#REVAMP IN PROGRESS (Amdu Tavern)
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real af
Amdu
I was only able to pump out my adopt
You can do the thing
Might try and draw another one
maybe i just need a coffee or smtg
hshshs also maybe thinking rebranding my profile instead of amdusias but hrmmmm
i’ve got in my mind
- execution of Zagan’s Cult and member reconstruction
- remodeling image and name
- new pfp (christmas)
- things i haven’t done yet
Still muddled about this
but hahdhdjdhshshs just gotta wait for saturday ig
but i do know i might change to Asmodeus instead of Amdusias just because they a cooler goetia but eh idk
but then i have to draw that up but eh
i’ll see
probs gonna keep amdusias or smtg
dubdhdhdhdhd
butcher vanity is the most listened song
uhm i blame you
as you probably should actually
my listens on youtube are a lot different than on spotify so i'd have to grab my spotify wrapped as well as youtube music rewind
why was my top song temperature by sean paul
idk what that is
but uh
idk
wait lemme listen cuz i might know
nvm i remember this
😭😭😭😭
why wasnt gorillaz #1 ive literally listened to so much gorillaz it's dumb
LMAO true
how was it friggin sean paul that was #1
alr time to check out my yt music
oh my wHAT
"YOU LISTENED TO THEM 58X AS MUCH AS THE AVERAGE LISTENER" IM CRYING
DEAR LAWD
SOBBING WHY THEY SAY I WAS A THEATRE KID WHEN I WAS JUST LISTENING TO HAZBIN HOTEL SONGS
because let's be real does anybody but theater kids actually like that series
🥺 yes
I’m not even a theatre kid
I just like demon lore
I WOULD RANT AN ENTIRE DAY
about hazbin hotel and helluva boss BUT
it’s not allowed here because it’s an 18+ show
KIDS READING THIS DO NOT WATCH IT
but ur opinion is invalid :) /j i love u and ur opinion matters
that’s ok
if you don’t like it it’s cool
but i like indie projects
except murder drones
i’m not getting into that 💀
ive never had the motive to get into something like murder drones
but because i like demons aesthetically, i just like the hh and hb line
o i can handle dark jokes, theyre my favorite kind even
it's just that
i rewatched the pilot recently and i didnt laugh a single time
im sure one of my bryn commissions paints a perfectly good picture of how i looked throughout the entire pilot
found one
-# art by litelikesart
HAHSHSHSH VALID
IT WAS VERY DRY
helluva boss fits my style more
cuz it’s free
and it has gay men
<3
i do love the gays,,,
they uhm
released this episode on sunday
and they revealed this character
and he’s such a hottie 😭
like i would burn an entire village for him
same
I think most do here
yeah we do
wait
who let you back in here?
HOW DID U GET IN?
I BLAME BRYNDDSS
Updates:
New ocs for Legacy of The Dragon (crownbearer)
Serena - Bluebird
Harvey - Chameleon
Steben - Ferret
I’ll make them when I can
and I’ll update the rest
Outlines for Bifrons, Camio and Amari
Bifrons (She/They) - Goat Follower - Just a Regular Follower Ig? Maybe?
Camio (He/Him) - Crow Follower - Right Hand Man for Zagan (Or more?) - Sword User
Amari (She/her) - Axolotl Follower - Disciple Follower - Healer
Maybe i'll do these tomorrow or sat
And we'll be bringing back SOME OCS
:)
i know who ur talking about
lalalalalaaalala
i love the crow hes giving klunko
HSHSHHS I MEAN FAIR
they are both crows i believe
and he has both arms
HSHDAOPIWHBIOAWB HES HOTTTTTT
also i've been replaying the song for the entire day
just wish it was on spotify though
its only the sam haft ver
ONLY THE HH ONES 
and house of asmodeus
S1 ep8 will forever be my favourite episode
I feel like sometimes the songs are forced into an episode
but that one was literally so perfect
this is very true
i think the latest episode did that
yeah i felt that way but bryces voice is beautiful enough that i didnt mind
i want more fizz songss

didn't we get like 4 froggy songs?
we did but i NEED MOREEE
VALID
im in love with everything alex brightman
raghghghhghghghg i love him
kvsbfikjbioadbiow same
hazbin is actually good i hate when people dont watch it for like having demons or they dotn like musicals
i think the apology tour song from stolas was uh very forced

