general

[abstract grotto]

Makes you unique

[frosty ore]

"Mewin cant wait to see the wain t-t-t-today. Mewin likes to weaw hew wainco- wain- waincoat"

[vivid marsh]

its ok merlin

[frosty ore]

Its a really pain in the fucking ass because if i start talking about my lisp or my stutter then it really comes out

And i get so mad at myself 😭

[abstract grotto]

If you want to better it have you tried consulting a speech therapist?

[tame sinew]

Sorry guhs for saying charthur alot i Will stop 🥺

[true creek]

I get really bad stutters
it's ok

[frosty ore]

Yeah, I went when I was a kid

I didn't speak till I was about 7

[abstract current]

Anybody trying to play on ps5 need help making money !!!!!

[true creek]

charthur never dies!

[frosty ore]

This is the best i'm gon get

[coral fox]

Charthur..🥹

[oak dove]

Someone in this channel must've asked about finding players in a non-lfg (looking for group) channel. Please ask to find players in the proper lfg channels, being #xbox-lfg, #ps-lfg or #pc-lfg

[frosty ore]

please dont. theyll come back again.

[misty slate]

My doctor when I was 4 would have told you you had autism

[frosty ore]

and ill have to tell them off for taking the piss out of the people with serious triggers again 😭

[true creek]

whose...they

OH

[abstract grotto]

😭 no cuz is yalls pin also flooded with gay cowboys rn

[frosty ore]

Well good news for your doctor, I do have aw tysm

[vivid marsh]

lilith...

[true creek]

I scrolled up a few messages
reading the choas

[misty slate]

Omg YOU DO? IM SORRY 😭

[sly tulip]

R u trying to resummon them

[frosty ore]

Jamie did the fact I'm called Merlin because I like the show Merlin not clue you in

[misty slate]

Holy shit did I forget or are you just now telling me this? I’ll feel horrible if I forgot

[frosty ore]

No nurotypical person names themselves after a show that aired in 2010 😭

[misty slate]

IDK HOW TO TELL IF SOMEONE HAS AUTISM

[halcyon crest]

WAIT

[frosty ore]

It's okay btw Jamie dw ❤️

[halcyon crest]

Merlin? Adventures of Merlin??

[frosty ore]

No

[halcyon crest]

aw

[frosty ore]

Merlin

[halcyon crest]

alr then

[frosty ore]

I'm not being rude it is just gen called merlin 😭

[misty slate]

Tbh people with like level 1 autism just seem normal to me… I can’t tell unless they’re higher on the spectrum

[vapid wyvern]

lurks behind you.

[frosty ore]

It's much easier to tell in person

I be squinting in patterns n tensing my hands in weird ass ways to stim

[vapid wyvern]

lurks behind you aswell.

[coral fox]

Well autism is a range but most people with autism have different behavioral patterns, social & communication differences and sensory and emotional reactions

[misty slate]

Ohhh

[frosty ore]

Which you like... cant see behind a screen, but its far easier to tell in person

[halcyon crest]

Ofcc dww

[frosty ore]

The short hair aswell is a dead giveaway to some people because I DONT LIKE IT TOUCHING MY NECK >:((((((

[terse vapor]

.

[misty slate]

Yeah, I think it’s just in person ig, my sister is level one autistic and I could definitely tell that she’s different (not in a bad way)

[halcyon crest]

whats it about?

[vivid marsh]

im supposed to be getting tested for any neurodivergencies soon i think

[frosty ore]

...merlin

[halcyon crest]

.

[true creek]

my mom thinks I got adhd or autism. Idk she keeps going back n forth for a few years
I finally said this morning
"let's just get a diagnosis??"

[halcyon crest]

oh well

[coral fox]

OMG THAT IS A PAIN BRO, my hair is near my neck and it makes my neck so itchy and irritated

[frosty ore]

Nah its about this warlock called merlin and it's set in like athurian legend times, and its got magic and dragons and hot people

[hushed marsh]

tis I Walmart Supercenter

[halcyon crest]

YES

[frosty ore]

the three things an 'utisic likes

[halcyon crest]

i know ot

It

[misty slate]

My mom tells me I have autism all the time. And a doctor did too. But I’m too scared to ask my doctor to test me…

[frosty ore]

Don't change much im ngl

[vivid marsh]

its better to do it now than later

[frosty ore]

It just means you know whats wrong with you

[hushed marsh]

am Walmart Supercenter

[sly tulip]

It's mostly just a label to provide you access to disability assistance too

[coral fox]

Autism isn't really a thing to be scared of, if anything it can help you understand yourself better (imo)

[misty slate]

Yeah- idk I just kinda like to know what’s wrong with me, makes me not feel as bad when I do weird things

[frosty ore]

Like my hair is curly and thick, so i get so hot to, and i cant sleep comftorably and it's itchy and UGH

[frosty ore]

Exactly what it's good for

[true creek]

[coral fox]

Hey..

That's mean..

[true creek]

this is what I tell my mom but she doesn't believe me

[cerulean ginkgo]

Don't be scared! Ive gone most of my life with undiagnosed autism. Sometimes its good to get it diagnosed. It can help explain some things.

[sly tulip]

Lmfao

[vivid marsh]

i grew up with all of my friends being diagnosed autistic/neurodivergent, so i would alllwayys get told i was "special" (their words, not mine), but im not one to self diagnose so im just waiting to get tested now. especially if they say no, which then i can be like "ha! told ya so!"

[vapid wyvern]

gayness is overpowered… is not gay enough to handle the gayness of this gayer gayness. Dies of gae.

[true creek]

sobs 😭

[coral fox]

I had a full body reaction at even picturing that 💔 Curly & thick hair such a painful combo 😭

[misty slate]

Aw :( I hope you can get tested one day!

[misty slate]

Okiee, I’ll think about asking her one of these days

[frosty ore]

Aint that the truth 😩

[true creek]

2026 will be the year Sauce themself will get tested for autism

[cerulean ginkgo]

I used to have curly thick hair... it was a real pain...

[vivid marsh]

its not uncommon nowadays, literally. but a lot of it is people on the internet self-diagnosing

[cerulean ginkgo]

Good for you! But remember, you dont got to if you dont want to! It's completely voluntary!

