#In Golden Flame
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fruit fursona
i think thats mold, juli
FRUIT-SONA
If i was a fruit i would like to be an orange, man i like oranges
Perfect fruit imo
i'd be a peach
i'd be an apple
cuz its the only fruit i can eat without dying
fork found in kitchen? 
Right you're alergic
There we go
i think my fruitsona would be a cherry
I'd be pineapple, the undisputed king of fruit
bee cat ...
BEE CAT
Sometimes I read this chat
cute
Slime rancher my beloved
Oranges are the perfect fruit, they are citric (if i remember right) refreshing, they have a peel, which means it's protected, and it's the right shape to throw at someone
Same
i'd be a grapefruit 
Glad we're on the same page
Alright cow is one half
On the same thread even
What's the second?
another, different cow
-# lets fucking go I got one right
cow bee
-# (Kalbi???)
hmm. you are now. fruit syrup...
cow cat, like in gw2
Garden warfare 2????
no the other one
Garden warfare one?
i'm killing you

Im lost, what other thing besides garden warfare has that acronym
Cat isn't right but it's closeish
... fox?
I think leo means Guild Wars?
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yesh
man I'm stupid
A
behold my main (once again I am not a furry)
I don't know it so i feel smart
irl posting but now feels like an appropriate time to introduce my cat freyja
omg we sharing cat pics?
final submission btw is cow + tiger
oh man
bingo!
my cat
to play GW 2 again
fox-cow, emphasis on the fox.
CHARR!
More specifically a kitsune.
Kitsu-ow
a cox
Cox
NEAT SHAPE OF YOUR COX
you have an adorable cox
METAL PIPE SFX(???)
wait would a moth be a furry
Yes
of course
prone.mp3
scalies are furries
bc if a school of pirahnas is a scaly
Scurvy
a setaey
look if seahorses are furry
it's furries all the way down, even the birds
i think id WANT to be a moth but .. hrmm
STOP
the dastardly creature
fellow black kitty owner aww hi
I do need to get art done of my fursona but I most assuredly could not share the result here
omg another
something something seahorse mpreg
mraow
ULTRAKILL MENTIONED
DOWNLOADING IT NOW
HAHAH
Damn
I'm digging through my meme folder and for some godforsaken reason I have a Yakuza version of that meme??!?
saving it as well cause i might as well
saejima jumpscare
no wait its been forever thats not saejima
wtf is that dudes name
youre right
This is where I reveal I am actually a yakuza (the games) fan...
also ok im noticing something since joining this discord how is it that there's so much overlap in interests specifically wholly unrelated video games
have you played pirate yakuza in hawaii? absolute peak yakuza writing
I haven't yet
I still need to play infinite wealth as well, I haven't played any since yakuza 7
the venn diagram of lancer fans and [insert favorite media] is a circle
But I've seen a friend play it and apparently it's very very good
curveball: crisis core
they canonized saejima's "that's rad" woodcarving as an actual thing that happens in-universe, not just equivalent to kiryu's memory shadowboxing
Lancer fans are fans of everything??
if there is a nonzero amount of crisis core fans in this server i'll do a backflip
Crisis core mentio- I don't know what crisis core is
ff7 prequel
oh right yeah I haven't played that
that's fair. pirate yakuza is back to the classic yakuza gameplay more or less, so while it has substory references to the ichiban games it's not like its a critical continuation or anything
i have not played the ichiban games bc ichiban does not interest me as a protagonist
Isn't there a reference to Ryo from Shenmue in infinite wealth and he's Still Looking for Lan Di
however.. judgment
it also brings me extreme joy at the full game title being "Like a Dragon: Pirate Yakuza in Hawaii", because its both a perfect description & incredibly annoying to try to google details for
Me personally I love Ichiban
splendid
The ending of Yakuza 7 broke me
ichiban is fun, i'd give him more of a shot than the first arc of the game or w/e. they're still good games and they're almost inarguably superior games to Y3/Y4 even remastered .-.
the thing about the yakuza series and trying to get people into it is like
yeah start with 0
if you made it through Y3/Y4 then ichiban's woes are nothing
This is my fursona.
yea yea its the most fun and polished one until 5 and 6. yea you'll have to play worse games immediately afterwards
ah yeah, the ichiban bad cut
and everyone plays 0 and then two hours of kiwami 1 and says yea this stinks
silliest of slinkies
we need to make a crossover with Eruca and Invader and see who can cry the hardest
Invader
can serenity be invited
No contest
if the answer is no she'll cry
Yes
actually she'll probably make the other two cry before crying herself
She's gonna say some stuff like "this whole universe is fucked we gotta start over" and then invader is gonna be all like
Yet
Eruca's gonna say some hopemaxing inspirational shit while crying even harder
cute kobold pfp gone 😔
i had seen that character somewhere...
I return to seahorse
oh that kobold


