#NF-Who I was
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nothing left of who I thought I was, I was (uh)
I’m..
Stuck in traffic, trying to find my way to a home that i've never known on a gps with no address..
So I follow my heart but my heart is scattered like my fathers ashes in the back of the rental after I dropped his ern
probably a metaphor for everything ive learned
Like how the only love I'll have is gonna crash and burn
Or how the poorest ive felt was after the most ive earned
the biggest lie told is that no one should be concerned
There’s gotta be another highway that don’t lead to hell
A star to lead me through the darkest night like Christian Bale
I hid from God for more than two decades of life
But when i came back to the life, he didnt ask me if im Christian still
just opened up his arms and embraced me like im his son
Erasin' all the archetypes
Of what people like me become
Since I was young my personality split like serpents tongue
but all the poison in my body still aint make me numb
I lost a best friend and felt all that
Cryin' on his open casket while i knelt on that
I had a best man picked out for my wedding but instead of getting married I carried guilt and left all that
a vagabond that broke a bond for boca raton who well along regretted he never kept all that
I left everything behind, but this engagement ring and a frozen heart. I’m standing in the fire to melt all that.
yeah
ash and dust, everything i care about and love, (BURN!) burning up nothing left of who i thought i was. i was
Lash out
Need to take a breath and calm down
try to regulate dont know how
wasnt tought that at my house
Kids of my own I step back.
Hope they dont end up like dad
Stuck in this loop like I am
i, CALLED U, NEVER HEARD BACK. AFTER EVERYTHING WEVE BEEN THRU THE GOOD AND THE BAD U BOUTTA
THROW IT ALL AWAY AND OVERREACT, BECAUSE I OVERREACTED
KARMA I GUESS
MY TEMPER, GETS THE BEST OF ME A PART OF ME THAT
I WISH I KNEW HOW TO GET RID OF ITS AN ISSUE I HAVE
MY M.O SAY I NEED YOU AND I LOVE YOU TO DEATH THEN TURN AROUND GO AND TREAT YOU LIKE YOU NOTHING BUT TRASH I KNOW
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
Sometimes I...
Lash out
Need to take a break and calm down
Wasnt tought that at my house
Kids of my own I step back
Look at their smiles and feel sad.
Hope they dont wined up like dad
Stuck in this loop
Like I am, I-
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