[coral fox]

I only have thick hair and it's such a pain, I can't imagine curls with that 😭

[true creek]

ty! someday I hope

[prime quail]

Know what, you're all getting beat up and banned.

[vivid marsh]

NO

[true creek]

you're tall crow no way

[coral fox]

Some people treat autism as a joke aswell, like it's some quirky thing to have

[vivid marsh]

yes

omfg.

[true creek]

HAHA

[cerulean ginkgo]

Yeah. Thats why I always say undiagnosed. Because I aint diagnosed. Yet everyone i talk to irl and online are like "you autistic?" And I did a bunch of research

[cerulean ginkgo]

Oh dont get me started on this... its ended so many friendships with me...

[sly tulip]

Low-key, ain't funny either

[vivid marsh]

my ex thought it was 😓

[vapid wyvern]

no. Mh GAYNESS over powers u

[true creek]

my co workers assumed I was autistic when I started working

[stone jackal]

i’m not fully against self diagnosing but omg it makes me so upset when people assume i am😭no guys i did not wait for my diagnosis for that long just to be seen as invalid

[coral fox]

I feel as though if you did enough research and are for sure, it's not horrible, but it's always better to get diagnosed just to make sure

[frosty ore]

My coworker said i'm not autistic because I dye my hair

[cerulean ginkgo]

Yep. As soon as im 18, the next time I go to my doctor's im asking to take the test.

[vivid marsh]

lmao?😭

[true creek]

what the heck?

[cerulean ginkgo]

I had a bunch of 'friends' start treating me like a toddler because I told them I likely have undiagnosed autism...

[coral fox]

Told one of my friends I had autism and they did those fuckass autism jokes, I've never ended a friendship so quickly 💔

[frosty ore]

He was like "You can't be autstic, you dye your hair to much, autstic people struggle with change" like sir.

Just because you have autistic children, it doesnt mean I am like them.

[dense nest]

Hi chat :3

[cerulean ginkgo]

Yeah-

[cerulean ginkgo]

Hellooo

[cerulean ginkgo]

Thats stupid. I dont like change but I love dying my hair.

[halcyon crest]

helloo

[dense nest]

Hiiiee

[frosty ore]

Its because in a world of things we cant control. Its the one thing we can

[dense nest]

I just dyed my hair omg

[true creek]

does he not realize it's a spectrum. not every autistic person is the "same"

[frosty ore]

We can decide when to dye it, how to dye it, what colour to dye it

[coral fox]

Right, like, just because you have autism doesn't mean you're a toddler. Sure some people with autism act younger than they are but doesn't mean that everyone with autism will act that way💔

[cerulean ginkgo]

I had a 'friend' once start treating me like she was my mom after I told her that. Funny thing is she also had autism and hated it when others did it to her...

[coral fox]

I fear some people forget that autism can be different for every person

[dense nest]

Oh ewwww

[cerulean ginkgo]

Ikr? My step-dad refuses to believe it because I dont act like his severely autistic nephew

[coral fox]

Hypocritical next level 💔💔

[cerulean ginkgo]

Ik. I also stopped being friends with her since me and her have conflicting morals.

[vivid marsh]

a looot of people forget that there is high functioning and low functioning autism.

[true creek]

blegh people

[cerulean ginkgo]

Yep.

[coral fox]

The change to 6'3 💔😭

[true creek]

LOLL

[vivid marsh]

thats how tall i am trust

dont say it too loud or she'll change it again

[true creek]

got it got it

peers around

[cerulean ginkgo]

I dated a low functioning woman before... it didn't end well at all. Especially since she was very adamant she was high functioning...

That aint me generalizing all low functioning autistics tho-

I swear it aint-

[coral fox]

If we switch it around to 3'6 is it accurate

[vivid marsh]

NO.

[vivid marsh]

i remember having multiple convos with my ex about it, she was also very adamant that she was high functioning, but thinking back on it i dont think she was

[coral fox]

Hate people who think being high functioning is something cute, I have a neighbor with high functioning autism and the poor kid goes thru so much as well as his parents, it's not a laughing matter

[coral fox]

Is this irl John Marston..😱

[cerulean ginkgo]

Yep. It aint cute at all... im likely high functioning and its hell.

[civic patrol]

why is Dutch actually a fuckin aura farmer

[true creek]

people at my school always tease and bully the high functioning autistic students. I knew one person who i knew since preschool, he hates clicking noises and older students will do it the hallways near the classroom:(

[coral fox]

REALL, bro just stands around camp aura farming while Arthur is out there fighting for his life 💔💔

[civic patrol]

that time at Braithwate manor tho..

[frosty ore]

Like bro Id never wish autism on anyone. The amount of food id love to eat, but can't because of textures.

Or the amount of shoes id love to watch but I can't because my brain physically wont allow me to watch it till I'm "ready"
Or the amount of clothes I'd LOVE to wear but can't because of sensory issues

It's hell 😭😭

[civic patrol]

that was a time Dutch took charge when he shouldn't have.

bro ALMOST got killed

[cerulean ginkgo]

God i remember how that was. Thankfully at my current school everyone is very understanding.

[true creek]

aww man. im glad things are better now :)

[coral fox]

If we're talking about the scene with Jack, to be honest, Jack was a loved and young member, Dutch and the gang might be cruel but they're not heartless, they loved Jack

[cerulean ginkgo]

I feel this pain so much... I love the look of velvet, can stand the texture. Love the softness of towels, cant stand the texture, there's so many freaking things id love. If only I didn't have sensory issues

[vivid marsh]

i fucking HATE styrofoam.

[cerulean ginkgo]

Yep! This school is kinda where I started realizing 'oh shit- I might actually be autistic'

[vivid marsh]

its my least favorite thing in the entire world

[civic patrol]

I think my favorite part about the Braithwate Manor raid is Dutch saying

"John.. I need you to stay calm."

and then LITERALLY 5 seconds later

"GET DOWN HERE NOW! YOU INBRED TRASH!"

[coral fox]

I work with some high functioning students at my school (I volunteer to help them after classes) and they have to be the sweetest kids I know istg

[vivid marsh]

lilith 🧱

[civic patrol]

wait they bully them? That's actually fucking horrible what

[cerulean ginkgo]

I despise velvet and microfiber. It will repel me better than uh- better than anything (I couldn't think of anything else)

[true creek]

they are and super smart!