".. i was like you once. maybe i can see that light again, or maybe you'll carry it on for me. you're stronger than me, don't let that hope go like i did."
Good thing too, it's almost christmas ||
||
just a week away
can you believe it guys?
actually funnier is the jerma christmas is coming beatbox
pick it up
i'm trying...
you can do it

we'll help you every step of the way
invander and eruca would fix serenity, probably
time to dimension hop
so now hipo the hipocampus returns?
like risk of rain returns
it would be invader watching serenity and eruca make out for a few hours 
risk of rain mention
Riesgo de lluvia
gotta nuclear cavalier so hard I jump timelines just for a hug
||i guess that means its time to draw a new pfp||
-# oh god why are there so many of them??!?
I AM SO EXCITED FOR DRIFTER
i didn't think they'd bring a returns character
ME TOO
i mean 
omg wait new ror2 character ??
NAANA NO
it was between miner or drifter
or pilot
hm?
but i thought it was miner
drifter-
I
HARDLY
KNOW.....
HER
ultimate double limit break...
You did it?
I now go to sleep good night see you tomorrow
Can't wait for the crossover episode
technically correct
mimimimithrix
DRIFTER?!+
ive decided i need food, what am i hungry for
my fav oneshoter he sends me to sleeps in a swing
feeds you pizza before he puts you to sleep
idk, he does feed you pizza
and then are put to sleep
forever
haha i like this game :)
i have like 2500 on a monster hunter generations save file somewhere
ror2 consumed me for a little while too.. as did isaac and hades
omg yeah i put so much into mhgu
i probably have like 1500 hours in that game, its the only switch game i've really got into
aw man monster hunter is like a good 5th of my total life
it sucks trying to convince people to give it a shot 😭 i LOVE that game but every time its "you cant MOVE and heal? 🤨"
seven year old Juli touches monster hunter tri once and was hooked ever since
its called not having a life, sweaty
SAME

me too
of course they are
i think it was 4u that hooked me first
-# i'm just making a joke 🥺
unclear if wotr is one of the best or one of the worst games to put that many hours into
because that's like what, 4 runs?
not 100% accurate, bad joke. billions years torment nexus
disclamer that i tend to leave games open across the day
and the real question is how many of those stalled out as soon as act 5 started
wait let me check my steam most played
granted i collect physical games and dont usually play on my pc but
i wonder what my most played is
i wanna get into red dead 2, but idk, the prologue annoyed me
you'd be scared to know that i played once all routes and then replayed the same angel route like a million times

