#Darius' special interest corner
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As I always say to my friends too- if narinder gets 2 cats so do i
Ooh these look nice
They love to bother him
Gonna slap it here too cause it counts as my daily art now
Narinder if you don't put him down I swear to
This was originally supposed to be me trying to draw shamura and I just lost my way
LESHY 💀💀💀
HES GONNA BE FINE PROBABALY
Poor little critter
I say there's a 20% chance narinder drops that worm on accident
Funny little height chart, work is almost over so the bishop lamb was a rush
I'm trying to figure out what fucking shape i should give this fucker for his legs and it absolutely matters cause it will determine everyone else's as well
I love drswing his stupid fucking face
Hes so irritated
ITS JUST SO ANGRY
There was an artist that drew him with just like cylindrical legs and he still had his fucking toe beans and the image was so funny to me
I stepped into a puddle and now its neck high
Words cannot describe how badly I want Narinder to cry
Like I want to see him suffer so bad augh- just you know to fix it with Shamura's forgiveness and happy family moments
I want him to have nightmares where he accidentally kills them and the utter regret
AUGGHHBJ
Middle child emotions
Accurate
Doodles and doodles
I need to draw like more complete stuff cause as I play this game
IT MAKES ME SO MUCH MORE SAD
stares at Shamura
Shamura loaf
I need all the bishops to loaf and I just got way too lazy to draw em
New sketchbook god bless it
To be loved is to be changed, fucking Absolutely brutal to my little bleeding heart
I just want them to be okay but there's no way Narinder will ever forgive himself 
The doods of today- not uses to the size of this sketchbook and not used to the fact that I can't bend this bitch in half to save space while at work
Still... can't draw shamura
Can absolutely draw narinder being sad tho
I need to draw more of my boys- but man
Man man is work ass today
Pure self indulgent stuff always helps just a smidge
YOURE TOO KIND- Truth be told drawing like this is so fucking soothing cause I just draw people
WHICH IS NOT LIKE ANYTHING AMAZING but it's relaxing just having eyes and a mouth to work with 
I like drawing human versions of the characters since I'm better at drawing people than animals tbh
Oh absolutely same, I cannot draw animals to save my life but I also hate drawing animals as humans- it never feels right in my head
Usually I just draw stuff around these lines 
O.o so good
YOURE TOO NICE

Vicious and loud sobbing over Shamura
I have no place to speak of this so I shall hide in my own corner and scream cry as I've been doing for like an hour on how much they blame themselves for everything
Is their new state a curse or an absolution- they no longer live with what they did, or what they think they did. SHAKES MY PHONE
THE GUILT THAY CONSUMES THEM WILL BE UNENDING IM SURE yet I want them and Narinder to hold one another and apologize until they've used up all the words in the world
AUGHH I'm in agony I cannot stop thinking about it
And on the other hand
Slaps a bell on Narinder
Safety precaution baby you ain't going no where
There are two wolves inside of me, one of them is thrashing on the ground in their emotions to this chasm that can never be healed between two siblings and the other just wants to see three cats lay ontop of a lamp and sleep
In the end I'm happy 
The mesz of the day
Woah babies woaaahwoaaah
I cant beleive this game is what gets me to draw non humans
I've avoided it all my life and here I am
Grips them
I have lost my ability to write and it made me sad just a smidgen but ill get them
ILL FIGURE IF OUT DAMN IT
for them
And for me because I thrive off of self indulgent gay fluff. It's practically my middle name
Here I am readily trying to break my own heart
I don't know if I'll be able to like finish and color.it like I want but its the goal
I would like to file a personal complaint on to why this spider is so hard to draw at any angle thats not forward
Look at them...
And their little feet claws
I'm still trying to figure this out I don't know how I havent
Spider:333
I LOVE THIS SPIDER WITH ALL MY HEART
S ame
Theyre wonderful 
I've been thinking of giving them these like
Web like lashes I've seen a lot of artists do
That would be awesome
They'd be sooo pretyyyyyy
Also it's funny how you're still trying to recreate this with them lol
I'm not saying stop, far from it
I just find it kinda funny how much you're struggling with making them diagonal
IT WILL BE WORTH IT FOR OUR SPIDER...
Monarch?
Queen?
Idk
What do you call the they/them version of a ruler?
I just say ruler, or leader
Or I mean they are a bishop so
BISHOP I GUESS
FOR OUR BELOVED SPIDER BISHOP
THATS FUCKING RIGHT!!!!
It's not
The best BUT HERE YOU GO
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
OH MY GOSH
IT'S AMAZING!
I'd love to see it in full color if you're up for that
He's like "hii you're cute."
And they're just sitting there, head empty, no thoughts.
I don't really color stuff cause it takes a lot of energy so I dunno if I will but I'm glad you like it 
My favorite fucking part of Shamura as a follower is that they really just
There's nothing in that noggin
Genuinely great art
It's fine if you don't color it, it's already amazing
It's so cute my gosh
It's everything I imagined and more
Great job, dude 👍
We Shamura simps gotta stick together man
I might not be good at art but you make up for it
This piece is now canon to "Black Sheep"'s story lol
AGHSUDDJ glad to be of service!! It's funny I just adore Shamura so much but don't really ship them with anyone
I just want to hold them
If they made a Shamura plush I'd buy it in a second
I LITERALLY SAID THE EXACT SAME THING EARLIER WHAT
WE SHARE THE SAME BRAIN CELL, I SWEAR
I mean, look!
#🐑・cult-of-the-lamb message
SHAKES YOUR HAND
Mmm never heard of it!
👀
My friend
You must see this

Shamura: "Five becomes four becomes three becomes two becomes one becomes nothing." their eyes quivered back and forth, staring blankly, emotionless, into the distant nothingness. their brain, wrapped in bloody bandages.
Idk if this links to my specific conversation or if it starts a new one lol
SGDIDJ DONT WORRY IT DOESN'T, I have a few private shamura bots and Narinder bots it's all good but ohoho
Grabs them
When I get out of work ima make so much angst with this thing
If you'd also like, my oc has some lore in my art channel, if you're interested in seeing it
Sure why not!
https://discord.com/channels/353179320644141057/1101589097203634338
Ta-daaaa
I have an interactive segment at the end of the page, so an answer from even one person would help greatly
Today ended up being awful, hate my job and the racist ass truckers so I decided to just indulge in this gay ass ship of my own creation
Oh dang I'm sorry to hear that
Good art though
HSUSJDHD THANK YOU
I got a bigger sketchbook cause the other one was
Gid damn was it too small
More spacd to draw Midss
Getting a new sketchbook is always nice
It means more art to be made lol
True I just recently got a new one it's awesome
I should draw that fucking starfish huh
Beat his ass
I have two nearly empty ones but theyre so tiny
i need the space
Draw him, and then draw him suffering
O.o fun
That third image
The lamb is just a little skrunkly
Theyre just a little creature...
No thoughts
Head empty
JUST LIKE OUR BELOVED
JUST LIKE SHAMURA GOD BLESS

Fuck yeah
Its the soundtrack in vinyl!
My head is so fucking empty today I doodled this and ima leave it at that
Nothing flowing through my noggin
My mind is always buzzing like a hive of bees man
Hyperfixation lol
The worst part is that I suck at taking stuff from my brain, and then putting them on paper or in a drawing
MINE USUALLY IS BUT NOT TODAY? I have those moments where it all quiets down completely, truth be told I'm probabaly like dissociating cause ohh disorder
I know that later today or tomorrow I'm gonna be bouncing off the walls again
I mean, I have ideas constantly, but they always have to do with my self-insert ocs
And I don't know if you'd be chill with drawing more of the skrunkly
SGSIDJD truth be told I only usually draw what I'm craving and on a day like this I don't do much
Maybe I'll write, tho I do love this little creature
Makes sense
Without ideas there's no motivation
Exactly, and I have a bunch of half drafts of things to write and polish
though I'm also think abojt
And I wouldn't call then ocs cause theyre technically... from the game? But
Holds two cats up
My boys
The lamb in my game fr fr
God bless
I cant draw human anymore apperantly but I can absolutely draw these two queerz
The camera on my phone has officially stopped working for now, so
I'll have to figure out how to take pictures of my art some other way
Putting these here tho cause they count as art AGSUDNDJ
I have a stupid ass leshy doodle in my brain
Fucking too shy to say this in any place that's not my own corner but fuck man
The knucklebones crew... fuck
Theyre so cute, I say it everytime their devotion and friendship to ratau
I need them all to fucking cuddle dude I want them to be happy together. They're a family fuck where's that
LAGSUSJSJS
Oh my God this image is them..
Bop is the pet fr fr
Bop is adorable
Like yeah he's just a fucking worm but like cmon look at em
I love them all so much, theyre all the best of fucking friends and I