[vivid marsh]

i agree microfiber is awful

[coral fox]

Tbh, that has to be the most contained insult Dutch could think of 💔💔

[coral fox]

Are you hovering over us all

[prime quail]

The only way crow would be the tallest here, is if everyone else were tadpoles

[vivid marsh]

WRONG

[vivid marsh]

yes

[true creek]

YES. Recently the person getting teased, had beaten the shit of the bully and he got suspended for a few days

[cerulean ginkgo]

It doesn't help when most of the fabrics my family uses to clean with are microfiber

[coral fox]

Some fabrics I just can't deal with, I had a full breakdown once because my shirt was a fabric I didn't like 💔

[true creek]

anywho, good night everyone
I need to sleep

[vivid marsh]

goodnight sauce@

!

[cerulean ginkgo]

Good night! Sleep well! :>

[civic patrol]

I'm just frustrated with people who do that, and the people at my school, not that they bully autistic kids, but I think they make fun of them in secrecy, it's subtle, and I hate it, if I were allowed to, I'd strangle them as hard as I could.

[coral fox]

Goodnight Sauce, sweetdreams

[true creek]

goodnight crow@

[frosty ore]

Don't you dare mention the fabric of the devil

[cerulean ginkgo]

This happens to me daily. There is this ONE girl who is out for me I swear by it

[coral fox]

I personally really hate wool

[true creek]

[cerulean ginkgo]

Shes always making passive aggressive comments about me surrounding my particularities

[cerulean ginkgo]

That is a good way of describing microfiber

[civic patrol]

although ik this lwk sounds corny but I am like 90% sure that alot of students don't talk to me because they are afraid, due to the fact that I NEVER smile because I'm bored as shit, I always wear the same dark clothing, and I'm taller than most of the kids there 😭

but other people know I'm nice atleast

[cerulean ginkgo]

That can be intimidating. Ik it would be to me. If I knew you were i nice person though id come talk with ya

[coral fox]

I also hate people that headcanon characters with autism for no reason.

I mean sure, it's good to have some characters with autism but we can't make every character autistic or that takes away the whole point of their different struggles

[civic patrol]

yeah, also really doesn't help that since I barely sleep, (sleeping at 11 or later and waking up at 4-5 AM) I have insane eyebags, and again 11PM to 5AM is the most sleep I get

[coral fox]

Well not hate, just dislike strongly

[abstract grotto]

The tism being thrown around as a joke atp lol

People take serious issues and turn them quirky

So it becomes acceptable to normal people

If that makes sense

[coral fox]

Someone once headcanoned my comfort character with autism simply bc I have it 💔

[civic patrol]

balright

[coral fox]

Like, my comfort character doesn't need to have every single struggle I have 🙏😭

[silent violet]

Also people saying that tiktok sounds they just repeat are their 'vocal stims'

[frosty ore]

Me saying that my oc likes cheese because i like cheese and i said so

or me saying Sean doesn't like wearing socks because I don't like wearing socks and i said so

[coral fox]

I fear stims I have can actually be harmful, like when I hit my chest hard or just scream 💔

[coral fox]

Some of the headcanons are actually reasonable but like..

[coral fox]

I dunno, headcanoning Dutch with autism and their reasoning being 'well..Astro has it...' is NOT good enough 4 me 💔

[cerulean ginkgo]

Most of my vocal stims are repeated random noises.

[abstract grotto]

Okay but do we really see sean as a sock wearer

[civic patrol]

people do that? I think Kieran is literally the only gang member to ACTUALLY have a form of autism

[abstract grotto]

I just got a feelin his feet stink

[cerulean ginkgo]

Imma be honest- no. Sean does not seem like a sock wearer

[coral fox]

Very nice reply to me talking about harmful stims ❤️❤️

But yeah, no, I just KNOW that man is sockless 24/7 😭

[cerulean ginkgo]

Eh- maybe. I think he just got real bad anxiety

[frosty ore]

Everyones feet stink back then

They're in a muddy field, wearing leather boots, ofc theyre gonna be stinky

[civic patrol]

Sure, that, I lwk just wanna give him a hug sometimes 😭

[coral fox]

I just know John's feet was deadly with how little bathes he took

[cerulean ginkgo]

I wanna hug Kieran and protect him.

[frosty ore]

And no because I said so Sean isn't a sock wearer, he doesn't like how they feel on his feet. And my OC doesn't like NOT wearing socks, so theyre a match made obviously

[civic patrol]

😭

I did that wrong

[vivid marsh]

you cant spoiler messages anyways, dont worry

[cerulean ginkgo]

No he really didn't. Me n my friend both screamed 'NO' when we saw that scene

[coral fox]

Obviously match made in heaven bro, they must talk shit about socks together

[abstract grotto]

I apologise, wasn't really paying much attention

[coral fox]

no worries at all, I just found it a bit funny

[frosty ore]

100% do. Got so many stupid hc's about socks and their relationship

But that is not a discussion for 4am

[coral fox]

4am? 😭

[frosty ore]

4am

[coral fox]

Where I am it's only 11:15, holy moly timezones are funky

[cerulean ginkgo]

Its only 10:15 fer me

[frosty ore]

Is this PM or AM

[cerulean ginkgo]

Pm

[coral fox]

Pm for me

[vivid marsh]

8 pm here

[frosty ore]

Yall gotta specify 😭

[cerulean ginkgo]

Oof sorry lol

[timid vector]

Hey how is everyone

[coral fox]

Timezones hurt my head 💔💔

[frosty ore]

Yeah I ran out of sleep meds so im exhusted but the sleep servers are full so i cant sleep

[timid vector]

Well it's 3pm where I'm at

[coral fox]

What are sleep servers for? (Gen quedtion, not meant to mock anyone gulps)

[frosty ore]

Earth round, Sun move around sun. Sun show different parts of earth at different times

[frosty ore]

It's a joke

I say it when I cant sleep, like how when game servers are full you cant join

[coral fox]

I swear I've seen people actually need a sleep vc or something of the sort

[frosty ore]

Some people do.