anyways, imma like hardcore give him lore
cuz he's extremely important
also because he has to be a crow due to the lore behind Lesser Key of Solomon's Camio
cuz this is camio
in the lesser key of solomon
Explain
RIGHTT but it was fire
IT WAS BUT WHAT IS VERO AND TEX DOIN IN THE BACK 
i require more cristina songs because bone town is so good omd
YES
what is tex doing there at all
IKR
what is tex doing half the time
i like him
but like half the time he's like
cardboard

dragged everywhere
but he's so goofy
Idk if my tastes changed or if the show got worse but I feel like Helluva Boss fell off
It felt random that hes dating bee
I agree its not as good
it kinda has
i think vivzie put all her energy in hazbin and then shat all over helluva
i kinda liked helluva WHEN THEY DIDNT THROW SONGS EVERYWHERE 
theres problems with both tho cus the pacing in hazbin sucks
it does
and then helluva became a musical every episode but the songs arent like hazbins
Maybe it's improved in in the latest episodes idk
i think ghostf*ckers was probably the worst episode
hazbins songs extend the plot
Guh?
helluvas are just songs
it let me down it looked so cool in the trailer
IKR
millie!!!!
Ghost what now
MILLIE
LMAO THATS THE NAME OF THE EPISODE
but tbf it seems like they didnt give enough pacing for the latest episode but it was a banger
cuz it had some funny bits
and the song is really good
all my homies hate andrealphus
oh hell yeah
throw in stella too
i hate her too
i hate both of them
they can burn for all i care
I forgive her
Stella is a queen
i think i just adore her design and voice
fair
striker 😍
do not get me started
(I haven't seen any of the latest episodes)
I stopped watching after that episode where Stolas's little spawn gets lost in the real world
S2 E2?
Maybe
CUTI3S
YAAAAA

TYYYY
Oh I missed Amdu art
LMAO
yes
HES JUST AN OWL WITH LONG LEGS
we should show tay
Apparently he loves astronomy
a lot of ars goetia indulge in astronomy
funnily enough
And herbalism and shiny rocks apparently
i think andrealphus does as well
Allocer
Stolas
Andrealphus
Furcas
and Morax
these 5 teach astronomy
Yk a lot of these demons just seem like chill guys
they really do
Thats the owl headed dude w the sword right?
on a wolf yeah
Apparently he is very not chill
he's never chill
I'll be hanging out with Stolas then, we'll be talking about stars, plants, and shiny rocks
I'll be hanging with Camio too
Lil thrush bro
He teaches people how to understand animals
Ok I'm going back to bed
ok gn
goodnight
i snuck in.
banishes you back to the sixth dimension
NO-
hehehe
anyways
Begone!
What kinda drink
we feeling adventurous today or we just vibing?
Just fuck me up bro
Gimme some paint thinner
I have coffee
uh sure i guess
🪣
Paint thinner cocktail moment
Thanks dog
I wanna go to Australia it's so fucking cold here
Amdu pass the sun our way its been like 30 something for the past week straight
-13C
it’s just 22c here
Its 3c
Omw!/j
LMAO
swap??
omw/j
BIRB
good luck!!!
i gtg work
good luck!
@young hearth probs the most proud of
YAYAYAYA
TY
i have uhm more but HSHSHSH it got buried
lemme find em
or not
i have to go back to work

TYYY
I THINK THESE ARE ALL I CAN YHINK OF
is it bad i wanna record myself singing that one infamous christmas song 😈😈😈
-# yeah the mariah carey one
BARRICADES THE DOOR
:3
Oooo cor
🌽
I've summoned a birb to help Tay
ITS CAMIO
COR
feeds tay corn
:>
:>
alr I forgive you now
u not u when ur hungy /ref
YAYYY
me rn
😭
that's my lunch actually thank you
THEY'RE BACK FOR LEGACY OF THE DRAGON (Zagan's Cult)
If you can remember their names, i'll gibe a gold star
Ophyrs - Dingo Follower - Follower ig
Darling Tonia - Jackalope Follower - Builder and Decorator
Nepenthes - Firefly Follower - Cult's Tactician
-# i mightve sent it to the rat shack on accident and now my face is all red but its ok
DEVOURS