The lack of sleep is getting to me im all emotional
If I successfully sleep for at least
6 hours
I will try n draw em dude
Theyre my worst enemy tho (round shapes
U could make hukwj designs since u said you're better at drawing humans, right? Or was that someone else I forgot lol
*human
Idk how I messed up spelling human that bad. I even got a good night's rest!!
typing is hard, I making spelling mistakes in the most basic sentences
AND I COULD MAKE HUMAN DESIGNS but my gripe with human designs is they never feel correct if I make em
I stick to canon as hard as I can cause I am not very creative in that sense 
I'll figure it out, and truth be told recently i have not been able to draw humans
Just some cats and a lamb
And a spider
Sorta
The lamb and their rizz
I cannot draw the spider, i cannot write the spider, I have failed the spider
Shakes
I just need this emotional moment to exist dang it
Feck
Do not diss yourself
You have done well with what skill you have to represent our beloved
THE SPIDER DESERVES MORE 
YOU DO ENOUGH FOR NOW
YOU'LL DO BETTER AS YOU GO ON
OUR SPIDER BISHOP SHALL GET WHAT THEY DESERVE IN TIME
GOD BLESS THIS SPIDER 
I'm starting to come to terms with my need to make these two cats official ocs
Gonna fucking make a reference sheet for them and everything
Ones from Anura ones from the deep woods theyre wonderful
Fuck me I've been going insane for the last hour thinking about Shamura and Narinder again, it fucking hurts me so deep.
Narinder can reconcile with his siblings hit what about Shamura? The one that hardly remembers the day to day, the one that looks at him.and struggles to remember his named
Dang
I love Shamura but remembering that they basically have dementia is really freaking sad
IT TEARS ME APART EVERY DAY
I constantly make and break scenario after scenario, my favorite so far is where Shamura only has feelings but no memories, they suffer from headaches and sometimes bouts of fear
They love their family so much, they do not remember who they were before
Not entirely, maybe a ruler?
Theyre lost in their own haze and have decided that maybe living here now in the moment is better than fretting like their siblings do
I just want to hold them tight and let them know everything's going to be ok now
I KNOW
I WANT TO HOLD THEM AND LOVE THEM AND KISS THEM AND JUST
FJDYEICHZYVKVHZHCYFOVHCMC
I LOVE THIS SPIDER WAY TOO MUCH
ME TOO ITS OKAY I FUCKING ADORE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART

I wanna change their bandages and tell them how cute they look after 
SAAAAAAAAMEEEEEE
MAYB3 ILL DRAW IT LATER TODSY IF I HAVE THE ENERGY
I haven't slept at all so who knows but I want to
FUCK I JUST WANT TO HOLD THEM
THEY DESERVE ALL THE LOVE EVER
Idea to draw the fellas
Not the bishops their minions
Look at them, good shape
They are orbs
Circular!!!
I'm so unbelievably depressed rn and you know what thats remedied by? It's remedied by Narinder slipping into the Lamb's arms to chase away the nightmares and finding their wool such a comforting anchor
Also remedied by the lamb trying their best to make him comfortable, custom robe, gifts he says he hates but he keeps every single one, special bowls of fish made just for him because he'd be dammned to eat that god awful bowl of berries
It's also remedied by the idea of Shamura fucking being EXTRA fluffy now that they're a follower
Spider fluff cranked up to 10
Chest fluff especially ima snuggle into that and hold them
GRABS SHAMURA
I think my favorite part about people that draw them is how strong and capable they are- like
Tall, assured, the bishop of war
And in the follower form they are wise still- in a sense
They are soft and wide eyed and curious but still assured
I'm in love with this spider
I'm so sorry I didn't listen to you Huanjul
Huan got me to kill that fucker so early on and i brought him back just for him to be a pain
Time for my chores
Kinda wanna give then a second pair of arms
I'm so torn between wide eyed Shamura and then still elegant and thoughtful
Yesterday (this morning) my spouse in game asked me to kill them and it gave me the best fucking idea and if I can execute it it will all be worth it
What a quirky CotL moment
When depression.
I FOUND IT WAY TOO ROMANTIC FOR MY OWN GOOD
It begins
I'm too lazy to get my tablet out so I fucking cranked the lighting up on a screenshot I managed to take
Fucking broken ass camera
The tired always hits halfway through a drawing
CANT A MAN JUST WANT TO DRAW A ROMANTIC MURDER
ITS NOT PERMANENT LAMBERT THEY JJST WANT TO EXPERINCE DEATH ITS BEEN LIKE 100 YEARS
Fucking
Hannibal up in this bitch
Is making the lamb cry out of character? In this instance
Probabaly
But I'm making it happen anyways
In other news tho the fucking COTL sweater is so fucking comfy
I bet
For some reason game merch and yt/streamer merch tend to be the softest things you can possibly get
IT REALLY CAN, it's such a good feel I don't regret it at all
We're 12 panels in
I'm a bit stuck on where to go now but here's the so far
Well, if they say yes, then they'll just be able to resurrect them, right?
Have them say yes, go through with it, be sad, and then resurrect them, reuniting with them in a bittersweet moment
YEAH THATS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED IN GAME, and I got to give them their new immortality necklace
It's gonna be a soft and gentle murder, don't know how that works but I'll figure it
Holds their body until day break
This is so fucking dumb it's 6am
They look like they're about to beat the crap out of Narinder in that first image lol
GSUEIDJDID
THEY MIGHT AS WELL
don't worry it's just a child safety harness
His ass is not resurrecting people today, not if Shamura has a say about it
And knowing them, they very much do have a lot to say about it
THEY SURE DO
I'm always thinking about these two and their dynamic, just Narinder being the annoying little bastard of a brother, but also simultaneously being the oldest one that can actually hold a stimulating conversation
starting to think that maybeeee
I should make an art twitter- hell art tumblr
But never finish enough pieces!
Oh well
Holds these two
The day has been crazy but they hold my sanity together
The lamb being a nosy little fuck and taking all the siblings into the confessional booth every damn day over the course of a few months only for them to slowly peice together the most heart breaking story ever:
I keep thinking about it for some reason, im jot entirely sure why I think it's so funny GEUDGDUDI
The Lamb is their family therapist
THEY SURE ARE, they absolutely have a complex
They want them to be happy cause they themselves don't have a family god bless america
pride month has officailly hit the west coast which means i will spend the night probably sketching out pride flags for all of these fuckers i love
Gonna wrap that spider in the biggest fucking NB flag
They shall be draped in the flag of their people
(LOUD CHEERING IN THE DISTANCE
I've been thinking about them for hours god they make me so happy dude oh my god
i wanna read books to them every fucking day
I want to treat them like that one guy treated his wife in the movie where he tells her how they met and got married because she has dementia and he wants her to remember him, if only for a little bit
THAT
THATS SK FUCKING SAD BUT I AGREE
Gonna hand this to fucking Shamura
Trans cookie called a fucking offering
STOP..
Theres no way..
IF I HAVE TIME TODAY I WAS GONNA DRAW IT AGDJDJD Fridays are usually so busy at work but I want them to hold this in their hand and go "what the fuck is this"
I was gonna draw so much more but work was so busy
Shamura's just standing there like "you know I had to do it to 'em" and I love it
HELP
FUCK THAT IS THE POSE THEYRE IN AGSIDJD I WAS COPYING A PRIEST POSE I HAD SAVED
Well they did indeed do it to them
Polyam demiboys... now that all the ones I wanna do for cotl are done I'll eventually work on my TES ocs
Gotta color em of course
For the last few months I've been working on this fucking big ol journal project for someone I know and I just finished today
I think these pages are my favorite but there's like
40 of em
The second I start doing my pride art a fucking truck comes by, first truck of the day
This is homophobic
PRIIIIIIDE
BE WHO YOU AAARE
FOR PRIIIIIIDE
Sets this as my icon cause im unironically proud of it
Also yet again thinking about starting an art twitter instead of lurking on the sidelines
I think I have a spare account somewhere- unless it was fucking destroyed in that mass banning
Send it to me if you do 👹👹👹👹
https://twitter.com/the_pentamerous?t=kS6fbP2Os4_tO13-H655fQ&s=09
HERE IT IS AGSIDJD
Finally joining the century, I have like 4 twitters and none of them were for art
Now thwre are 5 
O.o
I LIKE TO ORGANIZE 
God im looking at all my fucking hcs for this game and you can tell I discovered it after I discovered I was demisexual its fucking everywhere
Im thinking about how I really did Narinder dirty
I say he was the second tallest bishop next to only Shamura but now in these new forms he's the second shortest
Just for laughs <3
I want Shamura to be curled up on the stone circle cause uh
What the fuck is happening?
And then the Lamb encourages them to stand and they as well as Narinder have to both look up
ITS SO FUNNY TO ME
Im.also remembering fucking
There was a fanfic I was reading- qnd for some reason Narinder got mad and called the lamb a cunt
And that was so fucking out of left field for me and so funny I could not finish reading it I don't remember anything else beside that
I felt guilty for not actually drawing for fucking 4 days so this is what I imagine Narinder looks like when observing lamb through the crown
Hell yeah
Thinking about
Music video by The Partridge Family performing I Think I Love You. (C) 1974 RCA Records, a division of Sony Music Entertainment
#ThePartridgeFamily #IThinkILoveYou #Vevo #Oldies #VevoOfficial #audio
Right?? Cause
Look i love slow burn- I'm writing a 5 chapter fic too but oh my god this song
What if the Lamb just can't handle it?? What if they wanted to hate Narinder so fucking much but they can't do it and one day they wake up and just think about him.and him and him
They've never fallen jn love before- sure they love a lot of things but like this?? They want to hold him, they want to kiss him, they've always loved him even a little
Grabs you
Fuck me, this is what im doing instead of art?? Day dreaming
(Lays down and continues
I've said this before i know i have and yet i refuse to let it go
i love when idiots
And like brief oc talk- which fills me with shame but i live here so
love the idea that the lamb didn't fall in love with either of their husbands (Huan and hu) until after they displayed some level of power hungry sadism
Like Huanjul has fucking gotten two people killed, an Hujul was the loyalty enforcer
Stares at Narinder
they have a type
To love is to be changed has to be my favorite quote ever
I can slap it on fucking everything
I slap it on Shamura, I'll slap it on Narinder, I slap it on every single oc ever
I have the power of a god
The meme begins
Instead of pride art or that other comic rip
Stares at my hands
Im about to start shipping one of my ocs with shamura
This is not allowed bro I'm going insane
SNIFFLE
I