there's no way you managed to reach act 5 with every mythic path in 600 hours, i refuse to believe it
i used to have 100% achievement rate in killing floor 2 as well, but they updated it a ton and i stopped playing lol
You better like the script rockstar gave you
if not? then you aren't playing shit
this is my biggest flex (silksong soon joining this)
helldivers 2 is pretty high on my list too... that game came out a year ago
and now the performance is shit and i'm kind of done with it lol
my top 2 are easily league of legends and then Skyrim
-# same
yea im also a bit tired of helldivers
but i played skyrim a ton offline, so steam only shows like 200hrs
i definitely have over 1k
your honor-
helldivers has the issue where what the devs want just isn't fun, so they're just butting heads constantly
for good1
jesus
based tabletop sim
xcom 2 based AF
my condolences
Of the ggames in my top 5, only 2 of them I don't like being there
i played quite a lot of XCOM 2, love that game
its very good
wallpaper engine doesnt even count but top 3 it's embarassing how large the gap is
I haven't played much xcom 2
im surprised more people here don't have games they nolifed for years, but i'm assuming you probably got 1k-2k in league from playing it for a while before then?
brother my most played games are
- i liked dbd when i was a teen
- the program i use when streaming on twitch
- me? liking roleplaying games? noooooooooo...
you should try it one of these days
... I have 2k hours in ARAM only.....
Do you think I'd be good?
yeah, that checks out as a minimum LOL
baldur's gate 3: incredible game. made me ugly cry. amazing production value. 100 hours
smite: slop. 500 hours
my individual highest playtime is on tboi (only 802 hours)
on... on what now?
BG3: 50hrs and i still don't have a character i want to play into act 2...
the tboy playing tboi is not lost on me
I just.. 5e man...
I'm an mmo player so uhhh
i have 280 hours in bg3 and i didnt get into chapter 2 yet
i'm not judging, to be clear eleonor - I have like 2.5k in tf2, probably another 2k in CSGO across a couple accts, and probably like 500 in valorant
Let me get the numbers Real Real quick
so i respect the league grind
are you calling me a tboy?
the rest of the list is like almost all sub 30 hours
-# what the fuck is happening??!?
granted i spent an ungodly amount of time on tboi and gungeon, just on console
how should i answer this 
im on mobile so this doesn't display the playtimes as straightforwardly but this is in playtime order
honestly
based peglin

it's honestly kinda interesting how weak the correlation between which games are my fav vs which games I've put the most hours into.
go to 'eep, frenchmin
well at least in my case i find that shorter games last longer in my mind
im sorry what the fuck
I mean I've had that game for like, 13 + years now
i've played since ror2 since the alpha but man, 9,000 hours???
cave story? you can beat it in like 4

it's devastatingly consistent

13+ years???
It's an old game
no i mean
It's very funny that I've only actually completed (by my personal opinion) 4 of those games 
you played it for THAT LONG
I take big breaks every now and then
this is league of legends levels of commitment
fucking same
do you also eat the same meal every single day
People have played WoW for longer
i know a guy who says the only video game he has ever played in his entire life is the original dwarf fortress and he has 17,000 hours in it
don't get me started with you
one of my college buddies has a recorded 25k hrs in league
yeah they're the worst 
dude's been playing since season 3
I still haven't done the Cave Story secret ending...
i think videogames are bad and dumb
its so much fun
you get what you put in :))
this feels deeply in character for dwarf fortress players tbf.
how about you put in some bitches
I've unlocked all the preconditions, I just haven't actually beat the secret dungeon at the end yanno.
i played cave story for the first time when i was like 9 and got a dsi
i didnt beat the sanctuary until like
2 years ago
i'm 24

watching this one cave story letsplay on youtube as a kid was a formative moment to the point that when I'm too ill to listen to podcasts I'll put it on as I phase in and out of consciousness because it's comfortingly nostalgic.
I just play mmos all day it's what I do
or the funny horse game
i dont understand how people love them
you just remember i need to pay for midnigth and the sub.....
most mmos are just not fun
i have tried my very fucking hardest to have fun with them
"damn this game goes so hard" and there's like a red circle on the floor with like 16 different hot keys
and not a single one does it for me
(now this is applicable)
so true bestie
there we go
so true
i do think i put like, thousands of hours in monster hunter tho

i know my save file in world was nearly 2,000, and my mhgu one was even longer
i don't remember when i was younger
Ok. Ok. So you know how I have like 9k hours on gw2
how bout you go fetch some bitches (in dreamland)
Why do you think I'm here
anyway here's one of my friends
i salute you mmo fan
thirty fucking thousand
torment nexus

Me feeling safe and different from the wretched mmo players with 2500 hours in their games and then I remember that periodically cycling between 6 different metroidvanias isn't actually much better (but at least the core gameplay is more interesting)
30.91 hours isn't too bad 
holyyyyyy he plays since ARR ? or 1.0???
i wanna shove y'all in a locker
she's been playing since arr i'm pretty sure ye
i am so scared of this chat right now
I might like it
.. and