I fall asleep watching youtube videos or a tv show ive already seen. I can't sleep in silence

[vivid marsh]

same

[coral fox]

Real, silence keeps me up, I always listen to spotify podcasts

[vivid marsh]

i gts every night watching youtube or, recently, a tv show im binging. ive done it since i was a little baby

[cerulean ginkgo]

I use a fan- I need white noise. Nothing else

Anything else keeps me awake

[coral fox]

Silence makes me uncomfortable I fear, so either a podcast or rain puts me to sleep like a baby 🥹

[abstract grotto]

RSRS

The noise of a fan and the cold breeze it gives

mmm

[frosty ore]

Yeah ever since I can remember, or atleast since I had a tablet/laptop/pc I needed something on. Like I got a little dvd player thing when I was about 5 and I just played little mermaid on repeat

I just cannot sleep in silence. Unless i'm like with someone and then I can. Because I can listen to their breathing and stuff, which is why some people like sleep vc's

Because they can feel like theyre not alone

[vivid marsh]

when i was younger, i couldnt sleep, so i put a "calming rain forest sounds" video on (or something like that), but it didnt work so i just changed it to a youtuber i liked at the time, and it evolved from there

core memory

[coral fox]

Oohh, makes sense, thanks for informing me, I've always wanted to ask but not seem insensitive

[frosty ore]

See my parents tried all that with me to. The only thing that would work, WAS movies or yt videos OR tv shows

[frosty ore]

I remember falling asleep to pretty little liars once and waking up to Caleb getting shot

That was an experience

[coral fox]

That reminds me of when I once fell asleep to a reaction video and woke up to a gacha life singing battle

[latent timber]

ay guys look at my status

[vivid marsh]

i think thats happened to me before

[frosty ore]

Atm i keep waking up to livestreams

[vivid marsh]

ive learned to turn autoplay off, for the sake of my computers battery

[frosty ore]

See i can't do that, because i need the videos to autoplay as im falling asleep

[coral fox]

Nothing like waking up to 'devils don't fly' being sang by 'Luke' at 6 am ❤️❤️

[latent timber]

guys yall like my status

[vivid marsh]

you dont just put on like. an hour long/45 minute video?

[frosty ore]

But like it's pissing me off that I keep waking up to livestreams because livestreams put me in a really bad mood

[vivid marsh]

whys that

[coral fox]

Sure 🥹 🥹

[frosty ore]

It can take me longer then an hour to fall asleep 😭

[vivid marsh]

rip

[frosty ore]

I don't know. Livestreams, podcasts, anything like that. It really sets me off.

Like I really really hate it. I get so fucking angry for no reason

[torpid forum]

i shot dutch in american venom

[latent timber]

did y'all know that rockstar gave me rdr 3 early

look at my status

[torpid forum]

rdr3?!

[frosty ore]

Yeah if that was the case you'd be going to court have fun

Youd have signed an NDA dipshit mcgee. And you'd have just broken it by doing that.

[vapid wyvern]

Check general media. If you wish to see something glorious

[coral fox]

I don't believe rdr3 is even being made??

[vapid wyvern]

I have a petiton to get it made

[frosty ore]

People believe its in pre-production

[latent timber]

im gonna play gta 6 now

[vapid wyvern]

Want to sign it?

[frosty ore]

No

[vapid wyvern]

I got 16 signers already

[timid vector]

Dutch is one of my favorite characters

[frosty ore]

Anyway. I think my hatered of livestreams and podcasts stems from my Misophonia

[vapid wyvern]

I posted the ptiton yesterday

[frosty ore]

Because its... to quiet?

[coral fox]

Ahh, cool. I do hope it'd be centered around Jack (if it would get made)

[torpid forum]

too bad he shot me after i shot micah

[timid vector]

[frosty ore]

Like i can't stand watching snooker either because its too quiet and sets me on edge

[coral fox]

As much as I love Dutch, he is a pretty bad person

[torpid forum]

[timid vector]

[torpid forum]

[hoary night]

Arthur?

[timid vector]

[torpid forum]

he gave dutch all he had

[coral fox]

This is why I hate asmr, when something is too quiet or too loud it's so..just..ughh 💔

[latent timber]

its a custom status app

[frosty ore]

No shit

[hoary night]

[timid vector]

I gave you all I had...

[coral fox]

Dutch is one of those characters that I like simply because his 'villian arc' is so well written

[vivid marsh]

I HATE asmr

[timid vector]

Exactly 💯

[hoary night]

So Dutch was evil all along

[frosty ore]

Yeah I can't stand it either. Its horrible. So waking up to a livestream always puts me in a bad mood. So i've made an effort that if i wake up with one, if possible, roll back over and try to sleep a bit more to like a movie or something so that doesn't happen.

So i can reset and reground myself 😭

[timid vector]

My sister listens to it to sleep

I can't stand ot

[coral fox]

He isn't exactly evil persay, you'd have to figure it out during the game

[timid vector]

Dutch is only one of my fav bc how tuff he is

[frosty ore]

Anyway it's now 4:30 im really gonna try sleep even tho its gonna be v hard

[coral fox]

The chewing asmrs make me want to rip out my hair sighs

[timid vector]

And his villain arc

[vivid marsh]

gnight merliN!

merlin*

[latent timber]

who cried at the end of rdr2

[coral fox]

Goodnight Merlin, sleep tight

[coral fox]

I think everyone did, rdr2 has to be one of the only games that have made me get attatched to characters so quickly

[timid vector]

Some dumbass just blew me up in his sparrow

[stone jackal]

who didnt lmao

[frosty ore]

I didn't cry at arthurs death

I cried at the bit before

with abigail/tilly/the last ride

[stone jackal]

omg i cried hard during the last ride

[frosty ore]

Anyway bedtime

[coral fox]

OMG TILLY, She was such a sweetheart

[stone jackal]

goodnight!

[timid vector]

I cried at the end chapter 6

[coral fox]

Rdr2 makes even the toughest of people cry istg

[coral fox]

I gotta sleep as well, it's almost 12am where I am and I got school in the morning 💔

Goodnight everyone !!

[stone jackal]

goodnight astro!!!

