#Hate Myself - NF

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tired topaz
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I don't see you like I should

eternal maple
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You look so misunderstood

tired topaz
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And I wish I could help

eternal maple
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But it's hard when I hate myself

tired topaz
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Pray to God with my arms open

eternal maple
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If this is it, the I feel hopeless

tired topaz
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And I wish I could help

eternal maple
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But it's hard when I hate myself

tired topaz
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Yeah, late nights are the worst for me

eternal maple
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They bring out the worst in me

tired topaz
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Mind runnin', got me feelin like it hurts to think

eternal maple
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If this is all I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me

tired topaz
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All the core beliefs

eternal maple
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And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not my worth it 'cause I'm at a war with peace

tired topaz
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I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me

eternal maple
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Look at the body like you ain't nothin but poor and weak

tired topaz
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It's kinda weird

eternal maple
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Lately I been feelin like I'm the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink

lean portal
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That’s more deceit, more defeat.
Is this really what I was born to be?

spiral girder
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That's what you get for thinking you're unique

tired topaz
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So poor but I’m so wealthy, need help, but you can’t help me

lean portal
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What else can the world sell me,
Tell me lies, I still buy ‘em like they going outta stock,
But it’s not healthy

tired topaz
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I don’t see you like i should

eternal maple
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You look so misunderstood

lean portal
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And I wish I could help

eternal maple
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But it's hard when I hate myself

spiral girder
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Pray to God with my arms open

lean portal
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If this is it, then I feel hopeless

ebon anchor
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i wish i could help

spiral girder
small isle
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Pray to God with my arms oppen

green forum
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If this is it, then I feel hopeless

lean portal
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And I wish I could help

tired topaz
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But it’s hard when I hate myself

lean portal
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Yeah, late nights get the best of me

spiral girder
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They know how to get to me

green forum
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Su*cide thoughts come and go come and go like a guest to me

tired topaz
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But I don’t wanna die, I just wanna get relief

lean portal
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So don’t talk to me like you think I’m so successful but what is success when hope has left you

spiral girder
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I'm not a spokesman, I'm a broken record sick of doing interviews because I hate myself

lean portal
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Come across like it’s so easy but I feel like you don’t need me

spiral girder
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When I feel like you don't need me then I feel like you don't see me and my life has no meaning

green forum
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Hands out, tryna ask for love but when I get it i just pass it up

lean portal
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Throw it away and think about it later digging through the trash for drugs

small isle
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I whish I can give you what you needed but I can't I'm scaed because

lean portal
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I don’t see you like I sho-o-uld

green forum
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You look so misunderstood

lean portal
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And I wish I could help

green forum
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But it’s hard when I hate myself

lean portal
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I walk through the ashes of my passions

celest citrus
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Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket

spiral girder
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Get lost in the questions I can't answer

lean portal
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Can’t stand who I am, but it don’t matter

dim drum
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We scream to be free but I stay captured

tired topaz
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Knee deep in defeat of my own actions

lean portal
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Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking

spiral girder
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Keep speaking to me but I can't have it

lean portal
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But I can’t have it

sand dagger
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Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it

lean portal
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I don’t see you like I sh-o-o-uld

knotty star
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I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help

sand dagger
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But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with wide arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

sand dagger
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Hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself!!

spiral girder
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Right. Which one do we wanna do next?

sand dagger
spiral girder
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We could start with The Search itself

spiral girder
sand dagger
tired topaz
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Yeah, does anybody feel like me?

sand dagger
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Show of hands, I don't need a lot, I just wanna find my peace

lean portal
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Yea, why you throwing rocks? Oh, you wanna to kill my dreams?

sand dagger
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Ok, tell me everything I'm not
You think I didn't know these things
Always been a little lost, and I still might be

lean portal
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Life’s hard but it’s okay

sand dagger
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Watchin' the comments feels like I'm at a court date

lean portal
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How could I complain? With a house like this and car like that in a driveway

sand dagger
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Half of what I say, kinda feels like a dream that I'm gonna wake from someday

lean portal
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Wishing that I pray a little more often and put more time into my faith

sand dagger
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Travel in my brain, WOO!

keen basalt
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Might find damage and no grace

lean portal
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Things that I hold on to but I won’t say things I won’t let go so I chain my soul to the heartbreak

sand dagger
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Havin' a nice day
That's not an average in my case
Stones like cameras in my face
Glamor, it's all fake
Love my job, but it might be odd that I'm here cause I hate fame, yeah

lean portal
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Pain might get to me, throwing threats at me, they can’t tell
Disconnecting me is affecting me, hide that well

small isle
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they'll write checks to me dut don't check on me