a word that would get me in trouble
fruit
I am now going to bed for real good night
gn
I do not have a fruitsona but if I had one it would be an apple because it's basic and good
to be clear im using the word wretched here solely in the sense of the two competing identical settlements meme
anyways... A realm reborn is, to me, still one of the funniest things in game development history
why the fuck do they call it a strawberry where is tHE FUCKIGN STRAW
yeaaaAAAA
GO TO BED
"oh god we tried making an mmo in a fucking 3d movie software we gotta burn it all down"
is that one of the many failed borderline scam mmo kickstarters or am I getting the name mixed up?
ff14
dsmn
1.0 of FF14 was made in the same engine all the final fantasy movies were animated in. It was so unoptimized, a fern had more polygons then ff13 did.
i mean if you really think about it poorly you could probably call ff14 a borderline scam mmo kickstarter
I have a few feelings about FFXIV these days most of them are negative
its the only thing that keeps square enix alive after all the other scams they did
and is that not the same as the eponymous scheme performed by charles ponzi?
i just have the urge to return to wow.....
all liberal hooligans born after 1993 know is make game, rugpull, and lie
help
thx
Mnieh depends what youre looking for
good one? Silly Jules Verne, there's no good one.
The good one is gw2
what'chu call me??!?
Poutine
a french person
I'm sending you 20,000 leagues buddy
Hi
hai
hallo
go eep leo
I am in bed
Cringe
close eyes
ff14 is a much superior story experience
I do every few seconds
leo can't sleep he's thinking about me shoving him in a locker
close eyes for 8 hours
Do it
no he'll enjoy it
I wouldn't

u sur
you sure?
Listen i'm a delicate little bitch, I'd cry
YOU'D enjoy it not me
you wouldnt enjoy being kenneled and told to go to sleep?
You're really not dissuading the evil and capricious meow
me entering this chat
Anyway FF14 is the best MMO and I will not tolerate slander
meow and leo
HAHA
Slander is spoken
Killing you with a rock
your feelings on libel?
i think the bunny people are cute but am i going to play the game bc of it
Ffxiv is an alright story to play through once
That too
fair reason
I've played games for worse reasons
"alright"
It's the best fucking story an MMO has ever had bar none
i've played games for hoes i wouldn't play with a gun or something
i keep seeing images of that green girl from that japanese anime and im choosing to believe she has every ability displayed in these images
"you should try this game!" and its just the worst thing
If i want a story game i don't go to mmos
if its just a story game idgaf, i need the game to be fun
Especially not one with a sub
meow I've found your autobiography
or i'd watch a movie
my most recent attempt at dating involved playing like an mlp flash mmo
I mean that's fine but FF14's story is just incredible
its me, aka the female man
and i was like yea im having a toonnn of fun
Again, the story is in its entirely, alright
I... You deserve better than that.
I think it's pretty fun, learning mechanics is an enjoyable experience
It has some very good moments
what the fuck lmfao
It is a solid 8/10 at minimum and at its best it's an 11
it was like club penguin with mlp characters
I genuinelly cried towards the back end of the current expansions main story
and he was like yea i basically spend all my free time on here
that ship has sailed i don't have time for all that
yeah, you see - every time i see this image i choose to consciously believe a <green girl> / house MD crossover is, if not canon, at least not that far removed in plausibility
Shadowbringers and Endwalker were crack to me
that's my opinion on mmos lmao
can i be mean. i want to be mean
That's not the point I'm defending its honour
please do
Endwalker everyone is gassing up the end but I was mostly unmoved beyond "that's pretty cool"
well L+Ratio its an MMO so its bad 
-# btw <green girl> is saying "It's not lupis this time"
it was a horrible attempt at dating
Like atm the worst parts about it is that the devs have oversimplified the classes and they feel a bit samey in some cases
i live a sad life and that is an incredibly sad life 
I wish healers had a bit more of an involved rotation
that i think you only need to make once
i don't have time to fix others, i need someone to fix ME
-# hey
and i mean it should be give and take
But they'd need a rotation that can be interrupted and picked back up because of heal checks
at least it was with the mlp mmo not like... domestic violence?


pillow princess
i invited him over and baked him cookies bc he had a bad day at work and his response was not to take any of them bc he "didnt deserve people being kind to him"
and i still stuck around for another 3 months
:3
silly
jeez that flavour of emotionally exhausting crippling self esteem issues?