NOM NOM NOM
OM NOM NOM
HSHSHSHS OK LEMME SEE IF I GOT INE
この曲は軽蔑や飽和、解放の意味がある「もういいよ」という言葉を主軸に最近の考えを込めました。三種のチーズ的な感じです。
生きてると誰しも『人前スイッチ』みたいな設定がきっとあって、
それは一種の進化ではあるけど進歩ではないと言いたいなと思い制作いたしました。
「私の前では素でいてね」なんて素でいれない人にしか言われたことないですし、
「ひらけごま」って無理やり心の扉を開けさせようとしてくる感じが苦手だなと考えてしまいます。
こっちの心を開けたいんだったら「私の影の部分までをあなたの目で照らしてよく見てみてほしい」と思いました。
やいやいやいやい言いやすい世の中だからこそ、とりあえず許されてる間は世の中を敵にして言っちゃえばいいのではないかと思います。
怒られたらやめましょうね。
数年後...
I think levi said this one before
but might as well
The other one is Mastermind
This is the song titled "Mastermind" from the recent episode of HELLUVA BOSS, titled "MASTERMIND // S2: Episode 11". This song is written and produced by Sam Haft and Andrew Underberg with additional orchestration by Dominic Fallacaro, and performed by Bryce Pinkham, Brandon Rogers, and Patrick Page.
#helluvaboss #helluvabossseason2 #seasontwo ...
mastermind!
Oh no

idk if it’s me but it’s a lot quieter in the art thread than usual but that might just be me
probs just me
I think it is
yeah
Making Mac n cheese for breakfast
probably not, but I have a giant salad for dinner tonight so I'll risk it :3
sleep well!

whats up?
nah just cleaning day
and i was cleaning my room while my brother was lying on his own bed and he left all these boxes in the hallway
blocking my room too
and i got cardboard cut by one but im fine
then he just says "come into my room and clean the mess you made" when i've been cleaning his room for the past 2-3 weeks
im just super pissedd that he's super lazy
then he proceeds to throw his junk into my room
im just not having the best day today
its kinda petty but it infuriates me
No that sounds annoying
yeah...
I'm glad he apologized
ya
we oki now
yippie!
but it did muck up my brain cuz i had this amazing oc idea
cuz i thought of an idea
of a rival crownbearer for Zagan
legit Asmo/Asmodeus
Red Crownbearer as well
Bull?
Uses Gauntlets but shaped with goat horns. Kinda if u had vi from arcane’s gauntlets
oooooooo
yippie!
yippiee
also i got this baby yesterday <3333
awwww
also have an idea for a tau alternate for LoTD
oooooo


just a quick sketch of asmo
IT LOOKS SO GOOFY
BUT IT OUTLINES WHAT I KINDA SEE
aqwwww
HSHSHS I HAVE TO FIX THIS LATER
YEAHHHH
Doing what again?
I probably had the worst day at work today
My company sprung 3 emergency orders at 3pm today and I had to work on them until 5:30pm. I finish at 4pm…
i haven’t even finished 1 so i’m doing it tmrw (machine broke down and i was stressing out how to fix it) but i want to die
Oh, cool 
🍻
Hey amdu
Hi zen
What's up
yeah but i need to nap or smtg cuz being an acting manager is💀
My manager (very chill) wasn’t here cuz she had to do smtg
so uhm I just did bookkeeping and orders for the entire day
💀 some company ordered 180 boxes of- just sauce
😭
so yeah that approximates to almost 1500 jars to get ready
You work in a warehouse or sm?
yeah.
LMAO
Sorry, I'm real tired, I thought you were saying your acting manager was 💀
GET SOME SLEEP /lh
Can't
why r u doing laundry at this time? 
fair
also this
FR
Eve - "Ambivalent" Music Video
♢ Eve New Album 「おとぎ」 2019.02.06 IN STORES
web:http://eveofficial-otogi.com/
・iTunes
https://itunes.apple.com/jp/album/1449549681?l=ja&ls=1&app=itunes
・Apple Music
https://itunes.apple.com/jp/artist/1080967231
・Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/58oPVy7oihAEXE0Ott6JOf
♦ CD
-アウトサイダー
-トーキョーゲットー
-アンビバレント
-...
Song of the week
cuz i can’t be bothered for each day
ooooooo
I love Eve
hshshs I like eve but not to a big extent
AMDU
hiii
it does
I love the little fellow
The goblin man
I've only got a handful of followers atm I should get to work on that some time
I've got Astrid the Pilgrim and Jorgren the First and that's it
this is nepenthes' design before
astrid,,,,,,,,
Goblin!!!
i think i have a comic as well
HSHSHSHS MY NEW PFP IS TOO WHITEEEE
IT BLENDS IN TOO WELL ON ITSELFFFF
AND THATS BADDD
BUT IM TOO CEEBS TO COLOUR IT INNNNN
IM CRYING AND SHITTING
what new pfp...?
oh i changed it back
huzzah
i...uh...okay.
👀
who let you in
thats right /j
I canr huzzah that loud yet
i just woke up plus my throat wold shread