[sterile sandal]

Does anyone know any quiet platformer that isn't very expensive?

like $5

[abstract grotto]

Wdym

[latent timber]

ey yall look what im playing

[sterile sandal]

wth

[fast ingot]

/lofi bruno

[latent timber]

wdym

[latent timber]

wdym

[coral fox]

Ik I said I was gonna sleep BUT Lunistice ($5) or Smushi Come Home ($10-$15 range) are pretty good

[latent timber]

astro look what im playing bro

[coral fox]

Oh, cool dude

I never really liked gta

[latent timber]

i do like it

[latent timber]

but now much as rdr

its a custom status app btw

[coral fox]

Ah, nice

[sterile sandal]

ty

[sterile sandal]

yea, me neither

I was quite bored of GTA V

[coral fox]

Np, I have a few more if those aren't really your style

[coral fox]

It has okay story lines but I never really got into it

[sterile sandal]

In fact, I think the story is very bad

And the gameplay doesn't convince me at all

Trevor's reunion with Michael is very forced

[coral fox]

I'll never shit on anyone for liking gta but it all feels fast paced and forced, like we barely get anytime to connect with the characters (imo)

[junior latch]

Is there a way I can replay the last hunt with Hamish by backing my data up?

[chrome zinc]

rdr1 usually feels like that to me

[vivid marsh]

happy year of the horse!

its not the 17th for me yet but its ok

[graceful radish]

Only 1 hour away

also peak pfp

[vivid marsh]

thank yeww

[graceful radish]

ofc ofc!

[chrome zinc]

why do u gotta be the tallest

[vivid marsh]

becasue

[keen fulcrum]

so many larpers that claim to be rdr fans now, if you haven’t been playing red dead revolver since 1968 and you didn’t kill someone to get both rdr and rdr2 early and you don’t have 100,000,000+ hrs clocked in on all three games, you’re not a fan.

i had to blackmail a rockstar employee to play rdr2 20 years ago

[fathom herald]

I don’t have very many good horse emojis

[wild stratus]

Why are we given guns on the race series if we aren’t supposed to shoot leading players down? I get messages left and right that I’m cheating

[latent timber]

yo guys friend of mine called his horse "diddy" im being so deadass

[worthy dagger]

l

[real spade]

That sounds like a glitch to me

I’ve done the race series and I haven’t gotten those notifications

[wild stratus]

It’s players saying that I’m cheating you sure it’s a glitch?

[idle birch]

Imagine something happens

[willow frigate]

LeBron just died

[gilded shale]

HI GUYS

lebron james didnt die guys

[gilded shale]

this is not lebron

leon might look like lebron but it is not lebron which means he doesnt die in 11 days

[willow frigate]

a fellow pansexual (based on the flag in ur pfp) who plays rdr

rarest sighting imaginable

[gilded shale]

oh yeah

[waxen basin]

Hi fellers

[gilded shale]

howdy partner

[waxen basin]

What is the conv about

[gilded shale]

lebron james not being dead

[waxen basin]

Well maybe he is not

[gilded shale]

hes not dead btw

[waxen basin]

Yea yea i know

From your pfp and display name i can tell your fandom is forsaken

[gilded shale]

lowk

i havent played the game in months

im just way too lazy to change my theme

[waxen basin]

Tbh with you

Me too

[gilded shale]

half an hour in forsaken in the past month

[waxen basin]

What honor did you aim for tho?

[waxen basin]

0 mins

[gilded shale]

?

[waxen basin]

I am talking about rdr2

It should be obvious

[gilded shale]

wym aim for

like in my run?

[waxen basin]

Yup

[gilded shale]

high

[waxen basin]

I am trying low but it's hard when you are a good person

[gilded shale]

dude

in money lending and other sins 2

mr wrobel

💔

[waxen basin]

Imagine getting pt bc of 100$ or maybe less

[gilded shale]

i honestly love the epilouge

only game where you have the most dramatic and emotional scene in the game and then you yell at your wife and milk a cow 10 minutes later

[gilded shale]

hello kasiposha

[gilded shale]

hello ahmed

[waxen basin]

I think it should be
Arthur: low honor
John: high honor
But ppl do it the opposite way

[gilded shale]

arthur starts low

gets high

i say like

after guarma

[waxen basin]

Wait how do we chock or hold someone i forgot

[uncut merlin]

Arthur gets high

[uncut merlin]

choke?

you just tackle them and hold E

[gilded shale]

we should we able to drag people

like we did in american venpm

[uncut merlin]

Or like

[gilded shale]

venom

[uncut merlin]

Press E and then choke

[waxen basin]

Leennyy

[gilded shale]

thats drunk not high

[waxen basin]

No offense but i struggled reading this

[uncut merlin]

me too, bro gave me a stroke

[waxen basin]

You said we twice i was tryna fix it but i couldn't

[gilded shale]

oh

[uncut merlin]

It’s useless tbh

[gilded shale]

didnt notice that

[gilded shale]

yeah but like

needing to hogtie them

and then carry them

[waxen basin]

Highly drunk

[uncut merlin]

Why would I wanna drag them

[gilded shale]

bring them into a bush somewhere idk

[uncut merlin]

in what circumstances would I wanna drag them 🥀

[uncut merlin]

WHAT 😭

[waxen basin]

Let's imagine this

[uncut merlin]

Bro that’s why we don’t have it as a thing

[waxen basin]

But first

[cinder kernel]

how do i contact a mod

[waxen basin]

You mean like dragging on the floor?

[gilded shale]

dm @spring laurel

[uncut merlin]

Message Alden

[waxen basin]

By contacting a mod

[gilded shale]

ye like in american venom

when you drag one of micahs boys

[waxen basin]

Nah why

[gilded shale]

because its fun

[waxen basin]

You gon hide em in the closet or something?

[uncut merlin]

If anything, I would prefer being able to take hostages like when you’re breaking John out of the penitentiary

[uncut merlin]

LOL

[gilded shale]

yeah that was mad fun

[weary pagoda]

[uncut merlin]

It would be better than dragging some dumbass for no reason

[waxen basin]

You can hold someone from the back and aim at ppl

[uncut merlin]

I mean like there being a purpose for it

[gilded shale]

dude tell me why the same button to get on your horse is the same button to attack someone

[uncut merlin]

you could use it during an ambush or against the law or smth

[waxen basin]

It's not tho?