I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH
I literally only have two ocs in this fucking game, theyre both married to the god damn lamb
I'm gonna make a fucking polycule chart
Simple: RETCONNING
TRUE BUT I ALSO DO NOT LIKE CHANGE
tacks on Shamura to the far end
I have favorite between the two and the favorite is Huanjul so he gets to have Shamura as well
Technically it is done... now i just gotta
Do it digitally
God bless
I actually had to practice heket and kallamar on some sticky notes cause I've never drawn them.before
Me n the mura
The they
Gently tosses this into my cotl firepile
I specifically blame rabies for giving me this
they/them spider...
It's theym...
I love them 
spdr
TRUE!!
ITS THEM
HELP
I MIGHT
ties him to a stick of dynamite
NOOO
IM SORRY ILL BE NICE TO HIM
You may hate me for saying it but...
You know they had to do it to 'em
Holy crap, Lois, it's other CotL fans!
SGSIDJDN THEYRE SOME OF MY FAVORITE ARTISTS
That's awesome
Me n rads have been having this long ass role play and they introduced their oc Fern who I love with all my heart so I drew this in near dark cause??? God
I do not like vacations
LESHY IS SO CUTE
Also thinking of making a ref for my lamb- though there's nothing too special bout em
Longer Horns, fluffy ears, bottom eyelashes
Love em tho
Drawing humans again
Is impossible
I've been so thoroughly corrupted
Lol
Too much CotL fanart syndrome
ITS TRUE!!! How will I draw all my gay little men
Finally decided in the 4 arms thing
I've never drawn anything with four arms, I'm really vibing with it
Why yes I doo purposefully draw big to avoid drawing kegs why do you asn
Another update to how I draw and perceive Nari, I pretty much unloaded 90 of my own issues onto him cause he's suoer cool and deserves the worst
(This is said with affection
Drags my body across the floor
Happy fathers day
Here's the second part that I will absolutely not color
Cause it's 5am
And then a friend reminded me that NARINDER HAS AYM AND BAAL
AND NOW I WANNA DO THAT TO BUT
Collapses
Okay
Thinks about Shamura standing upon a pile of dead bodies with an axe hefted over their shoulder leading an army
Kicking my feet 
Now that I think about it
Should have drawn shamura holding Narinder's bishop robes for fathers day
Break my own heart
AND YOU DIDNSEND T HISNTO ME
YOU DIDNDNNT DO THAY IM WAILINGV
WHEN THE FUCK DID YOU GET HERE
NOne if UR BUSSINNESSUSS
I GET SHY SHOWING MY ART

DONT BE STRANGLES YOU
BITES YOU IN HALF
FaUckinG OW
SHAKES HALF OF YOU
WELCOME TO MY LITTLE INSANE CORNER
Bro what the hyuck happened here?
GSJSJSS Ram has found my little corner of the cotl server and I got embaressed 
WERE LITERALLY BESTIES
BACK OFF DARIUS THATS MY BESTIE......
BESTIES CAN SHARE BESTIES
These were the best messages I've ever opened This thread to
My confusion is immeasurable
The hyperfixation does not spread... it simply worsens
It's like a fungus
Spores are so far in my brain bro
I sat down for 20 minutes and jjst thought about shamura 
The warmup for tonight... no idea what ima do tho
Didn't want to fucking take up space over there so I'm back to my ditch
God I hate that drawing now that I'm looking at it
But anyways
I legit think that sometimes the cult gets too overwhelming and the Lamb seeks council from Ratau, and by council I mean getting a big ol hug as they cry
The overwhelming responsibility of becoming god- not something to take lightly
Ratau is such a good dad- never planned on being a dad but it feels like The Lamb slots some part of it. He's a nurturing kind of animal, he wants them to be okay amd be happy
Watching them work themselves to exhaustion despite not needing to sleeo or eat, it's hard. He tries to remind them to take care of themself but it's not an easy task he knows that
He thats why he had his friends, and looks like the lamb is making some too so that's good!
WHY DIDNT Y9U RELL ME YOU HAD YOUR OWN ART GALLERY!!!???
BONKS YOU
BONKS HIM TOO
Lad lads calm down this is his comfort corner let him beeee
SNIFFLE
I don't like showing my art all that much AGDUDG ITS WHY I ONLY HAD AN INSTAGRAM UNTIL RECENTLY
I live in my little cardboard box

