#The Search
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I don’t know it’s alright
I’ve been dealin’ with some things like every human being, and really didn’t sleep much last night
hey nate hows life
I’m sorry
that's fine
I just think I need a little me time
I just think I need a little free time
Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah
Last year I had a breakdown
thoughts telling me "I'm lost" getting too loud
Had to see a therapist, then I found out
Something funny's going on up in my house
Yeah, I started thinkin' maybe I should move out
You know, pack my car, take a new route
You know, pack my car, take a new route
Clean up my yard, get the noose out
Hang up my heart, let it air out
I’ve been searching, “What does that mean, Nate?” I’ve been learning
Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens
well i got a few with me, im not perfect, looking at the views like this concerns me picking up the cues right, im quite nervous, hate it when i lose sight
Life gets blurry and things might hurt me
It's prolly gonna be a long journey but
Hey! It’s worth it though, cold world out there kids grab your coats.
Been a minute I know now I'm back to roam
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
Pretty vivid I admit it I'm in classic mode
Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone
Talkin down to me I'ma have to crack your nose for cracking jokes
I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it?
You seen it.
Been making a whole lot of changes
Wrote a song about that, you should play it
I get scared when i walk on these stages
and look at crowd and see so many faces
Yeah, that's when I start to get anxious.
That’s when my thoughts can be dangerous
That’s when I put on my makeup and drown in self hatred, forget what I’m saying
Where’d the beat go?
Oh ain't that sum' drums came in you ain't seen that coming hands on my face can't tell me nothing
got a taste of the fame, had pump my stomach
Throw it back up, like, I don’t want it
wipe my face clean up my vomit
OCD tryna push my buttons, I said don't touch it
now yall dome it
I can be critical never typical
Intricate with every syllable, I’m a criminal
Intimate but never political pretty visual
Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though.
You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
leave you deep in doubt, i could never swim in the kiddie pool
Way that I been thinkin is cinematic it's beautiful
man idk if im makin movies or music videos (videos)
Yeah da sales can rise
doesnt mean much though when your health declines
See we all got something that we trapped inside that we try to suffocate you know hoping it dies
try to hold it underwater but it always survives, then it comes up outta nowhere like an evil suprise
then it hovers over you and tell you millions of lies, you don't relate to that? must not be as crazy as I am
the point I’m making is the mind is a powerful place
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
its pretty cool right? yeah but its not always safe
Just hang with me this will only take a moment ok
Think about it for a second
If you look at your face
every day when. you get up and think youll never be great
you'll never be great
not because your not but the hate, WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO CUT YOU UP AND MURDER YOUR FAITH, WHOO
I'VE BEEN DEVELOPIN, TAKE A LOOK AT THE BENEFITS
NOTHIN TO MEDAL WITH I COULD NEVER BE DELICATE
AM I EVEN RELEVANT? THAT DEPENDS HOW YOU MEASURE IT
TAKE A MEASUREMENT THEN BAG IT UP AND GIMMIE THE EVIDENCE
PRETTY EVIDENT, DEPENDABLE CAN NEVER BE TENTATIVE
IM A GENTLEMEN, DEPENDING ON IF I THINK YOUR GENUINE
PRETTY ELEGANT, BUT NOT AFRIAD TO TELL YOU TO GET A GRIP
PROPER ETIQUETTE, I KEEP IT TO MY SELF WHEN I CELEBRATE AHHH
IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN
BETTER GRAB YOUR BALLOONS AND INVITE YOUR FRIENDS
SEATB3LS BACK ON, YEAH, STRAP 'EM IN
LOOK AT ME EVERYBODY IM SMILIN BIG
ON A ROAD RIGHT NOW THAT I CAN'T PREDICT
TELL ME TONE THAT DOWN, BUT I CANT RESIST
Y'ALL KNOW THAT SOUND, BETTER RAISE YOUR FIST
THE SEARCH BEGINS,
I'M BACK, SO ENJOY THE TRIP, HUH!