staring excitedly instead
ah...fair enough.
also you’re*
doing it wrong
HUZZAHHHH

i can see it just fine.
not when u zoom it down
eh that could be fair...why didn't you colour it? was it too hard?
i’m lazy
AWWWWWW
You draw him so goobee/pos
THANKEEE
NO PROBLEMMMMMM
HELP LMAO
Astro bot did have an update and you can get PlayStation Spider-Man and ||rayman|| as bots now
Fair
mainly because my tv is broken
oh no
nah it’s mainly cuz my family hasn’t used it in a while
and by a while
i mean probably a few years
we got phones now
ohhhhhh
anyone know what this bug is? it looks kinda cool
:(
A FUCKING SILVERFISH??
EWWW
HES VERY SPECIAL TO ME BE NICE
meanwhile my brother is in the clinic getting his teeth cleaned
his teeth are very sensitive so i just hear him screaming
yeah-
do they not do numbing for cleanings like that...?
That's a silverfish
If cleanings are too deep or too painful we will sometimes do a little bit of numbing at my clinic
What about SRPs/deep cleanings
I wanna get my teeth cleaned again but I got them cleaned when I got my braces so like 2 months ago
WISH ME
LUCK
NO CAVITIES
JUST BLEEDING GUMS i eat a lot of sweets
that and my mouth won’t stop tensing lmao
Good job!
that and i enjoy pain :) /lh
PATS

PATSSS
ohhh?
OPG
OPH?
OPG****
LMAO
I hope it all looks good though
hopefully
but my wisdom’s been a bitch these past few months
so many
i think my bot right has erupted
i’m hoping it’s not a collision
but i didn’t get fluoride this time
just polishing with the putty
yummy
The putty is always so bad here
idk mine is red clay putty lmao
maybe cherry
Ohhh like for you to get your teeth out?
yaurrrr
Referrals work a bit differently here I think
i think so too
Here we take x rays and then send to person out to get the actual procedure
oh
i have to go to a different place for xrays
so i get consultation from dentist
referral to x ray place
do the x ray
go back to dentist for extraction
fair
but my dad has xrays, just not a powerful one
so for more in depth ones i have to go to a different place
ahhhh makes sense!
me when i know im getting old when i get out of bed and my back goes an entire CRKKKK
nah it’s an immersive so they paint a picture
That’s what I was trying to say but I forgot the name
😨
eh might as well chuck this in now i’m done
same
aww nice
yeah i do some art but i also focus on my ocs
doing lineless is very challenging
still developing some ocs
i honestly believe lined is a little more challenging
just because the outline kinda sometimes ruins it
but also lineless isn’t definitive enough
i think you can help hide that by colouring your lines
it does but it’s a hassle
fair, i dont do it very often
cuz then alpha lock screws up
i wish i was more consistent with sharing all my art to one place
like i got some on tumblr, some on toyhouse, some on bsky but not all on one site
ya dont have to share everywhere tbf
ppl on tumblr seemed to like my cotl art but so far all ive posted is nari and lamb art
and i ought to draw more than that soon
stupid question by wdym by that
oh i do that alot
100%
yeah
but yea honestly its just like
its so hard to come up with ideas on the spot
i assume i wasnt the only one who assumed artists just pictured what they wanted to draw in their heads and put it onto paper

i genuinely just assumed like cause i couldnt do that, i could never draw properly
-# i do that 😭
I do that in a sense but
like huh this. didnt not turn out how i wanted it to
LMAO fair
if the one piece was so good wheres the two piece??? /j
same
don’t want to never will

but anyways i saw ur art, its p good
aww thanks
but really in perspective don’t think art is like a chore
My one piece alarm is going off weewoo weewoo
it’s really what you think
NAURRRR
oh i dont its just the process can sometimes be challenging so i end up drawing alot of "safe" art
“safe” 💀
LMAOOOO
i usually use circles to outline proportions
i usually find a pose and either generally follow it by drawing my own figure or i just uh
k
understandable
keeps me right w/ proportions n such though as long as i do it right
mhm
and thats what i meant by simple drawings, just keep the perspective straight on
like you would generally do for reference art?
so finished my last day of work for the year
i traded
8 hours of pain
for two manors
mangos*
SKETCHIESSSS
still gotta get some kinks and stuff to fix
but like i drew a happy potato and thats probably the best thing ive drawn

