imagine they were just having a conversation and he later wanted to tag along
Super Hell
"Any other hobbies except for this...?"
So glad to have found a channel that makes my copypasta folder useful again, lol
"You know.. I probably could make it big in the Hellfire League.." -PIP
-# is... is that miku with the doohicky...
I've always said I'd rather go to hell because from what I hear all my people are gonna be there. If it turns out that Jery runs it, even better
THE DOOHICKY
"No no no you should know better than that now, lets get you some reasonable goals"
The voc with the glock
But PIP saying that he is now his own role model is genuinely sweet
I've been a serenity simp for ages, since I first heard of her.
I'ma simp for any woman that falls for Calamity tho
Or any woman
Step into the operating room ;3
"Even I could've done better than ||Bad Star|| here, no? I'm trying out for the league.."
Brother you took like 13 damage by doing nothing and your boosters were destroyed, you ain't makin it
Im transcribing this into #in-character
I like how (ch3-4) ||the downtime to fuck over steele is like "refine your insults" as if we didn't do that the whole session||
||the laser couldn't properly fire and Serenity just went "performance anxiety? It happens"||
Oh man (post ch3) ||Now we meet with Chaac, Millstone, Ignatius, Ratio, the Golden Hand, and everyone we already know..|| Ch4 may be 6 months away
Ch4 ||Spook 'em boss||
Don't eat Serenity she's chewy
The best candy is always the chewy one anyway
Does she taste sweet???
How would I know
And you don't have candy for supper, fool
Your mom
Lies
Leo, listen to your mother
I do
good, now stop eating gummy worms for supper
No

But that's okay because there are so many ressources it'll be easy to do
Man I love the Lancer Foundry IGF combo
Thank you all so very much for enabling me and my bullshit
Its ok Eleonor didn't read chapter 3 until after we started it and it was peak
And didn't last 8 months
miku car i just drove past
G-Force is just a High Score, marines!
Sometimes I return to this chat and it just feels like this
only sometimes?
i like it when im the rabid animals making incoherent growling sounds
only?
someone stop us creature posting
Omg let's do it
Ah, when the headmates gang up on you for entirely reasonable complaints
A wee bit late but happy Halloween gaters!
A lancer is never late, nor are they early, they arrive precisely when they mean to. 
A lancer also dies 3 times
a lancer skirmishes
Holy shit
A lancer barrages... and then overcharges for a skirmish
then 1d6+4 bajillion heat
A lancer does not concern herself with her heat cap
The Lion seeing the elite pirate striker gunning for its ass:
installed the CYCLONE IN MECH YIPPE
man
the avenger is truly a ||Cult type NPC huh||
it fits ||the cult really well, especially when paired in a battle with a teleporter with telefrag||
Idk if i can read the full thing but avengers are one of my favorites
Black air force energy the NPC
funniest guys
Avengers my beloved <3
Of course they're your favorite, miss "Avenger? I hardly-"
stumbles in
Fuckin'
Hello Calliope
Face plants
"Face plants" ? Are you playing PvZ?
:O
Are you... a Zombie?
-# Stumbles in doing what??!? I mean
Hey Fruit, don't worry most of Calliope's face planted at the moment too
You know what
SURPRISE IGF CHARACTER POSTING
What is your IGF character dressing up for Halloween? c:
PvZ Botany peashooter zombie
Léo is dressing as a witch
ohhh that's a good question
reverie dresses up as the grim reaper :D
Nothing, (I am not playing IGF as a player)
Lucy is DEFFINITELY dressing up as a vehicle: change the ghost busters for lancaster!
Eruca would probably raid every thrift store on Hell's Gate to cobble together an outfit from whatever obscure show Striga had sigdived from a few months back
(but the silly answer would be giant crab suit)

the T-1000 probably
you mean dressing up like a cop or spray painting your whole body chrome?
dresses up as a runner
probably both
A druid
Roland would dress as an over the top mafia boss. Extremely wide and tall shoulder pads on his striped suit
Like this?