what the fuck is happening
Anyway
where did the hinges go??!?!?!???
suspiciously hinge shaped yellows
you have said so yourself
you got too joyous. it's your fault
Any igf channel chat will eventually polarise into two very distinct simultaneous conversations. One will be lighthearted insults, the other will be deeply emotional lore about someone's life.
I love that
I use the Joyous emote a lot more
Same
-# I'll juli lore dump one day /j /love you all
I am so emotional you guys
It's always a flashbang seeing you turn up in here
you did that one time with the future juli explanation, i liked it 
I am in bed
eep
No
I have deeply emotional lore that is mostly trauma so that's never being talked about
really? 
Is it accurate
my lore is mostly my own fault
same :)
Eleonor has some Leo lore
Besides that, man, IGF is truly great, what do you mean
SPOILERS i think chapter 1
||WE ENTER A FUCKING PARACAUSAL TIME SHIFTED SPACE SHIP FROM A FASCIST FUTURE?!?!?!?! wtf that's great, could never expect it, can't believe it, i don't even know if this actually happens in the adventure but i hope it does||
you fool. I live in the torment nexus (B*rmingham) already.
why eleonor of all people
My lore is a lot of my parents
thats so surprising
Had a chat about gender identity at some point
Most of people's lore come from their parents
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but also mostly can be traced back to a single desire for affection and all the stupid shit i have done to try and get it
i am silly haha but maannn i'm not a good person
tbf I'm not in that bad a bit of bham all things considered
hey we all gotta at some point. If you play igf anyway.
every therapist ive seen has called me a doormat within 3 sessions
Is this what evil = hot means
idk am i hot
Ok so
idk, are you?
Again not a furry but
By your own metric, if you're evil you're hot
yea i think i realized since joining the igf community that i might need to have a few more of those with myself
The frenchman speaks truths
Nah
truth tho
what do you mean without the cat features its all cat features
The frenchman speaks truth again
I did an implicit bias test for one of my classes the other day and I spent more time filling out the gender identity part of the basic info section than I did on any actual section of the test itself 
I'm just saying if there was no cat ears and fur i'd still say yes hot
and the fluff sticking out from under the sweater and the
WTF THERE'S KIRBY EMOTES?!?!?!
idk if the legs and the sweater make this ok to post so i'll let others decide for me
in fairness implicit bias tests are designed for rapid response, given they're measuring subconscious reactions, but still - very funny (please don't ask me for my gender or pronouns lmao)
bro don't have any pronouns
still my central opinion is that im not a man but i'm also not not a man so whatever that means to the reader is correct
you must refer to wren as wren
I'd certainly find it hotter personally if it wasn't furry but like, it's fundamentally an attractive pose and design.
classic
See?
ok bigot
I'm not mad
BASED SHIRT
you are
oh I have pronouns you just have to assume them for me
Nuh uh
Hoody, same thing
sweater
it/its
wr/en
i definitely find myself thinking about how id probably be happier if i was born a woman HOWEVER i think it would be disingenuous to myself if i totally discounted the masculine parts of myself
he/him (It says it on his discord pronounce section)
ok The Binding Of Isaac 
somehow trans masc
Cis--
My Non binary ass real kicks hard sometimes
i also wish i was born a woman but i'd probably become enby anyways 
well thats kind of what i mean
tbf until I was like... mid to late teens I'd get pretty regularly misgendered by any strangers looking at me from behind (and sometimes from people looking at me face on), pronouns are pretty whatever to me.
Sometiumes I'm like "what would be my optimal body" and it's either trans man or trans woman. IDK which
i think if i was born a woman id be dysphoric about certain things that come with that territory too
yeah same, customer service will do that to you
im just cat
the more i explore, the less idealized any gender becomes. I really just dont care anymore
mwowe
working retail i have been intentionally misgendered incorrectly by someone who assumed i was a tboy
name, pronouns, clothes, facial hair? irrelevant
My gender: Lancer
long hair, long nails, especially when you're a kid that's not exactly gender conforming for a guy.
.. based?
If I could have chosen at character creation i'd probably have chosen neither to be honest if that was an option. Provided it doesn't come with a slew of medical issues. Perfect world rules and all that.
see, i was right /j