AUGHHH
Less than 4...
Less than 3.....
There's a good chance I won't finish my pride month stuff but
Ahhh
Adocus and Cicero from TES Skyrim
I used to be all about oc x Canon bro
The anatomy is all fucked god bless <3
I drew some narilamb shit but it looks way too intimate to be posted here
But it exists
And they're in love <33
REAL
i saw it :33333333333333 (i think)
Actually it was just a little sketch of them if you wanna see it! Nothing special but like
They
YETH
Crawls back in here
God I love
Affection
Grabs Huanjul and Hujul
And of course Narinder can't forget him no sir he's a part of this!!!!
Head butting
Head butting
The Lamb's other two spouses are so free with affection, hell if they could they would peobabaly interupt the sermons just to nuzzle uo to their great leader. Instead they just kneel and raise their hands like everyone else's and Narinder who's gotten the special blessing right at the Lamb's side watches from up next to the lectern as Huanjul and Hujul both fucking subtly knead at the air
Narindeer is not!! The affectionate type
Give him a few years he'll get there
But sometimes at night when he looks down at the three bodies in the bed he's also suppose to occupy he fucking wiggles himself between one of them and the Lamb and purrs his heart out to his content
He is loved and he is safe and he is
Augh
APPRECIATED
The Lamb in my game has 3 husbands yes they do but that's just me
Narilamb solos
I get so embaressed talking about this shit bro it's so dumb, but I genuine love the dynamic I've built for all of them
The lamb has 3 fucking insane cats
crazy cat lamb
The lamb has 3 cats that all have issues and will abuse power the second they get it
Aka The Lamb has a type
Don't worry only two will probabaly commit murders
The other just likes to boss people around
HAUSGHAHSSV
Shamura doodles before I leave to the pool
Love hiw you draw them
I gave them a little gold ring on one of there palps cause ehheheh... ship
THANK YOU I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
Personally my favorite is Kallamar because he's a pathetic wet beast
Looks at midas
I have a feeling you just enjoy wet beasts
Shamura has to order for him at a restaurant and he cries when he has to ask for extra ketchup
It's a disturbing pattern in my favorite characters that I've noticed.
My favorite resident evil character is Moreau, not that it helps my case...
I support you whole heartedly it's okay
Thank you 😌
Also this is adorable, im imagining shamura pulling up to a drive thru and trying to order with all their siblings AGEUDVDH
Leshy in the backseat screaming and wigging, trying to escape his baby seat
HEFEUSJS LESHY DEMANDS TO BE FREE, and he eventually does escape and kallamar is frantically trying to get Leshy back in the seat
Hes the second oldest its his job
I cant help but think that he also listens to cheesy pop music
He's a Miku stan just like me
Narinder is looking out the window like he's in a music video, probably listening to a "POV: you're the bad guy 💔🥀 sad vibes playlist" video
Nah man Shamura is the group parental figure
They all go to them when something goes wrong.
"Shamuraaaaa, Heket ate my cookie again!"
OH ABSOLUTELY THAT TOO
Theyre so tired, all the fucking time
If thwy could they woukd get those feeding bowls that only open to specific cats
Yeah
The Lamb shows up and they're like "oh finally a babysitter crap they've killed everyone"
Shamura has had enough!!! They raised 4 siblings they are TIRED
Yeah
And now they have dementia because Narinder threw a tantrum
The final straw, activating their aneurism, resulting in total brain death
I still love them despite their lack of functioning braincells, though
Theyre wonderful and adorable and ima kiss them silly 
Yeeeeee

AA- hi
Pushes you in a box and ships you back from whence you came

I'm gonna try to draw a kiss
Which is challenging enough with humans, I cannot imagine the struggle I'm about to put myself through for narilamb
FOR NARILAMB
FOR THESE QUEERS
YIPPIEE
ITS NOT GREAT BUT THEYRE DOING IT!!@
I drew more but it is!!! Not good!!
I shall instead render smthn
... I'm going to bed im way too hot AGSUDJD
MAYBE TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY
pets your head

YOURE FAR TOO KIND TO ME
We aren't kind enough, clearly!
Nuh uh wd gotta kill you with compliments
SHAKES U INTO OBLIVION
AHHHH NOT THE HIT GAME OBLIVION BY BETHESDA STUDIOS
DONT GET ME STARTED ON THE HIT GAME OBLIVION BY BETHESDA STUDIOS
Unfortunately I can't play it (PS3 broke 😭)

LOVE U TOO YOURE TOO NICE DAMN IT IM JUST A FELLA
YOU'RE MY FELLA
stupid art block-
Lmao i feel you bestie
This is all I've been able to do 
The lamb is
Way too tall
Shamura is at least 2 heads taller than everyone
They’re definitely much taller than everyone
OH YEAH THEY ARE AND I LOVE THEM FOR IT
I have these fucking, drawings of that one unnamed oc- and just
Theyre so tall it's scary and I love them
SHOW??
NO ITS EMBARRASSING 
ITS ONE OF THE FEW THINGS I HAVE YET TO GATHER THE COURAGE TO SHOW TO ANYONE AGSUDDB

ONE DAY <3
I managed to get this and one other not server appropriate sketch out
I was supposed to be sleeping.... 3 hours ago
I'm going to guadalajara in the morning 
I have the hardest time drawing narinder for no reason dawg
Okay okay fr final one
I can sudenlly draw okaish as the clock hits 5am
You know I was also thinking making official ref sheets for my cotl ocs- I actually have a few, theyre anyone who I haven't let die AGUDDN
there's huanjul and hujul of course
There's tyty the loyalty enforcer and Tygare (truthfully spelling that wrong im almost certain) the tax guy
There was feon but... they had to die
There's Thorjul, one of the Lamb's and Huanjul's friends

If you do make the official ref sheets for your cotl ocs I want to see them and give it love
HELP
OKAY 
Digital art takes me an ungodly long time so if they ever do come.out it will be
A while from now
I shall wait for your awesome art
SHHHH
SHHH YOURE TOO KIND, WHERE ARE ALL THESE NICE PEOPLE.COMING FROM


God bless I cannot draw a full body shot
And I need to for refs
Stares at my sketchbook
I DREW HUANJUL AGAIN BUT LIKE WITHOUT LEGS SOMEHOW AGAIN
Got it, hes the worst i love them
Here's the previous failed venture, so many of these ocs are fucking cats dude
Now time for Hujul
I have such a bias towards Huanjul but that's cause i love murderers
Dude has killed 2 people in game, and I'm gonna just start adding that for fun
Hmm, well I guess I can add Feon to that list
He has killed 3 people in game
He does it for fun is my guess, I dunno I guess after the first 100 years u gotta find a way to occupy your mind
Another crazy bastard
This dude is vain, this dude does not like to be crossed, I hope you like having your already empty and weak cultist mind crushed by this bitch
They used to be my loyalty enforcer but ima say they got fed with the title and pleaded for something better
I was gonna draw more but I've been bitten 5 diffrent times by mosquitos
I'm heading to bed 
It would be super super silly if I kept Shrumy as his in game style cause he's so hard to draw
Oh fuck i can't draw hats
How do I always forget that
Klunkonis gonna be the hardest whenever I get to him
Okay fr bed tjme
KLUNKO
I TRIED TO DRAW HIM FOR LIKE HALF A SECOND AMD REALIZED I CANR DRAW BIRDS
Real
Hey it's not like the devs can draw a bird so even if you did fuck up (which you didn't) it would actually be more canon
GUYS MOVE MY BESTIE UPLOADED ART YIPPIEE

Several panic attacks later i managed to make this lil thing
AWWW 
Theyre so cute, I'm trying to get one more doodle out but man
Drawing animals at 3/4ths is HARD
Fucking hell I
I love them

dont wanna do work? love on your spouse 
No matter how long hes been in the cult he will always try to worm his way out of work
Really it's a fun game after a certain point
rizz your spouse up to get outta work day 135 lol
HSHSIDDJ NARINDER HAS RIZZ BUT IT ONLY WORKS ON ONE PERSON
LITERALLY-
I'm always torn between them being good for one another or bad for one another
My holy suffering or something, I want Narinder to be able to anchor down the Lamb from absolutely losing their mind in the ageless years to come
It's strange how Narinder was absolutely the one to have ultimately caused this... or not, how set in stone is faith?
Narinder is in a new eternal chain, this one he doesn't want to leave. I love watching him navigate emotions and mortal needs, I want him to ache and cry and beg silently to die but at the same time life is good, life is simple if not boring
I'm tired and spewing nonsense
Uhhhhhuh
Shamura 
SHAKES MY PHONE
IM NOT SPEWING NONSENSE, THEIR ENTIRE RELATIONSHIP IS FAR MORE THAN ID GIVE IT CREDIT FOR
there's not enough time in the world to express how I value my Lamb's kindness, how they wish to be cruel but know they shouldn't but they ache for it
They tear apart heretics in an eternal fury and go back to the cult grounds ready to pepper a god with affection because they are diffrent and they are better than their anger
Kindness wears all down, no matter how long it takes there are hearts in his eyes. Strength is his weakness and kindness is the end, Narinder never stood a chance to that which will give him all. His family, his absolution, his life
Lays down
Narinder begs for forgiveness he does not deserve and receives it anyways because he is fsr more loved than he had ever realized
What I'm saying is that Narinder needs a hug from 2 NB people
Narinder and Shamura ughhh... aughh...
The pain is unending, I can't imagine Shamura not forgiving him but I know Narinder could never truly face them anyways unless cornered, his shame is far to great
I know they blame themselves quite a bit for it all, but then again was it always meant to be or was it both their faults
His greed was unstoppable, but maybe if they just hadn't filled him with ideas of change and knowledge- what was there to be done
They need to hug
Thinks about how Narinder didn't watch shamura die
Thinks about it Thinks about it
Thinks about how he couldn't bare it even in his own insanity and he never addressed it
I wonder how he looked, i wonder if he cried
I wonder if he knows aym and baal were the final gifts given to him by his older sibling and I wonder if he resents them for it
just now reading this and omg??
SORRY SOMETIMES I JUST GO CRAZY 
I LOVE IT ALL BESTIE IZ OK