I think Cel would do something minor but entertaining, like change the backlighting on her eyes to a vibrant blood red
-# you think Apollo would help Eruca "prank" Cel by painting her Subaltern body look like a bright gundam?
https://youtu.be/bG2utZB3zCk?si=0GgQMZZkby1YzgGY
this is one of my favorite videos (and looney toon bits) of all time
The video have copyright from WBTV, so sorry for the ads.
And i don't even know how this video has 1 mil+ views. thanks
http://www.funnyjunk.com/channel/animemanga/Literally+me+vs+one+more+time/uNehLhA/
cucaRAAAAAAAACHAAAAAA
no
imagine being mel blanc. your job is to go into a recording booth and fucking shout insanely loud
and you get a paycheck for it
thats the dream
A dream that some people are still living today
https://youtu.be/E__1SGdOMTE
sigh
i would kill it i do that shit for free
shout out to my mic making me quieter the louder i am so when i scream i sound like i'm falling in a tunnel
(mission 2 spoilers) we are so, so fucked
like every session i go "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-...."
i blew my core last combat 
a Raleigh core would actually lowkey do numbers if i had one
AAAAA
AAAAA
AAAAA
AAAAA
aaaaa
-# aaaaa
one of my favorite fights I've done so far for my campaign
I had this blasting the entire time
||https://youtu.be/5jzbgvB_9Do||
when we were (dh3) ||landing on asphodel and serenity was bouncing around the ship while i was doing that||
remove the embed if you wanna spoil it you fool
i change my answer... a wolpertinger
Serenity creatura
the bunny ears and antlers do NOT agree with each other
she spent hours putting this costume together!
Grandma squad session over
Next session, we’re starting
Ch 2 ||Anti-Capital||
Also our GM buffed the opfor
considering the fight thats terrifying lmao
|| Ultra Ship Rainmaker ||
|| Elite Veteran Cataphract ||
|| Veteran Spacer Archer||
|| Veteran Spacer Sentinel ||
|| Spacer Operator ||
|| Hornet ||
|| Scout ||
these are all rebake NPCs
That’s our OPFOR
i am already devising disgusting strats they can use against you
Oh... your GM wants you dead dead
Oh yeah our GM is evil
All of our combats have been above base budget
He told us this
i mean so are ours but we sweep them lmao
ah neat.
my plan for ||anti capital|| is just a single NPC: ||Behemoth enhanced combat||
Yeah so have we but it’s still terrifying
Also like
What the FUCK
oh no...
you'll be fine, i trust grandma squad
because ||enhanced combat Behemoth works really well for an actual ship with like, different components||
are you at least like... LL2 at this point or is he just throwing hydrogen bombs at you GMS coughing babies
hot take the game gets harder when you hit LL2
We have LL2 mechs
mistakes matter so much more
with GMS you get 2 of the best mechs and can make a ton of mistakes lmao
Comp is lanny/goblin/raleigh/gilly/hydra
Raleigh and goblin spent cores
Last combat i mean
-# poor Saggy Martha... left in the dust since every newbie that uses them think's they're just an invincible striker...
saggy martha is decent to level up with, just not as the base
i want to run a saggy martha with emergency repair kit
No GMS standard costum pattern?
free brace and you don't have to stabilize
also nelson so you can brace while grappling
We set up a whole GC to just strategise on the upcoming combat
It’s gonna tear us apart
Also who wants to hear my unmedicated ass voice a tumblr shitpost
Meeting Mikaela .omdf was very hard for me
Because it took all my willpower to not switch to a valley girl accent
-# Unsolicited Juli Fact: Every time I try to do a valley girl accent it somehow turns into a shitty harley quinn impression
Turning transatlantic from valley girl is almost impressive in its own way
At least you’re not doing the horrors of
she only needs to add the atlantic part
BRI’ISH VALLEY GIRL
That's how good I am 
THE best
I think Rose could rock a vampire costume
Trendy twilight/lost boys vampire or full on classic dracula fit?
nosferatu
dracula flow Full romantic goth vamp
are there non romantic vamps?