[gilded shale]

its E

[waxen basin]

F

[uncut merlin]

For example: you’re ambushed, guy approaches you as you surrender, and then you click as soon as he’s in range and you have him as a body shield against his mates

[waxen basin]

[uncut merlin]

F is for the cars in GTA

[gilded shale]

to choke someone

[uncut merlin]

E is for your horse

[uncut merlin]

change your keybinds ig idk

[waxen basin]

Who played with your settings bro

[uncut merlin]

We needed more Sadie tbh

[waxen basin]

WE NEED

MONEY

[gilded shale]

bounty hunting with sadie >>>>

[waxen basin]

I bounty hunt online only lol

Too lazy to do cops dirty jobs

[gilded shale]

i cant do online

seems so chaotic

[gilded shale]

woo yeahhh give it up to nox guys woooo

[gilded shale]

hello daddy knucles

interesting pronouns

[waxen basin]

not at all

welp sometimes

but it's chill

[astral yoke]

jarvis more alcohol

[gilded shale]

jarvis get me more moonshine

[waxen basin]

[stone jackal]

its so fun!

it took me sooo long to just get past the tutorial tho cus i kept putting it off but i enjoy it lots

[gilded shale]

there's a TUTORIAL?

[waxen basin]

yup

but let me give you a piece of advice

don't rush the online mode

enjoy being low level

trust me

[astral yoke]

red dead online is dead

atleast for PC

[waxen basin]

nah

[stone jackal]

it is😔

[waxen basin]

it's still good

[waxen basin]

[astral yoke]

most lobbies you'll load in and get sent flying into the air from explosions

its ass tbh

[stone jackal]

[uncut merlin]

It’s pretty active in Australia for me

[waxen basin]

uhh?

[balmy marsh]

Im tired asf

[waxen basin]

never happened

[stone jackal]

hi forgey!

[uncut merlin]

hi tired asf

[balmy marsh]

Hello elouin

[waxen basin]

and it's active for me too

[balmy marsh]

Thats my dad joke

[waxen basin]

try a vpn or something

you will get ppl

[gilded shale]

Guys

What browser would mario use

[balmy marsh]

Firefox

[waxen basin]

no pls

[gilded shale]

You guys are so dumb

[uncut merlin]

JINX

[gilded shale]

it's obviously yahoo

[waxen basin]

faah

[balmy marsh]

OH

Makes sense LMFAO

[uncut merlin]

🦊

[gilded shale]

im so funny

[astral yoke]

guys

[balmy marsh]

You are

[gilded shale]

ok john marston

TEtO?

[balmy marsh]

No

[gilded shale]

lets go dyno didnt get me

[waxen basin]

i will go arthuring around

cya fellers

try not to get a bullet in your head

[vivid marsh]

you just cant say more than like 8 caps or something around there

[visual lake]

when i look at the sky in online it has pixels pop up and i stream please help it makes my streams look shit

[dusk island]

I did a poo poo💀 💀 💀

[tribal shore]

Hello my reddeadlings

[pallid wraith]

hello fellers, can someone help me with something? when playing the epilogue 2 An Honest Day's Labors, i got stuck at a point where me and sadie dismount and she hid behind a rock, after that john is suppose to say something but he didn't, i restarted the game a few times, deactivate all mods but still doesn't work.

[vivid marsh]

delete version.dll in your files

[unborn portal]

How much xp is double?

[vivid marsh]

double is... double. 2x

[gilded shale]

fym how much xp is double

prolly like double xp

[unborn portal]

How much is 2x?

[gilded shale]

do you need a math lesson

[flat citrus]

I smell ragebait

[unborn portal]

No you dont

You smell me sending literally anything that comes to mind

Need that xp

But I have nothing to say

[flat citrus]

Siren spotted hi siren

SIREN💔

[unborn portal]

?

[flat citrus]

Siren was typing and she stopped

She disappeared 💔💔

[balmy marsh]

2xp means

[unborn portal]

💀

[balmy marsh]

You cant see?

I wrote it

[balmy marsh]

Hello zenith

[flat citrus]

Hi!!

[tribal shore]

Hi gang

[balmy marsh]

2x is technically double, the xp is a specific number they will choose to be the amount of experience because xp means experience points (i think) and so, double xp is literally "specific number" but twice, meaning more xp then before

[abstract grotto]

I think bro has a real girlfriend

[balmy marsh]

For real, if the xp is 100, 2x would be 200 xp or something

Got it?

[balmy marsh]

Who?

[flat citrus]

The person who joined

[abstract grotto]

Arthur (i have a real girlfriend)

[flat citrus]

Just a few minutes ago

[abstract grotto]

😭

[balmy marsh]

Oh damn I didnt read, it was almost the same color as my background

[flat citrus]

Lol dw about it

[balmy marsh]

"Got a real girlfriend" please dont tell me its Mary Linton or Sadie Adler

[flat citrus]

😭😭

[balmy marsh]

I hope he means irl 🙏🏻

[unborn portal]

@balmy marsh 💀

💀

[balmy marsh]

Why you sobbing

[unborn portal]

[flat citrus]

Why you staring

[balmy marsh]

What do ya want?

[unborn portal]

Xp

[balmy marsh]

Neglected, gotta pay your debt on the bank

/j

[balmy marsh]

Why you sobbing

[hazy oyster]

Yay double xp!

[vivid marsh]

gay double xp!

[cinder kernel]

what do yall reccomend for getting XP?

[sly sparrow]

Ayo

[jagged sequoia]

Sadie

oh my

[jagged sequoia]

Ok bro what is that bio

Meow

WTF

LGBTQ supporter

explains a lot actually

[normal jetty]

Heyy

[flat citrus]

Why are you looking at my bio🥹

[flat citrus]

Hi!

[jagged sequoia]

Idk

Your 14

on discord

[flat citrus]

Yea

[jagged sequoia]

minimum age is 16

[flat citrus]

Isn’t it 13

[jagged sequoia]

Nope

nah jk it is

some countries diff

They banned discord for minors in Australia

What bastards

we need to colonize Australia

[flat citrus]

Im aware

…???

[jagged sequoia]

???