The potential lore tho 👀
IM ALWAYS A SUCKER FOR LORE
Especially in regards to FOUND FAMILY BABAYYYY
THATS FUCKING RIIIIGHT

Aw man I was doing my huanjul ref with Rads template and my mom got home and is sending me to bed
Booo
Booooo
Th...they
Sometimes I'm still torn on the Shamura I want, Shamura that wishes to learn more as they always have and always have been or the Shamura that cannot learn more and lives a life of bliss knowing little and wanting less.
aughh theyre both so good
I want to see them spin in a circle with other followers wide eyed and soft and yet I wish for them to create their own little library in their shelter. Books upon books that they sometimes struggle to read through with their headaches
Theyre all so fun, I fucking cannot decide 
Then
Why not both
You make a very tempting offer
Gonna teach them how to make flower crowns fuck 
We need more sibling bonding, I hope in the next update we get more dialogue cause I need them to interact desperately 
Someone teach heket and Leshy how to speak to one another
Oh my god no way
Fuck
I FUCKING FINISHED HUJULS REF AND COMPLETELY FORGET THEIR BELT
I already merged everything to what a pain
There we go
I love them so much 💓
GRABS THEM BY THE TUFFS OF THEIR NECKS AND RUNS
HELP NO PUT THEM BACK
MINE NOW HAHAHAH-
ALSO TRUE
when I first got into cotl and Narinder their biggest purpose was to annoy him, they've known one another for like 200 years theyre perfectly in sync to bother him
I should redraw some stuff
H3LSGSID PUT THEM DOWN!!
yoinkth boinkth
MY BOYS 

God I've been trying to draw for hours with no success cause I'm flying back home tomorrow

IM GOING TO BED
The lamb and nanno from appo777yon and then... my fucking
Self insert doodle
ITS SO CUTE OMG
LOOK AT THEM
THEYRE ADORABLE
I forgot my other phone so this is the best picture I'm going to get while at work 
Ahem
@rain.gif
//BABYYYY
HEUEYSUSS BABY!!!
IS LE BABY
ITS THE BABY!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Narinder loves this baby
I gotta draw the dsmn thing in a sling on him
Narinder walking around doing work and the baby is just babbling against his chest

they have staring problems
They will stare into your soul
They have three eyes and they're using them all!
Now that I think of it I absolutely want Narinder to hold Astaroth to his chest as the Lamb preaches and the little fella tries to mimic them
They hold their little arms up making little noises
YEAH <333
I love them so much omg
THEYRE PRECIOUS, truly the best little fella out there
Doodles doodles
Almost time to go home
Also doodled a shamura- but im shy about tlit cause i loved them
And realized that since they're a lot taller than everyone expected them to be when they showed up that the Lamb had to probabaly get measurements so they were stuck in a cult shirt for a while
The extra arms did not help either im sure
I feel like Lamb would be so sweet helping Shamura get their new attire, being there as the seamstress measured their form and stuff
ABSOLUTELY
ITS FUNNY CAUSE YOU JUST MADE ME REALIZE THAT SHAMURA WOULD SAY "My thanks, Lamb." And boy doesn't thay sound familair! Well it's cause Shamura fucking raised Narinder, duh, so he absolutely talks just like Shamura
OH MY GOD YEAH!!! Lamb would completely forget about it but finding it so charming how similar they sound
AUGH
FAMILY MOMENTS my biggest weakness
Thinks about how if Lamb interrupts them talking to one another they'll perk their heads and go "what?" With the same inflection
AUGHHH
CRAWLS ACROSS THW GROUND
OF COURSE HE DENIES IT, HES HIS OWN CAT! not like 90% of the things he's interested are because Shamura read him all kinds of diffrent books when he was younger
Totally not
Absolutely not of course lol
God damn it
God damn it
Now im freaking out about em theyre so cute if anyone can calm Narinder down whenever get gets mad (cause dude absolutely has anger issues no matter which way you cut it) it's Shamura (or the lamb, something about the nonbinary comfort HAUSGSUDH)
SOMEONE HUG THIS FUCKING CAT
YES
Lays down
Shout out to my brain providing the idea that Narinder and Shamura map out all the new constellations cause it's been thousands of years and the sky is no longer the same
Shamura instinctively goes to write of them
THEY SURE DO, they think of new names, draw out new ideas, Narinder argues here and there that no this is clearly (this thing) and Shamura calmly tells him no he's wrong its actually this and then they finally settle on something even dumber
ABSOLUTELY
Is there anything saying how the bishops actually came to be??
Well! We do get snippets from the game in the expansion, Shamura and Leshy literally just found the crowns- so im assuming the crowns just kind of
Came into their hands, or came to them, whichever you know?
The crowns are like kind of sentient right?
Uhh I actually don't know! I don't know if we've ever been given a direct sign to that but I like to imagine they are to some extent, that kind of power doesn't just exist on its own I say
Yeah! Wait I have a funny comic- if I can find it ill send it to you omg

I have several pictures of my cat after my shower where I pet him wet hands style and I need you to know the Lamb does the same to Narinder
ABSOLUTELY
Narinder chilling in bed:
The Lamb, ready to ruin his day:
They do that to Astaroth
YESS
The lamb likes to grab Astaroths head like a fucking
Cheeseburger
They’re just giggling to themselves and Narinder comes in confused only to see them pulling their child’s face back like that. While also completely sleep deprived
When I wake up I need to fucking edit this picture of me and my cat just for that
Sleep deprivation will make sillies of them all
and mushrooms of course 
Imagine how silly Lamb is on mushrooms
VERY
I IMAGINE VERY
like in my head they're always very joyful and sweet(-ish, more like kind but firm) but on mushrooms they're a fucking giggling menace
They’re definitely running on all four at some point, absolutely rams straight into Narinder making him fall than bursts out laughing
OH MY GOD HEAD BUTTING, OH THEY ABSOLUTELY HEAD BUTT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM WHEN HE LEAST EXPEXTS IT
family guy death pose moment
ABSOLUTELY
And Astaroth picks up on it and starts ramming them, it starts of small headbutting but it slowly turns into full on ramming once they can walk/run
UHOH
they've created a monster
Even worse is when Narinder tries to head but Astatoth as yknow
Cats do for affection, and his darling child returns it with the force of a mini battering ram
Good news is that at least Lamb can play with them like that
Do you think Astaroth has a scruff
Cause I want Narinder to scruff them and go "alright that's enough"
Yes they have a scruff- get scruffed omg
Also Lamb already bumps their head against Narinder affectionately, Astaroth knowing on instinct does it too hard lol
Narinder ends up with patches if bandage on his head and legs
Lamb gently talking to them and telling them that hey your dad can't take that please do it softer
Don't worry they will learn, eventually, but if they take after Narinder and become as fussy as he was growing up they will keep it in their back pocket to use later
They definitely try to ram into followers and the other bishops, once their eyes are locked on target they're going none stop
God I can't help but think how bad it would hurt with Lamb's full force
IT WOULD BE
AGONIZING
the power of a young God right into your back or the back of your legs, fuckers have thick thick skulls too. It'll send someone flying for sure
Note to Narinder, keep Lamb off of mushrooms if you value your spine buddy
writes that down for later in the rp
Narinder would be absolutely terrified when he turns just in time to see his beloved Lamb coming at him full force while running on all four
Traumatized the poor guy-
Like he witnesses it happen to a poor follower who happened to be in the way and laughs
But once it happens to him-
Oh boy
that sounds about right, Narinder always delights in the pain of others no matter how long he's been mortal. And of course once the shoe is on the other foot hes trying to get out of the way to no avail
Also it would be cute if, since the Lamb is pretty much high, they started bleating more
Losing track of sentences halfway through and just bleating instead
absolutely, every few words ends in bleats and they definitely bleat in their sleep and Narinder finds it so cute
Like he had to startle them to hear it but he hears it every night now
GOD IM FALLING ASLEEbutvyeah
that's fucking adorable absolutely
And the bleat when they're surprised too they have to, god they're adorable

EEE what about Narinder tho?