I've yet to find a vampire people don't want to kiss
I just remembered that this account exists
PFFFF
ah fuck. I forgot to post the best one
Guys
I finally found it
||https://youtube.com/shorts/ObSC-opDOMk?si=YQFkF17Q3INfvAq7||
I found the mesbian lachinery(?)
Comic dub of "There's GOTTA be a better angle for this." by rattlegeist, all voices by me.
#voiceovermeme #meme #vomeme #vo #mech #mecha #mechaanime #mechanime #mechanimegirl #rattlegeist #comicdubs #robotgirl #yuri #wlw #comicdub #voiceovercomedy #animememe #mangameme #kdinjenzen #kdin #kdinjenzenvo
-# ayo that last line
she's so real for that tho
The fuckin last line yeah-
I... I did not search for this
-# Is YouTube trying to tell me something?
did you watch the video before you posted it
sorry i thought this was implying you were looking for something else to post here but you posted that regardless
ayo
||https://www.youtube.com/shorts/JaFwwHp01JU?feature=share||
Oh dear lord she dubbed the butch rusty comic
Butch Rusty makes people do wild things.
Comics by @rattlegeist.bsky.social
#voiceovermeme #meme #vomeme #vo #mech #mecha #mechaanime #mechanime #mechanimegirl #rattlegeist #comicdubs #robotgirl #yuri #wlw #comicdub #voiceovercomedy #animememe #mangameme #kdinjenzen #kdin #kdinjenzenvo
jesus the sounds
final shot
the facial hair is irritating as hell
if we ever play sirens song this is literally crescent
Looks absolutely phenomenal for a single days work, June
DRACULA!
thank you 🫶🙂↕️
You rocking it
God damn-
from what i heard, thats just facial hair in general (?)
-# Is Cresent Rusty or the worlds most okay-est lobotimite ||E||621?
obviously rusty
WHAT IS FACIAL HAIR? A MISERABLE LITTLE PILE OF SECRETS
I adore that artist's work and that dub hit me like a truck when it came out
OH KINDA LIKE THIS JUST DID FUCKING HELL
Fucking incredible, you're killing it!
Holy heck-
You're never alone, Hipa
-# I'm just far too cowardly to wear my horni on my sleave
its that time of the day
eep well moth friend
I follow geist on a few platforms so I saw it when she reposted/retweeted/rebloged or whatever the video. But then again, having that come up on my feed organically really wouldn't surprise me either lmao
More than fair haha
Usually my feed leans to the other side(?)
a fan dub of comic by heresvix #2
featuring @NCMentisChannel as mall employee (thank you so much you did an amazing job dear ~w~)
https://x.com/heresvix
[email protected]
https://x.com/johnbruhhaha
#voiceover #comicdub
The tittle says it all lmao haha
goddamn, the full body dropkick
Well I can't really sleep bc halloween here became a night of people throwing super noisy Firecrackers in residential areas 
Sobbing
its ok hipo is the size of a gerbil
Imma dropkick serenity if she ||Joins the fucking cult||
lmao
she would be unaffected by the miniscule creature
I think Betty dresses as a Lancaster for Halloween.
and would leon kennedy roundhouse kick
Lucy: "LETSGOOOOO LANNIE SIBLINGS!"
Would you?!
It's all connected I swear-
It's easier to do when you've got 4 legs.
easily
Bettycaster
she actually did this once. it was in a one shot that is barely considered canon
She was fed up and kicked someone
a lil bug drone jumped at her and she kicked it into a wall
Valid
-# Quickly Hipa, you must pull your deer trigger and impale her on your antlers
ZAMN not even betty-
I do the spook
the deer girl invasive species strikes again
-# ||I will spay and neuter the first person to mention Wolf Girls||
HRT already did that for me
Deer boy ||(❓)||
mind you
IGF spoilers of an unknown chapter (?)