Take over it

Yk kill half the population, Rob it’s people, steal 46 trillion pounds

That’s what the uk did

[flat citrus]

Yeah I know what colonising is
It’s just not something to talk that lightly about..? /gen

[jagged sequoia]

when it colonize fit

[jagged sequoia]

what

Lightly about gen?

[jagged sequoia]

Joke btw

Australia is a bad country

Full of spiders the size of your head

snakes the size of a gas pipeline

like Breh

It’s built diff

@flat citrus hello?

I clicked that link in your DMs

how many pronouns do you have Breh

Yo that website kinda tuff honestly

Ima use that

[unborn portal]

No they didnt

Im a minor in australia

Hold on i didn't read thaf

[elder goblet]

Their on the way buddy

[normal jetty]

[unborn portal]

Wait what?

[jagged sequoia]

Yes they did unc

[cinder kernel]

why cant i post stuff into community content?

[jagged sequoia]

they banned social media

[unborn portal]

Wait but im like, magor

[jagged sequoia]

for under 13 year olds

[unborn portal]

Yes but not fiscord

[elder goblet]

Nope it’s 16

[jagged sequoia]

Like what dumbass approved that

[cinder kernel]

nvm it cant be ingame stuff i didnt realize

[unborn portal]

Its under 17

[jagged sequoia]

Yea bru

[unborn portal]

*16

Whoops

[jagged sequoia]

Bro

That’s not better

that’s like

[elder goblet]

I think they only didn’t ban Roblox and discord

[unborn portal]

Not fatima payman

[unborn portal]

It is 16 i misspelt

Holy hell jeety chill out

[normal jetty]

Arthur bantai

[unborn portal]

I understand banning discord

All the pedos are here

[cinder kernel]

thats a fire username

[tranquil swan]

It is an amazing name

[cinder kernel]

its the best

[tranquil swan]

Thanks

[cinder kernel]

no problem bro

tbh im just honor farming

but still

its a fire username

[chrome zinc]

honor farming ??? 😭

[tranquil swan]

👍

[cinder kernel]

yeah

[agile musk]

how did you even find this message

i was like heavily drunk that night just saying shit

why did you even go back that far

[chrome zinc]

?? hello omg

what is their problem

[cinder kernel]

huh?

[cinder kernel]

waht

[real trench]

dam would u prefer sisters

lmao

[chrome zinc]

that isn't the point??? even so it's weird

[normal jetty]

Arthur ki public bole to taklif
"It means arthur's fanbase is on rage"

[compact solar]

😘😘

[agile musk]

i just find it really weird how people ship people who see other as non-biological brothers

just an opinion in a debate i was having over a month ago

you don’t need to get involved

[real trench]

why do u think stepbrother stuff is so popular

[agile musk]

bro what

you’ve just made it hella weird bringing that into it

[real trench]

i aint the one doing it

wtf do you mean

[dim shell]

hey

im back

[real trench]

u the one that bringed up "shipping non bilogical brothers"

dont come at me

[vernal crater]

Hello @everyone. It is 8 AM for me, how about ya'll

[real trench]

@everyone dont work

[vernal crater]

Oh

[dim shell]

hey it 3:13 pm for me nice to meet you

[vernal crater]

Hello

[dim shell]

let be friend ♥️

[vernal crater]

Yass

In the car rn tho

[dim shell]

cool which model

[agile musk]

lmao if you actually bothered to read the full debate over a month ago you would see that i was simply expressing my opinion when somebody else messaged that they ship arthur and john, but no, you only read my message about me finding that weird. please get a job instead of scrolling months back in a server to find a message you disagree with

[vernal crater]

I think a suzuki

[dim shell]

very nice

[vernal crater]

What was ya'lls horse names

[dim shell]

abigail

[vernal crater]

Lol

[dim shell]

lol

which type of horse you have

?

i have a red chesnut arabian i found in west elizabeth

[agile musk]

depends, i get a new horse every chapter

[dim shell]

in chapter 6 i know arthur cant survive so i purchase all my money to the black arabian and the gold turkoman

[vernal crater]

One time in chapter 1, I saw my horse's balls had shrunk because of the cold, so I just thought he just had small balls. Later found out it was just a feature lol

[dim shell]

rockstar sure doing a hard work in detail

[vernal crater]

Hello @Rais72

[dim shell]

you know in gta 5 we have a crazy guy dance in grapeseed , it is a new update of rocksar they secret put in

[dim shell]

hi

[vernal crater]

Sorry?

[dim shell]

haha no worry

let talk about rdr2

[light cloak]

Hi

[dim shell]

hi

[vernal crater]

Wagwan broski

[agile musk]

i can tell you my most recent playthrough:
Chapter 2: Avery (Brindle thoroughbred)
Chapter 3: Kratos (White Arabian)
Chapter 4: Nathan Drake (The turkoman from saint denis stables i think)
Chapter 6: Anakin (Hungarian halfbred black and white)
Epilogue 1: rachel
Epilogue 2: buell

[vernal crater]

Ok

[dim shell]

wow nice horse

[vernal crater]

Mine was jack

[dim shell]

chapter 2 i have arabian horse
chapter 3 : a red chesnut arabian
chapter 4: i change to gold turkoman
chapter 6: black arabian
epli 1: rachel
epl 2: black turkoman

[agile musk]

nice nice

[dim shell]

yes horse is the thing i love the most in rdr2

i think i should buy rdr1

[vernal crater]

My warped brindle arabian was named diareah

[dim shell]

i never know what happend after the event marston kill micah

[dim shell]

you are a lucky person

i cant find that horse

for real

i want it so bad

[vernal crater]

Ez

[dim shell]

yep

[celest grove]

Does this trolley go to Tahiti?🗣️

[vernal crater]

Yup

[hidden ingot]

"Hi everyone! I’m struggling with a specific issue in RDR2 and I wanted to know if anyone playing at 4K (or using DLDSR) has found a real fix.
I’m seeing heavy grass shimmering/flickering, but only where the sunlight hits the grass and specifically when moving the camera. It’s much more noticeable near the edges of the monitor. When I stand still, the image is perfect.
I’m running a Ryzen 7 5800X3D and an RTX 3070. I've tried DLSS, different TAA settings, and Vulkan/DX12, but those sun-shadow artifacts on the grass won't go away. Is this just a game engine limitation or is there a specific setting/mod to stabilize those contact shadows? Thanks!"

