#Hate Myself - NF
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You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, the I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin like it hurts to think
If this is all I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not my worth it 'cause I'm at a war with peace
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin like I'm the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That’s more deceit, more defeat.
Is this really what I was born to be?
That's what you get for thinking you're unique
So poor but I’m so wealthy, need help, but you can’t help me
What else can the world sell me,
Tell me lies, I still buy ‘em like they going outta stock,
But it’s not healthy
I don’t see you like i should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
i wish i could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms oppen
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it’s hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Su*cide thoughts come and go come and go like a guest to me
But I don’t wanna die, I just wanna get relief
So don’t talk to me like you think I’m so successful but what is success when hope has left you
I'm not a spokesman, I'm a broken record sick of doing interviews because I hate myself
Come across like it’s so easy but I feel like you don’t need me
When I feel like you don't need me then I feel like you don't see me and my life has no meaning
Hands out, tryna ask for love but when I get it i just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later digging through the trash for drugs
I whish I can give you what you needed but I can't I'm scaed because
I don’t see you like I sho-o-uld
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it’s hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can’t stand who I am, but it don’t matter
We scream to be free but I stay captured
Knee deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking
Keep speaking to me but I can't have it
But I can’t have it
Keeps speaking to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speaking to me but I can't have it
I don’t see you like I sh-o-o-uld
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with wide arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself!!
Right. Which one do we wanna do next?
Idk... Preferably something from the The Search album. That album is amazing
We could start with The Search itself
Down for that or is there another you wanted to start with?
let's do Only
I-I
Can't be the oooonly one who's looonely tonight
No, I-I
Can't be the oonly
Yeah, does anybody feel like me?
Show of hands, I don't need a lot, I just wanna find my peace
Yea, why you throwing rocks? Oh, you wanna to kill my dreams?
Ok, tell me everything I'm not
You think I didn't know these things
Always been a little lost, and I still might be
Life’s hard but it’s okay
Watchin' the comments feels like I'm at a court date
How could I complain? With a house like this and car like that in a driveway
Half of what I say, kinda feels like a dream that I'm gonna wake from someday
Wishing that I pray a little more often and put more time into my faith
Travel in my brain, WOO!
Might find damage and no grace
Things that I hold on to but I won’t say things I won’t let go so I chain my soul to the heartbreak
Havin' a nice day
That's not an average in my case
Stones like cameras in my face
Glamor, it's all fake
Love my job, but it might be odd that I'm here cause I hate fame, yeah
Pain might get to me, throwing threats at me, they can’t tell
Disconnecting me is affecting me, hide that well
they'll write checks to me dut don't check on me