i think if there was like a half estrogen that would bring me to perfect equilibrium id be on that
you can just do estrogen for a few months and just stop
If I had access to a life character creator I woould either make the prettiest person imagginnable (for the time, I kinda wanna do it but get impatient and go "eh ggood enough" OR I make the Horrific amalgamation™)
was looking at myself a few years ago and i was like damn, where are your curves you dumb bitch
I don't feel any kind of dysphoria towards being a man but at the same time there are things about being a woman or something in between that seem very appealing or invigorating. Just in a way that feels very incompatible with the aspects of my masculinity that I feel very comfortable and attracted towards.
looking at pictures of me moving to ohio: "where the fuck are your tits???"
guh I need to hurryu up and grab the splash potion of feminization injections
Something something the failing of the flesh
RIGHT??? man i used to fit into so many different clothes 😭
-# but that also means you're closer to prettiest person imaginable than you expect
i think that is a really succinct way to put it
-# aww surprisingly sweet
Like I've got body self image issues but that's because I need to get into shape, not something that feels gendered to me.
good night calliope, will draw lesbians tomorrow...
I recently had to decommission my Battlefield 3 release tshirt from 2011 because boobies too biggie
aww thanks. Always nice to hear others on the same wavelength yanno?
Aye, sometimes it be like that when I look in the mirror... SOmetimes it don't... Alas unnatural body standards be damned
every day this server gets marginally closer to achieving the igf thread polycule
i think the thing i like the least about being perceived as a man is the social position it puts me in a lot of the time
wren.... don't hate me, i kind of thought you were trans 😭
-# i've been on hrt for a while but my boobies aren't biggie... 
The IGF polycule is an opt out thing rather than an opt in
i just got repeatedly followed by the eyespot in this drawing
me neither, i just won everywhere else
i may in fact not be more intelligent than the average moth-consuming predator
you're wrong but you're absolutely not the first person to make that assumption so lululul 
Lmao
so i thought you were like, a trans dude who passed pretty well
wren, i thought you were egg, like "oh, she doesn't know yet? damn"
... i also thought bunzi was a trans woman
BIGOT
I AMM 😭😭😭😭
EVIL BIGOT GIRL
this was a long time ago, btw.
... self report?
NOOOOO 😭😭😭😭
this is something you can do ??
yea why not?
i was your idol? i'm so sorry
Big props to peeps who have their discord profile pictures as their actual profile pictures... IDK how you do it
if I committed to a presentation that was less masculine and more feminine or whatever, I'd still envisage that involving me committing to losing weight and getting into shape (if anything the commitment there would be stronger)
do NOT idolize me i am a terrible example
don't you kind of have to continually take it in order to keep the effects
no, your boobs dont just go away XD
Wait, it aint like Minecraft Create:Estrogen!??!?!?!
look im a cis man im my 20 either i idolize you or a men's right activist, deal with it
there's other stuff like skin and hair quality would revert over time
it's entirely possible tbf
if you stop after a certain point there are a few side effects, yeah?
like this, this is attached to my professional name and license in multiple locations
well those are the things id want to keep 😭😔
eventually your balls stop working XD, but like 1-3 years in
Car
very correct! you could solve captchas with that level of vision
transing my gender would be really funny because my lil bro is trans so we would have just swapped
Gaming
the why do you look like me meme but irl
"Hey bro, wanna swap our old wardrobe and confuse our parents?"
the parent trap but you're trans
im sending the estrogen snipers to your location
and like, it's definitely not like... entirely off the table as an option.
Oh noooooooo, how hoooorriiiiblllllle... PLEASE do NOT do that to meeee it would be soooooo baaaad
I have loving parents in a healthy heterosexual relationship 
stands by window with lights on and curtains open
Gets shot in the head by a regular bullet
damn you can't be trans then
i need to make this edit with serenity
Guess i'll cancel mine then
Transcription
that thing.... your trans soul.... hand it over
Is the day the forcefem bit comes back with a vengeance?
help my mum was making jokes about her muff (she had literally made a muff and was showing it to me) to my dad while we were on a video call the other day 
I don't want to know that they've got a healthy sex life