||by how hipo is narrating it, this is how I imagine feather about her religion||
pfffff haha
lets goooo
hi calliope
i won :3
im also up waaaay past my bedtime so this is also goodnight and sleep well calliope <33
gn the eeper
ough
that was
a rough one
the dice cursed the players terribly
4 rounds in, they're down one PC mech, anothers at 3/2 structure stress. Thre emore are all 4/4 but low on hp and high on heat. All CP have been spent. NPCs have 2 at nearly dead, 4 fresh (including one vet and one elite) and there's a squad running off with the downed PC.
ch2 ||Anti-Capital. The ship has Argus Armour.||
|| Our Raleigh spent core on Thermopylae. Whoops. ||
|| Our Armor Piercing capabilities are… my thermal rifle, the gilly’s thermal rifle and their main blade, the raleigh’s IKWMH special attack, and, hopefully, the Hydra’s shredder drone. ||
As a reminder, our GM has buffed this encounter
To this.
All of these, btw, are rebake NPCs.
There are ||10 activations and 14 structures. Additionally, at least three NPCs have overcharge. Perhaps the ultra does too.||
i’m still confident in our victory
But I think we’re gonna see a lot of destroyed mechs.
Four or five
I think everyone should make it next sesh
Wait if there are four i think activations decrease by 1
yeah 2 for an ||ultra||
but still, 10 activations for 5 players is rough
thats single player lancer
Should you spoiler that*?*
I still think we win
It’s very funny
I’m the “yeah, we’ll always push through” girlie
And then our raleigh is just doomposting constantly
probably considering you gave context for the chapter
yeah we have one of those i often just want to bonk them with a mallet
its pretty much if we don't sweep the encounter we're going to lose
Hopeposting vs doomposting
Gotta hope max
Always hopepost
I'm okay now
Sleep helped
Unfortunately the prawns I ate last night were slightly undercooked
I live in the uk so no
What a shame
Meh
It was dicey to begin with
Halloumi instead today
Also I'm reading about Sidereal Martial Arts
And if you'll pardon my french
What in the fresh gallivanting fuck
Sidereal?
You can punch someone so hard they turn into a duck while you're in an entirely different area code

You can eat their fucking soul by lunging at them and scaring them so bad it jumps out of their body
Jesus Christ
You can punch a hole in the fabric of reality that starts leaking a diseased miasma that makes people dance themselves to death while their skin melts like candlewax
You can trap someone in a groundhog day loop until they're forced to learn their lesson or they go insane
SHADOW CLONE JUTSU BUT WITH MIRRORS
Bruh you can just pull someone's reflection out of a fucking mirror or the surface of a lake or even their knife or some shit and it fucking hates them
😭
What the fuuuuuck
Hmm
I am going to require some help for chapter 3
Specifically for (ch3) ||the meeting with Ignatius||
My players are very very opposed to ||the cult|| for obvious reasons and I feel like there's going to be precisely zero dilemma about ||refusing the help|| on account of what can be summarized in a very short ||"you guys tried to blow up an entire station you're just lunatics"|| and the ||"yes I4m sorry it's a nevessary evil and I feel terrible about it"|| is not gonna cut it at all
How do I make it so that my players give it more than a grand total of two seconds of thought before saying "fuck this"
might wanna ask in the GM chat https://discord.com/channels/426286410496999425/909574961931362365
That is a good point but I am also a player currently in act 2 and I fear stumbling upon spoilers
Honestly it not always about ||convincing them, narratively, and more about introducing Ignatius. Also, explain that those 4 reserves include temporary use of whole license levels, as that's genuinely a reserve from the core book||
||It's not really that I want to convince them, I just don't want it to be an afterthought||
I'll keep in mind the ||whole license level|| though
I rem hearing about a Sidereal picking up an entire neighborhood, then turning it into an arrow and shooting it several miles, and it just moved to where the arrow landed.