NARINDER DOES THOSE SURPRISED MRRPS WHEN YOU TOUCH A CAT AND THEY DONT EXPECT IT
And he chatters
He absolutely chatters too when he sleeps
It's rare, but when he had a dream taht isn't like a nightmare and a half he chatters
AWWW what does he do that mrrrh sound when you wake him up lightly?
Oh yeah, oh yeah he does
And you bet your ass he fucking does that arm stretch above his head, maybe even a downward stretch if he was sleeping on his stomach
Oh god I love this cat
He would stretch himself out when Shamura picks him up no matter what, whether it was when he was a small kit or till now a full grown adult and Shamura still having the strength to lift him and his siblings up no issue
BUT HE AINT THE ONLY ONE- When Leshy or Kallamar get picked up they curl in on themselves instead pleaseee
AUGGHHH
AUGHHHHH
SHAMURA THE ULTIMATE SIBLING PICKER UPPER
They love doing it too, not only because they can but b3cayse they knows they all love it too
No matter how embaressed they all get they love it and Shamura knows it
And yes, especially Narinder
Cause it's a very good stretch
Heket is defintely the one too get the most embarrassed cuz she stronk and buff women right there and like the second tallest i like to say
She doesnt like to be treated like a child but Shamura is an exception lol
Leshy gets all the treating of a child because hes the youngest
Shamura is always the exception
They dote on her for sure because she gets embaressed, it's like
Older sibling instinct
AND YEAH HE DOES
YEAH HE DOES
LESHY THE BABY OF THE FAMILY
more than capable but absolutely spoiled too somehow
OF COURSe
also four arms too carry all four siblings? PLEASE
Shamura with little baby Astaroth aaaaaaa
Narinder walks in on them humming to them of a song he was hummed too as a baby and he sobs

yeah
Yeah
They do that absolutely
Narinder gets pelted with memories of growing up arc when
They accidentally call Astaroth Narinder cux memory but Lamb would never correct them ever and would be upset when anyone else would even Nari himself
Why do you want to kill me
The three eyes don't help either, imagine Shamura looking up to see Narinder and going "oh-" and then back down, realizing that this isn't Narinder, no they remember again. "My, how time flies."
I have to be up
In 4 hours <3
I BLAME YOU CAUSE YOUBKNOW I WANNA RIP THIS FAMILY TO SHREDS
LMAO I'LL WRITE MORE STUFF HERE FOR YOU TOO WAKE UP TOO
A classic "You're doing great Narinder"
"Its thanks to you"
"No... no you did this all on your own and I'm proud of you" when
When I need it now
SOBS
FUCK
THIS GAME HAS MADE ME SO FUCKING ILL
I want
I want Narinder to fall asleep listening to Shamura hum that fucking lullaby to Astaroth, and they have no problem gently rocking them to sleep while another hand is on Narinder's head, scratching behind his ear and feeling him purr
God
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep
See this is why they need 4 arms besides carrying their entire family
HITTING HANDS ON DESK AGGRESSIVLY
WHY CANT SHAMURA COME NEXT INSTEAD OF KALLAMAR FUCK
I LOVE MY SQUID BOY BUT PLEASE
IT MAKES IT WORTH THE WAIT, YOU THINK SHAMURA WOUKMLD BE HAPPY WITHOUT THE REST OF THEIR FAMILY??
FUCK YOU'RE RIGHT
THATS RIGHT IM RIGHT
okay now im going to bed
12 hour shifts are so cool
GO EEP

I NEED TOO AS WELL FUC
ROLLS YOU UP WITH ME
EEPY TIME rolled up like sushi
Just wait till Kallamar gets there omg
Grabs my anxiety riddled squid
Hes so cute, hes so arrogant and vain
Kissing his face
Hes gonna be so fucking scared at first oh my god
GOOD <3
GOOD!!!!!
I want him to panic!! Dude sees the lamb and that fucking crown and begins falling apart almost instantly
Sobbing,crying, screaming all in that order lmao
Yeah something like that, poor bastard is the second oldest and far from compose, someone give him a hug he needs it
You think repairing your relationship with Heket is going to be hard, Narinder? How about your older brother who can't even stomach being around you buddy
We all know Shamura will forgive Narinder, or at least be comfortable enough to talk to him and not fucking hit him in the stomach and steal his kidney or something lol
Shamura would probably see him first and pick him up and be like "you look familiar"

IVE WRITTEN THAT SO MANY TIMES
I HAVE SO MANY FUCKING SCRIBBLES EVERYWHERE OF SHAMURA GOING "Hello, Hello, I remember you"
Calling him "my little brother" fuckcmcbqnas

I bet you once Shamura arrives all the siblings are running over like its a race
Whoever hugs shamura last has to clean the outhouses
Help me- i need them all running over and Shamura just sees them all when they were younger
Fuck that's adorable, now with the weight gone of being a bishop I feel like they really are calm
Theyre calm and really family oriented for sure, they love their family so much and is so happy to have them all back cause you know- shamura absolutely believed they deserved to be stuck between life and death I mena they said it themselves so this?? This is perfectly fine change of pace
WE'RE GONNA GET THERE!! I hope you know Narinder is absolutely gonna refute Shamura's attempts at reconciliation cause sure he can get along with the rest of his family but he feels like he betrayed and hurt Shamura the worst. Shame will eat him from the inside out, and Shamura doesn't care about all of that they just want their brother back so they will keep trying again and again
awww, the gentle touches to Narinder's shoulder whenever they walk by and smile and GOD
YEAH, AND NARINDER CAN NEVER MEET THEIR EYES 
WHAT WOULD SHAMURA SAY FINDING OUT HE WAS WITH THE LAMB
Honest to God I beleive that Shamura doesn't hate the Lamb, how can you hate what has long been foretold?
But they do find it.... strange. I can't imagine that they're particularly ecstatic about it but they wouldn't question it much right, like a good "oh? Oh, you certainly do have... a taste."
BUT I MEAN ASTAROTH WILL BRIDGE THAT AWKWARD GAP JUST FINE
BABY FEVER ALWAYS DOES
Shamura raised 4 siblings theyre so good with and a total sucker for children
Imagine astaroth fucking ready to ram into someone and Shamura picks them up with such little effort, a smooth motion, still strong even in this form.
They're gonna be such a blessing with this kid
YES-
Running straight past and Shamura is just having a conversation and they easily pick the little one up mid motion and than continue to talk despite the wriggling little thing in their arms
AUGHHH AUGGHHBHH

"Narinder was far worse." They always tell the Lamb much to said cat's horror
Narinder is on the ground BEGGING for them to stop talking, Leshy laughing at him till Shamura speaks on how Leshy was than proceeds to do the same thing. Fern finds it adorable
OKAY BUT LESHY PROBABALY TAKES PRIDE IN IT, while Narinder and his cool bravado and ego cannot handle hearing the stories of him tearing up every curtain he could get his paws on
I CAN SEE THAT
Shamura saying how destructive Leshy was
NOT BEING FORGGETING HES THE GOD OF CHAOS FUCK ME
And Leshy standing so proudly cuz absolutely hes chaos
Leshy being a fucking borrower and scaring Shamura a few times cause he went completely missing (just in the ground beneath their feet)
Absolutely
the ground literally rumbling as Leshy burrows through it
"Where's leshy?"
(Loud sounds of dirt shifting)
Leshy makes tunnels everywhere and if anyone steps on them the tunnels collapse and they fall into a hole
Its like animal crossing
omg yes
The amount of times Fern has probably fallen into them and of course Leshy gets scolded
HELP ME
POOR FERN HE ALWAYS FEELS SO AWFUL
and yet he fucking keeps doing it
Someone dig him a hole in the ground
Leshy is digging through the ground and suddenly hears Fern yelp and turns only to feel they had fallen through
Hes gotta kiss them better, he has to
Hes gotta feel so bad and wipe the dirt off their face and kiss em
pleaseeeee
Shamura grabbing Fern by the back of their robes and then gently tapping the ground with their foot, making it give way
God I wish I was better at posing I want to draw Narilamb so bad rn
Shamura is so smart despite the disability they have, they see something once and remembers
Like doesn't Darkwood have hanging dolls and stuff from the trees? I feel like Leshy made those but Shamura probably showed him how to make them
I think every domain has some sort of hanging doll or corpses
It was definitely Shamura's idea
Shamura teaching all his siblings how to make their domains scary to any outsiders with pride
Absolutely
Gotta make sure everyone knows where they're standing foot
I have a whole thing to say but im.eating
In a second I will absolutely detail how I think the plants in Leshy's domain were absolutely his work alone and Shamura was so proud of him
OKAY SO, you fucking know how the update added new back grounds?? I want to say that each bishop has absolutely done new things that have advanced Shamura's knowledge, on food, on medicine, on death and for Leshy it had been plants- but it wasn't like a typical kind of advancement, I want to say that some of the stuff he did with his plants in the Darkwoods were subject of his chaos, fucking around with magic and a new way to punish dissenters
Sentient plants, body horror, Shamura was in love with that idea, one of the few things that made them smile after Narinder was chained bellow
All i managed to do 
AWWW
I LOVE THE IDEA THAT NARINDER IS A CUDDLER
I drew my self insert and shamure kissing
I am
No longer allowed to exist peacefully