i think i look really good in makeup when a pretty girl puts it on me who knows what shes doing but i would never ever ever do it myself bc i fuck it up so so so bad
fucking up is the first step to learning
they've been doing it for like 10 years
i don't even do makeup or anything i really don't care, it's too much work
having separated parents is great because you know they don't fuck
i'm not gonna like how i look anyways xD
modern travel is easy enough - you're never safe
i dont even bother keeping up with shaving bc its too much work despite the fact that if i could just tear the shit off my face forever i would
i cant imagine actually committing
God please
don't put that thought into my head :(.
oh, estrogen can slow it down a bit.
shut the hell up thats horrendous 
I want to not have facial hair ever

THE PAAAAAIn
not enough
why would you say something like that
it grows too fast still
i hate it
-# oh yay its raining again :>
I should maybe learn how to apply a bit of eyeliner or eyeshadow ngl. I like how they look on me.
its been raining here all day, its been pretty nice
minus my fucking fever this morning
Guh
laser or depilator(??)
Ok turnkng the phone off good night
SLEEP
Leo's gonna pass out like a stardew valley player
Yes moooooom...
good night leo, you should have gone to sleep like yesterday
in general I also like it when my friends doll me up but I think that has more to do with the fact that I like being a pliable little doll for my friends to experiment with when it comes to hairstyling/dying, makeup, henna, nails, etc.
just guys bein dudes
Hey I'm just being honest 
holy shit real as fuck
... you two are more feminine than jenny and I...
its so funny
he looks good in it
I feel like we're all getting our egg cracked today
idk what i have left to crack
we making an omelette
although we need to adjust the chest for his frankly concave chest
puppy egg was the first to crack tbh and then after that it was like yea i dont think ive been honest with myself
cat puppy?
puppy as in therian or.. puppy
man. crazy what a series of dominating women can teach you about yourself
AYYYOOOO
IM ASKING FOR CLARIFICATION
what does the second one mean
tbf most of what I'm saying here I've known about myself for a while i just never told you guys
probably that one
I had a very funny thing the other day... One of my friends from home came up to my house and stayed the weekend back in summer... I was speaking to my house mates last week and I went "So... I have a feeling my friend isn't CIS" and 2 of my house mates basically immediately went "definitely not"
It's funny how well the Egg detector goes off
the kink
mfw my friend isn't part of the Confederacy of Independent Systems 😔
me reading a smutty fanfic a few years back and realising I was fantasising about the war criminal being choked not the fantasy pope doing the choking 😳
tbf its not even always a kink thing sometimes it just feels nice to be treated that way
again. all of my lore traces back to a burning desire for affection
no i totally get that
idk what the fuck this means but i'm happy for you or sorry that happened
LMFAO
although tbf I'm personally of the opinion that it's not always the most productive to try and harshly categorise something as resulting because of kink or not. You is you regardless of how you categorise yourself.
but yea after i was willing to look that one in the face i was like huh maybe cis people dont think things like i do
happy ig? 
for example when i was like man i wish guys could have girl names all guy names suck
"id love it if my name was pretty like elise or miriam or"
"nah but guys arent named that"
girl names are generally more consistent but there are some good boy names out there too imo
tbf any name concerns I'd ever had are more just tied up in the fact that my name is certified rare weird name.
i already have not for gender reasons (not ENTIRELY... for gender reasons) but mostly just bc i hate my birth name and had a shitty childhood and didnt like hearing people say it
GGrabb dead name, throw in bin, burn it
i think its a great name for other people for example ahem mr bloom himself but
not on me no thanks
same... but I thought it was a thing like "oh everyone kinda hates the sound of their own name... right?"
I could just go by my middle name if I wanted a more feminine name
i like my name even though its like, the most basic white woman name
uuuuuuuuuuuh
bitch, you are named after a robot
I don't know many other women called Meow, IDK
LOL
LMAO
yeah....
I don't even know the name
tbh it's a shame I don't use my middle name in more things, it's a lovely name (Saoirse)
I'd like to disclose more stuff about me but I'm not doxxing myself
Your middle name is Saoirse?! :o
fair
ok whats your mothers maiden name
John
hmm it also makes me feel things when I refer to myself with it mentally. I should probably stop ignoring that
last name lancer?
probably :3
Fascinating
Joder el John Lanceador
No comment
writing that down
funniest part is I regularly inadvertently tell people this constantly because it's her pen name
i will get your identity eventually
MY MIDDLE NAME IS HANNIBAL
and then your identity next
You'll never guess my first name
Can't
Frenchman is sent to eep
Sorry
Hey you wanna play some connnect 4?
fuck will I end up with another friend group shitpost-editing my mum's Wikipedia page 
Can't
one more n and you'll have won already
Crrrringe (roll the r)
ok im starting to think im some sort of gender fae
how about make some meaningful connections with some bitches
Homicide
well... If we're sharing name stories.
I settled on Juli almost instantly, but i struggled finding a new middle name since my grandparents gave me a Japanese one
I am
El hada de los generos
You are the meaningful bitches
Meow why would you do this to me
funny