Normal Essence 4 behaviour
Swear to God Sidereals are just such bullshit
They outperform even Solars, the "anything you can do I can do better" class, in their niches
Exalted is so stupid /pos
if that's your intention, make sure they remember something else about ||Ignatius.|| I think the answer might lie in tone and theatrics more than what is actually being talked about
||when we met him he did exactly this. It's just about introducing him and setting the board for later; his real interest for me is knowing that he may not be completely unfounded in his beliefs (though i learned of this via the crone)||
(ch3, jenny-safe) ||The point is learning he is entirely self-justified and that his goals dont always go perfectly against the PCs. He is also very charismatic and can easily recruit people if you're not careful||
have some fun
... to answer the question in the reddit post ...
- tu: direct object 2nd person singular
- ti: indirect object 2nd person singular
same diff between something like they and them
but 2nd person just doesnt vary in modern english
Eleonor the important part was lesbiana favorita god damn it
I LIKE GRAMMAR
WELL THEN MARRY GRAMMAR!
sounds like a nice person
very strict, doesn't like errors
actually way way waaay more flexible than you'd think
is this the actual reason or is it a funny alliteration joke
Eleonor never jokes about E
How much for a Cyclone Pulse Rifle?
Luteal phase go brrrrrrr
funny lines go brr
goddamn
I have no clue what those lines mean but
Ok i have a clue what the lines mean
That might have been a lie
hormone cycles are mega complicated so.. who knows exactly
I have a trans friend who wanted to run a hormone regimen that would perfectly replicate a cis woman's cycle
and like
all i know is that when i was on prog i was basically permanently PMS'ing instead of horn dogging
All I see is that progesterone comes late to the party
everyone goes up on ovulation
and progesterone be like "Nah, lets way a little and have A WHOLE WEEK!"
who's this for? me? Yea i stopped prog ages ago
talking about the trans friend in the previous messages, most likely
Its pretty damn annoying
If its like how it normally affects me it will pass in a few weeks
ohh makes more sense
Hello calliope
what i have seen is people experimenting with 2 weeks on, 2 weeks off prog cycles
Hello bun!
OH DEAR
KILL THEM
nOOOOOOOOO
possibly new favorite gif
I've been on it a while now
Maybe you are down bad by default
hmm
i imagine the ||laser convex lenses the cult wants to use that's being hidden in the club is being used as the laser lightshow||
used, no. they're ||trying to have them ready for transport at a moment's notice||
they reason ||the lenses are even there is because the lightshow prints similar materials all the time so a print job like theirs would fly under the radar||
in my head, i think i'd be ||funnier if in the whole chaos happening, the overworked staff of that place used it as the lightshow array. thinking of making that battle into a sort-of extraction, but unlike nyambose both the PCs and NPCs can move it||
hah!
Imo don't underestimate the hatred for(Ch3) ||Stelee. If you feel like the necesary evil bit won't run you could always go with the "That's not the problem we are talking about"||
Hi I don’t know what is going on but yesterday was too much social interaction and I’m kinda proud of it
Check Pixels folder in the GM resources
heck yeeee <3
you enjoyed it?

Halloween party

I wore my bat winged jacket
Slay bitch
Was anxiety going in, it worked out
Still not 100% sure I remembered to take my meds yesterday ehe
i find that like 99% of the time when im anxious about a gathering it goes away in the first like 5 minutes bc i was anxious about going not about being there
Usually my social anxiety makes it worse 
I... I just need to talk :c
for me i just feel the social battery draining until i cant no more 
I used to be like
Incredibly socially anxious
Then i became hot and suddenly I lost all understanding of dignity
Which is, anyway, a made up concept by the patriarchy to stifle expression and freedoms
Existing near people makes me anxious because my subconscious is screaming at me that I might bother them
I hope they have a lot of fun with (ch5) ||the narrative combat section leading to the last fight.|| Strongly recommend you give them ||a heads up about it if you can so they can write or think about something ahead of time, and|| genitals obliterated ||make sure each player gets to fully run out their moment uninterrupted.|| It's worth it.
need this to happen to me
They all did, and some love for the NPCs too
i need to lose all understanding of dignity, dear
i still act like im bothering everyone i speak to and that's gotta end somehow
Practice, experience, and time I'm afraid.