but now i have depression now
my brain all wonk
and the paranoia is getting to me
hopefully i can go through the day without the demons getting to me
thank you o-o
maybe its the overload of stress
i mean i worked four days in a row
brain empty
drained
but whatev
im just happy to stay at home for once
wait is this a boondocks ref? idk im so muddled rn
probs the caffeine withdrawal hitting me
Not intentionally
I think they say "I like ya and I want ya" in the show
Amdoodoo
Gimme a character ref I'll draw em when I get home
Give you sm to look forward to ig
ig but im like so like-'
uhhhhhhhhh
closest thing i can say
is that i got hit by the silly sauce
i feel like sliding off my chair and lying on the floor
maybe go lay in bed then?
chill out n such, better to pass out there than at your desk
noooo i dont wannaaaaaaaaaaa get in bedddsaipognasikgnas
i already beennsnn on it toooo longaosdbaowbdwa
i've been sleeping too much
i dont want to
idk
i just wanna chill but also i want to go ravenous
and eat smtg or do smtg idk
you can eat and chill
if u feeling bad just take time to yourself and dont feel guilty about it
idk im just feeling bad about a lot of things
and they are catching up
im just confuzzled
idk puppet strings ig
like my body is moving but my mind is elsewhere
but im just being crazy
but im always crazy so im not sure at this point...
Man, I haven't seen the stars in ages.
Thank you so much for this beautiful view of the cosmos. 
Uh no worries
Hehe
i was walking through some neighbourhood at 9pm
with my friends telling them spooky stories
:))) they scared shitless
Im going to be taking a break from this server in general for some…reasons
I don’t know when im coming back but I’d just want some alone time to myself. That’s all.
Not that anyone probably cares
Not that it’s anyone’s fault. Probably mine if it was one at fault but I request not to dm me unless you absolutely want to.
Take care Amdusias!
cya, hope youre alright
Merry Christmas Everyone 🎄🎄🎄
Merry Christmas!
I’m still trying to group myself though. Just wanted to say merry christmas to everyone
Take care of yourself, dude!
Mery christmasA
So uhm. you’re probably wondering why I’ve gone on this break.
I just uhm needed some time alone because I just needed a mental reset.
I love everyone here but sometimes i feel like im hurting people or I get paranoid and stuff.
Mental breakdown, Existential crisis, sobbing, you know the stuff.
I just feel bad.
I just feel like most of the time I’m just bad. To people and to me.
Not sure why, not sure how.
I feel like i’m just wild in general.
Like it feels disgusting watching me do the things i’ve done previously.
So- I’ve just been going out and just doing stuff to take my mind out of it.
Not that I hate people here but I just feel like a bitch.
I know it’s Christmas and I know it should be a happy mood, but I just wanted to get it out there.
And yes I’m fine now
I haven’t been drawing since like forever
just been getting out of the house
I get that way too
in the sense that?
That sometimes I feel like I suck and everyone else around me is just being nice
it really does
Yeah idk why brains do that kind of stuff
It's like, we're all on the same team here, right? No need to be like that
Yeah-
I'm saying that to say that ur not alone
but it’s like-
sometimes i feel like a narcissistic bitch for no reason and then i feel like cardboard the next
it’s like-
“Hey body pick something already”
REAL
ofc i rather not be any of them and they flare up randomly
Like if you're gonna tell me I suck, at least be consistent, right?
YEAH
but I’ve been just been super depressed that I may have-
||uhm been drinking but not a self destructive amount||
it’s not healthy I know i just wanted to drink the sorrows out
Oh yea don't do that
but I’m just staving off it now
You don't need me to say don't do that but
ofc yeah
It gets to the point where you rely on it
Lawl that's good
If I'm honest Amdu, at MOST I can find you a little irritating from time to time (just like everyone else on this Earth)
Ofc, that's the whole thing with anxiety. Fears don't have to be founded for them to eat at you
no that’s fine
i understand
I rather you be honest with me
than actually just shit talk my back because i can improve
well not well
but it’s something
Oh no I mean
I find everyone irritating from time to time, it's just part of being human
Despite all that, I do think you're alright lol
And I'm usually a pretty good judge of character! /vpos
Lol you're all good big man!
😭
I swear every time I meet someone new I can tell their entire personality and whether or not I'm gonna like em based on their first couple messages
God i wish i had that, I rush into things and muck it up
it’s what ruined my first relationship
Old me was just god awful toxic
Wise men say only fools rush in...
Dude same?
I was a habitual liar and a narcissist for a LONG time and it ruined like every relationship I had
OMG SAME 💀
Took FOREVER to drag myself out of that pit once I realized I sucked
it really does
You’re so focused on yourself being a pinnacle that you don’t realise the damage you cause
And by the time you do, you've already hurt so many people









I’m sorry for being irritating though