I just don't care about my name either way. I use Eleonor a lot, especially online, but i really don't care
my middle name is just what my sona used to be named before i realized i was therian
on my part it's probably more that I've been aware that something aint right since before I did my A levels but I've been continually pushing off actually thinking about it too strongly until very recently (and one of my other housemates is more responsible for that)
back when i was first feeling non-cis feelings and sort of figuring out what gender means to me i was pretty dead set on the name leah
aww that's an adorable name
Stardew vqlletyyyyy
Me when, Stardew
i use leon a lot online bc its kind of a masculine version of it but
hate his ass
No you dont
i see there's another ... frencher one
Wait, leon...
My name is funny cuz by the stats of some website only 4 people in the planet have it. Which is concerning.
ashley when you run too far ahead of her
LOL
there would be a sort of elegance to just swapping my middle and first names ngl... Potentially.
Five meters
but yea i still am like
What if I changed my name to something based like... Stick insect
man wouldnt it be cool if you could have two names
Lightly weathered waxed cut copper stairs
-# ill just throw this re4 meme like a flash bang
Wren is another name I like but I already know multiple people irl who are some variation of wren or ren.
My face wren
Changing my name: Based
Liking my birthname: Holding me back but I just don't mind it
so i usually just settle on june as a relatively gender neutral name to tell most people
That's a month (jk it's good)
and its easy to just be like yea its my last name plenty of people do that
Just name yourselves like how Calliopeans do
We need more Sappho Machete's running around
PRIFE MONTHH
(lies)
Crab Grabber
GO TO SLEEP
Fuck uouuuuu
cause I do kinda like my first name and I want to keep it around - as I've said it's very rare and it's family.
Ok you know what, i'm stealing Kugel's npc name. Call me Trench Lacroix from now on
the military npc named like ammo gun is hilarious to me
-# we just need a May, April, and August in chat, then we'll have all the cute month names collected
French lacroix
Clip Magazine
yep
what we all wish Paul Hollywood would do to us 😳
Trench Lacroix!
who the fuck
Whos paulbhollyxoof
Kid called October
who the fuck is paul hollywood 
I forgot I had this...
isnt that like a bojack character
british cake boss
Idk font wztchvgv
what about Octdecseptembruary, my favourite real month.
neocranium my beloved
No
he's just something. By rights he shouldn't be as hot as he is in action.
1:42am
Its 1h44 hot al
Oh yeah my PC is 2 minutes in the past
*throws potion of sleeping across the pond
its the fucking eyes maaaan
Znd il typing xigj ond ginger ans cant BD kiyjered to spell coorrectly
also on the gender topic i need a haircut fuckin bad but googling "androgynous haircuts" gives me some of the worst cuts known to man
Christ ok
please give me guidance do i need bangs
Good months as names June, July, August, May, April
Kinda good? But only part of them, Jan(uary) Sep(h)(tember)
I could'nt find anything for the rest
Sorry can't help I don't do haircuts
If ur PFP is you, I think it's a pretty decent job at androgynous... But then again I might just be blind to good style so IDK
Ant and Dec(ember)
(kinda nsfw meme)
Ember is a good one
No i just can't be bothered to type good
I have a friend called Ember
been here too many times...
i just think the grown out mullet is giving doesnt care about their appearance
that haircut is also archie coded AF
impossible challenge
I love being like two face and tossing a coin when I look in a mirror to see if I like how my hair looks or I want somethingg different
Archid is cropped porn
Actually that's just NB moment
I am loving having blue hair these days (unironically my recent small scale pronoun crisis was sparked by gettkng blue hair and then making too many blue hair and pronouns jokes)
plus having a middle part is killing me
Is it?
you wanna try again
Who we fucking?
holy shit