wait, that means one can speak with people and not feel you are a bother? :o
It is an arcane power I have yet to master
-# I'm still getting used to people acknowledging my existence
oh my goooood everyone in this fucking chat (partial nudity)
You cannot prove that I am two people
Wouldn’t sub be more apt
I don't like their sandwiches
yes absolutely but the meme factory doesnt know the diff
and honestly the actual top/bottom dichotomy is so specific.. im really surprised people cling to it
HUH
top/bottom is used basically by straight people and/or people who don't have sex
can't relate
speak for yourself
i mean i'd love to publicly just call myself a sub but that usually somehow implies a level of kink, at least in my experience talking to people
tbh that is obviously also just one of those little microaggressions that kinda exists in society and can particularly be felt by queer people
because everything about our existence is so sexualised in the bigotry of popular culture
and the biases a lot of people hold
and everything about queerness is seen as deviant and "too" sexual
imagine being a bottom
like, am I really a "slut," or am i just a queer transfemme brown person who is honest about engaging in sex and romance and flirting and all that business, and liking it_?_
the answer of course is also that I am a slut, but that's not relevant right now
why did I get two- nvm
yeah i got into an argument with someone recently about gender as it relates to this exact thing and it just became so clear that to some men there is no conceivable reason you'd want to be a woman other than sexual fantasy
give me two minutes
bigger hips = more to grab when being held
I'm about to do something stupid
"It's unfair that you're assuming im a slut. I deserve recognition for my slutiness"
they would never understand 😔
ok so nothing new
Yes. And also go fuck yourself.
this is almost word for word something I have said
like, i'm not a slut because i'm transfemme and non-white.
i'm a slut because i'm stealing your girl and she may not be yours any longer.
i should logically be at least a little sluttier but i'm already so terrible at talking to people/engaging in sex that i'd be starting in the negatives
(nsfw) ||"she just nutted in my girl and started playing lancer"||
😭 holy shit meow
based
there
léo this is actually peak
Thank god I thought I was going to get executed
you should logically be nothing but yourself babygirl. take things at your own pace and engage with the world on your own terms
tomorrow's only a day away after all
Meow do not-
i just don't talk to people
okay I was gonna address Leo's question from when I was still asleep about a certain encounter in ch3 but this is far more interesting so my brain wont let me go till I weigh in on the current topic
-# i'm saying i wish i knew what i was doing so i could stop going 👉👈 "do you .. uh .. like me"
no thats adorable
it would work on me
Just replace a few words
oh believe me you'll find no shortage of domme freaks in the queer cultures that are into that shit
Standard Girl-failure rizz
you're texting with one right now /j
Kinda. At the very least you can get to a point where those feelings don't bother you much and once they stop holding you back its extremely liberating.
I could be 
ada you're like a blob of kinks
you can just say transfemme
-# didn't you proclaim that Invader was a girlfailure?
i don't think you're even a physical entity. sex eidolon
I did not
...rude. But true.
ITS NOT RUDE
RUDE. BUT TRUE.
ITS NOT AN INSULT
wow, you're telling me a man called a woman a failure_?_
okay straight up flattering goddamn
léo is CANCELLED
I DID NOT SAY THAT
leo has been cancelled like 15 times
we cancelled leo?!
SEE??
he's one of the good ones
IN JULI'S BRAIN
mwah_!_
VERY IMPORTANT DISTINCTION
juli don't got one of those
THE EIDOLON OF GEX SAY?!
YOUR BRAIN IS VERY IMPORTANT but it also sees Yuri in an amongus shaped trashcan
yk it might just be unmedicated late night brain talking but i kinda wanna write an essay on "you're so pretty when you smile" and its intersection with transness
I'll have you know that pattern recognition is one of the most important adaptations the human brain
Not a reliable narrator when it comes to testify if I did or if I didn't call my character a girlfailure
or at least an article about my experience with that particular thing
||is this feather's master plan_?_||
Naana is in danger
it is when I'm through with her
what does this reaction mean
Did you forget my lessons on how you can be a girl failures and guy failure regardless of gender?
it's a shy smile
i so want to say something that would 100% tip eleonor off to something i don't want her knowing
i think the main lesson ive learned about relationships is that i would be much more successful if i just talked to people
but this conversation is particularly funny to me for reasons i cannot disclose
Worse... ||she plans on making hand-holding legal||
No I am calling your brain an unreliable narrator
too many girlfailures here
Agree
i'm gonna go back to my guyfailures
-# give me a few months
does girl(?????)-success count
i'll let you know when/if i get there
All counts!