OO

Im so happy with how I draw them, I'm gonna do 3 version, fleece, no fleece, and clothes after a shear
I can't wait too seeeeee
SHHHHH YOURE TOO NICE
EEEEEEE
Places this in here
Time to make a dent in my Lamb ref sheet
GRABS THIS AND RUNS AWAY GIGGLING

SHHH QUIET YOU



YOUEE TOO NICE I WILL EXPLODE YOU
NOOO THAN HOW WILL I SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL ARTTT 
FROM THE HEAVENS 

fun fact i got nothing of this done today- far too bust drawing other stuff AHSDJHSD BUT BUT BUT, I have been thinking of sleeping arrangements again
Once your lamb is done I’m drawing them so fast
HASDHASJDH
YOURE TOO NICE GO AWAY IM ABOUT TO GET DUMB WITH OCS
Grabs my cats
they can pretend they hate one another as much as they want sometimes but theyre very nice to one another and very loving whenever the Lamb is there to bridge the gap
what really cemeted this whole thing was Narinder tho, and shared shelters
the second they became available they were the first ones to get it
CAUSE THE LAMB DIDN'T SLEEP, they laid their boys to rest and then worked through the night but in the shared shelters i imagine theres like
no bed
just a flat futon like thing
so they all have to share that space
and Narinder hated this idea- cause he was not about to fucking
Sleep next to these two rather annoying idiots and in protest dude absolutely stayed up for a few days
HES SO STUBBORN
But eventually the Lamb had enough of that and finally decided to give sleep a shot again- it's been like
a few hundred years
turns out sleeping beneath 3 cats is actually very soothing
awww
BUT BUT
THEY'RE SO SILLY I NEED MOREE
IM GONNA BITE YOU IN HALF
oh shi-


SELF DESTRUCT?!
DISTRACTION
DAMN IT
ill get you one of these days
NEVERRRR
JUST YOU WAIT!!!
GRABS THIS WHOLE CORNER OF YOURS AND RUNS
EEHHEHEHEHEHEH
AUGHhh AUGHH
IM HAVING ALL THESE GAY LITTLE THOUGHTS I NEED MY CORNER
Cause Huanjul was the first follower the Lamb ever had, and I can imagine
a stupid blossoming romance
Though the Lamb always harbored a major part of their heart for Narinder- you know their savior but despite that its kind of hard to not fall in love with the one that started this journey with you
and then hujul
kind of just
happened
AHSDJH I HAVENT FIGURED THAT PART OUT YET
WERE THEY NICE OR MEAN AT FIRST TO LAMB
they had an attitude and Lamb fell for it lol
ASDJHD
truthfully alongside his long standing journey with the Lamb Huanjul was
skeptical, cynical, all that
CAUSE I MEAN THEY DONT TRUST A CROWN. Huanjul had no family, he was a very big like
lurker
nomad and what not that got caught up in all this mess on accident and was now stuck in this place. He didn't like to work, nor did he like to worship, and the demeanor was really refreshing for them cause it felt like
normalcy you know?
CAUSE EVERY FOLLOWER THEY GOT FROM THEN ON OUT WAS MUCH MORE LIKE A CULTIST THAN HUANJUL
they held no real conversation with them, but Huanjul did
the fact that after the first 100 years he became a murderer just adds to that
love that
ASHDJSH ITS ALL SO DUMB
im so shy about fucking oc ships its why i dont make ocs ASJDHJ BUT UH
WOOPS
puts them away
alright im normal again
NOO BRING THE SCRUNKLIES BACK
LAAAATER LATER I HAVE AN RP TO RESPOND TO
stares at you 
EEEEEE 
HITTING HANDS ON TABLE
THEEEMMMMM
THEM!!!!!
THIS TOO SO LONG FOR NO FUCKING REASON GOD BLESS
onto my twitter it goes
I was thinking too that I should redraw some of my first narilamb drawings
Modernize them now that I can
Draw
:3
Aaa
AGSUD HELLO
I JUST WANNA
DRAW TODAY SO BAD 
Which reminds me I have that fucking HAUDHDH THAT VIDEO I WAS TRYING TO MAKR AND FORGOT ABOUT
I should probabaly do that too
Eeee
Thank you for joining me in here HAUSGSH
my little ramble corner <3
ITS ALRIGHT BUDDY DONT STRESS YOURSELF TOO MUCH
I need this to be Narinder watching the Lamb "work" and the Lamb is just fishing
We out here
You know, in my head, I really do think Narinder is god awful with emotions
Especially romantic ones
Cause
I mean the bishops and I've said this to so many people so many times but I think shamura considered relationships with mortals and godly harems a waste of time (but you know kallamar never listed to that) and Narinder is just
Lost on all of it
He doesn't know how to navigate around his want to be affectionate and loved but the Lamb cracks him open like a book and treats him so well
It makes me soft 
Kallamar never listened of course, he loves romance and definitely loved the attention his followers gave him
also thats so adorableee, Narinder being hard wuth romance :333
Kallmar stuffing all his spouses into some closet: no shamura I would never do such a thing!
totally not! how dare you think such a think of me!
Everyone else: -_-
LITERALLY EVERYONE WHO HAD JUST GOT OUT OF YET ANOTHER WEDDING CELEBRATION
HES LITERALLY HOLDING HIS NEW SPOUSE AS HE SPEAKS LMJSIUJFGNIOGHTUJNS
HE WAS TRYING TO PUT THEM IN THE CLOSET AND FAILED BEFORE SHAMURA ARIVED
oh this? This is... I'm indocrinating them and I've been deciding on new uniforms!! (They're wearing a wedding dress)
Shamura is is just- they're so done lol
HAUSFSUS THEY WAYS ARE WITH HIM, but oh well oh well I mean look it either these or he makes more
I like to think that at first as a god the romances are super arbitrary like
Cool fur pattern, shiny scales, good taste
And then like now that he's mortal he's actively and successfully wooing people
He's wooing everyone, first day officially walking around hes got 5 followers following him around in LOVE
THAT WOULD BE SO FUCKING SILLY AHSYDGDH
and he loves them too he's like so relaxed and enamored with 5 different people genuinely
And since he doesn't know sign language yet they write everything he could possibly want to know about them and reads em all
yeesss, ooh and they're so sweet
THEY AYRE ARE
one of these days ima get the balls to draw Kallamar and ima give the fucker so many spouses
AS HE SHOULD HAVE
HES SO CUTE HES SO DUMB AND VAIN AND I WANNA GIVE HIM AT LEAST 4 SPOUSES
the Lamb frantically trying to get more immortal necklaces to keep Kallamar from crying about his spouses dying
theres a point in time Lamb is gone off and on on crusades to get godtears to get those damned necklaces
mr mystic seller aint giving them shit and they're so pissed about it like oml
like I dont want another demon necklace give me a goddamn immortal necklace right now!!
Fuck your god damn loyalty necklace give me an immortals necklace before I have squid on my hands
literally-
Lamb is definitely getting mocked by the stupid mystic seller of here- Narinder watching it unfold from afar lmao
Narinder will never get close to that mysterious god, only Lamb
There is no way that mysterious seller doesn't freak him the f out everytime
He stares from a safe distance
It would be even funnier if this was a Narinder that was like
First killed by the Lamb and the magically produced by the seller
BIT LIKE GOD KNOWS THE LAMB COULD NEVER KILL HIM but it's a hilarious thought
LMAO YE
OKAY BUT HAVE AN ANGSTY IDEA OVER HERE
We've talked about this, but Lamb killing Narinder in ahem circumstances only you know. ANd Narinder ends up in his old realm, of course he could easily go back to life but- he sees Shamura
.

