like this - nf

[upbeat anchor]

holding back, I’ve always been good at that

[plain stag]

unattached, waiting for whats coming next

[upbeat anchor]

I feel more together when I am a mess

[fading halo]

Wrong line bud.

Things I know I should address I feel more together when I am a mess

[plain stag]

That's for moments that just came and went

Made amends with you, then you overstepped

[lost cradle]

that’s a line you shoulda never crossed you got no respect

[fading halo]

Stop with all the threats

[lost cradle]

i feel like the more i get to know you i just know you less

[lavish vector]

Another city I don't know well

[upbeat anchor]

feeling too much like my old self

[upbeat anchor]

(I’m sorry for messing this up but i see you everywhere correcting everyone and thank you but at the same time please don’t be disrespectful about it<3)

[fading halo]

Backslidin’ backslidin

[fading halo]

Just don’t get it wrong 💀

[upbeat anchor]

(I apologized? I’m sorry.. I just don’t get why you have to be mean about it.)

[fading halo]

I ain’t tryna be mean about it. Im just sayin how it is

[upbeat anchor]

that’s fine. I just think you should just simply correct them and not add anything to it

[fading halo]

That is exactly what I do

[upbeat anchor]

not really..

[fading halo]

Open your eyes 🙃

[upbeat anchor]

there’s something called anxiety

adding “bud” makes it sound mean to me personally as a person who overthinks a lot

I’m sorry I’m just stating what I think

[fading halo]

Sorry ‘bout that bud. Im Canadian, it’s the way I talk.

[upbeat anchor]

plus this is a server based around a guy who raps about mental illness you should be more aware

anyways

got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill

[fading halo]

Too much time alone is when it gets real

[hazy python]

Future doesn't pop up, then the past will

[thin portal]

Upside that's a rear view, now i'm going downhill

[fading halo]

Don’t know who I’m close with goin through the motions

[hazy python]

Don't know who to trust when I...

[fading halo]

I lie to myself and I

[summer eagle]

sorry to break the chain but i’m also canadian (quebecois) and who even says bud lol

[fading halo]

Quebec doesn’t count bud

[summer eagle]

wtf do you mean quebec doesn’t count

want me to start with the tabarnak

[fading halo]

I have no idea what the fuck that is

Doesn’t mean anything to me

[fading halo]

I mean Quebec is French, doesn’t count.

[summer eagle]

um ok true ig

[upbeat anchor]

I can’t handle it

[fading halo]

Why do I waste waste so much time

[upbeat anchor]

on things that I can’t fix?

[unkempt island]

All these things I hold inside, I just can’t forget

[hazy python]

Thought that I could let this go

[unkempt island]

But I ain’t know that it would be like this