To quote my definition:
*"Girlfailure and guyfailure are two different roles
A girl failure is someone with abysmal confidence but actually skilled
While a guyfailure is someone who tries to act cool but is constantly clowned on by the narrative"*
Source: my deranged brain
Okay so other comments I was gonna make but now the source is buried and I'm not gonna dig that far back:
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top/bottom aren't straight terms they come from gay male culture originally (but like everything good and cool the straights co-opted it)
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Top/bottom are not the same as dom/sub. One describes action the other a dynamic. Subtop and bottomdom are a thing.
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I'm not a bottom, top, sub, nor dom but a secret fifth thing ||all of the above||||(vers/switch)||
Steele is a guyfailure
Steele is a guygfailure
" (but like everything good and cool the straights co-opted it)"
oatmilk 😔
AND WE'RE BACK ON TOPIC!
Steele is a failure
dorodaze dot png
i always thought that top/bottom are just positions, while dom/sub are the dynamics. so someone can be top/sub, dom/bottom, etc.
every single good or cool thing in culture comes from queers and is coopted by straights or comes from PoC and is coopted by whites (and sometimes both of these scenarios at once)
yeah basically
this conversation is actually vital to igf since igf is a romcom
white queers on their way to say something hideously racist (no guys we're all oppressed together don't infight)
average furry in my experience
whoa hey thems fighting words (and also true)
SPEAKING OF IGF AND ROMCOMS I am committing one of the gravest sin against all lesbians in the system by including (ch1) ||a feather fragment|| that will be doing precisely zero dating and or smooching
my first encounter with a furry online was a guy called Mark who was a republican NRA-simping vtuber
and, obviously, a furry
his fursona wore a fedora
oh fuck
he was on the old dnd server
the fact that he was wearing a fedora is hilarious to me
||i used to think i was a switch as far as dynamics go bc i enjoy topping and bottoming and within the last year i've fallen so absolutely far down into sub-ness i don't think i could dom again if you paid me||
like his pfp was just art of some like... wolf guy who was shirtless or wearing an unbuttoned shirt, wearing a fedora, holding an AR in one hand and the american flag as a background
it's a memory fucking seared into my brain
amazing
as a furry its hilarious because why are you on their side bro they want you dead too
one of my first exposures to the insanity of the internet
oh my god a living Spencer's T-shirt
this is why therians are based, never met one who wasn't cool
furries are either the coolest people i know or the most fascist racist unstable people i know
you meet some WEIRD people on the internet
is this some american thing
fascinating how there's been almost no in between
no dude i have met many of them in person
I know a transmasc person who is misogynistic i am still flabberghasted
gender affirming misoginy???
a lot of trans men will really just prove to you that, at the end of the day, they are men.
Need to prove I'm not a man, pronto
if you see a guy called Kai, run.
brb buying skirt
thats so funny considering this server
trans men really are the men of trans people
léo in the amazon basics free shipping fit??
I thought you said you hated skirts?
Skirts are awesome and more boys should wear them
It is critical to this infiltration mission
Thank you Meow you really are the most relatable person here
Ladies, we got her
i hate short skirts on me but long ones look cute
hang on i gotta comic for this
Jeans are significantly better imho
this is also awesome don't get me wrong
Cargo shorts and pants are the goat
i don't even like jeans
jeans are stuffy
my ass literally can't handle them
I need to fucking breathe, man
same... Haven't worn anything that reveals more than my ankles in years
whore

🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨🪨
im trapped in wearing yoga pants tbh its some comfy
you rang_?_
Juli would have made a killing with victorian era ankle pics
i like shorts
yes
i used to really pull them off before uuhhh i ballooned
Juli I know that was you
Upsize, I wear jeans with a waist two sizes larger so it can fit my ass and then belt it closed
thanks babe (juli)
then they don't fit anywhere else!!!!