🙁

[dim shell]

after that line dutch went really crazy

he kill bronte and then rob saint denis bank

[vernal crater]

On ps5 I only run on 30fps

[dim shell]

then end up in guarma

[dim shell]

i think you should play on pc

it better

[celest grove]

I have played the game before uncle

[dim shell]

i finish 6 time lol

[celest grove]

Oh my lord

[vernal crater]

You shall die@celest grove

[dim shell]

just play again for my addicted

[vernal crater]

Sorry

[celest grove]

Is that a threat?

[vernal crater]

No

In game

[dim shell]

gosh i waant rtx 5090 to run 8k on rdr2

so bad

haha

[dim shell]

hi

[hushed nebula]

hello

i have a problem

[celest grove]

Walter

[hushed nebula]

my rdr is broken

anyone else had that problem?

before i go into story mode it crashes

[dim shell]

i have the friend has the same on pc too

[hushed nebula]

i need to talk to him

i miss rdr2

[dim shell]

he quit it:((

[hushed nebula]

fu

[dim shell]

:v

who else watch rob wiedoff doing gym while drink coke

[vernal crater]

I had a step brother who was obsessed with rdr2, and I got kind of tired of it. So I deleted rdr2. I reinstalled it last night, and omg I forgot how much fun it was to rope someone and ride on my horse at full speed.

[dim shell]

nice i love that game that i replay everytime i could

[vernal crater]

My honour bar goes from hight to the lowest after running full speed on my horse in saint Denis

High*

[dim shell]

ye i hate that place while riding horse too

but then i becarefull and never making a mistake ramp through npc again

[vernal crater]

Tho saint denis is the best city for night time with the boys

[dim shell]

ye

i hunt vampire in that place

so it pretty fun

[vernal crater]

Blackwater is fun as well

[dim shell]

true

[solemn halo]

Yo why is uncle here ✌️ 😭

[dim shell]

but the true cowboy place is tumbleweed

[vernal crater]

I think all towns and city's are all good only at night

[dim shell]

why is max payne here

[vernal crater]

@solemn halo shut up Diddy blud

[dim shell]

yes

[solemn halo]

🙏 😭

[dim shell]

chill bro

[solemn halo]

Nah uh

[vernal crater]

Ok

[pure bison]

Hola como eat ass (como estas)

[dim shell]

hi

[vernal crater]

Dustin!!!

Yooo

[pure bison]

Hello there everybody

[dim shell]

hello dustin

[pure bison]

Hello uncle

[solemn halo]

Hello Dustin 🤑 🫱

[dim shell]

i got lumbago dustin

it really serious

[vernal crater]

I got cancer

[dim shell]

[solemn halo]

We all know unc

[pure bison]

Alr ladies im tired of saying hello back

One at a time

[vernal crater]

It's really serious

[solemn halo]

I got ball cancer

[pure bison]

Im not suprised

[vernal crater]

Lol

[solemn halo]

✌️ 🤑

[dim shell]

lol

[dim shell]

🤑

[solemn halo]

🤑

[vernal crater]

[vernal crater]

[devout quartz]

Wsgg yall

[solemn halo]

Sup

[vernal crater]

Jst discovered stickers yall

[chrome zinc]

this is so weird to say

[solemn halo]

How

[pallid wraith]

but why it works?

[solemn halo]

🥹

[vernal crater]

[dim shell]

hi again

[solemn halo]

[devout quartz]

UNCLEE

[dim shell]

howdy

[devout quartz]

[dim shell]

you know what guys so far this is the best server on discord

[vivid stump]

best game i ever played...

ts so goated

holly

[elder goblet]

Should I sell shire?

[dim shell]

why are you telling the truth

[solemn halo]

Have you ever played max Payne?

[dim shell]

yes and then get white arabian

[elder goblet]

The horse

[dim shell]

uncle haved play

i never finish it till the end

[velvet island]

i only played 3 but it was good

[vernal crater]

Guys! Theory time! What if micah wasn't a rat, and Milton just told a lie to break the gang up and spit them up

[elder goblet]

Bruh now I can only afford Morgan

[vivid stump]

they pointing a peak to be a had to be honest uncle

[solemn halo]

3 good but my favorite is 1

[elder goblet]

You fucked me over

[vivid stump]

nah isn't that something like mafia 3 too

might try

[dim shell]

go the lake isabella in grizzle west you will find the better horse

[vivid stump]

white Arabian?

[dim shell]

nope not like that

[elder goblet]

I don’t think I’m that far in I’m in the mission where you sell the horse

[vivid stump]

he lowk overated

gets easily scared

[dim shell]

we hunting like criminal actually in max payne

we a cop ye

[vivid stump]

oww like rdr1 John

[dim shell]

you finished the hosea hunting mission yet

[vivid stump]

ngl might give a try once it is on discount

[dim shell]

if you alr done you can pick up that horse

[velvet island]

that is the mission where you sell the horse lol

[elder goblet]

Not yet I restarted cuz I’m not buying Morgan

[dim shell]

rdr1 i never played it is it good

[solemn halo]

I don't know about that comparison.

[dim shell]

ok good

[dim shell]

sorry uncle though he finished it tho

[velvet island]

i dont think max payne is open world

[dim shell]

true

[solemn halo]

Yeah

Whould be awesome if it was

[velvet island]

it is sick tho

[dim shell]

i should def try la noire

[velvet island]

la noire is underrated

[dim shell]

so cool

[dim shell]

it like manhunt but as a cop

[elder goblet]

Is there anyway I can make enough money to afford one of the good horses? I lowk lost like $80 to a bounty @dim shell

[dim shell]

finding treasure hunter of gold

[elder goblet]

I have gold but I can’t sell it

[dim shell]

sure you can

go to saint denis

[elder goblet]

Am I allowed to go there yet?

[dim shell]

use train

[dim shell]

of course

[elder goblet]

Ok thank you

[dim shell]

just go to the nearest station

[dim shell]

you welcome

[abstract grotto]

Heyya

My goodness

do u lose honor if u shoot people tryna start shit with u

I'm new to the game

😭

[dim shell]

no it does not

if you meat a robber or odrisscol you may have not lose honor