AAAAHHAH
Oh my hahjnmmmm
Hauhhggh
HUGAGAGAAAAAAAAA
IM LIKE MAKING PAINED NOISES IN REAL LIFE
IM JUST SAYING- Maybe before Narinder could say or do anything he gets resurrected and after that he asks Lamb to kill him again to see his sibling, if only for a moment
cuz Shamura is gonna be hard to bring back, it'll take longer to get them as they're the strongest and of course the last is always the longest to get.
And Maybe Narinder tells them of what they are to expect? like sits down with them as they pray and tell them that they're going to be brought back for a second chance
AUGH
AUGH I have so many ideas but qhen I type them out they sound so dumb I jjst
That part where he asks the Lamb to kill him again
Imagine Narinder's knees touch the ground and everyone watches as he tries to sit up, tries to speak, grabbing at the Lamb's robes and begs for them to kill him again sounds so depressing
"Narinder? Narinder what happened?"
"Shamura- I saw Shamhra please I just need another chance I cant- I have to"
And he knows they're being brought back but he just can't control all the emotions in that moment
AGSUDJD WHEN IM TIRED I START RAMBLING WITH NO DIRECTION, MAYBE WHEN I WAKE UP

ACK- his siblings would be so confused for a moment of why Narinder is begging Lamb to literally kill him omg
of course once Shamura is mentioned they all look at each other
I love the idea that this is where they all realize that perhaps they all meant something to Narinser cause dude is
Desperately crying to see his older sibling again
"I just want to apologize please..."
Ohh Lamb forming the crown into a dagger and bending down to his level and whispering "Take all the time you need, we'll be here waiting" Before they proceed to stab into his heart and kill him right there.
god im a sucker for affectionate gore 
ME TOO ME TOO ME TOO
I WANT THE LAMB TO HOLD HIS BODY AND TELL EVERYONE ITS OKAY HE'LL BE BACK SOON
press a kiss to his cheek and everything
They're more than used to holding his dead body so it's not weird at all to them but everyone's like "holy fuck alright"
Yup- yup absolutely.
They just carry his dead body away.
god i just got such a weird thought
Speak to me
Lamb skins his dead body at some point, and fucking wears it and scares the hell out of Narinder with it
HELP ME
THATS PURE NIGHTMARE FUEL
literally covered in blood- and his own skin omg
cut to Narinder falling over like a fucking startled goat PLEASE
"Welcome back Narinder" and theyre standing above him with the crown and his skin
HES GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK AND DIE AGAIN HES LIKE CENTURIES OLD DONT PLAY WITH HIM
HOPEFULLY NO ONE ELSE SEES THAT OMG
Astaroth is having a field day with this finding it as the funniest shit ever
THEY LOVE IT clapping their little hands giggling
Astaroth helping set up the bones in the temple when they're old enough 
definitely tried to jump into the hole in the temple's floor during a sacrifice at some point Narinder fucking freaks out and once the hole shuts Astaroth gets spit back out
they never miss a ritual im just saying lol
Astaroth is going to give them all so many heart attacks
Lamb is the first to get used too it all and Narinder is on the floor trying not to die from a heart attack lmao
Lamb may look completely innocent and cute but they are nothing more than insane under that.
THEY ARE
AND I LOVE THEM FOR IT
Their child has their insanity and Narinder’s need for trouble
which makes it all the more hard to care for them-
This absolutely means that Kallamar is gonna be in for a few more years of biting
yup definitely, he absolutely hates it but but its a baby and he loves babies they're adorable
Curse Narinder and that damned Lamb for making the cutest damn baby he's ever fucking seen
Seriously Astaroth's 3 big ol eyes are adorable
the cuties baby to ever be seen, a literal god right there
Real quick before I collapse
I want shamura to be in their bishop form when Narinder sees them in his old domain and for a moment he remembers what it was like tonbe a child and looking up to them for guidance
YEESSS
Sitting in my car before work, god bless 56 hour work weeks
Huggh... I want
Grabs my still yet unnamed self insert
Commence the wooing
I wonder if Narinder has any of those crosses in his head like the rest of em
Wonder if he tore them out
I like to think he tore them out when he decided to go against the old faith
He really said "im not like other bishops"
HAYSUSH
YEAH <3 AND I LOVE HIM FOR IT
Imagine that it was one of the things that they did together when each bishop came of age as a symbol of unity between them and for the Old Faith and Narinder fucking tore them out... love that idea
Love the idea that if the Lamb parts his fur in certain places they can find puncture wounds
YEEEE just Lamb rubbing the fur of his head and feels the part in his fur and sees the marks
They kiss them ofc cuz how could they not??
UAGH Y3WH THEY WOULD
they need to have a soft moment of lamb asking about all these scars that are right beneath his fur or like, the worst ones that don't have fur anymore
I gotta do my Narinder ref oh boy oh boy
There will be those days where Narinder doesn't have any energy to really talk, so as him and Lamb are doing something together Lamb is literally talking and to everyone is weird cuz Narinder isn't responding but they don't know Narinder is literally talking to them through his mind
Casually having what looks too be a one way conversation
THATS
OH I WISH I COUKD DO THAT
holds up Narinder, this fucker is so nonverbal sometimes and I love him for it
We autistic up in this bitch
HELL YEAH
JUST THE IDEA THAT THE LAMB GET ITS, AND NARINSER DOESNT HAVE TO EXHAUST HIMSELF WITH MUNDANE PLEASENTRIES, he just stands there doing as he's asked and the Lamb speaks to him and he speaks to them in his new found way
If Narinder could read peoples minds as well their conversations would be so much longer, though they'd probably get distracted from whatever they're doing lol
i know i would lol
YEAHAVSGD
Narinder in the Lamb literally just sitting around doing nothing, silent as the dead some might say, but that's cause theyre having grand comversations
AUGH IF ONLY
one way works just fine, cause Narinder can make Lamb laugh and listen to that sweet sound put loud as he prefers
OKAY BUT NARINDER ABSOLUTELY FLIRTING TOO LAMB AND LAMB IS SO FLUSTERED
NO ONE HEARS IT BUT LAMB IS A FUCKING FLUSTERED MESS
YEAHAHAHSGD I LOVE MAKING THE LAMB FLUSTERED
He could literally say whatever he wants and all the Lamb can do is suffer, unless they wanna make a scene of course 
They're in the middle of a sermon and Narinder is 'whispering' such things and Lamb is trying so hard not to falter on their words omg
after the sermon Lamb literally corners him inside the temple now that its empty
i would say more but i do not wish to get kicked off the face of the earth
HAUAGSHD I UNDERSTAND YOU ITS OKAY

I'm just thinking about the Lamb grabbing the lectern so hard the wood creaks beneath their hands and they look over their shoulder to Narinder and his ever present annoyed resting face with the look of death in their eyes
"If you don't shut up I'm going to stop listening"
'You wont'
And hes right
Lamb wouldn't stop listen not at all- especially sense its second nature to do so when Narinder is no talking like normal
Naridner takes such advantage of that, if not to flirt then to absolutely catch them off gaurd with a joke or a comment
Like the Lamb is listening to him talk and then like (something semi rude or funny) amd they go
GASP, "NARINDER YOU CANT SAY THAT" AHSGDU its so silly
He thinks the most out of pocket shit ever and Lamb is like ">:O"
I mentioned before that each bishop should have like a power they somehow kept or something, tell me bestie.
What power do you think each one would have?
HMMMMM
HMMMMM
not sure
Leshy has plants, and it would be funny if Heket was just good with food
Like her food is just, better, more filling, even if it was like a stack of lettuce its just better
Kallamar?? Hmm
Something about healing im sure, it would be fun, his body runs naturally cold so he's just really good as a natural cold compress, something about him is naturally soothing GSUDJ
it's all very basic I know I know, I'm not like super creative
But Shamura?? No idea what could they be good at, theyre naturally wise, a great strategist, I imagine they're good at many things and yet
Oh oh I know
Influence, not like hypnosis exactly but I feel like Shamura has a way of getting their words underneath people's skins, letting their ideas take hold
And as cheesy as it is I really want Narinder to see ghosts HAUSGSH ITS SO CHEESY BUT I LOVE IT
I do not have many original ideas okay, but I try <3
IT WOULD MAKE SENSE FOR NARINDER
He was once the god of Death, and now he still holds the ability to see the dead and the unrested souls still wandering.
YEAH, tho twhres hardly any in the cult cause the Lamb takes good care of all of them sometimes there's a few that wander here and there and Narinder enjoys seeing them a little, a reminder of what he ocne was
i love that :3