I have 2 bnuy arts to share now
You just gotta make it work
no i don't
Bunzi no the lesbians are activated now
yay, two pumpkins full of ground beef just for us
You're gonna make them feral
I mean no but my ass looks fucking amazing in jeans
we're already feral
i am always feral
Ambient ferality
i am a street cat
Sorry I meant you're gonna give them rabbies
rabbies
Taking you to the vet for your shots
thats just a really funny way to say it
Oh shoot I got it right then? Great success
your language is wicked
Just one b but close enough
me when futches 😈
no, saying rab-ies instead of ray-bees is funny
I am not religious
hi
wait, then what are bemmes?
That's a rabbi
I know, that's the joke
Meow didn't get it

Orange cat behaviour
@shell bison help I think we're going insane without the bnuuy pics at least get it over with
No no don't listen to her
DEPLOY THE BUN
She is not going to calm down at all, this is insanity caused by the abundance of women, not the lack
GET US BACK ON TRACK WITH UNHINGED BUN POSTING
Writhing
Gnashing
Screaming
I just wanna see pretty lady
Awwwwh
That's nice of you
I am in your brain meat
i don't get much of that
-# ...you mean if i forcefemmed him i could have two of you...?


-# I thought you were just gonna pop off on him for saying a incredibly nice compliment
no i think more people should give compliments just not to me
Meow is feral she's not mean
She's mean to me
bem and ferrys
ice cream... 
Ice cream good
i want ice cream
i didn't hear you tell her to stop though
w h e r e b n u u y
I said She is mean to me.
And now we have a new topic
what is calliope's favorite ice cream
you missed it dumbass
I immediately had a thought i cannot vocalise in this chat
shutup
Ada = Ipswich confirmed
Goblin NRG drink ice cream
well i mean there's artificial vanilla and i love vanilla
"I can make you scream" ?
fuck, tag your spoilers!
i feel like calliope has great psitachio idk why
or I guess gelatos since there isn't much milk to make Ice cream with
i forgot her name was fruit and thought you were just calling her gay
I mean
People here haven't gotten to act 3 yet!
Yes
Space cows space cows
gelato is better
i mean that is also true
... Navi
true
what's a therian
i do not like her
You'd know
him?
idk what navi even is anymore nor do i care
i will be a bigot if i don't like you
otherkin but wanting to be an animal
So question, tactical bnuy or vibing bny?
"on all levels except physical i am a wolf"
what is an otherkin
TACTICAL
vibe
This sounds cool as fuck
i read it as viking bunny
therian but not necessarily animal
Is vibing bny joyous bny?
google will do you more justice than i ever could
tactical vibin' bnuy
time to go open up a VPN
vibin' tactically
I got you just gimme a minute
I love recursion, recursion is funny
Tactical bunny in color c:
christ, 30 mins of chat and it took me 10 mins to scroll through
boob armor
man the ponytail is SO LONG
She needs it
they'd pop otherwise
otherkin is when your gender is something other than human
bounty hunter's resolve is tested
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therian is specifically animal gender
"hnnn, Lancers. I'm trying to sneak around, but the sound of my bnuuy thump keeps alerting the guards
huh_!_ interesting
tldr i am a cat
another common otherkin you may find is tv heads!
I wish I didn't lose the version where it just says "boobs" and immediately cuts to [IRRATIONAL]
...roland?
yes actually
writing this in my notes
omg its 
like... they have tvs for heads_?_
ye
How'd I know the boobs would be commented on =v=
my brother in christ you made the thick latina
you chose
My gender is billy mays infomercials
powerful
no she's right y'all horny
i'm not even being horny about it boob armor is just funny to me
can't a girl have tig ol' biddies in peace




